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,=> )6?, >@%I,IN: 0ha-ter in the entire Bible is the 23th 0ha-ter o7 A0ts.. . and i7 (ou don9t belie#e it$ tr( it< It9s eA0iting be0ause it9s the 0ha-ter that (ou and I are -ri#ileged to 5rite. ?o don9t tr( 7inding it in the Bible$ be0ause it9s not 0o/-lete (et$ but do tr( 5riting (our share o7 this ne5 0ha-ter. I li1e the shortest #erse in the Bible. )an( -eo-le thin1 it9s the #erse 5hi0h sa(sB 'Cesus 5e-t$* but in /( #ersion$ the shortest #erse has Dust one 5ord$ and that is the 5ord ':o.* !eo-le tell /e there9s /ore to the #erse than Dust that one 5ord$ but i7 there is$ the 7irst 5ord sa(s so /u0h to /e that I ha#en9t read the rest o7 it$ but ha#e onl( obe(ed the 0o//and gi#en in the 7irst 5ord o7 that :reat %o//ission. ?o/eho5 or other I9/ on a s-iritual 0loud or a /ountainto- /ost o7 the ti/e. And I ho-e that 7ro/ this boo1 (ou /ight learn a little o7 the reason 5h( I sta( on the /ountainto-. EAnd it isn9t be0ause /( o5n li7e doesn9t ha#e -roble/s$ either.F Follo5ing that one little 5ord ':o* has led /e into so/e o7 the /ost 7antasti0 situations$ but belie#ing that '5here#er I go$ :od goes 5ith /e$
and that /a1es /e a /aDorit(* lets /e 0o/e out on to- and has gi#en /e an eA0iting$ ad#entureso/e li7e I 5ouldn9t trade 5ith an(one. I ha#e heard -robabl( e#er( eA0use in the boo1 as to 5h( -eo-le 0an9t 5itness$ and i7 (ou ha#e /ade an( o7 the/$ be -re-ared to ha#e a 1ni7e stu01 in (ou through the -ages o7 this boo1 Eor thro5 the boo1 a5a( right no5F$ be0ause that9s -robabl( 5hat I9ll do Ein a %hristian 5a($ o7 0ourseF. I9#e read the Bible 7or5ard$ ba015ard$ u-side do5n$ and I 0an9t 7ind an(thing in it 5hi0h gi#es an( -h(si0al s-e0i7i0ations 7or being a 5itness 7or %hrist. I 0an9t 7ind an(thing in the Bible 5hi0h sa(s (ou ha#e to be beauti7ul$ (oung$ edu0ated$ -ossessed o7 great gi7ts o7 orator($ or an( other attribute to obe( the :reat %o//ission. %hrist didn9t tell /e I had to be a '1no01.out* Eit9s a good thingF. =e didn9t tell /e I had to be the greatest theologian in the 5orld Ethat9s a good thing$ tooF. =e didn9t tell /e I had to be the s/artest -erson In the 5orld Eand that9s reall( a good thingF. =e didn9t tell /e I had to be the 0le#erest -erson in the 5orld E=e /ust ha#e 1no5n I9d 0o/e along and hear his 0allF. But he #er( si/-l( said to /e$ ':o tell e#er(bod(.* =e didn9t sa( I had to be a real genius and 7igure out all 1inds o7 s0he/es and 5a(s to be able to tal1 to -eo-leG he Dust said in great lo#e to 'tell e#er(bod(.* And 5hat do I tell e#er(bod(? Cust the #er( si/-le stor( o7 Cesus. =ere is a /an 5ho li#ed su0h a -er7e0tl( si/-le$ un0o/-li0ated li7e$ and 5hose onl( 0lai/ to 7a/e 5as the 'greatest stor( e#er told.* =ere is a /an 5ho died 7or -eo-le li1e (ou
and /e$ a /an 5ho ga#e his li7e in a horrible$ agoniHing death that (ou and I /ight be sa#ed 7ro/ sin and ha#e eternal li7e. I7 he 5as 5illing to do this 7or us$ 5h( don9t 5e all do Dust one lit. tie thing 7or hi/B 'go tell e#er(bod(*? =e -ro/ised us an 'abundant* li7e$ and ho5 0an 5e eA-e0t to 0lai/ his -ro/ise i7 5e don9t do the one little thing he as1s us to do? I hear -eo-le tal1 about their ne5 0arsB ho5 /an( 0olors the( 0o/e inG ho5 /an( /iles the tires are guaranteed 7orG ho5 /an( gadgets are on the 0arG ho5 long the 0ar 5ill lastG ho5 0o/7ortable it isG ho5 /u0h it 0osts$ or ho5 little Enot toda( the( don9tFG and I 5onder 5h( the( 0an9t tal1 in the sa/e 5a( about so/ething 7ar /ore eA0iting than a 0ar. I7 (ou 5ill thin1 about %hrist as a 0ar$ this is 5hat (ou /ight 0o/e u- 5ithB a 'ne5* 0ar ; %hrist is ne5 to an(one 5ho hasn9t heard the gos-el and he9s ne5 to /e e#er( da( be0ause o7 the things he re#eals to /e dail( sin0e he ga#e /e a 'ne5* li7e. And tal1 about power/ You don9t e#en 1no5 5hat -o5er is until (ou 1no5 the -o5er o7 the =ol( ?-irit. =o5 7ast 0an (ou go? 6nl( as 7ast or as slo5 as (ou 5ant to go be0ause %hrist ne#er 7or0es hi/sel7 u-on (ou. =o5 /an( 0olors? %hrist isn9t reser#ed 7or an( one 0olor. =e belongs to all. =o5 /an( /iles is he guaranteed 7or? =e9s guaranteed 7or a li7eti/e$ not Dust 7or a 7e5 /iles. =o5 /an( gadgets are on the 0ar? Well$ 7igure gadgets as blessings$ and see ho5 /an( %hrist 0an gi#e (ou. =o5 long 5ill %hrist last? For all eternit(. =o5 /u0h does %hrist 0ost? =e9s a 7ree gi7t ; no -a(/ents to /a1e$ no taAes to -a($ no
/ortgages to 5orr( about$ but an eA0iting gi7t to enDo( through all eternit(. No5 isn9t that a lot /ore eA0iting than tal1ing about a 0ar? And I hear 5o/en s5a--ing re0i-es$ dis0ussing the high -ri0e o7 7ood at the store$ and all sorts o7 things that /an( ti/es neither o7 the/ are interested in dis0ussing$ but it9s 'so/ething to tal1 about.* And (et thin1 ho5 /u0h /ore 7un it is to s5a- re0i-es on ho5 to lead so/eone to a -ersonal relationshi- 5ith %hrist. ,hin1 o7 the lo5 0ost o7 sa#ing so/eone9s soul$ be0ause o7 the high -ri0e that ?o/eone -aid 7or us. ?o /an( -eo-le 5ho hang on the brin1 o7 %hristianit($ do so be0ause the(9re a7raid to tr( gi#ing %hrist a5a($ and (et this 5ill bring a Do( that nothing else 0an. ,here is a little se0ret$ though$ and be7ore I tell (ou about the di77erent 1inds o7 5itnessing$ I 5ant to as1 (ou one Iuestion. o )ou reall( 1no5 %hrist? EWell$ there 5ent that 1ni7e<F I7 (ou9re not sure$ then here9s (our se0ond 0han0e to thro5 the boo1 a5a(. I7 (ou9re still hanging on$ then (our desire /ust be right$ but /a(be (ou need Dust a little hel-. All that :od 5ants 7ro/ /e is to be able to use /e as an instru/ent 7or his 5or1. ,his 5as -robabl( the /ost di77i0ult thing 7or /e to learn as an o#erHealous$ stu-id$ ne5 %hristian. I reall( 5anted to go out and turn the 5hole 5orld u-side do5n 7or %hrist$ all b( /(sel7. And I 7ound out that I surel( 0ouldn9t do it all b( /(sel7$ but that i7 I 5ould Dust relaA a little /ore and be tuned in on station :6 all the ti/e$ he 5ould use /e in a 7abulous 5a(.
,he =ol( ?-irit is the se0ret o7 5itnessing$ and I ho-e (ou don9t get tra--ed b( -eo-le sa(ing 'su00ess7ul 5itnessing.* "et /e assure (ou that an( sin0ere 5itnessing is 'su00ess7ul$* be0ause %hrist Dust 0o//anded us to so5 the seeds$ and 5e /ust re/e/ber there is nothin! 5e 0an do to add an(one to :od9s 1ingdo/. ,hat9s a -ri#ilege he reser#es 7or hi/sel7. id (ou e#er see a tiger rug? You 1no5$ the 1ind that lies on the 7loor 7latter than a -an0a1e but 5ith /outh 5ide o-en and teeth sho5ing? ,hat9s 5hat I 7eel li1e e#er( ti/e I9#e tried to go out 5itnessing on /( o5n. I 7all so 7lat on /( 7a0e it9s re#olting$ and I 7eel eAa0tl( li1e the tiger rug loo1s s-read out all o#er the 7loor. It9s eas( to 5itness$ a0tuall($ i7 (ou9ll Dust 'go along 7or the ride.* Kee-ing (oursel7 sub/erged and letting :od use (ou 0an /a1e it reall( eas( 7or (ou$ and reall( eA0iting as 5ell$ and 5hat a blessing an instru/ent o7 :od 0an be to so/eone else. WarningB ?e0ond Kni7ing 0o/ing u-< I7 (ou9re still 5ith /e$ as1 (oursel7 honestl(B 'A/ I 7illed 5ith the =ol( ?-irit?* Are (ou sure? I7 not$ 0lai/ the -ro/ise o7 %hrist and as1 to be 7illed 5ith the =ol( ?-irit ri!ht now/ And I ho-e (ou9ll sa( 'than1 (ou.* !eo-le o7ten thin1 the uni#erse 5ill 0olla-se 5hen the(9re 7illed 5ith the =ol( ?-irit$ the thunder 5ill roll$ the lightning 5ill stri1e$ and 5hen the( don9t hear an( o7 this the( thin1 the(9re not 7illed 5ith the =ol( ?-irit. But %hrist doesn9t lie and he 7ul7ills his -ro/ises toda( Dust as he al5a(s has$ so as1 hi/ to 7ill (ou... and he 5ill< Cust that si/-le< But don9t be 'sa#ed and san0ti7ied* 7or siAt( (ears
and then sa( the onl( thing the "ord e#er ga#e (ou 5as arthritis< E6ne lad( did sa( that.F I7 (ou9#e sur#i#ed the t5o 1ni7ings to date$ I9d Dust li1e to tell (ou that so/e o7 the in0idents I9ll be sharing 5ith (ou in this boo1 are su00ess7ul$ so/e o7 (ou /a( thin1 so/e o7 the/ are not$ but regardless o7 the out0o/e I ha#e done 5hat %hrist 0o//andedB I ha#e 'gone.* )ar1 12B38$ 31 sa(sB 'and (ou shall lo#e the "ord (our :od 5ith all (our heart$ and 5ith all (our soul$ and 5ith all (our /ind$ and 5ith all (our strength.9 ,he se0ond is this$ You shall lo#e (our neighbor as (oursel7.9 ,here is no other 0o//and/ent greater than these.* I7 (ou reall( sto- to anal(He these t5o #erses (ou 1no5 that Cesus said 5e ha#e to lo#e :od 5ith e#er(thing 5e -ossess. I7 5e lo#e :od this 5a($ 5hat 0an 5e do other than 5hat he 5ants us to do? Be0ause 5hen 5e lo#e so/eone$ don9t 5e do e#er(thing 5e 0an to -lease that one? Je/e/ber 5hen (ou 7ell in lo#e? I7 (ou9re a /an$ I 0an i/agine all the things (ou did to -lease (our lo#ed one. You -robabl( brought her a red rose as a ro/anti0 gestureG (ou -robabl( 5rote her -oetr(G (ou -robabl( 5ould ha#e stood on (our head i7 she had as1ed (ou< In other 5ords$ (ou did e#er(thing in (our -o5er to -lease her be0ause (ou lo#ed her. I7 (ou9re a 5o/an$ (ou -robabl( learned all the 7e/ale tri01s he enDo(ed$ and used the/ all on hi/. EI 1no5$ be0ause I did$ too.F idn9t (ou do all the things (ou 0ould thin1 o7 to -lease hi/ be0ause (ou 5ere sooooo in lo#e? ,hat9s all that :od as1s out o7
usB enough lo#e to ha#e a desire to -lease hi/ and do his 5ill. ,hin1 o7 #erse 31B 'You shall lo#e (our neighbor as (oursel7.* ?u--ose (ou ha#e an un0hristian neighbor. i7 he died tonight$ 5here 5ould he be? You 1no5 the. ans5er$ don9t (ou? =e9d be in hell< No5 i7 (ou lo#e hi/ as (oursel7$ that /eans (ou 5ant to go to hell$ toot ,hin1 about all the -eo-le (ou 0a/e in 0onta0t 5ith toda( ; do (ou honestl( lo#e the/ as (oursel7? I7 the lo#e o7 :od shines through (ou$ ho5 0ould (ou e#er not 5ant to share the eA0iting stor( o7 Cesus %hrist? I7 (ou reall( 5ant so/ething to /a1e (ou thin1$ /a1e u- a little 0hart and at the to-ut t5o headings$ '?a#ed* and '"ost$* and then underneath the/ 5rite the na/es o7 all (our )ends and lo#ed ones and -ut a 0he01 /ar1 in the 0olu/n 5hi0h (ou thin1 a--lies to ea0h o7 the/. oes it bother (ou 5hen (ou -ut a 0he01 /ar1 under '"ost*? It ought to< All right$ 5here do 5e go 7ro/ here? !ra($ and I /ean reall( -ra( 5ith (our heart and soul$ as1ing :od to use (ou and gi#e (ou 0ourage$ be0ause until (ou9#e reall( gotten o#er that 7irst hurdle$ (ou 0an reall( be s0ared. !ra(er is reall( a 7abulous thing 5hen (ou -ra( in 7aith$ belie#ing< ,he 7irst ti/e I e#er 5ent 5itnessing I 5as s0ared s-ee0hless Eand 7or /e that9s a neat tri01F. >d WaAer o7 %a/-us %rusade 7or %hrist introdu0ed /e to the 'Four ?-iritual "a5s* 5hi0h are re-rodu0ed 5ith the -er/ission o7 %a/-us %rusade 7or %hristG and i7 (ou 0an9t do an(thing
else$ (ou 0an Dust read 5ord 7or 5ord 5hat it sa(s on the -ages o7 the boo1let. And i7 (ou9re s0ared$ don9t 5orr(< I 5as so s0ared the 7irst ti/e I 5ent out to 5itness I al/ost be0a/e unglued. I -ra(ed so hard that no one 5ould be ho/e. I -ra(ed e#er( ridi0ulous -ra(er in the 5orld$ and (et I obe(ed %hrist9s 0o//and to ':6* regardless o7 ho5 7rightened I 5as. =e honored /( obedien0e and ga#e /e one o7 the /ost eA0iting da(s o7 /( li7e and started /e on the /ost eA0iting thing in the %hristian li7eB 5itnessing< %o/e 5ith /e$ 5on9t (ou$ as I ta1e (ou on so/e 5itnessing ad#entures 5ith /e. And 5itnessing is al5a(s an ad#enture< I thin1 I /ust ha#e e#en -ra(ed that I 5ould get si01. Cust as there are -h(si0al la5s that go#ern the -h(si0al uni#erse$ so there are s-iritual Ca5$ 5hi0h go#ern (our relationshi- 5ith :od. LAW ONE :6 "6K>? Y6U$ AN =A? A W6N >JFU" !"AN F6J Y6UJ "IF>$
E?0ri-ture re7eren0es 0ontained In this boo1let should be read In 0onteAt 7ro/ the Bible 5here#er -ossible.F
Gods Love Cohn 3B1& 'For :od so lo#ed the 5orld$ that =e ga#e =is onl( begotten ?on$ that 5hosoe#er belie#eth In =i/ should not -erish$ but ha#e e#erlasting li7e.* Gods Plan
Cohn 18B18& E%hrist s-ea1ingF 'I a/ 0o/e that the( /ight ha#e li7e$ and that the( /ight ha#e It /ore abundantl(* EA 7ull and /eaning7ul li7eF. Wh( Is It that /ost -eo-le are not eA-erien0ing the abundant li7e? Because LAW TWO )AN I? ?INFU" AN ?>!AJA,> FJ6) :6 $ ,=U? => %ANN6, KN6W AN >@!>JI>N%> :6 9? "6K> AN !"AN F6J =I? "IF>.
E)an Is 0ontinuall( tr(ing to rea0h :od and the abundant li7e through his o5n e77orts$ ethi0s$ -hiloso-h($ et0.F
Man Is Sinful Jo/ans 323 'For all ha#e sinned and 0o/e short o7 the glor( o7 :od.*
E?in Is an attitude o7 indi77eren0e to :od$ and is 0hara0teriHed b( an attitude o7 a0ti#e or -assi#e rebellion.F
Man Is Separated Jo/ans &B23 'For the 5ages o7 sin is death...* E)an 5as 0reated to ha#e 7ello5shi- 5ith :od$ but be0ause o7 his o5n stubborn sel7.
5ill$ /an 0hose to go his o5n In. de-endent 5a( and 7ello5shi- 5ith :od 5as bro1en.F T e T ird La! "ives us t e onl# ans!er to t is dile$$a% LAW T&'EE C>?U? %=JI?, I? :6 9? 6N"Y !J6KI?I6N F6J )AN? ?IN. ,=J6U:= =I) Y6U %AN KN6W :6 9? "6K> AN !"AN F6J Y6UJ "IF>. Jo/ans 2B4 'But :od -ro#es =is lo#e 7or us$ in that 5hile 5e 5ere (et sinners$ %hrist died 7or us.* Cohn 14B& 'Cesus saith unto hi/$ I a/ the 5a($ the truth$ and the li7eB no /an 0o/eth unto the Father$ but b( /e.* 2 %orinthians 2B21 'For =e E:odF bath /ade =i/ E%hristF to be sin 7or us$ 5ho E%hristF 1ne5 no sinB that 5e /ight be /ade the righteousness o7 :od In =i/.* It is not enou" to (no! t ese t ree la!s or even to )elieve t e$%% LAW *O+' W> )U?, J>%>IK> C>?U? %=JI?, A? ?AKI6J AN "6J BY !>J?6NA" INKI,A,I6N.
