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Being Pretty Is a Privilege, But

We Refuse to Acknowledge It
BY JANET MOCK JANETMOCK

JUNE 28, 2017

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I knew very early on that I was not pretty. No one ever called me pretty. It was not the go-to adjective people used to describe me.

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Throughout elementary and middle school, I was used to hearing other words: Smart. Studious. Well-spoken. Well-read. They became pillars of my
self-condence, enabling me to build myself up on what I contributed rather than what I looked like.

Yet I was enamored by the pretty girls in class, the popular ones who walked into the room and shifted the gaze of the majority without effort, the
ones who won class elections, were crowned Miss and voted Most, and who seemed to collect all the trophies and Valentines. I was equally
fascinated by the pretty girls and women who were lauded in my favorite lms and TV series as well as the ones who took center stage on MTV.

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Pretty girls are not identical, of course, since pretty is subjective and means different things for different groups of people. Still, there are shared,
agreed-upon commonalities. Pretty is most often synonymous with being thin, white, able-bodied, and cis, and the closer you are to those ideals,
the more often you will be labeled pretty and benet from that prettiness.

As a young trans girl, I wondered what it would be like to be seen not only as a girl but as a pretty girl. Like many teens, I struggled with my body
and looks, but my despair was amplied by the expectations of cisnormativity and the gender binary as well as the impossibly high beauty standards
that I, and my female peers, measured myself against.

This anguish began to subside as I embarked on my medical transition at 15 when how I saw myself inside began to slowly and steadily reveal itself
on my outsides. I began to nally see myself. By 16, others saw my self-image as well, and I began to notice the way people treated me shifted. They
no longer stared at my body in confusion. They no longer questionedRmy gender because I began to present more clearly as a girl specically, a cis
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girl. Suddenly, I was successful at passing, blending in with the pretty cis girls in class I had once watched in fascination.
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attract the attention of 18-to-24-year-old cis guys who began stopping to inform me that I was pretty.

Suddenly, I was let in, and I did nothing to earn the attention my prettiness granted me. I soon saw that people stared and smiled, offered me seats
on the bus and drinks in the club, complimented me on my appearance, and held doors open. This was partly how I experienced pretty privilege
the societal advantages, often unearned, that benet people who are perceived as pretty or considered beautiful.

Pretty privilege can give way to more popularity, higher grades, more positive work reviews, and career advancement. People who are considered
pretty are more likely to be hired, have higher salaries, and are less likely to be found guilty and are sentenced less harshly. Pretty people are
perceived as smarter, healthier and more competent, and people treat pretty people better. Pretty privilege is also conditional and is not often
extended to women who are trans, black and brown, disabled, older, and/or fat.

Being curvy but not plus-size, mixed but not all black, trans but cis-blending, and able-bodied gives me a different experience than many. I am a
black and native Hawaiian trans woman (who is often perceived as cis) with brown skin, curly hair, an hourglass size-8 shape. I have symmetrical
facial features; a smooth, even complexion; and a white, straight, wide smile. For me, pretty privilege operates in a myriad of ways depending on the
spaces I enter, who is in that space, and whether people already know that I am trans.

I remember when I was a teenager and my classmates would praise me by saying, You dont even look like a boy anymore, You look so real, or I
cant even tell backhanded compliments that still follow me when someone hears my story. It communicates our cultures misconception that
equates cisness with attractiveness and equates ones ability to be seen as cis with being seen as attractive as real.

However, ones ability to pass should not dictate their attractiveness. This widely held belief is part of the reason why trans actress Laverne Cox
started the hashtag #TransIsBeautiful. A trans person can simultaneously not embody cisnormative beauty standards and still be seen as attractive or
pretty, and a trans person can align with those cisnormative standards and not be seen as pretty.

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Still, my appearance is a conundrum to many, even within my own communities. Trans women like myself, whose transness often goes unchecked,
are conditionally granted access and navigate spaces more safely than trans women who do not pass as easily. Being able to blend in is a gateway to
survival, but many trans women do not benet from my passing privilege or my pretty privilege.

