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It feeds on fear and excretes shame. It can literally alter the human brain with the same power of
heroin or cocaine. Our culture at once vilifies those afflicted by it and exalts the very things that
make it prevalent. It especially preys on those who are weakened by abuse and wounds, but
anyone can be susceptible to its charms. And while it is intensely physical in its nature, it
dramatically affects the heart, mind and will. This description of pornography addiction certainly
seems to have a tone of mythic proportions, but for those trapped in its snare, feeling powerless,
the drama is not too understated. The very nature of addiction is the inability for the addict to
control his own behavior, even despite the consequences.1 The porn addict feels like a puppet on
a string and may find himself crying out with Apostle Paul, “I do not do what I want, but I do the
very thing I hate…. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?”2
But despite the power of porn addiction, there is hope. Pornography is so powerful because it
takes advantage of some of the deepest insecurities that human beings face. When individuals
can face their fears and explore who they are and who God is, they can begin life in true
freedom.
But before we can talk about restoration we must explore a little more of the nature of the
problem. One of the common misconceptions about pornography addiction is that it is simply a
moral issue. Many Christians have naively counseled porn addicts to simply “try harder,” or to
read their Bible and pray more, as if porn addiction is something that happens by not trying hard
enough in the first place. The intimation is that pornography is simply a sinful pleasure, and will
power must be exercised to find more lofty, holy pleasures to replace it. But that is like trying to
treat skin cancer with Oil of Olay. Yes, there is will involved. Yes, prayer and Scripture reading
1William Struthers, Wired for Intimacy: How pornography hijacks the male brain (Downers Grove, IL: InterVarsity
Press, 2009), 79.
2 Romans 7:15, 24, ESV.
are important. But the problem is not a simple one and a simplistic approach will not address the
pervasive nature of porn addiction. Instead, the pastoral counselor must recognize that
pornography addiction is something that pervades the spheres of the spiritual realm, the
psychological, and even (perhaps especially) the physical, all of which intermingle.
Based on these three spheres, what follows is my best efforts at presenting a simplified
(though not simplistic) framework approach to counseling those who are addicted to porn,
specifically as it relates to men.3 My conclusions are not only gleaned from some excellent
reading materials but also from interviews with recovering sex addicts 4, family therapy
recovering porn addicts. But lest it seem like the matter is settled, “conclusions” may not be the
best word. Instead, I hope the reader finds this paper as an initial primer in counseling and
The Problem
Our culture is a “pornified” culture.5 Never before has a society had so much anonymous,
accessible, and affordable6 access to pornographic materials, primarily through the wonders of
instant internet access. Moreover, mass-market entertainment is more saturated with sex than
ever before, and lest one think that is merely hyperbole it is easy to quantify with statistical
3There are a growing number of women who are addicted to porn, though still significantly lower in number than
men. A lot of what is discussed in this paper is true for these women also, but there is enough distinction between
how women and men become addicted that this paper will focus on men, for the sake of simplicity.
4The distinction between a sex addict and a porn addict is that the porn addict is only dealing with the “building
blocks” of sex addiction (porn, masturbation, and fantasy) while the sex addict has moved on to include other kinds
of sexual behavior. A porn addict is a sex addict, but a sex addict is not merely a porn addict.
5Mary Eberstadt and Mary Anne Layden, The Social Costs of Pornography: A Statement of Findings and
Recommendations (Princeton: Witherspoon Institute, 2010), 13.
