THE TOBIAS MATERIALS The Returning Series: SHOUD 8: "It Doesnt Matter" Featuring Tobias, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe

e Presented to the Crimson Circle March 7, 2009 www.crimsoncircle.com And so it is, dear Shaumbra. It is the best of times and it is the worst of times. (laughter) It is the age of wisdom and it is the age of foolishness. Let us take a deep breath. (pause) It is the epic of beliefs and it is the epic disbeliefs. It is the season of the light and it is the season of the dark. It is the spring, dear Shaumbra, it is the spring of hope and it is the winter of despair. And we have before us all things, and we have before us nothing at all. We are all in our consciousness of ascension, and we are all lost in timeless forever. In the words of Charles Dickens, with the assistance of Adamus Saint-Germain (laughter), written in 1859, 150 years ago A Tale of Two Cities. But it is also so appropriate today, in the age that we live in, perhaps to be re-titled A Tale of Multiple Consciousness. Oh, dear Shaumbra, what times that we live in, and I say we because most of me is here with you now on Earth. This is but one of the last of my messages to this group of Shaumbra in the way we do it now with me in another nonphysical dimension, with you here on Earth. But oh so rapidly I feel myself being drawn back to this place of Earth, back into the body of the one I call Sam, back into this reality and back into this illusion that we all live in. It is, indeed, the best of times and it is, indeed, the most challenging of times ever upon the face of Earth. Let us all, human and spirit, take a deep breath in celebration of this

paradox, in celebration of where we are today, for as you have heard so many times before, this is why you chose to come to Earth. And as you know so well it is difficult and challenging and nothing seems to work anymore. The old tricks and the old tools out the door, but what replaces them? We have everything before us, as Dickens said. We have every tool, every resource, every solution and every answer before us, because we placed them there in a very multidimensional way. We placed them there a long time ago, but not knowing what this day would be like. But we had the wisdom to place the New Energy tools without even knowing what they were; without knowing exactly what had to be done but knowing that it could be done; without having to manipulate or manufacture a certain tool or a certain system or structure, but to know that at this time when we came to this place on the path that those tools would appear and they would be appropriate and they would be of the New Energy not of the Old. We have nothing before us. We have nothing at the table, because we tend to go back into history and back into time to pull what we have learned before and bring that to the table in times of despair and challenge. But they dont work. They arent valid anymore. And as Kuthumi told us last month, nobody really knows. So we have nothing at the table, at least from our past. Everything that is at the table right now all of the gifts and abundance and tools and wisdom and hope come from the new, come from ourselves in the potentials that we are creating into the future of time, and it is all there. It is difficult to see at times, because it doesnt look like the past. It doesnt work like the past. It doesnt have the logic of the past thank God. It is totally different, but it is there. Consciousness After the Quantum Leap In September 2007 humanity crossed a very important marker. We call it the Quantum Leap. Take a look back for a moment. Take a look at how your life has changed. Take a look at how the world has changed in not even two years of time. Take a look at the markets, the governments, the churches. Take a look at the consciousness of humanity. It is not what it used to be. And this has only been in a very short number of months since the Quantum Leap. You knew it was coming. We knew it was coming. From our side we can measure and we can monitor the consciousness of humanity. We see its ebbs and flows. We see its expansions. We see how everything was speeding up it was going very fast, you can look back historically at how fast things were going and then it took a quantum leap.

Most people on Earth arent even aware of that date in September in 2007. Theyre not aware that there was a thing called the Quantum Leap, but theyre living it today. You were aware that it was coming. You were aware long before we ever spoke the words of Quantum Leap or before we ever gave a date for this leap in consciousness. Youve been aware of it for thousands and thousands of years. You knew it was coming and you made a very conscious choice to be here, incarnate on Earth during this time. It is the best of times, dear Shaumbra, otherwise I, Tobias, would not be coming back in celebration and in joy, and of course in challenge and sometimes in confusion as it is so easy to do for the human. But I wouldnt be coming back at this time unless I had the same kind of dreams that you have, the same kind of hope for humanity as you have, and the same kind of insights into what comes next as you have. Oh, you fool yourself so often so often. You tell yourself you are lost in this timeless forever. Sometimes you even tell yourself youre waiting for the little ones in metal spaceships to show up, to show you the way. I know I know. Sometimes in your most vulnerable moments some of you think, Well wait for the grand intelligent beings from far away to come to save us. But dear Shaumbra, I tell you once again, you are the grand beings from far away. You from the future potential, you who have already gotten to wherever it is you have chosen to go, you are the one coming back at this Now moment bringing to the table your wisdom; bringing to the table your clarity; bringing to the table your knowledge that its already done; bringing to the table your profound wisdom that it doesnt matter. It doesnt. Some of you a few of you, not many but a few of you are waiting for the beings that live under the ground to come up from the Earth where they have lived for tens of thousands of years to bring forth their wisdom. If they were so smart, they would be here already! (laughter) What you are really waiting for is that part of you to come up from being buried below, that part of you that knows so well who you are, the part of you who knows that you are God also but that has been put down underneath the ground, that has been buried and hidden and just waiting. So it is you that comes up from beneath the ground. Dont expect hoards of millions of beings who have lived underground without showers or soap or anything like that to come up to save humanity. It is part of you that comes forward at this time, for it is truly the very best of times and truly, for some, the very worst of times. The Earth is going through its changes, and humanity is going through its ascension process, and it does appear to be chaos and it does appear to be difficult. And it is so very easy to get caught up in all of this, and when you get caught up in all of it, it is so easy to go to this old place, to this rather dimly lit place, to this uninspired place called

