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Name:
Katerina Savopoulos
Loved ones:
Amy, Savvas, Philip and Vera
Relationship:
Child, Sister, Friend
Defendant’s name:
Daron Wint
Case #
2015CF1007047
Sentencing Date:
02/01/19
Honorable Juliet McKenna
Signature: ______________________________ Date: _______________
January 12th, 2019
Dear Judge McKenna,
My family meant more to me than anything in the entire world. They taught us to work hard, love
everyone, and take time every day to make the world more beautiful. I know that I am still young, but my
parents loved each other more than anyone I have ever met. I remember waking up as a child because
they would be making each other laugh hysterically. As I learn more about their relationship, I doubt I
will ever have a love or friendship as strong as theirs. Seeing photos of them hanging out at my age brings
tears to my eyes. I could not imagine losing the person I had spent my whole adult life with and the pain
they must have felt for each other during those final hours. Strangely, the one thing I am thankful for is
that neither of them will ever have to live without the other.
Philip, my baby brother, and I were working on reading Harry Potter. Every Sunday night, he would call
and discuss what he had read. I miss waiting for my phone to ring to talk about the world of witchcraft
and wizardry. He was smarter than me and my sister combined. We all knew that, loved it, and were so
excited to see the man he was soon to become. Philip was also passionate about taking care of others and
was the most selfless and aware kid I've ever met. He believed in the love of God -- every week, he would
ask what was going wrong in our lives so he could pray for us during chapel. His love and kindness
astound me to this day. Our parents supported his aspirations, bigger than my own, and wished for him to
succeed.
Even when he was sick, he never gave up hope of returning to school, racing, and being with friends. By
the time of his death, he was sponsored as a driver by a racing company and was planning on going to
their training school in Italy that summer - the first step to becoming a Formula One driver. Needless to
say, we were all thrilled that his dreams were coming true.
Vera was always a constant in my life. She is, and always will be, part of the family. One of the most
painful parts of this whole process has been the media defining her by her occupation rather than
discussing this wonderful, selfless, strong individual who was loved by many. Last week, I was sick with
the flu, and I cried because she used to make the best soup in the entire world (If my mom were here, she
would claim it was her recipe -- but we all know she got it from Vera). I miss her knock on my door,
poking her head in to chat and help. I miss her getting the knots out of my hair, talking about how she
used to do the same for her daughters. She loved her family more than anything and was so excited to
retire and be with them.
Vera taught me strength, loyalty, and to never give up. She wiped away my tears when I was bullied in
school, cleaned out my cuts from the playground, taught me how to curl my hair for dances, and even
how to use feminine hygiene products. Despite a language barrier, I miss her laughs, I miss hearing about
her kids and family and her amazing life. She was so pure, kind hearted, and filled with love. It is painful
to know that Vera will never see her kids or kiss her husband goodnight again.
Thinking about my sweet, gentle, brother being eternally ten hurts like hell. Birthdays are no longer
something to celebrate because he isn't with us anymore. My parents were thrilled that Abigail was
graduating high school. Sadly, they died two weeks before their first child got her diploma. In just a few
months, they will miss her wedding.
In the spring of 2015, my father was helping me study for the ACT and spent hours encouraging me over
the phone and joking about how poorly he did on standardized tests in his day. He and I both rarely slept
at night, and I miss calling him in the middle of the night to chat. I will cherish those phone calls for the
rest of my life.
The last time I saw my mother, we went on college tours and celebrated her birthday. We laughed our
way up and down the coast. When she dropped me off at school, she gave me her necklace. In the past
three years I have only taken it off once.
…
I would like to submit two pieces I wrote in the first year after the murders. The first is a piece about my
first time going back into the home after the fires. The second was my senior speech to my high school
class that captures the values my parents instilled in me and may give some insight into how they would
have felt about this case.
1.
I had seen the footage of billowing smoke and flames bursting through my bedroom window as
firefighters tried frantically to put out the fire. As I approached the house weeks later, I expected
to see the charred, boarded up windows. The press had prepared me for that. But, there was no
way to imagine what we would find behind those walls.
I remember standing in front of those big double doors for the first time, the hedge towering over
me. I was three years old, and everything looked so grand. The brick façade had stood there for a
century and would remain a symbol of strength for years to come. This was to be my home. I did
not know what the future held for our family in those halls the first time I stood outside the doors,
but almost fourteen years later, standing on the pathway looking up at the house once again, that
is all I can think about.
My hand tapped rhythmically as we unlocked the tall gates. We pushed our way through the
doorway. I let out a long sigh as I stood in the dark, smoky living room holding a flashlight,
taking everything in. The piano I had played for years was covered in plaster, a leg broken off. I
thought about the parties and family meetings filled with laughter and tears that had been held in
this room. Only six weeks ago, we had gathered here with friends and family for Easter. In this
room, we were told we were going to have another baby in the house. Each room we went
through triggered flashbacks of different events as we combed through many sentimental objects,
like old report cards and notes from my parents to one another.
I looked at my sister. We knew it was time to go upstairs. The wallpaper had been burned and
smudged by the fire, and every surface had layers of dust, glass, and darkness. Still, some part of
me held out hope that something, anything, would have survived the fire. Maybe a stuffed animal
would be left in the corner of my room. I turned the corner to the door like I had a million times
before, but when I arrived; there was neither a door nor a wall. The room I once called my own
was blackened and burned.
