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1)TableofContents
2-3)Autobiography
4-6)ThingsFallApartEssay
7-8)IdentityPoem
9-11)GodHelptheChildEssay
12-15)AlwaysRunningEssay
16)MLAWorksCitedforLGBTHistoryProject
17-19)TimedWriteEssay
20-22)EndoftheYearReflection
23)MyHeritagePoem
24-25)WithoutaCluePoem
26-27)NoHomelandPoem
28-29)YouWillnotDefineMePoem
30-32)TheCollapseofAncientRomeEssay
33-34)HowGenderAffectsusEssay
35-36)ELA8thGradeReflectionEssay
37-40)MyLoveforReadingEssay
41-42)SelfOppressionEssay
43-44)TheCagingandUncagingofMayaAngelouEssay
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2 September 2016
My Autobiography
was born in San Francisco, California, but have been raised in Oakland for most of my life. My
birthday is on January 13, 2001. I am a capricorn, which can explain some parts of my
personality, like me being stubborn. For fun, I like to play the bass, and I love drawing even if it
is not one of my strengths. I also like watching movies, like X-men and the Star Wars franchise
Mexico, while my dad is from Washington D.C., so I am mixed. A stereotype that people might
assume of me is that because I am Mexican is that Mexicans are stealing American jobs, which,
when you think about it, is false because many Mexican immigrants do the jobs that no one else
wants, AND California used to be Mexican land. There are many other stereotypes about
different parts of who I am, but I feel that with Donald Trump running for president, and with all
the horrible things hes said about Mexicans, this might be the most relevant. This stereotype
comes from people who are xenophobic, and are just generally afraid of what's different. One
way to to disrupt this single story is to stop embracing and accepting stereotypes without
One of the most obvious parts of my identity is that I am Black. A big assumption about
this is that I am just a light skinned African-American, or that I am mixed with white, which is
not the part I have a problem with. The part I have a problem is when I tell people I am actually
mixed with Mexican, and they doubt me and question my identity while they put me through
various tests to see if I am telling the truth. When they realize I am telling the truth, theyre still
skeptical which hurts. Something I would tell people when they look at me and think this is to
not judge a book by its cover, and theres more to the story that meets the eye.
Hearing Adichies speech did not necessarily change my perspective, because I basically
think the same way as her when it comes to racism and sexism, and have for awhile. Some of her
speech, We Should All be Feminists was relatable to things I have experienced. For example,
when Adichies friend Okuloma called her a feminist in a bad way - I have also dealt with that.
I have had friends who call feminists feminazis. Off the bat, it is very offensive to compare
anything to Hitler and the Nazis, especially when feminism is just equality for women, not the
death and annihilation of millions of people. They do not like it when I argue with them or call
myself a feminist, as if I was saying anything offensive and they werent just comparing justice
21 October 2016
The fear of failure is something very common. In the book Things Fall Apart by Chinua
Achebe, a man named Okonkwo also has this fear. In Umuofia, where the book takes place,
Okonkwos father was unsuccessful, and when he died, he died with no status and nothing to
leave his son. Okonkwo does not want to be considered weak like his father, so he built a name
for himself and his family, and is considered a great warrior. Okonkwo had many children and
his eldest sons name is Nwoye. Nwoye has never been the kind of son Okonkwo wants, as he
sees his father in Nwoye. Okonkwo sees his son as lazy because he does not want to work, and is
effeminate, similar to how Okonkwos father had been. Okonkwos constant pressure on his
son to be perfect and the allure of a new religion lead Nwoye to convert to Christianity.
Nwoyes experiences with his father, Okonkwo, were often negative because Okonkwo
sets goals that his son is unable to reach. It greatly affects his relationship with son who feels that
he does not have room to be himself around his father. The author states Okonkwos first son,
Nwoye, was then twelve years old but was already causing his father great anxiety for his
incipient laziness. At any rate, that was how it looked to his father, and he sought to correct him
by constant nagging and beating. And so Nwoye was developing into a sad faced youth (13).
This demonstrates that their relationship is forceful and violent, which discourages Nwoye from
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doing anything that he enjoys so that his father will not beat him. Nwoyes negative experiences
The death of Ikemefuna at the hand of Okonkwo further ruins the relationship between
Nwoye and Okonkwo. Ikemefuna was a boy who had been captured from a rival village and
ordered to live with Okonkwo and his family. During his stay, Ikemefuna and Nwoye grew very
close and they quickly became best friends. Three years after his initial capture, Ikemefuna was
ordered to death by the Oracle of Umuofia. Okonkwo had been asked not to participate in the
killing, but for fear of being considered a woman, weak and less than a man, Okonkwo kills
Ikemefuna with his machete. Chinua Achebe writes, Nwoye knew that Ikemefuna had been
killed, and something seemed to give way inside him, like the snapping of a tightened bow. He
did not cry. He just hung limp... Then something had given way inside him descended on him
again, this feeling, when his father walked in, that night after killing Ikemefuna. (61) This quote
reveals that after Ikemefunas death, Nwoye begins to feel empty. Ikemefuna had made Nwoye
behave more like Okonkwos desired son. He did more manly things, and stopped being lazy
while Ikemefuna was alive. When Ikemefuna dies, Nwoye starts to resent his father, and reverts
back to his old ways of being lazy and having no interest in manly things, such as farming and
harvesting yams. Ikemefunas death put a strain on Okonkwo and Nwoyes relationship.
