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E-Lack-Tricity at Stony Brook
The residents living in Roosevelt freshman who lives in Greeley, a build- “They had little generators outside
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Andrew Fraley
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Managing Editor
Najib Aminy
Associate Editor
Campus Residences Takes You to the Cleaners
Natalie Crnosija
Because They Can’t Machine Wash You in a Building with no Power
Business Manager
Erin Mansfield After Campus Residences evacu- water. fund with their tax dollars. But your
ated Roosevelt and Kelly Quads last Campus Residences has made no only effort towards standing up against
Production Manager
Tia “Quark Ate My Soul” Mansouri winter over some broken pipes and a form of apology to these students either such mistreatment is creating a Face-
pesky lack of heat, residents thought the in the form of an email, for which book group. It’s a cute start, but it’s time
News Editors worst of their troubles were over. Little they’ve become infamous, or in the to make your statement into a cam-
Raina Bedford
Laura Cooper did they know that the new year would form of a monetary refund. paign.
bring new problems, new inconven- President Stanley has already advo- You want reimbursement? Write a
Features Editor
Ross Barkan iences and new safety hazards. cated raising tuition. But on a campus letter. Stand outside of President Stan-
Residents of Roosevelt Quad spent that forces most passers-by to scoff at ley’s office until he has no choice but to
Arts Editor two hours on October 25 without the incessant construction, that can’t listen to you. It’s on the third floor of the
Doug Cion
power, only to find their hot water finish one project before starting an- Administration Building. His office
Sports Editor would be lost as well. Not that they other, and maintains a ranking on The number is (631) 632-6265.
Jason Wirchin
could check their email for updates Princeton Review for unhappy students, Pissed about those e-mails that
Photo Editor when they had no power and are the whom does he plan to attract? Perhaps “thank you for your patience”? Call the
Eric DiGiovanni only quad on campus without wireless prospective students can step on a rusty guy who writes them at (631) 632-6750
Liz Kaufman
Internet. nail and be moved by the swift and or the campus residences financial di-
Copy Editors The following night, they suffered painless tetanus shots at the SBU Med- rector at (631) 632-6921. Tell them, “Pa-
Kelly Yu another power outage. The kicker? This ical Center. (It’s right next door, guys!) tience my ass!”
Katie Knowlton
Iris Lin one outlasted the generators and emer- President Stanley, you would never And Campus Residences: Take
gency lights, leaving hundreds of stu- send your kids to an institution with $6,000, divide it by the number of days
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Roman Sheydvasser dents to lurk the halls of dark, unlocked this much rampant ineptitude. So take (including weekends) in the school year,
buildings without working fire alarms. control. Campus Residences is charging and multiply it by the amount of bull-
Audiomaster Resident Assistants confirmed that they students more than $6,000 per year for shit you put your residents through
Josh Ginsberg
had to spend the night patrolling the dormitories lacking basic 20th-century every year. Send a check for that
Ombudsman hallways for fires. Residents complained technology, and they show no remorse. amount to each affected student, and
James Laudano
that by the time they got power back, What do you have to say for yourself? beg for our forgiveness. It’s time for you
they still couldn’t shower in their own Students, you’re being taken for a to answer to us for a change.
Minister of Archives buildings because of the lack of hot ride by a university that your parents
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Maybe They Should’ve Aborted iCare... the “iCare” supplement. With quotes
from the World Health Organization
By Samuel Katz and the Journal of the American
Medical Association pointing to false
claims made in the ”iCare” supple-
The“iCare” advertising supplement ment, Shalvoy called the ad, “sensa-
that was in the October 8 issue of The tional [and] clearly promoting an
Statesman has circulated through cam- agenda.”
pus stirring controversy along the way. Shalvoy says that the response to
Many have expressed concern about the the petition has so far been positive.
contents of the ad and judging from the “The only negative response I get is
multiple responses released by The from claims of freedom of press,” she
Statesman. On October 25, The States- said. “Publications on campus should
man defended the publishing of the ad have more respect for their commu-
calling it “a clearly labeled ‘advertising nity. This is advertising of a specific
supplement.’” agenda. This is not science.”
“When this organization ap- Expressing her concern about
proached the advertising department, the ads, Flores said the ad was false
staff carefully reviewed the pamphlet in the information it presented. “You
and considered its potential impact on have too look closely to see that it is
Statesman readers before agreeing to not an ad,” Flores said. Professor
run it,” the statement read. Calvin added that the risk of such ad-
On October 28 senior Meghan vertisement is that it creates a hostile
Shalvoy decided to go a step further to environment for students who might
oppose the controversial newspaper in- choose to have an abortion. Ads like
sert and get students to sign a petition these, he said, make students feel si-
demanding that The Statesman refuse lenced and judged. And what about rape and incest? This thing has all the pseudo-scientific answers you crave!
such advertisements in the future. “[Abortion] is a difficult deci-
Joined by professors Kelliann Flores and sion, too often the element of choice
Ritch Calvin from the Women’s and doesn’t show up in the literature. It’s not through the Student Health Center and disseminate such biased and sensational
Gender Studies department at Stony anti-child; it’s about choice,” Flores said. the University Counseling Center. information,” Shalvoy said, “it is poten-
Brook, Shlavoy set up a table at the Sprit Shalvoy points out that the Long Is- The Statesman said that it carefully tially harmful to the health of its read-
Lounge in the Stony Brook Union to in- land Life Center, which advertises reviewed the pamphlet and considered ers.”
form students about the misleading weekly in The Statesman, is with a sim- the potential impact on Statesman read- To find out more about the petition
facts of the ad. Amongst the papers ilar anti-choice agenda. And the re- ers before agreeing to run it, but you can email:
given out by Shalvoy were refutations of sources those places claim to provide Shalvoy points out, this is a question of sbstudentscaretoo@gmail.com.
many of the ‘‘scientific’’ claims made in are available for students on campus integrity. “Not only is it dishonorable to
features
A Purple Prophesy
fluent students in Africa when I could do so been entrenched in an old way of life and I
By Bernie Lubell in America?” Landry said. As a result, she
became a catalyst for change, advocacy and
wouldn’t have progressed,” Landry ex-
claimed proudly. “I would have regressed.”
reform by petitioning to her supervisors to The “move” refers to Landry’s rebirth
Whether it is the name of an African begin a mission at St. Killians to teach the as a contemporary woman following the
child for whom she fostered education African students. Not only was she success- Vatican Council II. This Council of the
decades ago, or a university student who en- ful in this endeavor, but it presaged the con- Roman Catholic Church was convoked by
countered her iconic purple persona today, cern and commitment she would show for Pope John XXIII and continued by Pope
Sister Margaret Ann Landry never forgets a a vast amount of students in the future. Paul VI in the mid 1960s. Its purpose was
name. Landry recalled a time when Clemen- spiritual renewal and reconsideration of
Landry, 78, is one of almost 60,000 re- tine, a young girl, approached her to leave both the role and position of the Church in
ligious sisters in the United States, according school early to go to her mother’s funeral. A the modern world.
to the 2008 United States Catholic Demo- few weeks later, Landry said Clementine ap- “I was reluctant at first to make the
graphic. proached her yet again. “May I go home so change,” Landry said demurely. “Women
Landry is a profound example of a I can go to my mother’s funeral?” Clemen- were contained and the thought of this
woman religious who has dedicated herself tine asked. change was a freeing, yet scary new way of
to an altruistic life of serving others as a mis- Landry thought the girl was up to no life.” Landry changed her name from the re-
sionary, teacher and advisor. In her wise and good. “Clementine,” Landry recalled saying, ligious Mother Immaculee, to her baptismal
seasoned 78 years, Landry has touched lives “You already went to your mother’s funeral.” name of Margaret Ann. She converted her
on local, national, and global levels. “No, Sister, this is the mother from name and her appearance, yet continued
Landry’s life has inspired others to look whose womb I came,” Clementine replied. her commitment to God.
at themselves with a more critical eye. Not Landry went quiet for a few seconds Sister Rose Anthony Waklshk, OP, of
only has she reminded others that a strong and then said that in Rhodesian culture, all Queen of the Holy Rosary Convent in Ami-
faith isn’t necessary to be a good person, but male and female elders were referred to as tyville, NY related to Landry’s experience,
she has also continuously emphasized the father and mother, respectively. echoing Pope John XXII, saying “All the
power of good. She has built bridges among She said of these students, “They saw churches needed fresh air.”
communities and individual persons, en- me as someone who really cared.” She also “The change into contemporary attire
couraging them to get involved in justice gained a new appreciation for the Rhode- was gradual, as habits should suit the type of
and peace issues. sian culture. work you’re doing,” Waklshk explained.
