A Fool Walking-through Enlightened Bullshit ~ A bizarre exercise in arithmetic by an illiterate

Revision 7 (The fourth to be released) (Revision log is out of order at this time boys and girls - a few people pitched in smoothening out stuff and we lost track...)

Intro
Yes this is an intentional attempt of creating a profound appearance only to sucker you into old BS yet again. Frankly theres little else going on lately that hasnt to do with that. If I were to have a disclaimer it would probably be larger than what I have to say. In short this material is the log of my transition from reality to actuality. Ive rounded it up to be a fine bullshit dissolver as well - considering we are swamped in BS as it is, what Im getting at is quite the rare commodity. Its mostly a log with my thought process of how Im growing out of being a common fool - if you perceive it in some other way - its your prerogative.

Would that I could, flip the script and get you a hot-seat on some fascinating new experience limited only by imagination, but alas we are here making sense of the good old bullshit that is clogging our everyday lives. Whatever you deem to be relevant is directly tied into it. Every topic or endeavor you can think of is covered with a thick armored wall of bullshit and the few exceptions just affirm the rule. You can pretend it doesnt exist or write it off as a topic you dislike and subsequently avoid. However you and i (yes - not capital letter on purpose) and everyone intimately know the benefits of lying and extreme senselessness. However it seems the detrimental effects dont impress most people enough to be spoken aloud - despite all of it reaching record hights. Hence my writing here, dealing with it for myself and logging it for anyone whos willing to direct any attention to it. I write what I wish I could have been able to read when I needed. Also helps me reference my own thoughts, if youve ever consciously adjusted your behavior habits youll know why it is that way. This is what I do and its been helpful to me. Everything Ive said in here is my way of outgrowing the loop of crap that wastes my life and other peoples lives to no end - and it works for me.

Im going to touch on al lot of different points and it would seem like Im jumping from one to another all the time. If you manage to see it the way I do, you will behold how it all marvelously comes together. Even, if you dont share my associations, each little segment carries its own weight. Overall this isnt your standard format so; please dont treat it as such. The increasing number of enlightening materials floating about is seriously stinking lately, even if conspiracy is not in your vocabulary. I figured I might as well publicize a take on social matters in a way that will give identically unnerving rectal sensations to most conspiracists, neutrals, realists and

everybody else insisting their truths are ultimate. No secret truth, whispered in shady corners of justice seeking adventures - only the amazing things being overlooked in plain sight. With that said - there are still going to be people that will perceive this material in ways that were never even imagined by me, and people that will challenge me on claims I never made - the usual - Ive done there and been that so dont expect me to argue with you. I have outgrown needing excuses to exist and have other than prescribed thought processes. This is anything but some humane generous act of revelation, or any other type of sweetened candy giveaway, the least of which is some supposedly profound truth presented to you with the claim or slimy suggestions yelling silently that its relevant and/or valuable information that you need to believe. This material is based entirely on self MY self interest. The fact that its free, it welcomes public and involves public matters that I care for are simple products of my choices along with a conscious awareness of social conduct and possibilities - thus my self-interest. I did it for me - so basically - The shit in here isnt tucked under the rug. If you dont want it on you - DO, mind your step. Instead of subtly leading you to a conclusion and playing which hint you like better Im going to spill it all out enough to give you a mouth full. Its probably patronizing at points, try not to let it get in the way; suffice to say thats what Ive got right now with my limited understanding of the linguistic subtleties... and my cozy ego. That and chewing it over to make it compatible to common prejudice sets doesnt really help the purpose. Not that these arent the times where many people get disgusted by a person kissing a puppy dog on the nose instead of celebrating all kinds of depravity. As if theres a common form of warning I can use to remind people with various offend-able sensitivities to not poke their noses into somebody elses personal logs. Sadly we dont have sort of a +18 stamps for adults yet, not that theyd do much good. Although this material contains no adult references, in case anybody needs to know. Mhm, the o wise descended masters/gurus/angels routine is getting old. But look what you are getting instead... Me! And a whole truck-load of bluntness and intolerably truthful remarks - everything to make ones lower back parts itch... Broadcasting to you from the moronically proud concrete&panel apartment building - the type the Germans outlawed when they suddenly realized they value life and health ; ) This is also a tribute to people whove have their hearts into spreading truth and digging into the abysmal pit of what we lately call information and all the truth, fact, disinformation, speculation and outright bullshit in it... I do repeat that if you love hunting suggestions and/or painfully obvious hints you wont get much here. There is a plethora of people offering convenient packages of think this, do that and if you are looking for it - find an appropriate supplier and dont say I didnt warn you. Lets have a taste shall we:

The exercise

Important question it is - do you dare be honest with yourself?

Its a simple one - imagine now you worked you entire life to expand your financial security and secure as much authority as you can. Not that you are currently working just so you can comfort orphan pandas, but still... (Smiley face) ///And if by some pure irony you are one of the handful on the planet that is actually working to comfort orphan pandas - look me up, I owe you a drink./// So, legal money printers with all the necessities for them are among your insignificant possessions not that

anybody needs to go through the tedium of printing paper money in this day and age, all you have to do is punch a some digits on a computer and you create all the money you want to create granted you have the keys to the house. You also have various minions all over the place, just waiting to do your bidding. Starting a nuclear war was one phone call away for your great grandfather and still is for your family, its just that you no longer ever think about it because its too clich these days and the technology you have privately accumulated makes nuclear war absurd in comparison to even the mediocre means you could use in confrontations. So you are visiting at one of your skyscrapers and below down there is some gathering of lunatics shouting death to the new world order. Now they say they have this !!1!brilliant!!!1 new peace/paradise idea for you to share all your privileges and resources with them (you know - the product of all that life long, dynasty long - tediously intricate maraudering and backstabbing). You dont spar with mundane mortals of course, but mainly with your own peers for dibs on who gets to wipe their shoes off the mundane mortals. Not only that but these mundane mortals offer to reward you if go through with this brilliant scheme by impaling you on a cactus if they found you morally or otherwise guilty about anything. So!, if you handed them the power (which you can pretty much do with a couple of written orders and one hour of global screen time) - can you imagine they would find something upsetting about your past - you know in the time you, lied, cheated, stole, bribed, murdered and so on to acquire or protect privileges, yeah - mostly from these same people or cattle or however you refer to them... How exactly do you see yourself relinquishing resources and power so the misguided that didnt bother to burden their brain cells and believed your lies can benefit? Are we talking about the same people that like to beat each other to death for bazillions of stupid reasons that even satire wouldnt touch with a stick? The people who didnt mind exploiting the poor and unfortunate so long as their dish washing, sewage cleaning, construction, crops harvesting and whore houses were filled with immigrants who paid with their blood, sweat and tears to provide for their families? All right you probably own some of the big corporations and companies benefitting from modern day slave labor, but where would you be if nobody wanted anything to do with you the instant they knew you had any involvement in such matters (and we all know how the system works for that particular). Suddenly the civilized pseudo-pacifist victims of your tyranny are happy to buy cheap pieces of electronics or cloth who cares if that cost a boy or girl its health, breathing in toxic fumes at the factory they are spending their lives at, in one of these so called lesser countries. And suddenly these peace seeking annoyances start pointing fingers at you, saying you poisoned them with fluoride or whatever. What did you do really? You had a slow poison, and you figured a way to sell it. What are you to do that some key people figured its no problem to turn a blind eye to the poisoning of nations so long as they were getting their cut of the benefits? And is it toxic to the brain? Who knows really - you dont drink that shit to know, other than that your chemist might have given you an overview through the phone while you were having a blowjob from his 13 year old granddaughter or you know, grandson... So does it reduce brain function? -Yes. - Thats fantastic!!! The dumber they are the harder theyll figure out your involvement in all this... And even so, you can create money out of nothing, you have a private armada that could do a retro military takeover of a country in 5 hours or so, how is news of your treachery going to spread when all major information channels cant go against themselves and badmouth the people that employ them. Whats the options? Do youtube? Sure, why not, funny thing is youtube doesnt even need to censor you. Look carefuly enough and you are going to find INVALUABLE insider information about various topics on youtube. What else you are going to find is that those bits usually have like 2000 views for years. And you might say some backside program cheats it to prevent spreading of the videos but seriously, you know some of that is bullshit particularly because people create more hype about the social life of some odd crack addict public figure, than social developments of crucial global importance. So they dont need to censor anything other than the trivial shit that used music from a commercial whatever and got taken down on copyright grounds. Potentially earthshaking social news usually is self limited by the miniscule amount of people that have interest and seek out such information. The rest of

the planet is more concerned with weather forecasts and political theater. And now back to you a top of your skyscraper - by chance you just saw an interview with some fool whining how GMOs and such are not tested sufficiently. If only your lab technician were there to say there are none more efficient ways to test these things than do it on the worlds population - It would have been priceless to see the look on that fools face. Over all - poisoning is a win-win on all fronts - especially when your food and water supply is privately developed and delivered by your own standards. ========================================================================== So, having that exercise done - Need I remind you that these people havent just grinded power for one life time; most of them have inherited quite a lot from ancestors that were dedicated to pretty much the same thing. Now, try setting your imagination to feel the weight of their perspective and their inheritance. All the shitty make me proud by doing (insert action/s)..., all the shitty morals, and just because its not the same be eager to suck dick drills as the bullshit our middle/lower class parents gave us - I dont think its any easier to shake off, maybe even harder. With that I also dont think anyone can get much closer to these peoples perspective without actually living it. All of this is not because I sympathize. But can we seriously mouth of in depth of how they operate if we dont ever try to see their side of things. My own opinion of the whole thing is that if I was the top power for this would, I would be embarrassed to think Im in-charge of this mess. There are various considerations to be had, and Im likely not aware of various defining pieces of information, but hey Im not the one who created this layered information structure thats clogged with invented bullshit for the sake of invented bullshit. And some of the more experienced people would say that those people are also responsible for some truths we get - yes I acknowledge this, but still... Most people given a couple of hundred million dollars or euro in cash or assets I bet are going to start following these thought patterns like Swiss clockwork if they arent already. For - you see, removing the billionaires, politicians and whatever secret societies from the world will not eliminate even half the daily marauder business going on around the planet, so we might as well all start improving our selves individually. This exercise is mostly is to keep a reminder that its not just blowjobs and cookies with these guys and gals (or aliens if you fancy - regardless in the points made). Im dedicating this little revision to the all the delusional ones who think that a money/resources, somehow magically solve your personal problems - In fact, they dont do anything for your shitty personality issues. And this isnt just me sitting at a vantage point in the bushes, giggling at other peoples failures. This is the voice of experience. I actually take pride in saying - I had and somewhat still have a personality that has stinking shit to work out, especially in these times where almost everybody thinks their honorary Stockholm flight is overdue by a decade. If you have nothing better to do you can blame your parents who relentlessly thought you the skill set to suck dick or blame fate for not giving you parents with other than the blind servitude mentality. You could day dream what things would be like if you had the kind of parents whose first statement welcoming you to this world was you are born to rule. But then we can day dream about all sorts of niceties and Im not here for that right now. I even got on a special addition on this note - the opinion of a rich person. Well not globally rich as they dont travel among the likes of me, but at least rich enough to not inconvenience once self with tedious labor or worry about money for the rest of his life. So we have been talking and the person in question knew the way I think and didnt feel any constraint to level with me on that kind of conversation - so here is what he said when I introduced him to the exercise. Loose quote:

You could have been even more simplistic - but while we are here. They always say that the rich should always help the poor. Curiously enough there are so many different poor. You can call some a lower poor compared to those poor that go to gatherings and political protests, have day jobs etc, you know the fabled western life types. Plenty of them social groups have homeless and in the eyes of these homeless, those poor are rich. They have housing, food, one week vacation a year. They dont survive by burning garbage under bridges in harsh winters. So from the homeless standpoint they are rich. But they say we should help them? (the rich - say defined by us whom dont really have to go work, lets not even touch richer people) Can anybody pass a reason why? You know other than some laughable benevolent notion. I mean really, there are about seven people that benefit largely from the financial status of my family. You could call us lavish if you so desired. Anyhow, do you think the wasteful self indulgence we do, can even compare to the roughly five million people living in my city? Yes we indulge, no we are not excused, lets do better even than impartial measure - a measure where nobody would give a fuck how which way it turned out but, just so long as we want it to be accurate. Remember that stinky homeless person youve mentioned? You dont like being around him do you? If he disappeared how many people would notice or care. If the entire community, relentlessly persisted in finding out what happened to him do you think they wont? Not that there would ever be a need for that if we ever cared enough for him to at least let him wash and sleep in the basement and feed him with the food we waste any way. And I dont say share you bed with him. You and your peers organize something so he gets a bit of food, clean water and in exchange makes himself useful to those that go out of their way to care for him. Not like there isnt always work to be done. But no, wed rather think he didnt pay enough attention in school, so he can go fuck himself and sleep in the dumpsters. I mean, my god he smells! end of story - he is no longer a human being. After all its your bureaucrats job to take care of him right? As if they will give shit any more than you do (; I mean why would they? How many people can point to anything else than wishful thinking in that department? But then again this is harder and more complicated than the usual convenient charity people prefer, that takes about one or two hours of hours of your time, and you go to an event with some food, music, get to exhibit how gallant you are and perhaps some ass is available to stare at or squeeze if you had the charms or wallet for it. After which you were expected to sign some money or resources over to some other people that promise to use them well in charity, as apparently charity/benevolence/etc is so tedious work for you to do yourself that you have to delegate it and have other people be paid to ACTUALLY do it. Wait What!? You only have to repeat that a couple of times to gaze at the stupidity of traditional charity, without even going for any of the ethical or elaborate questions. Not that most of them dont end up de-facto miniature bureaucracies that can hardly spend any money helping anyone, beyond maintaining their state of bureaucracy. In any case lets say the process of taking on the homeless person directly is tedious and excuse our selves. Do that too in the case of charity events funding funny charity organizations. We are in the information era. We can get live stream with people who work an entire year to earn what we discard in the trash can for less than a year. You know people for whom a single 100$ bill could change their life drastically! Yes there are some organizations that do that. But how many people you know even have a grasp of such ideas? For you see, whoever you are if you genuinely sought to help, there is an abundance of opportunity to find a place for your good will. End of the line, helping people is always someone elses job. And its as someone elses job to you as it is to me and most of those saints that yap about benevolence but turn into sour milk as soon as they get a smudge of dirt on their shirts from any actual directly/live/hands-on partaking in benevolence. See, its easy to help those you like; its why we usually do it with people who are close to us, because we like them in some way. Show me how many people help those who they dont like or dont approve? How many people youd think would give a flying crap if I lost everything and ended up on the street? Who you?! Oh good, youre barely helping yourself, theres not much I can rely on from you, regardless if youd give it to me or not? So youll provide me with shelter and food. OK, what about the rest of my family, or you are now going to tell me everybody is

as open minded as you are? And even if you wanted to help us seven, your tiny little apartment cant fit even three of us, so youre physically and financially constrained. Oh, really if a piece of old bread and a roof over your heard was everything, youd be sprouting literal wings out of joy of life. Actually even in this about 3 million city am at the moment I bet you we count with our hands the number of people who ACTUALLY do not have any food or shelter. What is it, ten thousand even if it was a hundred thousand? We dont see everybody else who do have food and shelter overjoyed do we? Uh,oh?! What then? So what, we noticed that the complete miser of a behavior we tracked is to be found in the minds and actions of almost everybody. Then go laugh about the world being unjust. Justice is rather poetical all around, dont you think? As if you dont already alienate most of the people you try to discuss this with. Most of them rather ignore or decimate you than even talk about it, especially where you are from. Truth is the easiest thing to find the trail of. Just go around look for piles of heap of stacks of inconvinience that people zealously avoid. You know if it doesnt get you killed in the process (: Poke it a little and youll see the countless discarded truths, but then youll reek of the thing people avoid, and subsequently get avoided yourself. Its a rather brilliant bullshit self preservation mechanism dont you think?! (: :End loose quote. So long as the social sewer pipe exists our civilization cant leave this state of however you want to label it, but it isnt pretty or nice. What Im talking about is that publicly well known practice for discarding people down the toilet to rot. No matter how much you dislike someone the very instant you stab him in the back and leave him for dead or turn a blind eye when someone does so you give permission to others to do it to you. The ruination and destruction of inconvenient individuals - no matter what the excuse, has gone for so long that weve arrived at the point where it is streamlines enough so entire nations could be flushed down the toilet, and they are. To such an extent that helping the poor has even turned into a mockery with obscenities like shutting down missions and food giveaways and such. With excuses like safety and health regulations and so on Yes! Truly! Eating from dumpsters is much healthier and safer than eating food that those who have produced it - eat themselves right beside you. But there you have it, fail to fulfill ANY one of the insane amounts of laws, sections, paragraphs and bullet points - and you are out - no feeding the poor for you. Maybe because you had a dust molt in your oven or whatever - Not like you were using dish washing liquid instead of water for the soup. And no Im not exaggerating; we are supposedly in the information age now. If you wanted to find such occurrences, nothing is really stopping you. At more than a few places on earth you have to pay additional taxes to be able to do any such giveaway - that is if you can survive the legalities of doing it. And thats for the smelly old homeless person you may or may not like. What about someone more presentable. Say a top notch lawyer from a background you approve comes along. Say he or she had the strange urge to take a stand and make a difference when the CEO of a corporation told our hero to ruin somebody or cover up a truly hideous corporate crime. And lets entertain the notion he or she didnt get killed or jailed in the process. Now this lawyer has a stamp on him pretty much like the mythical black mark plus the plague on him. Getting even a mediocre job today has employers looking into your background. Nobody would want to go anywhere near to our lawyer in that field of work. I mean who needs lawyers if they suddenly admitted all the dirty secrets we hire them to juggle? And lets also suppose this persons only talent in life is being a lawyer and cant really do anything else even with remote mediocrity. So our hero does this fine deed and is out unemployed. Who is going to help him? You? When we look at it, the story has just about the same chance of extending aid to this person as much as the homeless smelly guy. If he or they dont have the strength to climb up and nobody to pick them up they are out in the cold. And social security isnt going to cut it - as its pretty much evaporating constantly. Yeah you keep telling yourself that the politicians are responsible for everything

I advise to just view it if you will, making decisions upon it and possibly adopting it is not what I had in mind with its creation. Tackling any ones unwillingness to keep an open mind is beyond my scope of interest, and is usually a futile enterprise so I skip out on what you should or shouldnt do. Do whatever you wanted to do, which is what you were going to do any way. Finding discrepancies in my perception is what I found useful - Then Im having it open for anybody that finds this sort of things usable. It seems that we are bundled with notions, be it ideas or patterns that are often quite inherent and rarely examined even the slightest. When you put all those things in written words they often surprisingly show to be quite different from what was initially assumed they were. You can find not just lacks or cracks but entire structures of paradox just sitting in your brain breeding inherently faulty results when used in action. When you operate with them they seem fine, the minute you start looking at them quite a lot of things that you never knew get revealed. It turns of most of us operate on some faint feelings of memorries of ideas. Yes - you read correctly - a faint feeling of memory of an idea. When most of us take action we dont start full consideration. We automate something that was done in the past for some reason and left us with a feeling we can re-use. That why many of us do a lot of inconsiderate things, we simply dont consider. Without thinking we bring up an old assumption without even reviewing it on the spot and we execute it. Then if we get questioned why - we quote either procedure or habit or tradition or whatever. Furthermore people copy such behaviors from each other. To such an extent that you can actually question individuals and find that many of us have no clear idea of reasoning for long term and/or drastic action. That is to say, some of us center our lifes essence - the passionate and intense labor effort to actions and ideals that we not even once PERSONALLY examined even basically! What youll find there are a lot of recollections, references and feelings that cant stand up to the scrutiny of 3 year old. Of basic questions such as why are you doing this/why did you do that. That is what I find within myself, and around me. Im not talking to having a scientific panel disassemble every notion you run, but isnt zero consideration just as absurd as that extremity? Yes, yes of course I also wanted to put my opinion out - becau ... Oh.., Wait, does anyone still need an excuse to do that these days?.. So, do I have ulterior motives? -Certainly... Its quite the oddity to be raised in the modern urban environment and not have all sorts of ulteriors lurking in your skull trying to attach them self to anything productive we come up with. That is to say - that so far as Im concerned you are to possibly consume any of this by nothing less than conscious scrutiny. I personally take it as mental martial arts... Dont think that I would hold it against you if you used it in comedy hour or anything else you could come up with. Feel welcome to go crazy with it - that is why its free and I do my best to uphold it to every aspect of free. So far as a personal statement: I dont think anybody or the world owes me anything. I was brought up like most people to expect that shining illusion of a life that for instance television is constantly telling us we should have, and is pretty much nowhere to be found. You are quite welcome to criticize anything if you have reasoning to go with it - you can directly contact me unlike all the gurus and such that are often out of reach for mere mortals and their questions and/or opinions. Unless I get quite popular for this - which I doubt - I usually reply, even if it is for saying I dont have anything to add to that. (e-mail is listed somewhere around the document)

Now I ask you to keep an open mind.

