Anita Moorjani - Am Murit Si M-Am Descoperit Pe Mine Insami

AM MURIT
şi m-am descoperit
pe mine nsămi
AM MURIT
şi m-am descoperit
pe mine nsămi
căLătoria mea de La cancer
La Vindecarea proFundă,
trecÂnd printr-o experienŢă
n apropierea morŢii
ANITA
moorJani
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MOORJANI, ANITdes
Am murit și m-am A coperit pe mine însămi : călătoria mea de la cancer
la vindecarea profundă, trecând printr-o experienţă în apropierea mor ţii /
Anita Moorjani ; trad.: Cristian Hanu. - Brașov : Adevăr Divin, 2012
ISBN 978-606-8080-87-1
I. Hanu, Cristian (trad.)
159.961
Copyright © 2011
Titlul srcinal Editura
în limba ADEVĂR
engleză Dying DIVIN.
To Be Me: My Journey from Cancer, to
Near Death, to True Healing, de Anita Moorjani.
Copyright © 2012 Anita Moorjani.
Ediţia srcinală a fost publicată în 2012 de Hay House Inc., USA.
Accesează online radioul editurii Hay House pe: www.hayhouseradio.com.
Editor: Cătălin PARFENE

Tehnoredactare
Corectură: Elenași MÁLNAI
copertă:Elena DAVID
Lui Danny, marea mea iubire: am ştiut întotdeauna
că iubirea noastră transcende timpul şi spaţiul.
Dacă nu ai  fost tu, nu m-aş mai aa la ora actuală
în acest corp zic.
Dragei mele mame şi minunatului meu frate, Anoop:
vă mulţumesc pentru că aţi fost alături de mine
întreaga
mele, mea viaţă,
şi pentru daravut
că aţi mai ales
grijăde-a lungulatunci
de mine bolii
când am avut cea mai mare nevoie de voi. Mi-aş
dori ca toţi oamenii să aibă o familie care să îi
susţină aşa cum aţi făcut voi cu mine.
În amintirea dragului meu tată, al cărui vis suprem
a fost să asiste la nunta mea, dar care a părăsit
această lume
mulţumesc înainte
pentru de a-şi
şansa de avedea visul împlinit.
experimenta prezenţaÎţi
ta innită şi iubirea ta necondiţionată din lumea de
dincolo, şi pentru asigurarea pe care mi-ai dat-o
că eşti aici, acolo şi pretutindeni în acelaşi timp.
Eu cred că marile adevăruri ale universului nu se
găsesc în lumea exterioară şi nu pot  aate prin
studierea stelelor şi a planetelor, ci sălăşluiesc
înlăuntrul nostru, în măreţia sublimă a minţii,
inimii şi suetului nostru. Până când nu vom
înţelege ce anume există în interiorul nostru, noi
nu vom putea înţelege cu adevărat nici ceea ce
există în lumea exterioară.
Am optat pentru a-mi împărtăşi experienţa în
această carte în speranţa că îţi voi putea atinge
inima, reamintindu-ţi astfel de propria ta măreţie
sublimă.
Cuprins
cvâ î  . Wy W. dy ................................. 9
i .......................................................................... 15
p i: c c 

plg. Z î  „ “ .................................... 21
cll 1. o ţ f ..................................... 27
cll 2. ml lg, l  ............................... 39
cll 3. p gţ  - 
î ţ  ........................................................... 47
cll 4. m  b ....................................... 57
cll 5. gzl g ............................... 69
cll 6.   â .................................. 79
p  ii-: cl   …  î

cll 7. p  l ................................ 91
cll 8. o l ,  bl f .. 107
cll 9. rlz ll ............................... 115
cll 10. dv v .................................... 125
cll 11. „d,   v ll,
 b   !“ .................................................. 133
cll 12. Vţ v  lţ h ........................ 147
cll 13. G c l ..................................... 155
cll 14. V   îl ................. 167
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p  iii-: c  îţl î   ţ
cll 15: d  - îblv…
   - v .................................................. 183
cll 16. sl   g vl ............ 199
cll 17. p     îţ ...................... 215
cll 18. b   ............................... 229
cvâ  îh ............................................................. 257
mlţ ............................................................................ 259
d  .................................................................... 263

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 Cuvânt înainte 
a f f ţ   ,  â

 l  â   l  a mj, 
- 
h l
l vl  l
v. î 
t b
ţ
 ,
  v  -  a î gl ţ. e 
  g    â î  ţ, f  
 î hll  l . a l  
  - l  l    
 î l   î  . sfl   
      ţ    h, 
 bl  l  îţ z l  vgl
l  f, îb l lg  - lume de
dincolo, v  l    l 
 l z.
j   g    h   
     î  l   l î
l, a   î-  f. e  - f î
bl    î î l    , î
  l l,     
v bl l, fl    b
ţ. m l,  -    î 
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Am murit şi m-am descoperit pe mine însămi
 ţ   l v lllţ  

 vţ l  vll   l  l, 
l   l,    - v l
â  ,  î   ţ l .
a   v  b,  b ţ
    v j  îţlg  b   î
l   îţ ţ  f  g  
 îţ zz vţ. a vb   
l  l , lâ     
 b     ţ l,    f
v    - î î  l. ş î  l:
fl      ,   - l
â   î  ll  j  îg
l,             l
  - îl.
t    a î l  l  
 24  , â   gl  lumea de dincolo,
 f  l l j ,  
l   â   â ţ fţ bl.
ş ,     f l l  l  vţ
v   î  fl l  bl  h   l
îâ -   f   î  
 glbl  î- l l f     î
z l vţ  l  l l.
a z     a  â 
   v    l- l  f 
nw Yk   m Klly   ţ l î
 ţ. m âz,   m  v ,
  -  h l  g  hz î l
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Cuvânt înainte
 vţ (   bl- î     

, Dorinţe împlinite). d    vl l a,
 ţ ţ zbl   f   î  î 
 -  jl îg l. L-  
r ty, l  Hy H,  l- l
  g  a mj    vg   
 î   î  ţ î  ţ.
i-    v ţ onorat   cvâl 
l  ,      .     
ţ fbl,   -    l
lf  î   l a î l  l
âl   (l)   -lhayhouseradio.
com, â  - vv î , fl îâ îg
l    z,  bl  a   â,
â l vl fl â  l vl l.
mjl a   ţ ,  , 
b   . n     ţ 
ţ llţ    dz,    vl l
f f h suntem una cu Dumnezeu. n  
  l  z l  - l î
   gl ,     , 
 z f   bll  ,  
l l î  . mjl a    b 
îvţ       ţ  ţ
bl,     ţ  l l  b,
bl   v   l  l.
a  ţ zţ l  ţl 
 ll        
l  ll b,   l bl.
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 l ţ l î  ţ,  - ţ

l î-   b b,    f gl,
   ţl v l. a îvţ fl l

„â ţ
dz l vl l i,
 bl“, v
lv   
l. a   l    
 î  Dorinţe împlinite:  î zţ l dz
(  lz  ), lgl l l
(lv l l)    l.
d  -  vl,  ţ ţ zbl
   
l lf   f.
- ţ a î
ţ sl,
l.  
- l jl:  îl  f  ţ. a
v-        l   
ll  lvz pBs,  -  jl 
b,  ţ   v îg l.
i-  vl a  l,   95
   l î-   îgj  bâl 
 flţl . m  fv l fl
ţ,  lţ     î   
fl    ţ  z. a 
l vţ    l   ,
 z l  l v. t  
 î  l trebuie   l 
    . a l   
îţl l vl ll,       v
l  l g l ţ â î  
   l.
d    l a,  -    -
-     f ,  - îl 
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Cuvânt înainte
 ,   l   l -

.   l,  l   l 
    va (lv  ) - ţ
 â l
   î  l  -
 b  -
  
 l
îl,  î ţ  ţ bl   v
gâl gv  vţ l  z  z,   -
ţll   l îblv. d   î 
 l, a l-  ,   l 
 vl l  f l  .
l a
--
v bl
  v
î v g
 - î-
î
 l  l    î  lţ
â  ,      l v
l,  h l f  l. L âl
,       îl    -
vl   dz -  l, a
 .   z  dharma   î  l
vb l   l v   fl
 ţ l   dz î. n  
   ,  lzl   l ,
  s îg ţ,   dz.   
   l î  , Dorinţe împlinite,
a mj   î vţ     -  
     lţ l fâl jl 
    . e     l
 l  î     –    
bvâ  ţ   l      î  
l bl  l,   l- îv vâ-
g,  -   l l.
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s    j  l â   î 

 j, v  b z l
v . ţ   lţ vl a 
   v   l l  bl 
l ,  lţl l,  ţ   h   
l. d   bv âv î-  
elbh B Bwg: „pâl  z 
l    b îl  vl  dz.“
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a ! p b,  ţ f  l î-

 .
ţ   vz    bl 
a. e  j   b l fl  l   b
  .
Dr. Wayne W. Dyer

m, Hw
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Aluzie la tufișul arzător prin care i s-a revelat Dumnezeu lui Moise.
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 Introducere 
pll v     î î

v   - j  lţ      
  .
n  î bl   l  l   î
 vţ   hb   î , h
 î   î fl. pf  î î  ll
 l   z   g î   
 î   l l v .
m- gâ  l  l  l  v-
l    v l 2006, â    -
ţ î  ţ, î   - v
     l- v î l  .  l
ţ î  ţ  v  l  -
  vţ  v   îţl  l  v-
l   - î î l vţ    f
l  ţ  jl  î v   lţ
,  î v hb vţ î  l.
 
    l,
 ,  îţl
h z
, 
  -
f l    f  l. t    
v j f lţ , î- fl  ll. a 
 l l   l  v îâl
 l , f    f v . t  b 
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f     î    b  vţ, v 

l   fţ   â .
ch  -  ll:  j  vb 
   ţl l î  ll 
f  l l   l l ţ,  
l   ţ î    f
l  l    l vţ. a  j  v
l l   (ll î  ţ
v  z î ll 14), î  -  
   îvţ î  l    f
  ţ l î  ţ.  f  
l  î  ţ   îţlg  
v  ,  â  l  â   
llţ   b    .
pv  î î  îâ  ţ, 
v    î- g î  
îz  l l  vg  
 . V l   - l
 ţ   -   l l 
- f  âz b f bl. t v lz
fl - lgl l l  l  l  l
bâ l î îh l.
    v l ţ î 
ț    -. V     
   îţl î l ,     - îâl
î . V      

lî  gz
z î 
 v,  l  f  l
 fţ l
 !
     ţ v   ll 
  j  l îţlg  l v, 
l î    l    bl
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Introducere
     l l  l, ţâ l

bl  l   l h. V
îh   ţ f l îb  ,
 v ţ l l l îbl l 
fv      l gjl    l f f
lţ .
  -ţ î   îvţ  ţ
,     l b î    ţ
  îţl  vl vl  l 
  î   v guru-l l l . p 
l ,       ţ     
lg      vg. sgl   
-l    - ajuta  ,    convinge 
v.
m   ,   zz   nu
b    ţ î  ţ 
  v! iţ    -ţ î ţ f
ţl  hlg      b
l l bl l, î ţ   
l, î v  l, â   h lâ
l l    îblv v. p  l ,
 f j   (      
b f   bl    l),  b
         v. sfl 
   z    ţ     v l
l v    ţ  zţ l.
 zl
v î ţ
  ţ
l , î
 
 
  

v  ,    z  î gl
   „  l  v “.
d  , fl  g  f â  î lz
 . c l v, l  î j  î  
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î f vl ţl l,   .

a â vb  b  ,     g
ţ  ,    ţ    ţ
,  . c l v, î-ţ ţ
  ll   l- îţl î  , gl
   -l     â 
l ţ , z-l fl  guru-l 
îll ,    lz  vl  l
 ,    h î l Uvl.
sţ     b   z  l
l   jg  b vţ l fl  l   f  î
l  fţ!
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p i
căutarea căii
corecte
plg
Ziua în care „am murit“
O, Doamne, mă simt incredibil de bine! Sunt atât de

liberă şi de uşoară! Nu mai simt nici cea mai mică durere…
Unde a dispărut aceasta? Hei, de ce se îndepărtează de
mine mediul exterior? Şi de ce nu mă simt speriată? Unde
a dispărut toată frica mea? Uau, nu mă mai tem de nimic!
a  âv  gâl  î  
  â    gţ l l. L 
jl
    
l  îî
 
ll  ,
î  ,
îâ-  ţ  b. ogl l
î    fţz, îv  l 
- v l î l  .
e   2 fb 2006,  z  v â 
 î î    z î  „
“.
d   î-  f  , 
l      îâl î jl , lv
    gţ fl l,     gţ
l l. câ - vz, l lg ( f) -
l  .
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– ch   ţ v  b î,

-   ţl  dy,       .
e  âz      lv.
Ce tot spune doctoriţa aceasta? - îb î 
. Nu m-am simţit niciodată atât de bine ca acum! De
ce arată atât de speriaţi şi de îngrijoraţi mama şi Danny?
Mamă, te rog, nu mai plânge. Ce nu este în regulă? Plângi
din cauza mea? Nu mai plânge! Mă simt excelent, dragă
mamă, crede-mă!
e v    v  v ,
   z . n  v  v.
a î   îbţz  ,   âgâ 
 î   l  b,    f î   f
 l,   îţlg  . d    
l   ? d  z l   g,
â   lv â  î îbţz    
ţl , l-  â-l    v l
   l  b?
Uite, Danny, pot merge fără scaunul cu rotile! De
necrezut! Şi nu mai sunt conectată la tubul cu oxigen. Uau,
respir în sfârşit uşor, iar leziunile de pe pielea mea au
dispărut! Nu mai puroiază şi nu mă mai dor. După patru ani
de agonie, m-am vindecat în sfârşit!
e î-   f ,    
v. d v  l  î 
l  î fâ. t  î      
  b
l  (l  .
  l) d d
î? b, , 
î î
  f f l? o  v â  b
?
– t g, b   ţ f v  , 
l-   dy  ţ.
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– n     â âv , l- 
. d    -  v l  llţ
? ogl    fţz,     î
. n v
 ţ   
bll. o   
 .
- 
î l  fţ -  fl,      
gl     fţz.
– ch  ,   dy,  l    gâ
 ţ l ţ!
sţl  - â â l, î    
l   l l l (l)  ţ. m-  
â  l  îl lbz   fţ,    
ţ l. d ,    î  
l.
Nu o asculta pe doctoriţă, Danny! Te implor, nu o
asculta! De ce spune aşa ceva? Sunt aici şi mă simt bine! De
fapt, mă simt excelent!
n îţlg  ,   ţ  ţl
l  fţ, lv l ţ. L ţ 
, , j  . p   
 î  ţ. p   v   .
Îţi simt durerea, iubitule. Îţi simt toate emoţiile. Te
rog, nu mai plânge pentru mine şi spune-i mamei să nu mai
plângă nici ea. Te rog, spune-i acest lucru!
d î   î î   z ţl 
 jl
 ,   ,  ţ
  v  l
l  l
 ţ
îz

î l f. a v  - 
 l   î  îţlg  l 
f   , zâ ll .
a  î  îţlg  …
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Ooh… Mor! Deci, asta simţi atunci când mori? Nu

mi-aş  imaginat niciodată. Mă simt atât de împăcată şi de
senină… Şi în sfârşit, mă simt vindecată!
a îţl
fţ, l    f
î  l î z
  
vţ,  l    .
e î l       î jl
   bv h l  - 
l    g  l  ll   -
v. t l   î-   fz ţl,
â- l f   bgâ- î 
f   b.
n  ţ  fl   fţ  l
 g  z  l  l. p    f
 l . p â     g
  gz ţ bl    .
m ţ lb  ! o    ţ
 l  ţ . n  ţ
      -     
v  fl    lb.
a ţ    îj     b
ţ    bl,   
     lţ    ţ-
. e   f fţ    g,
v    ţ v â . n v 
lg  fţ
e f z
necondiţionată  ţ
v l, .
 ,
f   f v. n b  f v
         
   fţ. e î   î l,
f   l ţ!
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m- ţ l l  g î 
g,  - f        j î
fâ ,  ţ    ,  , 
   .
-v,  î .
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cll 1
O educaţie diferită
i
 d
î .  ţ ,
ţ g
   l 
, 

g  Hyb sh,  -  î sg.
Bl     f  g  h
 v  f  fl î s Lk, â 
â l  îb  e, i 
ch,   l b î îg l. d 
f,   f v  l f l 
l, î    bl î fâ  fl  î l
b Hg Kg. L  v v  .
d g l, f  g 
 l f,  lb f. Hg Kgl  
l g, l î l  hz. d ,
 îvţ    vb î ll z  
îl vb ll. pţ  -     
fl  a l l b,   îvţ î lb
glz, î jll  ţ b. a vb
î lb h   ll  vţ h.
t   bb îl  f,   
fl l. d    b f l,  f
  , â-   f î
gll   l. d ,    l,  î
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l  v  l gj   î îl v

vl. s b  l,   f î
  blâ  fl    ,   
- f    î î vl
  .
câ  fl  a, îl    l,
   ţ l  lll - lgl îg
 vţ,  l      î vâ â .
p ,  fţ  vâ  bţl, 
   j î. e îl  î î , 
l  f   . câ    
 ţ î î gţ     vb 
l  bl . p , l  z l
ţ l  vţ ,  .
F h ţl,  ţl   f
j,      jz l âl l l
  l a, â v    . tţl
h    f  î l î ţl, l
fl   llţ bbţ  fl.
a gl î   fâ î l
.  l    î  l îl 
vl,  v   b   ll. p
 ţ l lg   gl -
 l vâ   , â  z f  v 
vţ î    l f.
– a f zg  l l l l   f 
f, 
ll â.
 - ?  îb- f   î
a  l     
.
– n, g  .  b f! -  ,
  .
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– B,  fl z  bl, îb 

 , -  f. tb î   gj  
l fţ  ,  lfl  î v g   ţ
b. i z   -ţ v   
 l  l !
– n   z vl. o l  
   , f   f  b, -
   îţl.
– o,   f    bţ! - 
f  â. ch    , î  ţ
vg  v   lz   
 l  bţ.
m âz, â   g  , 
îb-:
– m,  v  fl z  bl?
– n, g  , g  Beta, -  .
(Beta î „ll “ î ll   
fţ).
m -  lâg   - îbţ,  î l
 - gâ: „Nu vreau să u niciodată o problemă
pentru familia mea pentru că sunt fată. Nu vreau ca părinţii
mei să îşi dorească să mă  născut băiat.“
p  lţ î Hg Kg  f  
î l  l   j  Hy Vlly,  
v v l      ţ   . d
,   îg v-  jh îbţ
î hl
l  l l,
l î   î   
wkl.
tvl    l  b -
l , îâ-  zgl l vl 
 fâ-     l  l îlţ jl -
 l  l.
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dţ  z î î l fl-

  l   .  l l ,  
f    î  . câ   j
 ,-l
kameez  g  
 (h îb
ţl î-
) salwaar-
 
î  l,
f      f fţz, -
g-   î    g.
  ţ, ţ  ,  g 
 mantre î fţ  l  zţl Kh,
Lkh, shv, H  Gh.  î fl
z  - l ţ     
   f fţ   zl. pţ  
l ţ î Vl h,   îvţl l
G nk   fâ  , Guru Granth Sahib.
ob    î fţ ll, v-
 ţ ţ î    bţl f
 l  î fţ l    gl fţl
z  zţ,  â î  puja (g h), 
î  î .
m âz î l zl, v   
hz, ah Fg, î îl fl  î 
 î vb î ll z. cl  ţ 
îb î- samfoo (h ţl hz) î lb
 g,  l   f l î   f
  . e     ah Fg, 
f l
v    
 fl
â v  . d , 
f .
 zll b l â  î v ţ
â . ah Fg  l  l l,    
î v âzl,    l    l ţ
   l   l  
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g. mg î  vl,  

„“ î f î  l .
sţ  v  h l bz bll , 
    vbl v  l  
jl  . pv  l   l f
    î   vl  zl
gl  îg l Hg Kgl, â 
Hy Vlly, cwy By  W ch. ajg
 l ţ,  ah Fg  ţ â  â. m
f  l g,   zg â 
v. pţ      î l â 
îâ! e  g â   l  
î f l â î l gz lg,
      l  ţ 
ll  l  zţ l ţ.
p g bl  l ţ,  l l -
 â l bl  glb l. ng î l-
 î  v  l,  bl l 
  j î-  l. p l l
  v lg  g b  , ,
l  ţ, j f  l, f  
  l, bj, bl,  , ,
  , vţl   l, fţ  
 â   â, l  l â- f â
 . p ,  î-      
   l.
– ah-
l? Fg, ah 
g Fg!îu! c f
z bbl
.l 
– e  g  , -  . Fl
 îl    îl      f    l.
a   v f l   î-
, g-  l  vţ , î âl î-
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â l gl, f   î. m-

l     ,   -
gl  lg-  f  bb,    bg-
î-o,
. î l l b  g l ţ  ah
Fg. a   î f  l ţl
v   îl   l!
ch   f lţ  ţ î  , ah
Fg î î  b v   â    
 î . F  l   , î 
 l îb, lv f l l
, î î   l fţl ll  
 ţ .
– d  f ?  îb- l  .
– d  f ? -  ah Fg.
– d  v î j   â  ţ   î
?  îb- î z.
– p  l   î , - l .
– c ?
– pţ   gj . d ,   l
  î       î  .
– ch îţ  ?  îb-,  l l
  ţ.
– d,   î   l.
– ţ   eu ?
ah
Fg  â  z,   b 
g.
– n,   -   l. dv,   
   gj  .
– o, b, - ,    l   j
   .
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 l l fl  l   j  f l ah Fg,

ah mh Y. d   îl  , ah mh Y
 î  v î wk    l  .
av  -

z,  î
l â .
,  
 vb 
l 
 . n j î  jl l  
 î l  . pţ   îâţ 
v  v  j î  wk.
d  z lb  l ah Fg,    
  ah m Y l   î ,    l
 l ţ ,  l î l â. (d
l v   -    bl,
î     ah Fg    g, 
î    jl fl l). d   
î  ţ , ah Fg  l  ,   
îâ   .
o  , g  vl, îâ
    hz,  l . a 
,  dai pai dong î z, v 
,       l  b 
  ţ, î   v l â  .
d  â, ah Fg    l ţ , 
ah m Y l  b . e   ţ
 , bl î l hz. d î  
î hll î l l,   
î
ah Fgîlz
b l lţ
 ţ .  ,b
Fl î 
 

  ţ,   l  l  z
ll  zl hz,    gl  gl,
î    î f  h  l    
 îl.
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n  l    vz. ch 

 â  ţ b  vţ,  
v   b  fl  , 
g  f    î  l
     l .
p , -  l î- l î 
ţl l  l  z î gl
. d   Hg Kgl   l b
l î l  hz, cl  pl 
b  l z   Fvll F
f  l l L  l J t.
ah Fg  ah m Y - v  ţl
 vgl hz, lv  ţ f-
vll,    îâ  ah m Y  l 
î l  bl l. s l, Fv-
ll F f  ţ î  - z
   -  l  ll.   z,
fll  g  l l l   l
 f l l.
  a, î v  ah Fg   ah
 Y,    bl  ah ch, â
f l l     g
fţ  hâ. c   fl î- 
  l bz   l b ,
  l fl  gl l  hâ. egl
z ,   h b fl. sl  
 l   bl l  î
l  l.
– ah Fg, h  bl    î  
z    hâ?  îb- , .
– d, a. B        
î      î j, h   j î l
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 l, -  . c ţ b   

.
 , ah Fg, ah ch  ah m Y 
z l  l  b  v bl g
 ah chg - lgl îg zl. u   l gl,
  l     l  fv.
 fţ    î ţ f  â.
d l   l   l,  l fl  gjl 
     b î  â î
fţ l gl!
u  l l fv l l  F-
vll L  l mjll t, â  lg 
 l  l  hâ l  l vâz
 b  î gzl ll. a    f-
l  l, zâ lv ll  zl
hz. F  î l l  l    -
! ah Fg  l  ah m Y      lg
î ll  gz.
- fl, fvll   b 
 ţ,   lb  l bg  .
c l   fv  b  jl
î f  l,   v.  , 
lâl î l ll  hâ l  l
 f. L fl    l , gţ 
l     g.     lţ
f â l  l  âz   b, jâ- l
l
l ll   î
 l l l,z
 î g î
 l.
 l, fl  b    z
 fvll , lv dwl (Fvll
H l Ll).  fl  z  î
h ,    î l f. ch  l 
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vâ fg, î l l b  î  h

,  fvţl! d gl,   l  fl
    l L cwf, l   k
 l
 l lg
 a, l Hg l
Kgl,  fl.
 z î 
îl,  â hţ  bj v  ,
 l l  . m  j  î lg hţ,
 â  l,    v  z
fv.
  fvll, îg fl  îb î h-
l l . d b,     , f l-
,  î     bjl. t  ţll
kurta patloon (  l ţl ). F-
l   îb     l,    hţ
  .
d   îb fl  b, g 
ţ l ll h  Hy Vlly, î  lţ
b  ţ   Hg Kg,  â
bhajan-, â vţl h.
Vl , î  lhl lţl, -
  î l ll îl,    bl-
 î f  ,   l îg f.
  f  vb lhl lţl
î l , gâ   f f  l
. c  z   fvl h,  -

 ll  l
  l  ,vg
ll  z ,
 l, -

 ,     l l bţl
f. d, â î l  f!
– m,   î fţ,   mahraj-l [l
]  î     f! î g l 
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z  î ll h, î   î 

  lţ.
a   l    f blzz
h l -l l h,   v î
gj  î  l  f   â   
l l.
d  l l h,  f  
 î karma  î î. mj lgl -
l  l bz  ,    ll 
l vţ   vll  ţ  vlţ -
l - lgl ll vţ  ţ â l g
l. câ   , ll vţ  l ţ
 î,  l   b   îz
î-  z. a    nirvana.
a gâ  f  ,   v g-
j   î z   karma gv   vţ
v.   ,    b  
l  karma zv / karma gv,  î-
 î   fţz ţâ   b-
l vgl l ll.
rlg  h    
ţ   mantrelor,   l  
  ţ  ţ  gâl ,   
j  g l. b ţ  j 
 zvl ţ        z.
a  f      ,  v   î
  blg.
     l  l â l
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cll 2
Multe religii, multe căi
eţ
fl   î
lgţ. l  l
n l
   î f
 -

ţl l h â  ţ. L vâ 
  î j  îţlg l fţl
ll  lg. şl î v l î- l
vh,  f,   j    l îâ
î f  . ul  l vj   
  ,  î   jg î   l
, gâ  j.
  z  l, -    â
  f. a  l - ţlţ
lb g  - f lb   bl  
. câ   î  l  - vz  llţ
 îbţ l fl  , - ţ   b î
l . uf î     ţ.
n î  z  l â ,  
vţl l f.
– c  f  fl   g l ljb ?
- îb lgl   l Jh î- z, l  
l   î l.
– n   l. s h  g l
l î l  l, -  .
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– tb  l  ţl     l b

, - l Jh, lfl    jg 
î    v .
– e g? s v     , ţ 
   l.
– Bîţl   g, -  Jh 
vg. d   z,   â  î îb 
llţ lv,    b,  s my   
l Bbl. e  l  b   vl. s
my   v dz!
 l  Jh. p â  gjl   
î 
s  
my,  jg î . d 
-  , -  îb
 b  g
l b   z Bbl    âg fv
l dz.  l, - f  bl   j
 îţlg vl l dz.
  -z, â - î   l
l,        -  s
my.
– m,
b  g 
l b  sl  b
  l l
  
z
Bbl    jg î  â v .
– n, B, -  . n b  îţ f
gj î  vţ. s-l l  l l  
 h,  â v  v  , v î
 z sl noastre, Vl. o  v 
l f  ţ f. V  fl   
,   î î ţ f.
– n     l l  v , -
  l. ş  , - f!
d  ? n  g  ţ. c   g
 s?
m -  lâg   - :
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– n  , B. n   vl bl,

  s my. rlg   â  l 
 vl. e   totuna  vl. e
 o cale. i  fţ z  f.
d - f  , vl  
- lg î l l.  , f g 
fl    f lg lgl  - gv,
 - .
m-    s my  î   v jg
î  h   h,   fz  îâj 
î f âgâ   - . d l îvţ
l l,
jg  îvţ â     l  
î .
Şi dacă Dumnezeu mă ia la El în timp ce dorm? Sora
Mary mi-a spus că El este pretutindeni şi că ştie absolut
totul. Înseamnă că ştie că nu am fost botezată!
s   gâ, ţl â z,
îz  ,     f  â
l dz zv l     î gţl l.
pţ
   ţl
  vl
 .
 î   îgjţ
dâ- 

 l l v   î   g    
 l, -    f l l bl,
l vâ   .
a l b  gz î  l
 v    î ,   
Bw r,  ll Hg Kgl. eţ 
   lg,  lv   ţl b-
   fg  gv,  l î ţl l-
ţl  b l zvl șl .
cll l  b,  vbl 
l v. av lb  ţ   lb,  g
zlg l, gz  bz  î. F
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 l  î-  ll  b,

l l    î. mj l
 l   blz  v h lb,   î
b  j     v l 
îh l l  l g  g.
d ,   î   l gâ 
gl: „Mi-aş dori ca Billy să nu mă mai strige ’Sambo’!“ 
l,    gb   lg  â  f
hl  ,  lg   v   
l jl l  g. câ   , î l
ll  l .
m ţ
î ţ flî g,
ll bl   b,
lâg 
 î 
, â  g . n l   
ţl    z l l,    
     l-bl. L  l, 
f  . d ,     
f l l     b.
u    v î     -
f
b . o,âzl,
 ââ-   l ,
â vzâ-
Blly,  
-l -
  l l, -   l , - l v  l 
l- v ţ  v .
t l  zb î â.  l,    l
  bv  - îâl  â,   
    v b  j  îg .
a ţ   î    vl  â f
. m ! n     g
sb,   l l î hl v,   b
 j     î  f l. p  l,
     !
d , -   î     -
 î fţ l Blly ţl hl    
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l,  â        .

