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    Kamikaze White Noise
    Kamikaze White Noise
    Kamikaze White Noise
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    Kamikaze White Noise

    By Nicole I-Nesca

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    About the Book

    Kamikaze White Noise is a collection of three books by Nicole I. Nesca, The Sexual Repression Collection, Kink and Canned. Though not a formal trilogy, the books were written as companion pieces and follow the themes of sexual freedom, emotional frankness and street-carnival logic, all written with Nicole Nesca’s usual free-flowing sardonic wit. Kamikaze White Noise is prose and poetry that assaults the senses, liberates the mind and celebrates life on the edge like a perfect quarter-mile drag race.

    About the Author

    Nicole Nesca was born in Youngstown, Ohio in 1973. She developed a love of music, painting and writing early on and continued that love throughout her adult life. While living in Canada, she completed three works of poetry and prose collected in the anthology piece, KAMIKAZE WHITE NOISE, and another two books of poetry and prose. She has been published in several E-Zines and has been a part of two anthologies.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherUkiyoto Publishing
    Release dateMay 5, 2019
    ISBN9780463849163
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      Kamikaze White Noise - Nicole I-Nesca

      KAMIKAZE

      WHITE

      NOISE

      NICOLE I-NESCA

      Ukiyoto Publishing

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      Ukiyoto Publishing

      Published in 2011

      Content Copyright © Nicole I-Nesca

      Reserved rights by Screamin’ Skull Press

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      Original Cover Art by Nicole I-Nesca

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      collection

      the

      sexual

      repression

      collection

      ©2008

      labeled

      make me high with the notion of One boxed in reality pinned down by wet dreams, drunken fantasies and malfunct thought schemes lay claim shackle me to your illusion, my delusion worship at the temple, walk through the garden and call it Eden eat from the fruit disguised as truth; the cruelty is in the innocence people and worlds collide blinded by the hypocrisy of the heart left with four other senses and still disabled

      the violence is in the silence, the venom of compliance lay blame, point fingers and give names –

      label me Magdalene

      sacrilege

      drunk on wine from your lips of truth stole the sacrament from the church of you pawned it in the house of thieves threw the change at your feet--atoned

      freedom has never tasted so good

      table for two

      saints disguised as sinners seeking false absolution carousing on ambrosia from a paper cup and feasting on manna seasoned in allspice; leaving a gratuity for what was meant as a gift you said it was in the afters; liar

      love, thy name is hypocrisy

      we crossed the line when it was blurred hanging on to watch where you'll go from where you've been giving anything and everything if asked in your hands my heart is clasped and ready keep throwing objects to try and make unsteady greasing, straddling the line and dodging reality roadblocks to keep ourselves in our respective place effective introspective perspective, my pace limbo, holding patterns of hope where wings don't exist only the lies, fantasies and myths of the heart mystifying and charming have become your art sorting through the ruins of the past skeletal remains, proof of what love did endure waiting for some savior to rescue raise the dead with a word or two, of promise that will never come and hold to fruition staggering through the daylight, clinging to the ghost of profundity continue conceiving, receiving and believing the abstract as unstable as the atmosphere, playing the fool i look at myself and laugh

      put your finger to my lips to stop the truth from spilling out is it fear or desire that holds me, so strongly, to you?

      i never understood

      the original sin that was gifted was the traveling companion, tour guide to life living on knees cracked and swollen praying for reprieve from the latest lesson crawling across the pristine floors in amazement of the hallowed halls hypnotised by beautifully sad romanticised images waiting for the halo to surface beloved prize baptised in fear guilt and shame suffering into saint-hood making gains becoming the blame for indiscretions transgressions unheard confessions love was never part of the equation nothing more is deserved desired or required receiving the gifts of my father created to never fly weighted with the lies unanswered prayers and cries religious quest that understanding gives life to agonise is divine to feel peace is to die

      ethereal

      ...gaze slips away

      recognise my soul

      as something

      you already know

      sense my spirit

      intertwined

      with yours

      i am near

      still haunting

      after i've gone

      Spectre created

      just for you

      remember

      rhythm

      of my heart

      imagine

      head upon my chest

      feel me pulse

      through your veins

      with each breath

      old familiar song

      learn my face

      study it

      engrave

      to your minds eye

      allow the memories

      to forever make aware

      there will eternally

      exist a space

      reserved for you

      tattooed

      'your name' here

      for this is not

      our time or place

      created by destiny

      in dreams

      one

      her cruel hand

      painted

      on tomorrows canvas

      fates

      decided long before

      we ever knew

      know now

      at your very core

      next life...

      you

      will be the first i search for

      threads

      look into my eyes beautiful veneration meditation release aching spirits profound seeking tactile learning truth synergistic marching peaceful demonstration of communication thoughts arch back ancient wisdoms slide--dolita--lotus tremble feeding sacred vedic fix kama higher planes rising--sutra--ananda kissed

      whispers consciousness

      sepia

      through the chatoyancy haze

      toned dreams

      i scream

      citrine tears glisten

      against jaundiced skin

      as tiger eyed glare

      attempts

      to wring the reality

      from my mind

      submit

      old-fashioned portrait

      my life

      colour

      bright bleed

      poppy stands

      posed, still in defence

      ruby red pouting

      my lip

      let me in

      let me in... hours where the polite sleep comforted in their safe dreams unnatural beliefs medically induced peace and false securities all is well and good, harm only comes to those who look for it...zombies circus-freaks and druggies walking the tight-rope of sanity teetering on the edge of frailty jealous of the ability to stop the possibility of tangential thought ignorance is bliss hands in the pants arm-chair confessional bar tender has-been clichéd bullshit logic with-out tight dogma bound only to the explainable nothing else exist to the chosen few armoured with their higher stream of consciousness crosses and water just another fractured mind to deal with; wrapped in the arms of the

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