Posing as a chapter: Nameless + Ruthless = Blameless

Seems fitting to start from our favorite realities... Despite our confidence reality is what we perceive - it is our limited understanding of what is actively happening. The moment we think that is all there is to it - is the moment great delusions take

place in our minds. Because even if we measured it with full success - everything is dynamic and our measurements often suddenly become obsolete. Sadly or maybe happily the current trend is for people to think their interpretation and limited understanding of the world is the ultimate truth of existence. While I can certainly say its created various amusements over the ages I dont think its good for health these days... When is the last time you saw more than 5 people in coherence, that werent somehow obligated to work together? The more you increase the number the more coherence dwindles. Now contrast that with how often you see people fallout. Theres barely any need for a global massive gun to the head dictatorship as the on some of us are afraid of. Frankly what other than a spinoff of shut up and follow orders forms of social drive, could work with as little coherence as we massively have? Barely a few people have any articulate ideas on social cooperation and development. Largely we are in two uneven groups of let someone else do it. and obviously a ruling group of we are/we will - do it. Marking these kinds of beginnings usually goes with the idea Something is wrong!? -And the crowd yelled - Its the politicians fault Then I thought: If you ask anybody about a topic of great social importance the answers might vary, yet here Ive got a single underlining question that can connect most of them and can easily be used to get clarity on the state of the entire world - just keep asking it to everyone you meet: What have you done in your entire life that you gained, expected or hoped for no personal benefit whatsoever, all the while complete random strangers can/could have benefit from repeatedly? Charitable work to make you appear or position you better in society doesnt count - Any simple, impartial, unsigned gift to nobody in particular, given without an audience to take note of the act. Its only natural for a world where most of everyone cares mainly about their selfishness that individuals through centuries of practice and dedication would become mind blowing proficient in it. Look around you, what do most people strive for? -Leverage. The ability to command others in one way or another. And so far as leverage goes you can imagine what the capabilities of those very best at leverage can have on social development. I for one am getting utterly bored with hearing about illuminati and secret government all the time. Im not someone who writes them off as a fairy tale but still. Its more convenient to put it all on conspiracy than to recognize our part in the dominant social activity of get something for two dollars and find a sucker to buy it for ten dollars Most of us like being assholes when it suits us. So we might as well admit to it and get it over with. Yes most of us like the idea of selling a bag of horse shit and making a fortune out of the poor sucker that we convince to buy it. On the other hand we hate being that poor sucker that ends up with the bag in exchange for everything we have. So long as we participate in this situation on either side its going to keep filling with our bullshit. Let us set aside advocates and various opposition to look at the basic concept again. A little extra notice please: (This material will NOT try and advertise or demonize conspiracy as a concept or convince you of some derivative situation related to it. The concept is briefly covered for prelude purposes.) What was this bizarre and exotic yet vastly clichd beast named conspiracy?

Looks like conspiracy another fancy way of saying ulterior/concealed motive at work? When someone knocks on your door or you knock at theirs to sell a vacuum cleaner, an inflatable bed, anything for that matter, what do you think the primary concern is - the prospects (targets) needs and well being or the sellers intent? When someone goes to meet with his peers and is late by his own fault how often is that person going to lie that some unforeseeable circumstance held him? Not all people in this world are honest in their communication, labor or intentions. I doubt I can find many that would disagree on that. So how did the term conspiracy get grouped in with fiction, fantasy and mythology? Its ridiculous even the very word holds so much fascinating context to explore. Most times when you hear about conspiracy it goes packaged with a word variation of elite. The elite plan to this, elites want to do that, Mr. and Mrs. Elite did the other thing. Lets for a moment set aside what they did, are doing and will do and focus on an earlier issue. What does elite mean in the first place?! Elite is simply an attribute of people. All their quality of character and what not aside, there is one simple common denominator. Whenever these people show up in the presence of anyone from the vast majority of occupants on the planet, everyone around them starts dropping their pants bending over to embrace them with open arms, legs and but cheeks. They cant be royalty if no one wants to serve them and vast amounts of people do. Ordinary people do it on the promise of wealth, while they are blind to the fact that wealth comes from themselves, and if they didnt allow it to be constantly stolen from them they would not need to be surfs to those that steal it to earn a small fraction of it back. And what about the so called services they and their employees the politicians provide? All that political authority does can be done by a handful of people for each country and an audit firm with everything being openly accessible for verification by the public. In contrast to an organization that is so bend on survival that its ready to rain pestilence and destruction all over the place just so they can have their treasury funded pork stakes and vivid escort services on demand. How many people you know still indulge in the arrogant foolishness to think that we supposedly sentient beings of this day and age cant maintain trivial endeavors as farms, roads and schools etc, without the mandatory compliance to a dictatorial group? Not that I blame dictators and their minions. Ever been with a person who cant make up his mind about anything? Now multiply that by a few billion and see how you feel? -But its their job? you will say True. On the other hand we all know how we all like doing our jobs to the best of our ability. And even with all the unspoken perks of their position its still a lousy job. Anything you do will never be appreciated for its virtue, as the people you are supposedly doing it for, dont care enough to know about it in the first place. If you make a mistake and you are pretty much guaranteed to - there is always going to be someone to whine about it and ask for your beheading, although he or she has zero effort invested into the attempt. You are in one of the most predatorily oriented competitive businesses with various pretenders just waiting for the faintest opportunity to take your seat. Aside personal gain, every improvement you strive to achieve is simply accepted as granted, as if you owe it to society. How can they not think most of the people in the world are cattle, when legions of us still have the delusion to think that going to school and work is all that is required for a societies and civilizations to function and prosper? Government this, government that overt or covert government people do things the same reason you and I do, because we can and because we want to. And politics is simply a great position to socialize expenses and privatize gains from. After all public government is just another organization for hire. And since its a buyers market the highest bidder wins. But my taxes -Our taxes are not payment for services rendered despite what they give us as an excuse to extort it. They are labeled our obligation. Its a Give me that much money or bad things will happen to you- well figure out what to do with it approach rather than These are the openly verifiable and debatable plans we intend to implement and spend this amount of money on- lets now collect it from everyone that wants/will use the service So when some individual or a corporation wants to buy/bribe services from government they pay upon delivery. They dont just throw in their money to be squandered unaccountably. There are

various ways to modify government so it fulfills its mythical function of serving the people. Of course its already serving people, but meh, someone is always unhappy about it ( : Where we are in now is more or less like this - There is a fortress with an embarrassing abundance of riches and wellbeing that is constantly fighting off anyone that wants to get in. And as soon as anyone manages to fight, sneak or negotiate their way in - they instantly man the walls and keep fighting off the remaining attackers. And if youve seen some cute little bullshit package like zeitgeist or any of the other so called enlightening materials - you would have certainly heard the idea that we have enough for everybody. And its kind of implied we actually belong there. First off we obviously dont have enough. If we did have enough, the guys that are holding the grips wouldnt be constantly trying to get everything else there is. Whatever they have - its obviously not enough for them so the argument is obviously pointless from here on and we get to its true from of but they have much more than we have. Considering I have yet to meet a person who thinks he or she has enough or had too much hence had to give some of it way, then again I think the worlds wealth distribution is quite amazingly corresponding to the general mind set of humanity today. Why I dont loathe elites, politicians covert ops and all the other colorful characters that take charge of conspiracies and the likes?(yes yes, aliens too if you fancy) Theyve only done what our collective stupidity and apathy have invited them to do. The only way I see for this not to end in flames is a realization that we are all involved. Not massive riots, but a simple reconciliation. What have protests ever achieved? Massive pillaging, burning your neighbors car or bakery shop, for what? For anti riot forces to come and punch a hole through your teeth for stirring civil unrest?-Ok youve been exploiting us for so much time. But we know better now. We refuse to cut each others throats while you rob us blind. - Lets start-over. I will give a short example of this just for the sake of illustration (and be done with politics as a topic); I happen to think that government as a form of activity - exactly corresponds with our general state of social abilities abroad. One of the long since obvious solutions would be to have standards. There not really anything you have to do once you become a politician, and there are no particular requirements to become one. Seriously what competency is required for a person to be a politician? When does one get fired? When does one not receive a salary if they didnt do their job? So even the job description says you are voting for somebody thats most probably just going to do nothing, as he or she isnt even required to. Introduction of failure standards goes a great length. When the majority of employed people on earth fail at their undertaken task they lose something. Weve heard more political promises than anyone can count. To how much of those anyone was held accountable is a matter of tragical comedy. They might not get re-elected but they are definitely not held accountable for their actions. A simplified version of this is for every social worker undertaking a task to sign and sworn statement of what he is doing and what shall follow him with failure. You will see a very different picture if a politician who made a costly mistake or embezzlement from social funds to get stripped of all privilege and ownership to be left living on standard social security and struggle on a standard day job like those he stole from. But on the other hand how many of us really like to be accountable for anything? Whenever you push the political dilemma far enough you get to a chicken or egg point. How could ordinary citizens actively participate in important social matters while they are struggling to survive at their jobs? Well, if the majority of social conduct wasnt ripping each-other off on a global scale we would have enough time to contemplate, be well aware and participate in vital social proceedings. Its a matter of cutting out the

bullshit and not beating each other up for scraps which seems to take up a vast majority of our efforts in life. Besides politics has always been a ride-along for most people, not something most people want to partake in. Of course they are going to use every means necessary to screw you up, when they know you plan to give them nothing less than the gallows if you had the chance. Be honest. If someone tried to punish you for being smarter or luckier than them wouldnt you screw them up too? But they used planted provokers in our protest to instigate violence on purpose! What!? A thousand head strong crowd dedicated to reason peacefully cant contain a few undercover agent punks that are doing their best to provoke an outburst are you kidding me? And could they really provoke a fight if the crowd didnt allow themselves to let the frustration get the better of them. Oh, were you expecting the television to show you footage of peaceful riots where protesters personally hand provokers to the police, so they can actually protest what they came for and not get into a skirmish with the cops, thus not allowing politicians to use the social pressure to manipulate the laws to the common loss yet again? If they advertised that, who would participate in the kind of events that television is allowed to show us - the violent and/or mindless ones? And justice? Oh come on How many people actually care about that? Whining when you are a victim is easy. Problem is for all the people Ive met, seen or heard about there are hardly a handful that wouldnt pull the same kind of shady business if places were reversed. All virtue aside - most of us like taking shortcuts so long as we think we wont get caught. Thats why the world is a mess. And if your mundane task is to cheat a hamburgers worth of money, someone in a better position is legitimizing ownership to the rest of the solar system. Principle is the same and most people just whine because somebody had a better chance or more wits and managed to do better than them. And the peace keeping forces are pretty handy at that point. A nifty phrase that one... When you decide to rob people of their ways of housing clothing and feeding, all you have to do is offer to house, clothe and feed the army and the police and army in exchange for them to rain jack hammers on all those suckers you left with no housing, clothing or food. They are predictable - just like everybody else. When presented with the choice to save their own ass or join the ranks of the newly found homeless fighting for liberty. How do you think the predicament of justice versus what to eat tonight is going to work out in their minds? Or you think theyll suddenly go out of character and join the people in the streets, considering most of them joined Enforcement for social security reasons, not because they are justice loving humanitarians. In fact most of them are more arrogant than your average criminal they chase after. Petty criminals at least dont pretend to have moral code or equivalent, and why bother when that shit always goes out the window every time it matters. Psychologists have time and again illustrated how the ones that are overeager to speak out against monstrosity are among the easiest ones to turn into monsters. Ah but, heck we might as well keep our delusions till the very moment we are standing at a murder or a genocide scene. And there are many ways to kill someone; the worst kills take decades to settle in. Enforcement doesnt even come close to regulating them. Rob someone of the things one values in life, and you put that person in a boat to oblivion. What, the police going to go help that person? Go after the people that raped his trust and left him with nothing and nowhere to go with the excuse that they did it legally. A sad thing, but its the way life goes - we must accept it. Well some societies accepted cannibalism and human sacrifice, why not accept that huh? Oh, but wait, now its suddenly accepting only whats convenient. And then we have the nerve to put a sad justice seeking face when this shit happens. And what is enforcement any way? Be it police or army - aside from control measures they are simply the tax collectors for crime and hostiles. Its remarkably brilliant. As you would expect your casual crime operation or enemies do not go to report for regulation and taxation or pay tribute to you. However we all know they pay their dues to enforcement over the table or under the table - doesnt matter.

This is exemplified by the so many traitors to the people that are referred here and there. Those that used to go around trying to inform and motivate others to look out for themselves and for the betterment of us all - Now some of them work for the same shadow groups we bumping into at every direction. And why not? Who da f^*k wants to know?! Not everybody has the willpower to go about the place getting pissed on by ignorance with an unconscious appetite for masochism. Of course we can find rare specimens like David Icke. (With no regard to his occupation and particular activities). He has gone around doing what he is doing for decades, and at a point in his life has endured through so much ridicule and social rejection, that would drive the average guy to either go on a killing spree with a dull object or just say to one self. What the frack!? Im trying to share knowledge and contemplation with these people that are pissing on me? Well frack you! I know the layout, why am I banging my head against the wall when I can look for a nice profitable cozy spot, and getting a tropical villa instead of dragging myself through the persistent ignorance of my peers? And indeed many people have come to the decision that, whoever wants to know - makes way to find out - preaching to people who dont want to know isnt really everyones calling. And very few have the stomach for it. And where was I - enforcement. Its usually them that harass so called whistle-blowers that state things like Id lose my pension or life if I speak out publicly. And those usually revolve around activities that traffic a quite a lot of people to the mortuary. You see at least these guys have the dignity to state that if they did go all righteous and public about what they know; the people that have opposite interests (and that is usually a lot of people) would go about using their various influences to destroy their life. Its easy to see how that persuades them to stay at their job, keep maraudering and preserve their status. Instead of spilling the truth out, ending up unemployed and unemployable in the hopes that the community they served would take care of them. You know these same people that lie to each other every day, would somehow hire a person that was honest about the business he/she is in - especially when 90% of commerce and business on earth depends on telling ANYTHING other than the truth. Now imagine you were the owner of a tech store and you had this person applying for a job with you. Would you like him telling your customers that 90% of your goods are cheap ass rip-offs with branding on them, which are going to cost your customers more service expenses than your initial asking price? That or tell your customers the only reason you are marketing a certain brand is because you signed a contract to promote their garbage despite you and its manufacturers knowing that it is the worst on the market and that your customer is better off buying anything else from the competition, because your contract doesnt allow you to trade with the better goods? ...What!? You are all of a sudden going to admit that its more profitable for you to sell garbage than anything else because of privately negotiated terms? Whatever your reply in the context of my log would be... We all know you would hire the person that best persuades people into What weve got here is great! You really should buy it! And the truthful hero would get a hypocritical pat on the back for his heroics and be left to figure other ways to feed their family. Haha, you know maybe the hero has a better chance of being hired at the tech factory? But, then uh-oh, you wouldnt send him there either, because if they are stupid enough to hire him, hed end up telling people of all your production expense cuts, some of which are pretty lethal and how engineers have been able to design the stuff you are selling to last a life time and not send you for paid service/maintenance every two months due to intended/scheduled breakdowns. Then maybe get a volunteer job at the Red Cross? Hmm Better not, then he might tell sick people that they are responsible for their own crappy health, or worse that authoritarian powers have used the Red Cross to bypass inconvenient political restrictions and even send contaminated aid to able manipulate social development. Ah, fuck it - you are out of ideas Just get the hero out of your sight - as time=money for you. Hahahha you wish you could see the face of the next hypocrite who has to deal with the hero