Roger Keller, Professor of Church His- Brother Tony LoGalbo, director for the
tory and Doctrine at Bringham Young Uni- Center for Franciscan Spirituals and Spiri-
versity, said that despite the salient tual Direction at St. Francis of Assisi in
responsibilities of being a missionary, the Manhattan, called his three years as a mis- Sacred Heart of Mary. Dedicated to educa-
missionary life is risky with unforeseeable sionary in Brazil very positive. “I was a kind tion, she served God much like “the army,
dangers. “The one thing about being a reli- and compassionate presence,” Bro. LoGalbo navy, and marines serve their country,” she
gious missionary is that you can be sent said of his impact on the fifth grade students “Nuns have lost said.
anywhere and you lay your life on the line Landry recalled that she was often as-
because you have no attachments,” Dr.
he taught in Brazil. “We preach by exam-
ple.”
their lives across the signed to certain tasks not only because she
was a religious, but also because she was a
Keller said. “Nuns have lost their lives across
the world because they will go where they
As one of approximately 850 mission-
aries worldwide with the Christian and
world because they woman in the Catholic Church.
believe God sends them.” Missionary Alliance, John Ellenberger will go where they The first choice in Landry’s religious
life was to be the assistant director of ad-
“Clementine, Cecilia, Frederick, Silas, agreed that the missionary experience is a
Nyamedzawo,” she recalled. “I remember all life-changing one indeed. “It gave me a per- believe God sends missions at Marymount College. “Making
40 of their names,” Landry said of the spective of the need to honor other people this decision was a major step for me,”
African students she taught. “I always re- in their own cultures that I would have in them” Landry said. “We were usually told where
member names.” no other way,” the elderly Ellenberger said we would be and we were not used to op-
Rhodesia, the present-day war torn of his 27 years of missionary experience on tions or choices.”
Zimbabwe where Landry was sent to be a the island of Java. “It expanded my hori- Not only was it Landry’s first profes-
missionary in the 1960s, was safe when zons, my understanding and appreciation sional choice, but it also shaped her passion.
Landry was missionary there, although she of people and their unusual cultures that I She continues this today at Stony Brook
could feel the tensions rising between the believe are a gift of God.” “Since then, sisters have more respon- University not only as the Chaplain at the
Africans and the British who owned Both Landry’s impact and sacrifice for sibility to make decisions to help people Catholic Campus Ministry in the Interfaith
Rhodesia. the African students is undeniable. across the world.” Center, but also as an advisor for a half-
She called her missionary work in “The students were so upset I left,” Dr. Jane Linahan, professor of system- dozen student clubs and organizations.
Rhodesia her “Peace Corps” stint despite Landry recalled. After the experience, atic theology at St. Bonaventure University Richard Gatteau, director of the Aca-
being assigned to go to Africa by her Landry admitted to crying every time she said one of the major themes of the Vatican demic and Pre-Professional Advising Cen-
Provincial. She said that being exposed to “bumped into an African” because she Council II was acknowledging the dignity ter, said of Landry, “She is an incredible
another culture was a very rewarding expe- missed them so dearly. of the human person. “It was important to student advocate and is probably the most
rience that she carries with her today. During Landry’s Rhodesian stint, the understand that the world had changed in well-known person on campus.” Gatteau
Despite Landry’s own hope to spread historic Vatican Council II sent shockwaves regards to the attitude towards women,” added that Landry makes him feel part of
the glory of God in Rhodesia, the program across the Catholic world, impacting Linahan said. “It was a step forward out of a something bigger. “I am on the prayer
did not come without qualms. Her initial women of the church and eventually creat- patriarchal society.” chain, and when I receive an e-mail asking
concern was that she was teaching at a ing Landry’s iconic purple persona. With increased dignity in hand follow- for support for another member of our
Marymount school in the British ruled However, purple didn’t come so easily ing the Vatican Council II and her rebirth, campus from Sister Margaret, it reminds
Rhodesia. to Sister Margaret at first. Landry continued living up to her commit- me that I work at a special place that values
“Why would I want to teach white, af- “If I didn’t make that move, I may have ment and disciplines as a Religious of the the importance of the human spirit.”
The Stony Brook Press 9
features
Write Until Your Little Hands Bleed
By Eric DiGiovanni
National Novel Writing Month is an annual chal-
lenge to produce a 50,000 word novel in the month of
November. It’s frantic, nerve-wracking, and chances
are your final product won’t be the next Catcher in the
Rye or Ulysses to hit the bookstands.
But that doesn’t matter. NaNoWriMo is about
motivation, not quality. How many people have you
met who’ve said, “Yeah, I’m working on a novel.”
Everyone acts impressed and they feel better because
they’re so creative and smart and can leave their job
at Starbucks anytime. Then they can live out their
dream of being a famous writer and have white people
tell them how awesome they are. NaNoWriMo kicks
those pretentious douchebags in the balls (or ovaries)
and says, “You want be a writer? Then do it!”
Let’s look at why it works. First off, it gives a
definitive deadline: midnight, November 30th. Even
the laziest of us can obey a deadline for a paper for
class. “30 days?” you say, burning your barista apron,
“I’ve done 10-page papers in one night!” Sure, but
that’s when you have the convenience of copy-pasting
from Wikipedia. You have to come up with 50,000 of
your own words, for a story you make up.
Second, it establishes a daily habit of writing,
or at the very least making your time productive. For
the math inhibited, to meet the deadline, you’d need to
type 1667 words a day. Finally, it encourages enthu- James Joyce spent slightly more than a month writing Ulysses
siasm for something of your own creation. Only suck-
ers get psyched for school papers. You get a grade, theory is. With your novel, you can share it with any- 50,000 words. 30 days. 1 novel. Can you do
that’s it. No one ever speaks of that time you wrote a one and everyone, and actually have a reason to take the write thing?
five-page paper telling exactly one person what string pride in it.
By Ross Barkan
ing other students during the evening tian, and Lincolnian than actually be- large breasts. “I’m philosophizing.”
gathering. When junior Rick Black ar- lieved.” The asshole with no regard for his-
gued that he understood existentialist As the verbal diarrhea continued tory or people then proceeded to spread
A pretentious douchebag claimed philosophy even though he didn’t know to pour from his mouth, some students his pseudo-philosophical detritus
that Jean-Paul Sartre, a 20th century French, the shit-tongued ass clown who tried to intervene and save the night. among the female population of Tabler.
French existentialist philosopher, can never actually lived in Montpellier, Local hero Jim Pesci, a senior and phi- The self-described “metaphysical wiz-
only be properly comprehended in ard” asked freshman Ashley
French, according to eye-rolling Popovich if she had read any Sartre
Stony Brook University sources. or Camus. When she responded “no”
The 21 year-old unnamed asshole and began to walk away, the faux-in-
floated around Tabler Quad for two tellectual fucknut seized her shoul-
hours, lecturing to any students in der and began speaking barely
earshot that no one can possibly discernable French.
understand Sartre’s core tenets un- “Mon cheri, mon cheri, wait!
less they are fluent in the French Haven’t you ever wondered about
language. Cradling a bottle of Jack why we’re really here?” When
Daniels and a two dollar cigar, the Popovich timidly responded “yes,”
shallow douche with-his-head-so- the complete and utter waste of
far-up-his-own-asshole-he can’t- human life filled the air with another
see-the-light-of-day interrupted vapid and worthless monologue that
multiple conversations to spread his wasted the time of everyone within a
unfounded and wholly invalid six mile radius.
viewpoint “You see, Ashley, the world is a
“Excuse eh moo-ah, par lay voo complicated place. No one knows
francess?” the fucker asked in bro- how we got here. And Sartre, a true
ken, deplorable French to no one in master of Darwin’s theory of thermal
particular. “Is anyone acquainted emotion, realized that God is like the
with the works of Jean-Paul Sun. He makes stuff grow and shines
Sartre?” but you just don’t know where he is
When freshman Randy Finkel- or where he came from. That’s why
stein enthusiastically and foolishly we’re all unhappy.”
responded that he had read and en- The Sun is a G-type main se-
joyed Sartre’s landmark play No quence star located 93 million miles
Exit, the arrogant fetus-head im- from the Earth. Clearly not armed
mediately launched into a three with this knowledge, the rotting tree
minute and 24 second diatribe about France as he falsely claimed at an Alpha losophy major, calmly explained to the stump of a human being attempted to
the poor quality of English translations Nu Omega frat party last Friday, told total ponce that his interpretation of ex- touch Popovich’s breast before she fi-
of Sartre’s work. Black that he didn’t know “what the hell istentialism was not based in any kind nally scurried away.
