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SRUTUL ZEILOR
KISS OF THE GODS
Motto: ntotdeauna mi s-a prut c triesc
n largul mrii, primejduit, n inima
unei fericiri regeti.
(Albert Camus, Marea ct mai aproape)
Motto: I have always had the feeling that I
live in the middle of the sea,
endangered, in the heart of a royal
happiness.
(Albert Camus, The Sea - So Close)
Beatrice Kiss
Motto: Love is the deifications chosen one.
Alina Beatrice Chec, creator of the poems of her love, ceaselessly
lures us/ herself to a perpetual improvement of a lyric style, to a
progressive literary perfection. To love is polytheistic, deifying, in gentle,
soothing tempos; in the relations of the unexpected time of the happiness
of love, the spaces which are preeminently either celestial, divine, or
agora-like, earthly, whirl towards the Dyonisiac agony, towards a new
view on life.
Semantology, just like the semiology of the frequently sought word,
of the caressed noun love are aleatory, spontaneous, freely released
towards a special dynamism, similar to the heart beats of a bird cast out in
a chant. In these spaces, in the content of the poem, in reminiscing the
drama of a love story ending with an epilogue, the poetesss gesticulation
is that of a theatrical, shakespearean performer. The syntagmas happyend are either metaphorically summarized, or they are reflections of the
loved one, of the one who loves, both of them in the will of the God
of...people. Through His universal love, God is the Christianic solution of
the themes of Alina Beatrices poems love; deities, deep immersion in the
myth of love. Between myth and deification it is the aspiration of the I, of
the self, to reach perfection through melodic love and sacrosanct, sacred
existentialistic rhetoric.
Let us enter Kiss of the Gods, the book redeemed by the poetess
of the teenage love stories Alina Beatrice Chec. Let us find the poetical
dance of the Lecturer in Anglo-Saxon languages in the poem Between East
and West migratory, pilgrim-like cardinality, of a Romanian cast out by
dreams in the world of the European greatness, a poem written in Munich,
in January 2010: I have gone into the wide world again/ with my soul tied
in yellow and pink bows ()/ I am again young, beautiful and naughty/ my
journeys are the play of life and happiness/ I dance with my arms wide
open/ I step into the world with magic shoes/ () (no, do not laugh, I am
the girl that/ all she dreams at night/ comes true during the day and vice
versa, of course). The magic dance of a possible lover, of an
incontestable and undoubted lover of ravishing, elevating fairy-tale love
stories, aspiring to fairy-tales about victories and illusions.
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Srutul Beatrice
Motto: Iubirea este aleasa ndumnezeirii.
Alina Beatrice Chec, nfptuitoare a poemelor iubirii ei, ne/se
ademenete ncontinuu, mperpetuu perfecionrii unui stil liric, unei
perfeciuni literare progresive. A iubi este politeic, zeificator, n actane
suave, odihnitoare; n relaiile neateptatului timp al fericirii de a iubi,
spaiile, cu precdere celeste, dumnezeieti, ori agorice, telurice, se
nvolbureaz reciproc spre agonia dionisiac, spre o nou concepie a
sinelui.
Semantologia, ca i semiologia simbolurilor cuvntului frecvent
cutat, substantivului desmierdat iubire sunt aleatorii, spontane, liber
eliberate ntr-un dinamism aparte, similar btilor inimii unei psri
prigonite n cnt. Gesticulaia poetei, n aceste spaii, este a unui actor
dramatic, shakespearian, n coninutul poemului, n depnarea dramei unui
love story epilogat. Sintagmele happy-end sunt rezumate metaforic, ori
cugetri ale omului iubit, omului care iubete, ambii n voia lui Dumnezeu
de...oameni. Dumnezeu este, prin iubirea lui universal, solu ia cristianic
a temelor iubirii poemelor Alinei Beatrice; zeitile, adnc scufundare n
mitul iubirii. ntre mit i ndumnezeire se afl aspiraia eu-lui, sinelui, la
desvrirea prin iubire, melodic i retoric existenial sacr, sacrosant.
S intrm n Srutul zeilor, n cartea astfel izbvit de poeta
iubirilor adolescentine Alina Beatrice Chec. Iat dansul poetic al
domnioarei lector de limbi anglo-saxone n poezia ntre est i vest
cardinalitate pelerinal, migratoare, a unui romn prigonit de vise n lumea
mreiei europene, poezie scris la Munchen, n ianuarie 2010:
Am fugit din nou n lume/cu sufletul prins n funde galbene i roz
()/ sunt din nou tnr, frumoas i nebun./ cltoriile mele sunt jocul
de-a viaa i de-a fericirea/ eu dansez cu braele larg deschise/ pesc prin
lume cu papuci fermecai/(...) (nu, s nu rdei, sunt fata creia/ tot ce
viseaz noaptea/ i se ndeplinete ziua i invers, desigur). Dans
fermector al unui posibil om iubit, al unui incontestabil cert iubitor de
iubiri devastatoare, nltoare, de basm, spre basm furitoare de izbnzi i
fantasme.
