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Chapter 1 August
The summer was coming to and end and Dylans
senior year in high school would be starting soon. A
persons senior year in high school seems like what
life has been building up to when they are still so
young. All the hard work and time put into studying
was now about ready to pay off. It was a moment
that defines from passing from child to adult in that
symbolic moment as they cross that stage and receive
that diploma. It is like life is saying, This is it kid,
no more games, adulthood is ready to begin.
This is the year of college applications and prom,
and leaving the nest. As one is leaving high school
they feel that it now will all come in college. College
is where you find yourself, become who you were
born to be. These past younger years have been
mostly about the genetics of growing up. You get
taller, hair in strange places, and zits like the stars.
You have insecurities, doubts, there are clicks that
seemed like they mattered so much that soon fade
from memory so very quickly. Those years soon fade
into what are called glory days. Most of your
conversations with past friends will always contain,
Remember when?
Dylan was like every other kid who dreams
playing music.
Is that it?
What are you asking me, Seth questioned?
Nothing, man.
Youre asking me if I am like you, Seth said.
Like me, what do you mean?
If I am gay?
In all the 17 years Seth and Dylan had never
spoken about the fact that Dylan was gay. It had
always been quietly known, but never discussed.
Is there something wrong with that?
Seth laughed a little, Man, this is you and me
out on the beach kicking back, drinking some brews,
what brought this up?
I just asked why you never had a girlfriend,
thats all.
Maybe I should fuck Amy, Seth said as his hair
swept up over his shoulders.
Do you like Amy, Dylan asked plainly?
You dont get it, man, Seth said as he pointed a
finger at Dylan. Out of all the people I thought you
would get me, but you dont. Its because all your
life is about being gay, being gay is you. Its not your
sexuality, its your entire being. My dick is not me,
its a part of me. I am about more than one
appendage. I am about creating something no one
has ever heard before. I am Mozart sitting at his desk
writing a new sound that no man ever heard before.
lines and then reached into his pocket and took out a
buck. He rolled it up and then held out the tube to
Dylan, Take a snort.
Fuck that, what is it?
Oxy, Seth said as he turned back to the lines,
if you dont want any thats two lines for me and
one each for Mark and Kyle.
Seth then bent over the book and snorted up two
lines of the white crushed up pill. Yes, he said as
he threw his head back with his hands on his nose, I
love that fucking burn!
It was like his heart had changed. Seth started
hanging out with Mark and Kyle more and before
long he was ditching school. He was drinking now,
and sometimes he smelled of cigarettes and weed.
His eyes were all blood shot and it didnt take long
before his mom noticed that his instruments were
beginning to come up missing.
Susan, Seths mother, knocked on his bedroom
door. There was no answer. Slowly, she pushed open
the door to find Seth in bed at two in the afternoon on
a Saturday. You okay, honey?
Yeah mom, just not feeling to good.
Do you need anything?
Just to sleep, Seth moaned.
I was in the garage, I noticed that some of the
instruments were gone, what happened?
Seth cut her off quickly, They are at Kyles, we
could say it, I love you. But what he had just done
might have been how he said he loved Seth the most
without really saying it the way he had wanted to.
Chapter 8 Mapril
Spring, the time of renewal and rebirth. March
and April might as well have been called Mapril as
far as Dylan was concerned. All of March he had
been consumed with thoughts of Seth and his time in
the hospital. Everyday he would catch his mom and
dad at the door when they came home and ask them
for any info. They would just look at him and say,
Hes fine, and that was it. It was even more
difficult because the spring had always been their
favorite time of the year. It was a time for cookouts,
fishing off the dock, and camp outs in the backyard.
This spring was very quiet and boring. There
was no fun, it was just rainy days and hours up in his
room alone. The only real news was that Amy had
finally given into Tonys texts, and could you believe
it, they were now dating! Tony had heard the story
from Thomas, and that might have spurred his initial
interest, but after a date or two Amy could be seen
walking the halls wearing his letterman jacket. They
really made a cute couple, and Amy was happier than
Dylan had every seen her. She was now all about
talk of the upcoming prom and her excitement and