What Is Life About?...................................................................... 2 The Six Stages of Pain Processing .. 3 Stage 1: Trauma ... . 4 Stage 2: Grief .. 5 Stage 3: Pain Avoidance ... 5 Stage 4: Processing ... 9 Stage 5: Emergence . 11 Stage 6: Liberation .... 12 The Chart of The Six Stages of Pain Processing 13 Quick Reminders .... 13 About Amyra Mah ... 14
1 Note to Readers The Path to Liberation is a model of Life, drawn from my own experiences and based on my beliefs about how life works. It is a way for me to understand the greater meaning of life, especially on a mental level since the mind likes to understand things conceptually. I have found the model to be consistently reliable as a tool for assessing where one is at in life, spiritually. In no way am I touting it as the absolute truth; I hope it will help support your growth, bring comfort in your healing, and inspire you to find your own truth.
The information in this ebook is based on several principles which I strongly believe:
1. Everything that happens in our lives has a spiritual reason behind it. As we learn each spiritual lesson, we move to a more awakened state.
2. There is no short-cut to healing emotional pains. The spiritual lesson must be learnt and we can only accomplish this by doing the work ourselves. Unprocessed pain traps us in a low level where nothing seems to move in our lives until we learn that lesson.
3. We have the power to renew ourselves on every level of our being. We are the cause of change as equally as we are of being stuck.
4. Beyond any pain is joy and love. To remember this experientially is the reward for honest and responsible healing of our pains.
Why should we care about being spiritually aware? My inner guidance tells me that we are at a pivotal point where we cannot afford to remain asleep. Now, more than ever, it is essential for us to wake up and shed our inauthentic selves. Becoming aware of our deepest pains and taking the responsibility to process them may be terrifying, but it leads us to liberation, wholeness and inner peace. This will raise the vibration of humanity, and ultimately, align the world to a higher form of creation where beauty, inspiration, joy and abundance replace hardship and struggles as the status quo. 2 What Is Life About?
Life presents us with lesson after lesson, and this may be the very purpose of our existence on the physical plane. Without spiritual awareness (i.e. being aware of ourselves as spiritual beings), it is easy for us to become overwhelmed by stresses that result from conditions that are actually here to better our understanding of being human. Job stresses, discontent, domestic disharmony, money problems, relationship issues . these are just symptoms of our failure to grasp the opportunity to learn certain lessons that would enrich our lives. Our pain often comes from feeling lost, not understanding why, and a feeling of injustice.
When we move into a spiritually aware existence, we begin to open up our senses to every experience we encounter in life. Life becomes an exciting adventure, an intriguing game, where the journey is the end, full of delightful surprises at every corner we turn. With every step of our journey, we greet every interaction, every potential for pain, every devastating news with the same spirit and open heart as those with which we greet happy events knowing that within every experience lies a deeply powerful force waiting to be embraced.
This ebook suggests a model to illustrate the process of moving from Pain to Liberation. I hope it will give you some bearings on where you are in life - whether it is about your place in the Universe, an awareness of where you are generally in life, or regarding an issue.
4 Stage 1: Trauma States: shock, threat, terror Motivation: Survival
This is the point of trauma. The sword of destruction has been brought down between you and something you held as very important in your life. Finding out you have a serious illness. Being abandoned by someone you love or betrayed by someone you trusted. Losing all your savings. Suffering verbal or physical attacks. Theres a sense of violation of your trust, modesty or security, and loss. It usually strikes unexpectedly, and thus, deepens the trauma.
At this stage, theres a great deal of fear for your survival. You may even feel as though you are being deprived of air. Theres an underlying sense of desperation. You may feel as if the light has gone out suddenly and you grapple to hold on to something.
This is a great opportunity to examine your loss, if you feel strong enough (and most people whove taken some hard knocks in life are). Start by asking yourself why the love, money or health is so important to you. Perhaps the love or money was a substitute for a deeper yearning, or you took your body for granted in the past. Doing this work is not easy, but the strength and wisdom that can come out of it is worth it.
