i dream of vampires. i dream of god.

i
dream of no vampires. i dream of no god. i
dream of nothing. and yet that too is still
my dream.

I watch your bones weep

slit veins, illicit beauty
softer than my dreams


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in dreams, in witchcraft
in love with concepts and words
in songs & in breath


*

sink into echoes
i have arranged the planets
to mimic your eyes

*

lamentation
clandestine thoughts, sleeping limbs
is your hand steady

*

laden sighs, soft eyes
ive pulled apart at the seams
cum stains in your bed

novels stream from you

fragility in pink cheeks
venereal sin

*

you fell into me
haunting, hungry eyes
lights low and bruised thighs

*

we grew up too fast
do you think we will survive
your putrescent skin

*

everything is vile
take me far enough away
rose hips and wet lips

*

when i look at you
i am so relieved, im so confused
my veins fall asleep

i still dont love you

fuck me in your brothers car
induced psychosis

*

watch you in the smoke
trace the outline of your skin
my mind cannot breathe

*

make shade out of sheets
the indifference in your eyes
i crave the nighttime

*

i, flowerless whore
do you want to cum on me?
heavens between thighs

*

you leave memories
i am dead and i dont care
apathetic fucks

*

vivid details stay
your tongue is velvet on me
i look for your face


exposed and composed
i did things to you in my head
and then your eyes bloomed

*

i got it for you
i cant keep my eyes open
pressed against my thigh

*

time fades slowly here
the stars burn out as you watch
too much space between

*

lay inside my bed
your lifeline stopped on your
palm
rest your hand in mine

*

mouth nothingness
will you promise to save me
if i dont wake up?


you claw within me
unwrap yourself from my skin
serpentine smile

*

your movements are soft
in a dream we fell in love
stuck below waistlines

*

assembled with bones
i pull parts of it closer
cloaked in my bed sheets

*

i fuck with slit throats
taken between lips
spank me harder please

*

you can make me wet
but fucking you is only
a noose gripping my throat


did we fuck last night?
your words, your memories, bore me
youre nice to the air

*

no need to love me
the crushing things you never said
you reach up my skirt

*
cum to my k-hole
im soaked in holy water
damage collected

*
someone else touched me
oh, my baby got a gun
shove it down my throat

*

cheat your way through life
through sex, through tears, through pussy
everyone feels you

*
insane asylum
get me a raving beauty
vapid, vague, blank death


i do like my pussy licked
i like touching you gently
my ass is so bruised

*

my bones are broken
all bones are broken, you see
i think im troubled

*
my stale cigarettes
articulate my defeat
we are all just ash

*

you said you never
felt closer to me than when
you could make me cum

*

keep my blood in you
my mouth was full of liquor
perfect holy hate

*
i never told you
i stole pills from your beagle
codeine from a vet


daddy-long-legs
do you think you have lost me?
my words make me cheap

*

sadness of false love
sadness of a missing rib
sadness of your prayers

*

entropy (stillness)
its just you and me tonight
are you happy now?

*

baby, im fragile
i am the gun between your
lips
i am the fury

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my panties are wet
my mouth is warm, my tits soft
when will you want me?

*
come back to my bed
its safe here, no one will know
i make your god frown