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The International Journal of Transpersonal Studies will be sponsored by Saybrook graduate school and research center, San Francisco, california, USA. Harris Friedman, Ph.D., and Douglas A. MacDonald will assume joint editorship of the journal.
The International Journal of Transpersonal Studies will be sponsored by Saybrook graduate school and research center, San Francisco, california, USA. Harris Friedman, Ph.D., and Douglas A. MacDonald will assume joint editorship of the journal.
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Volume 20, 2001 Entering the Inconceivable: 1 On the History of Mystical Anarchism 85 Stereogramic Viewing and the Spirit of in Russia the Mountain Cave VV Nalimov The Editors Wordpainting: 99 Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill: 5 A Selection of Poems by Wang Wei (701- Fragments of a Triviographic Description 761), Tang Dynasty Poet-Painter, of the Umbra Vale by a XXth-Century Translated From Chinese Characters Ex-Soviet Transrational Traveler Into English Typescript T R. Soidla Carl Sesar The Emergence of the Ego/Self 19 A New Look at Theosophy: 107 Complementarity and Its Beyond The Great Chain of Being Revisited Herbert Guenther H David Wenger Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi: 33 The Ad Man Monk 125 A Transpersonal Anthropologist Looks at Asa Baber the Anima Charles D. Laughlin Ageless Nonsense of Our Life 135 Kuang-ming Wu The Meaning of Self-Liberation and 53 Some Loops From The Source of The Backward Glance: 143 Danger Is Fear Rilke and the Ways of the Heart Elias Cap riles Robert D. Romanyshyn Healing of Psychoses in 67 Death, Identity, and Enlightenment 151 Transpersonal Understanding in Tibetan Culture Joachim Galuska Karma Lekshe Tsomo Spirituality and Psychotherapy: 79 Monks and Buddhas 18, 31, 32, 77, 78, 84, 98, The Matter of "Separation Anxiety" Ralph Augsburger 134,141,142,173, back cover and Beyond Stuart Sovatsky About Our Contributors 175 Manuscripts. Beginning with Volume 22, 2003, The Internationaljournal ofTranspersonal Studieswill be sponsored by Saybrook Graduate School and Research Center, San Francisco, California, USA. Harris Friedman, Ph.D., and Douglas A. MacDonald, Ph.D., will assume joint editorship of the Journal. Authors should follow the guidelines of the Publication Manual of the American PsychologicalAssociation (5th ed.). Manuscripts should not exceed 10,000 words (including text, references, notes, etc.). Longer manuscripts are occasionally accepted in special circumstances. Include an abstract (up to 120 words) and a biographical sketch (up to 175 words) of each author. Four (nonreturnable) copies of all contributions should be addressed to Douglas A. MacDonald, Ph.D., Department of Psychology, University of Detroit Mercy, 8200 West Outer Drive, Detroit, MI 48219-0900, USA. The new editorial office of the Journal can be contacted via e-mail (macdonda@udmercy.edu) or by fax (1-313-993-6397). The Journal's website address is: http://panigada.hypermart.net Artwork. All artwork should be in black and white. Include a biography (up to 175 words) and a brief description of the transpersonal dimension of the work. Do not submit originals. Include a stamped envelope with your address if you wish to have the work returned. Publication policy. The Journal seeks transpersonal contributions of special merit, emphasizing engaging theoretical views, syntheses, metaperspectives, historical scholarship, personal essays, evocative writing, and artistic works. An editorial about the Journal's vision appeared in Volume 17, No.!, pp. 1-2, and can also be viewed at the Journal's website. Submissions deemed appropriate to the Journal are peer-reviewed. Due to space and design considerations not all deserving manuscripts can be accepted for publication. All contributions must be original and neither previously published nor under consideration for publication elsewhere. Submission of a manuscript assumes commitment to publish it in the Journal if it is accepted. All statements are the responsibility of the authors and do not necessarily represent the views of the Editors or Staff. Contributors are responsible for securing written permission, when appropriate, to reprint copywritten material. The Publisher and Editors are not responsible for the loss or damage of materials sent to them. When a manuscript is accepted for publication, the author will be notified to send the final draft in both hard copy and electronic form. Page proofs and a copyright transfer agreement will be sent to the first author and must be returned within one week. Manuscripts are subject to additional copyediting up to publication. Subscriptions. The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies (ISSN 1321-0122) is published annually. A subscription form is provided at the end of this volume. If you are moving, please send a change of address notice thirty days prior to the change. Contact Panigada Press within six months regarding missing volumes. Donations. The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies is published as a service to the international transpersonal community and is not financially self-sufficient. We therefore urge you also to support the Journal beyond being a subscriber and to inform colleagues and libraries about the Journal. Please contact the Editor for information on how to make tax-deductible donations. Advertisements. For advertising information and rates contact Panigada Press, P.O. Box 22877, Honolulu, HI 96823-2877, USA. Entering the Inconceivable Stereogramic Viewing and the Spirit of the Mountain Cave The garden bamboos Reveal The wind's invisible form: Movement of shadows In the moonlight. 1 A monk asked, "What about it when the dust is wiped away and the Buddha is seen?" The master said, 'It is not that the dust has not been wiped away, but that the Buddha is impossible to see."2 Stereogram by Stephen Schultz "Vanishing Panda," created by Stephen Schultz, Ph.D. Copyright 1994 by SPS Studio, Inc. All rights reserved. Reprinted by permission of SPS Studios, Inc., publisher of Blue Mountain Arts products. The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 1-4 1 2001 by Panigada Press T HE SEARCH to evoke three-dimensional depth on a plane surface has long played an important role in the history of art and photography. "'Stereogram' is the generic term for two-dimensional images that, when viewed in the right way, appear to be three dimensional."3 Since the 1960s, stereography has advanced dramatically with the development of random dot stereograms by Bela Julesz; the single-picture stereogram by Christopher Tyler; repeating pattern and color field stereograms and other such creations; the influx of artists drawn to the medium; and the role of sophisticated computer programs. 4 My involvement with stereograms began in the fall of 1994, when a student gave me a thank-you card-the front of which was a captivating 3-D scene called "Vanishing Panda."5 The foreground was a lush green forest with violet and yellow butterflies; the middle part was a forest of bamboo trees; and the top part contained the faces of four smiling panda bears. The entire scene looked two-dimensional to me, but the back of the card provided the following instructions: Hold the art close to your nose so that it appears blurry. Relax and stare at it. Make believe you are looking "through" the art, slowly move it away from your face until an image "pops out" and becomes perfectly clear. The time it takes to see the image can vary, so don't get discouraged! I tried again and again for a month to see the alleged 3-D image emerge, experimenting with a variety of viewing techniques: all to no avail. Discouraged, I finally gave up. A year later I was sitting in my dentist's waiting room. Next to me was a six- year-old girl waiting for her mother and gleefully preoccupied with flipping through a book of stereograms. She would look at each picture for a few moments, smile, and move on-obviously delighted by the embedded 3-D images she was able to see. I couldn't resist asking her the secret of her success. "Oh, you just look, but don't look," she said. When I got home I immediately retrieved the panda picture and tried out my young informant's advice. After a few moments the embedded 3-D picture suddenly leaped into vivid focus. The experience was sudden and compelling. I would characterize it as having entered the inconceivable. Books on stereograms sometimes also allude to transpersonal themes: The appearance of a 3-D figure hidden in the random-dot stereograms had a distinct effect on my consciousness. It reminded me that the way the world looks is the way I learned to see it and that there are other ways of seeing the world, other dimensions right before our eyes .. .looking at the illustrations in this book is a kind of meditative practice. 6 Indeed, one of the pleasures that the color field stereo grams provide is an altered state of awareness, similar to those sometimes produced by psychedelic drugs or religious experiences'? ... the painstaking effort required to wrest the three-dimensional image from the random-dot stereogram is a kind of ritual, a form of meditation that allows you to transcend the reality of daily life. 8 We would add, one cannot succeed in seeing stereograms by a willful act of concentration: a relaxed, receptive gaze, an attitude of nonforceful action or effortless effort is necessary. One has to give up trying to see and just see. In this regard, the 2 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 most illuminating parallel between stereogramic viewing and transpersonal perception is the experience so often reported by stereogram viewers of suddenly seeing something that was there all along but heretofore "impossible" to see. The experience of suddenly and vividly being there, seeing what was there all along, entering the inconceivable, recalls a frequent transpersonal refrain: A monk asked, "What about when the True Realm of Reality has no dust upon it?" The master said, "Everything is right here."9 That moment is like taking a hood off your head. What boundless spaciousness and relief! This is the supreme seeing: seeing what was not seen before. 10 Do not think The moon appears when the clouds are gone. All the time it has been there in the sky So perfectly clearY I was born with a divine jewel, Long since filmed with dust. This morning, wiped clean, it mirrors Streams and mountains, without end. 12 Why should I seek? I am the same as he. His essence speaks through me. I have been looking for myself.13 Ever desireless, one can see the mystery. Ever desiring, one can see the manifestations. 14 We have drawn special attention to stereogramic viewing as a potent metaphorical analogue for transpersonal realization. But can a playful perceptual pastime like viewing stereo grams provide a transpersonal destination? Sometimes the way in is the way out: During the eighth century Wu Tao-tzu (d. 792) completed his last masterpiece for the royal court. It was a landscape painted on a wall of the court. Wu Tao-tzu worked patiently on it in solitude and kept the work draped until it was completed and the Emperor arrived for its unveiling. Wu Tao-tzu drew aside the coverings and the Emperor gazed at the vast and awesome scene and its magnificent detail: woods, mountains, limitless expanses of sky, speckled with clouds and birds, and even men in the hills. "Look," said the artist pointing, "here dwells a spirit in a mountain cave." He clapped his hands and the gate of the cave immediately flew open. The artist stepped in, turned, and said, "The inside is even more beautiful. It is beyond words. Let me lead the way!" But before the Emperor could follow or even bring himself to speak, the gate, the artist, the painting and all faded away. Before him remained only the blank wall with no trace of any brush marks. 15 Entering the inconceivable: the heart of transpersonalism? Entering the Inconceivable 3 Notes 1. Shigematsu, S., Ed. & Trans., 1988, A Zen harvest: Japanese folk Zen sayings. New York: Weatherhill, p. 139. 2. Green, J., 1998, The recorded sayings o/Zen Master Joshu [Chao-chou ch'an shih yli lu]. Boston: Shambhala, p.109. 3. Cadence Books, 1994, Stereogram. San Francisco, Author, p. 10. 4. See reference in note 3 and Cadence Books, 1994, Superstereogram. San Francisco: Author. Both volumes provide a variety of stereo grams to view as well as historical material. 5. Personal anecdotes relate to the first author. 6. Howard Rheingold, in Cadence Books, 1994, p. 9; see note 3 above. 7. In Cadence Books, 1994, p. 50; see note 3 above. 8. In Cadence Books, 1994, p. 74; see note 3 above. 9. Joshu, in Green, 1998, p. 86; see note 2 above. 10. Dudjom Rinpoche, in R. A. F. Thurman, Ed. & Trans., 1994, The Tibetan book 0/ the dead Liberation through understanding in the between. New York: Bantam Books, p. 159. 11. Shibayama, Z., 1974, Zen comments on the Mumonkan. New York: Harper & Row, p. 71. 12. Ikuzanchu, in L. Stryk, T. Ikemoto, & T. Takayama, Trans., 1973, Zen poems o/China and India: The crane's bill Garden City, NY: Doubleday, p. 7. 13. Rumi, in M. Baugh, 1996, [Review of the book Rumi: One-handed basket weaving]. San Francisco Jung Institute Library Journal, 15(3),35-49, p. 44. 14. Lao Tsu, in G.-F. Feng & J. English, Trans., 1972, Lao Tsu: Tao Te Ching. New York: Knopf, unpaginated, section 1. 15. Chang, c.-Y., 1970, Creativity and Taoism: A study o/Chinese philosophy, art, and poetry. New York: Harper & Row, p. 95. 4 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 S.1. Shapiro Philippe L. Gross Editors Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill Fragments of a Triviographic Description of the Umbra Vale by a XXth-Century Ex-Soviet Transrational Traveler T. R. Soidla Institute of Cytology St. Petersburg, Russia This paper presents some experiences, concepts, and provocations related to the personal and over- personal shadow area. The themes discussed include the Soviet State Emblem, Ego as an Egg, Mr. No.2 syndrome in politics, I-files, what one spiritual wall has to say to another one, lifestyles at the galactic center, transpersonal pleasures of dementia, and many others. In addition, in a core part of this paper I develop a concept that memory recording involves editing of some prerecorded material. This means that the human life story is in some gross aspects prerecorded, and the actual memory recording is in many respects a process of editing this inherited (universal or even individualized) life story. I propose that special synchronization signals have an important part in the functioning of memory/consciousness. These synchronization signals-besides their primary function in synchronization of memory recording/retrieval-serve as repositories of some oldest, primal, "timeless" memory texts. It is the localization of the timeless memory texts within repetitive synchronization signals that leads to the following basic phenomenon: Repetitive integrative functions like music, dance, poetry, magical practices, and religious rituals are all able to activate the timeless layer. (Alternatively, these levels are reached during neurotic and psychotic episodes, including the auras of supersynchronized brain states.) In a more specialized part of my hypothesis I assume that primitive protomemory was just the recording of firing/rest patterns of individual neurons in growing RNA molecules (at a speed normal for RNA synthesis-ca. 40Hz.). Further developments like synaptic networks, the possibility of neural maps training, and so forth have not quite replaced the older mechanism. This means that RNA engrams still exist in some special neurons of special localization determined by the developing neural network's geometry. At the same time some basic "ideas" involved in the ancient memory recording- like trypanosome-style editing of prerecorded life story, "timeless" repeated material within synchronization signals, and RNA-style self-modifying/self-teaching-were retained (and remodeled) at the new higher neural network level. INTRODUCTION. T RANSPERSONAL means not only pursuing some highest aim. There are by-paths and localities of nonordinary mind states more or less related to one's trans personal quest that are often labeled as digressive, illusory, and/or related to lower transpersonal levels. These are realms one sometimes visits and-even if in other moments (when one's rational part is taking over) one can feel ashamed of some of these experiences-they seem to me anyway at least to deserve reporting. They can border with demonology, dementia, moribund manifestations, Marxist practices, politics, paranoia, parasciences, science fiction, and so forth. Some of this material seems to be quite trivial and so is not given due consideration, some of it is radically rejected from the conscious realm, but still quite a lot continues to exist in one's personal mythology (Feinstein & Krippner, 1988)-even ifit is not often shared with other people. I have always believed in sharing these kinds of things, supposing this material to hint at some possibly ill-interpreted but most likely potentially important things. If nothing else, this stuff is sometimes quite funny. The lnternationaljournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 5-18 5 2001 by Panigada Press POLITIKON ZOON: AN UNDIVINE MILIEU. FUNNY BIRDS OF FRUITLESS DIET. DIALECTICS OF ELECTING. SELF-SUFFICIENT HUMPTY DUMPTY AND HIS FRIEND A FANTASTIC SON-OF- BEE. EGO AS AN EGG. W E, FORMER Soviet people, are a strange breed. This is the result of having grown up under powerful restrictions in our system. (In a way, Soviet personality is "forever.") Even if sometimes we feel we are being very spiritual. (No contradiction for a real Sov-Soul.) Even if we feel ourselves to be ultimately spoiled (and at the same time childish). All ofthis can even be considered to be quite true-cum grano salis. In the former Soviet Union for most people it was not very practical to be practical. Salary did not principally correspond to either the quality or quantity of one's work. So one was usually working without thinking too much about the fruit of one's labors. Wasn't it spiritual? This indeed often meant to be a lovable personality and still more often, being a heavy drinker and (or) doing low-quality work. (Human nature of course always manages to blend the impractical with the practical. It was personal relations that could make a real difference in one's life. Or, if one preferred it this way, being a member of the ruling party. So, if one was even competitive above the usual Soviet level, one's abilities were still mostly channeled not into one's work but along these lines.) Another funny thing: mass culture was practically absent-that meant it was available mostly in the form of an ideologically pure (rather unattractive) product. Volens nolens, one was inclined to search for classical, really high quality works as the only available alternative stuff. Consuming classical high culture (together with an excess of alcoholic beverages), being involved in a nearly uncompetitive working environment, Homo Soveticus was in any case a funny bird, inhabiting an enormous country that was involved in the most violent processes of political and social experimentation of the twentieth century. Of course-in some dimensions of experience-we lived as normal people would in any country. We had our families, our personal and professional problems, we were happy and then sad, and again happy. But the power of some other, not so normal side of all this, was clearly perceived in certain special situations: in the absence of alternative information sources, in the persecution of free thinkers, and, in my opinion, especially clearly, during elections-when ca. 99% of all people took part in them and more than 99% of all participants were reported to have voted for the "block of communist and independent candidates." One can easily consult newspapers of the Soviet years to confirm this. I think such statistics were considered to be a very positive fact about our lifestyle and hence became widely disseminated. And these improbable numbers were linked to other peculiarities of our lifestyle in these comparatively safe 1960s, '70s and '80s of my "Soviet experience": tabooed writers and sources of information could be found only in "special containment" rooms in libraries; foreign travel was heavily controlled by party officials; unauthorized contacts with foreigners were considered to be a half-treachery, and so forth. One noticed all this and then forgot, and then once again felt this suffocating atmo- [or rather aqua-] sphere. But one was free not to notice it, to swim like a fish in this medium. Likewise one is free now to feel nostalgic towards these years, looking back from the new millennium. Or to feel persisting loyalty towards this country, that, in many aspects, is happily gone by now. I myself was mostly anti-Soviet. At the same time, I still remain a product of this country-everything in me betrays this origin. (I am not a quick student to learn new ways, and- yes-here I am, not speaking good English, not at home with technical gadgets, lacking good table manners, not caring about a civilized look and hence wearing 10-20 dollar costumes, and even unable to drive a car.) Humpty Dumpty, Jr., the biphasic yolk/white divided world embodiment, sat on a Berlin wall. You know what happened next. The Berlin wall was knocked down. But if no General Secretary's horses and KGB's men are openly working at wide-scale wall repair in Europe (or are they?), certainly in our country's psyche, Humpty Dumpty-having changed his/her formerly too conspicuous appearance and color-has already declared hislher categorical negation of a monophasic world order. Indeed this Humpty Dumpty shows wondrous potential for self-organization. The impossible process of de scrambling has started. For me HD is, of course, a Giant Bee's egg (for the Bee symbol see Soidla, 1998a). One hears HD's suggestive voice by radio and TV speaking about returning to Imperial values (under the guise of rerecognizing our own national interests), often even claiming all this to 6 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 be akin to the spiritual, as opposed to Western materialism. And yes! Who doubts that the spirit of the former super-power No.2 is still alive in this mess, slowly restoring its recognizable shape! It makes me shudder. But stop! Here emerges a most unpleasant question: Must I really shudder? Is this terrible regenerating Bee Egg really just outside of me? Yes, I remember: On the private level my own Super-Egg-Ego-has always dreamed about such powers of self-reassembly. Possibly I am still not quite honest. Why dreamed? Is not my own Ego already a manifestation of this blind all- powerful ruthless power of life, generation and regeneration? I must not deceive myself in the valuable moments of sincere rejection of revolting forms of the politikon zoon reality. I must return to the world of prayer and meditation to ponder upon these words: Being, Bee, Egg, Ego. Self Atman. Brahman. Buddha. Christ. POLITIKON ZOON: EMBLEMATIC SOURCES OF OUR LOCAL FUNDAMENTAL FOLLY. T HERE ARE different kinds of return. In the world of politikon zoon it is difficult to free oneself from the spell of one's previous role, especially if it was the role of a superpower. To reenter, at least symbolically, the world of a happy young ogre can feel psychotherapeutic. Our country has possibly indeed solved some inner problems by recently returning to the music of the anthem of Soviet times-and as usual has created some new ones. There are other nostalgic doors to reenter; behind one of them we see a former State Emblem, carrying a powerful message. (Historically it is probably not quite legitimate to ascribe a mystical interpretation to the Emblem, but who knows. Who knows whose behind-the-scene advice helped to create it. And what kind of holistic forces were really involved.) A globe with sickle and hammer signs is bathing in the golden rays of a sun. A Red Star above the scene is guarded from both sides by peaceful sheaves of wheat. Isn't it a rational socialistic world of industrial and agricultural wealth protected both by people's generally happy state and by the Red Army? Time: A dawn of the World Revolution destined to bring this happiness to all people on the globe. It can be read this way, but one can also see quite different pictures. Version 1: A main feature is an implied bovine head with visible horns decorated by sheaves of wheat. In a mystically sound way it is only hinted at (so as not to make a human-made object to substitute for the Real thing). The Sun-like forehead (of the implied Bull) emits the light of consciousness. Planet Earth is suspended in this field of consciousness. Consciousness (especially when purified by Marxist analysis) is the field of power ready to remold the very material world. A symbol of a living soul, a pentagram soars above this icon of the physical universe in the power position of dialectical unity between the enlightened field of the Emblem and the surrounding inert dark wholeness (consciousness and matter, if not microcosm and macrocosm). The same pentacle denotes the meeting point of energies of the right and left horn (good and evil, Yin and Yang, old and new, left-hand and right- hand powers). On a lower level of discourse this little pentagram can even look like a bourgeois specialist in the service of the Socialist State. (Quite a hot topic in the 1920s.) In the center of the emblem, the planet Earth carries imposed icons of the sickle and hammer to depict the death of an old (below-socialist level), corrupted, exploiting and exploited human being who is to be hammered into a new socialist specimen to take over the New World. ("Perekovka"-rehammering-was indeed a popular propaganda word of Stalin's epoch, describing in positive terms the psychological processes taking place in forced labor camps.) Version 2: To a less enthusiastic observer, this picture will look a bit different. Just consider this death-in-life and life-in-death, this hammering of human souls to conform to the New Kingdom emerging at a class struggle endpoint. The light of the Sun of this world is limited to the field of this icon, obviously surrounded by the hostile darkness of the Old World. Our leaders always felt as ifthey were surrounded by enemies who were only thinking about destroying our country. Hence the small point oflight in an utter darkness, a cosmic will-o'-the-wisp. So far, so realistic. Now it is also clear the bull head must be a militant white bovine skull emitting deadly light. The pentagram ofthe human soul is about to be torn to pieces by the power fields ofthe masked horns. Yes! Our Utopia carried the seeds of its own destruction, of being led from almost the very beginning by dead gods. Yes, even if many of us feel connected with some Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill 7 individuals of the past, the fact that the embalmed Lenin in Red Square was considered in our official propaganda "more alive than any living creature," seems to be not only really far-out but also quite revealing. Our poor, deathless, Humpty Dumpty with a thousand faces! Doesn't it all remind us of the Byzantine life-in-death described by W B. Yeats (of course, in an aesthetically quite different realization)? Under a compassionate-what else?-smile ofthe Great Mind. POLITIKON ZOON: SINGING SICKLES AND HAMMERS. singing sickles and hammers still marching on a globe illuminated by a golden ox head invisible horns decorated with wheat celebrating a dawn of new supreme-level consciousness a star of red clay new Adam cadmon coupling left and right horn paths at the mind / matter interface will-o' -the-wisp' s small screen whispering offarewell to decrepit humanness of hammering to a novel unsentimental victorious shape silence looking at one's feet silence Arbeit macht frei Herr Dschuang (Sorry Wrong Bough Mr. Butterfly) EGO / POLITIKON ZOON: MR. No.2 WANDERING IN A SHADOW ZONE BETWEEN FIRST-RATE TRANSPERSONAL AND THIRD WORLD PERSONAL. INTERNALIZING No.2. I HAVE SPECULATED about how to go about reading my papers (Soidla, 1999). No wonder that when I published this I had already shifted to a less exotic manner of writing. Alas, some precious shadows are inclined to disappear in the limelight of rational consciousness. A real loss for me. So the present paper must be quite rational. Is it? I have been a No.2 personality during most of my life, one who acts in the place of another, a deputy, vice-head, vice-chairman, an eternal vice. This has meant a lot of dealing with the shadow part of my own mind and of the collective mind of small groups. Vice (in the sense of someone ranking just below a No.1 person) is vicious, indeed. And to add more small numbers, I must take note that my No.2 personality clearly belongs to the Third World. The Third World is closer to folk psychotechniques, less shielded by the scientism of elite circles. But this makes my transpersonalism (certainly I myself belong to this Third World-even if my country in some, mostly cultural and possibly military aspects, doesn't) a bit unsophisticated for developed nations' taste- provincial, naive. But it is still a shoot from the same master root. It is still quite authentically trans-[over-] personal, ... still controversial in its attempt to sit on the seats of both science and spirituality. Certainly I feel the difference between "civilized transpersonalism" (say, transpersonalism No.1) and my trans personalism. But a Developing (Third) World position gives some extra freedom I surely value. And then personally I have always been between No.1 and No.3. Above I said that I am a typical No.2 personality-and have kept this position almost all my life-in quite different hierarchical structures. It is difficult to escape the pitfalls of role No.2 if one is cloaked in the No.2 personality role. And it is impossible not to have a No.2 role if there exists a No. 1. The role invites and releases powerful forces of consciousness. Only a wholly different dimension-the one pointing towards the Source-can make a difference in a No. 2's life. Mter all my own No.2 personality problems, I feel a bit more understanding toward the leaders of our country which has been aN o. 2 world power for a long time. (Both toward former and contemporary rulers.) Poor, all-powerful, fantastic sons of bitches!. .. Poor-even when they keep patiently training us-all 140 million-to internalize the new great post-Soviet super-slogan: "Surrender makes free." A slogan, that has never been openly pronounced, but-in one way or another-has gained tremendous power during the last several years. This is a slogan that will finally condition every one of us to feel like an eternal No. 2,profanum 8 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 vulgus, ultimately (Byzantine-style) inferior to a democratically elected No. 1. But-why not? A person in the No.2 position somehow obtains a Rabelaisian right to be really vicious. He formulates, he communicates, he writes papers. EGo: NEW FAUSTIAN MISTAKES SOME LEBENSRAUM. I AM NOT FAUST. T HESE DAYS Russia has few spiritual authorities. Many of yesterday's conscience- and consciousness-raising leaders of inner resistance to the regime seem to have lost contact with the new realities. They prophesy to swarming bees, embrace coyotes, dream in a dark night under a hill, chase rainbow-colored will-o'-the-wisps in a no man's land of semidarkness, speak after the end ofthe message. Countless are the ways of a decent traveler losing one's way. Well, in a way, it is a most natural state of affairs. Even the best garments of Emperor Atman will wear away one day. But I would like to follow the paths of our moral VIPs (no irony intended) along some quite different lines of reasoning. I have often wondered how even the most disgusting spiritual teachers can have students who are not only good and pure but even seem to emit some spiritual light. Somehow the teacher's darkness often seems not to be transmitted to the students. Teacher and student each seem to receive their just due. This is one, quite optimistic, mythological line. Along some other line, the teacher is a tragic figure of impressive scale. For older, really great, (note my bias!) leaders there is always some place for Faustian failures-mistaking lemurs digging a grave for builders of a decent future world. A great soul, without corrupting his or her natural purity, can sometimes even be charmed by some notable master bee graduate. This is a lesson for the eyes of our generation, and certainly not a primitive one! Look more closely at the field ofthis picture! There is the obvious Mistake-and here is the Magical Lotus-Like Self-Purifying Being who is making this Mistake. Among other things, this is a lesson about not making ajudgment. (And obviously even of not speaking about not making a judgment, etc. ad infinitum.) Indeed we must not worry; every one will get hislher due. Me too. EGO: A CONFESSIONETTA OF BEING A THIN BLEND OF TRANSPERSONAL TEA. JONATHAN LIVINGSTON SEAGULL OF THE XXITH CENTURY TAKING OFF IN MENTAL (OR RATHER DEMENTED) SPACES. N o QUESTION that I am not of this Faustian scale, nor even of a Faustian style. But am I not at least a transpersonalist (technically speaking) now, after more than twenty years or so of being involved in the field in one way or another? Yes, I should not be surprised to learn that sometimes I share a certain "spiritual" waterhole with other transpersonal flying or crawling reptiles of a feather. But at the same time, of course, I am not quite a professional transpersonalist. Even if we choose not to discuss the tricky topic of quality, it is quite clear that I have no kind oftranspersonal counseling practice such as leading groups or being a consultant, though I am the associate editor of The International Journal of Transpersonal Studies. Anyway, most of my work is in molecular genetics. Maybe I could be assessed as, say, a 10% (low numbers again) professional trans personalist? A silly formulation, but it feels in a way quite useful to me-as a reminder. Perhaps 10% is not so bad. There is another aspect of these estimates. I have learned how speaking about spiritual matters channels away the precious energy that was collected in inner silence. Of course, it can be different in the case of a "Realized Being" or a "Real" professional. But at my level this truth certainly holds. The paths of spiritual materialism of one's mind lead to an imperialistic giant body in timeless memory stuff. (It can be quite different for timeless sea birds on wing-who have already transformed the inner dinosaur.) Teach me, Jonathan Livingston of my youth! Alas, my flights these days are mediated by senile dementia rather than by wings. (See below, "No Time to Travel my Boughs.") PSYCHE: WHO IS MR. TRANSPERSONAL? IN A DUALISTIC WORLD THIS MEANS: GRATA OR NON GRATA?-ASKED A HAND GRENADE. ("GRATA ILl NON GRATA?-SPROSILA GRANATA." Russ.) T RANSPERSONAL STUDIES often invade territory already divided up by world religions and various small religious groups. Who is Mr. Transpersonal in this field of a Great Game? Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill 9 The transpersonalist is neither a Referee nor a Player on the field of religious life. Sometimes a little Mr. Transpersonal is of course treated as a ball-to be forcibly knocked around. But the real game is not centered about himlher. Rather the transpersonalist is a reporter whose job is to keep a faithful record of what is taking place. A really good report is not easy to find. This job requires understanding the game, a clear, perceptive mind, and a lack of prejudice. Well done, this can be an important contribution. But still it does not feel quite right. "Transpersonal" seems often to be like some illegal doping of a player's (reporter's, stadium worker's) blood. So possibly Mr. Transpersonal is a bit intoxicated but quite a well- trained reporter? .. We had better stop here. PSYCHE: A FANCY CONCERNING CONVERSATIONS OF SPIRITUAL PSYCHOLOGIES AT THE STREET CORNER. W HAT ABOUT the geometry of the larger field of Kuru, of the playing field of the global spiritual game-as perceived from the reporter's seat? Is there any common aim for all players? Do they at least obey some common rules? Or will the deeply rooted hypothesis of some hidden inner unity of different spiritual paths soon be finally refuted? The old idea of all religious states leading to one endpoint has indeed been questioned, notably in a recent work by Walsh (1995). It is important to question such uncritically accepted concepts. But what about extrapolation to the problem of equifinality of all spiritual traditions? About a commonality of mystical experience characteristic to all ofthem? Walsh says, "neither yes nor no." The popular mind registers paradigm shifting towards "no." And I cannot escape some images here. Differences can be misleading at different levels. If spiritual psychologies never seem to converge, this may show that they are on parallel courses and one must look for a deeper underlying structure to see their essential identity. (One can of course fancy countless other "geometries of meaning.") This is a position difficult to defend, as no amount of data will be able to shatter it. The feeling of great unity underlying various spiritual manifestations- whatever the seeming contradictions to this idea- certainly seems to be an unfalsifiable statement. Does this mean that the very important question about inner unity (or lack of such unity) of spiritual traditions will remain just an intellectual and spiritual trap-at least within a framework of the current scientific paradigm? Maybe a koan. I remember, when I was a youngster, an old man once told me: "I do not doubt. I know-since the very moment when God appeared to me as a White Wall." I was very disturbed by these words coming from his toothless mouth. But now it is different. I just cannot escape asking along the same lines- like a 5-year-old J. D. Salinger hero: "What does one wall say to the other wall?" You know the answer. I love solutions of this kind-attractive, unreachable, frightening, like the smile of the mad old man-reaching me from some transpersonal realm. PSYCHE: CORNERED SPIRITUAL PSYCHOLOGIES INVOLVED IN A CONVERSATION. APPENDIX: SILENCE. I WOULD PREFER to invite a great silence into my body/mind and to be with it. But I know that there is another side of all this: There is a trap in transferring the timeless to personal reality. An "individualized" silence becomes jealous. Various personal formulations of the timeless battle one another. To escape it one has to return to the Source of silence, the Source ofthe timeless. I write words, words, words, about silence- but in the real silence there are no formulations, no questions. In this realm one apprehends a silent not-answer. METEMPSYCHOSIS: FANCY EXPANDED I-FILES (I FROM ILLUSORY). FILLING IN SOME MISSING ME'S. T HERE IS a question that is considered illegitimate by some (especially Western) spiritual traditions and certainly denied by science: Have I been here before? The formulation of this question is possibly not so superstition-laden (nor so fundamental) as I am often inclined to think. Let me put it this way: when one has read a lot of the text in a given Human Comedy volume, one can grow anxious to find some related ("previous") volumes-to gain a better perspective of an author's general ideas. (Isn't it a quite understandable human approach? Even when it includes moments of daydreams when pondering not only the author's general concepts but also hislher favorite tricks of the trade. Especially when one is not yet quite sure- or just pretends not to know-who the author is.) I 10 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 would not discuss here how scientific or pseudoscientific the attempts are to find some answers to this question. But permit me to say a few words of very personal comment. I have already told a story about my own "reincarnation" (Soidla, 1998b), and when still under the spell of this story wondered how much, and at the same time, how little, have I taken over from this "previous existence." During a "transfer," an individual soul seems to be stripped of its most immanent qualities. What remains is just some basic, if not traits of character, then just some "key words" attached to my life. But the responsibilities and possibilities I am facing belong to this life and to the present moment .... Of course, there are moments when one just enjoys "these stories" without any moral judgments or qualifications. The story I told in my paper came to me via a system of synchronicities and has no independent factual confirmation, yet, at the same time, it feels emotionally most convincing. Even ifl am forced to acknowledge that I have been (and according to almost any version of common sense indeed I have been) fooled in the concrete story, it is the metaphor that remains, that seems to be relevant and important. In this realm, truth is not yet married with proof and so artifacts are often on equal grounds with facts-on some "hidden" level of such stories. Various personal manifestations certainly share not only the general but also some of the countless specific resources (re-sources) and stories of the Source. This sharing often defies our scientific and traditional unscientific concepts and limits. Nothing that I need is missing. All is here-in Consciousness. Dear Source, teach me one day the art of surfing the wave creating Me's and related not-Me's in this more-than-world-wide ocean of consciousness! KOSMOS: A DAYDREAM SPACE ODYSSEY. ECCENTRICS OF GAIA AT THE GALACTIC CENTER. T HIS IS an etude in a still more materialistic- quite sci-fi-vein. The deep underwater realm of oceans is a natural place for life in the world near the Galactic Center that is penetrated by an excess of various kinds of radiation. Of course, in the full-grown civilizations of the region the radiation-imposed limitations are now lifted, the necessary protective planetary and local shields are established, but it is due to such historical reasons that most of the highly developed races in this area are water- dwellers. By the way, it is surprising how fearless one feels here-even being aware of all the radiation- related potential dangers. And how obvious, how natural, the old idea of consciousness as a kind of luminosity feels here. To come to the galactic (or metagalactic) center region is like coming back home-in some incomprehensible cosmic sense. (Of course this home looks more awe-inspiring than homely. Like the astronomical photos I have always been so fond of. And still it is home-like no other home has been.) I learned that all this does not quite mean that we humans have physically come from the Galactic Center and that our consciousness keeps some basic built-in memories that were written down in this region. Rather it is the very nature of the universal consciousness that is somehow directly related to regions like the Galactic Center, to some physical or metaphysical conditions here. This relationship has something to do also with the origin of consciousness. But I am not able to relate any concepts of this kind. This will require a long time of changing our minds-a process that by the way is already taking place (see below). The path of consciousness is always a path of self-teaching, a path of self-modification, a path of auto- catalysis-whatever you feel to be the best word in a given moment. Anyway, this is not a place for some mystified cosmic comments on consciousness. What I can do in this paper is just share some impressions of being there. Or rather-as if having been there. You know the problems with daydreaming. The Galactic Congress Palace is a building more than a kilometer deep in an ocean-connected with nearby "hotels" (habitats) via huge walking (swimming)/transport tubes (each one with special gaslliquid content). Tubes lead to the lodges ofthe main hall of the palace. As visibility in the palace is considerably aided (but alas, for a naive viewer, also distorted) by various optical and electronic devices, at least for us, the real shape of the kilometer-or-more-deep central hall was difficult to perceive. Sometimes it looked like a giant old- fashioned theater, but possibly this was a carefully engineered illusion. At least the very next moment one could perceive a dim, dolphin-like shadow swimming behind a transparent barrier separating Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill 11 lodges from the apparent central, almost ''bottomless'' part. We were obviously situated close to the very top. This was later confirmed by information that the lower levels are for deep-water creatures and for dwellers of giant planets. They can spend some time at lower gravitation (like our cosmonauts/astronauts are able to do), but in deep water it is easier to provide just the right pressure conditions. At least it was thought to be this way when the building was begun, and these ideas were preserved as a design of this building. Nostalgic stuff. The above-water part of the entire infrastructure is the place where one finds humanoids and near-humanoids. This part (that I know better than any other part of the palace) is divided into different [half-] transparent tubes- possibly because of incompatible atmosphere requirements. Maybe the structure hints at some possible instinctive, hyperemotional reactions (like panic and fear) during trans-species contacts that necessitate these divisions, at least for novices of this New World. We have seen incredible scenes of clearly mixed company obviously enjoying themselves. But as a rule, any actual contacts between different species seem to be considerably rarer than one would suppose to be the case in the Galactic Center. At least with our part of the Galactic Center building this was clearly the case. Some supercomputer that created phantoms of one's own species seemed to mediate most contacts. It's important to note that these simulations of one's own species seem to be deliberately not too perfect-an ingenious device to delicately remind one of an even more fantastic reality behind the carefully engineered illusions. A school on a nearby island (but maybe on a quite different planet-some specific info seems to be missing on this point) prepares "tutors" to help with developing their native planets. This education process starts with reforming the psycho- physiological structure of the future instructors. Notably, one's memory is considerably re- structured-to the point that one needs a lot of special training to learn to use the reformed memory apparatus. The position of planetary tutor is most demanding and the life span granted of more than a 1,000 years hardly suffices to compensate for all the hardships, including intensive, periodic, 30-50 year-long training sessions in the Galactic Center. In addition, the first 200-250 years of a new tutor are rather carefully supervised. But the rules are not too strict on this point. Each case is handled on an individual basis. Generally speaking, these planetary-aid operations (as well as the very fact of galactic cooperation) are not openly announced to the citizens of the target planets, so as to keep the forces of resistance down and local self-opinion high. New ideas are never introduced as some ready-made technological or scientific products but rather as hints, carefully designed to be as invisible as the emperor's new clothes. These hints are repeatedly communicated (usually by tutors) to a set of selected suitable personalities. The contents of what is communicated are usually in the form of new fairy tales or new fantasies of art and literature-rather than in a form of new scientific ideas. (This is not the whole picture, of course. Some hidden resonance to support future leaps of "intuition" is also created. Phenomenologically this resonance is close to Sheldrake's [1987] concept of "morphic resonance," but technically a bit different.) Anyway, as a result, local progress appears quite natural, only a bit aided in a way no one is really aware of. And one of these tutors ... is you, my dear reader! Using a special technique (modified from Soidla, 1999) I have ensured that only you-the Real Future Galactic Tutor on Earth-will be able to read the relevant parts of my text. You'll be contacted-in due time. Alas! Just a boy tossing empty plastic bottles into the water. Most of the bottles are ugly, some are funny. The ocean is tender and limitless. METAKOSMOS: No TIME TO TRAVEL MY BRANCHES (QUASI UNA-MOST FAR OUT-FANTASIA). R EAlLY YOU and I and the very Galactic Center are of course just simulations on a cosmic computer 3-D (or rather X-D) screen. There is really only one Will, one Self, behind the scene, reaching anyone of us-the figures of the ultimate Cosmic Game, best described by Advaita Vedanta. Do you buy this stuff? (There are moments when I almost do. But as I am not Realized-in the technical Advaita Vedantic sense-I am free to travel along some other not so fundamental, but in some way attractive, trains of thought.) Let's only keep in mind that the cosmic computer must be really sophisticated; this means not a computer at all in 12 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 our contemporary sense. Why not suppose here that this gives us carte blanche to take a leap. Bored with computers: Let's board a far-out cosmic train. There is a funny theory (the "many world interpretation" by Hugh Everett III, outlined in Penrose, 1989) that every quantum mechanical measurement (free will) act leads to a new version (branching) of a Universe. This theory feels important to me on the shaky grounds that I often feel that my world in a way blinks from one state to another. People whom I am sure are dead turn out to be alive. Titles and contents of books I recall seem to have undergone strange quantum jumps-today they are different from the form I remember them to be. Things are not where they used to be; other minor details shift and dance as if in a not-carefully-enough-made movie when material from a slightly different version of various scenes leads to crazy changes of background details. But I can never be sure. Never. These branching universes seem to be separated by imperceptible and impenetrable walls. The same is true about the enclosed human bodies. Only Consciousness, that has created these branching Universes, seems in its unconscious part to embrace all the versions and so is potentially able to carry one from one Universe to other ones- across the borders. In my personal mythology this becomes possible when memory-imposed restrictions weaken-in one's old age. I value my memory problems, my travel pass in this beautiful, branching world-where even one's past is not quite fixed; where people who were dead yesterday are alive today; where one cannot predict what wondrous stuffwill pop up the next morning. I hail my glorious state of dementia! (Maybe for slowly growing conscious of surfing the death / freedom interface ... ) So, being ignorant of the intricacies of the physics underlying this theory, I often tell myself a tale about my being a bud (branching) of consciousness identified with a concrete human body, but able to be identified with its semblance in multiple branchings of physical universes created by free will actions. Whose will? Most likely anything that happens in Consciousness will count. In my own part, I feel identified with the branchings in which I exist-so it seems to be "my" will that is important for me. Possibly dis- identification from one's own concrete will-act (or identification with a will-act that goes against the established system of identifications-against Ego) transfers one to the Source (of Universal Will). Mysteriously, this Source seems to be "here" in Silence (in pauses between thoughts, behind identifying [I] thought), always with me, and still most elusive. Attention energy is a good carrier in this field. Anyway, I certainly enjoy having left my reproductive age world-for this or some other area almost uncontrolled by natural selection pressure (this means, to realms of Pure Consciousness). Help me, precious luminous Source-beyond my reason, beyond my understanding, beyond life and death, beyond time and space! Laughing I chase my mind on countless powerful branches of a metacosmic Me-tree. KRONOS: THE CROSS OF LIGHT, THE CROSS OF TIME. SURFING DEATH/FREEDOM INTERFACE. LEAVING ONE'S CHITINOUS LIFE STORY. T HERE IS a view-possibly even complementary to the above one-based on Ouspensky's ideas of 2-D time (Ouspensky, 1948). It is also among the fairy tales I like to tell myself with different variations. At the same time, it is apocalyptic and can be uncomfortably close to the views of some radical spiritual groups. Sorry. Human life is repeated countless times in a different dimension of Time. But as far as a human being acts according to inclinations, instincts, and primitive impulses the same story is repeated. Real Free Will is something that can change one's life story, make it unlike its previous versions. Moments of real Free Will make a difference. They can change the quality of some parts of our life story drastically. These zones of another level of being grow into openings that allow one, painfully, to drag one's life story-as a whole- out of its dead forms; out of the old decrepit world that seems to be on the verge of perishing in quite real flames after some more repetitions of our life story. Moments of real, true, Free Will are points at which one can break out ofthe worn cocoon of one's branching life story (and to break this branching world, as both are growing from a common root). One leaves the dead form of the branching bush of one's life story-to become a moist, shining, more real Imago-a butterfly daughter of the bush- Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill 13 able to fly to an all-alive all-awake all-aware rainbow-colored untold new world. KRONOS: A BILLION YEARS STORY OF CONSCIOUSNESS, OR ZEITNOT. S OMETIMES I think in an almost traditional vein, guessing about the mind of G-d (or God) as something that is out of my mind (that appears as another, immeasurably more powerful mind). Even in the worst case this is a good alternative perspective to navigate toward my bhakti. On the level ofthe physical Universe-all these galactics and metagalactics and billions of years- feel breathtaking. How am I supposed to contact the core consciousness that has followed at least a half-billion years of our planet's history-dealing with all the "individual souls," and at the same time with whole species or whole ecosystems, with nations rather than with individuals. In turn, an Individual mind is inclined to meet the Universal one in the field of Kuru, in the field of an inner battle, in the field of strategic thinking. And, at the same time, the Universal Mind seems to be already immanently present in one's individual mind-as the Timeless realm. A silent darshan by Timeless [unJcommunicates all that is needed. GNOSIS: BACK AT MY OWN BEGINNING. WHAT AM I DOING HERE? T HERE ARE some specific ideas and dreams related to Science with which I especially identifY. (They do not look quite like products of my own mind; they just keep coming to me-as often undeserved, but much loved, table- companions and friends.) Some possibly most important ones among them are concerned with memory recording. I have stated that human memory contains an inherited timeless (mythic) component that unfolds in constant interplay with a personal memory record. I have also stated that human memory is not only recording new events but also on some, possibly more basic level, editing a universal (possibly individualized) prerecorded human life story. And I have stated that consciousness is self-teaching (self-modifying) on some very fundamental level (Soidla, 1995, 1996, 1997). I also believe that at least primitive proto memory was just the recording of firing/rest patterns of individual neurons at a speed normal for RNA synthesis-ca. 40Hz. Further developments like synaptic networks, the possibility of neural maps training, and so forth- usually considered as the only pathways of memory recording (Edelman, 1992)-have, in my opinion, not quite replaced the older mechanism. This means that RNA engrams still exist in some special neurons of special localization determined by the developing neural network's geometry. And certainly that some ideas, like the prerecorded life story, the editing of this story, timeless stuffwithin synchronization signals, and RNA autocatalysis- like self-teaching and self-modifying, were retained (and remodeled) at the new neural network level (Soidla, 1995, 1996, 1997). GNOSIS. SYNCHRONIZATION SIGNALS OF MEMORY, CONTAINING TIMELESS SERVICE MESSAGES: A HYPOTHESIS. (RHYTHMS AS A ROYAL WAY TO THE TIMELESS [MYTHOLOGICAL, ARCHETYPAL, RELIGIOUS] IMAGERY.) M ANY REMARKABLE ideas that emerged at the beginning stage of molecular biology were not subsequently developed in the years that followed. One of these ideas was the idea of "filled commas," stating that if a genetic message contains punctuation signals, then inside these signals there is a perfect place to write down some useful "comments," some "service information"-some texts that are read on a quite different level. As the usual genetic texts turned out to be essentially comma-less-and translation punctuation (initiation and termination) signals were shown to be of comparatively simple structure-this idea was abandoned (surviving almost solely in some memoirs ofthose days). The idea did not resurrect even with the discovery ofthe intronlexon structure of eukaryotic genes-as introns, with few exceptions, can generally be written off as "junk" (or "egoistic") DNA. But perhaps the idea of punctuation signals- as a space for texts written down on a different level than the main message-can have a curious Second Coming in a seemingly quite unrelated realm of memory coding. One of the greatest problems in discussing memory/consciousness is the "binding problem" (Hardcastle, 1996): how perceived colors, sounds, 14 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 smells and shapes come together to create a realistic picture in one's consciousness and memory. My general hypothesis is that one necessary element that would help to explain this phenomenon is a set of synchronization signals- signals that will allow for juxtaposing different parts of a memory/consciousness "text" along identical time scales, so as to allow- metaphorically speaking-for proper "dialogical connectedness" (Yanchar & Slife, 2000). There are also alternative ways in which synchronization signals can be involved in memory/ consciousness. If one is inclined to take the conception of synchronization signals as likely to have some place in memory recording/retrieval- one immediately confronts the possibility of necessary "timeless" comments on the main "in- time" memory message. This means supposing the existence of a set of memory service texts that are situated within synchronization signals forming a part of memory that is clearly outside of the ordinary time frame. My special hypothesis is that these service texts ("comments on living") are involved in the very process of memory recording (that has an aspect best described as reciprocal "editing'; and in this process the inherited seeds of these texts give rise to mythological, archetypal, and religious imagery and finally reenter memory in the mature disguise of mythological figures. What I am postulating is a basic mosaic structure of memory records. And that mythological and mystical phenomena are only related to some above-the-water parts of a deeper process involved in the very core of the molecular events of memory / consciousness. I assume that memory recording involves the editing of some prerecorded material. That means that the human life story is in some gross aspects prerecorded, and the actual memory recording is in many respects a process of editing this inherited (universal or even individualized) life story. This editing process uses "timeless" memory texts that are written down within synchronization signals. In other words, during memory recording memory texts are editing other memory texts. This process is most likely reciprocal. If my core hypothesis about the existence and localization of timeless memory stuff is true, it is immediately clear that repetitive integrative functions like music, dance, poetry (with elements like rhythm and rhyme), magical practices (mantra, yantra, etc.), and religious rituals with their many-leveled, repetitive, highly symbolic activity are all situated along the royal way towards this timeless layer. Alternatively, these levels are reached during neurotic and psychotic episodes, including the auras of such super- synchronized brain states as epileptic seizures. Considerable anecdotal evidence is available to support these claims. I am skeptical about the possibility of effectively isolating some aspects of the Timeless in scientific experiments-as the function of the Timeless is highly integrative, multisensory and "holistic." But it is most likely possible to document many ofthe repetitive structures involved. Some kinds of repetitions involved can even be analyzed by molecular probes of fixed repetitive structure. There is a possible, but mostly neglected during the last decades (happily analyzable), substrate that can be supposed to be involved in memory / consciousness-RNA molecules. Several numerical coincidences make this idea attractive for me. First and foremost-the rate of RNA synthesis--ca. 50 nucleotides / sec is close to ca. 40Hz (gamma) brain rhythm that some authors (see Crick, 1995, p. 245) suppose to be related to [visual} awareness. If one looks further to how long a molecule would be created during a human lifetime if one continuously registers firing / rest patterns of neurons, the resulting RNA molecule(s) is (are) close to the total RNA content in a typical eukaryotic cell (or to a whole Lilium genome). At least quantitatively, RNA seems to fit some basic parameters of the process of memory recording. Note, however, that this controversial idea is intended not to substitute for, but to supplement, the current ideas on memory coding (Soidla, 1995, 1996, 1997). I would like to note also that the general idea of synchronization signals filled with "timeless comments" seems to be rather independent of any particular hypotheses (presented above in italics) concerning the memory recording mechanisms and their material substrata. Of course--aU this is armchair speculation. Alas, though this speculation may one day prove to be true. (I hope I'm wrong. I see that any paths leading to a more self-manipulatable world are rather dangerous. ) You ask why did I include this stuff in the present Umbra paper. If the light of my mind is Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill 15 shadow, then what about my shadow per se? Answer: I included it all, because I recognize that my promising mind-baby is just a potentially hazardous armchair monster. But, still ... whose light and shadow are not really blended these days? GNOSIS: MAPPING OF THE MAPPER. A NEW I CHING. T o APPROACH holistic aspects ofthe world (or to study the Timeless in one's consciousness! memory) one badly needs some new tools. I suppose one of these tools would be a new description of elementary "cells" ("building blocks") of a human life story-a new I Ching. Possibly this would also lead us closer to the original memory language of hypothetical special high abstraction level neurons that are implied in the above hypothesis of memory coding. Dear Chinese friends of mine-Chuang Tzu, Lao Tzu, Li Po, Tu Fu, Li Ho, Su Tung-p'o, Ch'ien Ch'ien-yi, and many others-I am so honored by your presence in my life-{!ven if you have been just images mirrored in glasses of glasses of translation. These kinds of ideas seem to be fighting to surface in human consciousness. Why else did Grisha Bruskin paint his "Fundamental Lexicon?" GNOSIS. WHO ASKS: WHAT IS EGO? MORE I-FILES. EGO AS AN EGG. A ND STILL the key question is, Who am I? And a key contraquestion: Who is asking this question (Talks, 1972)? But one usually adopts a lower level of communication than this and so meets more specific terms and details. So here we go again: Countless are the projections of one's Ego! Either within a scientifically accepted frame of reference or rather wild, unscientific ones. But to navigate the field of human conscious experience with all the timeless and in-time realms, one needs a sure compass. One needs to realize what is Ego-this way or another. The Dictionary (American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, 1970) speaks: Ego. The Self as distinguished from all others; The personality component that is conscious, most immediately controls behavior, and is most in touch with external reality; Conceit; Egotism. And still, all this does not help to answer questions like-Egoless states-what does it mean? Is Ego an illusion, or is it the Egoless state that is illusory? For a meditator, approaching the ultimate state, wherein the circulation ofthoughts is stopped or at least thinned, it is clearly the "Egoless state" that feels simpler. But one can argue that an apparent stillness of psychological processes is needed to keep safe some additional psychological construction (say, Ego + a constructed artificial extra witness). To start digging towards the roots of all this controversy, one must attempt to answer the core question- What is Ego? Or at least: what does one have in mind when speaking about Ego? So-what is Ego? Some possible answers: (1) A "me" label; (2) A subject [focal point, source] of the sense of being a "doer"; an illusion, a label of being a doer (of identification with one's actions, of attachment to the fruits of one's actions); (3) A perceived source of one's thoughts (I-thought as an "Egg" of one's all other thoughts); (4) A creator of world illusion (a World Egg); (5) An assembly point for [some] psychological subsystems; (6) A distributor [and/or a perceived source] of attention energy; (7) A focus and (auto-dialogue forming) reference- point of conscious experience; (8) One ofthe centers ofI-Thou dialogue; (9) A focus (an editor) of personal memory narrative, a writer, reader, and a conscious center of a personalized human life-story-as opposed to the editor of Timeless parts of memory (Self, Atman). Due to the mechanism of memory recording, Timeless memory in a mature individual also includes [a quintessence of} personal memory stuff, so in a mature individual Timeless memory editor (Self) is "more real" than Ego, possibly more ancient, more fundamental; (10) A camera obscura-an isolated set of restrictions (brain!body related limitations, blackouts) that allows only a dualistic (detached, "objective," "clear," illusory) perception of the Universe; 16 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 (11) A censor of Reality; (12)An "eye of a cyclone" of psychological processes, a center of circling ofthoughts. (Is this center empty, or is it occupied by a motor of psychological processes--or by controls of such a motor-when the motor is situated elsewhere?); (13) An instrument for leading an individual to effective sexual reproduction. After reproduction age, the pressure to keep Ego intact and effective weakens. This weakening exposes the inner tension and structural properties characteristic for the mature Ego complex of Consciousness and leads to disintegration of it. (The resulting Post-Mature Ego state-having done away with constrictions imposed by natural selection pressure-embodies implicit structures of consciousness as such.) (14) A fake Self, a phony and individual temporary mask (a personality of a cosmic "computer game") as opposed to our true personality- transindividual "Real Me," Self, Atman. A mixture of mechanical (programmed) traits and traits (like free will) really belonging to Self (that Ego mistakenly ascribes to him / herself); (15) A mirror image of self-illuminating luminosity, a stealer of this luminosity, a Prometheus-Lucifer. A clone of the hero of universal antimyth-stealer of the Universal Timeless fire of Consciousness; a former coeditor of Timeless memory, possibly a specialist in using temporary individual memory material to feed the primal all-encompassing Timeless memory; after emerging of stable individual in-time memory-an editor of these new individual memory records); (16) A Myth destroyer, a killer of gods (by starving for attention energy); (17) A temporary service label created by memory! consciousness and attached to a set of experiences; (18) A feeling "I am a body," identification with one's body. Please, feel free to add to this list or delete any items. This draft-level list is only a proposed tool- an invitation to think along some of the enumerated lines. Possibly I must add that most of the above definitions do not belong to me. I hope that the roots of most of these formulations are quite obvious for people interested in mysticism, even if most of them were a bit reformulated for my personal use. It is only due to the very informal, very preliminary level of this compendium-that no attempt was made to refer to the original sources. GNOSIS: A MOST TRIVIAL ITEM. T HERE IS an item that is usually neglected, but quite likely is of some importance for the problem of Ego and Self. The key observation is simple, elusive (difficult to describe, even more difficult to verify), and yet personally most convincing. I have often noted that some sentences in my writings are on a different level than other parts of the text. And so much on a different level that I seem to know that it was not I who wrote them. A switch to a deeper level and something behind my normal Ego seems to be involved. Many people have came to the same conclusion; it's a most common fact among professionals of creative work-with no consequence for science. If this is an illusion then the very concept of consciousness is also an illusion ... And of course both are. (And I am a heap of bee crap clinging to an illusory life that is so real, so sweet.) THANATOPSIA: DRIFTING TOWARDS A PERSONAL OMEGA POINT. from passion to compassion a lifelong travel unfinished hyperborean autumn a duck cutting gray skies toward hot sun toward death long waiting for the northern birds: little faxes in vineyards a dark shadow at noon once again a lifetime was sweet once again a death is towering over the frightened witless duck between autumn sky and autumn sea shining limitless consciousness to touch the wing of one's partner not to help not to be comforted just touching before the final silence Dreams and Reflections Under a Hill 17 end of the movie bright electric light turned on doors open to outer darkness ACME: SWIMMING IN THE HAND OF THE TIMELESS ... F LOWING IN the waves of transpersonal consciousness involves moments of puppy panic and whining protests when time and again larger swellings slap against my face, immersing me into breathless, dangerous deep waters. But the next moment they carry me on effortlessly and happily again. 