When you read this,

You're at the end of your rope

You're so exhausted you can't even think anymore
So exhausted because
It hurts so much
Yet you keep persuing the pain
Into the dark abyss that is loneliness
When you read this,
You're alone
Filled with regret
Listening to the instrument that you thought you'd persue
In your foolish childish dreams
You're filled with sorrow
Because of the memories you hold so dear you almost relive them when you dream
When you read this,
You missed the boat
The boat you thought was going to give you hapiness
The boat that was so far away
That the peer wasn't even in sight
When you read this,
You're out of courage
You can't think of anything else
Than that never ending pit that's called grief
Waiting for someone to throw down a rope
Yet you are so blinded you would never even see one
You read this hoping for said thing
But you only remember when you were at the same crosspoint on another road
When you read this,
You can only think about that person
That person who you could never reach
You feel foolish for even thinking that way
When you read this,
It's too late
It's already gone
The thing you craved the most in the world
Love
-Your past 26/8/16
(27/11/16)