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P›`ªbv_ m~PxcÎ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-3

m~PxcÎ
P›`ªbv_

cª_g cwi‡”Q` 05 evsjv mvwn‡Z¨i


wØZxq cwi‡”Q` 08 †kªô eB¸‡jv
Z…Zxq cwi‡”Q` 11
Lye Kg `v‡g
PZz_© cwi‡”Q` 13
cÂg cwi‡”Q` 15 †c‡Z Pvb
lô cwi‡”Q` 21
mßg cwi‡”Q` 27

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Aóg cwi‡”Q` 32
beg cwi‡”Q` 36
`kg cwi‡”Q` 42
GKv`k cwi‡”Q` 46
Øv`k cwi‡”Q` 49
·qv`k cwi‡”Q` 53
PZz`©k cwi‡”Q` 57
cÂ`k cwi‡”Q` 61
lô`k cwi‡”Q` 64
mß`k cwi‡”Q` 69
Aóv`k cwi‡”Q` 75
Dbwesk cwi‡”Q` 78
wesk cwi‡”Q` 80 wKbyb
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P›`ªbv_ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-4

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P›`ªbv_ GK c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-5

GK
P›`ªbv‡_i wcZ…-kªv‡×i wVK c~‡e©i w`b wK GKUv K_v jBqv Zvnvi Lyov gwYk¼i
gy‡Lvcva¨v‡qi mwnZ Zvnvi gbvš—i nBqv †Mj| Zvnvi dj GB nBj †h, ciw`b gwYk¼i
Dcw¯’Z _vwKqv Zuvnvi AMª‡Ri ci‡jŠwKK mg¯— Kv‡Ri ZË¡veavb Kwi‡jb, wKš‘ GKwe›`y
Avnvh© ¯úk© Kwi‡jb bv, wKsev wb‡Ri evUxi Kvnv‡KI ¯úk© Kwi‡Z w`‡jb bv| eªvþY-
‡fvRbv‡š— P›`ªbv_ Ki‡Rv‡o Kwnj, KvKv, †`vl Kwi, Aciva Kwi, Avcwb Avgvi
wcZ…Zjz ¨, Avwg Avcbvi †Q‡ji gZ - Gevi gvR©bv Ki“b|
wcZ…Zjz ¨ gwYk¼i Dˇi ewj‡jb, evev, †Zvgiv †KvjKvZvq †_‡K we.G.,
Gg.G.cvk K‡i weØvb& I eyw×gvb& n‡q‡Qv, Avgiv wKš‘ †mKv‡ji g~L,© Avgv‡`i m‡½
†Zvgv‡`i wgk Lv‡e bv| GB †`L bv †Kb, kv¯¿Kv‡iivB e‡j‡Qb, †hgb, †Mvov †K‡U
AvMvq Rj Xvjv|
kv‡¯¿v³ ePbwUi mwnZ AvaywbK cwÊZ I †m‡K‡j g~‡L©i Nwbô m¤^Ü bv _vwK‡jI
gwYk¼i †h wb‡Ri g‡bi fveUv cªKvk KwiqvwQ‡jb, P›`ªbv_ Zvnv eywSqv g‡b g‡b cªZxÁv
Kwij, Lyovi mwnZ Avi †m †Kvb m¤^Ü ivwL‡e bv| Avi wcZvi RxeÏkv‡ZI `yB m‡nv`‡ii
g‡a¨ ü`¨Zv wQj bv| wKš‘ Avnvi-e¨enviUv wQj| GLb †mBUv eÜ nBj| P›`ªbv‡_i wcZv
h‡_ó abm¤úwË ivwLqv wMqv‡Qb, wKš‘ evUx‡Z AvÍxq-¯^Rb †Kn bvB, ïay GK AcyÎK
gvZzj Ges wØZxq c‡¶i gvZzjvbx|
mg¯— evwoUv hLb eo duvKv †VwKj, P›`ªbv_ ZLb evUxi †Mvg¯—v‡K WvwKqv Kwnj,
miKvigkvq, Avwg wKQyw`‡bi Rb¨ we‡`‡k hve, Avcwb welq-m¤úwË †hgb †`LwQ‡jb,
†Zgwb †`L‡eb| Avgvi wd‡i Avm‡Z †eva Kwi wej¤^ n‡e|
gvZzj eªRwK‡kvi Zvnv‡Z AvcwË cªKvk Kwiqv Kwn‡jb, GLb †Zvgvi †Kv_vI
wM‡q KvR †bB; †Zvgvi gb Lvivc n‡q Av‡Q, G mgq evUx‡Z _vKvB DwPZ|

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P›`ªbv_ GK c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-6

P›`ªbv_ Zvnv ïwbj bv| welq-m¤úwËi mgy`q fvi miKvi gnvk‡qi Dci w`qv,
Ges emZ evUxi fvi eªRwK‡kv‡ii Dci w`qv AwZ mvgvb¨fv‡eB †m we‡`k hvÎv Kwij|
hvBevi mgq GKRb f…Z¨‡KI m‡½ jBj|
eªRwK‡kvi‡K wbf…‡Z WvwKqv Zuvnvi ¯¿x niKvjx ewjj, GKUv KvR Ki‡j bv ?
eªRwK‡kvi wRÁvmv Kwi‡jb, wK KvR ?
GB †h we‡`‡k †Mj, GKUv wKQy wj‡L wb‡j bv †Kb ? gvbyl KLb wK nq, wKQyB
ejv hvq bv| hw` we‡`‡k wM‡q fvjg›` nVvr wKQy n‡q hvq, ZLb Zzwg `uvov‡e †Kv_vq?
eªRwK‡kvi Kv‡b Av½yj w`qv wRf KvwUqv Kwn‡jb, wQ, wQ, Ggb K_v gy‡L G‡bv
bv|
niKvjx ivM Kwiqv Kwnj, Zzwg †evKv, ZvB gy‡L Avb‡Z n‡q‡Q, hw` †mqvbv nÔ‡Z
Avgv‡K gy‡L Avb‡Z nÔZ bv|
wKš‘ K_vUv †h wVK, Zvnv eªRwK‡kvi ¯¿xi K…cvq `yB-Pvwi w`‡bB eywS‡Z cvwi‡jb|
ZLb cwiZvc Kwi‡Z jvwM‡jb|
GK ermi P›`ªbv_ bvbv ¯’v‡b GKv ågb Kwiqv †eovBj| Zvnvi ci Mqvq Avwmqv
¯^Mx© q wcZ„‡`‡ei mvsevrmwiK wcÊ`vb Kwij, wKš‘ Zvnvi evUx wdwiqv hvBevi B”Qv nBj bv
- g‡b Kwij, wKQyw`b Kvkx‡Z AwZevwnZ Kwiqv hvnv nq Kwi‡e| Kvkx‡Z gy‡Lvcva¨vq
es‡ki cvÊv nwi`qvj †Nvlvj| P›`ªbv_ GKw`b wØcªn‡i GKwU K¨vw¤^‡mi e¨vM nv‡Z jBqv
Zuvnvi evUx‡Z Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nBj| Kvkx P›`ªbv‡_i AcwiwPZ b‡n, BwZc~‡e© K‡qKevi
†m wcZvi mwnZ GLv‡b AvwmqvwQj| nwi`qvjI Zvnv‡K wej¶Y wPwb‡Zb| AK¯§vr
Zvnvi Giƒc AvMg‡b wZwb wKQy wew¯§Z nB‡jb| Dc‡ii GKUv Ni P›`ªbv‡_i Rb¨ wbw`©ó
nBj, Ges BnvI w¯’i nBj †h, P›`ªbv‡_i hZw`b B”Qv wZwb GBLv‡bB _vwK‡eb|
G K‡¶i GKUv Rvbvjv w`qv wfZ‡ii iÜbkvjvi wKq`sk †`Lv hvBZ| P›`ªbv_
AvMª‡ni mwnZ A‡bKmgq GB w`‡K Pvwnqv _vwKZ| iÜb-mvgMªxi Dc‡iB †h AvMªn Zvnv
b†n, Z‡e iÜbKvwiYx‡K †`wL‡Z eo fvj jvwMZ|
weaev my›`ix| wKš‘ gyLLvwb †hb `yt‡Li Av¸‡b `» nBqv †M‡Q! †hŠeb Av‡Q wK
wMqv‡Q, †mI †hb Avi †Pv‡L cwo‡Z Pv‡n bv| wZwb Avcb g‡b Avcbvi KvR Kwiqv hvb,
wbK‡U †Kej GKwU `kgelx©qv evwjKv i܇bi †hvMvo Kwiqv w`‡Z _v‡K| P›`ªbv_
AZ…ßbq‡b ZvnvB †`‡L|

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P›`ªbv_ GK c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-7

wKQyw`b wZwb P›`ªbv‡_i m¤§y‡L evwni nB‡jb bv| Avnvh© mvgMªx awiqv w`qv mwiqv
hvB‡Zb| wKš‘ µgkt evwni nB‡Z jvwM‡jb| G‡K Z P›`ªbv_ eq‡m †QvU, Zvnv‡Z GK
¯’v‡b AwaK w`b awiqv _vwK‡j GKUv AvÍxq-fve Avwmqv c‡o| ZLb wZwb P›`ªbv_‡K
LvIqvB‡Z ewm‡Zb - Rbbxi gZ Kv‡Q ewmqv hZœce~ K © Avnvi KivB‡Zb|
Avcbvi Rbbxi K_v P›`ªbv‡_i ¯§iY nq bv - wPiw`b gvZ…nxb P›`ªbv_ wcZvi wbKU
jvwjZ-cvwjZ nBqvwQj| wcZv †m ¯’vb KZK c~Y© KwiqvwQ‡jb mZ¨, wKš‘ Giƒc †Kvgj
†øn Z_vq wQj bv|
wcZvi g„Z¨z ‡Z P›`ªbv‡_i ey‡Ki †h AskUv Lvwj cwoqvwQj, ïay ZvnvB c~Y© nBqv
Avwm‡Z jvwMj Zvnv b‡n, Awfbe gvZ„‡øn-i‡m Zvnv‡K Awff‚Z Kwiqv †dwj‡Z jvwMj|
GKw`b P›`ªbv_ nwi`qvj‡K wRÁvmv Kwij, Avcbvi wb‡Ri ewj‡Z †KnB Z bvB
ewjqv Rvwb, wKš‘ Bwb †K ?
nwi`qvj Kwn‡jb, Bwb evgyb-VvKi“b!
†Kvb AvÍxq ?
bv|
Z‡e G‡`i †Kv_vq †c‡jb ?
nwi`qvj Kwn‡jb, †m A‡bK K_v| Z‡e ms‡¶‡c ej‡Z n‡j, Bwb cªvq wZb ermi
nÔj ¯^vgx Ges IB †g‡qwU‡K wb‡q Zx_© Ki‡Z Av‡mb| Kvkx‡Z ¯^vgxi g„Z¨z nq| †`‡kI
Ggb †Kvb AvÍxq †bB †h wd‡i hvb| Zvi ci Z †`LQ|
Avcwb †c‡jb wKiƒ‡c ?
gwYKwY©Kvi Nv‡Ui Kv‡Q †g‡qwU wf‡¶ KiwQj|
P›`ªbv_ GKUz wPš—v Kwiqv Kwnj, †Kv_vq evwo Rv‡bb wK ?
wVK Rvwb bv| beØx‡ci wbKU †Kvb GKUv Mªv‡g|

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P›`ªbv_ `yB c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-8

`yB
w`b-`yB c‡i Avnv‡i ewmqv P›`ªbv_ evgyb-VvKi“‡bi gy‡Li cv‡b Pvwnqv mnmv
wRÁvmv Kwij, Avcbviv †Kvb †kªbx ?
evgyb-VvKi“‡bi gyLLvwb weeY© nBqv †Mj| G cª‡kœi †nZz wZwb eywS‡jb| wKš‘ †hb
ïwb‡Z cvb bvB, GBfv‡e ZvovZvwo `uvovBqv ewj‡jb, hvB `ya Avwb †M ?
`y‡ai Rb¨ AZ ZvovZvwo wQj bv| fvweevi Rb¨ wZwb G‡Kev‡i iÜbkvjvq
Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nB‡jb| †mLv‡b Kb¨v mih~evjv nvZv Kwiqv `ya Xvwj‡ZwQj, Rbbxi
weeY©-gyL j¶¨ Kwij bv| Rbbx Kb¨vi gyLcv‡b GKevi Pvwn‡jb, `y‡ai evUx nv‡Z jBqv
GKevi `xN©wbk¦vm †dwjqv g‡b g‡b Kwn‡jb, †n `xb-`ytLxi cªwZcvjK, †n Aš—hv© gx, Zzwg
Avgv‡K gvR©bv KÔ‡iv| Zvnvi ci `y‡ai evwU Avwbqv wbK‡U ivwLqv Dc‡ekb Kwi‡j,
P›`ªbv_ cybivq †mB cªkœ Kwij|
GKwU-GKwU Kwiqv mg¯— K_v Rvwbqv jBqv P›`ªbv_ Ae‡k‡l wRÁvmv Kwij,
Avcwb evwo hvb bv †Kb ? †mLv‡b wK †KD †bB ?
†L‡Z †`q Ggb †KD †bB|
P›`ªbv_ gyL bxPz Kwiqv wKQy¶Y fvweqv Kwnj, Avcbvi GKwU Kb¨v Av‡Q, Zvnvi
weevn wKiƒ‡c †`‡eb ?
evgyb-VvKi“b `xN©wbk¦vm Pvwcqv ax‡i ax‡i ewj‡jb, we‡k¦ki¦ Rv‡bb|
Avnvi cªvq †kl nBqv Avwmj| P›`ªbv_ gyL Zzwjqv Pvwnqv ewjj, fvj KÔ‡i
Avcbvi †g‡qwU‡K KLbI †`wLwb, -nwi`qvj e‡jb Lye kvš—-wkó| †`L‡Z mykxª wK ?
evgyb-VvKi“b Clr nvwmqv cªKv‡k¨ Kwn‡jb, Avwg gv, gv‡qi P¶z‡K wek¦vm †bB
evev; Z‡e mih~ †eva nq KzrwmZ bq| wKš‘ g‡b g‡b ewj‡jb, Kvkx‡Z KZ †jvK Av‡m
hvq, wKš‘ GZ iƒc Z KviI †`wLwb|
Bnvi wZb-Pvwi w`b c‡i GKw`b cªfv‡Z P›`ªbv_ †ek Kwiqv mih~‡K †`wLqv jBj|
g‡b nBj, GZ iƒc Avi RM‡Z bvB| ivbœvN‡i ewmqv mih~ ZiKvwi KzwU‡ZwQj| †mLv‡b

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P›`ªbv_ `yB c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-9

Aci †Kn wQj bv| Rbbx M½vøv‡b wMqvwQ‡jb, Ges nwi`qvj h_vwbq‡g hvÎxi A‡š^l‡Y
evwni nBqvwQ‡jb|
P›`ªbv_ wbK‡U Avwmqv `uvovBj| WvwKj, mih~!
mih~ PgwKZ nBj| Romo nBqv ewjj, Av‡Á|
Zzwg iuva‡Z cv‡iv ?
mih~ gv_v bvwoqv Kwnj, cvwi|
wK wK iuva‡Z wk‡LQ ?
mih~ Pzc Kwiqv iwnj, †Kbbv, cwiPq w`‡Z nB‡j A‡bK K_v Kwn‡Z nq|
P›`ªbv_ g‡bi fveUv eywS‡Z cvwij, ZvB Ab¨ cªkœ Kwij, †Zvgvi gv I Zzwg `yB
R‡bB GLv‡b KvR Ki ?
mih~ Nvo bvwoqv ewjj, Kwi|
Zzwg KZ gvB‡b cvI ?
gv cvb, Avwg cvB‡b| Avwg ïay †L‡Z cvB|
†L‡Z †c‡jB Zzwg KvR Ki ?
mih~ Pzc Kwiqv iwnj|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, g‡b Ki, Avwg hw` †L‡Z w`B, Zv nÔ†j AvgviI KvR Ki ?
mih~ ax‡i ax‡i ewjj, gv‡K wRÁvmv Kie|
ZvB KÔ‡iv|
†mBw`b P›`ªbv_ nwi`qvj VvKzi‡K `yB-GKUv K_v wRÁvmv Kwiqv evUx‡Z miKvi
gnvkq‡K GBiƒc cÎ wjwLj -
Avwg Kvkx‡Z AvwQ| GLv‡b GB gv‡mi g‡a¨B weevn Kwie w¯’i KwiqvwQ| gvZzj
gnvkq‡K G K_v ewj‡eb Ges Avcwb wKQy A_©, Aj¼vi Ges cª‡qvRbxq `ªe¨vw` jBqv
kxNª Avwm‡eb|
†mB gv‡mB P›`ªbv_ mih~‡K weevn Kwij|
Zvnvi ci evwo hvBevi mgq Avwmj| mih~ Kuvw`qv ewjj, gvi wK n‡e ?
Avgv‡`i m‡½ hv‡eb|
K_vUv evgyb-VvKi“‡bi Kv‡b †Mj| wZwb Kb¨v mih~‡K wbf…‡Z WvwKqv ewj‡jb,
mih~, †mLv‡b wM‡q ZzB Avgvi K_v gv‡S gv‡S g‡b Kwim, wKš‘ Avgvi bvg KL‡bv gy‡L

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P›`ªbv_ `yB c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-10

Avwbm bv| hZw`b euvP‡ev Kvkx †Q‡o †Kv_vI hve bv| Z‡e hw` KL‡bv †Zvgv‡`i G
A‡j Avmv nq, Zv nÔ†j Avevi †`Lv nÔ‡Z cv‡i|
mih~ Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj|
Rbbx Zvnvi gy‡L AÂj w`qv Kvbœv wbeviY Kwi‡jb, Ges M¤¢xi nBqv Kwn‡jb,
evQv, me †R‡bï‡b wK Kuv`‡Z Av‡Q ?
Kb¨v Rbbxi †Kv‡ji wfZi gyL jyKvBqv WvwKj, gv-
Zv †nvK| gv‡qi Rb¨ hw` gv‡K fzj‡Z nq, †mB Z gvZ…fw³ gv!
P›`ªbv_ Aby‡iva Kwi‡jI wZwb BnvB ewj‡jb| Kvkx Qvwoqv wZwb Avi †Kv_vI
hvB‡Z cvwi‡eb bv|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, GKvš— hw` Ab¨Î bv hv‡eb, Z‡e Aš—Zt ¯^vaxbfv‡e Kvkx‡Z evm
Ki“b|
evgyb-VvKi“b ZvnvI A¯^xKvi Kwiqv ewj‡jb, nwi`qvj VvKzi Avgv‡K †g‡qi gZ
hZœ K‡ib Ges wbZvš— `ytmg‡q Avkªq w`‡qwQ‡jb, AvwgI Zuv‡K wcZvi gZ fw³ Kwi;
Zuv‡K wKQy‡ZB Z¨vM Ki‡Z cvie bv|
P›`ªbv_ eywSj, `ytwLbxi AvÍm¤£g ‡eva Av‡Q, mva Kwiqv wZwb KvnviI `qvi cvÎx
nB‡eb bv| Kv‡RB ZLb ïay miq~‡K jBqv P›`ªbv_ evUx wdwiqv Avwmj|
GLv‡b Avwmqv mih~ †`wLj, cªKvÊ evwo! KZ M„nm¾v, KZ Avmeve - Zvnvi Avi
we¯§‡qi Aewa iwnj bv| †m g‡b g‡b fvwej, wK AbyMnª ! KZ `qv!
P›`ªbv_ evwjKv ea~‡K Av`i Kwiqv Kwnj, evwoNi me †`L‡j ? g‡b a‡i‡P Z?
mih~ AZ¨š— KzwÉZ nBqv AuvP‡j gyL jyKvBqv gv_v bvwoj|
P›`ªbv_ ¯¿xi g‡bi K_v eywS‡Z Pv‡n bvB; cªZ¨z ˇi Kɯ^i ïwb‡Z PvwnqvwQj, ZvB
`yB nv‡Z mih~i gyLLvwb Zywjqv awiqv Kwnj, wK ej, g‡b a‡i‡Q Z ?
j¾vq mih~i gyL Avi³ nBqv †Mj, wKš‘ ¯^vgxi cybtcybt cª‡kœ †Kvbiƒ‡c †m ewjqv
†dwjj, me †Zvgvi ?
P›`ªbv_ nvwmqv K_vUv GKUz wdivBqv ewjj, nuv, me †Zvgvi|

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P›`ªbv_ wZb c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-11

wZb
Zvnvi ci KZw`b AwZevwnZ nBqv †Mj| mih~ eo nBqv‡Q| ¯^vgx‡K †m KZ hZœ
Kwi‡Z wkwLqv‡Q| P›`ªbv_ eywS‡Z cv‡i †h, †m K_v Kwnevi c~‡e©B mih~ Zvnvi g‡bi K_v
eywSqv jq| wKš‘ †m hw` ïay `vmx nBZ, Zvnv nB‡j mg¯— wek¦ Luwy RqvI P›`ªbv_ Ggb Avi
GKwU `vmx cvBZ bv, wKš‘ `vmx ïay `vmxi Rb¨B †Kn weevn K‡i bv - ¯¿xi wbKU AviI
wKQy Avkv iv‡L| g‡b nq, `vmxi AvPi‡Yi mwnZ ¯¿xi AvPiYwU me©‡Zvfv‡e wgwjqv bv
†M‡jB fvj nq| mih~i e¨envi eo wbixn, eo gayi, wKš‘ `v¤ú‡Ëi mywbweo-cwic~Y© myL
wKQy‡ZB †hb Mwoqv Zzwj‡Z cvwij bv| ZvB Ggb wgj‡b, GZ hZœ-Av`‡iI Df‡qi g‡a¨
GKUv `~iZ¡, GKUv Aš—ivj wKQy‡ZB mwi‡Z Pvwnj bv| GKw`b †m mih~‡K nVvr ewjj,
Zzwg GZ f‡q f‡q _vK †Kb ? Avwg wK †Kvb `~e¨© envi Kwi ?
mih~ g‡b g‡b fvwej, G K_v DËi wK Zzwg wb‡R Rv‡bv bv ? Zvnvi ci fvwej,
Zzwg †`eZv, KZ D”P, KZ gnr, -Avi Avwg ? †m Zzwg AvRI Rv‡bv bv| Zzwg Avgvi
cªwZcvjK, Avwg ïay †Zvgvi AvwkªZv| Zzwg `vZv, Avwg wfLvwiYx|
Zvnvi mg¯— ü`q K…ZÁZvq cwic~Y,© ZvB fvjevmv gv_v Zzwjqv Dc‡i DwV‡Z cv‡i
bv, -Aš—tmwjjv dêyi gZ wbtk‡ã ax‡i ax‡i ü`‡qi Aš—iZg cª‡`‡k jyKvBqv ewn‡Z
_v‡K, D”Q„•Lj nB‡Z cvq bv - †Zgwb Awekªvg ewn‡Z jvwMj, wKš‘ P›`ªbv_ Zvnvi mÜvb
cvBj bv - AwZ eo `yf©vMviv †hgb Rxe‡bi g‡a¨ fMevb‡K Luwy Rqv cvq bv| wKš‘ AvR
AK¯§vr D¾¡j `xcv‡jv‡K hLb †m †`wL‡Z cvBj, c‡Ùi gZ WvMi mih~i P¶z `ywU‡Z Akª“
QvcvBqv DwVqv‡Q, ZLb KvZi nBqv mnmv Zvnv‡K †m Kv‡Q Uvwbqv jBj| ey‡Ki Dci
gyL jyUvBqv cwoj| P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, _vK, Ime K_vq Avi KvR †bB - ewjqv `yB nv‡Z
¯¿xi gyL Zzwjqv awij, gyw`Z P‡¶i Dci mih~ GKUv Zß-wbk¦vm Abyfe Kwij|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, GKevi †P‡q †`L †`wL -
mih~i †Pv‡Li cvZv `yBwU AvKzjfv‡e ci¯úi‡K RovBqv awij, †m wKQy‡ZB
Pvwn‡Z cvwij bv|

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P›`ªbv_ wZb c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-12

wKQy¶Y c‡i `xN©wbk¦vm †dwjqv P›`ªbv_ ewjj, †Zvgvi eo fq, ZvB PvB‡Z cvi‡j
bv mih~| wKš‘ cvi‡j fvj nÔZ, bv nq, GKUv KvR K‡iv, Avgvi Nygš— gyL fvj KÔ‡i
†P‡q †`‡Lv - G gy‡L fq Kievi gZ wKQy †bB| ey‡K ï‡q AvQ, wfZ‡ii K_vUv wK ïb‡Z
cvI bv ? ZvB eo `ytL nq mih~ - Avgv‡K Zzwg eyS‡ZB cvi‡j bv|
Zey mih~ K_v Kwn‡Z cvwij bv, ïa~ g‡b g‡b ¯^vgxi Pi‡Y cªYvg Kwiqv Kwnj,
Avwg c`vwkªZv `vmx, `vmx‡K wPiw`b `vmxi gZB _vwK‡Z w`‡qv|

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P›`ªbv_ Pvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-13

Pvi
P›`ªbv‡_i gvZzjvbx niKvjxi g‡b Avi wZjgvÎ myL iwnj bv| fMevb Zvnv‡K G
wK weo¤^bvi g‡a¨ †dwjqv w`‡jb| G msmviUv Kvnv‡iv wbKU KÈKvKxY© Ai‡Y¨i gZ †eva
nq, Zvnv‡`i †Póv Kwiqv GLv‡b GKUv c‡_i mÜvb Kwi‡Z nq| †Kn c_ cvq, †Kn cvq
bv| A‡bK w`b nB‡Z niKvjxI GB msmvi-Kvb‡b GKUv ms‡¶c-c_ Luwy R‡ZwQj,
P›`ªbv‡_i wcZvi g„Z¨z ‡Z GKUv myivnvI nBqvwQj| wKš‘ GB AvKw¯§K weevn, ea~ mih~,
P›`ªbv‡_i AwZwi³ cZœx‡cªg, Zvnvi GB cvIqv-c‡_i gyLUv G‡Kev‡i cvlvY w`qv †hb
Muvw_qv w`j| niKvjxi GKwU eQi cuv‡P‡Ki †evbwS wcZ…M„‡n eo nBqv AvR `k eQ‡iiwU
nBqv‡Q| wKš‘ †m K_v hvK| bvbv Kvi‡Y niKvjxi g‡bi myL-kvwš— Aš—wn©Z nBevi
Dcµg KwiqvwQj|
Aek¨ AvRI †m-B M„wMYx, Zvnvi ¯^vgx KZ©v - G mg¯— †ZgwbB Av‡Q| AvR ch©š—
mih~ ZvnviB gyL Pvwnqv _v‡K, †Kvb Am‡š—vl ev Awfgvb cªKvk K‡i bv| †`wL‡j g‡b
nq, †m GB cwievify³ GKwU mvgvb¨ cwiRb gvÎ| niKvjxi ¯^vgx GBUzKz †`wLqvB Lykx
nBqv †hB ewj‡Z hvb - †eŠgv Avgvi †hb -, niKvjx †PvL iv½v Kwiqv agK w`qv ewjqv
D‡V, Pzc Ki, Pzc Ki| hv †evS bv, Zv‡Z K_v K‡qv bv| †Zvgvi nv‡Z †`Iqvi †P‡q evc-
gv Avgv‡K nvZ-cv †eu‡a R‡j †d‡j w`‡j wQj fvj|
eªRwK‡kvi gyL Kvwj Kwiqv DwVqv hvb|
niKvjxi eqm cªvq wÎk nB‡Z Pwjj, wKš‘ mih~i AvRI cÂ`k DËxY© nq bvB, -
Zey Zvnvi Avmv Aewa `yB R‡bi g‡b g‡b hy× evwaqv‡Q|
cªvYcY KwiqvI niKvjx Rqx nB‡Z cv‡i bv| GK‡duvUv †g‡qi kw³ †`wLqv
niKvjx g‡b g‡b AevK nq| evwn‡ii †jvK G K_v Rv‡b bv †h, GB Aš—i-hy‡× mih~
wWwµ cvBqv‡Q, wKš‘ Zvnv Rvwi K‡i bvB| wb‡Ri wWwµ wb‡R Zvgvw` Kwiqv wewRZ Ask
Zvnv‡KB †m wdivBqv w`qv‡Q Ges GBLv‡bB niKvjxi G‡Kev‡i nvi nBqv‡Q|

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P›`ªbv_ Pvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-14

niKvjx eywS‡Z cv‡i, mih~ †evev wKsev nvev b‡n| A‡bK¸wj k³ K_viI †m
Ggb wbi“Ëi AebZgy‡L DËi w`‡Z mg_© †h, niKvjx G‡Kev‡i ¯—w¤¢Z nBqv hvq, wKš‘ bv
cvwij †m GB †g‡qwUi mwnZ mwÜ Kwi‡Z, bv cvwij Zvnv‡K Rq Kwi‡Z| mih~ hw` Kjn-
wcªq gyLiv nBZ, ¯^v_©ci wb`©q nBZ, Zvnv nB‡jI niKvjx nqZ c_ Luwy Rqv cvBZ| wKš‘
mih~ wbR nB‡Z GZLvwb Ki“Yv Zvnv‡K w`qv ivwLqv‡Q †h niKvjx Ac‡ii Ki“Yv wf¶v
Kwievi Avi AeKvk cvq bv| mih~ Aš—‡i m¤ú~Y© eywS‡Z cv‡i †h, G evUxi †m-B me©gqx
KΩx, niKvjx †Kn bv, ZvB evwn‡i †m †Kn bv nBqv niKvjx‡KB me©gqx Kwiqv‡Q|
Bnv‡ZB niKvjx AviI Cl©vq R¡wjqv cywoqv g‡i|
ïay GKwU ¯’vb mih~ G‡Kev‡i wb‡Ri Rb¨ ivwLqvwQj, GLv‡b niKvjx wKQy‡ZB
cª‡ek Kwi‡Z cvq bv| ¯^vgxi PZz®úv‡k© ‡m Ggb GKwU my² `vM Uvwbqv ivwLqv‡Q †h,
Zvnvi wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwi‡Z bv cvwi‡j, Avi †Kn P›`ªbv‡_i kix‡i AuvPowUI KvwU‡Z cv‡i
bv| GB `v‡Mi evwn‡i niKvjx hvnv B”Qv Ki“K, wKš‘ wfZ‡i Avwmevi AwaKvi wQj bv|
eyw×gwZ niKvjx †ek eywS‡Z cv‡i †h, GB GB‡duvUv †g‡qwU †Kvb& GK gvqvg‡š¿ Zvnvi
bL`‡š—i mg¯— wel niY Kwiqv jBqv‡Q|
Ggwb Kwiqv `xN© Qq ermi MZ nBj| †m GMv‡iv eQi eq‡m ¯^vgxi Ni Kwi‡Z
AvwmqvwQj, m‡Z‡ivq cwoj|

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P›`ªbv_ cuvP c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-15

cuvP
eq‡mi m¤§vb-ÁvbUv cyi“‡li g‡a¨ †hgb Av‡Q, ¯¿x‡jvKw`‡Mi g‡a¨ †Zgb bvB|
cyi“‡li g‡a¨ A‡bK¸wj ch©vq Av‡Q - †hgb `k, Kzwo, wÎk, Pwj-k, cÂvk, lvU cªfw… Z|
wÎkel©xqv GKRb hyev wek eQ‡ii GKRb hyevi cªwZ gi“weŸqvbvi †Pv‡L Pvwnqv †`wL‡Z
cv‡i, wKš‘ †g‡qgn‡j GUv Lv‡U bv| Zvnvi weevnKvjUv ch©š— eo fwMbx, fvZ…Rvqv,
Rbbx, wcmxgv A_ev VvKzigvZvi wbKU Aí¯^í D‡g`vwi K‡i, bvix-Rxe‡b hvnv wKQy
Aíwe¯—i wkwLevi Av‡Q, wkwLqv jq; -Zvnvi ciB G‡Kev‡i cª_g †kªbx‡Z Pwoqv e‡m|
ZLb †lvj nB‡Z Qvàvbœ ch©š— Zvnviv mgeqmx| ¯’vb‡f‡` nqZ ev †Kv_vI G wbq‡g
mvgvb¨ e¨wZµg †`Lv hvq, wKš‘ AwaKvsk ¯’‡jB Ggwb| Aš—Zt P›`ªbv‡_i Mªvg-m¤úK©xqv
Vvbw`w` nwievjvi Rxe‡b GgbwU †`wL‡Z cvIqv wMqvwQj| †mw`b Aciv‡ý cwðgw`‡Ki
Rvbvjv Lywjqv w`qv mih~ AvKv‡ki w`‡K Pvwnqv Pzc Kwiqv `uvovBqv wQj| nwievjv
GK_vjv wgóvbœ Ges GKMvwQ †gvUv huBy ‡qi gvjv nv‡Z jBqv G‡Kev‡i mih~i wbKU
Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nB‡jb| gvjvMvwQwU Zvnv‡K civBqv w`qv ewj‡jb, AvR †_‡K Zzwg
Avgvi mB nÔ‡j| ej †`wL mB-
mih~ GKUz wecbœ nBj| Z_vwc Aí nvwmqv Kwnj, †ek|
†ek Z bq w`w`, mB eÔ‡j WvK‡Z n‡e|
Bnv‡K Av`iB ej, Avi Ave`viB ej, mih~i Rxe‡b wVK GgbwU BwZc~‡e© NwUqv
D‡V bvB, ZvB GB AvKw¯§K AvÍxqZv‡K †m g‡bi g‡a¨ wgjvBqv jB‡Z cvwij bv|
GK`‡Ê GKRb w`w`gvi eqmx †jv‡Ki Mjv awiqv ÔmBÔ ewjqv AvnŸvb Kwi‡Z Zvnvi j¾v
Kwi‡Z jvwMj, wKš‘ nwievjv †h Qv‡ob bv| Bnv‡Z AwfbeZ¡ wKsev A¯^vfvweKZv †h wKQy
_vwK‡Z cv‡i, nwievjvi Zvnv aviYvq bvB| ZvB mih~i gyL nB‡Z wcªq m‡¤^vabwUi wej¤^
†`wLqv GKUz M¤¢xifv‡e, GKUz ¤-vb nBqv Kwn‡jb, Avgvi gvjv wdwi‡q `vI, Avwg Avi
†Kv_vI hvB|

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P›`ªbv_ cuvP c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-16

mih~ wecbœ nBqvwQj, wKš‘ AcªwfZ nq bvB, Clr nvwmqv g„`¯y ‡^ i Kwnj, mB‡qi
mÜv‡b bvwK ?
Vvbw`w` GKUz w¯’i _vwKqv ewj‡jb, evt! GB †h †ek K_v KI| Z‡e †h †jv‡K
e‡j, I‡`i †eŠ †evev!
mih~ nvwm‡Z jvwMj|
Vvbw`w` ewj‡jb, Zv †kvb| G Muv‡q †Zvgvi GKwUI mv_x bvB| eo‡jv‡Ki evwo
eÔ‡jI e‡U, †Zvgvi gvgxi eP‡bi ¸‡YI e‡U, †KD †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Av‡m bv, Rvwb| Avwg
ZvB Avme| Avgvi wKš‘ GKUv m¤úK© bv nÔ‡j P‡j bv, ZvB AvR ÔmBÔ cvZvjyg| Avi
ey‡ov n‡qwQ e‡U, wKš‘ nwibv‡gi gvjv wb‡qI mviv w`bUv KvUv‡Z cvwi bv| Avwg †ivR
Avme|
mih~ Kwnj, †ivR Avm‡eb|
nwievjv MwR©qv DwV‡jb, Avm‡eb wK jv ? ej mB, Zzwg †ivR Gm| ÔZzBÔ ej‡Z
cviwe ‡b, bv ?
mih~ nvwmqv †dwjqv Kwnj, i¶v Ki Vvbw`w`, Mjvq Qywi w`‡jI Zv cvie bv|
Vvbw`w`I nvwmqv †dwj‡jb, ewj‡jb, Zv bv nq bvB ewjm| wKš‘ ÔZzwgÔ ej‡ZB
n‡e| ej - mB Zzwg †ivR Gm|
mih~ †PvL bxPz Kwiqv mj¾nv‡m¨ Kwnj, mB, Zzwg †ivR Gm| nwievjvi †hb
GKUv `yf©vebv KvwUqv †Mj| wZwb Kwn‡jb, Avme|
ciw`b nB‡Z nwievjv cªvqB Av‡mb, kZ-Kg© _vwK‡jI GKevi nvwRiv w`qv hvb|
µgkt cvZv‡bv m¤^Ü Mvp nBqv Avwmj| mg‡q mih~I fzwjj †h, nwievjv Zvnvi mgeqmx
b‡nb, wKsev GB Mjvq Mjvq †gkv‡gwk mK‡ji Kv‡Q †Zgb my›`i †`wL‡Z nq bv|
GB Aš—i½Zv niKvjxi †Kgb jvwMZ, ewj‡Z cvwi bv, wKš‘ P›`ªbv‡_i †ek
jvwMZ| ¯¿xi mwnZ G wel‡q cªvqB Zvnvi K_vevZ©v nBZ| Vvbw`w`i GB ü`¨Zvq †m
Av‡gv` †eva KwiZ| AviI GKUz KviY wQj| P›`ªbv_ ¯¿x‡K eo †øn KwiZ; mg¯— ü`q
Rywoqv fvjevmv bv _vwK‡jI †ø‡ni Afve wQj bv| †m g‡b KwiZ, mK‡ji fv‡M¨B
GKiƒc ¯¿x wg‡j bv| Kvnv‡iv ev ¯¿x `vmx, Kvnv‡iv ev eÜz, Kvnv‡iv ev cªf!z Zvnvi fv‡M¨
hw` GKwU cyY¨eZx, cweÎv, mvaŸx Ges †øngqx `vmx wgwjqv‡Q Z, †m AmyLx nBqv wK
jvf Kwi‡e ? Zvnvi Dci GKUv K_v cªvqB Zvnvi g‡b nq, †mUv mih~i weMZ w`‡bi

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P›`ªbv_ cuvP c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-17

`yt‡Li Kvwnbx| wkïKvjUv Zvnvi eo `yt‡LB AwZevwnZ nBqv‡Q| `ytLxwbi Kb¨v nqZ
mviv-RxebUv `yt‡LB KvUvBZ; nqZ ev GZw`‡b †Kvb `yfv© M¨ `yðwi‡Îi nv‡Z cwoqv P‡¶i
R‡j fvwmZ, bv nq `vmxe„wË Kwi‡Z wMqv kZ AZ¨vPvi Drcxob mn¨ KwiZ; Zv Qvov,
GZ AwaK iƒc-‡hŠeb jBqv bi‡Ki c_I `yiƒn b‡n; -Zvnv nB‡j ?
GB K_vUv g‡b DwV‡jB P›`ªbv_ Mfxi Ki“Yvq mih~i jw¾Z gyLLvwb Zzwjqv awiqv
wRÁvmv KwiZ, Av”Qv mih~, Avwg hw` †Zvgv‡K bv †`LZzg, hw` we‡q bv KiZzg, GZw`b
Zzwg Kvi Kv‡Q _vK‡Z ej Z ?
mih~ Reve w`Z bv; mf‡q ¯^vgxi ey‡Ki Kv‡Q mwiqv AvwmZ| P›`ªbv_ m‡ø‡n Zvnvi
gv_vi Dci nvZ ivwLZ| †hb mvnm w`qv g‡b g‡b ewjZ, fq wK!
mih~ AviI Kv‡Q mwiqv AvwmZ - Gme K_vq mZ¨B †m eo fq cvBZ| P›`ªbv_
Zvnv eywS‡Z cvwiqvB †hb Zvnv‡K ey‡Ki Kv‡Q Uvwbqv jBqv ewjZ, Zv bq mih~, Zv bq|
Zzwg `ytLxi N‡i wM‡q †Kb R‡b¥wQ‡j, Rvwb‡b; wKš‘ ZzwgB Avgvi Rb¥-Rb¥vš—‡ii cwZeªZv
¯¿x! Zzwg msmv‡ii †h-†Kvb RvqMvq eÔ‡m Uvb w`‡j Avgv‡K †h‡ZB nÔZ| †Zvgvi
AvKl©‡YB †h Avwg Kvkx wM‡qwQjyg, mih~!
GB mgq Zvnvi ü`‡qi wfZi w`qv †h fv‡ei †mªvZ ewnqv hvBZ, mih~i mg¯— †øn,
†cªg, hZœ, fw³ GK Kwi‡jI †eva Kwi Zvnvi Zzjbv nBZ bv| wKš‘ Zrm‡Ë¡I `ytLx‡K
`qv Kwiqv †h Me©, †h Z„wß, evwjKv mih~‡K weevn Kwievi mgq GKw`b AvÍcªmv‡`i
QÙ‡e‡k P›`ªbv‡_i wbf…Z-Aš—‡i cª‡ek KwiqvwQj, GLb kZ‡Póv‡ZI P›`ªbv_ Zvnvi
m¤ú~Y© D‡”Q` Kwi‡Z cv‡i bv| ü`‡qi GK AÁvZ AÜKvi †Kv‡Y AvRI †m evmv euvwaqv
Av‡Q| ZvB, hLbB †mUv gv_vq Zzwjqv DwV‡Z Pvq, ZLbB P›`ªbv_ mih~‡K ey‡K Pvwcqv
awiqv evi evi ewj‡Z _v‡K, Avwg eo Avðh© nB mih~, hv‡K wPiw`b †`‡L G‡mP, Zv‡K
†Kb AvRI †Zvgvi wPb‡Z wej¤^ n‡”P| Avwg †Zv †Zvgv‡K Kvkx‡Z †`‡LB wP‡bwQjyg,
Zzwg Avgvi! KZ hyM, KZ Kí, KZ Rb¥-Rb¥ aÔ‡i Avgvi! wK Rvwb, †Kb Avjv`v
n‡qwQjyg, Avevi GK n‡q wgj‡Z G‡mwP|
mih~ ey‡Ki g‡a¨ gyL jyKvBqv g„`K
y ‡É K‡n, †K ej‡j, Avwg †Zvgv‡K wPb‡Z
cvwiwb ?

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ cuvP c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-18

Drmv‡ni AvwZk‡h¨ P›`ªbv_ mih~i jw¾Z gyLLvwb wb‡Ri gy‡Li Kv‡Q Zzwjqv awiqv
e‡j, †c‡iP ? Z‡e †Kb GZ f‡q f‡q _vK ? Avwg Z †Kvb `ye¨© envi Kwi‡b - Avwg †h
Avgvi wb‡Ri †P‡qI †Zvgv‡K fvjevwm mih~|
mih~ Avevi ¯^vgxi ey‡Ki g‡a¨ gyL jyKvBqv †d‡j| P›`ªbv_ Avevi cªkœ K‡i, ej,
†Kb fq cvI, mih~ ? mih~ Avi DËi w`‡Z cv‡i bv| ¯^vgx‡K ¯úk© Kwiqv †m wg_¨v K_v
wK Kwiqv gy‡L Avwb‡e ? wK Kwiqv ewj‡e †h, fq K‡i bv ? mZ¨B †h Zvnvi eo fq nq!
†m †h KZ mZ¨, KZ eo fq, Zvnv †m Qvov Avi †K Rv‡b ?
Zv K_vUv wK ewj‡ZwQjvg! P›`ªbv_ nwievjvi AvMg‡b Av‡gv` †eva KwiZ| mih~
GKwU mLx cvBqv‡Q, `yÔUv g‡bi K_v ewjevi †jvK RywUqv‡Q - BnvB P›`ªbv‡_i Avb‡›`i
KviY|
GKw`b mih~ mg¯— `yciy Uv nwievjvi cªZx¶v Kwiqv ewmqv iwnj| AvKv‡k †gN
Kwiqv wUwcwUwc e„wó cwo‡ZwQj; nwievjv Avwm‡jb bv| mih~ g‡b Kwij, Rj cwo‡Z‡Q,
ZvB Avwm‡jb bv| GLb †ejv hvq-hvq, mg¯— w`bUv GKv KvwUqv‡Q, niKvjxI AvR evUx
bvB| mih~ ZLb mvn‡m fi Kwiqv ax‡i ax‡i ¯^vgxi cwoevi N‡i Avwmqv cª‡ek Kwij|
we‡kl cª‡qvRb bv _vwK‡j G NiwU‡Z †Kn cª‡ek KwiZ bv| mih~I bv| P›`ªbv_ eB nB‡Z
gyL Zzwjqv ewjj, AvR eywS †Zvgvi mB Av‡mwb ?
bv|
ZvB eywS Avgv‡K g‡b c‡o‡Q ?
mih~ Clr nvwmj| fveUv GB †h, g‡b me©`vB c‡o, wKš‘ mvn‡m Kz‡jvq bv| mih~
ewjj, R‡ji Rb¨ †eva nq Avm‡Z cv‡iwb|
†eva nq, Zv bq| AvR KvKvi †QvU‡g‡q wbg©jv‡K Avkxe©v` Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q| kxNªB
we‡q n‡e| ZviB Av‡qvR‡b Vvbw`w` †eva nq †g‡Z‡Qb|
mih~ ewjj, †eva nq|
Zvnvi ci P›`ªbv_ wKQy¶Y Pzc Kwiqv _vwKqv Kwnj, `ytL nq †h, Avgiv G‡Kev‡i
ci n‡q †MwQ - gvgxgv ‡Kv_vq ?
wZwbI †eva nq †mBLv‡b|
P›`ªbv_ Pzc Kwiqv wK fvwe‡Z jvwMj|
mih~ ax‡i ax‡i Kv‡Q Avwmqv GKcv‡k ewmqv cwoqv ewjj, wK fveP, ej bv ?

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ cuvP c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-19

P›`ªbv_ GKevi nvwmevi †Póv Kwiqv mih~i nvZLvwb wb‡Ri nv‡Zi g‡a¨ Uvwbqv
jBqv Av‡¯— Av‡¯— ewjj, we‡kl-wKQy bq mih~| fvewQjvg, wbg©jvi we‡q KvKv wKš‘
Avgv‡K GKevi LeiUvI w`‡jb bv, A_P gvgxgv‡KI †W‡K wb‡q †M‡jb| Avgiv `yR‡bB
ïay ci!
Zvnvi ¯^‡i GKUz KvZiZv wQj, mih~ Zvnv j¶¨ Kwiqv Kwnj, Avgv‡K cv‡q ¯’vb
w`‡qB Zzwg AviI ci n‡q †MQ; bv nÔ‡j †eva nq GZ w`‡b wgj nÔ‡Z cviZ|
P›`ªbv_ nvwmj, Kwnj, wgj n‡q KvR †bB| †Zvgvi cwie‡Z©, KvKvi m‡½ wgj
KÔ‡i †h Avgvi mg¯— myL nÔZ, †m Avgvi g‡b nq bv| Avwg †ek AvwQ| hLb we‡q
K‡iwQjyg, ZLb hw` KvKvi gZ wb‡q nÔZ, Zv nÔ†j Ggb Z †eva nq bv †h, †Zvgv‡K
KL‡bv †cZzg - GKUv evav wbðq DVZ| nq Kzj wb‡q, bv nq esk wb‡q - †hgb KÔ‡iB
†nvK, G we‡q †f‡½ †hZ|
wfZ‡i wfZ‡i mih~ wknwiqv DwVj| ZLb mܨvi Qvqv N‡ii g‡a¨ AÜKvi
KwiqvwQj, ZvB Zvnvi gyLLvwb †`wL‡Z cvIqv †Mj bv, wKš‘ †h nvZLvwb Zvnvi nv‡Zi
g‡a¨ aiv wQj, †mB nvZLvwb Kuvwcqv DwVqv mih~i mg¯— g‡bi K_v P›`ªbv‡_i Kv‡Q cªKvk
Kwiqv w`j| P›`ªbv_ nvwmqv ewjj, GLb eyS‡Z †c‡iQ, gZ bv wb‡q fvj K‡iwP wK g›`
K‡iwP ?
mih~ ¶YKvj Pzc Kwiqv _vwKqv ewjj, wK Rvwb! Avgvi gZ kZ mnmª `vmxI Z
†Zvgvi Afve nÔZ bv!
P›`ªbv_ mih~i †Kvgj nvZLvwb m‡ø‡n Blr cxob Kwiqv ewjj, Zv Rvwb‡b| Avgvi
`vmx GKwU, Zvi Afv‡ei K_v fve‡Z cvwi| kZ mn‡mªi fvebv B‡”Q nq Zzwg †f‡ev|
ciw`b nwievjv Avwm‡jb; wKš‘ gy‡Li fveUv wKQy ¯^Zš¿| dm Kwiqv Mjv awiqv
mB-mB ewjqv wZwb e¨¯— Kwi‡jb bv, wKsev wewš— †Lwjevi Rb¨ Zvm Avwb‡ZI cybt cybt
mvavmvwa cxovcxwo Kwi‡jb bv! gwjbgy‡L †gŠb nBqv iwn‡jb|
mih~ ewjj, mB‡qi Kvj †`Lv cvBwb|
nu¨v w`w` - Kvj eo KvR wQj| I-evwo‡Z wbg©jvi we‡q|
Zv ï‡bwQ| me wVK nÔj wK ?
nwievjv †m K_vi DËi bv w`qv mih~i gy‡Li cv‡b Pvwnqv ewj‡jb, mB, GKUv K_v
- mwZ¨ ejwe ?

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ cuvP c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-20

wK K_v ?
hw` mwZ¨ ewjm, Zv nÔ†jB wRÁvmv Kwi - bv nÔ†j wRÁvmv K‡i †Kvb jvf †bB|
mih~ wPwš—Z nBj| ewjj, mwZ¨ eje bv †Kb ?
†`wLm w`w` - Avgv‡K wek¦vm Kwim Z ?
Kwi ˆe wK|
Z‡e ej& †`wL, P›`ªbv_ †Zv‡K KZLvwb fvjev‡m ?
mih~ GKUz jw¾Z nBj, ewjj, Lye `qv K‡ib|
`qvi K_v bq| Lye G‡Kev‡i eo †ekx fvjev‡m wKbv ?
mih~ nvwmj| ewjj, eo †ekx wKbv - †Kgb KÔ†i Rvbe ?
mwZ¨ Rvwbm †b ?
bv|
mZ¨B mih~ Bnv RvwbZ bv| nwievjv †hb eo wegl© nBqv cwo‡jb| gv_v bvwoqv
ewj‡jb, ¯¿x Rv‡b bv ¯^vgx Zv‡K KZLvwb fviev‡m! GBLv‡bB Avgvi eo fq nq|
nwievjvi gy‡Li fv‡e GKUv Mfxi k¼v cª”Qbœ wQj, mih~ Zvnv eywSqv wb‡RI kw¼Z
nBj| ewjj, fq wK‡mi ?
Avi GKw`b ïwbm| Zvi ci Zvnvi wPey‡K nvZ w`qv g„`¯y ‡^ i Kwn‡jb, GZ iƒc,
GZ ¸Y, GZ eyw× wb‡q mB, GZ w`b wK Nvm KvUwQwj ?
mih~ nvwmqv †dwjj|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Qq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-21

Qq
ZLbI K_vUv cªKvk cvq bvB| nwi`qv‡ji m‡›`‡ni g‡a¨B cª”Qbœ wQj| GKRb
f`ª‡jv‡Ki gZ †`wL‡Z A_P e¯¿vw` RxY© Ges wQbœ AvR `yB-wZb w`b nB‡ZB evgyb-
VvKi“b my‡jvPbv †`exi mwnZ †Mvc‡b civgk© Kwiqv hvB‡ZwQj| my‡jvPbv fvweZ,
nwi`qvj Zvnv Rv‡bb bv; wKš‘ wZwb Rvwb‡Z cvwiqvwQ‡jb|
AvR wØcªn‡i `qvjVvKzi Ges ˆKjvmLyov N‡i ewmqv mZi †Lwj‡ZwQ‡jb, Ggb
mgq A›`‡ii cªv½‡Y GKUv †Mvj‡hvM DwVj| †K †hb g„`K y ‡É mKvZ‡i `qv wf¶v
Pvwn‡Z‡Q, Ges Ac‡i KK©kK‡É Zxeª-fvlvq wZi¯‹vi Kwi‡Z‡Q Ges fq †`LvB‡Z‡Q|
GKRb ¯¿x‡jvK, Aci cyi“l| `qvjVvKzi Kwn‡jb, Ly‡ov, evwo‡Z wK‡mi †Mvjgvj nq ?
ˆKjvmLyov ewj‡jb, wKw¯—! mvgjvI †`wL evevRx!
Avevi A‡bK¶Y wbtk‡ã KvwUj| wfZ‡i †Mvjgvj µgkt e„w× cvB‡Z‡Q †`wLqv
`qvjVvKzi DwVqv `uvovB‡jb| Ly‡ov, GKUz eÔm, Avwg †`‡L Avwm|
Lyov Zuvnvi †KuvPvi wUc GK nv‡Z awiqv Kwn‡jb, Gevi †h `vev Pvcv †Mj|
`qvjVvKzi cybe©vi ewmqv cwo‡jb| wKš‘ †Mvjgvj wKQy‡ZB _v‡g bv| ZLb
`qvjVvKzi AMZ¨v DwVqv cwo‡jb| cªv½‡Y Avwmqv †`wL‡jb, my‡jvPbv `yB nv‡Z †mB
†jvKUvi cv RovBqv Av‡Q Ges †m Dˇiv‡Ëvi PvcvK‡É Kwn‡Z‡Q, Avgvi K_v ivL, bv
nÔ‡j hv ejwQ ZvB Kie!
my‡jvPbv Kuvw`qv ewj‡Z‡Q, Avgvq gvR©bv Ki| Zzwg GKevi me©bvk K‡iQ, hv-
GKUz evKx Av‡Q, †mUzKz Avi bvk K‡iv bv|
†m Kwn‡Z‡Q, †Zvgvi †g‡q eo‡jv‡Ki N‡i c‡o‡Q, `yÔnvRvi UvKv w`‡Z cv†i bv ?
Avwg UvKv †c‡jB PÔ‡j hve|
my‡jvPbv Kwnj, Zzwg gvZvj, Am”PwiÎ! - `yÔnvRvi UvKv †Zvgvi KZ w`b ? Zzwg
Avevi Avm‡e, Avevi UvKv PvB‡e, -Avwg wKQy‡ZB †Zvgvq UvKv †`e bv|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Qq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-22

Avwg g` †Q‡o ‡`e| e¨emv Kie; Avi KLbI †Zvgvi Kv‡Q UvKv PvB‡Z Avme
bv|
my‡jvPbv †m K_vi DËi bv w`qv f‚wgZ‡j gv_v Luwy oqv hy³-K‡i Kwnj, `qv Ki -
UvKvi Rb¨ Avwg mih~‡K Aby‡iva Ki‡Z cvie bv|
`qvjVvKzi †h wbK‡U `uvovBqvwQ‡jb, Zvnv †KnB †`‡L bvB, ZvB Gme K_v †Rv‡i
†Rv‡iB nB‡ZwQj| `qvjVvKzi GBevi Kv‡Q Avwmqv `uvovB‡jb| mnmv `yR‡bB PgwKZ
nBj - `qvjVvKzi GB AcwiwPZ †jvKUvi wbK‡U Avwmqv Kwn‡jb, Zzwg Kvi AbygwZ‡Z
evwoi wfZi Xz‡KQ ?
†jvKUv cª_‡g _ZgZ LvBqv `uvovBqv iwnj, Zvnvi ci hLb eywSj, KvRUv †Zgb
AvBb-m½Z nq bvB, ZLb mwiqv cwoevi Dcµg Kwij| KwVb gywó‡Z nwi`qvj Zvnvi
nvZ awiqv D”PK‡É cybe©vi Kwn‡jb, Kvi AbygwZ‡Z ?
cvjvBevi Dcvq bvB †`wLqv †m mvnm mÂq Kwiqv ewjj, my‡jvPbvi Kv‡Q
G‡mwQ|
Zvnvi gyL w`qv Zxeª myivi MÜ evwni nB‡Z‡Q, Ges me©v†½ nxbZv Ges AZ¨vPv‡ii
gwjb-Qvqv cwoqv‡Q| `qvjVvKzi N„Yvq Iô KzwÂZ Kwiqv †mBiƒc KK©k fvlvq wRÁvmv
Kwi‡jb, wKš‘ Kvi ûKz‡g ?
ûKzg Avevi wK ?
†jvKUvi gy‡Li fve cwiewZ©Z nBj; mnmv †hb Zvnvi ¯§iY nBj, cªkK œ Z©vi Dci
Zvnvi †Rvi Av‡Q Ges G evwoi Dc‡iI wKwÂZ `vex Av‡Q|
`qvjVvKzi Giƒc Dˇi Am¤¢e PwUqv DwV‡jb, D”PK‡É Kwn‡jb, e¨vUv gvZvj,
Rvb, †Zvgv‡K GLwb †R‡j w`‡Z cvwi!
†m we`ªƒc Kwiqv Kwnj, Rvwb ˆe wK!
`qvjVvKzi cªvq cªnvi Kwi‡Z D`¨Z nB‡jb, Rvb ˆe wK! Pj& e¨vUv, GLwb †Zv‡K
cywj‡k †`e|
†jvKUv Clr nvwmqv Giƒc fve cªKvk Kwij, †hb cywj†ki wbKU hvB‡Z Zvnvi
we‡kl AvcwË bvB| Kwnj, GLbB †`‡e ?
`qvjVvKzi av°v w`qv ewj‡jb, GLwb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Qq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-23

†jvKUv av°v mvgjvBqv w¯’i nBqv M¤¢xifv‡e ewjj, VvKzi, G‡Kev‡i AZ weµg
cªKvk K‡iv bv, cywj‡k †`‡e wK _vbvq †`‡e, GKUz wej¤^ KÔ†i w`‡qv| Avwg †Zvgv‡K Kvkx
Qvov Ki‡Z cvwi, Rvb ?
`qvjVvKzi Db¥‡Ëi gZ PxrKvi Kwiqv DwV‡jb, e¨vUv cvRx, AvR Avgvi Pwj-k
eQi Kvkxevm nÔj, GLb Zzwg Kvkx-Qvov Ki‡e ?
wZwb fvweqvwQ‡jb, †jvKUv Zvnv‡K ¸Êvi fq †`LvB‡Z‡Q| A‡b‡K G K_vq nqZ
fq cvBZ, wKš‘ G `xN©Kv‡ji Kvkxev‡m `qvjVvKz‡ii G fq wQj bv| ewj‡jb, e¨vUv,
Avgvi Kv‡Q ¸ÊvwMwi!
¸ÊvwMwi bq VvKzi, ¸ÊvwMwi bq| cywj‡k wb‡q Pj| †mLv‡bB me K_v cªKvk
Kie|
†Kvb& K_v cªKvk Ki‡e ?
hv Rvwb| hv‡Z Zzwg Kvkx †Q‡o cvjv‡Z c_ cv‡e bv| hv‡Z mg¯— †`‡ki †jvK
ïb‡e †h, Zzwg RvwZPz¨Z AeªvþY|
Avwg AeªvþY!
ivM K‡iv bv, VvKzi| Zzwg RvwZPz¨Z| ïay ZvB bq| †Zvgvi Kv‡Q hZ f`ªmš—vb
wek¦vm KÔ†i G‡m‡Q, GB wZb erm‡ii g‡a¨ hZ †jvK‡K Zzwg Abœ †e‡PQ, mK‡jiB RvZ
†M‡Q| mKj‡KB Avwg †m K_v ej‡ev|
`qvjVvKzi fq cvB‡jb| f‡qi h_v_© KviY ü`q½g nBevi c~‡e©B D`¨Z Kɯ^i
big nBqv Avwmj| Z_vwc ewj‡jb, Avwg †jv‡Ki RvZ †g‡iwQ ?
ZvB| Avi cªgvY Kievi fviI Avgvi|
VvKzi big nBqv Kɯ^i wKQy Kg Kwiqv ewj‡jb, K_vUv wK, †f‡½ ej †`wL evcy ?
†jvKUv g„`y nvwmqv Kwnj, GKvB ïb‡e, bv, `y-`kRb †jvK WvK‡e| Avwg ewj,
`yÔPviRb †jvK WvK| `yÔPviRb cvovcokxi mvg‡b K_vUv †kvbv‡e fvj|
`qvjVvKzi Zvnvi nvZ awiqv ewj‡jb, ivM K‡iv bv evcy, Avwg nVvr eo Ab¨vq
KvR K‡iwQ| wKQy g‡b K‡iv bv| Gm, N‡i Pj|
`yB R‡b GKUv N‡i Avwmqv ewm‡j `qvjVvKzi Kwn‡jb, Zvi ci ?
†m Kwnj, -my‡jvPbv - hvi nv‡Z Avcbvi Abœ cª¯Z ‘ nq, Zv‡K †Kv_vq †c‡jb ?
GBLv‡bB †c‡qwQ| `ytLxi Kb¨v, ZvB Avkªq w`‡qwQ|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Qq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-24

