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Contents
Poet Muse
6 Gladys May Casely-Hayford
Poetry
9 Anthea Paelo Only a woman
11 Modest Dhlakama Where Love Resides
12 Christopher Kudyahakudadorwe Daughter of Eve
13 DeeAnds Beyond Reasonable Doubt
15 Kariuki wa Nyamu Forget Not That Woman; Wangari
Maathai; Mami Witu; Our Mummy Dear
24 Tshepi Makhatha The Leaning Tower of Patriarchy
25 Redscar McOdindo K’Oyuga she was born saharan dry
something like twine and cotton; there goes miss
universe!; portraits of mama mboga next-door just past
her latest teen
29 Megan Ross Vodka
32 Caitlin Spring the credit
33 Makhanani Jagged Smile
35 Norbert Góra This Woman Is Like A Fog
36 The Motion Woman.
38 LeseLovesLord My mother is a woman who...
39 Kela Griot Burning Black Lotus
41 Ruth Everson Aroused; 41 Washed Up
43 Maimoonah Gori Unleasing of her soul
45 Katherine Naiker Indecent Women
47 Shannon Hopkins Post-Modern Survival Wench
48 Cami Scoundrel Things that need speaking
50 Gameedah Riffel I wish you were more like me
51 Soul’o Rocks Who is she?
53 Hazel Tobo Morgue; Raging fire
55 Judy Croome Winter
57 Kearoma Mosata Backbone
59 Xeezy Take me back
60 Chestlyn Draghoender The Preacher; This Woman is
62 girl who fits out mirror
Gladys May
Casely-
Hayford
(educator, writer, 1904-1950)
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Born in Axim, Ghana, Gladys May Casely-Hayford
was the daughter of a Ghanaian writer, lawyer and
politician J.E. Casely Hayford and Sierra-Leonean
activist, feminist and writer Adelaide Casely-Hayford
neé Smith. Gladys May grew up being called Aquah
Laluah and is said to have not liked studying but
enjoyed reading, singing, dancing and poetry from an
early age.
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Poetry
Anthea Paelo
Only a woman
Today I was once again reminded that I am “only a
woman”. It happened when at the store buying bananas,
I felt a hand rub against my butt. When the hand’s owner
looked into my eyes as I turned asking if I like bananas.
I felt like “only a woman” when he laughed and laughed
and laughed. I felt it in the silence of my mouth when
my mind couldn’t find the words to express my recoil. I
felt it in my legs when I decided to simply walk away and
in the hundreds of moments I berate myself for inaction
afterwards.
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future were met with a heavy gaze of disapproval and a
firm refusal. I felt it when he told me I’d change my mind
and then I would be grateful to him.
12
Modest Dhlakama
Where Love Resides
He has abused her humility
Taking it for stupidity.
He has taken her patience
For mere arrogance.
13
Christopher
Kudyahakudadorwe
Daughter of Eve
Welcome, woman, to your poem;
You woman, daughter of Eve, welcome.
This poem is for you, woman,
Mother of man, wife of man
Comforter of all teary souls
And all terribly troubled hearts.
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DeeAnds
Beyond Reasonable Doubt
This woman is... Numb.
The hand on my neck tightens it’s grip, life threatens to
flee.
I’ve gasped before, but I’m resigned...
Anxious even for Befallen fate to go about its way.
This woman is... Still.
Lifeless Doll mannerisms;
As violent on violent blows fall.
Attack number five begins ... could be one and the same;
They are all alike - eyeballs tattooed with hatred’s ink;
livid with anger and drenched in the thick putrid stench
of death.
This woman is... Absent.
Perfectly timed out of body experience... Now-
If this room, these four walls; if they had eyes… and ears;
What tale would they tell?
Recounts of joy born of babies’ laughter, the pitter patter
of tiny feet; love consummated by two souls sworn to holy
matrimony?
OR
Would it recount the brutality of horror’s slithering tail?
This woman is...Wondering.
When will the attack end and the semblance of normalcy
trickle in?