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Journal of Mind and Behavior, 21,315-326. 18 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 The Emergence of the Ego/Self Complementarity and Its Beyond Herbert Guenther University of Saskatchewan Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada This study traces the emergence ofthe ego/self idea in Buddhist experience-based and process- oriented thinking (rDzogs-chen). This is thinking that is primarily concerned with understanding and less so with establishing and being satisfied with a theoretical system, one that inevitably remains reductionist and, for this reason, fails to explain or make sense of what matters most to any living system-such as a human being. Because of its dynamic character, r Dzogs-chen thinking avoids the pitfall of concretizing the cognitive aspect of the living, variously called a mind, consciousness, ego or self, into some homuncular entity, and of assuming this entity to reside in one's head as a kind of passive spectator. Not only did Buddhist thinking in general, and r Dzogs-chen thinking in particular, conceive of "mind" or "consciousness" as a complexity off unctions reacting and responding to each other and forming together the idea of an ego/self, but also, in this respect, it anticipated and antedated the findings of modern phenomenology with its differentiation into an ego/self (in small letters) as a limitation of the Self (with a capital letter ) that is neither egocentric nor egological nor logocentric. In rDzogs-chen thought even the Self is a barrier that has to be overcome in order to become ek-statically open. You haf too much Ego in your Cosmos. -Rudyard Kipling, (Life's Handicap. Bertran and Bimi) ... to thine own self be true, And it must follow, as the night the day, Thou canst not then be false to any man. -William Shakespeare (Hamlet Liii.58) B OTH "EGO" and "self' conceptualize the central core around which all psychic activities revolve. Of these two, the ego, the Latin word for the English word "I," denotes the foundational meaning, neutral as regards evaluative connotations, oftheories of personality. In addition, it is used as a summary term for psychological processes connected with the notion of "self," such that in semitechnical, and even more so in some popular writings, this is the meaning commonly intended. However, its most widely used meaning derives from its being one of the components in the Freudian tripartite model of the psychic apparatus consisting of the id., the super- ego, and the ego. According to Sigmund Freud (1858- 1939), the inventor of the notorious disciplines of psychoanalysis and psychotherapy,! the ego has been differentiated from the id through the influence of the external world, to whose demands it adapts. In so doing, it attempts to reconcile the forces of the id and the superego in such a way as to maximize pleasure and to minimize unpleasure. On the whole, it is a cluster of cognitive and perceptual processes that includes such various functions as memory, problem-solving, reality-testing, and others that are conscious and in touch with reality (whatever reality may mean). While its overall trend is in the direction of an equilibrium state, it cannot The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 19-31 19 2001 by Panigada Press but exclude excellence and creativity and ultimately results in spiritual death. By contrast, the super-ego manifests itself in conscience, shame, and guilt, and as such is the agency by which the influence of parents and others is prolonged in such a way that their judgments and prohibitions are internalized by a process of introjection in early childhood long before the child is able to question them. It was the third component, the id, representing the instincts and other innate needs, with sexuality as the most prominent feature, that fascinated Freud to an extraordinary degree. 2 The impact of Freud's ideas on the contemporary intellectual climate in the English-speaking world is best expressed and summed up by the British poet and man ofletters Wystan Hugh Auden (1907-1973) on the occasion of Freud's death: if often he was wrong and, at times, absurd to us he is no more a person now but a whole climate of opinion under whom we conduct our different lives ... ("In Memory of Sigmund Freud," 1940). While the idea ofthe ego as the center of what we tend to call a human being's psychic dimension, in all its limited and yet overevaluated scope, is ineluctably linked to Sigmund Freud's blinkered and reductionist view of it and of the psyche 3 in general, the idea of a "self' (with or without a capital letter) is no less confusing. Broadly speaking, it is conceived of as the dominant aspect of a human being's experience that carries with it the compelling sense of his or her unique existence. However, the diversity of its uses is disconcertingly wide-flung, and the intended meaning is often confounded by the fact that the term may be used in ways that interact with grammatical forms, as when, for instance, it is used as a reflexive prefix that may itself be interpreted or understood in different senses. Examples would be such expressions as "self- control" (the self controlling the self); "self- actualization" (the self becoming actualized); "self- consistency" (the self acting consistently); "self- evident" (the whole compound serving as an adjective modifying some other proposition); to which many more expressions could be added. The traditional primary intentions of the users of the term "self' refer to existing or presumed aspects of the users' personhood, only too often confused with the postulate of an "ego." It is therefore safe to say that these so-called aspects are mostly speculative and do not come to grips with what lies at the very bottom of these spurious constructs. Following Alfred North Whitehead's suggestion, we can even go so far as to speak of them as "entities in misplaced concreteness." The above picture changed radically with the late Carl Gustav Jung's (1875-1961) distinction and relationship between the ego and the Self, of which he has spoken repeatedly and which Barbara Hannah (1997) has so admirably summed up in the words "the eternal Self needs the limited ego in order to experience itself in outer reality" (p. 171, italics in original). As is well known, Jung took the term "Self' from the use of its Sanskrit equivalent OHman) in the Vedic Brihadaranyaka -U panishad: 4 [He] is your Self (atman) that is in charge of everything from within, immortal. He can't be seen, but he is the one who sees; he can't be heard, but he is the one who hears; he can't be thought of (as a thing), but he is the one who thinks of (things); he can't be perceived (sensuously), but he is the one who perceives (sensuously). There is no other who sees, but he; there is no other who hears, but he; there is no other who perceives, but he; there is no other who thinks, but he. He is the one who is in charge of everything, immortal. Everything else is frustrating and perishable. It is against and from this, on the one hand, almost fanatical reductionist and, on the other hand, semidynamic background of what is deemed to be any human being's psychic make-up, that we can (and even feel compelled to) move into the as yet uncharted and so alluring dimension of sheer dynamics; a dimension whose salient feature is the intertwining of the ideas of emergence, complementarity, and self- organization. The term "emergence" has come from philosophy. It differs from "appearance" in that any "emergent phenomenon" transcends anything that can be found in its components. In other words, where the whole seems to be greater than the sum of its parts, the implication is that it can never be fully understood by reductionist methods. There are two major kinds of reductionism: the downward one, ending in the Theory of Everything that does not explain 20 The Internationaljournal ofTranspersonal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 anything; and the upward one, ending in an equally silly Creationism that offers idolatrous pseudoanswers to what are supposed to be Deep Questions. These, on closer inspection, are not deep at all. The flaw in both kinds of reductionism is their neglect of the incontestable presence of the individual who, as it were, calls the whole to show itself and, upon the latter's doing so, interprets its lighting-up in the light of a personal understanding (or lack thereof).5 The idea that the ego or I as a subject's essence, (which Plato and Descartes believed could exist disembodied), is an "emergent phenomenon" and that it emerges in complicity with the dynamic of Being (that like the ego or I or even the self/Self is not a thing), seems to have been anticipated in the following passage: 6 In the Before in which there was (as yet) no ego!"I,"7 there (also) were (as yet) no (examples illustrating the) process of evolution (de-bzhin gshegs-pa). In the Before in which there was (as yet) no ego!"I," there (also) were (absolutely [ye-nas] as yet) none of the five elemental forces. In the Before in which there were (as yet) none of the five elemental forces, there (also) were, in terms of primordiality (gdod-ma-nas), no (examples illustrating the) status of a sentient being (sems-can). In the Before in which there was (as yet) no ego!"I," there (also) was no maker-of-the-Before (sngon-pa-po ). The forefather (mes-po)8 of the evolutionary process is nobody else than the very ego!"!." This passage, on the one hand, "contrasts" any one who illustrates the process of evolution (taking place "individually") with anyone who (as a sentient being) has a mind, and, on the other hand, deals with the implied dynamics in terms of phase space. Literally speaking, the term for "anyone who illustrates the process of evolution" (de-bzhin gshegs-pa) means "just-so going." This implies that evolution (or the one who is just-so going) has no goal. If it had, it would come to a dead end. As a matter of fact, we are told over and over again in the original text that Being in its dynamic (amounting to "evolution") has no goal (and, by implication, no beginning or starting point). But this is only one side of Being's (the whole's) play; the other side is that it has a goal (and, by implication, a beginning or starting point). This, on the one end, may be the one who is just-so going; and, on the other end, the one who (as a sentient being) has a mind (sems-can). And while, from the perspective of the ever- present experiencer in Being's play, the "just-so going" may be felt as an opening-up with no limits in sight, the "having a mind" may be felt as a closing-in that becomes ever more narrow, oppressive, and suffocating. In brief, Being's dynamic creates (though not in the creationist's sense) its own context as the precondition for its play to continue. And it may go "upward" in the direction of becoming spiritually alight, erlichtet, and radiating this light,9 or "downward" into the direction of becoming spiritually clouded over, both phases being "emergent phenomena." Since in Being's "playing with itself' the presence of the experiencer as a participant in this play was not only never forgotten, but emphatically insisted upon, the experiencer's surrounding space-of-the- possible gives evolution its specific twist of running "downhill" through its phase spaces, intimated by the almost untranslatable terms ye- nas andgdod-ma-nas. 1o In this context one other point must be briefly noted. This is the emphasis on the med, "the nothingness-that-is," the "No" that in r Dzogs-chen thought, as primarily developed by Padmasambhava, is akin to the gnostic thinker Basilides' No and the discussion of Spirit in the Apocryphon of John. 11 When spoken of as gzhi- med, the "ground-that-is-not" recalls to mind the German mystic Jakob Bohme's Ungrund. This "No" (med), the "nothing-that-is" (med-pa), the "ground-that-is-not" (gzhi-med), is charged with possibilities that carry with them this No's energy, as Padmasambhava never tires of telling us. It may now be asked, from where do the "emergent phenomena" emerge, and how and why do they emerge? The answer to the "wherefrom" is that they emerge from the nothing-that-is (med- pa):12 From the nothing-that-is diversities originate. More elaborately stated is the following answer: 13 From the dimension of the ground-that-is- not the ground of all that is emerges; From the dimension of that which is itself not a particular existent the totality of particular existents emerges; From the dimension of that which is itself not a lighting-up the diversity of that which lights-up emerges; The Emergence of the Ego/Self Complementarity and its Beyond 21 anything; and the upward one, ending in an equally silly Creationism that offers idolatrous pseudoanswers to what are supposed to be Deep Questions. These, on closer inspection, are not deep at all. The flaw in both kinds of reductionism is their neglect of the incontestable presence of the individual who, as it were, calls the whole to show itself and, upon the latter's doing so, interprets its lighting-up in the light of a personal understanding (or lack thereof).5 The idea that the ego or I as a subject's essence, (which Plato and Descartes believed could exist disembodied), is an "emergent phenomenon" and that it emerges in complicity with the dynamic of Being (that like the ego or I or even the self/Self is not a thing), seems to have been anticipated in the following passage: 6 In the Before in which there was (as yet) no ego/"I,"7 there (also) were (as yet) no (examples illustrating the) process of evolution (de-bzhin gshegs-pa). In the Before in which there was (as yet) no ego/"I," there (also) were (absolutely LYe-nas] as yet) none ofthe five elemental forces. In the Before in which there were (as yet) none ofthe five elemental forces, there (also) were, in terms of primordiality (gdod-ma-nas), no (examples illustrating the) status of a sentient being (sems-can). In the Before in which there was (as yet) no ego!"I," there (also) was no maker-of-the-Before (sngon-pa-po ). The forefather (mes-po)8 of the evolutionary process is nobody else than the very ego!"!." This passage, on the one hand, "contrasts" any one who illustrates the process of evolution (taking place "individually") with anyone who (as a sentient being) has a mind, and, on the other hand, deals with the implied dynamics in terms of phase space. Literally speaking, the term for "anyone who illustrates the process of evolution" (de-bzhin gshegs-pa) means "just-so going." This implies that evolution (or the one who is just-so going) has no goal. If it had, it would come to a dead end. As a matter of fact, we are told over and over again in the original text that Being in its dynamic (amounting to "evolution") has no goal (and, by implication, no beginning or starting point). But this is only one side of Being's (the whole's) play; the other side is that it has a goal (and, by implication, a beginning or starting point). This, on the one end, may be the one who is just-so going; and, on the other end, the one who (as a sentient being) has a mind (sems-can). And while, from the perspective of the ever- present experiencer in Being's play, the "just-so going" may be felt as an opening-up with no limits in sight, the "having a mind" may be felt as a closing-in that becomes ever more narrow, oppressive, and suffocating. In brief, Being's dynamic creates (though not in the creationist's sense) its own context as the precondition for its play to continue. And it may go "upward" in the direction of becoming spiritually alight, erlichtet, and radiating this light,9 or "downward" into the direction of becoming spiritually clouded over, both phases being "emergent phenomena." Since in Being's "playing with itself' the presence of the experiencer as a participant in this play was not only never forgotten, but emphatically insisted upon, the experiencer's surrounding space-of-the- possible gives evolution its specific twist of running "downhill" through its phase spaces, intimated by the almost untranslatable terms ye- nas andgdad-ma-nas. 10 In this context one other point must be briefly noted. This is the emphasis on the med, "the nothingness-that-is," the "No" that in rDzogs-chen thought, as primarily developed by Padmasambhava, is akin to the gnostic thinker Basilides' No and the discussion of Spirit in the Apacryphan af Jahn. ll When spoken of as gzhi- med, the "ground-that-is-not" recalls to mind the German mystic Jakob Bohme's Ungrund. This "No" (med), the "nothing-that-is" (med-pa), the "ground-that-is-not" (gzhi-med), is charged with possibilities that carry with them this No's energy, as Padmasambhava never tires of telling us. It may now be asked, from where do the "emergent phenomena" emerge, and how and why do they emerge? The answer to the "wherefrom" is that they emerge from the nothing-that-is (med- pa):12 From the nothing-that-is diversities originate. More elaborately stated is the following answer: 13 From the dimension of the ground-that-is- not the ground of all that is emerges; From the dimension of that which is itself not a particular existent the totality of particular existents emerges; From the dimension of that which is itself not a lighting-up the diversity of that which lights-up emerges; The Emergence o/the EgolSelfComplementarity and its Beyond 21 From the dimension of that which is both existence and non-existence samsara and nirvana emerge; From the dimension of non-duality unexcitability (ma-rig) and originary awareness (ye-shes) emerge; From the dimension that is itself not some- thing given (as something postulationally verifiable) The (uni)trinity of (the whole's) eigenstate (rang-bzhin), stuff (ngo-bo "the nothing- ness of sheer possibilities"), and suprasensual responsiveness and concern (thugs-rie) emerges; From (this [uni]trinity) the duality of (an individual's) three existential fore- structures (of his concrete being)14 and three poisoning forces emerge;15 (From it) the three supramundane realms 16 emerge, by way of their inner transformative dynamics, as the three rotating stops.17 From this ability to dissolve (into Being's nothingness) or inability to do so, (The evolutionary process) emerges as the duality of a passageway (into higher dimensions) and a passageway (into an ever-deepening) going astray. From the dimension of the nothing whatso- ever (the welter of) anything whatsoever has emerged. The duality ofbecominglbeing an (exception- ally) erlichtet one (sangs-rgyas) through understanding and of becoming/being an (ordinary) sentient being (sems-can) through one's lack of understanding (Reflects Being's) depth and width (in its) creativity having emerged as the dynamic of the ego/"!." The answer to the second question of why there should be anything is implicitly present in the original premise. By whichever terms we may refer to Being, be they the "ground" (gzhi) in the sense of "the-ground-that-is-not" (gzhi-med) or the "Ungrund," "the nothing-that-is" (medlmed-pa), the "dimensionality that is consistent with itself and everything else" (mnyam-pa'i ngang) or, in mathematical terms, a bland uniformity to which the word "symmetry" is applied, this "nothingness" is-( to use this fateful word in our language )-no thing whatsoever, rather it is "something" forever on the brink of breaking Up.18 The disturbance that breaks the symmetry lies within Being's nothingness, by virtue of which Being is unstable and its nice description as "everywhere the same" is rudely defaulted. rDzogs-chen thinkers had a word for this disturbance (somehow felt as a kind of turbulence): it was gzhi-rlung and, literally rendered, means "Being-qua-tempest." Thus we are told in a passage that in its terseness is made up of mostly experientially descriptive terms: 19 From out of the center ofthe vortex of (one's) Dasein (as which Being's) space-like vortex as (a dimension of) noematic- symbolic profiles (has constituted itself), There ceaselessly emerge dynamic patterns (as expressions of Being's) radiance. The disturbance that is Being (in the sense of being both Being-in-its-beingness and one's Dasein) emerges as the dynamic of the ego!"I," (Being's) radiance emerges as the dynamic of the play (staged) by the ego/"I," (and) The (fluctuations between) the ground state and the excited state (of Being's "intelli- gence") in their ceaselessness are the dynamic of (this) play. While in this passage the emergence of the ego/ "I" (nga) as a relative latecomer is emphasized, in another passage the same is said about the seW Self (bdag) as a figment of mentation (sems):20 The disturbance (inherent in) Being and the dynamic (inherent) in (Being's) excitabil- ity (constitute the whole's) Cognitive (disposition, resulting in one's) mentation that takes it as its self/Self. 21 This disturbance is already itself a pattern- "it's patterns all the way down"-that comes-to- light as the complexity called "mind/mentation" (sems). In a lengthy passage whose beginning is relevant to the present context, we are told: 22 The quincunx of disturbances (rlung) in Being is the mind/mentation's lighting-up mode; The quincunx ofthe elemental forces (as concretizations of Being's) quincunx of luminescences Cod) is the mind/ mentation's lighting-up mode; The quincunx ofrays oflight (zer) (as concretizations of Being's) quincunx of luminescences is the mind/mentation's lighting-up mode. Before going into the details of the ego/self syndrome and mutual complicity, rather than complementarity, two passages may be quoted because they contain (and elucidate) terms that occur over and over again in the probing of this 22 The lnternationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 problem, and the question of why and how things go wrong (for which the technical term is 'khrul- pa "errancy"). The first one states: 23 Indeed, although there is nothing wrong (,khrul-med) with the ego!"I" It is because ofthe dynamic in the ego!"I" that something seems to go wrong. To give an example: although in the bright sky There may be no clouds and no mist, Clouds and mist arise incidentally. (Similarly), although there may be no unexcitability (as such) in Being, It is when (Being's latent) suprasensual responsiveness and concern emerges as its (manifest) dynamic That that which is called "unexcitability" (ma- rig-pa) comes about incidentally. Restated in contemporary language, "unexcitedness" (ma-rig-pa), the hallmark of an ordinary sentient being (sems-can), and a "supraconscious ecstatic intensity" (rig-pa), the characteristic of an exceptional being, of one who is erlichtet (alight, sangs-rgyas), are homologous "phenomena" since they derive ("emerge") from the same source that is Being, the whole, in its suprasensual responsiveness to and concern with (thugs-rje) the whole. Prosaically expressed, this means that the universe is a gigantic fluctuation that may be experienced as the whole's play with itselfthrough us as its participants. The second passage, as far it allows itselfto be translated in the strict sense ofthe word 24 has this to say:25 When the sems-nyid (that is) all-cognizance (and) all-ecstasy26 (and also is) without any flaws,27 Has established itself, in its radiance- nothingness,28 like the [clear and wide-open] sky, as The radiance (of the) directly experienceable originary awareness modes 29 that have been self-originated since their incipience, This is (what is meant by) chos-nyid. While sems-nyid and chos-nyid admit of multiple interpretations because they are basically experiential and, strictly speaking, pre ontological concepts, for brevity's sake we may render sems-nyid by "in-tensity" and chos-nyid by "ex-tensity." Their complementarity-the one cannot be without the other-reflects a symmetry transformation. Thus, the chos-nyid is the sems- nyid's displacement transformation and, since the sems-nyid is not a container, but open, infinite, flawless-any closure or finiteness being, quite literally, a flaw-the chos-nyid is also the sems- nyid's dilation symmetry. This idea of a dilation symmetry is clearly recognizable by this ex-tensity's (chos-nyid) longer and shorter qualifications as "ever expanding in depth and width" (gting-mtha' yangs-pa) and "ever expanding in depth" (gting yangs). It is in this dilation symmetry that "self' (bdag) and "ego" are its emergent phenomena. Thus: 30 The self (bdag) ofthe totality of the material and immaterial is The ex-tensity's ever expanding depth and width and similarly:31 The immaterial, self-originated, and radiant self Is the (experiencer's) real Dasein in its expanding depth. These quotations may intimate the cosmic reality of the self. The anthropic reality as the duality and/or fluctuation between what is the status of an ordinary being and what is that of an erlichtet being is expressed in the following stanza: 32 The duality of an erlichtet being and an ordinary being resulting from (the experiencer's) understanding or lack thereof, Is the ex-tensity in its expanding depth as it has emerged into the dynamic of the ego (nga). Here it may not be out of place to say a few words about what we call "self/Self'-a concept lacking precision. In the Tibetan context, the term bdag, corresponding to our "self' (written with a small s-), usually occurs as one component in the compound nga-bdag, referring to the egoI"I"-self syndrome, and differs from the "Self' (written with a capital s-). Again, in the Tibetan context, in order to leave no doubt about what is intended and meant, namely, the selfhood ofthe topic under consideration, the term bdag-nyid and/or bdag- nyid chen-po is used. 33 But now things get complicated, because this bdag-nyid chen-po is further qualified as being rtag-pa, usually and not incorrectly rendered as "permanent." However, this qualification flies in the face of what Buddhism has insisted upon all the time, namely, The Emergence of the Ego/Self Complementarity and its Beyond 23 that everything is impermanent (mi-rtag-pa). How are we to resolve this apparent contradiction? The answer is provided by a simple but fundamental principle: symmetry. As we know, symmetry offers a simple and convincing explanation of regular patterns. An example is crystal lattices, because their patterns are themselves highly symmetric. But if symmetry is fundamental, the same through all time and in all places, how can that which is called a wholeness (gzhi), based on "perfect symmetry," evolve into a diversity of different patterns such as the ego!"I" -self syndrome and Selfi'Selfhood? The answer again is symmetry, this time understood in its specific sense of being a bland uniformity as the very source of interesting patterns, through a process known as "symmetry- breaking." This is brought about by a disturbance that may be deliberate, as when I throw a pebble into a still pond, or it may be spontaneous, as when the disturbance comes about byitselfwithin the very system that is going to be disturbed. Since in rDzogs-chen thinking wholeness or Being cannot admit of anything outside itself without losing its character of wholeness, this disturbance occurs within it and, as we have noticed, this feature of wholeness is so aptly called "Being's turbulence" (gzhi-rlung). The seemingly resultant instability of Being does not contradict its stability. As an argument for this claim and an example to illustrate it, the words of Ian Stewart (1998) may be quoted: The surface of a duneless desert is flat and featureless-a highly symmetric state in which every position is exactly the same as any other. When that symmetry breaks-and it takes little more than a breath of wind to achieve this-the symmetric state becomes unstable. A little bit of sand piles up here, a shallow hole appears there. These changes to the surface affect the flow of air, and the disturbances are reinforced. Soon, huge dunes build up. However, because the original system, the hypothetical flat desert, is highly symmetric, some of that symmetry remains in the dunes. That's what gives them their striking patterns. (p.39) In view of the fact that in rDzogs-chen thinking the selflSelfin-its-being-itself(bdag-nyid chen-po) is the whole (gzhi) and yet only an emergent phenomenon of it (snang), its stability (rtag-pa) is described in terms that are equally applicable to the whole. This means that the self/Self is, strictly speaking, an approximation symmetry and as such can and must be cultivated (bsgom) in order to become the experiencer's enlivening experience. It should not come as a surprise that as an experience it shares the features of the whole, imaged as a bland symmetry likened to the frozen surface of a lake with no elevations or depressions in it, a fertile field, a king's treasury, and pure gold-the latter image serving to highlight the whole's value. The technical term for what I have called cultivation (sgom / bsgom), is usually rendered as "meditation." Like most such loose renderings, it completely fails to convey what is actually meant. First of all, it should be clearly noted and constantly borne in mind that what we refer to as "meditation" varies in its Indo-Tibetan context from person to person, both with respect to that person's intellectual acumen and his sociocultural milieu. 34 Secondly, there is a further distinction between something that can be described as "meditation" and something (if this designation is still aJ:?>plicable) that is not some such thing called "meditation." It is more of the nature of a pointer to an experience that is best described as "non-meditation" (mi-bsgom having a verbal character, and bsgom-med having an ontological character). It would far exceed the scope of this study to go into all the details. Suffice it to highlight the salient features of this "cultivation of the bdag-nyid chen-po." As a process it is, in many respects, comparable to what Carl Gustav Jung has called a person's "individuation process"-a process in which he himself was involved throughout his life and which made him a kind of seer. But there are also far-reaching differences, because the Buddhist rDzogs-chen thinkers were not preconditioned and constrained by theistic postulates that, on closer inspection, undermine the person's being- truly -himselflherself. Being-truly -oneself means that one stands free of what one believes to be one's ego!"I" and of what is commonly referred to as a self (that in one way or another remains egologically tainted). To the extent that the "cultivation ofthe bdag- nyid chen-po" relates to something deemed to be something existent, it may be conceived of as an interiorization process. Its three phases, described as being of an external (phyi), an internal (nang), and an arcane (gsang) nature, may be explicated by making use 35 of the mathematical concept of 24 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 phase space-a geometric image in which every aspect that emerges is surrounded by a halo of aspects that didn't-but could have been present. Phase spaces are vast-they contain all possibilities, not just a few. Phase spaces have a dynamic that prepares the system, such as a living being, for exploring the space or dimension of the adjacent possible. Thus, the first phase space, the "external," described as a relaxing in body, speech, and mind, and a persevering in a mood oflaissez- faire-ism, prepares the experiencer for the exploration of the second phase space, the "internal." This is described as an imaginative recapitulation ofthe experiencer's physico-psychic origin. As a kind of inner landscape it is, on the physical side, made up of the inner organs such as the intestines, heart, and lungs and so on, and of the complexity of the neural network. And on the psychic side it is a kind of moving from a static structure-oriented perspective to a more dynamic process-oriented one, including aspects (that become refined through learning) such as seeing in perspective or the continuity of areas and spaces. It also makes use of creative features such as emphasizing and preferring certain forms and colors, and suppressing certain details and "turbulences" that might disturb the chosen model of "reality." It is here that the experiencer's critically appreciative acumen (shes-rab) and efficacy in dealing with the emergent situation (thabs) are of utmost importance. Though still limited in scope, this phase space may, for all practical purposes, be associated with "one's self' (bdag). But this "one's self' is not the same as the "Self," the bdag-nyid chen-po. It is in the third phase space, called "the arcane," that this "one's self' (bdag) is superseded by the self-reflexive mind (rang-rig).36 Here, as Erich Jantsch (1980) has succinctly pointed out: ... the processing and organization of information become independent not only of metabolic processes, but also of direct sensory impact. The self-reflexive mind may now become totally emancipated and set out on its own course of evolution. It is not "we" who think, but "it" thinks in us. (p. 164) In other words, information becomes in- formation in the true sense of the word, and corresponds to a specific dynamic regime of a self- organizing system such as a human being. No extraneous baggage is needed. 37 In more evocative language this phase space is described as involving three concurrent operations: (1) Having the king firmly seated on his throne, (2) Having the minister imprisoned, and (3) Keeping the populace in check. The "king" is explicated as the self-reflexive mind (rang-rig) and the "throne" as the dimensionality of meanings stored and/or in statu nascendi, accessible to and at the disposal of the king's originary awareness modes, the "minister" as the mind (sems),38 and the "populace" as the five senses. 39 Despite its political imagery we should be wary of misconstruing it as a political manifesto and, in so doing, displaying our ignorance about our own and any other group's sociocultural background, and in our hubris imposing our ignorance on whosoever or whatever we want to control. After this excursion into the experiencer's individuation process as a way of becoming authentically himself (bdag-nyid / bdag-nyid chen- po) let us return to the ego!"I" (nga) and self (bdag) syndrome and mutual complicity, if not to say near-identity, as the greatest obstacle on this way. This obstacle is variously referred to as an "adversary/enemy" (dgra) or as a "demon/sorcerer" ('gong-po), the former, though basically presenting the blindly instinctual, having something human about him, the latter, though still presenting the instinctual with an admixture of cunningness, being thoroughly demonic. In any case, the expression Jgong-po nga-bdag is a recurrent locution. In particular, whether understood as an adversary or as a demon, this ego/"I" -self syndrome is tied to the instinctual-affective, conceived of as something polluting that, quite literally and figuratively, poisons the whole system and the atmosphere in which it lives. The genesis of the enemy-demon complicity is due to the dynamic aspect (rtsal) gaining the upper hand in the otherwise quiet dimensionality of Being's (creative) ex-tensity (chos-nyid). Thus we are told: 40 Although in the primordial vortex, (Being's) ex-tensity (that is) the mother (of all that is to be) there is no separability, (it so happens that) The Emergence o/the EgolSelfComplementarity and its Beyond 25 With the lighting-up of its (inner) dynamic with its "feelers" (as) its children, (these children) appearing as enemies, are (mis)taken as enemies (such that) The three poisons are a chronic disease (that) Is overcome by the elixir that is (the individual's triune forestructure experienced as his) corporeality, voice, and spirituality. The source of these enemies is a demon (who perpetuates) the ego/"l"-self (syndrome). The "stuff' of which these enemies are made, Strictly speaking, there is more to this passage are the three pollutants (or) poisons 41 than meets the eye. There are at least three com- The associates of these enemies are the five plementarities involved. The one is the complemen- pollutants (or) poisons,42 and tarity of the ego!"!" syndrome (nga-bdag) and the The supporters ofthese enemies are the eighty- Self (bdag-nyid / bdag-nyid chen-po). 46 The other is (four) thousand pollutants. the complementarity of the life-threatening poi- In more modern terms, it is the instinctual- son (dug) and the life-enhancing elixir (bdud-rtsi). affective that mili- ,...-_______________________ -, The third comple- tates against the F" mentarity is the one 19ure 1 spiritual. In the Th 1 fth C I d d al of the instinctual- e Comp exity 0 e oncrete n ivi u mythopoeic r D- affective-emotional zogs-chen context, The ego!"!" syndrome (nga-bdag) <_> The Self (bdag-nyid) (nyon-mongs) and this aspect of ours the fore structures was envisioned as The poisons (dug) <_> The elixirs (bdud-rtsi) of the individual's both a hostile army mental-spiritual ex- that has to be re- The instinctual (nyon-mongs) <_> The forestructures (sku) istentiality (sku), pelled and a viru- with its implied lent poison that (Here <_> means complementarity) functionality of has to be eliminat- their originary L-_______________________________________________ ~ ed from the sys- awareness modes. tern. Since rDzogs-chen thinking was experience- The above can be diagrammed as in Figure 1. oriented, emphasis was placed on intrapsychic While in the above-quoted passage the emphasis process, for which the idea of poison as a directly has been on the three poisons, in their giving rise felt impact on the system was an apt illustration. to the instinctual, constituting the experiencer's So the question of how this poison is made inef- chronic disease that affects him "from deep fectual is repeatedly asked and answered. As an within," there is another passage, also by example the following passage from one of Pad- Padmasambhava, that explicates this nefarious masambhava's writings is highly instructive: 43 working of the three poisons in a more The three poisons are overcome [and realized to be an individual's triune fore- structure 44 that is experienced as his] corporeality, voice, and spirituality. How are (the three poisons) overcome? The poison that is the dullness-darkness (of his ego!"l" -self syndrome) is overcome by the elixir that is the bodily felt fore structure of his being sheer meaning (chos-sku),45 The poison that is the irritation-aversion (of his ego!"l" -self syndrome) is overcome by the elixir that is the felt fore structure and pattern of his being a-world-of-possibilities (that are to be voiced and communicated, long-sku), The poison that is the cupidity-attachment (of his ego!"l" -self syndrome) is overcome by the elixir that is the fore structure and pattern of his being a guiding image (sprul-sku). "personalistic" manner and, as may be expected, assumes a more violent character:47 The executioner who is the self-originated originary awareness mode(s) Tears out the very substance of the demon who is the ego/"l"-self syndrome (so that) It abides in and as the self-originated awareness mode(s) as such. After the great hero who is the unitrinity of the forestructures (of the experiencer's existen tiali ty) Has torn out the very stuff that is (the experiencer's) three poisons as the instinctual (in him), He forces his way into the castle (from which) the unitrinity of three forestructures will rule: Having killed dullness-darkness he sees (himself as) the chos-sku, 26 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Having killed irritability-aversion he sees (himself as) the longs-sku, Having killed cupidity-attachment he sees (himself as) the sprul-sku. (This means that) by killing/eliminating the three poisons one sees the three fore- structures (in their unitrinity). There is still another way of seeing the poisons, now augmented to five, as a hostile army with which one must do battle, not only in order to avert its onslaught but, more importantly, to crush the enemies. There is no better introduction to this topic than the German poet Friedrich Holderlin's (1770-1843) dictum, Wo aber Gefahr ist, wachst Das Rettende auch (But where there is danger, there also grows That which will help). -Patmos (1803, printed 1808) The "actual" situation, though still "located" in the imaginal realm of the psyche, is presented in the form of a question-answer dialogue between two femininities (mkha'-'gro-ma). Ofthese, the one asking questions, the Rin-chen mkha'-'gro-ma, presents the restfulness ofthis dimensionality, and the one answering the questions, the Las-kyi mkha'-'gro-ma, presents the dynamic of this dimensionality:48 The executioner who cuts these enemies' vein of life Is a butcher, self-originated and self-dissolving. Having chosen as his companion the dimension that is utterly free from conceptual limitations, He has enlisted as his helpers (the whole's) nonbirth and symbolic pregnance. With his sword that is his appreciative- discerning acumen (shes-rab) He destroyed, in the no-man's-land between light and darkness, The three culs-de-sac. 49 (Then) inside the entrance to the fortress, In a room (harboring) the egological mind with its three functions,50 (he found) The (main) enemy, the ego!"I" -self syndrome sitting. The butcher, self-originated and shining in his own luminosity, Cut this enemy's throat with his sword that is his appreciative-discerning acumen (and) With the adamantine hook [that is his efficacy, thabs] he tore out the (enemy's) heart. Having cut the enemy's (vein of) life that is (the system's) state of unexcitedness (and unexcitability), the ego!''!'' -self syndrome, He submerged (himself) in the dimensionality in which birth and death had been completely eradicated (and now) Resided in the vortex of (the whole's) radiant light that is its symbolic pregnance. (In other words) This great hero, (in whom) the three fore- structures (of his authentic existentiality) are present of their own accord, Has cut the veins oflife of (the enemies') leader, which are (dullness-darkness,) irritability- aversion, and cupidity-attachment. (When) in this manner the (other) enemies' vein of life had been cut, (what was left) Turned into the (dimensionality of) no-birth, symbolic pregnance, and dynamic nothingness; In this dimension in which there is nothing to do (on purpose) and which lies beyond the scope of the (purposing) intellect, he submerged (himself) (and as a consequence) He (stood) free of the notions (chos-can) that are the constraints of his supraconscious ecstatic intensity (and what prevailed) as The ever expanding depth and width of (Being's creative) ex-tensity (chos-nyid)51- (Everything) had turned into the vortex ofthat for which there is no name and in which (all the intellect's) limitations had been voided. Two points are to be noted. The one is that the cutting ofthe vein oflife ofthe (inner) demon ('gong- po) and his associates (dgra) is done by the appreciative discriminative acumen of the (authentic) Self (bdag-nyid), which means coming to face with this inner demon and recognizing him to be a fake. This "coming face to face"52 with the demon, in whom the instinctual manifests itself in a more humanly tangible form, involves his undoing by means of the experiencer-qua-Self's appreciative-discerning acumen (shes-rab), (that recognizes him for what he is), and efficacy (thabs) (that deals him the death-stroke). It leads, if this is still the right word, to a deeply felt understanding, if not to say, innerstanding (rtogs) of wholeness, making utterly futile any ego!"I" -self motivated endeavors to reject something in the vain hope of gaining something. It is through this understanding/innerstanding that the experiencer- qua-Self stands free from (grol) the instinctual and what is its misplaced concreteness. And so the "Teacher" tells his audience: 53 The Emergence o/the EgolSelfComplementarity and its Beyond 27 The manner in which the experiencer-qua-Self stands free from the instinctual without having rejected it is as follows: Without having rejected dullness-darkness (he) stands free as the chos-sku, Without having rejected irritability-aversion (he) stands free as the longs-sku, Without having rejected cupidity-attachment (he) stands free as the sprul-sku, Without having rejected arrogancechubris (he) stands free as the indivisibility (that is Being), Without having rejected envy-grudge (he) stands free as bliss supreme. The intent of this quotation is clear: the individuated person, to use a Jungian term, lives simultaneously in two worlds: the world of his everyday life that, whether he likes it or not, is very much dominated by the instinctual; and the world of the spirit/spiritual, of which in rare moments he catches a glimpse that makes his everyday life liveable. The second point to note is the reference to "that for which there is no name" (ming-med)- an expression frequently used by Padmasambhava. Due to the thingifying tendency of the egological mind, the egol"I"-self syndrome, it may be misunderstood as being "some thing," which it is not. Rather, this misunderstanding, like all other misunderstandings on which one's commonly accepted "reality" rests and thrives, is a formidable barrier to one's individuation process, and, like an arduous mountain pass, has to be crossed (la zla). Thus we are told and admonished: 54 Since the facets of the play staged by the "feelers" (extended) by the self-originated self-(emergent) dynamic From the primordial ex-tensity (of Being) for which there is no name and which has nothing to do with birth Is the (dimension of the whole) having gone astray due to the impact of the intellect's postulates, cross this mountain pass. Notes 1. For a trenchant critique see Dineen (1996), Szasz (1988, 1997), and Webster (1995), to mention only a few outstanding works. 2. As a matter offact Freud was so obsessed with his sexual theory that in this respect he was in no way different from any religious fanatic. This fanaticism cost him many friendships. For details see Hannah (1997, pp. 88-91, 101, 133). 3. The oldest and most general use ofthis term goes back to ancient Greek philosophy. For Plato it is the principle oflife, a distinguishing feature of organisms, the animator of any animated (thing) or "ensouled" thing (empsykhon). Aristotle, in his De anima, counts self-nutrition, reproduction, movement, perception, and, maybe as an afterthought, thinking as "psychical" powers, and goes on to speculate that the rational part of the psyche may be separable from the body. Aristotle's pseudo-scientific thinking lingers on in the modern body-mind problem. The corresponding adjective "psychic" is generally and loosely used as pertaining to the mind and that which is mental. In this sense it is more or less synonymous with psychological. In a narrower sense, it pertains to various aspects of psychology, foremost among them "spiritualism." Another use pertains to psychogenic or functional disorders. The ancient Greeks' materialistic conception of the psyche and the psychic/psychological has not been very conducive to a clear understanding. 4. There are two related passages: III 4.2 and III 7.1-23. The above quotation is taken from III 7.23. I have paraphrased the Sanskrit word antarytimin by: "he who is in charge of everything from within," where "everything" sums up the detailed entities over which he (the Self) is in charge. The usual rendering of this term by "controller" seems to reflect a kind of Western dominance psychology read into the Sanskrit text. 5. The technical Tibetan term for this "lighting-up and its interpretation" is snang-srid. The lighting-up and its interpretation are commensurate with each other. This is indicated by the term kha-sbyor which, literally rendered, means "joining (one's) mouths," and experientially speaking, describes the felt intimacy of a kiss. A lengthy disquisition in three installments of this theme is given by Padmasambhava in his sNang-srid kha-sbyor bdud- rtsi bcud-'thigs 'khor-ba thog-mtha' gcod-pa'i rgyud ("The eradication of samsara from A to Z by a drop of the quintessence of the elixir of immortality-Cthe whole's] lighting-up and its interpretation in joining each other in the intimacy of a kiss"). There are several recorded editions of this text. None of them has been studied in itself or in comparison with the others to this very day. 6. sKu'i rgyud Padma 'khyil-ba, 4: 302a; Taipei ed., vol. 55, p. 442, column 7. 7. The Tibetan phrase nga med-pa'i sngon-rol-na is usually rendered as "before I existed." However, philosophically speaking, this rendering fails to take into account the ontological character of the "Before." Mathematically speaking, it fails to recognize its character of "symmetry." What does symmetry mean? As 1. Stewart and J. Cohen (1997, p. 170) have pointed out: The word "symmetry" is used rather loosely in ordinary speech, to mean some kind of repetitive pattern or even just "elegance ofform." Mathematicians use the term in a much more specific way: a symmetry of an object is transformation that leaves it looking exactly the same. 28 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 For the benefit of a reader not familiar with mathematicians' jargon it may be pointed out that by "object" the authors understand any subject matter under consideration. As we shall see, rDzogs-chen thinkers developed the idea of their "Before" in terms of what nowadays we would call "symmetry-breaking" and "phase space." 8. On the significance of this idea see Guenther (1996, p. 94 n. 50). 9. This term, sangs-rgyas in Tibetan, describes the experience of one's mental-spiritual darkness dissipating and, with this dissipation, the light-that-we-are spreading. It is unfortunate that a deeply moving experience has been misplaced and misconstrued into a dull Buddha-thing and commercially exploited idol. 10. Bothye andgdod-ma are nouns and suggest a beginning as a no-beginning. The phrases ye-nas andgdod-nas might be clumsily rendered as "from the perspective of the ye " and "from the perspective of the gdod-ma," the ye antedating, as it were, the gdod-ma. 11. For details see Guenther (1996), p. 73. 12. Sangs-rgyas kun-gyi dgongs-pa'i bcud-bsdus ri-bo brtsegs-pa, 3: 9a. 13. rGyud thams-cad-kyi rgyal-po Nyi-zla'i snying-po 'od- 'bar-ba bdud-rtsi rgya-mtsho 'khyil-ba, 3: 21b. This work will henceforth be quoted under the short title Nyi-zla'i snying-po 'od-'bar-ba. 14. These are the chos-sku, longs-sku, and sprul-sku. A detailed "explanation" would require lengthy chapters concerning each of these forestructures. 15. These are the more or less well-known "pollutants" (nyon-mongs): "(mental-spiritual) dullness-darkness" (gti- mug), "irritability-aversion-hatred" (zhe-sdang), and "passionate attachment," "cupidity-addiction" Cdod-chags). 16. Tib. zhing-khams. The best explanation of this compound (zhing and khams) is found in Khrag-'thung rol- pa'i rdo-rje's Dag-snang ye-shes dra-ba-las gnas-lugs rang- byung-gi rgyud rdo-rje snying-po, p. 266: One speaks of zhing, because it is like a field in the sense that it is the source from which Being's lighting- up as samsara and/or nirvana spreads, as well as in the sense that it has become the universe of man's cognitive domain. One speaks of khams, because in whatever sensuous mode samsara and nirvana manifest themselves, they have the same flavor by virtue of being the expression of man's potential as his optimization thrust. Specifically these supramundane realms are, each in its own way, related to man's three existential forestructures (on which see above n. 14). In this sense we might conceive of these forestructures as excitations of their environing fields from which they cannot be separated as monolithic entities. 17. Tib. 'khor-logsum. Padmasambhava's bDud-rtsi bcud- thigs sgron-ma brtsegs-pa, 2: 325, explains this technical phrase to the effect that the rig-pa, "the supraconscious ecstatic intensity," the yid, "the egological mind," and the sems, "mentation/mentality as the individual's ontic foundation," fail to hold to their legitimate place, that is, the ground-that-is-not (gzhi/gzhi-med). It is easy to see in this 'khor-lo gsum what a mathematician calls "rotational symmetry." What this means may be illustrated by the rotation of a square whose position in space cannot (and must not) be altered. To preserve this position the axis must pass through the center. Ifthe axis is perpendicular to the plane of the square, any rotation will leave the square in its original plane. Three rotations by 90', 180' or 270' leave the square indistinguishable from its original state. In mythopoeic imagery the "environment" or "realm" of which the chos-sku is, so to say, the "excitation," is a sheer radiance Cod-gsal rdo-rje snying-po). Its "environment" or "realm," of which the longs-sku is its excitation, is the "sound waves issuing from the drum that is being beaten by Being's personification as Brahma" (tshangs-pa'i rnga-sgra), and the "environment" or "realm" (of which the sprul-sku is its excitation) is Mahabrahma (tshangs-pa chen-po) in whom we can easily recognize the Brahmil sahampati of the Pali tradition. These images reflect the Indian contribution to the evolution ofrDzogs- chen thought. 18. It is interesting to note that the illustrative images for this bland uniformity or symmetry, carrying with it the idea of being something static, are thoroughly dynamic in rDzogs-chen thinking: mkha'-klong "the sky/space vortex" and rgya-mtsho-klong "the ocean vortex." 19. Nyi-zla 'od-'bar mkha'-klong rnam-dag rgya-mtsho gsal-ba, 1: 123a. 20. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ma'i gsang- rgyud, 25: 367a. 21. The text continues stating that this self/Self is a quincunx of originary awareness modes that tend to condense into the five elemental forces and, in so doing, undergo a symmetry break into an original radiance and a set of phonemes resulting in dichotomic thought processes. 22. Nam-mkha' 'bar-ba'i rgyud, 1: 95b. 23. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ina'i gsang- rgyud, 25: 366a. 24. By "translation" I understand the conveyance of the meaning in one language into that of another language, not a mechanical transposition of a word in one language into that of another language, reflecting the mechanic's total lack of context awareness. 25. rDzogs-pa-chen-po'i cig-chod kun-grol chen-po, 25: 389a. Because of the intricacy of both the original text and its translation, the original is here quoted in full: The Emergence o/the EgolSelfComplementarity and its Beyond 29 sems-nyid kun-shes kun-rig dri-med 'di gsal stong nam-mkha' lta-bur gdod-ma-nas rang-byung ye-shes mngon-sum gsal-ba-ru gtan-la phebs-na de-ka chos-nyid yin 26. The compound shes-rig is split into its two components shes and rig, each of which is qualified by kun meaning "all" in the sense of "through and through." shes can be likened to the "ground state" of sems-nyid and rig to its "excited state." In their coherence these two "states" describe what we would call a fluctuation. 27. This qualifying term describes the bland uniformity of the mathematician's idea of symmetry as a dynamic concept, and links up with the image ofthe clear and open sky that, in r Dzogs-chen thought, is far from being a static entity. 28. In the compound gsal-stong both components have a verbal character. While we have no difficulty in expressing this verbal character ofgsal, when necessary, as "radiating," we have considerable difficulties in rendering stong adequately. A. N. Whitehead's "not allowing permanent structures to persist" comes closest to what the Tibetan term intends. The rendering of this term by "empty" (because its Sanskrit corresponding term sunya is an adjective, not a verb) is plain nonsense. "Empty," as well as its noun form "emptiness" (sunyata) are container metaphors. And sems-nyid as an epistemological-ontological concept is certainly not a container. 29. There is a close connection betweenye-shes "originary awareness mode(s)" andgdod-ma "incipience." Bothye and gdod-ma refer to a beginning such that ye antedates, as it were, the gdod-ma. This would imply that (any) ye-shes is a kind of Ur-wissen as a potentiality, that in its becoming actual reminds us of the famous dictum by the German poet N ovalis (Friedrich Leopold, FreiheIT von Hardenberg): Aller Anfang ist schon ein zweiter Anfang (Every beginning is already a second beginning). 30. Nyi-zla'i snying-po 'od-'bar-ba, 3: 20b. 31. Ibid. 32. Ibid., fo1. 21b. 33. The qualifying adjective chen-po is, grammatically speaking, an elative: "there could be nothing greater," hence the expression bdag-nyid chen-po means: "there could be nothing greater than this Self." 34. Bang-mdzod 'phrul-gyi lde'u-mig, 6: 162a. 35. I avoid the current rendering of this term by "secret," because it is a mystery-monger's commercial ploy. The wordgsang is an experiential term: what is so referred to must be experienced in order to be known. 36. To be very precise, the Tibetan term rang-rig corresponds to the Sanskrit word suasariwitti, a key concept of the Indian Mimiinisaka system of philosophy. It means that the individual's cognitive capacity/quality (rig, saniuit) is autonomous (rang, sua) and does not depend on something other than itself. 37. In order to avoid any misunderstanding and rash conclusions regarding the use of "we" and "it" by Erich J antsch in the above quotation, it may be pointed out that, though this use seems to be similar to Carl Gustav Jung's use of "personality No. I" and "personality No.2," the difference is enormous. J antsch speaks from the perspective of a system as a whole; Jung speaks from the perspective of what may be said to be aspects of the whole. Certainly, a psychopathic condition is not the same as being an individuated person: it is the very opposite, if not to say, the negation of it. 38. The term "mind" (sems) is here used in a rather sweeping manner. In itself it comprises a variety of pre sensory functions and in this sense can be said to be an individual's ontic foundation as the basis of his intellectual (mental/spiritual) horizon. Within the hierarchical organization of the individual's psyche it ranks lower than what is referred to by rig-pa and/or rang- rig with its functions as probes of its depth. 39. sPros-bral don-gsal, 1: 48ab. 40. sNang-srid kha-sbyor bdud-rtsi bcud-thigs, 2: 234b. 41. These are dullness-darkness in the sense of spiritual unexcitedness and unexcitability, irritation-aversion- hatred, and passionate attachment/cupidity-addiction. 42. These are the same as those listed in note 41, augmented by arrogance and envy. 43. Nyi-zla'i snying-po 'od-'bar-ba, 3: 22ab. 44. This triad of sku gsung thugs differs markedly from the triad lus ngag sems. Both triads are usually rendered as "body," "speech," and "mind." The former triad belongs to the level of experiential thinking that does not allow of clear-cut demarcations. Hence, this unitrinity has been rendered slightly unconventionally, though it is phenomenologically precise. The latter triad belongs to the level of representational thinking with all its fragmentizing features. 45. The contrast between and/or the complementarity of dullness-darkness (gti-mug) and the light that is the chos- sku is clearly stated by Padmasambhava in his sPros-bral don-gsal, 1: 55a: When the chos-sku radiates, organismic thinking comes to nought, And 1: 55b: With the chos-sku radiating, dichotomic thinking diminishes. 46. Linguistically speaking, the nyid in the bdag-nyid points beyond itself to wholeness (or Being-qua-being) that makes it possible for althe Self to be. 47. Nyi-zla'i snying-po 'od-'bar-ba, 3: 25b. 48. Ibid., fo1. 26b. In this quote only the answer has been translated. 30 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 49. These are the three hierarchically organized levels of the individual's psychophysical dimension: the level of sensuality, the level of aesthetic patterns, and the level of no patterns whatsoever. 50. These are its "overall searching," its "determining the object of its search," and its "settling on it." The implication is that the egological mind deals with idees fixes. 51. Though not explicitly stated, a triad of phase space is understood: chos-nyid -> chos-can -> chos, where chos- nyid (Being's ex-tensity as the dimension where meanings are stored or in statu nascendi) is what we tend to call the creative vacuum; chos-can (that which is of the nature of chos-nyid) is, in phenomenological diction, Being's openness closing-in onto itself; and chos is this closure in misplaced concreteness. 