We 0an 1ee- our 7inite sel7 on the throne 5ith %hrist outside o7 our li7e. With interest 0ontrolled b( sel7 5e 5ill ha#e dis0ord and 7rustration. 6r 5e 0an -ut %hrist in the 0enter o7 our li7e 5ith our interest under 0ontrol o7 In7inite :od$ resulting In har/on( and -ur-ose. &OW TO 'ECEI,E C&'IST- EJead Cohn 3B14F Cohn 1B12 'But as /an( as re0ei#ed =i/$ to the/ ga#e =e -o5er to be0o/e the ?ons o7 :od$ e#en to the/ that belie#e In =is na/e.* PE'SONAL IN,ITATION Je#elation 3B28 E%hrist >s s-ea1ingF 'Behold I stand at the door and 1no01B I7 an( /an hear /( #oi0e$ and o-en the door$ I 5ill 0o/e In to hi/ . ..' 'Je0ei#ing* %hrist In#ol#es 0o//it/ent o7 the total -erson.. Intelle0t$ e/otion and 5ill. E,he 0hange 5hi0h 7ollo5s this Initial a0t /a( be sudden or gradual a00ording to one9s -ersonalit(.F Is there an( good reason 5h( (ou 5ouldn9t li1e to re0ei#e %hrist right no5?
!rinted b( -er/ission. %o-(right %a/-us %rusade 7or %hrist$ In0.$ 13&2. )t rights reser#ed. !ublished si/ultaneousl( in %anada. )anu7a0tured in the U.?.
o (ou J>)>)B>J the 7irst ti/e (ou heard the 5ord '5itness* used in 0hur0h? I do. I re/e/ber thin1ing there /ust ha#e been an a00ident or so/ething and so/eone needed so/e 5itnesses. I 5asn9t going to get in#ol#ed in an( 1ind o7 la5suit or an(thing li1e that no siree< It 5as /( 7irst ti/e attending the e#ening ser#i0e o7 /( 0hur0h and the -astor as1ed 7or a 'testi/on(* and I 1ne5 i//ediatel( the( 5ere in#ol#ed in so/e 1ind o7 legal hassle 5here the( needed 5itnesses to testi7(. I thought it /ust be so/ething a57ul be0ause it see/ed li1e nobod( 5anted to s-ea1$ but 7inall( a 5o/an got u- and /ade a #er( si/-le state/ent$ 'I 5ant to than1 the "ord 7or sa#ing /( soul<* And then she sat do5n$ and I 5ondered 5hat 1ind o7 5itness this 5as$ and (et I thin1 toda( 5hat an eA0iting 5itness she 5as. ?he 5as an elderl( lad($ had been a %hristian /an($ /an( (ears through trials and tribulations. ?he lo#ed Cesus 5ith a -assion and a 7aith7ulness 7ound in 7e5 -eo-le toda(. When I /et her she 5as
no longer 'a0ti#e* in 0hur0h be0ause she 5as -h(si0all( unable$ but she -la(ed a great -art in our 0hur0h9s gro5th 7or Dust one si/-le little 7a0t. I9ll al5a(s re/e/ber her as an eA0iting 5itness 7or %hrist be0ause she 5as 'al5a(s there.* I7 it 5as ?unda( s0hool$ )ollie 5as there. I7 it 5as /orning 5orshi-$ )ollie 5as there. I7 it 5as e#ening 5orshi-$ )ollie 5as there. I7 it 5as a business /eeting$ )ollie 5as there. I7 it 5as a 0hur0h -i0ni0$ )ollie 5as there. I7 it 5as a 0hur0h -la($ )ollie 5as there. And as I began attending all the 0hur0h ser#i0es /(sel7$ a7ter su0h an eA0iting introdu0tion to %hrist$ I 7ound /(sel7 loo1ing 7or her$ and 5hen I sa5 )ollie in her 7a/iliar -la0e$ there 5as a 0al/ 7eeling that all 5as right 5ith the 5orld and the ser#i0e 0ould begin. I 5asn9t -ri#ileged to 1no5 her reall( 5ell$ and I 5asn9t -ri#ileged to 1no5 her 5hen she 5as 'a0ti#e* in the 0hur0h$ but I 5as -ri#ileged to see the 0ontribution she /ade b( Dust 'being there.* I loo1ed u- the 5ord '5itness* in Webster9s di0tionar( and as a noun$ the 7ollo5ing de7inition is gi#enB 'testi/on(G attestation o7 a 7a0t or e#entG e#iden0eG a -erson 5ho sa5$ or 5ho 0an gi#e a 7irsthand a00ount o7$ so/ethingG . . . so/ething -ro#iding or ser#ing as e#iden0eG to bear 5itnessG to be$ or gi#e e#iden0e.* )ollie reall( -ro#ed the de7inition to be a real 7a0t be0ause her #er( -resen0e 5as 'attestation o7 a 7a0t or e#entG e#iden0e.* Inso7ar as being a '-erson 5ho sa5$ or 5ho 0an gi#e a 7irsthand a00ount o7$ so/ething$* she 0ertainl( 5as able to gi#e a
7irsthand a00ount o7 1no5ing %hrist in a -ersonal 5a(G 'so/ething -ro#iding or ser#ing as e#iden0e*G she 0ertainl( ser#ed as e#iden0e be0ause she 5as 'there*G 'to be$ or gi#e e#iden0e$* )ollie not onl( 5as e#iden0e$ she ga#e e#iden0e. ?he ga#e e#iden0e that %hrist 0a/e 7irst in her li7e$ be0ause she ne#er -ut an(thing else in 7ront o7 hi/. A 7e5 (ears ago I /ight not ha#e been able to understand )ollie9s being a 5itness$ but toda( I 0an see she 5as a #er( s-e0ial 1ind o7 5itness. THE ROBOT WITNESS I/ going to tr( and share 5ith (ou all the -ossible and i/-ossible 1inds o7 5itnessing I 0an thin1 o7 in the ho-e that so/e5here along the line (ou 5ill 7ind the ni0he 5here (ou belong as a 5itness. Not #er( long ago$ Al-haL6/ega$ the %hristian Youth )o#e/ent I started in 13&&$ 5as out on one o7 the bea0hes in )ia/i sharing the eA0ite/ent o7 %hrist 5ith other -eo-le on the bea0h. )( 0hur0h had loaned a bus 7or the (oung -eo-le to go out in. And it is one o7 the usual 0hur0h /onstrositiesB -ainted that horrible (ello5 5ith the na/e e/blaHoned in big ; bold. ; bla01 letters on the sideB %=UJ%=. ?o/eho5 it see/s to /e that 7e5 0hur0hes 0an a77ord strea/lined$ /ode/ buses -ainted a luAurious -ale blue 5ith lots o7 shin( 0hro/e$ and all 1inds o7 air 0onditioning$ auto/ati0 5indo5s$ and su0h. )ost see/ to go the hard route and ad#ertise %hrist in a 5orn out '0hug.0hug* t(-e o7 thing that -u77s and -ants 5hene#er there is the slightest in0line$ and the 1ind o7 thing 5here (ou9d
better -ra( there9s a 0hiro-ra0tor in the 0ongregation E!," 5e ha#e one in oursF . . . so he 0an get the 1in1s out o7 (our ba01 5hen (ou get ba01 Ei7 (ou get ba01F. And things al5a(s ha--en$ li1e the night the 0lut0h 7ell out on the high5a(. %an (ou i/agine the eA0iting '5itness* 5e 5ere 5ith a busload o7 teen. age 1ids and the 0lut0h l(ing on the high5a(? Well$ I had ne#er thought o7 an( 0hur0h bus as being a #er( eA0iting 5itness 7or %hrist. ,he( s5a( and tidangerousl( 5ith re01less abandon as the( 0arr( singing teen.agers on Daunts 7or Cesus. ,hen 0a/e the da( the 1ids returned and told /e ho5 our 0hur0h bus had '5itnessed.* It see/s that 5hen the( got to the bea0h the grou- had s-lit u- into t5o9s and three9s to sear0h out indi#iduals 5ho needed %hrist. A tea/ 0a/e u-on a lad( 5ho 5as sitting in the sand and 5ho loo1ed li1e she 5as either digging 0astles in the sand or bur(ing so/ething< ,he( started tal1ing to her$ and be7ore long she ad/itted to a great need in her li7e to 1no5 %hrist better. As the( introdu0ed her to Cesus %hrist$ she a00e-ted and then told so/ething reall( interesting. ?he said she had been sitting there drin1ing beer and 5hen she sa5 the bus dri#e u- 5ith the na/e o7 the 0hur0h -lastered all o#er it she 5as asha/ed to be drin1ing$ so she started bur(ing her beer 0ans in the sand< ?ee 5hat an e77e0ti#e 5itness our bus is? ?he isn9t -rett($ she has an a57ul 7igure$ her noise is terrible$ her 0oloring is horrible$ and she 0an9t e#en
tal1$ but I9ll al5a(s lo#e her 5ith great a77e0tion 7ro/ no5 on be0ause :od 5as able to use her in an interesting 5a(. THE REAL IMITATION 6ne ?aturda( as I 5as ra0ing through 5or1 tr(ing to get the end.o7.the.5ee1 routine things done so I 0ould get ho/e and -re-are 7or ?unda($ /( tele-hone rang. Ans5ering it$ I 5as disturbed to hear /( teen.age daughter sobbing h(steri0all( on the other end o7 the -hone. I -ushed the -ani0 button$ as all /others do$ and said$ '=one($ are (ou hurt?* ?he onl( sobbed louder 5hen I said this$ and I 0ouldn9t get an( 1ind o7 an ans5er. )( /ind ra0ed /adl( to all sorts o7 things that 0ould ha#e ha--ened to her$ or to the dog$ or to the 0at$ or Dust an( o7 the things that /a1e a (oung girl9s li7e re#ol#e. And I 1e-t sa(ing$ ' id so/ething ha--en to the 0at? id so/ething ha--en to the dog? id (ou set 7ire to the 1it0hen? id (ou 7all do5n? id (ou brea1 so/ething?* It see/ed to /e I as1ed e#er(thing I 0ould thin1 o7 that 5ould 0ause this 0r(ing. And ea0h ti/e all I got 5as a h(steri0al sob 5hi0h I 7inall( de0ided had to be a .. No< I 7inall( got Iuite stern an said$ '?tothis 0r(ing right no5 and tell /e 5hat the trouble is<* ?he 7inall( blurted out$ 'I Dust read the Four ?-iritual "a5s to /( 7riend and she a00e-ted %hrist$ and I9/ Dust li1e (ou$ )otherG I had to 0r(<* And she bro1e out in tears again. We had been ha#ing a 'Wee1 o7 I/-a0t* at our 0hur0h$ as 5e rea0hed out to bring %hrist to
indi#iduals. And sin0e Coan had gone along 5ith /e to the -re-aration /eetings$ she had learned that an(one 0an read the Four ?-iritual "a5s and introdu0e so/eone to %hrist$ so she thought she9d i/itate the 5a( she had heard /e read the boo1let and do the sa/e thing. And be0ause I9/ e/otional and al5a(s in#ol#ed 5ith /( entire heart and soul$ u-on o00asion I ha#e 0ried 5ith a -erson 5ho has Dust re0ei#ed %hrist$ and so she de0ided it 5as the a00e-ted thing to do$ and she 0ried$ too< )( heart thrilled to 1no5 that a thirteen.(ear.old 5ho lo#ed %hrist 0ould be used to 5in so/eone to hi/$ and 5ould then 1no5 the Do( that onl( this 0an bring. I don9t i/-l( that bringing a -erson to %hrist is al5a(s so si/-le. But she is$ in /( boo1 a 'real* i/itation. Are (ou? THE NEGATIVE WITNESS In tr(ing to sho5 (ou Dust about e#er( 1ind o7 5itness (ou 0an -ossibl( be$ I ha#e to /ention the good old 'Negati#e* Witness. ,he da( that %hrist 0a/e into /( li7e he brought /e -ea0e$ Do($ ha--iness$ and a li7e that nothing else 0ould /at0h. In 0ase (ou didn9t read the testi/on( o7 /( o5n li7e as 5ritten in "od 1s Fabulous( let /e assure (ou there 5ere a lot o7 little 'short0o/ings* or 'sins* Ei7 (ou 5ant to 0all the/ thatF in /( li7e 5hi0h sli--ed do5n the drain 5hen %hrist 0a/e in. ,he other da( I thought about so/ething that hadn9t o00urred to /e in ages. ,hat 5as the 7a0t that in /( B.%. da(s I had Iuite a #o0abular( o7 5ords
5hi0h I used in a #er( interesting /anner. As a /atter o7 7a0t$ the 5ords /ust ha#e been #er($ #er( interesting$ be0ause I used the sa/e ones o#er and o#er again. No5 all I 0an sa( is I9/ sure the 5ords are still in /( #o0abular( so/e5here$ but the( 0ertainl( got buried along the line be0ause I ha#en9t heard the/ sin0e the da( I be0a/e a %hristian. =o5e#er$ /( -astor 5ho led /e to %hrist$ ne#er used a negati#e thought in introdu0ing /e to %hrist$ or I -robabl( 5ould ha#e run so 7ast in the other dire0tion he 5ould ha#e thought a tornado had Dust -assed hi/ u-. 6ne ti/e I heard so/eone sa( that 5hen (ou be0o/e a %hristian (ou ha#e to ta1e the ten things (ou like to do the most and stop doin! them( and then ta1e the ten things (ou hate doin! the most( and start doin! them. ,o /a1e /atters e#en 5orse$ (ou ha#e to -retend (ou en2o) doin! the thin!s )ou reall) hate. ,his to /e is the Negati#e Witness. And I 0an9t thin1 o7 an(one 5ho 0an run -eo-le in the o--osite dire0tion 7ro/ %hrist 7aster than the Negati#e Witness. =a#e (ou e#er listened to a '%hristian* 5ho saidB 'Bo($ 5hen (ou9re a %hristian$ (ou 0an9t s/o1e$ (ou 0an9t drin1$ (ou 0an9t dan0e$ (ou 0an9t go to -arties$ (ou 0an9t go to /o#ies$ (ou 0an9t do an(thing that9s 7un an(/oreG but (ou9re sa#ed<* Who 5ants an(thing the( '0an9t* do an(thing 5ith< Not /e< I re/e/ber one ti/e on a -lane I listened to a 5o/an tell /e she 5ould ne#er be0o/e a %hristian
be0ause so/eone had told her in addition to all the things listed abo#e$ she had to 5ash 7eet as 5ell< I 0an9t thin1 o7 an(thing /ore unin#iting to a non. %hristian than to be burdened 5ith gi#ing u- all the 5orldl( things the( enDo($ and then ha#ing to 5ash 7eet besides< As I loo1 at all the 5orldl( things listed abo#e$ it 0ertainl( see/s to /e I ha#en9t had ti/e to do an( o7 the/ 7or a long ti/e$ be0ause the(9#e all been re-la0ed 5ith a li7e that is 7ar /ore eA0iting and real than it e#er 5as 5hen I indulged in all o7 those things. But I 0an i/agine the distaste 5ith 5hi0h I 5ould ha#e #ie5ed an(one 5ho told /e about all the things I had to 'gi#e u-.$$ It has been beauti7ull( eA-ressed that %hrist doesn9t ta1e a5a( an(thing in (our li7eG he /erel( re-la0es it 5ith another lo#e. And this he 0ertainl( does< =e re-la0es e#er(thing 5ith a 7ar greater thing than he e#er re/o#es 7ro/ (our li7e. And 5hat he gi#es (ou brings 7ar greater -leasure than an( o7 the '5orldl(* things 0ould -ossibl( bring. Yet ho5 o7ten 5e run ahead o7 :od and 7orget to re/ind oursel#es that :od9s lo#e 5ill sho5 -eo-le the 1ind o7 li7e the( are to lead$ 7ar better than an( set o7 rules and regulations 5e 0an establish< ,he Negati#e Witness /a1es /e 5onder 5hat ha--ened to the Do( that %hrist -ro/ised$ and the abundant li7e he said 5as ours$ be0ause usuall( the Negati#e Witness 5ears a 7ro5n or a s0o5l and an 'I disa--ro#e o7 (ou* loo1. ,his t(-e o7 -erson doesn9t allo5 :od9s lo#e to shine through$ or e#en brea1 through a tin( little 0hin1$ be0ause he9s loo1ing 7or the 'no.no9s* to tell (ou about Dust so he
0an 7eel -ious. EI i/agine that9s 5hat he thin1s he 7eels li1e.F But I ho-e an(one 5ho reads this 5ill loo1 at his o5n %hristian 5itness and see i7 he belongs to the Negati#e Witness. As l 5rite this$ I thin1 o7 the /an 5ho 0arried a hea#( 0ross to %al#ar($ and 5hose nail.s0arred hands sho5 he died hanging on a 0ross to 5hi0h he 5as nailed. And %hrist did this 7or /e< =o5 0ould I -ossibl( be negati#e in an( 5a( 7or so/eone 5ho 5illingl( too1 on hi/sel7 the sins o7 all /an1ind that I /ight 1no5 eternal li7e? And :od lo#es us so /u0h that he allo5ed his ?on to die 7or us. =o5 0ould 5e e#er thin1 or /ention a negati#e thought o7 an( 1ind 5hen 5e thin1 o7 hi/? THE POSITIVE WITNESS >Iuall( as bad in /( o-inion is the '!ositi#e* WitnessB the one 5ho is al5a(s 'right.* ?in0e a 5itness is 'a -erson 5ho 0an gi#e a 7irsthand a00ount o7 so/ething$* surel( a 5itness 5ho 1no5s %hrist '7irsthand* 0an ne#er sho5 hi/ eA0e-t in great lo#e. oesn9t it 7riHHle (our ner#es to ha#e so/eone al5a(s assert hi/sel7 as being 188 -er0ent right? !aul sa(s it so beauti7ull( in >-hesians 4B12 5hen he sa(s 'But s-ea1ing the truth in lo#e. . . I ha#e 0ringed u-on o00asion 5hen I9#e heard so/eone 5ith a 'holier.than.thou* attitude tal1ing to a ne5 %hristian$ sa(ing$ 'I 1no5 (ou 0ouldn9t -ossibl( be a %hristian$ or (ou 5ouldn9t s/o1e$ drin1$* or 5hate#er the -erson9s -arti0ular 7iAation 5as at that /o/ent. ,his is a 0rushing blo5 to the ne5 %hristian 5ho is ha#ing -roble/s an(5a($ 5ithout ha#ing so/eone be so -ositi#e he9s not a %hristian. I7 (ou9re still 5ith /e$ great< on9t go a5a(.