UvKvIqvjv †jvK‡K Avkªq w`‡q‡Qb, G K_v Avwg eje bv| wKš‘ †m wK RvZ, Zvi
AbymÜvb K‡i‡Qb wK ?
`qvjVvKz‡ii mg¯— gyLgÊj G‡Kev‡i weeY© nBqv †Mj| wZwb ewj‡jb, eªvþY-Kb¨v,
weaev, ï×vPvwiYx, Zvi nv‡Z †L‡Z †`vl wK ?
eªvþY-Kb¨v Ges weaev, G K_v mwZ¨, †KD hw` KzjZ¨vM KÔ†i PÔ†j hvq, Zv‡KI
wK ï×vPvwiYx ejv P‡j ? bv, Zvi nv‡Z LvIqv hvq ?
`qvjVvKzi wRf KvwUqv ewj‡jb, wke! wke! Zv wK LvIqv hvq!
Z‡e ZvB! c‡b‡iv-‡lvj ermi c~‡e© my‡jvPbv wZb eQ‡ii GKwU †g‡q wb‡q M„nZ¨vM
K‡i, Ges Zv‡KB Avkªq w`‡q Avcwb wb‡Ri Ges Avi cuvPR‡bi me©bvk K‡i‡Qb|
cªgvY ?
cªgvY Av‡Q ˆe wK! Zvi Rb¨ fve‡eb bv| huvi m‡½ KzjZ¨vM K‡ib, †mB Amxg
†cªgv¯ú` ivLvj fU&Pvh GL‡bv †eu‡P Av‡Qb|
`qvj †jvKUvi gy‡Li cv‡b ¶YKvj Pvwnqv iwn‡jb| g‡b nBj †hb BnviB bvg
ivLvj| ewj‡jb, Zzwg wK eªvþY ?
†jvKUv gwjb Dovwbi wfZi nB‡Z AwaKZi gwjb wQbœ-wew”Qbœ h‡ÁvcexZ evwni
Kwiqv nvwmqv ewjj, bv, bv, †Mvqvjv!
`qvj GKUzLvwb mwiqv ewmqv ewj‡jb, †Zvgv‡K †`‡L †Zv Pvgvi e‡j g‡b n‡qwQj|
hv †nvK, bg¯‹vi|
†m e¨w³ ivM Kwij bv| ewjj, bg¯‹vi| Avcbvi Abygvb wg_¨v bq, Avgv‡K Pvgvi
ejvI P‡j, gymjgvb Lªxóvb ejvI P‡j| Avwg RvZ gvwb‡b - Avwg cignsm|
Zzwg AwZ cvlÊ|
†m ewjj, †m K_v Avgv‡K ¯§iY Kwi‡q †`evi cª‡qvRb †`LwP bv, †Kbbv, BwZc~‡e©
A‡b‡KB AbyMnª KÔ‡i I K_v e‡j‡Qb| wK wQjvg, wK n‡qwP, Zv GL‡bv eywS| wKš‘
AvwgB ivLvj`vm|
`qv‡ji gyLLvwb Acwimxg †µv‡a i³eY© nBqv DwVj; †Kvbg‡Z g‡bi fve `gb
Kwiqv wZwb ewj‡jb, GLb wK Ki‡Z PvI ? my‡jvPbv‡K wb‡q hv‡e ?
Av‡Á bv| Zv‡Z Avcbvi LvIqv-`vIqvi Kó n‡e, Avwg AZ bivag bB|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Qq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-25

cªv‡Yi `v‡q `qvj G cwinvmUvI cwicvK Kwi‡jb| Zvici ewj‡jb, Z‡e wK PvI ?
Avevi G‡mP †Kb ?
UvKv PvB| `vi“Y A_©vfve, ZvB AvcvZZt G‡mwQ| nvRvi-`yB †c‡jB wbtk‡ã P‡j
hve, Rvbv‡Z G‡mwQ|
GZ UvKv †Zvgvq †K †`‡e ?
hvi MiR| Avcwb †`‡eb - my‡jvPbvi RvgvB †`‡e - †m eo‡jvK|
`qvj Zvnvi ¯úa©v †`wLqv g‡b g‡b ¯—w¤¢Z nBqv †M‡jb| wKš‘ †m AwZkq a~Z© Ges
†KŠkjx, ZvnvI eywS‡jb| ewj‡jb, evcy Avwg `wi`ª, AZ UvKv KLbI †Pv‡L †`wLwb| Z‡e
my‡jvPbvi RvgvB w`‡Z cv‡i, †m K_v wVK| wKš‘ †m †`‡e bv| Zv‡K †Pb bv, fq †`wL‡q
Zvi KvQ †_‡K `yÔnvRvi UvKv Z †Xi `~‡ii K_v - `y‡Uv cqmvI Av`vq Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv|
Zzwg †h eyw×gvb †jvK Zv †Ui †c‡qwQ, wKš‘ †m AviI eyw×gvb| eis Avi †Kvb dw›` †`L
- G LvU‡e bv|
ivLvj `qv‡ji gy‡Li w`‡K wKQy¶Y w¯’ifv‡e Pvwnqv _vwKqv g„`y nvwmj| ewjj, †m
fvebv Avgvi| †`Lv hvK, h‡Zœ K…‡Z hw` -
`qvj ZvovZvwo evav w`qv ewj‡jb, _vK evev, †`efvlvUv‡K Avi AcweÎ K‡iv bv|
ivLvj mcªwfZfv‡e ewjj, †h Av‡Á| wKš‘ Avi Z em‡Z cvw”Q‡b - ewj Zuvi
wVKvbvUv wK ?
`qvj ewj‡jb, my‡jvPbv‡KB wRÁvmv Ki bv evcy|
ivLvj Kwnj, †m ej‡e bv, wKš‘ Avcwb ej‡eb|
hw` bv ewj ?
ivLvj kvš—fv‡e ewjj, wbðqB ej‡eb| Avi bv ej‡j wK Kie, Zv Z c~‡e©B
e‡jwQ|
`qv‡ji gyL ïKvBj| wZwb ewj‡jb, Avwg †Zvgvi wKQyB Z Kwiwb evcy|
ivLvj ewjj, bv, wKQy K‡ib wb| ZvB GLb wKQy Ki‡Z ewj| bvg-avgUv eÔ†j
w`‡j RvgvBevey‡KI `yÔ†Uv Avkxe©v` K‡i Avwm, †g‡qUv‡KI GKevi †`‡L Avwm| A‡bK
w`b †`wLwb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Qq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-26

`qvjVvKzi ixwZgZ fq cvBqvwQ‡jb| wKš‘ gy‡L mvnm †`LvBqv Kwn‡jb, Avwg


†Zvgvq mvnvh¨ Kie bv| †Zvgvi hv B”Qv Ki| AÁv‡Z GKUv cvc K‡iwQ, †m Rb¨ bv nq
cªvqwðË Kie| Avgvi Avi fq wK ?
fq wKQyB †bB, Z‡e cvÊv-gn‡j AvRB GK_v ivóª n‡e| Zvi ci †hgb K‡i cvwi,
AbymÜvb KÔ‡i my‡jvPbvi RvgvB‡qi Kv‡Q hve, Ges †mLv‡bI Z K_v cªKvk Kie!
bg¯‹vi VvKzi, Avwg Pjjvg|
mwZ¨B †m Pwjqv hvq †`wLqv `qvj Zvnvi nvZ awiqv cybe©vi emvBqv g„`Ky ‡É
ewj‡jb, evcy, Zzwg †h A‡í Qvoevi cvÎ bI Zv ey‡SwQ| ivM K‡iv bv| Avgvi K_v
†kvb| Gi g‡a¨ Zzwg G K_v wb‡q Avi Av‡›`vjb K‡iv bv| nßvLv‡bK c‡i Gm, ZLb hv
nq Kie|
g‡b ivL‡eb, †mw`b Ggb KÔ‡i †div‡j Pj‡e bv| `qvj Zx¶è`w„ ó‡Z Zvnvi gy‡Li
cv‡b Pvwnqv ewj‡jb, evcy, Zzwg wK mwZ¨B evgy‡bi †Q‡j ?
Av‡Á|
`qvj `xN©wbk¦vm †dwjqv ewj‡jb, Avðh©! Av”Qv, nßvLv‡bK c‡iB Gm - Gi g‡a¨
Av‡›`vjb K‡iv bv, eyS‡j ?
Av‡Á, ewjqv ivLvj `yB-GK cv wMqvB wdwiqv `uvovBqv ewjj, fvj K_v| †MvUv-
`yB UvKv w`b Z| gvBwi, gwbe¨vM&Uv †Kv_vq †h nvivjvg, ewjqv †m `uvZ evwni Kwiqv
nvwm‡Z jvwMj|
`qvj iv‡M Zvnvi cv‡b Avi Pvwn‡ZI cvwi‡jb bv| wbtk‡ã `yBUv UvKv evwni
Kwiqv Zvnvi nv‡Z w`‡jb, †m Zvnv Uu¨v‡K ¸uwRqv cª¯v’ b Kwij|
†m Pwjqv †Mj, wKš‘ †mBLv‡b `qvj ¯—ä nBqv ewmqv iwn‡jb| Zuvnvi me©v½ †hb
mnmª e„wð‡Ki `sk‡b R¡wjqv hvB‡Z jvwMj|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ mvZ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-27

mvZ
wKš‘ my‡jvPbv †Kv_vq ? AvR wZb w`b awiqv nwi`qvj Avnvi, wb`ªv, c~Rv-cvV,
hvÎxi AbymÜvb, me eÜ ivwLqv Zbœ Zbœ Kwiqv mg¯— Kvkx Luwy RqvI hLb Zvnv‡K evwni
Kwi‡Z cvwi‡jb bv, ZLb N‡i wdwiqv Avwmqv wk‡i KivNvZ Kwiqv ewj‡jb, we‡k¦ki¦ ! G
wK `y‰`©e ? Abv_v‡K `qv Kwi‡Z wMqv †k‡l wK cvc mÂq Kwijvg!
Mwji †k‡l ˆKjvmLy‡ovi evUx| nwi`qvj †mLv‡b Avwmqv †`wL‡jb, †Kn bvB|
WvwK‡jb, Ly‡ov, evwo AvQ ?
†Kn mviv w`j bv †`wLqv wZwb N‡ii g‡a¨ Avwm‡jb, †`wL‡jb, ˆKjvm cª`x‡ci
Av‡jv‡K wbweówP‡Ë mZi mvRvBqv GKv ewmqv Av‡Q! ewj‡jb, Ly‡ov, GKvB `vev
†LjP?
Lyov Pvwnqv †`wL‡jb, Gm evevRx, GB PvjUv euvPvI †`wL|
nwi`qvj wei³ nBqv g‡b g‡b Mvwj cvwoqv Kwn‡jb, wb‡Ri RvZ euv‡P bv, I e‡j
wKbv `vevi Pvj euvPvI!
ˆKjv‡mi Kv‡b K_v¸‡jv A‡a©K cª‡ek Kwij, A‡a©K Kwij bv| wRÁvmv Kwi‡jb,
wK ej evevRx ?
ewj, †mw`‡bi e¨vcviUv me ï‡bwQ‡j ?
wK e¨vcvi ?
†mB †h Avgv‡`i wfZ‡ii †mw`bKvi ‡Mvj‡hvM!
ˆKjvm Kwnj, bv evevRx, fvj ïb‡Z cvBwb| †Mvj‡hvM †eva Kwi Lye Av‡¯— Av‡¯—
n‡qwQj; wKš‘ †mw`b †Zvgvi `vevUv Av”Qv †P‡cwQjvg!
nwi`qvj g‡b g‡b gyÊcvZ Kwiqv Kwn‡jb, Zv Z †P‡cwQ‡j, wKš‘ K_v¸‡jv wKQyB
†kvbwb ?
ˆKjvm ¶YKvj wPš—v Kwiqv ewj‡jb, bv, wKQyB cªvq ïb‡Z cvBwb| AZ Av‡¯—
Av‡¯— †Mvjgvj Ki‡j wK KÔ‡i ïwb ej ? wKš‘ †mw`bKvi †LjvUv wK iKg R‡gwQj, g‡b

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P›`ªbv_ mvZ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-28

Av‡Q ? gš¿xUv Zzwg †Kvbg‡ZB euvPv‡Z cvi‡Z bv - Av”Qv, GB Z wQj, ˆK euvPvI †`wL
†Kgb-
nwi`qvj wei³ nBqv ewj‡jb, gš¿x Pz‡jvq hvK! wR†Ám Kwi, †mw`bKvi K_vevZ©v
wKQy †kvbwb ?
Ly‡ov nwi`qv‡ji wei³ gy‡Li w`‡K Pvwnqv GBevi GKUz AcªwfZ nBqv ewj‡jb, wK
Rvwb evevRx, ¯§iY Z wKQyB nq bv|
nwi`qvj ¶YKvj w¯’i _vwKqv M¤¢xifv‡e ewj‡jb, Av”Qv msmv‡i †hb †Kvb KvRB
bv Ki‡j, wKš‘ ciKvjUv gvb Z ?
gvwb ˆe wK!
Z‡e! †mKv‡ji GKUv KvRI K‡iQ wK ? GKw`‡bi Z‡iI gw›`‡i wM‡qwQ‡j wK?
ˆKjvm wew¯§Z nBqv ewj‡jb, wK ej `qvj, gw›`‡i hvBwb! KZ w`b wM‡qwQ|
`qvj †Zgwb M¤¢xi nBqvB ewj‡Z jvwM‡jb, Zzwg GB wek ermi Kvkxevmx n‡qQ,
wKš‘ †eva nq wek w`bI VvKzi `k©b Kiwb - c~Rv-cvV Z `~‡ii K_v!
ˆKjvm cªwZev` Kwiqv ewj‡jb, bv `qvj, wek w`‡bi †ekx n‡e; Z‡e wK Rvb
evevRx, mgq cvB bv eÔ‡jB cy‡RvUz‡Rv¸‡jv n‡q I‡V bv| GB †`L bv, mKvj †ejvUv k¤¢z
wgwk‡ii m‡½ GK Pvj em‡ZB nq - †jvKUv †L‡j fvj| G evwR †kl n‡ZB `yciy †e‡R
hvq, Zvici AvwýK †m‡i cvK Ki‡Z, Avnvi Ki‡Z †ejv †kl nq| Zvi ci evevRx, M½v
cuv‡oi - Zv hvB ej, †jvKUvi †Ljvi eo Zvwid - Avgv‡K Z †mw`b cªvq gvZ K‡iwQj|
†Nvov Avi MR `yÔ†Uv `yÔ†KvY †_‡K †P‡c G‡m - Avwg ewj eywS -
Avt _v‡gv bv Ly‡ov - `yciy †ejv wK Ki, ZvB ej|
`yciy †ejv! M½v cuv‡oi m‡½ - Zvi MR `yÔ†Uv - GB KvjB †`L bv -
`qvj AZ¨š— wei³ nBqv evav w`qv ewj‡jb, n‡q‡P, n‡q‡P - `yciy †ejv M½v cuv‡o
Avi mܨvi ci gyK›z ` †Nv‡li ˆeVKLvbv - Avi †Zvgvi mgq †Kv_vq!
ˆKjvm Pzc Kwiqv iwn‡jb - nwi`qvj AwaKZi M¤¢xi nBqv Dc‡`k w`‡Z
jvwM‡jb, wKš‘ Ly‡ov, w`bI Z Avi †ekx †bB| ciKv‡ji Rb¨I cª¯Z ‘ nIqv DwPZ, Avi
†m K_v wKQy wKQy fvevI `iKvi| `vevi cuUy wz jUv Z Avi m‡½ wb‡Z cvi‡e bv|
ˆKjvm nVvr †nv‡nv Kwiqv nvwmqv DwVqv ewj‡jb, bv bv `qvj, `vevi cuUy wz jUv †eva
Kwi m‡½ wb‡Z cvie bv| Avi cª¯Z ‘ nevi K_v ejP evevRx ? cª¯Z
‘ Avwg n‡qB AvwQ|

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P›`ªbv_ mvZ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-29

†hw`b WvK Avm‡e, H‡U Kv‡iv nv‡Z Zz‡j w`‡q †mvRv iIbv n‡q coe - †mRb¨ wPš—vi
welq Avi wK Av‡Q ?
wKQyB †bB ? †Kvb k¼v nq bv ?
wKQy bv, evevRx, wKQy bv| †hw`b Kgjv Avgvi P‡j †Mj, †hw`b KgjPiY Avgvi
gy‡Li cv‡bB †PvL †i‡L †PvL eyR‡j, †mw`b †_‡KB k¼v, fq cªfw… Z Dc`ªe¸‡jv Zv‡`i
wcQ‡b wcQ‡bB P‡j †Mj - †Kgb K‡i †h †Mj, †m K_v GKw`‡bi Z‡i Rvb‡Z cvijvg
bv evevRx - ewj‡Z ewj‡Z e„‡×i †PvL `ywU QjQj Kwjqv Avwmj|
`qvj evav w`qv ewj‡jb, _vK †m-me K_v| GLb Avgvi K_vUv ïb‡e ?
ej evevRx|
`qvj ZLb †mw`‡bi Kvwnbx G‡K G‡K wee„Z Kwiqv †k‡l ewj‡jb, GLb Dcvq ?
ïwb‡Z ïwb‡Z ˆKjv‡mi m`vcªdjz - gyLkªx cvsïeY© nBj| KvZiK‡É wZwb ewj‡jb,
Ggb nq bv, nwi`qvj| my‡jvPbv mZx-mvweÎx wQ‡jb|
`qvj Kwn‡jb, AvwgI ZvB †f‡ewQjvg, wKš‘ ¯¿x‡jv‡K mKjB m¤¢e|
wQ, Agb K_v gy‡L G‡bv bv| gvbyl-gv‡ÎB cvcc~Y¨ K‡i _v‡K - G‡Z ¯¿x-cyi“‡li
†Kvb cª‡f` †`wL‡b| evevRx, †Zvgvi Rbbxi K_v wK ¯§iY nq bv, †m ¯§„wZ G‡Kev‡i gy‡Q
†d‡jP ?
nwi`qvj jw¾Z nB‡jb, A_P wei³I nB‡jb, wKQy¶Y A‡avgy‡L _vwKqv wZwb
ewj‡jb, wKš‘ GLb †h RvZ hvq|
ˆKjvm ewj‡jb, GKUv cªvqwðË Ki| ARvbv cv‡ci cªvqwðË †bB wK ?
Av‡Q, wKš‘ GLvbKvi †jv‡K Avgv‡K †h GKN‡i Ki‡e ?
Ki‡jB ev-
nwi`qvj Gevi welg µz× nBqv ewj‡jb, Ki‡jB ev! wK ejQ! GKUz ey‡S ej
Ly‡ov|
ey‡SB ejwQ, `qvj! †Zvgvi eqmI Kg nqwb - †eva Kwi cÂvk cvi nÔj| GZUv
eqm RvZ wQj, evKx `yÔPvi eQi bv nq bvB iBj, evevRx, GZB wK Zv‡Z ¶wZ ?
¶wZ †bB ? RvZ hv‡e, ag© hv‡e, ciKv‡j Reve †`e wK ?
ˆKjvm Kwn‡jb, GB Reve †`‡e †h GKRb Abv_v‡K Avkªq w`‡qwQ‡j|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ mvZ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-30

nwi`qvj Pzc Kwiqv fvwe‡Z jvwM‡jb| K_vUv Zuvnvi g‡bi m‡½ G‡Kev‡iB wgwjj
bv| wKQy¶Y c‡i ewj‡jb, Z‡e my‡jvPbvi Rvgv‡qi wVKvbv †`e bv ?
wKQ‡ZB bv| GK e¨vUv e`gv‡qm - gvZvj - †m fq †`wL‡q †Zvgvi Kv‡Q UvKv
Av`vq Ki‡e, Avi GK f`ª-mš—v‡bi Kv‡Q UvKv Av`vq Ki‡e, Avi Zzwg mvnvh¨ Ki‡e ?
wKš‘ bv Ki‡j †h Avgvi me©¯^ hvq! GKRbI hRgvb Avm‡e bv| Avwg Lve wK
KÔ‡i ?
ˆKjvm ewj‡jb, †m fq K‡iv bv| Avwg miKvi evnv`y‡ii Kj¨v‡Y wek UvKv †cÝb
cvB, Ly‡ovfvB‡cvi Zv‡ZB P‡j hv‡e| Avgiv Lve, Avi `vev †Lje, Ni †_‡K †Kv_vI
†e‡ive bv|
wei³ nB‡jI Giƒc evj‡Ki gZ K_vq `qvj nvwmqv ewj‡jb, Ly‡ov, Avgvi †evSv
ZzwgB ev †Kb Nv‡o †b‡e, Avi AvwgB ev †Kb c‡ii nv½vgv gv_vq e‡q RvZ-ag© †Lvqve ?
Zvi †P‡q -
ˆKjvm ewj‡jb, wVK Z| Zvi †P‡q Zv‡`i bvg-avg wVKvbv eÔ‡j w`‡q GKRb
`wi`ª evwjKv‡K Zvi ¯^vgx, msmvi, m¤§vb, mg¯— nÔ‡Z ewÂZ KÔ‡i GB ey‡ov nvo‡Mvo¸‡jv
fvMv‡oi wkqvj-KzK‡z ii Mªvm †_‡K euvPv‡Z n‡e! euvPvI †M evevRx, wKš‘ Avgv‡K ej‡Z
G‡m fvj Kiwb| Z‡e hLb gZje wb‡ZB G‡mQ, ZLb Avi GKUv K_v eÔ‡j w`B|
Kuvkxavg, gv AbœcY~ v© i ivRZ¡| GLv‡b evm KÔ‡i Zuvi mZx †g‡q‡`i wcQ‡b †j‡M †gv‡Ui
Dci eo myweav n‡e bv evev|
nwi`qvj µz× nBqv ewj‡jb, Ly‡ov wK Gevi kvc-m¤úvZ KiP ?
bv| †Zvgiv Kvkxi cvÊv, ¯^qs evevi evnb, Avgv‡`i kvc-m¤úvZ †Zvgv‡`i jvM‡e
bv - †m fq †Zvgvi †bB, wKš‘ †h Kv‡R nvZ w`‡Z hv”P, evev, †m eo wbivc` wRwbm bq|
mZx-mvweÎx‡K h‡g fq K‡i| †mB K_vUvB g‡b Kwi‡q w`w”P| A‡bKw`b GKm‡½ `vev
†L‡jwP - †Zvgv‡K fvjI evwm|
nwi`qvj Reve w`‡jb bv, gyL Kvwj Kwiqv DwVqv `uvovB‡jb|
ˆKjvm ewj‡jb, evevRx K_vwU ZvnÔ‡j ivL‡e bv ?
nwi`qvj ewj‡jb, cvM‡ji K_v ivL‡Z †M‡j cvMj nIqv `iKvi|
ˆKjvm Pzc Kwiqv iwn‡jb, nwi`qvj evwni nBqv †M‡jb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ mvZ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-31

ˆKjvk `vevi cuwy UwjUv Uvwbqv jBqv Mªwš’ euvwa‡Z euvwa‡Z g‡b g‡b fvwe‡jb, †eva
nq Ii K_vB wVK| Avgvi civgk© nqZ msmv‡i mZ¨B P‡j bv| gbyl gwi‡j †jvKvfve
nB‡j †Kn †Kn WvwK‡Z Av‡m - `vn Kwi‡Z nB‡e| †ivM nB‡j WvwK‡Z Av‡m - ïkª“lv
Kwi‡Z nB‡e| Avi mZi †Lwj‡Z Av‡m| ˆK, GZ eqm nBj, †Kn Z KLb civgk©
Kwi‡Z Av‡m bvB!
wKš‘ A‡bK ivwÎ ch©š— fvweqvI wZwb w¯’i Kwi‡Z cvwi‡jb bv, †Kb, GB m~‡h©i
Av‡jvi gZ cwi®‹vi Ges ùwU‡Ki gZ ¯^”Q wRwbmUv †jvK-Mªvn¨ nq bv, †Kb GB mnR
cªvÄj fvlvUv msmv‡ii †jvK eywSqv DwV‡Z cv‡i bv|
†mB iv‡ÎB nwi`qvj A‡bK wPš—vi ci gb w¯’i Kwiqv P›`ªbv‡_i Ly‡ov, gwYk¼i‡K
cÎ wjwLqv w`‡jb †h, P›`ªbv_ †¯^”Qvq GK †ek¨v-Kb¨v weevn Kwiqv N‡i jBqv wMqv‡Qb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ AvU c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-32

AvU
nwi`qvj mg¯— K_v cwi®‹vi Kwiqv gwYk¼i‡K wjwLqv w`qvwQ‡jb| †mB R‡b¨B
Zuvnvi mn‡R wek¦vm nBj, msev`Uv AmZ¨ b‡n| wKš‘ eywS‡Z cvwi‡jb bv, G¯’‡j KZ©e¨
wK ? G msev`Uv Zuvnvi c‡¶ my‡LiB nDK ev `yt‡LiB nDK, ¸i“Zi Zvnv‡Z m‡›`n bvB|
GZ fvi Zuvnvi GKv ewn‡Z †K¬k nBj, ZvB ¯¿x‡K wbwiwewj‡Z cvBqv †gvUvgywU LeiUv
RvbvBqv ewj‡jb, Avgvi civgk© wb‡j wK Ggb nÔZ ? bv GZeo RyqvPzwi NU‡Z w`Zvg ?
hvB nDK, KLvUv GLb cªKvk K‡iv bv, fvj KÔ‡i †f‡e †`Lv DwPZ| wKš‘ fvj Kwiqv
fvwe‡Z mgq jv‡M, `yB-Pvwi w`b A‡c¶v Kwi‡Z nq, ¯¿x‡jvK GZUv cv‡i bv, ZvB,
nwi`qv‡ji c‡Îi gg©v_© `yB-Pvwi Kvb Kwiqv µgkt msL¨vq e„w× cvB‡Z jvwMj| †g‡q
†`Lvi w`b nwievjv ïwb‡Z cvBqvwQ‡jb, ZvB f‡q f‡q †mw`b Rvwb‡Z AvwmqvwQ‡jb,
P›`ªbv_ mih~‡K KZLvwb fvjev‡mb| †mw`b †g‡q-gn‡j AùzU-KjK‡É G cªkUœ v Lye
Drmv‡ni mwnZ Av‡jvwPZ nBqvwQj, †Kbbv, ZvnvivB cª_‡g eywSqvwQj †h, ïay fvjevmvi
MfxiZvi Dc‡iB mih~i fwel¨Z wbwnZ Av‡Q|
mK‡jB Pvcv Mjvq K_v K‡n, mK‡ji gy‡L †Pv‡L cªKvk cvq, GKUv ˆcPvwkK
Avb›`-cªevn GB †Kvgj e¶¸wji g‡a¨ QywUqv wdwi‡Z‡Q| `ytLcªKvk Ges `xN©wbtk¦vm Z
Av‡QB, wKš‘ mK‡jiB †hb †Mvcb B”Qv mih~i fvM¨‡`eZv †hw`‡K gyL wdivB‡j Zvnviv
AZ¨š— `yt‡Li mwnZ ÔAvnvÔ ewj‡e, †mB cig `yt‡Li wPÎwU ‡hb Zvnviv †`wL‡Z cvq| AvR
`yB w`b awiqv DrKÉvq Zvnv‡`i wb`ªv nq bv| µ‡g GK mßvn AZxZ nBqv †Mj| GB
ivZw`b ïay auqy v nBqv‡Q, Av¸b R¡‡j bvB - K_vUv ïay †g‡q‡`i g‡a¨ evavcªvß †mªv‡Zi
gZ Nywiqv Nywiqv Avwmqv‡Q wMqv‡Q, A_P `yÔK‚j fvmvBqv ewn‡Z cv‡i bvB| cyi“‡li `‡jI
GK_v DwV‡ZwQj, wKš‘ Zvnv Aí mg‡qi Rb¨| Zvnvw`‡Mi P›`ªbv‡_i RvwZ-gviv wfbœ
AviI KvR Av‡Q, msmv‡ii fvi enb Kwi‡Z nq - G‡Kev‡i Mv QovBqv w`qv A‡bK¶‡Yi
Rb¨ ewmevi mgq cvq bv, ZvB K_vUv gxgvsmv nBevi c~‡e©B `j fvw½qv hvq| Z‡e K_vUv
hw` †QvU nBZ, P›`ªbv_ hw` `wi`ª nBZ, Zvnv nB‡j †eva Kwi †hgb †Zgb gxgvsmv

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ AvU c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-33

nB‡jI nB‡Z cvwiZ, wKš‘ Giƒc ¯’‡j †KnB cªKvk¨fv‡e `jcwZ mvwRqv P›`ªbv‡_i wei“‡×
`uvovB‡Z mvnm Kwij bv| †h cvwiZ, †m gwYk¼i| wKš‘ †Kb ewj‡Z cvwi bv, wZwb
G‡Kev‡iB †Kvb K_v DÌvcb K‡ib bv| GLb cvovi el©xqmx weaev ev maevi `j KZ©e¨-
K‡g© gb w`‡jb| Zuvnviv wbiciva eªRwK‡kvi, Zuvnvi cZœx niKvjxi ag© I RvZ euvPvBevi
cweÎ evmbvq, wbZvš— `yt‡Li mwnZ RvbvBqv w`qv †M‡jb †h, Bnv wbtm‡›`‡n cªgvY nBqv
wMqv‡Q †h, ea~gvZv mih~i gv GKRb Kvkxevwmbx †ek¨v, myZivs Zuvnvi Kb¨vi ¯úwk©Z
cvb-‡fvRbvw` e¨env‡i Zuvnv‡`i Dfq ¯¿x-cyi“‡liB RvwZ Ges ag©bvk nBqv‡Q|
cª_gUv niKvjx wenŸ‡ji gZ Pvwnqv iwn‡jb, Zvnvi c‡i ewj‡jb, wK n‡q‡Q ?
ivgg‡qi e„×v Rbbx †duvm Kwiqv wbk¦vm †dwjqv ewj‡jb, Avi wK n‡e eowMbœx, hv
nevi ZvB n‡q‡Q - me©bvk n‡q‡P| GB ewjqv wZwb KvwnbxUv Avi GKevi AvMv‡Mvov
wee„Z Kwiqv †M‡jb| ewjevi mgq Aí¯^í fzj-åvwš— hvnv NwUj, Zvnv Avi cuvPR‡b
ms‡kvab Kwiqv w`j| GBiƒ‡c niKvjx ü`q½g Kwi‡jb, mZ¨B me©bvk NwUqv‡Q| wKš‘
†mUv KZUv Zuvnvi wb‡Ri Ges KZUv Avi GKR‡bi, †mB K_vUvB †ek Kwiqv Abyfe
Kwi‡Z wZwb wbtk‡ã DwVqv wMqv wb‡Ri N‡ii g‡a¨ Øvi eÜ Kwi‡jb| huvnviv fvj Kwi‡Z
AvwmqvwQ‡jb, Zuvnviv fvj Kwi‡jb wK g›` Kwi‡jb, wVK eywS‡Z bv cvwiqv nZeyw× nBqv
wPwš—-wegl©g‡y L G‡K G‡K mwiqv cwo‡jb| wbf…Z N‡ii g‡a¨ Avwmqv niKvjxi Avk¼v
nBj, Zuvnvi `» A`„‡ó GZeo mymsev` †kl ch©š— wUwK‡e wK bv! wZwb fvwe‡jb, hw` bvB
wU‡K, Dcvq bvB| wKš‘ hw` A`„ó mycmª bœ nBqvB _v‡K, hw` fMevb GZw`b c‡i mZ¨B gyL
Zzwjqv Pvwnqv _v‡Kb, Zvnv nB‡j †evbwSwU GLbI Av‡Q, -GL‡bv †m c‡ii nv‡Z wMqv
c‡o bvB - GB Zvi mgq| hvnvB nDK, †kl ch©š— †h cªvYcY Kwiqv †`wL‡ZB nB‡e,
Zvnv‡Z Avi Zvnvi wKQygvÎ mskq iwnj bv| wZwb gyL ¤-vb Kwiqv †hLv‡b P›`ªbv_
†jLvcov Kwi‡ZwQj, †mBLv‡b Avwmqv Dc‡ekb Kwi‡jb|
Zuvnvi gy‡Li fq¼i fve †`wLqv P›`ªbv_ wPwš—Z nBqv ewjj, wK n‡q‡Q gvgxgv|
niKvjx wk‡i KivNvZ Kwiqv Kuv`-Kuv` nBqv ewj‡jb, evev, P›`ªbv_, `ytLx e‡j wK
Avgv‡`i kvw¯— w`‡Z nq|
P›`ªbv_ nZeyw× nBqv †Mj, †m wK Kwiqv‡Q, Zvnv wKQy‡ZB fvweqv cvBj bv|
niKvjx ewj‡Z jvwM‡jb, Avi evKx wK ? GKgy‡Vv fv‡Zi Rb¨ RvZ †Mj, ag©
†Mj| evev, Lvevi _vK‡j wK Zzwg Ggb KÔ‡i Avgv‡`i me©bvk Ki‡Z cvi‡Z!