52. A detailed account of this "coming face to face" (ngo- sprod), found in several works by Padmasambhava, would go beyond the scope of this essay. 53. Nyi-zla'i snying-po 'od-'bar-ba, 3: 25a. 54. Ibid., fo1. 30b. References A. Works in English Dineen, T. (1996). Manufacturing victims: What the psychol- ogy industry is doing to people. Montreal: Robert Davies. Guenther, H. (1996). The Teachings of Padmasambhava. Leiden: Brill. Hannah, B. (1997). Jung: His life and work. Wilmette, IL: Chiron Publications. Jantsch, E. (1980). The self-organizing universe: Scientific and human implications of the emerging paradigm of evo- lution. Oxford, England: Pergamon Press. Stewart, I. (1998). Life's other secret: The new mathematics of the living world. New York: Wiley. Stewart, I., & Cohen, J. (1997). Figments of reality: The evo- lution of the curious mind. New York: Cambridge Univer- sity Press. Szasz, T. S. (1988). The myth of psychotherapy: Mental heal- ing as religion, rhethoric, and repression. Syracuse, NY: Syracuse University Press. Szasz, T. S. (1997). The manufacture of madness: A compara- tive study of the Inquisition and the mental health move- ment. Syracuse, NY: Syracuse University Press Webster, R. (1995). Why Freud was wrong: Sin, science, and psychoanalysis. New York: Basic Books. B. Works in Tibetan Unless stated otherwise all works are quoted from the Derge (sDe-dge) edition of the rNying-ma'i rgyud-'bum by volume and folio number, as well as from the Taipei edition of the Tibetan Tripitaka, by volume, page, and column number. The Emergence of the Ego/Self Complementarity and its Beyond 31 32 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi A Transpersonal Anthropologist Looks at the Anima Charles D. Laughlin Carleton University Ottawa, Ontario, Canada and International Consciousness Research Laboratories (ICRL) Men past their midlives may become involved in a dialogue with their own unconscious. This dialogue often takes the form offemale and female-related imagery and feelings that represent hidden mental processes in the self. C. G. Jung called the producer of these images and feelings the anima (or the animus in women), the harbinger of the contrasexual aspects of our being. We often come to know the anima by becoming aware of the qualities we project upon our contrasexual Other. The author, a trans personal anthropologist, explores his own forty years of encounters with his anima, beginning with spontaneous and ecstatic "mandala experiences," and proceeding through decades of meditation and study in the traditions of Tibetan Tantric Buddhism, the Western mysteries, and Navajo religion. He argues that engagement with the anima is a hermeneutic process, and that traditional societies often have an intact, mystical cycle of meaning within which such experiences make sense. Euroamerican ) contemplatives, however, are frequently in the position of having to create their own cycle of meaning, because their enculturation does not inform their personal anima experiences. The role of culture in mediating anima/us related interpretations is discussed, and a model is presented that may help guide practitioners to a better understanding of how their psyches work, relative to both their conscious- unconscious and their personal and cultural conditioning. The author concludes with an argument in favor of a closer integration of trans personal psychology and transpersonal anthropology. Not all the contents of the anima and animus are projected .. . Many of them appear spontaneously in dreams and so on, and many more can be made conscious through active imagination. In this way we find that thoughts, feelings, and affects are alive in us which we would never have believed possible. Naturally, possibilities of this sort seem utterly fantastic to anyone who has not experienced them himself, for a normal person "knows what he thinks." Such a childish attitude on the part of the "normal person" is simply the rule, so that no one without experience in this field can be expected to understand the real nature of anima and animus. -Jung, Aion (1951/1959, p. 19) I T ALL BEGAN nearly forty years ago when I awoke early one morning staring at the world through a mandala. I don't mean mandala in a metaphoric sense, but quite literally. I came out of sleep and into waking awareness in a state of bliss and looking at my room filtered through the most exquisitely complex and colorful mandala. It was a living thing and pulsed in synchrony with the rhythm of bliss energies I felt coursing through my body. The experience lasted for only a few minutes and then subsided. The mandala image faded as the bliss energies faded. It is hard to describe the complexity of the image, for no matter how proficient an artist I might have been, there is no way I could ever have rendered the image accurately on paper. It was made up of hundreds ofthousands of fine, radiant colored lines, like a multicolored, pulsing doily or circular lacework made of pure energy hanging in front of my eyes. The ambient light in my bedroom was dim, but I The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 33-52 33 2001 by Panigada Press could discern the normal objects in the room through the gauzelike filter of the mandala. This experience scared me. In fact I became furious with a friend with whom I had had coffee the night before, thinking that she had spiked my drink with some kind of drug. That was before I myself had explored psychoactive substances, and I was very naive about such things. Of course my friend had not inflicted any drugs on me, nor was she the kind of person who would have done such a thing. As it turned out, this was the first of many such mandala experiences that I was to have over the years, and I quite naturally became very curious about their phenomenology. The experiences in those early days were always spontaneous, and I had no notion that I could willfully produce them. They were essentially hypnopompic images and they all shared a common structure: 1. The Visual Aspect. An intense visual experience consisting of an intricate pattern of bright colored, infinitesimal lines-the total configuration corresponding to a classical mandala (i.e., a pattern that manifests a definite center, is symmetrical about that center, and is circular while at the same time "quaternary"; see Argiielles and Argiielles, 1972). The pattern is so intense that it may be perceived for a few minutes or longer after awakening, with the eyes open or closed, even in a lighted environment. 2. The Affective Aspect. An intense and active state of euphoria not associated with the ingestion of drugs. This affective state corresponds in intensity and decay rate with the visual aspect and is a similar state to that experienced in deep meditation or trance. Over the years I have spoken with a few people who have had similar experiences of mandalas in their waking consciousness-usually during meditation sessions-and many more people who recall mandala motifs arising in their dreams. The direct experience of spontaneous, eidetic mandala imagery while people are awake, however, appears to be a fairly rare event. I am still not clear as to whether or not the mandala experience occurs in all persons during their dream life, or merely in a significant few. But that it is experienced by some people in all societies is quite likely, for the mandala motif in company with other images expressing the wholeness of the self is-as Jung (1951/1959) noted inAion-a virtual cultural universal. The appearance ofthe mandala motif in religious and nonreligious symbolism is very widespread among the world's societies. It is present in the iconography of Buddhist sects, Australian aborigines, and various Plains Indian groups, as well as Western Christianity, to mention but a few examples. Jung and the Mandala l UNG WAS, of course, fascinated by the mandala. But I was unaware of Jung or of his interest uring those early years of spontaneous transpersonal episodes and later drug-induced explorations. 1 My first encounter with Jung and his interest in mandala symbolism was profound and significant. A decade after my own first mandala experience, I was browsing in a bookstore and found a copy of Jung's Mandala Symbolism (1959/1972). As I leafed through the plates, I was struck by the remarkable similarity between four ofthose images and my own mandala experiences. So I bought the book, and only later did I discover in an editorial footnote that the four plates I had identified were the very four, and the only four, that Jung himself painted from his own dream recalL 2 This remarkable correspondence naturally led me to study closely all of Jung's writings pertaining to the mandala. In a number of places, Jung (e.g., 1964) points to the scientific significance of the mandala motif in dreams and religious symbolism around the world. Jung described the phenomenon as follows: The Sanskrit word mandala means "circle" in the ordinary sense of the word. In the sphere of religious practices and in psychology it denotes circular images, which are drawn, painted, modeled, or danced. Plastic structures of this kind are to be found, for instance, in Tibetan Buddhism, and as dance figures these circular patterns occur also in Dervish monasteries. As psychological phenomena they appear spontaneously in dreams, in certain states of conflict, and in cases of schizophrenia. Very frequently they contain a quaternityor a multiple offour, in the form of a cross, a star, a square, an octagon, etc. In alchemy we encounter this motifin the form of quadratura circuli. (1959/1972, p. 3) J ung firmly believed in the existence of the universal or "collective" unconscious, as well as in the fundamental tendency of humans to reason by constructing binary oppositions, or antinomies. 34 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Jung felt the mandala to be the key to human symbolism because it is a primal archetype. 3 As such it often represents both the self and the unification or nexus of all possible oppositions (Jung 195V1959, p. 31). Among other contexts, the mandala is encountered by the conscious ego in that of dreaming. But one thing that impressed me from the beginning is that, although Jung did encounter mandala motifs in his dreams and in his automatic painting exercises, he apparently did not encounter eidetic mandala imagery in the waking state in either hypnagogic/hypnopompic states or contemplative visions. This difference in our respective experiences of the mandala turns out to be crucial, for so far as I can tell, Jung never fully appreciated the mandala as a type of anima imagery, or as a doorway to the anima. His interpretation of mandala images was limited to an expression of the wholeness of the self archetype. Mandala As Anima L ET ME continue with my own mandala saga and I will return to this point in a moment. In working with these spontaneous mandala experiences, I learned that I could gain some measure of control over the experience by the exercise of concentration upon the center of the image. The more intense and unbroken my concentration became, the longer I could hold the image and the ecstatic affect that accompanied it. In effect, what I was learning to do was to prolong the hypnopompic state by stabilizing what is normally an evanescent warp of consciousness between the dream world and the waking world into a more enduring state of consciousness. 4 I initially hit upon this technique unaided, but I later discovered that it is used to good effect in Tibetan dream yoga for the alteration of the hypnagogic/hypnopompic warps in order to retain awareness during the dream phases. In this fashion, I was able to stabilize the imagery and affect for up to thirty minutes or more at a time. 5 At some point in this development, the intricate, lacy mandalas began to morpho At first they only became geometrically dynamic-much like the ever-changing image in a child's kaleidoscope-but with the difference that the geometric imagery appeared to emerge from the center of the mandala and flow outwards to the edges of the visual field. Later, this process of emergence began to take on a three-dimensional quality and became one of rushing down a long, geometrically intricate tunnel. If my concentration was sufficiently intense, the tunnel experience would open out into other kinds of visions, either of bright lights, or of some scenario like a lucid dream. I was not asleep, however, and was very much awake and aware. By the later 1970s, or about a decade and a half after the first mandala experience, I had learned a lot about formal meditation. During one weekend retreat, while I was meditating upon my breath, the mandala experience again arose. 6 I experienced myself flying down the usual tunnel with ever- increasing bliss, and into a light that became brighter and brighter until brilliant white light pervaded my entire consciousness and the bliss had increased to the point of almost unendurable ecstasy. When I slowly returned to the awareness of my tingling and twitching body and my surroundings, I found I was lying on the floor, curled up in the fetal position, ten feet from the chair I had been sitting in when the experience had begun. I retained no memory of how I had gotten there. As it turned out, this was the first time that the mandala experience had morphed into a birthing experience, an initiation as it were. It became an exploration that was to unfold for some years afterwards, especially during meditation retreats. These experiences brought me back into contact with my birth and with the trauma associated with that event. For some years, I could not do breathwork without triggering birthing experiences, sometimes associated with mandala imagery.7 On top of this, during the latter 1970s and early 1980s I was intensively doing the Tibetan Tantric Buddhist foundation practices (ngon- dro), one of which is called the "mandala practice" or dkyil-'khor (Beyer, 1973, pp. 437ff; MacDonald, Cove, Laughlin & McManus, 1988). This repetitive practice involves constructing a mandala-like form out of rice atop a round, mirror-like surface and then wiping the surface clean. The practitioner concentrates on the operation of assembling and disassembling the rice-form while repeating a chant that describes the construction of the mandala-like mystical cosmos surrounding the mythical Mount Sumeru. This operation is repeated, often for hours at a time, at least a hundred thousand times during Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 35 the basic introductory work prior to advanced Tantric practice. s It is not surprising that this practice deepened and elaborated my spontaneous experiences of mandalas, and mandala-associated birthing experiences (a type of anima experience), and underscored the significance of the mandala as a "calling" as it were from the anima-the mandala taking on the characteristics of "the womb of form" (Namgyal Rimpoche, 1981). At such times, our consciousness produces an experiential surround with ourselves in the middle, which may be considered an aspect of the Great Mother archetype. Parenthetically, it is precisely this kind of experience that is used to support empirically the view of death and birth as depicted in the Tibetan Book of the Dead (or Bardo Thodol, Tib: bar-do' i- thos-grol; see Fremantle & Chogyam Trungpa, 1975). The Tibetan term bardo refers to the space or gap between things, between events. A bardo is a point of transition between one state and another. With respect to the stream of consciousness, bardo is equivalent to our biogenetic structural concept of "warp" between "phases" or states of consciousness. 9 With respect to death, the bardo refers to the warp between the end of this life and the beginning ofthe next life- in other words, rebirth. And some of the phenomenology arising during the bardo is said to involve whizzing down tunnels into light and other lucid phenomena. The mandala experience as I have described it is a type of anima experience, or may morph into anima-related imagery. In terms of psychodynamics at least, mandala motifs may constitute anima expressions which vary in their function and their interpretation according to their distinct geometry and dynamics. I would suggest at least three types of spontaneous mandala experiences, as well as their functions: 1. Static, two-dimensional mandalas. In their two-dimensional form without much morphing, mandalas may emphasize union or relations among antinomous structures. They may constitute a "calling" from the self to greater union, or a warning that the ego is off center in some significant way. 2. Dynamic, two-dimensional mandalas. In their more dynamic, kaleidoscopic, but two- dimensional form, mandalas may express the antinomies that arise and pass away within the ongoing stream of consciousness. The warning here from the self may be to attend to the stream of consciousness and position the awareness in the middle between the demands and productions of binary structures-for example, between ego and shadow aspects. 3. Dynamic, three-dimensional mandalas. In their dynamic and three-dimensional "tunnel- like" form, mandalas may represent the recurring transformation and "re-birth" which is required for the ego to become sufficiently flexible to incorporate both shadow and anima materials into its increasingly dynamic organization. This recurring process may express the alternating coniunctio and negrido phases of psychic growth that Jung emphasized (Schwartz-Salant, 1998, Ch. 7). Jung on the Anima J UNG'S DISCOVERY of the anima (Latin for ''breath,'' "soul," "shade") in males and the animus in females is one of the main distinguishing features of his view of psychodynamics. 10 The anima/us is a: ... natural archetype that satisfactorily sums up all the statements of the unconscious, of the primitive mind, of the history oflanguage and religion. It is a "factor" in the proper sense ofthe word. Man cannot make [the anima/us]; on the contrary, it is always the a priori element in his moods, reactions, impulses, and whatever else is spontaneous in psychic life. It is something that lives of itself, that makes us live; it is a life behind consciousness that cannot be completely integrated with it, but from which, on the contrary, consciousness arises. For, in the last analysis, psychic life is for the greater part an unconscious life that surrounds consciousness on all sides-a notion that is sufficiently obvious when one considers how much unconscious preparation is needed, for instance, to register a sense- impression. (Jung, 1940/1968a, p. 27) The anima/us performs the bridge or mediator function between the ego and the collective unconscious (Jung, 1930-1934/1997, p.127; Steinberg 1993, p. 183)-that vast field of archetypal structures that we inherit by virtue of having human brains (Jung, 1940/1968a, pp. 27-28; see also Laughlin, 1996a).11 Jung noted that there are as many archetypes as there are species-wide, typical perceptions (1940/1968a, p. 48). Archetypes of the collective unconscious are in a certain sense 36 The InternationalJournal ofTranspersonal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 indistinguishable from the instincts (1951/1959, p. 179), and it is from the archetypal structures that the more developed, differentiated and mature structures of experience grow (Steinberg, 1993, pp. 182-185). The archetypes are living tissue, and whether or not they grow, they are alive and will at every opportunity "do their thing," usually outside the bounds of our ego consciousness. The anima/us is also one of the most controversial of Jung's notions. 12 This is due primarily to (1) the difficulty of operationalizing the term in the kind of crisp, inclusive-exclusive form that science requires, and (2) the cultural stereotypes evident in Jung's definition of male and female attributes. Jung never intended the concepts to be other than phenomenological ones, covering as they so usefully do the very fuzzy natural categories of our experiences of the collective unconscious: The empirical reality summed up under the concept of the anima forms an extremely dramatic content of the unconscious. It is possible to describe this content in rational, scientific language, but in this way one entirely fails to express its living character. Therefore, in describing the living processes of the psyche, I deliberately and consciously give preference to a dramatic, mythological way of thinking and speaking, because this is not only more expressive but also more exact than an abstract scientific terminology, which is wont to toy with the notion that its theoretic formulations may one fine day be resolved into algebraic equations. (Jung, 195111959, p. 13) The anima/us cannot be pinned down to a crisp theoretical formulation, for to attempt to do so, as many "Jungian" systematists are wont to do, is to rob the term of its essentially phenomenological power. Indeed, natural categories oftranspersonal experiences are by their very nature fuzzy (see Laughlin, 1993 on this issue). As Jung (196111965) notes in his autobiography, Memories, Dreams, Reflections, the notion of anima/us arose as a consequence of his experience of his parents, the experiences of his patients, and especially in his own internal process of individuation. Considering this rich symbolic material, Jung suspected at first that the anima/us is in relation to the unconscious as the persona is in relation to the external world of objects (Jung, 1928/1966, p. 304). But being open to his own experiences, he later came to see that the same-sex shadow performs that filtering process with the unconscious, and that the anima/us involves the direct apprehension of the unconscious by the ego-a relationship that may nonetheless be distorted by shadow responses to contrasexual content. Indeed, it was Jung's view that it is through incorporating the shadow, or the personal unconscious, that one comes into a more direct and effective interaction with the anima/us. For this reason, he argued that the anima/us should be encountered within the context of actual human relationships in order for the contrasexual elements of the psyche to be integrated into consciousness (Jung, 195111959, p. 22). As we shall see, while this is the most common course of integration of anima/us materials, especially for individuals undergoing analysis, the enactment of the syzygies 13 in actual relationships is neither necessary nor sufficient for individuation. Were this not true, then Eastern paths like Tantric Buddhism would be ineffectual. Unfortunately, most people never come to understand that many ofthe attributes they project upon their contrasexual opposites derive from qualities of their own psyches that their enculturation 14 has caused to be alienated from their consciousness. In blind ignorance of their own psychodynamics, most people fail to perceive the many and varied ways in which they project themselves upon other people (Jung, 195111959, p. 19; 1930-1934/1997, pp. 4-5). Nonetheless, experience teaches those with the eyes to see that we frequently become ensnared by our own projected psychic materials: The Anima determines man's relationship to women, and in the encounter with a woman, man experiences and recognizes the essence of his own soul. Wherever he projects his soul upon a woman, a kind of magic identity is established. This expresses itself in the guise of overwhelming emotions, especially with the intense feeling of "falling-in-Iove." Thereby the Anima becomes fate-shaping. When one's own soul is projected, one feels unable to separate oneself any longer from the object of the projection. When one believes he has found, at long last, one's complement, one does not want to lose this "other half." Thus the Anima drives the young man towards the realization of his yearnings. (Brunner, 1963/ 1986, pp. xxi-xxii) We unconsciously yearn for unity with our self, but because we are outer-oriented, we project the Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 37 contrasexual aspects of our selves upon the Other and then feel compelled to interact with the Other in a manner Jung called participation mystique (1930-1934/1997, pp. 6-7; after Lucien Levy- Bruhl, 1923/1966), or the kind of magi co-mystical involvement in which we can become trapped when possessed by unconscious materials. Such possession states are frequently highly charged with psychic energy (i.e., libido; see Jung, 1912/ 1956, Part 2, ch. 2) and the object of our obsession numinous, bordering on the sacred. Because the state of participation mystique is a special kind of hyperintentionality (samadhi or "absorption- state" in Buddhist psychology; see Laughlin, McManus & d'Aquili 1990, p. 118), the experience is of at least a partial dissolution of ego boundaries and a sense of more or less union with the Other. Culture and the Anima I T IS quite possible for any of us to learn how our own psyches work. To accomplish this, however, requires that one develop a contemplative turn of mind. Armed with contemplative skills (Laughlin, McManus & d'Aquili, 1990, ch. 11), it is possible to understand the mechanisms of consciousness by studying one's own mental acts-even as they are operating upon objects and events in the world. And sooner or later this process of internal study brings us into contact with our anima/us. As I mentioned above, Jung suggested the term anima/us to cover the experiences we all have of the contrasexual archetypes, the material appropriate to the opposite sex that we inherit as humans and suppress during our development. 15 For me, as for other males, this relationship with the unconscious is often mediated by feminine imagery, as well as by reflection upon my relationships with real women. That is, aspects of my unconscious self are frequently represented by female motifs in dreams, fantasies, episodes of active imagination, spontaneous visions (Skt: nimitta) during meditation, and in projections upon actual females with whom I am in relationship (Meier, 1995, p. 103). Those Eros qualities that in the course of my own enculturation were considered female-qualities like nurturance, emotion, sensitivity to nuances of relationship, mood, softness, intuition and spiritual awareness-were for a long time suppressed in my quest for a male identity.16 But because that quest had drawn my ego way off center from the self, the self began to call the ego back into its fold with imagery that hooked my attention and awareness-the first and foremost call being the mandala experience. My path of individuation, as is perhaps the case with everyone, has been idiosyncratic-a reflection of my own distinct life-course (Ulanov & Ulanov, 1994, p. 19). In addition, my path has also reflected both cultural and genetic elements-my life-long enculturation and the array of archetypal structures I inherited as a human with a very typical human nervous system. Much has been made of Jung's presumed ignorance of the fact that his experiences as a contemplative and as a healer were culturally loaded. But this view is largely the result of. a superficial reading of Jung. In fact he was perfectly aware that the anima/us experiences of people from other cultures would be different and conditioned by their upbringing. Moreover, as the archetypes themselves are never experienced directly, and are really structures, not contents, an infinite variety of images and themes may be mediated by the anima/us, depending upon personal and cultural factors (see Ulanov & Ulanov, 1994, pp. 16-18 for a good discussion of this issue).17 Keep in mind that Jungwas as avid a reader of the ethnography of his day as was his teacher, Freud, before him. Indeed, his appreciation of cross-cultural variation was at the root of his suspicion that Eastern yogic and spiritual practices were inappropriate for Euroamericans. As for myself, because my masculine ego-ideal, as well as the field of underdeveloped archetypes comprising my unconscious, were heavily impacted by my upbringing, it is clear that just what constellation of archetypes comprises the anima for me will vary from that of other males in my society, and is demonstrably influenced heavily by culture. Culture clearly influences the extent to which a male identifies with the variety of functions of the psyche-with emotion, with intuition, and with other attributes of self. Thus . ~ the path of self-discovery for each of us is as much an encounter with our cultural background and personal development as it is with the deeper and instinctual collective unconscious. 18 As is sometimes said in the Western mysteries, each knight must enter the forest at the place darkest to him (or her). 38 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi Since the beginning of time man, with his wholesome animal instinct, has been engaged in combat with his soul and its demon ism. If the soul were uniformly dark it would be a simple matter. Unfortunately this is not so, for the anima can appear also as an angel of light, a psychopomp who points the way to the highest meaning ... --Jung(1940/1968a,p.29) W HEN WE do enter that forest, we enter the domain of the Wild Mother (i.e., the chthonic unconscious, the thoroughly chaotic and undifferentiated domain of Eros). We encounter both mythical beasts and domesticated animals, demons of every sort and description, and eventually the positive and negative aspects of the contrasexual anima/us. As we emerge from each encounter, we are impressed with the living reality of the archetypes-entities in the depths of the psyche that seem not only to be alive and enduring, but also marked by something approaching consciousness. Jung's writings appear at times to be ambiguous with respect to whether or not the archetypes are actually conscious, and in particular, how conscious the anima/us may be. He speaks at times as though the anima only attains consciousness by interaction and integration with the ego (e.g., Jung, 1951/1959, pp. 24-25), and at other times he speaks ofthe anima as the ego's psychopomp in its exploration of the unconscious, and as having a personality of its own (e.g., Jung, 1930-1934/1997, pp. 1215- 1216). However, this ambiguity is only apparently so. A closer reading of Jung, accompanied by the requisite direct experience, may lead to a better understanding of the subtle distinction between being conscious of something in the normal ego sense, and the active, living presence and intention of non-ego mediated archetypes. The archetypes do compete for trophic resources, for after all they are living cells within the central nervous system (see Laughlin, 1996a). Being organizations of millions of cells, the archetypes will "do their thing," so to speak, in a very active way. But just because structures in the unconscious are living systems, compete for trophic resources, and may eventually become entrained to conscious network,19 this does not mean that the archetypes themselves are conscious. Rather, as Jung (1930-193411997) suggests: "It is as if you cut off a little finger and it continued to live quite independently; it would then be a little finger personality, it would be a he or a she, it would give itself a name and talk out of its own mind" (p. 1216). The struggle of "I-ness" among the complexes is achieved through the competition of organized societies of cells for entrainment to conscious network-in this respect I come down heavily on Jung's side rather than James Hillman's more metaphysical views (Hillman, 1989, p. 31; Collins, 1994, p. 13). As far as I can tell, the archetypes are not conscious in the commonsense way we all mean by the term-a term defined primarily by the qualities of awareness and intentionality that we experience in ourselves every day. But when the archetypes engage consciousness by way of imagery, they do become involved to some extent in consciousness, and in a certain sense ''become conscious." As Jung (1928/1966) repeatedly emphasized, however, the archetypes are autonomous, and cannot be known directly, but only by way of their sensory productions. So causation from consciousness back to the archetypes (so to speak) is constrained by the fact ofthe unconscious nature of archetypal processing (p. 97). The unconscious, and especially the collective unconscious, is largely free from the intentionality of consciousness. Yet, at the same time, the process of assimilation of archetypal materials by the ego does exercise a certain limiting effect upon subsequent transformations produced by the archetypes, and the role of the ego in generating distinctions and discriminations among archetypal elements arising in consciousness is fundamental to the effect ofthe archetypes on our experience. Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 39 The most common medium for encountering the anima/us is in our most intimate contrasexual relationships, beginning of course with our cross- sex parent (Ulanov & Ulanov, 1994; Schwartz- Salant, 1998). There is fascinating evidence from pre- and perinatal psychology that we are born as social beings, cognizing and participating in social events, and knowing our mothers. Not only is the world of physical objects archetypally "already there" to neonatal perception at, or before birth, so too is the world of socially significant objects and interactions. These are objects that include speech sounds or vocal vibrations, interactive gestures, emotional expressions and faces, and especially the face, gestures, feelings, smell, physical touch, breasts and speech of the mother (Field, 1985; Murray & Trevarthen, 1985; Butterworth & Grover, 1988). In other words, we are born with certain nascent proclivities to project socially relevant meaning upon significant others. As I have argued elsewhere (Laughlin, 1990), the psychological attributes projected upon the feminine are nonarbitrary, and are grounded in our pre- and perinatal experiences of both the woman as the world, and the mother or female caregiver as a powerful mediator between the perinatal child and the world. Because of this heavy archetypal loading, followed by early experiential identification of the feminine with Eros, the Logos faculties of the higher cortical functions that generally develop later than the experiential-emotional faculties become invested in the masculine. Of course the extent of opposition between feminine and masculine attributes in the adult will depend upon the personality, enculturation and age of the individual. Nonetheless, there exists a recognizable cross-cultural and nonarbitrary regularity to gender projections. The whole of the self is never projected upon the Other, nor can we rely solely upon tracking our projections onto Others in the outer world to learn the full breadth and depth of our anima/us manifestations (Jung, 1951/1959, p. 19; cf. Schwartz-Salant, 1998, Ch. 10). This is because living people often draw projections they resemble in some manner relative to our anima/us imagery. But no one person can resemble all of our anima/ us. In my case, my anima will generate one set of attributions upon a small, dark, compact and moody woman who becomes for me a chthonic nixie 20_a woman vaguely resembling my mother in her youth. She is a creature of the oceanic depths, inarticulate and seductive in her ways, emotionally chaotic and often destructive; and if my gaze were to become trapped by her, I would be led into a tumultuous and chaotic roller coaster ride which would inevitably end in torment and self-denigration-a siren of monumental proportions in my phenomenology, indeed. But also my anima will project another set of attributions upon a taller, fairer, more slender and more intelligent woman-a female Other of radiance and loving countenance who may act as both nurturing lover, fellow spiritual companion, and psychopomp. The anima qualities that I "recognize" in the Other will be somewhat different, depending upon the archetypal category to which the woman penetrates. 21 And of course, no living person can live up to these projections entirely, if at all-be they positive or negative. If one holds tenaciously to these projections and attempts to ignore or explain away the anomalous qualities of the real person, then the relationship, so long as it lasts, is doomed to acted-out psychopathology and/or oblivion. When it comes to relationships with the opposite sex, we are caught upon the horns ofthe proverbial dilemma-and the dilemma is wired into our neurophysiology. On the one hand we are designed to track and model reality in a veridical way. This is important in the interests of adaptation. Psychotic hunters would not last long in the jungle. On the other hand, we are propelled by an inner urge to organic unity-to organize the bits and pieces of our psyche into a coherent whole. When we become engaged in tracking our anima/us, we find out that the same person in the real world-our significant Other-is the object of the drive both for verity and for an anima/us projection device (or APD). The same person becomes both a real object in the world, and a mirror of our own unconscious processes. As I have mentioned already, much is made in the literature about real relationships being the principal locus for the anima/us work (e.g., Schwartz-Salant, 1998). While this is probably true for most people who work within a Jungian frame, full engagement with the anima/us does not require a real person, nor is a real relationship sufficient for completing the work. In order to optimize our encounters with our anima/us, we must learn to track our dream, fantasy and other imagery directly-we must 40 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 learn to quiet the mind and contemplate spontaneous visions, and explore themes and scenarios in active imagination. In so doing we may come to explore our anima materials freed from projection upon people, and in their natural settings-that is, within the internal field of our own "theater of mind." In this way we accumulate the data necessary to discern patterns in the imagery, and thus begin to make cognitive distinctions based upon the recurrent form ofthe imagery, the recurrent context of presentation, and typical emotional and intuitive loading. Coniunctio F OR EXAMPLE, one of the earliest and most profound experiences of psychic energy I have ever had was during a weekend "loving-kindness" retreat in 1979. Part ofthe work we were assigned was to imagine a rose in the heart region while repeating the famous mantra, Om Mani Padme Hum, associated with the Tibetan deity, Chenrezig (Skt: Avalokitesvara). Numerous visual images spontaneously arose during the retreat, including: a red sun emitting radiant rays of rose light; two rose planes, one above me and one below me, formed by conjoined bubbles; a bush sprouting innumerable red roses; blue tubes spewing rose energy; and a long lake between mountain peaks with a golden mountain at the end of the lake. All of these may be interpreted as Eros-related symbolism; that is, symbols expressing the intensification of Eros energies in my body. At a certain point while I was in a state of deep absorption and blissful peace, the image of a beautiful blond female figure dressed in a red shift appeared walking away from me in my left visual field. At first I intended to ignore her as I routinely did with all other distractions from the object of my meditation, but then I intuited that "she" was an archetypal expression of my anima. So I sent her a blast ofloving feeling visualized as a laser beam of rose light emanating from my heart. As the laser beam of light connected with the image, both the image of the woman and my bodily self-awareness instantly exploded into a rapidly expanding sphere of rose energy. Within a split second, my consciousness was in a state of intense absorption upon boundless space filled with pulsing, shimmering rose particles and ecstatic bliss. There then followed the eruption of a soundless scream and another energy explosion from the depths of my being that culminated in the awareness of the visual image of a tunnel or birth canal. When corporeal awareness gradually returned, I spent a couple of hours in complete tranquillity, either contemplating the essential attributes of mind, or in absorption upon this or that symbol as it arose before the mind's eye. A number of elements of this experience are significant to our discussion of pure anima visions: 1. Perfection of the image. Contemplatives come to understand that images freed from the imposition of external perception tend to perfect themselves. From my point of view, the female form was utterly perfect. I felt that no living human being could ever be that beautiful. Or, in the case of a negative anima image, nothing in the world could be so utterly repulsive or terrible. In both Eastern and Western meditation training, an external object like a bowl of water or a flower or the painting of a deity or guru is frequently used to activate an image that is then internalized in the "mind's eye" and meditated upon as an eidetic image. 22 Those who do this work notice that the internalized eidetic image or "visualization" tends to perfect itself. It will lose any flaws present in the external stimulus, and will perfect the ideal geometry of relations in the form. The deity may become translucent and even radiant as though backlit. In this manner one may learn that no object in the real world could ever completely match the perfection ofthe inner archetypal imagery. As a matter of fact there actually exist Tantric texts in the East describing the physical qualities to be looked for in finding the ideal lama consort. It is clear that these instructions are for the purpose of finding a lover who simulates the perfect dakini 23 on the inner plane as closely as possible. And with such an experience, one may learn that one's notions of gods and goddesses derive from the projections onto our sensorium, and from our sensorium onto the world, of the perfect productions of our unconscious. 2. Intense affective charge. Pure anima images may be entrained to intense libidinous energies. Indeed, the affective charge may become so intense as to constitute a warp driving the consciousness into an altered state-perhaps a hyperintentional state of absorption. This pairing of the anima image and intense affect may confirm and animate our interpretation of the feminine principle. In the East, this energetic principle is associated with images ofthe dakinis, Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 41 young naked females dancing in the flames of transformation. The image ofthe blond woman in the red shift was my very Western vision of the dakini-perhaps a Western version of Dorje Pagmo (Skt: Vajravarahi), a young female figure, approximately16 years old, who is paired (yab- yum) with the male deity Korlo Demchog (Skt: Chakrasamvara)-forming a typical syzygistic image in the Tibetan Tantric system. Mter the peak experience, I was able to meditate with great concentration and energy for a considerable number of hours. 3. Coniunctio. With the amount of love that had been generated doing the "loving-kindness" penetration work, there transpired the explosive dissolution of both ego consciousness and alienation from the Other, thus producing, for a few moments at least, a coniunctio oppositorum (Jung, 1951/1959, p. 31; 1940/1968a, pp. 175-177), the mystical resolution of the tension ofsyzygistic duality. Loving or positive, blissful psychic energy is the universal solvent which, when it fills the crucible containing the opposites, dissolves the boundaries and creates union. I suspect that the closest most people come to this experience is during orgasm, a relatively brief state which is mediated by the simultaneous discharge of both the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems. The meditative coniunctio experience is probably energized in a similar fashion, but without the involvement of the sexual organs. I should note that the coniunctio experience was many times as intense as any orgasm I have ever experienced, thus adding to the sense of the sacredness and numinosity ofthe joining.24 Girls, Girls, and Not a Drop to Drink! T HIS EXPERIENCE proved to be a profound one for my development, but was by no means a solitary event. In fact many hundreds of images have emerged out of the mist in dreams and visions that have provided information about the breadth, depth, and various attributes of the anima. Often these images reflected the ego- shadow ambiguities relative to the feminine. There was one phase during which, in meditation retreats, many of my meditative visions and dreams were replete with more than the usual sexual imagery. For example, sometimes the entire visual field would be taken up by a landscape of rocks and boulders, with hundreds of naked and lascivious male and female figures draped over rocks as far as the eye could see, involved in every conceivable posture of sexual abandon. Such visions were accompanied by intense sexual arousal that would at times persist for hours. It was during this period that I learned ofthe unitary source of psychic energy. I hit upon this fact quite by accident, for becoming bored with all the lascivious imagery and sexual arousal, I tried willing those energies to rise up the central channel, rather than out via the genitals. And it worked! Playing with this experience, I discovered that there exists something like a psychological "tap" by which one can willfully shunt psychic energy outward as sexual arousal, or upward into the heart as pure loving-kindness (Skt: metta; see Laughlin, 1985), and further upward into the "third eye" region of the head, thus leading to intense clarity and penetrating awareness (see Laughlin, 1994a on kundalini and Tibetan duma [or tummo] practice). There is an experience in which one may flip back and forth between outward and upward shunting, and during this flipping back and forth, the imagery changes in appropriate accord. If for example one is focused upon a radiant female deity as the object of meditation, the psychic energy directed from the heart may lead to ecstatic union, whereas if the energy is directed outwards through the genitals, the imagery may shift to coitus. A central point to make here is, so far as my phenomenology can tell, as goes the structure of psychic energy (or libido), so goes the imagery. The image and the affect appear to be two aspects of the same underlying structure. With respect to the shadow, and its impact upon experiencing the anima and its productions, one must keep in mind that we are dealing with the interplay between two levels in the development of the brain. One ofthese is the conditioned "personal" unconscious and the other is the deeper, more primordial and relatively unconditioned "collective" unconscious. The latter, in my view, is the nascent, genetically inherited organization 25 of the human nervous system, while the former are the more developed, antinomous adaptations that have emerged during enculturation and ego-identity formation of the individual. In my case, there has existed a strong attraction toward, complemented by a fear of and aversion to, the female Other. This ambiguity was laid down in my infancy, and was acted out in the world for years by a neurotic 42 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 alternating attraction and aversion to the same woman. In the experience of pure anima imagery, the duality expressed itself at times as female figures that would morph from sexually attractive forms into repulsive, fearsome forms, and vice versa. For example, during one retreat I had a vision in which I was sitting behind a picket fence looking out at a vast and dismal landscape. In the distance a female figure appeared-a manikin really-with a naked lithe body which shone as though she were covered in chrome. As she came nearer, she smiled seductively and reached out and opened a gate in the fence. As she passed through the gate she morphed into a dark, frightening figure with leathern wings and demonic countenance, and then took flight and passed over my head. The affect during this episode was revealing and typical of many of my encounters with anima figures. The affect was ambivalent-of attraction or interest on the one hand and anxIety on the other, the ego/persona associating itself with the positive attraction to the feminine, while the shadow was in fear of engulfment and possession by the Terrible Mother. To the shadow, woman takes on the aspect of the sucCUbUS,26 one of "Kali's minions." This episode shows that the anima may be experienced both positively and negatively, as both good and evil, as radiant light and order, or darkness and all- engulfing chaos, depending upon the filter of affect and attitude intervening between consciousness and the archetypes (Jung, 1940/ 1968a, pp. 28-36). Of course the normal state of consciousness of one encountering the anima is primarily that of ego involvement with imagery while the various shadow elements are repressed. Hence most of us are conscious primarily of affect relative to contrasexual Others upon whom we project our anima. Our shadow attributions and affect remain in the subconscious and act out their values and intents in devious ways, including projection upon people more distant from us than loved ones. But III meditation states the shadow may become far more conscious and be capable of penetrating into the conscious network such that one is aware of both complexes simultaneously. As Jung (1951/ 1959) put it: The relative autonomy of the anima- and animus-figures expresses itself in these qualities. In order of affective rank they stand to the shadow very much as the shadow stands in relation to ego-consciousness. The main affective emphasis seems to lie on the latter; at any rate it [the ego] is able, by means of a considerable expenditure of energy, to repress the shadow, at least temporarily. But if for any reason the unconscious gains the upper hand, then the valency of the shadow and of the other figures increases proportionately, so the scale of values is reversed. (p. 28; emphasis added) Of course in meditation work, the unconscious may well gain the upper hand, at least for a while, for the deepening tranquillity that develops in mature contemplation, as it were, pulls the energy rug out from under the repressions. Arising anima figures may be greeted by ambiguous feelings and conflicting attitudes, depending of course on the distinct pattern of enculturation and personal development of the individual psyche-that is, depending upon the ego-shadow configuration and its limbic and cognitive-perceptual associations. Anima possession can no doubt be dangerous to the stability of an individual's daily adaptation. But possession does have its lighter side. The funniest encounter with anima possession I ever experienced occurred during a lengthy retreat in Scotland. During that retreat I was working on the symbolism of the Tibetan Tantric deity Demchog (in Tibetan Buddhist terms, the yab). Demchog's consort is DOlje Pagmo (the yum), the young naked female figure mentioned above. The two are depicted in the text and in pictures as dancing in flames while in sexual union-that is, in the so- calledyab-yum posture. One ofthe techniques used in this practice is to imagine oneself alternately as the male deity embracing the female, then as the female deity embracing the male. Naturally it was far easier for me to identify with Demchog than with Dmje Pagmo, so I spent a lot of time working on being a young, vivacious, red-skinned female. While identifying with the yum, I would take on a certain submissive relationship27 to the yab, and would imagine quite successfully being entered by "his" phallus. Meanwhile, during this retreat I was wearing the long flowing red robes of the Tibetan monk, and I would daily take long walks out on the moor where all I ever saw were herds of sheep in the distance and the occasional shepherd. There came a point in these meditations when the female image penetrated deeply into my unconscious and I began to act out the part, and on several occasions found myself dancing lightly across the moor singing tunes like "I'm a girl! I'm a girl!" at the top of my Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 43 lungs. Part of my observing mind was fascinated by these transformations, while another part drew amusing associations with Julie Andrews in the movie, The Sound of Music. Simplification of the Anima Images O THERLESS entertaining, but no less informative things were learned during this retreat, among them being the discovery of the inexorable simplification of the core symbolism involved in Tantric meditations. Those who have done this kind of work will know that eventually the deities "come alive" in the sensorium, and instead of one struggling to hold an eidetic image, the meditation becomes one of watching the eidetic figures "do their thing" in the mind's eye. 28 Much of the behavior of these yab-yum images was dancing. But how the yab and yum interacted with each other within the dance began to reflect the state of my consciousness at that moment relative to watcher and unconscious. Not only that, but within a few days, the Demchog-Dorje Pagmo humanoid figures had transformed into two simple bindus,29 or bubbles, colored respectively blue and red. The dance between the red and blue bindu-ized yab-yums became the dance between my male and female self, and when the state of consciousness was one of opposition between the male and female elements of my consciousness, the bindus would remain distinct and relate to each other by differential size and complementary activity. But when my consciousness was experiencing ecstatic union, the two bindus would become part of a larger symbol, with the blue male bindu in a red field and the red female bindu in a blue field, and the two fields swirling around and around, intertwining with each other. Thus it was that I learned firsthand the phenomenological origins of the Taoist yin-yang symbol. I also learned that: 1. Bindus may become permanent fixtures. Once the deities had morphed into bindus, they became a permanent fixture in my consciousness. To this day, over fifteen years later, ifI close my eyes and concentrate, the two bindus are there in the mind's eye. Moreover, when I am intensely watching the male and female aspects of consciousness, the bindu representation will frequently resolve into the yab and yum bindus with a smaller, more intense and golden colored bindu standing between the red and blue spheres. 2. Bindus may represent the anima. The interaction of the bindus represents to some extent the general state of consciousness at the moment, even during more ordinary states, and in particular the interaction between the watcher, the shadow and the female anima. The vastness of the self often crops up as a red mist surrounding the dynamic yab and yum bindus, the red sphere representing the anima-bridge between the ego identified with Logos and the vastness of the unconscious. 3. Simplification increases symbolic universality. As symbols become naturally simplified, they also become more universal. Symbols like Demchog and Dorje Palmo, as with Jesus or with the Navajo's beloved Changing Woman, are heavily loaded with cultural attributes. But as they simplify before the mind's eye, they take on increasingly universal forms-forms like flowing water, colored mist, spheres, lightning bolts, rocks, and so on. This includes the naked human form as well. Anima and the Cycle of Meaning Thus the anima and life itself are meaningless in so far as they offer no interpretation. Yet they have a nature that can be interpreted, for in all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order, in all caprice a fixed law, for everything that works is grounded on its opposite. It takes man's discriminating understanding, which breaks everything down into antinomial judgements, to recognize this. -Jung (1940/1968a, p. 66) C OMING TO terms with one's anima is a hermeneutic process (Jung, 1940/1968a, pp. 32-41). Meanings do not adhere in the contents of the unconscious, but are attributed by conscious reflection to contents. Yet there is an ordered- one might even say lawful-regularity to these contents. It is the task ofthe engaged ego to apply meaning that as closely as possible approximates the hidden order expressed by the anima-and to do so in a dynamic, growing and nonideological manner. For, as I have said, the anima is not the unconscious itself, but only the expression of processes forever hidden from our sight. As a northward-flying wedge of geese is the harbinger of spring, so too is anima imagery the harbinger of 44 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 processes in the self. The sight of a flight of geese is only a harbinger to the mind that associates this phenomenon with a much-welcomed change of seasons. In other words, the phenomenon is interpreted as a sign, and as it happens is naturally associated with seasonal changes. Just so, we learn to interpret our own anima imagery in a way that both accurately reflects the underlying processes of the psyche, and builds a shared repository of meaningful imagery by means of which the conscious and unconscious parts of the mind-brain may communicate with each other. It is as though there is room for only one library of symbols within memory, a repertoire of images that both the conscious and unconscious parts of the psyche may use to communicate. The problem is that the grammar of the communication differs drastically between the two, and it is the task of the conscious mind to learn to read the unfamiliar rules of the unconscious, for the unconscious cannot and will not adapt to the grammar of the higher cortical functions of the brain. In time, there develops a corpus of shared meanings by which the unconscious may express its deepest processes, and which consciousness may use to penetrate and engage unconscious processes. For example, ifI close my eyes and focus my attention upon the spontaneous dance ofthe bindus, I will be better able to interpret what is going on in my psyche. In that way I am privileging the communication from the unconscious. But alternatively I can use visualization techniques to trigger desired activities normally outside the direct control of consciousness. For example, suppose that I am feeling stressed. If I focus my attention upon a radiant cool blue, pea-sized bindu in my "third eye" region and then suddenly drop the sphere into my navel region, my body will almost instantaneously become calm. In this way I am privileging the executive function of the conscious ego over the unconscious. 30 The Traditional Cycle of Meaning F OR MY conscious ego and for my unconscious, the meaning of the bindu and other anima related images (nixies, goddesses, succubi) has developed out of their nascent, relatively undifferentiated forms into a virtual dictionary of symbols, based upon a lifetime of experiences associated with them in memory. Had I been born and raised in a traditional society with an intact mystical worldview, and had I undergone many of these experiences, I likely would have interpreted them within the local cosmological context-a cultural process we have called the cycle of meaning. 31 The cosmology, which people mainly carry around in their heads, is imagined and expressed by way of their culture's stock of symbolic material in such a way that people are able to participate intimately in their version of a symbolically pregnant mythic reality.32 As Alfonso Ortiz (1972, p. 135) noted, the associations, principles and assumptions upon which a traditional cosmology are founded are rarely, if ever, created anew by individuals. Rather, most people accept and participate in accordance with the worldview they inherit from their culture. This participation results in real life experiences that are in turn interpreted in terms of the cosmology, thus completing a negative feedback loop33 which instantiates the cosmology in individual experiences and which also confirms the truth of the people's system of knowledge. Let me suggest a good example of an intact traditional cycle of meaning from the culture ofthe Navajo people of the American Southwest-a people amongst whom I have lived and researched for years. While it is true that many Navajo people today do not entirely subscribe to the traditional worldview, and may in fact know little about their traditional roots, traditional Navajo cosmology exhibits many of the features common to such cosmologies worldwide (see Laughlin & Throop, 2001). Moreover, the cosmology is thoroughly syzygistic both in religious iconography and in its appreciation of the antinomous, yet unitary nature of reality. Much of Navajo philosophy is organized around the postulate that all perceivable things in the world have invisible aspects that may be imagined as "Holy People"-for example, the Mountain People, the Star People, the River People, the Rain People, the Corn People, and so forth. Most of the humanoid Holy People have a male and a female representation; that is, Blue Corn Boy, Blue Corn Girl, and so forth. For more philosophically inclined Navajo thinkers, these Holy People are thought of as anthropomorphized symbols for the normally hidden and vital element within all things, which traditional Navajo philosophy equates with "Wind" (nilch'i; see McNeley, 1981). As real people, we also have such a hidden dimension called "the Wind within Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 45 one" (nilch'i hwii'siziinii). All these Winds are really part of the one all pervasive and all encompassing Holy Wind. Winds are never understood to be distinct entities, since energy is thought to be flowing in and out of even the most apparently enduring objects. It is the coming and going of wind that accounts for the tapestry of reciprocal causation typical of this particular understanding ofthe cosmos. The choice of "wind" as the central metaphor is an explicit recognition- common to many cultures on the planet-that there are forces that normally cannot be observed, save by inference from their effects. At the root of the sacredness of Navajo cosmology, and of the Holy People who represent the essence of reality, are the many myths recounted through the generations. It is very much the function of myth in societies like that of the Navajo to reveal and explicate the hidden dimensions ofthe world. The hidden energies that are the essence of the world are given a face-a countenance that may be contemplated, that is "pleasing to the mind," that may be enacted in ritual (e.g., in the elaborate and ingenious Navajo system of hitaal, or healing ceremonies), and that may be imagined in daily life as the efficient cause of significant phenomena and events. For those members who are well versed in their society's mythopoetic system, the core myths and their various symbolic extrusions are often understood to be all-of-a-piece. They form a single, ramified "cognitive map" (Wallace, 1966) within the context of which events in their everyday lives make sense and are easily related to both other events in the contemporary world, and archetypal events that unfold in the context of mythological narratives. As I said, Navajo cosmology is essentially syzygistic. The main tension and complementarity characteristic of the world is attributed to the interplay of the male and female principles. Complementarity is emphasized, each pole requiring the other in order to maintain viability. There are even myths that tell the story of what happens when the male and female principles get out of synch (see e.g., Matthews 1897/1994, pp. 71-74). Even the famous Navajo ceremonials are divided into complementary sets, the Blessingway ceremonies-given female attribution and concerned with harmony-and the Enemyway ceremonies (given male attribution and concerned with protection; see Griffin-Pierce, 1992, pp. 40- 41). Within each of these sets, there are male and female elements-like the male bindu in the female field and the female bindu in the male field in the yin-yang symbol. Hence anyone reared under the influence of these stories and ceremonies would come to interpret relationships as characterized by both polarized tension and unity of complements. Moreover, both men and women are conditioned to think ofthemselves as embodying male and female principles, and being essentially whole and spiritually empowered by the one, all pervasive Holy Wind. The most important concept in Navajo philosophy is hozho, which is usually translated as "beauty" or "blessing," but which also connotes harmony, health, unity, good, and so forth (Farella, 1984). Men who have knowledge about, and participate in the traditional ways will explicitly interpret their state of hozho in terms of the male and female principles being in harmony within their being. Their anima (they would not speak in these terms of course) would be related to the female Holy People and especially to Changing Woman, the Navajo's most revered goddess and beloved Earth Mother (Schwarz, 1997).34 Charlie's Transpersonal Cycle of Meaning B UT MANY of us in modern Euroamerican society do not have such an intact syzygistic cosmological tradition into which we have been nurtured and enculturated, and to which we can have recourse when interpreting our inner imaginings. Thus part of the spiritual path for many of us requires that we discover some sensible context within which to lodge and integrate these meanings. This quest for an integrated context of meaning is required by the holistic operator of the brain (d'Aquili & Newberg 1999), or what Jung called the archetype of wholeness, which he held was indistinguishable from the image of the divine (Jung, 1951/1959, p. 40; 1940/1968a, p. 388). Jung found his own context by way of a careful reconstruction of latter day alchemy (194411968b; 1955-1956/1970). I, on the other hand, like so many these days, have borrowed extensively from Eastern mystical teachings and have combined them with various aspects of modern science, including knowledge about how the human brain works. Still others have found the required context in charismatic Christianity, Sufism, orin shamanism, wicca and other so-called "new world religions." 