6 Mark Laaser, Healing the Wounds of Sexual Addiction, (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 2004), 32.
anecdotes.7 Ultimately, more people view pornography on a regular basis than ever. In 2008, a
study revealed that 69% of male students between the ages of eighteen and twenty-six viewed
pornography more than once a month while 10% of female students did so as well. 8
But pornography is not something simply enjoyed in the privacy of a dark room, it has
real consequences that spill out into the sunlight of society. A study done in 2004 showed that
respondents previously involved in an extramarital affair were three times more likely to have
used internet pornography. As well, those who had “engaged in paid sex or prostitution were
almost four times more likely to have used internet pornography than those who had not engaged
in paid sex.”9 Therapists and clinicians are reporting an alarming correlation between
pornography and child abuse, finding that a significant majority of sex offenders were exposed to
slippery slope from using pornography featuring adults to using child pornography.”11
Why I quote these statistics is not simply to say “pornography is bad,” but to show that
pornography is not just an individual problem, it is a societal problem with societal causes and
effects. Sex is objectified by our culture, cheapening it and making an intimate act a very public
one. This has wide-ranging effects, not only on individuals but also on families.12
Our “pornified” culture itself is not the main problem (it only exposes already existing
insecurities, as it will soon be shown), but its wide availability makes it an easy escape for
hurting people. Pastoral counselors must not confuse the symptoms with the disease, but
cholera and malaria is found where mosquitos swarm, we should not be surprised to find
pornography addiction in a porn saturated culture. Even if we were to rid our culture of
pornography entirely, to “drain our swamp” so-to-speak, it would not solve the issue at the heart
of the problem. Even if one were to chop off the hands of a thief, he may still want to steal. Just
the same, without the symptom of pornography addiction, many people would still suffer from a
root problem at the heart level. However, addiction not only preys on pre-existing conditions of
the heart, but it also has a very real effect on the body, particularly the brain.
One very prevalent misunderstanding about pornography addiction is that it is merely a matter of
the mind over will. Many people might be surprised to find that pornography has an effect on the
brain much like a mood-altering drug. 13 In fact, the neurological effects of pornography
(combined with the effects of the almost compulsory masturbation) are frighteningly similar to
cocaine and heroin usage.14 Specifically, it should be noted that men seem to be more susceptible
to sexual kinds of visual stimulation than women are.15 How does this work? There are number
of important functions in the brain that are involved in processing the act of viewing
pornography and it will be necessary to outline several of these different brain areas before
putting them all together in a trip through the amazingly complex brain of a porn addict.
The ventral tegmental area (VTA), lies deep in the brain in an area called the midbrain
that, among other things, regulates important functions like consciousness, attention, sleep,
Dopamine’s function in the body is primarily to focus the mind’s attention “on things that have
significance to us.”17 For example, when a person experiences the pleasure of eating a good meal
after feeling hungry, that pleasure is the effect of dopamine reinforcing the behavior. Dopamine,
in effect, focuses the mind on important tasks like eating, drinking, and sex, and “rewards” the
behavior.18 It is dopamine that is exploited in “nearly all drugs of addiction, and many disorders
affecting motivation and attention such as [ADD], [OCD], and behavioral addictions...”19 In
other words, dopamine plays a large part in why pornography can be addictive.
Another important part of the brain is the limbic system, composed of the amygdala and
the hippocampus. The amygdala is part of the brain that is utilized to express emotions, while the
hippocampus takes all of the sensory information the body receives and processes it as
memories. Closely linked to the limbic system is the hypothalamus, the “drive center” of the
brain that regulates the three primary drives: eating, drinking, and sex. 20 Directly above the
hypothalamus is the thalamus, the region of the brain that organizes and directs sensory input.
Surrounding all of these things is the basal ganglia which involves motor control of the body. All
The largest part of the brain is the cortex, where most of a person’s conscious thinking
happens. The cortex is where our “psychological experience emerges,” and it is the part of your
16 Ibid., 89.
17 Ibid., 101.
18 Ibid., 100-101.
19 Ibid., 90.
20 Ibid., 92-93.
brain that you are using to understand this paper. 21 Spread throughout the cortex are what are
known as “mirror neurons.” These are parts of the brain that deal with the perception of behavior,
actually allowing the brain to mirror behavior that it sees and have been called “monkey see,
monkey do” neurons.22 For example, when my wife watches the latest Hollywood blockbuster
action film with me she visibly tenses up and will even duck or cringe in moments when the
action is extreme. Her mirror neurons are at work, mirroring what is happening in the screen
inside her mind and interacting with the rest of the brain and body in response.
At this point enough components of the brain have been surveyed to begin to trace what
happens to the human brain when someone views pornography. Imagine that someone we will
call John sits down at his desk and begins surfing the internet. For one reason or another, he ends
up seeing a pornographic film clip. The visual stimulus of that image travels from his eyes into
his brain and hits the thalamus, which processes visual stimuli, and sends it out into the cortex.
