Me and My Five-Day Boyfriend

'I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning will be able to come true; I'll wait for you...' Cha... I hope you will all have one dreamy night, my love... this has been your DJ leaving you with a song from Dongbangshinki, Picture of You ... I'll talk to you tomorrow night... saranghe... Did you hear that?! Did you hear that? Ya! I'm not deaf... and can you please tone down the volume now? I muttered calmly as Jaejoong's voice filled the air. Isn't he the coolest?! She screeched again. She has an amazing voice, not amazing that she could hit a high note or something like that, it's just that I don't know how she manages it that she would sound like a boy other times it's a just a terribly shattering sound. Now her shrieks are big danger for my poor eardrums. Coolest? The last time you called someone coolest was your Khun Oppa... I heaved under my breathe and twirled the pen between my fingers. Oh, he's different! Anyway, I'm telling you, tomorrow night you really should listen to his Sweet Dreams, My Love.!

Sweet Dreams, My Love. Urgh! Even that show title was giving me chills. Creepy! I coughed and decided to just change the topic. By the way, are you done with our Algebra homework? Silence. Algebra? Yeah? Like we have ten problems to solve? I replied in a serious tone. Ahhhh... so are you done with it? Yeah, I proudly declared, done with it three hours ago. Good! So I've got no prob anymore... Ya! And she hung up on me just like that. But I love her. She is my bestfriend since forever. People say that we are the complete opposite that's why we compliment a lot. When all she cared for are those girly things, I despise them-well, not really despise, kinda allergic to them. So it's like we compensate each others' frailties and differences. She is this and I am that. I am that and she is this. Yoona. Seohyun. Oddly, we love spending time together and talking and doing those things that we enjoy doing. Together. How? Hard to explain and I know we are not the only bestfriends like this. So yeah, picture it. And just like any old bestfriends do, we protect and help out each other. Whatever consequences may arise. Keep them coming. But I wouldn't know what would befall on me because of this. Yoona-ya... I sat beside her by the grass under a shade that 'fateful' afternoon, why that long face? Mom's birthday is coming. I still don't have enough money to buy that necklace... Since the day she laid eyes on that necklace, she knew that it belonged rightfully to her mom. How much do you still need? I could lend you... She shook her head and told me the amount. My jaw dropped, that much? I don't have that enough money! Would you help me earn it then?

Good lord, help me for she was pulling off that doe-eyed begging again so I just nodded, okay... okay... but how? Great! Her eyes brightened. I. Am. So. Dead. You see, there's a contest on this radio show that I always tell you to listen to and they're giving away prices and it's even more than enough and I could sign in your name for it and so we can-- Woah! Woah! Calm down, first! Wait, what if you just sign in your name? I can't... Why? I just can't Then you can't sign my name too. I uttered casually. But Seohyuna! It's kinda complicated. Khunie would get mad at me... Why would he? It's... it's complicated... yeah! That's it! It's something to do with this kind of relationship that we have, she stopped, thinking for awhile then blurted out, you wouldn't understand, it's the--- Couple thingie... I supplied as I rolled my eyes, whatever... So, you're in? Do I have a choice? Na-ah! Really, my perfect idea of killing myself. ~~~ How could you do this to me?! You should have told me about it before! You had so much time to do so! I snapped angrily at her. She is the most infuriating and annoying person I know. I could rant, I could kill her by throwing all the pillows in the world at her, I could call her names, but darn, I love her! Tough love they say. She looked pitiful so I sat down beside her and kicked that lost pillow on the floor. Why didnt you tell me in the first place? I whined softly. Really, Im sorry. I just want to make my mom happy and I thought it was okay for the radio station if they would just give us the money and forget about that dating thing. Aigoooo I sighed in frustration, you know I cant date that guy! And Ive never been on a date! And I dont even want to date! I raised my voice an octave higher again. I said Im sorry, okay?

She was crying again. The last time we had that kind of fight that caused both of us some petty tears was when she sneaked to my moms room and took her make-up kit and played with it. I got a good beating when my mom found the despicable box in my room so out of revenge I beat her up too. Actually, I could just tell her to kiss that necklace goodbye but I just couldnt. It was so important to her and I know where it was coming from. Her mom is a frustrated actress who only got to act as extra on TV shows or dramas. She is also the vainest woman I have ever known, loving those entire pretty little things essential to make a lady glow in beauty. Including jewelry. So, my dear bestfriend will do everything to give her mom that kind of happiness. Because of Mrs. Ims constant effort to get casted, she was always away from home that leaves Yoona to literally live with us. My mom would always tell me to just understand her and love her more since we both dont have any other siblings. Although, she is a year older than me, I ended up being the unnie. Minus her calling me that. Seohyuna She whispered in a broken voice but I refused to look at her. Im sorry. Its fine we wont get the price My heart leaped as I turned to face her, what are you talking about? It was a mistake. I cant let you do things against your will. I should have known better than to act so childish. You mean, were not gonna claim the price? she nodded so I continued gently, the necklace. Its jut a necklace. Besides, I can just write a letter, right? Just like what I do every year and youre going to help me with it, right? Were gonna make it pretty so that Omma would be happy I hate myself, I really do. No. What? We will get that price. Buy that necklace. Celebrate your moms birthday. And, Im gonna date that coolest jock! I beamed as if I was the luckiest person in the world, which, in any case, I am not. You dont have to I put my arms around her, no Im on it! Are you sure? She mumbled while breaking free from my embrace, the hell I am! Besides, you said its only for five days, right? Yeah, only for five days but, you are not so into this kind of thing Look whos talking now? Isnt this just the grand scheme of things?! I declared with so much enthusiasm, I am so into it. Yoona-ya

What? Are you sure they did not reveal my complete name and they wont be following us with cameras like those TV shows? those were just two points of my uneasiness. Yeah, its on the deal. Besides, hes like a hottie and they need to ensure your safety from the fantards. Now, thats creepy. But dont worry! You just need to experience being his boyfriend for five days as normal as possible so I bet nothing of that sort. Thats really should be it, or else I gave her a fierce glare. Arasso she whined, I even used your petname Seohyun not Juhyun. I sighed. She was using her brain after all. A rare case. Seohyuna gomawo Dont thank me yet I am so not done with you I warned as I stood ready to leave and she tagging behind me. But who knows you two would cli I turned to her with my hands on my hips, dont even think about it! Oh come on, Seohyun until when are you gonna keep this convent-like lifestyle? Shush! You owe me big time so shut up! So that was how I got into this fancy mess. Five days as the girlfriend of Jung Yonghwa, the hottest DJ in town, the mot sought-after bachelor. Millions of girls in Korea would die just to be on my shoes. Im so lucky I could just die. And to add insult to injury, my dear mother just loved the idea after we told her. She said it was the perfect plan to chastise me in being an ordinary eighteen-year oldto swoon over boys, to dress up, to party, and to have a boyfriend. Urgh! Not really my kind of thing. Now I walk beside my sweet bestfriend on our way to the radio station and meet my accidental boyfriend. Lets just see if I could get burned with his hotness and cringe with his coolness. Sigh.

DAY ONE: Meeting THE Boyfriend

Ahhh... so you are the lucky girl? The lumpy secretary smiled nicely at us while I sign the documents to claim the price money and, probably, my boyfriend. Uhm, can I just sign here and not print my real name? I inquired hoping my innocent smile (the same one I would pull if I badly want something from my mother) would capture her heart. Oh sure! Don't worry! That was weird since I was signing important documents. Oh well, at least it worked. Congratulations again. Come to think of it, he's even the lucky one you're such a pretty thing... Aniyo, my mom says Im pretty too. I dont know. You can stay at the waiting room. I think he is in a meeting right now. We will, thank you... It was Yoona who beamed as we bowed to be excused. Are you excited? Waeyo? she was giving me that silly grin again as we sat on the black leather couch, I'm terrified... Eh... stop being like that... She slapped my arms so I gave her my fake smile, arasseyo, I'm so excited! Just make sure I won't faint when he comes out, okay? Fine... but really, thank you for this and for all the trouble. Yonna's smile was genuine that all I could do was to nod, but, you owe me the five days I'm gonna lose for this so-called relationship. Whatever... Omo! Here he comes! Ya! Don't faint! I joked but my heart suddenly raised when I heard the footsteps since my view of the hallway was being blocked by that fake plant. Yoona, on the other hand, motioned me to stand so I hurriedly brushed the creases on my skirt. Hi... The deep voice almost caught me off guard as I finally looked up to meet his eyes. He was standing around 180 cm with dark brown hair that fell somewhere on his brows. And, oh, he was

wearing earrings. Boys these days...tsk...tsk... Two pretty ladies and I can't guess who Seohyun is. It's her... Thank goodness for my bestfriend's pushing me forward as if I was the only unsold bargain, ye... but... she's... But, I'm sorry, but we need to tell you something. Yoona saved my stuttering soul that all I could do was to shut up and stare-- look at him. I don't stare, it's bad. Go on... He sat coolly on the couch and gestured us to do so. You see, I was the one who sent her name since I have a boyfriend already. We just tried it just for fun and did not expect this result. She lied. Oh really? Oh, he was looking at me. I swallowed hard, de... And, Seohyun here doesn't have any ex-- Awww! Do you really have to do that! Yeah, I stepped on her foot, I'm sorry about this but I'm really not comfortable with the idea of-- You mean, you don't want me to be your boyfriend for five days? Why does he have to sound so unaffected? Wwell, yeah... and Yoona was gently elbowing me. Hmmm... I'm afraid that we need to get the price money back. He said with that slight curve on his lips. He stood and I panicked looking at my friend's eyes in wonder, hey wait... is it really like that? He nodded matter-of-factly. I thought for a while then said under my breath, oh... then, I-- we don't have any other choice. Darn, he smiled! Not really that I care if he did. Yeah... so? So... I wished my bestfriend would butt in or something. I turned to her for help but she nudged me to look at the man again-- with his outstretched hand. Hello... I'm Jung Yonghwa, I believe you are my girlfriend. For five days... Seohyun... I hesitated but eventually took his hand. It was soft and cool. I let go as he laughed at my introduction.

