The Journey to Recovery: A Story of Hope, Courage, Determination and Survival
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Living with an alcoholic, raped under the care of social services. Imprisoned for trying to find answers. child removed for an illness. was there any hope?.
I survived self harm. I survived abuse. I survived prison. I survived mental illness. i survived from myself.
A true story of a girl diagnosed with borderline personallity disorder, After being sexually abused and physically abused and turning to self harm. i ended up in psyciatric care. i had a chil removed and was sent to prison for going back to the abuser for answers. yet after years of torture and mental disrtress i saw the light.
A story of hope, courage and a determined young girl.
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The Journey to Recovery - Emily Collins
CHAPTER ONE
When I was 9 and wanted to go out to play with my friends I was told by a medium I had a gift and that I could also develop this gift and become a medium later in life.
This all came about after we had some strange going on’s in our family home and I had seen a spirit.
The going on’s at home became more dangerous by day until we realized our home was haunted and needed to be exercised by a medium. It was when this took place I was told about this gift I had.
To me that wasn’t anything I was just more interested in when I was next going to meet up with my friends.
Due to our house being haunted and me seeing the spirit it somehow reached the local and main newspapers and even the headlines of the BBC and ITV news. How this came about I am not entirely sure. I was too young to understand but I was defiantly not too young to remember the confufle of the interviews and the consequences of being on the news or in the papers.
This at first made me popular to some but a bullying target for others.
CHAPTER TWO
My heart was pounding as I walked into the kitchen and saw my mother staggering over the cooker trying to cook the evening tea. I stood there and took a deep breath before blurting out.
mum, you’re going to die
how was I meant to know any different when I had just been told in school that if you drink too much it can affect your liver and cause a slow painful death. All I could see was a picture in my head of this being my mum.
At this point my mother turned to me. I could see the red anger in her eyes, her face turning from red to purple with every second that passed. Suddenly she raged what do you mean? I trembled in answer. The drink it will kill you. Another roar came from my mum apart from this one was closer and louder. Don’t you tell me what to do
in defense and fear I whispered I just don’t want you to die mum, I love you.
Just as my tears started rolling and I was in need of my mothers arms around me telling me it was all o.k. I got a blow from my mothers hand to my head. I could feel each blow after blow of my mother’s hand bouncing of my head. I turned to try and run but as I speeded through the back door my foot misplaced one of the steps and I fell to the ground. By this time 4 of my older sisters had come to see what all the noise was about.
I wished they could have protected me, told my mum to stop, but instead as I was on the floor trying to get back on my feet with such a struggle due to the fear running through my legs that was making them shake so bad I couldn’t stabilize. My sisters pinned me to the floor and each sister pinned down a limb each.
I was so scared I was horrified as tears streamed down my face and I tried to plead with my eyes my mother gripped her hands around my neck. As I felt her grip get tighter and tighter I knew I was becoming closer and closer to death. In my mind I feared death and knew I had to say my last words before I died. I repeated again I love you all and I am so sorry, please remember I love you.
Suddenly my flight or fight response kicked in. I gained energy at the time I thought I lacked it. I managed to get one of my sisters to loosen their grip and I swung my arm across until it hit my mother in the face.
Mum released her grip as much as that was comforting as I managed to gasp for air. I knew it would make my mother angrier. As soon as I had enough oxygen I screamed someone call the police. I wasn’t sure if anyone would have heard me and even if they had heard me if they would have acted upon my plea for help. With this is mind I ran back into the house in a daze hearing my mothers words in