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    Reflections on human life span. Loss of a parent made me realize how precious life really is. Made me a more conscience person, to keep the peace whenever possible.

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    ReflectionHumanLifeSpan
    RosaE.Gomez
    05/02/2016
    SLCC

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    ReflectionHumanLifeSpan
    IntheLifespanjourneyandthroughthecourseofthesemester,Ivebeenabletoreflect
    moreabouthowIexperiencedcertainpointsinmylife.Itisamazinghowmanyofusgothrough
    similarlifeeventsbutexperiencedthemdifferently.Howfromthemomentahumanlifeformis
    conceiveditalreadylearnedtocomeupwithabetterDNAconcoctiontocreateasuperiorlife
    formanditalsogreatlythereafterdependsontheinfluencesfromtheenvironment.Thereareso
    manyhurdlestogothroughinlifeandmanymistakesthataremade.Welearntoadaptandbe
    moreresilient.Ourexperiencesarewhatultimatelyshapesusashumans.
    AnexperienceorconceptthatisstillnewtomeandImtryingtocopewithisgrief.Itis
    anemotionthatImnotsurehowtodealwith.Ivelostaparent,myfather.Hewas45yrsold
    whenhepassedaway.Itwasunexpected,hislifeendedwhenadrunkdriverhithimonhisway
    homefromwork.Istillgothrougheverystageofthegrievingprocess,itisaneverending
    cycle.Hispassinghadatremendousimpactonme,Icouldntbelieveitatfirst.Irefusedto.I
    thoughtitwassomecrueljokebutitsoonbecamearealitywhenIsawhislifelessbodyinthe
    casket.Itwassurreal.
    Ifeltguilty,IthoughtIshouldofvisitedhimmoreoften.Helpedhimoutmore.Ithoughtofall
    thethingswewereplanningondoingbutnowtheyarenomore.Therearethingsleftunfinished,
    sofarIvechosentodonothing.Everythingisasheleftthem4yrsagowhenhedied.Hisdeath
    mademerealizehowpreciouslifereallyis,howitcouldeasilygettakenawaywithoutwarning.
    Italsomademeamoreconscienceperson,tokeepthepeacewheneverpossible.Forwemaynot
    knowwhenthelastthingwesayordocouldtrulybethelastthing.

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    Notlongafter,mylifestartedtogooutofcontrol.Ididntknowhowtocope.I
    questionedthemeaningoflife,mypurpose.Imademanybaddecisions.IkeptthinkingIshould
    tryoutmorethings,Imightnotgetanymorechances.Iengagedinmoreriskybehaviors.
    Experiencedupsanddowns,Ievenattemptedsuicide.Iwasoverwhelmedwitheverything.I
    didntknowwhoIwas.IvebeenlivingalifebasedoffofwhatIthoughtmymother,society
    andthenlatermyhusbandexpectedorwantedfromme.Thesadrealitylivingalifebasedoff
    whatothersexpectedfromme.Ivebeenonlyahousewifebutwithdreamsofreceivinga
    collegedegreeandrunningasmallbusinesssomeday.
    Intryingtofigurethingsout,Iveputmymarriageincrisisandanunplannedpregnancy.
    IvebeenmarriedsinceIwas18tothesamemanandfatherofmytwoboys.Myboysare13
    and10yrsold.Ididntwanttostartalloveragaininraisinganotherchild.Icouldntkeepthe
    pregnancy.Myhusbandofcoursesupportedmydecisionregardingthepregnancy.SoIdecided
    toterminatethepregnancyinMarch.Itwasaveryharddecisiontomake.Inmyemotionalstate,
    IdontthinkIcouldofhandledapregnancy,collegeandraisinganotherchild.Itwouldsetme
    backonmyplans.IknowitsoundsselfishbutIneedtostartthinkingofwhatIwantoutoflife
    too.Imnotjustahousewife.IdontunderstandwhyeveryonethinksIshouldbehappybeing
    justthat.
    Lifeisacomplicatedjourney.Thereisnosetofrulesoramanualonhowitshouldbe
    livedorexperienced.Itiswhatwemakeitouttobe,throughourdecisions.

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