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Editorial Dua-I-Sharif Rabia al Basri Way of Rabia Anecdotes Poems of Rabia Basri Mirabai the Embodiment of Love. Miras Love for Krishna Seed of love and Path Mirabai Biography Obstinate or Crazy Mira and Akbar Mira in Vrindavan Mira in Dwarka Nectar in poison Songs of Mira
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Women of Divinity
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Taoshobudhha Meditations
Meditation Times
MEDITATION TIMES
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EDITORIAL
We introduce two stalwarts of devotion. And also they embody the feminine aspects on the path to life eternal. Very few masters have been female. But certainly all masters transcend the male-female duality. Rabia Al Adawiya is the embodiment of love eternal. In the early days of Sufism very little was written down. There were luminaries, saints, friends of God, and wali, who lived their own spiritual passion, and their deepest devotion. One such spiritual luminary was Rabia Al Basri. I shall paraphrase one of her poems that is in synchronicity with my being.
Oh beloved, if I seek thee for fear of hell Then verily cast me into the fires of hell. Oh beloved, if I seek thee for desire to attain jannat heaven Then verily bar me from entrance into your firdous heavenly abode. Oh beloved, but if I seek thee for thy own sake Then certainly cast me a glance with thy merciful eyes. If thy favour be bestowed on me Then grant thy compassion to thy seekers Who are enraptured with your Name. I would embrace the fires of hell If thy grace be then bequeath to thy seekers. Oh beloved, thy name is my jannat. Thy merciful is my firdous.
Mira is a launching place for your pilgrimage. Her scripture is the scripture of love. Mira herself is devotion. You wont find systematic argument. Fixed logic is not found there. There lightning has struck the heart. In Mira, found nowhere else, is a natural expression of love. There have been other devotees, but they all pale before Mira; they become the background. Miras star is a very bright, shining star. Come, let us go toward this star. If just a few drops of Miras juice rain on your life, flowers will bloom in your desert. If in your heart just a few tears make rain clouds like Miras rain clouds, and in your heart a melody begins playing as it played to Mira, it is enough. One drop will colour you and make you anew. So dont listen to Mira logically, intellectually. Mira has nothing to do with logic and intellect. Listen to Mira with feeling, with devotion. Look with the eye of trust. Push aside logic, leave it to crawl along the bank. For a little while, let yourself go completely mad with Mira. This is the world of the mad. This is the world of lovers. Only then can you understand, otherwise you will miss. Osho Talks on Mira Translated from Hindi
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DUA-I-SHARIF
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Meditation Times Volume IV Issue VIII August 2011 AaEr munBbr cehre ke dIdar se sda ke il@ ApnI inSbt AaEr tjiLlyae se ya oudaya ya ALlah iloa hE #badt ka jae isla nsIbae< me< mere %se bOz de duZmnae kae tU AaEr jae kuD -I dena Agr tU cahe Aaiort me< tU Ata kr %se hbIbae kae Apne jha< tk hE mera Apna taLluk mere il@ tae bs ka)I hE terI muhBbt ik tU phcanta hE muHe tera dIdar AaEr terI tjiLlya< hI
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Ya Allah Ya Khudaya My Master If I worship you because of fear of hell Certainly throw me in the eternal fire of hell If I worship you for the desire of heaven Or because of the walled garden of heaven Certainly deprive me of the heavenly realm Also close the doors of heaven too for me If my prayer or worship is for thy love Deprive me not from thy love and grace Grant me the boon of the light of thy presence Serenity, ecstasy and grace for ever Whatever be the rewards of thy worship Verily grant to thy enemies and ignorant ones Who fail to recognize thy presence solemn? Still if you want to give me anything Give it certainly to thy messengers For me thy love eternal incessant alone And thy recognition is enough and comforting!!!
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Khudaya !
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azrat Rabia Al Adawiya is the embodiment of love eternal. Love flows through her veins. Love for Allah Subhan Wa Taala is her solace and her heart beat. Myriad salutations to Rabia the embodiment of love eternal!!! In the early days of Sufism very little was written down. There were just luminaries, saints, friends of God, and wali, who lived their own spiritual passion, and their deepest devotion. One such saint was Rabia Al Basri, a woman who was born in the eighth century into slavery. However her owner was so impressed by the intensity of her devotion that he gave her freedom. She became known for stressing the love that exists between the mystic and God. Always looking towards God, she cared for nothing that might distract from or interfere with this relationship. She was once asked, Do you love God? Yes, Rabia replied. Do you hate the devil? No, my love of God gives me no time to hate the devil Subhan Allah! was the tranquil reply of Rabia.
