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For all who might contradict, this will be nothing but a blank sheet of
paper, and for those who will read these thoughts, I wish the best.
For the moments, Im suffering from internal affairs which involve
feeling different emotions at the same time. Im being pulled towards
the abyss of conflicts. Ive befriended demons, lived with demons, and
learned about them, for now I have become one. Im looking through
life, looking at it as a time-lapse of emotions, images, and dreams,
though I know and I know that afterlife does not exist. We are born
to be dead, born to help others, born to have FREE will. People who
believe in religions are not living, thus they do not have free will; those
who worship other humans and other figures are not living, they are
merely an intent of flowing through life without any responsibility,
without any alteration to their, so called, afterlife. If only people were
not so gullible, if only people did what they are here for, for what they
believe theyre here for, this earth would be so rich. People all over the
world are suffering from hunger, from wars, from uncivilized concepts
we, humans, have created to describe the unworthy. But why are
they unworthy?
Humans, as a species, tend to categorize everything. We have
different words to describe people who are different than us, people
who didnt have the same life as them, people who need to fight for
the food they eat, people who have to be at others feet for money,
people who have to ask for what they need, those who we call bums,
beggers, and street scum, without knowing their history, their past.
We call them stupid; we call them assholes, though the only fact we
know is that life has turned its back to them. But WHY do we call them
those names? WHY do we have to categorize people, if we are all the
same species and merely an empty spot in the universe?
We all deserve equality, we all deserve freedom, everyone
speaks. If we all desire the same, why dont we practice it amongst us?
Why must we deny our fellow humans our help and time? Why must
we categorize the unworthy as a waste of time? What can humans
say about Ted Williams, the man with the Golden Voice? Why do
people worship actors and actresses, if they are normal people, like
everyone else? Dana Owens, otherwise known as Queen Latifah, used
to work at a Burger King. Tara Leigh Patrick, also known as Carmen
Elektra, danced at a theme park in Ohio. Nicolas Kim Coppola, or
Nicolas Cage, worked behind the counter, selling popcorn in a movie
theater. Why is it that before they were stars no one knew about
them? Why is it that we didnt worship them before? What made us
start worshipping them? We are all humans; we all deserve the same
treatment. Why do we seek for the globally known instead for the ones
nobody knows about? Why dont we deny our money to the

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emphasized corporations, but we consider three times before we give
our change, a mere percentage of our wallets worth, to the so-called
bums? These are questions whose answers lie deep beneath the
meaning of life, the meaning of being humans.