We’re at number seven now, finally!
In no time, these deranged beasts will seek fresh prey;
yellowing eyes already widened with anticipation’s
excitement.
This woman is... Hoping.
I hope and silently pray my young neighbours are out
gallivanting as they always are;
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That just once that their promiscuity would spare them
fate’s hand.
This woman is… Shrieking!
And howling in terror as latter horrors outdo the former!
Who would have thought?
Who would have known?
My beloved sun-hogging windows,
the very reason the apartment had appealed; my dear
scenic view window… It shatters!
As my body collides with the flimsy glass.
This woman is... Reflecting.
I ask myself;
As the mass of my flesh bows to gravity’s prowess;
I reflect on my poor decision making skills.
Why did I fight to own that apartment,
why could I not settle for the third, fifth or tenth floor?
Even the seventh floor would have wrapped up this
ordeal quite neatly.
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Kariuki wa Nyamu
Forget Not That Woman
Forget not that woman
who toiled and toiled
to raise you and your siblings
when your Baba got swallowed
by city brew and women
for never has he returned!
Apparently,
you’d hate it,
but hey, she could tell you
that that’s all she could afford
she could tell you
that one blessed day
‘Good things, you’ll surely have,
if only you read smart’
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and as you were parting
you thoughtlessly quarreled her
for leaving you twenty shillings note only…
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months into years
and to their shame…
no lack of fees was registered
thank thee God of Kirinyaga!
Wangari Maathai
(A tribute to the fallen heroine and Mama Afrika, with lots of
reverence)
Wangari Maathai
the ideal face of African womankind
you who stood before man and God
roared forest conservation
to the deaf ears of atrocious regime
you who welcomed detestable speeches
from the One Party State legislators
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your speeches declared dangerous for viewers
consumption
You who struggled in body, speech and pen
for democracy, sound governance, Multi-party system,
Mau forest complex restoration…
and for the record
your indomitable spirit of women liberation
and empowerment speaks volume
that even to date
the hard of hearing comrades still hear!
Prof
a heroine who stood the test of Time,
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a true Kenyan patriot and Pan-Africanist,
a no-retreat, no-surrender woman
you were reviled at home
but revered abroad!
Maami witu,
Forgive us our shortsightedness
for we’re awfully sorry
for you always found yourself
on the wrong side of Moism,
the world saw you on State TV,
anger and hunger-camping at Uhuru Park
you spearheaded the Greenbelt Movement
and to be sure
whenever someone mentions ‘Greenbelt’
everyone screams…
‘Wangari Maathai!’
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Mami Witu
(Kuri Mami witu, Mrs. Veronica Wangari Nyamu, na manyina
mothe thii handu yaruma, na wendo muingi na gitio)
Mami witu,
Wendo uria ngwendete naguo ni munene
O wee wagirirwo gutugwo na wega
Thengiu nikujiara,
ona kundungata riria itangiehotire
Thengiu nigukorwo murutani wakwa wa mbere wa miario
Na kundera wega na njira ya Ungai ngaigana
Na kunyendera maundu mega hindi ciothe
Ona riria unini-ini wakwa
Ndagukararagia na ngeeka mugaru na wendi waku
No ndwanogire kunuunga mithiire
Thengiu ni ukiririria waku, na ngoro yaku ya tha
Na ta korwo no ngwire,
Mahoya maku maria utatigithagiria
Nimo matumite nginye haha nginyite!
Mami witu,
Hindi ciothe ugutuura wi kirathimo kia bata na gitari
thogora
Tondu ni ma guku thii-ino gutiri ungikira goro waku
Gutiri mundu wa thii ingicenjania nawe
Wendo waku nduri muigana
Wi kiheo kia goro kuri ithui ciana ciaku
Wi makiria ma uria ingihota gutariria
andu othe ituri-ini ciothe cia thii
Tondu ona ciugo ici iri irebeta-ini riri
citingihota gukua uritu wa ngatho ciaku hari nii
Kwoguo Mami witu, menya ati hindi ciothe
Wi wa magegania
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na nikio itangikuhanania na uu kana uu!