L- v î h  - v b î !
d   îg l -   â. d
f,    â  ,   Blly,  
 l,  b l gâ-  . e 
g z,  î  f  â,    l
      l.
Blly -  l  â  f îâ  z
 vl l  v g   l,    
    ţ l. a l- l fg. a  
     - î glţ  l
fl,
 -
î lâg.îh  
m j glî-
   b 
îl f,
 l  l î    gz î ,
    z. d ,  î 
hb   l l,   l  f  
 j!
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  
  lâg  
 , 
zvâ l 
î b .îb,
d f,        v
l, hţl lgl   î. p  l
, î   lg   l v   î 
 ţ, ţ  v   î  
ţ  , îb â   î  l
  ,  l    bţ. âll
 bţ  l b î l ,   
     l l l    î
wk  lg   l.
 ţ,        v
g.   ţ l  f 
â lg  v  l  l 
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f, âzâ  î- vl.  v

î  v  î     
 f . sgl l  î â  f
   flzz  l l   î z
  . p fl    zvâ
î îh  , vâ  l 
î    î.
   , ţ  î î  
 îz  vgl ll h   
vg   îâl  lţ    ,  
g  vl l î  ţ.
î-– n v 
âb, gv
â  Vedanta,
l  13 - 
. V  
l
l h,   b   âl fl 
lţ, l  lţ  .
–   z, îţ v  f g â v , 
l  â  v . tb    î 
 h, -  , î   î  l.
Dar nu mai vreau să u indiană! Vreau să u asemeni
colegilor mei de:clasă! - gâ. c v   
 î â
– B,  v       l l, 
  b   l l  V!
– d,  l     v  l,  
 gl l  z, - - .
t   v  î    h,
   f  b, - l ţ.
d- lgl l, - îâl âl  
 , îvţâ î   l lg
.  , îvţl h  -  
 lv  . av  f l,
  îj   îb,  l   f
. p ,   b f l 
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gl,  b  ţ   l l, 

î      gz,   . c
l v, ţ    vţ f.
Cât mi-aş dori să u la fel de populară la şcoală cum
sunt printre prietenii mei indieni,  gâ .
Oare de ce nu văd în mine colegii mei de clasă ceea ce văd
prietenii mei indieni?
câ   ,  v   î   -
  l ll l l hl.
 l   z Bhgv-g  Vl,  îvţ
 z  f,    lbl b,  -
 l 

bl b

l fl.
v
l
 
b. z-
 l,
 g  , f   j  î l gâ-
l . Ll î     î  
l   , h    vgl
ll h    ţl,    
fl,  b   b fţ  bbţ, 
jl l î  ţl ţl.
L 
dl, Vl 
 f   
zz â
 g î 
 .
v
 vg ll  lg,   - g 
v    - îâl î    . n
-   l  v  ţl, vgl 
lzl â  îg   v   z
 l. pâ l  , - î î vţ
 l â   l    vg
l, îâ  l zz î- fl  ll.
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cll 3
Paşi greşiţi care m-au condus în

direcţia corectă
d- lgl l, ţ   î   -

vg  blâţ ( vgl l ll) 
   j, zâ-  l 
ţl l. b   î   î 
l l   ll,     
ţ    l fl -  f  -
. t  v   l -  
l   v âv  ţ b   fţ
 ţl .  l      â f 
 â   ţ   â  ,  â
  v  - lgl , l 
zbl.
d ţ   î  lv â   v
f, î  l   l  l , 
  v  l . d f  ,
ţl l   l ll.
– d, , v  g l v   z
fg  gl g!   .
– d ţ g  fl     , 
  îv,        l
     ! -  l.
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– d, ,  f b     ţ 

îvţâ  î ! tb  l  
 î  ţ! -   gţ.
– n vb! ş f b    bl  
f  l î l  â l ţ  î 
  , - z l.
n   î l,  l l  f
f l  v. d ţ , v
ţ f l,   l- îb  :
– d  l  l fl gl f â
bbţl?
b– 
n gl!p
â îţ ţ
lvll
 ll,
ll, -
 
 ,   l .
d  î v vl l,     
  v îl.    v l  vl 
lz  fgf  l. d   lb 
e,  v tl effl  p  l 
eg,   g  l mh ph,  â ll
î s
  gîlm.
î  v  e
 l â  l
, l
  
f
     j    
 v. Fl      l l
  j lg   jţ   j
î  l.
d ,   î    , 
   î l    fg ll.  l,
l- f  l ţl   - j zbl
ll   ţl  â î z fţ
ţ.
o, ţ  -    îb î l 
b h ţl   l v  -  l 
îâl     ţl. p  blz  
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Paşi greşiţi care m-au condus în direcţia corectă
 z   b l î jl gâl. p  

  v  vl   l  l fl  b,
    blz      b  
jz   î     . L  bl
 g  h  l   lb  
h     l z.
d- lgl îg l  , - vl
 gj bl  vţ. ş   b 
 h  l  î  fl   ţ l
 fbl î blg    î b â î
 h  ţl. o l gl   f 

â  
 b
ll h
 l,
glâl,
 vz
g ţ  l fvl. ş  
 b   bţ  l  vb  hbbyl  
lll  l l,      
z l, fţ   ,  
vl ll,     ţl î .
 l, -       ţl l

 v,
 vz
eţ  î v
 l af
,   bl,
 v egl,
    v l l î gzţ  lz
      l îj î
ţl î   zvl   îbţ lţ
vţ î ţl   a.
Nu, -  î  , trebuie să îmi aduc aminte
să nu pomenesc nimic despre toate aceste subiecte.
 hb, - f   l î  -
 î  lb   î zţ ţl l
  hzţl  l   l  chapatti
f. a â  ţl z 
  l î j l   
 l     ţ, fl îâ l 
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  f. ş  ţ  l l v f

  l  .
p ,  ţ f g   
v . e v   gâ l  l
bl       g g.  l 
, - v î   - f   
l. câ      l, î fţ - 
 lb ll îâ,    l  lâg ol
pk r. d  - z l ,    v
   . nâ-   l  ţl
 fl   vg ţ,   l 
v
â  .
b n v
fl lz 
îâl v
  
 bâz  vţ,  l  bâz  ,  l
ţ vg.
n    b vl: „V  v
 “,  v ţl l  - g,
gâ- â î fl ţ. tţ llţ
b  fl -  l  l , î   
 l,
 îgh -  âl   h  
 l.
m- ţ bl    z gl
f! Cum de nu am observat, cum de nu m-am gândit că
ar putea  cu toţii vegetarieni? – - îb   
 , - g. L  l, 
ţ  f fv î l .
il   zz,    îâl  
   l.
L   , l  fl ţl 
 - g   v   î l  lg.
d   îâl,   âl v  b 
     lg.  z ,   
   l îâl.
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c l v,  v v    

l î â  l z v 
v. tâl  îl, f  b . m ţ
  l  î  l   l  ţ   .
d     b,    îâ
ţl ,  f â    gjl.
a - f l ll l G nk, î l
  bvâ  mahraj l   
ţ  ţ  . evl   misri,
       lg.
Misri-l   v l -z   f 
    fv l    b.
mâ  f l, vl   î vl,   
ţll       .  l
 - ţ  v f. p  ,
    f   b      
î fâ î- . L  vl,  v 
v   f â l â bâţ.
d , - lgl ll   , 
   ţ  , -     v
      -  lgl
  fl l  ţ  , îâ   l 
   ţl. c   lz
 l î  - l gjl? d v 
   j,    g,   b 
î       î   
v. o gjl
 bl, l ţ l, 
l  l  
v l 
l
 fl.
  l lg l  l bb  
    v  hb  gl l  l fl
l. m-     v  f  
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lgl   fl l      â -

ţ  ,    f â  î zg î
 ţ, â- l îlţ l l.  -
  
 flzz  l
 f  l,l
îl  - f bl
ţl, 
 î
      î  î z vl.
   , - ţ   zg 
 î. m îb  l: „De ce îmi este atât de
dicil să fac acest pas? Alte femei îl fac atât de uşor. Oamenii
se logodesc şi se căsătoresc tot timpul, inclusiv propriii mei
prieteni! Eu de ce nu mă pot împăca cu această idee?“ t
    f     
v. p ,  ţ  .
 l    f v   fl 
 v  v     - .
m-  îv,     v 
g           f.
p  l ,  bl   l gâl
 v b  l   z ,   
l l  l ţ. d f,  l fl  
l gâl   v    l gâl  b  
lg.
       v   
l vll l  l fl. t  f â
, fll î   îb  î   ,
  v
  â   .
  e
v î l

î 
v fl  . p, -   îg
vţ îâ   lv, f   . p
 l ,     v  z  î lzz
l v, ţ  ţ.
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     l-   ţl

  l l , ,   b, 
     bl. m-    
 î    l f, zâb  âzâ 
l,  fâ-     ţl zv
    â lg     
b.  ll,  l-   ţl  
     î îvz  l   l
l.
L   ,  j î î-  î 
     z     v.
d , î- ,  ţ  î   ţ,
-  l    zb î l.
– m, î  ,    f  l! p 
l  !
s z ,  - îbţ  - :
– n  lâg, . s-   
j.
– n  g, ! a vl l, v
 l  l   f  fll  l. p 
l    gâl   v  v 
ţ    f   î !
i- v      ţ,
 gâl  l l,  vl, ţl 
ţl l.
m - â î bţ  -      gâ
  fţz
  
 f 
 - îv vţ
  l.ş-
v 
 
    î â    - l   
  lv, l ţ â . a g  v vb
 ,    b   ,    v j
î, f  z .
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a ţ        ţ

 â .
i- v  l a  ţ   
v-  . m-  :
– n-ţ f bl, ,   v j â
l .       -   v 
ţ. n   b   lţ â  l   ţl
l.
– B,    -    î  
l   - lg, -   l.
avl   î f  fl  , 
    Hg Kg    v
l fl  b.
rl, llţ b  fl l,  
fl ţl  llţ b  ţ  
f f  zgţ   v. mlţ   
î  î hb       
 gl  . m-    l  
,   l v  b î l,     b 
g î. a g   v  lg, 
 v   v   î  ,  l
fl l v  ââ      fl  î v
 l l î j .
a î   vg  ll l  vţ
 l, î l   f,  l l
  îl    z l  v g  
bb
     .
b,  v v„r-ţ
 l,   ţ
 vţ f“, 
- .
m ţ îgz  î ,  - ţ
f  zţ. câ  z    
,  î î     vl . Gl
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l       l,   

fţ   ţ        
b. m l,      lzz  
î  î vţ, î  v   l
 b   î. t l bâf  î
  f      . n    
- f    l . rg  
f,  l fl   lg l  lg,
 î   lgl    fl l,  
  fl,    ,
   hl f  ţl
b  .
p , j  g h   .
De ce trebuie să îmi cer tot timpul iertare, şi asta numai
pentru că sunt eu însămi? p  l,  îţlg  
 î gl  .
n      l l   
f   f. d ,   âv zl
î   l  ţ (l  l f
j  l, l f ,   
l f ţţ  f j g  v, 
 l!) –  fg   l. a f  l
lg  - vz    i   m
B. n î  lv â     
  î  l   ,   
 g      îâl. eţl l
 î 
g lî,
   .
 p,
 b  
 
vţ   v  l .
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d
Kg),  -
 - î

 lgz
ţ î (î Hg

,   l l    v
l. d , - flz   l, î
î  - âg ţ .
– a  ljb!  g î- z, vl î
l , î    î fll l fv,
v l  .
u  l l î   l  l
 l    lb,       v
v f. e   fţz   
î b l î îg a. pl lb  
  l  vâz,  b  vz
l   z zl ,  bl
  l  l îv. n    
vâz   bţ,     l  ţl
ţ     âg-  l 
z.
– Bv, B! ş  v ! -   â
 . pv- l. câ î ll? c 
fl ? c blţ z  ?
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–  î  z  l v. s â  îâ!

şfl   gl   gl. pzţ  
 ţl  v. d î v  j fl 
î îl   î  ll,   
âv     l gz g.
– c î  l? - îb ,  v
 ţ z î v.
–   v v bl  l 
îg g!
– d  â  ,  , -  ,
  îţ    ljb   â 

  -ţ 
 l  l
î-â l g
 
 - ţ.î
 n v
  ţ! m     î    îţ g
h v.
– ah, , -  b   ! s
 îâ !
– ş, , -  l. m g,    .
 vl , lţ bbţ  îâţ  fl 
ţl l 
 âz,  ljb.
â t,
ţl  îţ v  
  
   zg
 
lz   l   , - . o, 
, h     gâ  l v. az 
v f lv â  îţ b l!
– u  ? V  î  vl. a v
 v   â l   l. az f 
! - g î         
  î  v  b l a.
 fâ, ll î   jz  
î .   v    
v   l.
d- lgl l   ,  ţ  
î î   î jz  , îl 
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Marea mea iubire
îl  î  î    l   z

.
l l  l  f,   
 îţlg      î 
 ll. d lfl, ţ  f  f
   l lg. e f  
fl  b ţ   Hg Kg 
  f   , bl, l 
îţâ,     -    fl  l 
 ţl. c  , ţ   
  î v g bbl v,   v hb 
gl l   v v  l.
  - î ljb î l 
fz,  l l  v î   vzz
l  . d â   î Hg Kg
  l  ţ ,  l î
  lb   ţ   l v
ll, lv z     fll 
   l vţ. l  îl, 
î   b    vţ. d f,  ţ
- l f, l  l  ,  
când mă aam într-un alt mediu cultural decât cel indian.
 l l b  l  vţ l,  
 î , ljb   ll   l l
. rll  ţ  ţl    g
 . n v    ţ l fţ
 l
,   gl
  „bl“
 l 
 î zg  ţ
f
, fzâ   ţl.
 âl ţ l   î   
v î- fl  ll.  b,  ţ
      l l   llţ.
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a v ââ  âl ţ l 

  -  , vâ gj     
f  î lgl . - fl  ll,  ţ
avariată…     z…
- z,  fâl l 1992, l-  
â    ţ  bbl  v  î
v ţ,  l î    z   
bbl f  . n- îâl îâl
î- ,  l  ţ .
– c  bb   dy mj? - î-
b n l lf,  â   l b  î-
   f l vâzl âl. n 
    l î Hg Kg,     î
vz î l ,   î      î-
 l  .
– n,  l-  , - . d 
 îb?
– e  h gţ   l-  v
, â   î nw Yk. a îţl  l
 lz î Hg Kg. s      z
 l.
– d  . n    î vâ  -
 ,  l  â  l „“! s
f lţ bbţ h î Hg Kg    -
îâl ,     b   â  .
– e b,   l  -l , -  .
L-m
  l-
âz î g   â
 , l
 î
 . 
î
n î clb 97,  b- lg  l
l, l-    l bb,   îl
 . l    , 
ţ l lj  ţ. p l g 
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 lv   gâ. s-    î   

,       n,     
  î   . n h â 
 l- l  -  v  l ,  â
-    l l,  -     
â l. e  zţ lz.   
  l   l l. a  î  vb.
o b   ,    ,  â l
fâl  f j hb    lf.
s îâ , -  h   z,    
 l l  . s- v     ,
â-   â- l   îâ,
 B l Jy,      z l
 lll  fv.
 âl     v   î 
 ţ. c  ,    îl îjz
 ,   v l î î l l.
o  â    î  l  ţ l fl 
lz,     ţ fl  f l .
a l  . p ,     
 h. n    l î- lg 
  bb  l , l ţ  …  
.
e f     î l 
î    îg fl,    -
       ţ . s b  l
l, -
 fl 
îg. 
d , 
 
  ,
 l 
 î- ţ    jg   g  âz. 
      bb,    l l,  -
â-  b l,    . n
    gâ l     fl l 
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. d lfl,      îb  fl -

 bb z  „l“ ;   -  
    âv  îţlg  lg.  l,
     bl g  l î  v l
  l    l  j l 
l ţl l? n      ,   
  î  lv.
dy - v î   f b  ,
f-  l   v v, l  
l-  f . pzţ l    zbl,
 l  f    b      ţ
v â . p , î     
  bl,    î  âg.
d   j     b, - 
  dy  f l  . n l  
ţ f   l , îâ  î
Hg Kg  f  î l  l b.
rg l  bl , îb l
lg  f   l j. e î
f g  î f h fţ fţ 
,  b l      ţ.
p  ,  ţ  fl    
     g .
p , dy v  ţ ll l l,
l       g l l. râ ,
 âl l  l. d , îâll  
  z.
   p
   î  
. eî
blâ,   â
 
vg,   lţ    bl.
p    l l ţ l,  î 
  v       â  h
  â â dy v    îl „“.
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c l v,   î    v ţ

zg.
n  f î zl. dy -  f 
z fţ fţ  . ob   
l lf    v   f   î 
    f z. s b  lţ
 ţ ,    .
d    ţ l  vl, l  ţl
l, l b ţ    l l 
 îl ţl   - j  
ţl. clţl l    bl. p
 v   ,       
  gl vţl l,   
ţ  f, îâ   v
   v.
dy blv  v ,  -
lz î f. a   îâl fv î l -
, l  v  ,  dy  f blg  
îlz î f  fl,   gl  l l
,   l  .
L v  b  l l  l î
f Hg Kgl. d f, dy b  l-
 l fl  l,      î zz
ll  l l, f  î     
zâb f  fţ.
- ,  â  lb  d W By,
  ljl
„î “ l fv
 dy  Hg
 z Kg,
 lg l- îb
 
       .
pâ   vb    b, 
  ţ l  . n   g 
v ţ   z   v .
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– d,  z, -  l. d f,  v

î  â - ,  gţ  
l,     z  v l î, 
l  g   gl fl!
– ş  - ţ â  ? l- îb, î
îgj.
– e g   ţ g   vl? -
 l   zâb j  bz.
– d, v   vl .   f fţ, -
, g-       .
– e b, â  z   f, l gâ 
-
de cu
femeie care să mă„Uau!
 f:
doresc însor Acesta estecare
– o femeie exact genul
gândeşte
singură!“
p fţ - î  zâb ,     
-   v . i-  :
– s îţlg        z ll
     chapatti l?
– H,  bz, g ! a   

ţ chapatti
îî  l,
 l     ! ş  f
lv fl!
 l , zâbl  - f î-
hh â  â. n- b â î  
 â â â -  ll. o    
f  â.
câ -  l, -  î gh, î 
     î  . m- l â î 
l  - :
– a,  v   îb   z î  -
: v   ţ ?
 l    l   îl 
  bbl l  .  g l
h.
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p   17  1995, l   l 

 î   l dy, -  î vbll.
a  lfl. a h h  -  l .
Ce naiba se întâmplă? Nu este decât 5:15 dimineaţa.
     l lf,     
 v b.
– B,  ,  ?  z v îl
  l lll  l l, î     
v vâ.
– d,  . c - îâl?
m- ţ   .     
g b,  j z  v   
    b  l  â . o l
   î  î    - îâl  
   .
– e vb  , -  . n -  z
î  ţ. s-  î l l.
câ     l   î  
z  âv l î, ţ  -  î
i   î f  lv,   
l yv. sţ  f    
î l    ,    b 
   z bhangra (l  ţl
 l ţ). d , - v    z.
m- f  bgjl, â âv l
 î vlz, î   fl  f jl

    zb l p, î i,    l
 mb.
n   â âv  îţ l
l l î i  l îâ l . n
v  î  l î    
l    f  î âl iy, 
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  l fâ al, l   p. L  

 -  mahraj-l ( fvbl 
), -   ţ  ll âl. Fl
   l    gl- î, lâ vâl 
  l  - lgl . a v  âl
îgh ,  bj ţ  l. c - 
 l  b  l  bb ?
Tată, dragul meu tată! Îmi pare atât de rău dacă te-am
întristat vreodată,    âl  î pranam (-
g).
Urmează să mă mărit, iar tu nu vei  aici să mă conduci
în jurul focului nupţial. Ştiu că ai aşteptat întreaga viaţă
acest moment. Cum ai putut să mă părăseşti chiar acum?
–  îb vll î    îghţ 
l ,  ll   v  bj.
ul âv l  f l-. p  
 lâg î  l , î   
 l   fl    
 ţ l. e   fl    ţ
  fl  b  g  ,  lfl
   f g    l. a 
l ţ   gâ l lv.
c ţ  îţ  l l    fl
    v  f â  
 l. t  l   î vţ 
 v   . m- l î  gâl 
f
c z
 llg  
 l  
fâ
  
 f.
 
f lg.
  ţ l dy, l- l 
mahraj       fvbl  
. i-   b   î     l,
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 fl  î    î l  

l ,      î   b   
  lb. Mahraj-l - l lhl fâ 
- f  ţâ   l    
 b   6 b 1995,    fvbl
â.
L  v   -    î,
 ll   f    ,  v f
l j  f. tb  zv lll,
  l  ,   vţl  
gz  l     ţ
ţl
c  .
   ţ ,  - j 
l î l îg ,  î lg l  
  lll v  z. a l   
l bzl   -z  l lb
     vl.
a  f     6 b 1995 - 
 l  h, dy, î l  
ţl
 â! ,
p l  fvţ
 l   îg
 
l
 v l Hg Kg    l ll  l
l   l    ţ î  lb
 j cy clbl  Hg Kg,   
 h  lj l f, d W By,
î     l.
- z,  âv l î  ,   
dy  g  l- îb  î gl  î
:
– n   gzv     lj   -
 î ?
n-      âv ,  
ţ l  â -   â  f -
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ţ vl    b   îf î 

  l   ţ. m-    h
 lj   cy clbl  Hg Kg, 
v  j b     v l lj. a
 â  l  ll l  v  
lb   ţl.
  ţ v  f f,  bz blâ
  î l ţ l shenai-l (z 
â l ţ). L- ţ  dy  â   
î    î jl fl  , fâ fl
 , î   mahraj-l  î 
lgl  . dy    ţ, îb î
shervani-l l (   gl)   bl  .
e  l  l bzl   -l l
   vl   l î  î îl 
 . p â   v   h 
g l l, f ţ .
    î jl fl, - v  -
b fl l.       fl 
î  f  z ţ l , -
        l  v
l.
d îh ll     
ţ, î  vl   î vl,  ţ  b, -
   . câ - îh  l ,
-  î  dy î    hl,
z,  f.
   ş 
  îg 
vţ.e
bbl l
v 
v   fţ î â l â bâţ…
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Îngrozitorul diagnostic
p 
  vţ .
  el
,
 dy
 f
 fl
-
l   î   î kg  î vâz 
 gzţ lţl,   -  
g   bl  l l î- 
 î- bb l  Hg Kg. c 
z,     â,   l-  c.
L     - , fl  
 Hg Kgl   î  f î i,  î
l   , î   i   î
l   zvl. d , -  î  ţ
î  ţ  m   bbll l shh, 
 -  .  l bl,  â 
   îâl    î- l ţ â
 fl .
c   ll    f   l, -
 ljb  l  fz,  vâzl
 z   z . a l
- j,  â  l  â   v f 
  l ,  â  l  l v 
 fl l î i.
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  ,   f 

     l,  l  v  l 
  lz,  l   lz l.
 l
  ,
î l  g ljb
   l
l. -
s  
 î j  ţ  ţ   gz  b
î Hg Kg,  lb   - f ljb î
v  ,  â  l  â    ljb
full-time.
n  ţ g    , 
î  ,  î     l 
  â î. c  b, - z fâ
î l l     l l
ţ,   l   ţ v î jll
l ,   î  l l   ,
 l î   v .
mb ţ   Hg Kg  î
 î  fl  l blg l  f
   l, f    f â  lz
 ,  - l vhl l gj  ţ
g  fl    f  bl  
gz î v . Bine, dar dacă ne vom dori cu
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fac griji
aîn
legăturăf
cu ceasul meu
 biologic!
 ţ  dy
  z â    ţ   lg 
    l î ll. ml  vj  
l  vţ   g  gâl  
lv l . n l fl  zv  ţ î
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llţ b  ţ â l-   

bl. mj î  v:
– oh! n ţ v ?   …
ş fl, vh   „  v  l
îlţ l“ -    l h
î ţ .     v î l
v,  - f     bl.
 v l 2001,   b   , s,
 f g  . V - . - z,
â   g, s - f  v 
,      v    î
l      lâ . p 
l - v  . s f î  f
â, l  vţ, f   l  vl,
 î l  î  vţ. m  - 
gţ l l  -  ,   
-   bz  ţ  h.
L âv l  g l s,   
ţl     l dy   l g,
 fţ  f      gv.
a v - îâ bl,   s 
l    vâ . a î  z
 ll   l g    
zl l. L î î    j  s, 
 â   l  bl,  â  
v,        v:
l, l,
 g, zlvţ l,
l, l ll
f,
l l  l, lfl bl   
.  l  ,  j     .
n dy,    v  v z  26
l 2002. L   -  â l ,
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â î bl   î-  f. n  -