Certain aspects of Igbo culture upset Nwoye. For example, when an Igbo woman gives
birth to twins, they are considered evil and are left in the forest to die. When Nwoye starts to
question why his culture does this, it opens up an opportunity for him to learn about Christianity
and, ultimately, convert to the new religion. In this part of the novel, Nwoye is just hearing twins
crying in the woods for the first time. The author writes, They were returning home with
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baskets of yams from a distant farm across the stream when they heard the voice of an infant
crying in the thick forest. A sudden hush had fallen on the women, who had been talking, and
they had quickened their steps. Nwoye had heard that twins were put in earthenware pots and
thrown away in the forest, but he had never yet come across them. A vague chill had descended
on him and his head had seemed to swell, like a solitary walker at night who passes an evil spirit
on the way. (61) This quote reveals that because of the mistreatment of twins, Nwoye begins to
disassociate with his native culture. As things happen that Nwoye does not agree with, Nwoye is
pushed farther away from his native culture and family. When Christianity is introduced, Nwoye
feels drawn to the religion because they disagree with Nwoyes culture in the same way as he
does. Christianity is a new option that Nwoye had never had before, and now that it is offered,
Nwoyes aversion to certain aspects of his native culture and Okonkwos incessant
pressure of Nwoye to be the perfect son compel Nwoye to convert to Christianity. When
Okonkwo feels as though Nwoye is being lazy, he beat him. Being beat consistently had a
negative effect on Nwoye. When Ikemefuna was killed, Nwoye began to question his native
culture. Already questioning his culture, hearing the twins that were discarded in the forest
because they were considered evil assisted his decision to convert to Christianity. Okonkwos
constant pressure of his son to be perfect and the allure of a new religion lead up to Nwoye
converting to Christianity. Christianity provided a comfort for Nwoye in ways that his native
culture could not. Although Nwoye was happier, his conversion to Christianity continued to
31 October 2016
I rise everyday,
I am depended on to be strong,
How will I be sure the ones who matter most are okay?
31 October 2016
Imagine living in a world where your own mother wanted to kill you at birth, just because
of your dark skin complexion. In Toni Morrisons God Help the Child, that horrible world is
reality for the books main protagonist Bride. God Help the Child is written from the perspective
of several, very different characters who all experienced childhood trauma. This trauma holds
influence over how these characters build relationships with not only others, but with themselves
as they reach adulthood. Growing up, Brides mother Sweetness had never shown Bride any
conventional love or affection, the result of this is an adult Bride that has issues with attachment.
Childhood has a lasting affect on how we, as adults, communicate and interact with the world
around us.
The environment in which we are raised in impacts how we think as adults. In this
portion of the book Sweetness, Brides mother, describes how growing up she was taught that
the darker you are, the worse society treats you. The author writes, You shouldve seen my
grandmother; she passed for white and never said another word to anyone of her
children...Almost all mulatto types did that back in the day. (3) As a child, the only opinions
that shaped Sweetness perspective were taught by her parents, who distanced themselves from
the negative connotations of being black by only having light children. If Sweetness mother,
who we can assume was light, although not white passing, had her own mother disown her
because she was not white passing. We know that Sweetness grew up in an environment with a
strong presence of colorism. When Sweetness had a child, who she had quoted to say had blue
black skin, and all of the prejudice that she had learned from her family about dark people
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resurfaced. On top of her daughter being so dark, Sweetness marriage crumbled because her
husband assumed she had cheated on him in order to have a child of that skin tone. So, in raising
young Bride, all of the past lessons Sweetness had learned as a child heavily influenced her
parenting style.
Traumatic events that occur in childhood often impact our adult lives, without us even
knowing. As a child, Bookers, Brides ex-boyfriends brother Adam had been kidnapped, raped,
and murdered by a serial rapist. Adam was Bookers closest sibling, so his death had a more
pronounced effect on him then on the rest of his family. Booker did not agree with how his
family mourned Adam, and after an argument with his father, Booker isolated himself from his
family. Bride went to consult the only family Booker still spoke to, his aunt, Queen, about the
root of Bookers commitment issues. Toni Morrison writes, What did they do that made him
leave? They moved on. Started to live life like it was life. He wanted them to establish a
all...Anyhow, Adams death became his own life. I think its his only life. (147). Even if he was
not conscious of it, Booker lets his brothers death guide all of his decisions. An example of this
is when Booker left his family and broke up with Bride because of a misunderstanding caused by
his childhood trauma caused by his brothers death. He had to do everything with the mindset of
What would Adam want? when Adam would want Booker to be happy and move on with his
life.
Lack of love and affection from our parents as a child can create problems with forming
bonds with others as an adult. Bride was very rarely shown affection from Sweetness as a child.
