Dear younger me,

I wish you were a person

I could say it all
But you wouldn't understand
As a 2 year old kid
So I'm gonna write it down

I was sitting in the chair

Like I always do
Looking out of the window
The evening hues
The sun sets, the birds chirp
People go out for strolls
And children play

Today, my eyes were stolen by a kid.

A little kid in a blue jumpsuit
Holding his father's finger
By his tiny hand
Stumbling and falling and balancing himself.
He was playing with the baby-walker
Which makes music when runs

I don't remember how did you learn

To walk, to put your feet together
But it'd be a smiling moment
For my parents and for myself

I do remember, as my mother told once,

the way you hide behind the table
When you failed to learn the alphabets
After reading it like hundred times

It was late in the evening

And my physiotherapist had been home.
My son came to hold my arm
While I was walking with a walker.

You've learnt to walk very well,

I'm sorry that I've spoilt it.
I'm too old now
But I'll try to learn again.
And if I fail, I'll hide behind the clouds.