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But let us not find intuitive causes and reasons in the poetesss
literary creation. She drives us/ herself away from these passionate
sensations by passionately emphasizing some poetical images as well, nondependent on colour, antinomical...contrasts, on the contrary, shaping the
simplicity of her poetical coversations, as an ingenuous memorable
evidentialism: Tonight I will stay/ face to face with me. (Self-portrait)/ AL-I-N-A/ with capital letters/ you whisper my name (evaluated by the
lover, a possible lover)/ luring life to come to me/ to give birth to me out of
your hands (attraction, vanity)/ I am the only fire/ of your other soul (love)/
the page that never ends/ on which there are written/ all the imagined and
unimagined languages/ all the youth throbbing/ with the blood of
expectations (regret)/ (...) this morning has come at last/ with thousands of
colours/ the tobacco with faraway flavour/ the coffee theatrically sipped
(rejection) (... ) life does not end/ beyond all these/ there are immense
deserts (death) (Life Does Not End). But also as an anthropomorphic
evolution of the love felt and understood by any soul wishing to love,
certainly, ending up dying. Thus, my death will be only/ another great
party/ I will dance on my own grave/ treading silence under my foot / I
will laugh the way that only me can laugh/ through times crazy with
happiness/ this is me/ and the one beyond me (The Play of Life).
These are the poetical conversations that the University Lecturer
Alina Beatrice Chec has with us, with our God. Piously come into the
storeroom of your souls, lovers of sweetly-speaking letters, of aesthetic
words and with this Kiss of the poetess, in her book of fulminant poems,
like in a purifying epos, you will find your own love!
Ioan Toderi
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With the same talent which brings the East to the fore, Alina Beatrice
Chec will depict the West as well:
the Scandinavian sky burns me
with the stars falling over my soul
over my body - prisoner of his look
the music opens strip by strip
remains of the magic
flamenco created from the hiding of time
(Scandinavian Nocturne)
At the level of the composition, the poetess knows how to place the
garment of metaphors, epithets and comparisons after the most common
words thus managing to create true poems in one line: I walk through
my dreams as if on a giant planet; love reigns on thrones of words; my
candles have always burnt up to the end; I will dance on my own grave
treading silence under my foot.
Considering this book, I am convinced that poetry lovers will be
more and more pleasantly surprised by Alina Beatrice Chec.
Mihai-Daniel Gheorghe
Doctor in Philology
Bucharest
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SRUTUL ZEILOR
Motto: A tri
aa cum divinizm o capodoper
precum ascultm un cntec de iubire
ca un copil vrjit n mirare.
(Nazim Hikmet)
Locul forfotete de oameni, muzica oriental mi d triri fr seamn.
N-am ncetat niciodat s mi fie dor de aici, s visez c ntr-o bun zi m voi
ntoarce, aa cum toi, n final, ne ntoarcem la noi nine i la DUMNEZEU.
Aici a putea scrie epopeea vieii mele, aici a putea veni pentru a-mi tri
ultimele zile i ultima iubire. Culorile i mirosurile exotice m ameesc, inima
mi bate s mi sparg pieptul. Aceasta sunt eu, m-am regsit, m-am ntors la
mine nsmi dup prea lungi rtciri.
Privesc n jur zmbind i cu ochii n lacrimi. A vrea s ngenunchez, s
m rog pentru toi oamenii acetia, s strig ct de tare pot c iubesc lumea
asta frumoas! Sufletul url n mine cum nu a mai facut-o, parc, niciodat.
Poate doar n nopile cnd iubirea mi deschidea toate porile ctre dincolo i
ctre DUMNEZEU.
Brbaii m privesc, unii cu tandree, alii cu pasiune. M ntreab cum
m cheam i de unde sunt; mi spun c sunt frumoas. Le rspund c toi
suntem frumoi i buni, c locul acesta m face att de fericit...
Sufletul mi ngenuncheaz-n fericire...M ntreb cum e RAIUL i cum
altfel dect aici m-a putea simi. i m gndesc c, dac exist iadul, i
iubesc i pe oamenii aceia, fiindc i ei sunt fraii mei, doar c nu au neles c
binecuvntarea exist. Nu tiu cum, ntr-o bun zi, voi putea prsi lumea
aceasta pe care o iubesc cu atta patim! Probabil c l voi ruga pe
DUMNEZEU s mi dea acolo, sus, o camer cu o fereastr mare, mare, prin
care s pot vedea ntreaga lume i locul acesta binecuvntat.
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Gods kiss me again, those kisses for which I could sell my soul for
eternity. My gods come from other worlds and with them I climbed all
mountains, all peaks, I touched the sky with my own hands and I could smile
at GOD from up close, looking deep into His eyes. Gods taught me that
love is stronger than all sins of the world, that time does not pass, but it
stops for being conquered by us. My gods whispered to me the words that I
am writing down on the paper today, with them I was on islands full of
sunshine where I picked up the happiness day and night, as if it had been a
ripe pomegranate. And GOD allowed this happiness and blessed me. This
world is my church and inside it I will pray for all of us and for all loves until
the end of my time.