the mind. In search for the answers, in search of your past and your history to say, What do I do now? What tricks do I pull out? What worked ten lifetimes ago? What worked one lifetime ago? It wont work now, dear Shaumbra. We live in a different time. And as Cauldre and Linda told you today, youll never go back. Youll never go back. Earth will never be the same again. But isnt that what you asked for? Isnt that what you prayed for when you were still in your days of praying? Isnt that what you have having imagined? Whats Ahead Dear Shaumbra, as Saint-Germain has said in a recent discussion with you, the next several years are going to be so challenging and so difficult for some, and so easy and so sacred and blessed for others. Youre going to have your days youre g oing to have your days when there is tremendous hope, and youre going to have days of despair. Youre going to have days of light and days of dark. There will be times in these few years ahead where the ones that have been the closest and the dearest to you in your life are going to be the ones that betray you. And it doesnt matter. There are going to be times in your life where you are marvelously abundant and where everything seems to be flowing and the gifts are just coming in at a pace faster than you can even accept them. And there are going to be times when some of you, not all of you, but some of you are going to lose everything you thought you had. And it doesnt matter. Many of you are going to go through the deepest and most challenging and the darkest spiritual crisis you have ever had in any lifetime on Earth, and youre going to be doing it in this body. I talked about it back in June with the Kryon in Sedona, and a few of you know exactly what Im talking about a spiritual crisis unlike any other. Oh youve learned to deal with some crises in your life. Youve learned to deal, for the most part, with health crises and emotional crises. And you say to yourself, I know I can weather it. I know I can get through it if I just keep breathing and duck very, very low. I can get through it. But this spiritual crisis that weve addressed before is different than any other, darker than any other and more terrifying than any other. And at the same time youre going to have spiritual enlightenment. I dont even like the word spiritual anymore. It has old connotations. Youre going to have an enlightenment of yourself, of consciousness, of you, like youve never experienced before. And it doesnt matter. Youre going to have insights, somewhat as Cauldre and Linda and Aandrah and On talked about earlier today, of being so very multidimensional, and its going to throw you

off. It will throw you off, because the old human measurement systems are still trying to keep you how to say very linear and very singular. The old measurements and monitoring systems of your body, mind and your spirit try to keep you balanced in this very rigid 3D reality/illusion. But as you become multidimensional incarnate while you are in this body, mind and spirit, its going to throw you off. Its going to be very disorienting, because suddenly you have energies coming in from places you have actually never experienced before, not even in the nonphysical times between lifetimes.

Youre going to be experiencing New Energy and it is so different. It is not even quantifiable in an Old Energy way. Theres no description for it at this point, other than this clich New Energy, because it is so different. Youre going to have experiences in your life when the days seem so dark and other days seem so bright, and you know what Im talking about, dont you? Youre going through it right now. Youre experiencing the best of times and the worst of times while you are in this body. And it doesnt matter. There are going to be times, dear friends, when you are in a health crisis, and its going to terrify you because youre going to feel the approach of death at your doorstep. Youre wondering whats wrong with you, why is your body betraying you? Why is it giving out? Is there some other force grander than you even a part of you but grander than you calling you back home? Is the body truly the power and the control and the god of life? Is the body the one that decides how and when and where you will go? So there will be health crises that come over you, that make you take a look at your entire life, make you wonder what youre doing. And in these health crises its also going to precipitate, again, a spiritual and emotional crisis, because, well, youre supposed to be a spiritual evolved being. Why would you possibly get sick? Why would something like cancer or diabetes or even a cold or a flu come your way if youre so perfect? And theres going to be other moments in these amazing times you live in when youre diagnosed with something that appears to be life threatening, but in the blink of an eye, with the love of thyself and the choice over thy body, where this supposed disease and imbalance is just going to be flushed from your system. And its going to mystify the doctors, so much so that they dont want to talk to you about it, because youre an anomaly. You dont fall into their book, their prescription and their structures because something happened that was different from you, so theyre going to dismiss you. But yet theyre going to go back to their quiet spaces, to their homes, and wonder what just happened.