That's really your name? Since it's just five days, it's better for you to use that. Well, it's actually the name used by those people close to me, but he doesn't need to know that anymore. Eherm... I'm Im Yoona, her bestfriend. The one I should be thankful to? I don't really understand that question as they both smiled and shook hands, Okay... what now? Hmmm... I guess, it's time for me to leave you two to get to know each other well... What? You can't just leave me here... I mumbled in a controlled voice while hanging on to her arms for my dear life, ...with him! Don't worry, I don't bite. Mr. DJ said seriously as my Yoona clasped her hands together and turned to me excitedly. That's a relief! So can I go now? Khunie is waiting for me in school... I love my bestfriend but right now, I just hate her. ~~~ The awkward silence remained overhead for a couple of minutes as we sat face-to-face on that almost empty cafe. I was still ill at ease with the whole picture but what could I do? I was there already, I wont be so bad, I guess. So Seohyun, maybe we could tell each other about ourselves. Yeah, okay... I mumbled as my heart was too ready to pop out of my throat, but he just grinned. Maybe we could do the fact and question/relay. I will start. Age. 20. 18. . . . You're supposed to give me a new one. He laughed. I suddenly turned stupid, hmmm... I'm sophomore, Major in Advertisement. Senior. Broadcast Communication. Student in the morning, jock at night. Full-pledged student. Who thought of that program's title? He laughed, alright. Not just the ordinary laugh but THE laugh. It sucks, right?

I took a sip of my smoothie mirroring him as he nodded, it's actually... lame. I'm sorry... I know... good thing it wasn't me. I'm the DJ for its second season, the first one was sacked. Oh! End of conversation. Tick... Tock... Good thing the banana split was yummy. What's your ideal man? I put my spoon back. I knew he would ask that. I was briefed to answer a good student, a good son and a good person. If one exists. I don't have any. Huh? Really? Yeah... you? Maybe I have to reconsider having an ideal woman in mind. You never had a boyfriend before? Nope... I was taking my precious time spooning that lovely chocolate syrup. How about you? Had a couple. Really? I mean, had a few before... Ahhhh... So you never experienced what normal couples do? Never... Really? Never. Even on my wildest dream. Strange. He said thoughtfully. So I'm strange. Not really like that! Oops... I was thinking too loud, Yeah, I mean... yeah... I'm a little strange. It's just... Don't worry, I understand. Besides, if I have a younger sister, I would want her to be like that. Strange like me? I eyed him then he laughed heartily again.

Not really strange, just someone who knows her priorities and, funny. You are funny. I am? I feel silly, is that a complement? Of course! Funny in a nice way. Making people happy is what I meant. Ahhhh... I love banana split. Since you never had a boyfriend and don't have that first-hand experience of having one, what if we play this situation for five days? What do you mean? Like we can act like we are in that relationship. Say what couples say. Do what couples do. Omo! my eyes widened in disbelief. I wasn't liking what my mind suggested. The guy was enjoying himself. With limitations, that is... Like holding hands? oh gawd, he's making me nervous. Am I even saying what I'm not supposed to say? Something of that sort. I don't know if I would ever feel comfortable with it. Then we will not do what you're not comfortable in doing. Whew. Sigh. Cough. Oh... okay... what are we going to do then? Just like this. Eating in a restaurant, walking in the park, watching movies, talking... That's it? That's it. Unless... you want more? Oh boy, I'm entertaining this fellow, I mean, we won't be wearing couple shirts right? Especially couple socks...? We could if you want to... I raised my fork, oh no! Thanks but, no thanks...oh wait. Are we supposed to meet each other's family? I mean Yoona was freaking out when Nichkhun told her he would take her to their house and meet his parents. I could meet your folks. Mine lives in Busan. Far. I breath hard, I guess no need for that since it's just for five days. Yeah, whatever my girlfriend wants. Did he just say that? Creepy, oh... okay... We could go to the amusement park.

Really? You like that? Yeah! okay, the amusement-park-deprived me leaped in glee. Okay, good. We're going there. He is a nice person afterall. We continued eating in silence afterwards with occasional smiles whenever our eyes meet. I know it was not really a good thing to do but I decided to study his features without his noticing it. He has a pair of smiling eyes, kinda kept you glued looking at them but just make sure he won't notice. His height was a good thing too, I am such a tall girl even for my age so I am a little relieved that he was taller than me. Wouldn't it be awkward walking with your boyfriend who wears insoles? I didn't really get much of his voice over the radio since I only heard that when I was talking to Yoona on the phone. But, hearing him talk made me quite curious why he's the 'hottie jock'. Ehem... He coughed softly that almost made me jump. Did he sense what I was doing? So, Seohyun, do you listen to my radio program? Uh-oh. You should start listening, then. He smiled again then turned his attention back to his food. Maybe it wasn't really a bad idea. Like I could have a first-hand experience of being a girlfriend and having a boyfriend. Maybe I could finally understand the sometimes queerness of Yoona when she is blabbing about her lovelife. Sweet.

DAY TWO: Oppa?

I opened my eyes and shot a glance at the ceiling. The radio was now on its morning program that means I fell asleep even before his radio show. I did not exactly promise that I would listen since I've got my hands full of homework and I normally put on Mozart during study time. But, I did tell him I would try.

I turned the radio on at exactly eleven after doing my readings as I lie down on bed. Apparently, I fell asleep. I brushed the remaining sleep from my eyes and turned it off changing to the CD mode. Ah, my Mozart on a lovely morning. I sat up and reached for my book. After a few chapters, I hurried and prepared for school.

After my morning classes were finished, I hang around by the field doing advance reading for my next class. I was really enjoying solitude when

DETAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That squeal doesn't need guessing or even my turning to see who it was so I remained fixated on the book I was reading by the shade of our favorite tree. She sat across me and pulled my book.

Ya stop screaming I said in an exasperated but mellow tone.

What happened? Tell me all the details!

What details? I snatched back my book and tried to search for the messed up page.

Your date with your handsome boyfriend! Yoona grinned.

Oh that... I said simply and gave up looking for the page I was reading. It was okay. I didn't expect they call it date. More like what we usually do or what I usually do when I eat on a restaurant with other people.

Oh come on! You are so frigid!

Ya! Don't use that word here! I look around praying hard nobody heard her then I snapped back, and I am not fri--- THAT!

Oh yeah you are!

Here we go again. I rolled my eyes. But really, I am telling the truth! Why would I lie about it?!

You're right, I guess, Yoona said thoughtfully, but you did had that butterfly on you stomach thingie, right?

Butterfly? Do I suppose to feel that?

Aigoo, Seohyuna!

She slapped her own forehead; it must have hurt a lot, wae?

Being nave is cute sometimes, just sometimes, alright?

Okay, I'm kinda nave per se, I admit that. It's just that, Yoona-ya... since I don't know what I'm really getting into and since this is all your fault. Why don't you just help me?

Seohyuna, I know it is my fault but, she said in a serious tone, but if you are planning to run away on this, there is no way I am helping you!

She glared at me but I would actually love to strangle her and so I ended up laughing, no, silly! I mean, at least tell me what to expect.

That's why you should start watching romantic movies!

Aish! I don't have time for that!

Okay, fine Ill just tell you the dos and donts, she said rolling her eyes, get your notebook ready. You're officially enrolled to Dating 101 with Professor Im!

Yeah right...

Moments later.

Aish chincha! Seohyuna, are you sure you want to learn?! Stop rebutting whatever I'm saying! You are such a hard person!

But I don't get it! Why should I change my ringtone and callback tone to his voice and set my wallpaper with his picture? And call him every hour? Ask him if he has eaten breakfast, lunch, dinner and snack? If he was sweaty? For crying out loud, I'm not his mother! And I am not you and he is not your Khunie!

Ya! Do you want my help or not?! And dont bring my Khunie in this argument!

Her stare was that of a final warning that I should just shut up and listen. What do I expect? I just pushed the button named Khunie.

She heaved then started calmly, Okay, you don't need to do those things that I said. Just the simple ones. Seo Ju Hyun, repeat them again.

Arasso, I pouted in defeat and lifelessly read my notes. Smile a lot. Be gracious. Don't whine. Stop reading when he is telling me something. Act interested--

It's not what I said, she waved her finger.

Be interested with what he says. Don't talk politics unless he initiates it. Don't discuss the Law of Gravity or Einstein infamous equation, in short, don't bore him to death. Do some aegyo once in a while... aigoo...

What?! she glowered with a suppressed laugh.

You know I don't do aegyo!

It's time you start doing it then... she smiled helplessly.

I am such a hopeless case then... I put my chin on my arms.

Not really... why are you feeling like that?

Just feel sorry for him. He deserves a normal girl for a girlfriend, not a weirdo like me... I buried my face on my arms then felt Yoona sitting beside me.

Eh, don't be like that... she rested her head on my slouched back, besides, it's only for five days you will worry about that. And you are not a weirdo! Wait.

She pulled me up, what?

Did you even exchange numbers?

No... I blinked twice.

Aigoo...

~~~

I really tried hard to focus on the book in front of me but I couldn't seem to get my mind off the idea. It should even make me happy, I scolded myself. Maybe that guy decided not to go on with the dating thing. That's probably it! Smiling to myself, I leafed through my book.

Ju Hyun, someone's looking for you outside.

It was Hu Min my classmate in Management. Arranging my things, I decided to leave the library

since it was also time for me to go home. Omo! There he stood by the hallway, leaning on one of the lockers and fully fixated on that particular something on the floor that he did not notice me.

I stopped securing the books and notebooks on my arms and the sudden movement caused him to finally see me. My mind was totally blank until the thought crossed my mind so I ran to him when he slightly raised his hand.

Much to his surprise, so my own, I took his arm and dragged him on a little corner. What are you doing here?

I'm here to pick you up, he looked at me with that weird expression.

What? I mean, why? I continued to speak in a shushed tone.

You are my girlfriend, he grinned wickedly, and we just agreed yesterday that we will do the usual couple things.

But you can't come here! People know who you are! And how did you know I was in the library?

Ya... one at a time please...

Is he really like that? Always smiling?

Well, to answer your question... Seo Ju Hyun. I got Yoona's number on the contest entry. And my voice is famous. Not actually my face...

Didn't he just realize he has that face that 'normal girls' would love to ogle at? But, I need to stay calm so I breathe heavily, okay... but you can't pick me up here. I really don't want to get any attention.

Are we getting attention?

Is he just being sarcastic? Well, I don't know about that yet. But, I'm usually not the type to be

walking, lest be picked up by a 'boy' in school. You know what I mean, right?

Alright... he nodded like a school boy, but since I'm here already, shall we just get out of here?

Fine! To get this over and done with... I whispered softly as I walked ahead of him. I turned when I sensed that he was trying to catch up, one favor... please, just walk behind or ahead of me...

Thank goodness he stopped and moved only when I was like a few inches away. Some girls where already whispering and giggling among themselves and it really made me feel sick. I just hope they won't know that I'm with him or else I would die in embarrassment.

Are we okay now? he caught up with me as I continuously walk along that semi deserted path outside the University.

I nodded after checking if the coast was clear, I guess so... anyway, what are we supposed to do now...?

Hmmm... let's see. I got a free pass for a movie. We can watch right now if you're available.

Okay.

Okay? Really?

Once again, he sounded weird, you suggested it so yeah, let's watch a movie.

Seohyuna, I said I won't let you do what you're not comfortable in doing...

I turned to him trying to figure ahead what he meant. What?

But just this one.

You are scaring me... tell me now while I still have time to run... my attempt to divert the

creepy mood. It worked! He laughed again.

He coughed then continued, call me Oppa... could you do that?

I almost laughed. I'm not really a big fan of romantic stuff and it's to my knowledge that girls really call their boyfriends Oppa in Korea though they are of the same age. Calling him that is so normal since he is really older than me. Modesty. Protocol. Of course! You are my Oppa!

That made him really smile.