   â l  lţ l bl. e  -
-z âz  v,   v î fţ  wk.
t l  gb    vz   
 fâl  â,  ţ dy  
. n  v h  l b l l
 b l  zgâ- Hg Kgl. az
 z î  b   zll lzl -
l   l f   l  î .
c âv zl  î î   l
 l , h  lvl. p  
fz      lv â  l h, 
 v ââ  bl , z 
, î  î l h    l
â â.
 ll    vz fv  
 s l ll î    l g
   î. tz  î, v  l
  g îl  îl,    b  fz
  l îblâz  ţ l, â    
f gl . n î     
 l     îâl  ,  ll
 l bz gâl  - fţ   î ll 
bl,   -   î f lzl. m
î f  b,  î  z  v   
 zll .
ml -  
– a  lf, v   
f  blâ:
  l
lf.
d vâl cancer,     z lv 
 - . p -  vb  v  f -
. oh    î gl  f. af   h-
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b . sl    î l l,

zgâ- l î ţ  b  l, 
    b  l g  
wkl. uvl    b î.
abl, l    î  blţl
  l v l zţ.
– t v ţ f  z v l, -
g l, f     z. d
 îâ  ,    gz   
l ţ, fl îâ  îţ  vl  z
gl, â î     l. d
 v l   v  î zll.
V l    zz î l . d-b 
z vl l,      l   
b â â   wkl  .
t  b  î   ţ. n dy, 
   gâ. d f, fz  f  l.
n     ,  ţl 
î  â,  ! n  â  fg
  î g l  b. e  v 
 gâ l ţ. a   îâ,
 l   l fz. d f, l
    b  l  z â l
ţ, â   f   z, 
 b    l  .
d    v ,  l î bb

d îb, dy
, â -î
- v  
,  lîb
- l  lb.
h
fv,  l -l.     fl
îb, ţ- l j, ţl  -
  jl  - :
– n  . V  î   î.
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ş fl, î    fg î  …

l ţ   v.
a l  b l lb, l el c, l 
f,  h lâg Glfl sly  l l
Hg Kg. L l î  l , 
f     bz blâ. Vll l l
l l  z h  h
 â   l   l l. p   g 
 f, l-  âţl  b g, fl
îâ  â l  l lâg  , â
âl l f. sg g î vl, zţ
â,  z ţ,

a   dy  z
-   lv.l dy.
î bţl
e    fţ î bţl l, â   
 l gâ. m-    vz l    f 
 v â,  l -   l â î
 . av î      fg
  l. u    fg  l 
?
c
î. ţ l
d  î
z  j
 j
-
 

v  gl . e v   
  ,    b   f  
l . ch      l
,   v     fg î l
lţ vl.
– ş, v b  l  l    fll
, -  dy,    ţl.
– ş,   l    î-   gţ
  v   hfl. n   b   l z
 î   l  lllţ? - âg .
n - f î .   -z - 
,    îb    -  î
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zll b. dy  f l  -  v

 î     , - z   î
zv j bl  l zb  Hg Kg.
Fl  -  l âl l   î  l
l,  f jl    v 
   l  .
n-    . t l l
ll l  î , fâ   ţ   l
 l! rţl l  b l bl fl
l  l   f  h l 
v â -  . n   v vl
gl .
L, -     l l  î  dy.
d     h  ţ. m-
l  l zll g z  
v îgj î h.
– e î l 2a, -  l  blâţ.
– c î ? l- îb dy.
–   - â    l b,
   â l  . s 
 ţl   l . sg     bţ
 ţ  h.
– n v  f h!  ţ   
f.
– d,  ,    v l ţ,
-  dy . m-  l l   v
hâ.
– a vz  f  v h  l
s   l !
 l,  î     vţ.
m-      î l ţ  . m-
îg fţ îâ, î î   lg gâ.
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– ch v   ?   z 

  v. c   f …  f 
zl. m b  h  â    v!
– ş, -z

,   dy,
 lâ-
 bl l
l. l
d  
v    l. c lv   f?
e ţ   . m v î â v
 îl, â l  vz  â l  
  l f î. a v   î î
fţ , l fl  ghţ  l gl.
â    l l ,  î
 îl l:
– e  l ţ. m- î  . s
v     l ţ, î f h.
  z  î î  dy  l
  lg. L fl     h,  
  î, hâţ  îvg bl 
ţ    îg vţ. d l b î,
 l  f   ţ ,  l
 l zg, ,   âz â.
  gl,   l l
 f       îblv  , 
bl  î   lţ  ţ . Fl
  f g   bl  â 
l fâl  l  l l    f
â  îl
g  l
l.
a 
  l
 
h,       b  
v! i  l  î v 
vţ, ţâ  g l î l,   f
 llţ !
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afl  gâ fb  f   î .

t   j  f vg î , îlâ-
- l î-   . efl h-
  îâ   l. F h l l
  î  î jl , îâ   f-
   .
a  , - lgl ll   
 l  g,   l 
  ţ l s.    , î 
bl   z    z blv  l 
l. n          b, î 
  f â  l. p      
    z, - ţ   î  
vv  - v   î   g   b 
  vţ.
a,     f  î  -
, î    g  î v    î  
gv blv,   î    ţ  l
 .   bl   v  s   î z
l î    v,     vb 
 î. L   ,  j l lz  
 fl     î. efl
l  l l  l  lb 
   j. m ţ   î  
vlbl l gâl  l  bbl   
,      gâ.
 z
 - î 
   
bl  lf
   l
l 
bl s,

  - îh, - b   zb î l.
s  .
d  f  l gâl    ,
     ţ     b  f.
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n v   z îâ l s. 

  v  h ţ fţl v l ţl
 î  ţ  l b, l  l 
  l fl   ,   j
î  fţ ţl . d    ,  v
  fţl   îl l ll 
   h l î   v l  l
â î . a   v bâ â l
fâl zll l. a  f z î  mânia -
g l  ţ   l ţ î lg
   bl.
c   ll    f   l, l
     lf   ţ   bl
l l dy   l fâ. ş  
l î    ţ î (    l dy)
  l.
e f   f   vţ.
n  îţlg l  v . m     
  ţ , î   l  îţlg
gll jl,  â î fâ î   
î l, jg  ţ î-   l. n  
 l   l   îâl â  . tl
   l  bl.
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În căutarea mântuirii
mâ.
t.
F.
t.
d.
a  f ţl   - f
   l s. d ţ â ,
 z   montagne-russe ţl î  l
î f îb, fţ, f  . c  
  ţ    f  j, ţ 
ţ   fl . n î   b 
 f  z ţ l.
t   -   z 
ll   l- g  v  b
hl, lv  l  l.
a l  lţ l î  lv
  l    l l. afl,  î
h, ţ, g,  mantrelor 
l hz  l l.  l  
 ţ l    l   
l î i     î l yv. dy
  l Hg Kg, â v    z
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ljb. m- vz î   , ââ   

  â  â.  l, vb l lf
zl,     f î ţ   .
m-  î l p,   ,  
  l  yg   yv  l l
   . a   l î i,  î
  -       - îbţ.
ml  -    ,   l
â  l vg    l.
 l, b  f asane ( ygh) ţ 
, l l  l l l.
a l l  zl     î
î-v    l  b.Gurul   .
n - v     . i-   
- f lz  -   f  lf,
 - :
– Cancerul   â  vâ  î  
. u l   vâ  flzz- -
lv  hlb l . Bll   lv
â   l zhlbl. n bl  
vţ î-  hlb g.
m- f  l  l l 
 gurul ,  -  lg l f
l . L fâl l  l  f v
  v, l fl     lfl. m ţ
v  -b    î    îl
g
l  dy.
l   f   l  v â 
 î î.
câ - î l Hg Kg, f lţ 
   â  b . e î  ţ
l  b â â î, â    v
z â     v ţl,   b-
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      l. t l  

  f î i    v. câ l-
v lllţ  gl  yv,   -
 
ţţ gv
 ţ  l
  .
l , o
  îb
 -
vţ    ,  l l  -
 . mlţ      lfl -
   î  fl,   ţ  îll  
( î  â  fl) î    fz 
 î ,  î  î    zţ.
pv v ll, î    
  f l  v    î î i, 
- âg   . d , - l
ţ  l l ,    
l Hg Kg.
d ,  î   flzz  -
 ţl hz (mtc),     
lg . a  î f fz,   
z î l vţ yv. s l, y-
v î îjz  blv  v vg ţ, î
  mtc î îjz   , îb 
.  l ,      v z
l   l    g.
p  îţ   l ll,  l l
l  l,   ţ   î  
fz.
 l l,
, 
l   f â
l  î l
î  j
l. s l, î l  l
zhl  l l  bl ,
â-   fvzz  lll
.  hb, î yv l l f î
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 blg  g  ,  zhl

     hlb,   l
 l  g.
a v fl   î   , 
  â   . d f,     â.
n        b  ,  
  v î v l l v  
b  î   vl lll . a
fz - l   l . d î 
 -    î ghl l,   
  î   z .
sţ v     l g   î
 l î vţ  â   f ţ  .
p g lţ ,     
vl bl  vţ . p  l ,  î 
    î lâg  l   âg b 
,      f f    l. ul
 ll   f    f fbl
î j l  l   vg  
ţ  l   karmei l, v 
f l   l f î- vţ , 
   . c  î î l
 karma,    î         f
v     b  î  . sl, 
ţ j  j.
Dacă aceasta este pedeapsa pentru faptele mele dintr-o
altă viaţă,
această Ce mai ce
 gâ,
situaţie? potaşface
putea face pentru
acum? a schimba
afl  gâ
 f  î   ţ lg  ţ 
.
c  , î    ,
gl, âzâ  fâ vţ  , h 
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 î   l,   f  

   î îgjz  llţ  z ţ l.
n   lv    î  fbl
l gâl bl
b l,î
lllţ   
l l. î vl
mlţ  -
     „jl“    fll î
    bl. e v    l
zv  f,      ţ î .
dy  gl  îţlg f   -
    ţ î zţ l ,   
î     , f- 
l  llţ. e   î zţ l 
   f  ,   î f  gj, 
    . aj    
  l lf,      vb 
bl ,  l fl lllţ    l î-
bl l fâ (,  lfl, î fl  ţ).
a ţ      î  â   î 
 l î gţ l ,  â  l  â
  ţ b,    f . rţ
î v   î   l, lb f l 
-b    î ţ l   . Fll î
   l   l â j 
 jz.
d ,  l - zl î- îh 
l l 
l ţl vţl.
,
tlâ
   îlâg
 
. cl v îgl  v,  ţ 
  f   bl    bl 
. a j  vz      blv,
f  lll ţ  vţ . ul l 
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    fl    v  î

  l…   vţ.
  ţ  z   l  ţ
î : astăzi ar putea  ziua în care roata norocului se va
schimba pentru mine. s  î v g 
î v â  fl,    ţ  
j â   z î.
dzg,  î   îb    l
â  g   â î vţ. L  l,  
 v? d z l   f,   v
  î    ,   ţ  
î   b  vţ. p , î  ţ. m
g j    îv.
   ,    l l 
fz  âg  l . câ  ,
î       zll  
h-. n         î
   lg  . e   f
v    j    -  ţ
    ţ z. p , lb  
v  l fb.
– d, z  ţ     îbţ
î ll ? l- îb  l  î- z,
  l g  - vl ţ.
ş- l v  - :
– o       j   îb.

– nl, f
     dy
 l, î l.
-  l, v-l
î h. m  l l  l  . ull g
  l -   - îlţ,  l -
â l  gv î l  lf. e 
âz h   h. cl     
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  bţ  î ll . p,

 l   lb-   , â-  
  .   .
d dy -    j   - 
l l v  -  l (- 
b âv l  âz), î    v 
 î gl. pâ  b     l v,
   vz l   -   l. p 
      v l.
- z, l- îb:
– o  ?
– c ţ    âv, -  l.
– ş , ţl. V   ,  z
l. c  v îâl  v ?
– o  v        î, -  l
 blâţ, âgâ-  .
s -  l  â  l vz
l .    ţ î v f
g,   v î ţ lâg   b 
g. n    î,   j,   
 î î l l . d î   î
 ,  î   î   f, f
  î  î hb zţ. cl  
î îg   lz. sl   v
 â  l  îâ l   v  
h   l  v.
m z
,  
 l l îl
 l ,  hl
l lfl.
d l  l  â bl,      f
  f. - , âl  v
â   îâ â  l -  , 
    l. dy   b  ghţ 
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gl, l-  î- g  - f   ll

   ,  - l l . a 
l,  î l   âl  .
mj
  ţl
î îg  
dy.  lb,
a î j
 
v h î  - f.  îgj l 
 j  î l l. m ţ vv   îl
h î  fl,      f  blgţ,
    bl. L bz  ţl
l  b    - .
L   , l  gv  î 
 bb bţl v  l,   
î  lb îgz. dy î  l
 f   î g  fll fv î
î    vg  â v,   v
f  â. ch   h   v,
l    bb . d ,  -
 ll   l       g
â  jl    l. cl   î
 î  l    vţ, 
  î    l    bţ 
l  lz îv f î ţl
. a v  hl bl, -b  
î ţ l .
c   z  l l,   
â
î.
  l,
sll  
 î 
 lv
 ţ â
  
-
,   îblv   . d ,  gj
  l      î l zl.
m  dy  î ţ l  
î l zl,  ţl   î l ţ,  
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 g        lâg  î z

 î  l .  j ţl 
    z . d , î  f
 l dy  zţ l f.
p  l ,  f    l, 
f  ţ        bl. c
 ,    z   j,
gâ-  ţ   v l    
ţ b, h  l  l .
sl,  l fl    g  
 . n      î v ll
 î . c   vb   zg
l      .
 ţ zl  1 fb 2006   î-
   v  zv   b. p 
  l ,  î     l l
 jl . a  l,   -  
lb   b,  l  -  b 
f.   z - î   l l, î l
  l  vâ l bl  v, bl 
g. d-,  ţ î      
l v  b.
Lumea nu se va termina dacă nu voi mai  eu în ea,
- gâ. Nu ştiu de ce, dar mă simt foarte bine astăzi,
din punct de vedere emoţional. Mai bine decât m-am simţit
de foarte mult timp.
 cl
- 
 ,
l ţ î  f
l. a l,
- -
       h,  l  
. ş , v  f. sţ   lz
 ţ l    - gţ â  
vţ. p   â   â, lâ- l 
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â gţ  . Bl   ,   

ţ g  î  î fâ l. m- f-
 î-  f.
a  z ţ,  2 fb,  - 
h h. m âz  -   îgl  
  î-  h. dy -  
v   l-   . a -    
l l.
e î fâ  l  - îh bl 
l.
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cll 7
Părăsirea acestei lumi
j    
î  
 
   gţ l l, l
 l. 
sţ
  îz   î     ţ 
b. câ  j l l   î , 
   -   v   . n 
ll l  î f  gl l,  
 gb  l l â  l  
l. F v  l l  â
,    h  gţ l  
fl. F ţ     î- ţ  
   î  , îâ  
   ţ ,   ll
ll. d f, h    l,  
  g î l l. c  b 
   l l dy   î l ,
lz î  l.
câ dy l-  î  l  î z î
   î ,  -     l l 
   b h l  Hg Kg, î  v
    h  l     
 îl v  l. d ,     â 
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 î  l,  v â    

h  .
câ l lg ( f) - vz, fţ  
 vzbl l   îl ţ.
– ch   ţ v  
b, -   l dy,       . e
 âz      lv.
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v    v  v ,   -
z . n  v v.
m-     îbţz  ,   âgâ  
î     b. n  îţlg    
 f  l. d       l
? d  z l, l g, î ţl î
  
gâ-  
î
îbţz ţl
b   b
   ?
 l ,
d z gvţ ţ, ţ  h  l
 lg. d   ,   l
      î jl  â î 
 z b. n î   fl l 
ţ blg,    fţl,  
 l   â  -  fl gl
z. av  l  l   ţ,  î
    percep   îâl,    îbţz
 ţ  l,      fuzionat  l
 jl .
ml lg     h l
 -   g   l  lbl 
92
lg  - f  g l. av

l j   fl îâ    î, l fl
 .  z ,     v,
lâ  -  l    -  î.
e î   l bl  g, 
â  j l lbl  lg   g
- f ,  l   f  î l mri.
  âv   î      î.
– V g,  î ţ   g! n  
î  ! V g,  f! n   !
o    fţ  l! l- z  dy
gâ.
– tb  f  l, l, - l
l  lg. n v fţ gj. V  â 
blâ . p z 30   f g,  
v fl g î .
-v, lgl -   l mri l
 30-40     î    g 
fţ,   -    bg î î . d
,    f l. câ   ,
-   g î ll   v.
eh l  f   -  î , l
 gţl l dy     b. m- f
 fl f     b,
b vl  l fl l.
 jl l   f    g, fl
îâ
,llţ ţ
 l dy,ţ î ll
  -  v.
 ld
î
l l.
a bv  l - g l 
l  vț  -l  l f , lv
l  b  g, î v  fz  glz 
93
l ,   l b. d l

   ,  l l   
î   âgl  ll. p  î 
  b  jg â î ,   
  h lfl,     ţ l
î  g î lâ. al - h f
  î bg bl  h,   - vz v
 î lvzz  y  - ţ h.
ş â  vz,     f
vz . d h  z  îh,  f
      î jl , â l ll
l. pţl l    â    f
z   -  fl  ţl l z. e
        î jl , 
    ţ . L  ţ  ţ
l, l  ţ   î fţ ţ l.
Danny şi mama arată atât de trişti şi de speriaţi. Mi-aş
dori să le pot spune că nu mai am dureri. Mamă, te rog, nu
mai plânge! Mă simt bine! Sunt chiar aici, lângă tine!
ch  î jl   îâl f l
l,    î flzz ţ  l 
 l  â l l   l.
– n-  g vl, - g  .  
ţ   v. s-  l. o, ţ-v l
bţl . n   l   l. cl    
bb bţl v  v v.

Pare
atât de l
lipsitdel
speranţă,-
bb.
gâ. Cred că
are de gând să renunţe, şi nu îl pot învinovăţi.
– a lâ l  lh. s î î l l
. V b  -l   lâ,    
 .
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d  , l  vb  l lg.

m  l   l ţ  l  l
 ,      v 
  ţ ţ ,     .
d h l ţ  , î 
    ţ   l, îâ  î 
  . ch     ţ 
l vl z,  l      îâl
î jl   ţ    lb     
ţ  â .
Uau! E incredibil! Mă simt atât de uşoară şi de liberă!
Ce se întâmplă? Nu m-am simţit niciodată atât de bine, în
viaţa mea! Nu mai am nevoie de tuburi şi de scaunul cu
rotile. Mă pot mişca liber, fără niciun ajutor! Iar respiraţia
nu mă mai apasă. E uimitor!
n ţ  l    ţl fţ
 l   l  vţ  z  l 
l. p   -  ţ . m 
     v   gz
 zţl   l . m ţ lb
   ţ bl. dl, ţ  fţl
 f ! e l î lgl . n-
    ţ v â  b.
p f  z î l   î
l   î  l -  f z,
   î fâ lb. m    g 

ţ î vţ
 v
 lz  zţ
 î  l
lbţ!
lm
î
l … f      l b.
dv,    bl l,    
  f l     l. n 
     fl  îl  z  ţl
95
 â  l   , l v 15  

ll î   .
– n   f   ţ v,
l mj. ogl   î   fţz.
a    lâl î îgl  lf,
 l bz l  â  j  b. cl 
 l  ; l fl  lâ. Lzl   l î
z. n v        .
n îl  vz    .
a vz  dy  hb l fţ  z
l  -    î  g: „Sunt bine, iubitule,
sunt bine! Nu-ţi mai face griji. Nu-l asculta pe medic. Ce
spune nu este adevărat!“ n   î. n - z
 . dy    z.
– n v   . n  g  , 
 dy.
d    l   l , 
   î jl l. cl  l î 
 dy     f    ţ l
gâl   v .
Iubitule, mă auzi? Te rog, ascultă-mă! Vreau să ştii că
sunt bine!
d î  - l ţl î   jl
l , - z      , 
    f  g - l   
  î l f. sţ  l 
 
f   î
f  lzz  l  f  
ll.
   ţl l  g,  -
  l îj,    l  -
ţ l,   î  l îgl ţ, â â
   ţ  fţ î   l l.
96
Am devenit astfel una  l, lv  ţl 

 l. e f    hbl 
v  fl   ,  l   
l   ţ   (     î
ll ). a   z   fţ
ţl   -  ţ . e   l.
sl,  v   zţ l a,
fl ,    î- v, l âv   l
ţ, v   v. pv- fţ îgj, 
ţ   l   î  ţl  î l
  f î l z.
O, uau! Uite-l pe Anoop! Este într-un avion. De ce pare
atât de îngrijorat? S-ar zice că vine la Hong Kong să mă
vadă!
  l  - simţit gb   jg l
. a ţ   ţ   - 
 l.
O, bietul meu Anoop. Este atât de îngrijorat pentru mine
şi doreşte să ajungă înainte să mor. Nu-ţi face griji, Anoop.
Te voi aştepta. Nu trebuie să te simţi grăbit! Nu mă mai doare
nimic, dragul meu frate!
m-    îl  îbţ   îl g   
b,    îţlg     .
Sunt aici, frate!
m-    l  z   
î   l. e f  â  l
l-  î  l       
.
L fl   î, â fţ   -
 fl   î   g î î 
l z,  l l gâl    -
v   l  ,  ţ  
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 v . o  â  ţl l lg

  ţ  î  vlz, ţ 
 l ,    ţ lb  
. rlz      l   
î l f   l  f î  h
 ll.
c â  l  l,  â    
   l  ţ. d f, 
    l b. dv,   
f l. sl,    l 
 l    l  ,  
l     z .
a  fl   l   î   ,
   î   ţ   l z. tl 
ţl    l,  ţ  v  
î   l. n  ţ  lb
   ţ . szţ      
  lfl î v â   b f g,
bl     l   f. o  
z   lb  l      
l  b,    fţl    l
v bl.
p      î l ţ î l
 l, v    îg l, 
ţ  l l ţl fţ  l
g   l z î  l. a f îj
  b
f, lţ  
 iubire necondiţionată  gţ.
 d
f b
 ,   v  f fl â  
îâ   -   ţ. c 
 bl z    - â v  bl -
fâ,     zţ bl  lb.
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n  ţ      l zic î l .

szţ   gb  trezire. e    - 
z - v â. sl  î lz î fâ
ţ bl, lâ- l l  l  
 îg l z. dv   î   , â
â  j  l î  îg ţ z, 
     l î- l l,  
l  ţl, lzâ-l î l .
m- ţ l î b, b, z 
. n -   g   b
  â  . m ţ  lb   v
â f v  â. Ştiam    îâl
î ll z,  l vţl  fl  
,   v l   l   l.
a zţ l  l î- l
 l,   vl     . Iubirea
ţ,   bl, vl    ,
  l    v. e 
b   j   ,     b 
f  l         v
  .
s   ,  v  
zţ l ,    z  î , 
 zţ - f  l â   z
  bl.
Tată, eşti aici! Nu-mi vine să cred!
n 
gândeam. d f,-z
 l v.
ţ m 
ţl gb l
l
vl,    î  l l l 
  ţl.
Da, sunt aici, scumpa mea, şi am fost dintotdeauna aici,
lângă tine şi lângă întreaga noastră familie! – - 
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. n l  -   v,    ţ,

 l- îţl f.
a   ţ b l , s,
       î. pzţ l
 - l          â 
z. e    -  îbţ,  - ţ
  f. a ştiut    f l
   l  î    v  
zţ l, - lgl îg l bl.
e     zţ l ţ
î jl . n l ,     b
f l   î   jz. a îţl  -
 l    l, îjâ-   b
, h     f   .
m- b  îâl  ţ l s, 
î l f l - lgl l  -  
 . n  ţ  lv â   
b ţ, â   â    . ş
, ţ   fz    l s,   am
devenit una  . c  z,  îţl   
 l  , l  ţ  g .
d  î  fl l  ţ z, v
 ţ l,      v  l  ţ
,  l   â l     bţ.
av  v f  360  g   v
îgl   jl . d  l  
  â,
d-, l 
z -
 îh.
f l.
tl î      f, 
 ţ  l î l.  
 l, zl  vl î l . d f,
 v   l l   l
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vţ. d l, î-   î v  fţ

  â , fţ    f . ş
, ţ      l a,   î
 ţ     . n  â
î-  l bzvl, î-   î- l
      l . L î- lb 
h  l bl,   v gj  a
î   ţ  l l â.
    zţl    
    , vâ gj  fţl 
 b  â    ţ ,   - 
l     vţ anterioară. d  l  
v î-v ţ , î    
    aici şi acum.
c l v, l   l l, l fl  
pâ. m   z vţl 
  îâl,   â   f -
 z l   î l.
d î   ţ l  -
l, zl  vl   j l,  -
v,   l  ll,   
   z    fz. svţl-
 l   v î f l l,  î
  z  l  g  îţl 
 .
cl  ţ z  lz, ţâ-
  flz
  
  î l 
  ,
, lz
â 
l l. al ţ  î   î
l ţl îj, lâ-  l  
   jl hl, hl  l lll
g l ţl. câ   -  b ţ
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l  ţl,    î l î

l.
a l   ţ  l,
 bl
fl l.cl
 v î v,
 - î 
  
vâ.
Universul chiar are o logică! –  lz. În sfârşit
înţeleg! Acum ştiu de ce a trebuit să mă îmbolnăvesc de
cancer!  l    f     
îâl     zl,  v  f
 l î  . a îţl     
  vţ –   f l    l- 
 â - -.
Cum se face că înţeleg dintr-odată toate aceste lucruri?
–    . Cine îmi oferă toate aceste informaţii?
Dumnezeu? Krishna? Buddha? Iisus? ş ,  f
l  lz fl  dz   
inţă,   stare existenţială… iar eu mă aam acum exact
în această stare!
m- vz vţ     î- ţ ,
  l   l. t lll  
l  lţl l, lv  vţ   
ţ- î-   î ll. afl,   
î z  ,  ,  fl ,  ţl
    lll    - 
l,
Uau,f 
există chiar î-
şi un 
r care măzv Billy,
leagă de gv.
colegul
meu de clasă care m-a abuzat în copilărie!
t    ţ     
vţ l  â . e î z  g ,
   ţl   g  bl.
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c  z,  îţl    (fţ 

 î, fţ  lll   vţ   fţ
 vţ î)  î f î ţ .
    lv  lv   f 
b,    î  l  l! sl,
î î  llţ      ,  
  ţz î    . a l
  vz îgl uv  , ș 
-    v  pâ, ș     v 
 .
a î    l,  îţl   
    z î  . Iată-mă! Nu
mai am un corp, o rasă, o credinţă sau alte convingeri… dar
continui să exist! Atunci, ce sunt? Cine sunt? Nu mă simt în
niciun fel redusă sau diminuată. Dimpotrivă, nu m-am simţit
niciodată atât de măreaţă, de puternică şi de omniprezentă.
Hm, chiar că nu m-am simţit niciodată în acest fel!
a,   v    l l z
b,  ţ     ,  nu 
 l  l l  gl. dv, 
ţ   ţ    â l 
z, l  ,       
    v    - . c l
 v  î  ll ţ!
Cum de nu am observat niciodată până acum toate
aceste trăsături ale mele? – - îb.
pv 
  
 z vţ l
-  â
f  , 
v 
  î l  fţ.
Ce viaţă am mai avut şi eu! Oare de ce a trebuit să u
întotdeauna atât de dură cu mine însămi? De ce m-am criticat
tot timpul? De ce am simţit nevoia să mă autopedepsesc? De
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ce am fost incapabilă să îmi susţin punctele de vedere şi să îi

arăt lumii splendoarea suetului meu?
De ce a trebuit să îmi reprim inteligenţa şi creativitatea
naturală pentru a le face pe plac altora? Ori de câte ori am
spus da în condiţiile în care doream să spun nu, m-am trădat
pe mine însămi! De ce m-am călcat tot timpul în picioare
doar pentru a obţine aprobarea celorlalţi oameni, în loc să
u eu însămi? De ce nu mi-am urmat suetul atât de frumos
şi de ce nu mi-am susţinut propriile adevăruri?
De ce ne este atât de greu să înţelegem acest lucru
atunci când ne aăm în corpul nostru zic? De ce nu am
realizat niciodată că noi nu trebuie să ne criticăm şi să ne
minimalizăm singuri?
 ,  ţ l î-  
b    ţ. m v  lţ
h   î   lz     ţl
   î uv. sll f  
î  l l  v l  gg,
lzâ  . n b  f v  
 v l   b   b. m  
b ţ  ll v  , 
 l,   ţ.
a lz - l  ,  
z î  b    g   
  b,  b     v   
b  fţ. d ,     z  

vzl. s  ţ b ţ  ll
 .
ţlg fl   ţ ,  
ţ bl,  h , - f 
. a îţl   z   
vl ţ l. e  î-  g
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 l, v   l l   l