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ AvU c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-34

P›`ªbv_ ¶YKvj Pzc Kwiqv _vwKqv A‡bKUv kvš—fv‡e Kwnj, n‡q‡Q wK ?


niKvjx AuvPj w`qv wg_¨v †PvL gywQqv ewj‡jb, †cvov Kcv‡j hv nÔevi ZvB
n‡q‡Q| Avgvi †mvbvi Puv` Zzwg, †Zvgv‡K WvwKbxiv fzwj‡q GB KvÊ K‡i‡P|
cv‡q cwo gvgxgv, Ly‡j ej!
Avi wK eje ? †Zvgvi Ly‡ov‡K wR‡Ám Ki|
P›`ªbv_ Gevi wei³ nBj| ewjj, Ly‡ov‡KB hw` wR‡Ám Kie, Zzwg Agb KiP
†Kb ?
Avgv‡`i me©bvk n‡q‡Q, ZvB Ggb Kw”P evev, -Avi †Kb ?
P›`ªbv_ gvZzj I gvZzjvbx‡K h‡_ó kª×v-fw³ KwiZ, wKš‘ Iiƒc e¨env‡i AZ¨š—
wei³ nB‡Z nq, †m wei³ nBqvwQj, Av‡iv wei³ nBqv ewjj, hw` me©bvk n‡qB _v‡K Z
Ab¨ N‡i hvI - Avgvi mvg‡b Agb K‡iv bv|
niKvjx ZLb P›`ªbv‡_i g„Z-Rbbxi bv‡gv”PviY Kwiqv D‰”Pt¯^‡i Kvw`qv DwV‡jb -
I‡Mv, Zzwg Avgv‡`i †W‡K G‡bwQ‡j, Avi †Zvgvi †Q‡j Zvwo‡Z w`‡Z Pvq †Mv|
P›`ªbv_ e¨vKzj nBqv gvgxi nvZ Pvwcqv awiqv Kwnj, Ly‡j bv ej‡j, †Kgb K‡i
eySe gvgx, wK‡m †Zvgv‡`i me©bvk nÔj| me©bvk me©bvk Ki‡Qv, wKš‘ GLb ch©š— GKUv
K_vI ej‡Z cvi‡j bv!
niKvjx Avi GKevi †PvL gywQqv ewj‡jb, wKQyB Rvb bv - evev ?
bv|
†Zvgvi Ly‡ov‡K Kvkx †_‡K †Zvgv‡`i cvÊv wPwV wj‡L‡P|
wK wj‡L‡P ?
niKvjx ZLb †XvK wMwjqv gv_v bvwoqv ewj‡jb, evev, Kvkx‡Z †Zvgv‡K GKv
†c‡q WvwKbxiv fzwj‡q †h †ek¨vi m‡½ we‡q w`‡q w`‡q‡P|
P›`ªbv_ weùvwiZ P‡¶ cªkœ Kwij, Kvi †Mv ?
wk‡i KiZvobv Kwiqv niKvjx ewj‡jb, †Zvgvi|
P›`ªbv_ Kv‡Q mwiqv Avwmqv axifv‡e wRÁvmv Kwij, Kvi †ek¨vi m‡½ we‡q
n‡q‡Q? Avgvi ?
nuv|

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P›`ªbv_ AvU c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-35

Zvi gv‡b, we‡qi c~‡e© mih~ †ek¨ve„wË KiZ ? gvgxgv, I‡K †h `k eQ‡iiwU N‡i
G‡bwP, †m K_v wK †Zvgvi g‡b bvB ?
Zv wVK Rvwb‡b P›`ªbv_, wKš‘ Ii gv‡qi Kvkx‡Z bvg Av‡Q|
Z‡e mih~i gv †ek¨ve„wË KiZ| I wb‡R bq ?
niKvjx g‡b g‡b DwØMœ nBqv ewj‡jb, I GKB K_v evev, GKB K_v|
P›`ªbv_ agK w`qv DwVj, Kv‡K wK ejP gvgx ? Zzwg wK cvMj n‡qQ ?
agK LvBqv niKvjx Kuv`-Kuv` nBqv ewj‡Z jvwM‡jb, cvMj neviB K_v †h evev!
Avgv‡`i `yÔR‡bi cªvqwðË KÔ†i `vI - Zvici †hw`‡K `yÔP¶z hvq, Avgiv P‡j hvB| Gi
†P‡q wf‡¶ KÔ†i LvIqv fvj|
P›`ªbv_ gv_v bvwoqv ewjj, †mB fvj|
Z‡e P‡j hvB ?
P›`ªbv_ gyL wdivBqv ewjj, hvI|
ZLb niKvjx Avevi mk‡ã KivNvZ Kwi‡jb, nv †cvovKcvj| †k‡l GB A`„‡ó
wQj!
P›`ªbv_ gyL wdivBqv M¤¢xi nBqv ewjj, Zey cwi®‹vi K‡i ej‡e bv ?
me Z e‡jwQ|
wKQyB ejwb - wPwV ˆK ?
†Zvgvi KvKvi Kv‡Q|
Zv‡Z wK †jLv Av‡Q ?
ZvI Z e‡jwQ|
P›`ªbv_ wdwiqv Avwmqv GKUv †PŠwKi Dci ewmqv cwoj| Mfxi j¾vq I N„Yvq
Zvnvi c`Zj nB‡Z †KkvMª ch©š— evi-`yB wknwiqv DwVqv mg¯— †`n †hb Amvo nBqv
Avwm‡Z jvwMj| Zvnvi gyL w`qv ïay evwni nBj - wQt|
niKvjx Zvnvi gy‡Li w`‡K Pvwnqv g‡b g‡b fq cvB‡jb - Ggb fxlY K‡Vvi fve
†Kvb g„Z-gvby‡li gy‡LI †Kn ‡Kvbw`b †`‡L bvB| wZwb wbtk‡ã DwVqv †M‡jb|

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P›`ªbv_ bq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-36

bq
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, ˆK wPwV †`wL ?
gwYk¼i wbtk‡ã ev· Lywjqv GKLvwb cÎ Zvnvi nv‡Z w`‡jb| P›`ªbv_ mg¯— cÎUv
evi-`yB cwoqv ﮋ-gy‡L cªkœ Kwij, cªgvY ?
ivLvj`vm wb‡RB Avm‡P|
Zuvi K_vq wek¦vm wK ?
Zv ej‡Z cvwi‡b| hv fvj we‡ePbv nq, ZLb K‡iv|
†m wK Rb¨ Avm‡Q ? G K_v cªgvY KÔ‡i Zvi jvf ?
jv‡fi K_v Z wPwV‡ZB †jLv Av‡Q| `yÔnvRvi UvKv Pvq|
P›`ªbv_ Zuvnvi gy‡Li w`‡K w¯’i`„wó ivwLqv mnRfv‡e Kwjj, G K_v cªKvk bv nÔ‡j
†m fq †`wL‡q UvKv Av`vq Ki‡Z cviZ, wKš‘ †m Avkvq QvB c‡o‡P| Avcwb GK wnmv‡e
Avgvi DcKvi K‡i‡Qb - GZ¸‡jv UvKv euvwP‡q w`‡q‡Qb|
gwYk¼i j¾vq gwiqv †M‡jb| B”Qv nBj e‡jb †h, wZwb G K_v cªKvk K‡ib
bvB, wKš‘ Z_vwc ¯§iY nBj, Zuvnvi ØvivB Bnv cªKvwkZ nBqv‡Q| ¯¿x‡K bv ewj‡j †K
Rvwb‡Z cvwiZ ? myZivs A‡avgy‡L ewmqv iwn‡jb|
P›`ªbv_ cybivq Kwnj, G Avgv‡`i Mªvg| A_P GKRb `xb, j¤úU wf¶zK Avgv‡K
Acgvb Kievi Rb¨ Avgvi Mªv‡g Avgvi evwo‡Z Avm‡P †h wK mvn‡m †m K_v Avwg
Avcbv‡K wRÁvmv Ki‡Z PvB‡b, wKš‘ GB K_vUv AvR Avcbv‡K wRÁvmv Kwi KvKv,
Avgvi g„Z¨z n‡j wK Avcwb myLx nb ?
gwYk¼i wRf KvwUqv Kwn‡jb, wQ wQ, Agb K_v gy‡LI G‡bv bv P›`ªbv_|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, Avi †Kvbw`b Avbevi Avek¨K n‡e bv| Avcwb Avgvi c~Rbxq,
AvR hw` †Kvb Aciva Kwi gvR©bv Ki‡eb| Avgvi mg¯— welq-m¤úwË Avcwb wbb, wb‡q
Avgvi Ôc‡i cªmbœ †nvb| ïay †hLv‡bB _vwK, wKQy wKQy gvmnviv †`‡eb - Ck¦‡ii kc_
KÔ‡i ejwP, Gi †ekx Avi wKQy PvBe bv| wKš‘ G me©bvk Avgvi Ki‡eb bv| Zvnvi KÉ

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P›`ªbv_ bq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-37

‡iva nBqv Avwmj Ges Aai `uvZ w`qv Pvwcqv awiqv †m †Kvbg‡Z D”Q¡wmZ µ›`b _vgvBqv
†dwjj|
gwYk¼i DwVqv `uvovBqv P›`ªbv‡_i Wvb-nvZ Pvwcqv awiqv Kuvw`qv †dwj‡jb|
ewj‡jb, evev P›`ªbv_, ¯^Mx© q AMª‡Ri Zzwg GKgvÎ eskai - Avwg wf¶v PvBwP evev, Avi
G e„ׇK wZi¯‹vi K‡iv bv|
P›`ªbv_ gyL wdivBqv †Pv‡Li Rj gywQqv †dwjqv Kwnj, wZb¯‹vi Kwi bv KvKv|
wKš‘ GZ eo `yfv© ‡M¨i ci †`k Z¨vM Kiv Qvov Avi Avgvi Ab¨ c_ †bB, †mB K_vB
Avcbv‡K ejwQjvg|
gwYk¼i we¯§‡qi ¯^‡i Kwn‡jb, †`k Z¨vM Ki‡e †Kb ? bv †R‡b Giƒc weevn
K‡iP, Zv‡Z we‡kl j¾vi KviY †bB - ïay GKUv cªvqwðË Kiv †eva Kwi cª‡qvRb n‡e|
P›`ªbv_ †gŠb nBqv iwnj| gwYk¼i DrmvwnZ nBqv cybivq Kwn‡jb, Dcvq h‡_ó Av‡Q|
eDgv‡K cwiZ¨vM KÔ‡i GKUv †Mvc‡b cªvqwðË Ki| Avevi weevn Ki, msmvix nI -
mKj w`K i¶v n‡e|
P›`ªbv_ wknwiqv DwVj|
msmvivwfÁ gwYk¼i Zvnv j¶¨ Kwiqv w¯’i-`„wó‡Z Zvnvi gy‡Li w`‡K Pvwnqv
iwn‡jb|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, †Kvbg‡ZB cwiZ¨vM Ki‡Z cvie bv KvKv|
gwYk¼i Kwn‡jb, cvi‡e P›`ªbv_| AvR wekªvg Ki ‡M, Kvj myw¯’iwP‡Ë †f‡e †`‡Lv
G KvR k³ bq| eDgv‡K wKQy‡ZB M„‡n ¯’vb †`Iqv †h‡Z cv‡i bv|
wKš‘ cªgvY bv wb‡q wKiƒ‡c Z¨vM Ki‡Z AbygwZ K‡ib ?
e„× wKQy¶Y wPš—v Kwiqv ewj‡jb, AwaK cªgvY hv‡Z bv nq †m Dcvq Kie| wKš‘
†Zvgv‡KI AvcvZZt Z¨vM Ki‡Z n‡e| Z¨vM K‡i cªvqwðË Ki‡jB †Mvj wgU‡e|
†K †gUv‡e ?
Avwg †gUve|
wKš‘ wKQygvÎ AbymÜvb bv KÔ‡iB-
B”Qv nq, AbymÜvb c‡i K‡iv| wKš‘ GK_v †h wg_¨v bq, Zv Avwg †Zvgv‡K wbðq
ejjvg|

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P›`ªbv_ bq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-38

Pb`ªbv_ evUx wdwiqv Avwmqv wb‡Ri N‡i Øvi i“× Kwiqv Lv‡Ui Dci ïBqv cwoj;
gwYk¼i ewjqv‡Qb, mih~‡K Z¨vM Kwi‡Z nB‡e| kh¨vi Dci cwoqv k~b¨`„wó‡Z Dc‡ii
w`‡K Pvwnqv gvbyl NygvBqv †hgb Kwiqv K_v K‡n, wVK †Zgwb Kwiqv †m H GKUv K_v
cybt cybt Ave„wË Kwi‡Z jvwMj| mih~‡K Z¨vM Kwi‡Z nB‡e, †m †ek¨vi Kb¨v| K_vUv †m
A‡bKevi A‡bK iKg Kwiqv wb‡Ri gy‡L D”PviY Kwij, wb‡R Kvb cvwZqv ïwbj, wKš‘
g‡b eywS‡Z cvwij bv| †m mih~‡K Z¨vM Kwiqv‡Q, -mih~ evUxi g‡a¨ bvB, N‡ii g‡a¨ bvB,
†Pv‡Li myg‡y L bvB, †Pv‡Li Avov‡j bvB, †m Avi Zvnvi bvB| e¯‘Uv †h wVK wK Ges wK
Zvnvi m¤ú~Y© AvK…wZ, mnmª †Póv‡ZI Zvnv †m wb‡Ri g‡a¨ Dcjwä Kwi‡Z cvwij bv|
A_P gwYk¼i ewjqv‡Qb, KvRUv k³ bq| KvRUv k³ wK mnR, cviv hvq wK hvq bv,
Zvnv ü`q½g Kwiqv jBevi gZ kw³ gvby‡li ü`‡q Av‡Q wK bv, ZvnvI †m w¯’i Kwi‡Z
cvwij bv| †m wbR©x‡ei gZ cwoqv iwnj Ges GK mg‡q NygvBqv cwoj| NygvBqv KZ wK
¯^cœ †`wLj - †KvbUv ¯úó, †KvbUv Svcmv - Ny‡gi †Nv‡i wK GKiK‡gi A¯úó e¨_v Zvnvi
me©v‡½ †hb bwoqv †eovB‡Z jvwMj, ZvnvI †m Abyfe Kwij, Zvnvi ci mܨv hLb nq
nq, Ggb mgq †m Nyg fvw½qv DwVqv ewmj| Zvnvi gvbwmK Ae¯’v ZLb Giƒc
`uvovBqvwQj †h, gvqv-ggZvi VuvB bvB, ivM Kwievi, N„Yv KwieviI ¶gZv bvB| ïa~
GKUv Ae¨³ A‡eva¨ j¾vi ¸i“fv‡i Zvnvi mg¯— †`n-gb ax‡i ax‡i Aek I AebZ
nBqv G‡Kev‡i gvwUi mwnZ wgwkqv hvBevi Dcµg Kwi‡Z‡Q|
Ggwb mgq evwZ R¡vwjqv Avwbqv f…Z¨ i“×-Øv‡i Nv w`‡ZB P›`ªbv_ aigi Kwiqv
DwVqv cwoj Ges KcvU Lywjqv w`qv N‡ii g‡a¨ Nywiqv †eovB‡Z jvwMj| †Pv‡Li Dci
Av‡jv jvwMqv Zvnvi †gv‡ni †Nvi Avcbv AvcwbB ¯^”Q nBqv AvwmqvwQj Ges ZvnviB
wfZi w`qv GLb nVvr m‡›`n nBj, K_vUv mZ¨ wK ? -mih~ wb‡R Rv‡b wK ? Rvwbqv
ïwbqv Zvnvi mih~ ZvnviB GZ eo me©bvk Kwi‡e, G K_v P›`ªbv_ wKQy‡ZB wek¦vm Kwi‡Z
cvwij bv| †m `ª“Zc‡` Ni Qvwoqv mih~i kqbK‡¶ Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nBj|
mܨvi `xc R¡vwjqv mih~ ewmqv wQj| ¯^vgx‡K Avwm‡Z †`wLqv m¤£‡g DwVqv
`uvovBj| Zvnvi gy‡L fq ev D‡Ø‡Mi wPýgvÎ bvB, †hb GK‡duvUv i³I bvB| P›`ªbv_
G‡Kev‡iB ewjj, me ï‡bP ?
mih~ gv_v bvwoqv ewjj, nuv|
me mZ¨ ?

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P›`ªbv_ bq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-39

mZ¨|
P›`ªbv_ kh¨vi Dci ewmqv cwoj, -GZw`b ejwb †Kb ?
gv eviY K‡iwQ‡jb, ZzwgI wR‡Ám Kiwb|
†Zvgvi gv‡qi DcKvi K‡iwQjvg, ZvB †Zvgiv GBiƒ‡c †kva w`‡j!
mih~ A‡avgy‡L w¯’i nBqv `uvovBqv iwnj|
P›`ªbv_ cybivq Kwnj, GLb †`LwP †Kb Zzwg AZ f‡q f‡q _vK‡Z, GLb eySwP
GZ fvj‡e‡mI †Kb myL cvBwb, c~‡e©i me K_vB GLb ¯úó n‡q‡P| GB Rb¨B eywS
†Zvgvi gv wKQy‡ZB GLv‡b Avm‡Z ¯^xKvi K‡ibwb|
mih~ gv_v bvwoqv ewjj, nuv|
gyn‡~ Z©i g‡a¨ P›`ªbv_ weMZ w`‡bi mg¯— K_v ¯§iY Kwij| †mB Kvkxevm, †mB
wPiï× g~wZ© miq~i weaev gvZv, -‡mB Zuvi K…ZÁ mRj P¶z `yÔwU, wø» kvš— K_v¸wj|
P›`ªbv_ mnmv Av`ª© nBqv ewjj, mih~, me K_v Avgv‡K Ly‡j ej‡Z cvi ?
cvwi| Avgvi gvgvi evwo beØx‡ci Kv‡Q| ivLvj fÆvPv‡h©i evwo Avgvi gvgvi
evwoi Kv‡QB wQj| †Q‡j‡ejv †_‡KB gv Zuv‡K fvjevm‡Zb| `yÔR‡bi GKevi we‡qi
K_vI nq, wKš‘ Zuviv bxPz Ni eÔ‡j we‡q n‡Z cvqwb| Avgvi evevi evwo nvwjkni| Avgvi
hLb wZb ermi eqm, ZLb evev gviv hvb, gv Avgv‡K wb‡q beØxc wd‡i Av‡mb| Zvi ci
Avgvi hLb cuvP eQi eqm, †mB mgq Avgv‡K wb‡q gv-
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, Zvi c‡i ?
Avgiv wKQyw`b g_yivq _vwK, e„›`ve‡b _vwK, Zvi ci Kvkx‡Z Avwm| †mB mgq
ivLvj g` †L‡Z ïi“ K‡i| gv‡qi wKQy Aj¼vi wQj, ZvB wb‡q †ivR SMov nÔZ| Zvi ci
GKiv‡Î mg¯— Pzwi KÔ‡i cvjvq| †m mgq gv‡qi nv‡Z GKwU cqmvI wQj bv| mvZ-AvU
w`b Avgiv wf¶v KÔ‡i †Kvbiƒ‡c _vwK, Zvi c‡i hv N‡UwQj, Zzwg wb‡RB Rvb|
P›`ªbv‡_i gv_vi g‡a¨ Av¸b R¡wjqv DwVj| †m mih~i AvbZ gy‡Li w`‡K µ‚i
`„wó‡¶c Kwiqv ewjqv DwVj, wQ wQ mih~, Zzwg GB! †Zvgiv GB! mg¯— †R‡b ï‡b Zzwg
Avgvi GB me©bvk Ki‡j ? G ‡h Avwg ¯^‡cœI fve‡Z cvwi‡b, wK gnvcvwcôv Zzwg!
mih~i †PvL w`qv UcUc Kwiqv Rj Swiqv cwo‡Z jvwMj, †m wbtk‡ã bZgy‡L
`uvovBqv iwnj|
P›`ªbv_ Zvnv †`wL‡Z cvBj bv| AwaKZi K‡Vvi nBqv ewjj, GLb Dcvq ?

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P›`ªbv_ bq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-40

mih~ †Pv‡Li Rj gywQqv Av‡¯— Av‡¯— ewjj, Zzwg eÔ‡j `vI|


Z‡e Kv‡Q Gm|
mih~ Kv‡Q Avwm‡j P›`ªbv_ `„pgywô‡Z Zvnvi nvZ awiqv ewjj, †jv‡K †Zvgv‡K
Z¨vM Ki‡Z e‡j, wKš‘ Avgvi †m mvnm nq bv - †Zvgv‡K wek¦vm nq bv - Avwg me wek¦vm
nvwi‡qwP|
gyn‡~ Z©i g‡a¨ mih~i weeY© cvÊzi gy‡L GK SjK i³ QywUqv Avwmj, Akª“gwjb †PvL
`yÔwU gyn‡~ Z©i Rb¨ PKPK Kwiqv DwVj, ewjj, Avgv‡K wek¦vm †bB ?
wKQy bv - wKQy bv, Zzwg me cvi|
mih~ ¯^vgxi gy‡Li Kv‡Q gyL Avwbqv AwePwjZK‡É Kwnj, Zzwg †h Avgvi wK, Zv
ZzwgI Rvb| GKw`b Zzwg Avgv‡K e‡jwQ‡j, †Zvgvi gy‡Li cv‡b †P‡q †`L‡Z| AvR
Avgvi gy‡Li cv‡b GKevi †P‡q †`L| AvR Avwg Dcvq eÔ‡j †`e, ej, ïb‡e ?
ïbe| `vI eÔ‡j wK Dcvq!
mih~ ewjj, Avwg wel †L‡j Dcvq nq wK ?
P›`ªbv‡_i gywô AviI `„p nBj, †hb cjvBqv bv hvB‡Z cv‡i| Kwnj, nq| nq
mih~, nq| wel †L‡Z cvi‡e ?
cvie|
Lye mveav‡b, Lye †Mvc‡b|
ZvB n‡e|
AvRB|
mih~ Kwnj, Av”Qv, AvRB| P›`ªbv_ Pwjqv hvq †`wLqv †m ¯^vgxi c`Øq RovBqv
awiqv ewjj, GKUv Avkxe©v`I Ki‡j bv ?
P›`ªbv_ Dci w`‡K Pvwnqv ewjj, GLb bq| hLb P‡j hv‡e, hLb g„Z‡`n cy‡o QvB
n‡e, ZLb Avkxe©v` Kie|
miq~ cv Qvwoqv w`qv ewjj, ZvB K‡iv|
P›`ªbv_ Pwjqv hvB‡Z D`¨Z nB‡ZB †m Avi GKevi DwVqv wMqv Øv‡i wcV w`qv c_
†iva Kwiqv `uvovBqv ewjj, Avwg wel †L‡j †Kvb wec` †Zvgv‡K ¯úk© Ki‡e bv Z ?
wbðq Ki‡e| wKš‘ UvKv w`‡q †jv‡Ki gyL eÜ Kie|
miq~ ewjj, weQvbvi Zjvq GKLvbv wPwV wj‡L †i‡L hve, †mBLvbv †`wL‡qv|

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P›`ªbv_ bq c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-41

P›`ªbv_ Kv‡Q Avwmqv Zvnvi gv_vq nvZ w`qv ewjj, ZvB K‡iv| †ek KÔ‡i wj‡L
bx‡P wb‡Ri bvg ¯úó KÔ‡i wj‡L †i‡Lv - †KD †hb bv eyS‡Z cv‡i, Avwg †Zvgv‡K Lyb
K‡iwP| Avi GKUv K_v, N‡ii †`vi-Rvbvjv †ek KÔ‡i eÜ KÔ‡i w`‡qv - GKwe›`y kã †hb
evB‡i bv hvq| Avwg †hb ïb‡Z bv cvB-
mih~ Øvi Qvwoqv w`qv f‚wgó nBqv Avi GKevi cªYvg Kwiqv cv‡qi ayjv gv_vq
Zzwjqv jBqv DwVqv `uvovBqv ewjj, Z‡e hvI - ewjqvB Zvnvi wK †hb m‡›`n nBj - nvZ
awiqv †dwjqv ewjj, †iv‡mv, Avi GKUz `uvovI| †m cª`xc Kv‡Q Avwbqv ¯^vgxi gy‡Li w`‡K
†ek Kwiqv Pvwnqv †`wLqv PgwKqv DwVj| P›`ªbv‡_i `yB †Pv‡L GKUv AgvbywlK Zxeª-`y¨wZ
- w¶‡ßi `„wói gZ Zvnv SKSK Kwiqv DwVj|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, †Pv‡L wK †`LQ mih~ ?
mih~ GK gynZ ~ © Pzc Kwiqv _vwKqv ewjj, wKQy bv, Av”Qv hvI|
P›`ªbv_ ax‡i ax‡i evwni nBqv †Mj - weoweo Kwiqv ewj‡Z ewj‡Z †Mj - †mB
fvj - †mB fvj - AvRB|

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P›`ªbv_ `k c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-42

`k
‡mB iv‡Î mih~ wb‡Ri N‡i wdwiqv Avwmqv Kuvw`qv †dwjqv g‡b g‡b Kwnj, Avwg
wel †L‡Z wKQy‡ZB cvie bv| GKv nÔ‡j gi‡Z cviZvg wKš‘ Avwg Z Avi GKv bB - Avwg
†h gv| gv n‡q mš—vb ea Kie †Kgb KÔ‡i| ZvB †m gwi‡Z cvwij bv| wKš‘ Zvnvi my‡Li
w`b †h wbt‡kl nBqv‡Q, Zvnv‡ZI †jkgvÎ mskq wQj bv|
Mfxi iv‡Î P›`ªbv_ mnmv Zvnvi ¯¿xi N‡ii g‡a¨ Avwmqv cª‡ek Kwij Ges mg¯—
ïwbqv Db¥Ë-Av‡e‡M Zvnv‡K e‡¶ Zzwjqv jBqv w¯’i nBqv iwnj| Aùz‡U evisevi Kwn‡Z
jvwMj, Ggb KvR KL‡bv K‡iv bv mih~, KL‡bv bv| wKš‘ Bnvi AwaK †m Avi †Kvb
fimvB w`‡Z cvwij bv| Zvnvi GB e„nr fe‡b GB nZfvwMbxi Rb¨ GZUzKz †Kv‡Yi
mÜvbI Z †m Luwy Rqv cvBj bv, †hLv‡b mih~ Zvnvi j¾vnZ cvsï gyLLvwb jyKvBqv ivwL‡Z
cv‡i| mg¯— Mªv‡gi g‡a¨ †Kv_vI GKwe›`y ggZvI †m Kíbv Kwi‡Z cvwij bv, hvnvi
Avkª‡q †m Zß Akª“ivwki GKwU KYvI gywQ‡Z cv‡i| Kuvw`qv KvwUqv †m mvZ w`†bi mgq
wf¶v Kwiqv jBqv‡Q| fv`ª gv‡mi GB †kl mvZwU w`b †m ¯^vgxi Avkª‡q _vwKqv wPiw`‡bi
gZ wbivwkªZv c‡_i wfLvwiYx nBqv hvB‡e| fv`ª gv‡m N‡ii KzKiz weovj ZvovB‡Z bvB, -
M„n‡¯’i AKj¨vY nq, ZvB mih~i GB Av‡e`b Mªvn¨ nBqv‡Q|
GKw`b †m ¯^vgxi nvZ awiqv ewjj, Avgvi `yi`„ó Avwg †fvM Kie, †m Rb¨ Zzwg
`ytL K‡iv bv| Avgvi gZ `yfv© wMbx‡K N‡i G‡b, A‡bK mn¨ K‡iQ, Avi K‡iv bv| we`vq
w`‡q Avevi msmvix nI, Avgvi Ggb msmvi †hb †f‡½ †d‡jv bv|
P›`ªbv_ †nuUgy‡L wbi“Ëi nBqv _v‡K| fvjg›` †Kvb ReveB Luwy Rqv cvq bv| Z‡e,
GB K_vUv Zvnvi g‡b nB‡Z‡Q, AvRKvj mih~ †hb gyLiv nBqv‡Q| †ekx wKQy K_v
Kwn‡Z‡Q| GZw`b Zvnvi g‡bi g‡a¨ †h fqUv wQj, GLb Zvnv bvB| `yÔw`b c~‡e©I †m gyL
XvwKqv, gy‡Lvk cwoqv G msmv‡i evm Kwi‡ZwQj; ZLb mvgvb¨ evZv‡mI fq cvBZ, cv‡Q
Zvnvi QÙ AveiY Lwmqv c‡o, cv‡Q Zvnvi mZ¨ cwiPq RvbvRvwb nBqv hvq| GLb Zvnvi
†m fq wMqv‡Q| ZvB GLb wbf©‡q K_v Kwn‡Z‡Q| G Rxe‡b Zvnvi hv-wKQy wQj, †mB

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ `k c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-43

¯^vgx, Zvnvi me©¯,^ mgv‡Ri Av`vjZ wWwµ Rvwi Kwiqv wbjvg Kwiqv jBqv‡Q| GLb †m
gy³FY, me©¯n^ xb mbœvwmbx| ZvB †m ¯^vgxi mwnZ ¯^”Q‡›` K_v K‡n, eÜzi gZ, wk¶‡Ki
gZ Dc‡`k w`qv wbf©xK gZvgZ cªKvk K‡i| Avi †mw`‡bi iv‡Î `yBRb `yBRb‡K ¶gv
Kwiqv‡Q| P›`ªbv_ wel LvB‡Z cªjä y KwiqvwQj, Zvnvi G AvÍM-vwb mih~i me †`vl XvwKqv
w`qv‡Q|
ciw`b cªvZtKvj nB‡Z niKvjx GKLÊ KvM‡R wUwKU AuvwUqv ¯^vgx‡K w`qv gv_vgyÊ
KZ-wK wjLvB‡Z‡Q|
eªRwK‡kvi GKevi wRÁvmv Kwi‡jb, GZ wj‡L wK n‡e ?
niKvjx Zvov w`qv ewj‡jb, †Zvgvi hw` GKUzI eyw× _vKZ, ZvÔn‡j wR‡Ám
Ki‡Z bv| GKevi Avgvi K_v bv ï‡b GBwU N‡U‡Q, Avi †Kvb wel‡q wb‡Ri eyw× LvUv‡Z
†h‡qv bv|
niKvjx hvnv ewj‡jb, my‡eva wkïi gZ eªRwK‡kvi Zvnv wjwLqv jB‡jb| †kl
nB‡j niKvjx ¯^qs Zvnv Av‡`¨vcvš— cvV Kwiqv gv_v bvwoqv ewj‡jb, wVK n‡q‡Q| wb‡e©va
eªRwK‡kvi Pzc Kwiqv iwn‡jb| Aciv‡ý niKvjx KvMRLvwb nv‡Z jBqv mih~i Kv‡Q
Avwmqv Kwn‡jb, eDgv, GB KvMRLvwb‡Z †Zvgvi bvgwU wj‡L `vI|
KvMR nv‡Z jBqv mih~ gyLcv‡b Pvwnqv Kwnj, †Kb gvgxgv ?
hv ejwP, ZvB Kibv eDgv!
wK‡m bvg wj‡L †`e, ZvI wK ïb‡Z cve bv ?
niKvjx gyLLvbv fvix Kwiqv Kwn‡jb, GUv evQv †ZvgviB fvji Rb¨| Zzwg GLv‡b
hLb _vK‡e bv, ZLb †Kv_vq wKfv‡e _vK‡e, ZvI wKQy Avgiv mÜvb wb‡Z hve bv| Zv
evQv, †hgb K‡iB _vKbv †Kb, g‡m cuvP UvKv KÔ‡i †LvivwK cv‡e| GwK g›` ?
fvj-g›` mih~ eywSZ| Ges GB wnZvKvw•LYxi ey‡Ki wfZi hZUzKz wnZ cª”Qbœ
wQj, ZvnvI eywSj, wKš‘ hvnvi cªvmv`Zzj¨ AÆvwjKv b`xM‡f© fvw½qv cwo‡Z‡Q, †m Avi
LvbKZK BU euvPvBevi Rb¨ b`xi mwnZ Kjn Kwi‡Z Pv‡n bv| mih~ †mB K_v fvwej|
Z_vwc GKevi niKvjxi gy‡Li cv‡b Pvwnqv †`wLj| †mB `„wó! †h `„wó‡K niKvjx
me©vš—tKi‡Y N„Yv Kwi‡Zb, fq Kwi‡Zb, AvwRI wZwb G Pvnwb mwn‡Z cvwi‡jb bv| †PvL
bvgvBqv ewj‡jb, eDgv!