Reminds me of an interview I saw about Andrew Wakefield about the attempt at an investigation into the spread of autism. They buried him in hassle and lawsuits before he even started. And he described how comforting it is to him to receive mail with people saying we are with you. His words Where are you exactly, I dont see you anywhere? hahah, yeah they are definitely fighting for the cause with a few sentences by e-mail to dull their conscience for their complete absence of involvement on the matter. To this very day, that guy is being accused as if he is prominent activity is breaking into homes and dismembering babies. Infinite rumors of whatever. While most of that guys days are caught on tape dragging himself like a rag through every conference there is about this topic and trying to get the bottom of it. The opposing force is so strong that its reaching ridiculous levels. If you ever want to explore the meaning of a smear campaign go measure his life. How his case is validated is even irrelevant. The mere amount of discrepancy surrounding his public hassle transcends any position you might have pro, neutral or against his claims. When I think of it I cant really recall any achievement of well organized public demanding and receiving something from government. Its usually small activist groups that go berserk and ruin their lives before anyone notices anything - and even then its not hard to control trends by organized media frenzy. Need I do examples? Yes there are certain people with the backbone to come clean any way. Look at them now? Do you see the masses parading them like heroes? No, their lives are a hybrid of judicial and mafia cable soap operas. You cant help but marvel at the system even though its designed to screw most of us over. Here are the funniest things I can think about the law and justice. Everything I need to know about the justice system is conveniently packaged into a single phrase, which is: The Attorney client privilege. What it means in simple terms is that - by the law itself if you have the law license, you are obligated to cover up any kind and number of crimes with what are usually considered to be crime activities so long as you are getting paid. That little predicament speaks about justice and law quite enough. Those self sacrificing, dedicated, bright and passionate people that make sure justice is the standard are primarily the stuff of the film industry. In actuality all of the capable and proficient law people are bound by the law to cover up crimes - that is to screw the law. And unfortunately crime does pay better. You know with various designer ethics excuses like - guilty people should be treated the same way as innocent ones - defend their innocence at all costs - even if its none existing and you have to invent it to defend it (Smiley face) And people say they are afraid of anarchy. It looks to me as if we are far worse than what we would be in anarchy. (And I do know the actual meaning of it, not the one they use on television to frighten people into authority) A very amusing thought of mine, is that if lawyers suddenly became obsolete and joined the Hollywood writers association wed suddenly be getting a streak of the most daring and clever movies ever made. I mean how can anybody even dream of speaking that law means justice when its practical application is being a safety net for criminal activity?! And if the first one was a bit unusual this next one is as simple as it gets. People learning law spend a few years in learning how to read it. Meaning the way law is written is SPECIFICALLY/BY DESIGN disconnected from common terminology and interpretation. Thats why you need an attorney to

interpret most of it if you dont have the appropriate education. That makes the law an isolated field to begin with. So if the law was for our collective benefit then why persist in the effort to separate it from the people? (Im letting that one go unsaid on purpose) Another pivotal point of bullshitting is the term brain washing. Drilling routines into peoples brains is as old as anyone could remember and yet manipulating peoples thinking on a larger scale is something thats still being debated as totally, categorically, finally, ultimately impossible and/or unthinkable. Despite that when you think of it people are far easier to manipulate on a large scale than a small one. A rather simplistic way of measuring brain washing is exploring the cumulative active contradictions and hasty assumptions in peoples notions. There is a practical universe of content in that exercise but Ill refrain from claiming a high ground of self explanatory wisdom and give some example. Not that the attorney client privilege wasnt a great example of a designed and well played (rigged) acting contradiction that is supposed to be obvious to 5 year olds, but still. Lets turn to the everlasting promise of adequate education. Confront most people on the topic of public education and you will eventually hear that they do not receive what they are owed or promised by government. But lets see about that shall we... Most time when officials talk about education they promise adequate education. Lets not just go by on automatic and stop to look at what that what promise holds exactly, especially the adequate part. It means nothing and everything at the same time. How is that? Its a trick phrase to get out of responsibility. The word adequate depends on the judgment of the person using it. In common meaning adequate is defined as: "Sufficient to satisfy a requirement and/or meet a need." As people are different and have different requirements and needs - the phrase is mainly used to appeal to whoever its being spoken to as most people don't take into account and verify if whats adequate for them is the same adequate being addressed by whoever is speaking about it. As we know education is standardized, centralized and none flexible to suit each individual on a personal level. Thus it can only be adequate to the needs of those that set the standards for how it operates. Considering that the people having complete authority over public education are NOT, using its services to educate themselves or their children its reasonable to speculate that the main priority of "public education" has nothing to do with the interests of the many that are undergoing it. Otherwise the top authority on education would not use private schools that most often operate under their own set of rules and practices and are very limitedly accessible to open public. Thus what adequate education refers to goes unsaid and could mean anything unless the person who says that also explains what he/she considers to be adequate. The line of thought can be followed about good or better education. Which also mean nothing unless specified and hardly ever are, are they? Good or adequate education might as well have been delivered already. Its said nowhere that it isnt good for the ones offering it, and its specified nowhere that good education has to be good for the ones that are supposed to receive it. But its just words youll say. Words make up thoughts, thoughts make up actions and actions make up lives. Casual speech is no less relevant than a signed business deal thats binding you by law. Whether you are bound by a unfair contract because you failed to take note a fine print or you are mislead verbally into believing you are about to receive something that was never out to be given in the first place - you get yourself at a significant loss, along with various other consequences especially in important areas of life. Actually casual speech is much more important than words committed to paper document, because you dont go to the costly tedium of converting every interaction you ever have into

judicially valid documents. In fact a significant portion of your losses have been already caused by verbal misleads. And whether someone actively helped you settle in delusion or you did it all by your self is beside the point. I would argue that there are other aspects to education. Theres a supposedly obvious psychological aspect to it. Force a child to do something it does not want to for over a decade and you could easily repeat the process for the rest of its life - not to mention that in effect youve broken most of the connection that a child has to its parents regardless if that ever reaches conscious acknowledgement or not. Theres but a few kids that feel well in school and most often school authority only addresses internal struggle if they are too vulnerable for legal penalties. Otherwise boredom is the least of your worries - kinds get grinded down to become depressed, suicidal or needlessly aggressive and enraged only on accounts of their school experiences and the sorry excuse from their parents that Oh weve been to it, you will get through it too. Yeah sure, your parents have emotionally abandoned you - so you should do it to me too. Well you know what? Suicide has been done by a lot of people for quite some time - why dont you try it? In psychology theres a discussion about the breakdown of the family core - which has quite the debt to it. But its for their own good some will say. Various groups will argue that what we are undergoing right now in the world is for our collective good as well. Nobody can really show for how can a collective group (what we refer to as an institution) that perpetually trains to REPEAT, FOLLOW, OBEY and FIGHT is anyhow preferable to a true learning concept of SELF-DETERMINE, COLLABORATE, INVENT, CREATE and SHARE. Imagine now if we went back in time and space to the teachers of those who developed Linux, Wikipedia or other such free to use works, and have the students tell these ideas and particularly the method of distribution. Theyd be laughed out of the room, if the teachers were courteous enough not to call them morons and fail their class and telling their parents they are refusing to adopt the wisdoms that they are supposed to, and are persistent in their nonsense. And we see quite a lot of kids being punished for even attempting to explore beyond the fixed boundaries of whats constantly drilled into their heads. Most people cant differentiate that education and learning are not the same thing, never were, and by the looks of it wont be any time soon. Now, the old saying that education is everything can be well illustrated in China where there is open slavery even today. There most children study for about 12 hours a day, five to six days a week and when they go home they need an extra few hours to finish their homework, because there its very serious. Chronic headaches and other overload effects in children vast in numbers, can be testified by those immigrants that have managed to escape the iron fist and are not afraid to tell you quite a lot about it. And thats the ones that are lucky enough not to grow up at a conveyor belt in a factory. For that much education by the all time favorite quotations about it you would think that China would be heaven on earth and not a nation in which you can commission a murder with a sack of rice and see infants working day jobs as adults the very moment they can walk and be trained to perform tasks. Chinese violence can often outshine what is happening in some African countries. And we dont even have to touch the topic of barbaric censorship and removal of anyone trying to raise an internal voice about the onslaught. It of course can be argued that anything could be used to and turned toward many purposes and I do agree with that. But the point is how many of us actually look beyond the supposed purposes of many things, right into what and how those things are being used. Reminds me of the pre packaged saying about: Dont look at words - look at actions. Where in actuality looking at either of them can be just as misleading. What few people are talking about is looking at results and not just the ones we want to look at - but all of them. You see intentions and actions only go so far. Whatever you intended or done is less relevant to the result produced by that. Schools boldly tell you to think on your own and outside the box, all the while they zealously only accept their own pre-defined answers. The most recent personal

reminder I have is a math teacher. Girl went on an exam, she did as best she could - and the result was correct. She was flunked none the less; she didnt solve the task the WAY the teacher preferred it to be solved (as there is more than one way also youre not formally obligated to any). So it was irrelevant if you have an accurate solution, so long as you dont think the way they want you to think you are screwed most of the time. And some of you may wipe your ass with there are private schools for that Still, most of these structures are the same. They are full of the authoritarian types who never let you pass so long as you dont bend a knee to them. In fact, if I put my name on this material Id be out of the irrelevant university Im in. Not for anything in particular but rather because Ill cause certain educated people some considerable embarrassment on account of their well known opinions and the fact that I challenge their lullaby song of go to school, go to work, pay taxes and everything will be fine. For another thing education is supposed to make you intelligent. Theres a profound experience to be had with the meaning of intelligence as well. Lately throwing around the variations of intelligent is supposed inspire respect and it does in many people. How far does the practical application of intelligence go however? Intelligence without wisdom is hardly commendable. For you see intelligence is the ability to efficiently acquire and process data. A person who can draw you the plans for a spaceship from the top of his mind or do complex math is considered to be very intelligent Same could be said about an advanced physics scientist. But how far does their practical application and wisdom spread in the broad spectrum of life? Even a parasite is intelligent. Intelligent are also people that work in bio-tech labs for creating seasonal and special viruses for killing people or selling the profit based drugs we get swamped with daily. Either way intelligence doesnt in any seem to be related or guarantee that the intelligent subject isnt a menace to one self, life itself or has any semblance of balanced judgment or reasoning ability that supposedly goes with sentient individuals. Crunching data and being a specialist in but a few of the countless fields of life can hardly be counted as mark of greatness to be looked up to. I mean, weve even made machines do that. You might be more intelligent than the entire city you live in, you can still be a delusional wreck that cant tell his head from his heals when it comes to various meaningful aspects of your own life, and we are even not touching constructive co-existence with others at this point. Its like thinking about government in wholesale; most of them are as naive and foolish as we are. An outstanding example of this would again be our favorite satire suppliers - the Americans. It would take you less than an hour to find a former or current government official on tape saying something like We voted in a law that almost none of us even read. That re-occurs allot when it has to do with the wave of nation raping laws. Also often goes along with statements like we were told to or It was repeatedly suggested to us that the world or our heads would explode if we dont... Yes, there are people that very well know what they are doing and claim naivety as a ticket out of responsibility , still there are allot that are just as naive as the average guy. -You admit you are a representative of a nation and voted for 5 kilograms in paper and ink of law without even reading it!!? Because somebody told you, regardless who it was?! What are you 5 years old and dont have a mind of your own? Oh, wait even 5 year olds have minds of their own, what are you then? And we just go participating in a way of life where such people are condoned to dictate how we conduct life? But its all going to be all right! The next guy we vote in is going to fix it the crowd said. Id say in some cases its an amazing parallel of how the unsolved bullying problem from school is transferred into the adult world dont you think? Most people dont even have to be coerced or bribed into submission. They fold under verbal remarks from their supposed superiors - exactly how they were trained in school for so many years. And if someone does use any violent force, they are not experienced

to handle that either. The bullying phenomenon I would go so far as to say is even cultivated by the authorities around the world especially in childrens environments. Its quite beneficial for them - keep the core of the issue unresolved indefinitely and you can always use it to apply pressure when and wherever necessary. There is also a parallel that ties directly with war - when you look on war as an authority tool for securing power through hate and confusion, this little line of thought crosses into incredible associations and inner connections. Its just dazzling. Besides you dont get to learn any conflict resolution before you decide to specialize it if you can afford a higher education. And considering we live in a world of conflict, in actuality - learning in depth about conflict even seems to be more important that literacy itself. Why isnt it? Well who has the interest of that learning curve being explored by children no less? God forbid you teach them to resolve their differences. They still might be bad in school but theyre bound to learn something by the time they finish. What are you going when you have your signature on a paper that is directly tied into the deaths of thousands and you can not distract these people with breaking news of how mistress sucked some irrelevant politicians crotch, or some other irrelevant distraction? Then get before your very eyes the vision of how the overlooking of conflict at any scale plays out in shaping the world right now. And for those of you that still subscribe to coincidence - you are probably reading this ahead of time, either way it will probably take me more pages to touch on the basics of this association alone, so I leave it at the idea basis. Solutions - a laugh. Most of everything is centered in convenience. Theres probably not problem you could find that doesnt has not ramped up plenty of discarded solutions in account of people refusing to even contemplate them, because they eventually lead to modifying personal behavior and who wants to do that? If they could buy a magic pill and be done with it - sure. Otherwise forget it, wed rather cuddle the problem. If you are reading this you probably have a computer. Do you take note of the constant updates for its software and hardware? Those that have been using electronics for a while can start listing the improvements they lived to see overtime. Now take that simple concept of improvement that you KNOW and have seen at work and apply it to peoples minds. While updating and upgrading computers, mobile phones and gadgetry thousands of times throughout a single life time can the same be said about our minds? How many people are working to improve their thinking and actions? How many actually DO it, and not just think it? Everybody demands that technology does more and better all the while most somehow think that going through life with the stone-age thinking that theyve been observing for centuries is going to somehow produce wonderful new results that it never has before. And thats just the general view. Down that road are such phenomenal pre-historical stacks of bullshit that most people dare not even look at. Wisdom as far as I am concerned is the sensible application of dynamic interaction. If at one point in time was wise to get into the river and bathe it is later wise to get out of there not to drown or freeze. The brain is so amazing that you can live out your entire life without one single focused moment of consciousness or wisdom. Thats what the owners of the planet are betting and working on. The perpetual prove it to me attitude by most of us is hardly ever intelligent or wise. Nobody is obligated or should be inclined to prove anything to you. If you need proof to keep an open mind then theres hardly anything I can say about you that wont be perceived as in insult. When someone dares you to prove it what is usually meant by this is Do all the hard work of making it presentable and easily accessible to me so I can maybe understand it and practically hand me the benefit while sparing me the trouble of burdening my brain cells with activities such as thinking and exploring. It reminds me of the constant struggle to get OUTSIDE solutions. Dont criticize they say, GIVE US A SOLUTION. Many people are so hooked on outside solutions that they are left incapable of solving their own problems. And there is no shortage of individuals and groups overeager to tell you what to do and think. Or did you really expect the predatory sets of minds that CONTROL most of the earth to hand you

down the ability to bypass and obsolete the maze of bureaucracy and fundamentally handed down self limitations in a public news cast? The actual definition of "proof" is = "Means used toward altering belief". Nothing can be truly proven or disproved. Most of what proving does is attempting to change a target's belief - and none of that has any obligation to actual accuracy, despite what weve been told over and over again. Its primary function is changing peoples minds - having accuracy with actuality has nothing to do with it other than wishful thinking. Obviously it happens to be accurate but its in no way, shape or form supposed or bound to be. Every conclusion is accurate on account of the measurements and concepts it was made upon. Tracking ALL of their accuracy back to ACTUALITY - content, context and everything is quite difficult in the average way of thinking, and it hardly ever gets done. Thats how improvement works. You find better tools and better settings to come up with better results. And thats why I dont feel bad about being wrong, Im learning after all. At least for me thats a big reason stay open to as much possibilities as I can - the effects of fixed limited conclusions have always taken a toll on me. You all know what happens when an illusion brakes under its weight. please dont send me any what should I emails. I'm not buying or selling faith so what you do or believe is not something Im looking to get a parking space in - unlike most people. I have enough of my own bullshit to deal with. And dont think I hold this position on some moral premise - youd be wrong. I find it boring. Lets get to an exotic topic like what they label now as super powers say like telepathy. Why dont many people have telepathy now? An easy question to flow up is - How many people want the ability to communicate genuine content? Not many. The rest like to lie, complicate, convolute, dress up, sugarcoat, avid, maze, ignore and whatnot. Quite a lot are terrified to the core by the very notion that someone can see their true identity and character. They have nothing to use if for except steal someones secrets or money by reading their mind secretly. If its true that will shapes reality most everyone wants to hide and isolate, and there is little need abroad for an ability to see and communicate genuine thought easily and clearly. This might be self convenient logic on my part but either way Im in no hurry to get any of the all time favorite super powers that never seem to given a rest by the trumpets of television and so on. Aaah, the never-ending struggle of normal people trying to be extraordinary people and extraordinary people always suffering their abilities wishing every two minutes they were normal. Curious how the message remains the same Normal or not - it is normal to be fucked all the time. Visiting the abominable notion of normality I think irrelevant here as those of you that have the interest and are still viewing this material cant really be complying with the convoluted standard of normality while even looking at anything that is challenging imposed and self-imposed standards. Not that fanatic groups arent listening to heresy to attune themselves for violence, but well Im not here to dodge every account of fossilized brain matter. Suffice to say that the very notion of normality is defiant to self-awareness and if you truly tried to measure it with accuracy it turns out nobody can fully comply with it. That and I havent seen many people who can even articulate it. Sad and amusing all in the same package. Weve all been at a point where we cant recognize that a whole is being constructed of various smaller elements. Subtract the poisonous, manipulative, deforming and dubious elements from everything you are against and you are left either with qualities that are indifferent to you and/or desirables. Its then we realize the inheritable delusion of wholesale thinking that is being overlooked all the time. What many people never even get introduced to is that todays demonized political and financial systems could just as easily have the opposite effect of what we are experiencing right now. Its a matter of using them accordingly. Those are not things handed down by a deity. Those are things that

have are constantly being worked, developed, enforced and modified to reach their current state - in other words they are made this way by people they didnt just happen on their own overnight without our participation or lack thereof. Its a small re-emphasis of the needs for dynamics. While most of us are around arguing which number one nominee for ultimate system between, socialism, communism, fascism, democracy other isms and off-course the new fashionable additions. The guys that are now manipulating them are training like always to be capable of disassembling each of them at live point and re arranging them any way they like. There are so many pseudo-enlightening materials that are increasingly yelling for adoption with various pre-packaged systems that its just mind numbing. The guys working in sub floors to where there are no bus stops are getting ever more proficient in getting yours and mine current fashionable philosophical pet of faith to do their bidding. And while we are bickering which of the ideas born decades ago is more adequate for NOW, these guys have streamlined the process by being the primary supplier for our new potential pets. Its in fact such an old approach that it isnt even interesting any more. While we are trying to revive corpses of old failures in new hopes we are being thrown replacement illusions as the old ones inevitably break under the wakening burden of their toll. Its dazzling, choose one foolish assumption of all the billions, then all of their pre packaged rigged thinking patterns does - is piggy back on that one little thing you choose to be ignorant and stubborn about and rig serious portions of the concepts that you use to construct your notions. Its so amazing and huge that theyve managed to make it able to assemble into an entire psyche, which is able to run almost entirely on delusion. Not like we dont see people almost completely detached from actuality (yes I also used to say reality when I was stupid--er). Thats where realities come in, people are in their realities and if a few people can measure how much realities vary from actuality - almost everybody can measure how much the individual realities vary from each other. And as for the augment with that waiting to get out human benevolence - that one is as inconclusive as science and religion combined. You can simply get it to go either way. Here is a less used statement. There have been a lot of stampedes over discount prices; lethal brutality over near empty shelves. And thats just when people want electronic pieces of trivia for the holydays. How many of them you think we are going to pump up the humane behavior in a real crisis? Now its been a mere second after that question and most people would already have multiple points to the opposite opinion, some of them no less symbolic than what I said. A nuclear explosion starts by a few atoms going a certain way. It isnt much different from a total social collapse due to overwhelming bullshit being stacked one sand grain at a time. Yes some of us produce it by a truckload each sleight of hand, but those never compare to the amount that billions of people made while thinking it cant go that badly or that if others are doing it somehow makes them entitled to do it as well. All the misery we are in isnt just the power and control addicts we see. I for one am getting bored of hearing of our owners demigod powers and whatnot. If they were so stupid and predictable that every loud mouth that ever got his hands on a few random conspiracy articles would be able to keep track of them - then they wouldnt be in power would they. One thing is for sure. Whether multiple groups are fighting for the throne or not - most of them have long since had the capability to eradicate us completely - even without destroying the planet. The many liars, cheats, thieves, marauders, killers and various psychopaths they employ arent all that interesting. Most of them dont last more than four years before the stench of them arouses serious unrest even in the comatose society. At this point the discussion of liberty, price of it and the willingness to pay it is easy but meaningless. Which topic of nostalgia is prevalent today? Mostly of people that open up their memories or photo albums to see that but a few decades ago entire neighborhoods did gather round socialize to have a little fun and touch on topics of importance all the while everyone pitching in with willingness. Ah the good old times. As if some godly power suddenly changed the rules and the next morning it was

impossible. Its never an attribute of I or WE changed to be more selfish and aggressive. But a constant whining of TIMES CHANGED. Ive brought this up many times especially with elderly people that tend to blame it on the young or on technology. You can hear on and on of how it was. But usually all you have to do to instill dreaded silence is to ask With whom then you get a few names and a few pictures. And what I say is Ok some of these people are still alive and are right across the street - they still have back yards So why arent you doing it anymore? Then people either shut up or start a fountain full of buts. But this, but that, but the other thing - the greatness that once was is now being reduced to pitiful disgust and brief spiteful verbal exchange by the mere sight of those same people they once had these great times with. One guaranteed way to make people loathe you is putting a spotlight on their unwillingness and often complete absence of participation in the needed changes they are constantly whining about. Change this change that, change politics change the other thing. How many ask oneself how much have I changed however? Why are we having such stubborn violence with lifes constant dynamics? It reminds me of an old quote thats goes like - Radical ideas threaten institutions, then become institutions, and in turn reject radical ideas." If we take on exploring this it would appear that change is almost always forced down rather than actively developed without resistance or struggle. One certainly mint reminder of our modern delusions is the pharmaceutical insanity developing all over the world. This easily has the potential of surpassing even the depleted uranium babies minus all the visual horrors. And for those that are aware of it seems to be only getting worse. Suspiciously enough while the new medico/pharmaceutical/profiteering science is getting supposedly ever better and more advanced the health of the world is counter proportionately dwindling. Not only that, but the psychiatric profession is aligning to cover for the pharmaceutical nightmare. Some of the horrid drug side effects like autism are conveniently tucked under various other excuses than the drugs. We are very close to having every behavior know to man to be prescribed as an illness in some new medical manual. Not that I dont find amusement in having to see how the ferocious defenders of normality get told that what they thought was normal is the new insane, but its sort of scary as well... Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. First and foremost this isnt some ANTI-adhd rant. There are people in this world who take matters of the mind seriously and don't just shove pills down their patients throats. With that said, how much adhd is a convenient marketing excuse to drug millions and how much its a genuine condition we are not likely to get to the bottom of. Even if we agree that there is such a thing because its poorly articulated at best - and loosely defined enough to fit a whale in the cracks and gaps. The majority of doctors that do mind their work on this issue still have a unhealthy approach to it if they are qualified at all to deal with it. Everybody nowadays just points at the Americans as their kids get drugged at insane rates mostly because they are bored to death in their standardized schools that would bore to death those who are prescribing these treatments just the same... Lets translate adhd it to mundane speak: "Focusing problem due to more activity than we are used to"...

