As Shiva open his eyes, she dies and is reborn

July 5th 2012

Today I sat upon the balcony of my parents house in South Africa and fell into the stars. As I did, He opened his eyes and looked upon Her, in Africa, and said. " Open your eyes Mother. I am here inside you." The winds raged, the earth cried as He and She spoke through me as One and finally she relented, knowing that her death is her re-birth. Shiva opens his eyes and sees through the illusion as Kali dances awakening the light that hides in the darkest darkness. She dies and is reborn, rising up in the ashes and the dust, dancing in the endless embrace of life and death. It is time. I haven't written here for a while. For many reasons that are just one. Eventually everything does observe the inherent silence and darkness within the infinite formlessness of pure light and love. Yet in our journey into that silence, the collective story is to be told, heard and seen, in deepest and most acute observation of the vastest consciousness within vastest ego, that is just One. I arrived in South Africa some days, weeks, moments ago. A journey into the womb of the Earth Mother as she dies and re-births is something I have been seeing for the longest time. The energy descent that has brought Krishna, Buddha, Quan Yin, Jesus and all other beings of light who awoke to the remembrance of the inextinguishable light within all, has been happening to me, as it happens to all to choose to observe the death of their individual ego to birth the collective consciousness that the Earth is dreaming of. In a Kundalini rising, the energy ascent is the observation of the energy moving up through the chakras disintegrating from its attachment to form and accessing the collective consciousness through the unfolding of the thousand petals of the crown. In energy descent, that energy, once in remembrance of its omnipotence, omnipresence and omniscience and thus connection to the source that is, was and will be in existence in one moment, that is all moments, travels back through the eye that consciously chooses to stay open to the perfection in

everything it beholds, and travels through the body that is egoless to earth itself in the earth. In this earthing, a new evolved consciousness awakens in the Earth. Some call this the New Earth. Some call the transition into that embodiment, the shift. There are many paths, that are just one path. Yet there is only one journey that gives itself parents, names, siblings, cultures, history etc etc in the multitude of human experiences. Yet we are here, in this space because we are karmically connected, in some way or another and that karma has been written into the very fabric of the Earth, through our fears and loves equally. Through everything we, or I or you choose to judge, resist, attach to and simply perceive and interpret. I write to you from South Africa and from this body you may know as Juanita. Yet there is no such place and no such person. Everything does dissolve into light, when we awaken to the truth that hides in the illusion and we see that our greatest fears, are our greatest blessings too. I am here with the parents who bore me and the siblings who shared my childhood. We are here choosing to share sacred space, Inner Family Space. The space for souls to come together not only as parents and siblings, husbands and wives....yet also to see why we have chosen each other and to release ourselves from the karmic bonds that we ties ourselves up in so that we can serve the purpose we came here to serve. To awaken the birth vision that we birthed, collectively. So I am here, in Africa to die once more as every ego dies, as you all die the perceptions and fears and judgements that seem to separate ego and consciousness, life and death, dark and light. Violet in Red. We are all here in freedom. In choice. And when we awaken to the truth within all, we are all simply here, in love. So I thank you as Africa thanks you, as my family thanks you, as the distant moons and the Higgs Boson thanks you for being here in this sacred Inner Dance space. For you are what creates it all. Observed or not. You are in everything and equally nothing. As the story speaks and silences itself in every tree, every aeon and every person, we are blessed to be sharing this Inner Dance journey, together, as one.