SOMEONE FOR ME

I am surrounded by people in number many,

But I am not made happy by any.
In loneliness I am left,
My happiness was theft.
I am growing sad and mad,
OMG, I am in a state that is very bad.
I am suppressing my emotions,
In order to avoid any commotions.
As I sit staring at the ceiling,
I am searching for ways to overcome my feelings.
My eyes are ready for an outburst,
Sadness is my uninvited guest.
I wish someone should take me by my arm ,
And make my life happy, peaceful and calm,
To make my life bright
And filled with light.

OUR LIFE TO LIVE

Just lost my zeal

while waiting to be healed
I felt sorry
on realizing that life is not a fairy story
each one has their problems to face
no one wishes to lose in life's race
slow is my pace
what is the need to be in a haze?
Loneliness is not a sin
who said we couldn't win?
Let us live a life of peace
on our own with ease
what is the need to feel lost
in your life, you are the guest and the host.
MY LOVE OF LIFE
To fall in love with you
To hold your hands and fell you
That's all I want
And nothing more....
To know that you are here to be for ever
And this relationship would never be over
That's all I want
And nothing more
To drown into yours deep blue eyes
And be with you at all the times
To daydream about my life with you
And sneak some glances at you
To be in your embrace all day long
And dance with you for all love songs
That's all I want
And nothing more.....
You are my love
And my life
You are the cause of my happiness
And my smile
You are my everything
And without you I am nothing......
P.S: Just ' I LOVE YOU' would be the understatement of the century. I am crazy
for you , would die for you and can't live without you.....
I LOVE YOU

I want to hold your hand

When beside me you stand
When you are near me
My heart does skip a beat
Those three words
In my head does repeat
I wish to say it out loud
Again and again
I wish to be loved
But all my efforts are just vain
In those pair of gorgeous seas
I got myself drowned
Finally "I LOVE YOU", I uttered,
While saying so I did stutter.
I just prayed" Give a good reply".
All bad thoughts in my head did play.
Oh my man, get me out of this,
By giving a life saving kiss.

KEY TO MY HEART
When I saw you approaching me,
I locked my heart twice,
Checked thrice,
Just to keep it safe from you,
But ended up giving the key to you.

LOVE TO MARRIAGE
Girl to boy:

When I saw you for the first time

I fell for you, only god knows why
Is falling in love a crime?
To say it out to you, I do try....
I just want to hug you and cuddle
But when I see you, I melt and I am a
puddle
Why is this love, a tough to solve riddle?
Unable to calm my jumping heart, I
fiddle.
Boy to girl :
Your love, I wish to obtain
Even when I doubt whether that lot, my
heart could contain
I am in love with you, that's certain
Come to me by tearing this heart blocking
curtain
Come let's make our love even bigger
The ring in my hand needs your finger
Accept it and make me yours, my girl
Will you Marry me, my pearl?
WRONG GUY...!
Tears flow
Heart aches
Sorrow engulfs
Pain takes over
Love kills
And I die
just because
I fell for the wrong guy.
MY MISTAKE
You are a mystery
Our love life is history
You scream, why don't you just move on?"
I just can't believe that you are gone
Never to return forever
I should have been clever
I should have realized that you are evil
That you are not civil and are a devil
I should have realized that you are not sincere
From the time you entered, my life is unclear

All this is because of my one big mistake

I fell for you even when knowing that my life a hell you will make!
MY SORROWFUL LAST
Our love was true and real
You were the one to break open my heart's seal
When you said that we are going to live forever together
I was so happy that I flied high in the sky like a feather.
How I wish to say that we were 'happily ever after'!
But all my hopes and happiness did shatter.
One day you said you have to go for some important work
When I asked you not to leave me, me you did mock.
You said," I am not going to the far-away moon
Wait for me, I will come soon".
Wait I did for all these long years
Suppressing pain and tears.
I am neither a coward nor a quitter
For I have waited all these days for my life to get better
You are my reason and purpose to live
My heart to you I gave, my life, I am going to give........

MY FAMILY
I said to my wife, Lets not have the baby, sweetheart
Unaware that these words would make our love fall apart
She was saying to me happily that she was pregnant
And I was there being totally arrogant.
I held hard and shouted,My decision is final. NO!
An amicable word I wished to hear and know.
She gave me a hurt look and said, Lets divorce.
My heart did hurt when she decided to end our loves course

I couldnt do anything or say

The price for my selfish decision I have to pay

Two years after my love took my life with her

I was left with nothing but a beard and beer.
Without a reason to be in this ugly world
I was once roaming on the streets in the nights cold.
I saw her, my love, who was happy and unaffected
I thought that she had found the perfect guy she deserved.
I walked towards her, closer and near.
Even when I was engulfed by an unknown fear
I couldnt look into those eyes
I had hurt her many times, not just once, twice or thrice

I found in her hands a bundle of joy

In whose hands was a pretty toy
I extended my arms towards her to receive my daughter
And my baby jumped happily into the arms of her father
By her childish giggle, I was mesmerised
In that instant I knew that she was our precious possession, highly priced
I looked at my love standing there and watching as with a teary smile
A path through my cheeks, my tears did trail
I realised that my true love was not just my wife, but my daughter as well my
family.
I extended my other hand towards my wife, which she took happily
Author's note:
The message of this poem: Ohoh! My role is over. That is for you to interpret. Do let me know what
you interpreted.

Would you believe me if I say that I wrote the poem after visualising the scenes in my dream while I was
sleeping ( i wasn't day dreaming, Okay?). Unbelievable? Believe it.

The pleasant breeze of early morning

The birds chirping sweet and calming
The water waves which are making my feet wet
Carries me back to the moment when we met
Thinking of our love and our bliss
You I miss even more

Your romantic dialogues which are sappy

Are the ones that never fail to make me happy
Your crazy pick up lines which are cheesy
Makes my toughest day instantaneously easy
Thinking of your life saving kiss
You I miss even more

The I love yous and take cares you say over phone
In your loving and caring tone
Stimulates my tear gland and make me cry
To control them i never try
Thinking of your stupid smirk and idiotic grin
You I miss even more

I am ready to cross all these seas and mountains

Which separates us, to drench in your love fountains

This distance between us fails to make our love less

But without you, my life is a total mess

I definitely want this project finished by tomorrow, boys

I said to the group of my sleepy juniors who hardly heard the sound of my voice
They left the office after giving me their mumbled greetings
My watch showing half past twelve at night increased my hearts beatings
I stepped out of my office and into the empty street
Lot of creepiness and fear did it secrete
It was not the loneliness or dark that I fear
But the group of men standing at a distance makes me want to run away and not go near
Every time a car slowly moved past
My hand involuntarily reached for the pepper spray fast
Every time I smelled alcohol in the air
I took each step with utmost care
As I did not want to be caught by a drunken demon
I took long strides cursing the fate of all women
I closed the door behind me as I walked into my house
On high alert and not a sign of drowse
Because of the fear that is instilled deep within my mind
About the opposite gender of my own human kind
The idea of women walking the streets at night with esteem
Had been the dream of others that still is a dream