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ `k c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-44

nuv gvgxgv, wj‡L w`B| mih~ Kjg jBqv cwi®‹vi Kwiqv wb‡Ri bvg mB Kwiqv
w`j|
AvRB †`vmiv Avwk¦b - mih~i Pwjqv hvBevi w`b| cªvZtKvj nB‡Z Soe„wó
cwo‡ZwQj, niKvjx wPwš—Z nBqv cwo‡jb, cv‡Q hvIqv bv nq|
mg¯— w`b awiqv mih~ N‡ii `ªe¨-mvgMªx ¸QvBqv ivwL‡ZwQj| g~j¨evb e¯¿vw` G‡K
G‡K Avjgvix‡Z eÜ Kwij| mg¯— Aj¼vi †jŠnwm›`y‡K cywiqv Pvwe w`j, Zvnvi ci
¯^vgx‡K WvwKqv Avwb‡Z †jvK cvVvBqv w`qv wb‡R f~wgZ‡j cwoqv A‡bK Kvbœv Kuvw`j|
M„nZ¨v‡Mi mgmq hZ wbK‡U Avwm‡Z‡Q †K¬k ZZ Amn¨ nBqv DwV‡Z‡Q| GB mvZ w`b
†hfv‡e KvwUqvwQj, AvR †mfv‡e KvwU‡e ewjqv g‡b nB‡Z‡Q bv| Zvnvi k¼v nBj, cv‡Q,
GB †kl w`bwU‡Z ˆah©P¨z wZ N‡U, hvBevi mgq cv‡Q wbZvš— ZvwoZ wf¶z‡Ki gZ †`wL‡Z
nq| AvÍm¤§vbUzK‡z K †m cªvYc‡Y RovBqv awiqvwQj; †mBUzK‡z K Z¨vM Kwi‡Z wKQy‡ZB
Zvnvi cªew„ Ë nBj bv|
P›`ªbv_ Avwm‡j †m †PvL gywQqv DwVqv ewmj| ewjj, Gm, AvR Avgvi hvevi w`b|
ZLbI Zvnvi P¶zi cvZv Av`ª© iwnqv‡Q| P›`ªbv_ Avi-GK w`‡K Pvwnqv ewmqv iwnj| mih~
Kv‡Q Avwmqv ewjj, GB bvI Pvwe| hZ w`b Avi we‡q bv Ki, ZZw`b Aci Kv‡KI w`I
bv|
P›`ªbv_ i“ׯ^‡i Kwnj, †hLv‡b nq †i‡L `vI|
mih~ nvZ w`qv Uvwbqv P›`ªbv‡_i gyL wdivBqv awiqv Clr nvwmqv ewjj, Kuv`evi
†Póv KiP ?
P›`ªbv‡_i g‡b nBj K_vUv eo k³ ejv nBqv‡Q| mih~ ZLbB Zvnvi P¶z gyQvBqv
w`qv Av`i Kwiqv ewjj, g‡b KÔ‡i †`L †Kvb w`b GKUv cwinvm Kwiwb, ZvB hvevi w`‡b
GKUv Zvgvkv Kijvg, ivM K‡iv bv| Zvnvi ci Kwnj, hv-wKQy wQj, mg¯— eÜ K‡i
Avjgvix‡Z †i‡L †Mjvg, †`‡Lv, wgQvwgwQ Avgvi GKwU wRwbmI †hb bó bv nq|
P›`ªbv_ Pvwnqv †`wLj, wbivfiYv mih~i nv‡Z ïay Pvi-cuvP MvwQ Kuv‡Pi Pzwo Qvov
Avi wKQy bvB| mih~i G g~wZ© Zvnvi `yB †Pv‡L k~j we× Kwij, wKš‘, wK ewj‡e †m ? AvR
`yÔLvbv Aj¼vi cwiqv hvBevi cª¯—ve Kwiqv wK Kwiqv †m GB †`exi cªwZg~wZ©wU‡K Acgvb
Kwi‡e ? mih~ Mjvq AuvPj w`qv cªYvg Kwiqv c`a~wj gv_vq Zzwjqv jBqv ewjj, Avwg hvw”P
eÔ‡j Ab_©K `ytL K‡iv bv, G‡Z †Zvgvi nvZ †bB, Avwg Zv Rvwb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ `k c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-45

P›`ªbv_ GZ¶Y ch©š— mn¨ KwiqvwQj, Avi cvwij bv, QywUqv cjvBqv †Mj|
mܨvi c~‡e© Mvwoi mgq †÷k‡b hvB‡Z nB‡e| e„wó Avwmqv‡Q, evUxi e„× miKvi
`yB-GKLvwb Kvco MvgQvq euvwaqv †KvPg¨v‡bi Kv‡Q wMqv ewmj| †mB mxZv‡`exi K_v
†eva Kwi Zvnvi g‡b cwoqvwQj, ZvB †Pv‡Li RjI eo cªej nBqv MovBqv cwo‡ZwQj|
P¶z gywQqv g‡b g‡b Kwnj, fMevb, Avwg f…Z¨ - ZvB AvR Avgvi GB kvw¯—!
hvBevi mgq mih~ niKvjxi g‡bi fve eywSqv WvwKqv cªYvg Kwij| c`a~jx MªnY
Kwiqv ewjj, gvgxgv, ev·Uv GKevi †`L|
niKvjx AcªwfZ nB‡jb - bv bv bv, _vK; -ZZ¶‡Y wKš‘ wU‡bi ev· D‡b¥vwPZ
nBqv niKvjxi `„wó AvKl©Y Kwij| †jvf mseiY Kiv Am¤¢e| eµ`„wó‡Z wZwb †`wL‡jb,
wfZ‡i `yB-GK †Rvov mvaviY e¯¿, `yB-wZbUv cy¯—K, KvM‡R Ave„Z `yBLvbv Qwe, AviI
`yB-GKUv wK wK iwnqv‡Q| mih~ Kwnj, ïay GB Av‡Q|
niKvjx ax‡i ax‡i mwiqv †M‡jb|
mܨvi c~‡e©B mih~ Mvwo‡Z DwVqv ewmj| †KvPg¨vb Mvwo nuvKvBqv dUK evwnqv `ª“Z
QywUqv evwni nBqv cwoj| wØZ‡ji Rvbvjv Lywjqv gwYk¼i Zvnv †`wL‡jb| AvR Zuvnvi
nVvr g‡b nBj, eywS KvRUv fvj nBj bv|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ GMvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-46

GMvi
mg¯— ivwÎ gwYk¼i NygvB‡Z cvwi‡jb bv| mvivivwÎ awiqvB Zuvnvi `yB Kv‡bi g‡a¨
GKUv fvix Mvwoi Mfxi AvIqvR ¸g¸g kã Kwi‡Z jvwMj| cªZ¨z ‡lB kh¨v Z¨vM Kwiqv
evwn‡i Avwm‡jb| †`wL‡jb, †M‡Ui Dci GKRb AcwiwPZ †jvK `xb‡e‡k Aa©-myßve¯’vq
ewmqv Av‡Q| Kv‡Q hvB‡ZB †jvKUv DwVqv `uvovBqv ewjj, Avwg GKRb cw_K| gwYk¼i
Pwjqv hvB‡ZwQ‡jb, †m wcQb nB‡Z WvwKj, gwYk¼ieveyi evwo wK GB ?
wZwb wdwiqv ewj‡jb, GB|
Zuvnvi mwnZ KLb †`Lv nÔ‡Z cv‡i, eÔ‡j w`‡Z cv‡ib ?
Avgvi bvg gwYk¼i|
†jvKUv mm¤£‡g bg¯‹vi Kwiqv ewjj, Avcbvi Kv‡QB G‡mwQ|
gwYk¼i Zvnvi Avcv`g¯—K evi evi wbix¶Y Kwiqv ewj‡jb, Kvkx †_‡K wK AvmQ
evcy ?
Av‡Á nuv|
`qvj cvwV‡q‡Q ?
Av‡Á nuv|
UvKvi Rb¨ G‡mQ ?
Av‡Á nuv|
gwYk¼i g„`y nvwmqv ewj‡jb, Z‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q †Kb ? Avwg UvKv †`e, ZvB wK
Zzwg g‡b K‡iP ?
†jvKUv Nvo bvwoqv ewjj, bv| `qvjVvKzi e‡j w`‡q‡Pb, Avcwb UvKv cvevi mywe‡a
K‡i w`‡Z cvi‡eb|
gwYk¼i åƒ KzwÂZ Kwiqv ewj‡jb, cvie| Z‡e †fZ‡i Gm|
`yBR‡b wbR©b-K‡¶ Øvi i“× Kwiqv ewm‡jb| gwYk¼i ewj‡jb, mg¯— Z‡e mZ¨ ?

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ GMvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-47

mg¯— mZ¨| GB ewjqv †m K‡qKLvbv cÎ evwni Kwiqv w`j| gwYk¼i Zvnv


AvMv‡Mvov cvV Kwiqv ewj‡jb, Z‡e †eŠgvi †`vl wK ?
Zvi †`vl †bB, wKš‘ gv‡qi †`v‡l †g‡qI †`vlx n‡q c‡o‡Q|
Z‡e hvi wb‡Ri †`vl †bB, Zv‡K wK Rb¨ wec`Mª¯’ KiP ?
AvgviI Dcvq †bB| UvKvi Rb¨ me Ki‡Z nq|
gwYk¼i wKQy¶Y wPš—v Kwiqv ewj‡jb, †`L evcy, G `ybv© g cªKvk †c‡j AvgviI
AZ¨š— j¾vi K_v| P›`ªbv_ Avgvi åvZz®úyÎ|
ivLvj`vm gv_v bvwoqv `„pfv‡e Kwnj, Avwg wbi“cvq|
†m K_v †Zvgvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jB Rvbv hvq| ai, UvKv hw` Avwg wb‡RB w`B, Zv
nÔ‡j wK iKg nq|
fvjB nq! Avi †K¬k ¯^xKvi KÔ‡i P›`ªbv_eveyi wbKU †h‡Z nq bv|
UvKv †c‡jB Zzwg Mªvg †Q‡o PÔ‡j hv‡e, Avi †Kvb K_v cªKvk Ki‡e bv, G wbðq?
wbðq|
KZ UvKv PvB ?
Aš—Zt `yB mnmª|
gwYk¼i evwn‡i wMqv bv‡qe j¶¥xbvivqY†K WvwKqv `yB-wZbwU K_v ewjqv w`‡jb,
Zvnvi ci wfZ‡i Avwmqv GKmnmª Kwiqv `yBLvwb †bvU ev· Lywjqv ivLvj`v‡mi nv‡Z w`qv
ewj‡jb, GLvb †_‡K `k †µvk `~‡i miKvix LvRbv Ni, †mLv‡b fvw½‡q wb‡qv, Avi
†Kv_vI fv½vb hv‡e bv| Avi KL‡bv Gw`‡K G‡mv bv| Avwg †Zvgvi Dci mš‘ó bB, ZvB
Avi hw` KL‡bv Gw`‡K Avmevi †Póv Ki, RxweZ wdi†Z cvi‡e bv, ZvI e‡j w`jvg|
ivLvj`vm Pwjqv †Mj|
cªvYc‡Y nuvwUqv Aciv‡ý †m kn‡i Dcw¯’Z nBj| ZLb KvQvwi eÜ nBqv‡Q| †Kvb
KvR nBj bv| ciw`b mg‡q ivLvj`vm LvRvÂxi wbKU `yBLvwb nvRvi UvKvi †bvU w`qv
Kwnj, UvKv PvB|
LvRvÂxevey †bvU `yBLvwb NyivBqv wdivBqv †`wLqv, e‡mv, ewjqv evB‡i wMqv GKRb
cywj‡ki `v‡ivMv m‡½ jBqv wdwiqv Avwmqv ivLvj‡K †`LvBqv w`qv ewj‡jb, GB †bvU Pzwi
n‡q‡Q| Rwg`vi gwYk¼ieveyi †jvK ej‡P, Kvj mKv‡j wf¶vi Qj KÔ‡i Zuvi N‡i Xz‡K
GB `yÔLvwb †bvU Pzwi K‡i‡P| †bv‡Ui b¤^i wgj‡P|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ GMvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-48

ivLvj`vm Kwnj, Rwg`vievey wb‡R w`‡q‡Qb|


LvRvÂx Kwn‡jb, †ek nvwK‡gi Kv‡Q e‡jv|
h_vmg‡q nvwK‡gi Kv‡Q ivLvj ewjj, huvi UvKv, Zuv‡K wRÁvmv Ki‡jB mg¯—
cwi®‹vi n‡e| wePv‡ii w`b †WcywU Av`vj‡Z Rwg`vi gwYk¼i Dcw¯’Z nBqv njd jBqv
ewj‡jb, wZwb †jvKUv‡K Rxe‡b KLbI †`‡Lb bvB| †bvU ZuvnviB ev‡· wQj, Kvnv‡KI
†`b bvB| ivLvj wb‡R‡K euvPvBevi Rb¨ A‡bK K_v Kwn‡Z Pvwnj, nvwKg Zvnv KZK
KZK wjwLqv jB‡jb, KZK ev gwYk¼‡ii DwKj-‡gv³vi †Mvjgvj Kwiqv w`j| †gv‡Ui
Dci, K_v †KnB wek¦vm Kwij bv, †WcywU Zvnvi `yB ermi mkªg Kvivev‡mi ûKzg
Kwi‡jb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ evi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-49

evi
nwi`qv‡ji evUx‡Z cyivZb `vmxwU ch©š— bvB| evgyb-VvKi“b Z m¤ú~Y© wbi“‡Ïk|
mih~ hLb cª‡ek Kwij, ZLb evUx‡Z †Kn bvB, k~b¨ evUx nvnv Kwi‡Z‡Q| e„× miKvi
Kuvw`qv Kwnj, gv, Avwg Z‡e hvB ?
mih~ cªYvg Kwiqv bZgy‡L `uvovBqv iwnj| miKvi Kuvw`‡Z Kuvw`‡Z cª¯v’ b Kwij -
`qvjVvKz‡ii AvMgb ch©š— A‡c¶v Kwi‡Z cvwij bv - B”QvI wQj bv|
mܨvi mgq `qvj evUx‡Z Avwm‡jb| `ih~‡K `qvj ewmqv _vwK‡Z †`wLqv ewj‡jb,
†K ?
mih~ cªYvg Kwiqv DwVqv `uvovBj| gyL Zzwjqv ewjj, Avwg|
mih~! -`qvj wew¯§Z nBqv g‡bv‡hvM-mnKv‡i †`wL‡jb, mih~i Mv‡Î GKLvwbI
Aj¼vi bvB, cwi‡aq e¯¿ mvgvb¨, `vm`vmx †Kn m‡½ Av‡m bvB, A`~‡i GKUv ev· gvÎ
cwoqv Av‡Q| e¨vcviUv mg¯— eywSqv jBqv we`ª“c Kwiqv ewj‡jb, hv †f‡ewQjvg, wVK ZvB
n‡q‡P| Zvwo‡q w`‡q‡P ?
mih~ †gŠb nBqv iwnj|
`qvjVvKzi ZLb AwZkq KK©k-K‡É Kwn‡jb, GLv‡b †Zvgvi ¯’vb n‡e bv|
GKevi Avkªq w`‡q Avgvi h‡_ó wk¶v n‡q‡P - Avi bq|
mih~ gv_v †nuU Kwiqv wRÁvmv Kwij, gv †Kv_vq ?
gvMx cvwj‡q‡P| Avgv‡K Wzwe‡q w`‡q m‡i c‡o‡P, †hgb PwiÎ, †mBiƒc K‡i‡P|
iv‡M Zuvnvi me©v½ cywoqv hvB‡ZwQj, nVvr e¨½ Kwiqv ewjqv DwV‡jb, ejv hvq bv - nqZ
†Kv_vI my‡LB Av‡Q|
†mBLv‡b mih~ ewmqv cwoj| †m †h Ae‡k‡l gv‡qi Kv‡Q wdwiqv AvwmqvwQj|
`qvj ewj‡Z jvwM‡jb, Avwg †Zvgv‡K ¯’vb w`‡q RvZ nviv‡Z PvB‡b! hviv Av`i
KÔ‡i wb‡q wM‡qwQj, †klKv‡j Zviv wK †Zvgvi gv_v ivLevi GKUz Ku‡z oI ‡eu‡a w`‡Z
cv‡iwb, ZvB †i‡L †M‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q ? hvI GLvb †_‡K|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ evi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-50

Gevi mih~ Kuvw`qv †dwjj, ewjj, `v`vgkvB, gv ‡bB, Avwg hve †Kv_vq ?
nwi`qv‡ji kix‡i Avi gvqv-ggZv bvB| wZwb ¯^”Q‡›` ewj‡jb, Kvkxi gZ ¯’v‡b
†Zvgv‡`i ¯’vbvfve nq bv| myweavgZ GKUv Lu‡y R wb‡qv| wZwb bvwK eo R¡vjvq
R¡wj‡ZwQ‡jb, ZvB Ggb K_vI Kwn‡Z cvwi‡jb|
mih~i ¯^vgx Zvnv‡K M„‡n ¯’vb †`q bvB, nwi`qvj w`‡eb †Kb ? Bnv‡Z Zuvnv‡K †`vl
w`evi wKQy bvB, mih~ Zvnv eywSj| wKš‘ ZvnviI †h Avi `uvovBevi ¯’vb bvB| ¯^vgxi M„‡n
`yÔw`‡bi Av`i-h‡Zœ AwZw_i gZ wMqvwQj - GLb we`vq nBqv Avwmqv‡Q| G msmv‡i, †mB
hZœcivqY M„n¯’ Avi wdwiqv †`wL‡e bv, AwZw_wU †Kv_vq †Mj! eo hvZbvq Zvnvi bxie
Akª“ MÊ ewnqv cwo‡ZwQj| GB Zvnvi m‡Zi eQi eqm, -Zvnvi me mva dzivBqv‡Q! gvZv
bvB, wcZv bvB, ¯^vgx cwiZ¨vM Kwiqv‡Qb| `uvovBevi ¯’vb bvB, Av‡Q ïay Kj¼, j¾v
Avi wecyj iƒc‡hŠeb| G wb‡q euvPv P‡j, wKš‘ mih~i P‡j bv| †m fvwe‡ZwQj, Zvnvi KZ
Avqy, Avi KZw`b euvwP‡Z nB‡e! hZw`b nDK, AvR Zvnvi b~Zb Rb¥w`b| hw`I
`ytLK‡ói mwnZ Zvnvi c~‡e©B cwiPq NwUqv‡Q, wKš‘ Giƒc Zxeª Acgvb Ges jvÃbv K‡e
†m †fvM Kwiqv‡Q ? `qvjVvKzi DˇivËi D‡ËwRZ-K‡É K_v Kwn‡ZwQ‡jb, Gevi
PxrKvi Kwiqv DwV‡jb, eÔ‡m iB‡j †h ?
mih~ AvKzjfv‡e wRÁvmv Kwij, †Kv_vq hve ?
Avwg Zvi wK Rvwb ?
mih~ i“×K‡É ewjj, `v`vgkvB, AvR ivwÎ-
`~i `~i, GK`ÊI bv|
Gevi mih~ DwVqv `uvovBj| PwK‡Z g‡b GKUz mvnm nBj, g‡b Kwij, hvnvi Kv‡Q
kZ Aciv‡aI wf¶v Pvwnevi AwaKvi wQj, Zvnvi Kv‡QB hLb Pvwn bvB, ZLb c‡ii
Kv‡Q Pvwne wK Rb¨ ? g‡b g‡b ewjj, Avi wKQy bv _v‡K Kvkxi M½v Z GLbI ïKvq
bvB, †m mgv‡Ri fqI K‡i bv, Zvnvi RvwZI hvq bv; G `yt‡Li w`‡b GKwU `ytLx †g‡q‡K
¯^”Q‡›` †Kv‡j Zzwjqv jB‡e| Avgvi Avi †Kv_vI Avkªq bv _v‡K, †mLv‡bB _vwK‡eB|
mih~ Pwj‡Z jvwMj, wKš‘ Pwj‡Z cvwij bv, Avevi ewmqv cwoj|
`qvjVvKzi fvwe‡jb, Ggb wec‡` wZwb R‡b¥ c‡ob bvB| Zuvnvi MjvUv ïKvBqv
Avwm‡ZwQj; cv‡Q Ae‡k‡l `wgqv c‡ob, GB f‡q PxrKvi Kwiqv Kwn‡jb, Acgvb bv
n‡j eywS hv‡e bv ? GB †ejv `~i nI-

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ evi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-51

Ggb mgq mnmv evwni nB‡Z WvK Avwmj, evevRx!


nwi`qvj e¨¯— nBqv DwV‡jb| H eywS Ly†ov Avm‡P| ewj‡Z ewj‡ZB ˆKjvmP›`ª
GK nv‡Z `vevi cuUy wz j, Aci nv‡Z ûuKv jBqv wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwi‡jb| wZwb †h GB gvÎ
AvwmqvwQ‡jb, Zvnv b‡n; †Mvjgvj ïwbqv evwn‡i `uvovBqv nwi`qv‡ji wZi¯‹vi I
MvwjMvjvR ïwb‡ZwQ‡jb| ZvB hLb wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwi‡jb, nv‡Z `vevi cyUu wz j I ûuKv
wQj, wKš‘ gy‡L nvwm wQj bv| †mvRv mih~i Kv‡Q Avwmqv `uvovBqv Kwn‡jb, mih~ †h!
KLb G‡j gv ?
mih~ ˆKjvm Ly‡ov‡K wPwbZ, cªYvg Kwij|
wZwb Avkxe©v` Kwi‡jb, G‡mv gv, G‡mv| †Zvgv‡`i ‡Q‡ji evwo‡Z bv wM‡q GLv‡b
†Kb gv ? Zvnvi ci ûuKv bvgvBqv ivwLqv mih~i wU‡bi ev·Uv G‡Kev‡i K‡¶ Zzwjqv jBqv
ewj‡jb, Pj gv, mܨv nq| K_v¸wj wZwb Giƒcfv‡e Kwn‡jb, †hb Zvnv‡K jBevi Rb¨B
wZwb AvwmqvwQ‡jb!
miq~ †Kvb K_vB cwi®‹vi eywS‡Z cvwij bv, A‡avgy‡L ewmqv iwnj|
ˆKjvmP›`ª e¨¯— nB‡jb, Kwn‡jb, †Zvi ey‡ov †Q‡ji evwo‡Z †h‡Z j¾v wK ?
‡mLv‡b †KD †Zv‡K Acgv‡bi K_v ej‡e bv, gv-e¨vUvq wg‡j b~Zb K‡i NiKbœv Ki†ev Pj
gv, †`wi Kwim †b|
mih~ Z_vwc DwV‡Z cvwij bv|
nwi`qvj nuvwKqv ewj‡jb, Ly‡ov, wK Ki‡Pv ?
wKQy bv evevRx| wKš‘ ZLbB mih~i Lye wbK‡U Avwmqv nvZLvwb cªvq awiqv
†dwjevi gZ Kwiqv wbZvš— KvZifv‡e ewj‡jb, Pj& bv gv, e‡m e‡m †Kb wg‡Q KUzK_v
ïbwPm ?
mih~ DwVqv `uvovBj †`wLqv nwi`qvj Kwn‡jb, Ly‡ov wK G‡K evwo wb‡q hv”Q ?
Ly‡ov Reve w`‡jb, bv evev, iv¯—vq ewm‡q w`‡Z hvw”P|
e¨‡½vw³ ïwbqv nwi`qvj wei³ nBqv ewj‡jb, wKš‘ Ly‡ov, KvRUv fvj n‡”Q bv|
Kvj wK n‡e, †f‡e †`‡Lv|
ˆKjvm Zvnvi DËi w`‡jb bv, wKš‘ mih~‡K Kwn‡jb, wkM&wMi Pj bv gv, bB‡j
Avevi nqZ wK eÔ‡j †dj‡e|
mih~ `iRvi evwn‡i Avwmqv cwoj| ˆKjvmP›`ªI Nv‡o ev· jBqv cðv‡Z Pwj‡jb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ evi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-52

nwi`qvj wcQb nB‡Z Kwn‡jb, Ly‡ov, †k‡l wK RvZUv †`‡e ?


ˆKjvmP›`ª bv wdwiqvB ewj‡jb, evevRx, bvI Z w`‡Z cvwi|
Avgv‡`i m‡½ Z‡e Avnvi eÜ nÔj|
ˆKjvmP›`ª Gevi wdwiqv `uvovB‡jb| ewj‡jb, K‡e Kvi evwo‡Z `qvj, ˆKjvmLy‡ov
cvZ †c‡Z‡Q ?
Zv bv cvZ, wKš‘ mveavb K‡i w`w”P|
ˆKjvm åƒ-KzwÂZ Kwi‡jb| Zuvnvi my`xN© Kvkxev‡mi g‡a¨ AvR Zuvnvi GB cª_g
†µva †`Lv w`j| ewj‡jb, nwi`qvj, Avwg wK Kvkxi cvÊv, bv hRgv‡bi gb RywM‡q A‡bœi
ms¯’vb Kwi ? Avgv‡K fq †`Lv”P †Kb ? Avwg hv fvj eywS, ZvB wPiw`b K‡iwP, AvRI
ZvB Kie| †mRb¨ †Zvgvi `yfv© ebvi Avek¨K †bB|
nwi`qvj ﮋ nBqv Kwn‡jb, †Zvgvi fvji Rb¨-
_vK evevRx! hw` GB cuqlwÆ eQi †Zvgvi civgk© bv wb‡qB KvUv‡Z †c‡i _vwK,
ZLb evKx `yÔPvi eQi civgk© bv wb‡jI Avgvi †K‡U hv‡e| hvI evevRx N‡i hvI|
nwi`qvj wcQvBqv cwo‡jb|
ˆKjvmP›`ª evUx‡Z †cuŠwQqv ev· bvgvBqv mnRfv‡e ewj‡jb, G Nievwo †Zvgvi gv,
Avwg †Zvgvi †Q‡j| ey‡ov‡K GKUz-AvaUz †`‡Lv, Avi †Zvgvi wb‡Ri NiKbœv Pvwj‡q wb‡qv,
Avi wK eje ?
ˆKjv‡mi Avi †Kvb K_v Kwnevi wQj wK bv, ewj‡Z cvwi bv, wKš‘ mih~ eû¶Y
Aewa Akª“ gywQ‡Z gywQ‡Z fvweqv †`wLj, Zvnvi †Kvb K_vB Avi ewjevi bvB|
mih~ Avkªq cvBj|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-53

‡Zi
ki‡Zi cªvZtmgxKiY hLb wø»-gayi mÂi‡Y P›`ªbv‡_i K‡¶ cª‡ek KwiZ, mviv
ivwÎi `xN© RvMi‡Yi ci P›`ªbv_ GB mgqwU‡Z NygvBqv cwoZ| Zvnvi ci Zß m~hi© wk¥
Rvbvjv w`qv Zvnvi gy‡Li Dci, †Pv‡Li Dci cwoZ, P›`ªbv‡_i Avevi Nyg fvw½qv hvBZ|
wKš‘ Ny‡gi †Nvi wKQy‡ZB KvwU‡Z PvwnZ bv, cvZvq cvZvq RovBqv _vwKZ, Z_vwc †m
†Rvi Kwiqv weQvbv Qvwoqv evwn‡i Avwmqv cwoZ| mvivw`b KvRKg© bvB, Av‡gv` bvB,
Drmvn bvB, `ytL-‡K¬kI cªvq bvB; my‡Li Kvgbv Z †m G‡Kev‡iB Qvwoqv w`qv‡Q|
kxY©Kvqv b`xi Dci w`qv mܨvi `xN© fvievnx Zibx †hgb Kwiqv Gcvk Icvk Kwiqv
†nwjqv `ywjqv euvwKqv Pzwiqv gš’iMg‡b †¯^”QvgZ fvwmqv hvq, P›`ªbv‡_i fvex w`b¸jvI
wVK †Zgwb Kwiqv GK m~‡h©v`q nB‡Z cybt m~‡h©v`q ch©š— fvwmqv hvB‡Z _v‡K| †m
wbtmsk‡q eywSqv‡Q, †h w`Mš—-cªmvwiZ Kv‡jv‡gN Zvnvi m~‡Li m~h‡© K Rxe†bi ga¨v‡ýB
Av”Qvw`Z Kwiqv‡Q, GB †g‡Ni Avov‡jB GKw`b †m m~h© A¯—Mgb Kwi‡e| BnRxe‡b Avi
mv¶vr jvf NwU‡e bv| Zvnvi bxie, wbR©b K‡¶ GB wbivkvi Kv‡jv QvqvB cªwZw`b Nb
nB‡Z NbZi nB‡Z jvwMj Ges Zvnvwi gvSLv‡b ewmqv P›`ªbv_ Ajm-wbgxwjZ †Pv‡L w`b
KvUvBqv w`‡Z jvwMj|
niKvjx e‡jb, G AMªnvqY gv‡mB P›`ªbv‡_i Avevi weevn nB‡e| P›`ªbv_ Pzc
Kwiqv _v‡K| GB Pzc Kwiqv _vKv m¤§wZ ev Am¤§wZi j¶Y, Zvnv wbY©q Kwi‡Z ¯^vgxi
m‡½ Zuvnvi ZK©-weZK© nq| gwYk¼ievey‡K wRÁvmv Kwi‡j wZwb e‡jb, P›`ªbv_‡K
wRÁvmv bv Kwiqv wKQy ejv hvq bv|
Gevi KvwZ©K gv‡m `yMv© -cyRv| gwYk¼†ii VvKzi-`vjvb nB‡Z mvbvB‡qi Mvb
cªvZtKvj nB‡Z Mªvgevmx†`i Kv‡b Kv‡b AvMvgx Avb‡›`i evZ©v †NvlYv Kwi‡Z‡Q|
P›`ªbv‡_i Nyg fvw½qvwQj| wbgxwjZP‡¶ weQvbvq cwoqv ïwb‡ZwQj, G‡K G‡K KZ wK
myi evwRqv hvB‡Z‡Q| wKš‘ GKUv myiI Zvnvi Kv‡Q Avb‡›`i fvlv ewnqv Avwbj bv; eiÂ
ax‡i ax‡i ü`q-AvKvk Mvp Kv‡jv‡g‡N QvBqv hvB‡Z jvwMj| AvR nVvr Zvnvi g‡b nBj,