~~~

The movie was some old documentary about the war. I tried not to comment with his taste since maybe he just did that thinking it was something I would be interested with. Although, it actually did, I felt kind of sad that he was treating me on that level. He should have brought me in some ordinary movie where ordinary couples would go, I won't complain. Kudos to his effort, though.

We talked about the movie as we walked to our house. He is a highly opinionated person and I like it. Not really on that different level of likeness. He was even debating with me on some issues and I really appreciate that. I wouldn't like a boyfriend who would just nod and believe as I believe. It's not that I was actually liking him as a boyfriend.

Oh boy! Am I actually on a debate with myself here?

Later that night, I got a message from him. Yeah, we did exchange numbers this time and Yoona is cheering! Yay!

Yong DJ is on air. Turn on your radio.

I can't. I'm still outside with my mom, I'm sorry, Oppa. I lied.

Okay. Just listen if you can.

I decided not to send a reply anymore but I did turn on the radio. He was playing this upbeat song, the one Yoona loves lately. I lie on my back staring at the ceiling trying to organize the lyrics. It was something about this girl who loves this boy and declaring her feelings for him. It was so catchy that I was even humming to it... but laughed at the thought of going to choke on the chorus part.

Oh oh oh oppareul sarange!

Ah ah ah manhi-manhihae!

Finally, he started talking when the song finished. He was reading some text messages from the listeners and answering them. His voice has really somewhat different feel to it than hearing it live. But I like it better seeing his face because it's kinda weird, hearing his voice without seeing him.

Feelgoodgirl send us a message, 'Yong DJ, it's raining outside here on my place. I really want to sleep now but I just couldn't. I have to hear your voice.'

Silly person, I sighed. He laughed.

Well, feelgoodgirl, try to stay up a bit, since I will be saying goodbye a few minutes from now. Okay, for the next message... from ring12 she said, 'Oppa, did you meet your girlfriend today? What does she look like? I am so jealous now! Please tell me I am prettier than her... kekeke'

I smiled to myself and waited, curious of what he will say. I don't know if I was just impatient but he was silent for a while.

I really wouldn't know if she is prettier than you. All I can say is that, my girlfriend is beautiful. She has this beautiful long hair, a pair of almond eyes. ya... I can clearly imagine the way she smiles...

My heart was pounding, alright?

...At first, I was kinda unsure about that contest. As you all know, I used to say that it was a really weird idea. But I am just so glad to meet her and her friend...

Okay, for the next message. x_sdfg_x, 'hyung! You snatched a pretty girl? Can you do another contest and find me a pretty one too? How about your girlfriend's friend?'

I was laughing imagining Yoona who was probably listening too. And he was laughing too.

I'm afraid her friend is in a happy relationship right now. Take that back, I'm happy that she is in a relationship too. Maybe we can go on a double date? What do you think? Yes you, I'm talking to you and I hope you can hear me.

I grabbed my phone. As he continued talking about, who else?

ME!

From...

Pause.

...gugumalatte... hmmm... guguma latte, weird name. This person wrote, 'Yong DJ, if your girlfriend is listening right now, she must feel thankful for your kind words and happy that you think of her that way.

My veins seemed to abnormally pump blood to my heart as he read my message.

Majo, I really hope she is. So that ends our little talk tonight. It's really fun having to share this night with you all. And to you, the one who wants to remain anonymous, I really had fun being with you. I never met anyone smarter than you. Funny on your own way. And beautiful without even trying to be-- without even realizing that you are. I hope you keep on glowing in my eyes...

Ottoke!

Suddenly he laughed. Kinda like a nervous laugh, I can never tell.

it feels weird saying this, but you are my girlfriend, right? Like what I said yesterday night, finally, there'll be that particular someone I would be dedicating this song to... Like those invisible flower-like smiles which shine just like the stars, I'll keep you safe beautifullythis has been your DJ leaving you with a song from Dongbangshinki, tomorrow night... and I'll be seeing you... saranghe...

Picture of You... I'll talk to you

My phone started ringing like crazy. It was a call from Yoona and I exactly know why she was calling. I deposited the thing under my pillow and turned off my lights.

Sigh.

Day Three: A Ride to Sunset Seohyuna! Illuwa! Someones here to see you!!!! I was watching keroro and then I sat up and scratched my head with a yawn. Friday uhm! I yawned as I look at my clock. 6:25. Still early, so I slumped back to bed and pulled the covers up to my head and get some more Wait My mom just called? I sat up and listen for a short while. Maybe it was part of the dream sequence so haaaaaa a few minutes more YA! I sat up before my body could even touch the bed. It wasnt a dream after all. And she was calling again, I bet shes standing by the stairs waiting for me to show myself. Seohyuna! One last call and Im off to drag your butt out here, young lady! Arasso! I grumbled back, Its too early, Umma! I yelled as I tie my hair in a lousy bun. Dont early me! Ya! Its not my fault this person is here to see you this early! Whatta?! Someone?! Ottoke! This cant be happening! I slapped my face three times and his voice came back from last night! Waaaaaa! Theres no way Im going out there! SEOOOOHYUN!!!!!!!!!! Aigo, aigo, aigo Onetwothree I buried my face deeper on the pillow until SMACK! Awwww! I cried in pain and turned to find my mother with all those rollers dangling on her hair and my dear Yoona rolling on the floor laughing her heart out. YAAAAHHHHHH! I managed to scream in annoyance. What do you think youre doing? Seohyun Seohyun you should have seen yourself! the words hardly left her mouth because of her laughter. And my moms laughing like a loon. APPA!!!!!! I grumbled kicking my limbs in the air. Why????? Why do you have to leave me so

soon?! Aigoo My mom sat beside me and pulled the comforter where I was hiding, Ddonggang aegiya, who do you think came to see you this morning? Dont talk to me I mumbled almost suffocated by the pillow. I felt Yoonas weight on my own body as she lay down on me again, awww! Unnie! Get off me! Those were some rare moments I would call her thatwhen I am terribly upset with her or terribly sad. Now, I am both. Aigoo Yoona pulled my arms up but I let my hair spread on my face, were sorry Ya! Why do you have to gang up on me like that?! I grumbled since I could hear their giggles. Good morning, my precious, my mom drew my hair off my face and placed her palms on my cheeks, uri Seohyuni is thinking of a boy now? I.AM.NOT! Aigoo I was listening to his show last night and he said good words to uri Seohyun. Did you hear Yoona? De hes really sweet and very handsome! More handsome than Nichkhun? I glared at her. Not as handsome as Khunie Oppa! Aigoo, these girls, finally arguing who has the more handsome boyfriend! Aniyo! this two really! Seohyuni, I think this Yong DJ is a nice boy, why dont you invite him over so I could at least get to know him. But mom! It just a pretend relationship and only for five-short days its over before I know it Still, let him come here and I will also pretend to be her mother-in-law for five days! Ottoke Im going crazy with you two please leave me alone! ~~~ I walk aimlessly by the open field outside school unsure where to go. I dont want to go home yet because my mom would surely bug me on asking Oppa to come and eat with us. I dont want to look for Yoona since she would surely be pushing me into having a double date. And Im so tired of reading. Sigh. A penny for your thought? I almost tripped on my own foot as I turned to find him walking behind mehes hands on his jackets pockets.

Oppa how How did I find you here? he said finally walking beside me while looking ahead, I was about to call you to come out and meet me here but I saw you walking so I just followed. You have been following me? I sprinted two inches away from him and walked backwards so I could face him as we talk. Hmmm not for a long time though, I just made sure nobody would see us, he winked with an evil smile. It was a little contagious so I smiled myself and turned towards the other direction. Seohyuna, lets go somewhere today. He said from behind so I answered without looking at him, where to? Youll see when we get there kaja He said and I was just surprised when his hand was already on mine, gently pulling to a nearby parking lot. Suddenly, my stomach was churning. Does this mean? Im hungry. Oppa, can we grab something to eat on our way? Sure I looked around trying to guess which car was his as we walked on. And hewas securing my hand. Basically, Yoona said I would feel something but I can only feel my stomach growling so, I am most likely normal. He stopped by a motorcycle and unbuckled two helmetsone black and a white one. Were riding that? Were riding this... he proudly patted the seat then looked seriously at me when I did not answer, wae? Did you think Oppa is rich? Aniyo! I shook my head then mumbled, its just that I thought for awhile but, oh well. You know how dangerous it is to drive motorcycle in a highway? He was eyeing me weirdly so I just smiled, aniyo kaja! Finally, he laughed as he fitted the white helmet on my head, okay, Seohyun-ssi, Ill make sure you are safe while riding my bike, okay? I think I can trust you then. Good hop in.