This was due to the fact that Bride had a very dark complexion, and her mother had issues with
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colorism. Sweetness treated Bride very poorly, while Bride would do anything to feel her
mothers touch, even if it was a violent slap, or a hug due to a well constructed lie. To make
Sweetness proud, Bride had lied on the stand in order to convict an innocent woman of child
molestation. When court had been let out, Sweetness had given Bride the affection she so
desperately craved. Morrison writes, Best of all was Sweetness. As we walked down the
courthouse steps she held my hand, my hand. She never did that before and it surprised me as
much as it pleased me because I always knew she didnt like touching me. I could tell. (31) The
lack of affection affected Bride in her later life. When Bride had found someone to give her
affection whenever she desired, she was very happy. When her boyfriend, Booker, had left
Bride, she becomes obsessive. She is obsessed with why he left her, and obsessed with finding
him to find out what went wrong. She is so in love with him because he would let her talk about
her past and wouldnt shy away from the crimes she had seen committed. With Booker gone,
Bride doesnt know what to do and starts to physically change back into a child, and reverts back
to insecure Lula Ann Bridewell, all because her mother did not show her affection as a child.
The experiences we face as children heavily impact our adult lives. Whether it be
prejudice within our family, the brutal death of a loved one, or the lack of affection from a
parent, childhood experiences will influence how we act towards others. The trauma we face in
childhood will always affect our adult lives, even if we try to ignore the harmful memories. Toni
Morrisons novel God Help the Child helps bring to light the severity of how childhood traumas
17 March 2017
Many know what it is like to live in a world where what you look like and where you
come from determines the opportunities you receive. In Always Running, an autobiography by
Luis J. Rodriguez, Luis faces many types of discrimination based on his ethnic background.
Always Running begins with Rodriguez coming to the United States from Mexico as a young boy
with his family. As the story progresses, we see Luis grow up in East Los Angeles, an area
surrounded by gang violence. At twelve years old, Luis eventually joins a gang, and as he grows
older, has to make a choice if he wants to stay in a gang, or develope his learning in politics and
social justice. Always Running gives the reader a deeper look into the injustices Latinos face in
the United States, and teaches one what it is like to be a Chicano living in East L.A.
Protesting for your rights is legal, as per the first amendment, except this right is often
infringed upon for people of color. When people of color protest or engage in activist activities,
it is often misconstrued by the police, and called a riot by the media. We see this in the story,
when, as a teenager, Luis begins to get involved with To.M.A.S., a programme created to help
Mexican-American Students fight for their rights in their schools, and provides counseling in
whatever problem a student might have, in high school. Luis protests by staging walkouts, and
writing plays about Chicano injustices. In one part of the novel, Luis is involved in a protest
against the Vietnam War, called the Chicano Moratorium Against the War, a protest for
Latinos to show that they did not support the war in Vietnam. The author writes, Bodies
scurried in all directions. Through the tear gas mist, I saw shadows of children crying, women
yelling, and people lying on the grass, kicking and gouging as officers thrust black jacks into ribs
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and spines...Later that night, we were piled into all black, caged buses and taken to the Los
Angeles County Jail, the largest in the country, then to juvenile hall and again to the county jail.
At one point, officers sprayed mace into the windows of the bus while we sat, chained to one
another. Our eyes and skin burned as we yelled, but no one could hear us... In the county jail,
deputies placed us in with adults - with murder, drug and rape suspects. We werent old enough
to be incarcerated there, but they didnt care this. There was an uprising in East L.A. and we
were part of it. (162) Luis is violently arrested with other boys under the age of sixteen for
participating in the protest, and thrown into jail with adults who have committed heinous crimes,
all for peacefully protesting. The people who were not arrested were still assaulted by the police,
no matter the age or gender. This example shows us how the system does not care about Latinos,
and does not dwell on who they are hurting when it comes to people of color. Even doing
something as unharmful as protesting for ones own right, this is seen as a crime if you are
brown. Though media likes to make it seem as if the Latinos are the aggressors, Always Running
helps one understand that Latinos are not the aggressors the media portrays them to be. Because
of being Latino and protesting, Luis and many others are viciously arrested. This is just one
Even if you are respected in your home country, once you enter the United States, there
are often very little job opportunities for immigrants from non-European countries. In Mexico,
Luis father was a well respected high school teacher, but in the United States he can only find
jobs that reduce him to an Overblown janitor. In the beginning of the novel, Luis is explaining
the challenges his father faces in the workforce due to the fact that his father cannot speak fluent
English. The author writes My dad looked like a lowly peasant, a man with a hat in his hand -
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apologetic. At home he was king, el jefito - the word. But here, my father turned into
somebody elses push-around. Dad should have been equals with anyone, but with such bad
English... (136) Because of his lack of English fluency, Luis father, who is equal with his
employers on an academic level, cannot do anything else but be pushed around for small
mistakes, because he is not able to communicate in the dominant language. Knowledge is power,
and it is a tool to keep only certain types of people in power, while suppressing others. If you
cannot speak English in the United States, but want a job, there are very little high-paying
options for you, even if one were in a highly respected position in their home country.
