The Key to Unlocking the Closet Door: A Coming-Out Guide on a Journey Toward Unconditional Self-Love
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If you are struggling to find your footing in the coming out process, these pages will take you by the hand and gently guide you to overcoming your fear, embracing your spirit and learning to live your life out loud. Karen McCrocklin
This uniquely powerful book by Chelsea Griffo is a guiding light in the darkness. It will give you hope and encouragement and lead you on a journey of self-discovery, forgiveness, and the joy and peace that only unconditional self-love can bring. It provides understanding and insight into the internal mental and emotional process of coming out as lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, or queer, not only for the LGBTQ community but for their family and friends as well.
While helping you unlearn the damaging and false beliefs that have been subconsciously ingrained into the self-images of so many LGBTQ people, this guide will teach you relevant and practical strategies for:
Coming out to yourself, your family, and friendsOvercoming internalized homophobia
Releasing harmful negative emotions through forgiveness
Navigating religion and spirituality as an LGBTQ person
Coping with bullying and standing up for yourself
Healthy ways to approach sex and dating
And much more
A closet is a lonely prison of the soul. Self-love will set you free.
Chelsea Griffo LMSW
Chelsea Griffo is an author, licensed master social worker, applied behavioral analysis therapist, and an advocate for LGBTQ self-love and empowerment. She has been deeply involved in the LGBTQ community as a support group facilitator for LGBTQ youth, a community activist, and creator and advocate of safe spaces for LGBTQ people to express and develop their spirituality and realize their personal greatness. Chelsea received her undergraduate and graduate education from the University of Texas at Austin.
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The Key to Unlocking the Closet Door - Chelsea Griffo LMSW
Copyright © 2014 Chelsea Griffo, LMSW
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ISBN: 978-1-4525-9213-8 (sc)
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Balboa Press rev. date: 9/5/2014
Contents
Foreword
Preface
Introduction: The Reason for This Guide
Chapter 1: Coming Out to Myself
Chapter 2: The Many Gifts of Being Gay
Chapter 3: Common Fears and Expectations
Chapter 4: Gender Identity and Expression
Chapter 5: There Is No Wrong Way to Come Out
Chapter 6: Unconditional Self-Love
Chapter 7: Forgiveness
Chapter 8: The Only Tools You Need
Chapter 9: Coming Out to Yourself
Chapter 10: Internalized Homophobia
Chapter 11: Coming Out to Your Family
Chapter 12: Coming Out to My Family
Chapter 13: Religion and Spirituality
Chapter 14: My Spiritual Evolution
Chapter 15: Dealing with Bullying
Chapter 16: That’s So Gay.
Educating People and Standing Up for Yourself
Chapter 17: Let’s Talk about Sex, Gayby
Chapter 18: A Little Dating Advice
Chapter 19: Advice from the Other Side of Things
Conclusion
Appendix A: Proposal to Start a GLBT and Straight Student Support Group at the Student Catholic Center
Appendix B: The Heterosexual Questionnaire
by Martin Rochlin
Resources
Notes
Acknowledgments
About the Author
This book is dedicated to my mother, who continues to teach me what it truly means to love unconditionally.
And a day came when the risk it took to stay tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
—Anais Nin
Foreword
As a young teenager, my favorite number was 306.776. That magic number was the Dewey Decimal System code for books on homosexuality. After I discovered that word, I was pretty sure it might have something to do with how I felt about a girl at my church, and I was determined to find out exactly what it meant about me.
Over time, I developed a well-traveled bike route around my city, pedaling from library to library in search of an elusive guidebook that might help explain me to myself. I wanted insight, assurance that I was not alone, and answers to the list of questions I kept in the secret journal at the bottom of my backpack.
As I eventually discovered, I could have ridden the tires off my bike without finding the book you are now holding in your hands. It didn’t exist when I was coming out. But it’s here now. Welcome.
After decades as an activist and advocate interacting with LGBTQ people all over the world, one thing is clear to me: Our greatest collective desire is to ensure that those who come out after us have a powerful set of tools to illuminate the journey toward self-acceptance. The true strength of a tribe lies in the willingness of its members to share their wisdom and experience with those who are seeking answers. We, as lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, queer, questioning, straight allies, loving and supportive friends, and family members are all a part of a strong and wise tribe. So, tribe, it is with great enthusiasm that I introduce you to Chelsea Griffo and this thoughtful and empowering guide.
If you are struggling to find your footing in the coming-out process, these pages will take you by the hand and gently guide you to overcoming your fear, embracing your spirit, and learning to live your life out loud. You’ll find answers to your questions about everything from religion and spirituality to sex and dating, all delivered with love.