I A"WAY? :>, a 1i01 out o7 -eo-le 5ho gi#e eA0uses 7or not 5itnessing and sharing the eA0iting ne5s o7 Cesus %hrist 5ith their 7riends and relati#es. And o7ten I ha#e been gi#en statisti0s about the ages 5hen -eo-le are /ost re0e-ti#e to a00e-ting %hrist as their ?a#ior. ?tatisti0s do bear out the 7a0t that e#er( %hristian should 0on0entrate on those 5ho are in their earl( teens. ,his is 5hen the ground is the /ost 7ertile$ the /ost re0e-ti#e$ and the /ost sear0hing. But 5hene#er I hear this I 5onder 5here I 5ould ha#e been toda( i7 so/eone had not realiHed that age is no barrier to :od. Be0o/ing a %hristian at the age o7 7ort(.eight or 7ort(.nine$ as I did$ 1no01s a loo- in /ost statisti0s and -ro#es that nothing is i/-ossible to :od. Je0entl( I attended a "a( Institute 7or >#angelis/ -ut on b( %a/-us %rusade 7or %hrist. I listened to a d(na/i0 %hristian$ =o5ard Ball$ tell about ho5 he$ too$ 5as obsessed 5ith 5itnessing a7ter he be0a/e a %hristian. And (et the thing that
/eant /ost to hi/ in li7e and the thing that he lo#ed /ost in li7e he 5as unable to 0o//uni0ate to his o5n 7ather. I heard hi/ tell ho5 he as an indi#idual had tried to -ersuade his dad to a00e-t %hrist. And ho5 he 7inall( realiHed he 5as not allo5ing :od9s lo#e to sho5 through hi/ and 0o//uni0ate 5ith his rather. And ho5 he 5as rel(ing on hi/sel7 and his desire to 5in another -erson to %hrist instead o7 allo5ing the =ol( ?-irit to 5or1 through hi/. ?uddenl( the =ol( ?-irit 0on#i0ted /e 0on0erning /( o5n belo#ed /other.in.la5. "et /e share 5ith (ou a little about /( /other. in.la5 Eand don9t 0ringe i7 (ou9re a /other.in.la5$ be0ause I ha#e onl( good to sa( about /( 7abulous /other.in.la5F. ?he9s a tin( little thing$ onl( 49 l8* tall$ but a real 5o/an o7 iron. ?he9s eight(.siA (ears o7 age at this 5riting$ still does her o5n house5or1$ and until the last (ear or t5o$ did her o5n (ard 5or1. ?he 5ashes and irons$ 1ee-s her house i//a0ulate$ /a1es s0ra-boo1s b( the Hillions$ ba1es ho/e/ade a--le 0a1es 7or us$ and leads a li7e that 5ould 1ill the ordinar( thirt(.(ear.old house5i7e. ?he 7inall( ga#e u- dri#ing at the ri-e old age o7 eight(.7i#e b( turning in her dri#er9s li0ense 5ith the distin0tion o7 ne#er ha#ing a tra77i0 ti01et. :rand/a Eas I9#e al5a(s 0alled herF is as inde-endent as the( 0o/e. ?he doesn9t intend 7or an(one to ha#e to ta1e 0are o7 her and she as1s no 7a#ors 7ro/ an(one. ?he re/e/bers e#er(one9s birthda($ ne#er 7orgets anni#ersaries.
?he ne#er has an( a0hes or -ains$ and she 0an9t stand an(one else 5ho has the/. 67 0ourse$ I9#e seen her 5hen it 5as ob#ious she 5as in -ain 7ro/ so/ething or other$ but she al5a(s 7lu77s it o77 5ith$ '6h$ it9s nothing ; Dust this dang9 old age$ but I9ll be all right to/orro5.* I 5anted to share this inti/ate In7or/ation about :rand/a 5ith (ou so (ou 5ould 1no5 she9s /ade o7 the 'sterner stu77* ; not a 5ish(.5ash( old 5o/an. ?he9ll ta1e Issue 5ith (ou on an( subDe0t$ -oliti0al or other5ise$ i7 she doesn9t agree 5ith (ou. And$ o7 0ourse$ as (ou 1no5$ indi#iduals 5ith .de7inite 0on#i0tions o7 their o5n are o7ten hard to 0on#in0e other5ise. =o5e#er$ 5hen the =ol( ?-irit 0on#i0ts /e$ there is no -ea0e in /( li7e until I ha#e ans5ered the 0all. As Interested as I 5as in the "a( Institute$ all I 0ould 7eel 5as the tugging at /( heart sa(ing$ 'What9s (our eA0use 7or :rand/a?* I had dis0ussed %hristianit( in a 7ainthearted sort o7 5a( 5ith :rand/a. Be0ause I ha#e su0h great res-e0t 7or her I didn9t 5ant to hurt her 7eelings b( disagreeing 5ith her. E67 0ourse$ a--arentl( I didn9t 0are 5hether she 5ent to hell or notG I Dust didn9t 5ant to hurt her 7eelings 5hile she 5as on this earth<F :rand/a had a trau/ati0 eA-erien0e 5ith '0hur0h* 5hen she 5as a #er( (oung girl. I reall( ha#e no idea ho5 0orre0t this in7or/ation is$ but I onl( 1no5 the stor( as she has told it to /e doHens o7 ti/es. It see/s that as a little girl she had gone to ?unda( s0hool Iuite o7ten. Ne#er an( one -arti0ular 0hur0h$ but #arious 0hur0hes at #arious ti/es. =er
7a/il( al5a(s 7elt '(ou 0an be Dust as good outside o7 a 0hur0h as inside be0ause that9s 5here the h(-o0rites are ; inside$* so there 5as Dust no need to attend 0hur0h regularl(. A7ter all$ i7 e#er(one li#ed as good a li7e as :rand/a9s 7a/il( did$ 'this entire 5orld 5ould be a lot better o77$ and an(5a($ alt the 0hur0h 5anted out o7 (ou 5as a lot o7 /one(.* When :od rea0hed do5n and reall( 'grabbed* /e 7or his 1ingdo/$ sharing this eA0ite/ent and lo#e 5ith others be0a/e the su-re/e desire o7 /( li7e. And (et 5hen I tal1ed 5ith :rand/a$ I 5ould al5a(s start o77 /ildl( 5ith one or t5o little 5ords$ and then she 5ould boo/ ba01 at /e$ 'No5 (ou let /e tell (ou 5hat9s 5rong 5ith 0hur0hes<* And then I 5ould sit there 7or the neAt hour and listen to her tell /e 5hat 5as 5rong 5ith 0hur0hes$ be. 0ause I didn9t 5ant to disagree 5ith her or 'hurt her 7eelings.* I o7ten 5onder ho5 :od /ust ha#e 7elt about /e during those ti/es When I deliberatel( held ba01 the truth so as not to anno( :rand/a. We al5a(s ended su0h dis0ussion 5ith her sa(ing$ 'And (ou Dust 5at0h out 7or those buHHards. All the(9re a7ter is (our /one( and the(9ll ta1e e#er( 0ent the( 0an get.* And then she9d add$ 'And I9ll tell (ou ho5 I 1no5. ,hese 7riends o7 /ine had a bab( 5ho died. ,he( 5ere destitute$ and had no /one( to -a( a -rea0her 7or a 7uneral ser#i0e or an(thing. But the( 5anted their bab( buried 7ro/ a 0hur0h$ and the underta1er too1 the little 0as1et there$ and the 0hur0h 5ouldn9t let hi/ bring the bod( in be0ause
the -arents didn9t ha#e an( /one(.* And then she9d s/ile and sa($ '?ee$ all the( 5ant is /one( out o7 -eo-le.* I9d tr( to /a1e so/e la/e eA0use that it does ta1e /one( to run 0hur0hes and 5e ha#e to understand that the -astor has to be -aid so that he and his 7a/il( 0an li#e$ and then this 5ould bring on another tirade about ho5 all the '-rea0hers* too1 the /one( and li#ed high$ 5ide$ and handso/e 5hile the -oor -eo-le star#ed tr(ing to gi#e the/ enough /one( to li#e on. Finall($ a7ter a 5hile$ I Dust Iuit arguing 5ith her at all$ and 7inall( /( #isits do5n there be0a/e 7urther and 7urther a-art be0ause I '1ne5* it 5as i/-ossible to tal1 to her about the lo#e o7 :od and (et I 0ouldn9t stand to sit there and hear her sa( things I 1ne5 5eren9t the truth. ,he tre/endous tugging on /( heart at the institute be0a/e a real -ounding as the =ol( ?-irit s-o1e louder and louder to /e 0on0erning :rand/a. And so I 1ne5 there 5as onl( one thing to do. At the inter/ission bet5een the s-ea1er and the 0lasses I le7t the 0hur0h. I had 5anted so badl( to sta( 7or the s/aller 0lasses$ but :od said ':o<* And ':6* I did< I al/ost ran out to /( 0ar obsessed 5ith but one idea. And that 5as the 7a0t that I had to o#erride an( obDe0tions :rand/a /ight ha#e 0on0erning %hrist ; no-e$ I 1ne5 I had to let :od9s =ol( ?-irit use /e that night as a 0hannel 7or the 5ords he 5anted s-o1en. I 5as about t5ent(.7i#e or thirt( /iles 7ro/ 5here :rand/a li#es$ and 5hile I do not -arti0ularl( enDo( night dri#ing$ nothing 0ould ha#e
1e-t /e 7ro/ her ho/e. And 7or the 7irst ti/e be7ore going to #isit her$ I did 5hat I should ha#e done all alongB I -ra(ed< And I -ra(ed< And I -ra(ed< U- until this night I had al5a(s negati#el( thought$ ',here9s no use in /( e#en tr(ing to tal1 to her.* But this night I -ra(ed 7ro/ the #er( de-ths o7 /( soul$ as1ing :od o#er and o#er to -re-are her heart$ and as1ing hi/ to use /e in 5hate#er 5a( ne0essar( to so5 the seeds that needed to be so5ed 5here :rand/a 5as 0on0erned. I thought o7 the #erse 5hi0h sa(s$ 'Wat0h and -ra($* and that9s 5hat I 5as doing. I 5as '5at0hing* the 0ars Hoo/ b( /e on U.?. No. 1 5hi0h is an eAtre/el( bus( high5a($ and '-ra(ing* /( heart out 7or the -re-aration o7 :rand/a9s heart. Be0ause e#er(thing I do$ I do 5ith /( heart and soul$ I 5as so 5ound u- 7ro/ the eAhilarating 0on#ersation 5ith :od that 5hen I got to :rand/a9s ho/e$ I 7elt li1e I had been 0ata-ulted 7ro/ /( 0ar as I o-ened the door. B( this ti/e it 5as ten o90lo01 at night$ but I 0ouldn9t ha#e 0ared less. All I 1ne5 5as that :od had s-o1en and that this 5as the night< :rand/a 5as so 0on0erned 5hen she sa5 5ho it 5as at that hour$ and naturall( thought so/ething 5as 5rong 5ith /( 0hildren. I assured her there 5as nothing 5rong 5ith /( 7a/il($ and that I 5as 7ine$ and there 5as nothing 5rong 5ith /e. But I also 1ne5 that :od had sent /e do5n there 7or one -ur-ose$ and that 5as not 7or ordinar( 0hit0hat$ so I blurted out$ ':rand/a$ do (ou 1no5 5h( I 0a/e do5n here tonight?* I didn9t e#en -ause. ?in0e I
had relinIuished /(sel7 to :od9s 5ill$ he too1 o#er 7or /e$ and this is 5hat ha--enedB I 0ontinued$ ':rand/a$ (ou9re eight(.siA (ears old$ and (ou9re as health( as 0an be$ but at (our age (ou 0ould die to/orro5$ and I lo#e (ou$ :rand/a$ and I don9t 5ant (ou to go to hell<* And then she said$ 'No5 let /e tell (ou 5hat9s 5rong 5ith 0hur0hes<* And do (ou 1no5 5hat I heard /(sel7 sa(? I said$ '6h$ no (ou don9t. No5 (ou listen to /e$ and I9ll tell (ou 5hat9s 5rong 5ith 0hur0hes$ and I ought to 1no5 be0ause I get in a lot /ore 0hur0hes than (ou do.* ,hen I 0ontinuedB 'But I9/ not here to tell (ou 5hat9s 5rong 5ith 0hur0hes tonight$ :rand/a$ I9/ onl( here to tell (ou the -lain truth about Cesus %hrist. I 5ant (ou to 1no5 that :od lo#es (ou$ :rand/a$ and e#en at (our age$ he has a -lan 7or (our li7e.* And then I told her ho5 I had been at the "a( Institute and ho5 I had heard this /an tell about his inabilit( to share the lo#e o7 his li7e 5ith his belo#ed dad$ and ho5 he bad 7inall( 5on hi/ to %hrist. I told :rand/a ho5 /u0h I lo#ed her$ and that the thought o7 her s-ending eternit( in hell 5as too /u0h 7or /e to bear. )oreo#er$ I told her that$ i7 she died and 5ent to hell$ her blood 5ould be on /( hands be0ause I had 7ailed to tell her the honest truth. And so I shared 5ith her the eA0iting stor( o7 ho5 :od lo#ed us so /u0h that he sent 'his onl( begotten ?on$ that 5hosoe#er belie#eth in hi/ should not -erish$ but ha#e e#erlasting li7e* ECohn 3B1&bF.
?o/eti/es it is i/-ossible 7or us to belie#e that so/eone 0ould ha#e li#ed a 5hole li7eti/e and ne#er heard the si/-le truth o7 the gos-el. And (et it9s true. I 5onder ho5 /an( ti/es this sa/e situation is re-eated right here in the United ?tates 5here 5e thin1 that e#er(one has heard the gos-el o#er and o#er again and (et ne#er on0e ha#e so/e heard it 0orre0tl( in all its si/-li0it( and lo#e. I re/inded :rand/a that :od lo#ed her so /u0h that he 5anted her to s-end eternit( 5ith hi/$ and 5hen 5e realiHe ho5 little ti/e 5e a0tuall( s-end on this earth in 0o/-arison 5ith eternit($ 5e realiHe that eternal li7e is 7ar /ore i/-ortant than te/-oral li7e. I brought out the Four ?-iritual "a5s boo1let$ 5hi0h is /( 7a#orite si/-li7ied 5a( o7 soul 5inning$ ga#e her a 0o-($ and as1ed her to read along 5ith /e as I 5ent through the #arious ste-s. When I got to the third la5 I #er( 0are7ull( 5ent into the stor( o7 Ni0ode/us$ and the ne0essit( o7 being born again Eor being born '7ro/ abo#e*F$ the ne0essit( 7or a s-iritual birthda( as 5ell as a -h(si0al birthda(. In other 5ords$ there 0o/es that ti/e 5hen (ou /ust /a1e the de0ision to a00e-t %hrist$ and this establishes (our s-iritual birthda(. Wat0hing her rebelliousness and 'let /e tell (ou 5hat9s 5rong 5ith 0hur0hes* attitude$ I sa5 her shoulders sti77en$ and I -ra(ed e#en harder as I read the la5s to her. And then I sa5 and 7elt the /ight( -o5er o7 :od again as I sa5 this eight(.siA.(ear. old 5o/an turn into a /ass o7 Dell( right in 7ront o7 /( e(es. I sa5 her shoulders dro-. I sa5 a loo1 in her e(es that I had ne#er seen be7ore. ,hen I sa5
her 7a0e light u-$ and I realiHed ho5 5e li/it :od /an( ti/es. Ker( si/-l( I said ':rand/a$ is there an( reason 5h( (ou don9t 5ant to a00e-t %hrist right no5?*... And she loo1ed at /e 5ith a -er7e0tl( beauti7ul angeli0 loo1 and said$ 'No$ =one($ there isn9t<* ,hen I said$ 'All right$ :rand/a$ on the neAt -age there9s a -ra(er o7 re-entan0e$ and be0ause the light isn9t so good$ and be0ause the -rint is little$ I9ll read it to (ou$ and (ou sa( it a7ter /e as (ou in#ite %hrist into (our li7e.* :rand/a grabbed /( 0o-( o7 the Four ?-iritual "a5s out o7 /( hand and said$ 'You9ll do no su0h thingG I9ll read the/ and -ra( /(sel7.* )( 0u- o7 Do( reall( o#er7lo5ed as I heard her as1 :od to 7orgi#e her and as she in#ited %hrist into her li7e. ,hen Msaid$ ':rand/a$ 5here is %hrist right no5?* ?he said$ 'In /( heart$ 5here do (ou thin1?* ,he =ol( ?-irit had done the Dob again< And the angels in hea#en reall( /ust ha#e reDoi0ed that night.