In the United States, the police are supposed to protect and serve the people. However,
for people of color, many have found that they need protection from the very people sworn to
protect them. In the novel, readers witness how Luis has been thrown in jail because of police
officers in disguise calling him and his friends racist names, and when his group went to
retaliate, they were imprisoned for attempting to fight law enforcement. In this part of the story,
Luis explains how corrupt the police force is, and how they often are the ones to start problems
in the barrio. The author writes In the barrio, the police are just another gang... Shootings,
assaults, and skirmishes between the barrios are direct results of police activity. Even drug
dealing. I know this. Everybody knows this. (72) The reason violence and gangs in barrios are
so prominent is because the police have historically acted as aggravators, and have caused
trouble in the community. The reason why the police have attempted to disrupt communities of
color is so the police can be seen as doing good and arrest people for actions caused by the
police. For example, one of the main reasons gangs even exist is because police brutality made
people feel unsafe, and people wanted a form of protection catered to their own people. It is not
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always true that the police are here to protect and serve us, even when that is their job. It makes
one feel unsafe in their own skin, because they do not know if they will be the next targeted, for
something they did not ask for or can change. Police brutality is another form of oppression
Latinos in the United States face many injustices, and Always Running gives the reader a
first hand look into this reality. Even doing something perfectly legal such as protesting, is a
viable reason for Latinos to be arrested. Even if one has a highly educated position in their home
country, if they are an immigrant in the U.S. there are very little job opportunities for them.
Though the police force is supposed to protect the public, they are often seen doing the opposite
of that and harass people of color instead. Though the United States claims to be a place with
Freedom for all they only mean freedom for some, and Latinos are not included in those few.
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May 22 2017
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25 May 2017
Regardless of opinion, sexuality determines how people perceive us. In Openly Straight,
a novel by Bill Konigsberg, Rafe Goldberg has to deal with the repercussions of being an openly
gay teenager. Though no one bullies him in his town of Boulder, Colorado, the people there still
treat him differently. When he scores a winning goal in his soccer game, he is referred to as The
gay guy what won the game! (153) Tired of being seen as nothing but his sexuality, when Rafe
moves to an all boys school in New England, he decides to keep his sexuality a secret. All goes
well until he falls in love with Ben, and discovers Ben might love him back. Until Rafe decides
to stop hiding who he is and tells the whole school hes gay, and Ben feels lied to. And in a fit of
rage, breaks it off with Rafe. Through lying about his sexuality and who he is, Rafe learns many
The first lesson that Rafe learns, is that his lies hurt the people he was trying to deceive.
Lying to Ben had felt like nothing to him in the beginning. As time progressed and he got to
learn more about Ben, who quickly became Rafes best friend, lying to him made Rafe feel
terrible. When Rafe finally tells Ben the truth, and then has to deal with Ben shutting Rafe out,
he realizes this is not just something he can apologise and make up for. In this part of the novel,
Rafe is finally realising what he did to Ben really hurt him, and how Rafe is processing that. The
author writes, As much as I didnt want to, I realized he was right, and that it wasnt just a small
way in which he was right. I had been out of tune with how important I was to him, and how
much lying to him would injure him, and now I so involved in my own things that I hadnt even
thought about whether the night before finals might be a bad time for an apology (313) Rafe
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had been so wrapped up in his own world, he had failed to see that Ben, being a bit of an outcast
in the popular group and in his family, valued their friendship to such a high degree. It wasnt so
much about the content of the lie, but that Ben felt the trust they once shared had been broken.
Not only does Rafe hurt people with his lie, but he drags other people into it, making
them lie for him too. In this part of the story, Rafe has just told his mother that he will not only
not be out, but pretending to be straight too. Also that she and his father will need to pretend hes
straight as well. The author writes, I just HATE this, sweetheart. Hate it. But if this is what you
want, Ill speak with your dad. Well do the best we can, I suppose. But please do not blame me
if we screw this up. Were not perfect, you know (135) Rafes parents have been so supportive
of Rafe since he came out, that they dont understand why he would want to hide who he is, and
it hurts them to see their son be ashamed of who he is. They help him as best as they can,
Lastly, the lie of who he is ruins Rafes relationships with his closest friend. Specifically,
his best friend Claire Olivia. Claire Olivia has been through everything with Rafe, and the fact
that he hadnt told her about the lie until three months into it hurt her, and temporarily ruins their
relationship. In this part of the story, the author writes about this argument. Konigsberg writes
Im not getting this. How do you take a break from who you are, Shay Shay?...Why would you
do something like this? Youre happy with who you are. I am. And Im happy with who I am
here too. Even my mom got it. She saw me, like, playing football... Fantastic she said. Go
enjoy a football game, drink a beer. Hang with your buddies. Scratch your balls. This ones not
interested. And she hung up on me (183) Hurt and upset about the fact that Rafe is lying about
who he really is, Claire Olivia feels they have nothing to talk about. Though they do make up
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later in the book, their relationship is strained because not only is Rafe lying about his sexuality,
he lies about Claire Olivia being his girlfriend instead of just his best friend.