And so I hopped in and figured out how to ride that thing. I was so self-conscious as to where to put my hands fearing for the life of me if I dont grab on hold to any part of his back. His shoulders were the safest. Ready? He asked as I mumbled a nervous yes and the engine growled like my stomach. It was scary at first that I was chanting omo! omo! omo! along the way and only stopped when I realized that it was a little safe until he said something very inaudible. YA! KJHFRU2@RHGER%KGP*EIYXC#B??! WHAT??? I SAID, CAN YOU RELAX A BIT? YOURE DIGGING MANHOLE ON MY SHOULDERS! OH! IM SORRY! ~~~ I watch the children running around the playground as their parents watch them in a hawk-like manner. Some couples were also enjoying their snack at the scattered tables on that food station at the park. My attention was suddenly taken by the man trying to teach her daughter how to play baseball and I found myself smiling. Not long ago, I was that girl, trying hard to sway the bat the best way I could. I brushed the thought aside when I noticed that he was looking at me with his candid eyes so I just smiled and went on eating my ddukbukki. Seeing them made you remember someone? Im impressed, I joked and he got my meaning, ani I just remembered my dad we used to play baseball too and he would take me to watch games. Do you still watch baseball with him? I think I would be if he is still here Im sorry hes eyes widened in disbelief. You could tell me if you want maybe he wanted to be too but he could not. Just think that he is in a better place now I nodded, biting my lower lip then smiled, oh man I suck at lying! What do you mean? He left us Well, my mom said he left her, not me. But, whats the difference? He left her, he left me Im sor Yeah, thats why other people know that he passed away already. Still kinda hard to accept that fact, it still takes a good deal of getting used to You must be a daddys girl Hmmm maybe before, but now Im a renewed daddys girl. I beamed trying to change the

atmosphere, I cant believe Im saying this to you anyway, I still hate him. Its understandable he said calmly, what makes you hate him so much? What makes me hate him so much? That was hard to answer since its all written in the word abandonment. I cleared my throat when I realized that he was waiting for my answer, he left without even teaching me how to ride a bicycle I looked down on my almost empty plate full of regrets to be bringing that topic up. He was quiet for a moment then stood taking me by the wrist that all I could do was to stand and followed his lead, lets go You love doing that You started it. Huh? At your school, you dragged me too, remember? Ahhh ~~~ I swear I wont let you go until I feel that you can make it on your own! You know I cant! Ottoke?! Just try it! Can we just do something else?! Stop whining! But its scary, Oppa! Its not scary if you put your mind to it! Im putting my mind to it! You are not! I do! Then prove it! he glowered and then shook his head, Seohyuna, just give it a try, okay? Okay I said with an obvious pout. Despite the fact that he was holding on to the handle too and I still could not wash that fright in me. I pedaled though I was so nervous while he sprinted trying to induce more speed. Okay were good, youre good. Keep your balance; be alert on the breaks Im gonna let you go now slowly, okay? Ohhhh okay...

Good, Im letting you go now carefully carefully OOOPPPPPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAMMMM! I panicked, just a few seconds when it finally sank in to me that I was on my own. I thought the world shook as I went tumbling on the ground. Slowly, I lifted myself up and freed my legs from the bicycle. Oppa then ran and inspected me while some passers-by stopped on their way and just moved on when they realized that we can manage, I guess. Appeuda I murmured as I raised my elbow. There it was purplish with red-pinkish dots on my pale skin. Aigoo he helped me up and let me sit on the edge of a flowerbox. Will you be okay on your own here? I will buy something to put on it Okay I nodded cradling my injury. Suddenly, it came back to me again. Falling from the swing and hurting my arms. My dad ran then carried me and I nuzzled on is neck. I could still smell his musky scent. My arms hurt a lot that day but he said I would be okay. And I was okay, for a short while I tried to brush the tears from my eyes because I dont want him to see me that wayI dont want anybody to see me that way. Why did I even have to tell him that? But its done, I cant just tell him to pretend not to hear any of it. But somehow it was helpful; its been a long time since I cried. They say its better to tell your woes to a random stranger than to those of your acquaintances. Though he was not a complete or random stranger, days from now, I wont be seeing him anymore and he wont be forced to stay with me. He went back after a few minutes and handed me some tissue paper and an ointment to put on my wound. You okay now? Concern was written all over his face. It must have hurt a lot Aniyo I shook my head while wiping the remaining tears, kenchanayo, Oppa Are you sure? You have grown a tomato here I almost flinched when he touched the tip of my nose. I probably looked silly so I hid my face on my palm, please dont be like that! Arasso mianhe let me see your scratch He kneeled in front of me and tended to my tiny wound. When he was done, he stood and offered his hand, I think we need ice cream. My eyes obviously lit up. He rode the bicycle but was slowly keeping up with my pace as we strode back to where we rented it. I think I want to try riding it again I said purposely looking ahead but I could sense his eyes on me.

Yah! No more for today But they say its better to learn the hard way! You had your share of your hard-way today. Well do it again some other day. But No more buts! ~~~ That night as I tend to my teeny wound, I put on my earpiece and decided to listen to him through my phone. I put my Mozart on the CD player loud enough for my mom to think I was not listening to the radio. Its not that I was shy about it, but I just hate the teasing I get because of it. After a few songs, his voice came saying that he would be reading his listeners messages. A text message from Eunsu, she said, Oppa doesnt sound to happy tonight? Did something happen? He paused for a while and went on to he next one without answering that. Yong DJ, my friends and I missed your laughter! I was as curious as his other listeners. Aigoo... oppa, eherm, Yong DJ is just kinda guilty today and feels sorry for his girlfriend. Am I a bad oppa? Are you hearing my words? My heart skipped a bit. I was the reason then. But his mood was normal when he walked me back home hours ago. Maybe I did something wrong Hyung, why playing sad music! I am sleepy now, hyung, I need to study! Hahahaha! Dodgebal16, mianea lively song for you after our break later Yong DJ, what did you do to her? Omo! I'm curious now... Aigoo you are all worried about me, arent you? Im sorry my dear listeners, I cant say it on air... He stopped and laughed out loud. Okay, a funny one from Ut-oi, he said, did you to try stealing a kiss? Kekeke Not like that man! My cheeks felt hot. I fumbled on my phone. From Bdum, Oppa, it's painful for me to say this but use your charm! She cant stay upset with you! Oppa, hwaiting! And from, gugumalatte, yong-ssi, please stop worrying! In the end, she will only remember the happy things! Cheer up, Yong DJ!

I stared blankly on my phone then tone down the volume of my CD player. I will try to cheer up but Oppa felt sorry for what happened today. I would have done better. Did you just hide the pain behind that, kenchanayo, oppa? I know you are not a little girl to be bribed with ice cream so I'm sorry. Oppa will do better next time... I will see you tomorrow... goodnight. I turned off my phone. Why do I feel miserable, myself? How could I tell him that I am okay? I dont even want to let him know that I have been listening to him. Maybe tomorrow I could just cheer him up. I know he has been trying to play this as normal as he could. Its maybe a normal thing to feel if we are really in a relationship. This wound, small as it is, would have upset my real boyfriend. I should feel silly about this thought, but really, I am not.

Day Four: My First Dinner Date Yoona was retelling all about what happened on his show that night. I listened and pretended not to know about it. It really amazed me that it seemed like a big deal for him considering it was just a small wound. Maybe he just felt guilty since he was the one who coaxed me to ride that bicycle. Then, I recounted what happened at the park especially why I think he felt sorry towards me. You are starting to like him. Yoona said seriously. I DO like him, there is nothing not to like about him... he is a nice person. Not that level of likeness Im talking about! I dont like what you are implying, I snapped wearily. Aigoo, dont deny it. Youre seeing him now as a potential boyfriend. I do not! I uttered sharply but she was grinning like crazy, fine! I dont want to argue with you because I am so new to these things. But I dont feel anything special. Really? Then why did you tell him about your dad? It just happened. Theres nothing special to it. I dont think so; it matters to you for a long time. Maybe it doesnt matter anymore. I answered thoughtfully, ya! Stop over analyzing what I feel. I dont even do that for myself! Besides, I just met him; its not even a week. Love at first sight, my dear. Ha! Love? Thats a big word, you know? And Im not a big believer of those kinds of stuff. Okay, the fact that Im doubting love; love at first sight is even a worse issue. Aigoo, you have so many issues! she laughed, why dont you just fall in love? She was snaking on me like crazy as I tried to push her away, I havent even experienced your butterfly effect! Huh? Really? As in none? I nodded, yeah as in none. Okay, youre a tough one indeed How about you? You have been telling me about what you did, where you go with your boyfriend. But how did you know that you were in love with him? Hmmm you know the story right? We have known him since middle school and one day,

something just happened that I could not understand. All I know was that I want to be beside him. One day, I just walked up to him and told him how I felt. Yeah, you were so amazing. I never thought you would really do that and I was even pulling you away! I can never have that courage! I was really scared and embarrassed when he just excused himself and left me standing on the library. But one day, after their basketball game, he walked up to me and said, let me do it properly I laughed at her attempt to imitate his voice. I have heard this story a thousand times but Im still mesmerized by that glitter in her eyes. Im Yoona, will you be my girl? then she lied down on my bed, that was the best afternoon of my life he has this crush on me for a long time and he was just scared that I wont accept his heart good thing, I made the first move. Aigooo I sighed and brushed the hair off her face then laid myself down beside her. Both of us staring at the same ceiling. I get these all silly feelings sometimes I get all giddy inside when he appears out of nowhere. And you know, when he tells me that he loves me, I just could not understand the feeling like my heart gets too big and its gonna explode anytime? You get that feeling? I wondered as I turned to her. I always tell my mom, and even her, those three words but it doesnt really have that effect she was talking about. Yeah, its an amazing feeling, she smiled and I can tell that she was actually thinking of him, and I hope you would feel it too I dont know about that! I playfully hit her with the pillow. An hour later while we were both busily making a report, Yoona popped up an elbow and turned to me. Ya, whats your plan today? Me? Finish this paper I simply said and continued typing. Ya, we have so much time for this, whats you plan with your boyfriend. Oh that, I murmured hoping she wont fuss, he said hes in school all day today so he cant take me out. Oh, thats sad but you will see him this afternoon? I dont think so. His class is up to six. I said unaffectedly. What? And then he will do the showoh! He doesnt do the weekend shows! I know uh-oh. She was glaring, fine. I will tell you but promise not to freak out, okay? She raised her hand with her doe eyes wide open so eagerly that all I could do was to sigh. Hes taking me to dinner tonight.

