Coffea cruda

(Tubercular) (Rubiaceae (also China))

Ideas, Creativity
So charged up, wound up in creative ideas
The crash more irritable, tissue get reactive
Up at night Thinking and imagining wonderful
things,
On on on and then crash
I will only get love and consideration if I do and help
others. If I am totally selfless, benevolent, only then
do I deserve any kindness
I must give selflessly to everyone or I will get no love,
kindness or sympathy
(Massimo) (See Xanthines)
This anguish of being useless
Deep depressive side covered by over activity
Limitations of the body
An accident is the incident that causes the realization that your body cannot last forever
Injuries can be an important problem
Important to search for a strong experience
Trying to do something extreme
A common issue for Coffea, is when they become a parent
The experience of becoming a mom or a dad, is a kind of little tragedy for them
This is slowing down your over-performing activity
Difficulty breast feeding
But even more the difficulty being in touch with a child
This emotional connect is too much for a Xanthines
This parent-child relationship is not rational for them, they prefer rational
It is a disaster for Coffea
They cannot stand certain kinds of movies
Can easily cry in front of certain scene of a movie or with a piece of music
They are very ashamed of this
Usually they have a severe and difficult loss in their life
When their armor is not a strong as before, this inner child is rising up
And this is a problem for them
Strong dependency on substance
Alcohol can be an issue , over using any kind of possible substance
Meds, whatever you have to control your body

Coffea cruda

(Tubercular) (Rubiaceae (also China))

A very knowledgeable patient, who doesn't

trust the doctor
They want to be independent
They need to restore their family
They will talk about their family in idealized
way
When they want to go to movies with whole
family is such a big thing for them, so wonderful
The parent providing the money this is what
children sees
As children get adolescent, they will tell parents what they think, then troubles
Idealized father image
Father is gigantic, perfect wonderful
Pain is Stinging, penetrating
I am so tough that this pain remains at the surface
With decomp pain becomes more penetrating
The way of suffering becomes paralyzing
This pain provides a social excuse not to work so hard
Metaphorical paralysis as in panic patients, neurological symptoms
Now you must stop and change the way you live
Spasms
Common in chest, with dyspnea
Can have panic symptoms in the chest
Leading to spasm, asthma, angina in chest
Also emptiness, heartburn can be confused with heart symptoms
Have seen (physical)
Lack of milk
Allergies
Arrhythmia
Asthma
Congestive headaches
Convulsions
Not able to have orgasms
Eating disorder
Chronic pains
Eczema
Bulging of discs
Hypertension
Hyperthyroid

Coffea cruda

(Tubercular) (Rubiaceae (also China))

Neuritis
Hoarseness
Sciatica
Trembling
Flushes of heat
More happy and bubbly
Creativity
Vision of grandeur, Vision of magnificent grandeur
Delusion; sees beautiful landscape
Creative activity
Industrious
Benevolent
Violent rage
Sensitive to music
Blissful
Anxious about future, Conscientious
Delusion; he is a criminal
Too many ideas
Numbness
Forsaken feeling
Increased power or reason
Learns easily
Ailments; from sudden pleasant excitement
Charmed with description of beauty in nature
Desire to do good deeds
(JA)
Takes breaths when talking
Really cant get them to fall asleep
AFFINITY: Nervous System
Mild, timid and suppressed.
Insomnia. Wakes from the slightest noise.
Insomnia from racing thoughts and activity of the mind.
Excitement of the mind. The perceptions are acute and the thinking rapid but this may re-

sult in uncontrollable thoughts and a racing mind. Ecstatic states.

Bad effects from joy or surprise (insomnia, weakness, etc.).
Great sensitivity to noise, taste, stimuli.
Great sensitivity to touch.
Headaches; worse music, worse noise, worse noise of footsteps, "as if a nail were driven
into head."
Head or face pain, better from cold
Facial neuralgia; worse from noise, worse from excitement.

Coffea cruda

(Tubercular) (Rubiaceae (also China))

(Sankaran)
Ailments from Joy: His son left him money when
he needed it, I am shattered What did I do to deserve this kindness (weeping)
Has to do in a creative way
Per: Drug remedies

A feeling of alienation, of being isolated and

removed from the rest of the people, as if living
in their own world
Uplifting: as seen in the case, a sense of a
beautiful world, music, open spaces
Hyper-sensitivity or lack of sensitivity
Activity of mind, too many thoughts
Benevolence: the need to do something in this world in order to belong

Good for people who are creative

For example: in advertising, where the pressure to come up with continual supply of new
ideas is intense, there will be activity, creativity, sleeplessness from thoughts
Mind is active and planning, stimulated (Rubiaceae)
The Tubercular miasm makes the level of activity, at hectic pace
China (Malarial miasm) feels stuck and hindered (Malarial) in achieving his goals
Phos: desires contact at a hectic pace
Coffea desires stimulation at a hectic pace
After birth of child, mother said What did I do to deserve this? (meaning, what have I done
that is so good as to deserve this gift from god)
Mind; weeping from uncontrollable delight after parturition (just Coff)
Labor Pains (Cham and Coff)
Cham: Compositae and Typhoid. Mother is abusive, quarrelsome during labor, reproaches
others
She feels injured or insulted, she responds with injury, maybe even striking doctor
Typhoid makes it childish, impatient and demanding
Coffea
She will feel stimulated, then over stimulated then aggravated by labor
Her response will be to feel oppressed by it (Tubercular) and suffocated
As if time were short and she must escape
Patients will be benevolent and remorseful
Anxiety of conscience (Coff)
Fear of doing something wrong
I am afraid of doing something wrong to harm the child, it is better you kill me, rather than
something happen to the child

Coffea cruda

(Tubercular) (Rubiaceae (also China))

Wondering What if they had a smell track in

films
Mind constantly thinking
Creative ideas
Mind constantly creating ideas
Case
Interested in philosophy
That there is only god consciousness no you
and I
He teaches and he paints
No interest in any commercial activity
But have to earn some money
The fact that he had to sit in a job aggr him
Nervous breakdown at 16
Would panic when alone
Felt alienation
Drinks alcohol, irritable
Music is like a joy, its expanding or moving
Joy and opposite is caged in, I want to break away from all this
(a man who was very alive and animated, always thinking thinking, full of ideas)
I can not be restricted or held down to 9-5 job
Many directors want perfect shot
I dont want to control it, Im waiting for accident to happen
For something to happen that is not planned
Like expanding, blossoming, joy, its pleasure
It is free, no inhibition
Its stimulated and growing and blossoming it out
Coffee case
Dream: the notes of music, as a note would go higher, the plants would spring up from the
ground and blossom up and become trees, with every notes more blossoming, more growth
Im fascinated by coffee, but more than one cup I cannot sleep
Great talking to him, great fun
In one word Stimulation!
He said YES! Doctor YES! that is me!
This great director, that transgressed all boundaries
I feel now distanced, I follow the music instead of music following me
I participate instead of controlling it
I can look at things I didnt look at before
Sensation
Simulation

Coffea cruda

(Tubercular) (Rubiaceae (also China))

Creativity, of joy
Mind creating all the time
Feels restricted in a cage and break free
(This is miasm, Tubercular)
Coffee
Pushing yourself too much in time and
space to create
Hectic pace of creativity
Being creative in short time span
Making many plans
Sleeplessness form thought and activity of
the mind
Quick to act