You have seen old people right? Especially the ones that take seems like forever to form a sentence and speak it ...? You know maybe we should give you pills to crush your brain good enough so you caa aan, spee eee aaak, in syllables like some of them do so you'll be on the same track with your elders and betters, no? Oh not the same thing? Isn't it? If it wasnt for the hyperactivity bullshit I'm might have bought it ... But seriously now we put a speed limiter on how fast our kids should be? And this is a standard for sanity mind you? No doubt some people have genuine focusing issues and some kids as well. But this adhd bit raging about the place is medical fashion at best, atrocious insanity at mediocrity and I'm not even going to cover the worst. Even if we take our eye to Europe where some medical groups do take this issue on with some relative care its still a matter of great bullshit. You see, there its presented foremost as a chemical disbalance in the brain. And it might as well be true. Problem is, to date I havent seen anyone trying to get to the bottom of this. Most doctors present it the same way they present genetic conditions... "Oh - too bad you have it - now deal with it". When children are concerned its a handy method to sweep all responsibility under the rug. Not body is questioning how it happened, and if this is a chemical disbalance or how to restore equilibrium. This thing pretty much has the status of mind cancer with a promoted attitude of You have it - its over - you can try some pills if you are very lucky you might have some dubious improvement. Of course parents are all too relieved to hear this. Most of them would die instead of having to walk through how their crappy life styles and decision making have lead to issues with their offspring. I mean go find suffering from adhd in a poor country where people are not buried in industrial garbage and the modern media rampage. So yeah, oh my god!? can you imagine that soaking yourself and your children in all sorts of toxic chemistry, overflowing radio waves and messages might have an effect?! Not that the adult world has much mental stability and health to speak of, but these things apparently have too sharp a contrast with kids to be ignored as easily as with adults. So what am I trying to point out if not a medical stand? The value of this issue is that you we get to see LIVE how a rigged game is developed. We get to see how handing a loosely defined reason to medicate and force medicate plays out. How that is beneficial to pharmacists and their other medical mercenaries. How there is too much fuss and too little meaning creates great opportunities for various parties that have significant interest to take advantage of such situations. Of course you might be a reader that has gotten to the core paradigms and false premises of modern medicine, especially the ones that pretty much guarantee any medical development to have miniscule if any health benefit in prospect. Either way, even if you made sense of these things its still a great opportunity to observe the development of this LIVE. Not like we havent redirected inconvenient social matters to asylums before. Oh but Im exaggerating Whether or not I am is irrelevant, I assure you that many elected heads of state did not exaggerate or think much when presented with the opportunity to forcibly medicate those who opposed their views or blackball parents that didnt want their children attending ever more provocative and repressive school programs. Not only that but taking children away from their parents after penalizing them for non compliance. The repetition of this isnt very far behind the currently dominant social its either black or white approach that we see every day. And dont get me started on the constant building of a policing tyranny around the globe. Do keep telling yourself that its for your benefit. We are likely to see how that goes anyway You think Im reaching out too much? Need I remind you of all the nifty political guy giving cross interviews with people who have the guts and the intelligence to make a laugh out of their lies? Getting branded, lunatics, madmen, conspiracy nuts, terrorists, cultists and what not - for saying things Im going to store food in my basement because I dont believe our almighty leaders can/want to keep food available on the market shelves for much longer. Put a psychiatric panel of educated numbskulls with

a paycheck to look after. Put it behind a political person and youve got free fast one way tickets to the crazy house, for the really inconvenient people putting up a resistance. You know because killing them wasnt such a fine approach. Let me get straight to the shit exploding point. Its annoying of hearing how anyones solution for whatever is infallible while were all flawed in some way. Isnt it annoying to stumble through all those desperately marketed pre-packaged thoughts struggling to pass as wisdoms? Why does everyone have to imply or openly argue that their ways can't, won't or wouldn't be distorted/bent/manipulated/corrupted/etc by the same groups and/or individuals that are currently affecting the behavior and state of billions of people at an with such success rate? Another point here would be that allot of us would probably never mature if we don't eat all this bullshit right in the face. And by mature I don't mean get an ID card and be permitted to buy beer because your body has reached a certain astronomical measurement of AGE. When conscious participation is absent on a large scale - what do you want? Sun shine and bunnies? No - you get what we have now. Have fun while you can tough, most don't live enough to appreciate it. Especially in this modern day and age, where people wear out their bodies in but a few decades and old people die even more infantile and clueless than they were born. Obituaries of children constantly competing with those that have passed of old age... The easiest way to gain enemies is to say the word change. Say change, add any noun next to it and you instantly qualify as a target for murder by someone somewhere, its just a question of speaking it to the appropriate person. Everyone is looking for confirmation... At least those of us that have grown under the standard of contemporary society and its abominable banner of "NORMALITY" (Which funny enough nobody can actually articulate and/or define precisely) Its just an updated jumble of dynamic bullshit. Its frankly amazing. It probably has a higher succession rate than any parasite nature ever developed without humans helping it along. Its when you notice it - that any thinking starts to get off the ground. You'll see if you haven't already that the majority of notions in your brain are ancient third party garbage with unverifiable sources and content. The beliefs most people fight over aren't even their own. Its a clever maze of false arguments and self serving misdirections. But I really got to hand it to the brain washing efforts, there is some seriously awe inspiring shit in there. And truly, isnt brain washing a just a precious gift? Its a tremendous help. The billions of ragged consciences have to be silenced somehow and we keep getting frustrated when we have to do it ourselves. How else can we go by living out our lives, when however ragged a conscience we might have - its constantly whispering or yelling to us that if we keep doing what we are doing we are to eventually drown in a barrel full of our own shit. I can certainly go to bed and sleep well with that thought - but how many people that you know can stomach it? Establishing the primary languages. Ah... language, the constant piss pool of struggling vernaculars. The primary languages of this planet are not English, Spanish, Mandarin or the rest the average person would start listing. These are just cultural decorations. In communicating people use many languages even in a single decorative one. Knowing the grammar of your current local and cultural decorative doesnt mean much. You may speak the words but if you dont know the other forms of language there wont be anyone that would want to listen or

actually hear anything. The main language of today is hypocrisy, there is basically no other way to communicate with various people that speak only IT in spite of knowing various national vernaculars. Its so big that if you suddenly and completely stop being a hypocrite all together - most of the social environments you can go to on earth would muster unprecedented initiative to eradicate you as a menace... And the language of bribery - if you dont speak that there is a vast majority of individuals that wouldnt participate in dialogue. None of them truly compare however with the ancient languages of fear and terror. We can still see them employed every day, stretching back to times beyond memory. And Im not speaking of a newscaster making a fuss about some rambling militant guy in a turban. The deployment scale of these communication forms is so large that staged/self-inflicted and actual terrorist attacks combined slip out of your mind on account of insignificance. It doesnt take that much thinking to figure out that the most valuable resource on this planet is the human resource. Money and economy are just well sustained tools - instruments to cultivate the human resource so it cant dare become unmanageable. I really do not know why people have such a hard time looking past currency or ownership for that matter. Without peoples participation currency is irrelevant so are most things being struggling to be passed as an inevitable pillar of society and life in general. In fact weve so vastly practiced stubborn ignorance and intolerance that weve failed to see how a great many human activities today are obsolete and struggling from inevitable collapse. Why do you think is this trumpeted depopulation agenda. They dont need so many human resources any more, allot of the work can be mechanically automated and is too sophisticated for the average guy who needs five years of training to do anything other than being a grocery vendor. Considering how much effort went into limiting our thinking capability its easier to just kill us off and enact new programs to train the children of the survivors than to re-educate us into being useful in the new social order they have in mind. Its happening in front of our very eyes and most of us still think thats anything but that. And dont worry if they ever needed more they just have to turn up the sexual references being broadcasted nonstop. Must we create turmoil almost every time when change is at the door? Even the staged and faked history we get to learn today is over saturated with long and in depth knowledge of our destructive tendencies. Its a simple matter of figuring out what we shall see. Do we only look at things that are cooked up for our eyes and ears? Or do we start looking also where we havent look and where we dont want to. Theres no shortage of distraction, division and diversion and frankly nobody that has invested effort into it has really failed to notice those elements of habit and propaganda. If something is too complicated start by what you can and work your way up. That or enjoy swimming in bullshit, in all shapes, colours, sizes and flavours. And about overemphasized new world order... Sovereignty is a blind stubbornness that can surely lead us to destruction. Now this in no way argues the idea of some elitists or a secret society that like playing god are entitled to our bodies and our minds. But really, how long will we insist on the delusion that borders and sovereign nations are anything more than a costly whim of ours? How many supposed autonomous nations today can exist without the collaboration with others? How many nations are built by the blood sweat and tears of the exploited individuals that the supposedly civilized ones always look down on? Close the borders for all funds, resources and people to see the feudalistic notion of sovereignty drain from peoples brains while they are dying of dependencies to other people. Yes it once was that every man was for himself with his spear and the hunt for food in the forest, but we should sort of be past that mind set by at least a couple of

ages dont you think? And if we cant work our mutual shit out as everybody wants to be king, then how really do we expect that some folks wouldnt be trying to take charge of it all? Leaders are there to LEAD, and THEY DO. It was never part of the deal that they lead you where you want to go, thats just a non attributable suggestion of advertisement that is beneficial for them to perpetuate. Most of us just want to know how much wed get paid for sticking our heads in the sand seven days a week. I thought of covering how money is directly tied to liberty or how its a rigged game, but it seems there arent many people left that fail take notice of that lately- especially with the increasing shortage of funds for most people. Its like the funny paradox that a lot of people dont trust their own kin these days, but have this almost unquestionable religious faith in politics, economy, currency and those that define the rules of how they operate. How many other explanations you have for the masses swallowing empty promises for ages now? But mind control some will say... Sure, why not blame all our weakness and unwillingness to mind control. Are you really willing to state that all your life is a product of mind control and you are just an empty shell filled with the desires of others? Actually most of us just play out the stubbornness of avoiding opening our consciousness, and when we are too weak we retreat from our delusional reality into sheer fantasy all isolated in fear and suspicion. I really dont have the slightest intention in judging how well thats working out for us. For most of us its enough to keep having spectacular lack of vision while exercising our constitutional right to vote: In other words supposedly pick who of the self promoted thieves to mess with us. Whats with the us thing? Its always has being us and there always will be us. Earth is just a big and complex organism that we are part of. Though we can distinct every participant down to the atom and further its still - US and we are still ALL connected, be it rocks, people and everything else. Denying that is what creates THEM. Except for distinction THEM is primarily where we throw all our bitterness at. Rather than facing that we cant all be the same most of us choose to find trivial excuses to beat the difference out of each other. And why do we do that? -Particularly because we are scared shitless about facing our selves. Its laughable. When we bring our selves to uniformity we struggle tooth and claw to preserve our individual identity by doing ANYTHING and EVERYTHING no matter how ludicrous or insignificant. And on the other side when some of us freely express our identity then others try to strip it bare or punish those for expressing or even having an identity. Weve been doing this back and forth for ages and obviously many of us havent learned from it. We just prolonged it enough that the time has come to adapt to OUR NEEDS as a LIVING PLANET or perish in individual selfishness. I once thought fixing the world? Yeah - would that I could. But now...? Within and without, around, above and below us is wisdom and knowledge of countless lifetimes. We are billions and most of us live alone in their hearts and minds. Weve long since had the tools to make our lives whatever we can imagine. Instead weve done what we have now. So who am I to argue what SHOULD for anyone but myself. Reasoning has been underappreciated for a long time. How else would open ridicule and smear jobs can turn away people from subjects of common interests of VITAL importance. He said that, But hes gay and a he likes to wear pink skirts. So 2+2 is 4. But 2+2 is not 4 if someone you dont like says it or if the numbers are written in pink? You can think that and have the nerve to expect anything than chaos in your life? Money, money, money, money - all I hear today is that there is not enough money. That we have to conform to having less.

Funny. In fact there is more money now in the world than ever before and tomorrow there will be more. What I dont hear enough however is Where did all that money go? Who took it? Why they took it? What are they doing with it? How long are we going to let infinitely greedy lunatics set the rules for how money works? All that money didnt just evaporate into nothingness. We might as well eventually examine money and tweak out all the loopholes that are allowing it to be stolen from us. But money is devaluating? Oh yeah sure... Money is or to be accurate should be labour. So there is no way your money could evaporate like weve seen in the occasional massive robbery usually called inflation or whatever is fashionable at the time. For you see. The only way your 8 to 18 hours of work a day can devaluate into a handful of dirt is if some authority figure pulled of an artificial scheme to rob you blind. Yes labour has no fixed value. Because today you might be the only technician on the block, but tomorrow you might have someone competing with you. But either way there wont be a spaceship having an emergency landing to fill your area with five thousand technicians overnight the way weve seen money devaluate from enough to buy big house to barely enough to buy a toaster all in twenty four hours. This is so hilarious that in practice if weve allowed government to pull that off they can literally accept it as a license to rip us off any way they see fit on a daily basis and they already have.

How does that tie with The Illuminati, mass fluoride poisonings, chemtrails and far more nasty covert acts? Conspiracy is a product of behaviour. I am not here to dig into what someone of the Rothschild family did or said on day whatever. Or what kind of virgin some Rockefeller likes for breakfast - the HYPOCRITE! Im not at all trying to undervalue any event. Yes there are hideous crimes against humanity as a whole, lurking in the midst of the truth and bullshit, which people get to label as conspiracy, but this material is focusing on core drives just as pressing as those issues. Such as the fact that willful ignorance along divide & conquer are still rampaging through the world like UN spread diseases in Africa and just because such groups are using it to their benefit can hardly land all the responsibility on them. The majority of information channels are based upon power structures. If they give up POWER and CONTROL theyd be left with NOTHING. After all thats what most of the people in there have struggled to secure for the better part of their lives. Truth is most of them are just afraid of looking beyond the familiar like the rest of us. The so called elite rely so much on control that I bet most of them dont know and dont want to imagine a world without it. Same as the people who dont want to imagine a world in which there isnt anyone to tell them how to conduct their lives. As the so called elites go - even if they opened their minds and see beyond oppression they still cant shake the thought of the millions of people whod want retribution for all the misery theyve caused. Can we seriously expect them to open up about it at a news bulletin? Have you really expected the prime minister of INSERT COUNTRY to go live and say We really gave a stage pass and helped everyone that could pay us enough to get inside the taxpayers guts - Yes we did that vigorously but we are sorry now so we will start working for societys better future - amen. Truth is ALL OF US responsible for what our civilization has become. We have either contributed by acting on it or standing on the side lines watching it happen since we are more afraid of uncertainty than any and every genocide you can think of. One step further would even tell you that weve WANTED/NEEDED this to happen. Yes, yes some humanitarians (as theres a lot of that just want to appear that way) show us videos from time to time of, cruelty and misery but its not all that relevant. A large portion of our attention is at money and we dont think too long for those poor bare bone hungry dying kids in Africa or where-ever. True that most of us get emotional when we see footage of these things but emotion wares out and our attention always directs to our priorities. Yes the majority of societies are a mess and the sheer thought of it is bad enough but looking at it every day is worse. Its all a part of the learning process. Whatever anybody tells us we

usually skip right past it and carry on our automated response. Thats why everything is strictly personal; nobody can grow instead of you. Its a thing that each and every one of us has to do on his own. The age of peace and prosperity isnt here yet because we arent ready for it and I do mean laterally. Yes some change obvious, but we never fully comprehend it until its upon us - for all we know its the only constant thing humanity has ever seen. Transition is mostly uncomfortable; we have to recognize the fact that uncertainty scares most of us out of our frigin minds. Not sure why ego comes to mind but it should have to do with the fact that the word itself is being thrown around a lot nowadays. What is the ego any way? Many talk about it, but so little tangible meaning comes out. I have a feeling that very few of us have a faint concept of it. Its all right to be confused - I am, you are, and pretty much everyone you know is, after that theres other bunch thats trying make you feel as if you are grinding little children into paste and selling them as hamburgers when you start developing a bit of self esteem that makes you feel right and is generally beneficial to your physical and mental health. Heres the usual self-esteem loop. To overcome the vast maze of crap that keeps us emotionally paralyzed I had to abandon the notion that we earn it. It turns out I and you can muster it anytime anyplace we want just because we flipping want so. Its a well placed misconception to the benefit of certain people. Its like building a castle - sure yeah you might take pride/esteem from having accomplished it. Yet we cant do it if we are still doubting whether or not you or I are able to hold a hammer or a pen correctly. Nobody mentions that you have to have some in order to actually proceed and go through. Its like telling the workers to do it on an empty stomach and youll feed em afterwards. Nobody is going to give it to you. Most people are trained to repress and harass each other rather than to live, inspire and cooperate. We cant buy it off the supermarket. So unless I just sprung it out of nowhere - I was going to cuddle the suck dick mentality - we've been trained at - for a very long time... Eventually you figure out you can feel any way you fucking want - right now. Just like you can feel down on a whim since we have lots of practice with it - to such an extent that even triggers by itself without being minded. Nothing but habit stops the same mechanic from being used in any chosen direction in that regard. You can feel and think anything you want to just because you wanted it. And seriously if you prevent yourself from feeling and thinking anything youd want - well what can I say? That and a nifty script of "normality" that truly persists that there is indeed mind boggling social engineering at work once you try. When I started practicing there are no needed excuses or reasons to do it - snaps your fingers - its there. Its because you learned to calm your mind down and tell your emotions not to act like retarded children but be useful. Yes it does take practice - but then again do you want your peace of mind to be in your hands or at the mercy of anybody's whim or circumstances? Hah I mean far be it for me to insist that you should have your mind and emotions in your own hands, and not have them rampant. After all, I can also use some people whose only aspiration in life is to scrape the dirt of my shoes (; Whoever you are, wherever you are, whatever you are - you KNOW intimately that for starters every piece of our entire known and unknown existence is interconnected somehow and no amount of bullshit, concrete, authority or whatever barriers you use to isolate will change that. I think the ego is just the sum of illusions we persist on keeping which is sort of a constant state of denial. But that has its positive side too. It acts as a shield. For everything there is a weakness actually more than one. Be it time, guilt, metal, disease or whatever. Ego just gives us illusions to keep us from breaking under the pressure of what we cant yet bare. Simple really, what youll find in most people that dont get told the truth is that they dont want to be told the truth in ever so many ways. Do you not go tell the truth to someone who is ready and willing to hear it, listen to it and not burst into flame, rather reason with it,