46 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 The result is that I, like many who spend years tracking their inner psyche, have developed a quite personal, and essentially transpersonal cycle of meaning. Recall the mandala experience with which I opened this paper. The first time I encountered this experience, the only context of interpretation I had in my head was that a friend had dosed me with a psychotrope. In other words, I had no appropriate cycle of meaning within which a transpersonal experience made any sense. But later on-much later on-my life course had led me through various avenues and adventures, and I ended up thinking about things out of an essentially transpersonal worldview in which not only mandala experiences, but ecstatic union with ladies in red shifts and dancing bindus make perfect sense. The major difference between both the paths found by myself and Jung on the one hand, and those of people raised in traditional cosmological cycles of meaning on the other, is that the former paths are relatively dynamic and plastic, while most traditional systems tend to be extremely conservative of meaning. 35 In fact, adepts in traditional systems tend to place strict controls on the types of experiences that are allowed to occur and the range of interpretations available for those experiences. For instance, professional Moroccan oneiromancers always interpret the more important dreams of their clients in terms of the symbolism and teaching of the Koran, whereas a proper Jungian approach to dream interpretation is appropriately individual and dynamic (see e.g., Jung, 1930-1934/1997; see also Maidenbaum, 1998). Conclusion T HESE REFLECTIONS upon the anima have been all too brief. But I think a few salient points have been brought out with respect to our engagement with the anima. Let me close by briefly outlining the more important points, and then discussing the relevance of the anima to transpersonal studies: 1. Anima and gender. Although we most commonly encounter our anima in the image or person of the female-especially in the intimate relationship with our significant Other-not all anima imagery is explicitly female. Nor need it be, either when it spontaneously arises or when we use imagery to penetrate and potentiate unconscious processes. Images like mandalas, animals, geographical features like simulacra,36 tunnels and streams may all represent or penetrate the anima. A symbol as simple as a bindu may suffice. Thus it is clear that to know whether or not a symbol represents the anima is an interpretive act, easy enough to accomplish with projections upon actual females, but a much more creative operation with tunnels and bindus. We need always to keep in mind that Jung never intended the concept to be crisply defined by any particular form. The anima is a function of the psyche. 37 Whatever imagery occurs to express those unconscious and archetypal aspects of the nonmale self that we have suppressed in our development as males may be reasonably supposed to be activities of the anima. In any event, this forms a good working hypothesis from which to begin discriminating anima and nonamma lmagery. 2. Anima as structure and as content. There is a natural ambiguity involved in thinking of the anima as an innate function of the nervous system which, until active in producing imagery in the sensorium, remains essentially contentless. This is similar to saying that until the hand does its thing, there is no grasping. Anima may refer to the underlying structure of communication between the conscious and unconscious mental faculties, and it may refer to the dream and fantasy imagery that expresses activities in the unconscious. This distinction is far from trivial when we place the issue in cross-cultural perspective, for while there is such a phenomenon as a relatively pure archetypal experience, most anima imagery is culturally loaded. I seriously doubt that a black native of Zimbabwe, or a Micronesian from the Marshall Islands would encounter a radiant white blond in a shift during a meditation retreat. More than likely, their positive anima ideal would resemble their own culture's goddesses. But to say that the content of anima imagery is culturally influenced is not to deny the universal, archetypal basis of the structures within the nervous system that mediate it. 38 3.Anima and affect. While it is natural to focus upon dream imagery and meditation symbols, it is often the affect associated with these phenomena that alert us to anima eruptions. This is especially true with shadow-anima interactions. My impression for years has been that the symbolism in a vision or dream may Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 47 actually be produced by the affect, rather than the affect tagging along after the imagery. Often the imagery would seem to provide a scenario that makes sense of the feelings we have at the moment. Conflicting emotions may well produce a scenario of conflicting relations among images. Thus not only archetypal images may be influenced by culture, but also the emotion associated with the imagery, for emotion as it is commonly understood in our culture is mediated by cognitive as well as affective structures (Laughlin & Throop, 1999). 4. Anima and interpretation. The main point I wish to stress here is that working with the anima, in any cultural setting, is an interpretive process. The anima must be involved in some form of cycle of meaning that integrates knowledge-often social ways of knowing-with the individual's direct experiences. Most traditional cultures will provide an interpretive context within which anima imagery and affect will make sense. It is very unlikely that such systems will interpret anima-like experiences as psychodynamic. Rather, they will tend to be interpreted in terms of visitation by spirits, goddesses or demons, depending upon whether they are affectively positive or negative. Anima possession may be viewed as soul-loss, or possession by some spirit for the purpose of healing or killing (Boddy, 1994; Bourguignon, 1976; Prince, 1968). If they are considered bothersome, sometimes anima states may be seen as being due to witchcraft or sorcery. The positive aspect of anima manifestation may involve interpretations of "divine intervention" when manifestations include intuitive inspiration- the word "inspiration" being used advisedly here, for it originally meant the divine breathing wisdom into one. Intuition in many cultures is considered intervention from the external domain of the spirit, rather than as an internal and largely unconscious function ofthe psyche. It is very important from the anthropological point of view to understand that a "Jungian" hermeneutic is just as culturally loaded as any other. It is the purpose to which the interpretation is put that matters. From the standpoint of individuation, the Jungian approach will probably carry one to higher states of maturity than will traditional cycles of meaning. The latter are normally more concerned with the social integration of meaning than with aiding the individual to optimize his or her own individuation. Transpersonal anthropology takes as a fundamental tenet that the extraordinary experiences encountered by people everywhere are to be considered relevant and appropriate to science-thus reinforcing the arguments made by William James in support of a radical empiricism (James 1912/1976; see also Laughlin and McManus 1995). As I have made plain by coming down hard upon the essentially hermeneutic aspect of the process of individuation, the range of experiences that may be considered anima-related will vary from culture to culture. I am emphasizing the cross-cultural aspect to anima experiences, not because ethnography is the stock- in-trade of the professional anthropologist, but because of the apparent ignorance of cross- cultural factors often found in the Jungian literature today. During the years that I worked with meditators of all ideological stripes and cultural backgrounds, I was impressed by the extent to which people can uncritically accept the interpretations most amenable to their worldview. To my reading at least, the failure to take into consideration the relativity of interpretation is not only antithetical to what Jung taught, but is also a blind spot in the development of transpersonal studies. A better integration of transpersonal psychology and transpersonal anthropology would help the development of transpersonal studies. Transpersonal psychologists are frequently unacquainted with over a century of ethnographic interest in transpersonal experience, and over a quarter century of organized trans personal anthropology (see Campbell & Staniford, 1978; Laughlin, 1988, 1994b; Laughlin, McManus & Shearer, 1983). Meanwhile, transpersonal anthropologists often ignore clinical and experimental research into the causes and varieties of transpersonal experience. Moreover, the interpretive element that is involved in all experience is often given less consideration than it requires in the transpersonal psychological literature. Just as debilitating, the psychophysiological processes that underlie extraordinary experiences are, as a rule, given short shrift by anthropologists-due primarily to the implacable mind-body dualism that infests that discipline. It is true to say that transpersonal anthropology is far more robust than is 48 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 neuroanthropology, and very few of the handful of neuroanthropologists have any interest whatever in relating brain science to transpersonal studies. The study of the anima/us function of the human psyche might provide an auspicious focus for the integration of transpersonal psychology and transpersonal anthropology. This is for several reasons: first, anima/us experiences are almost by definition transpersonal, regardless of their cultural setting. Because of the bridging function of the anima/us, the ego, of whatever configuration, is brought into direct communion with the unknown, the mysterious and the numinous. Second, anima/us imagery would appear to be a cultural universal, usually related to the aspect of culture we in the West recognize as religion. As such, there must be a genetic and psychophysical basis for such universal psychological properties which produce some of the core elements of traditional worldviews. And third, anima/us related experiences would seem to arise in many folks as spontaneous and ineluctable callings from the spiritual domain- though how people interpret such encounters will vary with their cultural background. Thus animal us imagery may provide valuable clues to the etiology and psychological significance of shamanistic and other spiritual conversion experiences. In short, the transpersonal study of the anima/us function and anima/us related experiences would seem to be pregnant with possibilities for research, whether that research be based upon contemplative, clinical, experimental, ethnographic, or psychophysiological approaches. Notes An earlier version of this paper was presented before the C. G. Jung Society in Ottawa, Ontario, on May 11, 2001. It is dedicated in loving memory to my friend and fellow ICRL member, Mike Witunski. 1. I should note that I began exploring psychotropic drugs, including marijuana, peyote, mescaline and LSD-25 during the later 1960s. None ofthe spontaneous mandala experiences were associated with ingesting drugs. 2. The editor's footnote in question is note 1 in Jung's Mandala Symbolism (195911972, p. 71) and in the second edition of Jung's The Archetypes and the Collective Unconscious (1940/1968a, p. 355). The four plates are numbers 6, 28, 29 and 36. 3. Archetype is defined by Jung (1959/1972) as "a particular, frequently occurring, formal aspect of instinct." The term of course predates Jung, and may be traced to the pre-Socratic Greek philosophers and mystics; see Meier (1995, p. 96). 4. The stream of consciousness is punctuated by rapid transformations of internal structure (in biogenetic structural theory we call these "warps"; see Laughlin, McManus & d'Aquili, 1990, pp. 140-145) that establish the initial configuration of the much more enduring "phases" or states of consciousness. 5. In my own exploration of Tibetan dream yoga, I was forced to attempt to sleep sitting upright in order not to lose consciousness during the hypnagogic warp. I built a wooden box that was padded on the sides and on the bottom with thick styrofoam in which I slept every night for three months. I was thus able to maintain consciousness through an altered hypnagogic state and into a night of lucid dreaming with virtually total recall. 6. In other words, anapanasiti meditation. 7. These birth-related experiences are originally what involved me in the study of pre- and perinatal psychology, and eventually led me to various writings on pre- and perinatal anthropology (see, e.g., Laughlin, 1991). 8. As with any meditation, many experiences may arise during the course of this work. One of the main insights that will inevitably arise is that the mirror practice is a symbolic replica ofthe sensorium, and that the rice grains are dots, the mandala the totality of forms that arise in the sensorium via the organization of dots, and the wiping clean of the mirror is the flux of sensorial events, including the dots making up the events. Full realization of the essential impermanence of sensorial events is considered in some Buddhist traditions to be a principal watershed in the psychological development of a being. 9. See Laughlin, McManus and d'Aquili (1990, n. 5). 10. For useful discussions ofthe anima/us, see Hopcke (1989, ch. 19), Stein (1998, pp. 125-149), and Brunner (1963/1986). 11. Jung wrote that the archetypes are "ever-repeated typical experiences" that are somehow impressed upon the materiality ofthe body-that they had been "stamped on the human brain for aeons" (1928/1966, p. 69). And not in human beings alone are archetypes to be found, but very likely in animals as well (192811966, p. 69). 12. See for example the feminist critique of Jung's presumed sexist bias in Karaban (1992). 13. "Syzygy" is from the Greek and Latin roots meaning "yoked" or "paired." It refers to the structures responsible for the fact that each of us has within us both male and female aspects. It also refers to the male and female complementarity in many of the cosmologies of traditional peoples. Mandalas, Nixies, Goddesses, and Succubi 49 14. The term "enculturation" derives from cultural anthropology and means "the process by which an individual acquires the mental representations (beliefs, knowledge, and so forth) and patterns of behavior required to function as a member of a culture" (Barfield, 1997, p. 149). 15. See Brunner (1963/1986, p. xxi-xxv). 16. I was raised in Arkansas and Texas, and all of my kin, including my mother, who were in any way spiritually active were females. 17. This structure vs. content distinction is not unique to Jung. Far from it. It is to be found in the metaphysics of Aristotle and Kant, to name a couple of thinkers. The great sociological theorist, Emile Durkheim, likewise reasoned that inherent "categories of understanding" organize culturally variant contents into universal patterns of cognition; see Throop and Laughlin (2002). 18. See Tiberia (1977) for empirical research on this issue. Tiberia demonstrated that the qualities projected upon fantasized females vary with the type of masculine ego- ideal, and the attributes of the psyche with which the subject identifies. Also, Colman (1996) looks at early developmental factors that may impact the later experience of the anima/us, and Beebe (1984) examines the relationship between the father's anima and that of his son. 19. "Conscious network" is our term for the network of neurophysiological structures mediating consciousness in each moment of consciousness; see Laughlin, McManus, and d'Aquili (1990, pp. 94-95). 20. A "nix" is a water demon or sprite-a "nixie" being the female version; for instance, the mermaid. 21. See Laughlin, McManus, and d'Aquili (1990, pp. 189- 195) on the concept of symbolic penetration. 22. See Laughlin, McManus, and d'Aquili (1990, pp. 198- 211) on the Tibetan Buddhist system of symbolic penetration. 23. The dakinis are Tantric goddesses who are protectors and servants of the Buddha Dharma. Some dakinis actually dwell among humans on earth. 24. I might also note that the peak experience here was not equivalent to the experience of nirvana, which although also an absorption state is not an absorption into sensory material. This experience was equivalent to ecstatic union with the godhead, not to "stream entry" in the Buddhist sense. 25. That is, neurognosis; see Laughlin, McManus, and d'Aquili (1990, p. 49) and Laughlin (1996b). 26. A succubus is a female spirit said to have sex with men while they sleep. It may also disturb the tranquility of meditating monks. 27. See Steinberg (1993, pp. 162-163) on submission as a feminine attribute. 28. This "coming alive" aspect of visualization practice is a type of "universal symbol" about which we wrote in Laughlin, McManus, and Webber (1985) and Laughlin, McManus, and d'Aquili (1990, pp. 201-202). These are archetypal symbols that arise in the sensorium unbidden. Yet they are lawfully entailed by the type of visualization practice in which one has been engaged. Often the changes in the universal symbol offer clues to the teacher as to how advanced the adept has become in the practice. 29. Skt: bindu (Tib: tig le or thig.le) meaning "drop" or "dot." This term connotes the essence of the male and female energies, and combined refers to the essence ofthe Buddha mind. 30. The scientific study of this process in relation to healing is called psychoneuroimmunology; see Ader (1980). 31. The "cycle of meaning" is a central concept in biogenetic structural theory. For further reading on the topic, see Laughlin (1997), Laughlin, McManus, and d'Aquili (1990, pp. 214-233), and Laughlin and Throop (2001). 32. Lucien Levy-Bruhl (1923/1966) called this intimate engagement with a people's mythopoetic system "mystical participation." (See my earlier section, "Jung on the anima.") 33. Using systems theory, a "negative feedback loop" is an information channel that tends to reinforce the previous state of the system-in other words, it is conservative feedback. A "positive feedback loop" is an information channel that tends to cause the system to change or readjust. 34. Many modern Navajos who interact within the context of Anglo society will no doubt also experience Anglo anima imagery. I am speaking here of more traditional people who live out their lives on the Navajo reservation. 35. Of course there must be some flexibility in traditional systems, for otherwise they would not keep up with changes in society and the environment, but changes tend to be slow and take generations. This is the process anthropologists call "revitalization" (Wallace, 1966). 36. A "simulacrum" is a geographical feature, like a rock or a mountain, that resembles (to the human mind) some anthropomorphic form, like a vagina, horns, breasts, face, and so on; see Paul Devereux (1992, p. 152; 1996, pp. 194- 207). 37. In biogenetic structural terms, the anima/us is the homeomorphogenic structure by which processes outside the structure of the sensorium become imagined in the sensorium. Because all innervation within the nervous system is reciprocal-that is, nerves run back and forth 50 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 between any two loci-images may be caused by unconscious processes (expression), or may excite unconscious processes (penetration); see Laughlin, McManus and d'Aquili (1990, p. 193). 38. James Hillman's rejection of this crucial distinction between structure and content has the effect, intended or otherwise, of totally culturally relativizing the concept of the anima/us. 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New York: Random House. 52 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 The Meaning of Self-Liberation and Some Loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear Elias Capriles University of the Andes Merida, Venezuela Self-liberation does not mean that a self is liberated from delusorily valued thoughts or delusory experiences; what it means is that such thoughts and experiences liberate themselves spontaneously. Their liberation may take place in three main ways. The paradoxical, inverted dynamics of samsara manifest as countless "laces" in which we tie ourselves up; understanding the functionality of these "laces" is one of the preconditions for them to self-liberate, the others being direct introduction and knowledge ofthe "treasure of instructions." I. The Base, Path and Fruit in the Dzogchen Teachings and the True Meaning of T HE DZOGCHEN teachings of Tibetan Buddhism speak of Dzogchen as Base (Tibetan: zhi [gzhiJ), Dzogchen as Path (Tibetan: lam [lam]) and Dzogchen as Fruit (Tibetan: drebu ['bras-buJ).l Dzogchen as Base is our original condition of total (chenpo [chen-po])2 plenitude and perfection (dzogpa [rdzogs-pa])3 -which, in samsara just as well as in nirvana, is the true condition of both the subject and the object, of both mind and matter, and in general of all entities. In any given individual, this original condition may manifest three different ways of functioning: (1) samsara, wherein a deluded consciousness fails to apprehend the said condition as it is, and only perceives its own dualistic, substantialist fictions; (2) nirvana, wherein the condition in question is apprehended as it is and thus experience is characterized by total plenitude, while actions are marked by total perfection; and (3) a condition called "base of all" or kunzhi (kun-gzhi), wherein neither samsara nor nirvana are manifest-so that there is neither the perfect freedom inherent in undeluded primordial cognitiveness nor the incompleteness and self-encumbering inherent in delusion. It is when samsara has manifested that we need Dzogchen as Path, which consists of the repeated self-liberation of delusion in the unveiling of Dzogchen as Base, and which, if carried on thoroughly and uninterruptedly until its final consequences, will result in the manifestation of Dzogchen as Fruit (which ultimately will imply the manifestation of one of the typically Dzogchen types of consummation ofthe physical organism). 4 In short, Dzogchen as Path and Dzogchen as Fruit are but the direct unveiling of Dzogchen as Base -the difference between them being that the first is transient, whereas the latter is definitive. 5 Now we can explain why it is misleading to speak of "self-liberation from delusorily valued thought," "self-liberation from delusory experiences," and so forth. It so happens that "self- liberation" means that, rather than being liberated by an intentional action carried out by the mental subject, delusorily valued thoughts and delusory experiences liberate spontaneously, of their own accord. Moreover, when self-liberation occurs, the illusion that there is a separate mental subject The International Journal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 53-66 53 2001 by Panigada Press perceiving an object, or acting upon it, and so on, dissolves like a feather entering fire: The self- liberation of delusorily valued thoughts, delusory experiences and so on, involves the instant disappearance of the illusory mental subject. Any attempt by the illusory mental subject to liberate such thought or experience would confirm and sustain the illusion that there is a mental subject separate from the flow of experience and from the myriad potential objects. Since this is a most essential aspect ofthe essential delusion at the root of samsara, it would bar self-liberation and sustain samsara. Thus the phrase "self-liberation from thoughts" is misleading insofar as it seems to imply that there is an inherently existing self, soul or mental subject that, as a result of its own intentional action, is liberated from delusory thoughts, experiences, and so forth. Such a misunderstanding is likely to give rise to the attempt by the illusory mental subject to liberate a delusorily valued thought, a delusory experience and so on-which, as noted above, would bar self- liberation. 6 The above explanation has to be made more precise, as there is not one kind of self-liberation, but a whole range, divided into three main types, corresponding to three principal capacities. Whereas the first type/capacity of self-liberation depends on a previous intentional movement of attention that intends to apprehend the true essence of a thought that is already established as an object, the second type/capacity of self-liberation depends on an instant automatic reaction as the delusorilyvalued thought begins to arise. The third type/capacity of self-liberation does not involve either an intentional movement of attention toward a thought that is already established as object, or a spontaneous reaction as the delusorily valued thought begins to arise. In this last type of self- liberation, as the thought arises, it self-liberates, like a drawing on water: thought is not delusorily valued even for an instant; therefore, it never veils the "essence" or ngowo (ngo-bo) aspect ofthe Base, which is voidness (shunyata, tongpanyi [stong-pa- nyid], wu, mu).7 Though the first type of self-liberation is preceded by an intentional movement of attention towards the thought that is already established as object, and the second type is preceded by an instant automatic reaction of attention as the delusorily valued thought begins to arise, in neither ofthem is self-liberation produced by the illusory subject's intentional acts or spontaneous reactions. Self-liberation being spontaneous liberation, its occurrence shows most clearly that the subject cannot cause it, and that the obstinate attempt to do so does but increase the force and intensity of delusion. However, even this attempt will not prevent self-liberation, as the increase of the force and intensity of delusion may lead it to a threshold level at which, its reductio ad absurdum having been achieved, its spontaneous liberation becomes possible. In turn, this increase of delusion to a threshold level and its subsequent self-liberation will demonstrate even more clearly that the subject's intentional actions or automatic reactions may not cause liberation. The following lines may illustrate the first type/ capacity of self-liberation: As I look into the thought in order to apprehend its essence suddenly there is no one to look and nothing to be seen, as subject and object instantly, spontaneously dissolve independently of their will, like feathers entering fire: Thought disappears on the spot and there only remains the patency of inherently self-liberating primordial cognitiveness. 8 In turn, the second type/capacity of self- liberation may be poetically described in terms of the following lines: Like snakes tensions appear and dance in my breast; like snakes they uncoil and free themselves on the spot in the radiant, limitless, unborn and empty expanse. To conclude, the third type/capacity of self- liberation may be poetically expressed as follows: Silence roars and darkness shines in the sparkling fullness of the void- and if a thought arises it is void and therefore does not veil the roar of silence in the fullness of the void. Since there is no longer an apparent distance between a subject and an object, (we) cannot follow patterns "down the river" as subjects who look toward an object, but simply "remain in the 54 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 source" beyond the subject-object duality. Like endlessly moving ripples in a spring, thoughts leave no traces and there is no mind to seek them: The "mirror" of primordial cognitiveness reflects whatever appears at any moment, but no imprint is ever left on its surface, as there is no observer to look into the mirror. Thus, there is no longer any "meditation," but authentic, true self- liberation. H. The Source of Danger is Fear '7"1JE SOURCE of Danger is Fear is a manuscript 1 consisting of successive sections, the materials of which came to me while I was in retreat in the higher Himalayas practicing Dzogchen between 1977 and December, 1982. Each section of the original manuscript has two parts: the first describes a "lace" in which we frequently tie ourselves up, and the second provides instructions for the practice ofthe Dzogchen Upadesha 9 which may create the conditions for the "lace" described in the first part to undo itself spontaneously. The condition for this possibly to occur is that we have already been introduced to the state of absolute, nondual, undeluded Awareness 10 that the Dzogchen teachings call rigpa (though even in this case the lace cannot be untied by means of a contrived action). It so happens that this text was written in the tradition of the Upadesha series of the Dzogchen teachings, which provides instructions allowing us to remain in the state of absolute, nondual, undeludedAwareness to which we have already been introduced. It must be noted that some of the "laces" described are auto-catalytic systems-that is, systems involving positive feedback loops that cause them to grow exponentially from their own feedback. They are prevented from doing so by the effective work ofrepression (in case we prefer to use Freud's explanation ll ), or bad faith (in case we prefer to use Sartre's12). This depends on a low bioenergetic input 13 and the concomitant state of small space/time/knowledge,14 and it can curb the system's tendency to increase its intensity toward a threshold level at which, having achieved its reductio ad absurdum, the system becomes liable to self-liberation. Contrariwise, the understanding of the functional structure of the "lace" described in the first part of any given section and the increase of the bioenergetic input and the consequent enlargement of the individual's space/time/knowledge may activate the process of reductio ad absurdum, just as the introduction to the state of rigpa and the knowledge ofthe methods outlined in the second part of each section may create the conditions for the system's self-liberation-or, in other words, for the "lace" to undo itself spontaneously. In this paper I shall not reproduce the second part of each section, but only the first one, that is, the one describing the "lace" in which we tie ourselves up. The reason for this is that the instructions contained in the second part are not to be publicly/indiscriminately broadcast, but only transmitted. individually to authorized, capable practitioners, by an authorized, capable Master (which certainly I am not). Time We miss the now and its inherent bliss and experience uneasiness and discomfort as we run after thoughts which project a "better" future, evoke a "better" past or imagine a "better" present, and thereby indulge in longing or nostalgia. The now is supreme bliss, which we miss, as we concentrate on thoughts about the future or the past or on countless miscellaneous thoughts because we miss the now's supreme bliss as we concentrate on thoughts about the future or the past or on countless miscellaneous thoughts because the now's supreme bliss eludes us as we concentrate on thoughts ... da capo sine fine ... Pleasure and pain We fail to obtain lasting pleasure and constantly reap pain as a result of our obstinate attempt to attain lasting pleasure and avoid all pain. We wish to obtain lasting pleasure and elude the pain produced by our attempt to obtain lasting pleasure and to elude the pain produced by our attempt to obtain lasting pleasure and to elude the pain produced ... da capo sine fine ... The Meaning of Self-Liberation and Some Loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear 55 A A Boredom When we are in repose and experience no novelty or change we project on our experience the concept of "boredom" and, as a result of the subtle rejection of our experience produced by the delusorily valued projection of a "negative" concept, we experience the uneasiness and discomfort called "boredom." However, in order to forbear our daily toil and hardships we need the incentive of aspiring to repose and therefore we tell ourselves that we cannot enjoy repose at present because in order to do so first we must resolve some problems, and thus we engage in struggle in order to win the repose that we imagine will provide us with pleasure and satisfaction. However, when we "win" our repose and experience no novelty or change again we project on our experience the concept of "boredom" and thus experience uneasiness and discomfort, and so again we tell ourselves that we cannot enjoy the repose because first we must resolve some problems, and therefore again we engage in struggle in order to win the repose that we imagine will provide us with pleasure and satisfaction ... da capo sine fine ... Desire By hungrily looking toward a supposed future pleasure to be obtained from a supposedly substantial object we miss the total bliss of nowness. Then, when the desired future arrives we are so possessed by the attitude of looking toward the future and away from the present that we cannot at all enjoy the experience we had yearned for. Then we elude awareness of our frustration and of the emptiness 15 we have discovered by imagining that pleasure will be found'in the future when we obtain another object. Thus, the great bliss and plenitude of now ness continues to be hidden as we look and rush toward the future and experience the dissatisfaction and frustration of being away from the now. Fear, insecurity, suffering, and refuge We are constantly searching for security because we are fearful. We are fearful because we search for security instead of giving ourselves up to the insecurity that life is: if we gave ourselves up to insecurity we would feel secure, for we would have no fear of insecurity. Escaping insecurity, instead, implies and begets fear: the more we escape, the more we affirm that there is something to fear; the more we affirm there is something to fear, the more we fear. Thus, we search for security because we fear and we fear because we search for security. We fear the terrible sensation that fear is but the fear of the sensation of fear begets the sensation of fear that we fear. We try to elude our fear by taking refuge in objects: friends, lovers, groups, beliefs, identities, positions. Since these objects are breakable and unstable by taking refuge in them we condemn ourselves to the fear of losing our refuge: we take refuge because we fear losing the refuge that we take because we fear losing the refuge that we take because we fear ... da capo sine fine ... We fear that others discover our fear but our fear that our fear may be discovered is fear that may be discovered by others: we fear that they may discover the fear that they may discover the fear that they may discover the fear that .. . da capo sine fine .. . Tension The delusory valuation of thought at the root of the belief in a self is sustained by neuromuscular tensions, vibrations, contractions and reverberations which, insofar as attention is occupied with thoughts/ objects other than the tensions, vibrations, 56 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 A2 contractions and reverberations, are not felt to be unpleasant and thus may be conserved. In turn, insofar as they are conserved, we are compelled to evade them and, thus, to conserve them. There can only be tension when there is rejection and, whenever there is tension, consciousness rejects it. However, insofar as tension is not the central object of attention rejection of it is subtle and, therefore, tension is slight. Then, as we become aware of tension, our rejection increases proportionally to our awareness of it, making tension increase and become more unpleasant. The more unpleasant tension becomes, the more we reject it, making it ever more unpleasant. This autocatalytic system may bring the unpleasantness to a threshold level at which the subject-object duality/delusion at its root may collapse and thus unpleasantness may come to an end. Self-importance When we anguish about another's anguish our anguish feeds the other's anguish by confirming the belief in the extreme importance of life and pain which is the deepest root of anguish. At first, the immediate cause of anguish may be an external situation; once anguish has manifested, the immediate cause of anguish may be the presence of anguish itself. In the same way, consoling someone confirms the belief in the extreme importance ofthat individual, of his or her experience and of his or her grief. Since this belief is the deepest cause of grief, confirming it may cause grief to increase. By trying to do something about our distress we cause the aversion at the root of distress to increase and confirm the illusion of absolute importance which is the deepest cause of distress. Blaming others As soon as we experience guilt, fear, distress or any other undesired emotion we want to escape. We fail to understand that undesired emotions are painful only when we regard them as undesirable and want to escape. Worse still, when, for any reason, we experience guilt, we try to get rid of it by blaming others for the "evil" for which we feel guilty. Thus we add to our guilt the guilt of blaming others, making our guilt increase and therefore giving rise to an even greater need to blame others. Hatred Regarding some aspects of ourselves as abhorrent, and feeling that a self having such aspects would itself be abhorrent, we are compelled to deny them in ourselves, project them on others, and abhor those others. Moreover, we can only abhor and hate others if we justify our hatred and elude guilt for it by thinking that it is the fully cogent response to the evil-doing and the supposedly evil nature of the individual whom we hate. We evade awareness of the pain in our heart that hatred is by concentrating on the object of our hatred and its supposedly evil character. Since we do not realize the pain that hatred implies, we may continue to hate, perpetuating the pain that hatred is. Contemplation and uptight mindfulness In order to attain the state of Contemplation -that is, to "rest" in the state of absolute, nondual, undeluded Awareness- and avoid being drawn away from this state by distracting thoughts an alert attentiveness is needed. However, attention is precisely what Contemplation must dissolve. The Meaning a/Self-Liberation and Some Loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear 57 Being alert so that distraction will not carry you away generates tension. However, tension is precisely what Contemplation must cut. If you are not alert, thoughts will carry you away and make you revolve in the wheel of samsara. However, if you are alert, this will beget tension and aversion and sustain the illusory perceiver-doer which is the root of samsara. When we begin to meditate 16 we keep alert so that thoughts will not carry us away from nowness constituting a "chain of delusion" that would cause us to ceaselessly revolve in the "wheel of samsara": we are taught that we must "reCognize" the essence of thoughts so that they will liberate themselves in the ocean of gnosis- the state of absolute, nondual, undeluded Awareness. Trying to do this, we give rise to a delusive "uptight mindfulness" which is a function of the duality of subject and object and of the delusory valuation of "the self' and "its thoughts"- and which, thus, keeps us revolving in the "wheel of samsara." Self-consciousness When we are carrying out an activity and worry about erring our worry and self-consciousness interfere with our subjectivity, causing us to blunder. It is when fearfully we look down toward the abyss that we fall. When we become the object that others watch and judge and thus get self-encumbered, for fear of others and of our painful experience we "hide our head in the sand," trying to minimize suffering by minimizing awareness. This experience of rejection, however, will last only insofar as we reject it and evade full awareness of it. A Delusion, distress and here-nowness The distress inherent in delusion may be taken to be inherent in leisurely here- nowness and, thus, we may spend our lives evading leisurely here-nowness, trying to fill our time with business and distractions and thus generating the aversion to the here- and-now that gives rise to distress and missing the plenitude, fulfillment and bliss inherent in plain here-nowness. Conceptualizing the now as being boring, we reject it and thus experience the pain produced by rejection, which we believe to be inherent in leisurely here-nowness, and that we reject, giving rise to further pain, which we believe to be inherent in leisurely here-nowness and which we reject, giving rise to further pain ... da capo sine fine ... And, in general, when we face situations with little variety or change -whether in our daily activity or while sitting in meditation- we project the ideas of boredom, dullness and heaviness and thus reject our experience, experiencing the unpleasantness that we call "boredom, dullness and heaviness" and believing that it is inherent in those situations in which there is little variety or change. By rejecting both the unpleasantness and the situation with which we have associated it, we generate more unpleasantness, that we reject, generating more unpleasantness ... Lacking We feel empty and try to fill this lack by contacting, acquiring and possessing valuable objects. However, by trying to fill our illusory lack we affirm it as real and true, sustaining it and making it grow in proportion to the "value" ofthe objects with which we try to fill it: the more valuable the object, the greater our lack becomes. 58 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 A Thus, by attempting to recover the original plenitude we lost as we felt separate from the plenitude of the given, we make ourselves empty and dissatisfied. Others? pride, and value We may also try to "fill the lack" with value projected on us by others and, becoming the object that they prize, swell our heart with pride. However, instead of granting us plenitude, this exposes us to the risk of being unrecognized or of being unappreciated, despised or humiliated: by making our heart's fluctuations depend on the Other's look we condemn ourselves to anguish and anxiety and, again and again, we must fall into the hell of self-deprecation, disparagement and humiliation. A swollen heart is easy to puncture with the spear of a look or the arrow of a sharp phrase. The more we strive to obtain a high value through the Other's favorable look, the more we affirm ourselves to be lacking in value, and so the more we need to be filled with the value the Other bestows on us and the more exposed to contempt and humiliation we become -and so the more anguish we shall have to experience and the emptier and more deprived we shall feel. Favorable conditions The esteem and respect of many is a source of pride: when others admire and accept the entity indicated by our name the mental subject establishes a "link of being" with that entity and, accepting it, it accepts the totality of its experience and sensations and thus experiences pleasure: as the Stoics knew well, sensations are pleasurable when we accept them and unpleasant when we reject them. Thus, the others' favorable look causes us to feel wellY However, accepting whatever we are conditioned to accept, A conditions us to reject what we are conditioned to reject whenever we meet it. Therefore, pride causes samsara's Ferris wheel to turn: after we ascend, we shall have to descend and meet the distress which human beings call "hell." The Buddha Shakyamuni declared that, in samsara, pleasure is but a momentary relief from pain. This relief is pleasurable because it allows us to stop rejecting our experience and accept it, thus experiencing pleasure. However, the pleasure thus obtained is transient, for it is not possible to make acceptance permanent, shunning rejection forever. Looking for pleasure is a source of pain, yet we cover the embers with so many ashes that for a while we cannot feel the burn. Thus, we consolidate our habit of clinging to the ember so that sooner or later we shall burn our hand. Worrying for others When those who care for us worry about our vicissitudes the true cause of their worry is not whatever we do but the fact that they have taken refuge in us -who are breakable and changing entities- rather than in their own unbreakable and changeless essence. Nevertheless, they often make us feel that the cause oftheir sorrows is our behavior -for example, our dedication to the spiritual quest- and thus feel justified in inflicting themselves with suffering and feel compelled to make us feel guilty by letting us know that we are the cause of their sorrows. If we believe them, we may experience guilt and worry, failing to see that they have themselves caused their own sorrows just as we are causing ours by inflicting guilt and worry upon ourselves. If we have any responsibility for both their suffering and ours it lies in our mistaken refuge and the delusory valuation that sustains it. The Meaning of Self-Liberation and Some Loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear 59 A Illness and pain By obsessively protecting ourselves from what we regard as the sources of illness we may give rise to the bioenergetic imbalances that beget illness. Thus, we may give rise precisely to that which we want to avoid. Similarly, it is our rejection of "pain" that turns into pain what is but naked sensation: the only pain is the one resulting from the making of pain a problem, rejecting it, and despairing about our inability to bring it to an end. Good and evil As children, we are taught that, in order to "be good," we have to keep our nature under control and "behave"18 -which implies that we are inherently evil and that this evil will manifest if we do not control our nature. Even those of us who were told that we were "good" were repeatedly made to feel bad in order to discourage unwanted behavior patterns and make us try to feel good by adopting the "positive" identity others offer US 19 and behaving as they want us to behave. Nevertheless, since the condition of our "goodness" is the implantation of a monstrous phantasy (the monster that mother saw us as while punishing us) no matter how deep inside we bury this phantasy it will surface again and again soiling our "good works" with "evil." Thus, by trying to make us be "good" "well-meaning" people implant the roots of "evil" in us. Meaning When we miss the ineffable, nonconceptual meaning there arises the need to endow our life and tasks with enunciable meanings and to put hopes in worldly aspirations. Then, we fear that if we lose these meanings and fail to realize these aspirations A the result shall be meaninglessness and despair. We cannot see that the loss of false meanings and hopes is necessary for rediscovering the ineffable, nonconceptual meaning inherent in the state of absolute, nondual, undeluded Awareness. Only this meaning may make us feel truly and completely full(filled) and realized. Because we have lost the meaning beyond words we give rise to conceptual meanings; because we cling to conceptual meanings we have no access to the meaning beyond words; because we have no access to the meaning beyond words we give rise to conceptual meanings ... da capo sine fine ... Moralhli teachings and relative practices Relative teachings and moralist practices may help beings of certain capacities to lead a less conflictive existence. However, an exaggerated emphasis on them may lead us to believe that rules and precepts are absolute and that their observance is ultimately important, thus increasing the delusory valuation that is the cause of duhkha 20 and making us more intolerant toward others. Whatever causes us to rise to heaven later on will be the cause of our falling into hell. As stated by Yung-chia Hsuan-chueh: 21 "Giving (dana) practiced with an aim may result in the grace of being reborn in heaven. This, however, is like shooting an arrow upwards: when the strength propelling the arrow is exhausted it will return to the ground and this will be a source of adverse karma for times to come." By taking the way of heaven we fall deep into hell. In a succession of toothaches and ice-creams which does the child want to have first? It is better to step down from the wheel 60 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 Al A that carries us up to heaven and then takes us down to hell. Yet the worst with moralism is that it may be used by "demonic" pseudomasters as a pretext for murdering truly Enlightened Masters. In the name of purity, the greatest possible fault is committed. Despise the passions? Let us take the example of anger: If I despise my anger I shall give rise to anger against my anger. Since anger against anger is also anger, by despising anger I shall produce more of what I want to uproot. The more my anger grows, the more I shall despise it; the more I despise it, the more it will grow. In general, it is impossible to despise our passions without despising ourselves, for we feel responsible for our passions 22 (and, when we no longer do so, we are no longer prey to passions). So, when we despise our passions we become a despicable self; the more we despise them, the more despicable we become, and the more despicable we become, the more the passions that we deem despicable grow in us. Purification If one tries to "purify oneself' through relative practices -from the visualization and recitation of Vajrasattva 23 to practices of tsa/lung/thigle 24 - the assumption that there is an impurity to be purified will sustain the delusory valuation of thought and thus the duality and judgment which constitute the impurity. Thus, our endeavor will be comparable to cleaning a pristine mirror with a dirty cloth. 25 If the bioenergetic input is high enough, if one is subject to the supreme samaya 26 of Dzogchen, and if one possesses the instruction, A self-liberation will disperse the clouds covering the sky and blocking the sunlight. Contrariwise, the idea of an impurity to be purified sooner or later would become the door to hell. Opening up We fear opening up, feeling that this would expose us to evil and harm and, eventually, make us lose ourselves and ultimately be destroyed. How little we realize that we can only be harmed when, being possessed by delusory valuation, dualism and self-clinging, and believing that we are ultimately real and important selves to be protected and safeguarded, we close ourselves: since the supposedly real and important "I" may always be harmed we are thus condemned to terror, anguish and anxiety and provide a target that is vulnerable to attack. By opening up and attaining Enlightenment, instead, we attain plenitude and stability that cannot be harmed and are freed from fear, anguish and anxiety. In the same way, we fear that if we open up an underground monster lurking in our depths may possess us. However, the monster of unconscious phantasy is sustained by our drive to check it and keep it under control: by supposing that it is our deepest nature, we keep it alive, producing unforeseen effects. Ifwe applied the instructions and opened up, the illusory monster would dissolve in anoic gnosis 27 free of subject and object and we would be rid of inveterate impulses. Uneasiness in meditation When we sit in meditation and look at our thoughts we may feel uneasy and think that this uneasiness is inherent in meditation. Actually, it is the uneasiness of delusory The Meaning ofSe/fLiberation and Some Loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear 61 A valuation and grasping, which normally we fail to realize as such because we are closed and our attention is preoccupied with countless projects and ideas. If this uneasiness becomes evident when we sit to meditate, we may wrongly associate it with meditation and openness and thus be "instinctively" tempted to interrupt our meditation and keep clinging to and following overvalued thoughts, trying to escape from uneasiness by clinging to its very source. If, instead, (we) "reCognize" the essence ofthe present thought and thus "Enter" the State uneasiness disappears in the plenitude and bliss of the unborn. We project the uneasiness of delusory valuation on openness and Contemplation and thus keep from the latter and cling to and follow overvalued thoughts, reaffirming and reinforcing the source of uneasiness. Boredom in meditation In Contemplation, plenitude, bliss and satisfaction are inexhaustible. However, sooner or later, Contemplation is interrupted, we feel separate from the continuum of the Base, become obsessed with an object of desire which we imagine will provide us with plenitude, bliss and satisfaction, and, by developing a powerful yearning for it, we maintain the state of illusory duality and separation which is lack of plenitude, distress and dissatisfaction. Thus, we compulsively run after our own tail which, no matter how fast we spin, always remains out of reach. If the conception of an object of desire does not spontaneously liberate itself upon appearing and we fail to apply the instruction which allows its self-liberation the uneasiness of delusory valuation and desire will drive us to interrupt our practice in order to run after the object of desire. A A A Too many passions and delusions in Contemplation If, while we "practice" Contemplation, passions and delusions arise uninterruptedly and we experience anguish or uneasiness we feel that these are justified by the undesirable flow of passions and delusions which we believe is their objective cause. However, in truth our uneasiness springs from the delusory valuation of the concept of "passions and delusions" and the belief that these are inherently undesirable. Profound instructions When the "two lights"28 shine and, failing to "reCognize" their nonduality, the "light ofthe son" fights the "Mother Light," or when a tremendous agitation possesses us and we do not manage to cease struggling and despairing, we should apply the "profound instructions" we have received. However, the more we apply these instructions in order to "resolve" the situation, the more we affirm ourselves as different from the latter and the more value and reality we ascribe to both the situation and ourselves; therefore, the more we affirm and sustain our delusion and the more conflictive and unbearable we make our situation. Our attempt to resolve the situation reinforces the situation we want to resolve. Peaceful mandalas Our inability to somehow alter the impassivity of peaceful mandalas -the peaceful, undefiable immutability ofthe ground- seemingly begets irritation. Actually, the cause of irritation is the inveterate impulses of delusion rather than the peaceful mandalas to which we are reacting and which we thus turn into wrathful mandalas. 62 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 A A Wrathful mandalas If, when (we) are "resting" in the state of Contemplation and the bioenergetic input is very high, we feel subtly separate from whatever is happening the experience ofthe wrathful mandalas may take place: the flow of experience shakes us until the delusion of someone who is shaken and something shaking her or him dissolves in absolute, nondual, undeluded Awareness. Ignoring that the agitation that we suffer is the skillful means of the True Teacher we may feel anguished and resist and try to escape, thus increasing the agitation: our most precious friend is perceived as our most dreadful enemy. IHo Social Laces Ecology and survival Our terror of insecurity and impermanence leads us to invent technological "solutions" in order to eradicate all risks of death, illness, and all that we consider to be a problem. Thus, we produce pesticides, chemical fertilizers, antibiotics, drugs and all kinds of "sciences," devices and machines -from nuclear energy to genetic engineering- that disrupt the ecological balance on which our lives depend both in the so-called "external world" and "inside our bodies." We try to destroy the "negative" side ofthe coin of existence -the side featuring death, suffering, illness, discomfort, insecurity, hard work, pain and so on- by constantly putting corrosives on it. Nowadays, corrosion has worn away so much of the coin that it is about to reach the side we wished to preserve -life, joy, health, comfort, security, leisure, pleasure and so on- and thus put an end to human existence. A By trying to destroy death we have come to the brink of bringing all life to an end. Social change The oppressive structures of society are internalized by all of us, molding our psychological and experiential structures. Ifwe set out to transform society without having transformed our own inner structures we unavoidably reproduce those structures in the new order ofthings. Therefore, what we mean to be a total transformation of society will be but a mere change of masters. The internalized, aggressive and oppressive elements of society are integrated into the structure of our psyche. If we project those elements of our psyche on the ruling class and try to destroy them by destroying the members ofthat class our destructive and oppressive actions will make all the more powerful the negative elements of our psyche which we wished to destroy. Having destroyed the ones on whom we projected those elements, the latter's underground presence will be felt again in our own selves and thus we shall be compelled to project them on new "others" who may also be destroyed as though they were those aspects. The Enemy Fearing that the Enemy may destroy us we have almost achieved the destruction that we fear.29 Ifwe used the most powerful weapons that we have developed we would not only destroy our enemies, but would destroy ourselves. Moreover, in building those weapons we have released so much radioactive pollutants into the environment, that even if we do not use them our survival is uncertain. The Meaning ofSe/fLiberation and Some Loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear 63 Notes For this issue of the International Journal of Transpersonal Studies, I had originally written a very long and conceptually complex philosophical paper titled "The Meaning of Being: Steps to a Metaexistential Metaphenomenology of Mind." The first sections of the said paper discussed the meaning of "being," both logically and phenomenologically, mainly against the background of the theses drawn by Aristotle, Pyrrho, Nagarjuna, Plotinus, Pascal, Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Heidegger and Sartre (less relevant to the aims of the paper being those produced by Kant, Hegel, Ayer, and others). In particular, those sections showed that, in Heidegger's philosophy, being is a phenomenon that arises upon understanding the word "being," as well as upon perceiving an entity as being (or as no longer being, as never having been, etc.). Heidegger's being, therefore, is a most basic, delusory phenomenon of samsara rather than the true condition of all reality that the Dzogchen teachings of Tibetan Buddhism and Bon call the Base or zhi (gzhi). The idea was to make clear the true logical and phenomenological meanings of being, show Heidegger's error in identifYing Heraclitus' aletheia with his own conception of being, and demonstrate that the German philosopher's terminology is inappropriate to translate Dzogchen texts. The last sections of the said paper presented a metaexistential metaphenomenology, according to which the experiences that existentialism and existential philosophies in general regard as most authentic-those featuring anguish, distress and so on-though being indeed more authentic than the pleasant samsaric experiences produced by the mechanics of bad faith (self-deceit), are actually the most basic manifestations of essential human delusion (which the Buddha Shakyamuni called avidya and Heraclitus named lethe). Actually, the state of utter authenticity is that which different Buddhist and non- Buddhist Wisdom traditions call Awakening or Enlightenment, which involves the self-liberation both of the phenomenon of being and of all experiences of anguish, distress, and so on. The main point in the paper in question was that the ideal translator of Dzogchen texts is one who is perfectly familiar with self-liberation. Anyone else will be merely rendering personal fantasies about Dzogchen. Only those who are familiar with self-liberation (and thus with going beyond the experience of being that is one ofthe most basic delusory phenomena of samsara) can understand the Dzogchen texts on the basis of what I have called a "metaontological hermeneutics" (Capriles, 1999; related texts are Capriles, 2000c and Capriles, in press) and thus render their correct meaning into other languages. Therefore, the first condition for correctly translating Dzogchen texts (even prior to knowing the Tibetan language), is to actually practice Dzogchen and thus have a valid experience of Dzogchen as Path and therefore of self-liberation. However, the original paper was philosophically complex and lengthy and therefore I finally decided to publish the present paper, shorter and poetical, instead. 1. Throughout this paper, the Tibetan words that are not within square brackets convey an approximate pronunciation of the original Tibetan term; the Tibetan words in square brackets provide the Wylie system transliteration ofthe vocable, which allows the Tibetologist to reconstruct the original Tibetan script. 2. Normally "chenpo" means ''big'' or "great." However, N amkhai N orbu Rinpoche has noted that in this and some other cases the term is given an absolute meaning, as it is used to indicate something that, being total, cannot be bigger or less big, greater or less great. In such instances, the term is to be translated as "total." 3. When a glass is full to the brim with some liquid, Tibetans say the glass is "dzogpa." When an action is perfectly accomplished, they also say the action is "dzogpa." In particular, the Base, Path and Fruit of Dzogchen are characterized by absolute plenitude and perfection; therefore, in the combined word "dzogpa chen po" (Dzogchen), it is appropriate to translate the term "dzogpa" as "plenitude and perfection," and to render the combined word as "total plenitude and perfection." 4. These are: (1) the Rainbow Body (Jalu [dja-lus]); (2) the Body of Light (Okiku ['od-kyi sku] or Ophung ['od-phung]); and (3) the most highly accomplished manifestation ofthe Body of Light, constituted by the Total Transference or Powa Chenpo ('pho-ba chen-po). For an explanation see Capriles (2000a). 5. Since both Dzogchen as Path and Dzogchen as Fruit are beyond the experience of normal sentient beings, only accomplished Dzogchen practitioners may explain the two said aspects ofDzogchen: Whoever is not perfectly familiar with self-liberation, upon describing it, explaining it, or speaking of it will but express fantasies about the nature ofDzogchen as Path and Dzogchen as Fruit. Moreover, since beings in samsara fail to correctly apprehend the condition of Dzogchen as Base, even in explaining the Base, those who are not perfectly familiar with self-liberation will but express the products of their own imagination. 6. In a text on the practice of the Dzogchen Menngagde (man-ngag-sde; Skt.: Upadesha) translated in the mid- 1970s, the phrase "liberates itself as a snake uncoiling" (which referred to the delusorily valued thought) was mistranslated as "liberates himselflike a snake uncoiling." The translator had no experience of self-liberation and thus understood the ambiguous Tibetan syntax as meaning that the skilled meditator liberated himself or herself from the thoughts and so on, in a way that is analogous to that in which a snake whose body has been tied into a knot undoes the said knot. 7. For an explanation ofthe three aspects ofthe Base see Capriles (2000b). For a more detailed explanation see Capriles (2000a). 8. Primordial awareness is said to be inherently self- liberating because, when there is no delusory valuation of the "triple projection" and therefore the illusory subject- object duality does not manifest, all that arises in our experience is like the ever-moving ripples in a watersource that cannot be followed: rather than being like the more stable ripples that form in a stream and that, as they go 64 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 down, may be followed by an observer standing on the banks of the river, that which arises in our experience is always changing and there is no separate observer to follow it. The point is that, since the ripples change so rapidly and since there is no (illusory) separate observer who may follow their change through successive moments, it is impossible to establish that they constitute a stable form and thus to delusorily perceive them as a substance. Thus, when the reCognition of the essence (ngowo [ngo- boD of thoughts results in the manifestation of the Dharmakaya (the so-called "Mind" aspect of Enlightenment), and thus the illusory subject-object duality dissolves like feathers entering fire, the ensuing nondual state, wherein primordial cognitiveness is fully patent, naturally liberates all would-be delusorily-valued thoughts. For example, ifthe illusion of a separate subject begins to arise, it spontaneously dissolves on the spot. 9. Upadesha is a Sanskrit word, whereas Dzogchen (rDzogs- chen) is a Tibetan word. In Tibetan, upadesha is menngag (man-ngag), and the corresponding series of Dzogchen teachings is menngagde (man-ngag-sde) or menngaggyide (man-ngag gyi-sde). I have used the Sanskrit term because, being the term used by Namkhai Norbu Rinpoche, it is best known to members of the Dzogchen Community. The word Upadesha means "secret oral instructions"; however, since many instructions of the Upadesha have become written, almost public instructions, I shall translate the term simply as "instructions." 