Mami witu,
Oro hindi ciothe ninguririkanaga mahoya-ini
Ngahoya Mwathani ari iguru akurihe ruo rwa muciari na
wirutiri waku
Jehova akurathime irathimo itari githimi
Akuongerere matuku maingi muhuro uyu wa riua
Agutanahire ugima mwega wa mwiri na meciria
Akuhingirie meririria maku moothe
Araramie ikumbi riaku ria magetha
Akwambararagie na agutongoragie utugi-ini wake mukaru
Atwaranage nawe ukiumagara na ugicoka ya mucii
Akweheragirie mihinga ya mithemba yothe iria
ithugundagwo ni thuu
Aguteguragire mitego iria yothe yambagwo njira-ini yaku
ni mucukani
Ngai akoragwo nawe hindi ya mega na ya mooru
Urorima guukumia
Mami witu, umuthi ngwendaga oo kumenyithia thii yothe
Ati ningutuura ngwendete
Matuku mothe ma muoyo wakwa!
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Thanks a bunch for being my first speech tutor,
raising me up responsibly and in God’s way
and ever wishing me well,
even when in my boyhood
I’d stubbornly do against your will
but you never got tired of streamlining my conduct.
A credit for your enduring and compassionate heart
and if I may let you know,
your relentless prayers
have seen me this far!
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May he tread with you in and out of home
May he get rid of all misfortunes premeditated by the
wicked
May he set down all traps the devil may lay on your way
May God be with you in times of good and bad
May you till to yield
Our Mummy dear, today I just wanted to let the world
know
That I’ll live to love you
All the days of my life!
25
Tshepi Makhatha
The Leaning Tower of
Patriarchy
The first wave came in August of ‘56. When women of
different colours, classes and creeds convened on the
streets to march for their right to speak. Their right to
walk free and to earn an equal fee.
But soon, very soon, this tower of power will tumble to its
root. From the rubble and ruin we’ll commission a castle;
a kingdom built with ample room. Gone will be the days
of status, castes and classes. There’ll be no masters or
structures to separate the genders.
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Redscar McOdindo
K’Oyuga
she was born saharan dry
something like twine and
cotton
she was born with sooty steel wool popping from follicles,
born simple & brought up in a kitchen with a towel
around her neck and a hot comb hissing, born half past
a yellow bone with fine tooth combs that broke upon
third use, born – with beadies at the back of her neck
brushed quickly in the morning. she was born saharan
dry something like twine and cotton in her grandmother’s
hands, taught with beeswax and pro style gel stored in her
sister’s backpack; she was born natural, permed, for one
summer thick strands strung out on chlorine in nairobi
swimming pools crying for the thick to come back and it
did in between press and curls sweating out and the boys
who liked the long-haired girls, she was born with people
in her hair, in her ear, wishing it shine, wishing it sheen
and straight; born wiry-hot headed dirty brown-haired
girl and brittle without oil twisted in the morning and
touched by white women for luck, born light and nappy,
not knowing the hair and handing it to someone else. she
was born with afro puffs and camp counselors who said
they were ugly, born bantu dry spice and daddy’s nature’s
blessings to soften her edges, born with bad ends and
rope twists, born – with a blow dryer busting on the floor.
she was born of a knot-haired capricorn and a balding
libra in a suit and hair that wouldn’t obey a rubber band.
she is in the bathroom combing for hours in heat a thick
universe of coils that grows from her and down her back,
laughing. she was born with straight parts down the
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middle and beads with foil on her braids, born with equal
pints of keratin upon her dandruff-prone scalp as is atop
her lady parts. she was born natural
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portraits of mama mboga
next-door just past her latest
teen
she is ruined without ether
or violet smoke, covers her skin
in jewels. she is the taj mahal,
she’s what happens to little toys
in the dark looking for their toy trucks
and invisible friends named Mogoks
or Bobo. she covers her sapphire bruises
in trench coats and tobacco, covers
her communications with purple and thyme mist.