ţ. n   î fţ gl 
   f.
a v     ţ ţ. n
 vb      l  l
v,     v  l tot   î
uv: ţ , ll, ll, l, ţ,
l, bl   îgl . a îţl
 îgl uv  v  îz   ţ,
lzâ îg vţ  îg . t   
ţ tlţ ,    lbl  î
. c ţ  fţ l l ţ  
  ţz tl lv.
s l,  îţl  vţ   l dy
 â lg  l l    v ,  
v  î  . a lz l  h 
ll -  , fţ g  bl
 -   .
a îţl    bl     
  gl    -,   karma gv
g  ţl l ,    z â
. F  ţ î  blţ ,
 l l î    z gl
 zl, lgl  gâl  îg 
vţ. nl l  ș   ll -
f b f l  - .
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O realitate innită, dar absolut

fantastică
d î  g î  î î ţ

î j ţ, î l   v bl 
 fz     - v
  . t   f   lz l f
 l lg. d f,    b  
ţ ţ   î   .
s l, gz-ţ  z f  
î, î    l zţ â  l. t 
   ţl    îj    
v l l lb  l l.  zl î  ţ
v, îl ţ vl g,  l fl  b ţ   îl
g,    î  ll v  .
el   l,  z l l  l-  î. n
h bl l  l   î 
 .
â ţ ţ
î f l.
îb    l
sgl l, 

 l ţ v  l   l g z l
l,       l  â  l
  l  j.
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c   f vţ î ll z. n 

 â l â  l   
flz l  ţ    îţlg  v
â     fl.
 , gz-ţ  v  l
î îgl z. p   ţ v   
  î ,       ţ- g .
Ll  b,  ţl  , glb, v
 lb  z, l  l ll   
l- vz , î- l fbl.  l, î
z    z bl,   vz 
 ţl,      z v.
nl l  î- b  l
,  îţ   ,  lâ,  l, 
g,  lv   . J l lg  l
l,    f   f bl,
hâ, , l, l, l, j 
bb,   b , l  
vţl,   v   lţl l. 
f lz b   z jb 
  l, v l  â ll.
V, l, fz  l
zl  l  ţ   ţ. n ţ v
l ,        l ,
l  l  îţ lz  ţl  ţl.
ţ  î   f  g - l v,

  ţ
bl
f, -
 
 vz  î z
  l
l  l.
ţlg      â   
l  z â  â zl 
l   îj. rlzz    ţ
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O realitate innită, dar absolut fantastică
f     l  ll. p 

l , l   l ll v. obv â l
   l- vz   î z. n ţ-
g 
 fbl,    fbl;
 l â l, 
 , 

   î fţ , l  l   l 
j. ch  bl   l  îţ  î î-
 f. d , h  l ţ   l  
  l.
ch  l  v g   î z,
 -ţ v   l v  îţlg  
l bâ, gl   fţ ţ l
    zţ fbl  ţ  
  -. a  ll  
î z   v  g    . a
 l       î ,  
î  ţ v  l ll    blţl
    î fţ , â î  î  îg
   l l    bv  jl
l. p , â    
l l    î l   l
. d-, vţ   ţ  
,  l l ţ v   v
f.
a    : -    
  îţlg
lâ  î l
   l,
 ţ. vâ
c  
z,
 îţl    l.
a v   zţ f  -
l  l  ,     -  îb-
ţ.
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Tată, parcă aş  ajuns acasă! Sunt atât de fericită că

mă au aici. Viaţa pe Pământ este atât de dureroasă! –-
.
Bine, dar eşti întotdeauna acasă, scumpa mea, -
 l l. Te ai întotdeauna aici şi nu îţi vei
putea părăsi niciodată cu adevărat căminul celest. Aş vrea
să îţi aminteşti acest lucru.
ch  î l   - ţ î
f   l ,     ţ 
b l ţ  gl  .  l
vţ l z, - ţ  f  îl
l     f   fz l ll
,    l  â,  - f  
  l  ,     g î
 .  l  l  lz î 
l  ţl z   ţl  l
ll, gl l  l    b
ţ.
pl ll   l-    î
l vţ   ,  f  lv 
ţ . n   l   z
 . a vl     
     ţ î l  l. sg
l     f     b
ţ   -  l l. d ,
   î vţ , - ţ ţ  î
gţ î zţ
î zţ  l
j î. m!
fâ   bl,
c       vbl,  
gb  fl  îţlg . d f,   
îl înţelegeam  l ,  h deveneam una  l. c
 z,  îţl     l  fl
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 î ţ     ţ l,   ţ-  

j-  ,    f l   î l
ţ l,   î  l  bl.
d-,  v   fl  ţ
l      :
Scumpa mea, aş vrea să ştii că nu a sosit încă timpul tău
să te întorci acasă. Depinde însă numai de tine dacă doreşti
să vii cu mine sau să te întorci în corpul tău.
Bine, dar corpul meu este bolnav, secătuit şi măcinat
de cancer! –  f l gâ  -   .
De ce m-aş întoarce în acel corp? Nu mi-a provocat decât
suferinţă, şi nu doar mie, ci şi mamei şi lui Danny! Nu văd
niciun rost să mă întorc în el.
c  -   l     
b ţ    ţ  â  b
îâ    gâl    .   
â -  î  .
c  - îâl l  f g  
î v. p   , f   lţ î
flz ţ,    î fţ .
p  l , l v l lv. p 
l   .
  l ,  î f lz
   gl l   fţ, f 
 îl  î-  l.   l
zll lzl  l  î  z
: 
î l l.
zl   î
î  
lg l
  l,
zll lzl    î l 
fţ gl l.  zl î   î 
î  pâ, lzl     gl l
 î  fţz.
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 l , -       î.

a v    l l  z
b  - z   â-l   l
dy     z bl gl.
  ,  - :
Trebuie să te opreşti aici, scumpa mea. Dacă vei merge
mai departe, nu te vei mai putea întoarce.
-v,  v   ţ 
h î fţ ,       z.
e  gb  g vzbl  l  vl
g fl f î l. ş   v
 l h,    l  î. t
lgl l  l z   f î 
,   l-   l g  
  v    î fţ gl
 z  l  lfl.
ib   ţ   l ţ
 l,    î   lv â 
  l h,    b  
 l. dv   ţ    ţl 
l v,  f  z l, fţl,
l  gl l.
m- flz ţ  ţ fl l
l zl lb v  ţ l. L- vz 
dy îgâ- l î l    ţâ-
â g. cl   zg  . m  î
,
âl l lb 
 , l fţ

hâ.Fl
jg a  l
l .
      î  ţ l
z   fl l,  ţ     
   ţ. a  î   l
f  l f  g - l 
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,    f. ş  h    

    î, l v â   
b   î    vţ.
 l î   l z  -  l
î l  l,  v     vl
l vl.
a    v   îţl   
-  ţ bl  l l,  
     î î l ,  - 
v ,  î â  î l,  î zl! Ştiam
   v  g      
   î î l !
Cum este posibil aşa ceva? e   
vlţ    îţlg  .
a lz   l    â  
  l  ţ. aâ  â l  
  ţ  bl      -
--, l   â   
l f, vâ- .
d v î   l, -   
   l    b  ţ … S-ar
părea că am o misiune de îndeplinit. Dar care anume? Cum
o pot descoperi?
a îţl    v b     l,
     v vl g. a 
 j    ,  z  , 
vl
 gâ
î   j
lzz  .
l.n b
tb 

 l ll  vlz  l .
p  v  l    h
,   b  f  să u eu însămi! c
 z,  îţl  î ţ   ,  
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  b  f vreodată  f    î, f 

 j  f    „f“.  l , 
îţl  î ţ ,   lţ  b
  . Noi suntem iubire pură –   . ş
    lfl,  v  -   tl
  î î l ? a lz  
  l î   b    
   ,  b  l  l  l
 l l!
câ    vlţ ,  f
flg. a îţl fl    v   
î  v  llţ    b  .
pâ   îţl   l,  
   bl  v. d   ţ u,
fţ l l tlţ,    lv â b
ţ, î  esenţa noastră este iubirea!
a  l  l vţ:    îţ,  îţ 
vl     b  .
c  -   vlţ,   s
- :
Acum că ai înţeles adevărul inţei tale, întoarce-te şi
trăieşte-ţi viața fără teamă.
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Realizarea miracolului
    z î l, fl   ţ 

v   î gl,   î     î
   î  ll l l vţ. a l
l p, î i,  v l-    l  gţ
 vj   î zv  zb  Hg Kg. d f,
ţ  gţ â   îâ - zv zbl h
  z. agl -    zbl  p
  z  j zv,     l lb
l    l  mb. a l- zv f 
z   îh      -   
    vl  Hg Kg.
câ dy    l fl   -l
f      -   v â 
,  , m, -  l lf  - 
 a   j  .
dâ-  â  gv   , m, 
 b,  gz  l  g  g  
 ţ  v .
 , ,  î Hg Kg, b î 
 î j l ll, gâ- l shv  vţ
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. s ţ j,   lv    f.

d , -  l ll h (l    â
 l),   l  l ,  b 
  ll  -  î  l  g,
   î  l l zţl Kh,
shv  Gh,   ll l  î l
v. m -  l    î fţ l  f
l, vb-l  g- l î zţ l.
sl,    fl   L, l
v,  gz  g  g l b . i-
v l ţ   gl - g l 

.
   z î   l   l,
  fll  b  î   g,    
bţ, ţl   l    î  l h
  lâg       î l l.
– m v â  l l  f î,
 , l- z  dy â-. t g,te
rog, v î. a    î , h 
v b   z
a   vţ îg
îg. , v î
l l,      l 
ţ,  î     v î.
Dragul, iubitul meu Danny. Sper că vei şti întotdeauna
cât de mult te iubesc, - z    î .
Te rog, nu-ţi face griji pentru mine. Sunt bine. Aş dori să îţi
pot povesti tot ce am aat aici. Corpul a cărui mână o ţii nu
sunt eu. Vom  întotdeauna împreună, conectaţi de-a lungul
eternităţii. Nimic nu ne va putea despărţi vreodată, chiar
dacă voi muri la nivel zic. Totul este perfect aşa cum este.
Acum ştiu acest lucru, şi vreau să îl înţelegi şi tu.
p l 4:00 ţ l    î vl,
       v . dy   î ,
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v    fâl,      l.

al   vl,    l l- h 
. a - î l  - b  .
a  20    l  jg. a -
 l dy  lâ   lţ  lh 
  î  l l . L-  
l      gl  ll. câ
    g     lg, l
-  l   î lâ     l 
lh,   l- gl î g. a  ţ 
- , â â î g -    l 
lh,   -  l  .   v
l,     .
sţl      l âl  ţ
 î l zl   , vgh î ţ
l  ţâ-  â.
Fl    l Hg Kg î  -z
 l-   dy   ,  lfl  bl.
dy - :
– n     l hl,   îţ l bgjl. i
   v  l l. n  â  z.
a, a  v  l l, â-
lv bgjl.
oh   î   h  l 4:00 -
,  v î  f îţ. d-b 
 î      lâg   dy, 
- –z v:
a v!
p bl  f. e   3 fb, l
 30      î . a z 
v fl    î  î zâb.
– B, ! B  v  !
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 ţ  l b î v.

– a   jg!  l. ş    v.
t- vz î v.
p  ,    l î  l
. Fl     l f    î
v. m    l, zâb- î   î
l â î  . m ţ  fz,    
f î      î     
  î l  l.
V - v   î   l  -
 v  b fl. a vz vlz l a î
l l, lâg .
ml   î l    ,  l
   v z.
– B  v! n- f  ţ gj  !
– B . m b  v v, l 
ch, -  z.
– c - ? - îb l .
– d v- vz  v. n ţ
v l  -  l  lâ î
l ţ    g?
p  . m- :
– B,   f î  î  l . oh  
îh!
a ţ  zlg  g   :
– e î-v  z l. n   
 vb.
v z,  v
t vzll
l  bl
lzlfl
 l

 h,   g - l fţ.
p   lţ.
– B,    v î  fţz  ,
-  l, ţ- î  fz.
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– n v    , - g b .

ch. a f v   . a h-,
-  l,     ll.
Fl  l  f    vl â
 vz  l . i- lţ  ţ l
 vl b, î    .
d l l ch, -  ţl :
– d   f â    l- ? d
l- vz î    . n  f l l  ţ-
  gl l  î   fţz   
 v â âv   ?
– c   z  l? - îb dy.
n    î  l. a   vţ
 , l  12  ţ!
– n  ,   îţlg  ,   j
zll l lz h î  v l,
-  .
d  î ţ,  zţ î j 
îţlg  - îâl v  .
 zll    l- v bl fl
l   - îâl î l  l, lv f
l l  - îâl î l, î    
 î . L-   ad verbatim vţl
  l-    î l,     
î ll   l ll. L-  l 
l  - f   - 
 
z   l  l- lz,  
 .
L- v l lg  fl l â
 g - f      î   f 
l l  î l ţ,   ţl  
   l. a vz   l
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 ll  gţ  l,   v î fg,

  l   î  l . L-
 l î  ll, lv  l  -
îâl,   l - l î-   .
a  h      î 
 â  f  î l. L-  l :
– al  l     vl l -
. a    bţl l     
   l     l  ,   î
 bl  î g v v    h
v. d f, l l    l h  
 î.
Fl  -  z  l,   âz
   l-  v  bb, â-:
– s   z  vâ   l- , 
  î  g vl. ş-      l
  ţ   î.
– n v      z! d  î
! -   l,   âz -  
fz z  l l  bl.
L   zl      , 
-     gl l  î 
fţz î  l, l zţ  l
  -  bl. e   ,
  l-  l  î  bl l,
îâ   h g. ul   lg
gl
, 
ţâ  bţl
 bb î  v.
be 

 , â   g  â g.
L  l, gl l î l fţ
l. ml    g  -    
g  ll, bl î v    .
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tbl l  bbl l  fbl -

  bl l   .    
  jg î  â  h. p -
l ll
 î  h  
 gv. lh, 
d , z
jg -
l gâl
î  î   ,  l  â. d
, -b     l.
d  -  bl, l l-  l l
   b h l      î
l  fţ  bbl îghţ. a   
-  l gâl ,    - g f
 f  f fl    . Fţ  - l
â  z  g,  dy  j  î 
    îghţ  fv  l.
câ lll  lg - f vz  ,
l  -   z.
– tl l  z vzbl î   zl! 
l l î l. i l gll -
 l j!
a  z - f    g, 
îâ . m -      
 f j. p j   î f î , 
b  î j l  ,   î 
lb  -l ţ g    lg 
. e î  î   b   .
d-b
a,  
 v vb î
 f fl
., îb 
m l,   l z,   l- g
 dy  î  p-l. d z bl  l
l      l   lzl  
gâ,      ,   dy  
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l   h  b ţ   l- z l l

l.
d    f, î   l l
 f l,    lb    
j     z.  gţ  f î 
l,  z  b   l l   
, j . L  v   - 
   v   â  zv. p  l
   v .
m ţ    l. d   b 
z,  îghţ   ţl  fl , â
  f. n    j  ,  l  
 f î-       
â .
F î î ll   v,  
    b   î j  llţ
ţ,   gv blv! Fll  î-
   lâg  z    âl   z
î    .
– n      f  ! -  . ch î
l   vz. n       î 
 l. czl    l   !
  -  z,  f f î- 
b, î   g  î  l
l z, âzâ  f !
l  îl (h f l),  î  îţlg
  -îâl
î  f.
î   câ ţ
ll  - l, 
 
 . ebţ   î  lz  ţ
l gâl     fţ  lb l
 l. p  l ,     f
 ,   ţ   î   b
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      fl . plâg l, 

ll l  î gl  gl  b.
p , ţ      
   ţ â ,    b fl
l,    ,  l   llţ b
 ll l. sţ  b bl 
ţ    îgj î- fl  ll  
f v  . n  flz   
 fţ. m ţ      
vl f f  îţlg  ţ  ţ 
 gâ,      î  .
pl    lâg f,  l   
  f f,   - îb  
     v f. m-     
vz l   v ,   - gb
 î   z:
– d, !
a - j    î f,  â 
v  f, h  -   . a î
 lâg. n lz â   ll   l 
âv z ţ   î   l, î Hy
Vlly.
a    v, î l  -
f l  fzl l  l l. d ,
  f   î  l, l  
f  î   ţ.
p, 
 l v
 îîl fţ
g p
 l.  fl
v
l  l    l  v  
l  â   ah Fg!    v 
l î h  j â  b, - ţ
    îg l.
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O, Doamne, nu-mi vine să cred,- gâ, â-

-. Iată tramvaiele, parcul, clădirile din copilăria mea.
Ce mesaj cutremurător! Este evident că am primit o a doua
şansă, că o pot lua de la început!
d gl  fţ î    fl,
 bl ,     . tl
   f,    -   l 
    î vţ. cll    
l â  l     l î
 î h     l-   vz  â
. a v ll  fţ , lv  î 
 , l  fţ l, î  g â  
â  l, vl   â  l
l, l   ,   î lb â
  f . tl  f,  î
g v   l. sl  fţ 
      ,        
vz v  f î vţ!
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Dovada vindecării
L âv
v zl 
 î   
z, f   lh.
- î 
  z î   î  g,   -
 â l b, fl îâ    v î gl.
pv   hl,  -    l
. a f l       â
- ţ î.
a g-     l g  âv
l      v î gl. a  
    î g    v. 
      l, h   î
  b, l bjl î   l,  
gâ v  bj , h b h , 
  lz   l. m-  î fţ
 l g   î  lâg.
n lâg - gl . fţ 
z      î l . sţ
  l ţ        â
v  l ţ   î   jl. a
ţ  bl    f. p v î
 h    fţ   fţ    
   î  ţ.
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Cum am putut îngădui să acumulez atât de multă

angoasă? Cum mi-am putut provoca singură atât de multă
suferinţă?
d,    î v g 
 fţ. m-  fţ  gl  â  -
f    -  f  .
m  f ț î lg  v
, îâ     î  f  l
l. d , î f z l l
 h   - l    î
f âv â  .
câ v  î z l, -
l â g   lh  l f-
z. p  fl  g   l ,  l
: „otraVă“. al îl    
 ţ, fl îâ   b v   -
ll bţ h. n   l jz î 
î   v  î v.
  ,  f b   v v 
h. m î  l 
vl l,   v  - f  vgl
l. e    vbl. n   
g,   v   - j 
î v      â  lţ !  
bl,   f l  fl f 
l h. tţ      v
l b
m ţ  gţn
v. î

l.
  bl
,   ,   h,  fll î 
 ţ î  î  l    
 î    f teama. p  l , î
  ţ      f  
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î     âl l  l 

   vz vâl „otraVă“   l  
  gl      î vl
l, l   g g l j 
 â î      ,  -
   gţ. efl hlg   f  î
 ţ,   â  l  l
j â .
a,  ţ vbl. e  
z    l î l  l    î
î  l    â  -  îâl
î l z.
m - f    lz l 
- f  g  l     îâl
î l , fl îâ  î  z î 
z l h. a  îv
ţ l,    v v  lzl l
   vg   v,     
j  v  zll  lz. a   f
  b v  v l. m  v
  î l  lb      â
 l,    z lzl    
â, fl îâ     î  fţl.
câ  ţ  40  klg  b  î
 g l î     l
  ţ hgl .
Lzl
  zll
l l.
 ,  ţ
d , 
      v  l , 
  vţ . cl   v
    g g. d ,  f  
 lz î ţ   vlz ţ.
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a    l l    

   v g, îb  l 
   bţl v  î  .
m
ţ î 
 ţ, fgl 
 l-  
  -
l -
  î ţ   î z zl l â â
v         -
ţ. -v,     v h  .
L  zl    f   l  -
v,  î    v  , f  î
   lb ţ  l ll î
  ţ v    h. pl    
   îl    f  b  v -
. p  f    î 
  g l bz     g v.
ul  l  l lfl î ll
  z v . d , 
   lzl    , â
     b  î z
 î  z.
    z î    zll.
ml   î   îţ   îg h
l  â f . m- :
– a  zll b  v   î gl.
p    l zl, - ţ ţ
îgj.
– d ? c - îâl?
mb fl l     î   
l  ţ  l fl  îgjţ.
– n   l î v , - 
l.
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– a,   bl?  îb dy. n

î  l   l    f  
l vll v ?
– n,
  bl,
. tb- 
  îll.
g, cl 
â 
v  bl,     z    î
z.
d ,      v l
l  l   lb  lg 
ţ. p zl  âz  v zll. a 
gv.  v        .
L zl vl, - ţ  v  â.
nlâ- v,  -   lzz
 b  ll lf,     l.
iţl, l  ţ  l l -   z
  l : „n, nu     l lz. e
l ,   ştiu   vţ g nimic î l!“
m   î  , -l
l    î     â -  l
l   âv zl î. d ,  l z
  l f  l, f   fl   v
g , â- fl   î l v.
– Fţ  ţ , -  l,
 v  ţ     lz 
â   v vg  v. e  j
zll
ml!
   âv zl    f
î  b ll lf,   
ţ hgl .     f
 l lg,  l b  fl 
h   l  - g l 
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 l lf, â-l  l   l

hg  îl  .
       lbl  lg,
 bv  gl f î z  l î
l   î-  l. t  zţ
l. rlgl l- l     v
gâl     l,    î 
â- f. a    ţl ll
l gâl,      fţ. p fţ  - î 
 f, bl  fz.
a l   gl  ,  -
î  . m- îb   fl l
 -  bl. a f  ,  
   l  î   . m- 
 l, l  bl.
– e l î gl? l- îb.
– n     , - .
– d ? c - îâl? (c b …).
– sz-  l.
s-  l  lf    l- z vb
 l  lg.
– n  îţlg , -  l. rgl 
 îgl  lf l   f  
  â,     g  l
lf      g â  â ţ
l.
u-
î, zâb 
 - :
 - l fţ. câ l -
– B! ţlg    l!
– n â  , - l l. ml 
lg insistă  g  l lf  b 
   bl     l  î l
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. cl    . d , v b 

g  l î- l   ,    gâl.
 l, -   l lf  gâ, 
   f . a f  g 
hg,  l - f  z  î 
ll  gâl  -  ll.
oţ  f f b z ll,   
 l . n - l l zţl
 f   l- ţ â hgl - 
ll.      l   â
- z . d-,   - l  
 f  v  l    -     h
â  b!
L fl  â , zll    î l
       .
d ,  î  z h l  -
 l  l  bţ h.  
    v     îl  
v. n      â  î
l. d     lz   l ,
 â  l  â  f   fl 
   î . m  -  î,
â  ţ  - f     -
  . c  b, - 
  î     â  f  l l.
– d  ţ g     î l
, 
îb .   b     f? -
– sll f   g l  î 
   . ţ     î- fz
l â  f  l l,    â
î ! -  .
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 l  , - f  g l

   z (pet),  zll   f
   îl    f  ,  
  ţ î fâ l .
c   l l    f j 
 , jl   l f  hgl
lz î ţ  -  v ,
 l l - v g.
p   9  2006, l  â 
  î l,  f . p g 
l l,  î  v v  ţ j
   l. m  î-   f â 
 â  l, îâ   -  bţ 
 î     : „oh l . pacienta
nu are Voie să iasă La cumpărături sau să
participe La petreceri timp de ceL puŢin şase
săptămÂni!“
c î  î  l l!? d 
â  âz,  z   ,   
16 ,    fl l l  fv,
B l Jy,   b î 
 vţ.  â ,    26 ,
  l   . s 
l ,     ,    
b    . m l  â, 
 vţ b    b, î-   f
 b.
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lucrurile, ar trebui să i moartă!“
L âv â    l 
 î    vl   
, îâ  l  î . m v ţ 
 ţl l   v    
   l.
d   -  î fţ  l,   ţ
f v  v  l  â  vz.
n      v. u  î  î
 z vzâ â  b î g,  lţ 
  l fl  b.
– o, d, h  ? - îb f 
 yg,   fl  z â  l â â
- vz â î l      
l. aţ ! a z   îţ g  b,  
- g   îţ g atât  b!
 ah f 

   ,    yg
 fî l
v
v l l l l fl   v
 Hg Kgl. ş  f blv,    
 v  lb     î l ygh
 l  l blâţ    - l   î
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shavasana (  l l, î   î

 ,     ). ch  î l l l
bl     l l l ah,  î
l   l î  g zv.
a î     l l  b â  
  g,  ţ î-   l, lâg
bl   g,  îgj    gj 
z.
d ,  î  - ţ   b,
-    î jll  l  ,  
  –  h   f ! d  - 
v, ah - z ţl,   ţ 
. c  î       l fl
 ţ   . u  f  f h , 
 z   v  v v  l 
…    v  î fţ hl   
   l.
t l    îâl    
 - îâl. c -  v î-  â
 ?   f g  l l î l 
- îâl,  â  l  â  îţlg  
 l l. n      ţ
    fl îâ llţ   îţlg. p 
l  î g vl, îb î lb glz.
- z,    l  l a,  - -
  lk     ţl î 
ţ.
  c 
  i  v
  
   -l
g Fţ

 c  eţl  a Mţ (nderF):
www.nderf.org.  jl , -   ţ 
 l  l î   ,   
g    v  l.
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„Doamnă, oricum aş privi lucrurile, ar trebui să i moartă!“
L  v    l  ţl î

 ţ. dg, z  l    vz
    l lvz,    
  
â  ţ  
 l  fl!
    ţ,  
c fţl   -l    l- 
fl ,  ţ       , 
 g  l v  î    . n
 ţ ll bl l (î l  l), 
   ţl  î l  l 
 l  l l. u  v 
fl  - ţ lţ,       l
f   zţ    ţ ţ. alţ
v   - ţ jţ, â  
b l  ţ. F lţ 
  îâl î l  l l  l ţ g
        îţlg   
vl. n- v     lţ  
     l  ,  fl  
 ţ bţ   îgl uv. o b  
ţ -l g   ţ î j
ţ  v ţ  fl  v   
îl î vţ,    l îl ţ  .
d    âv l,    b î
 : „a  v  ţ î  ţ
 
  
 .
î?
p d
-, f l
 !“ a
fl
  l,    î  îl lz. pâ
 vb  ţ    b
fl   ţ ,      â
b   lzz î â  l l.
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F   â b  î î