The 3rd-6th May 2011
IZMIR - Turkey
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Zeii m srut din nou, sruturile acelea pentru care mi-a putea vinde
sufletul pentru eternitate. Zeii mei vin din alte lumi i cu ei am urcat toi munii,
m-am crat pe toate piscurile, am atins cerul cu minile i i-am putut zmbi
lui DUMNEZEU de aproape, privindu-l adnc n ochi. Zeii mei m-au nvat c
iubirea e mai puternic dect toate pcatele lumii, c timpul nu trece, ci se
oprete n loc pentru a se lsa cucerit de noi. Zeii mei mi-au optit cuvintele pe
care eu le atern astzi pe hrtie, cu ei am fost pe insule pline de soare unde
am cules fericirea zi i noapte, ca pe o rodie coapt. Iar DUMNEZEU mi-a
ngduit toat fericirea i m-a binecuvntat. Lumea aceasta este biserica mea
i n ea m voi ruga pentru noi toi i pentru toate iubirile pn la sfritul
timpului meu.
3-6 mai 2011
IZMIR - Turcia
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IMMORTALITY
The god caresses my body in the heart of the night and in his eyes I
see immortality boiling like a hot lava. My being is one with the night and in
the sky the stars just gather in constellations. His hands draw unknown maps.
From my soul lots of Phoenix birds fly with their wings open like before a
hymn.
You are the girl with angels inside your heart, he tells me. But the
god does not know that, without his magic, my angels would lose their wings
and in vain would they creep towards primordial shores to take the boat to
the Promised Land. One year has passed and my god has brought me
nectar and ambrosia and soon we will raise the cups from which other
angels will rise for my heart.
Until then, I drink from his blood and he gives me oceans of
immortality to last until the moment when time will open again some night.
The gods love throws me to the edge of the world. I am wrapped in gold
rains, just like when my soul was looking for a body to dwell in.
I wake up in his arms as if I were in the first cradle. His mouth blesses
my birth and all the lives that he is going to give me in the coming nights. I
close my eyes like in a blue hypnosis I would never wake up from. I have
grown angel wings and on my gods body happiness shines in colours never
seen before.
The 30th of June 2011
Breaza
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NEMURIRE
30.06.2011
Breaza
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NIGHT OF LIGHT
night fantasized and found again
among the seeds of time
wrapped in passions with opium flavour
and poetry bleeding like the twilight
such a night wakes me up
from my bed of chimeras
from the dream of the shore stone
from the fortress with pigeons
flying above Agora
in such a night
walls of stars rise
in my palm you read the whole history
in it the caravans are written
the ancient verses
the poems of love
the nights of lust
the blessing of spheres
in my palm you see your birth
and the lives from other skies
when you would send epistles to gods
and beg them to give you
amphorae of ambrosia
and a daughter of the night
to teach you that afterlife exists
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NOAPTE DE LUMIN
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I AM
Motto: I am free
butterflies burst out of me in a hora
(Florina Zaharia, Eua)
at every sunset
I fix my clock
for one more eternity
for a timeless love
between two religions
between reality and escape
between desert and who knows what it is beyond it
at every sunrise, like in a withdrawal
my blood screams after my longings
I need my fight against death
into the face of which I throw my loves, my poetry
my stories of happiness that each of them have
a name hard to pronounce
I voluptuously consume my chimeras
my heart is an endless time
bigger than life itself
all my ways go where
I AM WHAT I AM
where my laughter goes up to the sky
where rays grow under my skin
and time is one with passion
BETWEEN ME AND ME IT IS MYSELF
FREE BIRD
FALLEN IN LOVE WITH MY OWN WINGS
The 2nd of March 2011
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SUNT
Motto: sunt liber
fluturii izbucnesc din mine n hor
(Florina Zaharia, Eua)
la fiecare asfinit
mi potrivesc ceasornicul
pentru nc o eternitate
pentru o iubire atemporal
ntre dou religii
ntre realitate i fug
ntre deert i ce-o mai fi dincolo de el
la fiecare rsrit, ca-ntr-un sevraj
sngele strig dup dorurile mele
am nevoie de lupta mea cu moartea
creia-i arunc n fa amorurile, poezia
fericirile mele ce au fiecare
cte-un nume greu de pronunat
eu mi consum himerele cu voluptate
inima mea este un timp nesfrit
mai mare dect viaa nsi
toate drumurile mele merg acolo unde
EU SUNT CEEA CE SUNT
acolo unde rsul meu ajunge pn la cer
unde mi cresc raze sub piele
i unde timpul e una cu pasiunea
NTRE MINE I MINE NSMI SUNT EU
PASRE LIBER
NDRGOSTIT DE PROPRIILE-MI ARIPI
2.03.2011
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SCAR LA CER
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CARAVANSARY
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CARAVANSERAI
Am traversat nisipurile
prin oaze mi-am aternut poemele i iubirile
prin DUMNEZEU mi-au nverzit binecuvntatele insule
Eu nu cltoresc prin lumea asta
ci prin constelaii divine
mi-am petrecut ultimele viei
iubindu-m cu duhurile nisipurilor
lsndu-mi sngele prin temple de aur
colecionnd idoli, nlnd castele
s-mi adpostesc propriile vise
DEASUPRA MEA BNTUIE AMORURILE
CU ARIPI DE ULII
prdndu-m, hrnindu-se din mine cu lcomie
trupul meu e o adevrat Agora
unde prinii poposesc la lsarea serii
i mai pun cte-o crmid
pe Altarul Soarelui
MEREU NTRE DOU LUMI
TREC PRIN VIA
N CALEACA DE AUR A FARAONULUI
nu vreau s tiu
unde se termin realul
i unde-ncepe mirajul
30.09.2010
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FLYING
Motto: Why do I like to wander about the streets
and get lost?
