A Journey In to Divine Love

A Journey In to Divine Love

Live, Laugh, Love, Meditate

By: C. Michelle Gonzalez

Copyright 2013 C. Michelle Gonzalez

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Table of Contents

Chapter 1 My Journey In to Divine Love

Chapter 2 How to Love Unconditionally

Chapter 3 Divine Love and Healing for the Planet

Reference

Chapter 4 Teaching Our Children

Chapter 5 Meditation to Open the Heart

Chapter 6 Meditation to Heal your Body, Mind, and Spirit

Chapter 7 Working with the Elements

Chapter 8 Meditation to Increase Your Faith

Chapter 9 Meditation In to Divine Love

Chapter 10 Messages from Heaven

Appendix: Deities I Have Encountered And The Lessons They Have Brought Me

Acknowledgments

Introduction

About C. Michelle Gonzalez

Connect with C. Michelle Gonzalez

Other Works By C. Michelle Gonzalez

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Acknowledgments

A very special thank you to Ed Gonzalez. Your support and strength has carried me through some really rough roller coaster rides. You have been a rock for me on my spiritual journey. Without you believing in me, I would still be in the beginning phases of this Journey. I would still be swimming against the currents of life instead of with them. You are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. I love you brother, friend, and partner. Keep speaking your truths, others are listening.

Thank you to my two wonderful children, David and Jessica. I have learned just as much from both of you as I have tried to teach you. You are the best children I could ever have hoped to have. You loved and supported Mom through everything. It is my prayer that you experience just as much joy and happiness in your lives that you have brought to me. It is both of you that will be my greatest legacy, when my time here is over. I love you both endlessly, without favor, and without judgments.

Thank you to my husband, Anthony. You have taught me so much more than you realize. You are a great warrior of strength. Believe in yourself as I believe in you. With a little faith, you have the power to move mountains. I love you.

Thanks to all my friends and family. Without each and every one of you, I wouldn't have learned all the lessons of life that I have, making this book possible. Though most of my life seemed too hard to bear, I realize that in those hard times were the greatest lessons of all. I know that my mother and father's heart must be strong and pure, because it shines in me each and every day. Thank you for having me so that I can shine this great light to help others to find and live from their hearts.

Introduction

What is Divine Love?

Only through Divine Love do you have the desire to help others and the planet.

Through Divine Love, we have the will and the strength to consciously create a world of love, peace, tranquility and harmony. It is Divine Love that enables one to love unconditionally.

All of our thoughts and ideas, all channeled messages, everything in existence, all boils down to Divine Love. If it comes from any other place, it should be extinguished immediately.

Divine Love is the key to all of existence. Without it, nothing can survive. Every one of us is only seeking one thing. Though it is called by many names (God, Alpha and Omega, Allah, etc...) its ultimate name is Divine Love. Know this, understand it, and commit it to memory.

When Divine Love is present, there are no barriers and no limitations. This means there are no language barriers, gender barriers, income barriers, and so on. We are absolutely limitless in everything. A sense of love and oneness is felt by all. No lower energies or frequencies can reside in the same place as Divine Love. Hatred, jealousy, anger, etc... All become obsolete as those energies are transmuted into pure Divine Love to be shared by all.

Every being on this planet has free will and the freedom to choose which energies you wish to align with. However, choosing to align yourself with the energies of Divine Love will give you everything you are seeking, when you are ready to find it.

This will most definitely give you the love that we are all so desperately seeking. It will restore your health back to optimum levels, your energy levels, your youth and brain function. Everything you could possibly need for the survival of your physical body or any of your other bodies is there in this Divine Love.

So now I wish to take you on a journey to the Ultimate bliss, to the Dream, to Divine Love.......

Chapter 1

My Journey In to Divine Love

From a very early age I knew I was different. I never really fit in anywhere, not at school with children my own age, nor with anyone else either. Even my family didn't understand me. I ended up spending most of my time alone in my room. Everyone said it was because I was so shy. They had all but branded me with chronic shyness. I do not really believe this was the case, because when I found someone I could relate to, I would come out of my shell quite a bit. However, I still always seemed to put up a shield of protection. This was my life from very early on.

By the time I was eight, I had endured every kind of abuse that you could possibly imagine. It always seemed as though everyone's crap fell onto me. I was so quiet and loving that it was easy to be the target.

With all of this going on in my life, I never left the room without giving everyone in the room hugs and kisses. My family had become accustomed to this, as I was the only member of my family who would do this. If I happened to forget just once, they would always remind me. It seemed to light the room and lighten everyone's spirits. Most of the time, it was as if they were all waiting for me to arrive so that I could begin the spreading of love for the whole family. It really made the family gatherings worth getting together.

I have been ridiculed my whole life for being very sensitive, from some members of my family and also from what few friends I did manage to have from school. Nevertheless, I was the one there to stand up for these very same people when they were the ones being ridiculed. This was just simply who I was. I did not know how to be any other way. Aside from being much stronger now, more outspoken, and surer of myself, this is still very much who I am today, as well. I used to wonder all the time what my true purpose for this life was. The more I grow spiritually, the more I realize I have been living my true purpose every single day of my life, even when I wasn't aware of it.