It is the best of times, it is the worst of times, and above all, it doesnt matter. It Doesnt Matter We sat less than two weeks ago with an amazing group of Shaumbra from all over the world in a vortex a real vortex called the Great Pyramid. Not only because it is a vortex aligned with grids and ley lines and things like that, but because it has become a vortex for humanity. Consciousness helped to create it as such a powerful vortex. It is imprinted in the memories and the consciousness of humans all over the world. It is imprinted on some of your paper money. It is a vision and a picture that the large majority of humanity has seen and knows about. And with this group of Shaumbra sitting in the inner chamber talking about the mysteries of life, getting into the real secrets of life. We told this group that it doesnt matter at all. And we could feel a sense of sorrow and sadness and disbelief amongst this group What do you mean, Tobias? I could hear some of them saying. What do you mean it doesnt matter? Im supposed to be here on Earth right now because it matters. Im supposed to be a Standard of New Energy because it matters. Im on a mission. Dont you understand, Tobias? Im on a mission. Although Im lost as hell, Im on a mission. (laughter) I lost everything along the way, I dont know what Im doing, I dont even know who I am, but its a hell of a mission, Tobias. Its a hell of a mission. What do you mean it doesnt matter? It was almost like I was taking something away from them a sense of passion, a sense of purpose. It doesnt matter, I told this group. It truly doesnt. Why? Because youre already there. We talked about it before. Youve a lready arrived at whatever place it is you wanted to arrive at. Some of you have told Saint-Germain that you chose ascension. So, you have ascended. Youre there! Now youre just experiencing what it was like to get there. It doesnt matter because, dear Shaumbra, it is so natural and it is so much a part of you this entire process of expansion or evolution or whatever you want to call it. Youre already there. You were there when you crossed through the Wall of Fire and experienced all of the potentials of every lifetime, physical and nonphysical, of everything you would ever think, everything you would ever do and all of its subpotentials and their subpotentials. You had already arrived. So it really doesnt matter. It doesnt matter at all. Oh, I know that hurts. Well then why should I wake up in the morning? Why should I try? Youre absolutely right why should you? (laughter) Why should you keep struggling? You shouldnt, really, it doesnt matter. It doesnt matter. Why should I keep holding up the entire Earth on my shoulders, carrying the burdens and the energy of humanity? You shouldnt. You should just let it down. It doesnt matter. Theyre going to do just fine.

They havent all chosen what youve chosen. They havent all chosen to ascend or even to become enlightened or even just to have a single good day. (laughter) But it doesnt matter, because sooner or later they will or maybe not. It doesnt matter. They are going through such a sacred and such a personal process. If they are lost, if they are absolutely lost, it doesnt matter, because theyre going to find themselves. In their state of being lost, they will find themselves. It doesnt matter that theyre imprisoned in their own consciousness or that you are. It doesnt matter, because sooner or later, as in the infamous, illustrious and grand Adamus Saint-Germain trapped in his crystal, in the greatest simplicity that you could ever imagine, Saint-Germain realized, If I got myself into this I can also get myself out of it. If I created the illusion of my prison, I can also create the illusion of my freedom. It doesnt matter, Shaumbra. What grander thing could we have told the group in the great pyramids that it doesnt matter? What more of a vacuum of a sadness than we felt with some in that group, those who are here on a mission, those who are here struggling against the currents, and those who are here going through their own games, going through their own processes. It doesnt matter. Go through the games and go through the processes because youre going to turn out just fine. I can say that. Ive walked a few miles in your sandals. I know what its like to come to that point of absolute oneness with Self, absolute love with Self, falling in love with yourself, where you suddenly realize It doesnt matter. I Am That I Am. I always have been, always will be. It doesnt matter. I remember thinking to myself in my journey, my final realization of my ascension, I wished I could go back in time and tell myself it doesnt matter and then I could have enjoyed the entire journey of getting there. And you know what? I did go back. I absolutely went back unto myself, unto everything that Id ever done and experienced, and I told myself soul to human embodiment I told myself It doesnt matter. Now I didnt always listen. I didnt want to listen. I didnt care to listen, because in my human incarnation I was so embroiled with my dilemmas and my dramas, I was so involved in my games, my musings, but also in my creations and my relationships, I didnt want to hear that voice that said, It doesnt matter. Youre already there. Why Are You Here? You live in the best of times and the worst of times. You live in the times of wisdom and the times of foolishness, and it doesnt matter. You live in a time of great change and you live in a time that doesnt need change at all, because its already there. So I ask each one of you today, I ask all across this world: why are you here? What is it that you