Lying about who you are can seem like a small task, but when the lie comes to light it can
be seen that people are hurt in the process. For Rafe Goldberg, from Openly Straight by Bill
Konigsberg, his lie about his sexuality hurts more than just the people he lies to. It hurts his
parents, who hate seeing their son try to bury a part of himself to fit in, and it hurts his best friend
Claire Olivia who feels she no longer knows who Rafe is. Rafe had to learn many important
lessons during the course of this book, but understanding how his lies affect more people than
June 2 2017
English 10 has been a new experience for me. I started off this year in 2016, with my
spirits high, and optimistic about the school year ahead of me. Then Donald Trump became
president, and though my world hadnt been knocked off of its axis, it did become harder for me
to breathe. School became like a chore, and all I could worry about was my future. It didnt take
me long to recover, because my grades are very important to me and I didnt want to see them
struggle. This year, my essay writing skills have improved immensely, but Ive read less than I
have in previous years. I still read frequently, but if I read twenty books last year, I read fifteen
this year. During this school year, I have read Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe, God Help
the Child by Toni Morrison, and Always Running by Luis Rodriguez. Then, for our independent
reading time in the LGBT unit, I read Chulito by Charles Rice-Gonzalez, Juliet Takes a Breath
by Gabby Rivera, and Openly Straight by Bill Konigsberg. My favorite has been Always
Running, because I found it to be the most true, and could relate to the characters more. My least
favorite has been Things Fall Apart, because I did not like the writing style.
In English this year, we have covered many topics, from feminism and single stories, to
colorism in the Black community, the struggles people in the LGBT community face, and the
hardships of being Latino in the United States. I went in to each unit with a general knowledge of
the topic, but our LGBT unit taught me the most. Since I am light-skin black, and Latina, I
already knew about colorism and the privilege I carry for being this color, and also about how
its difficult to be Latina in the U.S. Since my mother is a feminist, I grew up learning about
feminism. I also grew up learning about the LGBT community, but only to a certain extent
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because I didnt really have any LGBT family members that I knew of (I do now, but at the time
no one wanted to come out until recent times). Those struggles were there but not as present as
the struggles of being Black, Latina, and a girl. I had heard of the name Harvey Milk, and had
heard of the Stonewall riots, but never knew information about it until this unit. The LGBT unit
in English 10 has been my favorite for that reason. My least favorite unit, has been the Things
Fall Apart unit. I enjoyed learning about the Igbo culture, but the book was not for me, and made
My portfolio includes many of my works, from the sixth grade to this writing, which is
my most recent. It shows my growth as a writer, and how my essay and writing skills have
improved. I notice that this year started off a bit shaky for me in the essay area, and while
rereading them I can see all my mistakes and where I could have improved, but then I think that
the fact I can recognize those mistakes means I am improving with my writing. English has
always been my hardest subject, and writing essays has always been the particular area Ive
struggled with the most. Looking back on my writing also makes me cringe, because some of the
pieces that I have written make absolutely no sense. My heritage poem from the sixth grade if I
am going to be specific, is maybe the worst thing I have EVER written, so adding this poem in
here is a bit of a laugh as well as a moment to see how much I have improved in English.
I am not sure if I have a favorite thing Ive written, since after a while I start to dislike
everything I have written. My timed write essay on the book Openly Straight might be my
favorite, just because I am a slow writer and was very proud of myself for getting an essay done
in the amount of time given. It was a very stressful process, because I was so sure I would not
finish it, and if I did finish, it wouldnt be good quality. I actually ended up finishing early, am
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happy with how it came out. I proved to myself that I shouldnt doubt my abilities, so that essay
If I had to change something about this year, the only thing I would change is the amount
of time I procrastinate. Procrastination has always been a big problem for me, and it affects the
quality of my work when I procrastinate to much. I still get good grades on the work, but in my
heart I know I could better. My advice for incoming 10th graders would just be to do your work
on time and youll be fine! Also to participate in socratic seminars, and make sure you
communicate with your teacher if you need any help, or an extension (not the night before its
due, days before so if they say no you can still be prepared) or just communicate about
anything in general. Teachers are understanding, and want to support you. Good luck!
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MY HERITAGE POEM
5TH PERIOD
January 6, 2017
No homeland
March 9, 2017
The force and pain you bring is the only comfort I have left
The only thing that makes me truly feel alive
Oct. 2, 2013
Will Americas leaders become too influenced by money and become more interested in it
then their citizens, like Roman leaders? My question is important because if American leaders
become too invested in money, then America would crumble. The purpose of this essay is to
explain how and why the Ancient Roman Empire collapsed. Before reading this essay, readers
should know that Ancient Rome was a large territory that quickly expanded because they
conquered many villages. Also, the Roman Empire lasted for hundreds of years because thought
was put into the structure of the government and into how Roman society would be organized.
The Roman Empire eventually fell apart. Some of the reasons that the Roman Empire
collapsed were because of military problems, problems with the economy, and political
instability.
The first issue that caused the Roman Empire to collapse is conflict with the military. An
example of this kind of conflict is when Roman soldiers started to follow orders less willingly.