Like many early Sufis Rbia practiced severe renunciation and austerities. I have heard once Rabia was sitting in a darkened room in meditation on a beautiful spring day. Her servant called to her to come out and see what the Creator had made. From within her room Rabia replied: Why not come in and see the Creator? Contemplation of the Creator so much preoccupies me that I do not care to look upon His creation.
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Rabia al Basri
ot much is known about Rabia al Basri, except that she lived in Basra in Iraq, in the second half of the 8th century AD. She was born into material poverty. However she had infinite reservoir of love. She is the embodiment of Ishk-I-Haquiqui. Rabia gave a new meaning to Love. Rabia freed love from the quicksand of personal love. Her love for Allah Subhan Wa Taala was indeed a transcendence from worldly to love divine or love eternal. From Ishk-IMazazi to Ishk-I-Haquiqi was the way of Rabia. Rabias love for Haq or Allah was the outcome of understanding her austere life. But many spiritual stories are associated with her and what we can glean about her is reality merged with legend. These traditions come from
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Who knows what is going to happen tomorrow? And you are so afraid that you want to make it certain. You want to make it predictable. You would like tomorrow to be according to your ideas. Naturally you do not allow it freedom to have its own way. So we immediately reduce every verb to a noun. In the world with more meditativeness around, with a little more enlightenment spread over the earth, people will love, love immensely, but their love will remain a relating, not a relationship. It will be love for haq truth. Certainly there will be something more of poetry and more of God in it. The flowers of love take years to come and sometimes many years. The longer it takes, the deeper it goes. And longer these last. But it has to be a commitment from individual heart to the cosmic heart. It has not even to be verbalized, because to verbalize it is to profane it. Love expresses itself in verses, songs and dances. Rumi whirling or Miras dance are all expression of immense love. When love for Allah springs forth from within it can assume a song, a dance, a melody, a painting. Indeed love expresses itself in myriad ways. Love is a silent commitment; eye to eye, heart to heart, and being to being. It has to be understood, not said. Love is the way to penetrate deeper and deeper into his realm of inner feelings, into the deep recesses of his being. Indeed you are trying to unravel a mystery which cannot be unraveled. But the effort is always fulfilling.
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abia was born between 95 and 99 Hijri in Basra, Iraq. This is 8th century AD. Much of her early life is narrated by Farid al-Din Attar, a later Sufi Saint and poet, who used earlier sources. Rabia herself did not leave any written works. She was the fourth daughter of her family and therefore was named Rabia, meaning fourth. Although not born into slavery, her family was poor yet respected in the community. According to Farid al-Din Attar, Rabias parents were so poor that there was no oil in house to light a lamp, nor a cloth even to wrap her with. Her mother asked her husband to borrow some oil from a neighbor, but he had resolved in his life never to ask for anything from anyone except the Creator. He pretended to go to the neighbors door and returned home empty-handed. In the night Prophet Muhammad appeared to him in a dream and told him, Your newly born daughter is a favorite of the Lord, and shall lead many Muslims to the right path. You should approach the Amir of Basra and present him with a letter in which should be written this message: You offer Durood to the Holy Prophet one hundred times every night and four hundred times every Thursday night. However, since you failed to observe the rule last Thursday, as a penalty you must pay the bearer four hundred dinars.
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Way of Rabia
abia was the first who set forth the doctrine of Divine Love and who is widely considered to be the most important of the early Sufi poets.
Much of the poetry that is attributed to her is of unknown origin. After a life of hardship, she spontaneously achieved a state of self-realization. When asked by Sheikh Hasan al-Basri how she discovered the secret, she responded by stating: You know of the how, but I know of the how-less. One of the many myths that surround her life is that she was freed from slavery because her master saw her praying while surrounded by light, realized that she was a saint and feared for his life if he continued to keep her as a slave. While she apparently received many marriage offers - including a proposal from Hasan al-Basri himself, she remained celibate and died of old age, an ascetic, her only care from the disciples who followed her. She was the first in a long line of female Sufi mystics.It is also possible that she helped further integrate Islamic slaves into Muslim society. Because of her time spent in slavery early in life, Rabia was passionate against all forms of it. She even refused a slave later in life, despite her heightened spiritual status.