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-54

GLv‡b Avi Z _vKv hvq bv; GKRb f…Z¨‡K WvwKqv Kwnj, Avgvi wRwbmcÎ ¸wQ‡q †b,
ivwÎi Mvwo‡Z Gjvnvev` hve|
G K_v niKvjx ïwb‡Z cvBqv QywUqv Avwm‡jb, eªRwK‡kvi Avwmqv eySvB‡Z
jvwM‡jb, Ggb wK gwYk¼i wb‡R AvwmqvI Aby‡iva Kwi‡jb †h AvR lôxi w`‡b †Kv_vI
wM‡q KvR bvB|
P›`ªbv_ KvnviI K_v ïwbj bv|
`yciy ‡ejv nwievjv Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nB‡jb| mih~ wMqv Aewa G eUx‡Z wZwb Av‡mb
bvB|
P›`ªbv_ Zuvnv‡K †`wLqv ewjj, nVvr Vvbw`w` wK g‡b KÔ‡i!
Vvbw`w` Reve bv w`qv cªkœ Kwi‡jb, AvR we‡`‡k hv”P ?
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, hvw”P|
cwð‡g hv‡e ?
hv‡ev ?
nwievjv wKQy¶Y wPš—v Kwiqv g„`¯y ‡^ i Kwn‡jb, `v`v, Avi †Kv_vI hv‡e wK ?
P›`ªbv_ nwievjvi Awfcªvq eywSqv ewjj, bv| Zvnvi ci Ab¨gb¯‹fv‡e GUv IUv
bvwo‡Z jvwMj|
nwievjv †h KZ K_v ewj‡Z AvwmqvwQ‡jb, Zvnv ewj‡Z Zuvnvi j¾v Kwi‡ZwQj,
mvnmI nB‡ZwQj bv| wKš‘ wKQy¶Y Pzc _vwKqv mvnm Kwiqv ewjqv †dwj‡jb, `v`v, Zvi
GKUv Dcvq Ki‡j bv ? `yBR‡bi †`Lv nIqv Aewa `yBR‡bB g‡b g‡b Zvnvi K_vB
fvwe‡ZwQj, -ZvB GB mvgvb¨ K_vwU‡Z `yBR‡bi P‡¶B Rj Avwmqv cwoj| P›`ªbv_
mvgjvBqv jBqv Ab¨w`‡K gyL wdivBqv Kwnj, Dcvq Avi wK Kie w`w` ?
Kvkx‡Z †m Av‡Q †Kv_vq ?
†eva nq, Zvi gv‡qi Kv‡Q Av‡Q|
Zv Av‡Q, wKš‘-
P›`ªbv_ gyLcv‡b Pvwnqv wRÁvmv Kwij, wKš‘ wK ?
Vvbw`w` ¶YKvj †gŠb _vwKqv g„`K y ‡É Kwn‡jb, ivM K‡iv bv `v`v-
P›`ªbv_ wbtk‡ã Pvwnqv iwnj|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-55

Vvbw`w` ‡Zgwb g„`y wgbwZi ¯^‡i ewj‡jb, wKQy UvKvKwo w`‡qv `v`v - AvR †hb †m
GKjv Av‡Q, wKš‘ `yÔw`b c‡i-
P›`ªbv_ K_vUv eywSqvI eywSj bv, ewjj, wK `yÔw`b c‡i ?
eo eo `yÔ‡duvUv †Pv‡Li Rj nwievjv P›`ªbv‡_i m¤§y‡LB gywQqv †dwj‡jb| ewj‡jb,
Zvi †c‡U hv Av‡Q, fvjq fvjq Zv hw` ‡eu‡P-e‡Ë _v‡K, Zv nÔ‡j-
P›`ªbv‡_i Avcv`g¯—K Kuvwcqv DwVj, ZvovZvwo †m ewjqv DwVj, Vvbw`w` AvR eywS
lwô ?
nu¨v fvB|
AvR Zv nÔ‡j-
hv‡e bv g‡b K”P ?
ZvB fvewQ|
Z‡e ZvB K‡iv| cy‡Rvi ci †hLv‡b nq †h‡qv, G KÔUv w`b evwo‡ZB _vK|
wK Rvwb wK fvweqv P›`ªbv_ Zvnv‡ZB m¤§Z nBj|
weRqvi ci GKw`b P›`ªbv_ †Mvg¯—v‡K WvwKqv ewjj, miKvigkvB, Kvkx‡Z Zv‡K
†i‡L Avmevi mgq nwi`qvj wK wKQy eÔ‡j w`‡qwQ‡jb ?
miKvi Kwnj, Zuvi m‡½ Avgvi Z †`Lv nqwb|
P›`ªbv_ fq cvBqv Kwnj, †`Lv nq wb ? Z‡e Kvi Kv‡Q w`‡q G‡jb ? Zvi gv‡qi
m‡½ Z †`Lv n‡qwQj ?
miKvi gv_v bvwoqv Kwnj, Av‡Á bv, evwo‡Z Z †KD wQj bv|
†KD wQj bv ? †m evwo‡Z †KD _v‡K wK bv, †m msev` wb‡qwQ‡jb Z ? nwi`qvj
Avi †Kv_vI D‡V †h‡ZI Z cv‡ib!
miKvi Kwnj, †m msev` wb‡qwQjvg| `qvj †Nvlvj †mB evwo‡Z _vK‡Zb|
P›`ªbv_ wbtk¦vm †dwjqv ¶YKvj Pzc Kwiqv _vwKqv wRÁvmv Kwij, G ch©š— KZ
UvKv cvwV‡q‡Qb ?
Av‡Á, UvKvKwo Z wKQyB cvVvB wb|
cvVvb wb! P›`ªbv_ we¯§‡q, †e`bvq, DrKÉvq cvsïeY© nBqv Kwnj, †Kb ?
miKvj j¾vq wgªqgvb nBqv Kwnj, gvgvevey e‡jb, cuvP UvKv wnmv‡e wKQy
cvVv‡jB n‡e|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-56

Reve ïwbqv P›`ªbv_ AwMœgw~ Z© nBqv DwVj|


cuvP UvKvi wnmv‡e ? †Kb, UvKv wK gvgveveyi ? Avcwb cªwZgv‡m Kvkxi wVKvbvq
cuvP k UvKv K‡i cvVv‡eb|
miKvi, †h Av‡Á, ewjqv ¯—w¤¢Z nBqv ax‡i ax‡i mwiqv †Mj|
niKvjx G K_v ïwbqv P¶z Kcv‡j Zzwjqv ewj‡jb, †m cvMj n‡q‡P| miKvi‡K
Zje Kwiqv Aš—ivj nB‡Z †Rvi Kwiqv nvwm‡jb| nvwmi QUv I NUv e„× miKvi ïwb‡ZI
cvBj, eywS‡ZI cvwij| niKvjx Kwn‡jb, miKvigkvq, KZ UvKv cvVv‡Z e‡j‡P ?
cªwZgv‡m cuvP k UvKv|
wfZi nB‡Z cybe©vi we`ª“‡ci nvwm ïwbqv miKvi e¨¯— nBqv cwoj|
niKvjx A‡bK nvwmqv cwi‡k‡l M¤¢xi nB‡jb| wfZi nB‡Z ewj‡jb, Avnv, evQvi
ivM nÔ‡j Avi Ávb _v‡K bv| †m †cvov-Kcvjxi †hgb A`„ó! Avwg cuvP UvKv KÔ‡i w`‡Z
e‡jwP, ZvB ivM K‡i D‡V‡P| e‡j, cuvP k UvKv K‡i w`I| eyS‡jb miKvigkvq,
P›`ªbv‡_i B”Qv bq †h, GK cqmvI †`Iqv nq|
K_vUv wKš‘ miKvi gnvkq cª_‡g †Zgb eywSj bv; wKš‘ g‡b g‡b hZ wnmve Kwij,
ZZ †eva nB‡Z jvwMj, niKvjxi K_vUvB mZ¨| hvnv‡K evwo nB‡Z evwni Kiv nBqv‡Q,
Zvnv‡K wK †Kn B”Qvc~eK © GZ UvKv †`q ?
fvweqv wPwš—qv †m ewjj, Zv Avcwb hv e‡jb|
eje Avi wK! GB mvgvb¨ K_vUv eyS‡jb bv ?
miKvi gnvkq AcªwfZ nBqv ewjj, ZvB n‡e|
nu¨v, ZvB| Avcwb wKš‘ cuvP UvKv wnmv‡e cvVv‡eb| P›`ª bv †`q, Avgvi wn‡me
†_‡K cuvP UvKv cvVv‡eb|
niKvjx gvwmK cÂvk UvKv Kwiqv wb‡Ri wnmv‡e nvZLiP cvB‡Zb|
miKvi gnvkq cª¯v’ b Kwievi mgq ewj‡jb, ZvB cvVve|
P›`ªbv_ evwo bvB| Gjvnvev` wMqv‡Q| miKvi gnvkq Zvnv‡K cÎ wjwLqv gZvgZ
Rvwbevi B”Qv Kwij, wKš‘ c‡i g‡b nBj, Giƒc Am¤¢e K_v jBqv Ab_©K †Zvjcvo
Kwiqv wb‡Ri eyw×nxbZvi cwiPq w`qv jvf bvB|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡PŠÏ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-57

‡PŠÏ
DcwiD³ NUbvi ci `yB ermi ci AwZevwnZ nBqv wMqv‡Q| GB `yB erm‡i Avi
†Kvb cwieZ©b nDK ev bv nDK, ˆKjvmLyovi Rxe‡b eo cwieZ©b NwUqv‡Q| †hw`b Zuvnvi
Kgjv Pwjqv wMqvwQ‡jb, †hw`b Zuvnvi KgjPiY me©‡kl wbk¦vmwU Z¨vM Kwiqv BnRxe‡bi
gZ P¶z gyw`qvwQj, †mB w`b nB‡Z wecyj wek¦I ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi c‡¶ P¶z gyw`qvwQj; wKš‘
mih~i IB ¶z`ª wkïwU Zuvnv‡K cybe©vi ‡mB we¯§„Z msmv‡ii †øngq RwUj-c‡_ wdivBqv
Avwbqv‡Q| †mw`b Zuvnvi ¶z`ª P¶z-`yÔwU eûw`b c‡i Avi GKevi R‡j fwiqv wMqvwQj, P¶z
gywQqv ewjqvwQ‡jb, Avgvi N‡i we‡k¦k¦i G‡m‡Qb|
ZLbI †m †QvU wQj; ÔweïÔ ewjqv WvwK‡j DËi w`‡Z cvwiZ bv; ïay Pvwnqv
_vwKZ| ZLb †m mih~i †µv‡o, jLxqvi gvi †µv‡o Ges weQvbvq ïBqv _vwKZ; wKš‘
†hw`b nB‡Z †m Zvnvi PÂj cv-`yÔwU †PŠKv‡Vi evwn‡i jBqv hvB‡Z wkwLqv‡Q, †mw`b
nB‡Z †m eywSqv‡Q, `y‡ai †P‡q Rj fvj Ges wØavk~b¨ nBqv cwi®‹vi Acwi®‹vi me©wea
Rjcv‡ÎB gyL WzevBqv mih~‡K duvwK w`qv AvKÉ Rj Lvq Ges †hw`b nB‡Z Zvnvi wek¦vm
Rwb¥qv‡Q †h, Zvnvi ïå‡Kvgj D`i Ges gy‡Li Dci Kqjv wKsev a~jvi cª‡jc w`‡Z
cvwi‡jB †`‡ni †kvfv ev‡o, †mBw`b nB‡Z †m mih~i †Kvj Qvwoqv gvwU Ges Z_v nB‡Z
ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi †µv‡o ¯’vb Kwiqv jBqv‡Q| mKvj‡ejv ˆKjvmP›`ª Wv‡Kb, ÔweïÔ, weï gyL
evovBqv e‡j, Ô`v`yÔ; ˆKjvmP›`ª e‡jb, ÔPj Z `v`v, k¤¢z wgwki‡K GK evwR w`‡q AvwmÔ,
†m Agwb `vevi cuUy wjUv nv‡Z jBqv ÔZjÔ ewjqv `yB evû cªmvwiZ Kwiqv e„‡×i Mjv
RovBqv a‡i| ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi Avb‡›`i mxgv _v‡K bv| mih~‡K WvwKqv e‡jb, gv, weï Avgvi
GKw`b cvKv †L‡jvqvo n‡e| mih~ gyL wUwcqv nv‡m, weï `vevi cuUy wj nv‡Z jBqv e„‡×i
†Kv‡j ewmqv `vev †Lwj‡Z evwni nq| c‡_ hvB‡Z hw` †Kn Zvgvkv Kwiqv K‡n, Ly‡ov,
ey‡ov-eq‡m wK AviI `y‡Uv nvZ MwR‡q‡Q ?
e„× GKMvj nvwmqv e‡jb, evevRx, G nvZ-`y‡Uv‡Z Avi †Rvi †bB, eo ïK‡bv n‡q
†M‡Q; ZvB `y‡Uv bZzb nvZ †ewo‡q‡P, †hb msmv‡ii MvQ †_‡K cÔ‡o bv hvB|

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P›`ªbv_ ‡PŠÏ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-58

Zvnviv mwiqv hvq - ey‡ovi Kv‡Q K_vq cvwievi †Rv †bB|


k¤¢z wgwk‡ii evwo‡Z mZi †Ljvi g‡a¨ kªxgvb& we‡k¦k‡¦ iiI GKUv wbw`©ó ¯’vb
Av‡Q| `v`vgnvk‡qi Rvbyi Dci ewmqv, jvj i‡Oi †KuvPv SzjvBqv, M¤¢xifv‡e Pvwnqv
_v‡K, †hb `iKvi nB‡j ‡mI `yB-GKUv Pvj ewjqv w`‡Z cv‡i|
n¯—x`š—wbwg©Z ej¸jv hLb GKwUi ci GKwU Kwiqv Zvnvi `v`vgkv‡qi n‡¯— wbnZ
nB‡Z _v‡K, AwZkq Drmv‡ni mwnZ we‡k¦ki¦ †m¸wj `yB nv‡Z jBqv †c‡Ui Dci Pvwcqv
a‡i| wKš‘ jvj i‡Oi gš¿xUvi DciB Zvnvi †SuvKUv wKQy AwaK| †mUv hZ¶Y nv‡Z bv
Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nq, ZZ¶Y †m †jvjyc `„wó‡Z Pvwnqv _v‡K| gv‡S gv‡S ZvwM` w`qv K‡n,
`v`y H‡Z ? ˆKjvmP›`ª ‡Ljvi †Suv‡K Ab¨gb¯‹ nBqv K‡nb, `uvov `v`v-| KLbI nqZ ev
†m Av‡kcv‡k mwoqv hvq, ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi gbwUI PÂjfv‡e GKevi weï I GKevi mZi‡Âi
Dci Avbv‡Mvbv Kwi‡Z _v‡K, †Mvjgv‡j nqZ ev GKUv ej gviv c‡o - ˆKjvmP›`ª Agwb
wdwiqv Wv‡Kb, `v`y, †n‡i hvB †h - Avq Avq, Qy‡U Avq| we‡k¦ki¦ QywUqv Avwmqv Zvnvi
c~e¯© v’ b AwaKvi Kwiqv e‡m, m‡½ m‡½ e„‡×i wظY Drmvn wdwiqv Av‡m| †Ljv †kl nB‡j
†m jvj gš¿xUv nv‡Z jBqv `v`vgkv‡qi †Kv‡j DwVqv evUx wdwiqv hvq|
ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi GBiƒ‡c b~Zb ai‡bi w`b¸jv Kv‡U| cyivZb euvav wbq‡g evav
cwoqv‡Q| mv‡eK w`‡bi gZ `vevi cuUy wj Avi me mg‡q †Zgb hZœ cvq bv, nqZ ev N‡ii
†Kv‡Y GK‡ejv cwoqv _v‡K; k¤¢z wgwk‡ii mwnZ †ivR mKvj‡ejv nqZ ev †`Lvïbv
Kwievi myweav NwUqv D‡V bv| M½v cuv‡oi wØcªvnwiK †LjvUv Z GKiƒc eÜ nBqv wMqv‡Q,
mܨvi ci gyK›z ` †Nv‡li ˆeVKLvbvq Avi †Zgb †jvK R‡g bv, -gyK›z ` †Nvl WvwKqv
WvwKqv nvi gvwbqv‡Q - ˆKjvmP›`ª‡K iv‡Î Avi wKQy‡ZB cvIqv hvq bv| †m mgqUv wZwb
cª`x‡ci Av‡jv‡K ewmqv b~Zb wkl¨wU‡K †Ljv wkLvB‡Z _v‡Kb; e‡jb, weï, †Nvov AvovB
cv P‡j|
weï M¤¢xifv‡e e‡j, †Nvqv-
nuv, †Nvov-
†Nvqv P‡j - fveUv GB †h, †Nvov P‡j|
nuv, †Nvov P‡j, AvovB cv P‡j|
we‡k¦k‡¦ ii g‡b b~Zb fv‡ev`q nq, e‡j Mvwq P‡q-

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P›`ªbv_ ‡PŠÏ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-59

ˆKjvmP›`ª cªwZev` Kwiqv e‡jb, bv `v`v, G †Nvov Mvwo Uv‡b bv| †m †Nvov
Avjv`v|
mih~ G mgq wbK‡U _vwK‡j cy‡Îi eyw×i Zx¶èZv †`wLqv gy‡L Kvco w`qv nvwmqv
Pwjqv hvq|
weï Av½yj evovBqv e‡j, H‡Z| A_©vr †mB jvj i‡Oi gš¿xUv GLb PvB| e„×
wKQy‡ZB eywSqv DwV‡Zb bv †h, GZ¸jv `ªe¨ _vwK‡Z H jvj gš¿xUvi Dc‡iB Zvnvi GZ
bRi †Kb ?
cªv_©bv wKš‘ AMªvn¨ nBevi †Rv bvB| e„× cª_‡g `yB-GKUv Ô†ev‡oÔ nv‡Z fzjvBevi
†Póv Kwi‡Zb; weï eo weÁ, wKQy‡ZB fzwjZ bv| ZLb Awb”Qv-m‡Ë¡ Zvnvi ¶z`ª n‡¯—
cªvw_©Z e¯‘wU Zzwjqv w`qv ewj‡Zb, †`wLm `v`v, †hb nvivq bv|
†Kb ?
gš¿x nviv‡j wK †Ljv P‡j ?
P‡q bv ?
wKQy‡ZB bv|
weï M¤¢xi nBqv ewjZ, `v`y - gb&wZ!
nuv `v`y - gš¿x!
†mw`b †fvjvbv_ PvUz‡h¨i evUx‡Z K_v nB‡ZwQj, ˆKjvmP›`ª WvwK‡jb, weï, Pj
`v`v, K_v ï‡b Avwm|
we‡k¦ki¦ ZLb jvj Kvco cwoqv, Rvgv Mv‡q w`qv, wUc cwoqv, Pzj AuvPivBqv `v`yi
†Kv‡j Pwoqv K_v ïwb‡Z †Mj| K_KVvKzi ivRv fi‡Zi DcvL¨vb Kwn‡ZwQ‡jb|
Ki“YK‡É Mvwn‡ZwQ‡jb, †Kgb Kwiqv †mB ebevmx gnvcyi‡y li †µv‡oi wbKU nwiY-wkï
fvwmqv AvwmqvwQj, †Kgb Kwiqv †mB m`¨tcªmZ ~ g„M-kveK KvZibq‡b Avkªq wf¶v
PvwnqvwQj| Avnv, ivRv fviZ wbivkªq‡K Avkªq w`qvwQ‡jb| GB mgq weï GKUz mwiqv
ewmqvwQj, ˆKjvmP›`ª Zvnv‡K †Kv‡ji Dci Uvwbqv jB‡jb|
Zvnvi ci K_K Mvwn‡jb, †mB g„Mwkï †Kgb Kwiqv c‡j c‡j, `‡Ê `‡Ê, w`‡b
w`‡b Zuvnvi wQbœ †øn‡Wvi Avevi Muvw_qv Zzwj‡Z jvwMj, †Kgb Kwiqv †mB kZfMœ
gvqvk„•Lj Zuvnvi PZz®úv‡k© RovBqv w`‡Z jvwMj, †Kgb Kwiqv †mB g„M-wkï wbZ¨Kg©,
c~RvcvV, Ggb wK, Ck¦i-wPš—vi gv‡S AvwmqvI Ask jBqv hvBZ| a¨vb Kwievi mg‡q

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P›`ªbv_ ‡PŠÏ c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-60

gbð‡¶ †`wL‡Z cvB‡Zb, †mB wbivkªq cï-kve‡Ki mRjKi“Y-`„wó Zuvnvi cv‡b Pvwnqv
Av‡Q; Zvnvi ci †m eo nB‡Z jvwMj| µ‡g KzwUi Qvwoqv cªv½‡Y, cªv½Y Qvwoqv
cy®úKvb‡b, Zvnvi ci Ai‡Y¨, µ‡g my`i~ AiY¨c‡_ †¯^”QvgZ wePiY Kwiqv †eovBZ|
wdwiqv Avwmevi wbw`©ó mgq AwZµvš— nB‡j ivRv fiZ DrKwÉZ nB‡Zb| mN‡b
WvwK‡Zb, Avq, Avq, Avq! Zvnvi ci Kwe wb‡R Kuvw`‡jb, mKj‡K Kuv`vBqv
D”Q¡wmZK‡É Mvwn‡jb, †Kgb Kwiqv GKw`b †m AvRb¥ gvqveÜb wbwg‡l wQbœ Kwiqv †Mj,
-e‡bi cï e‡b Pwjqv †Mj, gvby‡li e¨_v eywSj bv| e„× fiZ D‰”Pt¯^‡i WvwK‡jb, Avq,
Avq, Avq! †Kn Avwmj bv, †Kn †m AvKzj AvnŸv‡bi DËi w`j bv| ZLb mg¯— AiY¨
A‡š^lY Kwi‡jb, cªwZ K›`‡i K›`‡i, cªwZ e„¶Z‡j, cªwZ jZvweZv‡b Kuvw`qv WvwK‡jb,
Avq, Avq, Avq! †Kn Avwmj bv| cª_‡g Zuvnvi Avnvi-wb`ªv eÜ nBj, c~RvcvV DwVqv †Mj
- Zvnvi a¨vb, wPš—v - me †mB wbi“‡Ïk †ønv¯ú‡`i wc‡Q wc‡Q Aby‡Ïk ebc‡_ QywUqv
wdwi‡Z jvwMj|
Kwe Mvwn‡jb, g„Z¨z i Kv‡jvQvqv f‚jwy ÉZ fi‡Zi A½ AwaKvi Kwiqv‡Q, KÉ i“×
nBqv‡Q, Z_vwc Z…wlZ Iô ax‡i ax‡i Kuvwcqv DwV‡Z‡Q| †hb GLbI WvwK‡Z‡Qb, wd‡i
Avq, wd‡i Avq, wd‡i Avq!
ˆKjvmP›`ª we‡k¦ki¦ ‡K me‡j e‡¶ Pvwcqv nvnv-i‡e Kuvw`qv DwV‡jb| Aš—‡ii Aš—i
Kuvwcqv Kuvwcqv DwVj, Avq, Avq, Avq!
mfvq †KnB e„‡×i G µ›`b A¯^vfvweK g‡b Kwij bv| KviY eq‡mi mwnZ
mK‡jiB †Kn bv †Kn nvivBqv wMqv‡Q| mK‡jiB ü`q Kuvw`qv WvwK‡Z‡Q - wd‡i Avq,
wd‡i Avq, wd‡i Avq!
ˆKjvmP›`ª P¶z gywQqv we‡k¦ki¦ ‡K †µv‡o Zzwjqv ewj‡jb, Pj `v`v, evwo hvB -
ivwËi n‡q‡P|
weï †Kv‡j DwVqv evwo Pwjj| A‡bK¶Y GK¯’v‡b ewmqv _vwKqv Nyg cvBqvwQj,
cw_g‡a¨ NygvBqv cwoj|
evwo wMqv ˆKjvmP›`ª mih~i wbKU Zvnv‡K bvgvBqv w`qv ewj‡jb, †b gv, †Zvi
wRwbm †Zvi Kv‡Q _vK|
mih~ †`wLj, ey‡ovi P¶z-`ywU AvR eo fvix nBqv‡Q|

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P›`ªbv_ cbi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-61

cbi
GB `yB erm‡ii g‡a¨ P›`ªbv‡_i mwnZ Zvnvi evUxi m¤^ÜB wQj bv| ïay A‡_©i
cª‡qvRb nB‡j miKvi‡K cÎ wjwLZ, miKvi wjwLZ wVKvbvq UvKv cvVvBqv w`Z|
`ytL Kwiqv niKvjx g‡a¨ g‡a¨ cÎ wjwL‡Zb| eªRwK‡kvi wdwiqv Avwmevi Rb¨
Aby‡iva Kwiqv wPwV w`‡Zb| gwYk¼iI `yB-GKLvbv cÎ wjwLqvwQ‡jb †h, Zuvnvi kvixwiK
Ae¯’v µgkt g›` nBqv Avwm‡Z‡Q, G mgq GKevi †`wLevi B”Qv nq|
cª_‡g P›`ªbv_ †m mKj K_vq KY©cvZ KwiZ bv, wKš‘, †hw`b nwievjv wjwL‡jb,
Zzwg myweav cvB‡j GKevi Avwm‡qv, wKQy ewjevi Av‡Q, †mB w`b P›`ªbv_ Zwí euvwaqv
Mvwo‡Z DwVj|
nwievjv hw` wKQy K‡nb, hw` †Kvb cÎ, hw` †Kvb n¯—wjwc †`LvB‡Z cv‡ib, hw`
†mB weMZ my‡Li GKUz Avfvm Zvnv‡Z †`wL‡Z cvIqv hvq, -Zvnv nB‡j - wKQy bq|
Z_vwc P›`ªbv_ evUx Awfgy‡L QywUqv Avwm‡Z Pvwnj| wKš‘ GZLvwb c_ †h Avkvq fi
Kwiqv QywUqv Avwmj, evUx‡Z Avwmqv Zvnvi wKQyB wgwjj bv| nwievjvi mwnZ mv¶vr
nB‡j wRÁvmv Kwij, Vvbw`w`, Avi wKQy ej‡e bv ?
bv, Avi wKQy bv|
wbivk nBqv P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, Z‡e †Kb wg_¨v †K¬k w`‡q wdwi‡q Avb‡j ?
evwo bv G‡j wK fvj †`Lvq! Zvnvi ci `xN©wbtk¦vm Z¨vM Kwiqv ewjj, `v`v, hv
nevi n‡q‡Q - GLb Zzwg msmvix bv nÔ‡j Avgv‡`i `ytL ivLevi ¯’vb _vK‡e bv|
P›`ªbv_ wei³ nBqv gyL wdivBqv ewjj, Zv Avwg wK Kie ?
wKš‘ gwYk¼i wKQy‡ZB Qvwo‡jb bv| nvZ awiqv ewj‡jb, evev, Avgv‡K gvc Ki|
‡mB w`b †_‡K †h R¡vjvq R¡‡j hvw”P Zv ïay Aš—h©vgxB Rv‡bb|
P›`ªbv_ wecbœ nBj, wKš‘ K_v Kwn‡Z cvwij bv|

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P›`ªbv_ cbi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-62

gwYk¼i cybivq ewj‡Z jvwM‡jb, Avevi weevn K‡i msmviag© cvjb Ki| Avwg
†Zvgvi g‡bvgZ cvÎx A‡š^lY K‡i †i‡LwP, ïay †Zvgvi Awfcªvq Rvbevi A‡c¶vq GLbI
K_v w`Bwb| evev, GK msmvi MZ nÔ‡j †jv‡K wK wØZxq msmvi K‡i bv ?
P›`ªbv_ ax‡i ax‡i Kwnj, GK msmvi MZ n‡q‡P - †m msev` †c‡j cvwi|
`yMv© - `yMv© - Ggb K_v ej‡Z †bB evev|
P›`ªbv_ Pzc Kwiqv iwnj|
gwYk¼i nVvr Kuvw`qv †dwjqv ewj‡jb, Avgvi g‡b nq, AvwgB †Zvgv‡K
msmviZ¨vMx Kwi‡qwP| G `ytL Avgvi gÔ‡jI hv‡e bv|
P›`ªbv_ eû¶Y wPš—v Kwiqv ewjj, †Kv_vq m¤^Ü w¯’i K‡i‡Pb ?
gwYk¼i P¶z gywQqv DwVqv ewm‡jb| ewj‡jb, KjKvZvq; Zzwg GKevi wb‡R †`‡L
G‡jB nq|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, Z‡e KvjB hve|
gwYk¼i Avkxe©v` Kwiqv ewj‡jb, ZvB K‡iv| hw` cQ›` nq Avgv‡K cÎ wj‡Lv,
Avwg evUxi mKj‡K wb‡q G‡Kev‡i KjKvZvq Dcw¯’Z ne| wKQy¶Y _vwgqv ewj‡jb,
Avgvi Avi euvPevi †ekx w`b †bB P›`ªbv_, †Zvgv‡K msmvix Ges myLx †`L‡jB ¯^”Q‡›`
†h‡Z cvie|
ciw`b P›`ªbv_ KwjKvZvq Avwmj| m‡½ gvZzj eªRwK‡kviI Avwm‡jb| Kb¨v †`Lv
†kl nB‡j eªRwK‡kvi ewj‡jb, Kb¨vwU †`L‡Z gv-j²xi gZ|
P›`ªbv_ gyL wdivBqv iwnj, ‡Kvb gZvgZ cªKvk Kwij bv|
†÷k‡b Avwmqv wUwKU jBqv `yBR‡b Mvwo‡Z DwV‡j eªRwK‡kvi wRÁvmv Kwi‡jb,
Z‡e evevRx, cQ›` n‡q‡Q Z ?
P›`ªbv_ gv_v bvwoqv ewjj, bv|
eªRwK‡kvi g‡b g‡b fvwe‡Z jvwM‡jb, wZwb mih~‡K †`‡Lb bvB|
Zvnvi ci, wbw`©ó †÷k‡b †Uªb _vwg‡j eªRwK‡kvi bvwgqv cwo‡jb| P›`ªbv_
Gjvnvev‡`i wUwKU jBqvwQj|
eªRwK‡kvi ewj‡jb, Z‡e KZw`‡b wdi‡e ?
KvKv‡K cªYvg Rvwb‡q ej‡eb, kxNª †dievi B‡”Q †bB|

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P›`ªbv_ cbi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-63

gwYk¼i †m K_v ïwbqv Kcv‡j KivNvZ Kwiqv Kwn‡jb, hv nq n‡e| Avgvi


†`nUv GKUz fvj nÔ‡jB wb‡R wM‡q †eŠgv‡K wdwi‡q Avbe| wg_¨v mgv‡Ri fq KÔ‡i
wPiKvj bi‡K cP‡Z cvie bv - Avi mgvRB ev †K ? †m Z Avwg wb‡R|
niKvjx G msev` ïwbqv `‡š— `š— Nl©Y Kwiqv ewj‡jb, gievi Av‡M wgb&‡mi
evqvËz‡i a‡i‡P! miKvi‡K WvwKqv wRÁvmv Kwi‡jb, P›`ªbv_ wK ej‡j ?
miKvi Kwnj, AvR ch©š— KZ UvKv Kvkx‡Z cvVv‡bv n‡q‡P ?
ïay GB wRÁvmv K‡iwQj - Avi wKQy bv ?
bv|
niKvjx gy‡Li fve AwZ fxlY Kwiqv Pwjqv †M‡jb|

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P›`ªbv_ ‡lvj c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-64