A trauma usually triggers a response that freezes the event, creating energy blockages in your body. These blockages short-circuit the natural processing so that we continue to re-live the event long after it had happened. People who are spiritually advanced and highly experienced in self-processing may immediately go to where the pain is and use a variety of techniques to move the energy in that area. To do this, re-experience the trauma, in slow motion if possible. Breathe deeply as you do so, and using your breath, consciously release stuck energies from the area in your body where the pain is stored.
5 For most people, however, going through the grief period (Stage II) may serve to be more enlightening and lessen the chance of bypassing some important lessons. This means allowing your feelings to evolve into the emotional states under the Grief stage.
As the trauma settles into the body, it evolves from a sharp intensity to a duller energy that spreads to wider areas. More often than not, however, the distribution of pain in the body is uneven, making the us super-sensitive to triggers.
A sense of longing and remorse is usually prevalent at this stage. Whereas in the Trauma stage we are reacting out of survival instincts, here we do have breathing space to review what has happened. The more logical part of our brain is operating to analyse and make sense of it all, as we search for answers to alleviate our pain.
The most responsible and wholesome step is to move to Stage IV: Processing, which I call grieving with awareness.
6 This is the stage in which most people find themselves very quickly following a trauma. Unfortunately, we often get stuck in this stage for a long time.
If unaware, we tend to employ a number of deflecting mechanisms to avoid facing our pain:
Self-blame When we blame ourselves, were not dealing with our issue from a high- consciousness level. Blaming ourselves is an unconscious action to alleviate our guilt for something we perceive as being our wrongdoing. It entails beating ourselves up and often generates more guilty feelings. This kind of action gets us nowhere. Sometimes a person who blames herself carries out acts to hurt herself as a form of self-punishment.
Projection This means blaming others for a perceived wrongdoing and failing to see our role in having created that experience for our spiritual growth.
Self-blame and Projection have their places. To move through a trauma healthily, sometimes it helps to express pain through a mixture of self-blame and projection, and then taking responsibility by addressing why you have created this experience.
I believe there is such a thing as projecting with awareness a kind of chosen projection. We practise it consciously, knowing full well that were simply using it as a vehicle to move through our pain. It is very different from projecting without awareness, where we simply hurl our pain and dense energies onto another party. In contrast, when we project with awareness, we look for the energy to bounce back to ourselves to awaken us to a higher truth, so that we can express that truth fully.
Self-blame can serve to give us a reference of the darker aspects in us that will eventually bring out the lighter qualities of the lesson. It allows us a chance to express remorse, which endows us with a humbling quality. Feel the remorse fully instead of suppressing it.
7 Suppression When the pain becomes too much to bear, sometimes the body shuts down its emotional outlet. The result is that the person becomes functional, yet not quite in his body. There can be a sense of heaviness that hints of a deep sadness and pain, a feeling of something boiling beneath the surface. Most of the time, however, the person just feels empty and flat. It is important to know that as long as your feelings are suppressed, whether consciously or not, you cannot process the pain. It is an illusion that the pain will go away on its own by your not looking at it. Sooner or later, you will have to confront it.
Begin by asking yourself, where is the pain stored in your body? Sometimes, asking this question will trigger an instant awareness that gives you access to your feelings. If not, do an exercise to consciously occupy every inch of your body with your energy. Use your breath to direct your energy back into your body: as you breathe in, see your energy coming back to you; as you breathe out, ground and anchor the returning energy into your body. Bring your full attention to this process. Be aware of all kinds of sensations in your body.
Escape Numbing the pain by popping pills, drinking, bingeing, overworking and having excessive sex is a common coping route. Instead of facing the problem at hand, we opt for a quick fix to immediately take us away from the problem. We think we can deal with it later, when time has healed the pain somewhat. There is nothing wrong with this logic, except we run into the danger of getting hooked on these things, so that we never get out of this temporary state. That later may never come and we bury ourselves deeper and deeper in denial as the years go by.
If someone close to you points out that you may have a problem with addiction, seek professional help. Replace your addiction with something healthier.
Transference In some cases, when the emotional pain from a trauma becomes too much to bear, the individual may carry out destructive acts on herself or/and others. 8 Inflicting pain on our own body serves to distract us from feeling our emotional pain, as the sharp surface pain drawn from a blade would immediately bring all our senses to that one focal point in our flesh. As a result, that vague but threatening emotional pain that had been bubbling beneath our senses is now temporarily forgotten. This is one aspect of self-harm: the motivation to distract the individual from feeling the unprocessed pains she is carrying.