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Anecdotes
abia had unique way of teaching through anecdotes, parables and stories.
One day, Rabia was seen running through the streets of Basra carrying a torch in one hand and a bucket of water in the other. When asked what she was doing, she said, I want to put out the fires of Hell, and burn down the rewards of Paradise. They block the way to God. I do not want to worship from fear of punishment or for the promise of reward, but simply for the love of God. In his Life of St Louis, Jean de Joinville reports this story of a woman, but no name or religious affiliation is given to the woman, and the report appears to be contemporary (when in fact Joinville lived three centuries after Rabia). At one occasion she was asked if she hated Satan. Hazrat Rabia replied: My love to God has so possessed me that no place remains for loving or hating anyone else. When Hazrat Rabia would not come to attend the sermons of Hazrat Hasan Basri, he would deliver no discourse that day. People in the audience asked him why he did that. Hasan replied: The syrup that is held by the vessels meant for the elephants cannot be contained in the vessels meant for the ants. Once Hazrat Rabia was on her way to Mecca, and when half-way there she saw the Kaaba coming to meet her. She exclaimed: It is the Lord of the house whom I need, what have I to do with the house? I need to meet with Him Who said, Who approaches Me by a spans length I will approach him by the length of a cubit. The Kaaba which I see has no power over me. What joy does the beauty of the Kaaba bring to me? At the same time the great Sufi Wali Hazrat Ibrahim bin Adham arrived at the Kaaba, but he did not see it. He had spent fourteen years making his
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ne night Rabia came on the road outside her home and started searching something under the lamp-post. Crowd gathered. Rabia continued her search very intensely.
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Who knocks at the door of someone constantly, one day the door must be opened to him? Rabia one day heard it and said: Salih, how long will you go on preaching thus, using the future tense, saying will be opened? Was the door ever closed? It was ever open. Separation... simply unbearable! One day, people asked why she kept no knife in the house. Rabia replied, Cutting asunder is the work of the knife. I fear it may not asunder the bond between that exists between me and my beloved Lord. A fervent prayer
ne day she was going on an errand. Whilst passing a street a vagabond pursued her. She ran to save herself from him and in doing so her foot slipped and she fell down and broke her arm.
ne day Sufyan Thauri went to Rabia. She passed the whole night in worship, standing before the Lord. When the morning broke she remarked,
God be praised that He conferred His grace on us that we could pass the whole night in prayers. As a mark of gratitude, let us pass the whole day in fasting. The joy of pain! A man was crying, Ah! How great is a pain! Rabia approached him and said, Oh! What a lack of pain! He asked her why she said the contrary. She replied, Because pain is the privilege of great devotees, who cherish even with the joy even so much anguish that even talking and drawing breath become a matter of strain to them. Why no bandage for His blessings?
ne day Rabia saw a man passing on the way with his forehead tied with a bandage. She asked him why he put on the bandage. He replied that he was suffering from headache.
What is your age? she asked. He replied that he was thirty. She asked, Till today, how have you passed your life? He replied, In perfect health. She said, For thirty years the Lord kept you sound, and you did not fly any colors on your body to express your gratitude for His gift, so that people
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Neither this nor that world, you are enough for me O Lord, If tomorrow on Judgment Day You send me to Hell, I will tell such a secret That Hell will race from me Until it is a thousand years away O Lord, Whatever share of this World? You could give to me, Give it to Thy enemies; Whatever share of the next world? You want to give to me, Give it to Thy friends. You are enough for me. O Lord, If I worship Thee From fear of Hell, burn me in Hell. O Lord, If I worship Thee From hope of Paradise, bar me from its gates. But if I worship Thee for Thy sake alone Then grace me forever the splendor of Thy Face. -
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I have loved Thee with two loves a selfish love and a love that is worthy of Thee. As for the love which is selfish, Therein I occupy myself with Thee, to the exclusion of all others. But in the love which is worthy of Thee, Thou dost raise the veil that I may see Thee. Yet is the praise not mine in this or that, But the praise is to Thee in both that and this.~ Rabia al Basri -
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Reality
In love, nothing exists between heart and heart. Speech is born out of longing, True description from the real taste. The one who tastes, knows; the one who explains, lies. How can you describe the true form of Something In whose presence you are blotted out? And in whose being you still exist? And who lives as a sign for your journey? ~ Rabia al-Basri
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If I Adore You
If I adore You out of fear of Hell, Burn me in Hell! If I adore you out of desire for Paradise, Lock me out of Paradise. But if I adore you for Yourself alone, Do not deny to me Your eternal beauty. Rabia al-Basri
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Ya Allah! If I worship thee for fear of hell Burn me in hell If I worship thee in hope of paradise Exclude me from paradise But if I worship thee for your own sake Grudge me not Thy everlasting Beauty, splendor, and grace
These are the words of the female mystic Rabia al Basri. She grew in the tender love and training of the higher intuitive powers of God and is one of the few women in the realm of Sufism. Indeed she is considered the first female mystic or saint in Islam. She was not trained by a murshid but was born a devotee with great love for Allah. Rabias parents died in her childhood and sometime later when Basra was in the grip of a fierce famine, she got separated from her sisters. She was captured by a man who sold her off for six dirhams. The purchaser subjected her to hard labor. Many hardships fell upon her but she immersed herself in relentless devotion and worship of Allah. Her devotion for Allah was fired by a deep-rooted love and longing for the Divine.
