You're so exhausted you can't even think anymore So exhausted because It hurts so much Yet you keep persuing the pain Into the dark abyss that is loneliness When you read this, You're alone Filled with regret Listening to the instrument that you thought you'd persue In your foolish childish dreams You're filled with sorrow Because of the memories you hold so dear you almost relive them when you dream When you read this, You missed the boat The boat you thought was going to give you hapiness The boat that was so far away That the peer wasn't even in sight When you read this, You're out of courage You can't think of anything else Than that never ending pit that's called grief Waiting for someone to throw down a rope Yet you are so blinded you would never even see one You read this hoping for said thing But you only remember when you were at the same crosspoint on another road When you read this, You can only think about that person That person who you could never reach You feel foolish for even thinking that way When you read this, It's too late It's already gone The thing you craved the most in the world Love -Your past 26/8/16