Immediately the mirror neurons begin processing the behavior John is viewing, and his brain
begins mirroring what he sees, placing him “in the action” so-to-speak. This activates his drive
system, the hypothalamus, and actually “supercharges” the amygdala, the seat of emotions in the
amygdala lit up like a Christmas tree and a brain swimming in dopamine and testosterone,
another hormone that corresponds with heightened sexual arousal. The only way that the body
can resolve this tension is by either ending the stimulation and allowing the chemicals and brain
21 Ibid., 94.
22 Ibid., 95-96.
23 Ibid.
activity to slowly dissipate, or through orgasm.24 So naturally, after extended viewing of the
pornography increases the heightened state of arousal, John begins to masturbate. As he does so,
the basal ganglia (brain center for motor control) implicitly associates the motor behavior with
the sexual anxiety. His hippocampus (memory center of the brain) sets aside the behavior in his
memory. In other words, John’s brain is learning how to react to the stimulus. If the pornography
is exciting enough or a shocking new experience for John, norepinephrine (a hormone related to
adrenaline) will “burn” the experience into John’s memory.25 Later this may cause John to
experience “flashes” of imagery from the experience, whether he wants to remember it or not.
When masturbation brings John to orgasm and ejaculation, his body is flooded with a mix
of hormones and his amygdala literally shuts down, allowing him to enter a euphoric state for a
moment. A number of opiates help cause the euphoric state, while two other particular hormones,
oxytocin and vasopressin are released. Oxytocin is a hormone that has been shown to cause men
to “display a higher level of trust and a reduction of fear,” while vasopressin is “particularly
important in binding the male to his mate.”26 In the absence of a true mate, if John repeatedly
acts out sexually in this way he “will be bound and attached to the image and not a person.”27
building an urge for release in the form of ejaculation, leading to a chemical rush. Dr. William
“This is how pornography addiction and sexual compulsion is built from scratch. It
involves the visual system (looking at porn), the motor system (masturbating), the
sensory system (genital stimulation) and neurological effects of orgasm (sexual euphoria
24 Ibid.
25 Ibid., 103.
26 Ibid., 105.
27 Ibid.
from opiates, addictive dopamine in the nucleus accumbens and reduced fear in the
amygdale). They have now begun to store this pattern as a reinforced neurological
habit.”28
The viewing of pornography and the attendant masturbation create a moment of escape for John,
and if certain psychological factors are present (which will be covered later) he will be
predisposed to return again and again to this release. From this repeated behavior, John’s limbic
system (seat of emotions and memory) will literally be conformed to the behavior, like a trough
beat into a concrete slab from a dripping fountain.29 Meanwhile, the repeated exposure to opiates
in the brain, similarly to a chemical addiction, will result in tolerance. “With repeated acting
out… the absence of opiate activation results in craving and diminished euphoria.”30 With a
“The men at their computers [addicted to] looking at porn [are] uncannily like the rats in
the cages of the NIH [National Institute for Health], pressing the bar to get a shot of
dopamine or its equivalent. Though they [don’t] know it, they [have] been seduced into
pornographic training sessions that [meet] all the conditions required for plastic change of
brain maps.”31
But human beings are more complex than rats. And more is involved in pornography addiction
than a simple dependance on brain chemicals. As hinted at already, there can be a psychological
disposition that makes one prone to addiction. The inner world of the mind and the heart is where
Human beings are finite creatures. We have limitations, and it is in coming up on those
limitations that insecurities come to the surface. Some handle the insecurities better than others,
28 Ibid., 99.
29 Ibid., 106.
30 Ibid., 104-105.
31 Eberstadt and Layden, Social Costs, 19.
but all at some level go through life with fears, doubts, and wounds. Another way to put this is
that every person has needs. Those needs make us innately vulnerable. Many people tend to cope
with their vulnerability in a variety of ways. Pornography can be one of those ways. “The degree
to which men develop problems with pornography is an indication of the intensity of their unmet
This is the root of addiction: core needs have gone unmet and coping has manifested in
an unhealthy way. These are basic emotional needs. People want to know that they are valued.
(Do I have any worth? Does anyone care about me?) People want to know that they are loved,
which stems from the value received from other people. (Am I accepted as I am?) People want to
know that their needs will be met. (Can I really do this?)33 If these needs are not met, there is an
decide whether these needs are being met at an early age. As children, the family dynamic helps
decide whether one is truly loved, truly cared for, truly valued. If not, or if one perceives they are
not, then they begin to cope with the loss by other means.36
childhood.38 These unhealthy dynamics can be non-obvious. For example, if the family life is
rigid and disengaged, focused on performance and not sinning, that can create an atmosphere of
shame once the child commits a sin. Shame leads to a sense of worthlessness. In fact, Dr. Ted
kind of home may have a father who does not emotionally express himself well, and has never
told his son that he loves him. The family may otherwise function “normally,” but that son may
experience an acute perception of being unloved, and thus feel the need to cope. Then there are
homes where the unhealthy dynamics are obvious, homes where sexual, emotional, and physical
abuse occur. One study showed that, from a sample of 1,000 sex addicts (not porn addicts
specifically)40, 97% were emotionally abused, 74% physically abused, and 81% were sexually
abused, indicating an incredible correlation between abuse and sexual addiction. 41 And why not?