“It’s a shame you read No Exit in he was talking about.” of fact. Even after Pesci correctly “I can teach you French!” he
English already,” said the smug prick. “If you understood even rudimen- pointed out that Sartre could not have shouted to the uncomfortable onlook-
“Did you know that Huis Clos, the tary French, you would know that exis- possibly served in World War I (he was ers who could learn more French
French name of the play, actually trans- tentialism has nothing to do with man thirteen when World War I ended in browsing Wikipedia in five minutes
lates to In Closed Wells? I bet you did- feeling anguished because he is com- 1918), the misguided fecal-hearted than the brain-dead fucker will absorb
n’t. Americans are so ignorant they pletely free to carve his own destiny,” he moron insisted that Sartre’s philosophy in his entire existence.
think Sartre actually wanted his play to said as he chugged the last half of the was a direct response to his service as a As of press time, the living-chal-
be called No Exit. No Exit, really? Then Jack Daniels and pulled out a can of latrine operator in the war and that lenged Francophile has yet to have sex
why does the exit door open in the play? Coors Light from his pants pocket, “in Pesci didn’t know this because he never with any women.
Exactly.” French, destiny, or destinee, is a cognate took “Introduction to French” in 5th
The incorrect translation of Huis of destinau and purlieu, meaning envi- grade.
Clos (Behind Closed Doors) did not s ronmental despair, and as everyone in “Seriously man, you gotta back
stop the cock-gobbling dunce and Great Europe knows, is an indicator that true down,” he said, pushing Pesci aside and
my plate. “This is happening. This is All along, I said I was doing this for By my estimate, I consumed about 6.9
WHOPPER continued from page 10 happening!” America. But perhaps I was coming at it Whopper beef patties. And I probably
My failure was complete. wrong. My idealistic hope for a wholly could have actually held down 6.5-6.7. So
more than grimace at the paltry scraps
It took me some time to come to pure triumph over the Whopper was en- by even the most cautious of estimates, I
whose continued existence heaped more
terms with what had happened. For too tirely born of Obama’s America. To pull totally outconsumed what would have
and more shame on me with each pass-
long I cursed the whole affair. I had a win out of this, I had to get in touch been an accurate amount of burger.
ing moment. Once again lifting the fork,
failed, I thought. The Windows 7 Whop- with my inner Bush. If at first you don’t It’s morning again in America.
I put on a brave face but faltered at the
per was a vile, cruel joke after all, and its succeed, redefine victory. (Seriously, though, never try to eat
last moment.
creators black hearted men who cared With your permission, dear reader, one of these things. It isn’t fun.)
“Just put it in your mouth,” Erin of-
not for the lives they shattered. But the I’d like to lay some knowledge on you.
fered helpfully. That was the tipping
next morning, my spirits lifted by a deli- Windows 7 is a misleading name. Tech-
point.
cious Western omelet at the Kellogg nically speaking, it is actually version
“Oh no…” I groaned, pivoting from
Diner, I made a breakthrough. 6.1.7600 of the Windows software. 6.1!
12 Features Vol. XXXI, Issue 5 | Wednesday, November 11, 2009
had just fellated the King of England. Rock stars would’ve There was a collection of rooms with curtains. These
By Chris Mellides have wept if they saw me in there. I was a man of high sta-
tus among the ever-growing pool of liars, derelicts and
rooms, I was told, were meant for small groups of people.
If the curtain was drawn closed and the room roped off,
cheats. What a rush! then passerby’s were limited to just watching the action
I was sent on assignment to a local sex club. Yes. The first floor had an ATM in the lobby and a selec- and made to deal with palming their pricks all night. If
There’s no point in telling you of my professional qualifi- tion of adult DVDs were strewn in a back storefront, however, this minor inconvenience were non-existent,
cations and skills. I have them. Do you? No, that’s not fair, which was manned by an irate Pole. Not surprisingly, the then anything was go.
now is it? It was a wondrous Saturday night lust affair; my Pollack’s shop hid a rather large peepshow area behind a I sat down on a plush couch and waited for the action
business associates should be none of your concern. burgundy curtain where old fags presumably hung out to to come. There was a bed of sorts that was padded with
The club in question was a few rungs above a sty and I prey on one another’s’ foreskins. what looked like gym mats, directly in front of me. An old
went there as a journalist. Although, truth be told, sexual I, on the other hand, had entered a club-like envi- couple entered and found a seat by my side.
perversity had this profound hold on me. I suppose I was ronment for straights, as I mentioned before, which was “Who are you supposed to be?” said the woman.
also there as a pervert on holiday. Immorality seized me actually quite nice. “Me, I’m nobody. Just a sex writer on assignment is
by the throat and squeezed tight. Waves of guilt all.”
crashed over me like a goddamn tsunami of terrible She didn’t believe me. But who cares.
sin. How exciting. Soon I heard some commotion erupt from behind
I thought, “Hell, this is it!” me in a roar. A man wearing a dirty white pullover
Upon my arrival, I was numb and brutally ex- sweater led a blonde woman of about 35 or 40 inside.
hausted. The deep groan I issued outside the neon-lit She was instructed to lie down on the mats and did so
entranceway was enough to send my cigarette crash- without the slightest complaint. Then she began peel-
ing to the asphalt, but I held it tight with my teeth, yel- ing off her clothes and this attracted a lot of attention
lowed and stained from years of abuse. I felt an intense from the male patrons who quickly surrounded her
and hot sensation come over me. Clearly, what was in like a pack of starved hyenas.
store for us sex patrons that evening was not of the I came to realize that she was drugged and possibly a
norm. prostitute, escorted in by a man who paid her by the
My fleshy member had yet to brush against fe- hour and liked to watch her being violated by a team
male skin that night, but I was positively electrified, of beastly young animals.
my body set ablaze with dirty thoughts. I dared not I watched as 10 or 15 men dropped trou around me.
take a sip of alcohol during my stay there, for fear of They proceeded to have sex with her. It was a violent
exploding; those bright and burning embers in my spectacle and not for the faint of heart. The blonde’s
belly knew no bounds and would not take kindly to legs were spread apart, her stockings torn away and
unexpected surprises. her vagina exposed to the world. Soon, the smell of
I knew, oh boy did I know that something was going I was geeking pretty hard, though and the drugs semen and sweat filled the air, which grew hotter as more
to happen. Story or not, I was certain to tear into a slice of started wearing off around the time Barbara was show- and more bodies shuffled inside the room.
virgin pussy or at the very least, have my shot at some old ing me the club’s sex swing, which, according to my host- I edged myself out of there and began walking to-
whore. ess, was capable of holding up to 450 pounds. Not bad, I wards the exit when the man who brought in the blonde
There were two floors there. Two floors. I could very guess, let’s not leave out the horny obese. No, of course stopped me.
well have afforded to cover just one of them, but, to be not. “Do you like to watch?”
honest, how many self-respecting journalists would cover Fat people and those dangerously obese many need “Sure.”
such a story to begin with? A right publication wouldn’t their kicks too. After all, this is the land of the fat and “Well,” he said. You can have your turn if you want. I
send one of their own to cover the fucking parking lot of horny, no? America, the land of milk and honey, what a don’t mind.”
one of these God-forsaken places, let alone all two floors tired cliché! What should pass is: America, the land of I thanked him and told him that I’d best be on my
that were sure to contain within them wild debauchery of beer and rib eye. Yes, that’s more like it. way. It was 5 o’clock in the morning and I could no longer
Romanesque proportions. I was crashing. see what was in front of me.
