This piece is titled Inner Voice…the reason..it’s not me who is writing..

but deep so
mething within me, my head, my heart, my mind propels me to convey this to an un
known person or people out there, who might be waiting to receive such a message
from an unknown entity…I have no idea what I would be writing..neither do I know
how I started writing..maybe some elements of nature interacted with the matter
that I’m made of… Funny and incredulous as it sounds, this is what I’m led to believe
these days. It wasn’t long ago that the very idea of a God or a cReator created ri
pples of laughter and amusement in my hollow mind… it may still be hollow!! Or a H
ologram.
I still haven’t figured out how people make sense of the world they live in…Like all
species we love looking for easy explanations that would make us lie back in th
e womb comfortably. Wasnt classical physics all about this?? It still is.
But somehow people have begun realizing (and I still dont know what percentage o
f them) that the myths that could afford explanations and help derive meaning in
life, are no longer enough.. they are completely invalidated.. New explanations
are beginning to crop up to help us explain our meaning and purpose in life. “Lif
e” a cliche! And now we call it quantum mechanics. I dont claim to have understood
it either.
But it is not a term or a myth to be understood, but felt… So after all these year
s of learning and scientific analysis, we know that there is nothing scientific
about anything, rather its metaphysical! And nobody knows why and how the pyrami
ds were built!! Theories and theories… running pages and pages long..
Suddenly it becomes very difficult to lie back and think about these changing re
alities. Human beings are an amazing species. They have been granted with the wo
nderful defense mechanisms that take them through life comfortably. I wonder how
defence mechanisms were derived! Maybe, like all other things, we should now lo
ok at it as another term for mental retardation. Thus the idea of describing an
alternate reality is yet another defense mechanism to define the unknown.
New explanation for our purpose in life is also our need to help us define our p
urpose in life. Why? Why do we need the feel to etch something worthwhile for us
for the time we are here?? Why do we need constantly to look for meanings? Why
is contentment so hard to come by? We need to know nothing. We need to feel. And
once we start feeling we would be led by our intuition to the truth. As Gautam
Buddha says, Desire is the root of all evil.
The desire to know the truth is evil.