10. I use the word "Awareness" because of its Anglo-Saxon etymological meaning, which is "being true." 11. According to Freud, repression is the action of subconscious mechanisms which keep ego-dystonic contents (i.e., contents which are incompatible with one's self-image) out of the focus of conscious awareness. 12. According to Sartre, bad faith is a self-deceit which the conscious mind carries out knowingly and intentionally and which involves, in the same operation, deceiving itself about its own deceit, so that once the self- deceit is accomplished there is no conscious awareness that there was any deceit. Sartre uses the concept of bad faith to explain many phenomena which Freud explains through the concept of repression. 13. Sanskrit: kundalini; Tibetan: thigle (thig-le). It must be noted that the Tibetan term thigle translates both the Sanskrit word bindu (sometimes translated, in the context of Tantrism, as "seminal seed") and the Sanskrit vocable kundalini. Tibetans chose to translate both Sanskrit words for a single Tibetan term because in Tantrism kundalini depends on bindu to such an extent that actually they may be regarded as being exactly the same thing. 14. For an explanation of this concept see Tarthang Tulku (1977). 15. This emptiness is not the voidness sought by the Buddhists, but the uncomfortable emptiness of the lack of wholeness and fulfillment inherent in the illusion of separateness. 16. When I use the noun "meditation" or the verb "to meditate," I am referring to a function of mind-that is, of delusion-which involves mindfulness, attention and the subject-object duality. When I use the word "Contemplation," I am referring to a state in which mind- that is, delusion-as well as mindfulness, attention, and the subject-object duality have disappeared and the state of absolute, nondual, undeluded Awareness is uninterruptedly manifest for a given period oftime. 17. Naturally, if we are ashamed of pride, the first moment of acceptance will be followed by a second moment of rejection, which being rejection of sensation results in an unpleasant experience. 18. That is, to "be-having-ourselves," which implies that the inner observer, that has assumed the values of society, has to check and govern us as objects. 19. This will be so provided that our parents or educators allow us to embody the kind of identity that they and society deem "positive." If they do not allow us to embody a "positive" identity, we shall have to assume an identity socially regarded as negative and, therefore, we shall have to obtain from people generally regarded as evil the approval and admiration that we need in order to function. This, however, does not mean that we become "good" or "evil" due solely to the influence of others during childhood; genetic propensities may partly explain why the same parents react differently to each of their children, helping them adopt a specific role in life. Thus, there is a determining influence of karma from "previous lifetimes." For a brief explanation, see my paper "Beyond Mind: Steps to a Metatranspersonal Psychology" (Capriles, 2000b); for a more detailed explanation, see my books Que somas y ad6nde vamos (1986) and The Direct Path (1976). 20. Duhkha: dissatisfaction, lack of plenitude, missing the point, recurrent suffering. This is how the Hinayana Schools characterize samsara. 21. See Yoka Daishi (Yung-chia Hsuan-chueh)/Taisen Deshimaru [1981]). 22. Often-and even more so when we are Dharma- practitioners-we may feel that the passions are alien forces trying to possess us, and thus we fight against them (begetting further passions). Since while we fight against the passions we experience them as alien forces, we neither feel responsible for them nor identify with them. However, once we fall prey to the passions, we feel responsible, at least for having yielded to them, and we identifY with them, for we are acting them out. 23. In Tantric and Dzogchen Buddhism, Vajrasattva, the "vajra being" (i.e., the "immutable/indestructible being"), is the embodiment and symbol of the Sambhogakaya, containing all zhitro (zhi-khro) or "peaceful-wrathful" deities. In the outer or lower Tantras, the figure of Vajrasattva is used in combination with the famous Hundred-Syllable mantra as a most important purification practice. In the inner or higher Tantras, Vajrasattva is the pivot of the visualization- transformation version ofthe practice of zhitro, as all the relevant deities are contained in him. In the Dzogchen The Meaning of Self-liberation and Some loops From The Source of Danger Is Fear 65 Upadesha, the zhitro-which in this case does not involve visualization or transformation-is a means to catalyze the process of self-liberation of delusion, so that samsara and the propensities for it to manifest are most rapidly neutralized without any effort whatsoever on the part of the practitioner. 24. rTsa / rlung / thig-le. 25. This is the point in the story about the poems by the Ch'an Buddhist Masters Hui-neng and Shen-hsiu when the 5th Patriarch, Master Hung-jen, was to name a successor. 26. Samaya means "commitment." Hinayana Buddhism is based on keeping vows that are lost at death. Mahayana Buddhism is based on the training of bodhichitta, which requires the practitioner to go beyond all limits (including vows as well as the drive to protect his or her own individual existence) if this is necessary to benefit beings and lead them to Enlightenment. Tantric Buddhism is based on samaya or commitment, which involves a series of duties that vary according to the Tantric vehicle involved, but which in general require that the disciple has a pure vision of the Teacher (the vajra Master or Vajracharya) and fellow students (vajra brothers and sisters). Dzogchen also has a samaya, but in this case the samaya does not involve keeping specific precepts, as it may be subsumed in the four "mepas" (med-pa) or "there isn't," which are the negation of the four main points of the samaya ofthe inner or higher Tantras-for the samaya of Dzogchen may be expressed succintly in terms of the teaching Tilopa gave N aropa on the banks ofthe Ganges and that was codified as the Mahamudra Upadesha: "The highest samaya is broken by thinking in terms of precepts." The point is that trying to keep precepts necessarily involves the delusory valuation of thoughts that establish what is permitted and what is forbidden, as well as an activity ofthe apparently separate observer that is to keep the precepts. The Dzogchen teachings do not permit or forbid any particular actions: they just require the practitioner to be beyond delusory valuation, transcending the apparently separate observer in the continuity of the inherently self-liberating state, and thus being beyond the acceptance and rejection that are necessary in order to keep precepts. 27. (a) I call this gnosis because it is a function of cognitiveness/awareness and because certain Gnostic trends called gnosis the cognition of the absolute; (b) I add the adjective anoic because in the unveiling of such gnosis the mind (noia)-implying the noetic-noematic (subject-object) duality, delusory valuation, and other experience-shaping, delusory mechanisms-is disconnected. 28. The "two lights" are the one called "Mother Light" and the so-called "light ofthe son" referred to in the following line of the "lace." They manifest as a seeming duality in some yogic experiences of tho gel (thod-rgal) , or of the indivisibility of thiigel and tekchii (khregs-chod) in the nyingthik (snying-thig) and especially in the yangthik (yang-thig) practices of the Dzogchen Menngagde (man- ngag-sde; Skt., Upadesha), as the patent manifestation of dualistic delusion. The apparently separate, delusory mental subject is associated with the "light of the son"; when the illusory subject in question dissolves upon reCognition ofthe single Nature, so that only the so-called "Mother Light" remains, it is said that the "light of the son" has "integrated into the Mother Light" (though actually nothing integrates into anything, as the point is that the illusion that there is a "second light" simply disappears). This is the type of integration that is characteristic of the thogel and yangthik practices of the Dzogchen Upadesha. 29. 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Barcelona, Spain: Vision Libros. _to 66 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Healing of Psychoses in Transpersonal Understanding Joachim Galuska Fachklinik Heiligenfeld Bad Kissingen, Germany An acceptable understanding of the healing of psychoses is only possible through empathy in the psychotic experience. Starting with the concepts of Podvoll, Benedetti, and Peciccia, psychoses are described as deep disorders of the structure of consciousness. The healing process of psychoses needs the reconstruction of the sense of being, of awareness, and of the sense of self. To prevent therapists from becoming destabilized by archetypical energies and destructive forces, a grounding in transpersonal consciousness, in healthy structures of evolution, and in a team which is able to transform the psychotic dynamics is necessary. The Evolution of Human Consciousness E CAN presume that human consciousness is a way in which existence appears. The structure of consciousness, its or- der, is therefore the order of existence, the order of being, which naturally reaches far beyond the recognizable structure of our consciousness. Let us try to imagine in how many ways the absolute, God, nothingness, appears as the infi- nite number of forms and processes of existence. Our imagination is certainly too limited, but we can ask ourselves what characterizes the struc- ture and the peculiarity of human consciousness as a way of being. Buddhism, for example, shows us that our experiencing in essence consists of an organization ofthe experiences. We could also say: as a human being, existence senses or feels, as a human being in existence is conscious. But an- other interesting trait is carried by human con- sciousness: the egoic "I" which we clearly perceive in the present. Moving on, we could say: as a hu- man being, existence senses or feels itself. In ev- ery one of us it can become conscious of itself. In every human consciousness, being identifies itself as self. Moving on further, we could metaphori- cally say: as a human being, God can realize Him- self in His creation. But this self-knowledge, this sensation of being is not complete. Every one of us is only a minute appearance, a minute part of the whole, like a small bubble on the ocean that at best can recognize itself as part of a huge and gi- gantic ocean. The present possibilities and bound- aries for encountering oneself as a human being have been described as the qualities of self-con- sciousness or of personal consciousness (Wilber, 1995). Self-consciousness has a clear boundary be- tween "I" and "No-I," between inside and out, and tends to identify with the pleasant. It transfers everything that cannot be integrated to the out- side by projective processes. It throws away ev- erything that cannot be used anymore. Anyone who threatens it, is destroyed by it. Anyone who gets in its way is pushed away by it, if possible. This is how we have treated other human beings, animals, plants, the whole planet. And now we realize the effects of our actions because they have an effect on us. We have poisoned the atmosphere and partly destroyed it and are now starting to suffer from it and become sick. We have exploited The Internationaljournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 67-77 67 2001 by Panigada Press other people and now have to realize that the earth lacks enough resources for everyone to live as we do. As parents we have ignored our children and as old people we sense how we are gotten rid of and nobody is interested in us any more. We make others responsible for our difficulties but do not find a way out of our problems. All these are ways in which we are confronted with our own actions. This seems to be an essential characteristic of the process of evolution of human consciousness: the confrontation with itself. In being confronted with the results of our actions as the "1," we can realize that the idea of our boundary is an illusion. The other humans on whom we project ourselves are not different from us. The other people belong to us. We are part of this planet; it is not to be differ- entiated from us. Ifwe damage it, we damage our- selves. To realize this leads to an expansion ofthe feeling of self beyond the boundary of "1." If we identify within a relationship with this social holon (Wilber, 1995), which means as a couple, we very clearly feel what it means if one is disrespectful or abusive of the other. How can we learn to expand our consciousness beyond the boundaries of self- consciousness and feel how our family feels, how the organism in which we work, our working field, feels, how humanity feels? An essential conse- quence of this stepping over our boundary of self, this form of transcendence, this expansion of our consciousness, is the increasing acceptance of re- sponsibility. If we stop projecting we can realize the effects of our actions because we do not need to ward them off. And if we identify more and more comprehensively and extensively, we, as a con- tainer of our collective consciousness, can sense and feel the effects of our own forces. Then we could recognize what we are doing when, for example, we abuse a child or wipe out a species of animals. Then we could really take responsibility. Psychoses in the Process of Evolution of Consciousness F ROM THE point of view of evolution, sickness is apparently a common phenomenon. Evolution is a process of changing oneself, of newly structuring, of dissolving the old, of the experimental creation of new possibilities. Accordingly, in new structures not everything fits together, friction comes into being, pain comes into being, and on the level of organic life, sickness appears. At the same time, we find all kinds of healing processes that calm pain, that continue the fitting together. Processes of sickness and healing are apparently typical marks of the process of evolution or change. If anything is disturbed or out of order, pain, symptoms, sickness, appear. We could say that these are zones which most of the time are especially full of energy and which lead to clear efforts for healing. In this sense sickness is important because it represents sensitive areas of development and change. At these points at least, a huge suffering appears as subjective feeling. This mobilizes other processes which help us to recognize the sickness and which help to heal it, or at least help to dignify appropriate ways of dealing with these zones of sickness as long as they cannot be healed. Like sickness, healing is also a part of the evolutionary process that learns from disturbance, that tries to remove it and that looks for integration. We could say that for us healing is connected with the whole knowledge of being. In principle, healing can anchor itself in all forces of being, in all forces of evolution, and it can use everything needed from these forces. The healing process is therefore infinitely wise; it represents the wonderful task of contributing to the wholeness and integrity of being, to its harmony and higher development. Healing in this sense is connected with the best intention of evolution. Therefore it feels good if something heals or if we are working in a healing profession. With healing values like kindness, good order, good development, the feeling of wholeness, integrity, attunement, and fitting together are connected. In analogy to the process of healing bodily sickness, wherein the basic and healthy structures of body processes have an effect and can be reestablished, we can understand the healing processes of mental illness which exhibit far-reaching disturbances of consciousness. Psychoses are probably such far-reaching disturbances of the inner structure of order of consciousness. If the task of human consciousness should be that of feeling itself, of sensing and realizing itself, then existence misunderstands itself in psychosis. In psychosis, consciousness manifests or organizes itself in a chaotic way, in a way that does not fit together. And that is how existence misunderstands itself: The certainty about the everyday construction of reality which derives from our self- consciousness is partially lost. An 68 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 identification with archetypical forces and contents occurs which cannot however be borne or endured. That is how the patient on one side is at the mercy of the archetypical energies, and on the other side tries to organize and interpret them. We could say that the patient has lost ground and stability and is drifting like a ship in the ocean, being lost without steering in a gigantic thunderstorm. Sometimes the patient thinks he or she is the storm, the raining, the roaring ocean, the wrecked ship, the loose steering wheel or the lightning. (Galuska & Galuska, 1995) The interaction of unsuitable aspects of self- consciousness with archetypical forces and contents then leads to all kinds of forms of unfamiliar inner realities. Up to now we still have great problems in recognizing the essential regularities of this process. But if we want to have a healing effect, we have to try to understand psychotic processes. This seems to be a basic requirement for the treatment of disturbances of consciousness, of mental disturbances, mental sickness: the empathetic attunement with the other human being and his or her subjective experience, combined with the ability to compare it with a healthy structure. From this, a deeper understanding can result; and with this perhaps the ability can develop to support a healing process in an essential phase or at an essential place. Unfortunately, out of its often-held biological attitude, modern psychiatry is frequently not interested in a deeper understanding of psychoses. And, what is more, it is hindered in research concerning psychopathological correlations because ofthe postulate ofthe absolute boundary of understanding. This postulate was put forward by Jaspers at the beginning of this century and means that, in a survey of the contents of experience, a basically uncrossable boundary exists for that which we can still understand (Glatzel, 1987). A biographic connection of an otherwise unreasonable fear would just be understandable, but for a delusive idea or the hearing of voices there would be no comprehensible possibility of understanding. Considered more precisely, however, the absolute boundary of understanding proves to be born out of the investigator's fear that his or her own consciousness will be shattered. If we look more closely at the nature of empathy, we can see that it is characterized by the effort to establish a highly precise equivalent of the experience of the other in oneself, which comes into being in a kind of process of resonance. In the case of psychosis this would mean that psychotic experience in the consciousness of the psychiatrist or the psychotherapist can be experienced without causing insanity in the experiencer. Many people who work with psychotic patients know the feeling of fright, of fearful restlessness or bottomlessness , that from time to time spreads in them. And only a few seem to have succeeded in developing a deeper understanding of the processes of consciousness of psychotic people. Edward PodvoH F OR ME, one of these therapists with such a deeper understanding is Edward Podvoll. His illuminating book, The Seduction of Madness (Podvoll, 1990), guides the reader into the comprehension of psychotic processes and their healing by means of four autobiographies of psychotic individuals. Podvoll shows how these people, out of an urge for inner transformation and through different ways of trying to realize this transformation, in a borderline situation of their lives, get into an altered state of consciousness that entrances and fascinates them. This altered state of consciousness he calls, following Henri Michaux, the "second state." It is a kind of natural, archaic substrate of thinking and consists of consciousness that is at the mercy of a series of so-called "micro- operations" of thought which represent the seeds of insanity. Such micro-operations, for example, are an enormously accelerated thinking that repeats and multiplies itself and spreads without boundaries. Thoughts and pictures can unite as hallucinations as in a dream. Any kind of perceived phenomena can be personified and "tremendously stimulated." Unnatural, perverted impulses or contrasting thoughts appear. Thought processes can become things in the form of sounds or voices and are then personified as ghosts. Essentially, the psychotically changed consiousness loses the ability to doubt and, above all, in the struggle for certainty, it fights against self-critical impulses, so that it soon loses the ability to watch and reflect upon itself. In this way it increasingly loses its way in the "ocean of its own projections." Healing of Psychoses in Transpersonal Understanding 69 It feels at the mercy of forces which are beyond its control; it feels led by these forces, by ghosts, by machines, or by people. If the forces are of a very destructive character, it ends up in an inner realm of hell in which even self-destruction is possible. "Rare are the insane who are able to cope with their insanity" (Michaux, in Podvoll, 1990). But even in these states, moments of wakefulness, so-called "islands of clarity," sometimes appear. These are the moments in which consciousness is free of psychotic experience, in which spontaneous rays of hope with a new freshness appear, in which doubts concerning the reality of psychotic experience and small aha- experiences occur. Podvoll considers these islands of clarity to be decisive. In suitable, healthy surroundings they can increase, so that the dissipating identifications become less frequent. This zone of wakefulness is a kind of inner observer, an "I myself which is no longer retransferable to the abused, fragmented, always interrupted 'I.'" "Any healing depends on this "zone of wakefulness" (Podvoll, 1990). The discovery of the zone contains an essential value of healing psychoses, because a human being who experiences this zone of wakefulness comes to know it as a moment of spiritual meaning that gives his or her life a different direction. For the psychotic patient to find a way again, tremendous effort, discipline, and much courage are needed, because again and again the patient can end up in the suction of psychotic ways of experience. At first, such patients will distance themselves slowly from their madness and live in a time of change between being awake and madness. But psychotic experiencing also has to constitute itself again and again. That is how weaker forms or maybe even positive, loving voices appear. Benedetti (1992) describes such psychopathological phenomena during a process of healing as "progressive" psychopathology that can even be of a supporting character for the healing. In this stage, the recovering patient is extremely sensitive and vulnerable, the danger of relapse is huge, and calm and stable surroundings are essential. Increasingly it is necessary that structures of consciousness be built up which have power over their own thinking. That is why the patient will have to stop from time to time at the abyss between dream and reality to learn to recognize self-deception. "In the end, the healing of a psychotic person depends on how much readiness and ability he has to submit to a detailed rediscovery of his own state of mind" (Podvoll, 1990). The essential task of psychosis in therapy is supposed to consist ofthe "unification of heaven and earth," in the "synchronization of body and mind." By the principle of heaven is meant the support of consciousness, the care of consciousness, which psychotic persons have to look after, and their paying attention to the spiritual dimension of life. This means both a certain kind of thought training and the unfolding of inner peace and presence as an observing of thought processes. By the principle of earth is meant the preciousness of the human body and its care and earthly occupations like shopping, cooking, cleaning, gardening, and doing house repairs. "Heaven" and "earth" can now be united by rituals, love for detail, and compassion in "human principle." Whenever we act in such a way, a place of healing evolves (Podvoll, 1990). Although the preceeding is a very brief presentation ofPodvoll's work, I consider his understanding of psychotic processes to be most significant. Gaetano Benedetti and Maurizio Peciccia T wo OTHER research scientists and therapists who have contributed significantly to a deeper understanding of the nature of psychotic processes are Gaetano Benedetti and his colleague Maurizio Peciccia. Benedetti has dedicated a great part of his working life to research, therapy, and supervision of the treatment of people in psychoses (Benedetti, 1983, 1987, 1992; Benedetti et aI., 1983). Starting from psychoanalytical thinking, he has developed a number of concepts of understanding. Together with Peciccia, he has created a psychotherapy for psychoses, in which they work with patients and therapists drawing pictures as a substitute for verbal communication until a certain degree of healing is established (Peciccia & Benedetti, 1989, 1996). In a complex process of theory-building, they finally conclude that a splitting, a fundamental dissociation, is the most essential characteristic of schizophrenic psychoses, as Bleuler and other psychiatrists suggested earlier. In particular, the experience of the observation of one's own participation in an interaction is supposed not to be integrated by schizophrenic individuals. 70 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 As I have already mentioned, self-observation- the consciousness of the self of its own experiencing-does not exist during a psychosis. Ordinarily a differentiation is possible between the experience of taking part in an interaction, for example with the outside world, and the observation ofthe different contents of experience. Ifthe participatory function of an interaction and the function which observes this experience are not integrated now, the patients are either completely at the mercy of the interaction or totally isolated from it. This means they either develop an excessively individual and not commonly shared view of reality and interpret it in a delirious way, or they do not even take part in interactions, isolating themselves in their observing function and becoming autistic. The participation in reality equals a merged symbiotic experiencing: "Sometimes we see the psychotic patient living symbiotically, we feel him to be very close to us; he tells us: 'I am the moon, the sun, the universe. I am you'" (Peciccia & Benedetti, 1996). The observing function, on the other hand, equals the state of separation, of the "separate self": "At other times the patient is in his separate selfbut, as he is split off from the symbiotic self, his separation is extreme, it is autistic solitude: 'nothing exists apart from me: the sun, the moon, the universe, are meaningless shadows which I cannot distinguish' .. .'you are light-years away from me' ... 'you are not there' " (Peciccia & Benedetti, 1996). These two states should, ifthey are integrated, generate a harmonious feeling of self. In contact with another person, we consciously live in a dimension in which we feel separate, comparable to the fact that we can see light as a particle separate from other particles. But unconsciously, we have the impression that we are in the other person or that we are the other person, much as we can interpret light as waves. Unfortunately, Peciccia and Benedetti understand this unconscious state of being one of an illusion. They think that it is necessary to see it as an illusion as it helps to accept the disillusionment of the principle of reality. If we take a Buddhist viewpoint, we would look at the feeling of a separate self as being an illusion. However, if we follow the wave and particle model oflight, it mainly seems to be a question of perspective: Ifwe form our experiencing out of the perspective of the social holon (Wilber, 1995), we feel separate. If we expand our experiencing to the perspective of surrounding social holons, then the experience of connected.ness and oneness comes into being. In the structure of psychotic experience, however, a fundamental disintegration of symbiotic and of separate states of experience exists, of which the patient is painfully aware. In the symbiotic state, in merged experiencing, in the function of participation, the feeling of boundary and self-observation is missing. In the state of separation, of isolation, the function of observation, the experience of connectedness and integration is missing. The path from a feeling of separation to a feeling of connectedness and vice versa cannot be taken due to the fear of loss of self, out of the feeling of one's own life being threatened. Benedetti (1992), in the course of his life, has developed a series oftherapeutic concepts to reach the goal of healing psychoses in this changing of dissolving closeness and impenetrable distance in the therapeutic relationship. For him the "dualization of psychopathology" is decisive. This means that the therapist, by, in a way, taking over psychotic forms of experience, detoxifies and transforms them in his or her own organism and then again puts them at the disposal of the patient. He calls it "therapeutic appersonation of suffering" and "therapeutic projection." Agood illustration of these principles is the psychotherapy of psychoses mentioned above, which was developed by his colleague Peciccia. In this therapy, an integration of the participating and observing functions of experiencing can occur by means of an exchange of drawings. The patient draws a picture of his or her experiencing, then talks about it. Next the therapist answers with a drawing that takes up part ofthe patient's drawing, giving a progressive movement to it by adding more elements or small changes. In this process of drawing between patient and therapist, the drawings increasingly contain parts of the experience of self of the patient and of the therapist. In connection with the continued dialogue about the drawings, connections between symbiotic and separate forms of experience can come into being (Peciccia & Benedetti, 1996). I have outlined the concepts of Pod.voll and of Benedetti and Peciccia in some detail here because they are an essential contribution to a transpersonal understanding ofthe healing of psychoses. Healing of Psychoses in Transpersonal Understanding 71 The Process of Healing of Psychoses I HAVE DESCRIBED how the inner structure of order of consciousness is disturbed and fundamentally shattered in psychosis. On the path to an extensive feeling of self, existence misunderstands itself. It does not remain rooted in fundamental principles of the order of consciousness such as: becoming and fading; being and nonbeing; consciousness; sense of self; silence; energetic sensing; the ability to control the orientation of consciousness; and the differentiation of sensations of the body, emotions, perception of the senses, thoughts, and pictures of imagination. Podvoll (1990) vividly describes how, because of a multitude of disordered and untamed micro-operations, consciousness becomes addicted to madness. To me it seems essential to understand that psychotic patients identify with archetypical structures. This means they connect the feeling of self with very basic dynamic patterns, but they do not succeed completely, which leaves them feeling that they are the victims of these energetic phenomena. In catatonia, for example, the patient repeats simple movements, feels led or obsessed by them, or remains in complete stillness. In coenesthetic forms of schizophrenia the patient feels his or her body to be flooded with energies, beinginfiuenced, occupied, or infected. It is striking that consciousness turns to an energy quality and intensity that is not normally at its disposal and which it cannot control. It is probably this fact that makes up part of the fascination of psychoses, the "seduction of madness," as Podvoll (1990) calls it. It seems as if existence wants to feel an elemental force, as if consciousness wants to feel a larger and more fundamental force than itself, than the small picture of itself and feeling of self that self- consciousness normally has. But the psychotic consciousness is unable to cope with this dynamic, with this intensity. It loses its order; it disintegrates and misinterprets itself as being the Messiah, the devil, the extraterrestrial, or the messenger of a superior power. If the task of human consciousness to date is to transform its feeling of selffrom self-consciousness to wider forms of consciousness, to transpersonal and collective forms of consciousness, then it will be necessary to integrate those elemental dynamic patterns of life, the archetypical forces of the collective unconscious of humanity. This is necessary because it is the living out of these mythological forces, including the myth of individuality, that brings so much suffering for humanity. It is important for us both to live in the energies, forces, and forms and at the same time to be able to control them, perceive them, to be completely free of them. This, in my understanding, is the connection of participatory function and observing function, of "symbiotic," merged self and "separate" self, as Peciccia and Benedetti (1996) call it. Looking at it in this way, our task is increasingly to surrender to the process of evolution and to connect ourselves with its unknown possibilities and forces. And, at the same time, we must be completely free, unmoved, and still, anchored in the native soil of nonbeing, the absolute. Psychotic people seem to have failed to grasp the simultaneity of heaven and earth. That is how their failure is an expression of the struggle to fulfill the task to which human consciousness is now dedicated. Psychoses are therefore diseases of time in a deeper sense. They will only be able to be healed if our consciousness succeeds in the transforming process which evolution now requires. In the process of healing a psychosis, the psychotically changed consciousness basically has to build a new order of its inner structure. Going more deeply into the psychotic experience, a living out ofthe psychosis, unfortunately much too often leads to a further shattering and far-reaching splitting if, in the therapeutic context, it cannot be understood as a "progressive psychopathology" (Benedetti, 1992). This structure-giving and arranging process can be followed by a transformation of personality because, consciously or unconsciously, this human being has failed due to that urge for transformation, and it can best be fulfilled in the process of healing. On this path, other human companions are of tremendous help. Ifwe, from a transpersonal viewpoint, understand every human being as part of a complete existence, we could say that existence helps the part of itself that is lost, to organize itself and to recover by adding other parts and forces in the form of therapists. The consciousness that has lost its way first of all needs very basic guidance and information. However, it is sometimes really difficult to :find an access to the psychotic person at all because the person, in confusion and fear, has retreated completely into a defensive position. 72 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 If we systematically build up the therapeutic activities, in the beginning we find making contact with the patient is simply being there. The therapist is anchored in being present to pure being. The therapist and the patient are simply together, doing simple things, allowing the patient to feel that the therapist is there if needed. This is comparable to a mother who, in a natural way, does her housework while the small child is playing. For both, the common presence is completely natural. This presence in pure being is the basis for the psychotic consciousness having at least somewhere to feel safe. It is actually this fundamental feeling of being that it has often lost. It is lost in the nowhere land of emptiness, of nonbeing, in which, however, it cannot anchor itself. If somebody is there, if somebody is really there, tangibly there, the psychotic consciousness can gain more trust in the reality of existence, in the reality of being. In a second step, the emphasis is on developing consciousness, on recognizing and extending the "island of clarity" and wakefulness, as Podvoll (1990) calls it. For this purpose, it is helpful to do simple things in a conscious manner, preferably together; for example, the practical things of everyday life, concrete and earthly activities, maybe also some touch or eye contact that brings forth the awareness that we are there for each other. A further step is for the patient to be able to sort out, and to feel safe in, his or her feeling of self. By the experience of simple actions, the sensations going along with them, and the realization that they are its own, consciousness in this moment has a chance to recognize the fundamental nature ofthe feeling of self, the egoic manner of our experiencing. It can become conscious of the fact that everything that it experiences right now in this very moment is experienced by itself, and of how it can look at other parts as belonging to itself and at other parts as belonging to the world. That is how consciousness can once more discover and learn to understand itself. Maybe this is the reason why people who come out of psychosis in a certain way appear like newborn babies, traumatised by a heavy birth, vulnerable and clumsy, but also curious about life. The forms of therapy in which patients feel their boundaries of body, where they learn to give grounding to themselves and where they use their senses, are a great help in enabling them to feel themselves. At this point it will also be important to support the awareness of beautiful things, of good food, and to make tender experiences of the senses possible. Again and again, the basic principles of human experience and its fundamental order have to be explained. For this we need patience and a sense ofthe practical ways of behavior. As, for example, the reality check of psychotic persons is disturbed, which means that they do not know how to bring their inner reality into line with that of another human being; the therapist needs to show and explain this to them. Patients also need to learn, when another human being looks at them sharply and they are afraid that the other person does not like them and is a threat to them, that they can approach that person and ask him or her about the look. On the one hand, this means basic work and thought-training, as Podvoll (1990) proposes. On the other hand, it demands great prudence and spiritual wisdom because, as I have tried to show, psychotic consciousness is busy with basic questions of being and reality. In that respect, a therapeutic companion for a psychotic person will in some way have to be a spiritual companion or even a spiritual teacher. Another essential element in the treatment of a psychosis is setting boundaries to shattering dy- namics, especially by appropriate guidance but also by more substantial limitation of destructive forces and processes. Closed mental hospitals, isolation, restraint, and medication make us painfully aware of this situation. Sometimes it is very difficult for an empathetic companion to set boundaries and limits to a consciousness that misunderstands it- self and damages itself and others. The way of deal- ing with destruction is certainly the most painful part in healing a psychosis, and it is also one of the most difficult tasks for the therapist to under- stand in sufficient depth. Certainly there are states in which the psychotic consciousness consists ex- actly of an identification with self-destructive en- ergy-patterns. Such suicidal identifications not only exist in psychosis, but also, for example, in situations of war. But in most cases of destructive or self-destructive impulses, the cause seems to be found in the fear of destruction of one's own exist- ence and in the attempt to rescue oneself in death. Feelings of self and of being are confused. The flight into death out offear of the end of the world Healing of Psychoses in Transpersonal Understanding 73 or because of the threat by a seeming persecutor can be understood as an attempt to rescue the feel- ing of self at the cost of life, which means being. The shattering of consciousness, especially the split of the egoic experiencing of separation from the possibilities of feeling connected with being (see also Peciccia & Benedetti, 1996) seems to be the cause for this basic misunderstanding. The feel- ing of self can only exist when it is based on being. In self-destruction, self-extinguishing or the fear of these, psychosis points to death as being a door to nonexistence. Destruction, extermination, and killing are functions of evolution. They are necessary to create space for something new that can arise from nonbeing. In evolution, zones of nonbeing are perhaps created to make space for a higher being, for a further step in evolution to come into existence. As, in the death of the individual, existence is extinguished, in some way every living being existentially knows about nonbeing. If, however, the process of dying does not happen in depth by surrender to the arrival in native soil, by surrender to the reunion with God, but stays related to the feeling of self, death appears as "the evil one." Destruction is then not a neutral evolutionary principle, but a threatening "evil power." At least in psychosis, the feeling of self becomes accessible, but at the cost of a fundamental threat. Destruction should not need to threaten the feeling of self. It often even serves the development of a being that senses itself. But the psychotic human being first has to struggle for assurance of the sensation of being, conscious being, and the feeling of self. Most severe destructive forms of psychoses can therefore only be healed if anchoring occurs beyond the feeling of self or even in nonbeing and the psychotic person realizes his of her self-destructive tendencies. In this case, psychotic individuals would have to realize that the attempt to identify with very aggressive and destructive forces, which means that destruction belongs to them, has become a part of them. Only if they realize their own destructiveness, only if they are distressed about how destructively they behave, can they tame these forces and turn away from them. Otherwise, they are in great danger of misunderstanding their own experience, and they are in great danger of wanting to rescue themselves or others, or of being killed by their own suicidal impulses. Therapeutic Accompaniment I F WE become aware of these aspects of the . healing of psychotic processes, we can develop a sense about what an enormous task it can be to accompany a psychotic process. Certainly only a therapist who is capable of recognizing psychotic experience, meaning the disorder ofthe structure of consciousness, can treat it effectively. For this, we human beings have the wonderful possibility of empathy, of sensitivity, of attunement. This principle really is a wonder. Expressed transpersonally, it means that a part of existence, the consciousness of the therapist, can open up to another part of existence, the disturbed and psychotically changed consciousness ofthe patient. As therapists, we tune in to the patient. We line up our field of consciousness to some degree with that ofthe psychotic patient. Usually this happens by our allowing the experience of the patient to reproduce itself in us, and at the same time observing and examining it. The tuning in and the evocation of psychotic experience in a lesser degree in one's own consciousness is nevertheless a very difficult and painful task. The therapeutic companion must have a powerful capacity for creating and bearing exemplary madness. Only if the therapist is able to comprehend psychotic experiencing, might she or he be capable of recognizing the confusion and delusion and the nature ofthe disturbance. We have to realize what it can mean for a therapist to feel internally what the patient experiences: namely, that the whole world is against me; everybody wants to destroy me, wants to threaten my existence; that the telephones and sockets are bugged, the neighbor wants to kill me, and so on. Only ifthe therapist is capable of bearing such inner disruption, maybe even the inner hell of the patient, without also becoming insane, can the therapist possibly show the patient the way out. For this, the therapist needs a surrounding that is not insane, an anchoring in structures of consciousness that are deeper than the disturbance of the patient. How can the therapist be capable, at least part-time, of dissolving his or her own consciousness to serve as a container for the psychotic suffering of the patient? Because only in such a case can the disorganized parts of the patient, the patient's misunderstandings and misinterpretations, be understood and be sorted 74 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 anew. To be such a container that can carry the energetic dynamics of psychotic experiencing to full term requires an anchoring in a transpersonal consciousness (Galuska & Galuska, 1995) and a connectedness with a circle of therapeutic companions who are around the patient. In their connection, they form something like a healing circle in the concrete or figurative sense. The circle, the team, is a much more effective principle than the individual therapist (Galuska, 1996). The individual therapist is best protected from the danger of being destabilized while working with psychotic patients by an anchoring in the fundamental principles of consciousness, especially in spiritual qualities like inner silence, centering, emptiness, distance, consciousness. The anchoring fundamentally needs to be deeper and more comprehensive than the disturbance. Here psychotic forms and disruptions of consciousness may exist that can be sufficiently understood and brought into line internally only by a consciousness which is rooted in the absolute, in God, or by an "enlightened human being," who would also need to have clinical experience, which is a rare occurrence in the history of humanity. The anchoring in the basic structures of consciousness gives greater security for the therapist when he or she is part of a team and is supported by mutual reassurance. For example, by the therapist exchanging ideas or impressions about a patient with colleagues, and in so doing, again stabilizing his or her own structure. Every therapist will have to be well-connected in a team while accompanying a psychotic person, because the stability and order of the therapist's own consciousness can best be supported in this way. Especially helpful here is the supervision of the treatment. In supervision, on the one hand, the labilized integrity of a therapist can be reestablished, while, on the other hand, the process of carrying the psychosis to its full term is supported: This is a concept that makes very clear the significance of the team, of the "healing circle," in the therapy of psychoses. Let us, for the sake of understanding the healing process of psychosis, change our perspective and not look just at the individual psychotic person, surrounded by his or her therapeutic companions. Let us see the superior whole, the healing circle, the collective field of consciousness, that has absorbed the psychotically changed consciousness. If we understand it as a larger organism, then its task is obviously to enable one part of it to transform. AU forces of this organism, such as compassion, love, control, leading, setting boundaries, becoming conscious, and so on, which we only partly know and understand, can have a combined effect here (Galuska & Galuska, 1995). Perhaps we could compare it to carrying a baby to full term, so that a new structure of consciousness can be born. In therapies of psychoses, we often find the themes of death and resurrection. People involved in the healing process of psychotic developments appear to be predestined to solve the question of uniting heaven and earth, described above as the evolutionary task of human consciousness. But perhaps the picture of carrying a baby to full term is too extreme. Maybe the healing circle rather represents a container which detoxifies, digests, and assimilates unfitting and destructive patterns of human consciousness. Therapists can very often participate in fundamental processes of change, in gigantic energetic intensities, in the solution of existential questions. If we take on such a perspective, then in relation to the current handling of psychoses, the most critical point is not the use of violence and medication, but the question of healing on the one side, or the isolation of a "psychotic center" and the restriction of damage on the other side. If we cannot completely understand the disturbance of consciousness in psychosis, it will threaten our own consciousness and we will therefore isolate the psychotic person, so that he or she cannot do any damage. And in a situation where that is the only possibility left, we should do it with as much compassion and mercy as possible. But psychosis cannot heal like this, it remains a potentially dangerous center felt by many people who have been treated only medically, who have been left by themselves and who prefer to forget "the whole horror story." A successful healing of psychosis can only happen if more complete structures of consciousness are built around it, if people are around with whom the patient can connect, who can be trusted, and who build a collective field of healing around him or her. In the future, it will remain something special to find people who are capable of restructuring and healing psychotic structures. We only can gain the whole deeper understanding of psychotic processes if we connect with the persons who have lost their way, if we Healing of Psychoses in Transpersonal Understanding 75 open ourselves, if we allow ourselves to be touched by them internally. We can have a healing effect only if we create a healing field in which the psychotic person can settle down, into which the patient can be streamed, and to which the patient can be entrusted. This is only possible if our hearts open up for each other, if we allow compassion, mercy, and love also to have an effect on the disturbed and suffering. If the task of humanity, as mentioned above, is to fulfill the simultaneity of heaven and earth, to unite nonbeing and the conscious experiencing of evolutionary processes, then the synthetic principle is a characteristic of the heart. To give a picture: We are children of heaven and earth and our task seems to be to unite and give form to the qualities of our parents, the absolute and the individual form of our reality in a human manner. It is human if it is happening with love, dignity, and grace. Out of our heart, the holistic force of unification and merging can have an effect. It bears its fruits in integral creative action. We need the clarity and intelligence of our consciousness to be able to offer effective help to sick people. At the same time, we need our heart for this task, otherwise, the solutions can be cool and clean but without love. It is love that reconciles. Love has a fundamental effect, even before any understanding. It is love that says yes to any form of being, to any form of consciousness, just as it is. And it is love that gives what the psychotic person needs most: an absolute yes to being, because he or she has lost trust in life. The heart allows us to be helpful even if we do not understand the sickness, even if we cannot treat or heal it. It gives comfort and human sympathy, it allows us to stay connected with suffering in a respectful and humble way, even if we cannot contribute to its healing or the alleviation of its suffering. Health and the Goals of Healing I F WE take a last look at the field of healing, we can now more easily understand that healing forces in essence have an effect by having a connection with the structures of health. This is why every hospital, or other health institution, really has to emphazise health as a starting point. To be healthy means to be structured, organized, in balance, in harmony; it means to have the potential to activate one's own abilities, to fall back upon resources, to function, to feel alive, relaxed, and free. Health seems not to be a goal of evolution; rather it seems to be a prerequisite for the ability to live one's life, to develop, and unfold it. The more rooted we are in our health, the less is the danger of becoming sick and the more ideal are the conditions for us to use our potentials and abilities. From this viewpoint, prevention, in contrast to the healing of sickness or even the treatment of symptoms, is of wider importance. Prevention in the sense of support of a healthy life, the feeling of being healthy, is of fundamental meaning also for the treatment of all sickness. It is therefore easily comprehensible that, especially in psychoses, a basis from which healing can start is only reached by building up and strengthening healthy structures so that the psychotic person can, at least for a few moments, feel clear, safe, supported, free from fear, and alive. For a healthy healing field to be established, people who work therapeutically especially need to take care of their own health. They have to constantly watch that they become and remain healthy. Therefore it is naturally imperative for therapists to be in therapy themselves. Body hygiene, psychic hygiene, hygiene of the mind, hygiene of relations, are important requirements in the life of a therapist. The larger a therapist's task, the more awareness of his or her own health is necessary if the therapist is not to become "infected" by the problems of the patients, on a physical, emotional, or mental level. Therefore, spiritual health is one of the essential prerequisites for the accompaniment of psychotic people. A psychotherapist who is in danger of becoming psychotic will most probably not be able to conduct psychosis therapy except as part of a team and under supervision. Then the therapist might even be able to heal himself of herself in the process. In general, a fairly healthy consciousness is required to be able to heal a sick individual. Sick people can give much comfort and compassion to each other because they recognize their own situation in one other. But healing needs to relate with healthy structures and processes, ifit is to be effective in the organism of a sick person or in a therapeutic relationship in the surrounding field of treatment. What then is the goal of the healing of psychoses? Is it the restoration of balance in the neurotransmitter system of our brain? 76 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Is it the elimination or alleviation of disturbing symptoms? Is it the establishment or reestablishment of the ability to live and work in society, in the human community? Is it the development of normal self- consciousness, of a normal ego-structure? Is it the mastery of psychic abilities-the ability, instead of being possessed by "ghosts" or archetypical forces, to use, in a kind oftrance, these inner voices ... heard as a channeling source? Or is the goal of healing a psychosis to reveal a mystic who has found Divinity within, who has realized Divinity and lives in its creation? Maybe the last goal is the most noble. However, a holistic perspective would not exclude any of these goals, but would see them as representing aspects of a comprehensive truth. 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It then examines infantile "separation anxiety" (and thus, all sorts of anxious psychopathologies) as, in part, an initiatory spiritual experience into the infinity of consciousness and its congruence with eternal time. Further, it explores "self-soothing," while integrating existential, neuroendocrinal, and spiritual discourses on this phenomenon. Based upon these observations, it suggests refmements in the clinical mood of the "holding environment," including "clinical admiration" and "clinical shy awe." I N 1841, Ludwig Feuerbach, arguably the first Western transpersonal psychologist, asserted that consciousness is itself the inner Infinity that various religious traditions ascribe to some external Deity. Consciousness, in the strict or proper sense, is identical with consciousness of the infinite; a limited consciousness is no consciousness; consciousness is essentially infinite in its nature. The consciousness of the infinite is nothing else than the consciousness of the infinity of the consciousness; or, in the consciousness of the infinite, the conscious subject has for his object the infinity of his own nature. (Feuerbach, 1841/1957 pp. 2-3) From this fundamentally transpersonal viewpoint, each individual is ineluctably embedded in (or constituted as a subject by) his or her own personal infinity of consciousness. (That is, a conscious subject who declares to have found "a limit" within his or her own consciousness should not confuse us: His or her consciousness will necessarily be there, just as well; thus the use of the word "limit" will have been ill-placed.) Likewise, this self-sense, with its bodily localized "experiences," memories, and invoked vocabulary (thoughts), qua conscious subject, is, too, shot through and through with this infinitely divisible "light" of consciousness. Thus, the merging of ground-consciousness with ego-figure, often also called (a bit confusingly) "ego transcendence," could also be called "fmding infinity of sentience wherever you look," what J. D. Salinger (1953) caned, "God pouring God into God." Yet, each of us also becomes variously perceiving of the many "other" or "finite" objects of consciousness at least from birth onward, and thereby variously distracted from, and then returning to, the more familiar shoals and the yet- to-be-fathomed depths of one's own infinity of consciousness. 1 (Here linguistic thinking issues forth, reaching with its thousand-and-one names with evermore nuances and differentiations to, as Heidegger [Schiirmann, 1987] termed it, "world" a world. Thus, as Wittgenstein [1968] mused, languages are "forms oflife.") Let us wonder, then, if there might be Something 2 mysteriously profound going on at some subtle (physiospiritual) level (the "level" of embodied consciousness itself) when a mother- object (as object relations theorists call her) leaves The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 79-84 79 2001 by Panigada Press her baby, and the baby, now crying, struggles (as psychodynamic theories posit) to develop "self- soothing" coping skills to ameliorate "separation anxiety." What is this tearful "anxiety" that springs up so immediately when the mother-object departs from the infant's field of perception? And what is it that "mounts" as the duration of separation goes on and on and on? From a Feuerbachian perspective, might not this infantile emotional out- pouring be seen as the baby's voicing of the first inklings of an endless congruence of intrinsically infinite consciousness with cosmically infinite time (in vivid contrast with the mundane time of mothers who come and go)? And from Whence does this "self-soothing"-this "spiritual Mother's Milk"-precipitate its comforting warmth into the baby's highly stimulated inner sensorium? Is the endocrine system (endorphins, etc.) a visceral conduit or anatomical synonym for what Feuerbach called the "tears of God," that is, God's love precipitating physically into human bodies-to be reductively named in the (a-spiritual) theories of object relations as (mere) "self'-soothing? (See Rein & McCraty, 1994; McClelland & Kirshnit, 1987; Cantin & Genest, 1986.) In Feuerbach's "anthropological" translation of theological predicates into human attributes, we have a basis for a transpersonal (spiritual) developmental theory to assert that there "is" a depth of goodness that the psychodynamic term "self-soothing" points to, that opens the normative concept of "self' into the extraordinary. That is, the depth ofthe selffrom whence this soothing comes, a depth that goes on and on, deeper and deeper, further and further, however subtle (or "insubstantial") this soothing quality might at first seem. Perhaps it never ends in time or in the limitless divisibility of sentience itself. Linguistically, "it" quivers in the word, "possibility"; biochemically, it (possibly) vibrates at some molecular level of secretional thresholds. Consider that these spiritual depths point toward "homeopathic levels" of(in)significance: the realms of "faith the size of a mustard seed" that legendary voices tell us can "move mountains." Whose faith? That of the on-looking Mother (the linguistic forms of life and secretional thresholds she lives in) and, via her so faith-filled hugs and utterances, the infant's own inwardly developing faith (biochemical responses). And whose faith before that? The faith-guided perceptions of (Feuerbachian or Freudian or whomever) infant psychologists who authoritatively tell parents what "is going on" in their infants' experiences, and those so-trained therapists who tell their adult clients (perhaps themselves now parents) the "archaic developmental meaning" of their current "anxious" feelings. Here we see the "worlding" of various infant-enculturating worlds (linguistic forms of life), woven through with linguistic-somatic threads of faith in some model of parenting practices to be passed on from one generation to the next by intonation of word and flickering qualities of tear and touch and look. And before all of these people's faith-namings, there is the possible mystery of subtler and subtler endogenous soothing-secretions, the "Divine tears of love" which soothe all those who grant their (nonomnipotent, but inexhaustible) vibration all molecularly palpable existence. And in following the wave-releasing contours of these endorphin- like secretions, caregiver and infant feel them waveringly intensify. Thus, the alchemical impact (literally) of "rocking the baby," akin, no doubt, to the adult Judaic faith-rocking of davening, that of Islamic zikr-rocking, yogic kriya-shivering, Pentecostal prayer quivering, Quaker and Shaker "quaking" and "shaking," and so on, throughout the world's many religious "traditions."3 (Sovatsky, 1998,pp. 123, 153) Imagine that when mother departs, the so-left infant's inward focus of attention now more undistractedly feathers out into the limitlessness of consciousness. The infant feels a daunting awe and even terror-like some naIve astronaut terrifyingly dazzled by the boundlessness of outer space (or, possibly, like the person who experiences, on and on, consciousness well after her or his vital signs have ceased). What if we are willing to believe that the baby cries out, "Waaaa Waaaa," not merely in the agony of clinically significant anxiety or merely in the desperate longing for the return of the mother, but also as a profound response to being abruptly initiated a little further into the daunting infinity of the baby's own conscious depths?4 If we are willing to so believe, then this crying is most certainly an infant's version of what Kierkegaard originally meant by his nonclinical, theologically-rapt term, "angst": A dreadful (yet potentially faith-provoking) uncertainty that we feel when merely touched by the next moment of 80 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 the Eternal-Infinite, when known (accepted) as such-a wavery profundity within the immediacy of time-flow that is diluted and disguised by our quotidian, linearly time-scheduled lives and our contemporary a-spiritual emotion psychologies and neuroendocrinology. 