appreciate it? No. You dont tell the truth to people you know have a habit and a reputation of disregarding the truth or punishing you for it - same as that proverbial messenger that gets beheaded for delivering bad news. Do you want to be beheaded?! I didnt think so. So yeah, if people dont tell you the truth - look to yourself for why. Yes there are those who prefer not to tell the truth in any situation, but then again you choose who to associate with dont you? Same way as you will put an effort into not associating with rapists, drug dealers and killers. Not drift unattended hoping on circumstance (; Attention is the most powerful tool we have. Whatever you devote attention to is the thing you master. That is why people who want your attention away from certain activities invest so much in distracting your focus. So my message to the world... (Laugh) Isnt it really tempting to say or think that? Hello world Wanting to fix the world or expecting to communicate to it at only your convenience? Come-on I have to do better than that So this is my message for Well Whoever wants to have it really...: When I get that urge to be the solo righteous warrior - that glorified television solo justice dispenser is when I know Ive been indulging in too much bullshit. As I slide into that private area lets look at it on the general perspective. If we started publicly exposing more of that holy-moly personal experience of ours instead of our genitals wed be having less and less misunderstandings in that area as thered be more genuine information to learn from. Sadly as I see we mainly have been learning from the pretend to be but are not really working out maneuvers. We still make a mess of things with excuses like Its just business. Why is it so hard for anyone on record - be it a scripted or not to speak this line of dialogue in its true form, like - I was happy to stab you in the back empty your pockets and leave you to rot, whats the big deal about it? While solo is awesome on tv. I hate to break it to you but much of ANY standing achievement in our world is made by cooperation - Of people, of creatures, of elements. Lately I havent been learning all that much new things more than Ive been putting it all back together in ways that effectively make more sense come out of it. Truth is also a funny concept. There is your truth, my truth and various other truths. What is ACTUALLY going on can hardly fit in the so called reality of anyone I ever met including myself. And it gets even narrower if you labor under the notion that there is the socially tested ultimate TRUTH, which can only be repeated and never be challenged. Then we stop thinking and start repeating little things like words that grow to become sentences, patterns, systems, life styles, belief frenzies for the masses and before you know it weve built an enormous illusion that has so many inner contradictions its hard to believe how it can operate for days, years even life times for some people. Then we take this funny little reality of ours and try to impose it on others so we can bullshit ourselves that its true. Now tell me if it isnt poetic that government and the average citizen are so alike. Since Im a citizen end Ill speak from that point. So most of society in effect dreads sincerity, truth, responsibility and change - What does most of authority do? Its hides anything they wish either that or throws a lot of bullshit into any responsible topic so they becomes senseless until they repulses people. I say them since I dont dread truth, at least not on a level that I am aware of. So the average civilized person tries to shove near all responsibility to a governing part and what does it do? People that form authority also dread responsibility as much as the average citizen, they have gone to unbelievable lengths to make sure there are convenient cracks in the entire structure of the social system that can channel that burden of accountability away, well at least for a little while. No one can escape from himself. What do they say when a majority makes someone account for his actions. Here is a nifty phrase

- they HOLD HIM responsible. So to start its accepted that we avoid responsibility. Isnt that great...What do we do when things get crazy, well we either get crazy with them, we run and hide or we pretend that nothings happening in hope that goes away till next time? What does government do when things get crazy? Pretty much the same thing, plus they scramble their gadgets and bodyguards and fly off to a happy secure location leaving us on our own as we do leave them on their own with the entire part of leading the world we live in. And thats really the least of it. Whether you think of public, secret or whatever government or authority its just the same. For one thing government people are admirable. They have the nerve to pull off all those things we dread even thinking about. And poetically they are terrified of becoming like us and were terrified of becoming them but in effect we are so alike and none the less connected. So if you consider this - When will government stop being such a charade? Well when our lives do. Or youd rather believe that Mr. secret President and his friends are something of demigods with super powers and one of these elites for instance singlehandedly went to say IRAQ and rolled up his sleeves and personally murdered everyone he needed to get the benefits and whatever other strategic advantage we are not aware of. No that was done by those of us who think that carrying a gun and shooting a bunch of people would make our lives better. As amusing as thinking that getting yourself raped will make you a virgin. And do you think that he needs the oil for himself? In the end who is using the bloody oil? Both - the supposedly innocent citizen and the supposedly guilty authority figure. Would our head explode if we reconcile and reconnect? Or you still need an authority figure to protect you from those NOT PEOPLE over there past that fantasy called borders? That works poetically too. You decide that past an imaginary line drawn on paper by greed and stubbornness are creatures living, breathing, feeling and thinking that dont deserve the same freedoms or shall I say privileges that you do if you even deem them human beings and funny enough government fancies to put thats same type of border between itself and pretty much everyone they can. To be fun WE supply them with the authority to do it. They deceive us no less than we deceive our selves. The fun parallel doesnt stop here and you know it. Lets talk secrets, yes most cant stomach the gore of it so relevant things tend to hidden with an effort from the public. But where does that lead? To all sorts of spinoffs we dont like to stomach either off course. As for TOP SECRET and whatever? Who cares about that any way? If you woke up one morning and you took a random alley shortcut then bumped into a box of papers that somehow captured your attention enough for you to look through them and by some irony of fate they were all big secrets and all of them happened to be true, most people would shit their pants before even reading half of it, that is if they believed any of it to be true. I dare say most of us wouldnt even stomach whats in our local police departments basements, need we talk about any of the places with extra sub floors and no reference in the phone book. You think that creation of weapons is justified? So being allowed to invent and produce creations with a sole purpose of murder and destruction and which can - shoot, explode, fry, freeze or evaporate all kinds of life forms (people included), in an instant is how far from giving yourself an excuse to put all sorts of slow poisons in most everything the average citizen consumes in ways it can benefit you - especially when you got a monopoly on legitimate murder and theft to protect? All they do is YAP any way. Im sure that if YOU and I you were government wed find that BLAH BLAH BLAH, politicians never make our lives better but we keep voting and participating in their charades and this system quite irritating. We cant kill them all, whod be left sweating to clean toilets and do work we never done in our lives? So many years of research and so much toxic garbage produced cant simply go to waste, wouldnt hurt us if we toss some of that into public food and water supplies - it could make us some profit too if we play it right. They breed like rabbits and well most of them dread thinking so were doing them a favor if we throw some brain toxins and all sorts of other cocktails hampering them from realizing the hole theyve dug themselves into, not that we didnt help them.

Whoops ... Hope I didnt step anywhere on your toes ....- or not ... Isnt it really amusing of how people still look at the world and say silly things like its not fair. Everything is exactly as it should be as its always been. At some points it gets so poetic that some of your back parts start itching dont they? Do you know what the true issue with politics is? -Regardless if you replace the endorsing celebrity, CEO and staff of a butchery it is still remains a butchery doesnt it? They much rather make everyone who threatens them get an assisted suicide" than stab themselves for the good of the people. How many would really do that? Some individuals, yes - But how many large and organized social groups? Then how many bureaucratic institutions? If you recognized that such sacrifice could be made would you do it in the name of nameless communities that don't even understand that and don't care enough to know would you make that sacrifice and how many people you think would? Can we seriously blame these guys for the constant railroading all the while we insist on fooling ourselves daily? And how difficult is it truly to poison many nations? All you have to do is find a suitable chemical compound that has a desired effect and poisons gradually but not noticeably fast, bribe a few authority figures to say its safe without ever doing any extensive research on it. Put up plausible speculation and some advertisement at the industries and voila - you are done. If its something that can be used by the food industry say it preserves food a little longer, the instance you make it cheaper than what they are currently using for the job, entire sectors would start flocking on your door step demanding to buy it. Some official signed on it, saying its OK - then the ones using it cant be sued or held accountable for it. If it saves them money they will be overeager to use it. How do you think all the nameless substances ended in our food? E951, Z872, X214 and the other blah blah blah number number number substances. I dont see most of that stuff growing on trees do you? How did these get there? Simple - somebody (one of us) wrote a plausible document with all the inconveniences and civil war inspiring truths left out, then one day a bureaucrat (one of us) read a piece of paper that says a chemist (again one of us) gave the green light on some formerly unchartered substance (you know the only detail being these people have to be with the appropriate job titles at the appropriate institutions - and yes it may not be three people but commissions and so on but you get the point). Typically by the time the public is aware of the full extent of the truth and demands action the people that enforced/legalised the decisions (the middle men that signed off) may easily have died of old age. And usually the people that cook up sensitive/critical global plans are dead of old age before the plan/s get fully deployed. Count in the bureaucratic standard that citizens have to go through mind numbing hassle to tweak even insignificant government legislation and you get certified poison that is legalized quite cheaply in terms of effort and can only be negated with a ludicrous body count and pretty much unprecedented public initiative. Its a tyrants dream come true and we can equally share the credit for it. You think Im exaggerating again arent you? Lets remember a dear old friend: -The evil pack of cigarettes... A sad and outrageous thing that all the corpses can be hidden under the label trade secrets until the death toll reaches hundreds of millions, but thats the world we made and/or tolerate for ourselves. And I assure you that a bold caption means little to the untold numbers of smokers that have died and are dying in their own vomit to secure that warning label trend. Whenever I try say or do something about it in a community Im dismissed as Uneducated. As if me saying that two plus two equals four isnt valid unless I got a math diploma from a prestigious university hahah. Such a grand spectacle this crazy world is. It wasnt so long ago when countless respected, accomplished, intelligent and other to be looked up to types of university stamped heads were defending cigarettes by tooth and claw. People fighting over it for decades, corpses piling up, debates raging, regular court skirmishes constantly being twisted by carefully designed propaganda, bribed figures speaking wonders all the while the marketing march and constant advertisement lies never ceased in their efforts to pump up revenue streams. What did it all come down to? Writing a few

captioned words on packs? Cigarettes are bad for you. No shit?! What tipped you off? Perhaps the common fact that at this time hardly a few people dont personally have interaction with somebody smoking whose health isnt somehow obstructed by it? (Yes, yes nobody is shoving a cig down your throat - not the point). How many people stopped smoking, after the mind baffling struggles it took to FINALLY get admitted officially and for everyone that cigarettes are bad for you? As far as I can tell not many people abandoned cigarettes on account of this so called news. This has been perhaps the most legendary public arm-twisting in history. Did we learn anything from all that long and costly theatre? Not much it seems The tobacco industry re-invented itself and built a profitable give up nicotine industry around it. *Now a couple of years have passed since I began to write this and there is a fancy new electronic cigarette industry. That and legislators used everybodys distaste for them to squeeze more tribute money off em. Of course they couldnt burry them, after all they were a vast source of income and even if they wanted to - loathe and despise all they might, most smokers really werent looking to get the cigarettes out of their mouths. Some money streams got re-adjusted a bit, printers put out a boring box of text on packs, and where you previously found your ticket to paradise kind of catch phrase, now you can find dubious numbers of tar percentage and such. The hustle has reached calm levels again. Some dubious victory was claimed and eventually people got tired of fighting for whats become common sense by now to be admitted out aloud. Who is to guarantee that the same sell all you can first, admit to truth only at gunpoint isnt repeated in various other situations? And more importantly - do you dare make that gamble where and when it matters? Of course the issue is still full of shit. For instance the chemicals they use to make the paper wrappings more combustible are said to be more toxic than the chemically processed tobacco they sell but hey, who cares - the topic has gone boring. I dont even want to know about the techno ones. Not that you cant like me make contact with people who have farmed tobacco for personal use for generations, and ask them of the health issues them and people like them have experienced with homemade ciggies, pipes and such. Then you get a contrast that speaks even more. But most of us have this unspoken understanding that if we get a private tour around the modern industries it would be more than enough to promptly unsubscribe from the contemporary way of life. If agreeing that its common sense for poison not be inserted on its own and best be kept a secret - why then is there such a persistent belief that no one would ever do that? Especially when having so much vastly documented instances of being ruthlessly cheated just so someone can capitalize on our blind faith in authority and/or prestige. This suicidal tendency we carry around has always amazed me. And its hardly much different from the way any murderous legislation gets done. There are many instances in history where unjust laws in act today have been rejected. Supposed victories that are generally short lived, and after the proposal has been (temporarily) withdrawn or/and the (expendable) politician or civil servant has resigned or was removed, the various interests resume attempting to pass the same legislation, until they finally find the precise moment where not enough people care to know, know to care, pay attention or are left without bribes and let it slip below the public radar. Even in our messy world its well-tried that thoughts become things. No less than the machine you are using or was used to process my recording. Before it came to be it was just somebodys idea put together with scattered chunks of metal and wells of petroleum. Do you think that Donald Rumsfeld (the person pointed for the general push of ASPARTAM into the market) is to blame for putting poison in our food, drinks and cosmetics? Really? Do you see a Donald Rumsfeld or whoever single person manufacturing, delivering, including into products and

bringing it to end point and consumer only by him or herself? And what about that other awful garbage weve been hearing about? And the pollution the hysterical people hooked up to media trend of global warming are so excited about? Can you find me a CEO with rolled up sleeves hauling barrels of industrial waste and dump them anywhere? All that shit is done by us. Well maybe not all of us - but definitely most of us. The only way that crap can reach you is through all the dont give a beep people. Those of us that either dont know what they are doing because they dont care or do know and still dont care. And why can they do it all? Because the rest of us dont care enough to really participate in the process... So be assured, even the war that killed some people you didnt know or give a damn about - its all going to sooner or later bite you. Because regardless of the how many destructive activities dont affect you directly you can be sure of one thing, as long as we efficiently farm the principle these actions are laid upon its going to haunt us until we get over it or it gets over us. How many people today can actually communicate without dancing around their true intentions and getting lost in the endless stream of various fears? False pretence usually goes to misguided consideration, to false assumption, to false conclusion, to mislead action and finally to our every day existence swamped with the fake bullshit that surrounds us in every direction to such a point that not only we hardly trust anyone, but have trouble trusting our own self not to mention our closest kin. So think of the taint. Imagine your favourite meal. Now imagine someone dear to you serving your favourite meal. And now fully visualize how that person brings a spoon of dog poo from street and spills it on your favourite meal just by the force of habit (he/she didnt do it on purpose - kind of) How would you remember the situation? That someone took the effort to make and serve your favourite meal or that it was covered with dog poo? The list of active contradictions and stupendous irrationality is quite amazing. Its a miracle we are still alive. By now you might be starting to get bored of hearing about the various versions of the elites plan to destroy us or bind us. Regardless that they have capabilities that would dazzle most people. Its quite obvious that all these recent self proclaimed candidates for ultimate truth of the century are usually packed with plain old bullshit. That goes for me as well. The only thing I claim is that you wont find me as a candidate to be your savior or shepherd. Im no angel or genius either. In all likelihood Im probably deluded on some of the notions Im operating with, thus spreading BS myself, through my conviction. I also possess a bunch of other qualities that likely dont make me eligible to break bread with you and you may probably felt an urge to punch me in the face a couple of times by now. Any way, if you want to be told what to do - go to your party chairman - thats what you pay him for. (you know - supposedly) The whole over glorified business of good and evil looks to me like Im being told to choose between drowning and dying of thirst. Its just masochists and sadists mutually satisfying each other. I imagine countless other things of more interest than being an aggressor or a victim. The more I look into good and evil to more I see it to be amazingly ironic business. The moments you start finding balance within yourself the more illusions start evaporating. One thing I can testify to is the fact that I have examined lots of typical concepts which automatically discarded various other options while they are not mutually exclusive, but often parallel. The very moment I opened my mind is when my transition from delusional reality to actuality started. And there are ever so many ways to do that. I was happy to lay off the in depth conspiracy swamp. Why? Because most of the bits on that topic are either fact portrayed as fiction or the other way around and it rarely ever gets to motivations. At least for me its not that interesting that someone committed a crime. What is interesting to me is that most people that were caught performing a crime are rarely sorry they

did it, but rather sorry they got caught. Right in there is a great exploration of modern human psyche and prospects for greatness. At least I find it a great alternative to getting over-saturated in all the juicy details of some elites new variation of the Ponzi scheme. Were all in various ponzi schemes already, and probably have been for thousands of years. The monetary system is a ponzi scheme, authority/politics is a ponzi scheme, the market is a ponzi scheme, the news outlets are a ponzi scheme and not to mention the truckloads of religious ponzi schemes. There are a very few productive activities in this day and age that we havent converted into ponzi schemes. And unless we get to the motivational and reasoning parts of it, subscribing to the deliverance of self proclaimed truth seekers isnt going to improve our daily affairs in a notable way. Its the same BS - we get promised the heavens all the time and we give them a free ride for all our productive effort and time in exchange for that lie/illusion. One way to sum Ponzi schemes is to say that they are the product of delusional wishful thinking that sooner or later gets disrupted under the sobering effect of accumulated personal loss. Yes I know the financial terms for it. But they dont seem that interesting to me. Look at how little respect we have for our free lunch? Ah but there is no such thing?! Well, lets just say that there are certain parties abroad that have significant interest in people believing that. But your generous host - The SUN - doesnt seem to be a judgmental character. Nor any of the countless living organisms that make life possible. (Yes there are claims that the sun is its a living thing and probably intelligent.) Back in the day when people werent so full of themselves among other things, there were significant amounts of gratitude being expressed for the sun, for you know - it keeping the lights on, powering this little circus we got running for ages. I dont have to be a sun worshiper to say, most people regard the sun as a pile of horse crap. You know - useful to fertilize the crops when you need it but, better not get in my way unless I asked. A little too abstract perhaps...? People dont even smile at it any more. It doesnt sit around waiting for a pay check, it doesnt think that jews or christians, white or black people should get different amounts, it simply broadcasts light and warmth non-stop to anyone and anything able to benefit from it. And eventually when it gets tired of doing so, it will explode and indiscriminately wipe everything out thats not wise enough to get out of the way of the blast. Lets turn to an easily recognisable encyclopaedia of collective foolishness - our food. Look at what its turned into. Pride of the profiteering bio labs, and all time favourite cancer and disease friendly, industrial/chemical science art... Yes it has really taken off to an art. And I dont mean the parts where you aesthetically arrange a dish. Im talking about the cute things that say with material and there is none of the specified substance in there. Meat products with no meat in them, Eggs without chickens (yes the Chinese can grow them in labs now...), fruit juice with no fruit in it and those dont even scratch the surface of the variety of synthetic chemical cocktails we get to call food these days. You see - twenty years ago, there was just plain food, and our little show took that and turned it into what it is now. The gaps between what it was/ is/supposed to be are so big and obvious that the market had to take what was plain o food twenty years ago, label it BIO food and shove it in the luxury goods bracket. Yes yes, I know half of it is yet more merchandise struggling to pass as the real thing but we all know that. Pretty much every activity in society is a mess, who will suddenly believe that people wont lie and cheat when it comes to trippling the retail price of their goods for putting a green sticker on them and claiming its the nectar of the gods. I can go on but you get the point. Now after been exposed to so much provocation you might have a negativity building up as a usual habit response... I know, I used to get frustrated about this. Truth is there is also a lot of beauty in this world, most of us are just a bit prone to get our minds wrapped around the shit for the greater part of time. Getting obsessive over these things isnt very helpful. If you are having trouble of coming up with a bright side of the pesky predicaments you can always go for a special appreciation of irony. It

