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Heart’s
Whispers
Revised edition
By>
Nilesh Ashok Jadhav [Nilookumar]
Vitthal Nagar, Soyagaon;
Tal; Malegaon [Nasik]
1. My Heart
One and just one
Came in my life
Not as a wife
The girl smiling
My lovely lovable
Heart, obedient to me
Suddenly woke up
And revolted:
Like an impatient brat
Jumped out unknowingly
And went to my lass.
“O my Heart
Don’t go away
Hurting me,”
I screamed; but
She’d gone away
With my dancing heart_
Part of my body, alas!
I lose; who’ll attend?
Now I stand alone
Like a statue lonely
On the barren hill
Waiting when my dear will come.
Though days, years, ages
Pass by peacefully; yet,
I’ll wait, wait and wait
At the gate to get
What I’ve most lost.
2. Cunning sisters
Sex, O damn Demon,
Love, you changing cheat_
Both you cunning sisters
Hand in hand together
Can’t deceive or loot me.
Both you beautiful thieves!
Beware, beware!
Police in my brain there
Now on my guard,
Who, ever, pricks his baton
On my impatiently dancing
Dear heart, so near ever.
The trained army to check
Both thee and thy actions; and
If need be, to confine you
On thy full swing swift actions
If turn speedily spontaneous
Like robbers sporadically flood
To cause uncertain anarchy.
I may borrow more army,
Right from the books outside
Or awaken the special guards
Now sleeping in my chambers
To come to me and guard
And protect me properly.
Be alert, be cautious;
Else, you’d be confined
And imprisoned absolutely
Behind the bars of my chest
For ever, never to let to escape;
Or you’d be banished
Out of me, closing my doors
Perfectly and permanently.
So, remember,
Be good, nice gals, right?
Not witches to be controlled.
3. In Cold Night
No wood nearby
To bathe me
With warm breeze.
Thunderstorm roaring
As does a dinosaur
To threaten me.
My heart thumping
To come out,
To be relieved and relaxed.
My blood pmping
May turn into
Springs erupting.
9. Dear Distracted
Dear distracted friends
Confuse not yourselves
Worry not about your marks
You get in eerie exams:
Marks are mere figures,
No doubt cannot determine
You next bright futures.
They creep on your mark-sheets
Like tiny tough tricky ants.
Are you afraid of such
Tiny creatures so much?
Leave your fears aside
Next you should decide
About your life so wide
That you’ve to ride,
Thought it to guide.
Your feet are now tired;
Yet so strong to travel
Through the desert of gravel
And sand very weird.
Dear distracted friends
Confuse not yourselves
Worry not about your marks
You get in those horrible exams.
Marks are mere spots
That design your mark-sheets
And not your life-screens_
The great gorgeous canvass.
Ensure it to clean
Making it tidy and neat,
So simply sweet, lit and bright.
Swoop sharply, swift and sifting
Like a proud, powerful kite.
Cut asunder the cocky air_
The blockade on your way
Make it ever cocksure
That it says not, “Nay”.
Fly on and on, restless
Leaving behind your traces.
10.Thoughts
Thoughts come out
Bold, yet tender.
Butterflies light
Shining colour
At one place
And then another.
Strife and race
To drink nectar.
They flicker
Restless, ceaseless
Unbound recur
On themes poesy.
The Soul that’s mine;
No vision, very often
Comes out as a ghost.
Great piercing shout
Breaking almost
Thick peels of things
Gets into and
With its stings
Sucks up and
Comes out fed
And fully sated.
11.The Voices
I heard the voices
Dim and dark
Rising and spreading,
Melting in air,
Striking the drums
Of my ears,
As my dear mother
With her soft hands
Taps me gently
While in a sleep.
Lord’s splendor
Spreads out the sky
Golden simmer recur
To give us joy.
Tranquil times
Spread their shoots
Make some chimes
And some distant hoots.
Houses lonely
Stand far away
Shrubs those only
In strong wind sway.
A barren rock
Much frayed away
A turkey cock
Sings in May.
Danced I daily,
Sang I gaily
I knew not why
Now I feel shy
To dance and sing
To play on a string.
16.Leave Me Alone
21.Two Worlds
When two worlds meet
They cannot be separate
But become one universe
As ink and water.
You and I _ the two worlds;
You cannot establish relations_
Relations, mere conveniences
Or sticky labels or brands
That glitter like cheap tinkers.
Do you want showy glitter
Or some real substance?
We are not simply impulse-traders
Like many husbands and wives;
We are rather love-suppliers
Without profit-loss considerations_
We do not calculate exchanges:
We exist not simply to exchange
Though the world is that stock market
Where people measure things
And then exchange as traders.
Are we traders or donors?
Oh, don’t care for this world_
The biggest, most vicious business house.
Dear ones do not trade but give.
We are the bees in one beehive
That daily hum together
And sing their common song.
22.Dignified Statue
O dignified black statue!
Whose body beautifully mobile
And eyes crystal clear:
Your glance so bewitching;
Your voice so sweet,
And the tone ringing
Make me feel glad.
O lady beloved, loving lass
Whom to love deep and broad
I’d relinquish everything
And anyone between us.
That pardah should be no barrier
Nor bonds of moribund morality
Nor even underclothes:
We will stick to each other
Rubbing so slowly & silently
To that point of ecstasy
Which none has attained.
But oh sweet lady…
Would you consent the union_
The merge of our beings
Into that zygote there
Where another one so sweet
Would come into being?
Tell me, tell me O dear
I’m so eager, so impatient
To move to that paradise
Where none would disturb us
Nor appose, nor threaten.
25.Kirangatha
26.Look At My Heart
Look at my heart you boy,
Look at my heart you girl…/refrain/
I’m alone, how to atone
For all that I’ve lost,
I’m so sad, others are glad
With all their souls
How can I stand their alone
And all my loss their bemoan
I’m alone, how to atone
For all that I’ve lost…/refrain/
My love, there alone
What can I now do?
I don’t know, which kind of show
My life can show.
How can I cry there alone
And all my loss there bemoan?
I’m alone…./refrain/
Listen to me O Love!
Don’t deny, don’t defy;
You’re my great great love…/refrain/
My hazel-eyed
My bashful child
Don’t turn your
That glad good face…/refrain/
No one can say no
That you’re pretty Dove
Don’t be so afraid
You my little maid…/refrain/
30.O Dame
O dame,
Why this silence?
O dame, why indifference?
Your eyes that I see
Those will talk to me…/refrain/
Your shyness you display
One my love’s littlebay
Shyness, shyness
I can see
Bashfulness that you decree;
I know it so long
Would drag me and then hang.
Silence, silence
That you speak,
Ardently I here thus squeak
I know that you neglect
And don’t introspect…/refrain/