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Begin by choosing a place where you will not be disturbed. If you have a permanent altar that
can serve for this then all the better. Strip naked and approach your altar. Begin playing your
music, if desired. Perform a grounding and centering exercise. Breathe the blue fire.
When you feel sufficiently charged, light the white candle and focus your awareness in your
head and chest in your talker. You may wish to physically touch your chest and head while
you do this. Be aware of your thoughts as you focus on your breathing. Notice that at the ends
of your breath are brief moments of stillness and silence notice what these feel like when you
reach the end of your exhale, and then the end of your inhale. After a few breaths allow these
moments to grow larger, so that they eventually meet in the center of your breath stillness
and silence becoming the backdrop upon which your breath is overlaid the Void being the
foundation of all else. Imagine your talker as a pristine sphere of white fire that exists from
your head down through your solar plexus. Feel how the Void of stillness and silence frees your
talker of distraction, making it clean and pure. Form the intent within your mind to align your
Three Souls as one. Notice what this intention feels like.
Now bring your hands down to your lower belly and allow this feeling and your awareness to
sink down into your fetch. Light the red candle. Feel your bodys energy in your guts in your
genitals. Imagine a pulsing sphere of red fire that encompasses your legs, your sex, and up
through your solar plexus and know it is an energetic anchor for the fetch. Take some time to
commune with that primal part of you. Continue to focus on your breathing.
Take a moment and then light the blue candle. Now raise your hands up above your head and
imagine a brilliant blue fire sphere of light hovering above you. Feel how your GodSelf is
guiding you and taking care of you.
After the span of a few breaths allow the image of the blue sphere to change shape becoming
that of a peacock with its tail closed. See it shining with a liquid pearlescent glow. Maintain the
visualization of the peacock for the duration of the exercise.
Return your hands to your belly, and then to your penis, drawing this pearlescent light down
within and around you. Begin to gently massage your penis and your testicles while still
maintaining a slow, deep rhythm of breath. Do this for a few moments. Now begin to gently
massage your perineum while imagining a black serpent, glowing with green fire, coiled within
it. Feel how it is a primal storehouse of power waiting to be unleashed.
Now begin to stroke yourself so that you start to become erect. (If you wish to use lubricant
you may do so do whatever feels good.) Notice how that as your stroke, pulses of energy
begin to form and build in your testicles. This is the building of life-force energy and you may
see it as the blue fire. Notice how sparks of this energy pulse through your body with each
stroke. Allow yourself to feel the pleasure you are creating as a palpable energy that rushes
through and nourishes your body.
As you become more and more aroused, imagine that the coiled snake in your perineum
begins to uncoil and slowly stretches upward through your body, your pleasure guiding it on its
path. Say,
NOTES:
1. Pinkham, Mark Amaru, The Truth Behind the Christ Myth: The Redemption of the Peacock Angel, pg. 34. Kempton,
IL: Adventures Unlimited Press, 2002.
2. At the time of this writing the line of Vanthi is the only lineage of Feri that I know of that does not specifically
recognize the Blue God in their practice. They do, however, work with the concept of a GodSelf, or Aumakua, which is
in essence what role the Blue God plays. A rose by any other name
3. Pinkham, pg. 32.
4. The basis of the exercise is universal, while the specific application in this form focuses on what might be useful to
other gay men. This is not meant to exclude others from adapting it to their own needs, but rather as a celebration of my
own particular sexual spirit; something that I usually find lacking within the larger Craft community. Im sure that what
changes are needed to make this a useful exercise for straight, lesbian, and bisexual women, will be obvious to members
of those groups. Likewise with a little imagination it can be adapted to the needs of a couple or a group.