As a result of this problem, Romes military got weaker, and weaker. What makes this evidence
stand out is that usually the military works closely with the government but in this case, they
started to rebel, or go against the government. As this example proves, one reason the Roman
The second factor that caused the Roman Empire to collapse is issues with their economy,
Emperors becoming more interested in money than the citizens. The government starting taxing
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the citizens to increase their own private wealth. The people were not happy with this. As their
economy started to decline, the Romans started trusting their government less. This piece of
evidence is important because it shows that if people lose trust in their government, then
everything will slowly start to spiral out of control. The emperor's greed contributed to the fall of
Ancient Rome.
The third factor that caused the Ancient Roman Empire to collapse is political instability,
the characteristics of being unstable. For example, when an emperor died, it was chaos, a state of
confusion or disorder. Finding a new ruler was very difficult because there was no written law to
say who was next in line. Armies often fought for the title of emperor. Many times, private
armies decided who the new ruler would be. This conflict caused the downfall of Rome because
when fighting for control, the new leader might be the strongest, but not the smartest. There was
no justice, no process for voting, and strength overthrew everyone. That is the final reason why
In conclusion, three reasons why the Ancient Roman Empire collapsed were military
problems, issues with the economy, and political instability. The Roman military became less
trustworthy, and disloyal. The Roman Emperors became more interested in money than in the
lives of the plebeians and patricians. At one point, Romans were not a republic and could not
vote for their leaders and had to fight each other to decide who their leader would be. This
caused political instability. These are some of the reasons why the roman empire collapsed.
Rome was once a very powerful empire. In modern times, America is a very important world
power. American leaders can learn from the collapse of the Roman Empire. In the United
States, 1% of the population are the richest, like the patricians were in Rome. The people who
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are not rich, like the plebeians, are upset that they are not treated with the same amount of
respect as the rich people. If the American government doesnt listen to all the people, then
America might crumble, like the Roman Empire did. As a society, we should remember that all
people are important, no matter how much money you do, or dont have.
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Mr.Martinez English
5th Period
June 10 2013
Imagine if you lived in a place where gender affected your everyday life. Often in life, you
are judged by your gender. In the story The Breadwinner by Arvella Whitmore, the effect of gender
is shown when a man is supposed to provide for his family. Three characters whose choices were
The first way a character's choice is affected by gender is when Mr. Cross questions if Sarah
and her mother can pay the rent. In this part of the story Mr. Cross has come a day early for the rent,
and Sarah and her mother don't have the rent. The author writes "I 'spect you're having your troubles
like a lot of folks around here", said Mr.Cross. "The depression has been hard on everybody, but I got
bills to pay too. And I can't do it on late rent and short funds. Where's your mister? I wanna' talk to
him." "He's out of town right now" "outta town, huh?" "Still looking for work?" "Yes" "Look, he said
with your husband skippin town you're what I consider a pretty bad risk." Page 77. This quote
shows that just because Sarah and her mother are women Mr. Cross thinks that they can't pay rent.
That is how Mr. Cross questions if Sarah and her mother can pay rent without a man.
The second way a character's choice is affected by gender is when Frank does not want to
sponge off his wife and daughter. In this part of the story, Sarah and Mama are trying to convince
Frank to stay. The author writes "See? We have some money now, and all our bills are paid. But with
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your help we could run the business a lot better, I'm sure." "Seems you're doin alright, and I'm sure
proud of you, said daddy. "But I don't want to sponge off my wife and daughter." "I'd feel like the
fifth wheel." Page 114. This quote shows that Frank doesn't want his wife and daughter to support
him. As this example proves, gender issues affect Frank because he doesn't want to his wife and
The third way a character's choice is affected by gender is when Mrs. Willard thinks that Sarah
doesn't want her help because she is a woman. In this part of the story, Sarah and Mrs. Willard are
having a conversation about Mr. Willard. The author writes "why Sarah, what can I do for you?" She
asked. "I'd like to talk to Mr. Williard" Her voice shook a little. "Well, if its hardware you want, said
Mrs. Willard, I know as much as he does." "We've both been in the business for twenty years." Page (
) This quote shows that Mrs. Willard feels offended because Sarah wants to talk to Mr. Willard and
not her. That is why Mrs. Willard thinks that Sarah doesn't want her help because she is a woman.
In conclusion the three characters whose choices were affected by gender are Mr. Cross, Frank,
and Mrs. Willard. In the story The BreadWinner by Arvella Whitmore the author shows choices
affected by gender when a father thinks that baking is not manly enough for him. Throughout
history men have always been thought the superior gender and should support their family. As a
society, we should remember that no gender is superior to the other and we should all be treated the
same because both men, and women have special things to add.
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Ill never forget the first day of school. I was so nervous about meeting new people,
that I almost went to the bathroom and cried. In highschool, I hope to become more sure of
myself, be sure of who I want to be, and what I want to do with myself. While at REALM, I have
become nicer. Before coming to REALM, I had gone to school with the same group of people
for seven years, so I wasnt sure of how to act around new people. These past three years have
Ive made new friends and learned more about the world around me.
In the 6th grade, I was worried about being judged, and not liked for how I looked and
acted. Now, I dont care as much what people think of me because I know whose opinions
matter; my own firstly, and some of my families. Its affected me in some ways more than
others, whether that be positive or negative. A negative example is that now that my peers
opinions dont mean as much to me, my family's opinions mean even more to me. That can be
bad, because my family can be very judgmental sometimes. My familys opinions used to mean
less to me,when my peers meant more to me. Its basically a tradeoff, but not a very good one.