CHINCHA!? CHONGMAL?! she freaked out anyway. YA! YOU PROMISED! Okay fine! But! Ottokeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I have to cover my ears. Oh.my.god. How did he ask you? He just sent me a message that he would take me to dinner. Thats it. And you said yes? And I said yes. What are you gonna wear?! We need to go shopping! We dont need to; I have a lot of clothes in my closet. I answered casually, besides, he told me not wear a dress or skirt. Huh? He wont take you to a fancy restaurant? I wouldnt want him to take me to a fancy restaurant, for that matter. Hmmm no way! Still we will still go shopping and buy you something sexy!!! And do some make-over, of course!! Oh no you, I wont! Yoona has always been physically strong so I ended up being literally dragged to the mall. My mom was no help at all since she happily gave us her credit card. I was still grumbling as she inspected clothes from store to store and grabbed her phone on our third stop. Oppa, you are taking my bestfriend to a fancy restaurant, right? My ears suddenly burnt and my jaw dropped. She just could not do what she was actually doing! I tried to grab the phone but she was blocking me with her free hand grinning wickedly Ahhhh chongmal? Thats good to hear then! How dare you? I mouthed in annoyance and just gave up when she ended the call with a smile, Yoona! Why do you keep on doing this to me?! Im giving you a life! You are not! You are messing with what I have! Aish! Lets just stop this, she flipped her hair and grew devils horns. Well, Oppayour Oppa said he will indeed take you to a fancy restaurant. And since you cant wear a dress, you will be wearing this! She shoved a pair of black denim to my face and I shook my head. I have enough pants!

But you need this one she snapped and looked imaginatively at me, we dont want to doll you up so much and you would surely frighten him away with a too strong look. Dont worry, my dear friend, you will thank me after! Just make sure of that Hours later and back to my bedroom. I looked at myself at the mirror. The tight-fitting jeans were somehow comfortable despite the fact that it was, yeah too tight. The black tunic vest complimented my simple white top beneath it as chunky necklace, from Yoonas collection, ornamented my simple get up. Indeed, I have to thank her. And something more to be thankful of was that she left my hair alone and only suggested for me to wear my black knitted beanie. The high-heeled sandals were kinda too much but I dont want to pop her little bubble since she seemed enjoying herself dressing up the big doll called me. Ironically, I found myself pretty. Gyaaaa She smiled with a thumbs-up as we both look at the mirror. Thank you for not overdoing me. I said with a slight grin. This is your first date. Even a bigger event than a prom night. Since nobody asked me to come. She rolled her eyes. Since everybody knew you were not coming. ~~~ He was leaning over a white car just outside our apartment building. He looked just like the first day he came to pick me up at school. I waved when he saw me and pointed over his motorcycle silently parked two cars away from where he was. I thought Oppa bought a car for tonight, I grinned motioning at the white vehicle at his back. He gave a hearty laugh and massaged his nape, you still havent given up the thought that its dangerous to ride a motorcycle. Maybe we walked towards our ride. By the way, how's your wound? I lifted my arm and showed him my elbow, it's fine now, the color is going back to normal. Thanks. You don't need to worry so much about this tiny injury, it won't kill me... I beamed remembering his sentiments on the radio. I can't help it, besides I brought you to that place and somehow I felt guilty making you remember all those things that hurt you before. Oh that... it's okay, maybe I need that once in a while. Uhm... sorry for Yoonas call this afternoon. Shes a nosy type.

Its okay, I appreciate that she takes care and worries about you a lot. Yeah a bad habit I grinned as he secured the helmet on my head. Somehow, I like when he does that. Hmmm if youre that kind of habit, I, myself, wouldnt want to break away from. He said while his hands rested on my shoulders for a short while before letting go. I fell silent, unsure of how to answer that, thats what a boyfriend is supposed to say, right? He laughed out loud again and playfully knocked on the helmet on my head, ye, thats what a boyfriend should say. And he must also say, that you are beautiful is an understatement. I tilted my head on the side and looked at him closely. The man really has a way with words! What? he pulled up the faceshield of my helmet. Hmmm that was just cool now I understand why they call you the hottie jock Isnt that too late for you to realize? he said with a wink after another burst of chuckles. The restaurant was unexpectedly fancy indeed. I felt a little awkward since somehow I turned under-dressed compared to the other females there. Anyway, we both were since he was just wearing a pair of denims, a printed shirt and a gray cardigan. More like a rock star. We were ushered to our table and I asked him to order for me. I was leafing through the menu when suddenly he asked the waiter. Do you have guguma latte? Out of surprise, I looked at him only to meet his eyes obviously teasing mine so I looked down then mumbled under my breath, does he know? Yeah? Youre saying something Hmmm nothing I bit my tongue. Why cant I stop thinking out loud lately? Ahhh so you like guguma latte? Uh oh no Ill just have an orange juice please. I glared at him questioningly when he was giving me that look. Okay, Ill have THE guguma latte then. Yeah, right. Hes teasing me. I am not guguma latte! I would love to say that but it would be obvious. I felt silly. After our orders were taken and guguma-latte-issue set aside, we fell back on that silent mode. It was like the day we first met. I dont want to be the one who would start a conversation since I actually dont know what to say. And so, we sat there as if we were on a staring competition. Until I couldnt take the silence anymore!

Hmmm Oppa Ye? he answered with a glint of chuckle on his face. I realized its our fourth day today. Hmmm cant wait to get rid of me? he said playfully. Aniyo Im just kidding yeah, it seemed too fast. But I think I did all the planning for us. Im so sorry that I did not think of this. Maybe we can do something that you like. Hmmm I nodded imprisoning some air on my cheeks then sigh, its okay since I dont really know what to do Alright but just tell me whatever you want, okay? I nodded. Seohyuna, but I have a wish now There was a hint of seriousness written on that gaze so I just nodded, what is it? tell me your wish? He chuckled then cleared his throat. I could feel that was making fun of me again so I glared a bit and loosened up when he smiled. And so, that made me more nervous. I want to hold your hand Did I hear it right? Ne? Would you let me hold your hand? My heart was pounding heavily on my chest and I could tell that my cheeks turned pink the moment his words sank into my brain. It was his request and I guess it was a normal thing to do so I slowly lifted my hand and rested it on the table. I just wish I wasnt shaking too much. As if on cue, he raised his and gently laid it down on mine. It seemed like time froze as his palm met the back of my hand and some queer wind crawled up to my nape. His eyes were fixated on my face but I didn't bother to look at him since it would surely ruin my coolthat was waning, anyhow. I think Im going to have a fever. Are you okay? he asked clearly amused by my color. Am I okay?! I guess, I simply nodded, but this is kinda strange and uncomfortable. Okay he removed his palm on my hand but continued, put your hand under the table.

Unsure, I did what he said anyway until I felt his warm hand groping for mine. At first he got hold of my wrist and slowly slipped on my palm until he gently held it. Although, it felt better but it only intensified my goosebumps. I closed my eyes for a while trying to recognize the feeling I was having. I have only known his guy for four days. But I hope this is not making you feel uncomfortable Aniyo I managed to lie then he nodded continuously looking at me as if studying me. Soft. He said bemused. Yes? You have a soft hand... Ahhh... de... kamsahamnida... That was the most awkward moment of all. He let go of my hand only when the waiter came back to serve our food. That was a good deal of minutes. Almost like hours. Almost like eternity has passed by when he was holding my hand. I felt sick in the stomach. ~~~ Thankfully, he stopped doing those things that were kinda detrimental to my sanity through out dinner. He animatedly told me about his work and his school life. I decided to be a good listener instead of giving away my own life story. I noticed how he talked well about his step-father so I butted in, you seemed to be close to your dad... I never met my real dad since he died when I was a baby and my step-father was the only one I grew up to and after my mother died-- I'm sorry? You don't have a mother anymore? Yeah, she passed away like three years after she married my dad now... Oh! I'm sorry to hear that, I muttered feeling stupid. No, it's okay... she got married again when I was ten so it was a long time ago... Ahhh... I nodded. If he comes to Seoul, I will introduce you to him. You would? I asked thinking that we only have a day left. He seemed too cool discussing those things as he continued eating. Yeah, of course... he stopped chewing looking straight at me then looked down again, oh... I forgot...

No, it's okay... I tucked some strands of hair on my ear. But given the chance, I will let you meet him... I'm sorry for not inviting you over to our house but my mom likes to meet you too. Really? he beamed, she knows? Yes, before even meeting you. Yoona and I told her about you. I would like to meet her then... Oh, that... I didn't expect him to say that so I just... have to change the topic fast, are you the only child too? Ani... I have a sister-- an older sister. But she's working in the States. Oh... You should meet her too, she would surely like you, he grinned, she would always point out that she wants a younger sister not a pain in the @ss brother. I chuckled with that, but you are close to her... Yeah... She's the daddy's girl... Oh... Ahhh sorry... the daddy's girl, our real dad but she's also close to our step-father. Ahhh... Do you dream of having a sibling too? I have one... I smiled proudly, Yoona, she's my evil twin sister... Ahhhh, yeah! he laughed. You're mom never got married. I wouldn't want her too... Really? Why? We had enough trouble on the male division so no more for her... Enough male trouble? Seohyun sounds like she belongs to the man-haters-club. Not specifically... not really... So you dream of marrying someday... Hmmm... I don't know... it's too early to say...

Yeah... you're still young... but its okay to have a boyfriend at your age Somehow, I do not like the topic. I like the food here... they're yummy! After more than an hour, we decided to go home and just meet up the next day for our farewell trip. The thought was making me feel somewhat queasy. Ya are you in a hurry to be home? Not really, why? I said as I waited for him to put on my helmet. I want to go for a spin. Ne? Take you around for a while I did not say anything anymore and just walked silently through the parking lot. Maybe I got used to waiting for my helmet to be put on me that I stood mechanically while he mounted on his bike. He then turned to me when he realized that I was not moving. Were not wearing the helmet? He chuckled and nodded, yeah, but dont worry I wont speed up. Youll see, its better without it.