5 Listen to a baby crying at such times and imagine as you give comfort, as I have many times, that there is something "profound" (not just "anguishing") that is happening and see what you think. Try living in that form of life. Consider, moreover (no scientific evidence prevents us from so doing), that the baby's crying and crying might involve a complex reaching into a terrible and beautiful space akin to that which Rilke hauntingly described in his hours of grievous loss and spiritual longing: Who, if I cried, would hear me among the angelic Orders? And even if one of them suddenly Pressed me against his heart, I should fade in the strength of his Stronger existence. For Beauty's nothing But the beginning of Terror we're still just able to bear. CRilke, 1939, p. 21) If the baby's cries involve, to some degree, the ambiguity of a "spiritual terror" upon initiation into the immense and almost threatening beauty of infinite time, then the parental hug should be one admixed with protective comfort, awe, and an admiring pride. If the tearful voicings are deemed! named "separation anxiety," then the hug is a comforting apology, a salve on a wound, the termination of a trauma. The difference between these two hugs-is it not all the difference in the world? Why? Because each hug takes place in a different universe: one where at least a hint of the shimmering Divine grandeur is granted, and one where it is not. Winnicott believed that in the gap of the crying baby's "need" and the mother's "failure to adapt to her baby's needs" (in Winnicott, Shepard, & Davis, 1989, p. 156), the baby develops an ability to think which "becomes a substitute for maternal care and adaptation." The mother can thereby "exploit the baby's power to think" by continuing to fail to come to her crying baby. Thus, for Winnicott and his many followers, thinking becomes a "defence against archaic anxiety and against chaos and against disintegrative tendencies or memories of disintegrative breakdown related to deprivation" (p. 157). The pathos of Winnicott's depiction feels impenetrable and utterly persuasive. Yet, if we believe in a spiritual profusion, thinkable but also beyond thinking (e.g., the wordless knowing of meditation or homeopathic ["spiritual"] levels of soothing endorphins), this scene becomes more complex and we must find a way into this complexity. Otherwise, and in spite of the Winnicottian "good enough mother" (itself a sensing ofthe merciful, this time, an expert's mercy for mothers everywhere), the spiritual-temporal poignancy of this gap where urgency reaches into the uncertain, into the endlessness of time, is missed. 6 Should we care if something at so subtle a level is being missed in the (possible) over- pathogenicizing of such cries? Faith, its possible growth, and the possibility that there is Something being missed asks us to care. There can most certainly be the temporally mounting terrors of abandonment, or worse, much worse. For much worse happens for all sorts of faith- or hope-diminished reasons, negligences, or even "acts of nature." Yet there is also the barely thinkable spiritual dimension into which, perhaps, only an ever-increasing sense of urgency is able to reach. Winnicott believed he heard "archaic anxiety," "chaos," and "disintegrative breakdowns" in the inarticulate cries of the left-infant. A FeuerbachianlRilkean listener might believe he or she hears (has faith that it hears) something else, too, that humbles infant or adult thinking, yet permeates us with wisdom of the infinite and can mature us into its vast security. So, of course the child should be hugged by a "good enough mother." (We are beyond just "leaving the baby to cry"-as previous authorities sometimes recommended.) Yet it is a different child-frightened, vulnerable, yet also a noble and spiritually initiated child-who is hugged, and thus a far more admiring and honoring, not just soothing and protective hug that is received. And it is a mother who receives her infant's blessing, not just his or her gaping need. And the possible cries of the child who is not then hugged call us even now; we cannot rest easy until he or she is embraced. Yet the hug that comes, as soon as possible, let it be such a soothing, loving, and honoring embrace. And then, let us see over the generations the difference that this and many, many other such subtle "spiritual" refinements might make in our Spirituality and Psychotherapy 81 psychologies, in our neuroendocrinology, and in our world. Then there is this mystery of self-soothing- which ranges from the baby's happy and immediate refocusing on some bauble or perhaps on a thumb, to the more profound depths of eternal awe that mystics call "God's Endless Love."7 Thus, the gradations of awe-of-the-eternal of those transfDced in mystic rapture or meditative stillness; or in privately anxious decisive moments (awaiting a birth, an execution, a sunset, a mother's return); or in chronically autistic or catatonic (confusingly called, "timeless" states, instead of "infinite time" states) self-absorption or in oscillating dissociations; or in the (seeming) interminability of suicidal depression; or in the mushroomings of psychotic terror and panic disorders, with their endlessly repetitive obsessive thoughts, memories, guilts, rages-as endless as the endless divisibility of consciousness itself, oftime itself. For the metaphoric sea that Stanislav Grof (1989) quipped "drowns" the psychotic and in which the mystic "swims" is, from the Feuerbachian perspective, the unfathomable sea of infinitely divisible sentience conjoined with eternal time- with its somatic correlate, the neuroendocrine- hormonal sea. 8 We could ask, is there a greater and under- explored depth of the "self' that has this (amazing) innate capacity we call "self-soothing" and even more profound powers "further down" such as an "undying awareness"-that is, an eternally- nourished "immortal soul?"9 And is it not in these same depths that enlightenment uroborically (self-soothingly) foments its blissful biochemistries, and in which the faith-begging hells of anxiety, depression, autism, dissociation, or psychosis brew their more morbid (internally secreted and reabsorbed) biochemistries? For, in these depths ofinfinite time and consciousness are bottomless and spiraling grounds for much confusion, especially for any faith-diminished developmental psychology. Thus, through various "prematurely" (before one has gained the embodied wisdom imparted by matured appreciation of infinite time) catalyzing- catastrophic events throughout our lifetime, heaven suddenly breaks through the quotidian with the daunt of the infinite. 1o Yet, lacking any sort of (spiritualized) clinical language to differentiate the heavenly awe from the hellishness of the mundane catastrophe, the divine biochemistries of endless awe commingle most unfortunately (and undeciphered) with the feelings of situational danger to brew dark endocrine concoctions. The finite terror (and its "post- traumatic" aftermath), not merely endless time itself, confusingly feels like it is what will last forever. Without a proper name ("form of life") to tease out the spiritual component ofthe experience, one understandsllives one's traumatic experience in a purely mundane way and thus comes to feel "endlessly" (not merely sudden-catastrophically) doomedY We might easily discern the spiritual from the mundane at, for example, a funeral where something "spiritual" or "profound" is differentiable from the sheer anguishing sorrow of grief; likewise, the "spiritual inspiration" at weddings can be discerned from the partying joys. In the mere flow of perpetuity, conjoined with some all too finite "fear" or "concern," is what Kierkegaard (1946) called the "sickness unto death." In this purely psychological terror (the real danger being over), one longs for an end that does not come-only more of the eternal (time) comes, and with it more obsessive terror. At such times, can one find the slightest trickle of spiritual Mother's Milk? And from where? Perhaps from the pineal source of soothing endorphins and (scientifically verified) radiant, rejuvenating melatonin-the legendary "third eye," where kundalini yoga locates shiimbhavl-mudm, "delight gesture of subtle envisioning of the Divine" and amrita, "eternal life nectar." In other words, might babies, children, adults and the dying all be involved in constant maturations of faith (so-called "spiritual emergence") regarding some "edge" of their own (spiritual-temporal-sentient) depth to believe in, or barely believe in, or to disbelieve in, felt/named variously as nonspecific terror, anxiety, emptiness, the future, overwhelming awe, or eternal time? And, is not this "edge" the perpetual edge of the (inexplicable) arising ofthe very next moment of eternity (the "right now" that is always "right now") and its passing away and the arising ofthe next and the next (what I will denote below with a series of t, t, t, t, t, t's) with its overlooked, perpetual mystery of the "never happened before"-forever forward? No wonder waking up to this sense of ever-fleeting time (anicca) is the 82 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 core of the difficult-to-attain enlightenment of Buddhism, and ofthe beatific or transfixed states of many other spiritual traditions: the Eternal Grace of Christian redemptive time, the ecstatic Eternal Dance of Shiva and the ek-static ("moving") stream of Heraclitus-even now, t,t,t,t,t,t,t as you t,t age t,t,t and read t,t,t these very words t,t,t,t,t,t,t,t,t,t ... If there is such a depth (of consciousness, of self, of anxiety, of temporal impermanence, and of sooth- ing), if we believe in it and believe what we say about it has substance, then a cornerstone of con- ventional developmental theory-"separation" and its "anxiety"-may need to be reassessed. 12 Likewise, the mood of the therapeutic "holding environment" (a clinical analog to a mother's soothing "holding" of her child and a fundamental concept and practice in Self Psychology) may also need to become more complex than that created by the step beyond psychoanalytic "neutrality" known as "empathy," so hard-won by Self Psychologists. For there may be more going on than empathy can best respond to in the maturational anxieties of infants and adults, alike. Future therapists using the soteriological (spirit-redeeming) psychology I now posit might someday express their "clinical admiration," or "clinical shy awe" with clients whom they see as engaged in various spiritual struggles with faith (to sustain humbled confidence while under duress) or to find the way to forgiveness, given and received. (Did Self Psychologists really think they had coined the last word in clinical rapport, allowing us to close the book forever with "empathy?") Likewise, those aspects of psychotherapy where "separation anxiety" is the interpreted name for the client's discomfort-therapy terminations or just the 49th minute of a 50-minute hour-might be viewable as possessing spiritual import: an awakening to endless temporal impermanence that is made vivid at endings of all sorts. Notes 1. The postmodern concern with difference takes its ontological hold here-that which is other from the pre- differentiated, the One. Further, there are the problems of "what" constitutes a difference, and by whose authority is this standard to be chosen and applied, and who is to abide by that authority, in infinite regress, perhaps all the way back to the One-yet by whose authority shall we choose to "believe" that there is a One that can be regressed to? And if this One is to have any attributes (benignity, for example), who defines them and what verifies their ontic existence, beyond the mere positivism of logical, persuasive utterance? Via the sensual or aesthetic descriptor, "union" or "unitive experience," the semantic-interrogatory stance becomes more emotional, more infused by endocrine chemistries. The grammatics and semantics of serious interrogation give way to sheer (almost wordless, perhaps) wonderment and awe. This youthful or matured wonder-awe might (be said to) "begin" where the limits of ponderous postmodern discourse (limits which Sokal and Bricmont [1998] revealed to us with no little humor) "end." 2. I have italicized and capitalized the S of "Something" to indicate an ambiguity that, perhaps, this Something deserves to be capitalized. 3. See McNeill (1995) on social rhythmic practices as a basis for human and cultural evolution. 4. Even Jesus is said to have cried out when being crucified as he began to feel the greater magnitude into which he was ostensibly dying. We also face the question of how much spiritual significance can credibly be granted to babies. See R. D. Laing (1982). 5. Thus, mystics resort to both geographical deserts and meditative emptiness "deserts" to dwell undistractedly in their own Infinity. Thus, too, the tantric view of emotional fluctuation, the theory of rasa, and alchemical emotion transmutations. See D. G. White (1996). 6. Wilber (1980), Washburn (1994), and others speak of the experience of pre-egoic unitive states of consciousness and that of post-egoic states. I am focusing on how this so-called ego can quake even in the most matured of saints, given a deep enough (or sudden enough) look into the shimmering abyss of infinitely divisible consciousness and its congruence with relentless time-passage. I believe I am also granting more (unverifiable?) intelligent sentience to infants, more spiritual import to the "ego-shattered" ("psychotic," "borderline," etc., persons), and more vulnerability to the saintly-enlightened (particularly as they become more socially influential) than many other transpersonal writers. 7. The Jnaneshvar Gita states that kundalini ("coiled" Mother-Energy) causes yogis (by uncoiling) to "move their bodies as children do." The self-soothing baby's pulling on his or her own limbs is, again, more spiritual "Mother's Milk." 8. Thus, I have distinguished the "present" of conventional therapies-being present with the client-from this "deep present." Thus, too, we find the basis for the modern exogenous alchemy of psychopharmacology. Spirituality and Psychotherapy 83 In my continuation of Lee Sannella's work since 1981 on what he called "the transcendence or psychosis" question, I have found that (I grant that), in vivo, there is much fluctuation between the overwhelmingly transcendental and the floridly psychotic. Further complicating the situation is the (nonomnipotent, but significant) effect of the therapist's (helpful person's) confidence and verbal competence in talking with such people about the spirituality of their experience. "You mean I'm not crazy?" can be a most salutary client response to a therapist's "spiritual explanation" for (at least part of) what this client is experiencing. 9. In the yogic physio-spiritual anatomy, amrita (hormone of immortality), akin no doubt to purportedly age- reversing melatonin, is the most potent distillate of the Mother Kundalini's glandular alchemy. 10. Thus, various cultures expose their youth to a trying rite of passage into adulthood to temper their bodies with the endochemistries of the eternal. In yoga, the internal alchemy of urdhva-reta (refinement of the seed juices) saturates the transmuting yogi in the bodily precipitates of the eternal. Similarly, sexual orgasm (with its rush of endochemistries) is said to offer a glimpse ofthe eternal. Certainly childbirth and parenting bestow their own wisdom of potentially eternal perpetuation and personal maturation. 11. Here, what Wittgenstein (1968) called "language games," the consensual vocabulary of a discipline, become "forms of life," literally dictating what experiences an individual can and cannot be having. 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In 1917 he returned to Russia from Paris after many years of forced emigration (Nikitin, 1991a, 1991b). The well-known American historian of Anarchism, Avrich (1998), calls Karelin a Soviet anarchist, because for a number of years he was the leader of a small group of anarchists in the All-Union Central Executive Committee. The members of the group were "observers" in the supreme organ of authority. Its task was to make all that was happening more humanitarian, to oppose the death penalty and terror in general. Anarcho-Mysticism did not represent any political party. It had neither a program nor a definitive ideology.l A supporter need not have been an anarchist. The term "Anarchism" itself was interpreted very broadly. It would be more apt to speak of the principle of nonviolence, understood with sufficient broadness. At the same time, it was not a nonviolence of the Tolstoyan type. The revolution as an overthrow of the existing regime was regarded by many as a natural and unavoidable historical event. The important thing was that the fight for freedom should not turn into a new nonfreedom. At the end of the 1920s, among some of the Anarchists, the idea offorming a party emerged. Their argument was that Anarchism had failed in a revolutionary struggle because it had no organization of the Bolshevik type. The counterargument was that formation of such a party would render meaningless the anarchic movement. Representatives of Mystical Anarchism, A. A. Solonovich in particular, were sharply against the idea of the party. I was a witness of this absurd and vehement fight. But the philosophical foundations ofthis fight were fairly serious. By the end of the 1920s the following alternative had become obvious: either to construct a new society based on a materialistic position, which unavoidably makes it necessary to resort to a dictatorship of the Bolshevik type, or to take the road of a free quest, in which case the boundaries of human individual consciousness should be expanded. The latter means acquiring spiritual experience, and establishing contact with mystical experience. However, the word mysticism sounded awful to many, especially in the 1920s, which were penetrated by the spirit of vulgar scientism. The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 85-98 85 2001 by Panigada Press Mystical Anarchism in Russia I NSTITUTIONALLY, in somewhat simplified terms, Mystical Anarchists could be regarded as members of a closed religious-philosophical fraternity, most often called the Order of the Temple. Participants could be people of spiritual broad-mindedness, having: (1) uncompromising moral values (of predominantly Christian type); (2) a pronounced awareness of personal dignity; (3) a faculty of mystic perception, an ability to recognize spiritual aspects in the environment and in metaphorical texts; and (4) a profound urge towards the ultimate principle ofthe Universe. Spiritual broad-mindedness immediately excluded the participation of members ofthe ruling party and dogmatists of all sorts. It is noteworthy that Mystical Anarchists preserved neutrality toward the ruling party longer than any other dissident revolutionaries. Another noteworthy detail is that Karelin lived in the apartment house inhabited by government members, "The 1st House of Soviets" (former Hotel National, Room 219).2 Indeed, Solonovich was first arrested in 1925. But then he was interceded for by Karelin (with the support of A. S. Yenukidze) and liberated. He was even given back his typed manuscripts, which were accompanied by the declaration that they were to be regarded as scientific works. The only requirement was that Solonovich was not to organize any groups, circles, or regular meetings; that is, he was not to work with people. Even then people associated with Solonovich were actively shadowed. A relative of Solonovich's secretary told me that she was regularly summoned to a certain place with the suggestion that she should cooperate with the authorities. Sometimes, when she was out with her young man, she was approached in the street by agents who mysteriously proposed to her that she should follow them. The last menace was that she would be infected with a venereal disease. For help, she had to address Pyotr Germogenovich Smidovich (deputy of M. I. Kalinin), who usually helped in such matters willingly and with success. As a result she was summoned by V R. Menzhinsky. She was startled upon entering as she heard the orders: "Switch on the radiators!" "So you don't want to cooperate with the Soviet authorities?" "Do you know how these authorities behave?" "Take her away!" Mter that the persecution stopped. A tragic case: a young anarchist for some reason moved (with his family) to Komsomol'sk-na- Amure. He never concealed his views and was reported to the police (nothing more). Then he was summoned, an inquest started, and he was beaten on the head with revolver butts, which caused his death. All the materials (with many photographs) were again sent to Smidovich. After the investigation was over, the victim's family was granted a pension. What really strikes us about this horrible case is the degree of intolerance. Representatives of the authorities, whose job it is to preserve order, kill a person only because of his dissidence. That brings about sad thoughts: Perhaps, this intolerance is an important index of spiritual retardedness in our country? One certainly should be very cautious in evaluations. I am reminded of Karelin who said that the revived Gnostic Christianity, transformed here into a Mystical Anarchism, nowhere received such a broad response as in our country. It could also be added that its members were never so much persecuted as here. We have to acknowledge that we lived, and continue to live, in a very heterogeneous country in which so many different cultures of East and West came into contact. True unity failed to be achieved either through the tsarist regime or that of its Bolshevik heirs. The Scale of the Movement J UDGING BY fragmentary data, Mystical Anarchism in the 1920s (during a short period of time) became very widespread among free professionals and intellectuals: scholars and scientists, college professors, artists and actors from many towns. There were also contacts with noninstitutional spiritual teachings, and somewhere in the Caucasus, contacts with sectarianism. An attempt was even made to come into contact with the youth (scouts organization). I feel we shall never be able to get exact data even after all the archives are open, as for the sake of safety, different names were used: Brotherhood of Parakletes,3 Order ofthe Spirit, Order of the Light, Order of the Temple, 4 and perhaps many other ones. When I returned after the repressions (1936-1954), I recognized many, 86 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 but did not speak to them: the masks were still on. Not everybody remained as before. Some became traitors, some merely went over to another camp without betrayal and turned into non-Party Bolsheviks. How could it be possible to disentangle all that? I am sure there were people who recognized me, too. A. A. Solonovich (who knew already of the future arrest) told me as his farewell: "Now we are numerous and some small roots will remain." Where are these roots? I was saying good-bye to him at the familiar leather sofa where a new blanket lay prepared for the prison. Readiness flOr Sacrifices T HE READER must have long felt a desire to ask why all that was necessary. This question can have various answers. The most general answer is as follows: a spiritually endowed man aware of the Universal responsibility, a Pneumatic (a term ofthe Gnostics often used by Solonovich), is such that in tragic times he must be willing to act in any circumstances. But how? In a hopeless situation the only open road is sacrifice. This is a Christian answer to the above question. Are we ready to accept it? I believe that Mystical Anarchists acknowl- edged this principle. At least this is testified to by the fact that after the arrests of 1930 their activities were still going on. Another question is: while the elder partici- pants, experienced and mature, were ready for sacrifice, did they have the inner right to can younger ones to follow them? My feeling is that they did. They called only a few and were honest in warning them of what might happen. It was hard on everybody. The mother of my friend Yu. Proferansov herself led her only son to the road to Golgotha. Could there be any hope for a positive, or at least, not so cruel an outcome? Before the mass terror, Solonovich spoke of the possibility of a spontaneous beginning of a second world war and, as a consequence, of a new revolution that could acquire a different, nondictatorial nature if people were spiritually prepared by that time. His forecast was essentially erroneous. Indeed, the Second World War did break out, but we gained a triumphant victory together with our Western allies. Then came the lengthy period of the Cold War that we eventually lost against former allies. The expected revolution came, and the dictatorship ofthe Bolshevik party collapsed. But by that time there were practically no spiritually-prepared representatives of free thinking. The policy of dictators to exterminate all dissidents was farsighted, and their alternative dramatic: If not for them, the country would perish. But was it intelligent and humane? It is difficult for us to understand the course of history in the twentieth century. We can only comprehend the fate of individuals, but never that of humankind. Such fate is beyond our grasp. In the terms of the ancient Greek philosophers we could use the term Epokhe, abstention from further reasoning; or elseAeon, extratemporality. The latter term was widely used by Gnostics who wished to restore by their imagination what was happening in Ultimate Reality. We are unable, however, to reinterpret their constructions in contemporary language. Readiness IOf the Russian Intelligentsia to Accept the New Mystical Teaching T HE NATURAL question is: why did Mystical Anarchism receive such a broad response in Russia? My opinion is that it was significantly related to the situation of the first postrevolutionary years. The Russian intelligentsia was preparing for the revolution for a long time and discussed at length the ways of its development. But despite the arguments one thing was certain: They believed it would be successful and sacred. They believed in people, in their creativity and faultlessness. They were ready to worship people's capacities. But their romantic hopes were destroyed. Only the Bolsheviks were able to curb the mad cruelty. All the other parties proved helpless: Their position was too civilized. Traditional Anarchism failed to stand the test as well. The Church, too, proved to be helpless, though "Holy Russia" was a frequent phrase. The central problem proved to be the deficit of kindness, tolerance, and decency. The reflective and concerned intelligentsia again had to face the notorious Russian question: What is to be done? On the History of Mystical Anarchism in Russia 87 Many intellectuals felt that Mystical Anarchism provided an answer to this question: It was to make Christianity more profound by returning to its origin, to liberate it from dogmatism and some anachronistic ideas, to remove intolerance towards other religions and science, and to introduce into the outlook mysticism lost by the Church. What we have said above, on the role played by the revolution in the development of the new religious movement, can be supported by the fact that when A. A. Karelin came back to Russia he started as the Secretary of the Russian Federation of Anarchists-Communists, though later these activities became secondary and then stopped altogether, replaced by a mystically- oriented philosophy. Ideological Premises L AST BUT not least are the ideological premises, the most important question being about the basis of Mystical Anarchism. There is no source, nor can there be a source, that would formulate the principal premises of this teaching. It cannot exist since the thinking of an Anarchist must remain free, untied by any unconditional dogmas. Still, there was a source. It existed as oral ancient legends. 5 The amazing fact is that Karelin actually remembered all the legends (there were more than a hundred): Mter his death not a single note was found. These texts were regarded as esoteric material, not to be passed on to the noninitiated. At the same time it was said that even if they got into the hands of outsiders, that would not do much harm, as their perception is a sacrament. 6 It can be performed only in a specific spiritual atmosphere created by the leader together with the collective sharing his attitude. Karelin possessed a special spiritual power that was preserved for some time after his death. 7 It was emphasized, and indeed was very important, that everyone could understand the legends in his own way, as myths, tales, or allegories exposing elements of the new outlook. The creative task was to be able, after this text became a part of you, to create your own text corresponding to the meanings and requirements of the present day. That was an ancient Gnostic principle. The fact that the legends were passed on orally made the teaching dynamic. The storyteller could change the text according to the change of culture. This is not to say that the spirit of the teaching changed, it was only the form that was subject to changes. The oral mode was also significant for the reason that great attention was paid to answering the questions posed by listeners in the course of telling the legend. Such conversations are only possible in the language of today. An essential question is how much these legends correspond to historically preserved materials of Christian Gnosticism. I am not in a position to act as an expert, but I would still like to say a few words about this point. I feel that the general spirit of legend is in accord with Gnostic thinking, but that is about all, at least for the above-mentioned reason, that legends could change with time. We should also bear in mind that legends (e.g., in the case ofthe Templars) were complemented by new material related to the development of knighthood; and by the Crusades, that provided new meetings with the East, including Moslem esoterism. The legend of the Holy Grail became a new subject as well (Jung & von Franz, 1970; Baigent, Leigh, & Lincoln, 1989). It is also difficult to answer the above question for the following reason: It is not easy to achieve a formulation of what Gnosticism is. In the broadest understanding it represents the Christianization, and, at the same time, the Hellenization 8 of the entire range of Mediterranean cultures. It is difficult to indicate on the time scale when this movement started and when it ended, or, to be more accurate, when it went underground, emerging on the surface as individual splashes, though frequent and sometimes prolonged ones. 9 It is not simple either to describe the geographical expansion of the movement. One of its trends, Manichaeism, spread from Northern Africa to China, having found a specially favorable soil in Middle and Central Asia. One of the Gnostic sects is preserved in Iraq to our day. Still, attempts were made to formulate the basic postulates. Below we quote one of the statements by Jonas (1958): The stage would be the same [as in the Bible], the theme as transcending: the creation ofthe world, the destiny of man, fall and redemption, the first and the last things. But how much more numerous would be the cast, how much more bizarre the symbolism, how much more extravagant the emotions! Almost 88 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 all the actions would be in the heights, in the divine or angelic or demonic realm, a drama of pre-cosmic persons in the supranatural world, of which the drama of man in the natural world is but a distant echo. (p. xiii) Here is a broader view of the subject discussed (Sventsitskaya & Trofimova, 1989): At the International Congress in Messina in 1966, the thesis was formulated stating that to define the origin of Gnosticism means to define its essence. It was however absolutely impossible to establish its OrIgm unambiguously, as in teachings related to Gnostics according to the ancient evidence a mixture of fairly different elements is represented. (p. 165) In contemporary language we would say that the outlook of Gnosticism is a multidimensional phenomenon: Its probabilistically weighted constituents are correlated. This correlation is not stable, it is determined by the active observer changing in the process of perception the weight of individual constituents. It is this flexibility that enables modern researchers to discover parallels between modern thinking and the Gnostic ideas ofthe distant past. It is also essential that in both cases, in the present and in the past, thinkers on the deep level of their consciousness proceeded from the same archetypes. One of the attractive features of Gnosticism is exactly that it reflected in the most complete way the archetypal heritage without any dogmatic limitations. Gnosticism in its manifold vision of the world seems to be the freest systematic view of the world. We would like to illustrate the above by a few examples. In the book already quoted (Sventsitskaya & Trofimova, 1989) we find the following words concerning the search for parallels between Gnosticism and modern times: ... that opened up the prospects of drawing parallels between apophatic descriptions of the One and the linguistic observations of L. Wittgenstein; between Gnostic cosmology and the hypotheses of contemporary physics on duality and nonduality; between the identification of man in ancient texts and the roads of psychoanalysis. (p. 166) The book Gnosis und Mystik in der Geschichte der Philosophie (Koslowski, 1988) is devoted to the problem of parallels. 10 This collection of papers contains twenty chapters embracing not only individual thinkers but also entire trends. ll We see how deeply Gnosis penetrated philosophical thinking up to our day.12 We would also like to mention here a collection of papers, edited in Holland, which is hard to get: Gnosis de Derde Component van de Europese Cultuurtraditie (Quispel, 1988) resembling the book (Koslowski, 1988) both structurally and in content. We would also like to indicate the comprehension of Gnosticism in prerevolutionary Russia. Below we quote the paper of A. Belyi devoted to the early works of A. Blok (Belyi, 1988): ... she is the Virgin, Sophia, the Mistress of the World, the Dawn; her life incarnates in love the most supreme goals of Vladimir Soloviev and the Gnostics; turns abstraction into life, and Sophia into Love; and brings down straight into our soul odd conceptions of Valentine and Vasilides, connects the vaguest quests of ancient times with the religious-philosophical quest of our days. (p. 285) As you see, part ofthe intelligentsia in Russia was ready to accept Mystical Anarchism fermented by Gnostic Christianity. Opposition to the State Power and Orthodoxy D ESPITE GNOSTIC teaching being so broad, opposition did emerge, and it was sometimes quite pronounced, both in the distant past and in days close to our time. One case was the opposition to Byzantine Orthodoxy. The description of this opposition may shed more light on the nature of Gnostic Christianity than any attempts to describe it according to numerous sources. Such an approach could be called apophatic, as it reveals the nature of Gnosticism by stating what it is not. The opposition will naturally be revealed by the difference in interpreting canonical texts. We shall consider the following aspects of opposition. 1. The principle of doing. Gnostic Christianity traditionally accepts the principle of doing as an urge towards justice; social justice, of course. That follows from reading canonical gospels. Recall at least the parable of the fig tree. Christ also said of himself: I must work the works of him that sent me while it is day: the night cometh, when no m a ~ can work. (John 9:4) On the History of Mystical Anarchism in Russia 89 For I have given you an example, that ye should do as I have done to you. (John 13:15) I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. (John 15:5) Orthodoxy, on the contrary, limits itself to praying, praying for everybody. But is that enough?13 In contrast to Orthodoxy, Gnostic Christianity in the tragic days of revolutionary conflict made an attempt to join the struggle, having declared the formation of the new movement, Mystical Anarchism. Representatives of this trend who were not afraid to soil their names entered theAll-Union Executive Central Committee. Why then did none of the hierarchs of Orthodoxy recognize the revolution as a fact and enter the Committee (at least as observers) to soften the terror? 2. Opposition of the sources. The great teaching of Christ which is actually extratemporal (i.e., invariant with respect to the multitude of cultures) is given to us by the Church as interpreted through only one ancient culture. That attaches archaic features to the teaching, which alienates many intellectuals from Christianity. The alienation is also promoted by the fact that opposition is often manifested between the Old Testament and the New Testament. 14 As early as the time of its first appearance, Gnosticism attempted to go beyond the boundaries of national limitations, rejecting the Old Testament as a primitive (from the viewpoint of Weltanschauung) interpretation of the history of one nation. In the Gnostic interpretation, the Christian teaching has significantly acquired a cosmopolitan nature. Gnostics did not accept the Old Testament, and their attitude to the New Testament was critical. The reason for this was an essential divergence of initial premises. In the Gnostic approach, God was alienated from the fate of this world. God was described by such epithets as indestructible existing without a name, inexpressible: supercelestial, immutable, unknowable, nonexistent. It was stated that the Savior with his mission exists from initial time in various manifestations. "I wandered through worlds and generations until I came to the gate of Jerusalem" (Jonas, 1958, p. 79). Man is but a wanderer in the world, and Earth is but one of his abodes. A special metaphysical significance was attached to knowledge as a way of spiritual ascent. The language of Gnosticism is amazing. Its typical feature is a symbolic way of expressing ideas by means of allegories, myths, and legends, and sometimes poetry that contains philosophical images. Its peculiarity is a creation of new metaphors. To the words of ordinary language such as Silence, Reason, Abyss, or Delusion, a new specific meaning is attached without any additional explanation. How different is all that from what we regard as Christianity! The renovated Russian Gnostic Christianity also recommended treating the canonical gospels critically. For instance, it is difficult today to accept the statement, "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered" (Matt. 10:30, Luke 12:7).15 This extreme determinism is not compatible with the concepts of our day. It would be difficult to see God as a giant computer counting our hairs. It is equally difficult to understand why marrying a divorced person should be regarded as fornication (Matt. 5:32; Mark 10:11-12; Luke 16:18). That seems to be a concession to the cultural tradition of those days. Such examples can be multiplied. The important thing is also to interpret facts that were supposed to be overlooked. For instance , Orthodoxy considers it sinful to speak of metempsychosis, but it is mentioned in the Gospel according to John 9:1,2; the idea ofthese lines is that the blind man could commit a sin before he was born, that is, in a previous life. 16 3. Attitude to power is one of the examples of opposition of the Old Testament to the new teaching (if it is liberated from certain alien insertions). In the Gospel according to Luke we read how the devil tempted Christ: And the devil said unto him, All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it. (Luke 4:6) If thou therefore will worship me, all shall be thine. (Luke 4:7) In contrast to that, in the fifth book of Moses we learn that power belongs to God: And now, Israel, what doth the Lord thy God require of thee, but to fear the Lord thy God, to walk in all his ways, and to love him, and to serve the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul. (Deuteronomy 10:12) 90 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 For the Lord your God is God of gods, and Lord oflords, a great God, a mighty, and a terrible God, which regardeth not persons, nor taketh reward. (Deuteronomy 10:17) Another, demoniacal image of the carrier of supreme power is given in the Apocryphon of John 17 (Robinson, 1981): [10] And she [Sophia] called his name Yaltabaoth. This (20) is the first archon who took a great power from his mother. And he removed himself from her and moved away from the places in which he was born. He became strong and created for himself other aeons with (25) a flame ofluminous fire which (still) exists now. And he joined with his madness which is in him and begot authorities for himself. [11] And he is impious in his madness, which is in him. For he said (20), "I am God and there is no other God beside me," for he is ignorant of his strength, the place from which he had come. But Yaltabaoth had a multitude [12] of faces in addition to all of them, so that he could bring a face before all of them, according to his desire, being in the middle of seraphs. He shared (5) his fire with them; therefore he became lord over them, because of the power of the glory he possessed of his mother's light. Therefore he called himself God. And he did not (10) put his trust in the place from which he came. [13] And when the mother recognized that the cover of darkness was imperfect, then she knew (35) that her consort had not agreed with her. She repented [14] with much weeping. And the whole pleroma heard the prayer of her repentance and they praised on her behalf the invisible, virginal Spirit. (pp. 104-106) But let us return now to the New Testament. In the Epistle of Paul, the Apostle to the Romans, the tradition ofthe Old Testament of praising any supreme power is again repeated: 13:1. Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. Thus each Christian has to face the dilemma of whether to accept unquestioningly any supreme power or to reject the principle of violence itself. Russian Orthodoxy identified itself with the Russian powers, both with the former tsarist power and the postrevolutionary one, when at first it was not yet militantly atheistic. Gnostic Christianity in the Russia of 1917 found itself under the banner of Mystical Anarchism. Without letting ourselves be carried away by emotions, we can assert that both interpretations of the initial texts are possible. The choice is determined by the spiritual level of the one who chooses. It is noteworthy that the word communism was inscribed on the banners of both Bolshevism and Anarchism. The experience of more than seventy years has demonstrated that for those who have chosen the road of conscious murder this slogan quickly turns into a mask. The word communism has lately become one of abuse. But it should not be forgotten that this utopian image is part of the foundation of Christianity. Recall but one phrase from Christ's sermon, "Sell what you have and give alms" (Luke 12:33). An originally Gnostic European heresies were developed under the symbol of equality, brotherhood, and freedom. There is a well known treatise On Justice (Nikolaev, 1913) ascribed to Epiphanies that sheds light on early Gnosticism. This is how it is described in the book by K. Rudolph (1977): "The author [ofthe composition] reveals the image of Gnostic communism and shows in this way what explosive force the Gnostic world had" (pp. 285-286). The charge had long been wandering through Western Europe until it exploded in full force in Russia, where the idea of the dictatorship of the proletariat, also borrowed from Europe, was used as a detonator. 4. Going beyond the limits of original sources, in its urge to preserve the purity of belief, Orthodoxy treated secularization with caution. is Nevertheless, the history of Russian philosophical thought is essentially the secularization of Orthodoxy. It will suffice to remember such names as F. Dostoevsky, L. Tolstoy, V. Soloviev, S. Bulgakov, P. Florensky, and many others (Zen'kovsky, 1989). Secularization was naturally fraught with conflicts with the Church, sometimes of very serious significance. In recent decades this thread of Russian thought was broken, perhaps for the reason that the state censorship became much stricter. But it may be that due to the existing oppressive atmosphere the spiritual impulse was attenuated. But let us come back to Gnosticism. In it, even within one trend, many nonconflicting ramifications were allowed to exist. For instance, On the History of Mystical Anarchism in Russia 91 for one of the well-known schools of Gnosticism, that of the Valentinian, even in the sources preserved today we can find many independent versions deviating from the original one. This is what Irenaeus wrote about this trend (Jonas, 1958): "Every day one of them invents something new, and none ofthem is considered perfect unless he is productive in this way" (p. 179).19 When we try now to mentally reproduce the atmosphere in which Gnosticism was developing, we see a brotherhood of people, each of whom meditated over the problems of existence proceeding from the common premise of man's desertedness. The results of these meditations were formulated as philosophical and poetic structures, the most vivid of which gave rise to separate schools and their ramifications. Many were seized by a creative quest. They tried in their imagination to create the mythological model of the world. Their penetration into the depths ofthe human spirit is amazing. Up to now we have spoken about the sharp opposition of Russian Orthodoxy and Gnosticism. But this opposition was later softened, if not on the side of Orthodoxy itself, then in its secularization, which underwent a similar process: The Russian teaching of Sophia was also a mythological model of a cosmogonic variety. If now we come back to Mystical Anarchism, its inner life can be almost fully characterized by the same words that we used to describe ancient Gnosticism: that it was a brotherhood whose intensive creative activities were going on both within it and outside. It was expressed in plays staged in theaters,20 in creating artistic works and in writing philosophical papers on general social and historical subjects. I personally was well acquainted with the works of Solonovich. Thirteen of his philosophical notebooks are preserved. All in all there were fifty-nine exercise books and five thicker ones. I also remember his papers on Christ and Christianity, the courses of lectures called "Elements of Weltanschauung and Mystical Anarchism," as well as his fundamental work on M. Bakunin and the cult of Ialdabaof during the last two millenia. He regarded Bakunin not only as a political figure but also as a philosopher.21 That is how the principle of doing was personified, aimed at expanding spiritual knowledge in an epoch when it was in every way suppressed by the dominant ideology of atheistic conformity. Personalities and Reprisal I would like to sketch here a few portraits. 22 Alexei Alexandrovich Solonovich, of mathematical background, Associate Professor at the Moscow College of Technology, was my teacher. He was rather tall, solid, of considerable physical force. There was something Mongolian about his face: high cheekbones, slanted black eyes, a flattened nose. He had long hair reaching to the shoulders, a high forehead, and a noble and significant look. He spoke like a born orator. His speech would fascinate an audience as soon as he pronounced the first words: It was full of lofty ideas, original judgments, inspiration, and intellectual audacity. He was intelligent and courageous. Once an unknown person from the audience tried to provoke him with the question: "Is there a group of people forming around you?" His answer was instantaneous: "You can get an exhaustive answer to your question from the GPU [Secret Police]." Solonovich was one of the leaders of Mystical Anarchism. He spoke in public often and openly. He signed with his true name the papers that were published outside the state publishing houses. He was first arrested in 1925, but set free soon after the verdict. He was even given back his manuscripts, which were classified as scientific papers. The only condition made was that he should not work with people. This requirement was, however, impossible to fulfill, as the participants of the movement set themselves the task not only to master spiritual knowledge, Gnosis, but also to implement it in concrete deeds. For some time the question was even raised concerning the necessity of creating a closed spiritual university. That was not completely fulfilled, but the university did exist, though not officially, and I was to study there for ten years. I was always amazed by the efficiency of Solonovich: He taught higher mathematics at the Moscow College of Technology (it was he who made me interested in mathematics after he had demonstrated to me its philosophical meaning in relation to Weltanschauung). He gave public talks on philosophical subjects, developed the theory of Mystical Anarchism, read a lot on history and psychology, and displayed an acute interest in the traditional symbolism of the East and West as well as Eastern spiritual teachings and Gnosticism. He 92 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 also prepared various cross-disciplinary educational courses for the audience that gathered in the Kropotkin museum, where all these spheres of interest were brought together, and that in the sphere of philosophy, covered everything from Aristotle to Kant. Even then he was trying to integrate spiritual, scientific, and general cultural knowledge into a single approach. Besides, he often met and talked with people, attracting them with his charismatic personality. His time was occupied and arranged by encoded marks in the pad that he would take out of his eternal Tolstoyan shirt when he made another appointment with US. 23 Arrested for the third time, Solonovich died in prison in 1937 after a hunger strike. Agniya Onisimovna Solonovich was the wife and helpmate of Alexei Alexandrovich. I remember her especially well, as our relationship was characterized by a very specific flavor of maternal friendliness that I especially appreciated, for I lost my mother when I was a boy of nine 24 and never regained this maternal space until I met Agniya Onisimovna. Tall, big, almost common, she was completely transformed when she started to speak. Her ideas were clear and penetrating (obviously the effect of her-albeit unfinished-mathematical university education). Her position in the Kropotkin museum enabled her to devote herself wholly to the "great cause." After her husband was arrested in 1930, she took his place in all his activities. Two features were especially prominent in her character: her cordiality, that we all knew very well, and her stoicism, that manifested itself at the inquests after her arrest in 1936. Reading protocols of the inquests one cannot help being amazed not merely by her human courage in the face ofthe merciless monster of the system, but by her lofty spirit and dignity. In each protocol one comes across the refrain pronounced almost word for word: "I am a convinced Anarchist and I refuse to answer this question for moral-ethical reasons." Not once did she accept the accusations she was charged with, either at the inquests, in the court, or when she had to sign a special paper informing her ofthe grounds on which she was incriminated. She declared her position with firm though uneven letters: "Innocent. Agniya Solonovich." I would like to quote here one of her letters, preserved in the KGB archives, that was addressed to Solonovich in prison, in 1925. Let her speak to us with her own voice at least now: My dearest beloved Alexei, We are all hugging you numerous times: myself, Al'ka, Tanya, Seryozha, Katya, Narya, mother, Tonya, Iya. I received your cable on July 26. Is it possible that you were en route for so long? How are you? How is your health? What kind of regime do they have in Suzdal? I am awaiting your letter impatiently with all the details of your life and a description of how meetings with relatives are arranged. I would like to know that beforehand to get ready. I hope you have already written about all that. Please, be especially careful with your health. All this time I have had my hands full with the bustle about your case and do not yet know whether they are going to reconsider it. The procrastination is such that I can hardly bear it. Send me a warrant that I can take care of your case, otherwise, in the office of Katanyan they refused to inform me. My dear, do not worry and do not waste your energy over there. You write that you feel guilty about me. This is completely wrong: your arrest did not depend on you. You have not done anything to be arrested for, so you are not guilty. I could be arrested in exactly the same manner ... And the children may remain alone. Will we feel guilty about them? We are all right. Atka, Tanya, and Iya play together, sometimes they fight. Just now they have taken the carpet and their dolls outside and are playing in the shade near the barn, opposite the porch. Mother helps me a lot. Though sickly, she has plenty of endurance. She walks and takes care of herself We leave the house to her and go away, each to our duties. Sergei is off to a football match, Tonya and Katya go to their offices (Katya has found a job, it seems to me a temporary one, in a children's home), I go somewhere in connection with your case. By the evening we all get together. I am not yet looking for ajob, since it would take time and I would not be able to petition for you the way I would like to. For the moment this is my closest task. I am only thinking about the way to get you free. I have not yet applied for the meeting. First I have to see people, and after that I will come to see you. I'll bring along paper, books, jam, and other things. Please, write what you need most of all. I am sending you for your expenses 10 roubles and 6 stamps for the letters. I received only two of your letters, of July 9 and 15. No letters from On the History of Mystical A narchism in Russia 93 America so far. No money in the Red Cross. There is desperate need for it. How is Ivan Vasil'evich? Kindest regards and all the best to him. Are you together again? Apollon Andreevich is still in a sanatorium and both he and Eugen. send you best regards. They occupy now a room on the opposite side, near the main entrance, the first to the left as you enter. When I visited them on Sunday, Eugen. was in bed. All our friends are now concerned with how I am doing. That is very handy, as thanks to this I can avoid taking care of that myself Actually, this is such a trifle ... Now the only essential thing for me is you, I can only think about you ... Here is a piece of news for you: the other day the daughter of our Ashkhabad aunt came to see me and said that your mutual acquaintance would soon arrive in Moscow and stay in the same place that he had left before. I am surprised. In a few days we shall have our kitchen repaired. Your niece Irina came. This year they no longer live in the same apartment over Moskva-river where they used to live and where we visited them. A pity-it was so nice to sit on their balcony. She is bustling around as always. What are you busy with, what are you thinking about? How is your mathematics going? At the worst, we shall order whatever you need from abroad, but will not leave you without books. Perhaps, you want to write something about Anarchism or other problems that interest you. Do that. I would be especially interested in your letters on early Anarchism. Remember that in a letter with a 7-kopeck stamp you can write a whole sheet of paper, and if only I could get such letters every week ... I am longing to be spiritually with you. It is hard on me that I cannot experience everything that you are experiencing at the moment. Anyway, there is no point in complaining: if legal Anarchism continues to be persecuted, my destiny will be the same. Until the repairs are over, Tonya occupies your room. Then I shall move there, because Seryozha will take my place. Tatyanikha repeats every day, "Daddy sweetie come back quickly,)) in a patter. Al'ka remembers you rarely, but when she does, then in a very serious way. When she hears we are talking about you she suddenly asks us to repeat something. As to Sergei, he will write himself I received the money. Paid off almost all the debts. Also paid to the proprietor for two months (June and July) and not taking into account the money I am sending you, I still have 20 roubles. That will be enough for 10 days, and soon after there will be another salary. How do you arrange with washing your things? How many hours a day are you outdoors? Is it a camp or a prison? I wish so much to see you, my dear Alyoshechka, to speak with you. Write more often and longer letters. Anyway, you have more time to spare, while I am run off my feet. I will soon begin to learn a new piece for recital. 25 Your advice is that I must not waste time. But I have to confess that all this time I have been unable to read anything but novels. It seems that now I will be able to start something more serious, though not immediately but after my bustle is over. Each time when Sophia Grigorievna Kropotkina comes to Moscow, she comes to see me. She sends you best regards. I wanted to mail this letter yesterday, but was late. So, see you soon. I kiss you affectionately, Your loving Agniya Mikhail Alekseevich Nazarov was short, bearded, with light brown hair. Unostentatious but well- educated, he knew foreign languages and was one of Solonovich's favorite students. He was very enthusiastic about the ideas of Mystical Anarchism and devoted his time and his soul to them and to all of us. He talked much with people, and wrote much on social-historical subjects. There was something old-fashioned and stable about the fluidity of his thoughts. But people are truly revealed only in tragic situations. Arrest and inquests became a tragic reality for him not only because he acknowledged being guilty of preparing terrorist plots against the leading party and government members, but also because he was made to give evidence against Agniya Solonovich and Iosif Sharevsky, which formed the basis for their accusation and death verdict. Iosif Sharevsky was shot on the same day as Agniya Solonovich, at the age of 25. 26 Like her, he never acknowledged himself guilty, and refused to answer any questions at the inquests, to prevent his investigators from using his responses as evidence against others. They both were tried by the Military Board ofthe Supreme Court ofthe USSR headed by Ul'rikh. The entire procedure ofthe trial, prepared beforehand in the written form, took twenty minutes, and made no provision for the presence of witnesses, advocates, or the right to appeal the verdict. It was thus to be fulfilled immediately. The relatives received from the civil registrar's offices certificates that death occured in prison or in camp, with an arbitrary date. The requests, entitled "secret," were sent out by the KGB and the corresponding papers that had nothing to do with reality were issued by the official state offices. They lied as 94 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 much as they wished and to whomever they wished. In the name of what? I would like to know that. Speaking about Nazarov, I must say that he was forgiven by all the victims at the time when they hoped to be able to tell him that personally. But he was also shot. (In the evidence material there is a postmortem certificate stating that Nazarov suffered from a grave mental disease. But if that could be discovered posthumously, how could that be overlooked in the process of investigation?!) I do not know how many people were arrested in the case ofAnarcho-Mysticism in 1936-37, but I know that nine people were shot (among them the well-known anarchist-mathematician D. A. Bern), all those who were charged with terrorism and tried by the Supreme Board of the Supreme Court of the USSR. A large group of the accused tried by the Special Conference were sentenced to five years in labor camps that, for those who survived, turned into a prolonged term at camp and eternal exile. Some of the survivors were rehabilitated in the 1950s, others only in the 1960s. Conclusion I am thinking now of all who perished. The castle of Shan on-I happened to visit this ancient fortress ofthe French kings elevated over the earth that goes far beyond the horizon. Everything around was in bloom, happy, and . blissful. It is in this castle that Joan of Arc, guided by the voices, recognized the King in disguise. It is in this castle, on the central landing of the thick round tower, that the Grand Master of the Order of Templars, Jacques de Molay, and the Commander of Normandy, Geoffroy de Charnay, were chained to the wall. In March of 1314 the King of France, Philip the Fair, and Pope Clement V burned them in a slow fire in a Paris square (Baigent, Leigh, & Lincoln, 1989). The destruction of the Templars was a major event of the fourteenth century. Here is how a contemporary, Dante (1931), responded to it: 91. I see the second Pilate with this deed, Yet not content but ruthless, without law, Into the Temple bear his sails of greed. 27 94. When shall 1,0 my Lord, rejoice to see The vengeance which, being hidden, maketh sweet Thy wrath in thine own counsel privity. -Purgatory, Canto XX After their order was exterminated the surviving knights continued to participate actively in the evolution of European culture, but in a concealed form. This subject is thoroughly illuminated in a book by Baigent, Leigh, and Lincoln (1989). Six hundred and twenty-three years later those who called themselves Templars die again, this time not in public but under the title "secret." Why were their deaths necessary? Why in secret? Why the absurd accusations whose absurdity was evident even then? How was it possible to say that Mystical Anarchism, a spiritual movement preaching nonviolence, was capable of degrading to terrorism? The accusations were absurd from the geographical point of view as well. A. A. Solonovich could hardly have headed the terroristic movement he allegedly did because he was in exile in a small village in Siberia, inaccessible in winter and barely accessible in summer. As for IosifSharevsky, who was allegedly sent by Solonovich to Moscow in order to organize terroristic acts, he could not do that because he was under observation and his contacts with Moscow were limited by a one-hundred-kilometer area, beyond which he was not allowed to travel. What lies at the root ofthe urge to exterminate a movement ofthis sort? The question is pertinent also because the evidence indicates that belonging to the Order did not subject one to the criminal code. I am holding in my hands the book by Kanev (1974). It contains a lot of interesting data, and mentions Mystical Anarchism, including A. A. Solonovich. But it finishes with the statement that in Russia Anarchism was not repressed but simply came to an end. 28 The only words we can address to the author ofthe book are: Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh! (Matt. 18:7) What was the true reason for the destruction ofthe Templars of our day? In the Gospel of Philip (Robinson, 1981) we read: On the History of Mystical Anarchism in Russia 95 83. For so long as the root of wickedness is hidden, it is strong. (p. 149) The Anarchists wished to disclose the root of wickedness called to life by the idea of bloody dictatorship, which was at the moment perceived by many as the power able to undertake the favorable social transformation of the world. I wrote this book in memory of people who have perished, of their destroyed cause, of their annihilated works. My text is not complete. I would like to hear others who are able to tell about what I have missed. I was close to this movement for ten years, but I was too young and I was only at the threshold. The movement was dominated, on the one hand, by esoterism, and on the other hand, by severe conspiracy that isolated us from each other. But the lectures of my teacher Alexei Alexandrovich Solonovich; communication with his wife Agniya Onisimovna Solonovich; the image of Apollon Andreevich Karelin; and the inspiration passed on by them, struck the fire within, whose power and light illuminated all my life and thoughts. Everything that I have written, thought over, or made, can be devoted to them- they initiated my spiritual creativity and taught me "the courage to be." Notes This work is based on the author's personal experience and materials from the Central Archives prepared by J eanna N alimov-Drogalina. It is a chapter from V. V. Nalimov's autobiographical memoir, A Rope-Dancer (A Wreckage), published in Russian (Nalimov, 1994). The chapter was translated into English by A. V. Yarkho and has been further edited for the present work. After the present work was finished, A. L. Nikitin (19921 1993) published a series of papers entitled "Templars in Moscow" in the journal Nauka i religiya [Science and Religion]. 1. Despite the lack of ideology, Karelin's Mystical Anarchism had its outlines, though fuzzy ones. Karelin cannot be considered a direct heir ofthe anarchism ofG. Chulkov that emerged as early as the first decade ofthe twentieth century. Still, we would like to quote here two attractive fragments from the book by Chulkov (1971): By mysticism I mean an aggregate of feelings based on the positive irrational experience occurring in the sphere of music. I call music not only the art revealing in combinations of sounds principles of melody and harmony, but any creative activity based on rhythm and revealing to us directly the noumenal side of the world. (p. 3) Fight against dogmatism in religion, philosophy, morality, and politics-that is the slogan of Mystical Anarchism. The fight for the anarchic ideal will lead not to indifferent chaos but to a transformed world, if side by side with the fight for liberation we shall be participants in the mystic experience via art, religious love, via music in general. (p. 43) 2. This is official information: It was an address of the Secretariat of the All-Union Federation of Anarchists- Communists. 3. Parakletes (Greek)-Spirit-Comforter, Protector. 4. The three last names are also given in the articles by A. L. Nikitin (1991a, 1991b). 