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Little is known of her early years except that she spent her youth as a slave and was later freed. What we do know of her however, is that throughout her life her asceticism was absolute and unwavering as was her love for God. Poverty and self-denial were Rabias constant companions. For example, her worldly possessions are said to have been a broken jug from which she drank, an old rush mat to sit upon and a brick for a pillow. She spent each night in prayer and often chided herself for sleeping as it prevented her constant contemplation and active love of God. She refused all offers of marriage of which there were many because she had no room for anything in her life that might distract her from complete devotion to God. Indeed, in this same manner she rebuffed anything that could distract her from the Beloved, i.e. God. More interesting than her absolute asceticism however, is the concept of Divine Love that Rabia introduced. She was the first to introduce the idea that God should be loved for His own sake and not out of fear - as earlier Sufis had done. For example, she is reported to have walked the streets of Basra with a flaming torch in one hand and a bucket of water in the other. When her intentions were questioned, Rabia replied: I want to pour water into Hell and set fire to Paradise so that these two veils disappear and nobody
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Mirabai
The Embodiment of Love
ira is a devotee of Krishna. She is worthy of being ranked with the mystics and poets. The mystics give no importance to their personal lives. They see only God in everything and forget themselves. That is why not much is known about them. Mira too has not said about her life. She has mentioned in some of her songs that she was from Medatha and belonged to the family of Doodaji. She has also described in her songs how she suffered at the hands of the Rana. If the spiritual horizon of India is aglow it is because of Mira. Mira represents the feminine energy of Kabir while Nanak represents the masculine energy. Out of Nanak a new stream of religion emerged as Sikh Religion. However, out of Mira no stream of religion emerged. Still the contribution of Mira in the realm of Vaishana devotion or Bhakti remains un-parallel.
mIra tae em ka %<g izor hE ya @esa khae mIra em ka mansraevr hE #ske ilye tuMhe maetI cunne kI Aadt falnI haegI t-I tum mIra kae AaEr Zyam ke it %ske em kae smH skaege AaAae Aaj mIra ke jIvn ka Avlaekn kre mIra em ka mhasagr hE mIra kae Zyam kI Anu-Uit ApnI cetna ke A AnNt ghra#yae< me hu$ mIra ne raxa ranI ke :[ ke it em kae
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Meditation Times Volume IV Issue VIII August 2011 gIt ka p dekr smSt AiStTv kae :[my kr idya
Mira is the embodiment of love divine. I take you through this lake of eternal love that Mira is. For this you have to be a swan and develop the habit of eating pearls alone. Miras love for Krishna is the outcome of many lives. Mira says she was Lalita. Krishnas principal Gopi she was. She danced with Krishna on the banks of the blue river, in Vrindavan, and everywhere. Her love for Krishna is the subtle embodiment of her being. This love is embedded in her each breath. Mira say her name is Lalita. Pundits do not agree with this statement of Mira. It is not important to me what Pundits say. Mira has said that she is Lalita I need no more proof. As Lalita she danced with the blue boy the solace of her being on the banks of the blue river Yamuna. Memories still linger in her being like the dissolving notes of an enchanted melody. The beauty of the blue boy, the Yamuna river, its bank, the cool Kalindi shore, the moonlight lurking through the trees, the call of the flute, the chirping of the birds what a semblance of ecstasy. Her memory of Krishna is fresh like breeze in her being. Everything and every scene are fresh in her inner sky. Mira still remembers the day Shiva came to be part of the cosmic dance of her Kanha and she as Lalita stopped him from entering for the raslila. Mira remembers this in all its fine details. Mira sang and danced the ecstasy of Radha-Krishna love. And freeing love from the bondages Mira gave a new horizon, a new breeze, and a new
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Build by Maharana Kumbha in 1449. The Mira Temple is one of the most beautiful Temple on Chittorgarh Fort
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Build by Maharana Kumbha in 1449, this lord Vishnu Temple has beautifully carved idols in its sanctum, mandap and pillars
Kumbha Shyam Temple, where Meera Mandir worshipped Lord Krishna, Chittorgarh Fort, Rajasthan
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Mira is a devotee of the highest order beyond all finiteness that man can ever conceive. Mira adorns the spiritual horizon of India and her contribution is absolutely unparalleled. Many bhajans, overflowed Mira echoing RadhaKrishna love. It is not that Mira had to make any effort to compose or sing these bhajans. Her gestures, every syllable that she overflowed echoes the glory of her love. It seems Mira is intoxicated with Krishnas presence.