If The Moon Fell Down Tonight

I hopped in and held on to his shoulder again although I was still hesitating. True to his words, he was really maneuvering very smoothly that I could feel the brisk yet gentle breeze kissing my face. I smiled to myself, welcoming that kind of reprieve from all the stress I feel on being caught entangle to a sudden relationship with a stranger. We rode through the serene night with only the rumbling of the engine and some occasional cars as our company. I looked up to see the vast sea of faint stars and thank heavens for that lovely opportunity. I would have asked him to go on and followed that seemingly endless route but he stopped by the park on that perfect spot where we could admire the Banpo Bridge. He sat on the grass as I remained standing for awhile until I decided that it was okay to join him keeping a good distance between us. Neither of us spoke, too afraid to break that beautiful silent conversation. But, I wanted to ask him if I was doing a good job as a girlfriend or if I could even pass as one. I never see myself as one before. I wanted to know what he was he was thinking as he sits there hugging his folded legs looking far. I would want to know why he wanted to hold my hand back at the restaurant. I would want to know if he knows I am guguma latte. I wanted to know why he was doing all of it. I wanted to know if he feels different like the way I do. We could have just pretended to everybody that we were going out. Why did he need to stick to it? Why did I even stick to it? I have so many questions but I dare not ask. I dont want to appear stupid. I dont want him to misread me.

I stretched my legs in front of me and looked at the farthest end that my sight could meet. It was past nine. Soon itll be our fifth day. My fifth day with my pretend boyfriend. The fifth with my first boyfriend. I feel like Cinderella. Only that I was given five days to transform to someone I never imagined I would be. And after five days I would go back to being the same girl before that fairydust fell on my head. We stayed for about half an hour until I told him that I was cold already so he drove me home. It felt like the shortest trip home as I handed him the helmet and gave him a slight bow, thank you so much. I had fun. Your welcome and thank you too for keeping me company. Oppa, you were quiet at the park, I finally blurted out, I'm so sorry... but is there something bothering you? Oh no nothing... he smiled weakly, so I'll see you tomorrow? Yeah... tomorrow... Tomorrow. He cajoled me to go inside the building before he left but I stayed behind the door watching him through the glass wall. It was my first date. I smiled to myself and put a palm on my chest. It isn't normal, it hasn't been back to normal since he held my hand. But the thought of tomorrow made me terribly sad. It's like parting with my old friends again. Though it was just for five days, but our situation and the things that we have shared lately makes me feel like I have known him for a long time. I feel sorry for it will end soon. I watched him drove off. And that night, I suddenly missed listening to the radio and I couldn't sleep. I lie down in bed staring at the empty ceiling trying to contemplate into something that doesn't include him. But my phone unexpectedly rang. Yoboseyo? Seohyun, did I wake you up? Aniyo waeyo Nothing this is just a normal thing for a boyfriend to do Call his girlfriend to say goodnight? Something like that and And? To make sure, hes the last one shell hear before she goes to sleep

 Are you still there? Ahhh n-ne Okay you must be sleepy Ill hang up now Ne goodnight. Goodnight Ill see you tomorrow If The Moon Fell Down Tonight Everytime I see your smile it makes my heart beat fast And though it's much too soon to tell I'm hoping this will last 'Cause I just always wanna have you Right here by my side The futures near but never certain At least stay here for just tonight I must have done something right To deserve you in my life I must have done something right along the way I just can't get you off my mind and why would I even try? Even when I close my eyes I dream about you all the time And even if the moon fell down tonight, There'd be nothing to worry about to worry about at all, because you make the whole world shine As long as you're here everything will be alright

DAY FIVE: End of Contract I sat up trying to focus on the book that I have been reading for the past minutes. I hate being so distracted early in the morning and I even took a shower just to wash away the uncomfortable feeling but to no avail. I tried to collect my thoughts about last night but decided not to dwell on it much. It didn't mean anything, right? It's just something that maybe he wanted to do with his real girlfriend if he has one. Maybe he just missed having one so he did that. Besides, we agreed to do what couples do and holding hands is one of them so it actually doesn't mean anything. Sigh. I closed the book and laid it beside me. That was one of the most beautiful night I had ever been. Not because of anything else, but the weather was perfect and the night sky was so clear. I always wanted to go star gazing, and he gave me that perfect moment to just sit there, watch the sky, taste the evening breeze and feel the world around me. So far, I have been satisfied with the experience. He just became a companion on those things that I would never thought of doing with anybody else. Perhaps, his mission was a success. The four days was a success. Four days. Four days never been so short. Sigh. Come Monday everything will be back to normal. No more him to see after school. No more unanticipated event to deal with. No more listening to that radio show. No more guguma latte... Sigh. The train of thought was interrupted by the ringing of my phone. Yoona again. It's still early, I'm in no mood to spazz with you ab-- Oh sorry, but good morning to you too... Oh-uh. His voice vibrated on my ears, Oppa? Sorry, I thought your Yoona. He chuckled on the other end, Seohyun, doesn't sound in a good mood this morning... Aniyo... oh! It's embarrassing! It's just that she usually bothers me with nonsense early in the morning... I hope I'm not bothering you... Oh no, I grinned, settling comfortably on my bed thinking which I prefer better, talking to him on the phone or otherwise. You're not Yoona. So, I thought. Anyway, I'm outside your apartment.

Ne? I'm on the car park right in front of your house. Can you come out? Im sorry if Im too early Ottoke?! Its okay. Can you give me a few minutes before I go down? Yeah sure... Ill be waiting for you... Oh, okay... thank you... I remained seated for a short moment after the call trying to figure out what to wear. Oh my god! I stood and walked to my closet, like when do I start caring for what I wear? I decided to go for my knee-length denim romper and a baby pink tank it. I tied my half-damp hair into a ponytail and put on my pink chucks. After putting on some light blush on and lip gloss, I grabbed my purse and deposited my phone inside. Mom! I'm going out! I chimed as I ran downstairs. Seo Ju Hyun, she met me by the kitchen with a spatula in hand, seems like having a boyfriend is not a good idea after all... I pouted then smiled sweetly, Umma... Oh don't do that! Don't give me that look! she pushed me gently, you went home late last night and you're going out early in the morning? On a Sunday? I won't be long, I promise... I laced my arms on hers, besides, this is the fifth day, I'm just getting this done and over with... Hmmm? Are you sure? she said with that glitter in her eyes. Of course! I grumbled, so can I go now? Besides, hes waiting outside oopps, I shouldnt have said that. Really? she has that surprised look on her face then continued, I will let you go if you invite him for breakfast since you havent eaten yet. Mom!!!! Then go back to your room! Just because you are in college now, you won't listen to your mother anymore! I rolled my eyes. She can be a drama queen sometimes, I told you, stop watching those sappy TV dramas... Seohyun, dont push your luck too much. I'm not joking with you... she glared so I just nodded. Okay, fine... I'll ask him to come up but please, Mom, don't overreact, he will be my ex-boyfriend tomorrow. I planted a kiss on her cheek then hurried out to meet my future ex-boyfriend. I was literally running out since I hate the feeling of letting others wait for me. I pushed the door open and found him sitting on the railings at the other side of the road. He waved with a silent smile.

I don't know but I was totally breathless seeing him there with his faded jeans and thick jacket. He looked unexpectedly feverish as he hopped down on his seat and placed his hands on his pockets. I crossed the street without letting my eyes off him because I could sense something from his eyes; he looked tiredalmost jaded. His face finally lit up when I walked towards him. Good morning... Good morning... I answered and chuckled when he was trying to suppress a laugh, waeyo? Nothing he cleared his throat, Im just happy to see you Kamsahamnida I managed to just nod and he laughed. Why did I even say that? Uhmmmm, are you ready? Uh, have you eaten breakfast? Not yet, are you gonna buy me one? he grinned. No, my mom told me to bring you home. Chincha? his eyes widened s if unsure of what I said, Im meeting your mom? Im afraid so I mean, if you want to Of course! Are you sure? because I am not. I did not say the last phrase but it was enough to make him chuckle. Yes, I would love to meet her, he uttered with conviction. Uh-oh. Okay I managed to smile, lets go? ~~~ My mom was all smiles when I introduced him to her. I looked at him apologetically when she was starting to fuss over him asking too many questions at the same time. My mom is like that when she gets excited. Some people say I take more from my dad since I'm a lot calmer. I wouldn't know. So Yong Hwa-ssi, I hope my Seohyun isn't giving you a hard time. Oh no, Ma'am. She's been very nice. Oh... so what's your plan now? I mean, are you two finally doing it for real? Umma! De? We blurted out at the same time. My mom, really... I'm so sorry but she's a joker...

Ahhh... yeah... He managed to sigh but was obviously sweaty so I glared secretly at my mom. Anyway, if you decide that you would want to be my daughter's boyfriend then do it properly. Mother, please! I whined as he seemed to be as tensed as I was with what my mom was saying, we just did this for the radio contest. Besides, I'm sure I am not Oppa's ideal girl. Really? she dropped her chopstick and waited for him to answer then glowered at me when I was about to answer for him again. I don't have any, Ma'am. Oh! Just like Seohyun! You match each other well! she clasped her hands together. All I could do was to sigh heavily that Yong Hwa Oppa turned to me with a sorry look since he could feel how burdened I was. We were sitting beside each other as mom was on the opposite corner of the table so we were both tensed with my mom's smart comments. Finally, she excused herself to take her medicines, so I turned to look at him, I'm sorry, she's a bit to ecstatic to meet you... So I've noticed, He chuckled as we continued whispering, but she is nice and she cooks well... Oh tell her that. She will definitely love you. Really? I nodded as my mom walked back to the kitchen. Then, he stood thanking her for the delicious breakfast and of course she was totally delighted. She excused herself again to go to the kitchen as me and Oppa cleared the table. I took the dishes from him and asked him to wait for me by the living room. My mom was still quiet though she knew I was in the kitchen so I leaned beside the sink as I watched her dry the dishes. What? Go back to your boyfriend she finally turned to me. Hmmm... later. So So? What do you think of him? Huh? Would it matter Seohyuni? You said youre going to part today. Dont tell me Aniyo! Its just that youre acting weird not giving your opinion about him. Ahhh he looked like a good boy and a good person and I would be relieved and give him my trust if he would really be your boyfriend. Umma! I grumbled.