choose? If youre already there, if youre already in your ascension, which we told you in our second year of Series in our discussions, in our Shouds, then what it is that youre here for? Do you have to have such a mission and do you have to have such a purpose? Do you have to be needed by someone or something else? Do you have to be a crusader still? Do you have to get on that horse and cross vast lands to tell and to show other people how to live and what to believe? Or can you be here on Earth right now as yourself just because? Thats a good enough reason, I discovered just because. Why are you here on Earth? Just because, damn it, its the best of times, its the worst of times. I wouldnt want to miss it for anything! (laughter) Why are you here? Just because I can be here, because I can be in a body and what a luscious thing it is. Just because I can feel human emotion, I can taste human food. I can actually feel human pain and human struggling thats a reason in itself. Because I can feel this thing called love from one to the other. I can pet a dog. I can sing out loud and hear myself. Just because. What a grand and marvelous thing it is for a creator to do it, just because if nothing else for the experience. You dont get points on the other side for the total number of experiences that youve had, for the difficulty and the challenges of experience. Youre only admired for the depth and for the compassion of the experience with yourself. Thats all that matters. There are beings on the other side angelic beings as you would call them, never been in human form before and they are absolutely intrigued by any angel whos been to Earth. It shows in our colors. It shows in your colors. Now colors you could say a type of vibration or a light. (Tobias takes a sip) Im getting so addicted to these human (laughter) And I have to say one of my final requests, in addition to, of course, the beard of Cauldre, and oh yes, he would like to, after he grows the beard for my last farewell message, he will trim it and perhaps sell the holy relics to (much laughter, Linda says, Youre getting carried away.) But indeed, in my last channel in my last minute I would love a glass of your finest wine that you could possibly afford. (more laughter; Linda says, Be careful what you ask for.) Oh indeed, I not only ask, I dream and I create. So it will be so. Now, where were we? (laughter) So in the other realms when an angel who has never been in human form encounters one of you who has been in human form, they are so in awe of what you would call experience. They want some of it. They are so in awe of the depth of your soul and the magnificent colors and the songs of your heart. Where did you get that!? they say.

Where did you become such a grand and glorious being a king and a pharaoh and a God unto yourself? How do I become like you? And you take a deep breath, Youve got to go to Earth for it. (Tobias chuckles) But let me caution you here before you go. You may lose your way. And they say, But look at you, you obviously found your way. Yes, but there is the illusion of losing your way that is so real that it is the grandest experience youll ever have. The illusion of being lost and of being puny and of being insignificant and of being nothing amongst many what an experience that is! And they say, But look at you, you magnificent being. You went to Earth. You played. You had fun. You loved. You became solid! You could feel things in a way where we cant possibly. And you shake your head or I shake my head and said, But youll hate. (laughter) But youll hate it. But in that hatred of it, in that loathing and in that desperation to get out of it, ah, is the experience. What a grand thing it is to actually look at it from the other way, to actually feel so downtrodden and so desperate that you hate everything. What an experience. And you know what, by the way? you say to these new ones. When you go to Earth, do me one favor. Above all when you go to Earth and youre down there and youre in despair, youre in challenge, you wonder if youre even going to eat the next day and your spouse has just divorced you and your children cant stand you, and youre sick youve got a bad back and a cold and a flu all at the same time and youre cursing and youre cussing and saying, What was I ever thinking? just remember this. It doesnt matter! (laughter) It doesnt matter because you cant get lost. You cant lose. Theres not a test. This isnt even an experiment, its an experience. It doesnt matter. Now, if you can go down there and remember these words see, you tell them this; I tell them this, but they dont listen if you can go down there and remember these words it doesnt matter, youll have a hell of an experience. You will absolutely cherish every moment in physical body. And if you go down there during this time of grand change on Earth called the Quantum Leap, called the evolution of consciousness and you remember that it doesnt matter, youll actually enjoy it. Which would you rather experience enjoying it or being fearful of it? Being a creator or being a game player? If you remember when you go to Earth in this new time, you tell these raw, green (inexperienced) angels, When you go there to Earth, if you just tell yourself at night before you go to sleep it didnt matter, it doesnt matter, now an interesting and strange thing happens with humans. They dont necessarily want to believe it doesnt matter,