Violent acts on others are also a way to distract the individual from her emotional pain, transfering her focus to an external point.
Such destructive acts can pull one into a downward spiral of increasing feelings of self-loathe, trapping the person in greater depression.
If you are already hurting yourself or others, or feel an inclination to do so, take a step back from yourself. That is, imagine separating your higher energy from your destructive self for a moment. Perceive through the eyes of your higher energy and feel the strength within you. This pulls you out of the destructive loop, enabling you to stop or reverse your actions. Then seek professional help.
Transference can be productive, as when we use our anger to fuel us to act on a worthy cause. For instance, the death of a child may drive a parent to set up an organisation to help prevent similar incidents from occurring. A lot of good things can come out of such endeavours. The danger is when we havent processed our pain and we use the work to distract us from dealing with our loss, so that years later we may find ourselves drained and empty and eventually breaking down.
Compensation An obsessive drive to change a certain area of ones life, triggered by a subconscious need to reverse fate.
Certain types of eating disorders fall under this category. For example, a woman whose husband has left her for another woman, and blaming her body shape as the cause, may refuse to eat as a way to control the shape of her body. This gives her back a certain sense of control to compensate for being 9 unable to control the situation that had brought on her trauma. She may embark on having excessive plastic surgery to improve her appearance, and as her obsession grows, to achieve her goal she may compromise her values, such as selling herself or a loved one out to finance her obsession.
These are methods of coping with pain without dealing with the real issue. What happens is, no matter how hard and fast she runs to get to her goal, she will never get to a place of peace, but further and further away from herself.
Processing is grieving with awareness. Most of the time, a person only gets to this stage after spending years going around his pain before the coping method got out of hand. Addictive behaviours can cause relationship breakups. Anger can get one into trouble at work. Years of abusing the body with drugs, alchohol and food can cause serious illnesses. All these things can explode into another trauma and hence, bringing us back to the beginning of the cycle. When these things happen, the individual is forced to assess himself. With the right support, he can be guided to process his pain healthily and turn the experience into a powerful learning.
For many people, however, they go through several cycles of Trauma - Grief - Pain Avoidance before deciding to take responsibility to process their pain.
PROCESSING THE PAIN
Step 1 - Be Fully Aware of the Pain.
Recall the trauma and feel all the emotions associated with the loss: sadness, anger, shame, insecurity, etc. This puts you right into the experience. After doing this for a few moments, describe the pain. Intuitively feel the texture, shape, colour, sound, sharpness, vibration, taste of it. This puts you in a 10 position of an observer. After a few moments, go back to feeling the pain, running through all the associated emotions. Keep alternating between being in the pain and observing the pain, until the charge is considerably reduced. Take as long as you need. Sometimes it works in no time at all, and sometimes it takes many days. Do not rush the process. Remember, the pain may be a very old one and is likely to have many layers to it.
What happens if you cant feel anything? There are ways to get in touch with your feelings. One of the ways is to imagine filling every part of your body with a special energy that activates your body and that fills you with intense aliveness. Imagine this energy to be flowing from the very core of you the part of you that is connected to the source of everything. You are merely opening the gate within you and allowing this energy to flow outwards into every part of your body.
Once you have occupied your body with your energy, you will have re- established a connection to yourself and should be able to feel your emotions. Now process your pain using the being in pain-observer technique described above.
Step 2 - Release the pain..
On your outbreath, release the pain energy from your body. Imagine breathing out pain. On your inbreath, imagine breathing in light energy into your body, blasting the pain and loosening the pains grip within your body, so that when you breathe out again there is more to be released. Keep on doing this until you feel light and clear.
Step 3 - Transmute the pain..
Now that the pain has been substantially de-charged and we have taken the top off the pain, we work to transmute the deeper emotions.
Use your mind to gather all your emotions and move them to the area of your belly. Imagine that in your belly there is a cauldron of fire. This is your inner flame, and it transmutes your negative emotions into positive energy. On your 11 outbreath, feel/see/hear the emotions being transmuted in the fire. On your inbreath, breathe in the transmuted energy into your being and feel its power throughout your body. Keep breathing out and in this way, while consciously going deeper and deeper into yourself, and exhuming every newly-exposed pain energy as you get to them.