her crystals are shattered mirrors, her face
barely forming in their cave
like facets. the cut covers her lip. you’d marvel
how she’d look without an eye,
a head. see slashes so deep and red
they hit bone complement her
complexion, her mouth, her lunar eyes.
if she were an angel her wings
would be numerous, supported in
complex architecture from cardboard
and wire hangers they are
monumental, scabrous, mounted by a series
of connections from wire to skin, the thick
of her butt. in her past life, a marine creature,
mammary, her skin aquatic, drifted the ocean
floor feeling like a fossil, like the earth
swallowed her and held her in its belly, a holding cell
for the afterlife. it is wondrous how her skin would look
in a morgue, with her nostrils sliced open, brow bone
in shreds. you’d see it matches her betrothed’s
pearls and floral. you’d say her eyes were charred
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smoke and bushfire, smoldering,
skin breaking like a shell, or tribal scarring,
ritual sacrifice, two matching bruises on her
cheeks. the folds of her wings
are scented slaughterhouses, she rides
a donkey of purple thread, its eyes are embers.
her former life, a dog, in a construct of cement and
uniforms
because her teeth, which must have devoured
everything in her periphery. let’s say
what now flock her temples were once manes
or whiskers. let’s say she wasn’t born
she bubbled
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Megan Ross
Vodka
Vodka
The first time
I drink it
I am fifteen
and too young
to buy cigarettes.
My uniform
is denim shorts
and a white vest
I will later learn is
called a wife beater.
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You pour it:
glass bottom
thick with
clear liquid
burning
stripes
down
our throats.
We drink it neat
no Coke,
until we lose
our padded bras
to the shallow
end of the
swimming
pool.
We laugh
dance
revel
with gawking
boys
we invite over SMS.
I’ll do anything,
we tell them.
And we do.
Morning after
brings
cotton mouth
and memories
we lock
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in the
damp space
between us.
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Caitlin Spring
the credit
my favourite parts of us
were actually
my favourite parts of me
and they still existed
even after you left
how silly
to give you all the credit
for the ways
that i love.
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Makhanani
Jagged Smile
This woman is
Beautiful...some say
Her smooth brown skin
Her big intense eyes
Curves where they should be
Intelligent...they say
She earns her place
Places her words
In Tswana, French and English
Blessed...they believe
A suburban house with persian carpets
Beautiful kids in private schools
The passport of a global citizen
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By all she must do
Just to get through today
Frustrated.
And Silenced.
After all,
Mosadi o tswara thipa ka bohale*
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Norbert Góra
This Woman Is Like A Fog
made of my tear
with elements of deep fear
she appears like a fog
in the middle of the treacherous bog
first I am overwhelmed
by her sweet innocence
then I succumb to her, addicted
resistance disappears, there is no defense
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The Motion
Woman.
Known merely as a rib taken out of the chest of a man.
But truth is, she is the key of that cage which protects his
heart.
She is...Woman.
Who else can bear the wrath of the air of the universe?
and still bring happiness within the soul of her kids?
She is the one who stand with pride to honour her
breed?
She is the glory which shines brightly among nations to
praise her King.
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and yet is known simply as Woman.
39
LeseLovesLord
My mother is a woman who...
Wears a crown adorned by jewels of love, joy, persistence,
patience, elegance and beauty
A beauty birthed in the core of gentleness
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Kela Griot
Burning Black Lotus
A heart was served on a plate
Mouths waited watered ‘round it
It landed with a thud
Telling of a heaviness buried
Its aroma slinked up the nostrils
And up into recess of the forgotten
Minds flared.
Memories like movie reels flashed...
It smelt like innocence
And laughter unravelling from
the tugging of lazily pursed lips pursued by joy
Like your old house on Sunday morning...
Cobra polish.... Grandma’s porridge....
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A piece for a child soldier
A piece for the haunted house they
would become as they grew older
A piece for severed dreams
A piece for their silent screams
A piece for angels with mangled
human feathers
42
Ruth Everson
Aroused
You!