and theyre actually indoctrinated or sometimes hypnotized that it does matter. They are told that if it doesnt matter, youre going to do something to hurt somebody. If it doesnt matter, youre going to rob or cheat or even kill someone. So theyre told, theyre trained, It better matter. But you know, if you always remember youre an angel, youre in experience, youre in an experience youre the creator of that experience and you are the un -creator of that experience if you remember that, youre never going to have to worry about doing something what you would call bad. You transcend the good and bad. You dont ever need to steal energy from anyone else. So therefore youre not going to get involved in some of the games that humans play. Youre not going to get caught in karma. Youre not going to get in this trap if you remember it doesnt matter. I Am That I Am, I am the creator and the un-creator. It doesnt matter. The End of Duality So Shaumbra, incredible time that you live in and youre going to be experiencing humans are going to be experiencing this incredible paradox. One day knowing everything, the next day nothing at all. One day having great love in your life and the next day betrayed by the very ones that love you. It doesnt matter. It really doesnt. Oh, the human condition would love for it to matter and would love to scream and complain about it and would love to blame someone else and would love would love to be the victim, to play the game. But it doesnt matter. Youre living in a time of incredible paradox where nothing is like it was before. We were talking about the weather in a recent Shoud the weather going back and forth incredible paradox. One moment a storm, the next moment paradise. One moment humanity suffering, the next moment rejoicing. Why all of this paradox? Why all the confusion right now? Because, dear friends, this thing that youve known for as long as youve lived lifetimes on Earth this thing called duality, opposing force the consciousness of duality is coming to completion is coming to completion. So these forces that you see that apparently or perceptibly have been battling against each other are actually now coming together. Theyre coming together so youre no longer a man or a woman. But as they come together, theres this perception or this illusion that theres this great paradox between the masculine part of you and the feminine part, but actually theyre coming to completion. Thats what this whole transformation into New Energy is truly about. In a way it is the end of times. It is the end of duality. But duality is making itself more apparent than ever before. Contradictions are going to be more visible and sensible than ever before meaning that you will sense it stronger than ever and its actually

not a contradiction, and its actually not opposing force any more, because theyre coming to completion. In what would appear to be chaos and contradiction and conflict, theyre actually coming back together again. You see, it doesnt matter. Its happening naturally. And it actually happens in a very beautiful way. Youre being shown just one side of a very beautiful process on Earth right now. Everybodys focusing on the terrible. Theyre focusing on the systems falling apart. Walk around the other side where nobody stands. Walk around the other side of creation, of this illusion, and youre going to see the beauty of whats happening. Dont stand there with the masses staring at this dimensional picture of reality and saying, What the hells happening to Earth? Where do we go next? What do we do? Why am I here? W alk around to the other side. Walk around where nobody else stands, Shaumbra all around the world, and look at whats really happening. It is beautiful and at the same time falling apart. It is the coming back together of the elements that have been long, long separated, and it is such a beautiful process. Be the one that sees the beauty in this. Be the one that then takes it within you, that absolutely feels what is really going on here. Set aside your human concerns about your job and your money and, oh, the value of the stock market. It doesnt matter. There are what you would call riches or abundance for you, but it doesnt look anything like the old abundance. It doesnt act like the old abundance. Stop worrying about where that next check is going to come from. Now you want to fight me on this and youre writing your conclusive proof to me right now. I can hear you. Im going to write an email to Tobias and say, Tobias, you dont know what the hell youre talking about because I have nothing and nothings coming in for me and Im at the end. Absolutely you are. Walk around the other side and look why youre at the end. Look at the beauty of letting everything go. Oh, forget about the little human pains and the most of its just fear. Most of its an illusion. What have you really lost? Nothing. It doesnt matter. Youre gaining everything, but you dont want to look at it. Youre too busy looking at everything falling apart. Youre too busy in the game. Youre too busy pretending that youre a victim. Youre too busy blaming me and your parents and your children and your spouses and your past lives and the world and the politicians and everybody else including the little ones in spaceships and the ones from underground. Youre too busy blaming all o f them. It doesnt matter. It really doesnt. And were going to arm wrestle about this for a while until you finally, finally one day laugh and say, Oh Tobias, I wish youd told me way back when when I was in the heat of my despair and the depths of my agony, I wish you would have said to me, Tobias, It doesnt matter. And then I would have let go of that little game I was playing, and then I

would have stopped blaming everyone. And then I would had a big smile and said, What a grand experience Im having on Earth right now the illusion of things falling apart when theyre really coming together. Isnt that a contradiction or a paradox in itself? the illusion that everything is falling apart. Imagine right now youre standing on a hill with millions of other humans and theres this huge painting huge painting and its called The Painting of Earth in 2009, and that painting seems to be falling apart. The paint is melting, the frame around it is cracking and breaking, and it holds it is the God, it is the modern-day god, its the illusion of life. And everybodys looking at it saying, Its falling apart. What we worship the modern-day god, the new age Horus and Isis and everybody else the modern thing that we so worship, the illusion of life, its falling apart. Its crumbling before us and theres nobody here to save us, and I know that, humans say, I know theres nobody here to save us because I have called out to God and no God has come. I have screamed out to the angels and they just give me this b.s. So I know theres nothing, and The painting, the illusion is falling apart. Thats when I say, dear Shaumbra, it doesnt matter. Absolutely, and by the way, you asked for it to fa ll apart. You wanted the change. Now go around the other side of the hill where nobody is and look at whats really happening. Its coming together. The illusion of it falling apart has to be there because otherwise youre just intensifying the old elements of duality. Youre just making the male more masculine and the female more feminine. Youre just making light more light and dark more dark, and that is just adding to the game. And thats not at all what you chose. Thats not at all what you asked for. Thats not at all what you truly want to experience. Walk around to the other side of that painting, of that illusion. First youll realize theres no painting there at all! Secondly, youll realize its all coming together, with or without you. Its all happening. Its all in a natural progression. Its only an illusion that its falling apart. It actually cant. It cant. Now, theres something in your DNA called Atlantis that says, Oh, but Tobias it can. Ohhhh it can! (laughter) I have seen it, I have felt it and those flames were really hot. (laughter) So dont tell me, Tobias, that it cant happen. Well lets go back to Atlantis for a moment. Lets take a look at what was happening. It was an evolution and a transition as well. It was a time of truly discovering Self and discovering the essence of Spirit, of God. First, it had to be this illusion of God being off