(Nora Iuga, Fasanenstrase 23)
I shook the dust off me
I broke the chains
and I became the untamed beast
who wildly bites from life
I did not go away from myself
I lived my stories
I wrote my poems
I happily roamed through the world
as if life had been my property
and the world had been created
for my own delight
EVERY DAY
I KISS THE BUTTERFLIES WINGS
WITHOUT FLYING
THERE WOULD NEVER BE LIGHT
February 2011
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ZBORUL
Motto: De ce mi place mie s bat drumurile
i s m rtcesc?
(Nora Iuga, Fasanenstrase 23)
m-am scuturat de praf
am rupt lanurile
i-am redevenit fiara nemblnzit
ce muc din via cu slbticie
nu m-am ndeprtat de mine nsmi
mi-am trit povetile
mi-am scris poemele
am hoinrit fericit prin lume
ca i cnd viaa ar fi proprietatea mea
i lumea ar fi fost creat
pentru propria-mi desftare
N FIECARE ZI
EU SRUT ARIPILE FLUTURILOR
FR ZBOR
NU S-AR MAI FACE NICIODAT LUMIN
febr. 2011
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AMBROSIA
Motto: And since then it hasnt got dark
on earth.
(Mircea Petean)
today I smell again
the sand, the palm trees, the salty water
the ambrosia like at the beginning of the world
I look at the sky
I feel its calling as if it were
a lover with body of fire
coming from my past
from the stories lived in another life
you are my death and my immortality
I said after I had traveled with you
through all lives
THAT NIGHT
GOD MADE US IMMORTAL
do you remember?
we had cast a spell over the arch of the sky
the earth within us would look for the oasis
the stars would fill the desert
we had grown wings up to Heaven
and back to earth
once in a lifetime, you told me
and we sipped the drop of Absolute
as if we had been at another last supper
LIFE LOCKED US LIKE IN A KISS
the happiest prisoners of all times
The13th of November 2010
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AMBROZIE
Motto: i de atunci nu s-a mai fcut noapte
pe pmnt.
(Mircea Petean)
astzi simt din nou
miros de nisip, de palmieri, de ap srat
miros de ambrozie ca la-nceputurile lumii
privesc cerul
i simt chemarea de parc ar fi
un iubit cu trup de foc
venit din trecutul meu
din povetile trite n alt via
eti moartea i nemurirea mea
i-am spus dup ce cltorisem cu tine
prin toate vieile
N NOAPTEA ACEEA
DUMNEZEU NE-A FCUT NEMURITORI
i-aminteti?
descntasem bolta cerului
pmntul din noi cuta oaza
deertul se umplea de stele
ne crescuser aripi pn la Rai
i-napoi pe pmnt
o dat n via, mi-ai spus
i-am but pictura de absolut
ca la o alt cin de tain
VIAA NE-A NCHIS CA-NTR-UN SRUT
cei mai fericii prizonieri din toate timpurile
13.11. 2010
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LETTER TO GOD
GOD, put on my shoulders
the sadness of the whole world
I am strong, GOD
I can turn the blood rivers into rainbows
on which all of us should go on a promenade
on Christmas, Ramadan, Hanukkah or Diwali
GOD, take my days and turn them into
clean blood for mortals
sap for woods and living water
for all creatures of the earth
take my poetry
and give it to those who want wars
convince them that the only war must be
the one for the supremacy of joy
take my air, GOD
and wrap up the Planet with flower scent
take my sight and
turn it into prayer rugs
take my food and sleep
and turn them into endless field and woods
GOD, I give you my memories as well
to make love stories greater than life
take my books, but make the children of the world
live in an everlasting fairy-tale
take my friends and make them angels on Your right side
take my years and give the eternity to them, GOD
take my soul and divide it among seven billion people
but let everybody sing, dream and laugh
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A story teller who can be met in some traditional cafes in Damascus - Syria
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PRAYER
so much happiness that it hurts, my GOD
You who give me miracle after miracle
why dont You invent a supreme scream
to make it heard beyond skies
up to the soul of all lives
in Your Kingdom and in eternity ?
thus I would thank You, GOD
for spreading miracles in front of me
just like petals in the wedding night
as my soul is so blessed that
even poetry is no longer enough for me
GOD, call the Fates and ask them
to give me arms like those of Psri-Li-Lungil3
to embrace this world one thousand times
and You give me the gift of prayer
to be able to pray with my soul and blood:
GOD, bless the heart of the planet
bless human beings thoughts
the earth, the waters, the birds flight
and all the beauty that You created for us.
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THE PILGRIM
Motto: An open window I am.