It is also important to acknowledge that there are repercussions, too, specically in spaces of desire. Cis men have often claimed that they were
deceived or tricked by a trans woman who was assumed to be cis and was thereby deserving of the violence she faced. This harmful yet all-too-
pervasive belief has gone so far as to be used as defensive arguments in courts across the country, called the trans panic defense.

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To thoroughly examine this concept, I must also discuss race, which further complicates our lived experiences. I am a mixed black woman who has
benetted from pretty privilege in black and people-of-color spaces (largely where I am not often read as trans) but has also experienced being
invisible in predominantly white and mainstream spaces. It has been a common experience to either be completely overlooked in favor of white
women who are considered the beauty standard, or to have white folks or nonblack POCs point me out as an exception with comments like You

are pretty for a black girl or You don't look fully black. The message: blackness does not equate to attractiveness, and therefore my mixed-ness
puts me higher on the white cis beauty hierarchy than a black woman with parents who are both black.

We should recognize our positionality across all of our intersections and experiences. I am a black trans woman who is invited into spaces largely
because of how I present, but for so long, I tried to evade the fact that people saw me as pretty or attractive. And I learned quickly to adapt and play
the modesty game because to acknowledge that you are pretty is conceited, and to be conceited is to be unlikable.
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I learned to counter a compliment by highlighting a aw, pointing out something I didnt like about myself perhaps a blemish on my forehead or
the fact that my symmetry is contoured. But self-deprecation and dismissals will not save us from the fact that we exist in a lookist culture that
equates a womans attractiveness to her worth. Its problematic when a pretty person denies theyre pretty, and pretty people must take ownership of
the fact that they get special treatment. We do ourselves a disservice by saying looks dont matter, because looks do matter.

Heres the math: If I did not look the way I do, then I would not be on TV or on two book covers. I would not have a beauty column or an Instagram
with more than 100,000 followers. This does not mean that I have not put in work and effort and done my job well, but my beauty is not something
that I earned. I did not work for it, yet it has opened doors for me, allowing me to be seen and heard. And for me to pretend that it does not exist
denies the ways in which being perceived as pretty has contributed to my success and made the road a bit smoother.

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This is not to say pretty people dont have their own struggles, insecurities, and pressures: having ones worthiness be dened by how good you look;
questioning whether your promotion or invitation was earned based on merit or merely because of your looks; feeling an overwhelming pressure to
maintain your attractiveness.

As someone deemed pretty, I have experienced people looking at me but not really listening. I have often gotten the sense that if I serve a look that
I am often reduced as someone who cannot contribute anything beyond my beauty. I have been on job interviews and swiftly met with looks from
interviewers that said, A girl that pretty cannot be a hard worker, despite overwhelming evidence to the contrary.

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I mean, being pretty helpswould you not say? Oprah Winfrey asked me during my interview for Super Soul Sunday in 2015.

Uh, yeah, I answered nonchalantly.

Thank you for saying that, she said. I hate it when pretty girls always say, No, it really doesn't make a difference. You should see my cellulite.

Pretty privilege is real, I stated.

Pretty privilege is real, girl! Oprah repeated as if she had just discovered a new A-Ha!, high-ving me under her grand oak trees.

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Ive noticed that its more acceptable for pretty women to complain about objectication, the male gaze, and the ways in which beauty can
undermine intelligence and contribution, but rarely do pretty women complain about or, rather, acknowledge the access their prettiness
extends to them.

Its unbecoming to acknowledge your attractiveness, so it creates a silence around pretty privilege that only elevates the competitiveness and
divisiveness between women who are told we must compare, compete, and measure up in a lookist culture.

People with privilege do not want to discuss their privilege whether its privilege derived from whiteness, straightness, cisness. But we must
acknowledge our privilege if we are to dismantle these systems and hierarchies. We have to be honest, and Ill start with myself: I am pretty and I
benet from my looks.

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