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Followup
04:12 I give a short recap of my first Sabbatical week (detailed video and
blog post).
Overcoming Self-Doubt
What if I fail?
16:33 Sean: The first place I would start if youre feeling this way is defining
enough. Theres an underlying sense of comparison going on. Theres some
form of expectation on you.
17:05 Ben: I definitely agree that defining the expectations and getting
down to the root of things is really important, but what were talking about
here is really the difference between what you do know and what you dont
know. I think the inherent problem with asking What if? is youre trying to
live in that realm of what you dont know. Youre trying to make decisions
based on things that you dont really know the outcome and all of that is
based on speculation.
17:43 You can make guesses and you can drill those possibilities down to
each of their conclusions but, you dont really know what the conclusion is
going to be. That What if? question paralyzes us and makes us stuck. It
holds us back from actually moving forward and making any progress.
18:28 Sean: What do you think peoples struggle is when they are
experiencing self-doubt? Whats a common question? Would you say its a
fear of the unknown or fear of failure or both?
18:47 Ben: I dont know if those two things are really that different,
because you really dont know whether or not youre going to fail. What you
can define is truth. Instead of saying What if? you can say If THIS happens,
I will do THIS.
Instead of worrying about what you dont know, make assertions about what
youwill do.
20:32 Ben: Its empowering too. I may not be able to control the outcome of
this, but Im going to take some time to try to learn something new or reach
out to someone who might know how to solve that problem and can help me.
Thats when I think we start to feel powerful and we start to build momentum
toward getting over our self-doubt.
21:34 Youre making an assumption that you will fail and youre choosing to
experience that in your mind right now before having even done something.
21:47 I agree with what you said earlier about following things through to
their conclusion even if its negative. I think there are probably two camps:
People who mentally play through the scene until a failure and say its
not even worth trying.
People who dont really think through it at all. Its unknown, its scary,
and they dont even want to go there mentally.
2. Worst-Case Scenario
3. 22:18 But what if you do decide to think about it and in that thought exercise
universes. One is where you are right now: self-doubting. The other one is
where you decide to go through with this thing even if youre afraid.
5. 23:03 You have all of these doubts: What if Im not good enough? What if this
might have to start again. Youll certainly have some more experience, but
you will have to start again. But what just happened here? You did something.
You learned something. You found a way that didnt workthats
progress. Youve beat inertia. Starting again is going to be even easier.
8. 23:36 Meanwhile in Universe #1, youre still self-doubting. What is
step in that direction because I dont know whats going to happen. Its not
just the inaction itself, but its also all of the creative and mental bandwidth
that takes up. My thoughts can easily become consumed by something that I
dont know or understandthings Im afraid of. Im an emotionally-driven
guy. There was a situation that came up that dropped my mood. I let this
whole afternoon go by in this funk. I felt so unmotivated.
10. 25:07 I should have sat down and done this exercise and said, Okay, whats
going to happen from this point? and really let it play out and come to some
conclusionnegative or positiveand make a decision. Decide that if THIS
happens, THIS is what Im going to do.
11. 25:35 I couldve gotten on with my day. I couldve gotten a lot more done.
Its so trueits not just the inaction itself of being in a funk, but its how it
effects you emotionally and steals your creativity.
12. 25:50 Sean: Do you have any insight on recognizing the need to switch to
we handle emotion. But I think with practice, there is a certain level of control
you can have over your emotions. I dont know if trying to get over
something emotionally is necessarily the goal.
14. 27:30 I wonder if when we deny ourselves the ability to feel something and
Im definitely relating.
17. 28:21 Ben: So with our kids, one of the things we learned was that when
theyre upset about something that seems kind of small and insignificant to
us, one of the most damaging things we can do is to say, Oh its okay. Thats
not even a big deal. Why are you upset about that? Because in their mind
and their experience and their world, whatever it is theyre upset about
means so much to them. Their feelings, as subjective as they may be,
are their reality. Its true to them. So if we do that, were basically calling
what theyre feeling as something theyre at fault with right now
18. 29:05 Sean: Its invalidating.
19. 29:07 Ben: Yeah, its invalidatingthats the word I was looking for. We can
also do that to ourselves. We can invalidate our own feelings. I think its
important to say, Its invalid that in this set of circumstances I feel this way
right now. Just be honest with yourself about your feelings and validate
them. Not to say I want to feel this way forever, but saying, Its valid that I
feel this way right now. Being able to attach it to a specific reason is
sometimes one of the most difficult things. Maybe you feel a certain way and
you think its whatevers in front of you but that emotion is actually attached
to something else entirely. Thats why they pay therapists thousands of
dollars to help us get to the root of some of those things.
20. 30:43 So when we validate our emotions and identify what theyre really
attached to, it helps us in the practice of getting past those emotions and
moving toward productivity again.