(Attila Balasz)
Let me tell you something about me:
sometimes my soul is one with the abbeys of the sky
the paper on which people handwrote their love
some other time it is the sail of a ship in search of spices
the Isfahan of my dreams where the prince of the desert awaits me
sometimes I am the poetess seeking for psalms
some other time the bride dressed in lace
who leaves her veil in alcoves hidden in the desert
between East and West
the sky goes through me
in the chest amongst the four winds
I hid the letteres to GOD
peoples unuttered words
all smiles and all beginnings of stories
in my journeys from one end of the earth to another
I make a halt and I invite GOD
to the middle of boundaries
TO BLESS MY CHEST WITH STORIES
AND THE PEOPLE PASSING THROUGH MY LIGHT
The 25th of October 2008
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CLTOAREA
Motto: Fereastr deschis sunt.
(Attila Balasz)
S va spun ceva despre mine:
uneori sufletul meu e una cu mnstirile cerului
hrtia pe care oamenii i-au caligrafiat iubirile
alteori e pnz de corabie n cutarea mirodeniilor
Isfahanul din vis unde m ateapt prinul nisipurilor
uneori sunt poeta cuttoare de psalmi
alteori mireasa mbrcat n dantele
ce-i las vlul prin iatacuri ascunse n deert.
ntre Est i Vest
cerul trece prin mine
n cufrul dintre cele patru vnturi
am ascuns scrisorile ctre DUMNEZEU
vorbele nespuse ale oamenilor
toate zmbetele i toate nceputurile de poveste
n cltoriile mele de la un capt la altul al lumii
fac un popas i-l invit pe DUMNEZEU
la mijloc de hotare
S-MI BINECUVNTEZE CUFRUL CU POVETI
I OAMENII CE-MI TREC PRIN LUMIN
25.10.2008
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AL HAYAT4
In the middle of the desert
the millenia whirl around our bodies
the poison of love runs through our veins
irrational passion descended from the stalactites of the sky
I close my eyes
my life flows to his hands of blood and sand
I have traveled oceans of time to find you
he tells me kissing my years
I run with him through times of silk
THROUGH BOUNDLESS SPACES
HIDDEN BEHIND THE VEIL OF THE DESERT
where does this man come from, I wonder
from what pyramid where
death is walled behind stories?
I have traveled oceans of space to find you
I tell him kissing his life
wars melt in the butterflies of light
I open my eyes towards immortality:
the wide window
and beyond it the dunes
the vast dunes with a conquerors smell
millions of stars over the oasis
full of mistery
Life in Arabic
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AL HAYAT5
n mijlocul deertului
mileniile se rotesc n jurul trupurilor noastre
otrava amorului ne curge prin vene
pasiune iraional cobort din stalactitele cerului
nchid ochii
viaa mi se scurge n palmele lui din snge i nisip
am cltorit oceane de timp pentru a te gsi
mi spune srutndu-mi anii
alerg cu el prin timpuri de mtase
PRIN SPAII FR HOTARE
ASCUNSE DUP VLUL DEERTULUI
de unde vine brbatul acesta, m ntreb
din ce piramid n care
moartea e zidit n poveti?
am cltorit oceane de spaiu pentru a te gsi
i spun srutndu-i viaa
rzboaiele se topesc n fluturii luminii
deschid ochii spre nemurire:
fereastra larg
i dincolo de ea dunele
imensele dune cu parfum de cuceritor
milioane de stele deasupra oazei
ncrcate de mister
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GODLINESS
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SMERENIE
Prieteni care mi trecei prin via
aa cum DUMNEZEU m trece prin lume
- cu sfinenie i noblee
simt binecuvntarea pailor votri
prin sufletul meu
i nebunia clipelor
smulse din mreia luminii
adevrul eului meu e aici
n lumea de pe pmnt
i n lumea din cer
n lumea de azi, de mine
i-n lumea de ieri
n lumea din mine
i-n lumea din toi ceilali
m nchin, m plec i m rog
pentru perfeciunea din semenii mei
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CONFESSION
children call her Barbie
she is the fairy who writes stories
but lives them as well
she eats bread and poetry
and paints the universe on her eyelids
every day she opens
the Gate of Gods
prays for the joy of the world
and lights candle-like stars
on her blue hopes
thousands of magic shells float
from the earths sand glasses
she builds pyramids
that she opens then
with magic herbs
men love her
they see her like the Scheherezade
of endless stories
SHE FEELS GOLD RUNNING THROUGH HER VEINS
(this is the alchemy of the handsome wizards
stepping with nobility through her moments)
Barbie sleeps with the suitcase under her pillow
and dreams herself flying over oases
and Tuaregs with eyes like the night
who turn their body
in waves of silk and fire
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DESTINUIRE
Barbie i spun copiii
e zna ce scrie poveti
dar le i triete
mnnc poezie pe pine
i-i picteaz universul pe pleoape
ea deschide n fiecare zi
Poarta Zeilor