Of all things, abuse certainly tells the abused that they are unloved and unworthy. But whether
they are obvious or more subtle, unhealthy family dynamics are where negative core beliefs
Once these core beliefs take root, and a person has begun to use pornography as a means
of medicating, the sexual addiction takes on a cyclical nature that reinforces itself (as seen in
appendix 1). Dr. Pat Carnes lays out the addictive cycle, beginning with negative core beliefs.
Those core beliefs turn into impaired thinking, a rationalization of negative behavior. For
example, lets follow John from the example earlier through the cycle. John may think to himself,
“I’ve had a long day. I need to reward myself and porn is my way of relaxing,” or, “This doesn’t
hurt anybody,” or “I am horny and I have to meet my needs.”42 Impaired thinking is a way to
39Ted Roberts, Seven Pillars of Freedom: Pure Desire Men’s Workbook. (Gresham, OR: Pure Desire Ministries
International, 2010), 50.
40Recall that there is a distinction between porn addiction (which only deals with the “building blocks” of sex
addiction) and sex addiction (which includes porn along with other sexual behaviors). See footnote 4.
41 Laaser, Healing, 95.
42 Carnes, Shadows, 7
allow John to rationalize his behavior in order to participate in the coping behavior that allows
After this rationalization comes the actual acting out, in this case pornography and
masturbation, which manifests its own cycle. This begins with preoccupation or fantasy. It is
during this stage that John’s brain begins building up its state of heightened arousal as
testosterone and dopamine flood the cortex and the amygdala lights up. This is coincided by
ritualization. John has built several rituals around acting out and may not even be aware that he is
actually doing this. Rituals may be small things, like closing the blinds or picking a particular
place. However it manifests, the ritual is a continuation of the preoccupation, and allows John to
stay in a trance-like state.43 All of this is fueled by the dopamine rush. Then, of course, comes the
After the rush and high of acting out comes the crash which manifests in shame and
despair for John. Once again, John has done something he knows is not healthy. Because John
does not feel good about himself he needs to find a way of escape. So he begins to fantasize to
take his mind off his shame, and the cycle begins anew. His behavior of repeated activity makes
John feel like his life is unmanageable, especially if his addiction takes him to dangerous lengths
to get his fix. This just reinforces John’s negative view of himself, that he is, after all, unlovable,
This cycle does not look the same for everyone. For some it may be more mild, and it
may be days, weeks, or even months between acting out. For some the wounds may be deeper
and he may desire to escape his shame more frequently. For those that do act out more
43 Ibid.,11.
frequently, their tolerance level will go up, and they will need a greater thrill to find their escape
which leads them on to edgier and more unhealthy behavior.44 This is why pornography,
masturbation, and fantasy are considered the “building blocks” of sexual addiction.45
In sum, pornography addiction is rooted in negative core beliefs which may develop in
childhood amidst unhealthy family dynamics. The nature of the addiction is cyclical, reinforcing
At this point, Paul’s plaintive cry from Romans 7 certainly begins to ring some bells. His
description of the man who is seemingly out of control and unable to control his own impulse to
sin sounds remarkably like the pornography addict who is seeking restoration. But it is important
to note what Paul does not say in response to this situation. He does not say, “Wretched man that
I am, if only I prayed more and read more Scripture. Tomorrow I resolve to do better, if only I try
a little harder.” In fact, this tends to be the response of many Christians. It is the unfortunate
experience of these Christians to become fixated by their problem and to fail miserably at
managing their sin over and over. They end up sounding more and more like the Romans 7 man.
The reason for their failure is that they are trying to solve their problem with the very thing that
Instead, Paul points us to the basis of recovery: the grace of God. Immediately after his
cry, he says, “Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” In other words, Paul’s solution
44For example, the voyeur who was caught putting a video camera in a girl’s room on a college campus. Without
knowing his particular situation, I can almost guarantee that he had been addicted to porn for a significant time
before he went to that extreme.