“Fuck it,” I thought, “I’ll cover the whole stinking es- There was a slight burning in my retinas and my What I just witnessed was ugly and morally repre-
tablishment!” cheap plastic shades did little to fight the sting. Barbara hensible. It wasn’t fun. It was dark and horrible. I no
Drugs. sent for Paul who was positively sure that I’d turn into a li- longer considered visiting the upstairs. As I began to
Of course, I was on a few that night. Sure. In my back- ability and fast had he not acted quickly to prevent me quicken my pace I passed Barbara on my way out.
seat alone there was enough grass to take down a troupe from slipping into the depths of drug exhaustion. He “Did you enjoy your stay?”
of circus elephants-really— really powerful stuff. I had an handed me a Budweiser and a shot of Irish whiskey. It was “I think I’ve seen my fill for one night, Barbara.
extra pack of squares in the glove, dope in the back and a good medicine. Goodbye.”
the trunk was a paradise for two-bit pill poppers and burn “So,” he began, “How do you like my place?” She was puzzled at my lack of enthusiasm. My sense
out hippie scum. Funny. I managed to tell him that I liked it a whole lot, but of excitement had been sapped by the end of the night
Barbara was there to greet me at the lobby. She and that it seemed unusually dead for a cold Saturday night. I and she noticed it.
her husband Paul ran the festivities on the first floor. Oh expected something more lively, vibrant and insane. As I made my way to my gold Impala, I fished around
what an honor. The admission that night was 50 dollars He assured me that more people were on the way and my jacket pocket for a filterless, lit it and sucked up the
for singles and 30 dollars for couples. Thankfully, my ed- he recommended that I stay in the dimly lit back room smoke till it filled my lungs. Then, I sank deep into the
itor called ahead of time and saved me the trouble of away from all of the couches and stripper poles that the driver’s seat, started the engine and watched as the first
reaching for my wallet. main area offered horny couples only. rays of dawn washed over my car.
I was given the grand tour and treated like a guy who I staggered into the back, as Paul requested. For the first time, I no longer knew who I was.
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Toy of the Fortnight - Stretch Armstrong Board Game of the Fortnight – Hungry Hungry Hippos
By Mike Cusanelli by Chris Mellides the nerves. Fuck that game. On the
other hand, Hungry Hungry Hippos
Remember when When I was young and just barely was valued by my childhood friends
you had those cool G.I. out of my feety pajamas, Hungry and me, both for its simplicity and its
Joe figures with the re- Hungry Hippos was the game to play. mindlessness. The whole concept was
alistic weapons and fea- Board games were for the boring. Mo- to man a gluttonous hippo and gobble
tures and the badass nopoly was too difficult and far too up as many little white plastic balls as
army gear? Now, do you complicated for my little mind to you could. The player whose hippo
remember that year you comprehend, and a game like Opera- eats the most balls wins. You can’t get
were bad and you got a tion, while fun, put me under a lot of much simpler than that. The game is a
Stretch Armstrong doll unneeded pressure. I mean, a concept bulimic’s dream. Binge on some white
for Christmas instead? time the stupid doll was in any sort of like intensive surgery wasn’t my bag ball confectionery and then puke it
Much like an ill conceived Mr. Fantas- sunlight or got cold, the damn corn back then. Having to pay for and take back up at your friends’ hippos. Price-
tic rip-off, Stretch Armstrong had the syrup would get all freaky, resulting in part in complicated medical proce- less. The only problem is that we’d all
ability to twist and stretch his limbs a much less stretchy Stretch or, at dures on a rainy afternoon with your get too into it. After a few rounds we’d
into all sorts of wacky positions (even worst, a shriveled leaking mess of a friends was a ridiculous concept. And lose our shit and white balls would
though you know all you did was pull doll. But did this stop Stretch from when you botched the job, the vibrat- start flying across the room. They’d
on him with your little brother until being a total badass? I don’t think so. ing metal edges really did a trick on bounce off the fucking walls, behind
he snapped like a man-shaped tug of Go ahead and insult Stretch in front of the sofa, in between couch
war rope). As one of the most ill con- any child of the 80’s and prepare for a cushions. Forget about it.
ceived toys ever made, Stretch basi- colossal whuppin’. For his corn syrupy There reached a point where
cally consisted of a four fingered goodness, Stretch Armstrong has we’d lose most of the balls and
rubber glove filled with corn syrup managed t o wrap his fingerless mitts get too lazy to retrieve them
and attached to a broad-chinned G.I. around the title of a truly epic retro all. And Hungry Hungry Hip-
Joe reject. Now, you may think this toy. pos was no fun to play with
sounds fun, but think again. Every Stretch Goddammit! Stretch!!!! just two or three balls on the
board. Luckily, a few years
later, I discovered masturba-
By Andrew Fraley
Game of the Fortnight - I Have No Mouth
The Evangelicals— And I Must Scream
wait, just Evangelicals—
are an independent style
By Eric DiGiovanni a war too complex for humans to
rock band from Okla-
conceive. Like all powerful AI, he
homa. Don’t let their
Think about that phrase for a wiped out humanity save for five sur-
name fool you though;
minute. Doesn’t it evoke sheer terror, vivors, whom he has tortured for the
they aren’t Christian or
culminating in an ultimate feeling of past 109 years. The game is based on
religious or anything of
suffocation and helplessness? That, the short story by sci-fi author Harlan
the sort. Far from it, in
my friends, is life under AM, a malev- Ellison of the same name, and ex-
fact. They sing about
olent supercomputer created to wage pands tremendously on the themes
monsters and insanity
and backstories pre-
wards and demons and
sented in the original six
drugs and stuff. Follow-
paltry pages.
ing their 2006 debut
“Party Crashin’” and “Midnight Vi- It’s a traditional
album, So Gone, they released one of
gnette”. point-and-click adven-
my favorite albums ever in 2008, The
The final result of all this is a bril- ture game that takes the
Evening Descends. A cacophonous
liant album that blows you apart with survivors and puts them
blend of glam rock instrumentals, pop
the opening titular track, “The through a traumatic psy-
synths and subdued whispery conver-
Evening Descends”, and puts you back chodrama based on
sations, the album is as bizarre and
together by the end. Jones once de- their previous transgres-
surreal as it is catchy.
scribed this album as “Marvin Gaye sions. You’ll play as a
Songs like “Skeleton Man” and
meets Rocky Horror Picture Show”. former Nazi scientist, a
“Bellawood” help lend to the album’s
That would be true if Marvin Gaye rape victim, a woman-
spooky, haunted house feel. Lead
were much cooler, and if Tim Curry izer, and other charac-
singer Josh Jones’ vocals range from
hadn’t later done Congo. Bottom line, ters in this twisted
drearily subdued, as with “Paperback
this album rules. mindfuck that’s worth
Suicide”, to a manic falsetto, as with
tracking down.
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arts&entertainment
Living Past ‘96 Not Good Idea For Rivers Cuomo
do that dumb melodic talking
By Henry Schiller thing that made songs like “El
Scorcho” so awesome, and you
know everything is going to be
If Weezer frontman Rivers Cuomo was hoping to okay. Oh, and if it feels like you’ve
be remembered as a credible musician, then he made heard the album’s opening track
a massive career mistake by living past 1996. Weezer before it’s because you probably
releases since that year (perhaps due to the departure did: when it was called “Beautiful
of Matt Sharpe, the critical bombing of Pinkerton, or Girls” by Sean Kingston.
Cuomo’s epiphany that good musicians tend to make The album’s second track, “I’m
very little money) have ranged from mediocre to Your Daddy,” making an appeal to
abominable. god knows what demographic, has
To Cuomo’s credit, each Weezer album tends to a generic but admittedly sticky
have a unique sound, and while their first two albums chorus, but begins a downward
were forerunners for mid-90s power-pop and emo, re- spiral in terms of songwriting and
spectively, their more recent releases have been undis- production quality that will con-
guised attempts at latching onto whatever facet of tinue through the album’s tenth
pop-rock was popular two years prior. On Raditude, and final song.
released November 3, Weezer dives headfirst into the Possibly the biggest disap-
aurally experimental world of abhorrent mainstream pointment on the album (though
pop. at this point, to expect anything
The album’s opener, “(If You’re Wondering If I other than complete mediocrity
Want You To) I Want You To” is admittedly catchy. from Weezer bespeaks masochis-
Sure, the vocals and bro-strums of the acoustic guitar tic intent) was “Can’t Stop Party-
sound more like the All American Rejects (who are ing,” the demo of which (sans Lil’ Wayne) was ple to produce this album, but the result is an album
either being lampooned or revered throughout this available on Cuomo’s Alone II release. The home- with no sense of direction or musical coherence.