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Early Life
ira was a great saint and devotee of Krishna. Despite criticism and hostility from her family, she lived an exemplary saintly life and composed many devotional songs that are cherished as bhajans.
Historical information about the life of Mirabai is a matter of some scholarly debate. The oldest biographical account was Priyadass commentary in Nabhadas Sri Bhaktammal in 1712. Nevertheless there are many aural histories, which give an insight into this unique poet and Saint of India. There are no two opinions about the fact that Mira belonged to Medatha in Rajasthan. She calls herself in one of her songs a Medathani - a woman who belongs to Medatha. She has also stated that she is a Doodajini - one of Doodajis families of the Rathod royal dynasty. There were several petty feudal states in Rajasthan. Medatha was one of them. Rao Doodaji was its Rana. Princes in Rajasthan were usually called Ranas. Rana Rao Doodaji had four children. The eldest was Beerama Dev and the youngest, Ratan Sinha. Ratan Simha was a brave warrior. For a long time he did not have children. At last, by the grace of God, a daughter was born to him. She was named Mira. Mira was born in the year 1498 in the Chaukari village at Merta in Nagaur District of Rajasthan. She was the daughter of Rattan Singh and the granddaughter of Rao Duda, He was the ruler of Merta, an independent yet powerful state in Rajasthan. Her father rattan Singh was the younger son of Rao Duda. As a result he was the ruler of only 12 small towns and villages near Merta. Her father Ratan Singh was a descendent of Rao Rathod, the founder of Jodhpur. There have been five major events that changed the course of her life. When she was barely two years old her mother passed away. Thereafter Rao Duda brought Mira to Merta. In Merta Mira grew up under the benign care of the warrior grandfather Rao Duda as her guardian. Rao Duda was religious and had devotion way of life. The palace was regularly visited by saints, sadhus and alike. This brought Mira in contact with the holy men from her childhood. Thus her spiritual tendencies developed. There is not record available of her education. And it seems there was no formal education for Mira. As was the customary in royal families Mira
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t is said once when Mira was still a child there was a marriage procession. The procession was passing in front of the palace. Mira was yet a small girl. People in the procession bowed to the Rana and proceeded. It was a wedding procession. The bride - groom was very attractively dressed. Mira saw him. He might have looked like a big doll to those innocent eyes. What is that? She asked her grandfather. He is a bridegroom, replied he. But the little girl could not quite understand the meaning of the word bridegroom. I too want one like that to play with. Please get me one little Mira insisted. What could anyone say to such a request of the child? It is but natural of children to ask for every new thing they see. Without a second word the grandfather brought out a lovely idol of Sri Krishna and placing it in her hands, said, Look, my dear, here is your bridegroom. Take good care of him. Mira got what she had asked for. What else did she care for? She played with that idol and behaved as if Krishna was her husband. This story is also narrated differently as well. It is said it was her mother whom she asked, if she will also have her husband. When the mother
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Mirabai Biography
Conflict with the family
he family Mira entered after marriage was renowned for bravery and heroism. Though the Rana had to face all alone the adversities of life, he bore them with courage but never accepted the Moghul rule in Rajasthan. Constantly fighting against the Mughals, he had held high the banner of Rajasthans tenacity, courage and heroism. Such a man was her father- in-law. And his eldest son Bhojraj was her husband. This brave spirit of Rajasthan was the pride of India. Bhojraj, too, was a hero. His family had been from