in the heavens, and eventually eventually a few humans would begin to understand that the God was within. But in a sense back in Atlantis, as somewhat nave as we all were, as children of Spirit as we all were, playing the grand game that we were playing, we said, Lets take it and blow it up. Havent you done that as children? Havent you taken your little trucks and toys and demolished them? That was great fun! That was amazing! Boom destroy it! And what happened? Well, you got a bigger and better toy then. You got a grander game to play. Atlantis wasnt a mistake. It wasnt the wrath of God. Atlantis was not an error in humanity. And by the way, Atlantis wasnt this model of perfection society. It had many great things, but it wasnt the perfect society. We were learning. We were experiencing. We wanted to also experience what it was like to have this great chaos and this great destruction. But it didnt matter. It wasnt shortly thereafter that you came back for another lifetime, either above Earth or below Earth. It didnt matter. You were still here. We, all of us including me, we live in the best of times and we live in the worst. We live in the most amazing times the most amazing times ever. Understand that youre here just because you can be, just because you want to be, just because it is absolutely fun. Dont take it so serious. Dont take the burdens of the world on you r shoulder. When you go into fear, feel the fear. Absolutely, feel the fear. Dont try to run from your own fear its already ahead of you. Its going to meet you on that path before you ever get there! Feel the fear, but then feel really into it, deep into it, because fear is a very interesting energy in consciousness. When youre looking at it from just the side of fear and darkness, it will freeze you. It will bring you to the depths of terror or the illusion of hell. But walk right through it. Dont even bother walking around it, walk right through it. Take a look at whats on the other side. Take a look at that pearl thats there awaiting you. Lets all take a deep breath together. (pause) New Energy You have everything before you, everything at your table, and you have nothing at all. You have everything that comes from yourself coming from what you would call the future, but its really coming from the best of you. I dont even want to call it future, because I dont want you to relate it to time. Its coming from a part of your consciousness that you havent experience yet thats already there. Thats what at your table.

At your table there is nothing at all, because what the eyes see and the senses perceive, they want it to be something like the old, from the old just sharper knives, just better utensils, perhaps more delicious food but its not there, because at this point in time of changing consciousness, you bring nothing old to the table. Nothing. Because what was old didnt work. We told the group of Shaumbra touring in Egypt, going to the sacred sites, that the Egyptians, these beautiful beings, they dont have the answers. They dont have some secret code buried deep in their hieroglyphs that explain whats going to happen next. They dont know. They were just waiting for you to come along so they can turn it over to you so they can be free to go on their own way. They were waiting for you, but they dont know. When Shaumbra was there, they asked, they said, Great ones from the ancient past, what secrets do you have? What mysteries will you reveal? And the great ones from the past, the ones that were the gods and the pharaohs and the supposed divine ones, pondered for a moment and said, We dont know! (laughter) Not a clue. Have a good time. Were turning it over to you. We will be on our way. So so dear Shaumbra, another interesting thing about the times that you live in right now. We say that duality is coming together. Its in its state of completion. Its actually already completed, but now its just going through the motions of getting there. You look at things so linear you think you have to take one step in front of you all the time to get to your destination. Absolutely not at all. Youre already at your destination and now youre just taking steps backwards to experience it and forwards to experience it again, you see. Youre not trying to solve anything, its already solved. Now can you please just experience it and stop struggling with it? Another interesting thing is happening right now. This duality is coming together. Its completing itself in the most amazing process. Its a process of fire and transmutation tremendous fire right now and I use the word fire symbolically. Theres tremendous transmutation, alchemy taking place right now. But an amazing thing in this alchemy is its not just duality coming together. Youre not just feeling the past and the future in this Now moment, its very multidimensional. Youre feeling elements that arent just in front of you or behind, but things that were at the sides and beneath and above. It can be very, very confusing and Im having to use human terminology here to help you understand its not just backward and forward at this point. Its coming in from everywhere, from a type of reality or, I should say, an illusion that you cant even imagine, because it wasnt even on your radar screen. It wasnt even on your type of energetic scope.