entire album) than anything Weezer might have put recorded version (circa 1999) was an almost haunt- “Put Me Back Together,” co-written by All Ameri-
out in the past decade and a half, but the song goes ingly remorseful, though not humorless, song about can Rejects’ Tyson Ritter and Nick Wheeler is, not sur-
through some enjoyable, if not particularly interest- (probably fictionalized) excesses. Lil’ Wayne’s mid- prisingly, the worst song on the album. I’m assuming
ing, progressions before resting on a barbershop quar- song rap was far and away the best part of producer Cuomo approached the pair, asked them how to write
tet style vocal breakdown. The harmonies will be too Jermaine Dupri’s “improved” version of Cuomo’s a song that would make middle school students fall in
clean for Blue Album fanatics, but then Cuomo tries to demo; one must wonder if Cuomo is aware of the fact love with him, and as a result “Put Me Back Together”
that he is deliberately de- was conceived.
stroying his own music. I By track seven, “Love Is the Answer,” (which has
also can’t help but won- the sitar on it) I was dreading having to listen to any
der if guitarist Brian Bell more of this album, and honestly the last three tracks
is even playing on this are kind of a blur. Raditude has slipped back into the
fucking song. mélange of absolute mediocrity perfected by the Green
“Trippin’ Down the Album. Cuomo’s guitar solos have, over the years, gone
Freeway,” one of two from brilliantly inventive (Blue Album, Pinkerton), to
songs on the album a repeat of the vocal melody (Green Album, Mal-
penned by Cuomo alone, adroit), to fodder even Kurt Cobain couldn’t mess up.
has initial remnants of
Weezer’s Maladroit The fact of the matter is, though many have at-
album. However, pro- tributed Weezer’s musical success to Cuomo alone, it
ducer Jackknife Lee’s ap- has always been more of a group effort. While this is
parent hate for music certainly the case on Raditude, the group seems to be
squashes Weezer’s shaky, Cuomo and friends (Ritter, Lee, Dupri) as opposed to
awkward, but endearing Weezer’s four core members. There is an obvious
harmonies into processed sense of levity to all of Weezer’s most recent releases,
pop shit. All live instru- as if they’re ruining music on purpose. Maybe Cuomo
ments on this song have has a sense of humor about his music, and maybe he
been reduced to a single just wants us to be in on the joke too. Well, Cuomo
tone. Also, I don’t know may have gotten his wish, this album is a hysterical
how it took so many peo- fucking joke.
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arts&entertainment
Practicing Sainthood
of their career.
By Katie Knowlton Like I said before, Sainthood has
much in common with 80’s new wave
and pop-rock. There is enough modern
Tegan and Sara are an interesting indie sensibility that it doesn’t sound
case in the modern music industry: a dated or cheesy, but it’s a much easier
band that has slowly built their fan base listen than The Con. The songs on this
over the past ten years, touring con- album were recorded live as opposed to
stantly and working their asses off to get doing a track-by-track style, and there
their large cult following. But with the are fewer layers of sound. It sounds like
release of their latest album, Sainthood, a band rather than a carefully con-
Tegan and Sara are finally poised to structed aural puzzle. The songs are not
make their well-deserved break into the dense, and there are no extraneous lay-
mainstream consciousness. ers of synth or other sounds. This is
Their sixth full-length, Sainthood is Tegan and Sara: the rock band. Despite
a distinct step forward in the Canadian my immense love of The Con, I’m glad
sister’s evolution. In many ways, it is a they went this route for the album, it
logical progression after 2007’s The Con, takes many of the best aspects of their
but it’s not incredibly obvious after the previous releases and puts them onto
first, or even fifth, listen. While The Con one disc. It also shows that instead of
was a very dark album–predominantly replicating their biggest album to date
slow and synth heavy, dealing with is- they aren’t afraid trying new things.
sues related to the end of a romantic re- The songs on Sainthood are, like
lationship–Sainthood is upbeat and their previous albums, split fairly evenly
optimistic. It’s almost a new wave album between ones written by Tegan and
with 80s synth lines and fuzzy guitars. ones written by Sara. The two have very
It’s all about the excitement and trepi- distinct styles, and after a few listens
dation of starting a new relationship. you can really get the feel of whose
But without The Con, I don’t think this songs are whose. I’ve always been more
album would have sounded the way it of a fan of Tegan’s songs, as they tend to drum, bass and three synth parts. This seems to have really gotten the hang of
does. The 2007 LP allowed the duo to be faster, more guitar-centered and may mark the first time that a song by figuring out how to get the most out of
explore electronics, synthesizers, and punk influenced as opposed to Sara, Sara is my favorite off an album. “Senti- Tegan, Sara and their band members.
electric guitar in a way they had never who often writes slower, more musically mental Tune” is a fairly 80’s influenced Walla plays bass on all the tracks, and
done before. Prior to that disc, Tegan complicated tracks. Sainthood is no ex- track, with the bass fairly low key, the Jason McGerr, the drummer for Death
and Sara were known more for their ception to this. The first single, “Hell,” drums driving with fairly simple beats, Cab lays down all the percussion.
acoustic indie-pop, frequently being is a guitar driven indie-rock song about and, of course, great synth. But what re- McGerr is an integral part of Tegan and
called a folk-rock band by music press. Tegan’s Vancouver neighborhood as a ally caught me on this track was Sara’s Sara’s current sound. His beats are in-
The Con managed to get them out of thinly veiled metaphor for love. In con- lyrics, particularly “Hard-hearted don’t spired and unexpected in many ways,
that pigeon hole and allowed them to trast, “Alligator Tears,” a song written by worry I’m ready for a fight/Unnerved, but not overpowering. He’s not afraid to
make an album that I think has set the Sara, has no guitar whatsoever, just the nerve, you’re nervous, nervous that rock a straight-forward beat for a punk
tone for at least the next five or ten years I’m right.” What can I say? I’m a sucker tinged song like “Northshore.” He just
for great word play. Sainthood does fea- gives a depth that was lacking on the
ture one anomaly however: a song co- duo’s first few albums. Luckily, Tegan
written by Tegan and Sara, something and Sara’s touring drummer, Johnny
that has never happened before on one Andrews can replicate them wonder-
of their albums. fully.
According to various interviews Sainthood might not be Tegan and
with the sisters the song, “Paperback Sara’s best album to date (that award
Head” was written during a session they goes to The Con) but it is a brilliant
had in New Orleans. The two had never album nonetheless. There has been a
tried to write a song together, and part maturation in their songwriting that
of me thinks that’s not an awful thing. keeps their common theme of love and
The song is easily my least favorite off relationships fresh and exciting, despite
the album. It’s a slow number that feels it being well worn territory not only for
like a rejected demo from The Con. them, but for many musical acts. If you
Also, given its position on the album, it haven’t listened to this record yet, I
kills the momentum built to that point. highly recommend it, even if you’ve
I don’t know if this is the best song to never listened to Tegan and Sara before,
come out of that New Orleans session, or heard that they’re “the gay, twin,
but if it is, I’m not sure I want any more folk/acoustic chicks.” They aren’t, and
collaboration between the two to that this album is more than solid enough
extent. proof. If you like indie-rock or miss 80’s
Outside of that one down moment new wave, pick up this album, it is sure
though, Sainthood is amazing. Pro- not to disappoint.
duced by Chris Walla of Death Cab for
Cutie, who also produced The Con, he
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essay
Fixing Our Economy, Saving Our Souls
the wretched economy is reliant on us to a distant retirement. Think about the num- mobiles as if they were children and despair
By Ross Barkan add another plastic goodie to our home-
steads? Think clearly about the point we’ve
ber of complaints heard concerning college
course work. Think about the pre-Med ma-
when pure artifice is dented. We are never
satisfied. Why is consumerism such a pow-
reached in history. Think critically about jors—how many actually talk about the erful force? Because it can depend on the il-
One year after a monumental presi- whether you’d call this an enlightened time. thrill of wanting to be a doctor to help peo- lusion that material goods lead to
dential election, reality’s harsh hammer has Think about fixing the economy. Fixing, ple? How many see the medical profession self-fulfillment. If a cell-phone or laptop
descended upon the nation. Like his pred- for most people, is returning the system to as a true calling? Students assign themselves truly made anyone happy, there would be
ecessor George W. Bush, President Barack its previous high, to a kind of 20th century the burden of a pre-Med major often be- no need for new models and generations to
Obama has failed to resuscitate an economy status quo that promoted the American cause there is money to be found in the pro- be thrown at the public. One would be
now bleeding to death. Good-old Ameri- lifestyle and exulted in surging corporate fession or because their parents are enough. A shallow dependence is built on
can prosperity seems to be nothing more decadence. Fixing the economy is keeping pressuring them. They emerge from college false spurts of joy, warping our values. We
than a ghost, doomed to haunt our memo- the American and the world citizen of in- with a miserable academic experience, sim- value the transitory—our frail and useless
ries and remind us of what once was and dustrialized nations frozen in the mire of ply because they didn’t desire this path. The trinkets.