Rampant with righteousness
Will correct my love,
Driving into softness
Thrusting your truth into me,
You leave satisfied that the job is done.
It is not.
I will rise to claim my name
Again and again.
You have aroused me to anger!
I will not kneel at your altar/alter
I will love -
Washed Up
Drawn down into the great coil of the sea,
Rolled by the currents and pulled by the moon,
A castaway returns to the shore.
His father set sail on a wave of hope,
His mother fastened the shoes
And smoothed the blood red shirt.
In the Wasteland of the world,
The Politicians come and go.
Yeats’s rough beast rises from the sand,
Carter’s vulture circles the shape,
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Nzima’s shutter is jammed with despair,
A man stands alone in Tiananmen Square.
Ring-a-ring o’ roses,
A pocket full of posies,
A-tishoo! A-tishoo!
We all fall down.
44
Maimoonah Gori
Unleasing of her soul
Aspiring and journeying to new heights,
Amidst turmoil and tumulus thoughts,
Betrayed and deceived,
Cascading in deep doubt,
And shackled,
Shackled within her own soul,
Slowly, cautiously,
Struggling within herself.
Her mind battling,
Questioning and reasoning,
Searching for a way out,
Layer and layer of knots unwinding,
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Feeling light hearted,
Soaring to new ventures,
To freedom and triumph.
The End
46
Katherine Naiker
Indecent Women
“I’m looking for a nice decent girl, who can cook well.
She must know how to behave at family functions and be
modest in her dress. She must not drink or smoke.
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But I will wake up early to help your family grate carrots
for a prayer,
and smile and curtsy, at the right times, don’t fear.
Regards
Indecent Woman
48
Shannon Hopkins
Post-Modern Survival Wench
This woman, she is smoke
and she is fire.
Feral.
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Cami Scoundrel
Things that need speaking
These things that need speaking
That make me bite my tongue
That well up in tears before I have begun
Thinking about looking you, looking you in the eye
Taking in the features
Taking in the features of your kind and loving face
Then tearing us apart by telling you I was raped
By someone that I loved
By someone that I trusted
Who didn’t stop
when I screamed no
He carried on and thrusted
Biting my neck harder
My screams on repeat
Then he left me lying there
Rolled over went to sleep
I don’t think I realised at the time
What he had taken that was mine
I guess that’s why I carried on like shit was fine
I guess that’s why I carried on like shit was fine
But now every time I see his face
I can’t help but look at myself
with anger and disgrace
It builds up inside of me
Cracks my facade
Feels like my mind is a racing deck of cards
Shuffled from hand to hand
by the devil’s dealer man
Shuffled from hand to hand
by the devil’s dealer man
Then you’ll find me crying
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In the corner of the club
When you look at me
Do you still feel love
Or do you see what I see
The broken thing I have become
Or do you see the other woman
The one who stands strong
The one who stands strong
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Gameedah Riffel
I wish you were more like me
I wish you were the type of woman who paid more
attention to her hair.
The type that spent countless hours, deciding on what to
wear.
The person who cared too much about what everyone
else thought.
The girl who always wanted to be a size naught.
52
Soul’o Rocks
Who is she?
Who is she?
Who is this being that came from He?
One who has learned to be free
From the chains of what she wants to be.
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Who is this being that I’m seeing?
For her melodious spirit has kept me singing.
It’s her daring mind that keeps me thinking
Her soul and her drive afloat - never seen her sinking
54
Hazel Tobo
Morgue
Help never came
So until today they sit still
Wearing shivers in their dark rooms of afflictions;
Old boxes of destitute filled shoes
Granted all sorts of journeys never embarked on.
Their homes have become prison cells, conjured.
Their skins lay as foundations for their worth to be let off;
They have become immune to sharp objects
Like bitter words and burning hearts.
Their little huts forgotten by even the kindest of
Samaritans,
No more are their attempts to live;
They are dry rose patels in summer.