Part of it is this thing called New Energy. Its coming in from places you havent explored before. We get into some very interesting spiritual physics here, but New Energy is not singular. It is very multiple, multidimensional. So you say, Yes, I want a piece of that New Energy. Yes, Ill bring that into my dualistic reality, so Ill take a bite of that. When youre taking a bite of it from over here and bringing it into the Now moment, its actually coming in from back here and over there and over there and from in here outward to the Now and it gets very, very confusing if youre still in your human mind. It gets very confusing if you have expectations about what it should look and feel like. So that comes to the point where you go into a type of overwhelm. Intuitively you know that the old ways of perception dont work anymore so you explode yourself or you shatter yourself in a type of subconscious but somewhat conscious choice. You break yourself up. You shatter the illusion of self so now you can enjoy the experience without the old overlays. You lose everything so that you can see everything. You allow the self to break down, to reveal its illusions and its fallacies and its old ways so that you can perceive and experience multidimensionally. Oh, and its frightening. Its terrifying. It is exhausting to one small part of yours elf but the part that seems to get all of the attention, the part that seems to be the squeaky wheel, the part that seems to do the most screaming and complaining the little human self, the victim self, the fearful little self who doesnt believe in itself, the self thats playing the game and is loving the game. So that self screams out and complains, What the hell is happening? Why arent you here? Everything that you angels say to us is a bunch of crap. It is. It is. (laughter) It doesnt matter. It doesnt matter, because youre going to find out for yourself. Now, we can give you a little bit of guidance and a little soothing along the way. We can come back often and tell you it doesnt matter. We can tell you from an overview whats happening. We can share with you that its time to really let go of that illusion. Youve made a choice somewhere. Somewhere deep within you youve made a choice. Maybe it wasnt little human self, the little screamer, the little tyrant, as we like to call it at my cottage (Tobias chuckles), little tyrant self. But there was a sacred part of self that said, Let us let go of this illusion, let go of the singularity or the duality. Lets let go of the old so we can absolutely experience something far grander just because. Just because. Not to save the world. Not to save our angelic families theyll do fine on their own but just because. Theres nothing better than just because. Last Months Question Last month Kuthumi came in with his brilliance oh, dear Kuthumi and came upon a time of questions and answers. And there came to be a very sincere and real and genuine question that came up, a question that brought so much energy for all of you

and such a wave of realism and trauma, but it actually threw Cauldre and probably Kuthumi off. It had some of you laughing at a time where perhaps laughter wasnt deserved, but it doesnt matter. It had some of you very confused and out of your body. You didnt even hear the question well repeat it in a moment but you didnt hear it because it was far too poignant and too real. It doesnt matter, were going to read it again. It had some of you so angry. You know sometimes absolutely we love to see you angry. Saint-Germain provokes your anger because you get complacent. You get so complacent at times and he likes to come and prod and poke you and get you so angry at him. And then you know what happens? Later we all, including you, we all have a good laugh and say, You know what? It doesnt matter. It was the experience. But I did want to Ive been asked by Cauldre to address this question again. So you heard it a month ago most of you. Youre going to here it now, but in one short month one short month since this was asked I want you to hear the difference, both in the question and the feeling behind it, and I want you to perceive your wisdom, your absolute wisdom, in the answer. Because, you see, you already know. You already know. Yes, it doesnt matter. You already know. But you also know what this person because they write on behalf of so many you already know what theyre going through. You already know the despair that theyre in. You already know that they are in their winter of despair, they cant see the spring of hope. You know that before them there is nothing. You know that they go not directly into ascension, but they experience what it is like to be forever lost. You know that feeling. You know the absolute conflict. So please do read the question again. LINDA: Dear Tobias, how dare you tell us were just playing games as if you have nothing to do with the games were playing? You said last month There is something inside of you thats choosing it and picking it and making it a reality. You told us many times that all we have to do is make a clear, conscious choice in the Now moment and well create our reality. That is a game. We chose to let go of our old beliefs that are no longer serving us. So what is the something that is inside of us? Since we seem to have no control over it and it somehow has the power to create our reality without our consent, Ill call it our soul self. The game is that we choose to adopt the new belief that we choose our reality, but its our soul self that gets to make the official choice and thus create our reality. Our soul self is obviously choosing to create from our old beliefs that we have let go. Saint-Germain said that to finalize our ascension process and go to our Third Circle is only a choice. I made that choice over a year ago and now I can see why I am truly not the creator of my reality. Yes, Im tired of this game and I wish I could go back eight

