Flying thoughts

WAITING...WAITING ...WAITING ...losing my patients..making me think again and again..why does the value decreases with time...why its said we are the masters of our fate but yet time leads our way..through the curves of life why i can't balance the car of my life..why the race seems to be never ending, yet people say there are several moment in each seconds if we count..why the reach seems to be unapproachable when ever i think i m on my way..suddenly why i get sacred thinking of the future i m gonna face..many questions seem to strike in my mind while counting stars and staring at moon...bt when i close my eyes as if my whole world changes..the cool breeze make my thoughts fly with my hair...thinking there is some one above all waiting for me as well to take some time in his remembrance.. when life makes u drag down to ur knees that is the perfect position to true heartedly pray.....my lord ..my almighty..has only 3 things to say between my complaints ...1. yes...2. not now...3. i have better plans for u dear....always ready to give above my desires..bt it is the time which makes be anxious..bt the un heard words of wisdom sticks to my mind as if some one has wispered making his presence silently through his way....making me keep calm and quite , making me think once again to invest time on myself a little .. the flush of running blood through out nerves beating for several things..more money, more esteem, more power, more returns...leaving the process being involved more in the rewards i would gain ..bt i forget that the process itself is a research its a true learning curve ..life is a like a book but its up to us either to analyse and step to the next.. or read the same page for the rest of ur life ..there is no such bad experience ..there is always a lesson to be learnt and believe me..life is a tough teacher with high tution fee..as the cost is our experience which cannot be erased...wise people always say to learn from some one else mistake,bt i say to make mistake ..to learn,to grow, to act foolish, to reval the unknown..dont follow other methods..its outdated..create ur own self..put ur self on trial..move, run ,play..not with fellings mind it... bt with life..its fun..to be some one whom u admire bt never lose ur sight from ur self ..remember no one can be like u..each person is precious not only unique with finger prints and puplis...bt with personality, thoughts, perceptions and attitude..is easy to say be different..and think different..we are not steve jobs...bt one of a kind..the genious lies within deep rooted...some act on situation ,some by luck , some through admiration and some through a burning desire .. Thoughts are the core areas which needs to be controlled its like an light house which can guide u to the destination or make u lose ur vision...remember a captain without a ship is likely to sink..as the huge waves are dying to harass, criticize and let the weight fall beneath their feet..bt to change directions as per light house i.e being adaptable need to be envisaged... The unending journey suddenly seems to come close when u find a purpose to be alive..that fills ur heart ur passion giving the sense of fullfillment..within mind. body and soul..live for ur self ,stand for ur thoughts as the person who doesnt always sits and compromises for the rest of their life..it takes a little to be truthful to ur self.. there is no two side mirror..belive ur actions ur thoughts ,ur belief.. never criticise ur past, failures do that..appreciate that u are alive to create the better version of ur self till ur contract of lease gets expired with god and the angles get ur soul on possesion..and we will meet in the judgement day.....till date let peace be with in u and ur companion ..always..