45Laaser, Healing, 55. The distinction between a sex addict and a porn addict is that the porn addict is only dealing
with the “building blocks” while the sex addict has moved on to more severe sexual behavior. A porn addict is a sex
addict, but a sex addict is not merely a porn addict.
is not to buckle down harder, but rather to cry out for help. Then he says, “There is no
condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, for the law of the Spirit of life has set you free
in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death.”46 It is only by God’s grace that the Christian walks
in the truth and light, not by mustering up the will power to do what is right. Not only that, but
Paul promises total freedom from condemnation. As we cry out “Abba! Father!” our Father sees
the blood of his son covering our sins. It is he, not us, who gives us the grace to walk in his Spirit
The parable of the prodigal son from Luke 15:11-32 provides another insight into
recovery. The son, after squandering his estate, finds himself in the pig slop wishing he could eat
some. Then he comes to his senses and realizes that he should return to his father. This is key for
the pornography addict. Just as the son reveled for a time, so do porn addicts. There is, after all, a
benefit to addiction: it allows for an escape, if only for a short time. It is not until the porn addict
realizes his situation is unmanageable and comes to his senses that he is ready to receive grace
and begin restoration. If a person does not want to change, he cannot be helped.48
Then there is the immeasurable grace of the father running out to meet his son. His
gesture of running through the village gauntlet that was sure to be waiting the son shows that he
bears the shame that should be the son’s. Then he places the signs of the father’s identity on the
son: the ring, the robe, the new shoes, all meant to show that the son is not a pig-slop-eating
derelict after all but a son of the father. He has value. He is loved. Christ’s story shows that the
Father is willing to take on our shame from sin and give us a new identity as beloved sons and
of the the keys to recovery: a revelation of need, a removal of shame, a renewed identity, and
Pornography addiction is an intimacy disorder. 49 The love and acceptance that should be
gotten from relationships is instead found from the glowing images on a screen. One of the
relationships that is damaged is the porn addict’s relationship with God. But to begin recovery it
is important to have a healthy relationship with God before beginning to work towards healthy
relationships with others.50 A healthy relationship with God centers around the believer’s concept
of grace. Many Christians do not grasp the concept of unlimited grace. They can understand
justification by grace, but they do not believe sanctification by grace. As a Christian, the porn
addict must come to understand that his works did not determine his salvation as a Christian, and
his works do not determine whether he is still a Christian.51 It is all by the grace of God, both
now and eternally, that one can be in relationship with Him. It is crucial to understand that there
Road to Recovery
Obviously, not everyone has the same wounds. Not everyone has the same personality.
Consequently, pornography addiction does not look the same for everyone. However, I believe
that all men share some commonalities. As noted earlier, the deeper the wounds go, the deeper
the addiction goes. All men who are struggling with pornography addiction are dealing with
wounds that have caused negative core beliefs, at some level. All men who have been using
49 Ibid., 55.
50 Carnes, Shadows, 140.
51 Roberts, Seven Pillars, 18.
pornography for some time have, at some level, literally trained their brains to respond a certain
way through repeated dopamine hits. So there is some commonality to what recovery looks like.
So what does recovery look like? It looks like Romans 12:2: “Do not be conformed to
this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what
is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” Addiction recovery is a process of
renewing the mind, just as much as addiction was a process of corrupting the mind. Important
factors in this process include structure, consistency, community, and patience. Recovery is not
an instant fix; it takes time. It may take years, possibly three to five years.52 But freedom tastes
sweet, and the effort of attaining a life free from secrets, free from bondage, is well worth it.
The following steps are roughly patterned off the twelve step program from Alcoholics
Anonymous. The twelve steps program is meant to reverse the negative core beliefs and has been
used successfully as a means of recovery for a number of different addictions.53 They provide the
structure, consistency, and community that is necessary for recovery. However, for my purposes I
will simplify and adapt them for a number of contexts, whether it be one-to-one pastoral
counseling or group accountability. That said, those familiar with the program will recognize
principles and steps from the program in what follows, but it will reflect more of a spiritual
formation approach rather than a clinical therapist approach that will involve an interplay
Confession
Let’s return to our man John again. Before recovery can really begin, John must, like the
prodigal son, come to his senses. Until this point, the benefits of pornography addiction are
using denial to ignore his condition. Denial is a common feature of addiction, and rationalization
is part of the addictive cycle, so John must come to face his sin for what it is and move out of the
deception that has been characterizing his life.54 He must realize that he cannot pull himself up
by his bootstraps and that he needs help. If he cannot acknowledge his need for help, he cannot
move on.55 The best, and most healthy way to do this, is by confession.