will never be again. work-eat-sleep-work-eat-sleep, a seemingly same holds true for any other profession on All the industrialized economies of the
Of course, that is at least partially rub- “noble” path that has turned the human Planet Earth that the individual is forced to world need us to be psychologically reliant
bish. The American golden era was never being into a dismal machine, jamming the occupy like a pig locked in a pen. on things—the more things, the merrier.
golden: inequality, both economical and individual into occupations they don’t want The goal is always to “make a living” and Plastic things, shiny things, and things that
racial, ruined countless lives since the Con- to accept and shouldn’t need. Modernity not “to live.” The first question and answer go fast fill our lives, muddle our hopes, and
stitutional Convention in 1789 ensured our should have borne more joy. Instead, we see that determines a person’s worth in this or distort our dreams like potent drugs. We
society, like those across the sea, would be only more sorrow. any other society is “what does he do for a don’t dream for peace; we dream for three-
dependent on wage slavery (and eventually Please, stop whatever you are doing for story houses, driveways, dogs, and Dodges.
consumerism) to drive profits for an elite just one moment and ask this question: Are If these things aren’t achieved, we are taught
corporate class. The true problem of our we happier? Look around and see that the that we are failures and the fear grows. So
time, the beast hidden in shadow, is econ- ills that have plagued man since he first we race toward these goals, join the savage
omy. But not the economy you and your fashioned the wheel remain. They fester in currents, and sacrifice ourselves to the eco-
professors and the mainstream media are full force—greed, jealousy, violence, hatred, nomic machine. All forms of this race are
probably thinking of. No, the problem runs all swirling in the midst of existence, pol- only a temporary escape from this fear that
deeper than taxes, stimulus checks, and or- luting every first step toward actual change. can only be defeated when we realize that
dinances. President Obama knows nothing about most of what we compete for is mere con-
No leader from the Democratic or Re- change. fabulation, artificial markers invented by a
publican Party would ever acknowledge “Men labor under a mistake,” wrote society that thrives on needless conflict and
publically that the basic values of our coun- Henry David Thoreau 155 years ago in revolting consumption. Beware the beast
try are morally corrupt and spiritually de- Walden. Nothing has changed. “It is hard to bearing sweets in his fangs.
structive. A few intellectuals might. We are have a Southern overseer; it is worse to have The modern society is no more divorced
a Northern one; but worst of all when you from fear and misery than societies of the
are the slave-driver of yourself…The mass past. There are improvements, true, but
of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What most gains are instantly negated by the
is called resignation is confirmed despera- maddening and ceaseless cycle of work and
“Modernity should tion.” These words should be carved into death. We work for these material gains,
have borne more joy, the edifices of every building in America painting our crumbling houses with coats
and bellowed from every town square, city of thin bright paint. The coats will rot away,
not sorrow”ull quote, street, and back country road. When we Barack Obama doesn’t know what change is leaving truth. Yes, we all need to eat.
qqqqqqq drive ourselves into lives we don’t want to
live—when we choose freedom over slav- living?” It is considered more noble for a
Yes, we need to be warm and healthy.
Sadly, the holy system requires work for this
ery—we doom our futures. person to resign himself to a lifelong occu- to be possible, work that can degrade the
caught in the savage cycle known better as Work is taught to be a noble and valuable pation that he utterly despises than to stop soul and foster new miseries. Think of all
the consumerist economy. act, especially when this work results in and say “No.” No one is willing to say “No” the low-paying and menial jobs that are
The consumption of material goods monetary gain. “Learn the value of a dol- to drudgery. No one is willing to look the necessary to keep everything afloat. Think
drives our nation: without consumption, lar,” parents will parrot, echoing the senti- system in its grotesque face and spit on it. of all the lives that are thrown to the fire so
the system collapses. Ironically and sadly, ments of their own descendants who set The rebel is viewed as the idler. We want the several million elites can fan themselves in
the “good American” is the one who con- them upon the path of toil. We are taught economy to work again even though we their towers, awash in cash that is the prod-
sumes the most, gobbling up gadget after that sacrifice is a brave thing, a wonderful know it will bring us no closer to any real uct of the masses.
gadget, whether it is necessary for their ex- thing. The American must burn his soul so liberation. If the economy is to ever be truly fixed,
istence or not. If we all collectively stopped he and his country can prosper. Prosper is The prison that is the economy was built it must—like all facets of modern society—
consuming on the level we do, enterprises the accumulation of material goods. Once it to wed us to attachments. We are slaves to not further the intellectual and spiritual bar-
would fail and millions (along with the al- was good enough to be warm, quenched of electronics—cars, televisions, video games, riers between individuals. It must not foster
ready unemployed millions) would be left thirst, and rid of hunger. Once it was good iPhones—and slaves to comforts we simply conflict and needless competition. It must
jobless. enough to love, be loved, and move through don’t need. Electricity is a necessity, yes, but not breed a sad reliance on material goods
Is there something implicitly wrong with the waking hours in peace. not the myriad of consumer goods it that only offer temporary solutions to an-
a society tied so tightly to consumption? Is Or maybe it wasn’t. We are a young breeds. Not all consumption is bad but cient human failings. It must not perpetuate
this economy the best path America and species, after all. Turn back the clock one when consumerism begins to drive the a system that is predicated on profit over joy.
the world can imagine? Our lives are inun- millennium and see a world drenched in thoughts and actions of the individual, con- Joy is the truth. Joy will set us free from our
dated with advertisements—in a single day, dirt, disease, and death. We’ve come a long flict arises. Material attachments breed fear. fears, our ailments, and allow us to tran-
our eyes receive countless exhortations way. Yet we have a very long way to go. When we accumulate toys, we fret about scend our conditioned lust for conflict.
from businesses encouraging us to buy buy Most, if not all of us, are destined to labor at them, guard them, rob them, fight for them, That is real change, President Obama.
buy and why shouldn’t we when the fate of occupations we might not enjoy at all until kill for them. We guard our pristine auto-
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poems
FOR THE JAZZ AGE GHOST his body to the feathers, to flight, spreading
By Ross Barkan like an angel swollen in dusk,
glory’s glint faded from dust.
When the winds blue bright off the stage The boat docks, the waters seethe—Boddenheimer uncoils from the
of night—a whirling florescence, dappling street corner and sage alike, dungeon of crumbs and tobacco, ash drizzles away
the event left shadow to be a reality. as he rears like an adder without his
Empyreal vines weaving the wallpaper seemed to say supper.
in their old silent way that clocks break, tongues freeze, and Ellen is mid-swell, the boy imbing her will her bone
continuity is simply a lie—Max Bodenheimer closed an eye. her pant that belonged to Maxwell Boddenheimer,
poet, scholar, genius,
“To port! To port…” he drawled from drunken theater, now staggering mad across chairs and carpet,
dislodged, wet, upon the sandpaper floors, thumping loafered nails tingling for a
dreams in dinghies crashing slowly as he laughed confrontation in indigo; his heart roars veins cackle
to pasts of neon, gone. he pulls the sheet and beholds the naked
Gray hands rapped at floorboard and roach, the knuckle
striking like a match on wood—aureole flame, ah yes, sleep imagery, captured for him like glass dashed in his
in bronze, old soldier, your deeds have sadly been done. damp eyes, Honey this isn’t what it—he can’t listen,
sixty-three years locked in the prison
Ellen slips from the bed to find her husband splayed, skin sagging senses whining signals slammed hair
a hoary carpet, flesh decorated with despair slicked and gone, he hates the youth how they mock his
she wonders how giants can plummet this way sallow demise in the blackbread shitcloud 12th street,
for once they called him a genius, language saint, c’mon you off my wife off his words frayed throat punctured
smoking atop mesas beyond platitude and reverie, leaking steam of yesteryear.
perched like a birch in stone, unfailing, he tempered city lights
screaming forth from noxious navels, tenement angst
he knew too well yet they came the kings of east and
west to see the noble Bodenheimer scrawl verse,
painting sun drop and blood drop as one golden eye.