‡lvj
P›`ªbv_ Gjvnvev‡`i wUwKU wKwbqvwQj, wKš‘ cw_g‡a¨ AK¯§vr m¼í cwieZ©b
Kwiqv Kvkx Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nBj|
m‡½ †h `yBRb f…Z¨ wQj, Zvnviv Mvwo wVK Kwiqv wRwbmcÎ Zzwjj; wKš‘ P›`ªbv_
Zvnv‡Z DwVj bv; Dnvw`M‡K WvKevsjvq A‡c¶v Kwiqv _vwKevi ûKzg w`qv c`eª‡R
Ab¨c‡_ Pwjqv †Mj| c‡_ Pwj‡Z Zvnvi †K¬k †eva nB‡ZwQj| gyL ﮋ, weeY©, wb‡Ri
cªwZ c`‡¶c wb‡Ri ey‡Ki Dc‡iB †hb c`vNv‡Zi gZ evwR‡Z jvwMj, Z_vwc P›`ªbv_
Pwj‡Z jvwMj, _vwg‡Z cvwij bv| µ‡gB nwi`qv‡ji evUxi `~iZ¡ Kwgqv Avwm‡Z‡Q| G
mg¯—B †h Zvnvi we‡kl cwiwPZ c_! Mwji †gv‡oi †mB †QvU †Pbv †`vKvbwU - wVK †Zgwb
iwnqv‡Q| †`vKv‡bi gvwjK wVK ZZ eo fuwy owU jBqvB †gvovi Dci ewmqv dzjwy i
fvwR‡Z‡Q| P›`ªbv_ GKevi `uvovBj, †`vKvb`vi Pvwnqv †`wLj, wKš‘ mv‡nex †cvkvK-civ
‡jvKwU‡K mvnm Kwiqv dzjwy i wKwb‡Z Aby‡iva Kwi‡Z cvwij bv, GKevi PvwnqvB †m
wb‡Ri Kv‡R gb w`j|
P›`ªbv_ Pwjqv †Mj| GB †gv‡oi †k‡l - Avi Z Zvnvi cv P‡j bv| m¼xY© Kvkxi
c‡_ †hb we›`ygvÎ evZvm bvB, k¦vm-cªkv¦ ‡mi †K¬k nB‡Z‡Q, `yB-GK cv wMqv †m `uvovq -
Avevi P‡j, Avevi `uvovq, c_ Avi dzivq bv, Z_vwc g‡b nq, G c_ †hb bv dzivq! c‡_i
†k‡l bv Rvwb wKev †`wL‡Z nq! Zvici nwi`qv‡ji evUxi m¤§y‡L Avwmqv †m `uvovBj|
eû¶Y `uvovBqv iwnj, WvwK‡Z Pvwnj, wKš‘ Mjv ïKvBqv wMqv‡Q| e×-¯^i, fMœ-kã
Kwiqv _vwgqv †Mj| Nwo Lywjqv †`wLj, bqUv evwRqv wMqv‡Q, ZLb mvnm Kwiqv WvwKj,
VvKzi, `qvjVvKzi! †Kn DËi w`j bv| c_ w`qv hvnviv Pwjqv hvB‡ZwQj, A‡b‡KB
P›`ªbv‡_i ixwZgZ mv‡nex †cvkvK †`wLqv wdwiqv Pvwnj| P›`ªbv_ Avevi WvwKj,
`qvjVvKzi!
Gevi wfZi nB‡Z ¯¿xK‡É DËi Avwmj, VvKzi evwo †bB|
†h DËi w`j †m GKRb ev½vjx `vmx|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡lvj c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-65

†m Øvi ch©š— Avwmqv P›`ªbv‡_i †cvkvK-cwi”Q` ‡`wLqv jyKvBqv cwoj, wKš‘


gvZ…fvlvq K_v Kwn‡Z ïwbqv G‡Kev‡i Awff‚Z nBqv cjvBqv †Mj bv| Aš—ivj nB‡Z
ewjj, VvKzi evwo †bB|
KLb Avm‡eb ?
`yciy ‡ejv|
P›`ªbv_ wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwij| Avb›`, k¼v I j¾v wZ‡bi mswgkª‡Y ey‡Ki wfZi
Kuvwcqv DwVj - wfZ‡i mih~ Av‡Q| wKš‘ wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwiqv Avi Kvnv‡KI †`wL‡Z
cvBj bv| wRÁvmv Kwij, evwo‡Z Avi †KD †bB ?
bv|
Zviv †Kv_v ?
Kviv ?
GKRb ¯¿x‡jvK-
GB Avwg Qvov Avi Z †KD GLv‡b bvB!
GKUv †QvU †Q‡j ?
bv, †KD bv|
P›`ªbv_ cBVvi Dc‡i ewmqv cwoj, Giv Z‡e †Mj †Kv_vq ?
`vmx weeªZ nBqv cwoj| ewjj, bv †Mv, GLv‡b †KD _v‡K bv| Avwg Avi
VvKzigkvB _vwK| GK gv‡mi g‡a¨ †Kvb hRgvbI Av‡mwb|
P›`ªbv_ ¯—ä nBqv gvwUi w`‡K Pvwnqv ewmqv iwnj| g‡b †h-me K_v DwV‡ZwQj,
Zvnv Aš—hv© gxB Rv‡bb| eû¶Y c‡i cybivq wRÁvmv Kwij, Zzwg KZw`b GLv‡b AvQ ?
cªvq †`o eQi|
Zey KvD‡K †`Lwb ? GKRb †MŠoeY© ¯¿x‡jvK, Avi GKwU †Q‡j, bv nq †g‡q, bv
nq ïay H ¯¿x‡jvKwU, †KD bv, KvD‡K †`Lwb ?
bv, Avwg KvD‡K †`wLwb|
Kv‡iv gy‡L †Kvb K_v †kvbwb ?
bv|
P›`ªbv_ Avi †Kvb K_v wRÁvmv Kwij bv| †mBLv‡b `qvjVvKz‡ii A‡c¶v Kwiqv
ewmqv iwnj| Zvnvi †mB mih~ Avi euvwPqv bvB, Zvnv †ek eywS‡ZwQj, Z_vwc ïwbqv

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡lvj c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-66

hvIqv DwPZ, GB Rb¨B ewmqv iwnj| GK-GKwU wgwbU GK-GKwU ermi ewjqv †eva
nB‡Z jvwMj|
wØcªni DËxY© nB‡j `qvjVvKzi evUx Avwm‡jb| cª_g `„wó‡Z wZwb PgwKZ nB‡jb,
c‡i wPwb‡Z cvwiqv ﮋ¯‡^ i Kwn‡jb, ZvBZ, P›`ªevey †h, KLb G‡jb ?
P›`ªbv_ fMœK‡É Kwnj, A‡bK¶Y, Giv †Kv_vq ?
nu¨v Giv - Zv Giv -
P›`ªbv_ Uwj‡Z Uwj‡Z DwVqv `uvovBj| cªvYcY-kw³‡Z wb‡R‡K mseiY Kwiqv
jBqv wRÁvmv Kwij, K‡e †kl nÔj ?
wK †kl nj ?
P›`ªbv_ ﮋ-fMœK‡É PxrKvi Kwiqv ewjj, mih~ K‡e g‡i‡Q VvKzi ?
VvKzi Gevi eywSqv ewj‡jb, gi‡e †Kb, fvjB Av‡Q|
†Kv_vq Av‡Q ?
ˆKjvmLy‡ovi evwo‡Z|
†m †Kv_vq ?
GB Mwji †k‡l| KuvVvjZjvi evwo‡Z|
Kcvj wUwcqv awiqv P›`ªbv_ cybe©vi ewmqv cwoj| eû¶Y Pzc Kwiqv ewmqv iwnj,
Zvnv‡i ci kvš—K‡É cªkœ Kwij, †m GLv‡b †bB †Kb ?
`qvjVvKzi fvwe‡jb, g›` bq; Ges wg_¨v jw¾Z nBevi †Kvb KviY bvB fvweqv
mvnm mÂq Kwiqv ewj‡jb, Avcwb hv‡K evwo‡Z RvqMv w`‡Z cvi‡jb bv, Avwg †`e wK
e‡j ? Avgv‡iv Z cuvPRb‡K wb‡qB KvR ?
P›`ªbv_ eywSj, G K_v m¤ú~Y© mZ¨| GKUz fvweqv ewjj, ˆKjvmLy‡ovi evwo‡Z
†Kgb KÔ‡i †Mj ?
wZwb wb‡R wb‡q †M‡Qb|
†K wZwb ?
Kvkxevmx GKRb `ytLx eªvþY|
mih~ Zuv‡K Av‡M †_‡KB wPbZ wK ?
nuv, Lye wPbZ|
Zuvi eqm KZ ?

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡lvj c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-67

ey‡ov nwi`qvj g‡b g‡b nvwmqv ewj‡jb, Zuvi eqm †eva nq lvU-cqlwÆ n‡e|
mih~‡K gv eÔ‡j Wv‡Kb|
†mLv‡b Avi †K Av‡Q ?
GKRb `vmx, mih~ Avi weï|
weï †K ?
mih~i †Q‡j|
P›`ªbv_ `uvovBqv ewjj, hvB|
nwi`qvj MwZ‡iva Kwi‡jb bv| P›`ªbv_ ax‡i ax‡i evwni nBqv †Mj| Mwji †k‡l
Avwmqv GKRb‡K wRÁvmv Kwij, ˆKjvmLyovi evwo †Kv_vq Rvb ? †m Av½ywj wb‡`©k
Kwiqv †`LvBqv w`j| P›`ªbv_ G‡Kev‡i wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwij| m¤§y‡L Kvnv‡KI †`wL‡Z
cvBj bv, ïay my›`i üó-cyó †`n GKwU wkï N‡ii m¤§y‡Li eviv›`vq ewmqv GK_vjv Rj
jBqv me©v‡½ gvwL‡ZwQj Ges gv‡S gv‡S cig cwi‡Zv‡li mwnZ †`wL‡ZwQj, Zvnvi KwP
gyLLvwbi Kv‡jv Qvqv †Kgb Kwiqv Kuvwcqv Kuvwcqv Zvnvi mwnZ mnv‡m¨ cwinvm
Kwi‡Z‡Q| P›`ªbv_ Zvnv‡K G‡Kev‡i ey‡K Zzwjqv jBqv N‡ii g‡a¨ cª‡ek Kwij| wkï
we¯§q ev f‡qi wPý cªKvk Kwij bv| †`wL‡j †eva nq, AcwiwPZ †jv‡Ki †µv‡o hvIqv
Zvnvi Kv‡Q b~Zb b‡n| †m P›`ªbv‡_i bv‡Ki Dci KwP nvZLvwb ivwLqv, gyLcv‡b Pvwnqv
ewjj, Zzwg †K ? P›`ªbv_ Mfxi-‡ø‡n Zvnvi gyLPz¤b^ Kwiqv ewjj, Avwg evev|
evev ?
nu¨v evev, Zzwg †K ?
Avwg weZz!
P›`ªbv_ Nwo-‡Pb eyK nB‡Z Lywjqv jBqv Zvnvi Mjvq civBqv w`j, c‡KU nB‡Z
Qywi, †cwÝj, gwbe¨vM hvnv cvBj, ZvnvB cy‡Îi n‡¯— ¸uwRqv w`j; nv‡Zi Kv‡Q Avi wKQyB
cvBj bv hvnv cyÎn‡¯— Zzwjqv †`Iqv hvq|
weï A‡bK¸wj `ªe¨ nv‡Zi g‡a¨ cvBqv cyjwKZ nBqv ewjj, evev!
P›`ªbv_ wbtk‡ã Zvnvi †QvU gyLLvwb wb‡Ri gy‡Li Dci Pvwcqv awiqv ewjj, evev!
GB mgq jLxqvi gv eo †Mvj Kwij| †m nVvr Rvbvjvi wfZi w`qv †`wL‡Z cvBj
†h, GKRb mv‡ne N‡ii wfZi cª‡ek Kwiqv weï‡K †Kv‡j jBqv Nywiqv †eovB‡Z‡Q| †m
wbtk¦vm i“× Kwiqv G‡Kev‡i ivbœvN‡i QywUqv †Mj| evUx‡Z AvR ˆKjvmP›`ª bvB,

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ ‡lvj c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-68

A‡bKw`‡bi ci wZwb we‡k¦k‡¦ ii c~Rv w`‡Z wMqvwQ‡jb; mih~I GB wKQy¶Y nBj gw›`i
nB‡Z wdwiqv Avwmqv iÜb Kwi‡Z ewmqvwQj| jLxqvi gv †mBLv‡b QywUqv wMqv nuvcvB‡Z
nuvcvB‡Z ewjj, gvBwR!
wK †i!
N‡ii †fZ‡i mv‡ne Xz‡K weï‡K †Kv‡j KÔ‡i Ny‡i †eov‡”P|
mih~ Avðh© nBqv ewjj, ‡m Avevi wK ? ewjqv Øv‡ii Aš—ivj nB‡Z †`wL‡Z
Pvwnj, †`wL‡Z cvBj bv|
jLxqvi gv Zvnvi e¯¿ awiqv Uvwbqv ewjj, †h‡qv bv - evevRx Avmyb|
mih~ Zvnv ïwbj bv, Zvnvi wek¦vm nq bvB| AMªmi nBqv hvnv †`wLj, Zvnv‡Z
†eva nBj, `vmxi K_v AmZ¨ b‡n, GKRb mv‡n‡ei gZ Nywiqv †eovB‡Z‡Q Ges Aùz‡U
we‡k¦k‡¦ ii mwnZ K_v Kwn‡Z‡Q| mvn‡m fi Kwiqv †m Rvbvjvi wbK‡U †Mj| hvnvi Qvqv
†`wL‡j †m wPwb‡Z cvwiZ, Zvnv‡K P‡¶i wbwg‡l wPwb‡Z cvwij - Zvnvi ¯^vgx - P›`ªbv_!
wfZ‡i cª‡ek Kwiqv, Mjvq AuvPj w`qv, cv‡qi Dci gv_v ivwLqv cªYvg Kwiqv,
mih~ gyL Zzwjqv `uvovBj|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, mih~!

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-69

m‡Zi
ZLb ¯^vgx-¯¿x‡Z GBiƒc K_vevZ©v nBj|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, eo †ivMv n‡qP|
mih~ gyLcv‡b Pvwnqv Aí nvwmj, †hb ewj‡Z Pv‡n, Bnv‡Z Avi Avðh© wK! Zvnvi
ci P›`ªbv_ weï‡K jBqv GKUz AwaK cwigv‡b e¨¯— nBqv cwoj| mih~ Zvnvi RyZvi wdZv
Lywjqv w`j, Mv‡qi †KvU-kvU© G‡K G‡K Lywjqv jBj, cvLv jBqv evZvm Kwij, MvgQv
wfRvBqv Mv gyQvBqv w`j| G-mKj KvR †m Ggb wbqwgZ k„•Ljvq Kwij, †hb Bnv
Zvnvi wbZ¨Kg©, cªZ¨n Ggwb Kwiqv _v‡K| huvnv‡K G Rxe‡b †`wL‡Z cvBevi AvkvgvÎ
wQj bv, AvR AK¯§vr KZw`b c‡i wZwb Avwmqv‡Qb, KZ Akª“, `xN©wbtk¦v‡mi QovQwo
nBevi K_v wQj, wKš‘ Zvnv wKQyB nBj bv| mih~ Ggb fvewU cªKvk Kwij †hb ¯^vgx
Zvnvi wbZ¨ Avwmqv _v‡Kb, AvwRI Avwmqv‡Qb, nqZ GKUz wej¤^ nBqv‡Q - GKUz †ejv
nBqv‡Q|
wKš‘ P›`ªbv‡_i e¨enviwU Ab¨ iK‡gi †`LvB‡Z‡Q| weïi mwnZ Nwbô Avjvc, †hb
N‡i Avi †Kn bvB, evovevwo ewjqv †eva nB‡Z‡Q| N‡i ¶z`eª wy × we‡k¦ki¦ wfbœ Avi †Kn
wQj bv, _vwK‡j eywS‡Z cvwiZ †h, P›`ªbv_ wb‡R aiv cwoqv wMqv‡Q Ges †mBUzKz XvwKevi
Rb¨B cªvYc‡Y gyL wdivBqv cy·K jBqv e¨¯— nBqv cwoqv‡Q|
mih~ ewjj, †LvKv, †Ljv Ki †M|
weï kh¨v nB‡Z bvwgqv cwo‡ZwQj, P›`ªbv_ mh‡Zœ Zvnv‡K bvgvBqv w`j| BwZc~‡e©
†m Rbbx‡K cªYvg Kwi‡Z †`wLqvwQj, ZvB bvwgqvB wcZvi PiYcªv‡š— wXc Kwiqv cªYvg
Kwiqv QywUqv cjvBj| P›`ªbv_ nvZ evovBqv awi‡Z †Mj, wKš‘ †m ZZ¶‡Y ¯ú‡k©i evwn‡i
Avwmqv cwoqvwQj|
mih~ Zvnvi ey‡Ki Kv‡Q nvZ w`qv ewjj, kix‡i †h †Zvgvi wKQy †bB, AmyL
n‡qwQj ?
bv, AmyL nqwb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-70

Z‡e eo †ekx fve‡Z eywS ?


P›`ªbv_ Zvnvi gyLcv‡b Pvwnqv ewjj, †Zvgvi wK g‡b nq ?
mih~ †m K_vi DËi w`j bv, Ab¨ K_v cvwoj - †ejv n‡q‡P, øvb Ki‡e Pj|
P›`ªbv_ wRÁvmv Kwij, evwoi KZ©v †Kv_vq ?
wZwb AvR gw›`‡i cy‡Rv Ki‡Z †M‡Qb, ‡eva Kwi, mܨvi c‡i Avm‡eb|
Zzwg Zuv‡K wK eÔ‡j WvK ?
eivei R¨vVvgkvq eÔ‡j WvwK, GLbI ZvB ewj|
P›`ªbv_ Avi wKQy wRÁvmv Kwij bv|
mih~ wRÁvmv Kwij, Kviv m‡½ G‡m‡Q ?
nwi Avi gay G‡m‡P| Zviv WvKevsjvq Av‡Q|
GLv‡b Avb‡Z eywS mvnm nÔj bv ?
P›`ªbv_ G K_vi DËi w`j bv|
P›`ªbv_ Avnv‡i ewmqv myg‡y L GK_vjv jywP †`wLqv wKQy wew¯§Z nBj| Acªmbœfv‡e
†Vwjqv w`qv ewjj, G Avevi wK ? KzUwz ¤^‡Z Ki‡Pv, bv Zvgvkv Ki‡Pv ?
mih~ AcªwfZ nBqv cwoj| gwjb-gy‡L ewjj, Lv‡e bv ?
P›`ªbv_ ¶YKvj mih~i gyLcv‡b Pvwnqv ewjj, `yciy ‡ejv wK Avwg jywP LvB ?
mih~ g‡b g‡b wec`Mª¯’ nBqv †gŠb nBqv iwnj|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, AvR †h Zzwg Avgv‡K cª_g †L‡Z w`‡j Zv bq; Avwg wK LvB, ZvI
†eva Kwi fz‡j hvIwb|
mih~i †Pv‡L Rj Avwm‡ZwQj; fvwe‡ZwQj, †mB w`b †h dzivBqv wMqv‡Q, -Kwnj,
fvZ Lv‡e ? wKš‘-
wKš‘ wK ? ïwK‡q †M‡Q ?
bv, Zv bq, -Avwg GLv‡b iuvwa!
evwo‡ZI Z iuva‡Z ?
mih~ GKUz _vwgqv ewjj, Avgvi nv‡Z Lv‡e ?
GBevi P›`ªbv_ gyL bZ Kwij| GZ¶Y Zvnvi g‡b nq bvB †h, mih~ ci nBqv
wMqv‡Q, wKsev Zvnvi ¯úwk©Z Abœe¨Äb Avnvi Kiv hvq bv| wKš‘ mih~i K_vi wfZi eo
R¡vjv wQj| eû¶Y Pzc Kwiqv ewmqv iwnj, Zvici ax‡i ax‡i Kwnj, mih~, `yciy ‡ejv

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-71

Avgvi †Pv‡Li Rj bv †`L‡j wK †Zvgvi Z…wß n‡e bv ? mih~ ZvovZvwo DwVqv `uvovBj -
hvB, Z‡e Avwb †M| iÜbkvjvq cª‡ek Kwiqv †m eo Kvbœv Kuvw`j, Zvi ci P¶z gywQj, Rj
w`qv ayBqv †dwjj, Avevi Akª“ Av‡m, Avevi gywQ‡Z nq, mih~ Avi Avcbv‡K wKQy‡Z
mvgjvB‡Z cv‡i bv| wKš‘ ¯^vgx Afz³ ewmqv Av‡Qb, ZLb A‡bœi _vjv jBqv Dcw¯’Z
nBj| Kv‡Q ewmqv, eûw`b c~‡e©i gZ hZœ Kwiqv Avnvi KivBqv Dw”Qó cvÎ nv‡Z jBqv,
Avi GKevi fvj Kwiqv Kuvw`evi Rb¨ iÜbkvjvq cª‡ek Kwij|
†ejv `yBUv evwRqv‡Q| P›`ªbv‡_i †µv‡oi Kv‡Q we‡k¦ki¦ cig Aviv‡g NygvBqv‡Q|
mih~ cª‡ek Kwij|
P›`ªbv_ Kwnj, mg¯— KvRKg© mviv nÔj ?
KvR wKQyB wQj bv| R¨vVvgkvB GLbI Av‡mb wb| Zvnvi ci mih~ NiKbœvi K_v
cvwij| evwoi cªwZ Ni, cªwZ mvgMªx, gvZzj-gvZzjvbx, `vm-`vmx, miKvigkvq, nwievjv
mB, cvov-cªwZ‡ekx, G‡K G‡K mg¯— K_v wRÁvmv Kwij| GB mgqUzKiz g‡a¨ `yÔR‡bi
KvnviI g‡b cwoj bv †h, mih~i G-me Rvwbqv jvf bvB, wKsev G-mKj msev` w`evi
mgq P›`ªbv‡_iI †K¬k nIqv DwPZ - GKUz j¾v, GKUz wegl©Zv, GKUz m‡¼v‡Pi
Avek¨K| GKRb cig Avb‡›` cªkœ Kwi‡Z‡Q, Ac‡i Drmv‡ni mwnZ DËi w`‡Z‡Q|
wbZvš— eÜzi gZ `yBR‡b †hb c„_K nBqvwQj, Avevi wgwjqv‡Q|
mnmv mih~ wRÁvmv Kwij, we‡q Ki‡j †Kv_vq ?
GUv †hb wbZvš— cwinv‡mi K_v!
P›`ªbv_ ewjj,cwð‡g|
†Kgb †eŠ nÔj ?
†Zvgvi gZ|
GB mgq mih~ ey‡Ki Kv‡Q GKUv e¨_v Abyfe Kwij, mvgjvB‡Z cvwij bv, ewmqv
wQj, ïBqv cwoj| gyLLvwb G‡Kev‡i weeY© nBqv ‡Mj|
e¨¯— nBqv P›`ªbv_ bx‡P bvwgqv cwoj, Kv‡Q Avwmqv nvZ awiqv Zzwjevi †Póv
Kwij, wKš‘ mih~ G‡Kev‡i GjvBqv cwoqvwQj| ZLb wkq‡i ewmqv †µv‡oi Dci Zvnvi
gv_vUv Zzwjqv Kuv`-Kuv` nBqv WvwKj, mih~!
mih~ †PvL eywRj| Zvnvi Iôvai Kuvwcqv DwVj Ges A¯úó wK ewjj, †evSv †Mj
bv|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-72

P›`ªbv_ AZ¨š— fq cvBqv R‡ji Rb¨ nuvKvnuvwK Kwi‡Z jvwMj| jLxqvi gv


wbK‡UB wQj, Rj jBqv N‡i XzwKj, wKš‘ †Kvbiƒc e¨¯—Zv cªKvk Kwij bv| ewjj, evey,
GLwb †m‡i hv‡e, Agb gv‡S gv‡S nq|
Zvnvi ci gy‡L †Pv‡L Rj †`Iqv nBj, evZvm Kiv nBj, weï evi-`yB Pzj awiqv
UvbvUvwb Kwiqv WvwKj, gv!
mih~i ˆPZb¨ nBj, jw¾Z nBqv gv_vq Kvco Uvwbqv DwVqv ewmj| jLxqvi gv
Avcbvi Kv‡R Pwjqv †Mj| f‡q P›`ªbv‡_i gyL Kvwj nBqv wMqvwQj|
mih~ nvwmj| eo ¶xY, A_P eo gayi nvwmqv ewjj, fq †c‡qwQ‡j ?
P›`ªbv‡_i `yB †Pv‡L Rj UjUj Kwi‡ZwQj, GBev‡i MovBqv cwoj, nvZ w`qv
gywQqv †dwjj; ewjj, †f‡ewQjvg eywS me †kl n‡q †Mj|
mih~ g‡b g‡b fvwej, †Zvgvi ‡Kv‡j gv_v wQj - †m myKw… Z wK G nZfvwMbxi
Av‡Q ? cªKv‡k¨ Kwnj, Ggb aviv gv‡S gv‡S nq|
Zv †`LwP! ZLb nÔZ bv, GLb nq, †mI eywS| ewjqv P›`ªbv_ eû¶Y wbtk‡ã w¯’i
nBqv ewmqv iwnj| Zvnvi ci c‡KU nB‡Z gwiPv-aiv GKUv Pvwei †MvQv evwni Kwiqv
mih~‡i AuvP‡ji Lu‡y U euvwaqv w`qv ewjj, GB †Zvgvi Pvwei wis - Avgvi Kv‡Q Mw”QZ †i‡L
PÔ‡j G‡mwQ‡j, AvR Avevi wdwi‡q w`jvg| †P‡q †`L, KLb wK e¨envi n‡q‡P eÔ‡j g‡b
nq ?
mih~ †`wLj, Zvnvi Av`‡ii Pvwei wis gwiPv awiqv G‡Kev‡i gqjv nBqv wMqv‡Q|
nv‡Z jBqv ewjj, Zv‡K `vIwb †Kb ?
P›`ªbv‡_i ﮋ ¤-vbgyL AK¯§vr AK…wÎg nvwm‡Z fwiqv †Mj, `yB †Pv‡L Amxg †øn
PÂj nBqv DwVj, Z_vwc wb‡R‡K mshZ Kwiqv ewjj, Zv‡KB Z w`jvg mih~| mih~ wVK
eywS‡Z cvwij bv| ¶YKvj ¯^vgxi gy‡Li cv‡b mwø»-`„wó wbe× ivwLqv g„`K y ‡É ewjj, Avwg
b~Zb †eŠi K_v ejwP| †Zvgvi wØZxq ¯¿x, Zv‡K `vIwb †Kb ?
P›`ªbv_ Avi wb‡R‡K mvgjvB‡Z cvwij bv| mnmv `yB nvZ evovBqv mih~i gyLLvwb
ey‡Ki Dci Uvwbqv jBqv ewjqv DwVj, Zv‡KB w`‡qwP mih~, Zv‡KB w`‡qwP| ¯¿x Avgvi `ywU
bq, GKwU| wKš‘ †m Avgvi cyiv‡bv nq bv - wPiw`bB bZzb| cª_g †hw`b Zv‡K GB Kvkx
†_‡K we‡k¦k‡¦ ii cªvmv`x dzjwUi gZ ey‡K KÔ‡i wb‡q hvB †mw`bI †hgb bZzb, AvRI
Avevi hLb †mB we‡k¦k‡¦ ii cv‡qi Zjv †_‡K Kzwo‡q wb‡Z G‡mwP GLbI †Zgwb bZzb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-73

mܨvi `xc R¡vwjqv †Q‡j †Kv‡j jBqv mih~ ¯^vgxi cv‡qi wbKU ewmqv ewjj,
R¨vVvgkv‡qi m‡½ †`Lv bv KÔ‡i †Zvgvi hvIqv n‡e bv - AvR ivwˇi †Zvgv‡K _vK‡Z
n‡e|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, ZvB fvewP, AvR eywS Avi hvIqv nq bv|
mih~ A‡bK¶Y Aewa GKUv K_v Kwn‡Z Pvwn‡ZwQj, wKš‘ j¾v Kwi‡ZwQj,
mgqI cvq bvB| GLb Zvnv ewjj, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avi j¾v wK- ?
P›`ªbv_ mih~i gy‡Li w`‡K Pvwnqv Pzc Kwiqv iwnj|
mih~ ewjj, †f‡ewQjvg, †Zvgv‡K GKLvbv wPwV wjLe|
†jLwb †Kb, Avwg Z eviY Kwiwb|
miq~ GKUzLvwb fvweqv ewjj, fq nÔZ, cv‡Q Zzwg ivM Ki| Avevi K‡e Zzwg
Avm‡e ?
hLb Avm‡Z ej‡e, ZLwb Avme|
mih~ GKevi g‡b Kwij, †mB mgq ewj‡e, wKš‘ ci¶‡YB fvweqv †`wLj, gvby‡li
kix‡i wek¦vm bvB| GLb bv ewj‡j nqZ ejvB n‡e bv| P›`ªbv_ nqZ Avevi Avwm‡e, wKš‘
†m nqZ ZZw`‡b cywoqv QvB nBqv †Kv_vq Dwoqv hvB‡e| ZvB we‡ePbv Kwiqv ewjj,
†Zvgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi †Kvb j¾v †bB|
†m K_v Z n‡q †Mj - Avi wKQy ej‡e ?
mih~ wKQy¶Y _vwgqv ewjj, Avgvi euvP‡Z B‡”Q †bB, -Ggb K‡i †eu‡P _vKv Avi
fvj †`Lv‡”P bv|
P›`ªbv_ fvwej, Bnv cwinv‡mi gZ ïbvB‡Z‡Q bv| fvj Kwiqv Pvwnqv ‡`wLj,
mih~i gyL Avevi weeY© nBqv‡Q| mf‡q Kwnj, mih~ †Kvb k³ †ivM Rb¥vqwb Z ?
mih~ ¤-vb nvwmqv Kwnj, Zv ej‡Z cvwi‡b! ey‡Ki Kv‡Q gv‡S gv‡S GKUv e¨_v †Ui
cvB|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, Avi H g~Q©vUv ?
mih~ nvwmj, IUv wKQy bq|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ m‡Zi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-74

P›`ªbv_ g‡b g‡b ewjj, hv nBevi nBqv‡Q, GLb me©¯v^ š— nBqvI †Zvgv‡K Av‡ivM¨
Kwie|
mih~ Kwnj, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q GKwU wf¶v Av‡Q, †`‡e Z ?
PvB wK ?
wb‡Ri wKQy PvB bv| Z‡e, Avgvi hLb g„Z¨z -msev` cv‡e, ZLb - GB mgq †m
†LvKv‡K P›`ªbv‡_i cv‡qi Kv‡Q emvBqv w`qv ewjj, ZLb GKevi GLv‡b G‡m †LvKv‡K
wb‡q †h‡qv-
P›`ªbv_ wecyj Av‡e‡M we‡k¦ki¦ ‡K e‡¶ Zzwjqv jBqv gyLPz¤b^ Kwij|
GB mgq evwni nB‡Z ˆKjvmP›`ª WvwK‡jb, `v`v, weï!
we‡k¦ki¦ wcZvi †µvo nB‡Z QUdU Kwiqv bvwgqv cwoj, -`v`y hvB|
mih~ DwVqv `uvovBj, -H G‡m‡Qb|
wKQy¶Y c‡i ˆKjvmP›`ª we‡k¦ki¦ ‡K †µv‡o jBqv cªv½‡Y Avwmqv `uvovB‡jb,
P›`ªbv_I evwn‡i Avwmj| ˆKjvmP›`ª BwZc~‡e© P›`ªbv_‡K KLb †`‡Lb bvB - †`wL‡jI
wPwb‡Zb bv, Pvwnqv iwn‡jb| †LvKv cwiPq Kwiqv w`j| nvZ evovBqv ewjj, IZv evev|
P›`ªbv_ cªYvg Kwiqv `uvovBj| ˆKjvmP›`ª Avkxe©v` Kwiqv ewj‡jb, Gm evev, Gm|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ AvVvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-75