barrier of his shame. It may be one of the most difficult things John has ever done, because John
has to admit to his failure. In a sense, John is opening his wounds for others to see. But the
healing process begins when the festering wound is lanced and the secrets of a addicted life can
be purged. In the process, John can begin to learn forgiveness and grace, to restore relationships
Another important aspect of confession is being able to make sense of one’s own story.
By talking about his story, John can begin constructing a redemptive narrative for his life. John’s
ability to be reflective, honest, and coherent about his past (including the ugly parts) will help
him make sense of his narrative going forward, seeing how God can be sovereign in his life.
Being able to do this will ultimately impact those closest to him. In fact, one study showed that
how parents were able to tell their story was a powerful indicator of how their children would
about his sin, it felt like a weight on him and made him feel like he was wasting away. But when
he confesses he finds that God forgives him his iniquities immediately, and because he has
Awareness
After John has broken through his barrier of shame, he can begin to get at the root of why
he is addicted to porn. This will be a process of self-awareness and God-awareness. John Calvin
famously said that “we cannot attain to a clear and solid knowledge of God, without a mutual
Awareness, spiritual formation, does not happen alone. John should, at the very least, be
meeting with a trusted mentor or counselor or sharing his experience in a group with other men
who are also recovering, and preferably both. It is in community that John can find affirmation,
and it is through the community that the Holy Spirit will speak to John, using the personalities
and gifts of the body of Christ.58 This is what true accountability is. Unfortunately, accountability
in Christian circles today has a marred image. Often the experience of an accountability group is
more like that of checking a box on a form. Every week, the group shares how they have
stumbled (or not), each tells the other to try harder, repeat ad nauseam. Instead of focusing on the
symptom, true accountability asks the deeper questions that get at the heart of the problem while
sounds like, “John, how is your hope or value being attacked this week? How are you showing
love to your wife? How are you making space to be intimate with God?” These kinds of
57 194 Calvin, John, and John Allen. 1816. Institutes of the Christian religion. New-Haven [Conn.]: Hezekiah Howe.
58 See Ephesians 1:23
questions will require courage and boldness to ask and to answer, but they are the kinds of
Reflection and meditation as part of the spiritual disciplines will be an important part of
awareness as well. It may be helpful for John to begin writing a journal, as a deliberate way to be
reflective and introspective. He can begin taking stock of himself in these times, assessing his
stress levels and the fears and vulnerabilities that may creep up from time to time. Reading
Scripture reflectively and slowly, identifying how God may be speaking to him through it may be
part of this as well. Scripture memorization can be a key part of “renewing the mind.” Being able
to internalize the life-giving truths of Scripture like Romans 8:1 is an important part of reversing
and autonomic cues that can set off the addictive behavior.59 Pornography addiction can have an
almost Pavlovian quality to it. Dr. Struthers gives the hypothetical example of a man who is
asked to watch one hour of pornographic material a day for a month. On the top of his computer
is set a baseball cap. After that month, even apart from any other stimulus, just seeing that
baseball cap will trigger an autonomic response because it is associated with the sexual arousal
he experienced every day.60 Unfortunately, that is the reality of pornography addiction. But
identifying the “triggers” that set off the brain can make the occasional flashes of temptation
included in the bibliography of this paper can go a long way toward understanding addiction so
Desire: Seven Pillars of Freedom Workbook intended for men recovering from pornography
addiction. As well, a good personality test can go a long way towards helping John understand
his temperaments, weaknesses, strengths, and needs. I would recommend the Unique Self Test
Awareness is certainly not restricted to the things just mentioned. The beauty of this step
is that this is something any Christian can do, because it is intrinsically healthy spiritually. But
for John, he cannot afford not to do it (though for all Christians in a fallen world, this is certain to
be true at some point). The key to the process of awareness is that it must be deliberate,
structured, consistent, and it must be done with others. The way he does this can be creative, and
indeed John should tailor his awareness to who God has made him. Awareness may be
Vision
Hope is important for finding recovery. Without hope there is no motivation. For John to
pursue the goal of purity he needs to be able to envision what that looks like so that he can have
hope to push on with the process of renewal. Recovery is not instant. As John seeks to renew his
mind he is bound to lapse and make mistakes. In fact, John may experience what is called
“limbic lag,” a phenomenon where the cortex, the thinking part of the brain, is not in agreement
with his limbic system where his memories and emotions are controlled, what I like to call the
“Romans 7 man.” The hurt and pain buried in the limbic system will want to resort to the old
method of dealing with pain while the thinking part of John, his cortex, will know the truth that
old ways, but as he successfully resists this temptation again and again, his limbic system will
relearn how to react to the pain and hurt. Vision is the necessary part of helping John make it
Part of having vision is not being fixated on the acting out itself. Fixation on the problem
will only make the problem stronger. This is why “accountability” and “self-control” will fail so
often, because both of these things are often just excuses to fixate on the severity and frequency
of the problem of addiction. As Dr. Ted Roberts notes, “Suppressing a thought only reinforces it.