They stay still pondering within darkness devouring all
peace,
Delivering despair to their feeble souls;
Praying for endless enlightenment;
Their knees scratched and tired;
Unable to continue kneeling;
Skin sagging and life lacking;
Flees flying and darkness dominating.
Little do they know that light hides a lot of things.
It is within darkness like theirs that bodies meet
To make wonders out of love.
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Raging fire
A flame born of wild fires,
Still sole in companionship prior to external company.
To know her is to smell smoke before eyes cast upon her
glow.
She, a raging sea of dreams awaiting to live
To be lived.
A life threatening desert when angered,
Shaken, you dare not test her.
A pool of love,
A rose, delicate and strong.
She is summer rain,
The milky way, mysterious.
She is her own,
Falls only to stand again and achieve.
56
Judy Croome
Winter
this woman is at autumn’s end
sitting in the weakening sun
wrapped in a gay orange blanket
swirled with nut brown polka dots
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and huddles deeper into her blanket cocoon,
wondering how she’ll cope with all the days left
between now and the end of winter
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Kearoma Mosata
Backbone
Woman.
I want to hold your strength in my hands when I walk
through dark alleys
alone and my brothers lurk in the darkness waiting to
torment me because
they just want to say “hey”.
Woman.
I want to hold your strength in my hands when they tell
me being who I am is
wrong and a sin.
I want to shield myself
from the slurs of “being a black sheep that doesn’t want
to have children”
because I love women.
Woman.
I want to hold your courage in my hands when I look at
myself in the mirror
wondering whether my outfit is too revealing.
Whether I am “dressed like a hoe who deserves what’s
coming her way.”
Woman.
I want to hold your perseverance in my hands
when I speak out about the injustices of women.
I want to have that same perseverance you had when he
walked out and you had
to raise five alone.
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you got up from the
cold hard floor with a bloodied mouth and a five year old
who kept asking
why daddy was being mean to you.
Woman.
Backbone.
Shield
Protector
Mosadi
Thari.
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Xeezy
Take me back
This other day i heard my mom
having a conversation with God
And i was the topic
She was crying, and saying
“I didn’t raise a drunkard”
Indeed she didn’t
Peer pressure had come
between me and her
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Chestlyn Draghoender
The Preacher
They said she shouldn’t preach.
That she wasn’t man enough to
lead a congregation.
A humble woman;
she needed to heal
from the wounds of her past.
So she made time to pray;
asked God to make a way.
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This Woman is
This woman is...
a Helper to those in need.
Always willing to share a smile
and quick to do a good deed.
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girl who fits out
mirror
i see picture,
caricature,
see face
not soul
see reflection
--distorted.
i do not know...
who looks at me, or
if that is me
with all that...
woman
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Nqaba Dano
She is a woman
She smiles
Home etched
In her poise
Her heart beats
The rhythm
That brings
Mankind to tears
She is a woman
She is the epitome
Of strength
Of courage
And of power
Her flame brings
Warmth
Burns bright
It creates light
For wayward souls
Trapped in darkness
She is a woman
She is goddess
She is queen
Ruler of hearts
She is the shoulder
That brings comfort
The strength
Man call for
In times of need
She is a woman
Sun kissed
Wrapped in love
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And peace
She is the ashes
In which
The phoenix
Rises and soars
She is the reason
Why we thrive
She is the reason
Why we survive
She is a blessed soul
She is the birth place
Of greatness
She is a woman
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Elle Warren
Consolatio
hoeveel keer
kan mens rou
voor die wond
rou (gepas)
septies
nie meer diggroei nie
ek-
(“buite”)
myself
het my grootste vrees
noukeurig nagevors
opgelees
nou in jou ervaar
jy
wat reeds drie keer ‘n moeder was
was
jou hande in my woorde
ek-
(“uit”)
wat nooit myself
kon sien
in die verwikkeling
van kind-moeder-ouma nie
verloor my ego
(“ek”)
in moeder
taal
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bloed en vlees
en water
en sout
-topies aangewend
in die verlede tyd
vir jou
(“su”)
suster
is my boeke
nutteloos
my verse
banaal
die letter-
grepe
verraai
my
(“ego”)
ek-
wat jou so graag te lewe wil dig
is niks werd
buite myself nie
NOTES ON CONSOLATIO:
I wrote this poem shortly after my sister lost a pregnancy for the
third time. The last one was ectopic. “Consolatio” incorporates
elements of Greek and Latin, a play on the etymology of
“ectopic” and the personal experience of feeling inadequate,
and not knowing how to console someone. “Consolatio” is a
literary genre in ancient philosoph,y which literally translates
to “consolation (letter)”. The Greek preposition ek- means “out”,
“outside” or “out of”, which invokes a feeling of alienation from
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the self (Afrikaans “ek”, Latin “ego”) and the subject matter,
while -topic derives from “topos”, which most often translates
to place. In this context, “ectopic” thus refers to both the
pregnancy and the personal experience of being out of place in
the situation. The Latin “ego” also refers to Freud’s concept of
the ego, which tries to negotiate this difficult situation between
the id and super-ego. Lastly, The Greek word “su” means “you”,
which is incapsulated in “suster”, the addressee.
