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I always knew I was wired differently but I did not know the cause
and
I couldn’t sort through my immediate confusion regarding it, to
arrive
at any answers or even at any hypotheses.
For example, I’ve been socially naïve and without the ability to
understand and thus participate in, common social rituals. I’ve
always had a profound dedication to the study of writing. It
began with strong interests in complex or abstract themes as a
child, and I wrote poetry throughout my life. I wanted to be a
philosopher for a brief spell as a teenager. I went to the library to
pick up Aristotle. Though I was disappointed by what I thought
must have been a false lead, I read Aristotle’s natural philosophy.
I didn’t find what I was looking for in it: a way to approach
thought itself and figure out its contents in order to solve the
nagging questions I felt every night before bed, as I stared at the
ceiling trying to figure out the
meaning and purpose of my overwhelmingly enormous mental
processes.
Yet, what was the certain connection I felt toward her that
allowed me to detect her condition? To this day more than 20
years later, I believe that while I may not have been diagnosed,
she and I had similar brainwaves or neural feelings. How to
explain it? I can’t.
There is a great deal more that I can say on this topic, but for the
purposes of this testimony I restrict myself to one goal, which is
to explore my formation of an empowered disability identity
through compatibility with others who experience symptoms or
features of disability. In sum, I wish to stress that identity
formation is key for success, independence, and advocacy.