Why suicide?

My understanding about why some person kills himself or herself is that becaus e they do not have God in their lives. It is the moment of being abandoned, fail ure from one's ambition that looking within they cannot find anything already an d because God is absent then suicide is truly an option. To have God in our live s is very important because when the time that the world abandon us or our ambit ion were being unfulfilled, deep in our hearts and mind, there is still a convic tion that someone is really listening and understands our failures and that is G od. If God is present then why would I kill myself the fact that I believe that He still love me despite of everything. Why would I stop my own life in my own h ands if there were an irrefutable truth that God always loves me? What is wrong with us is that we are so much confident that everything can be solved through o ur own efforts. So that when we become successful, we immediately think that it is our own hardworking, determination that made it that we simply set aside God even a little merit. If God is present in our lives then life paradoxically cann ot deter us. It is a paradox because if we accept God in our lives then our ambi tion, failures, our own dreams and wishes subsides for what matters most is God. When I failed an examination for example, why would I be drowned with so much a nxieties the fact that failures are part of life's challenges. In this generatio n, suicide is a common thing already. Why? Because God is, absent. We can be su ccessful and become rich. We can be powerful and rule the world but without God, life would be meaningless and absurd. Okay, some would say that God is only a p roduct of imagination and precisely even in such blasphemous critique one can ga in inspiration because what are we humans but a thinking being. My understanding is very simple with regards to suicide. Time would really come that we become b ored, empty and desperate with our lives that it seems life has no meaning whats oever and that nobody can pacified such enormous emptiness and precisely in such circumstances who can help but God alone. To do suicide is a clear action of li fe's emptiness. One would kill himself because life for him has no meaning anymo re isn't it? To rationalize is futile to suppress the feeling would just aggrava te more and there is only one solution to it and it is to let God reign our hear ts and mind. God is very important in our lives because He is the only one who k new all our thoughts and action. As what I am saying, the world can forget us, o ur families would abandon us, our love ones disregard us but God would never, ne ver left us alone. It is very important that we should be convinced not from any form or rationalization that God loves us so much. And so, a person who thinks that nobody loves him is already one step to kill himself. Whether God is a prod uct of imagination, whether someone would think that he is an opium, still He is God and not just God but a loving God. A person who kills himself is a victim o f his own failures. That is why it is important that each one of us must look wi thin ourselves for the more we know who we are the more we become happy and cont ented of what we have in our lives.