It gives it energy.”63 Instead, “Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our
faith…”64
Envisioning healthy sexuality may be part of the process of recovery. Pornography warps
our perception of sex, objectifyingwomen and making sex merely a transaction of pleasure.
While pornography is about using, healthy sex is about caring. Pornography is selfish, shameful,
deceitful, emotionally cold, and spiritually empty. Healthy sex is selfless, honoring, authentic,
emotionally bonding, and spiritually rich.65 Scripture provides the believer with an incredibly
rich depiction of the spiritual quality of sex, from Jesus’ profound and sensual statement that a
man and a wife are “one flesh” in Mark 10:2 to the teasing, suggestive poems of the Song of
Solomon.66 God’s Word points to sex as being grounded in intimacy and mutual submission and
62Michael Dye and Patricia Fancher, “Relapse and the Brain,” National Association for Christian Recovery, May 5,
2011, http://www.nacronline.com/addictions/relapse-and-the-brain.
63 Roberts, Pure Desire, 170.
64 Hebrews 12:2, NIV.
65 Struthers, Wired, 49.
66David Carr, The Erotic Word: Sexuality, Spirituality, and the Bible, (New York: Oxford University Press, Inc.,
2003), 157.
desire.67 Having this healthy, pure vision of sex in mind will help John to see pornography for
Most important for John will be his vision of God and of himself. I have already
underlined how important understanding grace is to recovery. But life is not static and John will
continue to encounter trials and challenging circumstances, as well as shortcomings and sin in
his own life. Having a healthy view of who God is and knowing his identity in Christ will
provide John with the ammunition to resist the lies of Satan and can provide him with the
strength to move beyond life as a pornography addict and provide him with continuing
transformation. Finding and internalizing some of the truths of identity and position with God in
Scripture, such as God’s lavish grace (Ephesians 2:7), our completeness in Christ (Colossians
2:10), and God’s love that will never leave us (Romans 8:31-39) will provide John with true and
lasting hope.68 As John renews his mind with these truths, keeping before him the vision of
himself and God that the Bible sets before him, he will begin to be transformed. “And we all,
with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image
Conclusion
Pornography addiction is an intimacy disorder, a sickness of escape from shame that feeds on
“...affect our body. The behaviors we engage in affect our thinking. The interaction
between thought and body is rooted in the neurobiology of the brain. Thoughts and
67 Ibid., 171.
68 Some of these examples are taken from Neil Anderson’s Victory Over the Darkness.
69 2 Corinthians 3:18, ESV
behavior are woven together and intertwined with one another. This is how pornography
and unhealthy sexuality pollutes the brain and body together.”70
The way out of addiction is by addressing the negative core beliefs and the behavior that
reinforces them. Through confession, awareness, and vision, the pornography addict can begin a
I was addicted to pornography once. I can speak to the truth of this paper, and to the path
of recovery. I can speak of being exposed to pornography at age 10, of the trauma of losing my
father at 12, of a sense of abandonment and loneliness, of feeling out of control and dirty. But I
can also speak of God’s grace and of how he has brought me to realize my need for help. I can
testify to how he has taught me, who he has made me, and how he has taught me who he is. And
to you, reader, I can say with faith brimming that “you will know the truth, and the truth will set
you free.”72
Belief System
Addiction Cycle
Preoccupation
(Fantasy)
Despair Ritualization
Acting Out
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