The boy, 25, stirs angrily in the den The boy they trusted, once a good nutcase maybe,
a mind half-opened, body sweating again, claws for the old man’s throat,
they found him last Tuesday on a Village street Ellen’s a waxwing choking on her own
while he begged for cash and coughed in the din of song, she wants the carousel to stop and leave them still
chaos, ignorance—cobblestone lies in the raving gutter, to can the lights, the thunder—Boddenheimer slams
wanton tires slashing mud in bloody rivulets, the boy in the jaw and cracks a whiskey bottle
the mentals make their peace on Hudson Street on the skull, she cries in shards the plaster quakes neighbors
flailing at silver skies—he came upstairs. murmer through cola dreams,
canes rap the walls
Boddenheimer glowers out the window.
literary
The Story of the Night I Stayed
less times over the past few months. It came, what if she never cared to begin old winding Spanish streets behind the
By Roman Beloposky was the path that led to our favorite bars
and clubs, our seats by the rio, Karl’s
with?
I walked in and started scanning
towering Catedral. I had to buy sou-
venirs for my family. I love my family,
place, the Catedral and some of our the room for her until my eyes locked but the whole time I kept thinking,
The day had come, to say goodbye most beloved memories. But on this oc- onto her. She was sitting with another “Why am I wasting these last moments
to an old world so foreign and yet eerily casion, we would not follow it to any of girl, a fellow study-abroad student who in tourist trinket shops?” But she
so familiar. Scott and I awoke in our those places. On this day, we crossed the took her cue to exit. I came over and sat seemed to be enjoying herself, so I
cheap stale, hostel beds and headed out street and stopped. We were the last two with her. To my surprise, in her eyes, at played the part. We stepped into an old
for breakfast. As we walked together, from our program still in the city. We the precise moment she saw me, I saw guitar shop to look at the handmade
our eyes darted from sight to sight. We had become very close. Closer than I something that reflected my own pain. guitars of a proud Spanish family. Her
were trying to suck it all into our heads, could remember being with any of my It shot past like lightning, but it was eyes lit up at the sight of their unique lit-
we were reaching out to grab something friends back home. Scottie looked at me there, and with it I sank ever further tle capos. She picked one out, and I
that was already evaporating. We bull- and smiled, just as Cristina, Juan and into love. I met her two weeks ago, two spent most of the money I had left on it.
shit a bit as we walked, but both of us every other person I cared for and had fucking weeks. And with every day that She radiated with joy at the sight of it in
knew it was over. Scott kept telling me to say goodbye to had smiled. He was passed, I had to work harder and harder her hands. And I radiated with joy at
that he couldn’t wait to get home, to see going to the airport early, he knew he to convince my friends that I knew what the sight of her.
his family, his friends, and his home. I had to, he knew I had to see her. And I I was doing, that I wasn’t in love. But We walked down the narrow street
spit out something similar, but I wasn’t knew it too, but it still tore me apart to now, she was the last one left in this back to the open space where the Cate-
sure if I really meant it. I did miss my say goodbye sooner than we had to. We Spanish life of mine, and I finally openly dral stood. The sun had set already and
family, but I wasn’t sure if that was it was getting chilly. We sat down on a
home anymore. At the same time, I was- bench and I kissed her. Her lips and
n’t sure if this was home anymore. All cheeks were cold and colored by the soft
the people who once populated this light of street lamps. Time was running
home were gone. out. I had to be sensible. I had to be
We arrived at the home of Juan tough. She was tough enough for the
Romero and Cristina Terry, my Spanish both of us, and she told me she really
parents. We stepped inside that beauti- did have to get volumes of schoolwork
ful villa, knowing it was most likely our done. I said I understood. I stood, care-
last glimpse of its insides. I grabbed my fully hiding my wound. Before we left I
things and we sat down with the family asked a Spanish couple if they could
for one last meal. I savored it. I appreci- take one last photo of us. We walked
ated it as I could not appreciate all the over to a spot where the Catedral could
others, because this would be my last be seen behind us, and assumed our po-
home-cooked Spanish meal. We fin- sitions. I smiled and looked at the man
ished, and prepared ourselves for good- with the camera. But as I did, I saw his
bye. The kids were not home, I never girlfriend standing alongside him. I
did say goodbye to them. They were wondered if he knew how lucky he was
pests, but still, it would be an incom- that it was not his last day with her.
plete goodbye. We stood in front of the What I would have given to be on the
doorway and Cristina and Juan smiled. other side of that lens. Looking at them
They had probably become accustomed was too much to bear. So instead I
to goodbyes of this sort, housing stu- looked at her, “Fuck the picture,” I
dents like myself for years. Cristina thought.
hugged me and told me I would always The picture was taken and we
be welcome. Don Juan repeated her walked to the rio. We stopped at the
words a bit hurriedly, probably itching hugged and I told him I would try to admitted to myself that I was a love corner, but I couldn’t cross the street to
to get back on his favorite couch and catch him at the airport before his flight, struck asshole. the side where the bridge was. That was
light up another Winston cigarette. It hit but I knew I would never make it. Again We sat and drank our Starbucks where she was going, and I was going
me then, I would not be able to return. the wretched clawing of grief, pushed lattes. I barely had any money left, so I the other way. Immediately, a rush of
I could return to this villa years later, down and held in, started to rattle and was forced to use my credit card to get impulsive thoughts crashed together in-
but it would no longer be my home. In shake me. coffee there, because they accepted side of my head. “Fuck England. Fuck
fact, the moment I stepped past that I watched him walk off, and I credit cards (a rare thing in the south of London. Fuck Liverpool. Fuck New
thick heavy wooden door, it would turned and started in the other direc- Spain). That aside, the logo on the cup York. Fuck it all, don’t let her go, stay
cease to be my home and Cristina and tion. I would make it a bit further down looked to me like a sneer, foreshadow- here. Tell her you changed your flight to
Don Juan would cease to be my family. the path, but not even to the rio. I ar- ing my impending return to chain-cov- the day she’s leaving. Tell her you’ll book
I looked over at Scottie as we made rived at the door of the Starbucks, and a ered New York City. I distracted myself a hostel. No money? Live on the streets
our way back to el Centro, he took off thousand thoughts flooded my mind by taking some pictures of her, pur- if you have to, the streets here are more
his sunglasses, and revealed red eyes before I opened the door. I had no posely taking my time with every shot. beautiful than the insides of those rot-
straining to hold back tears. He was phone, I had to return it to my school Not because I wanted to take a memo- ted hostels anyway, just stay. No, be
lucky. I would have loved to cry at that earlier that day, so I had no way of rable picture, I did it because I loved tough, this is just a girl, just one of the
moment. Instead, I was forced to shove knowing if she had tried to reach me. staring at her through the lens. I wanted many loves you’ll experience. You still
the pain down, down into my guts, My only hope was that she’d stick to the to chisel every curve and line of her face have all your mates in England to see.
where it ripped and tore at me from in- plan we made the night before. I was into my head so I wouldn’t lose her, be- You’ll finally see Liverpool, see where
side. We stepped off the bus, and we late by twenty minutes; what if she cause a digital picture would never the Beatles came from. Fuck it, she’s just
were back at el Centro. We began walk- thought I’d forgotten, or got tired of show her as how I saw her. a girl.” I looked at her, she hugged me
ing the very path we had taken count- waiting and left? What if she never We got up and made our way to the and kissed me again. I said some cheesy
The Stony Brook Press 27
literary
sentimental bullshit. But I could never
speak my own truth and I had no time
to write it down. So we said goodbye. I
watched her cross the street and she
looked back and smiled. I gave her
some kind of twisted raise of the eye-
brows and immediately felt angry with
myself for doing so.