But its not what you want to hear? she smiled, seriously, I think hes okay. I dont know Ju Hyun, theres just something about him that makes me feel a little uncomfortable. Really? What is it? I dont know I just cant explain. Aigoo, you and your instinct again mom, I hugged her from behind, dont worry. Yes, I guess I'm worrying now, she said as she put her hands on my bottom and patted me softly, maybe this is the start that I would begin to lose you for a boy. Eh... don't say that! I gently tugged her to look at me, don't worry. It has always been us and I will always take your side. Whatever happens, I will take your side, mom. That's a relief then... Mom, it's as if me and Oppa are doing it for real. Don't worry, we are not. And I think I won't be ready for that stuff right now. You may never know. You're teasing again... I pouted. Ani... she took off her gloves and put her palms on my cheeks, but if ever. I want you to think of this: never be scared to love. Not all love stories end the way it did for me and Appa... Okay... I just nodded since I don't want to push the issue. ~~~ We walked along the park minutes later after we bid goodbye to mom. She was still pushing that Oppa should come again one day so she could prepare a proper meal for her 'son-in-law'. I kvetched still but both of them just laughed at me. Are we going to ride again? I said obviously expecting why we were there. He promised me that we would ride again. You're an impatient one, aren't you? he said swiftly brushing a finger on my cheek. Maybe I was reading it too much especially the spark I felt since he seemed too cool about it. Those simple gestures are one of the things I would surely miss. But I really want you to learn too so-- Hyung! Hyung! A little boy skidded towards us with an obvious upset face. Chang Ahn, he ruffled the boy's hair when the latter approached us. Hyung! You said you won't take long! I need to go to my soccer practice! he complained some more then turned to me, oh, she is your girlfriend? Aish, that's why you took so long to come back.

Ya! Don't use that tone to her, she's older than you... he scolded the boy calmly. I chuckled to myself when the boy bowed lower at me mumbling his apologies. It's okay... I smiled and looked at Oppa motioning for him to just let it pass. Anyway, you can go now. Thank you for your help. The boy ran off after he handed him some money then I turned to him to ask what was it all about but he just smiled at me pursing his lips. You said you want to learn so I decided... he said as we moved along the path where trees stood on both sides whose leaves are slowly coming back to life after the cold winter, to-- To? I asked when he did not continue and stopped walking. Nothing... He just grinned. But, I was sure those eyes were telling me something. Sometimes, I just could not understand why he does that. Like he's keeping a secret from me by the way he would look. It's kinda annoying though, and makes me wish that he would just tell me what he wants to say. What? I grumbled softly since I was already getting pretty annoyed but he just coughed playfully and puckered his lips ahead. Finally, I noticed two bicycles-- a blue one and a pink and white resting silently under a shade. That's our ride... he said as I walked closer. Do you like it? This is...??? It's yours... You bought a bicycle for me? maybe I looked silly because I was really surprised. It was really pretty! My heart fluttered seeing that cotton candy colored bike and what caught my attention more was the fresh azaleas in white, pink and red securely tucked on the white basket in front. But something was making me feel uneasy, you don't have to. I mean, I can't ride it yet... That's why I bought it so you could learn, he replied, so ready for your bicycle lesson? I nodded still in awe and somewhat embarrassed that I have nothing to give him on our last day. Why didn't I think about it? Sorry, I don't have anything for you... It's okay... he pressed his lips in a tight grin, if I give you something, it doesn't mean I'm expecting that you give me something in return. Just accept it... Okay, I nodded but I'm still not feeling good about it. I could have bought him something or even bake him a cake. Suddenly, with our limited time, I wanted to do so many things for him. So are you ready to ride your new bike? You have to teach me first... That I will do!

I really felt giddy having my own bicycle. It was one of my childhood dreams that I have given up for a long time. But now, I feel like I'm seven again. Oppa, gomawoyo... I softly said as I continued inspecting my new possession, I never thought I would own a bike and even the thought of riding one was kinda impossible already. I'm glad you like it... he said behind me. The boy, I found out, was to whom he left the bikes when he went to pick me up. He was back being my patient teacher. I know I won't learn that fast and it would take time and days. The thought made me felt uneasy again so I faced him while he was holding the handlebar with one hand and the other, I guess, under the saddle. Oppa, this is our farewell trip, right? He nodded, yeah, but you need to promise me you're going to learn how to ride a bike even without my help... on your own. I will, I said and raised my hand for the pinkie swear which he took, maybe we can bump into each other here at the park. Yeah, maybe... ~~~ Youre mom is cool he commented as we rest on one of the park benches. It was past lunch time that he decided that I was finally doing okay. I was a bit surprised with myself since I could already keep my balance but a few times I get wobbly he would run to me and hold up the bike. We lazed on one of the open restaurant where dishes were sold and costumers could use the picnic tables scattered around the park. Yeah, she is. Thats why she gets along well with Yoona. With Yoona? Sometimes it makes me confused if shes the mom or I am Really? She just has that cheerful personality, he explained. And I admire her for that. If not, I think she has gone crazy after, you know I muttered as I toyed with my food. Yeah, I understand. She could even pass as your older sister. Uh Oppa? Dont tell me you have a crush on my mom! I joked and he burst into laughter. Na?! Seohyun are you serious? No, Im just kidding shes cool right? But she gives me headache a lot of times since she expect me to be more normal for my age, someone like Unnie. One day we were watching this TV show and she just said, Seohyuni, look at that boys arm. If you get a boyfriend make sure he has those biceps I laughed then turned to look at him but only to see how he was flexing his arm inspecting it seriously, Oppa? What are you doing? Oh this? he repeated it again, is this the same as that one on TV? Aigoo hajima cut that out I chuckled, you are funny sometimes

I am? he looked like a six-year old boy so I nodded and he smiled, kidding aside, maybe your mom just wants you to end up with the super hero type who would protect you. I shook my head with a smile, not really like that Then Seohyun wants someone like a prince? he asked solemnly looking straight at me that I have to look far away. Hmmm thinking about it now. Not a prince either. If I will have a boyfriend I just want him to be an ordinary person. I said with a smile. Its a lovely thought anyway, I dont need a super hero or a prince to love. I just want him to be ordinary. Just a commoner in a fairytale or a passerby in a super-hero movie. I just want him to be himno other fancy thoughts. Besides, I dont need complications on my love story. Then I turned to look at him. He was looking intently at me again that I have to raise my hand and waved it on his face playfully. And we both laughed. Oppa, you promised that you would take me to the amusement park. I think I did. Do you want to go now? I nodded. ~~~ Wow! I blurted excitedly as he walked ahead of me clearly as mystified as I was. We arrived mid-afternoon that it was getting a little bit populous. I have always been bewildered by how I feel every time Im thereits like being on my dream world where everything is perfect and everything looks happy. Seohyun I heard him call so I turned to where he was standing and found his outstretched hand. I look at it then back at him and so I nodded. He smiled with assurance as I took his hand until he locked it gently to his. It feels so familiar. So where do you want to ride first? He asked as we walked along hand-in-hand. I wanna try that one, I pointed over the Viking Ship and he nodded as if thinking carefully. We can do that right? Yeah, and we will do that too... he pointed with his lips. Ha!!!??? Noooooo... Just the sight of it was enough to make me shudder. It's fun, it's not that scary... he chuckled. No way... I was whining ready to cry. But I will be beside you! You have never tried it before?

No... I muttered still looking at the roller coaster. Hearing those people on it scream made me more nervous. Me too! But still! Okay, fine, I understand, he gently said. The ride made me somewhat queasy but I don't want to complain since I was the one who chose it. Then I turned to him with a giggle, Oppa, you're pale! Ya, I told you we shouldn't sit at the back... Hahahahaha! You look funny! I continued to laugh as he glowered, and to think you even suggested the roller-coaster. Ya... are you making fun of me now? Aniyo... I tugged his sleeves and spotted the photo booth, Oppa, let's have our pictures taken. With me looking like this? Yeah! For keeps! I continued to laugh as I dragged him by the arm. After a few minutes, we went out and I inspected our pictures. He was lunging at me since I was keeping them from him, making sure I could only show the ones I look okay. I laughed at our several attempts to look funny and cool but some of our poses where so embarrassing. Look at this! I moved closer to him as I showed him one, were supposed to have puppy look here but you my voice faded as I looked at it closely. I was posing the right way with my eyes open wide, putting my closed fist near my chin and with a tiny pout. That was how I supposed to look but he was standing there looking intently at me. I felt the goosebumps again. Anyway, this is a pretty picture Y..yeah he mumbled unsure of himself, then grinned. Its getting late. I promised your mom that I would take you home earlier than yesterday. I know I forced to sound okay, but Oppa, I have a wish. Yeah, what is it? I pointed at the carousel. And he nodded taking my hand again, but I have something better in mind. But Seohyun, I cant go alone. he grumbled as I told him the catch, you have to go with me or I would look silly! Oppa, kenchanayo, I beamed. I love this one but I dont feel like riding it now, so please take this ride? I put my palms together and neared them on my lips pleadingly, for me, please? Seohyuna, why do I get the feeling that you are making fun of me again? Aniyo, Oppa! I whined as I pushed him through the entrance.

He was looking at me seriously shaking his head as he rode a black horse as the other riders happily took their own. He was the oldest kid unaccompanied and it made me smile. I gave him a thumbs up and he just nodded with a weak smile when it started to move. I suddenly thought of that. Seeing him far from me-- appearing and disappearing before my eyes. I want to make certain my feelings. One turn and he was gone from my sight. Although it was moving moderately slow, it felt weird why he suddenly disappeared before my eyes. I could not see him. I decided to move around myself trying to look for him then stopped since I might miss him. Then he was there waving at me giving back a thumbs up. I waved and animatedly clapped. Then he was gone again. My stomach felt weird again. The same feeling I got when I first felt his hand on mine. Was I feeling the butterfly effect all along? I put a hand on my chest feeling it beat so loudly. Then he appeared again. My heart seemed to swell. I think its gonna explode. I turned away and looked around the, I started to run. I need a place to hide. I was panting when I finally stood in front of fountain. I asked him to take that ride just to see if I would feel what Yoona feels whenever Nichkhun would appear out of nowhere. Its impossible. I just met him and it was our last day. I shook my head it just couldnt be Seohyun? His voice surprised me. More so, when he put a hand on my shoulder. What happened? Is there something wrong? Everything is wrong! I managed not to cry that one, Ani I was just You must be tired. Come, lets go get our bikes at the park and well head home. I nodded fighting back the tears. We rode the bus silently as I look out of the window pretending that he was not sitting beside me. And he was, I guess, doing the same thing. Perhaps, this short moment has opened up my heart into that different kind of emotion alien to me for a long time. It's a scary thought since I know there's a possibility that it would go nowhere. But at least, I can feel it. And it is all real. ~~~ Are you sure you don't want me to walk you home? he said moments later as we faced each other, both holding on to our bicycles. The sky has that gentle chaos of color from dark purple blue to golden orange streaks with the strewn clouds above. It was dusk-- almost night fall and the spring breeze told me so. Yes, Oppa. I'm sorry I have nothing to give you but this... I handed one picture-- the wacky shot. And he chuckled looking at it. Why this? And this alone? he asked without taking his eyes off it.

