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Beginnings
BY EDWARD W. SAID
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ful thinker who pretends that the order of things can be re-
versed; yet at other times we avail ourselves of reversibility, if
our case needs its effects. Swift's projectors in Book III of
Gulliver's Travels who build houses from the roof down, live a
fantasy of reversibility, but who more than Swift the hard-nosed
pamphleteer wanted readers of his political writings to see
things clearly, from the beginning - which meant wanting to
reverse the ruinous trend of a European war policy, or the can-
cerous growth in English of neologism and cant?
Thus, one beginning is permissible, another one like it, at a
different time perhaps, is not permissible. What are the condi-
tions that allow us to call something a beginning? First of all
there must be the desire and the true freedom to reverse one-
self; for whether one looks to see where and when he began,
or whether he looks in order to begin now, he cannot continue as
he is. It is, however, very difficult to begin with a wholly new
start. Too many old habits, loyalties and pressures inhibit the
substitution of a novel enterprise for an old, established one.
When God chooses to begin the world again he does it with
Noah; things have been going very badly, and since it is his pre-
rogative, God wishes a new beginning. Yet it is interesting that
God himself seems not to begin completely from scratch. Noah
and the Ark are a piece of the old world initiating the new world.
As if in an oblique comment on the special status of beginnings
Descartes observes in Regies pour la direction de l'esprit: "The
human mind possesses in effect a je-ne-sais-quoi of the divine,
where the first seeds of useful thought have been thrown, so
that even though they have been neglected and choked off by
studies contrary to their well-being, they spontaneously produce
fruit." Every human being is a version of the divine, Descartes
seems to be saying, and what seems spontaneous in man is in
fact due to the resumption of man's beginning connection with
God. To begin is to reverse the course of human progress for
the sake of divine fruits.
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for example, and to command only the immediately rele-
vant linguistic, paleological, and historical facts is hardly
enough to be a good specialist. On the other hand, there
are fields of specialization that have become so widely
various that their irfastery has become the task of a life-
time.
It might have been to all of this that Nietzsche, with his superb
desperation and infuriation, said: "Ich habe meine Grunde ver-
gessen" (I have forgotten my beginning) . The wish to have a
good grasp of how it is that one's activity either has started or
will start forces these considerations, and sometimes an impatient
response like the one given by Nietzsche; nevertheless, such a
grasp always compels us into a rational severity and asceticism,
an understanding of which will be a major task in the course of
this discussion. In this essay, therefore, I hope first of all to
draw attention to, perhaps even to exacerbate, the problem we
face when we begin an intellectual job of work. My view is
that an intensified, and an irritated, awareness of what really
goes on when we begin - that is, when we are conscious of be-
ginning - virtually transforms, corrects, and validates whatever
the project in a very complete way. And this transformation
ascertains both the direction of our enterprise and, also, its true
possibilities. Second, I should like to understand, however
stutteringly, what sorts of beginnings really exist; the word
beginning itself is, and will remain, a general term, but like a
pronoun, it has a specific discursive role or roles to play, but
these are as much in the control of reasonable convention and
rule, as they are in the control of reasonable assertion. I should
like to examine all this as it bears on the possible kinds of be-
ginnings available to us. Lastly, I should like to record a part
of the rational activity generated in us when we deal with a
beginning; and rational activity, it will become clear, includes
rational sentiment, passion and urgency.
The beginning as primordial asceticism has an obsessive
persistence in the mind which seems very often engaged in a
retrospective examination of itself. We all like to believe we can
always begin again, that a clean start will always be possible.
This is true despite the mind's luxuriance in a wealth of know-
ledge about ongoing actuality, about what Husserl calls lebendige
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42 EDWARD W. SAID
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A gold-feathered bird
Sings in the palm, without human meaning,
Without human feeling, a foreign song.
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germinate into a criticism that is aware of what it is doing. Since
a beginning of this sort projects a future for itself in cooperation
with the protocols of critical prose - nowadays we speak of texts,
meanings, and authors as co-existing in "literature" - the critic
would like to devise a means for working with this set of con-
ventions. He would also like to preserve what is unique and
possibly strange in his own work. At the sheer level of the writ-
ing itself, the critic accepts the determination of linguistic and
critical convention while hoping to retain the freedom of possi-
bility: the former is governed by historical and social pressures,
the latter by a point of departure that remains exposed to its
contingent, and yet rational, status, one that encourages interro-
gation and retrospection. In the critic's work therefore a vigi-
lant method and a record of that method's accomplishments are
being produced together.
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emotions and motives of our conscious life when directed
towards action - the part of life which prose drama is
wholly adequate to express - there is a fringe of indefinite
extent, out of the corner of the eye and can never com-
pletely focus; feeling of which we are only aware in a
kind of temporary detachment from action.
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from the eighteenth century until today is an obsession with
beginnings that seems to infect and render exceedingly problem-
atic the location of a beginning. Two kinds of beginning emerge,
and they are really two sides of the same coin. One, which I
called "temporal" and transitive, foresees a continuity that derives
out of it. This kind of beginning is suited for work, for polemic,
for discovery. It is what Emile Benveniste describes as the
"axial moment which provides the zero point of the computa-
tion" that allows us to initiate, to direct, to measure time. Auer-
bach calls his Ansatzpunkt a handle by which to grasp literary
history. We find it for a purpose, and at a time that is crucial
to us, but it can never presume too much interrogation, examina-
tion, reflection unless we are willing to forego discipline on the
mind that wants to think every turn of its thoughts from the
beginning. Thoughts then appear linked in a meaningful series
of constantly experienced moments.
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Freud, the primal word, literally, with an antithetical meaning.
Such a beginning is the unknown event that makes us, and with
us, our world, possible as a vessel of significance.
The most peculiar thing about such an unknown beginning -
aside, that is, from its enduring shadow in our minds - is that
we accept it at the same time that we realize that we are wrong,
that it is wrong. It is useless, except when it shows us how much
language, with its perpetual memories of silence, can do to sum-
mon fiction and reality to an equal space in the mind. In this
space certain fiction and certain reality come together as identity.
Yet we can never be certain what part of identity is true, what
part fictional. This is the way it must remain - as long as part
of the beginning eludes us, so long as we have language to help
us and hinder us in finding it, and so long as language provides
us with a word whose meaning is as certain as it is obscure.
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