,=> >" >J"Y !A,I>N, had died ; a--arentl( o7 a heart atta01. But be0ause o7 an interesting /edi0al histor($ an auto-s( 5as /ade to deter/ine the 0ause o7 death. ?e#eral 5ee1s later the /edi0al eAa/iner 5ho did the auto-s( 5as in a 0ar 5ith r. C. "a5ton ?/ith$ )ia/i$ Florida$ 5orld 7a/ous o-hthal. /ologist and a /ight( %hristian 5arrior. ,he /edi0al eAa/iner 5as telling hi/ about the elderl( -atient on 5ho/ he had -er7or/ed an auto-s( and he said$ ',his /an 5as so unusual be0ause he had on his 7a0e the /ost -ea0e7ul$ serene loo1 o7 an(one I ha#e seen in the last ten or 7i7teen (ears.* r. ?/ith re/e/bered ha#ing read in 0onne0tion 5ith a#iation 0rashes that -eo-le 0arr( 0ertain eA-ressions on their 7a0es 5hen the( die. ,his is 5h( it9s -ossible to tell Ei7 the 7a0es aren9t dis7iguredF 5hether or not a -lane has had engine trouble. I7 the -assengers 1ne5 there 5as going to be trouble$ the( had an eA-ression o7 7ear on their
7a0es in death. In the 0ase o7 an eA-losion or running into a /ountain -ea1$ there 5ould be a /ild$ bland eA-ression be0ause o7 no 7ore1no5ledge o7 death. ?o/eti/es -eo-le die 5ith a snarl on their 7a0es. ?o/eti/es 5ith a s/ile. ?o/eti/es 5ith 7ear. e-ending u-on 0ir0u/stan0es at the ti/e o7 their death. But this /an /ade e#en the /edi0al eAa/iner 0o//ent be0ause o7 the beauti7ul$ serene$ -ea0e7ul loo1 on his 7a0e. And no5 that I9#e told (ou the end o7 the stor($ let /e tell (ou ho5 this -arti0ular stor( started. r. ?/ith had been treating an elderl( -atient 7or glau0o/a and the -atient$ 5ho 5as about ninet( (ears old$ 5as 7ailing Iuite 7ast -h(si0all(. r. ?/ith ne#er /isses an o--ortunit( to 5itness$ and$ in tal1ing to this /an$ 7elt that he 5as not a %hristian. ?o he 0asuall( said$ 'When did (ou be0o/e a %hristian?* ,he /an9s 0ountenan0e 0hanged radi0all( and he 5ent 0o/-letel( a5a( 7ro/ the subDe0t and told hi/ ho5 he had sung in the 0hoir and ho5 he had tra#eled 5ith a 0horal grou- and ho5 he had done this$ and ho5 he had done that. ,hen r. ?/ith said to hi/$ 'You 1no5$ i7 (ou should die tonight and the "ord should sa( to (ou$ Wh( should I let (ou into hea#en?9 5hat 5ould (ou sa(?* ,he /an9s entire eA-ression 0hanged and he said$ 'I9d ha#e to tell the "ord I don9t 1no5 5h( he should let /e in.* ,hen he loo1ed u- and said he guessed he Dust didn9t ha#e the right ans5er. r. ?/ith -ro0eeded to share the Four ?-iritual "a5s 5ith the /an$ 5ho$ a7ter hearing the 7our la5s
and being 0on7ronted 5ith %hrist$ 5hen as1ed 7or a de0ision$ ba01ed a5a( and said$ 'I 5ant to thin1 it o#er.* At the ri-e old age o7 ninet($ he 5anted 'ti/e to thin1 it o#er.* It doesn9t /a1e an( di77eren0e ho5 old 5e are a0tuall($ 5e ne#er 1no5 5hen the "ord is going to sa($ ',his night th( soul is reIuired o7 thee.* I honestl( belie#e that at ninet( I 5ouldn9t 5aste /u0h ti/e thin1ing it o#er$ but this 5as the 0ase here. ?iA 5ee1s 5ent b( and one ?aturda( a7ternoon this /an9s 5i7e 0alled r. ?/ith and said her husband 5as 7eeling #er( -oorl($ ha#ing su77ered a heart atta01 7i#e da(s -re#iousl(. r. ?/ith -ro/ised he 5ould be right o#er to see her husband$ e#en though their house 5as Iuite a distan0e 7or hi/ to go. A7ter eAa/ining the -atient$ r. ?/ith tal1ed to hi/. =e said that he had been -ra(ing 7or hi/ be0ause he 5as so 0on0erned about hi/ and the 7a0t that the last ti/e he had said he didn9t 1no5 the right ans5er as to 5h( he should be allo5ed to enter hea#en. ,hen r. ?/ith said$ 'I 5ant to /a1e sure be7ore I lea#e toda( that (ou 1no5 the right ans5er.* Again he -resented the Four ?-iritual "a5s$ and this ti/e the /an a00e-ted. r. ?/ith 5anted the assuran0e that this /an trul( been sa#ed$ so he said$ ' o (ou 7eel an( di77erent? o (ou 1no5 5here %hrist is right no5?* And the old /an s/iled a beauti7ul s/ile and said$ 'I ha#e Dust entered a ne5 -hase in /( eA-erien0e.*
,he 7ollo5ing ,uesda( he died. =e had not been out o7 his a-art/ent a7ter a00e-ting %hrist and had seen no one$ and there7ore had been unable to 5itness in li7e$ but the s/ile and the -ea0e on his 7a0e ga#e hi/ the o--ortunit( he 5anted. =e 5as 5itnessing to the /edi0al eAa/iner in death< BUT NEVER SEPARATED Inside o7 /e there burns a raging 7ire o7 desire to tell others about the eA0ite/ent o7 1no5ing %hrist$ and the things he 0an do in a li7e$ and o7 his -ro/ises o7 eternal li7e. In /( -arti0ular li7e this is a 0onsu/ing 0o/-ulsion and it is i/-ossible 7or /e to do an(thing eA0e-t /( -art in 5riting the 23th 0ha-ter o7 A0ts. It 5ould be easier to sto- the 7lo5 o7 Niagara Falls than to shut /e u- 5here %hrist is 0on0erned$ and be0ause o7 this desire o7 /( heart$ the %hristian Youth )o#e/ent$ Al-haL6/ega 5as born. )an( eA0iting things ha#e ha--ened in Al-haL6/ega$ but as I 5rite this 0ha-ter$ one -arti0ular in0ident 0o/es #i#idl( to /( /ind. ?o/e -eo-le ha#e a '/ultitude /inistr(* and others ha#e a 'one.to.one* /inistr(. ?till others are blessed 5ith both t(-es. At the end o7 ea0h Al-haL6/ega rall( e#er(one -resent is 0hallenged and gi#en the o--ortunit( to a00e-t %hrist a7ter ha#ing seen his -resen0e at 5or1 in so/e o7 the /ost eA0iting (oung -eo-le in the 5orld. ,he onl( un7ortunate -art o7 a '/ultitude /inistr(* is that (ou don9t al5a(s get to 1no5 the 7ruits o7 (our
e77orts$ but on0e in a5hile so/ething ha--ens and (ou 1no5 the end result. At the end o7 one o7 the Al-haL6/ega rallies$ a (oung bo( /ade a de0ision 7or %hrist. =e then attended se#eral o7 the /eetings and 5as gro5ing s-irituall( 5hen it 5as dis0o#ered he had leu1e/ia. It 5as the 'gallo-ing* 1ind$ though I 1ne5 nothing about it until his sister 0a/e on stage Eor I should sa( behind the stageF during a rall( and told /e that her brother 5as 0riti0all( ill. =er /other 5anted to 1no5 i7 I 0ould 0o/e to the hos-ital Iui01l(. ,here9s al5a(s a great de0ision to be /ade at a ti/e li1e this. I sent a 7er#ent -ra(er u- to :od$ be0ause I 1ne5 that to lea#e right then 5ould be disastrous to a rall( 5here there 5ere /ore than 1$888 teen.agers in attendan0e. And (et a (oung bo( ho#ered bet5een li7e and death. I 5his-ered to her that I 5ould be there as soon as the rall( 5as o#er. ,en /inutes be7ore the rall( ended$ the bo( died. It 0rushed /e to 1no5 that I had been unable to be o7 0o/7ort to so/eone 5ho greatl( needed 0o/7orting. But the neAt night 5hile I 5as eating dinner a 0all 0a/e in 7or /e 5ith a /essage 7ro/ the bo(9s /other. ?he #er( si/-l( said$ ',han1 (ou. )( son died 5ith the s/ile o7 Cesus on his 7a0e$ be0ause (ou 0ared.* I7 nothing else is e#er a00o/-lished in Al-haL6/ega$ this one thing has /ade all /( e77orts 5orth5hile.
I STAND AT THE DOOR AND KNOCK... Witnessing is al5a(s one o7 the /ost eA0iting things in the %hristian li7e be0ause o7 the unusual things that ha--en. When (ou reall( let :od use (ou it9s a/aHing 5hat 0an and does ha--en. ?o/eti/es the things that ha--en are hilariousG so/eti/es the(9re a little eerieG so/eti/es dangerousG so/eti/es unbelie#ableG al5a(s eA0itingG al5a(s thrilling$ and 0ertainl( ne#er dull. )( -ra(er.5arrior 7riend$ Barb$ and I 5ere out /a1ing 0alls one night$ and 5e 5ent to a ho/e to #isit a (oung 0ou-le. ,he( had a little bab( 5ho 5as still a5a1e 5hen 5e got there$ but the husband 5as out. Barb and I ne#er tal1 in the 0ar 5hen 5e9re out 7or the "ord$ but 5e -ra( 0onstantl( as1ing :od9s =ol( ?-irit to reall( s-ea1 through us. ?o 5e 5ent in$ ha#ing de0ided b( -re#ious agree/ent it 5as /( night to tal1$ and her night to be the ba01. u- -ra(er.5arrior. We al5a(s tr( to 7ind a 0o//on ground 7or tal1ing to indi#iduals 5e don9t 1no5$ and be7ore long 5e had dis0o#ered a /utual interest and 5ere tal1ing. It al5a(s intrigues /e$ 5hen I9/ #isiting$ to see 5hen :od is going to turn the situation around to the -oint 5here he gi#es /e the ':6* signal on -resenting %hrist as a -ersonal relationshi-. We began dis0ussing 0hur0h$ Cesus$ the need 7or bringing u- our 0hildren 'in 7ear and ad/onition o7 the "ord.* And I told o7 ho5 I had not brought /( oldies u- in a %hristian ho/e and the subseIuent -roble/s I had. >#en though I realiHe a %hristian ho/e does not al5a(s -rodu0e the -er7e0t 0hild$ I
had 0ertainl( dis0o#ered the odds are tre/endousl( in (our 7a#or i7 (our ho/e is a %hristian ho/e Enot o7 -rodu0ing a '-er7e0t* 0hild$ but o7 ha#ing 7e5er -roble/sF. Both Barb and I ga#e short testi/onies to 5hat %hrist had done in our li#es$ and then the 'green light* 7lashed on. At this -oint I too1 out the Four ?-iritual "a5s boo1lets$ ga#e one to Barbara$. one to the hostess$ and 1e-t one 7or /(sel7. Fro/ this -oint on$ Barbara ne#er tal1ed$ but Dust ba01ed /e u- 5ith -ra(er. >#er(thing 5ent beauti7ull( as 5e read the 7irst three la5s. ,he little bo( 5as so Iuiet and attenti#e (ou 5ould ha#e thought he understood 5hat 5e 5ere doing$ e#en though he 5as less than a (ear old. ,he /other 5as so attenti#e$ so eager$ so sear0hing$ so desirous. And then I rea0hed "a5 Four. ,o an(one 5ho has e#er 5itnessed$ using this /ethod$ it9s nothing ne5 that (ou should be on the alert 5hen (ou get to the 7ourth la5. uring the reading o7 "a5 6ne$ nothing ha--ens. uring the reading o7 "a5 ,5o$ nothing ha--ens. uring the reading o7 "a5 ,hree$ nothing ha--ens. 4ut watch out or Satan himsel durin! the readin! o Law Four. I ha#e seen e#er(thing ha--en at this -ointB dishes 7all o77 the 5all E7ro/ a -late railF. ,he tele-hone rings in#ariabl(. ,he doorbell rings in0essantl(. A Det -lane roars o#erhead. ,he bab( begins to 0r(. ,he /eat begins
to burn on the sto#e. ,he house 0at0hes 7ire$ or so/ebod( 7aints$ or so/eone gets hurt ; an(thing 0an ha--en$ and usuall( does. But this night so/ething ha--ened 5hi0h I9#e ne#er had ha--en be7ore or sin0e Eand I ho-e ne#er doesF< I ho-e (ou 0an a--re0iate the re#erent /ood o7 all -resent 5hen the Four ?-iritual "a5s are being -resented. ,he =ol( ?-irit brings su0h a hushed at/os-here into a roo/ at this ti/e (ou al/ost 1no5 (ou 0an rea0h out and tou0h hi/. I read the 7ourth la5 5hi0h sa(sB 'In Je#elation 3B28$ %hrist is s-ea1ing and he sa(s I stand at the door and 1no01G and guess 5hat ha--ened< A 1no01 0a/e on the 7ront door< Barb is a real 0ute blonde and as I loo1ed at her$ her e(es 5ere as big as sau0ers and she later said /ine 5ere$ too< I9/ sure both o7 our /ouths 7ell o-en. )( ba01 5as to the door and it9s a good thing$ be0ause I 5ould ha#e been s0ared to death to loo1 at the door I thin1$ be0ause I 1ne5 it had to be either %hrist hi/sel7 or the de#il. )( heart 5as beating li1e a tri-. ha//er and I 1ne5 the door had o-ened be0ause I heard it sIuea1ing. Barb Iui01l( bo5ed her head in -ra(er and I guess I Dust 7roHe in /( 0hair$ 5aiting 7or I didn9t 1no5 5hat. All o7 this too1 onl( a /atter o7 se0onds$ but I9/ sure (ou 0an realiHe 5e 7elt it 5as an eternit(. And do (ou ha#e an( idea ho5 relie#ed 5e 5ere 5hen 5e sa5 it 5as the 5o/an9s husband 5ho had 0o/e ho/e? :od9s =ol( ?-irit 5as so at 5or1$ ho5e#er$ that e#en this didn9t brea1 the s-ell. ?he handed hi/ the
bab( and said$ ',a1e hi/ in the bedroo/$ Iui01.* ,he husband grabbed the bab( and le7t. ?o/eho5 :od ga#e /e the -o5er to regain /( 0o/-osureG I 0ontinued reading the 7ourth la5 and she a00e-ted %hrist< I7 (our li7e is boring$ I9d 0ertainl( suggest (our as1ing :od to use (ou in 5itnessing 7or hi/. I 0an reall( guarantee (ou a0tion<
?IN%> ,=> AY %hrist 0a/e into /( li7e$ he o-ened /( /outh$ and I ha#en9t shut it sin0e< =o5 /an( ti/es ha#e I /ade this state/ent and ho5 true it is. But the interesting thing is$ in s-ite o7 the 0o/-elling 7or0e in /( li7e to let e#er(one hear the eA0iting stor( o7 Cesus %hrist b( letting :od use /e$ e#er( on0e in a 5hile 'I* /anage to get in the 5a( and then I reall( 7ail 7lat on /( 7a0e. It9s so #ital 7or the %hristian to realiHe that :od 5ants to use us$ but he 5ants to use us 'a00ording to the 5or1ing o7 his great /ight* E>-hesians 1B13F. 67ten 5e run ahead o7 :od and don9t ta1e ad#antage o7 his 'great /ight.* ?o/eti/es 5hen (ou a0Iuire a re-utation as a 'soul 5inner* others 5ant to go along to see ho5 (ou do it. And on o00asion I ha#e tried to sho5 #arious -eo-le ho5 'I do it.* And tal1 about getting 'hung u-$* I reall( get 'hung u-* 5hen I tr( to do this.
:od sa(s in his Word that he 5ill gi#e us -o5er to 5itness through his =ol( ?-irit$ and so/eti/es 5e 7orget to utiliHe this. 6ne night an organiHation as1ed /e to ta1e one o7 its /e/bers 5ith /e on a ':o* 0all to sho5 the/ ho5 it 0ould be done in a ho/e$ b( a la( -erson. Naturall($ /( ego 5as 7lattered and I 5as glad to oblige. A7ter all$ 5asn9t I 5ell 1no5n 7or being a 'soul 5inner*? "et /e sa( right here$ I don9t li1e the 5ord 'soul 5inner* be0ause none o7 us is e#er that. :od adds to his 1ingdo/ dail($ but 5e 0ertainl( do not. :od uses us to so5 the seeds$ but 7or the a0tual ne5 birth$ onl( he 0an /a1e this -ossible$ and onl( through his -o5er are ne5 na/es 5ritten in the Boo1 o7 "i7e. But I guess 5e all get 0arried a5a( on0e in a 5hile Ebut than1 hea#ens :od 1no5s ho5 to hu/ble /e in a big hurr(<F. )( ego had been 7lattered so greatl( I reall( 5as a ball o7 7ire and eager to sho5 e#er(one ho5 it 5as done. I 0ould Dust #isualiHe sitting ba01$ bas1ing in the eA0ite/ent o7 hearing ho5 I had '5on* so/eone to %hrist. You 5ill note that I ha#e stressed the i/-ortan0e o7 -ra(er and the need 7or as1ing that :od s-ea1 through his 5itness 5hene#er /a1ing a 0all o7 this 1ind. Well this -arti0ular night I 5as so i/-ressed 5ith /( o5n abilit(. I 0hattered /adl( in the 0ar eA-laining ho5 to -resent e#er(thing so that the -erson #isited 5ould a00e-t %hrist$ and then ho5 to -ra( ; but be7ore (ou -ra(ed$ (ou /ight e#en 0r( a little be0ause it 5ould be a #er( eA0iting ti/e and e#er(one 5ould
7eel e/otional$ so i7 (ou 5anted to 0r($ that 5ould be all right$ be0ause I 5ould -robabl( 0r($ too. I 5as so s/ug as I eA-lained to /( -artnerB 'You 5ill note that I don9t ha#e to a0tuall( use the boo1let$* be0ause I had done this so /an( ti/es I didn9t need the boo1. 'But it 5ill be ne0essar( 7or (ou to use the boo1 until (ou are as 7a/iliar as I a/ 5ith the -ro0edure.* I9/ sure that :od /ust ha#e reall( been laughing at /e that night as he -re-ared to -ull the rug out 7ro/ under /e$ be0ause I 7orgot 5hose -o5er and 5hose /ight 5ould add to his 1ingdo/. We sailed bra#el( into the house$ 0on7ident o7 so/e s0al-s on our belts$ or souls on our halos$ I don9t 1no5 5hi0h. And a7ter the usual a/enities$ I began 'selling* Cesus %hrist. I ho-e (ou 5ill noti0e I use the 5ord 'selling* be0ause that9s eAa0tl( 5hat I 5as doing. I ga#e e#er( reason in the boo1 5h( this 0ou-le should a00e-t %hristB '?o (ou 0an ha#e eternal li7eG so (ou 5on9t ha#e to go to hellG so (ou 0an ha#e an abundant li7e hereG so (ou 0an 1no5 the -ea0e o7 :od in (our hearts E5hi0h I 5as beginning not to ha#e at this -oint be0ause I 0ould see I 5as 7ailingFG so (ou 0an eA-erien0e 7orgi#eness o7 (our sins.* I 5ent on and on tr(ing to 'sell* the/ on the idea o7 in#iting %hrist into their hearts. ,he /an then saidB '%hrist is 5ith /e right no5. =e9s sitting right on /( shoulder this #er( /inute.* ?o/eho5 or other$ I ne#er did 0on#in0e hi/ that %hrist 5as 1no01ing at the door o7 his heart 5anting entran0e$ and 0ertainl( 5as not sitting on his shoulder.