se roag pentru bucuria lumii
i-aprinde stele n chip de lumnri
pe speranele ei albastre
plutesc mii de scoici fermecate
din clepsidrele pmntului
construiete piramide
pe care le deschide apoi
cu iarba fiarelor
Brbaii o iubesc
vd n ea pe eherezada
nesfritelor poveti
EA SIMTE C-I CURGE AUR PRIN SUFLET
(e alchimia frumoilor vrjitori
ce pesc cu noblee prin clipele ei)
Barbie doarme cu valiza sub pern
i se viseaz zburnd peste oaze
i tuaregi cu ochii precum noaptea
ce-i preschimb trupul
n valuri de mtase i foc
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SCANDINAVIAN NOCTURNE
the Scandinavian sky burns me
with the stars falling over my soul
over my body - prisoner of his look
the music opens strip by strip
remains of the magic
flamenco created from the hiding of time
his eyes feed with my blood
with the petals growing on my breath
the birds break the clepsydra of the night
the grains of sand flood at my feet sacrifice for his time and mine
his solitary smile
my hair dancing
in the four corners of the Earth
we are in the hands of life
my retina takes his eyes to the scandinavian sea
ship wandering through immemorial expectations
your soul is so colourful, he tells me
we love the dream, the poems within us
burnt by the fire of frenzy
by the waves hitting the hours of night
we are closer to perfection
with each guitar verse
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NOCTURN SCANDINAV
Cerul scandinav m arde
cu stelele ce-mi cad peste suflet
pe trupul captiv privirii lui
muzica se desface fie cu fie
rmie de vraj
flamenco zmislit din ascunztoarea timpului
ochii lui se hrnesc cu sngele meu
cu petalele ce-mi cresc pe rsuflri
psrile sparg clepsidra nopii
firele de nisip se revars la picioarele mele
jertf timpului meu i al lui
zmbetul lui solitar
prul meu dansnd
n cele patru coluri ale pmntului
suntem n mna vieii
retina mea poart ochii lui spre marea scandinav
corabie rtcind prin ateptri imemoriale
e-att de colorat sufletul tu, mi spune
iubim visul, poemele din noi
arse de focul nebuniei
de valurile ce lovesc orele nopii
suntem mai aproape de perfeciune
cu fiecare vers de ghitar
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4.08.2008
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DRUMUL MEMORIEI
n memoria Prof. univ. dr. tefan Stanciu
Dup-amiaz rupt din pnza copilriei
o pisic dormind n grdina necat de iarb
o raz cade peste mirosul molcom de copilrie
SE ADUN ANII NTINERIND N AMINTIRI
ca o poezie rezemat de fruntea ploilor
timpul mi deschide poarta libertii
povetile sun din goarne
vestind ntoarcerea timpurilor albastre
amintirile ies din adposturi
prin sprturile anilor coboar umbrele
celor ce se preumbl pe crrile de dincolo
cu rucsacul plin de flori
mai urc un munte
cu tinereea prins la cingtoare
i sngele trecnd din lume n mine
animal de pdure cu arom de rin
nsetat de rsrituri i de aerul pmntului
DRUMURILE NE NTORC MEREU
SPRE ACELEAI CMPII NEPREUITE
esute din iarb i stele
din bulgri de pmnt cnttor
i aripi de cai purpurii
13.05.2008
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NESFRITUL ALBASTRU
Am orbit de atta lumin
n ochii mei e doar un nesfrit albastru
ce mi cnt
m cheam precum misterioasele iele
acum pentru mine ntreaga lume e un cer
la care m rog n toate limbile pmntului
doar n limba ta m rog n versuri
cu gesturi pgne ce-i caut conturul
n pcatul nopii
sunt un dervi rtcitor
prin inimi nsingurate
dar tu mi-ai druit un palat
la capt de drum
m-ai nvat c se poate zbura
pe covorul magic
pn dincolo de marginile sufletului
c btrnele poveti mai prind via
la timp fermecat de noapte.
se spune c
CEI CE IUBESC NEBUNETE
NU MBTRNESC NICIODAT.
13.07.2007
Constana
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STRIGTUL VIEII
Motto: Ca un schior nebun
poezia ta n-o poate opri nimeni.
(Sterian Vicol, Punct i virgul)
Frumoasa mea nebun
ntr-o bun zi vei muri
de-atta dans
i de-atta poezie
mi spuneai mngindu-mi prul
ca i cnd degetele tale
mi-ar fi tiat sufletul
n mii de valuri
ce lung drum am strbtut noi
suntem dou plante
din ierbarul vieii
culese mpreun
legate prin nlucirile nopii
prin lumina de rai a zilelor
saltimbanci ai propriilor viei
ne-am mbrcat unul pe altul
n strluciri trufae
nsetai de zboruri am fugit prin timp
i ne-am iubit prin vguni ascunse de lume
i cer i acum s exiti
ca i cnd de strigtul acesta
ar depinde toate zilele mele
eti mersul meu nainte
Pmntul e prea mic pentru noi
8.05.2007
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CATHEDRALS OF DREAMS
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CATEDRALE DE VISE
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VIAA NU SE SFRETE
Motto: n noaptea aceea linitit, am avut
chiar impresia c-mi aud trupul crescnd.
(Haruki Murakami, La sud de grani, la vest
de soare)
Astzi voi sta
fa n fa cu mine.