In addition to practical, real-world information, Chelsea generously shares relatable stories from her personal journey and adds the voices of others in a mix that is sure to inspire you. As a licensed master social worker and therapist, her writing resonates with the kind of authority that mixes life experience with clinical knowledge. You are in good hands.
Being LGBTQ is not a challenge to overcome; it is a gift to embrace. If you’re ready and willing, I promise that this book will deliver a deeper understanding of that beautiful truth.
Back when I was scoping out the mysteries of 306.776, my other hope was that I might somehow bump into what I called a real live gay lady
among the library stacks. I was convinced that we would lock eyes, exchange a knowing glance, and immediately go out for coffee and become best friends. My imaginary real live gay lady would then take me under her wing and explain the mysteries of my feelings and perhaps arrange a few blind dates with some of her very sophisticated friends.
Though I never found the book back then, Chelsea Griffo is my new favorite real live gay lady,
and you are reading the book I wish I’d found. (And the dating advice is in chapter 18!) Yay!
You are loved,
Karen McCrocklin
Preface
I feel deeply grateful and honored to have the privilege of writing this powerful and unique coming-out guide. When I was beginning my coming-out journey, I knew of very few gay people, and I did not have anyone in my life who even remotely understood what I was going through. There were no books to be found that discussed how to navigate the internal process that many gay people first experience, moving from shame, guilt, and fear to joy, pride, contentment, and eventually unconditional self-love. This guide is intended to be a beacon of hope to those who are in the process of coming out and are in need of advice and direction on which steps to take next. My main objective is to provide answers to some of the universal questions we all have when first coming out, as well as to offer tools and strategies for developing a healthy self-image and unconditional self-love.
I came out during the process of obtaining my master’s degree in clinical social work and, with the goal of meeting more gay people, I took it upon myself to form a student group called Prism for LGBTQ Catholics and allies. This provided me with many opportunities to coach Catholic friends of mine through their own coming-out processes and to help them learn that they are perfect exactly as they are, no matter what they may have been taught by society or religion. I also had the opportunity to volunteer as a support-group facilitator for LGBTQ teens at an organization called OutYouth in Austin, Texas.
After college, I continued to have old friends approach me with questions about coming out, looking for support from someone who understood their experience. As a result of this, I made the decision to create the book I had been searching for so many years ago, so that I could share the wisdom I have gained from my own coming-out journey with anyone courageous enough to take the next steps on their own path toward honoring and loving who they truly are.
Throughout this writing, I have intentionally used gender-neutral language, such as they
and them
as often as possible, out of respect for the great variance in gender identity and expression to be found in our vibrant community. It should also be noted that the terms gay, LGBT, LGBTQ, and queer are all used interchangeably to refer to and include the entire LGBTQ community whenever mentioned, because saying lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, queer, intersex, androgynous, asexual, and questioning
can become a mouthful after a while.
I want to help people realize that being gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender (and everything else in between) is a fantastic gift. My primary inspiration has come from my own life experiences leading up to this point and is necessarily personal at times. When writing about something as intimate as coming out, it is crucial to be as authentic as possible. Though everyone’s coming-out process is different, there are many universal experiences that we share as lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, and queer people, and it is my hope that I can provide a point of reference for this experience from which most people will be able to draw comfort and hope on their own journey.
Introduction
The Reason for This Guide
Fear. It’s that ever-present ache or tingling in your stomach; the blood rushing to your face and the adrenaline burst that floods your body every time someone asks you a seemingly normal, non-threatening question you know you cannot answer honestly. Fear is the voice in your head that tells you, They say they’re my friends, but that’s because they don’t know. My family says they love me no matter what, but … what if my secret is the exception?
Fear causes us to keep our mouths shut when a homophobic joke, comment, or slur is said right to our faces, pushing our anger and hurt down where no one can see, while we die a little inside. Fear can sometimes even turn us into one of those people, bullying others verbally or physically in order to avoid letting others discover who we truly are.
This is the fear I felt the night I finally admitted to myself that I was gay. Sitting alone in my college apartment, I struggled to say the words I’m a lesbian
out loud. I’m not sure whether it was the crippling anxiety or continuous sobbing that prevented me, but no matter how I tried, I couldn’t force those words out of my mouth. I had been denying and suppressing my true sexual identity since fifth grade, and the floodgates had finally burst wide open.
Although I had many friends and supportive family members in my life at the time, this was the one problem I knew I couldn’t ask them to help me with. I needed them more than I ever had, and they were the very people to whom I was most afraid to reveal my sexuality. The fear of losing them was just too great. So I went in search of a book to help me learn how to come out. How do you find other gay people? How do I come out