ţ î fţ      î ,
   bl g   f l  
  .  l, îbl  fl fl îâ
- f   gâ l   l ţ
l  v    l b â .
a  fl î l fl   f  
î fz l,     â  j î
l  l    - î, lv ţ
    l  l . d  
l  âl fll   g âv
l l î ţl    l,
   : „t.“ m-    j
 : „ţ lţ   -  
. t v  î l  â   
f  ţ    v    -l
.“
e j âz,   -  l l, v
  v   â v  l  -l. s
l  z,   z ţ v j 
j  l   . Jfy Lg î   l.
d. Lg - l    lg 
l -l nderF,   î 
ţ,       l  ţl
     v. d ,   î
 âv îb, îb lg  bl , îâ
îlîg f 
 v
ţ 
 l.
l, m-  
  
  l  lg  l   f,
   l î   f g,  bl
 â   - v bl  ţ î j
ţ.
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i-  l  îbl     b,

 l -    j  . n  g
 î     f z. -v, -
   l   l l  
  l z   , v  v  z
     îg l. m-  ţ
  lk   g l  -l nderF,
gâ l l îbl    l- 
l,    z î hv -l î fl
l gl.
a   âz  . Lg -  l 
fll l  -l     l
 (l    îl  f  â ),
îâ    bl bl.
L âl l, l  p Lly,  l 
blţ  Holistic Hong Kong,  f â  
    - îâl îâ -  
 - bl v. d , -    
fll   l- l  nderF,  l 
l- î l  .
câv â  âz, î v l 2006, 
f    l  lg  sl u,
  p K. a -    f 
 z l . a g  î  
â   lk-  ţ   l 
. u lk f lg  l  
 -lHong
Holistic nderF,
Kong.câ
lll  -l
  l
l lk,l v
fz
  fll   -l nderF, îâ 
l  lg,   g  l f lţ 
 î  f l. câ   î l
l l,  î   lk  -l v
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Holistic Hong Kong    î   g  v 

f    ll, -   v 
  vb.
d  -  v,  f â  f 
 îâ l-   p Lly  l- îb 
 l lg  , îâ -l   â
l   ţl l. all  l:
„eţ î j ţ    - a m.“
p - f lg  i l K  , 
. K - îb     , îâ v
f l îb  î .
a vb l lf  l ,  î  -
f l f l ţ ,  îb l
bl    f. i-    f 
l   î   l,
lv l l    2 fb, z î
  f  l l î   , î  
 ţ   gz l,  gl
„lf, l 4B“.
d    l g,   ţ  f:
„d,   v ll,  b   !“
d. K  f â  g  zl  îâ  f
 l  f l Hg Kg  -  l ll î
  f     l fţ ll l
l l.
L- îâl l l  l j l b.
n- z
ţ lî
l  
lll.  
m-  
 ţ,îb
 l fâ
lg  ţ   bl ,    v
 v . n-   î l bl
ţ    l l l. Fţ
-    ,   g   , 
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 l- â  . L- l  -  l 

ll,  . K  î  îl z g 
g, gâ l l  zv

m lţ
.   vlg    
fl    lg, . Lg  . K,  â
 ţ  ţ . a l î 
fl  - î î  l  - îl
   îl,     j   â 
  . m ţ   îâ
 fţl l  f î z,   j lţ
 - .
d. K - îb     vb î
bl  ţ . a    fll l
  ,      î l l l l-
l  z,     î f  zl
â   bl. a   l l  fţ l
vl ll,  v     l Hg Kg, 
- î l     
l,       l âl  vâl. a
g  - ţ j zl  l 
  l ll, f-l l 
v    ţ     l
vţl.
dl    b ţ
l
. m-
î 
l
  v lv
 îâl  v
  z 
     î-  â  v,
    vb   l  l  
- . d ,      f 
     ţ  z. sl l
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- l  z,     îâ  

vâl l fţ .
L-    î   . K  l
gl l fl l, . B Wlk,  - 
îg v, lv  l    â
- v. n l   z  v  
î-  â  v    î . d.
K    l   . Wlk  vlţ
l  - lgl l,  . Wlk - vl
l  â . d , . K  
  - g  l fţ  v  l ţ 
   î bl v.
i    l   l-  . K
  l   l l l. el 
   (  îl   j  
l) b f  l     
l,   vţ l fţ . rl l
ll ţ l  v  
lg, â- î l :
s  vţ g v a l fl  -

   g- … âl    f 
 l  f  vţ ! câ  v
l HKG [Hg Kg] l , ţ   
î z  l   î vlz   î v-
lz ţl. d     ll z-
l,  vîb
ţ…   î
 jl
 g  f
  
l-  
! ch  ll l    l
 bll gl,   l f  fţ,
fl îâ  v ţ   â  blv  f
 â    f  . s  
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l, î  âv bvţ l,  f-
 v a  f â  l:
1. i l lg  bl a… 
v l 2002   bv   
 lvl âg. s-  l ,  
   l  l. d ,
-  b,   f f î l
l , bl gl  lf l l
Hgk î l 2a (   î/
jl). Șț  ț  ţ  î   
 vţl,   -   
b lv.      j,
bl   g l.  l 2005, bl  î
j  î fz  gl. a    î
  lţ l lf,    
 . a -     -
l „ B“... ţ , fb,
â .,    g   bl.
 lâ   î   lz ,  î
l 2005l,
  f   l
  vţ
î 
  f.
d c, vlţ bl - l,  a 
 î- l … Bl - â
 lâ   , fâ- l  â
lţ f      v.
ibl   â   bb bţl
v, a  î  lb,  v  
î   b,  h  -    …
d , h   î   .
 ţ zl  2 fb   -  -
  j  . Fţ, gâl  bţl âg î  -
   bl. e  î   h h
 z  fţ,  vl  f lg
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î   gâ  l bl  l lf
vţ   v. efz ll  bll,
îâ-  , î  bl  g.
n   f, ţl   a l- 
 l  fl,  l-    
 gţ l l. a,  f h   
lg,        ţ
î    a. d , l  l l  lg
 - ţ zl, îâ l  f-
 l  bl. a f hţ   
lţ l   f lţ f
l gl
  î
   a 
 z.
v t l f
vţ  f
vţ l. ch -    fl,
 gl    fţ,   g 
.  l ţ   , a  f -
   l   l mri  ct,   
-   l  ,  -    l
  l h   f l
2
î ll   v. a  f l

î           ţ î
 ţ.
2. pv    a 
ţ î j ţ…   zl  3 f-
b a - z, -     - 
fl l   v v. a   l
 lg,        
 ( î    â  f  l l) îl
.
p   4 fb, a      
bl l  l-  l  v â
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   l î g. ş- g   -
ţl  î  p-l  .
p 5 fb, - l  îbâ-
   „ l “ ( l -
z  î v  z). a  f   
   l  v   z.
L  v, j l  l v-
ll fţ  gâl ; l lf v
î   ,  a -  î fâ
î l  f l . pl l 
 - îh l j l fb.
u hg l  f l :

. - f  b   l lf 
 gâ, 
b. -    gf  l lzl  
gâ. ml    g  l l-
f,    g-    
l  b. el   b
 fz b î l   gf
l.
a f f    l,  -
l    î vţ ţ v l
lf lg. p 27 fb, l  f -
 b   l bţ  z gâ-
l…    g    . L âl l,
lţl l - v g, f   
v  v gf.
 l  ,  lg  f  
  z  a    9 ,  îh-
 l -l l l  h. p 
 16   - b z   l -
l B l Jy,     26  
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 l  ,      b .
d  l  h   l 
ct-pet (f    24 l),   -
l-  a f , ţâ l l-
l  l.
r a  f l ţ „bl“.
Ţâ   ţ    l  l
lg   - l,    v
  a   h. d 
fţl     l ţ,  
â   z  v ( … „fţ“
z)  îgl
 l- g ml
 .    
 
 ,   gţ    - f
 l .
n  â    ţ a  v
j  îvţ  l   f  
v   l !
L fţ l K   

b  f l, îb f  l
l  lg l flţ ll  .
L  - g  lţ vţ - , -
l K     f. ul,  f
v î  . K  . Wlk  ţ 
v l  (ll  î z  vl l 
  -l : www.anitamoorjani.com).
  fţ    lţ b
 flţ    l uvţ  Hg
Kg,  - v  v l l l
l   bhv  f  hlg 
   lzz î  ţl blv 
   l bl ll. a f g  ţ lg
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gl î fţ fl   ţl   b,

 ţ - f  l b.
d. K      l l l
î   zl   l-  ţl
lz î  l  îg l, 
l-  lv    îb l. pâ l 
l,      l  îb  
      îâl v  z  
â  .
i âv  fl  l 
  v ţ,    â  
lv l  l ( v l K):
– Fl l l   gl l
  fţ î l î   f 
î l,  v l-   î  fţ.
d. K  îb  z     fl 
. el   lv     
lg  : „Fl   f f“, 
  - î l  fl   f f
   l   .
– Fl l l    v  
 lâl î îgl  , l bz l, î
jl gâl, bl  l, â l b.
d âv zl  âz     70%.
d. K  îb     l  ll
   î-  â  .
– a
l vlz
 h
v v  l l,v,
hg   
 l     bţl v
    v g. câ  j l l
 b,  h     
 . nl l  g hg
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v  î    v  .

rl l - v î g,  l  î
 h  hg    g 
ţ.
t  g    l  g îb
f l l : ce factor a declanșat
schimbarea, determinând corpul meu muribund să se vindece
singur?
    v,  l…  
   g î ll  .
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 
l
f l  
,  

  ll  
f g. 
tl
     f  h  l  bl b
 v    l  î  g;
 l, bl  fg  l,   
v  f lţ      -  
l î v fl. câ - î ,  z
 fţ b  bl    â 
lb  f    fţ . 
 l, -  l  ţ l vll 
l (       î ll 
l), â- î     -
 âl, h  l    .
t   lg  l    vţ  l  
îâ f .
p     ll,  î  î 
 f   v  vţ . câ  gâ î
l   î   v,  ţ l,
      î. L      l
fl       î.  
l   flz lv  bl l, ,
  îvţâ    î lg  l.
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ul   î vţ f v   bl.

- fl,      l   
fl   blv   â  vţ -z.
a,   . c   f 
 l vţ l?
    gl, ţ b l
ţ . câ   f blv,   î
î l  dy   llţ b  fl l.
câ - v,  - l ll b.
dy - î l ,   fl  - î
î i,     g, îâ  î gz
   f  vţ  î .
Gâl    î l ljb   l
î l l    b. rţ l
 ljb l      f g, 
î l      l,  l 
bb  bl . Gâl    î l 
   f ,   î    .
sţ          jl ,
  b z,  llţ       .
o  â   gâ   î l l,  
  î   f. n ljb     
v. - fl,    ţ g î âl
l    l  l vll l. p-
ţl l  hb       lz
î- b,    f   â g b   gl

, v  v.
l î n-  
 lg  
 , 
- lz-

  l  l gl  ţ  ,  
  vb  v î- l . p   
l ţ  î j ţ,  ţ …
 g.
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m- v   î   g   gjz î

vţ bl. m î fg    z
  gâ l lv, lv  â vb
 .
îâl m-l
î l  l fţ b
fţ  ,  h
 fţ

   f  .  hb,  f 
l  â l l î     lj 
v  îghţ. a  f     
         î vţ
fţ  b  l. sl ţl
l l l l    î  l
î   l  î âgâ l  l 
f, î-       
v â . Gl   l l îghţ
blg  l    v  f   
     î vţ â â  v!
l v  dz , î  l
 î  . p , l  fţ  l
   ţ. n     
ţâţ   . e   f  vţ,  b
  ţ  . av    l î 
l. n    ,    , l fl
   v  ; î z ,  -   î
 l.
  ţ  z -  lz
 
.  l.
  F z z
 lb,  , v 
 lz, 
 z   j      l fţ
vţ  pâ! e    l b, 
   v .   l lâ
ţl, vâ gl l gl, zgâ-
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lţ      g l, â

l   bl â    bll
     f lg î
fl l
f,  ll-
 Hg Kgl.
 vz t

. l 
p , v l  h  -. m
ţ   -    l   v 
   l    3 fb 2006.
p  l , î  g   z  vh
 ,   îâl    l  f 
  l  l . mj   
 - îâl  ,  l    îţlg
fz hbl   l-  î  -
ţ    . m- z  v g  
î   ţ b î l  v
l. n    l  lg   
    g î vţ bl  vţ
 z  z.
c   -    
v g vţ. nl  î î fţ î
fţ …   vţ î. p f  î l
l   flzţ lv  l l 
 îl v  f. e  f   î 
ţ î  ţ. o  â  
î   f îâ    l z.
m 
î jll   ,
  ţ
 îl
  
f.
e    - f    gb 
ţ    .    
  z,    b  fac v
. Era sucient să u eu însămi şi să nu îmi e teamă
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să îmi manifest adevărata natură! n î  fl 

v   l b.  l ţ l î
 ţ  îţl    l  b l
 l
gl îl f
 , â  gl l â  
.
d    v, bll    
 â    î. dv,    
 î  vţ  bll l  î , 
   v   î.    f  î
l lllţ ,     vb  l
l . d ţ î  ţ -
ţ   l bvâ       
z     î  l. d ,  
         
v.     eu însămi î  l
   vz l    î   v!
n   gâl    l  î j 
bll  l,    gjl  v,
l v  b,  l     fl.
t      g,  v
 î b î l  l vţ î  
g.
m   l    â    z.
m ţ   g,  â  ţ. d
, v  l     
fcâ
î  vţ.
 l î- vţ lg  bl,
 l   , l l  î
l f  l lllţ,   z   
 l î fl  h. p , 
       vl ll v ţl.
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n  ţ v   j      v,

    f j î v fl î l
ţ l î  ţ.  l  l
 f îâ
ţ.   
d ,   l
âl
 
b
 fţ  llţ .
a  f   î  î v  
  l       vl
l. a j  îţlg (   îţl 
â )     fl  ,  b
   î-  bl  fz,  f, 
      . u  f  
     niciodată fl  f! e  b
   î j     b   ţ
 l î,  l   lv  f â b 
ţ. p   bl   ,  
b   f blv    v ţl,
 l f  .
d ,   î z  ţ 
   f    „l“, f  î
j î v fl   v  ţ l. dv,
f   î  î    l l   .
d z  ,  „“ l  f
â      â. e   î  
         vz
  b
d   l
v, 
z.
  v 
l  v l „“ v „“, v 
vl   bzl. „e“  . e 
„“. s  ţ u,  l  
ţ, l gâl, ţl  vgl .
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ch  f  v l  l    l

 l .
n  v      v llţ
,   î  f g  jl  v. d b
,   v  î  g,  î,
 î    l,   îl  lâg,  
   j î l  l    f
f! e bl    î  l. m l,
f  ,      f f
  l vll  gl l   â
vâ.
d   v   f 
  lllţ ,  v    î
-  l,   î    îţl
g. ş  ţ     îţlg  î
l  l     j, l vlbl
h       . d , 
l   fţ  , îţlgâ f 
 ţz    f. p  vl  l, 
     j î l  l 
 v  gl lg  ll    
 v.
a  f   j (îl  îl)  î
lv îb  ,  ţ l dy.
 zţ l  ţ î- gţ l. ş
 l   v j . sţl  f l
 
ţ - lgl îg
  l l,
îţlg  m
 v. ll

î  b  â î vb   
   j  î îţlg  b l ţ.
p  l , ţ v    vb
 ţ ,   îţlg  b  - îâl
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  - î  ţ  lţ . d

, dy - îj       î
 fl l. i- l fl   î

 . a î
 i,  v
    
blg  
-  f

, jâ-   gz  b î 
 l.
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ţa j
 fl l  
l vz 
l vţ
(  
 f
vl)
î.  ll,      : 
bl,  ,  bâţ,  l bl . câ 
      g   g v v 
,   j  l  
l   . i         l
,  lv -   îâ?
p  l , v lţ î   g
î  l z, îâ      
l. L  l    l  .
a    v,  g fl 
 î  vţ â  î ,  l bll
, î ţl î   â l v  
b    .  l,   îţlg 
 g   â gţ b, lţl, ll,
v, vl  l  vl  
 î  l ţ f l. t l 
flz  bl, zâ f l  î ljb
  l . a v  vţ  
   g. pţl  vll l 
 hz  l     l î j î 
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l.       gâ l fl î, 

-  g  -   î v
l  v.
Nu-mi voi mai lua niciodată o slujbă care nu-mi face
plăcere numai de dragul banilor, î  .
Criteriile mele s-au schimbat. Viaţa şi timpul pe care îl petrec
pe această planetă mi se par mult mai valoroase acum.
dy   l âl l  v 
 vţ - hb   - vz  
   .   bl  l î
vâz  î kg   gzţ lţl,
 bl  bţ l  î
ţl  a. d   â   î,
 ljb       g. n
z â. a îvţ î f l
l,   - f.
Vl l dy  f î l  - 
 f. d , l- îj   f.  
ţ î  ţ, -  f f  f 
l,  -  flz lv  l. c
-    ţ vţ     g?
 , v   vţ - hb,
 îl vl l    l  ,
    î ţl î  l î   
g. d , l- îj  î î f l
 v î:   g  
 vl
t  
l dy ţ  
l  ljb ţ.
î vl
gj l  v   f l 
 fl   f , îâ l  l 
l v î l bl l.    l -
 j  â. a    î  Uvl
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  î îâ, jâ-l  ţl   î

îl vl. pv  l    z
  f lv,   îl l  z!
d b ,   î   v
 b   âg  hlll. n-
 î-       f l 
hlll  l. a j fl î- z
    l Hg Kgl, î- 
 l gţ  ch. e fl zlţ  
,   l -    vl vţ.
t  vţ f f    ,   
 â  v    î.
    v  l dy  v
    l f Hg Kgl     
hlll    v gv  . a
-  z f l ,  -  ţ 
î l . d  î   z î
î  vl: „Du-te înapoi şi trăieşte-ţi fără teamă
viaţa!“,   l  v fâ  b. p ll
j   l  î l ţ l î
 ţ –    l    ţ ,
 ţ   b      
 ţ ţ  bl –     l 
,   îl z  l î  . d
  - f  l     s,  
â  îl  î  , îl    v l ,

   vl
v  l s, î fţ
  v
ţ.
 zl 
l fţ,

      î.
 l, ţ î  ţ  f 
  l  v   vţ   
g  î  l      
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 î . c l v, î l  

  l, l-   z . d 
v, î f  l , lâ-
 î lz l, l    l
  gâ.   v  î  l ţl
ţl  l,     gbl. L
 l,  l ţ bv l vl
l l l . d  ,  ţ
 v  ţl ,   
 l vţ. ch  bl    f  
  v   - b  
 , f  bţ l.
d ţ î  ţ  î  
  g - tl   â
,  l îgl uv,   l  l
 fţ,   l      v  v. c
 z,  îţl   ll  
    l vl ,   z l
v  ,    îâl  î zl
lllţ . c ţ   î l  ţl
 .
d- lgl l,    î  î-
  dy  vţ , f  -  -
  v  l. d îg ţ 
î l  ţl ,   v 
l îg ţ, l  î-    
 ţ 
lţl, ţl gâl, l,
 vl   ţl,
 â
î l . n v  vţ   
   l- ţ  î î   .
d ,   fvz  l  v 
l   ţ l î ţ . c
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l v,    v   lb b, 

î        g î ţ
  vţ  flz .
o  â  î flzz ţ   
 l vţ,  v  g  
. c  v l lg  zl,  î
 î z l l  l.   fl,
vl  v  g  l
vgl l,  vl  .
a îţl fl  l vţ l  î lg
 l  î g  ţ  bl 
  î vţ . a j   l 
l l bl î  l vţ, ţâ
l l  ll   l  â .
a î   îb  v î   z
b â   l ţ l. m-
 vgl  l-  l îl  l 
   î gv  bl.
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a    î    v-
g  vh, l  j   ţ.
s l,      vg 
fl b
  . ml
 fl
 ll 


      f v  vţ l,
â  ll l   b  îl j 
f  l  ţ  . pl,  - 
 l îlţ  .
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d  z, -  f l  

vţ â- g  â-   
  l îlţ  . d   
v, - ţ î v. d ţ
î  ţ  îţl   vg  
â   g   l.
 l, î        l
  b  lz  g î  vţ. d
ţ î  ţ     
ţ ţ l, f    f   
 . n    lv,  ll v 
 : ţ l. sg bl   
lz  l.
c  z,  îţl   v  g
v v b  f â b- 
 î, zâ-, â-   fâ
 ll  î l  v. a 
fl   â     -    
î  g ţ î vţ (l    îâl
fv, lv l  l), v ţ 
        î,    
 l ţ   l     v  
îl î  l. a l    îâl
  â   î  l v   â
î z  l ,    ll tV,
zl, l   , l lllţ
, vgl
, ll
 â  l
 ţ . l l
,
  îl f     în afara mea, î ţ,
l f  l , î ţ   î v
f  v lţ        g. d
l,    f  â  f g
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 .  l,    f â  

gl     g,  î   
 .
iv
  î  v - j
 î lz 
  î
  î
. a  fl       
bl  îgl  v. F l ţl
l , tl  f  . afl, 
l   v,    f, îgl uv
 f. d   b   î,  l
 b l âl . d    î, îg
ţ   î,    .
d  f  lţ   î, 
 î  l  l vl z (  
î ţ l î  ţ),  v
  îâl î l  . afl,   â 
  , , f  v  gl -
,  zz  î     . mz,
z,  lb    l z, â â
î        l. -  
z,   â  f  l l  
f l âl   l  bll   
f   l , f    f v .
a â   v „“,  f l fl
     î l ţl l , conştientă
 
l zţ.,
ţ  l, f
    î
 î
 simţim
 l.
câ  â,   îâl    ll l
  îl  î l . m l  î l,
ţl, l  fţl l , f
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    ţ ţ  bl   î

l.
d f, î   j  î   
   ţ   v  l
. a â  î  l,   ţ 
 f  v  l. dv lţ î lz
        f  ţ g
â î â î  l, l fl  l  îl
 y  yg. d f  g 
lz lţ  f bl z ţ ţ.
c î  î  l: v l 
v ţ  conştientizarea adevăratului nostru
loc… în centrul acestei unităţi.
p  vl f f,    
 fl      Uvl. d , h 
î  l z, eu sunt î l  ţl 
 l  uv, f    
   l! a î  îţ lzz
 ţ    i.
p     ll  ,  î  
  î   l î    v
 l. a  z î   f  
î   l  jl   f , ț
î  î l âv  lb    ,
f  î g zţl lllţ. e  î 
î   zlv ll lv l vl z 
 ch
l. l,  l
 z,  l
î  â 
 zlv l vl
v lv
l vl z  f       îl,
vâ-   f  lâ- l.
p  l ,     î f   
z   î , f       jl
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, l  bll    l , 

î  v      tl
  î  î      f  l. 
l  ţ   î  v f l,
 lţ   b l bll l â
 î  l bz   v .
a    ţ   ţ l
î  ţ  v  îţlg fl  f
 g        z
h î l , â  î   îgl
uv  l z.
d- lgl l    ţ l î
 ţ        v
l       , îb  ,
     f b. L fl  î l zl
 l,        
    - î l  l  v 
 l vll l.
o l hb  - îâ ll  f
f l   ţ   bl
fl l. p  l,   ţ
 î j ţ lţ  -    
hb g  â   î j . n
vb f    l î bl,  
  f   l vll l. e
bl        î   l

tzv
 ţ
  gţ
   lz.
- ,
 j     vg  v cu toţii
    v   - v    jl
. a â  î     
l ţ  î     tl, bl 
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 l    ll î ,  îâ  

ţ ţ,    v   b
    î ţz   llţ, â-l
vll  ţ  lâ î   l v.
p v l ,  b  
 l v  , b h   l   .
 ,    îg l   l
fţ â l   .
d- lgl l, vţ   v l  
bâ,   î v f g  â  î
. e l b l  b  l f fţ,
   l   l fl,   ţ
 î j ț      flzz f
b   l.   ţ -  î,
  z     g ll 
l î uv   jl   l-   
 l  l: „Du-te şi trăieşte-ţi fără teamă viaţa!“
p  l ,     - f
  (  l  - j   î
îţlg  ţ),  lţ î   
 lţ    vh. n   l fl 
bl   î     î l l
l.  v f lţ  l, 
   l â  g f l   l
   î  . p lţ 
 -   l  g  
  
 ţ
î   .îcâţv
 ţ
  l ,
-  
lţ    ţ l  l l.
L  î  v bl fl l,
îb ţl,   fl . a  f
l   - lgl îg z ţl 
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  , jâ-  , v  

l    . p  l , î 
f g  g  vl    l .
a  î  î    î l.
c    vţ l,    l l
l  î - j     îţlg  b
  î  vţ    . rlzz  l î
l  l   l    v 
l,   ll. a  v v î ll
,     - -  
  î  v      - lgl
  v    f vţ  
 ţ î  ţ.
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â 
  b
â îţ v
z
     îţ.  l  l 
 îţ î    ţ  - 
      .
L    ţ  î j ț 
 v ,     f  
  g î g      î l ,
   l  !    ţ 
    - îâl     ţ . p 
l ,    gâl   vb h 
ţ      bl    g ţ
 . n  ţ g  jg î l
l  î l ţ.
pl y  yg  lz î î
- lgl ll vţ,      
fll î  v    lţ  ţ , v
 l  î   b   î 
 bl â  . c l v, ţ l
v   vb  ,      â î b
. e î    â v  l
,    v ţ g î l , l
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  g ţ l  ţ l v  

 vlz  l ,   ţ    ţ-
î l ţ l î  ţ.
pâ    f lv â   l î v
 l îţlg,  hzţ,    
î ll . m-     
î    f    l  f. c
 l , „-  f“, v
  gţ   v v   jl
  v g g.   ,    l
h î fţ blţl  l Uvl,
lâ-l     â   b 
 â jl .    
  h  ,   - g
   v  z…
 l  2011   î el ab u,
vzâ-  b    l s, 
 î h     g hl.
a - v  v   î lz ţ î fţ
 ţ  db,     î   b
  ,  lg   f f b .
n f  g  v   ţ
,  z    -  f   l
 l  . p , î l  -
  l  - ţ î fâ l g
 î î v vţ îg l.
p
ț,  
 ţ  l ţ
f î l î 
 î
îj
ţ
lg,      f î  î,
h  î ţ  ţ   fţ. n- v  
â    fl v l vl
l. o g lzl   v v
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  l ţ    l ţ  

 v .
c  z,  îţl    llţ 
b     - îâl! m l,  îţl 
 z   î  f   ţl gv,
zâ- l l  z , v 
 î   lg  l.  db - ţ
   l      bl, 
 - ţ g   -  f vţ î
.   l  fţ,  ţ l 
hbţl l lg  î ţ  
  î fţ îg l, f    f
 . p  ,     
î     î î bg.
pâ  z  ţ  î 
ţ  f l   ,    
 j  ţ , eu â l
b  v l. a  l  vl
  v îl â   î   v
î ţ l,   î   â
 l    b llţ     .
  z  î  l  fţ, v - hb î
. pv ţ ll   f 
  î  b vl l,  îţl b  bl
  - îblv  v  l  -
v  ,    b  v întregii planete.
d  v
- îâl  l-