5. Oral legends are the tradition of early Christianity. Here is what we find to the point in Sventsitskaya and Trofimova (1989): Oral tradition continued to exist in the period when the first scriptures appeared. Eusebios of Caesarea (IV c. A.D.) in his "History ofthe Church" quotes the Christian writer Papias (2nd half of the II c. A.D.J of Hierapolis (Minor Asia) who collected oral legends: " .. .ifI had a chance to meet anyone who communicated with forefathers, I would carefully ask them about the forefathers' teaching, for instance, what Andrew said, what Peter or Philip said, and what was said by Thomas or James, assuming that a living and penetrating voice would be of better use for me than bookish lore." (p. 9) A little further in the same book we read: Apocalyptic literature was intended for reading out loud. It had to be "entered" emotionally: intonation and expression ofthe reader was to make the effect of frightening, mysterious description more impressive, and "entering" itself was regarded as a sacrament. (pp. 12-13) 6. One should not think that esoterism is an infringement of democracy. Science is also esoteric in its own way-it is impossible to comprehend serious books on theoretical physics or mathematics without a solid background. Popularization of science only vulgarizes it. The same is true of art. A well-organized university education is a sort of initiation: the professor passes on to his students something more than the contents of the manuals. He creates an intellectual atmosphere in which students learn. 7. The legends are preserved and some of them are published in the journal Nauka i religiya [Science and Religion] (see Nikitin, 1993), which I feel to be illegitimate, as it violates the tradition. The copyright should have been obtained from those who were to guard the tradition. 96 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 8. What they borrowed from Hellenism was the idea of sin not as the absence of obedience (fall of Adam) but noncognition of oneself. The Gnostic idea emphasizing " ... the indissoluble connection of the one with the multitude embraced by it" (Sventsitskaya & Trofimova, 1989, p. 183) is obviously Hellenic. 9. Remember the Bogomils, the Cathars, and their followers, the Albigensians. It is perhaps possible to speak ofthe influence of Gnosticism (through the Rosicrucians) on the evolution of ideas of the French Revolution. 10. The term Gnosis is often understood to have a broader meaning than Christian Gnosticism. 11. I would especially like to emphasize the Gnosticism of Carl Gustav Jung. 12. An attempt was even made to see the elements of Gnosticism in dialectical materialism. 13. At the beginning ofthe revolution Russian Orthodoxy did not come out with its own program corresponding to the catastrophic situation ofthose days. In our day, too, many acute problems keep arising, but we do not hear the Christian response to them. For instance, a tragic problem for our country is that of abortions, as well as that of population reproduction. We are all aware ofthe fact that sooner or later politicians will have to solve such problems. But where is the voice of Orthodoxy? We feel it should have joined the discussion of these problems, and, moreover, join the struggle for its Christian solution. The attitude toward social responsibility of Western Christianity is different. Here is a quotation from the paper of the Swiss Protestant theologist Barth (1966), one of the founders of "dialectical theology": In this way the Kingdom of God starts attacking society. (p. 203) Are we aware of the fact that what is required from us today is not opposition in one or several specific questions, but re-orientation to God in our life as a whole. (p. 206) [Pages are given according to the Russian edition.] 14. This opposition is natural, this is the meaning of Christ's Divine Message. 15. Note that Marcion, a Gnostic close to traditional Christianity, required that these lines be omitted, as the alienated God could not occupy himself with human hairs. 16. In our book (Nalimov, 1982) a separate chapter is devoted to the problem of reincarnation. This subject is also discussed in Nalimov (1990). 17. This gospel is entirely devoted to theurgical cosmogony. 18. Secularization is religious belief manifested outside the church. 19. Irenaeus was the Bishop of Lyon. His famous conviction of Gnostic heresies dates back to the end of the second century. 20. At present the following names of theater figures of this trend have become known: L. A. Nikitin, P. A. Arensky, V. S. Smyshlyaev, Yu. A. Zavadsky (Nikitin, 1991a). Moscow Arts Theater 2 seems to have been strongly influenced by this trend. Mikhail Chekhov was in all probability also acquainted with it. 21. The interpretation of Bakunin in the book by Zen'kovsky (1989) is very close to that given by Solonovich. 22. Since we continue to work with the archive materials, certain facts can be specified in the future. 23. Solonovich lived in a by-street near Ostozhenka, on the ground floor of a two-storey wooden building which no longer exists. By a passage, one entered a dining room and a small bedroom, with a bed table at the bed on which was a bunch of ritual artificial flowers resembling real ones. Opposite the bedroom there was a study with a large rectangular table surrounded by massive leather chairs with high backs and a cosy leather sofa, with small portraits ofP. A. Kropotkin and Gandhi on an upper shelf. On the walls one could see large paintings of M. A. Bakunin and A. A. Karelin. The host's seat was a bentwood chair with a round back, at the head of the table. 24. My mother, a surgeon treating soldiers during World War I, was mobilized by the Red Army and died in an epidemic of spotted fever. 25. I think she means the texts of the legends. 26. It goes without saying that Nazarov was not the only one who gave evidence "by order." Among those was also a cousin of Iosif Sharevsky, Iosif 10ffe, who cooperated with the KGB and had regularly informed for them since 1934. 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Vols. I, II. Paris: YMCA Press. 98 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 WORDPAINTING A SELECTION OF POEMS BY WANG WEI, T YANG DnTASTY ARTIST-POET. TRANSLATED FROM CHINESE CHARACTERS INTO ENGLISH TYPESCRIPT AND TYPED BY CARL SESAR ONE S HOT PRE S S The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 99-106 99 2000 by Carl Sesar Passing a Temple Smothered in Incense no idea a temple smothered in incense lay many miles on up this cloudy peak an old wood and a path with no people where was that gong deep in the hills brook babble chokes past jagged rocks the sun slant cold in the green pines near dark around a bend an empty pool I sit calmly and quell deadly dragons 100 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Reply to Vice-Prefect Chang at this late age all I want is peace not one hundred and one things to do don't have any grand plan for myself just to go back to the rickety woods let the pine wind flap my belt loose pluck lute in the mountain moonshine you ask me what about causes eternal go fishing and sing in a deep lagoon Wordpainting 101 Home to Sung Mountain a river winds by the tall grass my cart clip clops lazily along the water runs with a mind of its own night fowl in pairs fly back together a ghost town vigilant at an old ferry as the sunset fleods the autumn hills come a long way to this high mountain now to slam my door shut on the world 102 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Return to Wang River in the gorges below a lazy bell tolls fishers and woodsmen dwindle to a few far away a mountain darkening at dusk alone I wend up the white clouds home sedge vines are too weak to hold fast and willow flowers airy so easily fly on the east flat green spring grasses sick with regret I close my wood gate Wordpainting 103 Six Accidental Poems, Number 6 got old and 60 lazy turning out poems there's nothing left but to get older a make believe poet for one past life and a dabbler at painting before that couldn't get shy of my left over ways so folks in this life know me as both by nwme and style and all of that yes but about my heart are still no wiser 104 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Sitting Alone One Autumn Night sit alone sad alas my temples are gray the hall is empty and the hour is late mountain fruits plop in the heavy rain weed bugs crick and buzz under my lamp hair gone white won't ever change back and a golden elixir can't be concooted want to know how to avoid siok old age all you do is learn how not to be born Word painting 105 Notes It was said of Wang Wei that "in his poems there are paintings, and in his paintings, poems." Oft quoted and much discussed, this statement by the Sung dynasty poet, painter and calligrapher Su Tung-p'o (1037-1101) came to embrace Chinese poetry in general, with regard to its imagistic content and descriptions oflandscape, the graphic quality of Chinese characters, which are written with the same brushes used for painting, and the calligraphed poem itself, a concrete arrangement of images fixed in space, vibrant with meaning, often hung on a wall and viewed as a painting. Using a manual typewriter, I've tried to carryover the visual dimension of Wang Wei's poems along with the thoughts and feelings they express. The originals have eight lines, five characters per line. Five poems are in the "new style" developed in the T'ang, known also as "regulated verse." The poem titled "Six Accidental Poems, Number 6" is in the earlier, less regulated "old style." References Chao, Tien-ch'eng (Ed.). (1736). Wang Yu-ch'eng chi-chien- chu. Passing a Temple Smothered in Incense, 7.11b; Re- ply to Vice-Prefect Chang, 7.4b-5a; Home to Sung Moun- tain, 7.6b; Return to Wang River, 7.6b; Six Accidental Po- ems, Number 6, 5.4a; Sitting Alone One Autumn Night, 9.4a. The definitive edition of Wang Wei's complete works. Leys, S. (1986). Poetry and painting: Aspects of Chinese clas- sical esthetics. In S. Leys, The burning forest (pp. 3-34). New York: Holt, Rinehart and Winston. Sesar, C. (1997). Translating Takuboku. In A. V. Heinrich (Ed.), Currents in Japanese culture (pp. 439-458). New York: Columbia University Press. A description of tech- niques used to establish a visual form when translating a modern Japanese tanka poet. -" 106 The International Journal of Trans persona I Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 A New Look at Theosophy The Great Chain of Being Revisited H David Wenger East Lansing, Michigan, USA This paper presents an exploration of the evolution and multidimensional nature of human consciousness. It first establishes a context for this exploration in the Great Chain of Being (a central concept ofthe Perennial Philosophy-the core of philosophical wisdom common to the world's religious traditions). Next, certain constructs from the teachings of Theosophy are summarized, shown to be consistent with the Great Chain of Being, and then used as a model for exploring the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual dimensions of consciousness. Finally, implications of this model for a spiritual psychology are discussed. Vast chain of being! which from God began, Nature's ethereal, human, angel, man, Beast, bird, fish, insect! what no eye can see, No glass can reach! from infinite to thee ... From nature's chain whatever link you strike, Tenth, or ten thousandth, breaks the chain alike. -Alexander Popel T HIS PASSAGE from Pope's An Essay on Man illustrates the extent to which the idea of the Great Chain of Being pervaded eighteenth-century thought prior to the advent of logical positivism and scientific reductionism. The view described by the Great Chain of Being, the conception that holds the universe to be multidimensional, consisting of an infinite number of links ranging in hierarchical order through every possible grade, was for centuries one of the most well-known views in Western philosophy, science, and literature. Although this perspective eventually fen on hard times, the term was revived in the modern era by Arthur Lovejoy (1936/1961) in his book The Great Chain of Being, and the idea was more recently examined by Ken Wilber (1993) in his essay ofthe same name. In the present paper, the Great Chain of Being is conceptualized as a foundation construct for the study of consciousness. The esoteric and now somewhat obscure body of philosophical/spiritual thought known as Theosophy, a system that applies the Great Chain of Being with precision and detail, is then used as a lens through which to view the unfolding of human consciousness. Finally, the resulting implications for a spiritual psychology are discussed. First, however, I will very briefly review the history of the Great Chain of Being as a philosophical construct. Historical Review T HE GREAT Chain of Being is regarded by Wilber (1993) as a central component ofthe broader philosophical theme called the philosophia perennis, or the Perennial Philosophy, said to underlie all religious traditions throughout history. Although the term philosophia perennis has been used in Western philosophy for centuries, it was popularized more recently by Aldous Huxley (1944) who defined it, in part, as "the metaphysic that recognizes a divine Reality substantial to the world of things and lives and minds; the psychology that finds in the soul something similar to, or even identical with, divine Reality" (p. vii). Huxley goes on to say that "rudiments of the Perennial Philosophy may be found in the traditional lore of primitive peoples in every region of the world, and in its fully The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 107-124 107 2001 by Panigada Press developed forms it has a place in every one of the higher religions" (p. vii). In ordinary language, the essence of the Perennial Philosophy is simply some form of a belief in God, an Absolute, or a Divine order. It is called "perennial" because it is common to all peoples at all times. And despite the opposing perspective offered by postmodern, contextualist schools of thought (see Ferrer, 2000; Wilber, 1998), the Perennial Philosophy is arguably the dominant worldview underlying contemporary transpersonal theory.2 Lovejoy (1936/1961) calls the Great Chain of Being "one of the half-dozen most potent and persistent presuppositions in Western thought" (p. vii). Until approximately the beginning of the nineteenth century it was "probably the most widely familiar conception ofthe general scheme ofthings, ofthe constitutive pattern ofthe universe" (Lovejoy, 1936/1961, p. vii). According to Lovejoy (1936/1961), the idea of the Great Chain of Being is rooted in Plato's principle of "plenitude" (Lovejoy's term), Aristotle's principle of "qualitative continuity," and Aristotle's principle of "unilinear gradation" (Lovejoy's term). Very briefly, what Lovejoy calls Plato's principle of plenitude says that if a thing can exist, it will. 3 Aristotle's principle of qualitative continuity posits that if a thing exists it can be graded on a continuum of excellence (Lovejoy, 1936/ 1961, pp. 55-56); and what Lovejoy refers to as Aristotle's principle of unilinear gradation, holds that a qualitative continuum can be applied not only to matter, but to "powers of soul" as well (Lovejoy, 1936/1961, pp. 58-59). To summarize, the Perennial Philosophy holds that the fundamental substratum, or "ground" of reality is spirit, or consciousness, and that this fundamental reality known variously as God, Brahman, or Tao manifests itself as the physical universe. Additionally, the multidimensional universe posited by the Great Chain of Being describes a hierarchy, as Wilber (1993) puts it, "reaching from the lowest and most dense and least conscious to the highest and most subtle and most conscious" (p. 53); or, a spectrum of consciousness with matter at one end and spirit at the other. In Wilber's (1993) words: The central claim of the perennial philosophy is that men and women can grow and develop (or evolve) all the way up the hierarchy to Spirit itself, therein to realize a "supreme identity" with Godhead-the ens perfectissimum toward which all growth and evolution yearns. (p. 54) In recent years the language used to describe the Great Chain of Being has evolved. Arthur Koestler (1968) coined the terms "holon" to denote a thing that is whole at one stage but part of a larger whole at the next, and "holarchy," defined as a hierarchy of holons. Wilber (1993) then borrowed Koestler's terminology and applied it to the Great Chain of Being. In later writings, Wilber (1998,2000) refers to the Great Chain as a "Great Nest of Being," in which the levels are conceptualized as concentric holarchical spheres nested within themselves in a hierarchy of increasing wholeness. Wilber (2000) further describes the Great Nest as representing "a great morphogenetic field or developmental space- stretching from matter to mind to spirit-in which various potentials unfold into actuality" (p. 12), (which is essentially an updated version of Plato's principal of plenitude and Aristotle's principles of qualitative continuity and unilinear gradation, as mentioned above). Wilber's modem terms are useful reformulations of the original expression, and for purposes of this paper, I find his integration of Koestler's (1968) terminology to be especially useful. Accordingly, I will use "holarchy of being" or "evolutionary holarchy" interchangeably with "the Great Chain of Being." Consciousness Evolution Through. the Holarch.y of Being I T HAS become commonplace in contemporary society, and particularly in holistic medicine and psychology, for people to be regarded as multidimensional beings, having levels of expression in addition to, but equally as important as, the physical. Evidence of a widespread acceptance of this concept can be seen in the many current book titles that include the words soul or spirit, or some combination of the words mind, body, soul, and spirit (e.g., Jessel-Kenyon, 1999; T. Moore, 1992; Myss, 1996; Zukav, 1989). This holistic, multidimensional perspective is nothing new. It is consistent with a view of humankind planted squarely in an evolutionary holarchy, in a Great Chain of Being, and is taken directly from the world's primary wisdom/religious traditions. Although the language used varies from tradition to tradition, the dimensions of being are, quite simply, the levels of holarchy as they appear in these traditions. Partly following Wilber (1993), who summarized the terms used for the levels of 108 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 developed forms it has a place in every one of the higher religions" (p. vii). In ordinary language, the essence ofthe Perennial Philosophy is simply some form of a belief in God, an Absolute, or a Divine order. It is called "perennial" because it is common to all peoples at all times. And despite the opposing perspective offered by postmodern, contextualist schools ofthought (see Ferrer, 2000; Wilber, 1998), the Perennial Philosophy is arguably the dominant worldview underlying contemporary transpersonal theory. 2 Lovejoy (1936/1961) calls the Great Chain of Being "one of the half-dozen most potent and persistent presuppositions in Western thought" (p. vii). Until approximately the beginning of the nineteenth century it was "probably the most widely familiar conception of the general scheme ofthings, ofthe constitutive pattern ofthe universe" (Lovejoy, 1936/1961, p. vii). According to Lovejoy (1936/1961), the idea of the Great Chain of Being is rooted in Plato's principle of "plenitude" (Lovejoy's term), Aristotle's principle of "qualitative continuity," and Aristotle's principle of "unilinear gradation" (Lovejoy's term). Very briefly, what Lovejoy calls Plato's principle of plenitude says that if a thing can exist, it wilP Aristotle's principle of qualitative continuity posits that if a thing exists it can be graded on a continuum of excellence (Lovejoy, 19361 1961, pp. 55-56); and what Lovejoy refers to as Aristotle's principle of unilinear gradation, holds that a qualitative continuum can be applied not only to matter, but to "powers of soul" as well (Lovejoy, 1936/1961, pp. 58-59). To summarize, the Perennial Philosophy holds that the fundamental substratum, or "ground" of reality is spirit, or consciousness, and that this fundamental reality known variously as God, Brahman, or Tao manifests itself as the physical universe. Additionally, the multidimensional universe posited by the Great Chain of Being describes a hierarchy, as Wilber (1993) puts it, "reaching from the lowest and most dense and least conscious to the highest and most subtle and most conscious" (p. 53); or, a spectrum of consciousness with matter at one end and spirit at the other. In Wilber's (1993) words: The central claim of the perennial philosophy is that men and women can grow and develop (or evolve) all the way up the hierarchy to Spirit itself, therein to realize a "supreme identity" with Godhead-the ens perfectissimum toward which all growth and evolution yearns. (p. 54) In recent years the language used to describe the Great Chain of Being has evolved. Arthur Koestler (1968) coined the terms "holon" to denote a thing that is whole at one stage but part of a larger whole at the next, and "holarchy," defined as a hierarchy of holons. Wilber (1993) then borrowed Koestler's terminology and applied it to the Great Chain of Being. In later writings, Wilber (1998,2000) refers to the Great Chain as a "Great Nest of Being," in which the levels are conceptualized as concentric holarchical spheres nested within themselves in a hierarchy of increasing wholeness. Wilber (2000) further describes the Great Nest as representing "a great morphogenetic field or developmental space- stretching from matter to mind to spirit-in which various potentials unfold into actuality" (p. 12), (which is essentially an updated version of Plato's principal of plenitude and Aristotle's principles of qualitative continuity and unilinear gradation, as mentioned above). Wilber's modem terms are useful reformulations of the original expression, and for purposes of this paper, I find his integration of Koestler's (1968) terminology to be especially useful. Accordingly, I will use "holarchy of being" or "evolutionary holarchy" interchangeably with "the Great Chain of Being." Consciousness Evolution Through the Holarchy of Being I T HAS become commonplace in contemporary society, and particularly in holistic medicine and psychology, for people to be regarded as multidimensional beings, having levels of expression in addition to, but equally as important as, the physical. Evidence of a widespread acceptance ofthis concept can be seen in the many current book titles that include the words soul or spirit, or some combination of the words mind, body, soul, and spirit (e.g., Jessel-Kenyon, 1999; T. Moore, 1992; Myss, 1996; Zukav, 1989). This holistic, multidimensional perspective is nothing new. It is consistent with a view of humankind planted squarely in an evolutionary holarchy, in a Great Chain of Being, and is taken directly from the world's primary wisdom/religious traditions. Although the language used varies from tradition to tradition, the dimensions of being are, quite simply, the levels of holarchy as they appear in these traditions. Partly following Wilber (1993), who summarized the terms used for the levels of 108 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 holarchy by representative religious teachings of three widely practiced wisdom traditions-Judeo- Christian-Muslim, Hindu, and Buddhist, let us look briefly at these traditions. The Christian terms for the dimensions of being derive from the tripartite holarchy of body, soul, and spirit seen in both the ancient Greek and Hebrew traditions. 4 Although there is probably some variation in the terms that can be accurately used to describe the Christian view, in my opinion they can be appropriately rendered as: body, flesh, mind, soul, and spirit.5In Vedanta Hinduism, the levels of holarchy can be seen in the five "sheaths" or dimensions of being (the koshas) that are said to cover human essence like the layers of an onion, each of which corresponds to one of the world divisions, or planes of existence (the lokas). These sheaths are called annamaya- kosha (literally, the sheath made of food, or the physical body), pranamaya-kosha (the sheath made of prana or vital life force), manomaya-kosha Figure 1 (the sheath made of mind), vijiiiinamaya-kosha (the sheath made of intuition, or higher mind), and finally,anandamaya-kosha (the sheath made of bliss) (Chatterji, 193111992; Werner, 1997).6 In Buddhism, correspondences to the levels of holarchy are not as neatly packaged as they are in Christianity and Hinduism. Nevertheless, glimpses of holarchy can be seen throughout the various schools in the concept of the five groups, aggregates, or skandhas (Prebish, 1975; Schumann, 1993); in the later doctrine of the three bodies of Buddha, the trikaya (Nagao, 1991; Schumann, 1993); and in the eight levels of consciousness, the vijfiiinas, of the Yogacara school of Mahayana (Ehman, 1975; Schumann, 1993). Specifically, in the Yogacara system, the first five levels of consciousness (holarchy) are the five senses. Following these are the mano-vijfiiina, the sixth level, mental consciousness; the seventh level, manas, a more subtle mental consciousness related to the reception and disposition of the data Approximate Correspondences of the Terms Used for Evolutionary Holarchy by Christianity, Vedanta Hinduism, the Yogacara School of Mahayana Buddhism, and Theosophy7 TEACHING OR LEVELS OF HOLARCHY TRADITION Body Flesh Mind Soul Spirit CHRISTIANITY physical body non-distinct cognition and It vital existence God physical form intellect Source oflife Levels of Being physical- emotional appetites or desires Annarnaya- Pranarnaya- Manomaya- Vijfianarnaya- Anandarnaya- Spirit VEDANTA kosha kosha kosha kosha kosha (sheath made of (sheath made of (sheath made of (sheath made of (sheath made of HINDUISM food) "vital air") mind) intuition) bliss) Sheaths, or physical body emotional o concrete mind higher, or Brahman- Koshas energy based on sensory subtle mind Atman vital life force data ultimate realiry MAHAYANA The First Five Vijfianas Mano-vijfiana Manas Alaya-vijfiana Level of the Absolute (Yogacara) the five senses mental a more subtle o "storehouse" BUDDHISM consciousness mental consciousness Levels, or conSClQUSneSS Vijiianas THEOSOPHY Physical Body Emotional Body Mental Body Causal, or Body of Bliss Spirit Spiritual Body Vehicles of emotional s concrete mind higher, or o s ~ p e r - e universal Consciousness energy based on sensory subtle and conSCIOusness conSCiousness "desire" body data intuitive mind II monadic conSCIousness A New Look at Theosophy 109 from the preceding six consciousnesses; and finally, alaya-vijiiiina, the eighth consciousness or "storehouse consciousness" (Ehman, 1975). And beyond these levels is the Absolute (Schumann, 1993), what Wilber (1993) calls "pure Spirit." An objective ofthis paper is to explore aspects of the expression and evolution of consciousness through the dimensions of human experience, examining what the Great Chain of Being really looks like in human terms. In my view, one of the most thorough, detailed, and sensible conceptualizations available regarding the human multidimensional makeup, and the manner in which human consciousness is expressed and evolves through these dimensions, is found in the esoteric writings of Theosophy. Although Theosophy does not enjoy widespread popularity in modern transpersonal thought, I find it to be a particularly useful perspective from which to view human consciousness because holarchy is delineated with clarity and precision, both as a cosmology and as a corresponding system of personal evolution through that cosmology. Thus, the Theosophical view of evolutionary holarchy is the specific philosophical/theoretical foundation on which my observations about the evolution of consciousness are based. An overview of how the Theosophical conception ofthe levels of holarchy compares with those of Christianity, Vedanta Hinduism, and the Yogacara school of Mahayana Buddhism can be seen in Figure 1. The reader will note that the Theosophical view ofholarchy is equivalent to these widely practiced religious/wisdom traditions, all of which, as we have seen, perceive the Great Chain in much the same way. As background material, I will next present a brief summary of the Theosophical teachings regarding the "planes of nature" (the Great Chain), what might be thought of as the overall cosmology of Theosophy, and the corresponding "bodies" or "vehicles" through which consciousness is expressed. s Following this summary, I will discuss implications for a spiritual psychology. An Overview of Selected Theosophical Concepts T HEOSOPHY IS a body of philosophical and esoteric spiritual thought based on the late nineteenth-century writings of Helena Blavatsky (e.g., Isis Unveiled, 1884; The Secret Doctrine, 1888), further developed by Annie Besant, C. W. Leadbeater, and others, and derived from ancient Hindu, Tibetan, and Egyptian sources. Theosophy, which provided one of the earliest introductions to Eastern religious thought in the West, is only one of a number of movements based on broad spiritual principles that emerged as alternatives to traditional Western religions in the late nineteenth and early twentieth centuries. The teachings of Theosophy are extremely detailed and abstruse, and use archaic terms such as "permanent atom" and the like which fall discordantly on twenty-first-century Western ears. In part for these reasons, as well as a confusing variation in detail from writer to writer, and in all likelihood because it was not clearly differentiated in the public mind from spiritualism (which was tainted with charges of charlatanry), Theosophy has, for the most part, been relegated to a place of semiobscurity in modern spiritual and psychological thought. 9 The brief summary given here is somewhat streamlined. I have limited it to concepts most germane to this paper, have omitted details that serve more to obscure than to clarify, and have modified some ofthe terminology to render it more palatable to the modern reader. The Planes of Nature A CCORDING TO the Theosophical version of evolutionary holarchy, the universe is composed of a series of discrete yet continuous dimensions, or planes, called the "planes of nature," a conception that appears to be essentially identical to the world divisions, or planes of existence (the lokas), found in Hinduism. 1o Leadbeater (1903/1980) referred to these planes as consisting of matter in differing degrees of density, or texture, ranging from the physical plane that we perceive with our ordinary five senses through graduated and increasingly more subtle spiritual planes to the plane of pure spirit. Bailey (1930) described the composition of the higher planes somewhat differently, but her meaning is essentially the same. According to Bailey (pp. 56-57), the universe is filled with an underlying substance which can be defined as matter in the sense that matter is energy. Thus, physical matter is energy in its densest form and spirit is this same energy in its highest, or most 110 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 subtle, form. A modern writer (Gerber, 1988) described the substance of the various planes as differing in vibration rate, or frequency, and used the analogy of musical notes increasing in frequency from one octave to the next to describe the progression from one plane to another. Theosophy teaches that there are seven planes in all and that each plane in turn is divided into seven subplanes. Different sources use different names for these planes. In this paper, I will use the names employed by Lansdowne (1986): adi, monadic, atmic, buddhic, mental, emotional, and physical, with the highest plane (adi) being the plane of pure spirit and ranging downward in order to the plane of dense matter, the physical. These seven planes are illustrated in Figure 2. It should be noted that, although the planes are depicted graphically as layers one on top of another like a bookshelf, this is only a two- dimensional representation of a complex, multidimensional construct. In reality, the planes occupy the same three-dimensional space and thoroughly interpenetrate one another. The Vehicles of Consciousness A CCORDING TO Theosophy, the real human Self is a spark, or fragment, of Universal Consciousness caned the "monad," defined by the American Heritage Dictionary (Morris, 1969) as "an indivisible and impenetrable unit of substance." Although rooted in the highest plane (the adi), the natural home of the monad is the second plane (the monadic). As a fragment of Supreme or Universal Consciousness, the monad has the same three-fold nature as Universal Consciousness, namely, the aspects of will, love- wisdom, and active intelligence. This three-fold expression of Supreme Consciousness is the Trinity of Christianity (Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, in that order) and of Hinduism (Shiva, Vishnu, and Brahma, in that order). The monad might be conceptualized as the human spirit, a spark or fragment of the Divine Spirit, and therefore ofthe same three-fold nature as Divinity. Monads that choose to develop consciousness on the five lower and increasingly dense planes anchor a reflection, or a stepped-down version, of themselves on the third and fourth planes (the atmic and buddhic) and on the highest subplane of the mental plane. This lower reflection of the monad is called the Spiritual Triad because, on these lower planes, it manifests the three aspects of Universal Consciousness: will, love-wisdom, and active intelligence. The Spiritual Triad is a seed of divine life on these planes and is the spirit, or life force, that ensouls the human expression which occurs on the three lower planes: the mental, emotional, and physical. These three planes are the "field" of normal human evolution-the so-called "Three Worlds" in which human consciousness is expressed. Theosophy teaches that on the three lower planes, the monad (or individual human spirit) constructs bodies, or vehicles, for the purpose of expressing consciousness and gathering experience on these planes. These vehicles are constructed of the matter, or substance, of which the lower three planes are composed and allow consciousness access to these planes. Thus, not only do we have a physical body, but emotional and mental bodies which occupy roughly the same space as, and interpenetrate, the physical body as wen. The only real differences are that the bodies that exist on the emotional and mental planes are constructed of the more highly refined, or more subtle matter (or higher vibration rate, depending on one's viewpoint) of these higher planes. In the previous section I pointed out that the Theosophical notion ofthe planes of nature is essentially the same as the planes, or world divisions, found in Hinduism. In like manner, the concept of the vehicles of consciousness corresponds to the Vedantic view of the koshas, the sheaths which surround human essence (each of which relates to one of the world divisions).12 As Figure 2 indicates, the physical body consists of two portions: the dense physical body and the etheric body. The world of ordinary matter that we perceive with our five senses is composed of the substance of the three lowest (or most dense) subplanes of the physical plane: the gaseous, liquid, and solid subplanes. 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Detailed information on the etheric chakra system is beyond the scope of this paper. I mention the chakras for the purpose of indicating the manner in which this fairly widespread concept fits in the broader structure of the vehicles of consciousness.l 3 The emotional plane lies just above the physical plane in the Great Chain of Being and is the world of emotion and sensation. The corresponding emotional body, sometimes called the "desire" body, acts as an interface between the physical body and the mental body in that it 112 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 converts information received from the physical body into sensations that are passed on to the mental body as perceptions. To these sensations the emotional body can add qualities, such as "pleasant" or "unpleasant," or any feeling, such as desire, fear, or envy (Lansdowne, 1986, p. 5). The emotional body is often referred to in the esoteric literature as the "astral body" (and the corresponding emotional plane is often called the "astral plane") because the emotional body is said to have a luminous, or "starry," appearance to the clairvoyant eye. The next highest plane in the Great Chain, the mental plane, is the world of thought and intellect. It contributes two vehicles to our multidimensional makeup: the mental body and the causal body. The mental body consists of the substance of the lower four subplanes ofthe mental plane, and the causal body is built of the matter of the three highest subplanes (see Figure 2). The mental body is sometimes called the "lower concrete mind." It is through this vehicle that the ordinary aspects of intellect which involve manipulating and attaching meaning to sensory data are expressed. The causal body is sometimes referred to as the "higher mind" because it is built on the highest levels of the mental plane and is the province of abstract thinking and of those aspects of intellect (such as intuition and wisdom) that go beyond usual conscious thought (Lansdowne, 1986, pp. 7-8). The causal body deals with the essence and underlying nature of things, "the true causes behind the illusion of appearances" (Gerber, 1988, p. 155). The causal body differs from the physical, emotional, and mental vehicles in several important ways. Before addressing these differences, however, it is necessary to comment briefly on the Theosophical tenet (or, more generically, the Eastern view) that the evolution of the human soul takes place over the course of many lifetimes. While not entirely prerequisite to the conceptions developed in this paper, much of their substance and complexity depends on viewing the process of human psychological and spiritual maturation as resulting from having experienced human existence in virtually all possible forms and circumstances. The present paper is not the forum in which to argue the case for reincarnation; this has already been done, and done well (e.g., Cranston & Williams, 1984; Howe, 1974; L. D. Moore, 1992, 1994; Stevenson, 1966). I will mention, however, that this view is not entirely an Eastern perspective. It perfectly fits the idea of evolutionary holarchy, a construct which appears to be universal. Secondly, it was not foreign to ancient Greek thought, as seen in the Myth of Er in Plato's Republic (10.614-621). And finally, as pointed out by L. D. Moore (1992, 1994), it is not contradicted by the teachings of Christianity.14 Now let us return to the ways in which the causal body differs from the physical, emotional, and mental vehicles. First, whereas the lower three bodies are temporary, that is, they are used for one lifetime and are replaced with each new lifetime, the causal body is a permanent vehicle throughout the many lifetimes of human evolution. 15 Secondly, the causal body is the home of the soul. It is the seat of human consciousness, the receptacle for the seed of spirit, or life force with which the monad (via the Spiritual Triad) vitalizes the human form. At the beginning of the human cycle of evolution the causal body exists in only rudimentary form. It is built slowly over many lifetimes by the accumulation of good qualities which are developed in each life. It is the storehouse for the abstracted positive essence of each life, for the character, wisdom, and spiritual qualities that build life after life. The causal body is the vehicle of expression for what I refer to as the "spiritual" dimension, or level of being. Thus, I have chosen to replace the Theosophical term "causal body" with "spiritual body" in order to bring the terminology in line with the conception of the spiritual dimension as it is commonly understood, and as it is used in this paper. From this point on, I will use the term "spiritual body" interchangeably with "causal body." Theosophy also describes a higher vehicle which Besant (1918) calls the "body ofbliss."16 This body corresponds to the Hindu anandamaya-kosha, or "sheath made of bliss," and is the vehicle of expression at the level of consciousness beyond that which requires physical plane incarnation. It is a dimension to which spiritually advanced mystics (both Eastern and Western) apparently have access. This level of consciousness is known as "superconsciousness" and corresponds to the atmic and buddhic planes of nature (see Figure 2). According to Theosophy, during the time the human soul is maturing, or gathering experience in the Three Worlds of human evolution, the soul is housed in the physical, emotional, mental, and A New Look at Theosophy 113 spiritual bodies while in physical incarnation, and these bodies are vehicles for the human multidimensional expression. At death, the soul simply exits, or sheds, the physical vehicle. The soul is still clothed, however, in the emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies and the person is just as alive as before. The essential difference is that now the individual's primary plane of conscious experience is the emotional plane rather than the physical plane. The level (subplane) within the emotional plane at which the soul primarily operates between lives will vary depending on its level of evolution, and since the planes interpenetrate, the soul does not necessarily go anywhere in a spatial sense. Although the soul residing primarily on the emotional plane between lives can perceive the physical plane, most of us on the physical plane cannot see into the higher planes. However, those persons gifted with clairvoyant vision can see emotional, mental, or spiritual vehicles and therefore can perceive entities from the emotional or mental planes. And there are times when some ofthe rest of us (especially children) are given a brief glimpse into these realms. What are commonly referred to as "auras" are nothing more than the subtle bodies (i.e., the etheric, emotional, mental, and spiritual vehicles). The majority of clairvoyants, however, do not perceive beyond the emotional body. Implications for a Spiritual Psychology I F WE view humankind not as physical beings but as spiritual beings expressed through bodies on multiple dimensions, the focus of psychology must perforce turn to the indwelling spiritual essence: the Self, soul, or consciousness. Human consciousness, as we have seen, is a reflection of spirit-or Universal Consciousness- on the lower planes. This fragment of Divinity evolves along a continuum, metaphorically called the Great Chain of Being, toward eventual reunion with Universal Consciousness, the ens perfectissimum. And further, the vehicles through which the evolving consciousness is expressed are manifested on dimensions which can be thought of simply as points on the Great Chain. 17 Thus, viewing consciousness from the perspective of the Great Chain of Being, we bring psychology and spirituality together. Ifwe perceive consciousness to be the stuff with which psychology is concerned, and see it as "reaching from the lowest and most dense-to the highest and most subtle" (Wilber, 1993, p. 53), and also as the manifestation of spirit, we see that there is no difference between psychological growth and spiritual growth-they are both an evolution in consciousness. This view is not an integration of psychology and spirituality. Rather, it is a recognition that they are essentially one and the same. Modern psychology was spawned within the broader context of philosophy during the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries and, in the beginning, was not sharply differentiated from theology. As nineteenth-century empiricism fueled a growing schism between science and religion, however, psychology sought distance from its philosophica1Jtheological roots and scrambled to align with its more measurable cousin, biology. Freud even went so far as to imply that religion is a form of neurosis. It is therefore interesting that at the beginning of a new millennium we should be searching for a psychology that embraces humankind's spiritual nature when the seeds ofthis psychology have been latent within the discipline all along. It is also interesting, if not ironic, that the wedge which was driven between science and religion is arguably best illustrated by the debate over Darwinian evolution, and now, with a return to the philosophia perennis, the concept of evolution provides an underlying construct for a spiritual psychology. But in this case, the principle of evolution is applied to aspects of Self beyond the physical-the evolution of consciousness; what Aristotle might have called "powers of soul." In my view, a psychology of consciousness (or the soul)-by definition a spiritual psychology- must include the following three areas of inquiry: (a) the evolution of consciousness which occurs as a function of many incarnations on the physical plane; (b) the multidimensional nature of consciousness and the effects of the expression of consciousness on these dimensions; and (c) individual differences in the nature of souls prior to birth that influence the development of personal characteristics. The present paper addresses the first two areas of inquiry. The third area, the notion that souls 114 The International Journal ofTranspersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 differ in some innate manner independent from experience, lies outside the parameters of this paper. I will note, however, that the Theosophical teaching of the seven "rays," or the seven fundamental building blocks of creation, first mentioned by Blavatsky in The Secret Doctrine (1888) and extensively expounded by Bailey (1936-1960), provides a remarkable vehicle for a detailed analysis of these differences. Interpretations of Bailey's abstruse writings have been compiled by many authors, most notably by Robbins (1988).18 Consciousness Evolution: A Developmental Psychology I N THE evolution of any given individual, there occurs a gradual growth and expansion of consciousness and a concomitant development, or refinement, of the emotional, mental, and spiritual vehicles as a function of accumulated experience and personal effort. That is, as the soul experiences the human condition from a large variety of perspectives and in virtually all circumstances in the course of many lives, the way in which the individual perceives and understands the world and the Self in relation to (and as part of) the world evolves. Thus, human evolution proceeds as a series of gradual, yet at times dramatic, expansions in consciousness. And as consciousness expands and is expressed through the vehicles, the vehicles themselves mature. According to Leadbeater (1903/1980), the trained clairvoyant can literally see the emotional, mental, and causal (spiritual) bodies and can estimate from this the individual's level of evolution. The expansion of awareness through four levels of consciousness is a process not unlike the changes in understanding and awareness that occur in a person's growth from childhood to adulthood. As one would expect, the level of consciousness expansion, or soul maturity, varies from person to person at the beginning of any specific life. From this perspective, any theory of developmental psychology is, at best, incomplete without the understanding that one's behavior, general level of functioning, and character are very much dependent on the level of consciousness brought into, and developed during, the present lifetime. Current theories of psychological development work better when applied to children than to adolescents or adults, because all children are focused on mastery of the physical dimension, and variations in the development of the emotional, mental, and spiritual dimensions are not yet apparent. Theories of psychological development tend not to work as well in explaining and predicting growth into adolescence, adulthood, and beyond because developmental tasks that are normal for people at any given age vary enormously according to the individual's level of consciousness evolution, or soul maturity. Not only are there tasks, or developmental markers, specific to each of the dimensions of human expression, but expected levels of development, or normal ages at which developmental markers "should" occur, on each of these dimensions, are not the same for all people because of differences in consciousness level. Thus, when researchers study developmental data from large samples using psychological instruments, unless overall consciousness evolution is accounted for, normal developmental markers and the appropriate ages for these markers to show up will "wash out," or be obscured. Several theories of ego development (e.g., Erikson, 1950, 1968; Loevinger, 1976) and Kohlberg's (1984) theory of moral development do offer useful models of psychological development through adolescence and adulthood. Yet, the usefulness of these models is limited because we do not know the levels of consciousness of the populations from whom the theories were derived. In the initial incarnations of any soul on the physical plane, the focus is on physical body functioning. This is not to suggest that the individual does not function at all from the higher bodies. Certainly, a person does have emotional, mental, and spiritual capacities at any evolutionary phase. The functioning of these bodies, however, is not mature, and the overall functioning and behavior of that individual will reflect the relative lack of development (or evolution) of each of these bodies. The person at this stage will be primarily focused on physical behaviors; emotional control, as well as intellectual and spiritual functioning, will be rudimentary. In later incarnations after physical body functioning has been mastered, the focus shifts to the emotional body. This is not meant to suggest A New Look at Theosophy 115 that physical capabilities are lost or that the physical body in later incarnations is necessarily less strong or vital, only that the emotional body is now maturing as well. Since the emotional body is the seat ofthe emotions, as this vehicle matures the emotions are tamed. This does not mean that the full spectrum of emotions is not, or should not be, experienced. It does mean, however, that an individual's behavior is no longer at the mercy of unbridled, primitive passions such as rage and revenge; mastery ofthe emotional life is achieved. Obviously, the maturation of the emotional body will change and broaden an individual's experience ofthe world (and of the Self in relation to the world) and will result in a clear shift in the person's ability to live effectively in a social context. Developmentally speaking, this represents a major expansion of consciousness which marks a significant step forward. In like manner, in due time the developmental focus shifts to the mental body. As was true during the maturation of the emotional body, the individual's perceptions and manner of viewing the Self and the world broaden, and the quality of social interactions changes as a reflection of the person's growing intellectual capacity and corresponding tendency to apply reason and thoughtfulness to all aspects oflife. The resulting shift in awareness constitutes another major expansion of consciousness. According to Bailey (1942), the physical, emotional, and mental vehicles, as a unit, form the personality which, together with the soul, constitutes the human expression in the Three Worlds, or the field of human evolution. With relative maturity of the mental vehicle the physical, emotional, and mental components ofthe personality begin to work together as an integrated system. Prior to this developmental stage, which Bailey refers to as "personality alignment," the component vehicles operate independently. At this point, however, the personality becomes a fully functioning entity that is greater than the sum of its parts and is able to receive input from the soul. Personality alignment allows the physical, emotional, and mental aspects of one's Selfto unite in common purpose. Thus, the individual is now capable of a high level of achievement. During all the lifetimes in which the physical, emotional, and mental bodies are maturing and the personality is becoming coordinated, the spiritual body is, of course, also gradually developing, and in time the developmental focus shifts to the spiritual nature. As I pointed out earlier, the spiritual (or causal) body is the home of the soul. Thus, as the spiritual body develops, the individual has greater access to guidance from his or her soul. The soul begins to contribute higher understandings and insight through intuition, or an inner knowing, and the individual responds more clearly to the world of higher values, such as unselfishness and service to others. Gradually, the nature and purposes ofthe soul (as opposed to those ofthe personality) begin to dominate, and the personality assumes a role subordinate to the soul. Bailey (1942) refers to this process as "soul fusion"; the personality energy at this stage becomes united with, and complementary to, that ofthe soul. The individual naturally experiences a concomitant shift in outlook, perspective, and values, accompanied by corresponding changes in behavior. These developmental shifts mark an especially dramatic expansion of consciousness. An aspect of particular importance regarding the development of the spiritual body and the corresponding increase in input from the soul is that, in my opinion, what we think of as "conscience" is actually guidance from the soul. Does it really make sense that what is commonly called the "still small voice" comes from a psychoanalytic conception called the superego? I believe that the superego is an accurate and useful construct for describing the internalization of parental and societal prohibitions. It is, indeed, an important mechanism that influences behavior, especially in children and in individuals near the beginning of their physical plane incarnations. However, the superego controls behavior as a reminder of prohibitions and consequences only. It tells us what behaviors are wrong, not because they are not right, but because they evoke punishment. It is our soul that tells us what is right. We then control our own behavior because we know that certain behaviors are not right. This is what is really meant by the term "knowing right from wrong," which might be more accurately phrased "knowing right from that which is not right." The still small voice isjust that. The soul does, indeed, communicate to us in a quiet voice and is available to everyone throughout the entirety of 116 The International Journal of Trans per sonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 the evolutionary cycle. However, before the spiritual body is developed to any significant extent, that voice is not heard consistently or clearly. As the spiritual body matures and input from the soul becomes more pronounced, the still small voice is more easily heard and understood. A formal method for training oneself to listen better to that inner voice is meditation, or contemplative prayer. For individuals at or near the beginning of the evolutionary cycle, the superego may be the greater part of what controls behavior. As development proceeds, the ratio of superego to soul influence gradually shifts, and for those persons closer to finishing the cycle, soul influence is the greater part ofthe individual's inner control. This change, or shift, in the agent of inner influence might be described as a shift from the avoidance of punishment to moral, principled behavior. There is a parallel to the long-term evolutionary process in the development from childhood to adulthood as well, in that a young child's behavior is governed more by what is or is not wrong, and an adult's behavior is governed more by what is or is not right. Those occasional persons who are characterized as being without a conscience, I suspect, are individuals who are near the beginning of the evolutionary cycle and whose superego mechanisms have failed. I wish to be very clear that the evolution ofthe vehicles of consciousness does not occur in discrete steps from one body to another. There is some functioning and development of all the bodies from the beginning, and growth of the emotional, mental, and spiritual vehicles occurs simultaneously, but mature functioning in each of the bodies occurs in developmental sequence. One might visualize a rough and hypothetical representation of this evolution for an individual at various points as depicted in Figure 3. I also wish to stress that just because any given body is mature from an evolutionary perspective, there is no guarantee that the individual will choose to focus on or develop that functioning in any given life. Mature functioning of any vehicle, once developed, exists as potential in a specific lifetime, but the body mayor may not function maturely depending on the choice or effort of the individual. As an example, an individual with mature spiritual functioning will also be capable of mature functioning at the physical, emotional, Figure 3 Hypothetical Comparison of Sequential Development at Different Points in the Evolution Process II Physical Mental Spiritual Early Stage Mid-Range Late Stage and mental levels (given healthy and undamaged vehicles, of course). Complete, or balanced, functioning for this individual would require a focus on each of the four bodies (or levels of consciousness). However, she or he may not necessarily choose to maintain a focus on each body, resulting in a less than fully balanced life. On the other hand, a person who is, for example, at the early stages of developing the emotional vehicle will have some capacity for functioning in the higher bodies (or from a higher level of consciousness), but will not be capable of mature functioning in these bodies. In either case, there is no judgment implied. That would be like comparing a child with an adult. 19 Balanced functioning for any individual, regardless ofhislher degree of evolution, requires a focus on the development of each of the four bodies irrespective of the maturity level of each body. For example, balanced functioning for a person who is in the early stages of emotional body development would require a continued focus in the physical world, while also exercising the emotional faculties, and in addition, bringing to bear mental and spiritual functioning at whatever levels the person is capable, regardless of what those levels are. The important aspect is the "exercise offunction."20 By the same token, balanced functioning for the individual who is primarily at the stage of maturing the mental body would require a continued focus on mature functioning of the physical and emotional bodies and a stretching offunctioning into the spiritual realm. Similarly, balanced functioning for someone who is maturing A New Look at Theosophy 117 the spiritual body would require continued attention to the functioning of the three lower bodies. Everyone is familiar with individuals who are focused in the mental body to the exclusion of proper functioning of the physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies. It is also very common to see individuals who are focused on developing their spiritual body but have abandoned attention to the full functioning of their lower vehicles (e.g., individuals who engage the mental body to the point of deciding that religious dogma as they know it no longer makes sense, and then abandon critical thought while embracing every new spiritual teaching they encounter). There are, of course, those persons who have special challenges to balanced functioning in that one or more of the three lower vehicles are damaged. For those who have suffered trauma to the physical, emotional, or mental bodies, the exercise of the greatest degree of functioning and balance that is possible (given the limitation) is important, even though the result may look somewhat different than would otherwise be true. Although the experience and effort required for the vehicles of consciousness to reach maturity takes many lifetimes, there is a parallel of this developmental process which occurs within each lifetime (depending to some extent on the level of evolution already achieved). According to Bailey (1942, pp. 52-53), this results in five crisis points in the life of the individual. The first three crises result from the soul appropriating the physical, emotional, and mental bodies. By appropriating, Bailey means that the soul begins to use that vehicle as an instrument of its purposes. When this occurs, a crisis point is created because the influx of soul energy causes rapid change which can destabilize the vehicle. The five crisis points are: 1. Appropriation of the physical body between approximately ages four and seven. 2. Appropriation of the emotional body during adolescence. This crisis is manifest, and is easily observed in most people, as an emotional instability during this time. 3. Appropriation of the mental vehicle in late adolescence. 4. A crisis point that occurs between the mid- to-late-thirties and the early-to-mid-forties when the individual's essence begins to emerge. At this point there will be changes in the person's life direction and focus, sometimes dramatically so. 5. A crisis point that occurs in the late fifties to early sixties in those individuals who have developed an effective relationship between their soul and their personality. At crisis point 4, the age at which this process begins will vary, and the direction, length, and intensity of the resulting crisis will differ according to circumstances and what is evolutionarily appropriate for the individual. Essentially, at or near mid-life one's highest level of consciousness can potentially begin to manifest. In those persons with a measure of emotional and mental vehicle maturity who have not yet achieved personality alignment, the crisis can be as simple as the discovery that one's interests and values differ from what one was taught through environmental conditioning. In those persons who have achieved personality alignment or soul fusion (either in the present life or in a previous life), it is during this time that the soul begins to influence the personality, and in this case the crisis results from the emergence of soul aims as opposed to personality aims. In a person whose soul influence is emerging, one mayor may not see identification with, or a specific interest in, religious or spiritual matters. Nevertheless one's , life will follow a spiritual (i.e., not a material) path, the need for service to humanity will become evident, and one will have the benefit of intuitive promptings by, and understandings of, the soul. From that point on, service to humanity in some form will be the vehicle for further spiritual growth. Many people will experience the promptings from the soul, and an emergence of essence, in a strong but confusing manner that will be manifested in restlessness and dissatisfaction with one's life as it is, but without a sense of what one's soul is attempting to become. In these persons, the very natural need for change may be experienced in a materialistic manner. If so, they are likely to trade in their possessions for newer models (toys, houses, cars, spouses, etc.). But if this is done primarily because of disinterest in what they have and without a corresponding interest in, or understanding of, the aims of their soul, they may very well remain restless and dissatisfied, and their spiritual growth will likely be truncated. This results in the worst-case scenario of the "mid-life crisis." 118 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 At crisis point 5, the degree to which the individual responds to soul input and the degree to which the higher vehicles are used and developed determine to what degree the soul continues to use the vehicles in a vital manner into old age. Conversely, in those persons who do not continue fully using and developing their vehicles of consciousness, the soul begins gradually to disengage and to withdraw its input. This does not mean that the soul leaves the body (this does not occur until death), only that the wisdom, intuition, and guidance that comes from the soul is withdrawn, and the personality is no longer a useful instrument for the soul. The timing ofthe vehicle appropriations, or the ages at which they occur, can have profound developmental significance. This is especially true ofthe emotional and mental body appropriations. The developmental effects of timing differences in a child's physical body maturation are easily seen and understood. However, the effects of timing differences in emotional and mental development are more difficult to perceive and understand and are typically not addressed when assessing growth and development of adolescents and early adults. This is because existing theories of psychological development have not fully viewed emotional and mental growth in the context of a paradigm which accounts for normal developmental lags such as are obvious in physical growth. The normalcy of physical growth variations is easily understood, resulting in comments such as, "She hasn't reached her growth spurt yet." However, in emotional and mental development, what I believe to be normal lags in growth are typically seen as developmental failures, and result in pejorative labels such as "immature" and "underachiever." In reality, variations in emotional and mental development must be viewed simply as normal differences in the age of appropriation of the emotional and mental bodies. Unfortunately, in the absence ofthis understanding, and the resulting design of appropriate growth experiences, young people who vary on these dimensions are routinely damaged by our acculturation institutions as they currently exist. Often, those persons who lag behind on emotional and mental body appropriations eventually catch up and excel on those very dimensions, but they must overcome the handicap of societal damage to do so. General Psychotherapy Considerations I FIND IT interesting that although the dominant . Western philosophical/religious tradition does not teach reincarnation, it is nevertheless a component of popular culture. As an example, the long-term view of evolutionary growth is often tacitly acknowledged in our contemporary Western culture by common use of the term "old soul." The existence of an "old" soul presupposes the existence of its opposite, or "young" soul, and by extrapolation, levels of soul age in between. 