seems to never run out on human kind. I manage to find awe inspiring emotions even in the sheer depth of moronic endeavors - its quite amazing if you find an according way to look at it. And the main thing I labored to show you here is that there are always ways to tweak perspective! You dont even anybody - you could just as easily amaze yourself. For me its contributing to inner peace. I use beauty as way to balance the offset from various unnerving effects that come with knowledge and understanding. And I think most of us do need some inspiration when moving from the universe of What I tell myself to supposedly sleep better to the universe of what is actually happening. As I said unsubscribing from any lack of self esteem is a good start and you dont need achievements to do it. The current social system is designed so there cant be enough achievement for everyone. You are bound to feel unworthy, it gives confidence to shepherds to extort taxes or labor leverage from you. Some of them are working very, very hard to preserve that situation. How else would our descendants be French servicing the upper classes if they didnt have luxuries to boot? (And no I dont call it French love, I dont quite get how love ended up in that term, service seems more accurate to me) And please dont send this material to painfully stubborn people; I can do without the emails of the emotionally whimsical with unprompted automatic self-defence-prejudice outbursts to anything remotely threatening to suggest alternative possibilities to their beliefs. (Funny enough that also happens when these options arent even contrary) In my reflections of my learning experience it seems to me that I only learn new things once I come up with at least a basic idea of it by myself. Its probably tied to the concept that you cant learn much about something if you havent even acknowledged its possibility of existence, much less the possibility of its accuracy. Thats what drove me away from standard conspiracy. Most times you end up in a preaching tedium. Thats also one of the reasons for which I swiftly and decisively crushed any temptations to market this presentation, and dont think because its crude at this point I dont have the ability to spin it into a neat and sizeable socio/philopho/politico - pseudo intellectualy/wise ball of yarn and make it appear at a bookstore near you. There are no easier targets than hypocrites to sell bullshit to and we are not running low on supply of these economically invaluable individuals. I mean really, all I have to do is dramatically throw rotten tomatoes at authoritarians and market it properly, and by the time people figure out Im just giving food to their resentment so they can pay me - Ill be booting up luxuries and travel money for sunny places in no time. Some of the truth seekers do that for a living and its not that awful of a job. You mouth off all day. If you mouth off fine enough, the important people send a lackey to hand you, your list of things you cant mouth of about without getting hurt. If you are mouthing off real good, they cut you in on some time share in one of the countless companies. You think that doesnt serve them? While people tune into liberty fighter broadcasts and send them donations they relieve their stress in some way, and usually wash their hands of uncomfortable things like participating directly into the whole fight for liberty. Or you think if everybody on the planet sent money to say... Alex Jones or David Icke wed be liberated the day after? Yeah I Know Right Its all very nice to acquaint yourself with the blueprint for the construction site, but when nobody wants to roll on his sleeves and get into the dirty business of actually building it - you can read the blueprint all you like, the thing wont magically construct itself in your sleep. And almost nobody is selfless enough to build something for EVERYONE while most of that EVERYONE are sitting on their ass and discussing or arguing about it stuff like The bricks arent the right color. The ones that do try, figure out very fast that they cant carry the world on their shoulders, when there are few souls far and between that truly lend a hand in the effort. Most times we just let them die, and put their pictures in school books saying how great they were. There is even this man Jessie Ventura that has systematically brought these kinds of topics to mainstream television mind you - its even funded like a standard TV series. And before I get any of these three aforementioned individuals fans or opposition to contact me - Im not cheering for them or rooting against them - I simply illustrate with examples. So far as Ventura goes, all you have to do is watch his FEMA Camps episode. Not very informative to those who have kept open for information, but perfect to illustrate one of my central points. What nobody is addressing is how,

variable people of variable professions have seamlessly gotten onboard for constructing and maintaining these things. What are they, not American? And nazi Germany?!, not its not like Nazi Germany. In Nazi Germany camps and such were made and maintained by a very motivated rings of loyalists, most of them were built during occasion and not in preparation for it and you got shot for going anywhere near it if you werent military. Whereas this modern day version has a bunch of civilian desk job people coming out to give you interviews. Its as simplistic as what could be called ordinary people preparing the means to slaughter their neighbors - If society is reduced to masses of conflicting individuals ready to imprison or kill each other over whatever. Moral arguments at this point get sort of pointless. And who is to stop it, Jessie Ventura? What else can he do? Go door to door and tell everyone Please love thy neighbor and dont kill or imprison each other.? The story is an easy trade as usual Hey, you want this job in a concentration camp? -Do I Get a free pass? - Sure. -Ok, sign me up for it. This is how unconcerned some of us have become. And scarcity plays a terrific role in it. Take peoples comforts away and theyll be ready to tear each other apart. Doesnt matter that the same people who have the power to twist the world economy are the ones that gave the order to build these camps. Masses of people are ready to pit fight to the death with their peers, without ever observing how they were guided to arrive at that point. It is this premise of accepted social breakdown that is allows for the process to repeat. And whether or not the politician on camera was playing stupid or didnt have a clue - its a nasty omen either way. But hey, again - after all its the digital age, getting different perspectives on whatever has never been easier. Of course now days, even cover stories have cover stories and so many layers but well, if you want to spot out the bullshit - you learn to. You also learn that truth can be gained also in the worst kind of lie. Meaning even if roughly 3 in every 50 sentences of random conspiracy are true, they hint at a brave world limited only by our imaginations. Somebody analytical could say that parallel to it all - this is a whimsical emotional reaction on my part. Ah why not, its annoying looking at the same judgmental error stretched throughout history. So long as my interest goes I've tracked it its roots at a personal convenience - the choice of billions and to go to great lengths in avoiding our own mistakes. If people easily admitted they made a mistake, they would eventually turn to self improvement, to either correct, balance or not repeat it again. I figured that, for a change instead of getting sunk in the echo of the normal opinions of others I might as well put out a piece of my own. How does self improvement translate? We wouldn't be quick to believe supposedly obvious lies by people we know are lairs simply in HOPES of whatever. We would accept and throw out our own behavior that makes us believe things that are primarily based on our desire for them to come true for the sake of convenience and not any actually fitting tangible reason or explanation. And no, that wont bring a sudden paradise about, but at least we will be moving in that direction. Seems to be something that hasnt happened for a long long long time. Its also enough about hearing how some royal family or blood line is to blame for all this. Blaming actually gets quite irrelevant when one ventures beyond appearances. The sheer depth that goes after the surface is quite amazing. Thats why I would remind people who have any concept of it, to spare the disappointment. This presentation was meant to use exactly the surface itself. The primary reason I find it noteworthy is to display conscious instruments that are accessible without any specialized knowledge or training. You dont need secret and special tools to start working with yourself and achieve results in your chosen direction. The very fabric of outside manipulation can be used against itself. Most of what Im saying is meant to affirm that we dont need to wait for a supposedly right occasion to start improving our selves. Most or probably all of us are quite capable at any time. That and - every time I check people that are blowing the trumpets about justice or freedom they usually have "constructive/synergistic co-existence" around the same priority level as those "evil" rulers they are running their mouths about.

Now, whether I am superior to all of this is irrelevant ... Some of my character flaws are quite visible in this material. Im also not saying I would do a better job of ruling the world. Im just getting annoyed by all the constant ranting about wisdoms or systems of new epic awesomeness. Everybody knows the price of the truth. Sadly enough there are fewer and fewer people that can stomach the truth or deal with it. How do we solve the problem? One bullshit at a time - the same way we created it : ) Dissolve it - dont create or accept it. That is not an easy price, and believe me I know the difficulty. I get tempted all the time to go about telling lies and selling garbage for the proverbial monthly pay check. Instead I sit around here largely unemployed because most people cant look me in the eye or reject me the minute they understand they cant make me subservient or humiliate and harass me for the monthly salary. If it wasnt for my generous wife, taking the burden of feeding me and keeping the internet on for so long Id probably be cheating your ass out of whatever a long time ago. Why? How many options are we offering for people these days? Yes there is exotic stuff like sungazing, but note when I say that sungazing and the likes are very easy, its draining your brain of bullshit that is the burdening task, and thats more or less a prerequisite. Try talking to average people about it, they will laugh you out of the room, all the while they dont have one shred of knowledge or experience with it. Its like hands-free for cell phones. In a point in time people werent equipped to understand it. Remember when it was new we all used to think there were a growing number of lunatics talking to themselves. That is before it was common knowledge they had small speakers in their years and microphones in their clothes making telephone calls. Keep this in mind if you feel compelled to send any self contained form of attacks or praises - I dont mind and I dont bother. Expanding ones truth capacity is a very peculiar endeavor. Ever told somebody an honest truth to get attacked in return? Yes again its really funny how peoples capacity for truth is tied with how much they are lied to. When you react badly to various information its kind of obvious people arent going to rush over and tell you all about it. Much in the same way the typical husband doesnt rush to his wife to comment he liked another woman shoes or tits. God forbid you speak it aloud, even if everybody involved had a unspoken agreement on it. While on this instance you can bring in aid of some morality notion. You get the idea, and same thing happens in all kinds of other topic and areas of life. If you wont welcome an honest truth, would you expect it to visit you often? Are you eager to visit someone who is to reject, ridicule, or be hostile towards you? How about doing it on a regular basis? I see most of us dislike been subjected into slavery - but boy do we like having slaves... As for fear... I take fear as a sign that something other than the planned and monotonous routine is happening. It serves as a reminder that Im in a moment of uncertainty and that usually translates as an uncharted opportunity if you keep you consciousness turned on. And so far as routine repetition goes, it weirdly reminds me that almost every place where global social matters are discussed there is someone whining about American Presidents or that theyre not enforcing their immigration laws. (This is not a racial hate vent - its a prelude to a quite relevant space affairs point which is next.) Imagine that - immigrants ruining America. Wait what? Werent immigrants the ones who colonized America? The people that came armed and massacred the natives to rob them of their land and riches? The descendents of these people that now keep the children of the survivors in amusement parks and point hey hey, look at the guy with the feathery hat to their children the way they would point to a circus clown. Immigrants rejecting immigrants - isnt that cute. What will they think of next? Tough I dont see them whining when they cross border to Mexico to indulge in all flavors of sin, a dime a dozen or when their companies and government has a stake in most conflict and disarray in the world. But now lots of them have been brought to struggle for survival like the rest of the world and they dont seem to like it any more than others in that spot.

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Space Affairs
And one other thing, one of the people I gave an early draft to wanted me to touch on the topic of the secret space program. What is there to talk about? We have space flight capability since who knows when. In the least do you think our current self proclaimed owners would somehow limit their greed to this planet? One prevalent - almost guaranteed reason to have a space program is to go collect/farm/mine/steal more stuff. And why be it hidden? (Assuming there is such a program - and not only I think there is) What business do civilians have in space? Unless they start popping up shopping malls and cafeterias on space tourism routes, why tell the chumps that are effectively paralyzed on earth? They only need people that are to be of some use, and thats the military minions taking charge of the educated brain matter that needs to build and run these things. Practically it is the same institution; the military does properly enlist even people who are likely to never hold a gun so long as they are useful in some way - military engineers, scientists and so on. So far as we dont know they might already have space fearing descendents in that community, who would know? -The billions of people whose entire attention span is focused at making money and beating each other to death? Official space affairs can only have so much failure if it was planned. There is no way for so much failure to be tolerated by government on any matter EVER - unless its exactly as requested. Or you think they are willing to massacre people for oil, lands and whatnot but not go looking for riches in what they claim to be a uncontested solar system open for grabs? What purpose would so much failure serve other than convincing people that space is out of reach and too difficult to explore - thus ensuring the earth quarantine and the puppets to keep at the perpetual grinding against the privately controlled monetary, justice and information systems while keeping them working whatever jobs you need them to work. Do you really dare believe that the groups who managed to keep their show (politics) running as a Premiere event for the past couple of thousand years are going to find space too difficult to reach or get discouraged at laughable technical difficulties? Telling people that earth is no longer the limit would require - extra preparation in slave control, and that seems to be unnecessary so far. But the alien civilizations and whatnot... -They dont matter. We are barely wiping our ass back on earth, the last thing we need is privateers spreading our selfish stupidity across the galaxy. (Not that they arent already) We can barely tolerate our human neighbors, why do people think bringing aliens into the mix openly is somehow going to magically alter our lives and fulfill our dreams. Remember how America got started? A bunch of people got sick of being ripped off by their royalty and they decided to flee and/or a bunch or royalty decided to expand and forced a lot of folks to board the ships. Some conquest, murder, pillaging and genocide later, there you go - the new land of opportunity. Trouble is the new occupants didnt leave their old mentality in their old homes. Most of them didnt notice that the same powers that were ripping them off at home were basically paying for most of the whole party that was the colonization and internal affairs in what became America later. So the various immigrants - newly self proclaimed Americans had it going for a while, but a few generations of infantile social conduct and hubris later they are back at square one, struggling at multiple day jobs like immigrants and blaming it on the Mexicans and whoever. So now they are enjoying all sorts of legally illegal, illegally legal and completely ludicrous rackets extorting their lifes essence just like the old times. How is an expansion to the open cosmos to work much differently you think? Or you rather believe the punks now flying in space somehow represent the finest humanity has to offer. I say they are just the ones that have happened to claim first dibs. But, well... You cant really get anyone other than the authority obedient drones to perform secret tasks can you? Most of us still badly need mental diapers - I dont think space travel would mean a lot. People are certainly going to think that, but will it truly? Or you think Joe and

Jane the average civilians would have what it takes to build a self-dependant and autonomous home/colony in the cosmos without being debtors or subjugated to the current powers that enforce their will on earth? And thats just for starters hinging on the assumption that there arent similar alien powers that thrive on subjugating others... For one thing - our dictators would be losing slaves. Many people would take the gamble and try their luck switching allegiances to new alien masters in hopes of getting things our earth rulers didnt offer us. Mark my words that when inter-planetary and inter-stellar travel become available the mere mortals that would be allowed the privilege would be asked once more to bind themselves into life or dynasty long debt to be allowed a try at these opportunities. So basically the keys to our dilemmas lie in our mentality - which is somewhat less relevant to the particular location our bodies are currently occupying. The same pretty much goes for whether our eight o clock news is limited to our four continents or has an Alpha Centauri segment. Few things are ever that complicated to be out of reach, and even so, if you have legions of minions using their brainpower day and night for ages to dismantle the mist around what makes life tick, wouldnt you think youd have various means to make life tick in ways you want to? Who do you think develops this hi-tech gear that conspiracies usually babble about? Usually people you called freaks in high-school. Most of us basically cast them out of society Well good for them, those that have the brain power are given cutting edge labs, unlimited research resources and felatio from your daughter or son who they hire for less than their daily lunch moneys. And those freaks who dont have the brainpower still are still put to some use. Whod better to bash your head when needed if not goons that wouldnt have a second thought when it comes to spilling what little we have in our skull? Quite a marvelous setup really, everything and everyone gets used or recycled somehow.

Psychic weapons?
Lets skip past all sorts of convoluted evidence and theory, and just do a healthy speculation. Suppose such means/tech/weapons/whatever was available - even if you know so, just start supposing (: How many people in this world you know, will not resort to buying whatever it is in life they consider valuable with money given that they could? So given the opportunity to use instruments to influence individual or a multitude of psyches to gain results of preference how many people would turn away from that opportunity? A step further, how many people would pay good moneys at a chance to avoid personal responsibility? Now if such means existed wouldnt concealment be among their primary purposes? You wouldnt go about doing hourly press releases about This week we will be grilling your brain to think that Bob Mac Stupidson here is the finest man you can elect!? This isnt to say you have to absorb and dwell on every paranoid theory out there.

Teh INTERNETz
And if you are someone who will backtrack to the unstoppable freedom of the internet - please learn how fragile the internet is, and how easy it is to be disrupted, especially by the authoritarian forces we are talking about. As to why its on? What better way to keep track of developments than to allow everybodys opinion some digital space somewhere. The ability to shut these things down has been demonstrated with great efficiency. When an armed dispatch busts down your door and puts a knee on your neck imposing control on the situation, they dont ask how free you were to discuss it on facebook. Good luck with the appeal system. In fact even the brain dead feudalistic powers of certain countries figured they could use this to their advantage and started tracking people and hitting them where they

live - imposing force at their own discretion. If youve been on the internet long enough you should already know several knowledge and research threads that are being relentlessly wiped off the board. And the internet is hardly a threat also because there is a mainstream on it, and thats what most people suffice with. For one thing the internet has made is easy as never before to track people working under the wishful thinking that freedom of speech and privacy are a natural gift like to be unattended like gravity. Of course if you disagree I can give you on average a few pages of things you can start saying or asking about in your local area that will get you killed in no time. In any case the internet can be shutdown within the hour. And while the knowledgeable technical people can still use the cables to make connections between each other, the vast majorities of internet users will be cut off. And here we are talking about the most common regular technical procedures hinging on the assumption that the world despots cant dish out a computer virus that will neutralize every connected machine. I mean if high-school kids can wreak digital havoc so much so that politicians barf lava when talking about it. How much you think people with unlimited budgets and recruitment limits can?

The Venus project and Zeitgeist and similar.