îâl
ţ u,
    e
l . 
    l Uvl,   ţl
l    numai ale mele. c  z,  îţl
 vl   - îblv ș   l
z    î î  l   l
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  lj      lţ    

v,   l vl z,   l vl ţl (
   â l z),  l z 
î l    ţ.
pâ  z  v    
f gl l l   vţ  ll
v l.  db  îţl î  l  
 : v  z îl,  fâl. e
l îl   l  vţ ,  ţ
â l  ,    b  f   
 l    f  î .
c  b,  b  f v ,  ll
v v  l  â  â le voi permite   .
d , î l  - gâ: „Bine! Aşa să e!
Sunt complet deschisă în faţa tuturor surprizelor pe care mi
le rezervi! Acum înţeleg!“
L  â  â   î db,  
 16 , - v l-l â- 
 fl  z   l    l b
fl l. s  ,     
j  l   j l  Hy H  î
: „Wy dy  v l     f 
v      ţ î 
ţ   ţ . d ţ   ţ 
   ţ,  Hy H  f
 lbz  v    bl.“
l c
 î  v,
g  bj.c- 
z îl-
bl z
! c  f  l l  z
!
m  j       îb
â       bl,  l  
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  îzţ  f      . d

lfl, â   z î  f  v g
 î î ţ îg l.
t, - lgl ll  lţ  
îb       ț  î
 ţ. câ l   ,  îb 
- g  ,   l   .
a, j î :
– d v    v , î zll
  g  vg     îţ 
l. s  l ţ l    î
 ,   l  bbl   
 v   v    . F g 
  g.
alţ î :
– a v   g l    z. 
z , l   v jg   
. e  ţ  l    
  v   l  g l. cl  g  
 îţ bl g !
e l  :
– n   gâ  b l ţl  , 
  l  v  î bl . pv vţ
l  v â  vz  î  . d
   jg l     ,
Uvl v v gj   l.
lL 

l vl  vl
l zţ,  
 
 ţ-

bl  Hy H,       b
  l.  b î gl   ţ  
 î bl. a v -l    
 î-v,       v-
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  l gţ l. n-   l   g

 gţ,    l ll  g  - vz
 vţ .
a    v,  ţ 
î j ţ  ţ î ţ    v
ţ. m- ţ  l lz  gh, lv
î l  î  vţ      î-
ţ . c   î î   
ţ î l ţ l    l  b 
  b  . p l l  l Hy H
-    v  l .
d b ,    l l  
z: „Da, da, da!“, b h -  l 
j   z    î    !
câv zl  âz, â - î  l
Hg Kg,    j  l b  
V L, î   î    l 
hw f l l Wy dy î    vb
 ţ . a g    v 
ţ  î j ț âv â l â,
     -l Hy H r,  
hvl   î  l. ş î-v, Wy dy
 vb     ţ  â l
â! n- v    v bl ţ
  â    .
L  , -   îl    
Wy
l l î  î l
l l hwl
. , 
d 
fţ
 f , gl l  fz l 4:00 ţ, 
Hg Kgl. d , -  l   l 3:30,
 h lll    l  ,  
 î  fz l  lf. L l 
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î l  f ,   îâ ,  

  . n  î    4:00.
p  -  l lf - îb 

câh   
hwl .
î  ,
fv,  -

 .
 l Wy, d ry,  :
– o, v  l  Hg Kg. c-   îl l?
i      b â  z 
v. (a   f g    l hwl
f l l Wy).
ch î   v vâ, Wy  l:
– o, d,       ! e  
  ?
– B z. nl   a, - .
– o, d, l lf  h a,    
ţ î j ţ! s f   v
î hwl  f!  l Wy. d, v
 lz  lll l? n v   ll î
l  hw!
d  - g  î î î 
ţ. d îh , Wy - g 
â  . a   vb, z   -
      î  fţ l ,  v 
 .
Dacă voi  de acord? Oare glumeşte!? Aş  superîn-
cântată!
 , Wy -     l 
îg l  ţ l î  ţ,
  21  g,  f 40    l- b l
ţ ţ l. i-    h   l, 
- g f l âgâ -. Wy  g
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 -    l  î l  , Dorinţe

împlinite.
n- v  . p  î  gâ 
gl: „Chiar mi se întâmplă aşa ceva? Wayne Dyer m-a
citat în ultima lui carte?“
d   hb l  lf, Wy -
  îl   â .
n    b!  l zl 
l  . n  v f  â   
 ,  l     .
sţ  l    v ţ    
b  f     î,   ll  
îâl    b  l. i ,  
h  îâl!
 l â  vb   l  l
lf  Wy, â     ţ ,
 l -  f fţ    -, f 
-    l î h. r,  l 
bl l fl  l,  l  â 
l   l- îvz î l ţ l
î  ţ fâ- î fţ .
 l   vţl , Wy -
   â      ţ, 
- rugat    l Hy H   llzz,  l-
cerut   g   ţ    vg  
 ,    v bl h !
 a fţ

   -.
ţ   ,
m-  
 l- îb
 z 
  l  f   m Klly,  l
î nw Yk    - f lg  l. a
î  z  m,    vb l lf,
  - v  l l   b  
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 l l v   Wy   

 ţ ţ l. Wy  b   
i  - f l   l  lg,
  bbl    l  l 
   z.
i  - f îlţ  
, h î vl m:
p   11  2011  vb   

 -   Wy dy   g 
  e î-    l- l
„e ll“.
  vâl miraculos. ş aţ
 Wy-
ff

l,  lg  vâ - f  
  g   l.
L î  î   vg g 
     îl z  Wy,  zţ
 b  vb    v   î 
 . d , -      
  î â l dz b  
ll    . a, âv zl
 âz -  l Wy  .
câ - ,  l  âz,  l
 l . a vb ţ   â Wy
î l  b  l , l- î  - 
   î  v  b   .
a vţ -  h    î.
F  z, -  l l  f.
al „v“ - v   v a, 
    l h   z î  l
 g    î   l l
l. p  -  l-l  bl
 ţ  l a   
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fl   l    l,
l   -  , îâ l 
î  g.  l, l a - f
  l g l   l 
.
d î   îh lfl  vţ
 Wy, - îb: „De ce? De ce am simţit
nevoia să îi trimit lui Wayne povestea Anitei?“
sg lţ l  -  gâ 
 f    f ll î  
 jl     -l . tţâ-
l a,   î  l Wy: „ş 
 ţ v . a bl ,
  z      b   
f,    j  îţ z  l.“
d   î î  î l î v  
  , -  l l  l  â
 vl â  lv   l l a.
a îţlg      l l v:
l   îg
l a l.
l l  
sz  ff.
j-
d    l l  v,    
l    l-   l Wy. d    
âz, a  - b l  l   -
  î  . s 
  - v î-  â  g-
     l   î l-
, î l  z ,    -
vl a î l ţ l î 
ţ.
 l  , Wy  f    f
î  g,    zb î m  
 îâl  l. p 15 l, â  j 
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l Wy,  vb l lf. d   îh,
-    vb    l  Hy H
       bl  a.
ezl l -    g l î
  v l. şţ  g 
  f-  l  f   l  
 vţ ,  î     â 
vg  - v  l.
m- î l jl  -  v
a       v  l 
     : ozg Zlhl, 
g  cţ, râ. câ - v
 ţl  z l   ,
-    îâ  - v 
 l,    î     g
v ţ a î  ţ. d
 l,  l    î l  
 ţ   llţ    f 
   , h    ţ
 . d ,  h l: „e  
 î     zv, h
  v  v l  .“ n
-  î   zâb.
c âv zl î ,    l  
lk   v  l  f  
a mj,  - v î  l 
   ţ î  ţ. a ţ
   zl, -  l
 ţ  Wy, î   z   
 fţl  v   vl l
 b   fţ l a  jg l l 
. al l -   l  îg.
 l, vl a  b l v l
Wy.
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p fl  -  sl  ţz
 ,  v   î âl l
dz, î-     -  g-
.
rl m      ţ fţ

  bl l l uv . F
  f  g    
  ţ î   ţz î ţ v
l . sg  blgţ   â
î    î  l   
f v
pv  .l  vţ l, î 
â    l      l- f -
lgl  l – î   ţ î 
ţ, v  vl  vţ , -
v zv  gv (î ţ ) –  f î gl
 î bl   -  î l î 
  î l  fţ.   l fl  l  Uv-
l  î f decât ll     v
g, atunci când  g. s   bl-
  î l,  â - lb  , 
   fl  Uvl 
   î f  v vţ î fţ îg l-
  l-l   l Hy H. Eu sunt cea care
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l  fţ  l v î  ţ. d  
  î l  ll      ţ 
  f-,    -  îblv  . n
     ţ î  ţ,  
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  v   vz l     î l-

. d     f lţ  vţ , 
-  l f f. d    vg
   bl        
ţ î  ţ    v  
 v   fl î vţ, l  -
l -  î  . t vl  vţ
    â  gţ  l.
L  l    vg  
â v  î , â î șzz ll î
 Uvl  â î simt  ţ bl
      , l  ţl v
lv. d ţ - îâl v   f 
   v l   l  l  
 l  lf,   - z    
  lfl h , î   
  . ch  l   î  
â  âv  î    z, ţ - 
bbl  îg   v - îvâ î jl l
 l.
c  v vţ  â lzz  eşti una
cu tot ce există. tl  ţl î   ţ.
s l,    l-l  l  Hy H
î l l  v  ,  Wy dy
    îg    l  
l j   !
l d  

 v g î î
 l  
vţ . ţ
n - ţ
f l
f
 ,  ,     l  l
  îgj î. sg   î 
  f   - f  jl î l
îg,    - î l,   îvţ  
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î î îţl l  . L  l

     fţ   bl  b
ţ,         b.
a g g  ,  îj  
    . d f,  v  ţ
 . d , vâ î î ,  î f
 î î . d    l lz,
j       ll   
v       f   b -
,   b  f     î,  l b
   ţ    f    
 ţl    lz  l ,
conştientă   lj î l  
 lg.
d ,  ţ    flzz  
zl    îvţ   î  -
l  b. aâ  â   î,   l-
ţ ţ l    lz î l ţ
  l  b     llţ -
. n b  f   l. aâ  â  
î,  ll    v v  ţ l
, î    g   , -
â- fl î  z  b  z
ţ .
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p  iii-
nceurma
am nŢeLes
acestei
experienŢe
cll 15
De ce m-am îmbolnăvit… şi de ce
m-am vindecat
 l ţ l î  ţ 

îţl â  l l îâ î     l
îb   -  l  fv : „Care
a fost cauza cancerului de care te-ai îmbolnăvit?“ n 
   â  lţ   ţ   
!
     ,   g ţ
   î  f lţ  . e
bl  l   z vl l
î l      v   î  f 
   „f“ l  - v j.
Acest lucru pur şi simplu nu este adevărat!
alţ -  ţ fţ,  vl l l -
   l,  l  f  î (
v
lbj, 
 lv.
 g)  .
u, a
vl bl
 f ţ
 l 
â b. d ,   blz  ţ  
î   blv      - v 
î ţ ţ l fl  ţ   bl   llţ.
czl bl l  lg  l l l 
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    - -   vţ. d

l,   îţl  bl   f l  ll
v    v î  l,  f
   l   v    î   
î  l î l  l,    l fl
 g î ţ  l.
V  g     v     l-
ţl f    v,     -
bl   l. e   l â    -
îâl     â     lţ l
v   fl  l.
a    v, îb   -
 l  fv     - îblv 
. rl   z î- g vâ:
frica.
d   - ? p,  ; î ll,
 l l,  fl     zz,
 fl  î zg  lţ   fl   
  b.   f lv  bl, îb
 ,    l  .   f 
vţ,    f  .
F   ţ f bl    l
, f  l  bv. pv v, î 
   j  l  îvţţ  l 
 fg vâ   ,      v 
 fl.
ul
  noi  ll
suntem deja ceeal î  
ce ne străduim j viaţă
întreaga  
să
devenim,        l! a â
 î  vţ,   ţ  ţ
 bl. d ,    , 
  z.
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De ce m-am îmbolnăvit… şi de ce m-am vindecat
tl î      l gâl 

  zţ    b,  l 
  f fţ   ,    
ţ  l ,     îlţ, 
z,  g   lb. n    
 g,   . pl, -   
f îj v    î    ,
   -  v   î gl   f.
      v ââ  fll
ţ l   zb î.
  î  l f  l lllţ -
  - f   zb, f  
. a f   -  î    llţ
  gâ v gv î lg  ,  -
lgl l -    î î l -
 . a  fl     î , fl-
zâ- lv  âg b l  jl
. sg    ţ v    î-
. d f,  -  îb v v î 
 îblv     f  vţ , - 
       vg . e â  -
 î hţl l ll, îâ   
   lţ  , îâ hb  v  
  pentru mine.
d      b, s,  l
l dy  f gţ  ,  î  î
lv
  bl
- fț
lv   
 bl.
 , elv
v
 -
,    î  f   î  î  
  f  . c â  î  l  v-
 ,  â  l v     
. p,     l    z  l.
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d l,    f lţ f    f-

 l l  g. ml, fl
l  l  l, vţ l,
fl lfl
l   bl –   z , 
l .
n-     bl,    l ,
 h. a    î ll ,
s   î   f h,   l 
 f â  î bz   l l.
m- z fl   j    î gl 
 vţ   . p    î-  l 
zbl  l  l l. eţl l
 vţ v   î   ,   l
  v l   l ţ. a  f
l î    bll g.
d        l  bl,
î l  v   z   l
. d   v ,  f   b
    ,  î    f  l v
        b . i  
  f f î .
t ll ţ   „ î
g    “, f  î g 
   lţ , f   l l
vţl. p  l ,     
ţl  
bl, 
vţl  singura
 h   ţ
 g
    bl. a l  
 -     gz â î fl
ţ l. sll vâ cancer     
l  ,  gâl  ţ     f
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  -l v  f â  î l 

 l vg  v .
c  ,  î  f   î 
î ,  bl  g  - îţ. d j-
 ţl  - f   f  l,
    lv, v    
l  vţl,   f   .
a l  lţl     z 
-     vţ  ,   
v  .
a î   ţ, g, ţ
 ţl  bg. a   ţl  
 - z î â     ţl 
î    bl. a l    
-   ţ    î ,    
. a l î i  î ch, - îâl 
lg b,  ygh     lţ,
î ţ    v j  g l 
 l ,  -    l v. a
î lţ vg, ţ î vâf  , yg,
yv, hlb chakra-l,  hz bz
 l l, v prana-  h-gg-l.
c  , bl      îţ.
m  î-   fz l,   î
  î     l  l, - 
fl   v  îâ l 
z.
â îavţ,
î
  
 î
v,  
l  
l   î   bb bţl v, 
h - lb â â     g l.
sgl l  î  g  bl lv 
l  l. cl î   g 
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 gâl bţ      f jl bl

 g  î   l l. câ ,
ţl  â z      g 
î  . m  v l âl    îgj,
îâ    v g gj  . a
f f g   l,  fţ  
l  fl  î v    f.
n         
 ţ zl,    l    
z. m gţ  ghl  vţ. p l
g  v l,      bl
 lg    l   lz.
dv fl î   f, îbâ-:
„Cum ar putea  boala alegerea mea? Şi chiar dacă a fost,
cum aş putea alege o altă realitate? Dacă această lume este
o iluzie, de ce mi se pare atât de reală? Dacă este adevărat
că Dumnezeu ascultă toate rugăciunile, de ce nu le ascultă şi
pe ale mele?“ a f â  l f  - 
 llţ,    ,    g   
,      j.
 l  , - v  g    gț,
   ţ. a ţ    lb -
. d  l f vg î l   
 ,  v  lb     …
   ţ. e  b. ş  l
 v      j î fâ  - .
oal
lv
 
f b â
l î ţ
 î
 
î .
 
  î  gl l  î   fţz.
e         â ţ
î      fl . d , - 
b î bţl ţ.
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d î     â l 

 î   fţz -   î 
 ţ bl,   . a
v fl     l  v
.
 l î   ţ    z 
vţ z,    b  f v   
 î ll ,  l   g,  
mantra-,  l   l h. d f,  
b  f absolut nimic. e       (f
  z v î l): „B,    
 f. m bz. Lţ-. Fţ  vţ  .
F- v v.“
 l l   l    
- î l  l,  îţl v  
 z l l. n    f l
  î f l l,  z  ll gj
l. c  z,  îţl  bl   
   v  gl ,    g
  f b f l   l
l  î îg   f   fţ bl 
,    ţ .
    l  ţ  îţl â 
  f l    l- l g, 
jţl  l    l-  - lgl
îg l vţ. c  z,  lz  - 

ţ
j nu
llţ, şi pe mine însămi.
,   e
 g
b 

 l. Bl  v  - f  f .
a      l  l Uvl
     b   b ţ 
ll v  . n b  fac bl  
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 b  b,    g,   l,

  lv. a îţl   - b , 
 - ţ   î     îţl ţ
 fţ l . d z ţ   
ţl ll,   î    ţ
 fţ ţ.
a vlţ - j  îţlg    b
    . a lz  l    ,
l fl  ţ llţ . d ,  f  lg
v:     î. a z l î 
  z l  f g fţ   
î  î  l. câ - z   î
l ,     ll   v ţ
l z     î,    v v.
o g î l  z l l,  
 lll   , lzl, bl 
l  î   – v l 
- f  llţ,   . ml  l 
,     î l l v  b. sl
   bl l z    î î 
l       f  l z,  
        îv.
d   l  l: v   -
   z  hb   l 
   vgl l, â  fl  -
 î fâ l   l   v
f. mlţ 
 -   -
f îb
 gl  zv,
gâ v

l      nu. d î 
-  î l ţ l î  ţ
  ,   - v  
   -    gâl l v
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l.     -  î-  l

zv,  î-  existenţială (de inţare). e
ţ , , ţ  bl. a  
u
v l.
 ţ, a 
   fl
  î
  
,
  l l î  (    tl).
a,   f î  z  v l vl l.
d ,        lv
 „vg“   l bl   
  vţ l. d   zl,   
   l. pl, f   flzz 
gb  ţ  ,    l lv.
  l  lţ vgl zv 
lv ţ  vg gv . d ,
l  ţ î l  î-    
jţ . n lv gâ   l 
„b“  „zv“,   î  gâl 
 gv.
a   f  l  vgl
  â lv î f î î
l. d g    v,  âz  
g  ţ l  , h     lj.
  fl, vgl  jg   lz.
p  l , l (ţ ) î
            bl, f
 j
 â. e 
l,  v
lzâ  î
l 
,  
 -
- fl    u. a  
î    ll. s b   ,
vgl   â f ll î 
, î l l blţ.
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p ,     l bz v l  

 hb  vgl   gâl l. e-
ţ î  ţ -    î- 
 ţ ,     l 
 l  gl î   z â .
a   ţ -  l    „-
z“. c l v, v  -  
 bţ  vg.
 l î   ţ l l ţ   â
î vţ,   ,    z 
îţl   î  î l  l. d î  
ţ l l l ţ g,   
 î ţ j,     g â .
a  l  l vl  .
d ţ î  ţ  îvţ  -
lgl  vgl    lj vl
l . o vg  î lz -
ţ  vţ,   ţ î hl 
l,   l. aâ  â  ţz g
l   î  g,  î lz fl ţll
   l blţ   î vţ . p 
l ,    l   îţlg  
l    h î fţ l,  -
  î- l  blţl .
d ţ î  ţ,   
 v  v  â  â  z,
â î 
l gv, î gl 
hzâ- vgl
î fţ zv 
tuturor blţl.
a  l î  z   îl
l  l  l ţ. a j
fl l lz  î nevoia   z
 bl î l   vl 
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 l. p  l ,   ţ l

 l fţ  f vg  zl
l  f lb  v. ş  
 ,    l:   v
v    ,  b  ţ l
v    v,   b   v î
î  l      vţ.
ul  ll l     
f  îţlg    l  l â l 
blg,   v   ţ. c  z,
  blz    bl    v .
a gâ    f   blv.
d   î  l  blg  l
   î ţ , l fl    ,
ll  l îj. cţ  
hb ţl  vţ    l î-
      -  g l 
l. n v b        ţ
ţ!
d l   v, l   ţ
  îţlg  î jll  . c l
v,  b   îţlg    ţ
l   l , f  î  l hb.
alfl , b  îţlg ţ inerentă î  
   ţ v    hb. n  b
 î    l îlţ l lllţ
lg  fţ,     ţ zbl 
  .
n v    â  -
        Uvl  .
a  l    - v â  â
 ţ l  ţ   -  vţ
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  ll  . c l v,  v

   â cooperăm cu vţ,  
â ne împotrivim .
s f      vb 
v după   -   îţ  
 î    z, lâ l vţ  
ll  . ş f b   â  ţ l
â  f g  f  l, b h    
  î. t, l   l â 
  l  l  b   l 
: iubirea de sine. p   îţ  v 
î  ,    bl îj 
l ţ lv  b â  f fţ
  îţ.
pl,  î    f v îj
 v   b   î. s  , â
l ţ î  ţ   -   
  v. d gl, b     
gl. ş , ţ ţ l - j 
îţlg    l  l v.
L vll  vţ    ţ -
ţ. d ,    z   
llţ. n   ţ î    
  j  v   llţ â   
  v. pl,  îţl  l 
l î l ţ î  ţ, â  -
lz 
 a  
lţ eu însămi vţ.a  iubire. a  f
î
- lv
mlţ    b    g
     bţ  h  - f b,
  v ţ lţ, îâ 
  v    lv  
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b. ţlg fl   suntem b 

 v. e  îţlg fl 
   fţ î ,   lz  
 b, î   llţ  b l âl l.
d  v   î  b,    î v
 llţ â   b!
 l ţ l î  ţ  î-
ţl  Uvl  l     b -
ţ,     lv â    
b. F ,  ll,  q –  l-
  b,   î    lv,  -
b  î ţ    îgl uv. ch
 l  gv f  g  l
 l b ţ. d f, î fţ v-
l  vţ este b,    lţ  
g! ţlg  l - j  lzz 
 b  î  v lv   b
 b,   j      v.
  l,  îţlg  suntem b, 
  b  f v     f
b fţ   . e     î
  v l  g l  gg,
 î g  ţ     î .
A  iubire î  ll    
ţ ţ l ,  îl vl
, f     î  ll l.
a 
î  
 l   
 b  
  l  
.
d  v,    b   j
g  -zl  gl  fţ,
â-l l ţ      
îvţ b ţ.
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mlţ   îb  b    

v g,   ,     l î
  g. d l   v,    fl
 bl. egl      l b
 ,   absenţa . g l f 
z  bţ,   l , j
 ţ. p   b  v ţ,
 b  î    b î  fl   î,
   f lv    v. e b 
  ţ  lv  l â   îţ.
a â    iubirea necondiţionată,
     lţ     ţ 
ţ bl,      ţ g
îâ  l f  l. aâ  â  f
l l, llţ bz î    b
,    ţ l .
d    v,  îvţ   f
      g  â 
f  lţ   v. d l  l
, v bl   l    
f,  fl   j   î  .
a â îz    l   
î   b   , fţl   
l îj   l .   fl, v 
l  îvţ  lţ  .
c v     ţ bl

 
 
v
 l
- l   
 . j,-
câ  
f
vl l  ,     lzz â
 f   f vţ     îţl  l b
î  eu sunt iubire     f  lv,
    b  î     b
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l. ţlg  l î  z 

fţ vţ, î    î      b
î    .
ţlg fl  eu sunt iubire  f  
 lţ    îvţ- î  vţ. e
-    lbz   ,  fl  î
lvz vţ.
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ţ
l ţ
 îgl l î 
uv ţ
    -
 ţ
. a îţl   îgl   v,
  . d ,  gâ,  ţ
  ţ   â   f î l 
z ţz  tl.   l  uţ,
îgl uv  -     l   mea.
a lz - hb  v 
vţ. c  z,  îţl     l
 vţ  ţl, gâl  ţl .
Lbjl    v     -
l       jl l 
ţ z. d , î v g  g vl
l  v       îţl î -
l l ţ. V î   f  l î
l ll  fţ, î-ţ â  l  
    l,  ll  î   -
    hb  î b.
m îâ  ,    îţlg  ţ
 î  ţ       l
v   l-  v. s l,  
 v  î ș  fâ f l. a f 
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gb     h,  -  îh ,

lâ     l  îţlg l
  blţ    zz .
a  , vl    
 ţ. d , l ll  fţ
  gb   z î   ţ. ch 
  v     l, îţlg 
v    l    l, â-
  fz. d , vl l  b
l l l ll   b   v
,      â l g
 l   vhl lg. L  l,  
  ll    v   j î l
, - l bl â v â  h
î fţ vl  l. al l  vlbl 
 .
  ţ î  ţ , -
bbl  l î   ,  l  l
vţ  g   nirvana,  vlţ -
l â l   ll   l ţ, fl îâ
    vţ   î î  z.
pbbl      î l l,   -
z  l  l vţ   jg î . d lfl,
    l   î  ll: l
   î  fl îâ  îţ g  vţ â  f
î l  l.
fd ţ
ll. î 
d   gţ
 î
vî
vţ
v
î- l f        z, -
  ţ     î- l l â l î
   î l  fţ.   , 
 - f  v     flz
200
 lz fţ vţ î l z â

 l  l.
ul  vl   î  -  
f  f vz

 -  l  
ţ î 
î ţ
î f 
vţl,  g   vţ l v.
a îţl   l  vlz î- 
l â  îl v  ll l  z
 l ţ  . a â   
lţ  ţl  z,  l  
î l. d ,  j l lz  
 î   â     ll
    îţlg  ţ   
l.
n gâ  v „ l“,  î
l ţ l î  ţ  ţ 
l   l există,    l î l
l. c l v,     l l
 î l,  î l  l   
l î   ,  l  h î- 
v.
 ll z,   lţ  gl 
zl. oh    v â     î
fţ l î l  fţ.   l, hl 
  z â l  l z. m
î  
   â
 î-î- 
g l.  ll,
a â

 l z,   îgl   îgl
ţ  ţ , â-l   ,
  jl vzl, zl, l, gl 
g. c l v, v ţ .
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a  f     - î l

ţ l î  ţ. a f 
  zţ fl  î- v  l 
 l ţ,    vţl   l 
b fl l   - lgl l 
î l l l ll. a îţl  
l vţ l v, î zl î  l z   
î  pâ,    -  îâl   l
 z. a ţ - v  l,
ţl   l   î   l
 .  l ţ l î 
ţ      flz  
 l     îl z.
d ,  j        l
â       „vţl l “
 î l  l l ţ l l, paralele 
simultane,  îgl   î l.  l,
 fl    ţ ţ,  bl
  l    ţ î    z
lv â  l l , zâ 
ţ   î      v  l 
l .
a v  - f   îb 
 vl  l vţ,  î  l 
    f ţ  . n v lll
bv l   l fl  g? n
v nirvana   j aici, î  
z, l l
 î  l?
clz (v) l   j    
   î î-  z   f
b,   lll ţ     
bl î f l  î   ţ 
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  u bl. p  vţ   l 

f       vţ   - -
…
d-, îg v  hb. p
        îvţ    l
ţ  gl vţ  . s  ,   l
 - fl  ţ î  l  l. d
,          
 uv z   -l j  vlz î
   vţ. e î  l  v
z    î î  l   â
 lz      zbl   
-  f î l  fţ. n  b 
     nirvana. Adevărata
noastră măreţie sublimă există aici şi acum!
mvl      â  vlbl
  ţ   b   î z  g
 l  l   zl l  v l l
 l. e b   ţl
z  vll f   l ,  gl f,
, jţ  karma-.  l,  î z
îg  ll  l l ţ.
p  l ,   v  îgl 
  ţl bl  î l z,
   f â   l   â 
  î l z, î   v    
. e
   l
î  
vţ î 
. v
t  b  
 f 
  g   f j  g
  m iubire î  l vţ .
d ,   l  î f
: î lg, î , î l ţ, î ţ
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 î lţ . s v  vl   undeva

acolo    l- g î.  l,   f â
   fl   î   l   
ţ,
glîâ-
uv fl
jî  
l  v.
. t
l   l     î l , l fl
  l   l ţ    î l
. t    îâl î l   
  l    l  ţ
,          î.
 ll l sine superior, suet  spirit, 
f l  sine innit,   îl   
       î l ţ
l î  ţ, â  î    
 l  z   -       
  . a fz   ţ   
ţ   ţ ,  îţlg f   
 î    î  vţ, î   
 . a   ţ  îţlg  lz
        l
.
e    â   l z, l
     l lllţ .  
  ţ ,    ţ u. mlţ
  ţ   î l  ţ
l 
â lz   î jll
ll .
(lv alţ 
 
