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Paola Solano
Luca Quagelli
Free association has been at the heart of the analytic process for
decades, though nowadays the work with borderline and psychot‑
ic mental functioning has become more common. We discuss and
compare contributions from the Kleinian and the French psycho‑
analytic models regarding the role of free association and the ana‑
lyst when working with these disorders. Drawing on case material,
we suggest a broader conceptualization of free association—free
associative activities—which encompasses communications that
cannot be expressed through verbal modes because of their primi‑
tiveness. Their working through in the analytic couple could al‑
low a first representation of unsymbolized early psychic traumas.
Later, Freud noticed that this model of the mind allowed him
to develop only a partial understanding of his patients. Beginning
with “Mourning and Melancholia” in 1917 and afterward, with
the “turning point of the twenties” (Green, 1995), Freud devel-
oped a much more complex model of the mind, where the un-
conscious does not merely correspond to the repressed. Instead,
there is a nonrepresentative unconscious ruled by the repetition
compulsion and not by the pleasure principle. This, together with
his understanding of transference, allowed Freud to develop a
more comprehensive conceptualization of the analytic situation.
Memories, wishes, and thoughts were not simply conveyed to the
analyst by what the patient said, but also by what was happening
in the session, that is, by their being acted out. Therefore, free
association was not really “free” but determined by the repeti-
tion compulsion and acted out in the transference. Freud (1914)
wrote that “the patient does not say that he remembers he used to
be defiant and critical towards his parents’ authority; instead he
behaves in that way to the doctor . . . as long as the patient is in
treatment he cannot escape from this compulsion to repeat; and
in the end we understand that this is his way of remembering” (p.
150). Here, we can already find a hint of a new analytic attitude
where form as well as content had to be listened to, both being
ways of communicating.
However, Freud’s theorization of a repetition that could also
include unrepresented material and other theoretical advances of
the second topic (i.e., id, ego, superego) were not followed by any
further technical developments (Roussillon, 1995). Freud kept
faith in the method of free association until the end of his writ-
ings, leaving the task of developing a theory of presymbolic mate-
rial emerging in sessions to the following generations, together
with an approach to analytic listening that allows nonrepresented
mental states to find a first representation.
and thinking, the latter being developed “by the pressure” (Bion,
1962a, p. 179) of the former, were to be considered separately.
Psychopathology could derive from the altered development of
each or both. The development of thoughts and thinking involves
both the infant’s capacity for tolerating frustrations and his or
her early relationship with his or her object. The capacity for tol-
erating frustrations, such as the experience of an absent breast
(realization of “no breast”) allows the development of a thought,
thus avoiding paranoid anxieties. Furthermore, thinking has a
deep relational quality since it derives from the early experience
of the relationship with an object capable of receiving, tolerating,
transforming, and eventually giving back projected anxieties in a
more tolerable form. Through the repeated experience of being
contained, the infant can introject not only what was contained,
but also the containing object itself together with his or her alpha
function. This enables the mind to contain its own anxieties, to
think, to symbolize, and to develop a differentiation between the
conscious and unconscious. For a normal development to take
place, Bion (1962a) underlined the importance of the mother’s
capacity for reverie, that is, “a state of mind which is open to the
reception of any ‘object’ from the loved object and is therefore
capable of the reception of the infant’s projective identifications
whether they are felt to be good or bad” (p. 36). Thus, Bion con-
ceptualizes thinking not as an abstract mental process, but as a
human link and emotional experience of trying to know oneself
or someone else (O’Shaughnessy, 1981). The sense of internal ex-
perience is conveyed through a deep and intimate relationship be-
tween two minds working together and communicating through
preverbal expressive modes.
However, these preverbal expressive modes persist in different
degrees where no sufficient containment had taken place. The
alpha function, when present, is attacked and evacuated, leaving
behind an absence of symbolic thought, which is reflected in the
absence of associative productions (Bion, 1992)—what might be
called an absence of “psychic generativity” (Green, 1992, p. 586).
In such primitive areas there is no differentiation between the
conscious and unconscious as well as no access to symbolization,
and language loses its function of supporting symbolic thinking.
The stage of naming with the subsequent verbalization cannot be
achieved, and the patient is confronted with unspeakable “name-
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CASE MATERIAL
came from a ceramic doll that she was hiding inside. My efforts
to put what I felt was happening between us into words were ei-
ther dismissed or kindly rejected by Miss B’s simply whispering,
“I don’t know . . .” and then remaining silent for the rest of the
session. When this happened, I felt as if what I had just tried to
put forward had been dissolved in a sort of foggy smoke that filled
the whole room, preventing any distinct vision.
When I told her this feeling, Miss B gave me an amused glance
and told me, “I don’t wear contact lenses even though my mother
thinks I do! She keeps on buying them for me because I regularly
run out of them. I throw them away so she won’t get suspicious!”