And if youve seen say any of them, you would have been told that crime disappears when you give everybody perpetual roof, food and clothing. Well, sorry. Most people that pick up machine guns or other less retro gimmicks and slaughter others are not drafted from the ranks of the homeless and dying of hunger. Same goes for all the people going about maintaining a social conduct that does leave others without roofs food or clothing. Because apparently sending a piece of salami down your stomach doesnt make you an angel. While being hungry can lead you to violence, having provided primary necessities does not eliminate any part of being a selfish individual wreaking havoc. Getting beyond that requires some mental and emotional work, which no benefactor can do for you. If clothing, food and shelter were all it took for benevolence and co-existence, weve had filthy rich people around the world for centuries now. They should be known for their I got food, shelter and clothing secured for 500 generations - from now on its dedication to making a better humanity for everyone approach. And are they? No, mostly they are just in the railroad of traditions from their ancestors. And why am I bashing the nice venus folks? Well I really cant help myself after getting an expose on how a SYSTEM is, old, outdated, wrong, stupid and whatnot - so the blind following of a system is assured oblivion! And he-heee-heeey, guess what? We offer to replace that with SYSTEM 2.0! Lets just forget about the abundance of judgmental errors that lead to the current system being what it is - and our involvement in it ( : You know, puzzling on how to build magnet trains is much more central to the matter. And am I just the proverbial brute shouting at the Wright brothers they are morons for trying? Not really. They can fly all they like, Ill bow to them. However Im talking about the fact that there is still an abundance of people in this day and age that have very small odds of ever getting to experience what being on an airplane is like, due to their extensive social problems which nor steam, nor electric, nor jet power remedied as was advertised. How are magnet trains to turn out fundamentally different? They still need to be manufactured, distributed, and maintained. Its just that technology was envisioned to solve all our problems since every time it came up and the venus folks have nothing to say how their techno marvels wont be misused or privatized same as all the other techno marvels before them. After all someone has to manage them? But whom? The elitist types who are currently draining the lifeblood of what they can get their mitts on, or the average people who are on average no better at sharing or co-existence than the elitist types. Then again why should the venus folks be taken more seriously that the lineup of say politicians that have been always telling us they will be relentlessly working for our best interests if we elect them. We have had more chances than anyone can count to apply technology in that way. And guess what - we

havent, and definitely not for lack of opportunity. So excuse me if Im not all but tasting the new paradise this new technology has in store ( : I mean whatever is wrong with the old tech? Nothing - its perfectly capable of the same paradise, just not so efficient. But guess what, Im already living in that paradise. That plain old photo camera I got that mostly sits on a shelf, I share it with people who ask for it without twisting their wrists about it. Would I give it to a stranger to use and give back? Probably not. One reason would be strangers are used to treating each other like crap. And another reason most strangers wouldnt think it even possible to ask. We are too busy believing strangers are assholes. And its not our lack of gadgets thats an issue. Its our lack of cumulative individual mental and emotional development thats blocking this nice and cozy advertised paradise we are drooling over. But hey magnet trains and hydroponics might be all we need to develop social coherence, or so they say( ; Even if you are very selfish you must have some time accidently tried to help someone without looking for any gains. What I can say is that most of the people I did that with would have reacted less surprised, confused and shocked if I seriously asked them to have intercourse with a mule. Ive seen kindness produce genuine shock in people. While all kinds of mean shit is never any surprise these days, as people we are so trained to expect crap in our lives, that we couldnt recognize kindness if it smacked us in the face. Its become all plain and casually accepted to expect the worst out of each other from our SPECIES AS A WHOLE. I ask you - Is that a mentality you can build a paradise with? You could imagine it the other way around couldnt you? When you come to think of it most of the underlying foundation of social conduct is deception. Right now we are bearing the fruits of it perhaps more than ever. And what would I suggest? Well, for once Id like to see enlightening stuff, that actually talks about the essence of behavior. You know how we can better manage: greed, hate, fear, confusion, arrogance, delusion, bigotry and those other behaviors we have infested the current system with. Hardly a few talk about that. And hardly a few want to hear about it. I mean I cant remember a time I was overly enthusiastic about having debates of my flaws. Or how I was inaccurate, stupid, arrogant and so on. I was, and I probably will be again. To go there youd have to adopt a sort of Yeah Im pretty cool and all, but hey lets just for the sake of growth allow the presence of the possibility that Im not as cool and ultimately correct as I think I am. Of course the social engineers have done their job and have convinced most of us that we should avoid being in error or not knowing. It is so incredibly mindless that people antagonize each other out of habit, which in effect prevents most cooperative learning.

Influencing the masses.

Influencing masses isnt all that hard Ill tell you how housing market prices are controlled in my area I live in a area where housing (and most other things) cost MORE than in celebrated European countries while the average incomes here are between five and ten times less, the infrastructure is BAD on good days. And all sorts of other commodity are overpriced as well, on pretty much the same rates. Where bureaucracy consumes upon its slightest touch consumes one day of your life if youre lucky - if not you can go around for months being juggled senseless, as opposed to people three borders across from you doing the same work for two hours. But how do you control an entire nation of unaffiliated people that can do commerce even without abiding legislation? Easy - For construction Form up three companies; build 50 buildings in a country. (With the understanding that such and endeavor takes their daily lunch money for people that have notable global reach). To raise prices all you have to do is set a higher price of the properties you built. And you dont even have to sell any, give five people one free apartment each, and have them repay you by spreading the rumor they bought it from you at your new high prices. In two months every property owner in the country would have heard about it and think himself a fool trying to sell as low as he/she did and all the unaffiliated sellers will fall in line. Funniest thing is if you do it well you not only reach your control goal, but actually make money on it as well, as

some of your property will eventually sell when the prices you set establish themselves as average. You dont even need to build, you can re-sale properties you buy. Or buy a leading real-estate firm and have them amp all their prices, and then start leaking information that sales actually go through. In three months everybody paying attention to real-estate as a business will have noticed you marketing prices and be furious they were selling at half price. And then we know from experience that prices rarely ever go down. This way Ive seen the prices of housing been maintained for two decades now in an entire country (a small one granted). So debating how much direct social influence you have over a populous whose housing access you severely limited isnt really necessary. Of course you would want to be in the banking business when the only viable way for the vast public to attain property is loaning at 50-500% interest rates - whatever lengthy euphemisms and smoke screen terms of double speak your phonebook thick loan contract may have - the end result is if you loan 10 - pay 15 to 50, where 15 is mostly for tiny loans and people highly skilled in oral that desperately need to get a bicycle on credit. Upcoming youth or any age citizenry - anybody that lives paycheck to paycheck is yours to command. Of course even the worst ghettos produce pro-active and ambitions people who evolve beyond being impoverished for life, but those are just a few people in contrast to everybody else that constrains to whatever the local big names organize for them. Man, who dont want to be in the banking business? Who else would be guaranteed to AT LEAST - double their investments at the end of the year? And they dont hand money to just anybody these days. Most money you can get is tied to your property, which is seized and auctioned expediently at ridiculous prizes, which almost assure successful sale. Banks where Im at can clean you out in weeks. Same place where it took my relatives three years and four lawsuits to legitimately get a court to recognize that they had valid claims against a local monopoly. Then they got issued this mystic piece of paper called a court order (yes it is mythical where Im from) - looking no better than a rugged cash receipt. Which I went along for the comedy of them serving it at the monopolys main office. So we went and the desk lady with it and she reacted as if she was told a unicorn just landed outside the main doors waiting to pick her up for fairyland. As I took a few steps back to enjoy the show, twenty minutes of arguing later my companions were about to get thrown out by security for trying to resolve a court order in a land where people didnt think such things existed much less could happen in their life time. Then I calmly stated we will be back with the police and a camera, at which point they got scared they might embarrass their superiors and lose their crappy jobs so they called somebody. The person took twenty minutes to cross two floors with an elevator and came down with a look on his face Who are those shitbags that dare drag me down from my second floor office!?!. Then he recognized that there is a small possibility this lucid dream of a court order might be true and called somebody from the third floor to try and confirm that its not just a waste of time. The third person came and verified this bizarre once in a life time phenomenon was true, but the only man who can deal with it was going to be back in two days. Two days later their attorney met us, telling us we could receive the money four months later. At this point, my fellow companions recognized the fact that it took them almost three years for a court to recognize a fact, and they didnt want to spend the next three years making the court recognize the fact that the convicted party was refusing to pay so they took the four months option and FINALLY got the money. And it might have been worth it had the stipulated compensation been more than the amount of one minimum months wage for the region. Whod want to imagine the process had it been other than laughable money involved? Along with this Ive observed how industry as manufacturing and production are being quite literally destroyed or ignored, by importers. And this is not the typical situation of its just business they found it cheaper elsewhere Im talking about consistent geo-political control, where companies in agreement actually import more expensive and lower quality goods just so they can starve out an area of production. Its reached absurds such as hauling potatoes from the other side of the planet while local farmers literally throw their produce to rot or feed their animals because the organized hold over market

and distribution - sometimes completely isolates them - does not make and refuses any contact whatsoever. For people that crunch numbers - there is nobody to buy average or better quality tomatoes 80-100 Euros per TON (bulk or retail from farmers). While the market is flooded with lower quality imported tomatoes - selling at end point from 25 euro-cents to 1.50 euro per kilo (250 to 1500 euros per ton). And of course if you are not connected or have spare money for bribes your produce would expire before the local bureaucracy even begins working on your documentation to allow you to vendor them legally. The absurdity doesnt start nor end there. Even if you have done business ever before, its somewhat apparent how easy it is to manipulate targets that cant match your financial output. And most people these days dont have much extra money to go around. One bad streak and they are out for good, and can no longer afford to continue, or much less pay the mandatory tributes required by government. The entire country knows this. Yet, people are too busy maintaining discordance over any and every triviality to bother influencing this dynamic. Basically it doesnt take much to control the world when you have control over money. This could probably be maintained for some centuries even if you take out the privately controlled and monetary driven information channels as news outlets and such. Gathering organized and coherent large groups of open societies on earth isnt exactly a plug and play routine and frankly its so rare that most people never get to observe it in their lifetimes. There are people already promoting consideration, contemplation and awareness even from the mainstream channels themselves. Doesnt seem this kind of people and activities are high demand on our little planet.

Trends Journal - No Quarter.

I was sent a trends journal; here is what I think of it. The curious function of a organized group of people who have been demonstrated to track, map and forecast broad, sophisticated information streams of constant dynamics with increasing accuracy for prolonged periods - all the while managing to continuously avoid any higher cognitive functions. Or in other terms - a exploration of how a Mr. Celente & Co manage to do what they do and be successful at it, without giving a moments rest to ways of thinking that are suited for pre-steampower times. National DEBT. You keep hearing about it all the time. Now ask yourself how many times when you hear about that phrase who is it owed to is being asked or answered - enough said. Apparently every nation on earth owes insane amounts of money to somebody with no foreseeable future where its not in debt The very fact that citizens can carry on seamlessly avoiding this predicament should give anybody enough insight into the contemporary false promise culture of civilized nations. And Im not quoting the word as a mockery, but rather its so inarticulate these days, that even people who propagate it find themselves confused when asked to define it. Same things with money problems - for instance a Mr. Gerald Celente says that the economy and money in general are unfixable. Supposedly the constitution was this unshakeable phenomenon - and look at it, a streak of executive orders and law votes later its reduced to a nostalgia topic for those whose brain cells dont keep up with their eyes and ears. Its the modern age, freedom of speech and everything, and curiously enough a lot of things are never found to be spoken aloud. You have to go to some specific back alley where not many are looking to be able to discuss certain things with other

people. A streak of executive orders and law votes later could change this awful economy to a funny story we can amuse our kids with. Funny question is How many people are looking for that to happen, and particularly WORKING ON that to happen? Hardly a few, most others are busy talking that things should change while they are daily DOING things that insure the continuity of what they supposedly want to change. Same thing as saying how badly you need hugs, and yet starting to beat on anybody who tries to hug you. It is these interesting stacks of bullshit and paradox that only YOU can solve for YOU. What might be the difference? Freedom you can say - through increasing self-dependence. Take the economy. If you completely dont know whats going on - You are the first to get hit by any problem with it. If you are arent so clueless and notice something is going on, you find ways to get ideas - and for instance say you go buy a Trends Journal, who repeatedly suggests to you to pack your valuables and go somewhere the economy isnt so fucked up, and gives you some suggestions to where that might be. Having less bullshit and paradox, you understand how these things work and dont need anybody to suggest to you where to go or what to do - you manage. Next level would be that you are wise enough to very well know what to do, which doesnt include having to move around like a fool from one place to another in the hopes that living the same or similar socially uninvolved kind of life is not going to lead to the same situation that had you moving out from the last place. You understand that the do your own dirty work approach. doesnt leave you hanging in the air when things dont go so well. You also understand that the haul ass plus valuables to where the locals havent gone badly complacent and arrogant just yet is a refugees move. The proverbial safe haven approach - a practical exercise in what happens when you bring rotten goods into the granary. Some of the wisest natives during the American conquest have said. Something along the lines of - Let them conquer this land, for they already have lands and rotten are their fruits, we shall watch them bathe in their own filth until there is no land to take and they drown in their own misery. The others couldnt recognize a superior force when they saw one and got wiped out. The wise and the lucky live on to see their future and their legacy. Now on the smart progression. Further on you can be wise enough to not just manage but rather - thrive anywhere. And so on and so forth. Again this is to use commonly accessible thoughts to form up progressions for myself and it is not to emphasize that you are stupid or something. Lets look at voting from another angle. You dont even have to go through the hours of tapes of testimony of foul play regarding that. Remember - premise? Here is a funny premise bit. A process with supposed massive social importance with results that are to be of the same importance - is what? Done in secret behind closed doors for the most part In our social climate it makes sense that individual voters have privacy of who they vote for. But why in the name of stupidity do we go along with allowing this supposedly important process to be mostly conducted in secret? If you consider the official explanation of why this event occurs you would think that it would be broadcasted and exposed as thoroughly as Michael Jacksons life and death. (No offense - just cant think of anything else which almost everybody on the planet would know.) Security measures? Heck no, youd allow any people to come in and observe the processing and counting of votes directly at their discretion. Youd even let random citizens with all the materials after the officials are done with them. Like say Ok, we the people tasked to do this job have done it to the standard, now we leave all materials so anyone can examine them in any way they like. Instead all the pivotal points of this process are conducted in closed doors, in contained environments with small groups of people. If youve been paying attention to premises, youd point out that only this part wont matter much if the candidates are pre arranged for the same purpose - and youd be right. This wasnt about the depth of political mechanics - rather an illustration on deriving meaning even from plain sight. So what the trends are going to be? Irresponsibility and ignorance trends are holding strong, for ages. Fear and terror look to be remaining a constant, long measure would suggest that they are even less in modern times. That doesnt make people less agitated however. Prospects for the future - Theres nowhere to run and hide. Moving your shit from country A to country H is still leaving you as authority dependant as usual. If you can afford a citizenship you are a teeny bit less vulnerable.

ZOMBIES!?
About this new zombie thread. Its sketchy (for those who dont know - some guy ate some other guys face - in America kind of obviously there is a whole thread about this, and some of it is even well track-able unlike the typical conspiracy threads). One certain thing is that the main people who carried the news of it are the very same people who have concealed crucial information from us over the decades. You know aside from the regularly scheduled mayhem. Most other details are probably mostly privy to those who cooked up this motion and drugs. Another thing that is for sure is that if you go to your local police departments archive you are going to find some brutality that is going to shadow the audacity of somebody eating somebody elses face off. Yet this particular supposedly isolated incident is carefully picked up by news outlets. Weve had them say time and again that they had concealed news to not provoke panic. But in this instance they contradict their own supposed behavior pattern for an incident that doesnt seem to have big informative value. Not that the handpicked murder, rape or mayhem they televise ever had much informative value but thats another topic altogether. The transparency of this thought process depend on your understanding of crime and whether its controlled and sustained mechanism for social influence or just the official version of unforeseeable inevitability. In any case all you have to do to get an actual view on crime is talk to anyone with long standing investigative duties. Be it a journalist or a detective, whatever typical bias there may be - theyll still give you a fairly accurate impression on what crime is and how it works, as long as they are off the record. Other unverified information I have is that there is a global influx with large amounts of new drugs, apparently being able to grill you way better than the old ones could. Which makes sense - with what cost efficient way can you introduce a new plague, so you get a minimal accurate speculation of its origin. If you say some tribal dude fucked a monkey the wrong way and spawned say - AIDS 2.0. Youre going to be hammered considering the debacle on AIDS original. Saying it just popped out of a unattended garbage container in a filthy Chinese ghetto, could be true but is publicly unsatisfactory. However you can always say some greedy drug lab tried to innovate and with their a lack of education, legitimacy and subsequent quality standards they created this new plague due to their thick greedy skulls, then went ahead and marketed the substances, since as ruthless criminals they are expected to. Then you get to say Yes ladies and gentlemen it is horrible but thats why weve declared drugs illegal and are after such criminals. Whatever the case may be, whos going to go out of their way to verify that the best chemists on the planet you got working for you didnt cook that up and you made sure the recipe slipped into the wrong hands, without them even suspecting where it came from. After all - well educated brain matter on this planet is easy to track for people that dont go filling requests in public institutions when they need something done. And unless you are going to rediscover the mysteries of chemistry by yourself - from scratch, then you need in-depth access to the existing knowledge, and there are hardly any ways you can get that without leaving a trail, fake identity or not. That is unless you have access, tools or training from the shadow groups, but then you are still profiled, just separately from the public domain. Later update: Apparently this thread faded out for the time being.

My Wisdom Crash Course

Do you want a crash course at my wisdom? Here Im going to put a very fat warning. This here is intended for a few specific types of people like me, who think they got the nerve to tackle as much as they want. What Im about to get into is not violent or a typical negative expose as the ones many people use to shock others. But is no less capable

to scare you, make you feel pointless and knock the pins off the diapers that are holding your sanity if its already loose. Some of it occasionally sends a shiver down my spine when I touch it with my mind. And all you can do with some is to touch it. Its not new, not secret and not bizarre of unheard of. It just goes where most of us avoid going our entire lives. Now, for me to be able to dismantle bullshit (not that Im a master or anything) eventually came down to dealing with fear. After all what else would make you take that pill they offer you, if not the fear of horrible risks youd be taking (according to the sales brochure). Why else believe that signing yourself as a servant is the only way to save your self - if you werent afraid. After nobody is around you, and you can for a moment admit you are afraid. Then if you wish you can as easily make the decision to choose what to be afraid of. That of course leads to the inevitable discovery (at least for a lot of us) that dealing with fear isnt as easy as it sounds. Then the series of how and why questions are asked and you suddenly find out, that our little modern civilization is very ill supplied with information on how to overcome fear and most of it is vague hints and a waste of attention. As a lot of people are invested into scaring you in one way or another for their own personal benefit. Very much like insurance sales. The more dangerous threat they make you believe is lurking out to get you - the better off for them. Then you stumble around to find that even if someone was that proficient to reach into your skull and heart and deal with fear, you wouldnt be here if you trusted so skilled people or their information with delicate things like the inner workings of your mind and heart. After all most of them are just trying to hijack your brain and make it serve them. If you do go stumbling about authority people and all sorts of professionals gurus and the likes you are not likely to find much usefulness (of course I reserve it as my opinion). If you have ever achieved something mentally, you can recall the idea of baby steps. Its like walking - If you want to do better walking - do more walking. If you want to be better at fearing - well can you really be that wrong if you try more fearing? There is not much else to do when you go around questioning the foundations of your thinking. You cant involve people. After all you are not sure if you can trust even your own skull content, bringing extra people into only ramps up the difficulty and makes it that much more confusing. Once you get the nerve to open the place where your fears are kept, you now can start doing interesting things. Of course not every fear you have can be easily dismantled by a calm and focused mind and even the ones that can be, still take some practice. Some fears are pretty fucking hard to work it, and others you might be stuck with for long after you dumped their neighbours. But hey, if you dont do it, nobody else is going to. What I can tell you about fear is the similarities it bares with other emotions. It fades. If you are up for it - find one and let it wash through you. Remember that joke that used to make you laugh, but now bores you after you heard it a hundred times? Well most people never give fear its due attention, they just shove it in a box or run away from it. If you do ever grow the nerve to try youll find out that it can go away on its own without much struggle. And the more often you do it the more often it will remind you of rain pouring down a glass window. You can be the glass the rain can be the fear. Let it get its due and it will be gone. Its not much different from the hardships of jumping in the cold water on the beach. Its actually refreshing even though most people avoid doing it because of the initial discomfort. And lets be honest here, some people can spend an entire lifetime without ever getting a full cold shower. While others can go about taking cold showers every morning. If you write it off as impossible for yourself, Im not going to argue with you. Obviously somebody who doesnt have legs cant go about doing baby steps and learning to walk, but having read so far its kind of implied you have that level of rhetoric done. If you now think you are ready and willing to dip your toes into the water - you might as well go ahead ( : You can precisely measure how much your life sucks by looking into how much you go about on minimal consciousness. I dont know about you, but sinking into that next episode, the next level of the game or whatever you do to forget. Gets pretty enticing, and I know - I only get to do this writing a