I did e#er(thing that night that 5as hu/anl( -ossible to sho5 that I 0ould lead so/eone to %hrist. But that 5as /( -roble/. >#er(thing that I did 5as 'hu/anl(* -ossible. But things that are 'i/-ossible to /an$ are -ossibleN 5ith :od$* and I had not eAer0ised the -ri#ilege o7 0alling on :od9s =ol( ?-irit to use /e. I had de0ided to use /(sel7 instead o7 being an o-en 0hannel that :od 0ould use. And the little old thing 0alled 'ego* blo01ed :od 7ro/ using /e that night. id I learn so/ething that night? You bet I did. I said to /(sel7$ '=o5 :reat ,hou Art not<* And I -ra( that I ne#er again 7orget$ 'It is not I 5ho li#es$ but %hrist.* CHRIST IS THIN %hrist is interested in e#er( area o7 li7e$ in0luding -ersonal a--earan0e. I ha#e al5a(s been a big 5o/an$ and ha#e al5a(s 5eighed too /u0h. When /( -ublishers told /e the( 5ere going to send /e to #arious -la0es in 0onDun0tion 5ith /( 7irst boo1$ the =ol( ?-irit reall( 0on#i0ted /e about /( 5eight. I 0ould Dust #isualiHe /(sel7 5addling out onto a stage and /a1ing the grand state/ent$ 'Nothing is i/-ossible to :od$* ; and then ha#e so/e s/art ale01 1id in the 7ront ro5 sa(B '6h$ (eah$ Fatso< =o5 0o/e (ou don9t lose 5eight then?* Kno5ing this 5ould shoot holes in /( 5hole testi/on($ I reall( -ra(ed that %hrist 5ould sho5 /e the 5a( to lose 5eight. I9/ sure I ha#e lost ten thousand -ounds in /( li7eti/e ; and gained an eIual nu/ber ba01$ so I 1ne5 that b( /(sel7 I9d be
the usual /ess. I 0o/-letel( ga#e the -roble/ to :od and as1ed hi/ to sho5 /e 5hat to do. I9/ ho-ing (ou 5ill note that /( reason 7or as1ing 5as 7or a 7urtheran0e o7 his 5or1. And I didn9t as1 hi/ to Dust /elt the -ounds o77$ I as1ed hi/ to sho5 /e the 5a(. ,he neAt /orning a 5o/an$ 5ho/ I had not seen 7or about siA /onths$ 0a/e into /( o77i0e. And she had lost about siAt(.7i#e -ounds. I gas-ed at the di77eren0e in her a--earan0e$ and be7ore I uttered a sound$ I silentl( shouted ',han1 (ou "ord. ?o soon?* And then I as1ed her to share 5ith /e ho5 she had lost all the 5eight. ?he shared 5hat had ha--ened to her$ and as I totall( ga#e /( -roble/ to :od$ he reall( 0hanged /( eating habits 0o/-letel($ and 5hile I eat /ore no5$ I 5eigh less than I ha#e in (ears. I9d li1e to share 5ith (ou ho5 the "ord ga#e /e /ore o--ortunit( to be0o/e the 1ind o7 5o/an he 5anted /e to be b( sho5ing /e the 5a( to a /ore attra0ti#e a--earan0e. id (ou 1no5 that (our -ersonal a--earan0e 0an sa( as /u0h about (our ha--iness in li7e as an(thing else? I 5ant to be the best a/bassador to the King that I 0an$ and i7 i/-ro#ing /( -h(si0al a--earan0e hel-s /e to be a better a/bassador$ then I9/ all 7or it< And it9s a/aHing 5hat an eA0iting tal1ing tool it is 7or %hrist 5hen -eo-le sa( to /e$ 'What has ha--ened to (ou? You loo1 t5ent( (ears (ounger.* ,he(9re reall( as1ing 7or it$ aren9t the(? EAnd (ou9d better belie#e I reall( gi#e it to the/<F
I9d li1e to share 5ith (ou ho5 I lost 5eight and ha#e been able to /aintain the loss E5ithout 5rin1ling u- li1e an old -runeF.
BJ>AKFA?, Edon9t let this turn (ou o77. Cust tr( it on0eFB 1 sli0e o7 toast O 0u- 0ottage 0heese P 0u- 7resh stra5berries bla01 0o77ee I s5eeten the berries 5ith arti7i0ial s5eetener. I no longer belie#e 5hat I used to sa( to /(sel7B 'It lea#es a nast( taste in /( /outh. I Dust ha#e to use sugar.* I 5as 1idding /(sel7$ be0ause b( tr(ing se#eral o7 the s5eeteners$ I dis0o#ered there9s at least one that 5on9t gi#e /e an a7tertaste. ?o/eti/es I sli0e a--les on to- o7 the 0ottage 0heese and toast$ -ut a little arti7i0ial s5eetener on ea0h a--le sli0e$ then s-rin1le 0inna/on on the 5hole thing and broil it under the broiler. I use oranges or an( other 7resh 7ruit in season$ but I do not eat the E7orbidden 7ruits* su0h as 5ater/elon$ bananas$ 0herries$ gra-es$ -a-a(as$ or an( 1ind o7 dried 7ruit. As a 0hange no5 and then$ I ha#e a 5hole orange Ethis sta(s 5ith /e longer than orange Dui0eF$ one egg$ and one -ie0e o7 toast. I ha#e dis0o#ered I9/ not a #er( good dieter 5hen I9/ hungr($ and the 0ottage 0heese routine holds /e 7ro/ + in the /orning until 2 or 3 in the a7ternoon$ 5hile I get the e#il9s sto/a0h.a0he about 11 A.). i7 I eat an egg in the /orning. EYou don9t 1no5 5hat a e#il9s sto/a0ha0he is? ,hat9s hunger -angs<F >a0h da( I also drin1 t5o glasses o7 s1i/ /il1. I bu( -o5dered s1i/ /il1$ /iA it$ and 1ee- it 0old in the re7rigerator.
"UN%=B I 0oo1 an( o7 the '%hristian* #egetables 5hi0h areB 0abbage /ushroo/s 0auli7lo5er green -e--ers bean s-routs bro00oli as-aragus s-ina0h 0eler( sIuash Fren0h.st(led green beans EAlso '%hristian* are lettu0e$ radishes and 0u0u/bers$ but I eat the/ ra5$ and not 0oo1ed<F I 0oo1 an( or all o7 these #egetables together$ or so/eti/es I 0oo1 Dust one. )ost o7 the ti/e I /a1e a huge -ot$ big enough 7or the entire 5ee1$ be0ause I use it /an( di77erent 5a(s$ ?easoning is also #er( i/-ortantB I use one o7 the deh(drated onion sou/iAes to season 5ith. And at the sa/e ti/e I -ut either 0hi01en or bee7 bouillon in to season the #egetables. I9/ a great /ushroo/ lo#er$ but I9#e dis0o#ered i7 I -ut too /an( /ushroo/s in$ it 5ill gi#e /e a 'bad* taste in /( /outh. I ta1e as large a hel-ing o7 this as desired. 6n to-$ I -ut t5o oun0es o7 an( 0heese 5hi0h /elts easil(. I al5a(s heat the #egetables 5ith the 0heese 0ut u- on the to-$ and 5hen it9s /elted all the 5a( through$ I sti01 it under the broiler 7or a Iui01 bro5ning. It 0an be eaten 5ith one -ie0e o7 toast. For dessert$ an orange or an( other '%hristian* 7ruit is suitable. ?o/eti/es I let the #egetables get 0old$ and eat the/ as a salad 5ith a 0an o7 sal/on on to-$ or a 0an o7 tuna 7ish. =o5e#er$ I eat no /ore than 7our oun0es o7 the 7ish 7or lun0h. I s-rin1le #inegar on
to- o7 this and it9s deli0ious< 6r$ t5o 0ho--ed hard. boiled eggs on to- /a1es an interesting #ariet(. I9ll ha#e to share a 7unn( stor( 0on0erning 'garbage* E/( ter/ 7or this /enuF. I had al5a(s been so -ositi#e that /( 5eight 5as 0aused b( a glandular -roble/. >#en though /( daughter has the sa/e 5eight -roble/ I do$ I 1ne5 it 0ouldn9t -ossibl( be the 7ood 5e ate. But 5hen :od -ro#ided the -lan 7or 5eight redu0tion$ I suggested to Coan that she go along 5ith /e on the eating -lan. ,he 7irst night I ser#ed the 'garbage* she 5hined in t(-i0al teen.age tonesB 'I don9t li1e the loo1s o7 that garbage<* I lo#e that daughter o7 /ine$ so I loo1ed her right in the e(e$ grabbed the roll o7 7at around her /iddle$ and said in the sa/e 5hin( teen.age toneB 'And I don9t li1e the loo1s o7 all that 7at<* ?he ne#er batted an e(e$ but saidB ':i//e so/e o7 that garbage<* As o7 this 5riting$ she9s lost t5ent(.7i#e -ounds$ and e#en /ore i/-ortant$ the teen.age -i/-les are gone. ?U!!>J E,here are #egetables 5hi0h I re7er to as 'lu1e.5ar/ %hristian* #egetables. ,hese in0lude 0arrots$ beets$ -eas$ 5hole green beans$ to/atoes$ and su0h. I eat onl( a s/all Iuantit( o7 these$ but all I 5ant o7 the '%hristian* #egetables. I 1eere/e/bering$ salad is reall( '%hristian$* but go light on the to/atoes< )ost i/-ortant o7 all$ I 7ind that 7or the su--er /eal it is /ost i/-ortant not to eat an(thing that is 'non.%hristian* su0h as -otatoes$ gra#($ 5hi--ed 0rea/$ -ie$ 0a1e.FB ?iA to eight oun0es o7 roast bee7$ 0hi01en$ 7ish$ ha/burger$ or an( lean /eat 5or1s out 5ell. But I
ha#e to sta( a5a( 7ro/ 'non.%hristian* things li1e 7at /eat o7 an( 1ind$ -or1 or ha/. E,he(9re reall( not 'non.%hristian* ; the(9re Dust -lain 7attening<F An( 1ind o7 7o5l is 7ineB tur1e($ 0hi01en$ du01. I ha#e Iuit 7r(ing things. ,his /eans that ?outhern 7ried 0hi01en 7ans need to eat it another 5a( in order to lose 5eight. I ha#e 0o/e to thin1 o7 7oods su0h as 0orn$ dried beans$ /a0aroni as 'non. %hristian$* and don9t eat the/. !otatoes and gra#( are tools o7 the de#il 5here the 7at -erson is 0on0erned. ,hree to 7i#e 7ruits a da( gi#e /e the natural sugar I need. I 7ind this a real /ust be0ause I ha#e a 's5eet tooth* and need sugar re-la0e/ent. !ersonall( I 7ind oranges the best thing to 0urb the de#il9s 's5eet tooth.* I9#e been told that t5o glasses o7 s1i/ /il1 a da( 5ill 1ee- one 7ro/ 5rin1ling as he 's1innies u-.* ?o I9/ drin1ing it be0ause I 0an9t a77ord to ta1e an( 0han0es at /( age< 6ne night a7ter I had s-o1en at a /eeting 5here the air 0onditioning 5asn9t 5or1ing$ I 5as reall( 5ar/$ so I 5ent o#er to the -un0h table and -i01ed u- a glass o7 7ruit -un0h 5ith i0e 0rea/ in it. Cust as I raised it to /( li-s$ a #oi0e behind /e said$ ',hat isn9t #er( %hristian$ )other<* No5 I as1 (ou$ 0ould (ou drin1 it? 6r 5ould (ou ha#e done 5hat I didB -ut it do5n? Coan 0ould ha#e told /e it 5as 7attening and I 5ouldn9t ha#e 5orried$ but 5e al5a(s re7er to situations as being 'non.%hristian* and it reall( has an e77e0t on /e. ,r( it< As1 (our do0tor 7irst be7ore (ou tr( this 1ind o7 diet$ but /ine sa(s he9s ne#er seen /e loo1ing
I ,=INK %=JI?, is the /ost eA0iting -erson in the 5orld be0ause he thin1s o7 the /ost interesting and unusual 5a(s to use those 5ho are 5illing to be used. And I o7ten thin1 o7 /( 7a#orite a-ostle$ !aul$ sa(ing$ 'I a/ all things to all /en$ so that some /ight be sa#ed.* 6ne ?aturda( a7ternoon I 5as t(-ing in /( o77i0e ; usuall( ?aturda( is not he0ti0 li1e the rest o7 the 5ee1$ and a good ti/e to 0at0h u- on the un7inished details o7 the 5ee1 ; 5hen a #er( unha--( loo1ing (oung /an 0a/e into /( o77i0e and as1ed /e to t(-e a short letter 7or hi/. =e 5anted t5ent( 0o-ies o7 it be0ause 'I ha#e to /ail the/ out be7ore t5ent(.7our hours are u-.* I said 'I9ll be glad to$* but instead o7 the (oung /an sitting do5n as 0usto/ers usuall( do$ he stood right b( /( t(-e5riter as I started t(-ing. I t(-ed the 7irst -aragra-h 5hi0h 5ent so/ething li1e thisB ;+ail this to twent) o )our riends within twent). our hours or bad luck will come to )ou. ,his is a -ra(er letter. :ood lu01 5ill 0o/e to (ou
i7 (ou /a1e t5ent( 0o-ies o7 this letter$ add (our na/e to the botto/ and /ail it to t5ent( o7 (our 7riends$ but it /ust be done 5ithin t5ent(.7our hours. ')r. AJQ /ailed this letter and 5ithin t5ent(. 7our hours re0ei#ed R188$888 7ro/ an un1no5n 7riend 5ho had died. ')r. 6JS laughed at this letter be0ause he didn9t belie#e in it$ and 5ithin t5ent(.7our hours his t5o 0hildren had been hurt in se-arate auto/obile a00idents and 5ere in di77erent hos-itals in intensi#e 0are 5ith e#er( bone in their bodies bro1enG his 5i7e had drun1 a bottle o7 -oison thin1ing it 5as soda -o- and 5as no5 dead$ his /other 5as 1illed in a -lane 0rash$ his 7ather 5as blinded in an eA-losion$ and e#en his dog had gotten heart5or/ and 5as not eA-e0ted to li#e. )r. 6JS hi/sel7 had ste--ed into an o-en /anhole and had to ha#e his leg a/-utated.* All o7 this had ha--ened be0ause he 7ailed to send this ridi0ulous letter to t5ent( o7 his 7riends? I had t(-ed Dust about this /u0h o7 the letter 5hen I loo1ed u- at this (oung /an and said$ 'You don9t reall( belie#e this garbage$ do (ou?* =is re-l( 0a/e in on /( :od.gi#en radar and he said$ 'Well$ /( lu01 has been so bad here latel( I9/ a7raid not to send the letter out be0ause o7 5hat /ight ha--en.* In 0ase (ou9re 5ondering 5hat I 0all /( ':od. gi#en radar$* I9/ s-ea1ing o7 an i/aginar( -art o7 /( anato/( 5hi0h i7 it 5ere real 5ould ha#e to loo1 li1e t5o horns or a tele#ision antenna. And it9s the /ost use7ul thing in the 5orld 5hen I9/ tal1ing
to so/eone$ be0ause it -i01s u- and si7ts out a non. %hristian9s need 7or %hrist. In other 5ords$ it9s not a uniIue blessing in /( li7e$ and I reall( don9t ha#e horns$ but it9s the abilit( to sense the need o7 an indi#idual. I sin0erel( belie#e this abilit( is gi#en to e#er( dedi0ated %hristian. As %hrist heard the needs o7 his -eo-le$ so he gi#es to his belie#ers the abilit( to hear the needs o7 others. All 5e ha#e to do is to be in su0h 0lose 0o//union 5ith :od that 5e are tuned in at all ti/es. 6ne o7 the things that I thin1 hel-s /e /ost in /( %hristian li7e 5as 5hat /( -astor on0e said to /eB 'I -ra( all the ti/e. >#en 5hen IT/ tal1ing to an indi#idual$ !/ -ra(ing at the sa/e ti/e.* At that ti/e I thought this 5ould be a -rett( neat tri01 i7 I 0ould do it. And so I began as1ing :od to tea0h /e ho5 to -ra( at all ti/es$ or to '-ra( 5ithout 0easing* 5hile I ran a business$ dro#e a 0ar$ taught ?unda( s0hool$ tal1ed to -eo-le. I9/ sure I 0ould ne#er ha#e learned to do this b( /(sel7. But b( as1ing :od to sho5 /e ho5 to 1eein 0lose tou0h 5ith hi/ at all ti/es$ I learned the se0ret o7 0ontinual -ra(er. And this$ I belie#e$ is the se0ret o7 being tuned in to the needs o7 our 7ello5/an. :od 1no5s our needs be7ore e#en 5e 1no5 the/$ and b( 0onstant 0o//union 5ith hi/$ 5e$ too$ 0an 1no5 the needs o7 our 7ello5/an. )( heart a0tuall( 0ried out 5hen I realiHed the tre/endous #oid in this (oung /an9s li7e. I sto--ed t(-ing and as1ed$ ' o (ou attend 0hur0h?* =e said$ 'No$ I used to$ on0e in a5hile. But I9#e had so /an( a57ul things ha--en to /e$ that I Dust