î 
l  ). sţl  ţl zl
 z fl   u  îg ţ. d
 lţ   v ţ   l, 
f -  l  fv.
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c l v,      l,  

vgl . avl     
,    l  vâ 
  f v. el   ţ j î
  l   v v   vg 
 vţ,    u  g vl. d
f,  chiar g vl.
 l ţ l î  ţ  
   ţ l l,   
  l g vl. m ţ   
   îg ţ.    l
  bl  l - v . a v
  l  l  v   .
V   f l   
  - lz  ţ    Uvl.
a v   fl     ţ
   ,  î vâl exterioară
    ţ   l. a
lz î     ţz lv l
 l  l z   b,   j.
c  l  l - v f,
  îl  energie universală  prana, chi
 ki. a v î „g  fţ vţ“ î
ll , î l h  î lb jz. a
 chi-l  t ch   ch Gg,  ki-l  rk. p
,  î s vţ    v î z
ţ  g.
  bl d f,  l îgl uv
 .
Chi-l  j   z. el g î gl
  , f    guru l
   . e l   l  l,
    g - l vâ – 
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  Sursă  Dumnezeu –  l    

 ţ  lg   . a
 î l f   fţ, 
  
f  f
lg h,
  ţ.
o
î ţblţ

î
l, fl îâ  jg  v  g 
 v f   î.  l, g vl 
l  l  f, l fl   ţ 
,     v fl  v  v
  , fâ fl l î vţ  v, g
 ll.
 l ţ l î  ţ  ţ
l   îl     ţ ţ 
 g vl,  u  . c l v,
 fţ g  bl  vţ g  
ll  l . e  z   
,    ţl,  f . - fl,
      î gl  î l  î
l , f  fţ. n z 
,  lg,  l     vg î
ţ. n  ţ    ll v
 . d f, h suntem   vl. d
,  b  f,  v   v v
   v  l l. s  ţ ţ ţ
   v  ţ  l  g
vl, 
sgl lll
 v  
î   ţ
 v .
  g   , v gâl
,  îb vgl  l lg 
 î. elb f    ţ-  â
- b î fâ   -  l ţ î
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j ţ   f lv â  ţ l

 ll     ţ ll  .
câ   , lâ  l lv vgl
l l lg  , g vl  l
ll  . câ   -  l  ,
 zgzl - h.  l   l  
Uvl    v, -  l  chi
 g     .
L î  g  f fţ î f  
vz:   l. e î   l:
    l  acţiune,  l 
inţare. sl   ţ , v 
,    l î ll , 
â  vb  ţ b  . ill
  â     j  vg 
vţ. el  gâ   f   ţ b 
   l fl, î   l   
â     l î.
il  ţ   l vll l
 . a â     , 
  lz ţl lgâ  lţ ,
â  bg    . ş ,   l
z l ţâ  lv  l . cv
 f  lg   , f   l lg
   l-.  fl  z, l   f lg
 f l  .
u,
ţ  l vţ 
g vl f
    


ţ l (ţ  l). d , 
 l v   l    
      fl,  f  
. a bl  l   
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î    ţ  ţ  bl,

 ţl z î   . n
 î ţ l,   î  l
  ţ.
d lg  l ll ţ 
vţ ,   l  l  
 î   ţ ţ. a l  îâl
 â acţionăm  l, â    existăm.
eţ  î    vll l
   h î fţ vţ  ţ- f . 
     f   . d b ,  
î    ţz ,    ţl
l v  ţl   l ţ  â â
 î l z. p  l , acţiunea pură
 flz î  vl. m z
f      l z 
l v  l   bţ  zl , f 
ţ     ţl .
a â ţ  - ,    v
  î gl  ,  b  f   bţ
v    ţ   b. d , î 
 lţ î , îb l l . p
 v  ţ  b,     z 
gl,   v   âz jg   ţ
h   â î. p  l ,   
l l    v   î 
vţ  ,
bl   .
l   
d-, îg lz
v ţ

 âg  ll,   ll î  
lg  l  î vţ .
a â b vţ   v
existenţială,    lv   îvţ v
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-  ,     guru,  ,  

  lz l. t   j  v 
 ţ  ţ     îz
 gâl  lţ   ,   . d f,
 â  lz ţ   â  
vţ  v b  z  ,
 g    l,   lz
l    v l  b.
d ,     z 
ţ   v  l f,   -
l  - ,  ţ   .
 l ţ î  ţ  - vl 
j , v,    v  
l  - lz  ţ . a
  - lz  fţ î f  
   gţ,   vg blh-
z l l l fţ vţ,  z v l
ţ.   fl,  î  g   b .
a  v  ll,    îjţ  
   v ţ,     ţ ţ
l  b  î f  î  l.
pbll  l v   l
  şti     - f î  fţ
. n    l lg  „f-
ţ“,    f   î    ţ -
v. d     ţ   b, î
 „“
d fl,ţ
 v f   
ţ
 
â   jl.
l 
- ţ b î l , gl l  -
 â  î  l    
 ,  î-  l  b, 
  ţ   .
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rzl  bll   l v î 

l  v  j     faţă de alte
persoane,  faţă de noi înşine. a  l v
l  f b ţ      l
l l  f, l   l
 b  î b    î lz 
vl. d  î     g,   
 ţ v  -   llţ,   î  l
bv  fţ. uvl  î l
,      î l  
 â    .
e    vg  î ţ  
    v ,  l   â zll
l ,    f zl l .
pv  v ţ , h   
 l  vl l l l, 
  . d -  z 
ţ ,     f  v  l.
shb vgl l,  l  l
l bz   l    î bl, 
f h    v , l fl 
    vz l  bl bl  
l.
d      î l ţ
 ,   v  lg,  jţ,    
lţ  - f   l. d  l

v
  
 â ,
  
 ţ ,
  
v
v  gl   îh…  l.
-v,  ţ   v î  b
ţ  fţ   ţ l bl,  l
î   ţ l f, l
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f     - hb, â

 l   ţ. o  v l 
ţ   l,  l l  ţ ţ 
v, lâ î-  l   fţl
 . cl   . sl l
  v l  ,  l  
-  ţl;  , bll   l 
. pţl l - hb,      
  l,    â  l fţ  f.
c     sunt iubire   v fl 
   , vâ  î   î
vţ. 
 e   l
vţ, î-  ţ
 l. î  l
   vz,    v  hb
 ,     vb  îg l. 
   ll î   î  l 
g     l hb  hl  
 (î f  vz   lg ).
dv,    ll     
b
u   îl
eu însămi,  b
fţ. sg  
 z ţ să
,
  v fţ î  î,   î llţ, â
 â v    î ll z. a 
v    l.
L  l îţlg ll   l j b
fl l  llţ   l  l î vţ
, lv ll  î vţ l. d  - j î
  l  l,  llţ   vţ
  -  j î   l l. n
   l   l    lllţ 
ţz    vll l l .
aâ  â â    l,   
 g vl   f  îg vţ 
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  l ll  l ţl . d , 

  l gz,  , lv,   î
j  acţiunile l,  cooperez cu g vl, 
mă opun . d î  ţ    ţ
   îlg, vţ    l z,
 l   v l, v   
. n  î   î z  ,
  â  vţ    l  f 
 v! ş  l  - îh,  î ţ
      f:   b  z
ţ   să u eu însămi. aâ  â f  l,
vl     l     îg
l v    b.
F v î z  vţ  gâl
 ţl   l  l  l.   l,
 î bll   l vl lv  
    bl  . o   vll
l l (  )  bl,  î l 
  â    gâ   vg  -
lgl l     j  l  v.
el   l ţ  l l l, l l
lg  l f  l  ,  -
l l   gâ î    vţ l. F-
 v   vl   l  v, l
- ţ î  v fll   .   l,
l    z  l vl lv 
ţ l. d
, vţ   gâl
 l  vgl
lfl  l   f-
 l.
d v , l î    zll
l l  gâl  vgl lv  â
 l l. u  vlz â î
 î  î hb gâl  vgl, 
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îâ l vl vl,  l vl lv. s l,

l  l    f   l
 b ţ  ţ,   î  vţ,
  î vţl l v! e  î  l v
l f, v ţ l lţ    l-
 ţ l vl lv.
r    v  f î fz
â  â v   v î h l  
 l  g-   î. pâ ,
     flz   lţ
  -    vl 
l  ,     b  gâl
 vgl lv. p l ţ 
vl,   ţ ţ lv 
ţ.
F     î-     l
l  l. d z  g   ,
     f . d ,  ţ
vţ l  î- fl  î ll, î fţ 
lg         l  l.
sg  blgţ fţ  llţ (  î
vţ)  î  ţ , ţâ-l
 lllţ  î f  .
ţlg fl  L  eg uvl
 îll , ind una cu noi,  f 
vz,  î l f îg l (îl 
îl).
 l-îţl
ll 
î lg vvţ
zvl
 
î l l
ll z.
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:ş  l
l   î  vţ
 l,
  v
 fl  îl
l f,
 l f. a  g fţ î   
f î  ţ î  ţ    
v î  .
  f lv â  v    l
f  l lllţ. e  î  l v
l ţ,   lz,    l 
 l   ţ . Vţ    
 –     l l lllţ,    v
v ,     g        b.
    v      l
îlţ  .
  ţ l î  ţ  
       realiza v,   
a  eu însămi. d ,    f    
b. n-  f gj lg   ţl
l    gll  l î  
llţ .  z    vg   
g â  â f  l.   l, 
 jl   l  îâţ   â î ,
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 ll v   l  f , 

f  g!
a       l lv
  l  . d v    
ţ , l   g gj  l î,  l
  â    l . ib ţ-
   î l  g,  Uvl î
  b.
L  gl î   -
ţ fţ   î. p ţ l jţl 
fţ  ,  î  l    
f. iv, vzâ fl  î ,
  î   î    î  . c
â î  î   l,  â  g-
ţ  ţ  ţ l î   l zl-
l l. n   î  g l vgl
lllţ   ţ l l  vg
    lj, lâ-   vl ( l -
g vl).   fl,    î   l
ţ  l.
pâ l ţ î j ţ  î
ţ î l . d l, î  b
l   l   l l  î 
f . Ţ   l, fl, îv-
ţl  lgl l, f    
 ţl l l. d l , l l  
l
  ,
v 
ţ  
fţ 
    
 l v.
 l ţ î  ţ  - vl
    l   vl  -
î  î l  v   fl -
   . a â ţz „
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 vl“, î  ţz  . d

, l  l   ţ    lg,
, g   bl  lţ. u 
ll l gl  vţ  v    
 l gl ! pf    l     
 la nivel instinctual î l v. d l
  v, vţ z  ţ l, 
l   hb  vlz  l.
d  v   ţ g
bl  fţ vl  vţ, î  
v v        z î ll
           
fvţ  g. n  ,  
   lg bl     v .
d ,   f l  lgl  l
l gz. d î  î bl l,
l     l  z gll l. c
  l z  jţ  ţ (l ţ
l vl l).   fl, lgl gz b
l l vz  l l, î l 
l      b   gll
l. p ,    lg    
   vz l .  hb, 
  l personale î  î l 
ţl  vl   j    l
l  l,     l lllţ .
e
 âf
  f 
 ll
l gz.
d l, l l  v   l hz
  î- ţ bl l  lll. H
g l l bl l , î   hz
  nu este sănătos   â .  
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l,      vastu,   l

   feng shui-l,   z g gll
hz. câv  ţ   fz  
â   fl  gl   z
. n     b, ţ
f  v     ,    
l  gl g.
d f, ţ î j ţ - j 
 z. L  l    vg 
   î  l      
   propria cale individuală. n z  
g î vâf       20   
   lţl   l  l
 gjz   , f-l jll  
   v,    l b  l l 
 f   l lj,  b  g   
b  l l î   ţ b, 
  lb -  vâ  îghţ.  l
ţ, l    lg    v 
,     ţ    ţ l
â lll.
n v       îv lgl
gz,     sceptică î vţ  j
  l l vz,  l 
h  l  î l lg, î ţl î
   gţ     ţ u, fţ l
l tlţ.
l  v o
 b 
lgl â  fţ
gz  lîâ 
l,
î   l  l  v. cl  b l  
îl  f î vţ     vţ    f 
 ţ îlţ      v,
ţ  ţ  . a 
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g   ţ   g l 

  f â   lz ţ  ţ  vţ.
p  â î   ţ  
  b  „  f“,  l  
l l  l g . d b , 
  f fl  l,    
 f l. c v     l  z
ţ blg. n   g     v
 v (lv l   l  l) â
â lz  . sg  
   v     l  b  
î l  l, l - b ţ,
f     v (  ,   llţ),
  ţ  bl  f 
g   ţ  tlţ.
s l, g l   l âgâ-
   î vl    î  j-
      î. e  v  f zv
 b l , jâ-   lbz 
 v. d ,    g   
l      lvţ, f  b  -
 l l b l ,    l
   ţ. a    v, 
îbţ l   l vll tlţ.
p  l ,        g 
  ţ  dz â llţ. F
  î
l î, 
zl  - 
  ţl
  
 f
g.  zl l   l f z,  ,
 l    h  l ţ
 hlg,  ,  l vţ  î z
  l z v, â-l   vţ.
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c l v,  g î     v

 ţ  ţ  l,  
l    vţ  ţ 
    zţ  . a î  îţ
 vţ î  z.
pl,   v   g  dz
   ,      î-
 u  Uvl. d ,   vţ 
z  g î . c ,  ţ
f l,   j  î l     f-
lzz  l  l ţ l   f
     îg ţ. e î bl 
ţ   z l  îlţ  î zl
l , l    jz. F  b
 f  ll   zz l vll l l.
d ,  ţ  ţ    l
f  f    ţ b fâ  l,
f b! d     f  
  î  îţ lz gâl  ţl, l
 bbl l  ţ  v. cl  l hb
zv   î   permisivitate pură. F  îţ,
f  ,     â l l 
 f   ţ v.
d    vg  l  b l
  îl  f   î şi  llţ 
 î ţ b    lzz 
l
 l
  fzv“
„gâ f, 
v 
 vl.
  
c- ,  v  îg vţ  ,
      lv   
     lllţ ,  h 
tlţ.
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p  l ,  bv    gâ

gv, f  l l      f  l
j. a     â  î   l 

 lfţz  gâ,
 î hb 
 â l
,
 âlg
f.
d , f  l l    l  f  l j,
îâ  bv   gâl  ţl 
f.   fl, l     lz
î fţ  î-  l, îg-   î
     v.
aţl  gl: „Gâl gv g  
l gv î vţ l“    v
 î  f     -  l  
   . el l       l gâl
  g   l gv  gâl l.
Fl f    ţ î  f 
    î l    sunt răi
    fl  ţ î vţ l, l  
   îl  v. d   l 
 gâl  gv  l  g ţl
zbl î vţ ,   v .
d  ,  ţ    gb 
ţl â  gâl , îb  l legate
de sine.
p  l ,   gâl zv g 
ţ
zv. n 
b bl îj
l ţl   lfl  î
g lvţ

  sentimentele noastre legate de noi înşine!
s l,   î f -
l l gv lg  ll   -
jz,     l    z
221
ţ l â  l . c  b, f  permit

l l   f,   l îv l.
a     h  b  
-
vţ 
f î
â fl j l
ţ  l
   î(îz
 zl
î   ).
s îâl  l   v  ,
  b   f   gţ.  fl
 ţ,   ţ   gâ: „Vezi? Chestia asta
cu ‚pozitivitatea’ nu funcţionează.“ pbl    
 lgl l . n    î  
î  l z     f l  
l l vl ţl. m   ,    
b    ţ   î!
eţ  î j ţ - j  îţlg
â       j   î  
  lv  fl  . o  â  lgl
  î    î gţ,   b 
 ţ,    g î 
 î f î  z l .
a  , vţ    â   
l .
n z  l    z   â
. c  z  ce simt faţă de mine însămi
 â  f  fl  zl   â.
pl,
  -f

î
  îl  
, bl
ţ
 h  , â  l . c l v,
ll    l  -   
 î,   l     ( 
b ţ) v   v   âz
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    l  v f   î  

 î vţ .
  ţ î  ţ b
 î 
 f
v g  l ţl
 l ,
gv v
î vţ . 

l,    î îvz    j  l l
. d , î  î lz gâl  
fţ   zv. L  l îţlg  l 
l f   ţ l l   -
vl  .
F  l       
 î  l z. ul  ll   l-
îvţ î  ţ l î  ţ  
  fbl   l    l. c
l v, î  â bl      v
ţl   l î l . dv,
î  v  l     , 
    blţ. d , f î 
 î f    l  b î l
v. u,  l î  z, 
l  î   l    â 
l,    î l v.
Vţ  î   v  ţ 
î î  z   fţ   î ţ
gâ zv.       
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z
f
l l 
  
ff
 
v fţ,
    
b
î . p , î   b ţ. o 
â   l   vl î  fl   ţ l 
g  î-  b  , î   l
  ţ  . a  l
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î  ţl î  b î vţ  

ll     î ţ   - .
    - vb f l  ţ
  lg ţ. Gâl  vţ   ţ
    f g,  l f  
gâ l  lg  v permisivităţii,  
atracţiei.
a  ,     Uvl, 
     f l l,  
g. L    â    l
 . m î  vţ l   
z  - flz    l ,
f  -  l ţ  l v. 
 v  v        j
  l,  fl  gâ z l 
ţ. p  î   î vg  llţ
  gâ l fl      î ll î
  , î l  î    fţl
fţ  llţ.
a v    vg  Uv-
l  l  l  l.  l, l  b-
ţ ,  bl   l     
  . d    î   
ll   l    î vţ , 
   lz î    -
,  v.
d ,
    îţl  îf
î l 
  
  

î-    fţ, - v
,  . L fl   l  
î  l  g b l l, fţ  
 l î . d l   v,  l
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î  v fţ l,    ţ,

   b h   gll l , 
     vl   îţlg. sl
  zll

v bţ   b
 î l
 ,
   î
z. 
d î
  v bl  î bv  fţ,
l   î     l.
a î fl  g î vţ      b
 ,      zv  
     Uvl.
a    ,      î 
hb î v fl l ,   
 f â  lz   l l , -
  g  zz bll   î 
l „zlv“ (gâl  v   î gl   b
hb). d  gâl   vgl -
 - j    l  l  
, lâ g vl  g lb 
. o  â    î    v,
ţl zv î  b î vţ .
n g î zll f  ,
 l l  g î. d , 
â   b   î,  â  l 
 l l . iv,  â   
     î,  â  l v g î vţ
 ţ !
  î  v f     . uvl
  v  b  ţz,  bţ
  lzz.  l     bv l
v î     v    . el 
ţ î l, îâ  flzz  
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   „“ . L  l   

 ,  î permit l vl l g 
î f   .
s l,  â   ţ 
   vţ     î-  ţ,
  l      î  gv
bvl , -  g vl. c â
  l f îâ  bţ   î
,  â  l î v fl  v  
î gl. p  l , v   
f l,    gb  lb. pv
ll   v,  v  l  u,
    bţ î ţ j.
pl vţ  j î 
fl ţ,    l l ţ. aâ
 â  î î Vţ  â  f  
,   g   â ll  î ţ
j, î-    f    l  fbl.
d  flzz î ţ  ll  î
l    îgjz, vţ   v v
 ţl     l g,  v â
   ,  î z îg g
 l  gjl l.   fl,   g
ţl    l  î vţ ,   
î î l vl   î    f
  ,  îl blhz  fţ   
.
 ld,  
v lz  
ll âl
,
î
fţ       l     lb
 gj. c â       l
   zl    l ,  â 
 v î fţ l v   â  l v
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l vlţ l, îâ   h î fţ l.

c l v,  î  l g vl 
g î  l  .
a  ,    l   
f lv â     g l  blţl 
lgl   l   f. c  f   trăiesc î
   ,    î
,  .  l     
   . d v  îgl uv   î
l ţ l,  ţl l 
ţz  tl.
t   j ţ. d ,   
î     î vţ   j î- l
z . sg     î l 
 l ţ      î 
l. d ,  î  v,   g î l
  bţ ll v,  î l ţ
fl îâ  î  g vl  lzz
l ll  î  l z.
u îl ţl î ll l  f
â  î   l   , î  
permisivitatea   l     ţ u
   ll  ,   î 
bl ţ   ţ j.
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Întrebări şi răspunsuri
ţ,
ll  
v   ţ
z   l
vbîî-
fţ
 g  îg l  ţ . 
 ţ  ţ -   z îbl
 - f  l  fv  l  
l- .
Î: Cum deneşti „iubirea necondiţionată“ pe care ai
experimentat-o în lumea
tă aceasta de iubirea de dincolo
pe care şi în ce noi
o cunoaştem fel este diferi-
în această
realitate zică?
r: ib î l  l    f,
î l   f   ţ. e   
g  l ,   ţz ţl (
   lll ţ l ). a b
este,   l.
Î: În viziunea ta, poate  replicată această iubire
necondiţionată în lumea noastră zică?
r:  ţ,    este j b -
ţ. a â  f  b î ll
229
z,   l î   ,    -
  ţl  .
c  b f l    gâ  
l  l  ll l lb-l
 trece printr-o . ib ţ  -
l l lb-l. câ   î -
,    î l  l l bl.
a blzz ţl : b, b -
, , v, , ,   
 .
F   l fl     f l
lb-l (b ţ) î fl l
l bl. t ţl  (ţl) 
  z l lb-l. n
-       l  bl. n
 : „V, l   “  „“. d
,   î  fl    î 
 v ţl l, â-l  l b  
ll l.
o  â    l ţ, â-
-l gv,   l îâ  l g,  -
   l ţ .   fl,  
blj î l ,   î   
l ţ  bl. e     î 
g  l     l  j
l.   fl,  v  bţ  l
lb-l,
î lv.    v h   v f
n v      b  acţionăm 
 l  ţ  ,    b   -
 ţl   g  lţ . ng-
 l hvlz  z  l f
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  . c l v,     î 

 ţ   b ţ  z î 
 â   îgl  l ţl
, f  l j v.

Î: După părerea ta, noi suntem deja inţe spirituale
innite plenar conştiente de esenţa lor înainte de a ne
încarna în această lume zică, şi dacă da, cum se face că
în această viaţă uităm într-o asemenea măsură de măreţia
sublimă a sinelui nostru innit?
r: a î-v   b  î  -
vţ,       v f â  z   l-
 îb!  l ţ l î  ţ
   vg    v î  l
 l        vţ î ll z 
b    g. Noi     f 
 fl,  l  vgl  g.
ţlg l l   v  î l
ţ l -
„“ î v, v
 „î bl“, 
-: „O,
deciviaţa
 nu
trebuie să e o luptă! Dimpotrivă, noi ar trebui să o savurăm
şi să ne simţim în permanenţă bine! Ce păcat că nu mi-am
dat seama de acest lucru până acum! O, deci corpul meu
şi-a creat singur boala, din cauza gândurilor mele strâmbe,
a criticilor pe care mi le-am adresat de-a lungul vremii şi
a convingerilor care m-au limitat, pe scurt, a conictelor
mele interioare. Ce trist mi se pare faptul că nu am înţeles
că noi venim în această lume pentru a ne simţi bine în pielea
noastră şi pentru a ne desfăta cu viaţa pe care ne-am ales-o,
respectiv pentru a ne manifesta în planul zic esenţa plină
de iubire!“
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a   fl  „lg“ v  g  l,

  l-   fl: „Cum se face că
incapacitatea mea de a-mi realiza propria măreţie spirituală
a condus la un deznodământ atât de dureros: manifestarea
unei boli terminale atât de teribile cum este cancerul?“
m - „“ fl (b f l l
gâ): „O, înţeleg! Cancerul nu mi s-a întâmplat mie,
căci în lumina adevărului meu interior eu nu sunt niciodată
o victimă. El nu a fost decât consecinţa propriei mele puteri
şi energii rămase neexprimate, care s-a întors împotriva
corpului meu, în loc să se manifeste în lumea exterioară!
a îţl   l  bl    f
   v  gl ,    fţ 
vţ  - f b f l   
-    f  ţ . a 
   l:   î î l    î 
l î l  l. d -  î î l
z, l   ,  g   -  
f î  ,  b f l  
  - f vl.
m- î   pâ,  î  l  
  ,   l,  b    ţ-
î l  l -  î  l. ş  
bz,     vg  â  „l
 l“     ,   l. d l, î l
 fţ    „“      ţ 
l
 lv.
  d
 l l
î   v,
 î -
  
l.
cl  l   â  f l ţ
    l  , l, ţ  bl.
avl     î l   
z  - .
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Î: De vreme ce eu nu am trăit o experienţă în apro-
pierea morţii, există vreo posibilitate să îmi trezesc şi să
îmi amplic încrederea în incredibila forţă a vieţii de care
vorbeşti?
r: c gţ. n  b    -
ţ î  ţ  - lz  ţ
.
eţ - îvţ    g l  l-
v  î     fţ vl  vţ
 î  l . c l v,  b
  b   v î î  î. c â 
 l  l,  â  ţ  ţ î -
 . c â jg   ţ  ţ 
 llţ,  â  bl v  î ţ 
  j, ţâ-l   l l.
Î: Ce rol au jucat în procesul vindecării tale credinţa
şi sistemul convingerilor tale, şi cum s-au transformat
convingerile tale în urma experienţei în apropierea
morţii?
r: V    v bl  - f
 ţ   vgl l. dv,   f
g   l  .  zl ,
lzl  f ţ ţ .
d l   v, bl î  f g
 vgl l  ,    l.
o
blţvg
î  
lz vţ,
j,  îâ 
 ţî
 l  l  ţl  z. p 
l , h î fţ     
h î fţ  blţl. abg 
  ţll  .
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nv  gţ  blhz  ţl. d-

v, z fl : „Nu ştiu“  gâl:
„Haide să vedem ce se întâmplă“ î  l 
   f   lţ    bl -
  ,     f î lţ ,
l l ll. o  â   h î fţ
bgţ,    v . d-
  vgl (zv  gv î gl ),
gl  l î   z â  f 
Uvl î    l zţ , f-
l  b lţ bl  vţ    .
a  l î  l  jg l
g  î  vţ v g.
rţ l vhl  hvlz  -
 lbţ   î î   v
 ţ . e z  f  v î
. o  â  ţ l v    v l
vl z, vţ  v  lb,  vâ 
 v.
Î: A fost credinţa ta în Sursă unul din factorii care
te-au vindecat?
r:  zl ,  am devenit una  s   
   l vâ. cţ  - l â
 l îâ   îg l. L
v bl î    l v . 
l ţ l  -       
   l  î . c l v,  v
  .
d î   l - z î , 
îţl. a     z    î î
l z, l   v v.
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  ţ l    vg  î

