Good evening everyone. My name is Dipayan Dasgupta.
I have been practicing in this faith for
the past three years. My family life since childhood was far from perfect. My parents were never in good terms with each other. Subsequently my mother took out her anger on me and my elder sister. When I joined college, my mother took the decision to separate from my father. We were shocked by that decision. Soon after, my sister got into a relationship with a guy outside our religion. Her decision was not accepted and this caused a lot of disharmony within the family. This disharmony made my sister very bitter and she started to loathe the concept of organised religion and my father more intolerant towards other religions. There was an ideological warfare raging within our family. Right about this time my mother and I joined this Buddhist practice. Initially when my mother requested me to join this practice I was sceptical. I am imagined that it is a cult where my freedom of thought will be curtailed. The transformation that I saw within my mother who became more compassionate and patient, inspired me to join the practice. On studying the Gosho and the NHR I soon realised that even though I have a lot of compassion, I was very low in courage and wisdom. Sensei says, “It takes courage to become happy – courage to remain true to one’s conviction, courage not to be defeated by one’s negativity, courage to take swift action to help those who are suffering.” With these words in my heart I started to do home visits. Earlier I had the fear of public speaking, social anxiety and I was never comfortable interacting with new acquaintances. Soka Gakkai gave me the platform to fight my negativities every single day. At first I had difficulty in expressing myself and sharing my understanding of Buddhist philosophy to new members. But with time there was fluidity in my speech I was expressing much better and suddenly I realised I had oratory skills. Sensei says, “If you lose today, win tomorrow. In this never-ending spirit of challenge is found in the heart of a victor.” I realised that instead of curtailing my freedom of thought this practice was helping me have a deeper understanding of life. I was most inspired by Sensei’s peace proposal. Sensei’s words of ‘respecting the dignity of every single life’ made me awaken to my mission as a Boddhisatva of the Earth. The spirit of compassion and appreciation that Sensei talks about in every Peace Proposal is what I tried to instil within my family members. With renewed determination I conducted sincere dialogues with my family members and helped create some harmony within the family. Since I joined this practice I have hold dialogues and encouraged countless friends to join this practice. Till now I have introduced about 25 of my friends to this practice. However, I faced a lot of struggle within my district as well. I was the only active YMD member and at times the only active youth division member in my district. I kept on chanting for a Bodhisattva to emerge in my district and kept of home visiting and encouraging members for the last two years. In the zadenkkai I continuously took responsibility of coordinating study and made sure that everyone enjoyed the cultural and joyfully sang the Gakkai song. To do that I had to balance my work and Gakkai activities at the same time which quite challenging at times. Sensei says, ”Life is a constant battle against deadlock. As long as we are alive, as long as we continue challenging ourselves we are bound to come up against difficult obstacles that need to be overcome. If life were all smooth sailing, if we never encountered setbacks that in itself would be sign of stagnation.” The struggle to encourage members to attend meetings and participate in Gakkai activities made me come out of my comfort zone a lot. Meanwhile I was given the responsibility of fostering student division within my region. I was overjoyed by this. I got to touch the lives of an unprecedented number of youth. The potential I saw within each and every one of them encouraged me a lot and made push my boundaries. I kept on chanting for their growth, home visited them and held small group meeting so as to discuss and study this philosophy together. Earlier when I joined this practice I had blind faith, shallow perspective of life. Now my faith has deepened and my perspective of life has changed a lot. It is my vow to Sensei whose encouragement has brought harmony within my family that I overcome my mental exhaustion time and time again and I fight to achieve the goal of worldwide Kosen Rufu. After my post graduations I was unemployed for a few months while all my friends had gotten selected by companies. Initially it was a major blow to my confidence. But chanting in front of Gohonzon helped change poison into medicine. Instead of getting defeated by negativity I started sending CVs to other companies and within a few days got selected. The day before I was supposed to join my job I broke my leg and had to be under house arrest for the next month. I thought that I would lose my job. However the protection of the Gohonzon prevailed and same job was offered to me one and a half month later. The job was not easy, I had to stay in a remote village in Jharkhand and had to travel daily for four hours, to and fro from the drilling site. This being my first job I would occasionally question my own capability to correctly perform that job. However my fellow YMD member suggested that I chant for 3hours 20minutes daily and I did just that. Few days later I got the opportunity to give a walk-in interview for a research project. Since I was living away from Kolkata that was not possible for me. But I was specially approved to give the interview via skype. I gave the interview and got accepted for the research job. Today I am working in an ISRO funded project and studying the geomorphology of Mars in their Mangalyaan project. In the month of March my research abstract was accepted by the Lunar and Planetary Science Conference which is held in Houston, Textas, USA every year. Right after the March 16 meeting with renewed determination and spirit of ‘faith manifests in daily life’ I set off for USA. Upon returning to India I completed the work on the manuscript of my first full length research article. I submitted the article in a renowned Indian journal but the manuscript was returned back and major revisions were suggested. I put all my effort to upgrade my article and submitted my revised manuscript. The revised manuscript was accepted in the month of November. This was my official entry into the field of Planetary Science. I am glad to report that in my district now I have one more active YMD other than myself and a Young Phoenix member who shares all his life’s problems with me. My district after two and a half years has attained 50% attendance for the first time in the month of November. Student Division of Sulekha Chapter has already started to conduct NHR meetings without anybody’s help and the Student Division of Narendrapur Chapter has vowed to hold small group meetings every month in 2019 to study NHR and internalise Sensei’s guidances. Student Division all around EM Bypass are standing up to become trailblazers in study within their respective districts. Within my family there is victory as well. My sister has started to regularly chant evening gongyo even more diligently than me and she is getting married soon with the support of my father. I determine to foster the YMDs in my district and the Student Division by supporting them in their study of NHR and setting examples through my life of attaining victory after victory within my family and work and thus creating my own New New Human Revolution. I determine to instil the spirit of ‘Many in Body but One in Mind’ within all my fellow members. I determine to ‘Establish the Correct Teaching for the Peace of the Land’ by 2030 the 100th Anniversary of Soka Gakkai. Thank you.