There have been positive effects though, as Im not as self conscious as I used to be. Ive learned
how to be more sure of myself, and how to realize that my opinion is the most important of all.
Ive learned how to be less self conscious about my art as well, because its for me and myself.
Ive always known I enjoyed art, but art class has really impacted me. Im not the best at art,
but there are many styles of art out there that I want to experiment with, and Im sure Ill be
successful in one of the arts. I do love the art we learn in art class though, and its been very
enjoyable for me to learn. Going to art class has meant alot to me, because I found that it is
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relaxed me, and it made me start to talk to people I wouldnt have spoken to otherwise. Art has
always been something I enjoy, but this class showed me how much I enjoy it. Its also a healthy
way to let out my emotions, and it can also pass the time when I have nothing to do. I can see
myself having a career in art, and I want to take it as many years as possibly can in high school.
High school is a bit of a concern for me, and Im not exactly sure what high school I want to
go to. I applied to two high schools, and I got into both. For one of the high schools, I got
waitlisted, and that really hurt. A week or two later, I got accepted, but the damage had been
done. I knew that hundreds of people applied to that school and were denied admission, but
somehow, it felt personal, as if to say I wasnt good enough to get in, only waitlisted. It felt like
the school was teasing me saying Youre so close, but not close enough! Now I realize it is a
little ridiculous because I wasnt even rejected from the high school, I was initially waitlisted,
but then I was accepted. It made my confidence go down, and made me start to doubt my
abilities. I know one challenge Im going to have to address in high school is that rejection is not
personal, it just means that a person met the requirements in other places that I didnt, and that I
wasnt meant to go to that school. Another challenge Ill have to face in high school is time
management. Right now, Im a procrastinator and I know that in high school, there will be no
time for that. I hope to stick to a strict planner in high school to address that. I know that Ive
Being in Mr. Martinezs class in the 6th grade really impacted my life. It made me see that I
have much more potential than I give myself credit for, and I can do great things. English has
always been my hardest subject, and often times I would want to quit before I finished my work.
Mr. Martinez pushed me to do my best, even better than what I thought I could do. I can do
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anything I want to do, as long as I try, and Mr. Martinez helped me see that. As long as its my
personal best, it doesn't matter what grade I get. Mr .Martinez taught me all of that, and for those
When I was younger, I loved to be read to. If my parents or sister wouldnt read to me, I
would complain until someone did. I couldnt read to myself and it was hard for me to fall
asleep without a story. My favorites were Skippyjon Jones And The Big Bones and Scat The Cat.
I would curl up in my small bed and have my parents read to me as I hoped that some magical
thing would happen that would let me go on adventures with the characters in my books. I
would be read the same stories over and over again, so eventually I started to memorize them.
After a while, I would pretend to read the stories to myself and if I hadnt memorized a certain
part of the story, I would make it up. I love to read so much is because I was constantly read to as
a kid.
When I went into first grade, I was ready to learn how to read. I didnt want to have to
rely on my parents to read to me all the time, and I wanted to know what was going on around
me, like what was on the street signs and billboards by my house. When I learned to read I was
in the second grade, I felt like my whole life had been leading up to that moment. When I first
started, I was so excited to read outloud. It didnt matter if I pronounced the words wrong, I was
just happy to be able to know thats what it said. I also expected reading to be easy, but I was
wrong.
When reading got hard or I couldnt understand the meaning of a word, I would get
extremely frustrated and want to quit. The thing was, I hated not being able to read more than
reading itself. I was upset that reading wasnt going to come easy to me, but I decided that it was
worth it. It was hard for me to find motivation to keep reading but I wanted to be good at
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something, and that became my motivation. At my school we had a library and the librarian was
so nice to me and always gave me books she knew I would love. The more I read, the better I
Even though I could read well, I didnt read the books everyone else did. In the third or
fourth grade, I was reading Dork Diaries while everyone else was reading Harry Potter. All of a
sudden, if you werent reading Harry Potter you werent cool, but I didnt really want to read it.
I pretended I had, but people saw through me. My sister had read the books when she was
younger, so we had the first book at my house. It was old and sort of beat up, but it didnt
matter. Eventually, I got around to reading it and discovered I actually enjoyed it. The next book
craze was the Percy Jackson series, and instead of pretending I had read it, I actually did read it
and I loved it so much that I decided to read more of the author's books. Those books are what
I was constantly reading, and would actually get in trouble for reading too much. I would
stay up later than I was supposed to, and wouldnt do homework when I had it. I love reading,
and the fact that I can get transported into the character's life makes it even better for me because
when I have my own personal problems, it's a way for me to tune out the world. Ive finally
figured out what kind of books I like to read, I prefer sad stories. The only downside is is that
Im extremely picky about the books that I read, so I don't read as often as I used to.