years and forget everything youve told us. I will, however, let go of these new beliefs and allow my reality to be whatever it is. If there is a Third Circle, there is no choice to get there. That explains why weve been stuck in this ascension process for over 2,000 years. Were creating our own reality, but for the consciousness part of ourselves, its from something inside and WE have no choice. Tobias, do you really not understand our frustration? TOBIAS: Indeed. And you know, it doesnt matter. It really doesnt. I mean it absolutely doesnt. Now, with all due respect and great love oh, you know when I say that you know somethings coming theres a game, absolute game and its a wonderful game and it doesnt matter. But the game is, Im going to separate myself from my soul. Im going to put my soul off somewhere else and Im going to allow it to have the what you would call the power. Im going to let it be the creator and Im going to play the game of being the little human. Im going to make demands of God and Tobias and Saint Germain and of my soul, but Im going to play the game that nobodys listening. Im going to play the game that I am the puppet at the end of the strings being managed by the puppeteer. And its a brilliant game. Its a beautiful game, actually, because it allows you to see what its like to feel that you do have no choice, that you are not the sovereign being, that you do not have dominion over your own creations. Very much like the story of Saint-Germain or I, Tobias, or Kuthumi all stuck in our different types of prisons. What a wonderful game that was to allow ourselves to get stuck, to pretend that we had no say over our reality, to turn that reality and that consciousness over to other humans and governments and gods and who else knows what. We all played the game. We know what it was like to feel trapped until one day we said, It doesnt matter. Until one day Saint-Germain said, Hold on a second. Ive been in this crystal for 100,000 years kind of stupid. A little slow actually. Saint-Germain actually took that short bus to ascension. But, dear ones, it finally dawned on him after trying to break his way out and after trying to anger his way out, he finally said, It doesnt matter. I got myself in here, I get myself out. He stopped playing the game of separation between his human self and his soul self. And for all of you right now, I encourage you to stop playing the game that youve got this soul thats off somewhere else that has all the answers. It is you. Do you know what the definition of divinity is? You, in the Now moment, experiencing your creations. Its not this grand angel that exists off somewhere e lse, unless you put it there. Its not this complex state of perfection that exists in some far off dimension until you are worthy to receive it, unless you put it there.

Actually the divine is you in this moment. Part of you doesnt want to accept that because you want the divine to be grand. It is not. It is not. Thats an illusion. Your divine is simple. Your divine is so elegantly simple. How could it be grand? How could it be big or complex? How can it be greater than you? Your divinity is the most simply amazing part of yourself. And its there. Its part of you. Its not just inside of you. Its not hovering around you. It is you, and its there for you to feel and experience anytime you want. The one who asked this question has gone through tremendous anger, tremendous feeling of being a victim, playing a tremendous game of I am not in control and damn it, I dont want to be. The one who asked the question is playing the game, but so are so many other Shaumbra because I know what its like. I know how you can relate to this question, how you can have compassion for it, because you felt it also. You can play the game as long as you want, as long as you want it to be the game. I encourage you to do this. Ask yourself What do I give up if I stop playing the game? What do I have to give up? For those who play the game of being the victim, that their soul and God exist somewhere else, you give up this thing called weakness blaming it on somebody else, feeling that you dont have control and thats actually a very interesting thing to experience. Suddenly, when you give up that game, you have to truly take the responsibility for your choices. So many of you are in conflict with your soul and your soul in conflict with you. Youve set up this game. Oh indeed, the soul ultimately cannot be tarnished. It cannot be destroyed or twisted. It cannot be polluted. But you can play the game that it can be. You can play the game that it will turn its back on you, because you want it to. You can play the game that the chasm between you and your soul and your divinity is so grand and so vast that you will never reach it. You can play that. You can play the game that I made a choice and it didnt work out. Well, of course it didnt work out, because you dont want it to work out. You can play the game that says, Im going to exit; Im going to leave, but you really dont want to leave, you see. Take a look at the contradictions youve set up for yourselves. Take a look at the experience that youve set up for yo urself. You can blame others, you can blame us, but until you realize you got yourself into this, you created it, now you and only you can uncreate it. I, Tobias, do not have a key. Kuthumi does not know the secret password to your illusions. And Saint-Germain doesnt know a single mystery thats going to get you out of your mystery, out of your illusion. Only you.

And when you can take a deep breath, when you can say, Oh, it doesnt matter anymore. Im just going to let myself out. Im going to uncreate what I created, then, dear ones, you have enlightenment. When you can say This thing called divinity, the I Am, the God of Self is not some far off illustrious creature living in some other grand dimension while I suffer down here, when you realize divinity is simplicity so simple its unfathomable by the human mind as you know it right now; it can only be felt, it can only be experienced such simplicity that you stop playing the game of complexity. Such brilliant clarity that you stop trying to figure it out and you just live it. This is indeed the best of times and it is indeed the worst of times. And indeed, it doesnt matter.

And so it is. _________________________________________________________________

Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy. The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 100,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences. The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.

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teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you. If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you. Please freely distribute this text on a non-commercial, nocharge basis. Please include the information in its entirety, including these footnotes. All other uses must be approved in writing by Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, Colorado. See contacts page on website: www.crimsoncircle.com Copyright 2009 Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, CO 80403 http://intl.crimsoncircle.com/fi/Library/TheReturningSeries/Shoud8/tabid/1881/Default.as px