ţ     ţ u.   pâ
      u,  
z  î î . eţ  î j
ţ - f  â   u. i- 
 l fl  b Dumnezeu,   vg 
   f   . e  
dvl     f     lv,
     ţl   l. d
   v,     vzbl,  
î   î ţ    î l .
e  z   â  fţ   tlţ.
Î: Există vreo posibilitate ca voinţa noastră personală
să se conecteze cu voinţa Totalităţii, astfel încât să ne
putem vindeca liber şi să avem acces la întreaga noastră
putere?
r:  l    . o   bl 
î z lb  v  l . e
  gl l   î  f  l
 l  lv,  l v  
 l   gţ îg. a -  l
l   l      
v î  l, lv l l  l
 .
a vg vzbl  ţ ţ 
l  v l, fâ-   
 ţ  g vl. c l v, l 
ţ î l, ţ  l  . a
   î   î. p   vl
   l   hb, l z 
 hb.
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p  fl  v l    

fv  pâ,  b   hb lgl 
vgl, fl îâ    fl  suntem
Una cu energia universală a vieţii. n î  fl v
 jg   ţ ţ  l  ,
fâ î l   l g zv î
 l z.
pl  v    â ţ
  vg  g vl  vţ 
   u  .
Î: În ce fel percepi libertatea în urma experienţei tale
în apropierea morţii?
r: -v,   lb,    vhl
l lg, vg  ,    v  
 ll .
d  ,      
fl       ţ î gţ î
l   . d ,  v
ţ   v ţ  l, ţ v  l
  v    ţ î î gţ.
c â jg      î vgl
 lg   l  lţ,  â  l
   .   fl, l jg  
lz l  hl   l.
eţ - f  â -  
ţ lb  v  gţ (î gl 
z  hlg). c l v,  v 
 v fţ  h î jll bgţ.
d l   v, v lb  î
ţ  lb l .
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Î: Crezi că ai mai  ales să te întorci în această lume
zică dacă ai  ştiut că starea ta de sănătate nu s-ar 
ameliorat?
r: d
b 
 - 
 î,  
l
 îţlî  
  ,
  f î  -  blv. a
   l     bbl fţ 
z, h     f bl  î l l
bl. a   fl   î l z blv,
 î      l. d  ,
        - - 
 vţ, f   ţ l.
Î: Mesajul tău este foarte clar: noi trebuie să ne
manifestăm autenticitatea, să m cei care suntem cu
adevărat! În acest caz, ce putem spune despre criminali
şi despre răufăcători? Trebuie să e şi ei cei care sunt?
În plus, ai armat că în lumea de dincolo nu există nicio
judecată. Asta înseamnă că orice om poate face fărădelegi
fără a  pedepsit!?
r: -v, î l  l    fl
 ,      . al,
l  ţ .
mlţ  fz       j
 . Gâl  f v  jţ 
flgl l î fz.  l, l,
lţl, j
l. el  
 vlbl  
 î l , , 
 lţ.
d  v â gl, lg  .
 l  l      l
f       f   f â  - 
 pâ, f â  l    f ţl
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l. d  ,   l f  l l
z fl lv  z     
î   l l     
. o  vlz       
   ţ l . e   
f ,  v   bl  fl 
. d ,   v      – î
 z  j    fţ î l
 l.
e    f  l sunt „ 
  “. dv,  vg    z
 g â   -  l, â
 vâ  vl l . o l
-  l  l  l,  ţl
l l   l      l în
interiorul . n  gâ l bz  l v 
v l  l „“  „“.  l  
„“. e numai „“!
u g î     blv, l fl   
 f  . c â î-    lţ
g,  â  blv   î bll .
h fl  f zv   ,
l fl    l  l l, 
â  â   b zl l  gz
fl  , l  v f â   l,
l-  gvţ     î  
l îh
rf  
 
î î ţ
 v l.
l ţl
l ,   h l z l  boli
colective.
n v          ţl
l,       ţ l 
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- v  - f  , l l -

 îâl    . u  f  
 b  bl   u  f  -
f   l  î - f  l î.
Î: Vrei să spui că un răufăcător – de pildă un criminal
– ajunge în acelaşi loc în planul spiritual ca şi un sfânt,
nesimţindu-se judecat în niciun fel?
r: d,  v  .
o j î l  l,  îţlg  
 f – f â  l   f fl  –
 v  ,     l vl
. o    fl  l  
z fl     l l.  l
 l ll z  v l,   îţlg
    f   f    ţ â
.
a-z „f“  vl l l
l,
 
 
. c lzz
 ,   
. l  
aâ  â
-  î l  l,  îţl    
ţ u,   l fl.
d ţ   v ţ   l, -
    v v  lg   îh. d ,
â  â   î  l z   îţlg 
l,   gâ î  „  “  ţ âţ
 . a  l jţl , lgl, îhl
 l.   l  î    v
v   l    ţ jţ.  l
 l   î ,   j l l-
zz   ţ     .
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Î: De vreme ce noi ne creăm propria realitate, crezi
că oamenii vor  pedepsiţi pentru karma lor negativă?
r:  vz , karma   gb  
 ţ 
l, hlb â
 fl  lg
 z karma
fl. s
negativă,
   î  v. c   l   l
vţ      l.
n       vţ vţl, î l
l, f    vţl karma   
îţl. e î  f      î 
.
 î
îţl l ţ
  l 
l î vţ

ţ 
– ,
z  v, ,   gbl –
 î l, î- l  â  
     l. a lz    
j    î   v    l 
vlbl   l. Ll    l 
  b, l, zv  gv,  l ţ
 l  tlţ hlb  f.
Î: Am auzit mulţi oameni vorbind despre importanţa
iertării. În timpul experienţei tale în apropierea morţii ai
constatat că trebuie să ierţi foarte mult?
r:  l  l   l  â 
 îâ     l l îţl. c 
z,  îţl  g      
 v  pâ  f eu însămi,  llţ .
p  l ,   ţ  j gv 
-zl l gl,    îţlg l f
l ţl l.
a lz    î  l  
  v     v,    ţ
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 fţ  vâţ  Uvl,   ţ

 b ţ. a  l  
,  j  . d ,  b 
f v     b. ib   
l l .
nv       v l 
î l î b  . -  î  
  j     . L vll
     ,  gâl, v-
l  ţl     ţ tlţ
. a  ţ  bl,   î -
bll , lzâ î gl  î  l -z -
zv  gv. c  v l ll  l l
lb-l,  ll     
f vţ, f l  . 
 ţ,   â  ?
pl,  îl   , b -
ţ   – v fţ   î 
fţ  llţ . pf    j  , 
    v     v,  î f
l  ţ   ll   l j
 î  tl  ţ.
Î: Nu crezi că o iu bire de sine prea mare îi poate face
pe oameni să devină egoişti?
r: c îţlg    h î lUvl
lzz  vl b   (  l ).
p  l ,    f lv    .
 l ,  f îvţ    î  î-
  llţ  l l     gâ l
l .   l,     v f
ţ l b  f lllţ . n 
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î l    v  f. c l v,

   b    ţ  ,
â-   bl  â-  l 
       ţ, î  
 l     ţ   llţ -
. pţ     î  l l, 
ţ   fţ  llţ .
egl   - b  ,  
  ,    l l b  
 v  î z  l. d , 
      b    , l
fl      b   fţ  .
L î   f   z l b 
,     jţ , ,
  î. d -   l   î,
j  gl  .
cvl „ b“  l l  hvl
   â  g l. el    
  l. ib    b fţ  
 l  l l. n   ţ u; 
ţ. n z  vţ 
 j  v v  ţ bl î llţ
. c îţlg  l î f l  
b lllţ .
Î: Majoritatea oamenilor aaţi pe o cale spirituală
cred că egoul împiedică evoluţia şi creşterea, şi implicit
că trebuie transcens. Tu de ce nu recomanzi acest lucru?
r: d  ,  î g l g  lg
  â  ,   g  l gz
 fţ gl   . c â g  b 
,  â  l  l   vţ
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l.  hb,  î   î b ţ

gl  l     î  l
z     bl  l. p  fl 
, gl   z  fâ î l zvl l
l,  v,  f  l  .
o      g. a f î  l
 g       pâ. sg
  gl  bl lv î l  -
l. d ,  gl î  vţ  
 â l     l  j  .
p  l ,   v jg   
ţţ
â- gl ll
g.
â b-
n î  z
-
îz      bl, ţâ l
lb     ţ   l.
Î: Ce crezi despre serviciu şi despre slujirea semenilor
noştri?
r: a â    l ţ , -
vl
z, f  î
l gz  îl  b
 
.  fl
f 
,
 l     lb.  fl  z, f 
v g,  bl vl jg  
 l âl l, lâ- ţ  .
c lzz î  v - ţ l
blgţ  l    îv   
g. svl   îl j   l,   b

  ţz
l  b, îb  
 blgţ.  z,
l 
 
ţ   l  vl.
 l,  ţ  v  l ţ  
  l ţ,  v      l î
ţ l. a   gâ l   f,  v
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  î ljb     â l, 

 f b f vl î  l z.
a  fţ î a  de folos  a face un serviciu.
p vll l l îţlg    
 î l   uv. el      f
 tl f  f  ,  vv, 
 îţlg îl l  îâ.
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r: e     â l ţ . --
v,  â  „“ - ţ    -  z
- v. n - ţ   -   lv,
    -  z l  l  l,  
  jl
g  -  ţ
v vzl,
l ţ-
  l 360
l ( z). p ,  v, z, ţ
  tot   f   vl ! t
l î , z  v. ş   îâl -
l  ţ ll î   ,    ţl -
z, â  â vl v v v lg
 . a  l     vţl -
l  fl
mf , l
vb, fl
- ţ b
  vl .
v
bl  v   . el â l, 
 l   l l,     
v- â . d lfl,      
- g- l â . d l, l îţlg 
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    ll  bl,  

î  v   l îţlg l vl l.
  l,   îţl     
 ţ ţ        ţz
îgl uv,  tl  î l .
afl,  l   v,    f,
îgl uv v f. d   b  
î, ţ llţ  v b    .
d   v l ţ ,   
 ţl l   l- v î l ţ
î  ţ  , îţlg, l  -
l
j bî
l ţ -
l,    -  
. a 
î l
l    gâ  . s v l ll
 bl   î  v    î vţ .
ch  b  ,  l    l,
h      v. L fl -  l-
l   .
câ  fl   l z  lz,  

   l
l vgl -lg
 
l
l. l
 
z
l    ţ- î l ţ l î
 ţ   ţ   l l
z f bl  gâl l. câ 
j î l  l, - z î-  
l â …  l fl   â  z 
v î l   z  z!
Î: Ce crezi despre religie? Am constatat că nu po-
meneşti decât foarte rar sau deloc despre acest subiect
atunci când vorbeşti despre experienţa ta.
r: a . pl,    
lg,    â  ţ     
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îţlg   îâl  . d   

l  l,  î       
v  lg  l  f â  z 
ţ.
u l v   - l  vb 
lg  l    b  î , â fl
 vz î  l,     ţ
. e   j u  l 
   â ,  jg î l l, f
  â  - îh l i, l Bh, l shv,
l allh,   f . sgl l  z 
  vţ   îh,  ce simţi în legătură cu tine
  . d   fll î  îţ  vţ
acum,  î f l z    
l . d ,  f     îţ  
 l   vl  . s l, 
  ţ   l      l fl
 vl     m tz.
Î: Una dintre armaţiile cele mai uimitoare pe care

le-ai făcut ca urmare a înţelegerii la care ai ajuns în urma
experienţei tale are implicaţii profunde şi cu bătaie foarte
lungă. Mă refer la armaţia că noi ne putem modica
efectiv trecutul prin alegerile noastre prezente, pe măsură
ce viaţa noastră avansează către viitor. Am înţeles corect
această armaţie?
r: a  f      .
e   l z  gl  l
î     l. t g  bv   
 (î  ţ) „     vl“.
 l ţ l l  vl  - 
,  . d     zll l
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l î fţ  z     î  

î ll z.
e    ţ  , 
lţl l.  zl , z    l-
   î ţz ţ  ţ 
vţ,   v   â ţ î  î
j ţ.
Î: Atunci când ne-ai povestit despre experienţa în
preajma morţii pe care ai trăit-o, ai spus: „Orice boală
începe mai întâi de toate la nivel energetic, şi abia apoi se
manifestă la nivel corporal.“ Ştii cumva cum se petrece
acest proces şi ce anume determină apariţia bolii?
r:  l ţ l î  ţ -
ţ    l  î f  l  
l. p,  g . p  l  l 
f   vb     .
a g        
â l , v   fl â  fv
vâl măreţie,      ţ î l
l ţ. Gâl  v lv   z
 lz, vl      
 g. d- l v, l    â
 b   î    f 
fţ  vţ â     â.    
ţ, l l      „l
 l“,  vl        
g .
d    v, b  vll lv
 vlţ l   ţ    
   f      fţ
vţ, f   l  vl    
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„b“! a  l  g zv  

zţ z  l.  l l   
-  î     lb â llţ. t
l  l fl  ţ.    v l
  g    îl f î ll
z,     lg .
Î: Vrei să spui că puterea care te-a vindecat a venit
din interiorul tău, nu de undeva din exterior?
r: n  v   ,   ,  
f,  v      . câ  -
 î 
îţl   ţ
   
 ţ l,
î  
 .
p, î      s îg lţ. d
l    îb  f l fl  - v
 gl  l  z,  l 
gv. pl  v -   l
 l l    îţlg fl 
     s   ţ .
Î: Ce crezi despre diferitele sisteme vindecătoare din
Orient şi din Occident?
r: s    l     
l l    v l. a   
,          ţ î
 ţ    v.

ţl  
l f.
 ţ,
a l bz 
 f ll v
   lv l bz ţl   l- î
   v. s  hlg   
   l   â   
    - îâl   l- l.
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câ f       l

 v î, l    g f
zv  l  .  l  l vz î
i     - îbţ  ll
v     f   î  
î Hg Kg. cl  ţ  b l
f  l,   zv â 
l.  Hg Kgl lz,  j
 l   v - f   îgz 
  î   .  i  v
 l  v f,  -  ţ.
efl     zv  ţ l
- vz l  .
Î: Spuneai că boala ta a părut să se vindece când te-ai
dus în India şi ai primit un tratament ayurvedic, dar ea a
recidivat când te-a întors la Hong Kong. Ai înţeles de ce a
dispărut cancerul în India şi de ce a recidivat el în Hong
Kong?
r: cvg    yv  fţ
î zl  î i    -   
  . tţ   jl   î
l ,  l   l l l  
 l. d ,   ţ   
fz. p   î vţ ,     
 l  b.  l,  f l j 
 ţ,  î i   ,
ashram- .,  ţ l   l
.
 Hg Kg   f lll,
 ţ blţ fâ. d ,  
lţ   î  l  ll! p
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 lg   f  l  l,

     v  îlţ l  lll
,   l- f z.     v,
 
   îll.
  ll l  l 
s v      î l ch,
 ţl hz    zl l fl  b
î zl . d f, l  bbl  -  îblv
l  ! d lfl, î  l l 
 „bl ll“,  ţ  bl 
l   â î ţl v (l fl   î J
 î i).
u    bţ l î  l
 z ,        
  z. u f l       
vgl l. ol     l 
,  blzţ lv  fâl  
„z“  fl  ! m vţl
l  flz   l, 
    hlgl l   
g,   v b  hlbl
z.
Î: Ce diferenţe ai experimentat între abordarea
terapeutică orientală şi cea occidentală?
r: olţ  î l  b  f 
  ţl  lz î   ţ.
m l  flzţ lv 
l, fâ-       v  
-   l z,   b    .
a v z vbl    .
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 hb,  l (â  yv â  

lzţ î  ţl hz)  flzţ
 gb  b l l vl hl. e
 bl  î  l   - v
zhlbl z, ţl  l. d 
v, l v  l,   . d
, l l - f î-  l 
  -  ţ.
pv ll  v ţ l î
 ţ, î    v  bl  
f l. a   f â    î
 î   j,  f  l   
 v  v bl   f. d ,
v l       b  îl hlz 
- j    l v  z.  l
ţ î  ţ v -   
vl l  f, â  ţ  
lll .
Î: Din câte se pare, diferitele abordări terapeutice

au baze culturale şi niciuna nu este superioară în sine
celorlalte, cel puţin în ceea ce priveşte cancerul. Este
corect?
r: d. e    , ţâ  
ţ    -. d v , 
j  bll   zhlb l
 l   f î l z. d ,
l   z ţ  l  
l  b    f b â l 
 z lv l z. p  l , 
   ţ  l ţ v 
l   â l    ţ  
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l,  l      l g î
l  vl l  l l l.
Î: Ce crezi despre cancer şi despre medicină în urma
experienţei pe care ai trăit-o? Crezi că umanitatea se
apropie de găsirea unui remediu pentru această boală?
r:     v,    z
  l  z bl l ţ  -
l,  l l. sl z  z â
f l  z l  f. d ,  
  l   z  v - f 
,  
z lv  ţ
l,    
zl, 
. e
-
z    hz  . ch
    ţ b l l,  
   b v  v   l 
„“  .
  l f,  îţl   f
l  lg   bl. d , 
 flz lv  l,  
zl l l l. a j   îb h
      f b vâzâ 
â  î jţ     î ţ l v!
pl,   bl mea  f  z  ,
  l   -   l 
f  z  ţ l l. d -
   l b î vl ,  - 
îblv   !
Î: Ce crezi despre bani din perspectiva lumii de
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r:  , b   â    l- 

, l fl   l    . o
l   fl   f b    f
,  î   bl . n    î
f ,  jţl , v zv
 gv. a   b,  lg,   .
n   vg î lg   ,
l î ţl  fl  v  , 
 î       l vg.
n v         v
. p  l  bl      î

lţl z.îV,
,  v,
 b  î-
   l

b   ,   gv    zv. n  v
ţl î vg, lv î l lg  b. d
 v  g î lv, ll v 
       l  l b.
m  î l. d ,  -
 lg, , l   vll  vgl
. n      l,    -
  l l î   l  vţ.
 ,   î ţ   ţ.
Î: Mulţi oameni bolnavi care îşi doresc să se vindece
ar vrea să ae cum pot „avea încredere în propria
vindecare“, cum s-ar putea „detaşa, permiţând procesului
de vindecare să se producă de la sine“ şi cum şi-ar putea
„accesa
expresii centrul care realizează
par simple platitudiniorice vindecare“.
imposibil de pus Aceste
în
practică de un om obişnuit. Lor ar trebui să li se dea o
metodă precisă, care poate  pusă cu uşurinţă în practică.
r: pl,      lg
,  ţ  gl ,  î  fl  
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f â  z   g,     

  lb  g. L- g  
   î v bl  l   
 „  b  “. a ţ  l bz
. d l   v, ţ l 
  f  f  l     v.
c î  l bl  lv  
l fţ    f â  l
l,  l  fvzz bl.
n v          b 
  l . m f  l  l fţ

 bl. sl 
, îâ 
 blvl  
   î
.f  b
c l
 v lv   zv,  
blvl î g ţ  l bl  f f l
 î l   îl lz î-  v.
pl, l  l  b ţ îâ 
 lbz  ţ fţ      f
     b  l z,    
 j . Vţ  î l z î
     bgjl  ţl  l   l
ll. F         l.
aâ  â  f l  l   l ll,
 â blţ î bl.
Blvl  b  lz  l  guru
l î  . i   î  l
vţ l  l   lzz l l  îl f
f, f       l  100  .
Î: Sună interesant în teorie, dar cum pot  puse în
practică aceste cuvinte? Cum te poţi simţi sănătos în
momentul prezent? Ce alimente trebuie să consumi sau
să eviţi?
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ţ î  ţ,      î l
  îl b!   - l  î
vţ â. n  â l g,
b, l  v    z v – 
 î    îblv!! e v  
  z ,  l  l vţ
l. p , â f ,   
.
L  l â  ll   
  v . d l,  â l
  h  v b   . pll 
    b  vţ, lv    â!
c  f    â  lv.
pl,   v   lv 
l  â  â  ţ zbl  z
 îţ fz ll f. a gz î
 f l bl. cl   l 
z â  , îb   ţ fţ
 lbţ  .
ch  z  l ,  f 
l   b,   . d lfl,  
    l î  l vţ   l
f   îl   v.
Î: Dacă ar  să transmiţi un mesaj sau o lecţie în
urma experienţei tale în apropierea morţii pe care orice
om să o poată înţelege cu uşurinţă, care ar  aceasta?
Care este principalul lucru pe care l-ai înţeles în timpul
experienţei tale?
r: pll  j   ecare   ţ
l  ţ: gl, ll, l  l . t
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 f  g  ,    ll bl
l Uvl. d ,   l   vâ.
n b  ţ l l  l l. n 
     lz. a  ,   j 
  ţ v. ş   l,   .
d lg  f   ţ f vţ  
 vz, î     g jl ,
  ţ   îţlg vl   îl v.
d  guru,     îvţ  f  z
   „î“ l     l  „îvţ“ 
 „lz“   jg l  vl, î  
f  b b      îţ    
v,     îţlg jl l.
r-l  l  jl     î
 -l  î b   ! L fl  ,   
fţ. d ,    v   î b. cl
 l fţ v  ll  f.
 l,    f lv,    l!
F   vâ   .
Singurul lucru   b  îl îvţ  fl 
 eşti deja   îţ   v. d , -ţ
 fără teamă, î-   b! a 
gl v     î  l z î
 f  î  z,    .
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   îh  ,   îţ  

âv v  l. a-ţ î   îţ
bz . clv l   ţ
 bl. F    l f. pl, 
 â  g lţ vl,   b
ţ    vţ  f ! a
    lţ    îvţ- î 
ţ l î  ţ   vg
bl     -  l b î,  -
 îblv   .
c î  î   vl  v
 
ţ, l vl
 ţ  
vţl  l.
l F
jl  ţ
,
 î ţz l âl l  llţ. d , g
 blgţ         
 lţl   v  l .
 fâ,   bl îj  l â 
    b   îţ     
  î . u  l gl   l f
l l ţl  v b 
 l- f l. d    l  
g  ,     z  î   
  b l  l l  v,
l  l    âl. n  b  l  
 z f  âz â   bl, lv   îţ.
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a    g,  ţ,

   mantra-   . pbll  z 
z    â    â  v
 ll l  l b.
    hlg fţ 
bbţ l  l  . d ,  
z       ,  î î   
j  f   „“     b
  î   f l    l
v.
av  g  vţ    -
. a  l   îl f  Uvl, 
    l l g  â 
 l  l   â î lg  .
d ,  v  fţ   î    fţ 
  â b  î jl .
aâ  â   vţ  , îţlgâ 
ţ   b,     î .
d g l  fl     l,
    g ţ f!
ţ    b  ţ  bl   
f f  î  l.
n!
a mj
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 Mulţumiri 
p ,       

ţ,  î   î  ţ fţ  ţ
   b î- fl  ll l ţ .
u  v  bţ ,  lţ  , 
 ţ  j  l v î l  -  l
 ţ.
c -  lţ v l Wy
W. dy? Gz l     l
f l,   l    îâl fv! e
  Uvl      î  l
 î    v ţ   l, l
l v.
    blF  g
 f
  l .
jl 
B  fl l  î   .
n   l  â  lţ    ţ 
. d , îţi mulţumesc, îţi mulţumesc, îţi mulţumesc
     h     -
  î î v vţ  l l, 
î î-  â  g. d    ,
îţi mulţumesc pentru că eşti cel care eşti! t b  
!
Bl    f  , r cz – 
v  ţ ţ-      
bl         ţ-
.  l    j  l v î vţ ,
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jâ-   gz  b î  l, h

 î  î     g  î 
v. il l ţ lg  ţl
î  ţ - f ,  jl
ţ    l-  î l î 
lţ   î   - j  î z
hlbl . n îţ  lţ îj 
 . e l  b  l    z
  z  b  î î v vţ 
l l. ţ lţ     f  
- lgl  l, îjâ-   
. t b h, g!
m Klly –    â  f! ţ lţ
   f  g    
 ţ l dy  . aţl l -
   î l  vţ   l
zl . t b!
J Klly,   – îţ lţ  
- j   vţ v vţ l î  g.
ţ    b     v
      îţl â     
. e   ,     - 
 lbz. ţ lţ!
L r ty  îgl l l  Hy
H – v lţ   jl ! s
f   v  g   fl Hy
H.
dl Jffy Lg, l Fţ 
c î dl eţl  A Mţ –
îţ lţ     ţ jl
,   l-   g l  -l 
     fl ţ îg l  l.
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dl p K – îţ   

l   l-  zl      zb
l Hg Kg    îâl      
l
 l
 l.
 ţ lţ
 v 
   vţ
- 
î 
l   l!
dl B Wlk, l   fl 
l  –   -    â -
îblv! ţ lţ     ţ  z
î v      f l   î l
zl l.
m h     l 
l sl  Hg Kg,   vgh  
î l  î  l vţ l – v lţ
   -ţ  Uvl  î vâ
l  l v.
m l fl nderF – v ţ f -
3
 , fl     î l   
vţ . al
swy, V lţ, dv thl,
B, Bly s, L
cl tl,
sl, mk
dv
mwy, d o’c, Wy H, cl dbl  L-
. n    vţ  l f v ţ,
 v ţ f  î  - g î fâ
f   - j  â  . V   
ţ!
 fâ,  l fl – fl  a-
,  î l  ; fl l, m 
shh,  g l ,   b    -
 î z  ţ. t b,
g ,  g   - f  f â 
3
NDERF – Near Death Experience Research Foundation (Asociația de Cerc-
etare a Experiențelor în Preajma Morții (n. ed.)
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l.  fâ,   î l  , bl 

ţ –  â  bvâ    î vţ   
vg  v  î â  l  b. p-
ţ     lg     
 â î - lgl  vţl . t
b, l .
 •
 Despre autoare 
a mj -  î sg  ţ

, -  l Hg Kg l vâ    
    îg  vţ. d l
lll î     ţ b ,
vb   l lb   l  lb
: hz (ll z), glz  .
 l,  îvţ l l fz. a  l l
 î l ţl, î    g 
 î l l 2002. L îl l 2006  
 ţ f  ţ î  ţ,

t-vţl
hb  
l v
 f   vţ.
vzl 
 vlţl   l-  î l  ţ
î l  l.
c   ţ î  ţ, a 
v fv  ţ fţ  lg î f ţ
l glbl,  - î v   vz
 vţ. d , lbz  l 
ţ bhv l uvţ  Hg Kg,  ţ
lg î fţ ţl   fl  ll 
ţ blv  bl l, f  
 hlg vgl l. pv a 
  b v  vl v   v
  îţl      ţ
263
v  vţ,  î   v v î 

ţ.
L  l, a l l Hg Kg î
 ţl ,  â  l   ţ fţ,
lz   l ll  ţl
lţl  .
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cvâ î  . Wy W. dy ................................. 9

p i: c c 

cll 6.   â .................................. 79

p  ii-: cl   …  î

cvâ  îh ............................................................. 257

mlţ ............................................................................ 259

d  .................................................................... 263

a f f ţ   ,  â

 ţ   l v lllţ  

 vţ (   bl- î     

 l ţ l î  ţ,  - ţ

 ,   l   l -

s    j  l â   î 

a ! p b,  ţ f  l î-

Dr. Wayne W. Dyer

pll v     î î

f     î    b  vţ, v 

     l l  l, ţâ l

î f vl ţl l,   .

Ziua în care „am murit“

O, Doamne, mă simt incredibil de bine! Sunt atât de

– ch   ţ v  b î,

Ooh… Mor! Deci, asta simţi atunci când mori? Nu

l  v  l gj   î îl v

– B,  fl z  bl, îb 

dţ  z î î l fl-

g. mg î  vl,  

â l gl, f   î. m-

 l l fl  l   j  f l ah Fg,

av  -

n  l    vz. ch 

 l, -  . c ţ b   

vâ fg, î l l b  î  h

z  î ll h, î   î 

Multe religii, multe căi

– tb  l  ţl     l b

– n  , B. n   vl bl,

 l  î-  ll  b,

l,  â        .

f, âzâ  î- vl.  v

gl,  b  ţ   l l, 

 l 

Paşi greşiţi care m-au condus în

d- lgl l, ţ   î   -

– d, ,  f b     ţ 

 z   b l î jl gâl. p  

  f. ş  ţ  l l v f

c l v,  v v    

lgl   fl l      â -

     l-   ţl

a ţ        ţ

l       l,   

Marea mea iubire

–  î  z  l v. s â  îâ!

îl  î  î    l   z

a v ââ  âl ţ l 

 lv   gâ. s-    î   

. d lfl,      îb  fl -

c l v,   î    v ţ