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Obstinate or Crazy
hough Mira had firmly believed even from her young age that Krishna was her Lord, there is nothing to show in real life that she neglected her husband. As an ideal wife she might have returned his love and affection. But under no circumstances was she prepared to forget her Krishna. In the entire world nothing was greater to her than that love. She loved to sit before the image of Krishna, sing about Him in her sweet voice and dance. That was her life. She was born for only that. How could she give it up? But to others in her husbands house this looked like impertinence. It made them hate Mira. Everybody at home advised the obstinate girl to mend herself. She listened to their words. She would do whatever else she was asked to do. However under no circumstances she was willing to forget Krishna, she could not bear it. In the view of others, her intense devotion was nothing but a craze. When they made sure that she would not budge whatever they might say, they grew indifferent towards her. Day by day she went on spending more and more time in the company of monks and other holy people, meditating upon Sri Krishna. At last Bhojaraj got a temple built exclusively for her near the palace. It is said that this temple was meant to divert the large number of Sadhus who came to the palace. Anyway this provided Mira with a place where she could worship S Krishna in freedom. She used to spend the whole day in song and dance there.
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iras fame spread far and wide. Her devotional bhajans were sung across northern India. It is said that the fame and spirituality of Mira reached the Moghul Emperor Akbar. He had heard that she had won the Grace of Krishna and that Krishna appeared before her when she sang in the ecstasy of devotion. So Akbar also wanted to see her. Both Tansen and Akbar decided to go to the place where Mira was living. But it was not so easy for a Mogul Emperor to go and see a Rajput lady in Rajasthan. It was risky to go undisguised. Many of the Rajputs were hostile to Muslims. Though Akbar was able to make friends with quite a few of them, he had many enemies too. So according to Tansens plan both entered Chittore in the guise of monks. Hindus do not harm monks. Moreover, the guise of ascetics made it easier for them to see Mira. So, both Tansen and Akbar came disguised as hermits to the temple where Mira lived. Akbar was tremendously powerful. Yet he was also very interested in different religious paths. The problem was that he and Miras family were the worst enemies. To visit Mira would cause problems for both him and Mira. But Akbar was determined to see Mira, the Princess Saint. At that time Mira was singing and dancing before Krishna when Akbar came. Her face was glowing like a lamp. Her voice was so sweet that the listeners stood amazed and thrilled. Forgetful of the entire world she was singing and dancing. Seeing Mira in that state, the Mogul Emperor was filled with wondrous awe and devotion. Akbar was so enamored of her soulful music and devotional singing. He felt ashamed that he stood before such a saint in the false guise of a monk. He reproached himself in his mind. Tansen, come let us confess before this great saint who we really are and beg her to forgive us, said Akbar. However Tansen resisted and warned, My Lord, if these people come to know that we are not really monks, just think of the consequence. If they find out that you, the Mogul Emperor, have come to see a Rajput lady, they will never allow us to go alive. Akbar was overcome with devotion and forgot himself in the song and dance of Mira. The song and the dance ended, and Mira offered her salutation to Sri Krishna and sat down.