Yeah, I'm greedy, I beamed. Honestly, I loved them all and regretted insisting taking only one copy each, and I gave you that because it would surely make you smile when you look at it. The thought of you would always make me smile. Thank you... I blurted out again. No, thank you. Although it was just for five days, I was able to get to know you and I hope it's the same with you. Yes, of course. Although it was for a short time but I'm so thankful to Oppa for taking care of me. I could feel a lump on my throat but I was determined not to cry. Seohyun, we will still be friends after this, right? Of course! I smiled, and you should still send me messages and call me. Yeah, and I hope you would finally listen to my radio show. I would think about it... I gave a half-laugh as he playfully glared at me. Arasso... he said with a grin then continued with much seriousness, nice meeting you, Seohyunssi. Nice meeting you too, I accepted his handshake. He was holding my hand with gentle grip that it seemed like he was unwilling to let go, so? Is this goodbye? I don't think so... he shook his head, this is goodbye but just for now... good night is better. Okay, good night too... I hope your fine with it. Yes, I'm fine with it. Okay... go on your way now, Seohyun, and be safe... You too... I was the one who turned and went my way as he stood there with his bike beside him. I pulled mine gently as its sound kept me company. It was more like a promise than a goodbye and I wouldn't want it any other way. I smiled to myself being able to ascertain how I felt. Ahhh, so this must be love? Although he did not know this but at least, I know the feeling now and I couldn't ask for more. Besides, I don't know his feeling. Sad as it may seem, maybe he just did what he had to do so I shouldn't be melancholic about it. I am thankful for the feeling but it still hurt knowing it was finally over. I walked on, refusing to look back. To look over to him and see him gone. Anyway, it's better that way because I would be sadder if I would be the one seeing him turn his back on me. Oppa, I will always cherish this moment. The feeling I discovered hidden deep within me. Knowing now I am capable of loving this way. My heart burns, almost aching, but I am thankful to you. As simple as that and it was all over.

Me and my five-day boyfriend.

"You can't get the exact love you want--only the love someone can give." ~ robert fulghum The Beginning Mom! I'm leaving! Okay, bike safely and come home before dusk. I will! It has been almost two weeks since she first had her bike-lesson and now she could say that she's a pro. Every afternoon, she would bike to the park and do a few rounds before sitting on any of the benches and read a book or do her homework. She has found a new sanctuary on that spring time where it gets too warm inside her own bedroom. It's better to be outdoor than being solitary confined in the house. Now she loved watching the people around her when her eyes get too tired of the letters on her books. After that, she would go to Yoona's apartment and play with her before going home. It was their time to spend time together since the latter would always be with her boyfriend. Some nights, though, she would sleep in her house or Yoona to hers and they would listen to his radio show and imagine things. Yes, they love to imagine things now and for her to recall those lovely bittersweet five days she became the girlfriend of Jung Yong Hwa. Her feelings were known to her bestfriend and she would often push her to just show up in the radio station and tell him how she felt. But she was not like that. One fear she has deep in her heart is rejection-- next to abandonment, so she will never be as brave as Yoona. They would lie in bed hugging each other in the darkness and just talk or laugh. She loved it that way. That simple moment where Yoona won't be too abrasive for her to just express herself. Just that night they talked about him again while Picture of You was playing on the background-- his last song on his show. What if he comes and tell you that he likes you too, what are you gonna do? He doesn't even send me message anymore... Seo Hyun grumbled. It's just what if. Besides, he must be busy with work and school. So no need for you to sulk there... Yoona groped for her friend's nose and pinched it. Awww! I am not sulking. Hmmm... I am still your Unnie and I could tell how you feel. You're right, but I don't give myself too much hope for that...

Seo Hyun heaved a sigh and closed her book since she wasn't reading anymore. Like how she has predicted, she's back to her normal life-- the one she left for a short while when she spent time with him. She stood and decided to go for another ride since she wasn't feeling emotionally well. Those thoughts can bring her down at times and only the wind brushing her face could make her a little better. Depositing her books on the bike's basket, she got on in it and turned towards the other direction as her right foot tiptoed on the ground to adjust her balance. She was engrossed for a second on putting her foot on the pedal that she did not notice another biker heading her way. When she looked up it was too late. The person was about to avoid her too but she maneuvered her bike so sudden that he could do nothing but to shift his handlebar to the left so as not to collide on her bike. But the movement caused him to lose his balance and fell with his bike. Omo! she dismounted and carelessly left the bike falling on the ground. I'm so sorry! Aish.... I forgot to teach you to look before you leap. Oppa?! She could not believe what she was seeing as she stood there with hands on her mouth. Yeah, it's me and ahh... Yong Hwa smiled weakly as he kicked the bike with his left foot, and I would appreciate it much if you help me up. Oh! her senses finally came back as she sprinted to him and she helped him up. I'm so sorry, I did not notice. Are you hurt? He stood brushing some dirt off his jacket as she bended doing the same on his pants somewhere near his calf, I'm okay. Not as bad as your first fall. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... She continuously bowed until she heard him chuckle so she straightened looking at him. It's okay... he spoke in between laughs then shifted to a friendlier tone, it's seems like a long time. How have you been? I'm doing good. How about you? Much better right this moment. She grimaced with that silly look he was wearing. Her heart seemed to flip-flop louder now and she doesnt know what to say anymore. They stood there, both speechless and probably too surprised with the unexpected encounter. Suddenly, their eyes met and they both laughed. I never thought it would be awkward seeing you again, he softly spoke maybe to loosen the tensed atmosphere. Yeah, me too she nodded and watched him move towards her bike, leaning it to a tree beside his. But, she was nervous like crazy so she blurted out, I think I need to go Uh? Im sorry I thought maybe we could talk for awhile Oh yeah its okay...

They walked through the park side by side and only a few words were spoken between them. He asked about her mom and Yoona, in turn she asked about his work. He teased her again since she told him she wasnt listening to his show. Why does it felt like it was only yesterday that they parted on the very same place? But the silence and the distance were the sign of the days that passed. She was feeling melancholic that way thinking that it was like an affirmation that he spent his time with her only because of his obligation. It pained her that she just wanted to tell him that she would just go home. Seo Hyun, theres something I need to tell you its something you should know He distracted her train of thought as he held on to her elbow to stop her from walking. Yes? she felt uneasy looking into his eyes that way. I want to be honest with you and this has been bothering me. Its better you hear it from me. Oppa, youre making me nervous. Im sorry, but I hope my honesty wont drive you away. What is it? The five-day boyfriend reward for the radio show was a joke, bu What? it seemed like blood has drenched from her face and her heart raced. Please, hear me out first. The radio station gave out a pot prize for an avid listener and all they got to do was to send in their codename and phone number. And since I was the only male DJ who hasnt got a girlfriend, they joked that I was included as a prize. I rode on to it thinking the listeners know that it was all a joke, perhaps Yoona misheard the whole thing. She remained quiet but her face somewhat changed. Yong Hwa was just thinking of the perfect opportunity to tell her but fear would always creep to him. But, seeing her at the park was like the sign he has been asking. If he could wish to read other peoples mind, it would be the perfect time to wish for that kind of power. Why? that was all she could say as the lump of her throat was beginning to form. Seo Hyun felt deceived. She could have pushed him and flee but it seemed like her physical strength has betrayed her. Im so sorry he hated himself for putting her on that kind of situation, when the secretary told me you were there I was only meant to meet the winner but when I saw you, I suddenly prayed that it was you its got to be you. And with that prayer comes the thought that the five-day dating was also true. I just could not explain how I felt when my instinct served me right, that it was you. And my prayers were answered when both of you dont have any idea of the truth. Im sorry for being so selfish I cant understand she put a hand on her temple and massaged it carefully, why did you have to do it? Because, when you went to the radio station wasnt the first time we met.

What? she was totally losing it. About two months ago, it was snowing heavily. I was waiting for the bus to arrive but it was taking a long time and I was freezing. You crossed the street and looked at me then gave me your umbrella since you said youre just a block away from your apartment His voice seemed to fade as the scene flashed to her mind. She remembered giving a man her umbrella seeing him as pitiful under the open sky. Since she live in that street, she knew that the bus is the hardest to catch during that season and he looked like he was about to freeze to death. But she didnt give much thought to it until this moment as he stood in front of her with all those facts she doesnt know how to handle. You left just like that and I was dumbfounded to follow you, his eyes seemed as gloomy as hers, from then on, I wished to see you again. She exhaled heavily but carefully as it all started to crawl on her understanding. You see, I longed to see you again and I longed to get to know youto get even your name, just your name and it would have been enough for me. But that opportunity was something I have to grasp on my palm. Im so sorry that I have to lie just because of it. Seo Hyun couldnt still understand what she felt, if she would still punch him or what. Is that all? No, thats not all. I want to start afresh with you. Without the guilt, without the secret that I have to keep seeing you everyday. Then what do you want? she gnarled in exasperation. Seo Ju Hyun he slowly took her hand without taking his eyes off her, I want to renew my contract with you She could not understand how she felt. She should be upsetangry with him. But looking at him right on that moment, with her heart that wouldnt leave her at peace since the day on the amusement park, she just felt as confused as ever. Her mind has proven its power for so many years and she knew for a fact that shes undoubtedly smart, and its just telling her to back off. Giving him a ticket to her heart is also giving him the power to hurt her someday. Her heart was not as prepared as her mind. She never even imagined standing in front of him again. She just need to decide who to listen to, maybe both, for how long? He was silent for a second then spoke with unshakable certainty, Indefinitely Then hear my amendment she continued never receding her serious expression. Yong Hwa could do nothing but to nod as if his life depends on her words. Never ever hide anything from me like that again... ever again Does that mean? It only means you have to work harder from this day on, Yong DJ

A few hours later, she biked heading home with a smile on her face And he, biking silently behind her wearing that same smile Goodbye is a promise after all.