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Justin Perez
Professor Tyberg
10/19/14
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My daily routine after I woke up from my slumber was to turn on the television. I did it
subconsciously in order to not feel alone in my house but as a child I wanted to watch cartoons.
What aired on Cartoon Network at twelve to two was Tom and Jerry and then after random
cartoons I didnt like. Sometimes I would find my dad watching Family Guy or South Park on
the couch I slept on. I asked him if he had work and he would shout, Dont you have school
boy! I paused and checked the day if I did. I did not. It was still summer vacation for me that
day and I didnt want to leave the house due to the heat. His anger made me question his mental
state and sanity.
My dad slowly begun to stay at home more and my mother overlooked on his behavior.
She said that it was his fatherly action to watch over me. At the time I think everyone was
oblivious of what my father was really doing. I found out the hard way of what my father really
became. I drug addict. The son of a bitch had an unfortunate fate that was my escape to
becoming a better and understanding man. My road to becoming a great father is to forget what
has happen as William Stafford states, "To get started I will accept anything that occurs to me.
Something always occurs, of course, to any of us. We can't keep from thinking." I accepted what
my dad has done and I remember the good times we had as father and son. Today I wear a big
smile.
Exploring my dads past and discussing it with others led me to think of the side effects
that drugs can cause. I did research on schizophrenia and how methamphetamine enhances the
development of schizophrenia. I am not sure myself what drugs my father did but he should
signs of mental illness such as schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a mental disorder known to
having abnormal social behaviors and failure to distinguish what is real. 1 Huabing LiQiong,
LuEnhua, XiaoQiuyun, LiZhong HeXilong, Mei state that, Studies in Taiwan have shown that
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familial risk for schizophrenia increases the likelihood of Methamphetamine users experiencing
psychotic episodes. Just like my dad, he thought people hid underneath is feet waiting to come
and get him. He started fights with other people in Skid Row because they looked like
undercover cops to him. In his world I know hes afraid and everybody is against him when he
tries to rise up and be better.
Suffering from mental illness does not mean theres no hope. My dad struggles to get by
on his wheelchair but it doesnt stop him from seeing me if I ever needed help. He never went for
treatment because he felt like that was giving up or I think fear was the real truth, the fear of
getting help.
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