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As it is said "Be at peace with your own self. Heaven and earth will be in peace with you."
The lessons of Elder Thaddeus were said on the 30th of November 1996 in the monastery
Ostrog (Montenegro).
On temptations of the spiritual forces of evil against destroying peace in the family...
In monastery, and not just in the monastery, in every household where they serve the Lord,
the enemy seeks to destroy the peace at any cost.
People do not know what is happening. There is no unpleasantness so that people could
understand.
It is all at the level of thoughts. It creates unpleasant feelings especially to the householder.
He is unsatisfied with his position. Everyone in the house has a hellish life.
They do not have peace, serenity.
In the household if there is one soul who is not satisfied with its position, or in the
monastery, she influences everyone with its negative thoughts.
It influences strongly. That can be noticed.
When we look at the man physically we cannot estimate their inner health state. However,
thoughts are visible.
Thoughts are not secret. Especially if thoughts are calm, not scattered.
Everyone influences with their thoughts. What you were thinking about, you did it.
Nobody should tell us that they respect or love us.
We are not suppose to deal with reading other people's thoughts, telepathy.
Everyone has that in themselves. What are thoughts? Nobody knows. They leave quickly.
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You are constantly joyous. You can always start crying when you see that everything
suffers because of our fall.
You can cry for everything. It is joy and peace unspeakable.
Nothing of this world is negative, impure or whatever. You cannot grasp it.
As it happens, men are attracted to women and women to men. Thoughts are in struggle.
There is no such struggle at all because the soul is surrounded and guided by Holy Spirit.
There is nothing negative.
On thoughts, pride
There should be peace and quietness in the monastery.
If there is no peace with thoughts because of the order in the household, you create
disharmony with your thoughts to everybody in the house.
With our thoughts we attract or reject others. As a single entity, we are small.
However, we can be a great goodness or a great evil. It depends on our thoughts and
desires.
What kind of thoughts we deal with, that is the way our life is. If our thoughts are peaceful,
quite, full of love, we do not fight with anyone in our thoughts.
It is necessary that somebody touches us under our rib for us to see how much stench there
is.
If nobody touches us, we think we are alright. “I have been in the monastery for a long
time, I pray to God” etc.
The devil puts those thoughts so that you think you have some value.
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Actually, there is nothing. He puts those thoughts so we think we achieved something.
However, it gets worse. The Lord needs to find someone to provoke us.
We immediately snap out. Yes, we haven't learned to endure that pain in order to clean
ourselves from inside.
One day he would go to the village. He would not come to the monastery for a week.
One of the brothers had to find him. He would be drunk.
Elder never told him “what are you doing here?” He would cover everything with love.
One old cow wanted to go there. I would read and then glance to see “everybody is there”.
I would do that all the time. At one moment I forgot about the cows as I was reading and
saw the old cow was not there.
I looked at the garden and saw it ruined. She went through several gardens and ate
whatever she could find.
There were holes in the garden as she walked on the ground full of mud. What could I do?
I was afraid to tell it to anyone. Village people complained again.
The Elder then gave a blessing for a different kind of obedience. No one said absolutely
nothing!
After that I was a sexton and I would also prepare the refectory for the brothers. Both
breakfast and lunch.
I also had a blessing to paint icons when I had free time. So I was also an iconographer.
I would think to myself “Man, a mother and a father would say 'don't you have eyes to see
and take care of the cattle?!'” No one said anything to me!
On sadness in the heart and the help one could get by reading the book "The Path to
Salvation” (St Theophan the Recluse)
When the grace of the Holy Spirit works in the soul
and it should turn to the Lord and be transformed, it is very difficult state for the soul.
One feels so lost for their sins that you cannot imagine how difficult that sorrow is.
And he says, if this state lasts for longer period of time and if it is more intense,
it is more salvific for the soul later on.
When I read that, I realised what was happening to me.
When I was at the medical check up for the third time at some doctor,
another doctor started to complain about that sorrow.
She has a breast cancer but she is on a diet, so thank God, she is well.
However, she feels the sorrow. She cannot be rejoiced at all.
She has a husband who is also a doctor. She says "I have no consolation".
I told her there was a book “The Path to Salvation” at the patriarchal shop.
Read it carefully and you will see and understand what is happening inside of you.
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On reasons of the suffering of the pre-revolutionary Russia
Russia had faithful people and monks but organization was such that it had to be allowed.
When there was the revolution in Russia, there were many monks, around 2000, who were
also living in sketes in St Panteleimon's monastery.
There was one monk who was very zealous and he complained why the Lord allowed the
suffering of the church, priests.
Why Lord? Why did you allow it? Why? One day the Lord Himself appeared personally.
Although He gives us thoughts but we are not aware of it so he Has to appear.
He said “Do you feel sorry more for the Russian people who you did not take care of nor
created them?
I gave birth to them. I took care of them." In materialistic sense they had everything. They
lacked nothing.
However, not many of them come to the Kingdom of Heaven.
Russia just like Romania, Hungary were feudal lands until the World War I.
Only certain village people would get their own land as an award.
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What happens with us? As soon as we are not good at something, we slam the object as it
was guilty.
So you see, we are worse than ants and bees. Now you can see yourself the way you are.
On obedience
What all Holy Fathers say is that the most useful thing is obedience.
It is greater than fasting and prayer.
I thought about it a long time.
The one who is disobedient prays and fasts in vain.
He can be skin and bones by fasting, but it doesn't help.
You can pray by day and night, but if you are disobedient , it is not accepted.
The Lord does not accept his prayers.
Because he is in a war with the others.
He could be a great ascetic, who is all skin and bones, but his effort is in vain.
We should bear that in mind all the time.
The one who is disobedient, his prayer and fasting is in vain.
We know that all Holy Fathers received gifts of the Spirit by effort through prayer and
fasting.
The Lord Himself says that this kind can be only cast out through prayer and fasting.
Holy Fathers have the experience so they say the similar.
Obedience is greater than fast and prayer.
I could not understand that for a long time when I was younger.
I thought spiritual Fathers just wanted us to say amen whatever they want us to do.
That was why they wanted me to be obedient.
Obedience is greater than prayer and fasting.
Later when I suffered a lot because of it, I saw that it was true.
Holy Fathers say it from experience.
The one who is humble, he is obedient.
Who is obedient, he is also humble.
There are different levels of humility and obedience.
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