don9t go an(/ore be0ause I thin1 that :od reall( hates /e.* I silentl( -ra(ed$ 'Well$ than1 (ou$ "ord$ (ou reall( do send /e o--ortunities all the ti/e$ don9t (ou?* I reall( as1ed :od to /a1e the (oung /an9s heart re0e-ti#e to 5hat I 5as going to sa(. ,hen I as1ed this (oung /an i7 he belie#ed in the Bible. =e said that he belie#ed in 'so/e o7 the things.* I as1ed hi/ i7 he belie#ed the -art 5hi0h said that :od lo#ed hi/. =e 5as #er( dubious about this be0ause o7 his o5n -ersonal li7e and all the -roble/s he had. We tal1ed 7or about an hour as I told hi/ 5hat %hrist had done in /( li7e and ho5 he had 0hanged /( li7e and had gi#en /e the /ost eA0iting$ thrilling li7e in the 5orld. I told hi/ 5hat %hrist 0ould do 7or hi/$ and 5hat %hrist 5anted to do 7or hi/ be0ause =e saidB '%o/e unto /e all (e that. . . are hea#( laden$ and I 5ill gi#e (ou rest.* E)alt 11B24F. VARIED PATTERN Witnessing and soul 5inning see/ ne#er to 7ollo5 a de7inite -attern. ,he o--ortunit( to 5itness and to so5 the seeds in the soil o7 a hu/an heart are ne#er eAa0tl( the$ sa/e t5i0e. =o5e#er$ i7 5e rel( on the =ol( ?-irit$ he 5ill guide us sa7el( through all o7 the o--ortunities he gi#es us. I tal1ed to this (oung /an and dis0o#ered ho5 unha--( he 5as$ unha--( in his Dob$ his -ersonal li7e$ his th5arted a/bitions$ Dust e#er(thing. ,here ha#e been ti/es in /( %hristian li7e 5hen at this -oint the =ol( ?-irit ga#e /e the 'green light* to
go ahead and -resent the -lan o7 sal#ation and as1 7or an a00e-tan0e o7 %hrist. But in this 0ase$ the =ol( ?-irit used a di77erent a--roa0h. We be0o/e o#ereager at ti/es as 'soul 5inning* %hristians ; and I9ll tell (ou 5hat I thin1 about that 5ord shortl( ; and 5e 5ant to add 'another not0h to our belts.* We go ahead 5ithout the 'green light* o7 the =ol( ?-irit and b( our o5n hard 5or1 tr( to 'lead a soul to %hrist.* =o5e#er$ i7 (ou 5ant to be a /iserable 7lo-$ tr( it this 5a(. Cust tr( leading so/eone to %hrist on (our o5n. I dare )ou * onl) i )ou want to ind out what a lous) 2ob )ou do b) )oursel . >#en though I sa5 the great need in this (oung /an9s li7e$ and e#en though I sa5 a sear0hing heart$ I 7elt the bra1es a--lied b( the =ol( ?-irit. And 5hile 5e 0ontinued tal1ing about :od9s lo#e$ I did not -ush the issue 0on0erning the a00e-tan0e o7 %hrist$ nor did I e#en /ention this eA0e-t in a general 5a( b( 0asuall( sa(ing 'When I a00e-ted %hrist. . .' I -ra(ed earnestl( 7or :od9s guidan0e in this (oung /an9s li7e and the neAt thing I 1ne5 I 5as in#iting hi/ to 0hur0h 5ith /e the 7ollo5ing /orning. And he a00e-ted< I -ut his na/e on /( -ra(er list right then and there$ and as1ed :od to gi#e hi/ the 0ourage to be there$ and then I as1ed :od to gi#e /( -astor the 5ords that 5ere needed in this (oung /an9s li7e. In 0ase (ou thin1 that e#er(one 5ho -ro/ises to attend 0hur0h 5ith /e reall( /eans it$ (ou9d better thin1 again. I9#e had so/e -eo-le -ro/ise /e on their '5ord o7 honor* the( 5ould be there$ and the(
ha#en9t sho5ed< ?o I9#e dis0o#ered that the '5ord o7 honor* o7 so/e -eo-le doesn9t a/ount to #er( /u0h. A7ter ?unda( s0hool the neAt /orning r 5aited outside the 0hur0h 7or /( ne5 7riend. I -ra(ed$ I 5aited$ I -ra(ed$ I 5aited$ I -ra(ed$ I 5aited EI did this at the sa/e ti/eF. Finall( the organ began -la(ing$ so I 1ne5 I had to go inside the 0hur0h. I 5as heartbro1en be0ause I 7elt that so/eone had been sent to /e to hel- and so/e5here or so/eho5 I had 7lubbed it. )( heart 5as hea#( as the ser#i0e started$ but be7ore long :od9s -resen0e 5as so near /( heart 5as li7ted on the 5ings o7 7aith. As I listened to the ser/on$ all I 0ould thin1 o7 5as ho5 sad it 5as this (oung /an had not 0o/e$ be0ause the ser/on re#ol#ed around '%o/e unto /e all (e 5ho are hea#( laden.* I 5ent ho/e$ and as I 5as -re-aring ?unda( dinner$ /( tele-hone rang. It 5as the (oung /an 5ith the 'garbage* letterG he said$ 'I 5ant to a-ologiHe 7or being late$ to 0hur0h this /orning. And then I 5ant to a-ologiHe the se0ond ti/e 7or not sta(ing and tal1ing 5ith (ou. But I thin1 (our -astor 1ne5 about /e$ be0ause that ser/on 5as /eant Dust 7or /e. I 5as so sha1en u- at the end o7 the ser#i0e I had to lea#e.* Again :od9s =ol( ?-irit had ta1en o#er 5here there 5as a great need. We tal1ed 7or about a hal7 hour Eor long enough to burn the -otatoes ; but 5ho 5orries about things li1e that 5hen a /an9s soul hangs in the balan0e?F. =e 0ontinued to as1 Iuestions 0on0erning 5hat ha--ens 5hen %hrist
0o/es into (our heart. =e said he thought it all sounded interesting$ but he had so /an( -roble/s in his li7e he 0ouldn9t 0onsider a00e-ting %hrist until he got the/ straightened out. Isn9t it 7unn( that so /an( 5ant to straighten out their -roble/s be ore a00e-ting %hrist? And isn9t it eIuall( 7unn( that no one can straighten the/ out be7ore he a00e-ts %hrist? I o7ten thin1 i7 I had 5aited to sol#e /( -roble/s and get rid o7 /( sins E5hoo-s$ there9s that nast( 5ord againF and straighten /(sel7 out be7ore a00e-ting %hrist$ e#en i7 I had li#ed a hundred (ears or /ore$ I9d ne#er ha#e been able to do it. I o7ten 5onder i7 it9s not a /atter o7 -ride be0ause 5e reall( don9t 5ant %hrist to 1no5 ho5 a57ul 5e are$ and 5e don9t realiHe that he 1no5s$ e#en better than 5e do$ ho5 a57ul 5e reall( are< I tried to eA-lain to hi/ that %hrist 5ants us 'Dust as 5e are.* And be0ause he 5ants us to 1no5 hi/ in a -ersonal 5a($ he9ll do all the 0hanging in our li#es that needs to be done. ,he (oung /an 5as 0o/-letel( intrigued 5ith the 7a0t that I tal1 0onstantl( about %hrist Dust as though he9s a0tuall( ali#e. And he said he thought it 5as so interesting that I s-o1e o7 %hrist as though he 5ere right here all the ti/e. =e said 'It reall( gi#es /e goose -i/-les to hear (ou tal1 about hi/ be0ause I al/ost 7eel he9s right here 5hen (ou tal1.* Again$ the =ol( ?-irit 5as 5or1ing through an indi#idual to rea0h another soul$ be0ause 1 0ould tal1 all night and ne#er /a1e %hrist 0o/e ali#e to an( -erson.
,his (oung /an 0ontinued to 0all /e during the 5ee1s that 7ollo5ed$ see1ing$ as1ing$ sear0hing. And (et the =ol( ?-irit ne#er ga#e /e the 'green light* to a0tuall( gi#e hi/ the o--ortunit( to a00e-t %hrist. And I ne#er 5ent ahead on /( o5n$ be0ause I9#e learned the hard 5a( that this doesn9t 5or1. 6ne ?unda( this (oung /an as1ed i7 he 0ould sit beside /e during the 0hur0h ser#i0e. I 5as delighted be0ause I 1ne5 this /eant he 5as getting 0lose to a de0ision 7or %hrist. Again 5e heard an eA0iting ser/on about 5hat %hrist 0an do in a li7e. And as the in#itation 5as eAtended at the end to those 5ho 5ished to a00e-t %hrist$ he began sha1ing so badl( I honestl( thought he 5as going to 1no01 /e through the 5all o7 the 0hur0h. ?in0e 5e 5ere sharing the h(/nal$ I had to rea0h 7or it 5ith /( other hand to stead( it be0ause he 5as sha1ing so badl(. I 5his-ered 'Wh( don9t (ou gi#e (our li7e to %hrist right no5?* And he hoarsel( 5his-ered$ 'No.* uring the neAt 5ee1 he 0ontinued to 0all /e$ as1ing Iuestion a7ter Iuestion. Finall( the 7ollo5ing ?aturda( he 0alled /e three ti/es during the a7ternoon. uring the third 0all the =ol( ?-irit ga#e /e the 'green light.* I said$ ' o (ou realiHe (ou don9t ha#e to be in a 0hur0h to a00e-t %hrist? I honestl( 7eel 7ro/ the urgen0( in (our #oi0e that (ou 5ant to /a1e (our de0ision 7or %hrist right no5. Would (ou li1e 7or /e to -ra( through 5ith (ou right no5?* =e al/ost (elled at /e$ 'No<* And as I 7er#entl( -ra(ed 7or hi/$ I said$ '!lease 0all /e ba01 i7 (ou9d li1e to a00e-t %hrist
toda(. on9t turn (our ba01 on %hrist i7 this is (our hour o7 de0ision. Cust re/e/ber I9ll be at the tele-hone i7 (ou9d li1e to -ra(.* !lease note that the =ol( ?-irit didn9t en0ourage /e to -ush hi/$ be0ause :od ne#er 7or0es his 5ill on an( one$ but he ga#e /e 0o/-assion$ lo#e$ and understanding to let the (oung /an 1no5 I 5ould be a#ailable 5hen he /ade a de0ision. I hung u- and as1ed :od to reall( let hi/ 1no5 that the ti/e 5as now/ I had sensed the urgen0( in his #oi0e and the need and the desire$ and I didn9t 5ant hi/ to Iuen0h :od9s -lan 7or his li7e. Within 7i#e /inutes the -hone rang again and a #oi0e said$ '%an (ou -ra( 5ith /e ri!ht now3 I 0an9t go another /inute 5ithout a00e-ting %hrist as /( ?a#ior and "ord.* )( heart 5as reall( -ounding as I than1ed :od 7or re/inding /( (oung 7riend that now 5as the ti/e. I as1ed hi/ i7 he 5as sure that this 5as the desire o7 his heart$ and 5hen he said$ 'Yes$* I as1ed hi/ to bo5 his head at the other end o7 the tele-hone line 5hile I bo5ed /ine. And 7or the neAt t5ent( /inutes 5e -ra(ed o#er the tele-hone as he as1ed :od to 7orgi#e his sins and he a00e-ted %hrist. 'I a/ all things to all /en$ so that b( all /eans$ so/e /ight be sa#ed.*.. . e#en b( the use o7 a /ode/ da( in#entionB the tele-hone. You /a( be interested to 1no5 that the neAt /orning 5hen the in#itation 5as gi#en$ this (oung /an -ra0ti0all( hurdled the -e5s to go 7or5ard and tell the 5orld he bad a00e-ted %hrist. =e still has -roble/s$ but he9s 7inding the ans5ers and it9s eA0iting to see hi/ rea0hing out and bringing others to hear the gos-el.
I 6F,>N W6N >J ho5 I get /(sel7 in situations li1e I do. But then I 1no5 that %hrist -uts /e there$ and al5a(s gi#es /e the abilit( to get out o7 the situation as 5ell$ and this neAt night 5as one o7 those 'unusual* ones. I had been to a %hristian 0o77eehouse under the s-onsorshi- o7 a eA-eri/ental /inistr($ and the subDe0t 7or the night 5as$ b( -o-ular reIuest$ ;"od.= )ost o7 those 5ho attended in the -ast belonged to a drug addi0ted 0ro5d$ and /an( o-enl( ad/itted being "? users$ '-ot* s/o1ers$ and the li1e. It9s so interesting to sit and 5at0h during a dialogue at this t(-e o7 0o77eehouse$ be0ause it9s so eas( to -i01 out the /ariDuana users and the "? ta1ers b( their #arious 0o//ents. And an(5a($ /ost o7 the/ /a1e no atte/-t to 0on0eal the 7a0t o7 their addi0tion. ,his -arti0ular night there 5ere a lot o7 reall( rebellions 0ollege students there. ,he 5ord had gone out that the subDe0t 5as ':od* and the( 5ere
going to 0ut a lot o7 -eo-le do5n. )an( ti/es there 5ill be so /u0h 0on#ersation and rebuttal during an e#ening that not too /u0h 0an be a00o/-lished. But a7ter the e#ening is o#er Eusuall( around /idnightF$ 5hen the 0ro5d goes outside$ this is 5hen the little grou-s 7or/. And in ea0h little grou- (ou 0an see a %hristian eA0itedl( tal1ing$ surrounded b( a bun0h o7 hi--ies$ all tr(ing to shoot holes in his theories. ,his -arti0ular night the 0on#ersation in the 0o77eehouse had 5aAed hot and hea#( about the i/-ossibilit( o7 a li#ing :od. )( heart a0hed 7or these (oung -eo-le 5ho are so 0on7used the( re7use to ad/it the realit( o7 a :od to 5ho/ nothing is i/-ossible. I literall( 5anted to ta1e the/ in /( ar/s and tell the/ to Iuit their sear0hing$ be0ause the ans5er 5as so eas(B Dust let :od lo#e the/< 6ne (oung /an in -arti0ular 5as the leader o7 the rebellion$ and I reall( had a burden 7or hi/$ so I as1ed :od to use /e so/eho5 or other in this (oung /an9s li7e. =e stood there s/o1ing /ariDuana and de7iantl( dared an(one to e#en hint this 5as stu-id. We 5ent outside and 5ere standing on the street$ and I said to hi/$ ' o (ou reall( belie#e that :od is noneAistent? o (ou honestl( thin1 that the earth and e#er(thing in it Dust ha--ened?* ,his started a real tirade on his -art and he said$ '"isten$ Babe$ :od didn9t do nothin9 7or /e. )( old /an /ade /e$ and e#er(thing I got in this 5orld I got be0ause o7 /(sel7. I9/ -o5er7ul$ do (ou hear /e? power ul/= And 5hile I9/ not a -ee.5ee in an( sense o7 the 5ord$ he 5as a lot bigger than I a/. And 5hen he
-o--ed his 7ist into his o-en -al/ it /ade a big enough noise to s0are /e$ but not loud enough to 1ee- /e 7ro/ lo#ing so/e -oor 1id li1e this. =e 5as a little glass(.e(ed 7ro/ the /ariDuana but still had /ost o7 his 7a0ulties. ?o 5e #erball( 5ent ba01 and 7orth 7or about t5o hours 5ith his telling /e that he 5as going to get e#er(thing he 5anted out o7 li7e$ all b) himsel . Nobod( had e#er gi#en hi/ an(thing$ and nobod( e#er 5as< =e said religion 5asn9t his 'bag$* but i7 I 5anted to go around 5earing /( 1nees out -ra(ing$ that 5as o1a($ but not 7or hi/. I reall( ha#e to ha#e a siAth sense 5hen tal1ing 5ith the hi--ie 0ro5d be0ause their language is so di77erent 7ro/ 5hat I9/ used to. But I ha#e a good i/agination and ho-e I 1no5 5hat the(9re tal1ing about. =e said$ ',he onl( thing I9/ interested in$ Babe$ is the greens<* EKegetables?F I hardl( thought this 5as his 'bag.* ,hen he eA-ounded and said 'greens* got (ou an(thing (ou 5anted in li7e$ but$ '(a gotta ha#e the greens.* It 7inall( da5ned on /e that he /eant /one($ so I guess /one( 5as his 'bag.* =e 5as stud(ing to be a -ro7essional /an ; not be0ause he li1ed 5hat he 5as doing$ but be0ause he 5anted the 'greens.* =e 5as so Ditter( I 7elt li1e gi#ing hi/ a tranIuiliHer$ be0ause he absolutel( 0ouldn9t stand still. =e loo1ed li1e a tragi0 -i0ture o7 a ner#ous 5re01 in the -ro0ess o7 ha--ening. ,hen he /ade the /ista1e o7 as1ing /e 5hat 1ind o7 tranIuiliHers I too1 be0ause I 5as standing there so 0al/l(.