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12 November 2015
Self Oppression
Imagine living in a world where you are told you can not achieve things because of your
race or ethnicity. For a boy named Arnold Spirit in the book The Absolutely True Diary of a
Part-Time Indian by Sherman Alexie, that is the case. In the story, Arnold makes the decision to
leave the reservations high school so he can get a better education. The school he chose to go to,
Reardan, is an all white school. His tribe resents his decision, calls him a traitor and ignores him.
At Reardan, he is an outcast. Throughout the book, he makes friends and learns to be at peace
with his tribe. Arnolds identity is impacted by the internal conflict of internalized oppression
Arnold holds numerous negative feelings towards being Native American, because he
believes the negative stereotypes about his people. In the book, Arnold reveals that one of the
didnt deserve to be there. I knew it; all these kids knew it. Indians don't deserve shit (56).
Arnold feels that because he is Native American he shouldnt have the privilege of getting a
valuable education. Arnold has the belief that white people should just get good things, but
Native Americans have to earn or deserve good things before they get them. Also, he
insinuates that everyone else thinks he does not belong, because of his race. That turns out not to
be the case. Arnold believes all the prejudice about Native American people, so much that he
Arnold not only faces bullying at his new school, but has also been constantly harassed
on his reservation. In the story, Arnold recalls being bullied by thirty year old triplets. He states,
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I fell down. One of the brothers picked me up, dusted me off, then kneed me in the balls. I fell
down again, holding my tender crotch, and tried not to creem. The Andruss brothers laughed and
walked away (21). Arnold had been harassed by the triplets before they decided to leave him
alone, but not before laughing at him. This shows blatant bullying, and despite the large age
difference, adults will still harass a child. Arnold has become so used to this treatment that he
just expects it to happen to him. Bullying has no longer become a surprise to him. In fact,
bullying has become so frequent in Arnold's life that it has sort of become part of his identity.
Bullying and internalized oppression have molded the way Arnold sees himself in the
novel. Arnold internalizes all of the negative stereotypes about Native Americans and uses it to
put himself down. Bullying made him feel isolated and as if no one liked him, and gave him low
self esteem. In todays world, bullying can affect people in such a strong way that it can drive
them to suicide. Bullying doesn't always have to be physical, it can be emotional and mental
abuse also. In the novel, the physical bullying and being ignored even made Arnold contemplate
committing suicide because he just felt that there wasn't another option.
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14 April 2016
No person deserves to be sexually assaulted. Sadly, in the book I Know Why the Caged
Bird Sings by Maya Angelou, we learn that Maya becomes a rape survivor at the young age of
eight. When the story begins Maya is a young girl struggling with insecurity and internalized
racism. When it ends she is sixteen years old with a feeling of hope and a newborn son. In
between, we see Maya face racism, sexual assault, the death of her assailant Mr. Freeman,
growing up with her brother and their conservative grandmother, and moving to California with
her mother. Maya Angelou is caged by the guilt of Mr. Freeman's death and is able to discover
After being sexually assaulted, Mayas rapist is murdered and Maya feels responsible.
When a police officer comes to Mayas maternal grandmothers house to tell her of Mr.
Freemans death, Maya is recalls He was gone, and a man was dead because I lied... One lie
surely wouldnt be worth a man's death (86). The lie Maya is referring to occurs during Mr.
Freeman's trial. While on the stand she is asked if Mr. Freeman had assaulted her more than
once. Mayas response is no. Mr. Freeman only received one day in jail, and shortly after he is
released, Mayas uncles take it upon themselves to punish him and end up murdering Mr.
Freeman. Maya feels that if she would have told truth that day, and said yes, then Mr. Freeman
would have gotten a longer sentence in jail and her uncles would not have been able to harm
him. After that day Mayas guilt is so strong that she feels her words can kill and stops speaking
for five years. Maya felt very guilty for many years as a result of Mr. Freemans death.
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Maya feels immense pride after giving birth to her son. She remembers how she felt
shortly after giving birth. She thinks I had a baby. He was beautiful and mine. Totally mine. No
one bought him for me. No one had helped me endure the sickly gray months (288). Maya is
proud of having a child because she feels it is an accomplishment for her and her only. Before
giving birth, many of Maya's major experiences were shared with other people. Whether it was
graduating, or living in a junkyard homeless for a month, Maya had other people around to share
those moments with her. This is an important moment in Maya's life because this is where she is
starts to feel more independent. She finally feels like her own person. Giving birth to her son
makes Maya feel as if she gets a new beginning as a mother, and that gives Maya hope.
Maya Angelou is caged by the death of Mr. Freeman, and freed by the birth of her son. In
her early life, Maya is assaulted by her mothers boyfriend Mr. Freeman. Enraged by the fact that
he got no jail time, Mayas uncles kill him. Maya carries the guilt of Mr. Freemans death for
many years, because she feels responsible for it. In her later life at sixteen she gets pregnant, and
gives birth to her son, Guy. After giving birth, she feels that her life is going to change for the
better. In today's society, rape victims all have different ways of coping with their trauma. They
dont have to close themselves off like Maya did. Some people might become depressed, harm
themselves or feel like they're to blame for their assault. There is always hope to become
uncaged. For example, Maya had her son, but others can find freedom in different ways.