Apologia
en nou is dit ek
wat vlam vat
wat ‘n digbundel
van my eie
begeer
onverwags
bevind ek myself nydig
toegespits
op die ontwaking
van my soeke
na perfeksie
natuurlik
voel ek skuldig
onverdienstelik
selfs selfsugtig
my narsissisme
is oneindig
en nou is dit jy
wat my troos
wat my verseker
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dat ons bondels
mekaar
sal komplimenteer
NOTES ON APOLOGIA:
This is a companion poem to “Consolatio”, which comes first.
In Greek and Latin literature, an apologia is a text in defense
of something. “Apologia” is about the unexpected feeling of
jealousy I experienced when my sister got pregnant for the
first time, before she lost the baby, and the guilt I feel because
of that. It seemed to me self-centered to be focused on myself
rather than her joy and then her consolation. I feel I need to
defend myself but I don’t know how. In the end she ends up
consoling me. The play on “digbundel” (collection of poetry)
as metaphor for a child, which is the inspiration for these two
poems, and later “bondel” (bundle), a word that is often used
to describe small children in both English and Afrikaans, is
an expression of the magnitude of emotion: I can express these
things through poetry, but not directly in conversation.
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Linda Busuku
This Woman is Dressed in
Size Tens
This woman is dressed in size ones,
hopefully hopping and radiating like a thousand suns.
Pure, perky, picture perfection
Candy and cartoon her only fixation,
free of life’s divinely comical taxation.
This woman is wearing size fives,
roaming around testing beehives,
searching for crutches to help her stand,
together building strongholds in the sand.
This woman is precious flora,
with scents of jasmine, lilac and rose.
This woman is strutting around in size sevens,
knees bent searching for the heavens,
lost in caverns
echoing those thousand suns and buzzing hives,
havens for the dreams and unsung screams.
This woman is mother, sister and father,
to nameless children
whose hollow stomachs sing songs of deliverance.
This woman is delicate petal no more
she stands made of bark and thorn
sculpted from those tears she’s worn.
This woman is dressed in size tens,
Held together by paper, plastic, plasters and safety pins.
feet crusty, shoes musty,
blanketed by pebbles, pollen and dust from those dirt
roads she strode
from A to B, seeking refuge from this world’s heavy load.
Soul buried deep beneath that walkway.
Life lived in shades of grey.
remnants of girlhood carved out day by day.
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Gaamangwe Mogami
Alchemy
This woman with volcanoes for bones and avalanches for
a heart is a love.
She is two moons in her womb,
April and May for marrow splitting and now we know of
children’s laughter.
She is a walking museum and infinity,
a witness of your first breath, and the first call of your
name.
And now time moves through her in three.