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Mira in Vrindavan
owever the relentless torments and hostility interfered with her life of devotion and contemplation on Krishna. She sought the advice of learned men and Saints. They advised her to leave the palace and return to Vrindaban. Secretly with some followers she slipped out of the palace and escaped to the holy city of Vrindaban. In Vrindaban Mira was free to worship Girdhara to her hearts content. She would spend her time in singing bhajans and in ecstatic communion with Krishna. Like a true devotee she worshipped God wholeheartedly. The riches of the world offered no attraction to Mira. Her only satisfaction came from her single minded devotion to Krishna. Her soul was ever yearning for Krishna. She considered herself to be a Gopi of Vrindaban, intoxicated only with pure love for Krishna. Mira says she was one of the Gopis who danced with
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Mira in Dwarka
he political condition in Medatha and in Chittore had worsened. Nobody cared for Mira. Everyone had branded her as a disgrace to the community. Her uncle, Virama Dev, had to fight hard to retain his kingdom. He had no time to think of Mira. She, too, did not bother herself about these things. In a state of utter detachment she went on pilgrimage with saints. Finally she stayed at Dwaraka. The temple of Ranchodji (another name for Sri Krishna) in Dwarka became her shrine. Though Mira was extremely popular, the royal families of Rajasthan hesitated to own her. The news that the Rana had been very unfair to Mira had spread. After Ratan Singh the Second was murdered, Udaya Singh was crowned. The politics of Mewar changed. He thought that if Mira lived alone in the company of monks, it would bring a bad name to the royal family. So he requested her to return to Chittore. Having once suffered many tortures there, the pious Mira did not wish to return to that cage. There is an interesting tale about this. So she told Uday that she will have to seek permission from Ranchorji. If he allows then she is ready to come. Udaya Singh soon realized that Mira would not come back in deference to his words. He sent five Brahmins of Chittore to meet her. They requested her to return to Chittore. Mira felt that if she went back to the palace, the same old tale would be repeated. She was probably about forty-eight at that time. Even while her husband, Bhojaraj, was living it had been difficult for her to worship Krishna in the palace. Mira had to shift to a temple. Now twenty-five years had passed since her husbands death. The royal family had even tried to kill her. So she had come to live in Dwaraka, far away from them all. She had resolved that she was related to nobody except Giridhar Gopal. Was she to go back to that palace, to that prison? I shall not come, she thought. It was the Rana who had sent the Brahmins. They dared not stand before him with dull face, without Mira. They implored, they entreated and they tried more than one way to persuade her.
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iras achievement in music is remarkable. She herself has set tunes to her songs and has mentioned the ragas. Her understanding of music is profound and spontaneous. Rag Govinda and Rag Mira Malhar are her own creations. Miras songs can easily be set to music. And this is why those songs have been on the lips of people for over four hundred years. There are several compositions on record said to have been her work. However only the lyrics known, as Padas (songs of folk style) are important. So far more than four hundred such songs have been collected. Mira's name is not mentioned in any of the royal chronicles of Rajasthan. No details of any kind can be found in the writings of contemporary historians. From all this, it is obvious that there was a deliberate attempt to wipe out her name from history. Some people had even tried to kill her when she was alive. Probably they tried to prevent all mention of her in history. This would not be surprising. Jealousy and hatred make a man stoop to any mean act. The moving songs of Mira who had won the hearts of the people are still on their lips and so she lives still. Those kings in power in those days not only hated her and treated her with contempt but also tried to expel her from the pages of history. Today while we look for material in books of history for Miras biography, we have to ignore them. But Mira who had suffered their cruelty neither hated them in return nor showed any anger. Like a drop of sweet nectar preserved unspoiled even in the midst of poison, in the midst of hatred, violence and scandals, Mira fixed her mind on Lal Girdhar and sang in praise of him. The path of spirituality is not free from allegations. History has evident that Jesus, Kabir, Nanak, Buddha, Al Hilaj Mansoor all had to suffer in the hands of the priest and the royalty. If a buddha is not misunderstood and illtreated certainly he is not a buddha. Traditionally we ill-treat buddhas and worship the buddhas 0 the stupid ones. We feel as if we hear Mira say with a smile, A devotee suffers any kind of hardship for the sake of his God, He never gives up his God. By minding his own business, he reaches his goal.'
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I have no one but Giridhar Gopal. I gave up my mother. I gave up my father, and gave up all my kith and kin. I gave up my shyness in the company of sages. I ran eagerly seeking the saints but the ways and manners of the world came in the way. Then I shed tears. Those tears have kept the creeper of love alive. Saints and the holy name of Sri Krishna were the guiding lights I found along my path. Sri Krishna from within and the saints from without have illumined my path. My Lord, this slave Mira is yours. And you are the goal she wishes to reach. Let people gossip as they please. What does it matter?
