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I was struck this year during the season of Epiphany, that season of the church year that
immediately precedes the season of Lent. The Epiphany both begins and ends with stories
from the Gospels in which we hear the Voice of God.
On the first Sunday in Epiphany we hear the story of the baptism of Jesus, with its climax
in the Voice of God speaking to Jesus, "You are my beloved. In you I am well pleased."
And then on the last Sunday in Epiphany, immediately before Ash Wednesday and the
beginning of our Lenten journey, we hear the Transfiguration story in which Jesus and the
inner core of his disciples ascend to a high mountain. And this time it is the disciples who
hear the Voice of God. The Voice of God says this time, "This is my beloved son. Listen
to him." The disciples, in a way, represent us in that passage. "Listen to him." Listen to
Jesus.
This phenomenon of the Divine Voice actually has a name in the Jewish tradition. The
Hebrew phrase that names this Divine Voice [because the Divine Voice is known in
stories of the Rabbis as well and not just in stories of Jesus] is bat cole. Let me translate
that for you, because it's very interesting. Translated into English, bat cole means "the
daughter of a sound." What kind of metaphor is this? The Voice of God, the Divine Voice,
is the daughter of a sound.
We hear this same voice in the Hebrew Bible in I Kings 18, the story of Elijah in a cave
when the presence of God passes past him. We are told in the English translations of that
story that Elijah hears a still, small voice that's the bat cole, the daughter of a sound.
The Hebrew for the voice that Elijah hears, translates literally into English as "Elijah
heard the sound of thinnest silence." So the daughter of a sound, the sound of thinnest
silence, a still, small voice, all different ways of attempting to express this that lies
perhaps beyond the boundaries of speech.
Have you ever heard this Voice? My wife was leading a Sunday morning group a couple
of weeks ago in which she explained to the group this notion of the bat cole, and after
explaining it, she asked the group, "Have any of you ever heard this Voice?" And several
in the group had.
One woman spoke about a time when she was seven years old and when she heard a
Voice speak to her as clearly as any voice has ever spoken to her, "You belong to me."
Then she said, "I didn't hear it with my ear. But I heard it."
Another woman reported an evening when she had an extraordinarily strong sense of the
presence of Jesus in the room, and she said to Jesus, "Where have you been?" And she
heard a Voice say back to her, "I never left you." And, again, she said, "I didn't hear it
with my ear. But I heard the Voice."
It would be very interesting to ask you, "How many of you have heard such a Voice?" I'm
not going to ask for a show of hands. But it would be interesting to know that. Even if
you've never heard such a Voice, it's okay, because God also speaks to us in less dramatic
ways.
We sometimes hear the Voice of God in our dreams, if we know how to listen for it. We
sometimes hear the Voice of God in what our Quaker friends refer to as leadings or
proddings, colloquially in nudges and clobbers; if you don't get the nudge, you might
get a clobber.
We sometimes hear the Voice of God, again, in a less dramatic way in the events of our
lives. The contemporary Christian writer, Frederick Buechner, has a wonderful way of
putting this. Buechner writes,
Listen to your life. Listen to what happens to you, because it is through what
happens to you that God speaks. It's in language that's not always easy to
decipher, but it's there, powerfully, memorably, unforgettably.
(Excerpt from Listening to Your Life : Daily Meditations with Frederick Buechner by Frederick Buechner)
Christ, to be reborn in Christ. Indeed, this is what is meant by that metaphor, "to be born
again."
Listening to Jesus is about being born again. And all of this together means dying to an
old way of being and being born into a new way of being.
Dying to an old identity and being born into a new identity, into an identity in God, in the
spirit, in Christ. This is what our Lenten journey is about. Indeed, in a sense, we're invited
to do this every day--to die to that old way of being and be born into a new way of being.
Now, in some ways, the heart of my sermon: Why do we need this? Why do we need to
die to an old way of being and be born into a new way of being? Well, it's because of
something that happens to us very early in life, perhaps as early as infancy, and certainly
by the time we are toddlers.
It's something that happens in the pre-verbal stage of life, and what I'm speaking about
here is the birth of self-awareness, the birth of self-consciousness, that awareness that the
world is something separate from us.
You know if you're a newborn baby and you have excellent parenting, it might take a
while before the realization that the world is something separate from you would emerge.
If you're hungry, you get fed; if you're cold and wet, you get changed; if you cry, you get
picked up.
But at some point, the world ceases to be immediately responsive to your needs, and you
become aware that the world there is something separate from you. That's the birth of
self-consciousness, or even more simply, that's the birth of the separated self. And it
happens very early in life.