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Themesha Khan
Time for the Phoenix
Wish I could stand here and not bear the heart of a
mother
Be cold and isolated in a world that’s forgotten what
feelings are
Wish I could just coast through life and not be broken
Every time I see a child without a home to call his own
Wish! But wishes are for those that can still dare to be
innocent in a world of darkness
Wishes are for those whose eyes can stay closed when the
world bursts forth pain around them
Rise again
With every pitfall
Rise
From every crevice
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Rise
With every dark night
Rise
Like the sun and greet the morning
With crispness of action
And resoluteness of sunshine
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Mapule Mohulatsi
Rumours
There are rumours that the secrets of her, are a plethora
of personal histories –
Of god forsaken revelations.
Bloodlines.
There are rumours of the labyrinth of the injustice upon
her mother’s lineage
Of how it has given birth to itself,
Repeatedly!
Rumours of the caul of her birth line
White, like starch.
A caul wrapped in the sweat found in between the mental
hospital bed sheets where the spawn of her ancestors lies
in sacrilege
A caul of wounded wombs, of histories personality -
And she,
A Gorilla
A Savage
Of the unseen time and blood spilling manifestations
Her secrets woven like the collective tits of Southern
Africa’s rape statistic
Post It Woman
“If you were to paint me”; she mutters to a lover in a
mattress stolen from the sin of her continents pain, “see
me, put light, especially in between the persuasive lines in
my thighs” –
These lines she marks with her finger, showing him the
map of her universe –
Lines that round like the contours in a map
A map of secrets
A marauders secret passage,
Into her mother’s birth line and the post – apartheid
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birth deficiency that has become of femininity.
These are rumours,
Of Female Spirit
How she is now an awkward and shy god that takes flight
when pissing men love the thing in her which reflects
them back to themselves
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Contributors
Anthea Paelo is an economist, writer and a Mandela Rhodes scholar.
Her story Picture Frames won the 2013 Writivism short story prize. You
can follow her on twitter @AntheaPaelo.
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hopes to pursue writing as a full-time career.
Megan Ross is a writer, journalist and book cover artist from the Eastern
Cape. Her work has appeared in Prufrock, Itch and Aerodrome. Megan
has been nominated for the PEN New Voices award twice, short-listed
for the Miles Morland Writing Scholarship and the Short Story Day
Africa Prize, and has recently been long-listed for the Writivism Prize.
She is currently working on two books, a collection of short stories and a
collection of poetry. megannross.com
Norbert Góra is a 26-years old poet and writer from Poland. Many of
his horror, SF and romance short stories have been published in his home
country. He is also author of many poems in English-language poetry
anthologies around the world.
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Lesego “LeseLovesLord” Mdhluli is a writer, student and daughter
to two honourable parents. She is currently in grade 10 and exploring
different tastes in the arts, politics, the corporate world, family and food.
Kela Griot is a serial bookworm, writer, poet, radio head and creative.
She is co-founder and host of the Juiced Poetry Sessions and lover of
humanity.
Ruth Everson is published poet and prize winning short story writer.
She uses her poetry to inspire and to provoke an exploration of life and
self. She facilitated poetry workshops for the National Schools’ Festival
for 16 years and has worked across the country. She has used her poetry
in places as diverse as Egypt and China. Poetry continues, as she writes,
‘to hang her soul on barbed wire lines.
Gameedah Riffel is a young poet who lives in Cape Town. South Africa.
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Judy Croome lives and writes in Johannesburg, South Africa. She has
been shortlisted in the African Writing Flash Fiction 2011 competition and
her articles, short stories and poems have appeared in various magazines
and anthologies, such as the Huffington Post, the Sunday Times and the
University of the Witwatersrand’s Itch Magazine. Her books a stranger
in a strange land (2015), The Weight of a Feather & Other Stories (2013),
a Lamp at Midday (2012) and Dancing in the Shadows of Love (2011)
are currently available. Visit Judy on www.judycroome.com or join her on
Twitter @judy_croome
girl who fits out is an apothecary who turns pain into poetry, is “but
little” and fierce. lover of art. is on the verge of 17. is a womanist.
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out himself and to share his ideas with those who care to listen.
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