Resonance

By: Engr. Sheena Estanero

Life is good

Do you believe in things you cannot see?

Do you believe that there exists beings of light that are with us whose only purpose is to
help us?

I do. And I end the years of being quiet about it (and them) right here right now.

Yana and I were doing her assignment. She had the task of coloring some objects with a
specific color. I was again feeling like I needed to be the Disciplinarian Mom who had the
need to lecture to Yana about how stressed I am because again, some of our pens and
crayons were gone! It has been a source of my frustration that Yana's art stuff would
always be in disarray or are missing. In my head I was already blaming myself and
accounting all the money again I am wasting on buying her all her art needs and I can't
make her keep them after using it.

You know this too well, the cycle we get in, the self-blame, the frustration that we never
get it right, the building the greatest case against thyself speech inside our heads we are
all addicted to?! I have those episodes too!

So I searched and searched the house frustrated that I had a tiny home yet seemed sooo
big because I can't find her crayons! We needed red, blue and orange. They were gone!

Yana did get the lecture, while her Dad listened (even as I had a thought I shouldn't yack
away as this will just make him buy her a new set of pens and crayons when I do this!
Which I feel is a "waste" of money and a reinforcement of how irresponsible I could be as
a home maker! )

Until my internal guidance kicked in. In that golden moment called "surrender."

So I made peace with the situation. I stopped judging it. I hated the noise it created in my
mind and in my heart.

So I told Yana, her Dad, that's it. If the assignment cannot be finished, then maybe its
supposed to be not finished.

Let it be!

I am not stressing over lost crayons. Let's all go to sleep!

So we all went upstairs and slept.

I wrote in my gratitude journal that night how grateful I am to be able to spot a moment of
stress and be able to let it go. It was an achievement for a control freak like me (I was).

We all woke up at 545am the next morning. I've formed the habit of after my bathroom
routine, I go straight to my office to turn on my desktop. Then I go to the sala to straighten
up things.

The first picture you see is what I saw on top of my desk infront of my desktop's screen.
The red crayon. Broken in half and placed like a "V". One half had its label, the other half
peeled off.

I was going to call King to ask who placed the crayon there (no one is allowed to enter
my office in the house) when I saw this in our receiving area (second pic). It was the blue
and orange crayon!
I think I was standing still for at least a minute trying to make sense of how those crayons
could be there.

There was no one else in the house. It was just the three of us. We all went up to the
bedroom and went down together.

Not that I don't believe in stories of the supernatural, I just had the need to rule out King
or Yana's participation in what I am already sensing as another mystical experience.

My life has been flooded with events and situations like this. Synchronicities,
coincidences, mystical events that challenge my engineering trained highly analytical
mind.

Bakit ba kasi ang hirap natin paniwalaan na “Life is good???”

We even declare "If it's too good to be true, it's probably ain't!"

Where have we learned that life is supposed to be not too good to be true? That it
supoosed to be bad, hard and full of sufferings?

When we let go, when we surrender, when we allow and when we do not judge our pain
and limitations as something "bad", we unleash the magic of our life as it is supposed to
be.

We discover a power so much larger than us.

We are miracle workers! And we are supposed to demonstrate that here on earth! We
were given helpers, in all forms, across dimensions, to assist us here if we feel the need
for them.

Miracle creation is our lifestyle. The only block for it is US. We should really get out of it's
way in our lives. We should stop explaining it away and just accept that God loves us
enough to give us both a mystical and magical life, one that we could never ever wrap
our heads on!

This and more miracle stories I will be sharing come October 26, 2019 in another mystical
and magical place called YUMI's farm up in the mountains of Tayabas.

I will be having a film showing of some of actual miracles that have happened across the
globe.

Imagine being in an outdoor cinema, surrounded by nature, probably with a loved one or
your family listening to stories of miracles in people's lives. How does that sound and feel
to you?
I promise you, you are a miracle worker yourself! Hindi mo ito babasahin hanggang sa
huli if this do not resonate with you. Your soul knows who you really are!

The pain you are feeling right now is the result of you resisting the magnificence that you
really are!

Pramis marami pang ganitong kwentong maririnig ka. At ang sarap sa pakiramdam
makasama din ang mga bago mong magiging kaibigan at makakasama sa journey mo
sa buhay mong bago.

O, kita kits?