21. Reasons You Might Want to Consider Abandoning Self-Doubt
22. 30:57 Sean: Ill share some things for someone who is in that kind of
emotional state and looking for the logical path out. Theyre looking for
reasons why they might want to abandon self-doubt. The first one isnt
always the most apparent:
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You will believe what those around you believe, think, and say.
32:11 Who are you surrounding yourself with? Im not saying because
youre experiencing self-doubt and anxiety right now that youre
around the wrong type of people, but maybe youre simply not around
the right people.
Go places and put yourself in situations where the right type of people are going
tospeak positively to you.
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32:52 Ben: Yeah, it was really interesting when you and I started
hanging out together more. Before I really started to see myself as a
34:10 When you and I started meeting together and when I started
exposing myself to people who are talking about professionalism, I
really started changing my mindset. Now, Im so sensitive to those
things that I can recognize them before I enter into that relationship. I
know what Im willing to put up with and what Im not willing to put up
with. Thats been a tremendous benefit.
35:05 Thats something you get when youre around positive people.
Thats something you get when you speak it about yourself. If youre
saying:
Im right here.
I cant move.
I cant continue.
Im too scared.
35:28 Sean: Im gonna bet that whoevers listening to this right now
doesnt treat others that way. Im gonna bet that you give grace to
other people. I know that if someone else falls short, youre not calling
them the failure that youre calling yourself. If youre looking for the
logic of it: youre being inconsistent. Youre not treating yourself as
good as youre treating someone else who isnt you.
35:57 I would say call those voices what they are: excuses. Youre not
holding other people to that standard. Youre not saying those negative
36:53 Sean: At its core, its looking externally for validation. I think
thats natural to a degree, because it can be hard to find that within
yourself. Its a self-perpetual positive feedback loop. Once youre on
the good side, it continues to be good. Once youre on the negative
side, it continues to be negative. Youre stuck. How do you get out of
that?
38:04 Sean: Are you acting in line with your values? If you dont know
your values, youre not going to know whether your actions are in line
with them. But if your actions are in line with your values then you
dont need to worry about self-doubt. You can just say, Im acting in
line with my values, and you you can be sure in that.
38:30 Ben: This is probably the biggest hurdle but also the most
powerful thing that you can do: just move in a direction.
43:08 If youre doubting yourself, if youre not sure you really want to
do this, if youre not sure you have what it takes, if youre not sure
youre good enough in the back of your mind, you might think that
you want this, but really its just a could be. Yeah, this could be.
Icould do this.
44:08 I say, This COULD be IF and then I fill in the blank. Im not a
great judge of what it will take, but if I set a goal and I say I WANT
this and I take action, thats whats important.
45:41 Sean: Yeah! Youre saying you want this thing, but do you want
it enough to act while youre in this place of self-doubt?
48:48 Sean: If youre saying could be you can know that it will never
happen. If you actually do want this and youre deciding to tie an
action to it, these are some questions to ask yourself:
acknowledge the feeling and then ask themselves the above questions
as a quick check.
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50:21 When the answer is yes, they know theyre doing the right
thing. When the answer is yes, they move on. They allow it to serve
as a motivator rather than an inhibitor. They dont dwell on it.
Remember: self-doubters spend a lot of time thinking about self-doubt.
50:53 Sean: Youre anxious, youre worried, its eating you up, but now
you know why. Youre aware of where you are and you recognize that
youre stuck in a loop of self-doubt. This is where Ben would say to take
10 breaths.
51:12 Sean: Thats a long time. It took me like a minute to take four or
five breaths.
52:01 Sean: If you want to get rid of anxiety, the first thing is
recognizing where you are. Part of being anxious is feeling like you
dont know a lot of things. You dont know what the outcome is, you
dont know what the problem is, you dont know where you are, you
dont know where youre supposed to be going.
You will believe what those around you believe, think, and say.
52:53 Ben: Get really good at being able to recognize the difference
between things that you are just speculating and things that you
actually know.
53:22 Sean: Youre not always going to know before moving forward,
but thats why I say to establish your values and make sure youre
acting in them. Then move.
Stay Focused
Recognize them.
2. 54:38 What is the action thats going to bring you out of this loop of
start. Sometimes you might need education. Its very possible that
youre not sure about moving forward because you simply arent sure
or dont know something you need to know. Youre not educated. Im
not necessarily talking about traditional education, it could just be
researching or educating yourself about a particular scenario before
you can make a good decision.
5. 55:30 Ben: Yeah, and even there, you can dwell on the fact that you
dont know whether or not you can do thiswhich is completely nonactionableor you can say, Im going to do research, or Im going to
get education about this specific thing so that I will be able to do it
when I get there.
6. 57:09 Sean: One last tip from John in the chat: