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First published in Grear Britain by Chatto & l7indus 1989
Published by Vfuago Press Ltd 1990
Reprinted 1994
This edition published by Virago Press 2002
Editors'Note
Copyright @ Susanna Pinney 1989 vu
A Love Match
The moral right of the author has been asserted. lVinter in the Air I
Idenborough 2l
The Foregone Conclusion zB
dining out.'
'Slr.'s diningwith some friends''
said Golding'
'Rather a long dinner,' said
*o*t"lre [ke when they get together"
'You know r"t
",
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that what he received b¿ck
windmill or to Paris, by the nose, and ,s
Aurelia volce, asserting Aurelia's
be Aurelia's Lucy: talking ln
lons, aping Aurelia's flightiness,
flushed, overexcited, and gtgglins
ln short, and needing several days
schoolgirl. ThoroughlY unsettled,
ls all very well, but rt was
become herself again. Family affection
withered virgin and impecunious
that visits to a country cousln-
rerurned from them ¿s
that-should be so intoxicating that Lucy
them as such by leaving him
an assignation, and acknowledged ts
when she went to Aurelia funeral
such quantities of soup. Even ts vorce that
provided it; and came home saying
ln Aureli¡
respectful. But now there was
would be all right if they werentt so
alone in the street and knew that she must ñnd a bus. A taxi would
do, it must be a bus; for a bus asks you nothing, it substitutes its
and direction for yours, it takes you away from your private life. you
it, released, unknown, an anonymous destiny, and look out of
window or read the advertisements. A bus that had gone by at
slowed as a van came out of a side street. She ran, caught up with it
as it moved again, clambered in, and sat dovrn next to e stout man
said to her, 'You had to run for it, my girl.'She smiled, too
speak. Her smile betrayed her. He saw she was not so young as he
her for. She spent the day travelling about London in buses, with a
now and then to keep her strength up. In the evening she anended
lecture on town and counry planning grven under the ausplces
London County Council This was ln Clerkenwell. During the
she nodced that her hands had left offshaking and that for a second
she had yawned quire narurally. Whatever ithad been she had
desperately escaped from, she had escaped it. Like the lecrure, she
free. It had been rather an expensive day. She atoned for this by
to King's Cross and spending the night in the ladies'waiting
was warm, lofty, impartial-prefe rable, really to any bedroom.
dutiful trarns arrived and depaned of world m
all was controlled and orderly and -demonstretions
would get on very nicely without
Tomorrow she would go ro some quiet place-Highgate
would do admirably-and decide where to go next.
It was in Highgate Cemerery, srudying a headstone which said,l
dwell in the house of the Lord for ever', that Aurelia
hostels. The lecturer tn Clerkenwell had enlarged on youth hostels.
there were middle-aged hostels, too-q uret establishments,
unlicensed sobriety; and as youth hostels are scanered in wild
scapes for the acnve who enioyed rock-climbing and rambling
dwelt on rambling and the provrslon of ramblers routes),
hostels are clustered round devotional landmarks for the
enioyed going to compline. She had enough money ro dwell
middle -aged hostel for a week. A week was quite far enough to
Probably the best person to consult would be a clergyman.
bound to be a funeral before long. She would hang on its
bunonhole the man afterward. .Excuse me,' she would begin..l
stranger. . . .'
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The mistake, thought Aurelia, had been to dwell on compline. the soup had been. But it wilted in her grasp. She knew that
When she had seen M¡s Bouverie safely down on her knees,
ere not wh¿t
stole away and went offto find the fair Fairs, of course,
used to be, but they are still what they âre and Aurelia enioyed
great deal tiu two haunted young men ln frock coats and
us
anached themselves to her saylng at intervals, 'Spare ^ læt
î
beautiful. Have heart. For ù.y, too, had seen her as nova. At
the
managed to Fve them the slip and hurried away through
entrails of Lunar Flight. This brought her to the outskirts of
the
the cat lyt"g on the muddied g¡ass under
and rt \ryas there she sa\ry
bonnet ofa lorr)'. Its eyes $¡ere shut, its ears laid back' It had
gone
the lorry bonnet for warmth, and was paying the price'
\ilhen she came back with a hot dog, it had rearranged itself' In
attitude she could see how thin itwas and how despairingly shabby
knelt down and addressed it from a distance. It heard her, for
it
its head away . The smell of the hot dogwas more persuasive' It
thresh its tail. 'You'll eat when I'm gone,' she said, with
to
and scattered bis of hot dog under the bonnet and began
precanous balance benveen mistrust end
away- knowing that lts
preseniration could be overset by glance. She had left the
saw that
and wes tunung rnto street full of warehouses when she
cat, lirnping and cringing, was following her. She stopped, and
it
on till it wâs beside her Then ir sât down and raised rts face toward
Its expression was completely mute-and familiar' The cat was
like her cousln Lucy.
When she picked rt up ir relaxed rn her ânns, rubbed its head
her shoulder and purred. The cat took ir absolutely for granted
should be carried offby a deity. Still throned in her amrs, it
serenely at the mortals in the guest-house' sure that they soon
disposed of.
There were a great many things to be done for Lucy' His
paw had to be dressed, his ears had to be cleaned and his coat
food hed to be bought for him, and four times a day he had
exercised rn the garden. In the intervals of this, his fleas had to b€
$'ith. Using a fine tooth comb she searched them out, pounced on
dropped them rn bowl of soapy rrater resumed the search. It
dreamlike occupauon it put her ln touch with the infinite.
Thirty Forty-seven. Fifty-two From ùme to ûme she looked
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which lener to send, and to post it from Bedford, which was nearby
non-comminal. The envelope had been posted before she realised
both letters were enclosed.
acquaintance established itself. Presently the man asked if she had any . 'May I let your cat out? He,d like a run, and I daresay he,d pick up a
particular place in mind. btealfast, bird's-nesting.,
'No. No exactly. I'm a sûanger.' &fore she could answer, he had unfastened
the lid and Lucy had
'Because I happen to know of something that might suit you-if you bounded over the threshold. How was she to answer,hi,
;;;
dont object to it being a bit out of the way. It's a bungalow, and iCs t¡len so much trouble and was
so proud of his bungalow? ^*;i;
modern. Ifyou're agreeable, I'll take you to see it.' 'Did you build it yourself?,
It was impossible not to be agreeable, because he was so plainly a shy why-I know it's a good one. I built it for my young
lady.
;l1t9.That's
when I saw you in the train,
man and surprised at finding himself intervening. So when he got out you put me in mind of her, ,omet o*. So
she got out with him, and he took her to a Railway Arms where she ¡nd rhen you said you wanted
somiwhere to live-, He sared at her,
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standing politely at a distance trying to recepture the appearance of and as far ASpossible eating ra\r foods,
nova in this half-hearted lady, no longer young.
which entailed the
of washing up. Every Saturday
she bought seven new-laid
The house had stood empty for three years. She had died. Poor hard -boiled them, and
spaced them out during the
Bastable! Aurelia's face assumed the right erpression. håd learned from Vasari's week-a trick
Liaa of the Artists. It was not an
'She left,'he said. for anyone leading adequate
an active life, but her life was
'How could she?' exclaimed Aurelia. calculatedly
though she were convalescing
This time, there was no need to put on the right expression. She from some forgotten illness.
On Sarurday evenings
Mr Bastable called to collect the rent
wholeheartedly shocked at the behaviour of Mr Basteble's needed doing-a nail knocked
and to see
lady-and if the young lady had come in iust then she would have
ln or a tap tightened up. He
brought some sort of present:
the ungrateful minx's ears. Instead, it was Lucy who trotted in, from his greenhouse,
î couple of prgeons, the first
breakfast radishes As the
smug, with fragments of eggshell plastered to his chops, sat down the presents enlarged surnmer
rnto basketloads of gÌeen
front of the fire, and began cleaning himself. M¡ Bastable remarked of roses, strawberries, P€ß' bun-
sleek dessert goosebenies.
Lucy had found a robin's nest. He was grateful for Aurelia's deepened and tn spite But as the
but shy of saying so. He suspected he had gone roo far. Somewhat ts of all the presenß and economies
wealth of one hundred
and twenry pounds lessened,
surprise he learned that Aurelia would like ro move into his she must furn her and she
mind to doing something about
bungalow immediately. He drove her to the village to do her dig; there was no one this. She could
but Mr Bastable to beg from.
came back to show her where the coal was kept, gave her the when one could take rn The trmes tryere
plain sewmg Surveþg the
Watching him drive away she suddenly became aware of the come to take for granted, landscape she
she sarv the caravans rn
she would soon be taking for granted. It sparkled with peacefully graøing new light-no
but fermenting with ambitions ^
drains and ditches; a river wound through it. A herd ofcaravans and cultural
peacefully grazing in the distance. now th.y must have bought all the picture
Happiness is an immunity. In a matter ofdays Aurelia was postcards at the shop.
had always wanted
to pamt. For all she knew
by the flight of blue poaery birds, sat in armchairs so massive she she might turn out to
good at ¡t. Willows
would be easy-think of all the erûsß who
not move them and felt no wish to move them, slept deliciously them. By noÌv the caravaners
pink nylon sheets. With immunity she watched Lucy sharpening must be tired of looking at
and would welcome real
change to representadonal
claws on the massive armchairs. She had a naturally happy bus to Msbech, ert. She took
found an ans-and-crafts
and preferred to live in the present. Happiness immunised her from shop, bought paper,
gouache p¿unts, and
a small easel. That
past-for why look back for what has slipped from one,s prcn¡res of willows-one tranquil,
sÍrme evening she did
from the future, which may never even be possessed. one storm-tossed. Thrie
days
-and
never in the past, perhaps never in the future, had she been, could
she set up the easel
on the outskirts of the caraven
srte
from life. and began
Itwas harder than willows-there
be, so happy as she was now. The cuckoo woke her; she fell were no precursors
her-but when she had complied
Lucy's purr. In the mornings he had usually left a dent beside her with few suggestions from
car:¡van ts o\rner she made her sale
gone out for his sunrising. Whetever one may say about bungalows, and received t\'o further
By the beginning of August
are ideal for cats. She hunted his fleas on Sundays and Thundays. she was rich enough to
\tras more fun and on 8o on
was now so strong and splendid that for the rest of the week he the whole easier It was
easily she painted, remarkable
and with what assurence
perfectly well deal with them himself. She lived with carefree for caravans. She varied The demand w¿ls
them, ¡rs Monet varied
seldom using more than a single plate, drinkingwater to save wittt buckets. Caravan his haysacks.
with sunseL Pint quavan.
One patron
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wented a gxoup of cows-though his children were cold towards them' æening when he had nor come in at his usual time. she had kindred
a
She evaded portraits, butyielded to a request for an abstract' Thisw¡l fire, not that it was cold-indeed,
it was oddly warm and fusty; but the
the only commission that really taxed her. Do as she might, it kept on fog made it cheerless. It was a
night to pu[ the curtains croser, listen to
coming out like a draper's window display. But she mastered it in thc the snap and crackle of a brief fire, gå early to bed. she had left
the
end, and signed it A. Lefanu like the rest' curtains unclosed, however. If Lucy saw
rhat a fire had been kindled, he
By the end of September she had made enough to keep her in idlenes would be drawn from whatever busied
him. He was a very chimney_
till Christrnas-when she would have thought of something else' comercat, although he was a tom. Twice
the brief fire died down, rwice
Winter would bring a new variety of happiness-5lsçrs¡' msr€ she made it up again. She went
to the door, peered uselessly into.the
conscious, and with more strategy in it. The gales of the equinox fog, called him. It was frightening
to call i.,à tfr"t silent, immediate
blowing across the flats struck at the spinny along the ridge, blew down obscurity.
one tree, and shook deadwood out of others' Here was an honest 'Luc,v. I-ury.,
occupation. She set herself to build up a store of fuel against the winter. She waited. No Lucy. She musr resign herself to it.
Tonight Lucy was
It was heavy work dragging the larger branches over the rough ground engaged in being a tom. As she
stood there, resigning herself to it and
clogged with brambles and tall grass, but Lucy lightened it by flirting sraining her ears, she felt the damp of the foggy air pricked with a fine
round her as she worked, darting after the tail of the branches, drizzling rain. A minute later, the ,"i., *r, fañiîg steaaiþ;
not hard but
ambushing them and leaping on them as they rustled by. She was steadily'
she had not the courage ro go on calring. The pitch
ofhervoice
collecting fuel, Lucy was growing a thick new coat; both of them werc hd frightened her; it sounded so anxious. she wenr indoors and sat
preparing their defences against the wintry months ahead. Mr Bætable down to wait. on a different night
she would have left the window open
said that by all the signs it would be a hard winter, preceded by much r¡in rnd gone to bed. And in the morning
Lury would have been th.r., too,
and wind. He advised her to get her wood in before the rain fell and md in her sleep her arm would have
gone out and round him.
made the ground too soggy to shift it. If she manages the first winter, he With the rain, it had become colder. She added coal to the fire. It
thought, she will settle. Though she was an ungrateful tenant, or ât eny blued up but did not wann her. she counted the blue ponery
birds and
rate an inattentive receiver, he wanted her to settle; it delighted hùn to listened. She listened for so long
that finally she became incapable of
see her making these preparations. Later on, he would complete them listening, and when there was
a sound which was not the interminable
by chopping the heavier pieces into nice little logs. Taking Mr Basuble's pafter of rain she did not hear it, only
close
knew that she had heard
advice, Aurelia decided to get the wood in, working on till the dusk w¿s something. A dragging sound . .
. the sound of something being dragged
scythed by the headlighs of passing cars, till Lury vanished into ¡ dongthe path to rhe door. It had
ceased" It began again. Ceased.
different eústence of being a thing audible-a sudden plop or t When she snatched the door open,
she couljsee nothing but the rain,
scuflling. She never had to call him when she went indoors. By the timc of flashing arïorvs lit by her righted room. A noise
¡ curtain
directed
she was on the threshold he was there, rubbing against her, raising his her-a Femulous yowl. He stn ct at hJr
feebly when she stooped to
feet in a ritual exaggeration. He was orderly in his ways, a timekeepet'
$htt up, rhen dragged himself on inro ttre light of the doorwi. Sfr.
He took himself in and out, but rarely suayed. When she came bacl fellon her knees. This sodden shapeless ttrirrg;;s Lucy. He looked at
from selling those unprincipled canvases, he was always waiting about herwith one eye; the other sagged on his cheãk. His
iaw dangled. One
for her, curled up on the lid of the water butt, drowsing under the elder, side of his head had been
smashed in; his front leg was broken. When
sitting prinrly on the sill of the window left open for him. He was hrppy she touched him he shrank
from her hand and yowled beseechingly.
enough out of her sight, but he liked to have her within his' slowþ, distortedly, he hitched himself
on.. th. threshold, across the
mom, ried to sit up before
So she told herself, later on, that foggy, motionless Novemht the fire, fell over, and lay nritching and
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gasping for breath. When at last she dared touch him, his racing to her knees.A litde farther along the road there was a footbridge over
heartbeats were like a machine fastened in him. She talked to him and the roadside ditch. It was under warer bur the handrail showed. She
stroked his uninjured paw. He did not shrink from her nowo and perhaps waded across it. The water rose to her knees. With the next few steps she
her voice lulled him as the plumpness of his muscular soft paw lulled wæ in water up to her thighs. It leaned its ice-cold indiflerent weight
her, for he relaxed and curled his tail round his flank as though he were rgainst her. ìilhen a twig was carried bobbing pasr her, she felt a wild
preparing to fall asleep. Long after he seemed to be dead, the implacable impulse to clutch it. But her aûns rvere closed about the cat,s body, and
machine beat on. Then it faltered, stumbled, began again at a slower she pressed it more closely to her and staggered on. All sense of
rate, fluttered. A leaden tint suffused his eye and his lolling tongue. His direction was gone; sometimes she saw light, sometimes she saw
breathing stopped. He flanened. It was inconceivable that he could evet darkness. The hollow booming hung in the air. Below it was an incessant
have been loved, handsome, alive. hissing and seething. The ground rose under her feet; the level ofwater
'Lucy!' lud fallen to her knees. Tricked and impatient, she waded faster, took
The cry broke from her. It unloosed another. longer strides. The last stride plunged her forward. She was out of her
'Aurelia!' depth, face down in the channel ofa stream. She rose to the surface.
The
She could not call back the one or the other. She was Lucy Ridpath, cunent bowed her, arched itselfabove her, swept her onward, cracked
looking at a dead cat who had never known her. herskull against the concrete buttress ofa revetrnent, whirled the cat out
The agony of dislocation was prosaic. She endured it because it w¡s ofher grasp.
there. It admitted no hope, so she endured it without the support of
resentrnent. (The Innocnt ønd the Guilty, tgTr)
The rain had gone on all the time and was still going on.
Lury Ridpath's mackintosh was hanging in the closet, ready to meet
it. Mrs Barker had advised her to put it on and she had done so.
Tomorrow she would put it on again when she went out to dig a hole in
the sodden ground for the cat's burial. It is proper to bury the dead; itisl
mark of respect. Lucy would bury Lury, and then there would be one
Lucy left over.
She sat in the lighted room long after the light of day came into it.
Then she put on the mackintosh and took up the body and carried it out,
The air was full of a strange roar and tumult, a hollow booming that
came from everywhere at once. The level landscape was gone. The
hollow booming rose from a vast expanse and confusion of floodwater'
Swirling, jostling, traversed with darker streaks, splintering into flashes
of light where it contested with an obstacle, it drove toward the river.
Small rirulets were flowing down from the ridge to ioin it, the uack to
the road was a running stream. In all that water there must be
I-