At any stage of processing, pains that were previously hidden may emerge to be released. You may see faces of people with whom you have unfinished business. You will witness the heartache, guilt, shame, self-disgust, remorse as they are being brought out from your subconscious mind. As long as they remain in your subconscious mind, they will continue to play out in ways that are beyond your control and awareness. Now as you welcome these emotions, you will feel an energy coming back to you energy that youve been using to keep those pains at bay.
The transmutation of pain into a source of power will change your attitude about pain, and life. Instead of avoiding facing pain, you will discover that processing pain is hugely empowering. Welcome it. It will be your power and your salvation. Think of pain as fuel for your inner fire, the raw material for the generation of power.
When pain has been processed properly, adequately and responsibly, there will be a dramatic shift in energy. You will suddenly feel lighter and calmer. You begin to forgive and feel compassion towards those who have hurt you. You are healed.
As you allow the healed you to emerge, your outlook in life changes to become more positive. In response, the situations in your life change to become more positive.
12 You may perceive a strong movement of energy in your life. This is a time of excitement when new opportunities present themselves. Flow with this energy and enjoy expressing your renewed self. When you do, you will find your personality taking on a more extroverted, forward-looking flavour. You are excited about your future and see new opportunities every day. You are inspired, empowered, full of hope, and aware of having choices.
Although it may sound all good by now, at this stage there is a danger of self- sabotage. The movement of energy may frighten you into taking a couple of steps back and if youre not careful you might end right back into your familiar coping method(s).
Decide to move on. Keep your vibration high by expressing gratitude for all your blessings, particularly for your healing and the abundance that has come as a result of it. Expand your perception of the size of your world until it becomes borderless, filled with infinite possibilities.
Before the trauma, there was no fear, no pain. Only joy. Go further back from the point of trauma and connect to the state of joy. Connecting to joy at this stage will help elevate you to a higher vibration and towards the last stage: Liberation.
Stage 6: Liberation States: wholeness, love, gratitude Motivation: Truth
Theres a sense of surrendering to the vastness of existence and you feel content to be a watcher, admiring the unpredictability of events that unfold around you. Theres a connection with pure energies that feels deep and spiritual, which opens you up to greater experiences. The world seems perfect despite its apparent flaws. Your heart is effortlessly filled with gratitude.
There is nothing to do at this stage. You have walked the tough path to Liberation. 13 Chart of The Six Stage of Pain Processing
Process your pain. Allow the pain to move through and out of you.
Use the chart to gauge where youre at on The Path. See suggestions under the headings in the ebook to move through the various stages. The idea is to be present to your pain so that it can be processed and you can then advance towards Liberation.
Learn the spiritual lesson behind the pain.
Each cycle of The Path is created for one (set of) spiritual lesson(s). Most of us, in our lifetime, are meant to go through a series of these cycles. With every completed cycle (i.e. when the spiritual lesson has been learnt), we advance to a higher consciousness.
Allow your healed self to emerge. Keep your vibrations high by expressing gratitude.
Whichever stage you are at, do not judge yourself. Self-judgement breeds guilt, which impedes healing and thereby create blocks. Accept that where you are is the perfect place for you to be right now. This acceptance, this 14 recognition of perfection for what is, will open you up to an immense power to heal and create.
About Amyra Mah
Amyra Mah is a spiritual coach, addiction therapist, intuitive counsellor who is passionate about empowering people to rise to their magnificence. She specialises in helping clients heal their emotional pains behind addictions, depression, anxiety, and body image issues, and reconcile the internal conflicts that drive them to self-abusive lifestyles. The techniques contained in this ebook are adapted from her teachings in Body Renew, the personal empowerment system she has created where body movements, breathwork and imaginative skills are concurrently exercised for self-renewal. Amyra conducts workshops, retreats, group programmes and private sessions for those who wish to find their personal power, spiritual meaning and a profound sense of comfort within. For inspirational articles, visit her blog at www.UnusualWisdom.com.
2006 Amyra Mah
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