She started onto the bridge, and I
turned around to head to the airport-
shuttle bus stop. Then I felt a searing
pain, her soul was pulling apart from
mine. Stretching my soul, tearing the
lining where we had so hastily stitched
them together. I realized England
would always be there. This Sevilla, my
Sevilla would not. I realized a few hun-
dred dollars to change a flight would be
cheaper than a minimum of a year of
wondering ‘what if?’ If I didn’t finish
what I started with her, she would be-
come even more then what she was al-
ready: a ghost, a goddess, a giant whose
presence tramples and destroys all
other thoughts. I couldn’t let that hap-
pen, it was far too great a price to pay tine. I saw her at the end of the street ful of corny poetic bullshit filled my mouth, with your muscle, with every
for two weeks of passion. and I ran faster. I tried to slow down as esophagus like vomit. But I swallowed part that’s real. Fuck the words.” I
I turned around and ran across the I neared her, but it’s hard to drop so it down. And the first great rational caught my breath and said, “I’m an
street. I ran onto the bridge and over many gears so fast, and I crashed into thought of the night came into my idiot, I mixed up the departure time of
the rio I loved so much. I ran as fast as her. “What the hell, what’s wrong head, “Just be in love, don’t bother with my flight, it took off twenty minutes
I could, my smoke-infested lungs, Roman?” I looked at her, as she picked your tired words, you’re just a stupid ago. You need some help with your
shocked by this sudden change in rou- herself up. I lay on the ground panting, kid. Just be with her, just show her, with homework?”
just looking at her, smiling. A mouth- your eyes, with your hands, with your
Poems
Everything That is Connected and Beautiful
By Liz Kaempf Because, it is said, with time, we all forget.
The memories of the lost and dead fade like your black sweater did
To think as I grow older after the ninth funeral.
I’ll only learn more and lose more. But I can still feel the sweet, burning tears rolling down my cheeks; the cold,
Friends will come and leave, porcelain sink crushing under my hands; the slowness of the world as I looked
Love will burn out, out through the window of the car going 90 miles per hour; the lugubrious
and Family will pass away. walk to my seat on the bus in Washington D.C. when I called him back.
Even my beloved dog has left already,
and I’m only 19. I have yet to lose those feelings,
Although I’m told I should have by now.
I’m only 19, and I haven’t forgotten. It’s been way too long to still be able to feel the tears piling up behind my eyes.
With death, you are supposed to forget,
I have yet to lose the sight of my 13-year-old self But every time, parts of me die with them,
in the bathroom mirror of the funeral home and maybe that’s why I feel incomplete.
where my grandmother lay in casket. I lose my head to my lovers.
My strength to my friends.
I still recall the last light fading from my dachshund’s eyes And my heart to my family.
on the exam room table.
With every passing soul I seem to decay.
I remember how long I held my boyfriend at his father’s wake, Less and less of me ventures on to the nest day rising,
and I remember how the Eucharist melted because I’m stuck in an eternal funeral procession.
between the grit of my teeth
at his funeral. In death you are supposed to forget
that Death becomes us all
And I remember how he started to forget. Until we forget what it is we lost.
But then, when we have succeeded in this,
have we managed to forget ourselves in the fall?
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sports
I Dreamt Once of a Mets-Knicks World Series
Goose and the volume of Death Magnetic, cried crazy with the numerology. I mean Matsui, who
By Josh Ginsberg out to a fellow fan: had six RBIs in game six in his sixth season with
“HAHAHAHA MAn! YANKEEZ 4ever We a the Yankees.
DIE-Nestea again!” My real qualm with game six is that they did-
Anyone who knows me knows that I love the
His friend embraced him warmly, with a slap n’t play the bottom of the ninth. People say,
Yankees. My haircut is modeled after A-Rod’s. My
on the back and a “whoohoo” that could raise “What’s the point? Do you not get the rules of
license plate reads Y4NKF4N1. It is bordered by a
Whitey Ford from his grave. A wave of spittle baseball? Have you ever watched baseball before?”
authentic Yankees license-plate border. The most
splashed from broad chapped lips. Crazed eyes My answer is as the many-headed Hydra. It
played songs on my iPod are “Crash Into Me,”
roll up to the heavens, wherefrom the specter of rears back on a thousand legs, spewing venomous
“Dani California” and “Yankees (Hay You Doin’).”
Yogi Berra proudly smiles down at him. bile. It goes:
In fact, I have “Yankees (Hay You Doin’)” tattooed
“We fuckin’ did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!” “Fuck you Ross, do you think I seriously give
in size 72 font, three times in succession along the
And there, by the Melville Library, a swarm of a shit about this gay-ass bullshit? Sports are for
underbelly of my well, anyway—I love the Yan-
people who don’t spend six hours on their college
kees more than anyone ever and more than any-
campus a week and who don’t sleep with their
thing ever. Seriously, I love the Yankees more than
high school sweetheart while they wait for their
my dad. Yet there is something tragic that nags at
little brothers to get home from school every
the very essence of my soul.
Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Shit-fuck, you
“The greatest Yankees team in the history of
curly haired little whore. I don’t have time for this,
the franchise,” say some. “The most climactic and
I’ve got to go shave and eat Green Cactus. Give me
surprising event since Christ’s resurrection and
a call when you are old enough to do either of
eventual disappearance” others scream from the
those things.”
open windows of Manhattan skyscrapers. From
Sometimes I feel as though I’m wading
the leveled valleys, the housing projects and ex-
through a boggy dream. My head throbs. My
pensive cars comes, “Dude, I’m all like ‘fuck the
heart beats hard in my throat. My eyes gaze upon
Phillies,’ and dogg, you can’t see it ‘cuz you know,
an oscillating wave of navy blue which has spilled
this is aint like no fuckin’ comic book or some
disparate disconnected souls—Italians, Blacks, upon the Staller Steps, enveloping all that was
shit, but you just fuckin know I’m like FUCK THE
Jews, even a homosexual—who on any other day once green. There are dogs everywhere—you
PHILLIES with a capital PH. You know of ‘fuck’
would have spoken not a word, embraced warmly. know like in the video for the “Sweater Song.” Ex-
not ‘Phillies.’ Cuz that obvious starts with a PH.”
I simply slink by this massive-platonic-orgy. I cept they are ravenous and rabid. I take a long, sad
As I sit head in hands my eyes bear that same
drop my gaze to the pavement which flows end- draw from a glass pipe and look into the eyes of
sadness, evocative of the Trail-of-Tears and the
lessly behind me and every piece of dried gum be- the warlock. His face changes. His long beard falls
2003 World Series, as those of Mariano Rivera. Joe
comes another failure…another out in clumps. His eyebrow splits down the mid-
Girardi may have 27 rings to gild both hands. But
memory…another ring. dle in two. His skin becomes very slightly darker.
the Yankees did not truly win the World Series last
Let’s get to the point here. The man known as His eyes go from a glowing red to a pale green. He
night. Nay! They did not win a’tall.
Hideki Matsui is an android. Androids can’t grows in stature. He looks like the sort of dude
A lot of people were walking around campus
legally play in Major League Baseball (which is who’d bang 2008-era Madonna.
today in Swisher T’s. They were all high-fiving,
why Benny Agbayani’s days were numbered). I “Hey mang, this is A-Rod. The Mets suck. You
their eyes rolling effortlessly up to the chilly No-
was on baseball-reference dot com, sitting suck. Fuck you. We dominated.”
vember sun. They were blessed out and euphoric.
hunched and bearded. No one has ever driven in Alright, A-Rod, fair enough.
One young man with the general disposition of a
6 RBIs in one game six. And shit man, let’s not go
The Terrible Towel: As a means of it is the big school… The only thing produced from
cheering for your teams, you bring tow- this private institution is mediocre athletics and a vast
els to the stadium and swing them over student body compiled of douchebags.
your head. Well, I say you use those Penn State University: The really big school with the
towels for their industrial purpose and little G.P.A. average.
clean up your disgusting city streets. The City of Philadelphia: If you were a good national
For practically every meaningful capital, you still would be the national capital.
sport there are two teams representing The State Itself: For anyone who has ventured
the state of Pennsylvania (usually through this state, you understand that the size is very
through the cities of Philadelphia and misleading. It took me a solid six hours to drive west
Pittsburgh). So basically there is dou- to east across this state that looks like what Mars prob-
ble the chance that the winning team ably looks like on the surface, sans the red of course.
will derive from this state, which ex- The state of Pennsylvania is not the first thing that
plains the lovely year of 2008 when the comes to mind when you say “a big state,” however it
Phillies, Penguins and Steelers won is much bigger than regarded.
their sport’s respective championships. That’s What She Said
Okay, New York usually has two teams Yeah, I only have nine in a Top 10 countdown. Do
as well but that is because… well there you know why? It is because I am from New York and
really is no purpose in explaining it be- I am allowed to. If you don’t like it, my lovely Penn-
cause it just makes sense. sylvanian resident, why don’t you cry into that stupid
Moving aside from sports, here are Terrible Towel of yours?
the last five reasons why Pennsylvania
is the worst state.
Villanova: The little school that thinks
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