Suffocating

Don’t you just hate being unable,

Unable to say the things that matter.

Maybe you’re afraid of having a permanent label,

Or if they deny you, “no”, your heart will shatter.

It stops you from being you,

And from your heart ever being true.

When you speak to her, you mumble,

And all you can do with your hands is fumble.

You want to tell her every little detail,

How she’s the reason for your fun.

The way she make you feel like the one,

But you don’t, for fear you’ll fail.

When she’s with her boyfriend, it makes you feel vile.

But all you can do is give an uncomfortable smile,

But no one sees what’s in your way,

Only that she makes your every day.