It was not until I was married to my second husband that I really began to figure out why I was this person. He used to always tell me, You have to stop letting people walk all over you. Stand up for yourself. So little by little I began to fight back. I now view this teaching as taking my power back. You see, my whole entire life, I had radiated love and compassion. I did this even for the people who had really hurt me. I had no concept of power. Really, I was taught that to radiate a Christ like love, you have to be humble, quiet and submissive. This was the big teaching of Southern Baptist church. In order to be the good wife, you must be submissive to your husband. Well, I can now tell you that this is a complete load of crap. Women have a great power and to allow that power to be stripped from you for the sake of anything at all, be it, marriage, religion, or anything else, is a huge disservice to women everywhere.

Each person that has come into my life has given me valuable life lessons. You must always view your circumstances in this manner. When things seem out of order and it seems as though you are living in hell. Try asking yourself, What is this here to teach me?

So most of my childhood was spent radiating this love and compassion for even the most horrible of people. During this time period, I was also doing a lot of astral traveling. This was my way of staying sane so to speak, and a way for me to transmute all the bad things that were happening to me, back into pure love. Every night I would go on adventures. There I would meet my loving spirit guides and others who would take all the bad, all the pain and help me to transmute all this lower energy stuff. Every single morning, I would awake with new eyes and a new heart. The bad would be erased so that I could look at each new day full of hope, faith, optimism, and most importantly love.

My first marriage gave me two wonderful children. It also began teaching me what does not work for me. It taught me a lot about who I was and who I wanted to be. I began to see how I was wrong in the way I spoke to people. I began to see how the adults in my life growing up really had an impact on me. I could see how different people in my life had ingrained in me their truths. I saw how I had essentially become brainwashed to fit everyone's ideas on normalcy. I was able to recognize that these were not my thoughts but other's views.

So from there, I had to begin the process of breaking down all of the truths that I had grown up knowing. This was a long journey in and of itself. It was very difficult for me. Everything I knew and loved was being stripped away from me. I was taught that when bad things happen to you, you are being punished for something you did either in this life or a previous one. So when my first marriage ended and he took everything from me, including my children, I thought, Man, I must have been really evil in my past lives. I had lost my home, all my belongings save for some clothes. The same weekend that he ripped my children out of my arms with them kicking and screaming,

I had also miscarried and spent the week in the hospital. I thought for sure my life was essentially over. I fell hard into drinking just to ease the pain and to feel some sort of relief in order to keep moving. I thought several times about committing suicide, but I was always reminded that I would be leaving behind children who did still very much need me. They truly were the only thing that kept me going for a while.

At that time I still held the belief that my children were the only reason I was here. I fought over this grief for several years. I can look back now and see why I had to go through all of this. If I had kept my children with me, I would have been ingraining in them all the things I was now having to dismantle. Instead, I had to work through all these things so I would be able to teach them about Divine Love and not all the fears and control mechanisms I had been taught.

My second husband came with lessons of his own to teach me. Namely, taking back my power. However, with him being in the military, I had a lot of time to work on all these belief systems and begin breaking them down one by one. Also, being with him has allowed me to visit places that I never would have gone and to meet people I would have never known had it not been for him. He really began opening my eyes to the truths behind religion and government. If it were not for this, I would still be living in darkness, knowing that things were not right, but not sure of what that was.

The next profound teaching came from my brother-in-law and best friend. Through him I have learned so much more than I ever could have conceived was possible. He began immediately sharing with me everything he had learned and knew of the governments true inner workings. He taught me so much about the power the media has held over us for so long. Through him I have learned to control my emotions. To think things through before I let my emotions get the better of me. He has taught me that I am good enough and perfect just the way I am, and that I do not need the approval of anyone else. He has taught me how to work with energies and elements to create a better world for myself through magic. I have learned so much about the stars and the planets influence on our day to day lives from him. Most important of all, I think, is that he taught me what it feels like to be able to be completely honest and my true self without any judgments what so ever. This really helped me to tap into my true inner power of being able to speak and know my truths as I saw them. He has been my biggest supporter since my journey really began to take off.

Which brings me to the apex of my transformation into Divine Love.

Around the summer of 2009 I really began to awaken. For the last couple years before that, I was buying tarot cards and books on medium-ship. However, I still wasn't piecing things together. I was under the illusion that these were just some more of my whims. I kept asking the heavens What is my true purpose for this life? It never dawned on me that the things I was drawn to was a huge clue.

Then while at my mother-in-law's during the summer of 2009, she had gotten a book by Doreen Virtue called Archangel Michael. I immediately started reading the book and couldn't put it down. Then all of a sudden things started getting clearer in my mind. By the time I was finished reading the book, I had become very acquainted with Archangel Michael. I knew his energy every time he was near. I knew the voice I was hearing was His voice. He had become my best friend and closest ally.

I allowed Archangel Michael to take me down this path. I