This is one of the central meanings of the Garden of Eden story, one of the central
meanings of the Fall. The Fall isn't really about disobedience, though it's there in the
story. The Fall is much more about the fact that we begin our lives, each of us
individually, with a sense of undifferentiated union with what is. We begin our lives in
paradise. But the birth of the separated self suddenly means, "We live our lives east of
Eden in a state of separation and estrangement."
Let me use a story, it's the best story I know for making this point. It's a story that
I've been told is in one of the books of Parker Palmer.
It's a story about a three-year-old girl who was the only child in her family. But now her
mom is pregnant, and this three-year-old girl is very excited about having a baby in the
house. The day comes where the mother-to-be delivered, and the mom and dad go off to
the hospital. A couple of days later come home with a new baby brother. And the little
girl is just delighted.
But after they've been home for a couple of hours, the little girl tells her parents that she
wants to be with the baby in the baby's room, alone, with the door shut. She's absolutely
insistent about the door being shut. It kind of gives her folks the willies, you know? They
know she's a good little girl, but they've heard about sibling rivalry and all of this.
Then they remember that they've recently installed an intercom system in preparation for
the arrival of the new baby, and they realize that they can let their little girl do this, and if
they hear the slightest weird thing happening, they can be in there in a flash.
So they let their little girl go into the room. They close the door behind her. They race to
the listening post. They hear her footsteps move across the room. They imagine her now
standing over the baby's crib, and then they hear her say to her two-day-old baby brother,
"Tell me about God. I've almost forgotten."
I find that to be a haunting and evocative story, because it suggests that we come from
God, and when we are very, very young, we still remember that. We still know that.
But the process of growing up, of learning the language of this world, is a process of
progressive forgetting; in a sense, even a process of progressive obliterating of that
memory.
Because as we learn the language of this world, the categories of this world get imprinted
upon our psyches, and our sense of being a separated self grows stronger and stronger.
That sense of disconnection continues throughout childhood, until, by the end of
childhood, we may have lost that sense of connection altogether.
There's something about the very process of growing up that wounds us. We all grow up
wounded. Our sense of separation increases through our adolescence as we continue to
internalize all of these messages that we get from our culture about who we are and what
we ought to be like.
Our sense of being a separated self with an identity conferred primarily by the identityconferring values of culture grows and grows. I have a sense of being okay or not okay to
the extent that I measure up to these messages, and we fall further into that world of
separation and alienation, of comparison and judgment, of self and others.
The result is what the contemporary Benedictine teacher Thomas Keating calls "the false
self," the self conferred by culture. Our identity is wrapped up in that false self.
Or to refer to Frederick Buechner again,
Increasingly, we live our lives from the outside in rather than from the inside out,
taking our cues from the world, taking our cues from others, taking our cues from
culture.
It is that way of being and that kind of identity that the Lenten journey calls us to die to.
Listening to Jesus means undertaking this journey, embarking on that path of dying to the
false self, to that identity, to that way of being, and to be born into an identity centered in
this spirit, in Christ, in God. It is the process of internal redefinition of the self so that a
real person can be born within us.
We all know that Lent historically is a season of repentance. I don't know what your
associations with repentance are. Going back to my childhood, mine are pretty negative.
Repentance means to feel really, really bad about the horrible person you are, okay? To
feel really, really bad because you've got impure thoughts. A big issue in adolescence.
Repentance for me always kind of meant just feeling really, really sorry for being so
disobedient to God.
The Biblical meanings of repentance are much richer and much more important. To begin
with the Greek word for repentance that we find in the gospels in the New Testament,
metanoia or the verb metanoiata.
In terms of its Greek roots, to repent means "to go beyond the mind that you have," and
the mind that you have gotten from culture. From all of those messages, the identity you
have is one that you've gotten from culture. To repent means to go beyond the mind that
you have to a mind in Christ.
The meaning of the Hebrew word for repentance is very rich. It's shoo-vog, and the home
of this word in the Hebrew Bible is the Jewish experience of exile. To repent is to return.
That's the meaning of the word. To return from exile, to return from that state of
separation, to begin that journey of return from the separated self to a new self in God.
To repent is to reconnect with the one from whom we came and in whom we live and
move and have our being. And we do both -- return and go beyond the mind that we have
by hearing the Voice of God which says to us: Listen to him. Listen to Jesus. Listen to the
way that he teaches and follow him on this journey of Lent, with its climax in our
participation in Good Friday and Easter, with its climax in our dying with Christ and
being born again into life in God.