The whole house appeared to lean into a black hole of destruction. I thought of my brother.
“Thermal injuries,” they had said. The police did not tell me directly where in the house they had
been, but it was more apparent than ever that my room was where my ten-year-old brother had
been tortured and burned alive. Out of desperation, I ran into my parents’ room for comfort. I
half expected them to be in their bed: Dad on the right, Mom on the left. But, the bed was empty.
The sheets were gone.
I needed to find something that connected this house to them again. I looked in the closet at the
burned, water-soaked remains. Finally, I opened a drawer and saw my mother’s scarves and my
father’s pocket hankies. The mix of their scents wafted over me. I quickly grabbed one of each
and rubbed the silk scarf on my nose and chin. In that room, they were the only things that
brought me close to my parents again. I pocketed the scarf and hanky as I heard my name being
called, signaling it was time to leave. Walking out of the house carrying half-burned legal
documents and a few other sentimental objects, we avoided eye contact with the press whose
cameras were pointed at us.
Sitting alone that night, I pulled out the hanky I had taken from the house and smelled it.
Breathing in smoke, I gagged. The scent it once had was gone.
2.
We often think that we have no impact on others’ lives. Why would what I do matter? A lot of the
time we are thinking about how someone can change us in a physical sense but we seldom think
about how just one action can change other’s whole perspective on life.
I wanted to talk about something I wish I had known earlier; knowing how to forgive someone for
their actions even when it seems impossible.
The dictionary defines collateral damage as “general term for unintentional deaths, injuries, or
other damage inflicted incidentally on an intended target.” But it is so much more than that.
Damage is not just physical, but it is mental, it is emotional.
Last May, I was a junior at Peddie. I participated in sports, did my work, was studying for APs
and daydreaming about after prom and summer vacation. Was I stressed? Absolutely…but in
retrospect, I had no idea what stress truly meant.
On May 14th 2015, I was walking back from practice when a dean pulled me into his office. I
racked my mind trying to figure out what I did wrong – How many MO’s [missed obligations]
did I have again? Did I win an award? - That doesn’t sound like me… what the hell is
happening? Then he said four words that caused everything to break down, “there was a fire.”
I’m not going to go into the details of what unfolded in those first few weeks back in DC. Mostly
because I remember it as a blur of appointments with different detectives, lawyers and other
professionals with occupations I didn’t even know existed. With my sister, we planned a funeral
for three in less than two weeks. The ambiguity of our situation, our newfound adulthood loomed
everywhere. We toured cemeteries instead of colleges and searched for the perfect coffins instead
of the perfect prom dresses. For every question answered, 5 more took its place.
There was a time where hearing the name of the accused perpetrator would trigger immediate
anger and fear. Seeing his face made me want to run into the corner; not to hide, but to accept my
fate. A year later, I am still plagued by nightmares, panic attacks, and suicidal thoughts. Plagued
with an overall fear both of dying but also the fear of living without my family.
I still have moments, even days where I feel like I’m drowning. But the fear has changed- for it
was no longer fueled by hatred. And in the past few months, I have been working every day to try
and forgive this man.
One night, I was up late with another spell of insomnia. I began to think. What was Wint’s life
like before all of this? How did he end up not being able to see love? In hope of rationalizing
what had happened, I began to consider what his life had been like.
And I realized something- maybe I should give him the benefit of the doubt.
Only someone who has been deprived of love- someone who doesn’t even recognize it when it’s
right in front of them- can take love away from others. Filled with hatred and passion, they do not
even consider or understand what love they are destroying. Maybe if there was more love around
us, a little more human decency, this wouldn’t have happened. You can’t fight fire with fire and
you shouldn’t fight hate with hate. Take that vengeful passion and turn it into the water of love.
Put out that fire. That is the only way you can begin to repair the damage.
I want to clarify something; I am not trying to justify what has happened to my family. It is
something that impacts me every day.
I will always be the kid that doesn’t have parents. My parents will never see me graduate high
school, get into college, walk me down the aisle or many other small things that we take for
granted every day. My brother will eternally be 10 and my friend Vera will never have a chance
to retire. She will never kiss her husband goodnight again or see her kids one last time. And I am
saddened by this.
These are things we can never forget and will probably never understand – but we can forgive.
Hating the people who hurt us will not right any wrongs.
So instead - We should spend our time trying to forgive those who have wronged us rather than
prolonging the pain.
This is why I forgive Wint for his trespasses. For taking my family away from me; for orphaning
my sister and me. Hating someone is exhausting, it drains you until you are grasping for
something, anything to be angry about.
Although forgiving will never change what has happened– it makes me feel a bit less empty; it is
a step towards recovery – a step towards accepting that we really don’t have control and
knowing that that is okay. I know my parents and brother would be okay with me forgiving what
is often perceived as unforgivable – as long as I wasn’t forgetting them.
No matter how much someone has wronged you, no matter how small you feel, you have the
power to forgive. It’s a solo mission that requires work every day. Forgiveness is a choice, it’s a
process – sometimes it’s the only thing you have control over. The choice is yours. What will you
do?
…
To Daron Wint: Although I cannot be at the sentencing, I want to know that I forgive you. I understand
that many will disagree with me -- even family members. However, in my heart, I believe it is what my
parents and especially what little Philip would have wanted. I truly hope you find peace and can have
access to the services you need to heal.
Thank you for your time,
Katerina M. Savopoulos