AvVvi
wKš‘ P›`ªbv_ hLb e„ׇK D‡Ïk¨ Kwiqv Kwnj, Kvj G‡`i wb‡q hve, ZLb
ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi e¶-cĆii g‡a¨ GKKv‡j kZvwaK Kvgvb `vMvi gZ kã Kwiqv DwVj!
wb‡R wK Kwn‡jb, wb‡Ri Kv‡b †m kã †cŠuwQj bv| wKš‘ P›`ªbv_ ïwbj, AùzU µ›`‡bi
gZ eû`~i nB‡Z †K †hb Kwnj, Ggb my‡Li K_v Avi wK Av‡Q!
mih~ G msev` ïwbqv Avb›` cªKvk Kwij bv, Zvnvi `yB P¶z evwnqv Akª“ MovBqv
cwoj| ¯^vgxi c`hyMj g¯—‡K ¯úk© Kwiqv ewjj, cv‡qi ay‡jv w`‡q nZfvwMbx‡K GBLv‡bB
†i‡L hvI, Avgv‡K wb‡q †h‡qv bv|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, †Kb ?
mih~ Reve w`‡Z cvwij bv - Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj| e„× ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi KvZi gyLLvwb
Zvnvi †Pv‡Li Dc‡i †Kewj fvwmqv DwV‡Z jvwMj|
P›`ªbv_ wKQy¶Y Pzc Kwiqv _vwKqv ewjj, Avwg †Zvgvi ¯^vgx, Avwg hw` wb‡q hvB,
†Zvgvi Awb”Qvq wKQy n‡e bv| Avwg weï‡K †Q‡o _vK‡Z cvie bv|
mih~ †`wLj, Zvnvi wKQyB ewjevi bvB|
ciw`b cªvZtKvj nB‡Z ˆKjvmP›`ª we‡k¦ki¦ ‡K †mw`‡bi gZ †Kv‡j Zzwjqv jB‡jb|
`vevi cuUy wz j nv‡Z Kwiqv k¤¢z wgwk‡ii evwo Avwm‡jb| Zvnv‡K WvwKqv ewj‡jb, wgwkiRx!
AvR Avgvi my‡Li w`b - weï`v`v AvR Zvi wb‡Ri evwo hv‡e| eo n‡q‡Q fvB, Ku‡y oN‡i
Avi Zv‡K aÔ‡i ivLv hvq bv|
wgwkiRx Avb›` cªKvk Kwi‡jb|
ˆKjvmP›`ª mZi cvwZqv ej mvRvBqv ewj‡jb, AvR Av‡gv‡`i w`‡b Gm,
†Zvgv‡K `y evwR gZ KÔ‡i hvB|
†Ljvi cªvi‡¤¢B wKš‘ ˆKjvmP›`ª G‡K G‡K ej nvivB‡Z jvwM‡jb| MR Pvwj‡Z
†bŠKv, †bŠKv Pvwj‡Z †Nvov, Ggwb †Mvjgvj nB‡Z jvwMj| wgwkiRx Kwn‡jb, eveyRx,
AvR †Zvgvi †gRvR ˆPb bvB, eûZ Mj&wZ ‡nvZv| µ‡g GK evwRi ci Avi GK evwR

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ AvVvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-76

ˆKjvmP›`ª nvwiqv †Ljv DVvBqv cuUy wz j euvwa‡Z ewm‡jb, wKš‘ jvj gš¿xUv euvwa‡jb bv| weïi
nv‡Z w`qv ewj‡jb, `v`v, gš¿xUv †Zvgv‡K w`jvg, Avi KLbI Pve bv| c‡_ Avwm‡Z hvnvi
mwnZ †`Lv nBj, Zvnv‡KB GB mymsev`Uv RvbvBqv w`‡jb|
AvR me©K‡g©B e„‡×i eo Drmvn| wKš‘ KvR Kwi‡Z KvR wcQvBqv cwo‡Z‡Q|
`vev‡Ljvi gZ eo fzjPzK nBqv hvB‡Z‡Q| hZ †ejv cwoqv Avwm‡Z jvwMj fzjPzK ZZB
evwoqv DwV‡Z jvwMj, mih~ Zvnv †`wLqv †Mvc‡b kZevi P¶z gywQj| e„‡×i wKš‘ gy‡Li
Drmvn K‡g bvB, Ggb wK mih~ hLb Avov‡j WvwKqv c`a~wj gv_vq jBqv Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj,
ZLbI wZwb Akª“mseiY Kwiqv nvwmqv Avkxe©v` Kwi‡jb, gv Avgvi Kuvw`m †b| †Zvi ey‡ov
R¨vVvi Avkxe©v‡` ZzB ivRivbx nwe| Avevi hw` KL‡bv Avwmm, †Zv‡`i GB Ku‡y oNiwU‡K
fz‡j †hb Avi †Kv_vI _vwKm †b|
mih~ AviI Kuvw`‡Z jvwMj, ey‡Ki gv‡S ïay †mB w`‡bi K_v Kuvw`qv Kuvw`qv DwV‡Z
jvwMj, †hw`b †m wbivwkªZv c‡_i wfLvwiYx nBqv Kvkx‡Z AvwmqvwQj| Avi AvR!
mih~ ewjj, R¨vVvgkvB, Avgv‡K †Q‡o Zzwg _vK‡Z cvi‡e bv †h-
ˆKjvmP›`ª Kwn‡jb, Avi KÔUv w`b gv ? wKš‘ g‡b g‡b ewj‡jb, GBevi WvK
c‡o‡Q, GZw`‡b Zß cªvYUv Ry‡ovevi Dcvq n‡q‡Q|
mih~ †PvL gywQ‡Z gywQ‡Z AvKzjfv‡e ewjj, Avgvi `qv-gvqv †bB-
e„× evav w`qv ewj‡jb, wQ gv, I-K_v eÔ‡jv bv - Avwg †Zvgv‡K wP‡bwP|
ivwÎ `kUvi mg‡q mK‡j †ók‡b Avwmqv Dcw¯’Z nB‡jb| Mvwoi mgq µgkt
wbKUeZ©x nBqv Avwm‡ZwQj|
we‡k¦ki¦ NygvBqv cwoqvwQj, wKš‘ jvj gš¿xUv ZLbI ey‡Ki Dci Pvwcqv awiqv
wQj| e„× bvovPvov Kwiqv Zvnv‡K RvMvBqv Zzwj‡jb| m`¨ wb‡`ªvwÌZ nBqv cª_‡g †m
Kuvw`evi Dcµg Kwij, wKš‘ hLb wZwb gy‡Li Kv‡Q gyL Avwbqv WvwK‡jb, weï, `v`v! ZLb
†m nvwmqv DwVj, `v`y|
`v`vfvB Avgvi, †Kv_vq hv”P ?
weï ewjj, `vwË| Zvnvi ci gš¿xUv †`LvBqv Kwnj, gb&Zx|
‰KjvmP›`ª Kwn‡jb, nu¨v `v`v! gš¿x nvwi‡qv bv †hb|
G MR`š—-wbwg©Z i³-iwÂZ c`v_©Uv m¤^‡Ü ˆKjvmP›`ª BwZc~‡e© Zvnv‡K A‡bKevi
mZK© Kwiqv w`qvwQ‡jb, †mI Nvo bvwoqv Kwnj, nviv‡ev bv - gb&Zx!

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ AvVvi c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-77

†Uªb Avwm‡j mih~ cybivq Zuvnvi c`a~wj gv_vq jBqv Mvwo‡Z DwVj| e„‡×i
Avš—wiK Avkxe©Pb Iôva‡i Kuvwcqv Kuvwcqv wfZ‡iB iwnqv †Mj|
†Uªb Qvwoevi Avi wej¤^ bvB †`wLqv ˆKjvmP›`ª we‡k¦k¦i‡K P›`ªbv‡_i †µv‡o w`qv
ewj‡jb, `v`y!
`v`y!
gš¿x!
†m gš¿xUv †`wLqv nvwmqv ewjj, `v`y - gb&Zx!
nvivm †b-
bv|
GBevi e„‡×i ﮋP‡¶ Rj Avwmqv cwoj| Mvwo Qvwoqv w`‡j wZwb mih~i Rvbvjvi
wbKU gyL Avwbqv Kwn‡jb, gv, Z‡e hvB - Avi GKevi †Rvi Kwiqv WvwK‡jb, I `v`y -
Mvwoi k‡ã Ges †jv‡Ki †Kvjvn‡j we‡k¦ki¦ †m AvnŸvb ïwb‡Z cvBj bv| hZ¶Y
Mvwoi †kl kãUzKz ïbv †Mj, ZZ¶Y wZwb GKc`I bwo‡jb bv| Zvnvi ci ax‡i ax‡i
wdwiqv †M‡jb|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Dwbk c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-78

Dwbk
evwo †cŠwQqv P›`ªbv‡_i †hUzKz fq wQj, Ly‡ov gwYk¼†ii K_vq Zvnv Dwoqv †Mj|
wZwb ewj‡jb, P›`ªbv_, cv‡ci Rb¨ cªvqwðË Ki‡Z nq, †h cvc K‡iwb Zvi Avevi
cªvqwð†Ëi wK cª‡qvRb ? ea~gvZvi †Kvb cvc †bB, Ab_©K cªvqwð‡Ëi K_v Zz‡j Zuvi
Aegvbbv K‡iv bv| gwYk¼‡ii gy‡L Giƒc K_v eo b~Zb †kvbvBj| P›`ªbv_ wew¯§Z nBqv
Pvwnqv iwnj| wZwb Avevi Kwn‡jb, ey‡ov n‡q A‡bK †`‡LwQ †h, †`vl-j¾v cªwZ msmv‡i
Av‡Q| gvby‡li `xN©-Rxe‡b Zv‡K A‡bK cv Pj‡Z nq, `xN©-c_wUi †Kv_vI Kv`v, †Kv_vI
wcQj, †Kv_vI ev DuP-z bxPz _v‡K, ZvB evev, c`öjb nq; Zviv wKš‘ †m K_v e‡j bv, ïay
c‡ii K_v e‡j| c‡ii †`vl, c‡ii j¾vi K_v PxrKvi KÔ‡i e‡j, †m ïay Avcbvi †`vlUzKz
†Mvc‡b †X‡K †djevi R‡b¨B| Zviv Avkv K‡i, c‡ii †Mvjgv‡j wb‡Ri j¾vUzKz Pvcv
c‡o hv‡e| P›`ªbv_ Pzc Kwiqv iwnj| gwYk¼i GKUz _vwgqv cybe©vi Kwn‡jb, Avi GKUv
b~Zb K_v wk‡LwQ - wk‡LwQ †h, ci‡K Avcbvi Kiv hvq; wKš‘ †h Avcbvi, Zv‡K †K K‡e
ci Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Q ? GZw`b Avwg AÜ wQjvg, wKš‘ weï Avgvi †PvL dzwU‡q w`‡q‡Q| Zvi
cy‡Y¨ me cweÎ n‡q‡Q| AvR Øv`kx| c~wY©gvi w`b †Zvgvi evwo‡Z Mªvgmy× †jv‡Ki wbgš¿Y
K‡iwP| ZLb `v`v wQ‡jb, KvRKg© meB wZwb Ki‡Zb| Avwg KLbI wKQy Ki‡Z cvBwb -
ZvB g‡b KiwQ, weïi Avevi b~Zb K‡i Abœckª vb †`e|
P›`ªbv_ wPš—v Kwij, wKš‘ mgvR ?
gwYk¼i nvwm‡jb, ewj‡jb, mgvR Avwg, mgvR Zzwg| G Mªv‡g Avi †KD †bB;
hvi A_© Av‡Q, †mB mgvRcwZ| Avwg B”Qv Ki‡j †Zvgvi RvZ gvi‡Z cvwi, Avi Zzwg
B”Qv Ki‡j Avgvi RvZ gvi‡Z cvi| mgv‡Ri Rb¨ †fe bv| Avi GKUv K_v ewj -
GZw`b Zv ewjwb, †eva nq KLbI ejZvg bv, wKš‘ fvewP, †Zvgvi Kv‡Q GK_v cªKvk
Ki‡j †Kvb ¶wZ n‡e bv| †Zvgvi ivLvj fU&Pv‡h¨i K_v g‡b nq ?
nq| nwi`qvj VvKz‡ii c‡Î c‡owQjvg|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ Dwbk c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-79

Avgvi cwiev‡ii hw` wKQy j¾vi K_v _v‡K, ïay †mB cªgvY Ki‡Z cviZ, wKš‘ †m
Avi †Kvb K_v cªKvk Ki‡e bv, Avwg Zv‡K †R‡j w`‡qwQ| wKQyw`b nj †m Lvjvm n‡q
†Kv_vq P‡j †M‡Q, Avi KLbI G ‡`‡k cv evov‡e bv|
gwYk¼i ZLb Avbycw~ e©K mg¯— K_v wee„Z Kwi‡jb| †m mKj Kvwnbx ïwbqv
P›`ªbv‡_i `yB P¶z ev®úvKzj nBqv DwVj|
Zvnvi ci c~wb©gvi w`b LvIqv‡bv-`vIqv‡bv †kl nBj| Mªv‡gi †KnB †Kvb K_v
Kwnj bv| Zvnviv gwYk¼‡ii e¨envi †`wLqv wek¦vm Kwij †h, GKUv wg_¨v Acev` iUbv
nBqvwQj, -nq Z †m GKUv Rwg`vix Pvj gvÎ!
niKvjx Avjv`v iuvwaqv LvB‡jb, -Zuvnviv G Mªv‡g Avi evm Kwi‡eb bv - evwo
hvB‡eb| niKvjx ewj‡jb, cªvY hvq †mI ¯^xKvi Kwi, wKš‘ ag©Uv‡K wZwb wKQy‡ZB
Qvwo‡Z cvwi‡eb bv| Bnv my‡Li K_vB nDK Avi `yt‡Li K_vB nDK, P›`ªbv_ Zuvnv‡`i
cÂvk UvKvi cwie‡Z© gvwmK GKkZ UvKv eivÏ Kwiqv w`qv‡Q|
Drm‡ei †k‡l A‡bK iv‡Î bvP-Mvb eÜ nB‡j N‡i Avwmqv P›`ªbv_ †`wLj me©
Aj¼vi-f‚wlZv ivRiv‡Rk¦ixi gZ wbw`ªZ cyÎ †µv‡o jBqv mih~ ¯^vgxi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Kwiqv
wbwk RvwMqv ewmqv Av‡Q|
AvR c~wY©gv|
P›`ªbv_ ewjj, Bm|
mih~ g„`y nvwmqv ewjj, mB AvR wKQy‡ZB Qvo‡jb bv|

‡QvU‡`i eB co‡Z DrmvwnZ Ki“b fvP©qy vj †cªm B-eyK


P›`ªbv_ wek c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-80

wek
‡m iv‡Î GK-cv GK-cv Kwiqv e„× ˆKjvmP›`ª evwo wdwiqv Avwm‡jb| euvavb
Zzjmx-‡e`xi Dci ZLbI `xcUv R¡wj‡ZwQj, Z_vwc G wK fxlY AÜKvi! GBgvÎ mevB
wQj, GLb Avi †Kn bvB| ïay gvwUi cª`xc †mB Aewa R¡wj‡Z‡Q; ZvnviI Avqy dzivBqv
Avwmqv‡Q, GBevi wbweqv hvB‡e| mih~ GwU ¯^n‡¯— R¡vwjqv w`qv wMqvwQj|
kh¨vq Avwmqv wZwb kqb Kwi‡jb| Aembœ P¶z `yBwU Z›`ªvq RovBqv Avwmj| wKš‘
Kv‡bi Kv‡Q †mB Aewa †hb †K gv‡S gv‡S WvwKqv DwV‡Z‡Q, `v`y! ¯^cœ †`wL‡jb, ivRv
fiZ Zuvnvi ey‡Ki gvSLvbwU‡Z g„Z¨z kh¨v cvwZqv ¶xY Iô KuvcvBqv ewj‡Z‡Q, -wd‡i
Avq! wd‡i Avq!
mKvj‡ejv DwVqv ewm‡jb, evwn‡i Avwmqv Af¨vmekZt WvwK‡jb, weï! Zvnvi ci
g‡b cwoj, weï bvB, Zvnviv Pwjqv wMqv‡Q|
`vevi cuUy wz j nv‡Z jBqv k¤¢z wgwk‡ii evwo Pwj‡jb| WvwKqv ewj‡jb, wgwkiRx,
`v`vfvB Avgvi P‡j †M‡Q|
`v`vfvB‡K mevB fvjevwmZ| wgwkiRxI `ytwLZ nB‡jb| `vevi ej mvRvb nB‡j
wgwkiRx Kwnj, eveyRx, †Zvgvi DRxi wK nÔj ?
ˆKjvmP›`ª `xN©wbk¦vm †dwj‡jb, -ZvB Z, wgwkiRx, †mUv wb‡q †M‡Q| jvj DRxiUv
†m eo fvjevmZ| †Q‡jgvbyl wKQy‡ZB Qvo‡j bv|
wZwb †h †¯^”Qvq Zuvnvi cªvY A‡c¶v wcªq `vev-‡RvovwU A½nxb KwiqvwQ‡jb, †m
K_v ewj‡Z j¾v Kwij|
wgwkiRx Kwnj, Z‡e Ab¨ †Rvov cvwZ ?
cvZ|
†Ljvq ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi nvi nBj| k¤¢z wgwki Zuvnvi mwnZ wPiKvj †Lwj‡Z‡Q, KLbI
nvivB‡Z cv‡i bvB| nvwievi KviY †m mn‡RB eywSj| ewjj, eveyRx, †LvKvevey †Zvgvi
wejKzj Bwjg mv‡_ †j wMqv eveyRx!

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P›`ªbv_ wek c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-81

eveyRxi gy‡L ﮋ-nvwmi †iLv †`Lv w`j| ewj‡jb, Gm, Avi GK evwR †`Lv hvK|
eûr Av”Qv|
†Ljvi gvSvgvwS Ae¯’vq ˆKjvmP›`ª wKw¯— w`qv fzwjqv ewj‡jb, weï!
k¤¢z wgwki nvwmqv †dwjj| wKw¯— K_vUv †m eywSZ, ewjj, eveyRx, wKw¯—, weï bq|
`yBR‡b nvwmqv DwV‡jb|
k¤¢z wgwki wKw¯— w`qv ewjj, eveyRx, GBevi †Zvgvi †`v †cqv`v wMqv|
ˆKjvmP›`ª e¨¯— nBqv ewj‡jb, `v`v, Avq, Avq, wkMwMi Avq| c‡i wKQy¶Y †hb
Zvnvi A‡c¶v Kwiqv ewmqv iwn‡jb| g‡b nB‡ZwQj †hb GBevi GKwU ¶z`-ª ‡Kvgj-‡`n
Zuvnvi wc‡Vi Dci SucvBqv cwo‡e|
k¤¢z wgwki wej¤^ †`wLqv ewjj, eveyRx, †cqv`v bvwn euvP‡b cvi‡e| e„‡×i PgK
fvw½j, ZvB Z, †ev‡o `yÔ†Uv gviv †Mj!
Zvnvi ci †Ljv †kl nBj| wgwkiRx Rqx nBj, wKš‘ Avbw›`Z nBj bv| ej¸jv
mvRvBqv w`qv ewjj, eveyRx, †`vmiv w`b ‡Ljv n‡e| AvR Avcbv Zweqr eûr †e-`yi¯— -
†gRvR GK`g w`K& Av‡Q|
evwo wdwiqv hvB‡Z `yB cªni nBj| g‡b nB†ZwQj, weï Z bvB, Z‡e Avi
ZvovZvwo wK ?
evUx‡Z cª‡ek Kwiqv †`wL‡jb, jLxqvi gv GKv iÜbkvjvq ewmqv cv‡Ki †hvMvo
Kwi‡Z‡Q| AvR Zuvnv‡K wb‡R iuvwa‡Z nB‡e, wb‡R evwoqv LvB‡Z nB‡e - GKv Avnvi
Kwi‡Z nB‡e| B”QvgZ Avnvi Kwi‡eb, ZvovZvwo bvB, cxovcxwo bvB - we‡k¦k†¦ ii
†`Šov‡Í¨i fq bvB! eo ¯^vaxb! wKš‘ G †h fvj jv‡M bv| ivbœvN‡i XzwKqv †`wL‡jb,
GKgy‡Vv Pvj, `yÔUv Avjy, `yÔUv cUj, LvwbKUv WvjevUv| †PvL dvwUqv Rj Avwmj - g‡b
cwoj, `yB ermi Av‡MKvi K_v| ZLb Ggwb wb‡R iuvwa‡Z nBZ - GB jLxqvi gv-B
Av‡qvRb Kwiqv w`Z| wKš‘ ZLb weïI Av‡m bvB, PwjqvI hvq bvB|
KuvVvjZjvq Zvnvi ¶z`ª †LjvNi GLbI euvav Av‡Q| `y‡Uv fMœ-NU GKUv wQbœ n¯—
c` gvwUi cyZjz , GKUv `ycqmv `v‡gi fv½v euvkx| †Q‡jgvby‡li gZ e„× †m¸wj KzovBqv
Avwbqv Avcbvi †kvevi N‡i ivwLqv w`‡jb|
`yciy ‡ejv Avevi M½v cuv‡oi evwo‡Z `vev cvwZqv ewm‡Z jvwM‡jb| mܨvi ci gyK›z `
†Nv‡li ˆeVKLvbvq Avevi †jvK Rwg‡Z jvwMj, wKš‘ cªwm× †L‡jvqvi ewjqv ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi

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P›`ªbv_ wek c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-82

Avi †Zgb m¤§vb bvB; ZLb w`wM¦Rqx wQ‡jb, GLb †LjvgvÎ mvi nBqv‡Q| †mw`b hvnv‡K
nv‡Z awiqv †Ljv wkLvBqvwQ‡jb, †m AvR Pvj ewjqv †`q| hvnvi mwnZ wZwb `vev
ivwLqvI †Lwj‡Z cv‡ib, †m AvR gv_v DuPz Kwiqv †¯^”Qvq GKLvbv †bŠKv gvi w`qv †Ljv
Avi¤¢ K‡i|
c~‡e©i gZ GLbI †Lwjevi †SuvK Av‡Q wKš‘ mvg_© bvB| `yB-GKUv k³ Pvj
GLbI g‡b c‡o - wKš‘ †mvRv †Ljvq eo fzj nBqv hvq| `vev‡Ljvq Me© wQj - AvR
Zvnv ïay j¾vq cwiYZ nBqv‡Q| Z‡e k¤¢z wgwki GLbI m¤§vb K‡i; †m Avi cªwZØ›Øx
nBqv †L‡j bv, cª‡qvRb nB‡j `yB-GKUv KwVb mgm¨v c~Y© Kwiqv jBqv hvq|
evwo‡Z AvRKvj Zuvnvi eo †Mvj‡hvM evwaqv‡Q| jLxqvi gv `¯‘igZ ivM
Kwi‡Z‡Q; `yB-GKw`b Zvnv‡K †Pv‡Li Rj gywQ‡ZI †`Lv wMqv‡Q| †m e‡j, evey, LvIqv-
bvIqv G‡Kev‡i wK †Q‡o w`‡j ? Avqbv w`‡q †PnvivUv †`L ‡M!
ˆKjvmP›`ª g„`y nvwmqv K‡nb, †eUx, iuvavevov me fz‡j †MwQ - Avi Av¸b-Zv‡Z
†h‡Z cvwi‡b|
†m eûw`‡bi cyiv‡bv `vmx, Qv‡o bv, eKv-SKv Kwiqv GK-Ava gyVv PvDj wm×
KivBqv jq|
Ggwb Kwiqv GKgvm KvwUqv †Mj|
Zvnvi ci wZb-Pviw`b awiqv ˆKjvmLy†ov‡K Avi †Kn †`wL‡Z cvBj bv| k¤¢z
wgwki G K_v cª_‡g g‡b Kwij| †m †`wL‡Z Avwmj| WvwKj, eveyRx!
jLxqvi gv DËi w`j| Kwnj, eveyi †evLvi n‡q‡Q|
wgwkiRx K‡¶ cª‡ek Kwiqv weQvbvi wbKU Avwmqv ewjj, eveyRx †evLvi nÔj wK?
ˆKjvmP›`ª mnv‡m¨ ewj‡jb, nu¨v wgwkiRx, WvK c‡o‡P, ZvB Av‡¯— Av‡¯— hvw”Q|
wgwkiRx Kwnj, wQqv wQqv - ivg ivg! Avivg †nv hv‡qMv|
Avi Avivg nevi eqm †bB VvKzi - GBevi iIbv nÔ‡Z n‡e|
KweivR †evjvq wQ‡j ?
ˆKjvm Avevi nvwm‡jb, AvUlwÆ-eQi eq‡m KweivR G‡m Avi wK Ki‡e wgwkiRx?
AvUlU& eqm - eveyRx! AvDi AvUlU& Av`gx wR‡Z cv‡i|
ˆKjvmP›`ª †m K_vi DËi bv w`qv mnmv ewj‡jb, fvj K_v wgwkiRx! Avgvi
`v`vfvB wPwV wj‡L‡Q - I jLxqvi gv, RvbvjvUv Ly‡j †` Z, wgwkiRx‡K cÎLvbv c‡o

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P›`ªbv_ wek c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-83

ïbvB| evwj‡ki Zjv nB‡Z GKLvbv cÎ evwni Kwiqv eû‡K¬‡k Av‡`¨cvš— cwoqv
ïbvB‡jb| wn›`y¯v’ bx k¤¢z wgwki KZK eywSj, KZK eywSj bv|
iv‡Î k¤¢z wgwki KweivR WvwKqv Avwbj| KweivR ev½vjx - ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi mwnZ
Rvbvïbv wQj| Zuvnvi cª‡kœi `yB-GKUv DËi w`qv Kwn‡jb, KweivRgkvB, `v`vfvB wPwV
wj‡L‡P, GB cwo ïbyb|
`v`vfv‡qi mwnZ KweivR gnvk‡qi cwiPq wQj bv| wZwb ewj‡jb, Kvi cÎ ?
`v`y - weï - jLxqvi gv, Av‡jvUv GKevi ai Z evQv-
cª`x‡ci mvnv‡h¨ wZwb meUzKz cwoqv ïbvB‡jb| KweivR ïwb†jb wKbv
ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi Zvnv‡Z 哇¶cI bvB| mih~i nv‡Zi †jLv weïi wPwV, e„‡×i BnvB mvš—¡bv,
BnvB myL| KweivR gnvkq Jla w`qv cª¯v’ b Kwi‡j, ˆKjvmP›`ª k¤¢z wgwki‡K WvwKqv
we‡k¦k‡¦ ii iƒc, ¸Y, eyw× G-mK‡ji Av‡jvPbv Kwi‡Z jvwM‡jb|
`yB mßvn AZxZ nBj, wKš‘ R¡i Kwgj bv; e„× ZLb GKRb cvovi †Q‡j‡K
WvwKqv weï‡K cÎ wjwL‡jb - †gvU K_v GB †h, wZwb fvj Av‡Qb, Z‡e m¤úªwZ kixiUv
wKQy g›` nBqv‡Q, wKš‘ fvebvi †Kvb KviY bvB|
ˆKjvmLyovi cªv‡Yi Avkv Avi bvB ïwbqv nwi`qvj †`wL‡Z Avwm‡jb| `yB-GKUv
K_vevZ©vi ci ˆKjvmP›`ª evwj‡ki Zjv nB‡Z †mB wPwVLvwb evwni Kwiqv Zvnvi nv‡Z w`qv
ewj‡jb, evevRx, co|
cÎLvbv wbZvš— gwjb nBqv‡Q, `yB-GK RvqMvq wQbœ nBqv wMqv‡Q, fvj cov hvq
bvB| nwi`qvj hvnv cvwi‡jb cwo‡jb| ewj‡jb, mih~i nv‡Zi †jLv|
Zvi nv‡Zi †jLv e‡U, Avgvi `v`vi wPwV|
bx‡P Zvi bvg Av‡Q e‡U!
e„× K_vUvq †Zgb mš‘ó nB‡jb bv| ewj‡jb, Zvi bvg, Zvi wPwV, mih~ †Kej
wj‡L w`‡q‡Q| †m hLb wjL‡Z wkL‡e, ZLb wb‡Ri nv‡ZB wjL‡e|
nwi`qvj Nvo bvwo‡jb|
ˆKjvmP›`ª Drmv‡ni mwnZ ewj‡Z jvwM‡jb, co‡j evevRx ? weï Avgvi ivwˇi
`v`y `v`y eÔ‡j †Ku‡` I‡V, †m fzj‡Z cv‡i ? GB mgq MÊ evwnqv `yÔ†duvUv †Pv‡Li Rj
evwj‡k Avwmqv cwoj|

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P›`ªbv_ wek c

kir iPbv mgMª (1g LÊ) c„ôv-84

jLxqvi gv wbK‡U wQj, †m `qvjVvKzi‡K Bkviv Kwiqv evwn‡i WvwKqv ewjj,


VvKzi, hvI, Zzwg _vK‡j mvivw`b H K_vB ej‡e|
Avi Pvi-cuvP w`b KvwUqv †Mj| Ae¯’v †bnvZ g›` nBqv‡Q, k¤¢z wgwki AvRKvj
ivwÎw`b _v‡K, gv‡S KweivR Avwmqv †`wLqv hvq| AvR mg¯— w`b awiqv msÁv wQj bv;
mܨvi ci GKUz Ávb nBqvwQj, Zvnvi ci Aa©‡PZbfv‡e cwoqv wQ‡jb| Mfxi iv‡Î K_v
Kwn‡jb, weï `v`v, Avgvi gš¿xUv! Gevi †`, bB‡j gvZ n‡q hve! k¤¢z wgwki Kv‡Q Avwmqv
ewjj, eveyRx wK ej†P ?
‰KjvmP›`ª Zvnvi cv‡b GKevi Pvwn‡jb, e¨¯—fv†e evwj‡ki Zjvq GKevi nvZ
w`‡jb, †hb wK GKUv nvivBqv wMqv‡Q, cª‡qvR‡bi mgq nvZ evovBqv cvB‡Z‡Qb bv|
Zvnvi ci nZvkfv‡e cvk wdwiqv g„`y g„`y ewj‡jb, weï, we‡k¦ki¦ , gš¿xUv GKevi †` fvB,
gš¿x nvwi‡q Avi KZ¶Y †Lwj ej& ?
G we‡k¦i `vev‡Ljvq ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi gš¿x nvivBqv wMqv‡Q| wek¦cwZi bwKU ZvnvB
†hb KvZ‡i wf¶v Pvwn‡Z‡Q| k¤¢z wgwki wbK‡U Avwmqv `uvovBj| jLxqvi gv cª`xc gy‡Li
m¤§y‡L awiqv †`wLj, e„‡×i P¶z Kcv‡j DwVqv‡Q, ïay Iôvai ZLbI †hb Kuvwcqv
Kwn‡Z‡Q, we‡k¦k¦i! gš¿x-nviv n‡q Avi KZ¶Y †Ljv hvq, †` fvB, †`|

ciw`b `qvjVvKzi P›`ªbv_‡K cÎ wjwLqv w`‡jb †h, MZiv‡Î ˆKjvmP‡›`ªi g„Z¨z


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