A-L-I-N-A
cu litere mari
mi opteti numele
ademenind viaa sa vin spre mine
s ma nasc din palmele tale
sunt singura iubit
a celuilalt suflet al tu
pagina ce nu se sfrete niciodat
i pe care sunt scrise
toate limbile gndite i negndite
toat tinereea zvcnind
de sngele ateptrilor
dezbracai de lume, de false robe
am mers mpreun spre un mine
ncrustat n carnea noastr
a venit i dimineaa asta
cu o mie de culori
tutunul cu arom de departe
cafeaua sorbit teatral
n curcubeul de cuvinte.
egale cu eul tu sunt
toate poemele din mine
toate zilele, nopile
toate orele ce-au construit
ziduri, drumuri
orae ntregi de nebunie
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VIAA NU SE SFRETE.....
dincolo de toate acestea
sunt deerturi imense
dar dincolo de ele
sunt pduri, mereu alte pduri
fonind din marile noastre iubiri
din diminei ca acestea
din amintirile mai puternice
dect toate deerturile
i toate spaimele lumii
astzi voi sta din nou
a cta oar
fa n fa cu Tine
24.04.2007
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96
un animal eti
cu funiile tiate
rtcind prin ploi senine
hituit de aripa vieii
cineva arde n noapte
m amestec cu cenua
cu arborii nesfrii
ce-mi cresc n palme
te-am atins
DUMNEZEIREA tace n dormitorul albastru
A IUBI E FERICIREA CE-ADUCE MOARTEA
24.04.2007
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EVERYTHING IS POETRY
The wings are just
dreams taken to the sky
learn one more time
that the world lies at poetrys feet
that mornings are poetry
nights are poetry
that love stories the immense love stories
are just an endless poem
bigger than the world
and all universes together
music and dance
are also GODs poetry
spread in air cells
through all skies of the world
may your wings take you
beyond yourself
and beyond nowhere
it is so much beauty in this crazy world
IT IS NOT IN VAIN
THAT WE ARE GODS WORD
UTTERED IN HOLY VERSES
do not ever learn how to die
those who truly feel never learn it
they just create love stories beyond the body
they build pyramid-like words
stronger than time and death
flood the world with music of angels
DO NOT FORGET THAT EVERYTHING IS POETRY
The 9th of March 2007
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POEZIE-I TOTUL
Aripile nu-s dect
visele duse pn la cer
mai nva o dat
c lumea e la picioarele poeziei
c dimineile-s poezie
c nopile-s poezie
c iubirile - imensele iubiri
sunt doar o nesfrit poezie
mai mare dect lumea
i dect toate universurile la un loc
muzica i dansul
sunt i ele poezia lui DUMNEZEU
risipit n celule de aer
prin toate cerurile pmntului
aripile s te duc
pn dincolo de tine
i dincolo de niciunde
e-atta frumusee n lumea asta nebun
NU N ZADAR SUNTEM
CUVNTUL LUI DUMNEZEU
ROSTIT N VERSURI SFINTE
s nu-nvei niciodat s mori
cei ce simt nu-nva asta vreodat
ei doar plamdesc iubiri de dincolo de trup
construiesc cuvinte-piramide
mai tari dect timpul i moartea
inund lumea cu muzic de ngeri
NU UITA C POEZIE-I TOTUL
9.03.2007
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IUBIRE DE HRTIE
Motto: da. a iubi nseamn s tii s nu distrugi nici
o speran, nici mcar a celui pe care nu-l poi iubi.
(A.G. Secar, De veghe i de slbiciune n mintea
lui secar)
Pe trupul meu locurile tale sfinte
cltorii clandestine i ateptri fr timp
ar trebui sa-i ncremenesc cuvintele
n srutul de amiaz
rugciunile-mi colind vremelnicia sursului tu
de trei ori m-am lepdat de poveri
i-am luminat crucea de dincolo de bezn
te vei ntoarce mereu
la strzile din dormitorul meu
la povetile de sub brad
iubiri i-nsingurri
doar o repetiie n viaa asta
m in n brate zorii
dar tu, cltor prin noaptea mea
ai rtcit drumul spre tine nsui
8.01.2007
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COUNTERTIME
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CONTRATIMP
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METAPHYSICS
I am the tear of what I could not be
the laughter of what I chose to be
I am the longing of the things
that I have not forgotten
and the forgetfulness of
what did not want to happen
the nostalgia of what I used to be
the hope of what I want to become
the love for what I can feel
I AM THE CLOWN FREER THAN THE KING
the drop of GOD
poured onto a strip of life
the cross that I caress every day
the hand stretched out begging for more light
I am the verse uttered in the middle of the fair
the happy ending of my own story
I am what I was meant to be
beyond what
I wished to be
and I could not be
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METAFIZIC
Sunt lacrima celor ce n-am putut fi
rsul celor ce am ales sa fiu
sunt dorul lucrurilor
pe care nu le-am uitat
i uitarea celor
ce n-au vrut s mi se-ntmple
nostalgia a ceea ce am fost
sperana celor ce vreau sa devin
iubirea pentru tot ce pot simi
SUNT CLOVNUL - MAI LIBER DECT REGELE
stropul lui DUMNEZEU
picurat peste un petec de via
crucea pe care o mngi n fiecare zi
mna ntins cerind mai mult lumin
sunt versul rostit n mijloc de iarmaroc
sfritul fericit al propriei mele poveti
Sunt tot ce mi-a fost dat s fiu
dincolo de ceea ce
am dorit sa fiu
i n-am putut fi
21.06.2006
(inspirat de un tablou al Annei Ravliuc)
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FPTURA DE AER
Eti perfect, mi spuneai
cu prul tu cu miros de soare
pe care-a vrea s-l odihnesc
pe perna mea de aventurier
cu ochii atia albatri
ca dorurile tale nesfrite
cu gura ta roz ce nu tiu niciodat
ce vers va mai rosti
cu degetele ncrcate de perle si unghii lungi
cu rochia ta scurt, de putan
cu urechile grele de cercei
ce nu aud dect poeme i valsuri de demult
Eti perfect aa, cu sufletul tu curat
de copil in ateptarea lui Mo Crciun
cu nostalgiile tale de div inadaptat
captiv-n prea cumini ateptri de fericire
te nv eu ce-i fericirea
mi spuneai zmbind
eti tu, nvemntat-n propriul tu suflet
iar eu in nebunul meu snge
nici viaa nu tie ce tim noi
femeie cu suflet de copil
19.08.2006
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21.11.2005
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INSTEAD OF AN EPILOGUE
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N LOC DE EPILOG
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CURRICULUM VITAE
Name: CHEC ALINA BEATRICE
Date of birth: 9th of June 1974, Constana, ROMNIA
- October 1997 - present - University Lecturer PhD in English at Danubius
University of Galai, Romania
- October 2009 December 2010 producer and presenter of the TV
show Learning in Europe broadcasted on TV Galati channel
- 2008 - PhD in Philological Studies at Ovidius University of Constana
- participation in around 30 international conferences
- numerous courses published and also papers in scientific magazines or in
conference volumes
- member of Costache Negri Writers Society, Galai
- associate editor of Constelaii Diamantine (2010-2011), Regatul
cuvntului(since 2011) and Sfera Eonica (since 2013) culture