I told hi/$ 'I al5a(s use :od 7or a tranIuiliHer and get /( energ( 7ro/ s-iritual #ita/ins.* ,his sort o7 sur-rised hi/$ but he insisted I didn9t 1no5 5hat li#ing 5as until I had 'heard a tree gro5.* =e as1ed /e i7 I had e#er sat 7or hours tr(ing to hear a tree gro5. ?o/eho5 or other$ this didn9t send /e$ so I de0ided tree 5at0hing 5asn9t /( 'bag.* Finall( I sa5 a brea1through begin to o00ur. I as1ed hi/ 5h( he s/o1ed '-ot$* and he re-lied$ '?o no one 0an hurt /e< )ariDuana /a1es /e 7eel strong and I don9t 0are 5hat an(one sa(s or does to /e<* I assured hi/ that I had an ar/or that 5as so strong no one 0ould hurt /e and I had this 5ithout the bad side e77e0ts o7 /ariDuana. I told hi/ ho5 /u0h :od lo#ed hi/$ and ho5 =e had a -lan 7or his li7e$ i7 he 5ould onl( gi#e =i/ a 0han0e. =e told /e$ 'Kno01 it o77. I7 I tell (ou I9/ 5illing to tr( this 5a( o7 li7e then (ou9ll send a -rea0her around to see /e and the -rea0her 5ill /a1e /e go to 0hur0h$ and I 5ouldn9t li1e that at all.* ,hen he said$ 'And don9t as1 /e 5hat /( na/e is$ either. I 5on9t tell (ou be0ause (ou9ll si0 all the -rea0hers on /e$ 5on9t (ou?* I said$ 'No$ I 5ouldn9t. But /ore than that$ I 5ouldn9t as1 (our na/e 7or an(thing$ and I 5ouldn9t e#en listen i7 (ou told /e be0ause i7 a /inister ha--ened to 0all on (ou$ I 5ouldn9t 5ant (ou to thin1 I had sent hi/.* I told hi/ so/e o7 the things that %hrist had done in /( li7e$ ho5 he had 0o/-letel( re#olutioniHed it. I 5anted hi/ to 1no5 the sa/e eA0ite/ent and Do( in %hrist that I 7elt$ and 5hi0h
an(one 0ould 7eel$ i7 he 5ould onl( a00e-t the lo#e o7 :od. It 5as beginning to s-rin1le b( this ti/e$ but this is reall( uni/-ortant 5hen a /an9s soul hangs in the balan0e. ?o 5e 0ontinued our dis0ussion in the rain. =e said /( a--roa0h 5as 'hea#(* EI thought he 5as tal1ing about /( 5eightF. ,hen he said it 5as reall( '5et.* And although it 5as raining a little harder$ I assured hi/ I 5asn9t 5et$ but he insisted I 5as. ?o I thought I9d Dust let hi/ ha#e his 5a($ be0ause one thing I ha#e learned is never to ar!ue 5ith an(one 5hile 5itnessing. ,his reall( 'turns the/ o77.* I noti0ed it 5as about 2 A.). so I told hi/ I had to go be0ause I had an hour9s dri#e ho/e and had to get u- 7or ?unda( s0hool and 0hur0h the neAt /orning. But I leaned o#er and dro--ed a Four ?-iritual "a5s boo1let in his -o01et$ and said 'Jead that$ 5ill (ou -lease$ tonight$ be7ore (ou go to bed. And then re/e/ber one thing< I9/ going to -ut (ou on /( -ra(er list$ and (ou9d better 5at0h out$ 0ause (ou don9t 1no5 5hat ha--ens to -eo-le on /( -ra(er list<* =e loo1ed at /e and s/iled$ and said$ 'Kno5 5hat? You9re an u-.tight$ d(na/ite 0hi01. Will (ou 0o/e ba01 neAt ?aturda( night?* :od had reall( begun his 5or1 again< ,hat is the greatest 0o/-li/ent a hi--ie 0an -a( (ou. I9#e sin0e learned that being 'hea#(* and '5et* /eans I9/ reall( 'groo#(.* E?o/eti/es I 0an9t e#en understand /(sel7<F Un7ortunatel( the 0o77eehouse did not reo-en again$ be0ause o7 a 0hange o7 building o5nershi-
5here it had been held. I had no 5a( o7 0onta0ting this (oung /an. )( heart a0hed 7or hi/. I 0ontinue to -ra( 7or hi/$ 1no5ing that at least the seeds ha#e been so5n. And I ha#e done 5hat %hrist as1ed /e to do. Who 1no5s$ /a(be siA /onths 7ro/ no5$ /a(be a (ear 7ro/ no5$ /a(be ten (ears 7ro/ no5 this (oung /an 5ill a00e-t %hrist as his -ersonal ?a#ior be0ause o7 so/ething that 5as said to hi/ b( an 'u-.tight d(na/ite 0hi01* standing outside a 0o77eehouse in the rain at 2 A.). in the /orning. COFFEEHOUSE SPEAKER Another 0o77eehouse in0ident 5as 0ertainl( uniIue in that the entertain/ent had been /ost un0hristian. ,he audien0e 5as Iuite hostile as I 5as introdu0ed. ,he /anage/ent had -re#iousl( announ0ed that the author o7 "od 1s Fabulous 5as there as a s-e0ial guest$ and I 0ould literall( eel the resent/ent. I al/ost 0hi01ened out o7 s-ea1ing that night be0ause I had ne#er 7elt su0h strong rebellion in /( li7e. But I guess :od lets this ha--en to /e so that I9ll reall( al5a(s re/e/ber to 0all on hi/. Cust be7ore I 5ent on I said$ '"ord$ (ou9d reall( better get in here and do so/ething$ be0ause I don9t thin1 the( li1e us here.* And as al5a(s$ 5hen I s0rea/ /adl( 7or hel- EI 5as reall( -ra(ing 5ith all /( heart and soulF$ :od heard /( 0all. All o7 a sudden I re/e/bered again that :od is 5ith /e and that /a1es /e a /aDorit( 5here#er I go. And so I said$ '"ord$ (ou9d better thin1 o7 a reall( good o-ening 7or /e$ or 5e9re sun1<*
!robabl( be0ause o7 /( age$ the 0ro5d didn9t boo$ but i0i0les 5ere in the air a7ter I 5as introdu0ed. As I rea0hed the /i0ro-hone$ :od9s =ol( ?-irit 5as reall( 5ith /e. =e hel-ed /e start in an unusual 5a(. I said$ 'I9/ not the usual t(-e o7 entertain/ent. As a /atter o7 7a0t$ I9/ not e#en entertain/ent$ but I9/ going to share 5ith (ou the /ost eA0iting -erson I9#e e#er /et ; Cesus %hrist<* You should ha#e heard the groans< E)a1es a s-ea1er 7eel reall( lo#ed and 5anted$ (ou 1no5.F ,hen I said$ 'I9/ going to tal1 7or thirt( /inutes$ but i7 (ou don9t 5ant to listen$ I9ll gi#e (ou eAa0tl( t5o /inutes to lea#e$ right no5?* With that bold state/ent$ I Dust sto--ed eA0e-t 7or sending silent -ra(ers 7ranti0all( to :od. I stood there 7or t5o 5hole silent /inutes 5hi0h see/ed li1e three hours. And 5ould (ou li1e to 1no5 5hat ha--ened? >ot one person le t/ :od had dro--ed a s-iritual blan1et do5n and en#elo-ed ea0h one there. You 0ould ha#e heard a -in dro- 7or as long as I tal1ed$ sharing the eA0ite/ent o7 %hrist. It 5as thrilling again to 5at0h :od 5or1 as I ste--ed out o7 the 5a( and let hi/ ta1e o#er. ,he a--lause 5hen I 7inished 5as unbelie#able$ not be0ause o7 an(thing I had done$ but be0ause o7 5hat %hrist 5as able to do through /e as an o-en 0hannel o7 his great lo#e. I -ersonall( 5ouldn9t ad#o0ate using the a--roa0h o7 as1ing -eo-le to lea#e$ unless :od tells (ou to. I9/ onl( tr(ing in this boo1 to sho5 ho5 e#er( single situation in li7e -resents a 0hallenge to
5rite a -ortion o7 that 7abulous 23th 0ha-ter o7 A0ts. GOD GIVES THE INCREASE >#er( o--ortunit( to gi#e %hrist a5a( is an eA0iting /o/ent 7or the gi#er. %hrist9s -resen0e is the onl( thing I 1no5 o7 5hi0h gro5s /ore and /ore as (ou gi#e hi/ a5a(. ,r( it and see. ,he /ore (ou gi#e hi/ a5a($ the /ore o7 hi/ (ou ha#e. And this 0ontinues on and on. ?o i7 (ou 5ant lots o7 %hrist$ tr( gi#ing hi/ a5a( dail(. ?o/eone told /e re0entl( ho5 /an( -ro/ises %hrist /ade in the Bible. I ha#e 7orgotten the nu/ber but I 1no5 it 5as a tre/endous nu/ber$ and all I 0ould thin1 o7 5as '=o5 great< I ho-e to be able to 0lai/ all o7 the/<* When (ou thin1 o7 all the #arious 1inds o7 -ro/ises that %hrist ga#e to usB the -ro/ise o7 su--l(ing e#er( need$ the -ro/ise o7 eternal li7e$ the -ro/ise o7 abundant li7e$ the -ro/ise o7 s-iritual light$ the -ro/ise o7 sal#ation$ the -ro/ise o7 -o5er$ the -ro/ise o7 -ra(er ; I 0ould go on inde7initel( listing these -ro/ises ; aren9t 5e sel7ish 5hen 5e re7use to share these 5ith so/eone else? And aren9t 5e /ore than sel7ish 5hen 5e don9t 5ant an(one else sharing these -ro/ises 5ith so/eone 5e9re -ra(ing 7or? Je0entl( in /( ho/e 5e had an interesting eA-erien0e. We had #isiting us an out.o7.to5n guest 5ho 5as not a %hristian. I ha#e the 1ind o7 house 5here 5e al.. 5a(s ha#e roo/ 7or one /ore ; and
5e usuall( ha#e three /ore instead o7 one. I9#e learned ho5 to stret0h 7ood$ stret0h beds$ stret0h to5els$ stret0h the budget$ stret0h e#er(thing$ Dust be0ause :od ga#e /e a tre/endous lo#e and a tre/endous burden 7or -eo-le. I ha#e had as /an( as siA eAtra teen.agers li#ing in /( house$ and 7or a 5or1ing 5o/an this is Iuite a 0hore in 0ase no one e#er told (ou. 6ne o7 /( 'ado-ted* 0hildren is a (oung /an 5ho is also /( s-iritual 0hild and 5ho reall( has a tre/endous Heal 7or gi#ing %hrist a5a(. ,he (oung /an 5ho 5as a guest in our ho/e 5as a sear0her$ 5e -ro/-tl( dis0o#ered$ and :od ga#e /e /an( o--ortunities to share %hrist 5ith hi/. =e 5al1ed to /( o77i0e e#er( da( and 5ould as1 /e all 1inds o7 sear0hing Iuestions. And I -ra(ed that :od 5ould gi#e /e the right ans5ers and use /e to lead this one to %hrist. =e 5as intrigued 5ith the idea that 5e all tal1ed about %hrist all the ti/e$ and had -ra(er 0ir0les at night be7ore 5e 5ent to bed$ and Dust -ubli0l( Earound the tableF -ra(ed 7or the /ost i/-ossible things 0on0erning other -eo-le. Be7ore the 5ee1 5as u- he heard us than1ing :od 7or ans5ering the -ra(ers. =e sa5 a 'Wa( o7 "i7e* and heard a 'Wa( o7 "i7e* that he had ne#er Iuite thought -ossible be7ore. =e 5as a/aHed at the Do( in our house as 5e all 0a/e ho/e nightl( and shared the eA0iting things that %hrist had done during the da(. And e#en though I 7elt he 5as getting 0loser and 0loser to %hrist$ I ne#er 7elt the 'go* signal 7ro/ :od$ so I Dust 1e-t 0ulti#ating the soil. And then the night 0a/e. =e had le7t on the table 7or /e to read a
letter 5hi0h he 5as 5riting to a 7riend. =e had 7orgotten one thing he had -ut in it$ be0ause he had 5ritten$ 'I guess :od 5ants /e to be one o7 )rs. :ardner9s %hristians be0ause I know I9/ going to be0o/e a %hristian be7ore I 0o/e ho/e.* ,he 'green light* 7lashed< I -ut the letter do5n and 5ent to the li#ing roo/ to a0tuall( introdu0e hi/ to %hrist. And do (ou 1no5 5hat ha--ened? ,he =ol( ?-irit had des0ended u-on the house and the 'green light* a--arentl( 5as 7lashing in e#er( roo/ and in e#er( heart be0ause$ 5hen I got to the li#ing roo/$ Ji0h$ /( s-iritual 0hild 5ho li#es 5ith /e$ 5as reading the ,hird ?-iritual "a5. I Iui01l( sat do5n on the so7a and silentl( ba01ed Ji0h u- 5ith -ra(er. And be7ore /( e(es I sa5 a thrilling eAa/-le o7 'I ha#e -lanted$ Ji0h 5atered$ and :od /ade the in0rease.* ,he thing that this brought ho/e to /e so #i#idl( 5as :od9s -lan 5herein none o7 us should belong to !aul or A-ollos$ but onl) to %hrist. =ere 5as so/eone 5hose heart :od had -re-ared and (et did not let hi/ belong to ')rs. :ardner9s %hristians* be0ause that9s a noneAistent organiHation. We 5ere thrilled that our 7riend be0a/e a brother in %hrist and it 5as 0o/-letel( uni/-ortant 5ho a0tuall( led hi/ to the 7inal ste-. ,he onl( i/-ortant thing 5as that he 5as a %hristian. ,oda( he9s 5itnessing /adl( be0ause he 1no5s 5hat ha--ens 5hen (ou do. =e 1no5s it ha--ened to hi/$ and he also sa5 %hristian lo#e and 0oo-eration. .=e 1no5s that none o7 us had a desire 7or an(thing eA0e-t to see hi/ a00e-t %hrist.
>K>N A? I 5rite this boo1$ the "ord 0ontinues dail( to 0ross /( -ath 5ith -eo-le 5ho are hungr( 7or the truth< I7 (ou9ll Dust dis0o#er ho5.to use (our built.in 'radar$* it9s a/aHing ho5 :od 0an use (ou. "isten to 5hat I 0ould ha#e said$ and then listen to 5hat :od had /e sa( to an indi#idual 5ho 0a/e into /( o77i0e. E"et /e eA-lain that I ha#e a dis-la( o7 :od Is Fabulous in /( o77i0e.F %usto/erB '?o (ou9re an author$ too<* )eB 'Yes$ I 5rote a boo1.* Not )eB 'Not reall($ it9s Dust a stor( that :od 5anted told$ and he Dust ha--ened to use /e be0ause I 0an t(-e.* %usto/erB 'It9s an autobiogra-h($ isn9t it?* )eB 'Yes$ it tells 5hat a 7abulous li7e I ha#e.* Not )eB 'No$ it9s a stor( o7 %hrist$ and 5hat he did in a li7e$ and that li7e ha--ened to be /ine.* %usto/erB 'I used to be able to 5rite$ but it see/s to /e li1e I9/ dr(. And I don9t ha#e the
ins-iration to 5rite li1e (ou a--arentl( do. It Dust see/s to /e that there9s so/ething /issing in /( li7e. And there9s an a57ul e/-tiness there.* )eB ')( goodness$ isn9t that a sha/e. Well$ Dust 1ee- tr(ing and so/e one o7 these da(s (ou9ll be able to 5rite again. I 0ertainl( ho-e so.* Not )eB 'Well$ I on0e heard so/eone sa( that in e#er( /an there is a :od.sha-ed #a0uu/ that onl( :od 0an 7ill. )a(be this is the -roble/ in (our li7e.* %usto/erB '6h$ no$ I 1no5 all about %hrist and I ha#e studied the Bible and I 1no5 5hat religion does 7or (ou.* )eB 'Well$ that9s good. >#er(one should 1no5 about the Bible. And I thin1 it9s 7ine that (ou 1no5 a lot. Well$ I 5ouldn9t 5orr( i7 I 5ere (ou. I9d go to 0hur0h$ and be7ore (ou 1no5 it$ (ou9ll be able to 5rite again.* Not )eB 'Would (ou /ind i7 I as1ed (ou a -ersonal Iuestion? You don9t ha#e to ans5er /e i7 (ou don9t 5ant to$ but I9/ 0urious to 1no5 5here (ou ha#e %hrist. It9s ob#ious to /e that (ou ha#e hi/ in (our head$ but I9/ 5ondering i7 (ou ha#e hi/ in (our heart 5here he belongs.* %usto/erB 'You 1no5$ (ou9#e got /e thin1ing$ and I9/ 5ondering i7 (ou9re not right in that /( 5hole -roble/ is the 7a0t that I ha#e %hrist in /( head and not in /( heart.* )eB ',hat9s -robabl( (our 5hole trouble$ but I guess there9s nothing (ou 0an do about it.*
Not )eB 'Would (ou /ind i7 I shared a 7e5 eA0iting things 5ith (ou that ha#e ha--ened in /( li7e sin0e I in#ited %hrist to 0o/e in?* For the neAt 7e5 /inutes I shared 5ith her so/e o7 the eA0iting re0ent e#ents o7 /( li7e$ eA-laining ea0h ti/e that be0ause %hrist 5as in /( heart and li#ing his li7e throu!h /e$ it 5as eA0iting to dis0o#er 5hat :od 5anted 7ro/ /( li7e. At that -oint she said$ 'Well$ this doesn9t gi#e (ou /u0h 0hoi0e$ does it? It see/s to /e li1e it9s all 0ut and dried.* At this -arti0ular /o/ent /( -astor 0a/e in to -i01 u- the ?unda( bulletins and I introdu0ed hi/ to this 0usto/er. And in a 5a( in 5hi0h onl( the "ord 0an lead$ he -i01ed u- the 0on#ersation right 5here I le7t o77$ and -resented the Four ?-iritual "a5s to this Wo/an. When he had 7inished$ she loo1ed at /e and said$ 'You 1no5 5hat? I 7eel that :od led /e into this o77i0e this a7ternoon to tal1 to (ou$ and then I thin1 be had (our -astor 0o/e in right at this -arti0ular ti/e$ too.* )eB It9s reall( a 0oin0iden0e$ isn9t it?* Not )eB 'It9s interesting ho5 the "ord 5or1s$ isn9t it? And this ans5ers the Iuestion that (ou Dust as1ed$ be0ause 5hile (ou 5ere led to this o77i0e this a7ternoon$ and the "ord sa5 to it that /( -astor 0a/e in at Dust the right ti/e$ the de0ision is still (ours to /a1e. =e isn9t going to 7or0e (ou to a00e-t hi/$ but he has /ade hi/sel7
a#ailable to )ou throu!h two o the instruments o his work( but the choice is )ours.= %usto/erB 'I 0hoose to a00e-t hi/ as /( ?a#ior and "ord.* And then 5hile I bo5ed /( head$ she and /( -astor -ra(ed. And she in#ited %hrist into her li7e. I7 (ou 5ill loo1 0are7ull( at the 7oregoing 0on#ersation$ (ou 5ill see ho5 eas( it 5ould ha#e been 7or /e to sa($ ',here 5asn9t an(one to 5itness to toda(.* But i7 (ou use (our built.in radar$ it9s a/aHing ho5 /an( -eo-le the "ord 5ill -ut in (our -ath. ANY WHERE, ANY TIME And then there 5as the (oung girl 5hose li7e 5as tragi0. ?he had lost her husband and her t5o (oung 0hildren in a horrible a00ident$ and at t5ent(. three 7elt as though nothing 5as 5orth5hile. ?he had ta1en the insuran0e /one( and sIuandered it. "i#ing high$ 5ide and handso/e$ she had blo5n R32$888 in a single (ear and had absolutel( nothing to sho5 7or it. When she realiHed it 5as gone ; and e#en as she 5as s-ending it$ she realiHed 5hat a 0o/-lete /ess she 5as /a1ing o7 her li7e. ?he had borro5ed a 0ar 7ro/ a 7riend o7 /( son9s 5i7e$ and had a blo5out. ?he 0alled /( son and as1ed hi/ to 0o/e and 7iA it 7or her$ and ulti/atel( she ended u- at /( house 7or dinner. ,his is not at all un0o//on or unusual$ be0ause I ne#er reall( 1no5 ho5 /an( I9/ going to ha#e eating at /( house. ?o I Dust 7iAed an eAtra -late and
I don9t honestl( re/e/ber ho5 the 0on#ersation started$ but I o#erheard her sa( to so/eoneB 'What I reall( need is a 5hole ne5 li7e.* Instantl( /( ',K antenna* -er1ed u- its ears$ so I Dust saidB ',hat9s interesting$ be0ause that9s eAa0tl( 5hat %hrist o77ers (ouB a 5hole ne5 li7e. As a /atter o7 7a0t$ in /( %hrist/as letter t5o (ears ago I said that 5hen %hrist 0a/e into /( li7e$ nothing 0hanged eA0e-t /( 5hole li7e.* No5 (ou /ight thin1 this 5ould ha#e been the -er7e0t /o/ent to read the Four ?-iritual "a5s$ but there 5as no 'green light.* ?o /( ',K antenna* 7olded itsel7 u- and 5ent ba01 into nor/al -osition. ,his (oung lad( heard the 0on#ersation the rest o7 the e#ening$ ho5e#er. And I noti0ed that e#er( night 5hen I 0a/e ho/e 7ro/ 5or1 she ha--ened to be there. I 0ouldn9t Iuite 7igure it out eA0e-t I 1ne5 that the "ord had sent her 7or a reason and 5hen he 7elt the ti/e 5as right I 5ould get the ':6* signal. And sure enough$ on a ?unda( a7ternoon she 5as there$ ha#ing #isited /( 0hur0h in the /orning. All the teen.agers 5ho s5ar/ all o#er /( house 5ere in s5i//ing. >#er(one 5as reall( ha#ing 7un$ but she see/ed #er( Iuiet as she sat there on the -or0h. ,he 7ollo5ing night she a--eared in /( o77i0e and I as1ed her i7 she 5anted to ha#e dinner 5ith us. ?he a00e-ted. ?he had to go -i01 u- so/ething 7ro/ her house$ and 5as dela(ed so long I 7elt she /ust ha#e 0hanged her /ind. ?o /( daughter and I sat do5n to eat and 5ere al/ost 7inished 5hen she arri#ed.