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Songs of Mira
ur sweetest songs are those that tell the lament of separation. And when the lament is for the unknown and the unknowable the eternal beloved then it is even more melodious and heart rendering. It overflows the pangs of separation. Mira had experienced those moments when she danced with her blue eternal love Shyam the chief of the cowherd. She has seen Radha and Krishna dance in unison, harmony and oneness. Just seeing Radha and Krishna dance you can attune to that harmony. And then one day the same harmony and oneness will be part of your life. Miras songs echo such lament of love and separation with beloved. This is why these touch inner feelings. Mira has candidly incorporated those emotions in her songs. Precisely the songs were overflowing the sanctified emotions soaked in the essence of Krishna through Mira. It was not in any particular situation or state that the songs overflowed. Instead with lute in her hand emotions became the songs so captive and heart rendering. All Miras songs were spontaneous outburst of her separation from her eternal beloved. These were sung. But there is no record to show that they were written during her life time. Many collections of her songs are available in manuscript form in state and private collections in Rajasthan and Gujarat. My insight is these songs were compiled and written fifty to one hundred years after the passing of Mira. The accounts of later devotees deal only with miracles associated with Miras life. However these fail to give any chronological details of her life.
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Soar to reach that impenetrable Serene Realm of eternity - of the being Go to that impenetrable realm That death itself trembles to look upon. There flows the fountain of love eternal With swans frolicking on its waters. There the company of holy men is available, And one may talk of awareness of the spirit. There one can mediate on Shyam my solace And purify ones mind. There one may bind on The anklets of good-conduct, And dance to hearts contentment. There one may adopt a headpiece of gold And the sixteen kinds of adornment, Let there be love for Shyam And indifference to all else.
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Ever vigilant, introspective, and aware Only he knows the bitterness of love Who has deeply felt its pangs? When you are in trouble No one comes near you: When fortune smiles. All come to share the joy. Love shows no external wound. But the pain pervades every pore Devotee Mira offers her body As a sacrifice to Girdhar for ever Verily I Go To That Impenetrable Realm There alone shall you sojourn forever!
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Thy Look of Incandescence Like a thousand sun On a sudden, the sight. Your look of light stills all turbulence, verily stills all, The curd-pot falls to the ground. Parents and brothers all call a halt. Pries out, they say, this thing from your heart. Youve lost your path. Says Meera: Who but you can see in the dark of a heart? - Mirabai
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Verily I have found a Guru Nay the Guru has found me I have found a guide in Raidas, Along the eternal journey he has given me the nectar of bliss and awareness. I lost the honor of the royal family, I went astray with the sadhus. They say so vilifying every bit of me Yet I constantly rise up, go to Gods temple, and dance, snapping my fingers verily I follow not the norms and traditions too of yore Or live as an oldest daughter-in-law, I have thrown away the veil Traditions and all the dilapidated. I have taken refuge with the great guru, and snapped my fingers at the consequences
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Come To my Pavilion
Come to my pavilion the eternal realm O my King, I wait for thee I have spread a bed made of Delicately selected buds and blossoms, Of many colors and fragrance too And have arrayed myself in bridal garb From head to toe I have been Thy slave during many births, Thou art the be-all of my existence. Miras Lord is Hari, the Indestructible Yet Unknown and Unknowable Come therefore My eternal Solace grant me Thy sight at once. - Mirabai
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I remember how my mother would hold me. I would look up at her sometimes and see her weep. I understand now what was happening. Love so strong a force it broke the cage, and she disappeared from everything for a blessed moment. All actions have evolved From the taste of flight; the hope of freedom moves our cells and limbs. Unable to live on the earth, Mira ventured out alone in the sky I write of that journey of becoming as free as God. Dont forget love; it will bring all the madness you need to unfurl yourself across the universe.
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The earth looked at Him and began to dance. Mira knows why, for her soul too is in love. If you cannot picture God in a way that always strengthens you, You need to read more of my poems
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You taught Your songs to the birds first, why was that? And You practiced Your love in the hearts of animals before You created man, I know the planets talk at night and tell secrets about You. A limb just moved before me, the beauty of this world is causing me to weep
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BEYOND FINITENESS
I Do Not care about Social Norms I will fasten the bells of his love to my feet And dance in front of Girdhar. Dancing and dancing I will please his eyes; My love is an ancient one. My love is the only truth. I do not care about social norms Nor do I keep my family's honour. I cannot forget, even for a moment, The beauty of my lover I am dyed in Hari's colour.
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jIvn sumn cFa kr terI hm AcRna kre<ge< jnm jnm terI hm v<dna kre<ge<. vahunI jIvn pu:p tv cr[I , kIitR ga^ tuHI jNmaejNmI .
EMBELLISHING LIFE TO BE A FLOWER FOR THY ALTER I SHALL ERELONG SING THY GLORIES!!!
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