magazines of Craiova
- 5 poetry books published: The Girl with Waves-like Hair, Evrika
Publishing-House, Brila; Life with Every Breath, Sinteze PublishingHouse, Galai; Fetia de la cellalt capt de suflet / The Little Girl from
the Other Side of the Soul, Zigotto Publishing-House, Galai (released at
Press Club, Calcutta, INDIA); The Odyssey Inside Us (cArtESENE
Collection), The Lower Danube Cultural Centre Publishing-House,
Galai; Srutul zeilor/ Kiss of Gods, Axis Libri Publishing-House,
Galai
- forthcoming: the bilingual poetry book Jurnalul soarelui/ Journal of
the Sun, Pax Aura Mundi Publishing-House, Galai; the childrens book
The Spring In My Garden (Ed. Zigotto, Galai) and the doctoral thesis
Mihail Sebastian A Psychoanalytical Approach
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CONTENTS
KISS OF THE GODS................................................................................................. 18
IMMORTALITY ........................................................................................................... 22
NIGHT OF LIGHT...................................................................................................... 24
I AM ............................................................................................................................. 28
STAIRWAY TO THE SKY ......................................................................................... 30
CARAVANSARY ........................................................................................................ 32
FLYING........................................................................................................................ 34
AMBROSIA................................................................................................................. 36
LETTER TO GOD ....................................................................................................... 38
BETWEEN EAST AND WEST................................................................................... 42
PRAYER ....................................................................................................................... 46
THE GLADIATOR OF LIFE ARENAS ....................................................................... 50
THE PILGRIM.............................................................................................................. 52
AL HAYAT................................................................................................................... 54
GODLINESS ............................................................................................................... 58
CONFESSION............................................................................................................ 60
SCANDINAVIAN NOCTURNE ................................................................................ 64
THE MEMORY PATH................................................................................................. 68
THE NIGHT OF THE 1001 STARS ......................................................................... 70
THE ODYSSEY INSIDE US ....................................................................................... 72
THE ENDLESS BLUE ................................................................................................... 74
THE POEM OF THE FARAWAY DREAM ............................................................... 76
WHEN THE WORLD OPENS .................................................................................. 80
THE LIFES SCREAM .................................................................................................. 84
HAPPINESS CAN KILL .............................................................................................. 86
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CUPRINS
SRUTUL ZEILOR................................................................................................... 19
NEMURIRE............................................................................................................... 23
NOAPTE DE LUMIN............................................................................................ 25
SUNT........................................................................................................................ 29
SCAR LA CER....................................................................................................... 31
CARAVANSERAI .................................................................................................... 33
ZBORUL................................................................................................................... 35
AMBROZIE .............................................................................................................. 37
SCRISOARE CTRE DUMNEZEU......................................................................... 39
NTRE EST I VEST................................................................................................. 43
RUG ...................................................................................................................... 47
GLADIATORUL ARENELOR VIEII ...................................................................... 51
CLTOAREA ........................................................................................................ 53
AL HAYAT ............................................................................................................... 55
SMERENIE................................................................................................................ 59
DESTINUIRE.......................................................................................................... 61
NOCTURN SCANDINAV................................................................................ 65
DRUMUL MEMORIEI ............................................................................................. 69
NOAPTEA CELOR 1001 DE STELE .................................................................... 71
ODYSEEA DIN NOI............................................................................................... 73
NESFRITUL ALBASTRU.................................................................................... 75
POEMUL VISULUI DE DEPARTE .......................................................................... 77
CND LUMEA SE DESCHIDE............................................................................... 81
STRIGTUL VIEII .................................................................................................. 85
FERICIREA POATE UCIDE..................................................................................... 87
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