When she 0a/e in$ I 1iddingl( said$ 'Well$ 5e -ra(ed 7or an hour o#er the 7ood$. 5aiting 7or (ou$ but then de0ided 5e9d ha#e to go ahead and eat. But don9t 5orr($ 5e -ra(ed 7or (ou$ too<* It see/ed to /e this -arti0ular night I had so /an( -ra(er reIuests that -ra(er 5as reall( length( Ebe0ause 5e ha#e our -ra(er 0ir0le at the su--er table 5hen 5e9re all togetherF. ?he said$ 'What did (ou -ra( 7or /e?* And I said$ ',hat %hrist 5ould gi#e (ou the 5hole ne5 li7e (ou 5ant.* As I said this$ the 'green light* 7lashed$ so I got t5o 0o-ies o7 the Four ?-iritual "a5s$ one 7or her$ and one 7or /e$ and I started reading. ,he tele-hone /ust ha#e rung at least ten ti/es$ but /( daughter 5ho 5as silentl( ba01ing /e u5ith -ra(er$ ea0h ti/e ans5ered the tele-hone sa(ing I 5as not a#ailable at that /o/ent. When 5e 7inished$ the (oung 5ido5 -ra(ed to re0ei#e %hrist. And /( "ord be0a/e hers.
A? I WA"K do5n an( street$ 7l( in an( -lane$ sho- in an( store$ 5or1 in an( o77i0e$ #isit in an( 0hur0h$ eat in an( restaurant$ engage in an) a0ti#it($ I 7ind an o--ortunit( to tal1 about %hrist$ an o--ortunit( to 7ill the #oid in someone@s li7e. I ne#er start a da( 5ithout as1ing :od to -re-are so/eone9s heart 7or /e to s-ea1 to. And I ne#er start on an( 1ind o7 tri- ; 5hether it9s to the store or to another 0it( ; 5ithout as1ing :od 5ho he9s -re-ared 7or /e to tal1 to. As I ha#e 5ritten this boo1$ 5hi0h in#ol#es tal1ing about %hrist$ I ha#e tried to dis0o#er the reason so/e -eo-le tal1 about %hrist$ and so/e don9t. A7ter the 1ni7e.-lunging in the 7irst 0ha-ter about 1no5ing %hrist$ I9ll ha#e to -lunge another one in 7or a 7inal thrust< ,al1ing about %hrist in#ol#es an a57ul lot o7 tal1ing to :od. id (ou e#er thin1 o7 that? )a(be the reason 5e don9t 5itness /ore is be0ause 5e don9t tal1 to :od enough. And belie#e /e$ i7 5e don9t s-end a good
share o7 our ti/e tal1ing to :od$ all our labor 5ill be Dust that ; "AB6J ; and 5ill be in #ain. 6n a re0ent tri- I had le7t so/ething in /( hotel roo/ and had to go ba01 7or it. ?in0e I had so/e #er( i/-ortant -eo-le 5aiting 7or /e$ I 1ne5 I had to hurr( ba01. )( hotel 5as about three blo01s a5a( 7ro/ 5here I had the a--oint/ent$ so I 5al1ed. And I honestl( had to -ut 'blinders* on ; Dust li1e the( do to a ra0e horse ; be0ause I 1ne5 i7 I didn9t$ I9d get 'sidetra01ed.* And hea#en onl( 1no5s ho5 long it 5ould ha#e been be7ore I got ba01. I literall( had to hang /( head and 1ee- /( e(es on the side5al1 so I 0ouldn9t see an(one 7or those 7e5 /inutes$ let alone see his need. But I 5onder ho5 /an( o7 us do this all the ti/e? =o5 /an( ti/es ha#e (ou ignored a real o--ortunit( to tal1 about %hrist be0ause (ou 5ere 'too tired* or 'a7raid* or 'Dust didn9t 5ant to*? At a -ra(er grou- a (oung 5o/an indi0ated a hal7hearted desire to 5itness but said she 0ouldn9t get a5a( 7ro/ the house be0ause o7 her siA 0hildren. ?o 5e -ra(ed the "ord 5ould send her so/eone right to her house$ be0ause 5e 1ne5 ho5 di77i0ult it 5as 7or her to get out. ,he neAt 5ee1 5hen 5e as1ed her 5ho the "ord had sent b($ she shee-ishl( saidB 'I 5as 5at0hing a soa- o-era on tele#ision this 5ee1 and a (oung sales/an 0a/e to the door and started telling /e his -roble/s be7ore tr(ing to sell his -rodu0t. I told hi/ I 5as too bus( then be0ause I 5as 5at0hing a ,K -rogra/. But a7ter he le7t$ I realiHed that :od had ans5ered (our -ra(er and sent /e so/eone to
5itness to$ and I 5as too9 bus( 5at0hing tele#ision to ta1e the ti/e out to be 0on0erned 5ith hi/.* As1 (oursel7 an honest IuestionB I7 (ou 5ere standing on the edge o7 a s5i//ing -ool$ on the edge o7 a la1e$ or on the ban1 o7 a ri#er$ and (ou sa5 so/eone dro5ning$ 5ould (ou stand there and sha1e (our head and sa($ ',s1$ ts1$ isn9t that a57ul? =e9s about to die<* 6r 5ould (ou do so/ething about it? 6r 5ould (ou at least tr) to do so/ething about it? I belie#e (ou 5ould s0rea/ 7or hel-$ or thro5 a li7eline in$ or e#en Du/- in (oursel7 i7 (ou 5ere reall( bra#e$ but I Dust 1no5 (ou 5ouldn9t stand there sha1ing (our head and 5at0hing a hu/an being dro5ned$ and do nothing but sa($ 'Isn9t that a57ul?* "et9s turn the situation around. What do (ou do 5hen (ou ha#e so/eone 5ho is s-irituall( 'dead* and 5ith 5ho/ (ou9re in 0onta0t 0onstantl(? o (ou s0rea/ 7or hel- i7 (ou don9t 1no5 5hat to do (oursel7? o (ou thro5 hi/ a li7eline? 6r do (ou e#en dare to Du/- in a7ter hi/ and tr( to 'sa#e* hi/ 7ro/ s-iritual death? 6r do (ou Dust sa($ ',s1$ ts1$ isn9t that a57ul?* Well$ i7 (ou9re not out there 5itnessing 7or %hrist$ (ou9re 5at0hing the/ die 7or eternit( and doing nothing but sa(ing$ 'Isn9t that a57ul?* It is a57ul. It9s a57ul that (ou9re doing nothing about it< id (ou e#er thin1 about 5hat (ou sa( 5hen (ou go to the gro0er( store 7or (our 5ee1end sho--ing? )an( sales 0ler1s sa($ '=a#e a ni0e 5ee1end.* And I used to inanel( re-l($ ',han1 (ou$ (ou too<* And one da( the =ol( ?-irit 0on#i0ted /e o7 the 7a0t I 5as thro5ing a5a( a /ar#elous
o--ortunit( to 5itness$ so I started re-l(ingB ',han1 (ou$ and (ou reall( 5ill$ i7 (ou go to 0hur0h on ?unda(.* I9d li1e to 0hallenge (ou to tr( this on so/eone. You9#e no idea o7 the interesting situations this has gotten /e into and (ou9#e no idea o7 the 5itnessing o--ortunities this has gi#en /e. )( 5hole li7e s-ar1les sin0e %hrist -ut so /u0h Hi- into it$ and 5hene#er so/eone as1s /e ho5 I a/$ I al5a(s sa(B 'Fabulous$ but then I9/ alwa)s 7abulous<* And I9/ 0ertainl( telling the truth be0ause sin0e %hrist 0a/e into /( li7e and I surrendered /( all to hi/$ I9/ al5a(s 7abulous< And (ou ha#e no idea 5hat an o--ortunit( this gi#es /e to 5itness. >#er( da( -eo-le as1 /e ho5 I 0an -ossibl( al5a(s be 7abulous< And then I Dust s/ile and sa($ '6h$ (ou Dust 5al1ed into so/ething$ did (ou 1no5 that?* And 7ro/ then on I let the =ol( ?-irit do the Dob o7 5itnessing 7or %hrist. I ho-e (ou9#e gathered 7ro/ the things that I 5rite that I ha#e a great sense o7 hu/or. I thin1 i7 all o7 us de#elo-ed this$ or en0ouraged this in oursel#es$ 5e9d be a lot better o77 in our 5itnessing 7or %hrist< I ho-e (ou9#e noti0ed ho5 hu/orous /an( o7 the situations are as I en0ountered so/eone to share %hrist 5ith$ and 5hat a boon this has been in the 7inal de#elo-/ent. I ho-e (ou are also a5are o7 /( eAtre/e seriousness 5here the destin( o7 a soul is 0on0erned. I al5a(s gi#e a 0o-( o7 /( boo1 "od is Fabulous to so/eone on e#er( -lane tri- I ta1e. And it9s al5a(s eA 0iting to see 5ho the "ord 5ants /e to gi#e it to.
Jeturning 7ro/ a tour reall( tired$ I assured :od that i7 there 5as an(one he 5anted /e to tal1 to$ I9d be glad to$ but i7 it 5as all right 5ith hi/$ d Dust as soon 'sa01* out on the 5a( ho/e be0ause I 5as eAhausted< No one sat beside /e on the -lane$ so I sle-t all the 5a( borne ; 5ell al/ost. :od al5a(s /a1es it eas( 7or /e to 1no5 5ho9s to get the boo1$ but on this tri- I didn9t get the 'green light* on an( o7 the ste5ardesses$ so I Dust doHed. ,he /an in 7ront o7 /e had as1ed the ste5ardess at the beginning o7 the 7light 7or t5o double s0ot0h and sodas. =e bolted the/ do5n 5ith one s5allo5 ea0h$ and -ro/-tl( 5ent to slee-$ I guessed. I had not seen hi/ or tal1ed to hi/$ but as 5e 7le5 o#er ,a/-a I got the sa/e nudging I had gotten 7ro/ the beginning the /an ahead o7 /e should get the boo1. ?o I stu01 a 0o-( o7 the boo1 bet5een the seat and 5indo5 as 5e a--roa0hed )ia/i$ sa(ing$ 'I9/ an author Egreat state/ent ; one boo1 to /( 0reditF and I gi#e a boo1 a5a( on ea0h -lane tri- I ta1e. Would (ou a00e-t it?* =e 0ouldn9t see /e through the little 0ra01 bet5een the seat and the 5indo5$ but I heard hi/ sa($ 'Yes$ I9ll be glad to.* I -ushed the boo1 through to hi/. And as the -lane landed soon a7ter that$ I 5ondered$ '"ord$ 5h( hi/?* And then I did a /ost unusual thing. I stood$ 5aiting 7or the -lane9s door to o-en. =e 5as still sitting. ?o I Dust ra--ed on his head 5ith /( 7ingers Edon9t 5e al5a(s ra- on -eo-le9s heads?F and in /(
/ost -ious tone I said$ 'I ho-e it grabbed (ou<* And I s/iled. =e loo1ed u- at /e$ snarled$ and said$ 'Not a 0han0e ; I9/ an agnosti0<* I said$ '=o5 eA0iting$ absolutel( great< I 1ne5 that :od had a reason 7or sele0ting (ou to ha#e a 0o-( o7 /( boo1. !ro/ise /e (ou9ll read it?* =e saidB 'Is it about (ou?* I said it 5as. =e gro5led. 'I 5ouldn9t /iss reading about a nut li1e (ou 7or an(thing<* =o5 eA0iting li7e is 5hen 5e listen to 5hat :od sa(s. I /a( ne#er 1no5 5hat ha--ened as a result o7 this en0ounter$ but Dust thin1 o7 the -ossibilities as :od -ointed out so/eone 5ho reall( needed to read a stor( about a li#ing :od< ,a1e o77 the blinders and begin to li#e (oursel7<
I =AK> o desire in li7eB to be an o-en 0hannel 7or :od to use. I -ra( dail( that /( li7e 5ill 0onstantl( be 0o/-letel( o-en 7or his great and /ight( lo#e to 7lo5 right through to rea0h others and start a 7ire 7or Cesus %hrist 5ho is the 0onsu/ing -assion o7 /( li7e. ,hen I as1ed :od to use /e to 7an the 7ire into a 7la/e. ,hen I as1 hi/ to use /e to start another 0oal burning so that the 7irst 7ire 5on9t go out. 6n an 'enthusing* tri- in !enns(l#ania$ I had a 5o/an sa( to /e$ 'I9ll bet (ou ne#er 7ail$ do (ou?* I reall( laughed$ and said 'Are (ou 1idding ?' I9d li1e to use the last 7e5 /inutes o7 (our reading ti/e to reassure (ou o7 one 7a0tB It9s not a sin ne#er to 5in so/eone to %hrist$ but it@s a sin not to tr)/ ,r( to thin1 o7 (our 5itnessing li7e as a 0ross$ or I should sa( a series o7 0rosses on the road o7 li7e.
6n the road sho5n siA 0rosses are /ar1ed. ,he road re-resents a li7eB an(one9s li7e. ,he 0rosses and the na/es indi0ate indi#iduals 5ho ha#e 5itnessed to that -erson. No5 ea0h o7 the/ is #ital to the 7inal de0ision 7or %hrist$ but 5ho deser#es the /ost 0redit? )ar($ 5ho Dust a00identall( ha--ened to be on the s-ot 5hen :od added to his 1ingdo/? 6r Cane$ 5ho9s the 'lo5 /an on the tote/ -ole$* but 5ho -lanted the original seed? Is an( one o7 the/ an( /ore i/-ortant than an( other? I don9t thin1 so. 6ur onl( res-onsibilit( is to do 5hat %hrist has 0o//anded us to doB ':o$ )an$ :6<* )a(be in the -lan 7or (our li7e :od de0ided that (ou 5ere a s-e0ialist at the third 0rossing -oint and so he -lanted (ou in a #ital and 1e( -osition 7or his 5or1. We 0an9t all be the Iuarterba01 5ho 0arries the ball and gets the tou0hdo5n. )a(be :od Dust 5ants us to do our share along the line 5ithout e#er getting an( o7 the so. 0alled 'glor(.* Well$ i7 that9s (our slot in li7e$ lo#e it< ,hat9s 5h( :od -ut (ou there ; to do (our Dob$ be0ause it9s as #ital as an( other -erson9s on that road. ,hat9s 5h( I belie#e it9s not a sin ne#er to 5in an(one to %hrist$ be0ause /a(be that isn9t 5hat :od has 0alled (ou 7or. But he has 0alled (ou to 5itness 7or hi/$ regardless o7 the out0o/e$ and I ha#en9t 7ound one single eA0use in the Bible 7or an(one not to 5itness. I 1no5 5h( so/e don9t 5itness< o (ou? o (ou belie#e the Bible and 5hat it sa(s? ,hen (ou9ll ha#e to belie#e 5hat the boo1 o7 A0ts has to sa( about the -o5er to 5itness. It si/-l( sa(s all 5e ha#e to do is a--ro-riate the -o5er o7 the =ol(
?-irit$ be0ause the =ol( ?-irit 5ill gi#e us boldness to 5itness. It doesn9t sa( that onl( a 7e5 5ill be bold. It sa(s the =ol( ?-irit 5ill so e/-o5er (our li7e that (ou 5ill be able to 5itness e#en to the ends o7 the earth. And it /eans )ou and me( e#er( %hristian. And I belie#e 5hat the Bible sa(s. ,hroughout the eA-erien0es I9#e shared 5ith (ou I9#e tried to e/-hasiHe t5o thingsB the ne0essit( o7 being an o-en 0hannel that :od 0an use$ and the ne0essit( o7 -ra(er$ as1ing :od to -re-are the hearts 7or (ou. You must be an o-en 0hannel so the =ol( ?-irit 0an use (ou. And onl( :od 0an /a1e the in0rease$ so it9s ne0essar( to as1 hi/ to -re-are the hearts 7or (ou. And don9t al5a(s 7eel that '5itnessing* is ne0essaril( to those 5ho are not %hristian. ?o/e o7 the /ost eA0iting '5itnessing* I do is to %hristians. You9ll note I /entioned I 5as on an 'enthusing* tri- to !enns(l#ania. When :od 7irst -ut the 0all on /( li7e$ I 0ouldn9t 7igure out 5hat he 5anted /e to be. ,hen I dis0o#ered he didn9t 5ant /e to be a -rea0her$ or le0turer$ or tea0her$ but he Dust 5anted /e to be an 'enthuser.* 67tenti/es in our %hristian li7e 5e /a( run out o7 gas$ or enthusias/$ or 5e need our s-iritual batteries re0harged to gi#e us ne5 %hristian Hest 7or 5itnessing. ,his is the eA0iting thing that :od has 0alled /e 7orB to i/-art so/e o7 his Heal$ or enthusias/ i7 (ou 5ant to 0all it that$ to those 5ho ha#e run do5n. ?o (ou see 5hen (ou9re u- on a s-irituall( high le#el$ (ou should share it 5ith other %hristians$ be0ause this is one o7 the /ost eA0iting
t(-es o7 5itnessing there is. ,o re#italiHe a %hristian is indeed a thrill. ,r( it so/eti/e soon. Is (our %hristianit( ali#e? Is %hrist su0h a 0o/-elling 7or0e in (our li7e that (ou (oursel7 ha#e a0tuall( 0o/e ali#e? oes he reall( li#e his li7e through (ou? I7 he does$ then I9/ sure (ou9re out on the battle7ront 5itnessing. But i7 he doesn9t I9d li1e to suggest that 5itnessing starts at ho/e< )a1e sure that (ou9#e 5itnessed to (oursel7 so 5ell that (ou9re totall( surrendered$ so that (ou 0an be used ho5e#er :od 5ants to use (ou. ,hen re/e/ber that a heathen 5or1s 7ro/ sun to sun$ but the %hristian9s 5or1 is ne#er done<