couple of hours at a time. Then the itch gets me back to waste my time on something. And boy months and years can sink into the video games for me. I know because they already have. Then you go about blaming yourself for your impotence of awaiting dreams you do little about and you eventually stop self punishment when you figure out its not helping you in any way, just paralyzing you further. Doing these trips back and forth from the shiny pretend to be world to the good old consciousness gets unnerving. I havent found better ways yet... So far Im only snapping out of the loop part time. Just because I can make it sound simple it doesnt mean its easy. But on the other hand - here you go - knock yourself out all the challenge you could want - in spades. Once you get into this, you cant go about wiping your ass with the excuse that life is dull and boring and insufficient. With this consciousness thing youll be getting the ride for your moneys worth. Yes its not as pretty as a commercial, but there is gratification into it. Remember how you felt the last time you did something that really challenged you? That and improving oneself seems to be reward enough. And nobody said you should ditch fooling around completely. By all means watch that stupid TV show every now and again, get dead drunk till you completely lose your mind and forget all that you wish to forget for that brief moment. I dont know about you but Im not looking for perfection and omnipotence. And Ive learned a great deal, from stupid TV shows. Getting drunk wasnt my thing so I dont have insight from there. But I am looking forward to learning - are you? However, losing myself in whatever - is no longer the central part of my life today. I dont get up in the morning to wait for the next episode or the game event. Not every morning any way ( : Like I used to. Im on my way to being on top of my game. Ha, Im skilful and experienced enough to design my own games these days ( : I go about thinking that everything has its purpose. For the time Ive spent on silly stuff, Ive also gained some valuable experience. The point here isnt to become superman. But being better at helping yourself when you want to and when you need to, instead of being stuck in the same old repeatable loops. And here is what the warning was about. Here is what I use when I feel overwhelmed. Google it. Size Of The Universe and Star Size Comparison HD Unless you are doing it wrong you should be getting videos. Size Of The Universe 2 is flash presentation - nice one as well. Watch those and then read on... Now after youve seen them, try to grasp the meaning of life, then universe, then YOUR meaning of life, then the meaning of your problems on that scale... then meaning of your fears at that scale. If youve truly tried to grasp it with your mind - you should have already been sent a shiver or two to your spine. And here is a kicker. Thats what we KNOW, now try to add and grasp a little the infinitum of what we dont know ( : Now that you are faced with the possibility that everything you ever held dear, might be less significant than a fleeting fart on the ass of existence. Your dear precious fears dont seem exactly as spooky as the moment before you went ahead and took a perspective rollercoaster. You dont necessarily need something ELSE to snap out of focus every time you find yourself clogged. You can learn to do it yourself. Its a handy tool for the dead ends we get into every so often. For most people emotions are like idiot children running around wild. However unless you insist its impossible youll find out if you havent already that - you can tell emotions to sit down and behave effectively. Of course it takes some practice for those who havent tried at all. But eventually you become good at it, to a point where you dont need your emotions to shut up and sit down - but rather tell them to calm the fack down and be useful instead of confusing. You know that you are getting the hang of this when your emotions and your rational thoughts start operating to the benefit of each other. At this point the many supposedly smart folks will tell you to trust no one but yourself. Ill tell you the contrary - trust everyone. But do something else, that most of us havent been doing for a long time - TRUST - AND VERIFY. So

when they tell your taxes are fair enough, start asking WHY and HOW. Soon you will discover that most people come up very short on this, that or they say because Joe said so. If you do bother going to ask Joe about it - if he is accessible or alive, he usually comes up short too, or refers you to some other guy. So most time your trust will be neither verified, neither satisfied and unless you have a death wish you stop giving it away on the presumptions we grow up with. Then sooner or later discover that these same presumptions have been spoon fed to humanity for long time. Because its the right thing to do, because you are supposed to and all that crap including my favourite because we have done that so far. For instance my parents always came up short when I asked them why kids were doing school. Later in life when I confronted them that school didnt turn out as the mantra they used to keep me in there all I got was largely unsatisfactory as well. In the end we got to the truth, they didnt know what the fack else to do with me so they dumped me over to school with no better purpose than tradition and getting me off their chest for several hours five days a week, because apparently they didnt have any better ideas. And here is the hard part. Its precisely this mentality of supposed convenience that lets a lot of us cuddle all sorts of bullshit. When the usual convenient stuff is no longer enough and doesnt seem so convenient anymore you start to question everything. Good news is that your threshold for inconvenience gets better when you start doing this mentality spring cleaning. You dont need top secret or conspiracy. You are surrounded with people who decided to stick with the loop of bullshit for the most part of their lives. Look around you; we have billions of people to reference of. We all think we are the super clever - that we better than all the other sheep around us. In the end how many of us just persist in this till they die a boring old death grinding the same bullshit we grinded all our life. Well its your life; if you think trying to be what the model citizen is supposed to be is going to get you any great place where it hasnt gotten your forefathers, go ahead suck it up. Otherwise do something else. And a cleanup of your mentality is a good a place to start as any. Sorry, I dont have the magic incantation to solve your problems ( : Good luck with it. And DO have fun of course ( : If this is not sufficient - I got another one for you. You are going to feel as if you are walking on an overcrowded boulevard naked. This is the discovery of who you are. Youve heard this we are what we life makes us. Thats one option. You can try another one - be what you what you make of yourself. This doesnt sound promising yet. The enticing part of it all is to strip down everything thats enforced on you. EVERYTHING. ALL OF IT. Mother, father, siblings, relatives, close people, friends, associates, colleagues, society. Theyve all put something on us. The proverbial do this or we will reject you. or do that to makes us proud. or any of the other injections of behavior that they pass you along for your own good supposedly. Once you strip every IDEA you didnt construct or examine yourself, you are going to be left with barely a handful. For many people that will be the first time since early childhood to feel this - probably the closest thing to being born - again into this, scary and exciting world. If you havent done so already You will find out there is very little of YOU, when you strip everything that is NOT YOU. Whats left is exposed the same way as a newborn. From that you can build a personality. Why go through the trouble of it? Once you do construct a YOU, you can tell the difference between all the parts you used to carry. You wont be just a walking legacy of a man and woman, big business and a country. Your first true act of sovereignty is to define yourself PERSONALLY, without anyones interference. And just because we reach judicial adulthood we dont drop all the third party baggage we carry along. You might have a good connection to your parents - so this might seem inappropriate. The idea is not disruptive - its truly personal. The idea is not to burn it or rebel against it. Just strip it down and set it aside for a moment. When you discover whats left underneath - you can just ignore that it happened and continue the old way. The option I take is to construct anew. Doing this gives you the rarest feeling of certainty. No longer burdened by the countless moralities, codes of conduct, principles, norms, establishments, authorities, orders, and doctrines distorting your mind. Its a rare moment of clarity few people ever get to experience. As people we make our own decisions sure, but most carry all this baggage ALL the time and

juggle it every moment of every day until we die. Afraid that if we let it go we wont have a personality and its true, when most people look that deep they find whatever has been buried underneath that baggage from early childhood. This is all very challenging I assure you. But if you have read so far, you are not that stupid. You have enough of an imagination to touch on the derivatives of such an act of revelation. The most powerful act that there is - SELF REVELATION. The obscene amounts burden we carry around can be gone. No, the world wont suddenly change into a imaginary fairy tale place. Unless you are far better at this than I am, life will still be somewhat difficult and annoying. Difference is you will no longer feel lost or burdened as before. You will have your true self. That is an opportunity, a responsibility and a gift that truly NO ONE other than you can give to You. And if by some joke of life you have already done this - whatever are you doing here ?! Show something we can learn or look me up for a chat! I insist ( : What this exercise has done for me - I no longer wait for fate to come and kick my door down so I can live. When I look into someones eye and see a spark of life connect to me I no longer wait for some very convenient circumstance to almost force dialogue upon us. And this isnt just people interaction. You know how the package of uncertainty pops into your mind every time you have the opportunity to do something unusual for you. For me, having MY VERY OWN personality helps me a lot. This by no means eliminates the obstacles. It just gives you the tipping hand in such situations, where you would have normally let the various blockages spoil or miss the moment. Having a YOU that YOU truly know, is the moment where you still feel all the things you have before, but now somehow you know what to do and have the strength to cross over into ACTING, not just have self debates in your mind. Now, even if every of the advertised reasons I gave are not really interesting so far. Diversity is still a big point. Instead of waiting for the next episode to see what happens to your favorite TV character. You can do a brand new series where you explore yourself. Difference being that you get to do story this time. Im not implying that you are soulless or characterless right now. That sense of new beginning does shape the experience; much like the amount of salt can change your meal. Its a venture few people go on in this life. If enough of us did this work we wouldnt be running around ramming our heads against the walls in rigged values. We wouldnt be whining that we are unemployed because the patricians stopped giving a crap about feeding those of us who they consider expendable. We need work do we? Why?! Why do you think there isnt enough to be found? Because we dont need work - we are in the freaking space age, we have come so far because we have learned to use leavers and not carry stones around like cave men. We are only looking for work out of this Stone Age mentality and tradition. In actuality there is no NEED for even half the population on the planet to be working day in and day out. Most of us cant make our own works because for centuries we agreed to not be able to do much without asking for permission and paying tribute. And now that the patricians are not in the generous mood they were 20 years ago, we cant afford the tribute any more. Who is going to create work if those who need it cant/wont? Its obvious that those who have the resources dont give a shit about it. In fact theyve cut down the economies when they took some of their loose funds out of the equations. Yes yes, we all heard its caused by some greedy American realtors or whatever. We can go at this over and over. There is hardly any social aspect of our life where you need to dig far down to find the rotting bullshit we have stacked. We all know why people hate improving their minds. Because its damn right uncomfortable, cleaning our own shit. And most people would rather eat shit than clean shit. Or so it turns out. Why else would we run circles in this contemporary society and its bizarre trend? And while cleaning your own shit and ACTUALLY examining your underlying values through and through might be very annoying task. In this fast and dynamic world, your life or your fancy might go to depend on that spring cleaning sooner than you think. If you dont believe me go familiarize yourself with the autism network. Youll find plenty of examples of obedient drones that went along with being modeled citizens only to inject their offspring with injections containing more poison than remedy. Because we should., Because we have to, Because we were asked to, Because there is big bad scary disease otherwise. Oh is there? Lets measure death tolls then shall we? Lets get up close and personal? Do you know why I

dont go marching with for instance some of the vaccine truth movements and so on? Because if you press the issue like a knife to the bone: People dont do it because they know the vaccine is worth anything. Its not done because of the thought that we should. Its not done for the betterment of society, heck if we did believe in the betterment for us all we wouldnt be stepping on everyone we could in that society. We do it because its more convenient for us to not give a crap. And we certainly do NOT do it for the betterment of their children because if we did - most would re-evaluate our lives to find out we impede and harm our children daily. It is done because wed rather think that arming ourselves with a banknote and/or doctors appointment and getting that injection will hopefully absolve us from a packet of inconvenient participation and interaction with the world - e.g. Disease and so on. Healthy living and so on. Perhaps one of the oldest scams known in the universe Be good minions and you will be spared - deal? Yeah, right? - all we have to do to believe that is to ignore the stupendous amounts of histories in which the minions bite the dust first because they ultimately agree for somebody else to manage their safety - e.g. personally making themselves expendable. As its already accepted by almost everyone that you first manage your own safety, then if you feel inclined you can manage anybody elses. Thats why I dont go in for instance making medical claims to say Andrew Wakefields work. If you understood the point of this material, you would look back at it and say. I dont know anything more about autism than how the microbes on my skin interact, Fine, then what?, What do I know?. Ill tell you what I know. I know that without a shred of medical data I can already tell you how this debate is one sided. The debate is one sided because it has organized groups with mutual benefits varying from financial to other kinds on the position that, beyond doubt there is no harm caused - it just happened - for the love of god do not investigate any further. and then you have an another organized group that wants to investigate and is being blocked under the holy cow prerogative. One group chasing another group for responsibility - if the symbol on the banner was important for all of them, they wont be chasing each other, but stop, examine everything they have. Not leave a stone unturned and come up with a conclusion. Instead the ones that got rich off doing this certainly dont want to end up at the gallows. And the others that have lost due to this dont want to stop and admit that their own blind faith in socially repeated mantras cost them dearly. Its a cycle as old as life probably. Naturally when you throw a hook and you want a fish to bite, you dangle something the fish wants to get a bite off. Its how its done - you cannot get a being to participate in something they wouldnt want to without having an attraction. Its known - its a procedure weve used more than we can count. Why then be surprised that somebody might have conjured up a bunch of speculation so you can buy their product. And vaccines arent just a social duty or a humane progress. We pay for them; people dont just give them to you because they love you and want you to be disease free. And the money you pay isnt just used to cover expenses - we have profit in the process. But we know all of this. And just hope that this one time doing what everybody else is doing is going to mean we get a free pass with no effort - that all we have to do is swallow this pill or take this needle and its all going to be great, effortless. Well guess what, life has never been effortless, pills or no pills - not for long any way. This particular life has only been effortless after you put the effort in and have that same effort work on its own so you can enjoy a piece of mind for a while. If you PREFFER to BELIEVE you will be safe, when every little grain of sanity you have left bottled up under your delusions, KNOWS you have to be out of your mind to trust you wellbeing on common gossip - and just because you heard the same story ten million times doesnt mean its true. There is no protection for the persistent fool. No committee, no safety regulation, no law, no watchman, no guardsman, no protector. If you really want to put your fingers into the electrical outlet there isnt anyone that can keep you away from it forever. And even if there is someone - they wont give a crap to do so perpetually because they have their own life to live and not just clean your diapers forever. Persistent ignorance is the most expensive luxury on this planet. The fastest way out of it that I know is

through ones own shit. It definitely has better results than debating what the illuminati did or didnt do, or if they exist or not. Or whats on the sub 50th floor of whatever secret facility. Truly ironic. With all the sheer variety and depth of knowledge accumulated in this existence. All you need to start progressing is your plain old and familiar crap in your very own heads and hearts. Understand your very own stuff, and all the illuminati and other business will start making much more sense soon after.

Outro
Looks to me this is already a big enough part of my struggle for clarity. If you really need more you can ask questions, though the rest of my brain isnt that interesting. If you must, then - STEP RIGHT UP - Ive got plenty of shit for everybody... : ) If you have other inconvenient and unsettling facts in mind, or something involved to add or subtract also feel welcome to drop me an email, so I might include it into the next revision of this little whatever you want to call it. You can reach me at: razor.kofa which is at gmail dot com Unless my appreciation for controversy gets tons of response, you are likely to get an answer. As one of my hosts was saying - I will not be indulging in praises or flaming. I am not here to gather your like or dislike points. Im happy this turned out as improvised as it is. If you want more of this thought process feel free to ask, and you are welcome to become part of it as I already said.

So I take this opportunity to thank you for your attention, praises, rejection as well as indifference and relieve myself from doing so by email.
Myeah, kinky me - dodging all self-contained compliments and rotten tomatoes. Dangg, I almost slipped up and made an excuse for it (:

The Information Sweet-Pot!

I invite thou, who have information to divulge. With me you can divulge anything in the most unassociative manner you can think of. Since Im not in on all the action - feel free to contribute. As youve seen so far, I dont need proof, I dont need specifics and I dont need details. Nobody is going to threaten you for healthy un-intrusive speculation, which could easily be the guesswork of anybody. Just be sport and point a finger to controversial topics for me to tango. Its awesome - you can divulge everything without divulging anything! If you are to submit ANYTHING and want to be mentioned for your contribution (please specify how). If you choose to spread my little pdf - I also advise you to think of how associating yourself with

this would impact you in your social surroundings, youd be surprised at the extreme prejudice this can evoke - that is the single thing Im going to ask you to trust me on ( : I recieved two messages asking specifics on certain conspiracies. As I told them, Im also going to pre-emptively say that here: - I think most of that business is dead end stuff. You sooner or later backtrack to core issues, and once you get those and work some of them out on a principle basis - you can use what perceptiveness and keen sense of basic bullshit dissolving you manage to develop there, take it to your favorite conspiracy topic and have it start making much more sense than it once did with the consumption of various internet or private articles. Besides the details on those things are always sketchy and blurry, while the behavior patterns havent changed much for millennia. Most of us dont have the initiative and will to go neck deep in these things to be able to find great insights or information and surface dwelling doesnt get very far with these topics that go layer after layer after layer. Yes, its all very fascinating when you are snapping out of the common fool loop, but when you get to the point where it starts making sense, as me you are likely to find that dwelling on it is not as productive as initially thought. As Im running low on new thoughts and new plagiarism (did you really think me that dumb to say this was all my singlehanded brilliance and I wasnt influenced by anybody or anything?) this is wrapping it up for the current revision. I hope you werent expecting me to advertise some moral inhibition of a popular variety... Me saying - Im not an angel wasnt a modest prerogative. It means I have no problem using you as a meat shield in a crossfire - and also Im not likely to lose much sleep over it - if it happened. Youve probably seen posers and truth seekers say how they carry the burden of truth and are on the hard mission of spreading that about the world. Here is how I feel when I try to share what I know. - I feel like I have this large portable stereo on my shoulder with a hundred watts of speaker blast and most times I open my mouth feels like bombing the tunes on a frigid librarians with atrophied legs. And if I tried too hard to unleash the beat on them, somebody would accidentally drop a 10 ton political manuscript on my head from the next floor. Lets just say Ive grown wise enough to keep my stereo way from those that find it unwelcome. Pretty much in the same way Id shove a sharp object in someones forehead if that persona relentlessly irritated me with loud music that I dont want to hear. Wow, Im actually surprised I managed to go through all this with a minimum reference to sex, seeing as how they turned up the sex microwave on us. Thank god I dont have radio and television, as everyone on the block is hinting, suggesting, speaking, yelling or signing what they want to do to the proverbial blond. It almost seems like regular broadcasts will run pornographers out of business soon hahaha. So, I leave those of you who are reading, listening or watching with an extent of my finest thoughts and emotions. And I do mean it - its not the whimsical tradition of the nameless hypocrite who thought that copying modeled pleasantries at the end of a speech or dialogue is somehow going to even remotely substitute actual benevolence. Believe it or not I wrote this smiling and I hope this material was of some use to you - reasonable, practical, satirical or any other.

Current Revision Board and Notes.

Here is the new stuff marked for the few souls that have an interest in the progression of this. I covered all topics I intended and got offered to cover. Also the head draft did little circulation so other people have tweaked it in some ways and the revision board is out of commission. Ive taken topic per requests so I can demonstrate how to shift perspective on other than my own suggestions. I dont intend to dig into every overground or underground topic there is, since I got suggested more than a few. For one thing if I had the time and resources, Id youtube this, but in light of my financial struggles getting a camera is not on top of my priority list.

Cheers.
(Now you can back to your regularly scheduled commotion, thats been itching for attention at the back of your mind : )