This was what was happening to our work. She continued saying
that despite her severe shortsightedness, she had always refused
to buy glasses because they made her look ugly, so she decided to
wear contact lenses instead. She said that extremely precise sight
disturbed her —something, I suggested, that she was not accus-
tomed to any more. She agreed and said that “when you get ac-
customed to seeing things in a softer way you can’t stand perfect
sight anymore!” I told her it was true, if one gets used to a softer
and foggy vision a more defined and clearer one can be very dis-
turbing. I told her that this had also much to do with the way she
perceived the world, which in her foggy vision probably appeared
softer, as she said, but also confused. All the limits were blurred
and dissolved, so objects and reality were quite undefined and it
was easy to isolate oneself in this sort of protective foggy dream
world. Miss B said thoughtfully that she had never thought about
it in this way, but added in a metallic voice, “This could be one
possible explanation.”
She had just pushed me aside, and I had to move on tiptoe as if
I had very precarious balance. On the one hand, I felt quite afraid
that I was risking too much intrusion into her world—one of Miss
B’s greatest anxieties—or becoming the mother from whom she
hid to throw away the “contact lenses.” However, on the other
hand I felt that by not showing her that we were actually speak-
ing of us would really spoil our work. I felt suspended, swinging
between these feelings, unable to work this through, as if my mind
were drowning in some swinging void where everything had be-
come blurred.
After some minutes, I could take a step back and look at what
was happening. I managed to tell Miss B that it was difficult to de-
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with her classmates at the Music School because she always felt
inadequate in some way or in the wrong place.
Suddenly, Miss B remembered a dream—the first she brought
up in therapy: She was at the train station waiting for a train. When
her train arrived, she tried to get on but could not walk out of the glass
house where she was waiting for it. Watching the train passing by she saw
there were some of her old classmates on it. Miss B continued to talk
about a trip she had made with her parents before the divorce.
They were at an amusement park, but when they were leaving
she missed the bus. She remembered seeing her mother’s figure
on the moving bus and herself running after it. Then, she went
back to the amusement park and hid inside a castle, one of the
attractions. She stayed there for hours pretending that she was
a princess who had to escape from the all the bad people look-
ing for her. The police found her some hours later. Then, Miss B
spoke of one of her former classmates, a girl with whom she used
to spend a lot of time after school and also some holidays. Miss B
looked sad while talking about her and told me that it was quite
a long time since they had met. Last year this girl tried to phone
her, but Miss B refused to talk to her because she felt ashamed of
herself and her situation. She feared that this girl would reject and
criticize her and that after all those years they probably did not
have much in common any more.
The session was finishing so I simply pointed out that there
were some separations she was very sorry about and that she
would like to reverse. However, I added, she was very frightened
by this and felt she had to prevent it at all costs. I linked it to our
difficulty in working together during the sessions and her need to
sometimes cut me off and seclude me in a frozen sphere where I
was helpless, as soon as we had gotten closer.
Gradually her look changed, she dyed her hair red and began
to wear colorful bracelets. Miss B became more and more able
to talk in sessions and to bring herself and her story to the treat-
ment, though still in her particular way. She was depressed and
sorely disappointed by her situation, for which she utterly blamed
herself. After the suicide attempt she had not recovered and could
not resume school. She gradually locked herself at home, being
too ashamed of herself to go out and meet her peers. She even
spent a month without being able to go out of her room when her
mother was at home. Her father had left home when Miss B was
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nine and moved abroad. Ever since, Miss B refused to have any
contact with him, despite his trying to arrange short holidays with
her. She rarely spoke of him, and when the subject came up she
was very dismissive, saying that he was a very busy man who had
never had much time for her.
At that time, Miss B lived with her mother, whom she described
as an anxious intrusive businesswoman, who could not cope with
her husband’s decision to leave her. Miss B had often been the
scapegoat of her mother’s rage toward her father, and in the first
years after the divorce her mother used to blame her for the di-
vorce whenever she felt angry with him. However, Miss B’s mother
used to swing between rejecting her daughter and trying to merge
with her. Miss B said that her mother refused to stay away from
her for longer than requested by her work and felt abandoned
whenever Miss B went to the Music School or met friends. At the
same time, Miss B told me that she had always refused to sleep in
her own bed, and even before the divorce she used to sleep in her
parents’ bed with her mother while her father slept alone in an-
other room. She told me that when she was born her parents had
bought a cradle for her, which however was never used because
her mother felt safer keeping the baby close to her at night so that
she could always feel her warmth as before Miss B’s birth. Miss B’s
mother feared that the father could accidentally crush the baby
while sleeping, and so she decided that he had to sleep in another
room till Miss B grew up. Yet this never happened, and when Miss
B began therapy she was still sleeping with her mother in what,
at the beginning, was her parents’ bedroom, which became her
room. Miss B only allowed her mother to go into that room to
sleep and refused to have her mother’s clothes in the wardrobe
except for her mother’s wedding dress, which often appeared in
Miss B’s daydreams. The relationship between Miss B and her
mother worsened when her father told them that he had another
family abroad, including a son who was just two years younger
than Miss B. “To put it simply, he had always had a double life!”
said Miss B, in a mocking tone.
While telling me her story, her words were detached and even
sarcastic, so that I felt divided between shock and sadness for
what she was telling me and her carefree attitude, in a sort of
denial of what she was saying. I realized that Miss B’s words were
not telling me anything, because she was not always able to tell
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CONCLUSION
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