21 Using the theory of consciousness evolution through the four levels of spiritual development which I have described, or the corresponding concept of soul age, with a modicum of practice it is not difficult to arrive at a rough estimation of where any given soul is in its evolution. Such an understanding has profound implications for the practice of counseling and psychotherapy. Normal functioning for an individual near the beginning of his or her physical plane incarnations will be very different from what is normal for a person who is mature on all four dimensions. For example, a person whose developmental focus is on the emotional vehicle will be working with the experience of emotions like rage and jealousy. However, a person who is focused at the mental or spiritual levels and/or who has achieved soul fusion (see earlier discussion) will concentrate on aspects of life more germane to his or her particular developmental level. That person may continue to have the emotions of rage or jealousy, but they will be experienced differently and will be secondary, rather than primary, life issues. Obviously, for individuals at these different developmental levels, the therapy goals will be different, therapeutic interventions will be different, and the ways we measure outcomes will be correspondingly different. As a starting point in treatment it is important that the therapist evaluate the individual from a perspective of psychospiritual development. Essentially, the therapist must determine where a given individual is in the evolutionary spectrum and in what ways functioning on the four dimensions of consciousness may be out of balance. Therapy focus and interventions can be designed accordingly to encourage functioning at the highest possible level, to encourage a stretching into the next higher level (and by doing so to facilitate mastery ofthe level below), and to A New Look at Theosophy 119 encourage balanced functioning. Also, it is important to attend to any level or levels on which an individual may have abandoned focus in the belief that lower levels are of less importance, or are less "spiritual," than the higher levels. The developmental evaluation must also include an assessment of the sequential appropriation process as described in the previous section. Were there significant variations or delays in the appropriations and corresponding crisis points? Did trauma occur as a result of out-of-phase or poorly executed appropriations? Is the individual at this time experiencing an appropriation crisis? To what extent has trauma from an earlier crisis point damaged the ability to smoothly negotiate the vicissitudes of an appropriation or crisis point currently in progress? I suspect that for optimum psychological health it is important for individuals to advance their overall evolutionary development to the fullest extent that they are able. For the most part, consciousness will expand in each lifetime simply as a function ofliving. However, when individuals choose not to expand and develop their emotional, mental, and spiritual vehicles when the opportunity exists to do so, I believe that depression and/or other kinds of physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual imbalances will occur. Persons who fail to develop the emotional, mental, and spiritual levels of functioning of which they are developmentally capable, or who fail to advance the spiritual development with which they were born, essentially waste the opportunity of a physical plane lifetime. It is such persons who are most likely to experience difficulty at the crisis point in the late fifties and early sixties, when the soul chooses whether or not to remain fully invested in using the bodies (see crisis point 5). For those persons in whom the soul does begin to withdraw input at this point, there will be a gradual decline into the worst aspects of their personalities, and ultimately into bitterness, depression, and despair. In my psychotherapy practice, I have found certain observations and conceptions derived from the present model to be particularly useful in framing a clinical understanding of individuals and in designing appropriate psychotherapeutic interventions. Although a full discussion of the clinical applications lies outside the parameters of this paper, I will briefly summarize these conceptions as follows: l. Bonding between individuals occurs on each ofthe four levels of consciousness, and human relationships consist of complex arrangements of bonding on these levels. This conception has profound implications for understanding how people function in a social or relational context. In general, successful relationships tend to occur between people who share similar levels of vehicle maturity. More specifically, I believe that the quality of intimacy in a relationship increases dramatically as levels of consciousness on which bonding exists are added to a relationship. 2. The occurrence and timing of appropriations and the associated crisis points offer a perspective for viewing rapid changes in people's lives that can destabilize psychosocial adjustment. 3. It is my belief, based on my interpretation of clinical data, that each of the vehicles of consciousness has memory. This conception has direct application to understanding the human response to emotional trauma and to the treatment of psychological dysfunction which results from trauma, especially Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Concluding Thoughts I BELIEVE THAT a spiritual psychology must be much more than simply an acknowledgment that humankind has a spiritual nature that yearns for fulfillment. This is not a psychology of spirit, merely a psychology that does not exclude spirit. At the same time, I believe that a fledgling spiritual psychology must avoid the temptation to rely too heavily on counting and measuring in an attempt to look like a "real" science. While there is certainly nothing wrong, for example, with developing taxonomies of altered states of consciousness or cataloging the varieties of mystical experience, we should beware of being seduced into reductionistic culs-de-sac. If science and religion are truly not antagonistic, and if psychology and spirituality can indeed be viewed as aspects of the same process, then not only should we count and measure what can at this time be quantified, we should also admit data from spiritual sources to scrutiny, and allow contemplation and intuition as methods of inquiry. In this same vein, Wilber (1998) argues that the scientific method, conceived as a broad empiricism, can legitimately be applied to realms beyond the physical. Thus, using what 120 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Wilber calls the "three eyes of knowing" (flesh, mind, and contemplation), the entire Chain of Being is exposed to the gaze of science. To that end, in this paper I have proposed the Theosophical version of the Great Chain as a conceptual framework well suited to the task of exploring the evolution of consciousness through the nonphysical dimensions, thereby providing structure for a spiritual psychology. Notes 1. An Essay on Man in Four Epistles. (1733-1734/1776, Epistle I, lines 237-240, 245-246). 2. Although few transpersonal theorists are likely to dispute that interpretation and context are important factors in understanding mystical or transpersonal experience, the postmodern schools of thought that hold truth and reality hostage to context-dependent interpretation are basically atheistic: Contextualism taken to its logical conclusion would deconstruct Huxley's "divine Reality" to a meaningless concept. In my opinion, a view of human spirituality not firmly rooted in a divine Reality, as is apparently suggested by Ferrer (2000), risks advocating that humankind seek transcendence to a contextual morass. 3. Lovejoy explains Plato's principle of plenitude as "the thesis that the universe is a plenum formarum in which the range of conceivable diversity of kinds ofliving things is exhaustively exemplified-[andl that no genuine potentiality of being can remain unfulfilled" (Lovejoy, 1936/1961, p. 52). 4. The ancient Greek terms were body (soma), soul (psuche), and spirit (pneuma; literally, breath). Old Testament Hebrew does not express the idea of body as a physical form. The word used is flesh (basar): the body as a whole but not the form or shape. Thus, the corresponding Hebrew terms are: flesh, soul (nephesh), and spirit (ruach, meaning life force) (Bond, 1991, p. 1299; Stricker, 1991, p. 61; Turner, 1980, p. 421; Wolf, 1991, p. 202). 5. The terms I use for the first two levels, body and flesh, differ from the corresponding matter and body used by Wilber (1993, 1998) and again by Walsh (1997). Matter and body do make sense as descriptors of ascending points on the Great Chain of Being, and thus appropriately designate the first two levels of Wilber's ''basic great chain" (Wilber, 2000). However, the terms as used by these authors in describing the Christian view ofholarchy lack support in the New Testament. In Christian usage, the meaning of the word flesh is taken from the Hebrew basar and the Greek sarx (both nondistinct designations of physical form) and emphasizes a suggestion of physical/emotional appetites, or desires (Grant & Rowley, 1963, p. 299; Hoehner, 1991, p. 498; Stricker, 1991, p. 61; Turner, 1980, pp. 176-178). Body, in New Testament writings, is the Greek soma (Stricker 1991, p. 61). ' For the most part, the word mind is not clearly differentiated from heart and soul in biblical usage, and the words are translated somewhat interchangeably from a number of Greek and Hebrew terms. In the New Testament, however, the concept of mind as the human faculty (or dimension) of cognition and intellectual activity does emerge more clearly in the fairly consistent use of the Greek nous (see Cowen,1991, pp. 967-968). 6. The works cited here, and in the treatment of Buddhism in the following paragraph, are resources to be used in understanding the terms and concepts from Hinduism and Buddhism that I mention. They do not relate these concepts to holarchy as used in this paper. 7. This figure is intended to compare the Theosophical version of evolutionary holarchy with the way in which holarchy is seen in some of the world's primary wisdom traditions, and the terms used to describe these traditions are based in part on Wilber (1993). Many systems use four or five levels and a level thought of as Spirit, God, the Absolute, or a similar term. Accordingly, I show six levels including Spirit, or God. However, this figure will correspond to the Great Chain viewed as the seven levels given in Theosophy or the Hindu lokas, or by Ken Wilber's charts (Wilber, 2000, pp. 197-217) through the first five levels. The final two levels of the seven-level system are collapsed into my final level. Thus, the levels (or terms) in Wilber's charts will stretch across my figure a little differently, but basically correspond to it. Also, Wilber's five-level "General Great Chain" terms (matter, body, mind, soul, and spirit) can be read from left to right across my figure with the first three corresponding fairly closely to my first three cells. 8. Many of the ideas presented in my brief summary are basic Theosophical teachings that are derived from many sources and, therefore, are not specifically referenced. However, although by no means a comprehensive bibliography, these ideas can be found in the following works: A. A. Bailey (1936-1960); A. Besant (1904/1954; 1918); Z. F. Lansdowne (1986); and C. W. Leadbeater (1903/1980). 9. In this regard, note the title of Peter Washington's (1995) book-Madame Blavatsky's Baboon: A History of the Mystics, Mediums, and Misfits Who Brought Spiritualism to America. In the title alone, Washington manages to erroneously identifY Theosophy as spiritualism, as well as malign the character of principal Theosophical figures. Another example: Nelson (2000) characterizes Theosophical teachings as either distortions of Hindu and Buddhist thought or as having been fabricated by Blavatsky (p. 81). 10. Hinduism views the universe as consisting of differing regions, planes, worlds, or world divisions, called the lokas, with each world produced from the "matter" ofthe world above it in descending order from the world of Brahman A New Look at Theosophy 121 through decreasingly subtle regions to the physical world (see Chatterji, 1931/1992; Grimes, 1996; Werner, 1997; Wood, 1964). Different schools of Hindu thought use somewhat different terms to describe the world divisions; Grimes (1996, p. 177) lists seven planes (in ascending order from the physical plane): (1) bhu-loka, (2) bhuvar- loka, (3) svar-loka, (4) mahar-loka, (5)jano-loka, (6) tapo- loka, and (7) satya-loka. 11. This figure is a compilation of information collected from many sources, and elaborates on a graphic representation of the seven planes in Initiation, Human and Solar (p. xiv) by A. A. Bailey (1922). 12. The correspondence between the Theosophical bodies and the Vedantic koshas requires explanation because Vedanta also uses the word "body," and uses it in several different ways with differing shades of meaning. The term thus invites confusion in understanding how it is used in Theosophy as well as in more specifically transpersonal writings that use Vedantic concepts. In the most common usage, Vedanta posits three bodies (the sha6ras): the gross, subtle, and causal bodies (in Sanskrit: sthula- and composed of progressively finer layers of matter (Grimes, 1996; Werner, 1997; Wood, 1964). The three correspond to, but are not exactly the same as, the five sheaths, or coverings of At man, called the koshas. The first and third bodies (shariras) correspond to the first and fifth sheaths (koshas) respectively. However, the second, or middle corresponds to, or is composed of (depending on one's viewpoint), the middle three koshas. In addition, although the koshas and the are not the same thing, I believe it is accurate to view them as structurally related, or as having a similar nature. Some scholars (e.g., Grimes, 1996; Werner, 1997; Wood, 1964) regard the koshas as the layers which form the three bodies. Additionally, Wood (1964) uses "body" to describe both the shar'iras and the koshas with the difference being primarily one of classification, but with the shariras having more of an implication of an instrument or vehicle (p. 26). Chatterji (1931/1992, p. 90) says simply that the koshas are "only the [physical] body and other human factors regarded from a particular point of view" (emphasis mine). In Theosophy, the system is viewed as five bodies which are also conceptualized as instruments, or vehicles, to be used by consciousness (much like Wood, 1964). Each of these bodies corresponds to a plane of nature just as the koshas (in Vedanta) correspond to the lokas. It is also important to understand that in both Vedanta and Theosophy the Great Chain of Being is most fundamentally represented by the underlying worlds (lokas), or planes, which might be viewed simply as areas on what I call the spirit-matter continuum (see Figure 2). The Vedantic koshas (or in Theosophy, the bodies) are constructed from the substance of their corresponding planes, from the physical body up through the range of the subtle bodies. Thus, the koshas and/or the bodies can be conceptualized as the Great Chain made manifest, a correspondence to the Great Chain, rather than the Chain itself. 13. The topic ofthe etheric chakra system is well covered in many sources. A particularly thorough treatment can be found in Vibrational Medicine: New Choices for Healing Ourselves by Richard Gerber (1988). 14. Moore (1994) noted that reincarnation was commonly accepted in Jesus' day and that he did not deny or teach against it (pp. 182-184); many ofthe early church leaders taught reincarnation (pp. 185-186); and no ecumenical council ofthe Christian Church has ever officially rejected belief in the preexistence of the soul or reincarnation (p. 321). Contrary to common belief, the Fifth Ecumenical Council (553 A.D.) did not condemn the belief in reincarnation. According to Moore (1994), the Council was called by the Byzantine emperor Justinian for primarily political reasons. One of his political agendas was the condemnation ofOrigen, a prominent and respected third- century church leader who taught the preexistence ofthe soul, as well as reincarnation specifically. Significantly, although the Council rejected his views on Christology (the nature and identity of Christ), it remained conspicuously silent on the issues of the preexistence of the soul and reincarnation. 15. Athough only the causal body is a permanent vehicle that remains throughout every life, a template or "seed" ofthe emotional and mental bodies is stored in the causal body and becomes the starting point for those vehicles in the succeeding incarnation. 16. Lansdowne (1986) uses the term "spiritual body" in reference to this higher vehicle. Since I already use "spiritual body" in place of "causal body," I prefer to use either the term "light body" or Besant's "body of bliss" to describe this vehicle of consciousness. 17. Combs and Krippner (1999), in critiquing Ken Wilber's views of spiritual evolution, seem to question whether a theory of spiritual growth defined as a progression through the Vedantic stages can be viewed as following an evolutionary course. Since the concept of human consciousness evolving via the Theosophical bodies (which correspond to the Vedantic koshas) is central to the thesis developed in this paper, let me point out several tenets of Hindu thought, and advance some perspectives, which argue for the validity of viewing a spiritual progression through Vedantic planes of being as an evolutionary model. The concept of evolution is fundamental to Hindu philosophy. Consider the basic Hindu principle of the inbreath and outbreath of Brahman: In this view, the creation process is seen as alternating between two phases of divine manifestation, srishti (throwing out) or involution, and pralaya (drawing in) or evolution, in an eternal cycle (Chatterji, 1931/1992). Thus, the physical universe (the physical plane) is the maximum point of the outbreath (involution), and (as seen in Theosophical theory) the human spirit, or monad, is a fragment of Universal Consciousness on the return to source (evolution); a worldview that is, by definition, a theory of spiritual growth following an evolutionary path. 122 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 I believe that confusion is introduced when a spiritual progression through Vedantic stages is discussed without differentiating the underlying worlds or planes (lokas) from the sheaths (koshas) that are manifested from the "substance" of their corresponding planes. For example, Combs and Krippner (1999) refer to Vedantic stages interchangeably as metaphysical planes and as sheaths (koshas), which they then identify as states of consciousness. Since they had already noted Tart's (1975) view that states of consciousness are discrete, it is implied that the Vedantic stages (identified as undifferentiated planes/sheaths/states) are discrete, and thus the hierarchical and continuous nature of the underlying Hindu cosmology, or the Great Chain of Being, is obscured. In addition, when Combs and Krippner (1999) argue that spiritual growth, defined as experiencing or identifying with the more subtle planes of being, cannot be viewed as following an evolutionary course because these experiences "are simply not evolutionary in and of themselves" (p. 17), they again imply that a view of spiritual growth as an advancement through Vedantic stages is not evolutionary. While I fully agree with this observation, and would add that experiencing or identifying with the more subtle planes also is not necessarily a measure of spiritual attainment, the observation is unrelated to whether a Vedanta-based theory of spiritual growth follows an evolutionary path. 18. In addition to Bailey's material, a body of channeled information called the "Michael" teachings (Yarbro, 1980, 1986, 1988) includes a framework for understanding innate soul characteristics that correspond in many ways to the seven-ray material. I believe that either or both of these systems can usefully be incorporated into a spiritual psychology. It may be tempting to reject channeled material out- of-hand. However, if we believe in the existence of states of consciousness other than the normal waking state, and in higher, more intuitive states of mind such as the Vedantic vijfiiinamaya-kosha, and if we recall the history of "revealed" teachings in the major religious traditions, we must also realize that it is only a mind closed to wondrous possibility that can categorically reject (to borrow a phrase from St. Paul) "things which are not seen." 19. Judgment might be more easily understood if one compared a child to an adult who continues to behave like a child, and this is an evolutionary possibility which does occur. But even in this eventuality, the individual's choice must be treated with respect. Learning and karmic consequences which give opportunity for learning are latent within even the worst choices. 20. "Exercise of function" is a term coined by Heinz Hartmann (1939/1958) in his seminal work, Ego Psychology and the Problem of Adaptation, to describe the critical developmental importance of using undeveloped, but emerging, fundamental components of the ego. As a matter of interest (and in an extension of Hartmann's concept) it should be noted here that, in my view, ultimately the emotional body comes to complete maturity through application of the mental body to whatever degree it is capable. Similarly, the mental body comes to complete maturity through application ofthe spiritual body. 21. The recent "Michael" teachings (Yarbro, 1980, 1986, 1988) describe five distinct soul ages (infant soul, baby soul, young soul, mature soul, and old soul), and give a detailed delineation of behaviors, tendencies, attitudes, and understandings characteristic of each level. 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New York: Simon & Schuster. 124 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 The Ad Man Monk Asa Baber Contributing Editor, Playboy Magazine Chicago, Illinois, USA VEN TODAY the valley leading up to the Tokufuji Temple is famous for its maple leaves in autumn. The smog of Kyoto stays in Kyoto. Past the third bridge and in front of the Sanmon Gate, it seems that time has gone back seven hundred years to the day Fujiwara Michiie ordered construction of the Temple. So it was for N agawa on that early October morning not long ago. He left his family and friends and job and debts, and he walked up into the colorful valley. He did not bother to say goodby to anyone. He simply turned his back on Kyoto. N agawa had been thinking of changing his life. Or ending it. Once he had almost thrown himself under a train. And on more occasions than he could count, he had considered leaping out of his high office window. His life seemed too shallow and too compli- cated for him. N agawa was a modish man. He wore three- piece suits from a British tailor in Hong Kong, high-heeled Italian boots, gold-rimmed spec- tacles, a gold Seiko watch. His hair was rela- tively long. It fell straight down over his collar and was as black as always; not a streak of gray in this, his fortieth year. He drove a sports car. He read Mishima, especially after the writer's suicide, and he bought eight-track tapes of the Tokyo String Quartet. By chance, he had become interested in Korean secular painting, and he fancied himself to be something of an expert in the area. Nagawa's life was beautiful on the surface. But there was a fault running smack down the middle of it. He could feel unnamed forces shifting, rumbling. Pressures inside of him made him impatient and breathless and dizzy. Yet there was no single thing to blame for all his deeply felt chaos. It was just there, like a continual toothache. One day this last autumn, while Nagawa was feeding pigeons in the park during his lunch hour, he happened to see a spread of monk's clothing in a pawn shop window across the street. He had been singing a jingle to himself, but the moment he saw the clothing in the window he froze as if he had been sprayed with epoxy. The pigeons continued to peck and coo at his feet. Cars and buses and motorcycles roared around the square. The white gloves of a policeman directing traffic moved in karate motions. But Nagawa had eyes only for the scenario that was filling his head. Without talking to anyone about it, N agawa finished his work that afternoon. He attended a conference on fuel injection layouts for next year's advertising campaign. He dictated a memo suggesting more market studies be done in the rural areas of Japan. He went through the motions of his job but his mind was some- where else. The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 125-133 125 That evening, instead of his usual martini with friends at the rooftop bar, Nagawa went to the pawn shop and bought the entire monk's outfit: the formal traveling robe, the bundle of seasonal robes and kimonos with the Buddhist scriptures tied on top, the jihatsu bowl for feeding and begging, and a straight razor with a wooden handle for shaving his face and head. The saucer-style hat draped too wide and low around his head. N agawa did not want to buy that. "It's like blinders for a horse," he said to the clerk. ''You must have it," said the clerk. "No Zen monk would be seen outside the monastery without a hat. You want to look like the real thing, don't you?" "All right. Wrap all of it up, please. It's not for me, you understand. My company is put- ting on a play. It's a costume." "Sure," said the clerk. He was younger than N agawa but he spoke with the familiarity of a man who could put his hands in N agawa's pockets whenever he wanted. "But just in case you decide to wear it yourself, let me tell you, it works. A friend of mine wore one of these monk's disguises into the Queen Bee. You know that bar on the Ginza? Hey, the girls were all over him. Wild, huh?" "It's not for that," Nagawa said. He hurriedly paid the clerk and :rushed out of the shop carrying several large packages. With his London Fog raincoat and prosper- ous appearance, N agawa had no trouble getting a cab. He went to a bathhouse on the outskirts of Kyoto. He had been there a few times before. It was a modest and clean place. Traffic was still heavy and it took some time to get there. N agawa stored his things in a locker. Wearing only a towel, he walked into room number twelve, the one he had been assigned. There was a steam cabinet, a bathtub, a low massage table, a wash basin and mirror, two wooden stools, and a white plastic bowl. The floor was white tile with a drain at its center. "You want to steam first?" asked a woman who walked in behind him. She was not very young. She had a pleasant face and mature body. N agawa watched her full breasts move in the bikini cups of her bathing suit. She carried an armful of white cotton towels. "Why don't we sweat you up a little first?" She spoke in the gutteral accent of the Ryukyu Islands. Nagawa had grown up listening to his father speak that way. "I'll just have a bath and shampoo," N agawa said. "And I'm going to ask a favor of you." "Favors are my business," the woman said with a wiggle. She was leaning over the tub as she turned the faucets on full blast. "Just ask for Michiko." "Please!" said Nagawa, still standing in the middle of the room. "I need my head shaved. Will you do that?" Michiko stood up. She laughed. "Now I've heard everything." "I'm serious! I even brought you this." He held the straight razor towards her. The blade was still enclosed in the handle. Michiko looked carefully at N agawa. She lifted the razor slowly from his hand. ''You're a strange one," she said. "Please!" N agawa pleaded. "It will cost you extra," she said cagily. "And I hope you're not planning on killing yourself when I'm done. That's the way with you skinny ones, you know? I had a doctor in here one night who slit his belly when my back was turned. What a waste! Of course, if you're going to do that kind of thing, might as well do it here where we can wash the blood right down the drain. We're never messy here." "N 0, no," N agawa said. "I'm going to be a monk. But I have to shave my head first." ''What? 'Ib be a monk? First you have to be crazy, that's what." She turned the water off. "Sit down over there." She pointed at the stool. "We'll take care of you. Take off your towel. I've seen it before, you knOw." N agawa crouched on the stool while Michiko fussed with the water in the tub. She ran hot water, then cold. Little by little she began to pour water down his back. She used the bowl for that. Soon she was throwing scoops of water onto his head, his chest, his legs. N agawa felt like he was a target in a water fight. 126 The International Journal ofTranspersonal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 "Stand up!" she commanded. He stood. Michiko soaped his back and chest. Her warm fingers dug into his muscles. She lathered his groin and pulled on his penis. His knees were trembling. Kneeling before him, she washed his thighs and calves, made a pass at his feet. When he was a column of suds and bubbles, Michiko pushed him back onto the stool and splashed him with bowls of water again. N agawa felt foolish. He was embarrassed by his erection. "Michiko, please just shave my head. I am going to be a Zen monk. This other stuff is not doing me any good at all." She was talking nonstop. Her words were earthy and simple. N agawa was not used to such directness any more. "If that's what you want, that's what you'll get. In the tub with you now. That's right. Rest your head on the ledge. I can shave you best there. But if you ask me, it's stupid for a good- looking man like you to shave all this hair. Don't the girls love it? I'll bet they do. You look like a Beatle, you know? John Lennon married a Japanese girL I saw them on TV once. Put your head back. That's right. You're a baby and I'm your mommy and I'm going to go slowly so this doesn't hurt. Close your eyes. Go on. When you wake up you'll be just who you want to be. Isn't this ridiculous? Some of my best customers come in here with wigs on, but you want your head shaved. It doesn't make sense, but then what does?" She chattered and laughed as N agawa lay silently in the warm water. He gave himself up to Michiko's ministra- tions. His long hair fell off and floated like seaweed in the water. Slowly, from front to back, the razor worked its way across his crown. "What am I losing? What am I gaining?" These two questions echoed lazily in his mind, but in truth he did not think of much. "There!" Michiko said at last. She ran her hands over his newly smoothed pate. "Want to see yourself?" N agawa rose up out of the water and stepped over to the mirror. What he saw was another person with a tired face and a shining dome that looked pale and unprotected. There were a few razor nicks. N agawa dabbed at them with his towel. "It's what you asked for!" Michiko said when she saw the sour expression on his face. "1 told you it was crazy!" "Who are you?" Nagawa asked the mirror image silently. "You look so weak. You're like a dead bonsai tree. Ugly!" "Lie down on the table and I'n walk on your back," said Michiko. "No! I'm finished here. I must go to the monastery!" Nagawa felt a panic that he did not understand. "Listen, I'll give you an oil rub, all right? Warm oil. You'll love it." Michiko unhooked her bikini top and leaned against the sink. Her breasts were elegant and well shaped. She had amazingly long nipples that stood out like pegs. N agawa was lost in confusion. Michiko seemed beautiful to him. Her body was rich and her mouth was over-painted and she had one gold-capped eye tooth that she hid with her hand as she smiled. She was a bit stocky, and certainly without shame, but even those qualities appealed to him. To Nagawa, this woman offering herself represented the world and the flesh, things he thought he was leaving. "My suit and boots stay here!" he said rap- idly as he ran down the corridor to his locker. "The raincoat too. Everything!" He tore at one of his packages as he talked. "Sell what you want. Give it away. I don't care. You can have my wallet too. Here. Take it! Go on." He was dressing as fast as he could. The monk's robe was too big for him now. He realized that he had tried it on over his suit before. Michiko stood with his suit draped in her arms and his wallet in her hands. She seemed uncertain. "Let me give you a hand job at least," she said. "This is worth a lot of money." "No!" cried Nagawa. He fled from the bathhouse. He stumbled down the steps in his clogs. The huge sleeves of the monk's robe floated around him. The hat almost blew off his head. With one hand holding the hat and the other carrying the rest of the packages, The AdMan Monk 127 N agawa shuffled through the suburbs of Kyoto. He looked like a bird in the night wind, a nervous crow under an enormous straw hat. It was a long walk out of the city and up into the valley. Nagawa almost gave up and called a cab. "No, no," he scolded himself, "you don't drive up to a monastery in a taxi! It's just not done that way." In those hours before dawn, strange dogs roamed the streets. There were few cars on the road. N agawa talked to himself as he walked. "They'll probably lie for me at the office. I wish I could see that. Mr. Iwashita will be in a rage by noon. lowe him those overlays on the sports coupe. 'He had too much to drink last night,' he'll tell Amy. 'Call his apartment and get him out of bed.' And of course Amy will stall him as long as she can. But she'll have to call sooner or later. Unless Reiko calls the office first because she's worried that I never came home. What a fuss! They'll think I'm dead." He smiled as he moved through the empty streets. He thought of all the people he loved and hated, usually a little of both at the same time, and he imagined the various reactions they would have to his disappearance. By the time the sun was up, Nagawa was high enough in the valley to see most of Kyoto. The yellowish haze that accompanied every rush hour was beginning to appear. "The choice is simple," N agawa said aloud to the maple trees. He was feeling very romantic. The reddening maple leaves seemed to warm him. "You trees are so beautiful! You are leading me straight to the Temple. Why would anyone want to go back down there to all that traffic? I'll live up here with you and your kind." He reached the Sanmon Gate. He was breathless and his toes were bloody from stumbling into things. Nagawa set his packages down. There was a tablet hanging at the closed gate. He read it, puzzled: - THE GATELESS GATE- There is no definite gate to enter The Great Way "But I'm sure this is the right place," N agawa said to himself. The road was not heavily traveled. There were few places of distinction along the route. Nagawa knew the Tokufuji Temple when he saw it, and he knew there was a monastery inside. He knocked loudly on the wooden gate. No one answered. He knocked again. "Hey! Open up in there!" He picked up a small maple branch and pounded. The gate opened slightly. A tall man in clogs stood before Nagawa. Was he a monk? He carried a long wooden staff in his hands. His head was shaved. He wore a black kimono. A man of indeterminate age, neither young nor old, with an expression that seemed fierce. N agawa smiled and extended his hand. "Good morning," he said, "1 thought everyone was asleep. I have come to join you, you see-" but before those last words were out of his mouth, N agawa felt a tremendous blow on his shoulders. He had been knocked to the ground. The tall man stood over him with his hands on the wooden staff. ''You are not welcome here," he said in a gruff voice. There was spittle in the corners of his mouth. Nagawa stared at the angry face. He felt weak from immense surprise. Where were all the calm old men he had read about? Zen monks were peaceful crea- tures. But this was a samurai, this one. Cer- tainly no monk. Possibly the Gatekeeper. Yes. That fit N agawa's logic. The Gatekeeper. Nightclubs had bouncers, didn't they? So temples must have gatekeepers. "Who was your temple priest?" asked the Gatekeeper. "You'd better tell me fast!" He took a step towards Nagawa. "Wait a minute!" N agawa cried. He held his hands over his head. He looked at his straw hat lying like a useless funnel in the dirt. "Let me talk to the Zen Master. Please! I must see the Roshi." The Gatekeeper had already swatted Nagawa on the shoulder blades again. ''You are not a disciple of anything! Go away!" He kicked dust at N agawa's robes. "I'm here to study and learn and meditate!" Nagawa choked. He was near tears. "Please let me talk to the Roshi." He wanted to turn and 128 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 run. He never thought his best hopes could be perverted like this. "He doesn't have time for the likes of you!" The Gatekeeper prodded N agawa in the ribs with his staff. "If you take my advice, you'll go back where you came from. But listen care- fully, dumbbell. If you stay on these steps, then you must remain in a bowing posture. You will not look up. You will not look around. Look only beneath your feet. Understand?" N agawa nodded. "Don't let me catch you gazing about. I'll beat you silly if I do. Just give me the chance and I'll make paste out of you." Nagawa felt his knees tremble against the hard earth. He did not dare raise his head to watch the Gatekeeper go back through the Sanmon Gate, but he could hear the sound of his retreating clogs. Leaning against the steps, his bare head bowed in his hands, Nagawa felt very unsure of himself. He was not used to this kind of treatment. Wasn't he well known in Kyoto? He was respected. He always managed to get tickets to the theatre or the Sumo matches. He was known in some of the best restaurants. He golfed, drank with friends, spent some week- ends in Tokyo. His salary bonus every New Year was always more than the year before. Yet here he was, kneeling in the dirt at the foot of the steps of the Tokufuji Temple. "Look beneath your feet!" was one of the last things the Gatekeeper had said. "That man is so dumb and mean," Nagawa thought, "that I'd better do exactly as he says or I'll never get to see the Master." Shifting his weight from haunch to haunch, N agawa stared at the ground. How boring! Nothing to see. It was worse than reading computer printouts. N agawa leaned back against the gatepost. He could hear things happening around him. Sometimes people walked by. He kept his head down. When would the Gatekeeper appear again? Thigh muscles began to ache. N agawa longed for his office chair with the leatherette arms. He thought of udon, the kind with the special noodles that he bought from the vendor in the park. There was the smell of udon itself. Someone was boiling broth nearby, he would swear to it! Cruel to cook upwind of a starving monk. Cruel to leave a man of good intentions squat- ting like a drunk over a benjo ditch. Nagawa had grown used to being entertained. He needed more than simple joys to keep boredom away. There was the fly, for example. It was probably the last fly in all of Japan that autumn. It was fat and slow, unaware of danger, naive as a blind angel. It walked across N agawa's toes and buzzed past his face. Sometimes it flew up his robes. N agawa played a game with the fly. He cupped his hands over it. Then he released it. He studied it closely. The fly's body had subtle reds and greens to it. There was a glint like that offish scales. Had he made a discovery? Were fish and flies related? Possibly from the same species many thousands of years ago? "That's not bad!" N agawa said to himself. "After aU, there are flying fish. Now to find fishing flies!" He giggled at his own stupidi- ties. But he was like this when there was nothing to do. He felt as if he were a child again back in N aha. He was in his yard, all alone, trapping spiders, drowning ants, building mud forts and drawing meaningless designs in the dirt. "Enough is enough!" N agawa called out finally in a desperate voice. Even another beating by the Gatekeeper would be better than this tedium he was enduring. It was afternoon. It was late. Time was slipping by. "Come on! I can hardly move as it is! If you ask me, I've done a fine job out here!" He was yelling at the earth beneath his feet because he was still afraid to raise his head. "Hey! Let me in!" There was no response. The sky was clouding up and a cool wind picked dying leaves off the trees. N agawa debated with himself. Should he just barge in through the gate? Or should he give up and go back to Kyoto? He was thirsty and tired. He yawned. He dozed. The AdMan Monk 129 Soon he had curled into a ball and lay sleeping at the foot of the steps. N agawa was dreaming that he had been turned into a sterling silver fish. He was perfect in configuration, solid as a ball bear- ing. He flew over traffic jams. He swam home through water pipes. A helicopter tried to settle down on him and crush him against the concrete runway of the Kyoto Airport, but he was so tough and faultless in his silver shape that he survived without injury. It was a dream that vacillated between fear and pleasure. "Wake up, fool! Wake up!" N agawa struggled out of his reveries. He was being spanked. By his father? No, his father had been dead for years. It was dark. Night? Yes. Where? "Wake up and come with me." The Gatekeeper was swatting N agawa across the buttocks. "Sorry!" N agawa cried. He tried to hop to his feet but he was stiff from his day's posture. He stumbled to his knees and had to push himself slowly to a standing position. "What's the matter with you?" the Gatekeeper asked. "Are you a cripple?" He hooked his wooden staff behind Nagawa's ankles and tripped him up. Nagawa fell heavily on his backside. "Come on, fool! Get up! We can't let you clutter these steps all night. You'll stay in the guest house. Then I want you out of here by morning." N agawa gathered his things together. He trotted through the gate behind the Gatekeeper, whose step was long and gliding. They crossed a courtyard lit with torches. Once over a small wooden footbridge, they turned left towards a dark tea hut that stood by the far wall. N agawa was led into a small room with sliding doors. A candle burned on a stand. There was a tatami mat on the floor and a large screen by another door. A bucket of water with a wooden ladle, a small bowl of rice and a plate of pick- led plums were set in the center of the mat. "You may eat, drink, sleep. Whatever you wish," said the Gatekeeper. N agawa felt his stomach tighten at the smen of steaming rice. He could tell how foolish he looked to the Gatekeeper. Here he was, robe undone, packages loading his arms like an indulgent father shopping for Boy's Day, his straw hat lost somewhere in the shadows of the room. Yes, here he was, facing a rough and impas- sive man probably twice his size who looked as if he had been carved from mahogany, so neat and chiseled were his features. "When may I see the Roshi?" N agawa asked. It took all of his courage to do so. The Gatekeeper laughed, not nicely. He pounded the handle of the wooden staff in his palms. The sound was sharp, as if the hands too were wood. "This is no place for a lush. Look at you! This is a Zen monastery, not a hotel for disappointed city folk. Do you really think things are easier here?" The Gatekeeper snorted. His nostrils flared. In the candlelight, his face took on the features of a Kabuki mask. "Go back to Kyoto. You smell of baby powder and soap!" N agawa had a sudden memory of Michiko lathering his penis. He squeezed his eyes shut. "How can I hope to be a monk when that kind of woman appeals to me?" he asked himself. He tried to make his voice brave and resonant: "I must see the Roshi. I want to be a monk. Surely you cannot stop me yourself1" N agawa felt tears of frustration in his eyes. Again the Gatekeeper laughed. "No. No. I can't stop you." "Then let me see the Zen Master!" For the first time, N agawa was able to be truly angry. He dropped his packages and stood with his fists clenched. "You must earn that right," said the Gatekeeper quietly. "Then let me earn it!" ''Very well." The Gatekeeper pointed at a scroll hanging on the screen. "Read that tablet over there. Go on." Nagawa stepped over to the screen. He tilted the scroll towards the candlelight. He read aloud: If a man climbed a high tree and hung from its highest branch-not with his hands and feet but with his 130 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 teeth-and if someone came along and asked him the meaning of Zen, how should he answer? It was Nagawa's turn to laugh. "That's ridiculous!" "Is it?" asked the Gatekeeper. "I never heard of such a thing." "Too bad." "What do you mean?" "There are eighteen hundred koans in Rinzai Zen," said the Gate keeper. "It takes the best minds at least fifteen years to solve them all. Our Roshi has done that, for example, but he is the only one here who has." "That's why 1 want to see him," said Nagawa. "I always go to the top man. That's just good business." "Fine. But first you must answer the riddle you just read. It is one of the simpler koans, I assure you." N agawa looked from the tablet to the Gatekeeper. There were a thousand questions he wanted to ask. "Wait!" he called as the Gatekeeper stepped out the door. The door slid shut. Nagawa was left alone. Suddenly, it was cold. Nagawa shivered. There was no hibachi. He saw a rat scurry across the tatami mat. "I'd better eat," Nagawa said to himself. He sat cross-legged on the floor, the way he used to do as a child. He ate rapidly. He drank from the ladle and water dribbled down his chest. Were the monks spying on him through the rice paper walls? Was this some kind of a test? "1 don't care," N agawa said loudly. His voice sounded strange to him in the still night. He went on talking. "I wonder what time it is. Hey! Anybody got the time? You might as well answer. This silent treatment is really stupid, you know? HI wanted an initiation I'd join the Boy Scouts again. You should let me see the Roshi. I can be just as stubborn as you. I can wait. I've cooled my heels for some of the biggest people around." Nothing, not even wind. Nagawa felt as if he were inside a spaceship. He was floating out in a vacuum, a limbo. He turned his mind to the koan. He spoke again. "If I were hanging from a branch by my teeth? That's crazy. Nobody can do that. Parrots, maybe. But not people. Not even monkeys. So the whole thing's invalid, right? I mean, it doesn't even deserve thinking about. The answer is that there's no answer." N agawa waited. He had a fantasy that the walls would be torn down by monks eager to congratulate him on his quick solution. But there was nothing. "All right!" he talked on after a time. "If I were hanging by my teeth from a branch and someone came along and asked me the mean- ing of Zen? Let's see. If I said anything I'd break my neck, right? Right. But if I didn't answer the question, then I'd insult the person, right? Wait a minute! It depends on the per- son!" N agawa smiled. "Sure. I mean, who would be stupid enough to ask me anything in a situation like that? Huh? You're walking along in the forest and you look up and some poor bastard is hanging by his teeth way up there. Are you really going to ask him a question? 'How's it going? How's the wife? What's the meaning of Zen?' " N agawa laughed and held his arms wide as if he had an audience. "Any- one who asks a question at a time like that doesn't deserve an answer! Agreed?" What was that sound he heard? An owl? A cat? Were there people shuffling behind the walls or was that another rat? He stared at the candle flame. It was hyp- notic, especially now with food in his belly. It had been such a long day. N agawa spoke to the empty room again, but this time his tone was less strident. "If I were hanging by my teeth, the only way I could answer questions would be through sign language. Right? Now that makes sense." He thought for a minute. "Look at it this way. If a deaf mute were hanging by his teeth and another deaf mute came through the forest, it would really be easy for them to communicate. Right? Since they both would know sign language?" It was a silly thought. Nagawa knew that. But it was also a possible answer. He was feeling just desperate enough to reach for anything. The Ad Man Monk 131 Was it accepted? Apparently not. No one came in to get him. Nagawa began to lose the focus. He thought of other things. His head nodded, and at times he probably dozed. He came back to the koan occasionally. "But if a deaf mute were hanging by his teeth, he wouldn't be able to hear the other deaf mute coming through the forest, so how would he know when to signal?" Oh the fatigue. Who could care about a far- fetched koan when the need for sleep was overwhelming? It was much too much to ask of anyone. Besides, all the monks were asleep, weren't they? Nagawa couldn't hear a thing outside. Not even the Gatekeeper. But what if it was a test? What if the Gatekeeper was crouching behind the wall just waiting for him to go to sleep? No, he must not sleep. He must think. Think of his life. Compose himself for the meeting with the Roshi. Ah, the Roshi. The Roshi would be an old man with a face as wrinkled as a copper washboard. He would be kind and gentle and wise. He would smile passively at N agawa and say ''Yes, my son," and "No, my son," and "It is written in the stars, my son." He would pat N agawa on the back in a gesture of appreciation. He would signal to the other monks that they were to make room for this searcher, this weary wanderer who had given up all for Truth. "Prepare a pallet for this noble man," the Roshi would order, "for he has given up the world of ambition and lust and charge cards to enter into our ways of meditation and silence. Let us welcome him with open hearts." Gongs would sound. Bells would tinkle. Wooden blocks would be clapped together. Nagawa would be divested of his robes. He would be swaddled in a kimono, and perhaps a strange light would shine above his head as he left the grievance, the disturbance, the farce of the material world. "I will make a fine monk," Nagawa whis- pered to himself. He did not realize it, but for the second time that night he slept. "Fool! Hey! Fool!" The Gatekeeper was prodding him with his foot. Nagawa rolled over. "Sorry!" he mumbled. It was dark. The candle had gone out. "Can you see the lines in your palm?" "Pardon?" Nagawa yawned. He was sitting up now. "Hold out your hand. Can you see the lines in your palm?" Nagawa held his right hand close to his face. "Sort of." "Why, then, it is morning. Get up! Pull yourself together. It's time for you to go back to Kyoto." The Gatekeeper lit the candle. N agawa stood slowly. "Oh no you don't. I get to see the Roshi, remember?" The Gatekeeper leaned on his staff. "Only if you solved the koan, remember?" He smiled like a bandit. N agawa had forgotten his part of the obligation. He scratched his head. Strange to feel naked scalp. "I've thought a lot about that koan," he said slowly. Suddenly, an audience with the Roshi was a frightening thing. Nagawa feared failure the way a wolf fears fire. "And?" "It's quite a riddle to me." The Gatekeeper snorted. "Do you have the answer?" "I'm not sure." ''You're not sure?" The Gatekeeper stared at him with eyes of ice. "N o. I have to think about it a little longer. I have a lot of possible answers, you see? I just have to sort them out. Could you come back a little later?" "No," said the Gatekeeper simply. "We don't run on your schedule here. You are either ready to face the Roshi or you are not. Which is it?" This change in momentum. What was happening? A few hours ago Nagawa had been ready to fight for his right to interview the Roshi. Now he was afraid. "1 don't have the whole thing solved yet," Nagawa protested. "But I'm really close to it. I only have to tie up some loose ends." Why this sense of panic? "I can't do everything at once. 1 have some pride you know. I can't face the 132 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Roshi until I know what I'm going to say. Give me another hour. Another half hour?" N agawa hated the whine of his own voice. "You are not ready?" "When I'm ready I'll let you know," said N agawa. "Don't bother me until then." He was trying to sound officious. It was a tone he had used with success on airline ticket clerks, waitresses, hotel managers. It didn't work this time. "Come along," said the Gatekeeper. He was pulling N agawa by the wrist. "Surely anyone as smart as you has the answer." "I'll come when I'm ready!" shouted Nagawa. He jerked his wrist out of the hold. It hurt to do that. He rubbed his arm. The light in the room was grey like old newspaper. "I'm the kind of man who does his homework first," said N agawa. "1 keep my mouth shut until I know what I'm talking about. Understand?" The Gatekeeper seemed to relax. He nodded his head. "That makes very good sense," he said quietly. "Damn right it does," sulked N agawa. ''You don't go off half-cocked where I come from. "So I'm working on the koan. I'll let you know when I'm ready." Nagawa realized he was sweating in the cool morning air. "I can see the situation, all right? A man is hanging by his teeth. Someone walks under him and asks him a question. How does the man answer?" "Precisely." "Right. It's a tough one. You can't be too careful when you're answering something like that. You can't come out with anything that strikes your fancy. No sir." Nagawa's head was bobbing in agreement with himself. "No." N agawa found himself picking up his packages. "I'll tell you what. I'm going to think really hard about that koan. Every day." He found his hat in the corner. "I'll check all the options. One by one. When I've got the answer, I'll be back. All right?" "Fine." N agawa felt like a guest who has stayed too long at a party. The Gatekeeper seemed bored with him. N agawa fumbled with all the things he was carrying. "Of course, it doesn't matter where I am while I'm thinking, does it? I'll go back to Kyoto and soak my bruises and work on that koan." As he said this, he thought of Michiko. "It's not so bad in the city." N agawa paused. What else was there to say? "So goodby!" He backed slowly out of the room, half bowing. He tried to read the thoughts of the Gatekeeper. Impossible. Nagawa shrugged his shoulders. He turned, walked through the yard, passed under the frame of the Sanmon Gate. Kyoto lay before him. It was downhill. An easy walk through the maple leaves that had fallen like a thousand napkins from the trees. From the tea house, a group of monks watched N agawa's figure moving down the road. He was almost jogging. A gust of wind caught his straw hat and sailed it like a saucer out over the valley. N agawa did not even look back. "He was very close, wasn't he?" asked the Gatekeeper with a small smile. "If he had come face to face with me and taken his rebuke and then gone back to meditating, he might have come near his gate to The Great Way." "Yes Roshi," said the others, bowing. The Ad Man Monk 133 134 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Ageless Nonsense of OUf Life Kuang-ming Wu University of Missouri-Columbia Columbia, Missouri, USA This essay meditates on childhood and old age and death, two extremes of life, to show how our life is so beyond us as to appear nonsensical. Strangely, the actual apprehension oflife-nonsense calms, cleanses, and cheers us ahead. Life- nonsense heals. A kid shouted at a giraffe, "Doggie!" Seeing geese walking by, a kid I baby-sat softly, slowly whispered, "How come they have no hands?" Standing in the field, my boy sighed, "It's quieter when birdies sing." The Great One is one who loses none of one's baby-heart. (Mencius, 4B12) Toward the end of his life, Black Elk, a shaman of the Oglala Sioux, often fell to all fours to play with toddlers. "We have much in common," he said, "They have just come from the Great Mysterious and I am about to return to it." (Smith, 1991, p. 374) DR VERY life itself is beyond our understanding. This mysterious self- transcendence of human life is manifested clearly, poignantly, in nonsense all over life. The following pages serve to underscore three points. One, we watch childhood-the life- beginning, and old age-its ending, to see how nonsensical both are. Two, such life-nonsense is, however, profoundly sensible. Three, this is because such life-nonsense, upon being realized, heals us. The healing itself is beyond understanding, nonsensical. Our life is sensible nonsense. The construction ofthis essay is simple. We ponder on childhood, then old age and death, both of our significant other and ourself, and find ourselves strangely healed in the process. Kids, Laughter, and Nonsense IDS SAY the darnedest things," says Art Linkletter (1957, 1977; cf. Mackall, 1993). My four examples below support him. One; a boy was drawing an airplane in Sunday school. Pointing at the pilot in the plane, he asked Father Rick if he knew the pilot's name. Father Rick said he did not know. "Don't you know him? He is Pontius Pilate!" insisted the boy. Wow! Two; after taking the Eucharist elements the whole congregation turned hushed in meditation. Then, a boy exclaimed, "What is going on here?" The effect was immediate. Three; we asked a boy what his name was. He calmly replied, "I'm Cute." (Everyone said he was cute, so he thought that was his name.) He laugh- exploded us. Four; watching a little girl playing, one man said to another, "She is kawaii, isn't she?" ("Kawau" is "cute" in Japanese.) Overhearing it, she demanded, "I'm not 'kawani'!" (She took it as an insult.) Both men burst into laughter. "Not funny!" she snapped back. Her proud tottering rejections of "cute" and laughs were so unbearably cuter, enough to make both men laugh-roll on the ground. They had to try their hardest to keep quiet. Now, it is interesting to consider why we are so attracted to the above stories. Our attraction is significant. Childhood is our root, and The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 135-141 135 2001 by Panigada Press considering here why amounts to considering our root-why. The first two stories tell us four points, and the second pair perhaps an additional four. The stories' implications are inexhaustible, to be sure, but these eight points suffice for now to illustrate how excitingly complex and mysterious is the child's attraction. a. First, let us consider the first two stories. Laughter is evoked when what we take for granted, our common sense, is (i) suddenly and unexpectedly (ii) challenged and broken down/ through. Moreover, (iii) such challenge/ breakdown, such nonsense, must be pleasant to evoke laughter. Stories One and Two precisely fulfill all three of these conditions to charm us into laughter. Our pleasant task (iv) is to consider why such a child's breakdown of our common sense-their nonsense-is "pleasant" to us adults. The reason is quite instructive and wholesome. Kids shout at us adults because they don't understand why such obvious matters (Pilate as pilot, "funny" sudden silence at the church) are not obvious to adults. 1 And we should have been ashamed of ourselves instead oflaughing at kids, for we have lost their sense of "obviousness" that links us straight-bypassing silly adult "common sense," our nonsense-to matters of fact at hand, as they appear to kids' straight/unsophisticated eyes. "What's going on here?" is the kid's shout at the naked Emperor's hypocrisy, adults' nonsense of common sense/convention. The shout creates and opens out beyond our routine "secure" common sense. The beyond-sense, the new creation of kid- sense, is significant nonsense. Kids indeed say the darnedest things. Their nonsense is significant because it jolts us into realizing this fact of the kids' world, which is to come back home to our pristine-selves, our own good old childhood, and homecoming to ourselves, to be in touch with ourselves, is significant, healing/relaxing, deserving of our laughing wholesome happiness. We must note a significant point here. Laughing happiness is ours, not the child's, who is happy but need not laugh. That young lady was angry in all her happiness. She is happy-and- angry because she is spontaneous. We are not, and so we must be jolted to laugh into the child- happiness of spontaneity, where our laughter is both happy and spontaneous. The child saves us into the child. The child fathers the man, for kid- nonsense saves and heals adult-nonsense. b. Then, we consider the second pair of stories. These stories have the same four elements of the first story-pair to make us laugh. (v) In addition, we note that "I'm cute" and "I'm not cute" are contraries pointing to the same conclusion-both are "cute." And this point-their nonsense-is also part of what made us laugh. Why do contraries point to the same point? (vi) Because both come out of and express the same point, that is, kids are straightforward. (vii) And the fact that contraries express the same point indicates that kids' straightforwardness breaks through our ordinary logic/sense to reality. Our sense-turned-nonsense allows us to come straight home to our heart of being. We stand in awe in front of the kid-world shot through with adult illogicals/nonsense, where kids frolic and thrive. And this fact makes us think. (viii) To grow up means to grow out of such kid-freedom from stringent adult logic. Our growth makes us lose creativity that defies logic/sense, for logic is part of our common sense, what we take for granted, where there is no room for creativity. Logic keeps us within common sense. Creativity must break logic, and is nonsense. Now, we can integrate/illuminate the rambling points above by putting them this way. Our adult world is the world of separation/distinction among things/events/ideas-this from that, mine from yours, right from wrong. The kid-world has no such separation. It is the world not of mine (against yours) but of-me, that is, the world is part of me and I of the world, or rather, here it is senseless to say "of," "me," "world." This is hard to imagine. We have to look into our adult world for something that corresponds to kid-experience. I feeillive kids' undifferentiated world in music, swimming, and the peak experience (Abraham Maslow) of a concentrated act. I am made of music, water, and act, as they are made of me-no separation/difference here. No "this-that/right-wrong separation" means no "names" to separate/identify. Sense separates/ names. Nonsense non-separates (not even separated from separation), non-names (even naming casually), as kids. I asked a little boy how old he was. "I don't know." "What's your name?" "I forget. Mom knows." A brother beside him proudly said, "He doesn't know anything!" And both joined hands and ran away. I stood there- 136 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 awed. Kids' world is the world of "aesthetic undifferentiated continuum" (to borrow from Northrop)2 of dynamic pulsation. Here things, events, and ideas erupt to disappear, only to erupt again, and again. Such undifferentiated non- separation is nonsense to adult sense made of separation-logic. Significantly, this kid-realm of non-separation has no room for "mistake" or "cute," for both assume separation. We adults say that the boy "mistook" an adjectival "cute" for a noun, his name, that the girl in anger "mistook" people's loving epithet "cute" for an insult, that the boy "mistook" Pilate as pilot, or post-Eucharist silence as funny nonsense. Such adult explanation gives no reasons why their "mistakes" are "cute" and evoke our happy laughter. The explanation is an arbitrary adult imposition, and produces no "mistake," no "cute." How so? "Mistake" assumes distinguishing this from that, correct from incorrect, then taking "incorrect that" as "correct this." And making a "mistake" amounts to realizing a mistake-by two separate subjects P and Q.3 That is, a "mistake" involves the subject (P) standing apart from another subject (Q), judging Q to have "misjudged" between things, A and B, with an independent standard S, these five separate items, P, Q, A, B, and S. But kids have no such separation/ distinction, so they have no "mistakes."4 Likewise, "cute" makes sense only by, again, assuming [a] a separation of the others from the self and [b] others' judgment from outside on the self, who therefore is not aware of being "cute."5 Such an entangled meaning-complex of "cute" is entirely foreign to kids who live in dynamic non- separation. The boy is as completely reasonable- not "mistaken"-in taking "cute" to be his name, as the girl is in feeling invaded/insulted by an unknown epithet, "cute." We adults judge kids as "cute," pleasant nonsense, as they judge us as irrelevant nonsense. To repeat: Neither kid is "mistaken." Their behavior is natural/spontaneous and "right," and such natural spontaneity is what charms us into ourselves. For natural spontaneity is rightly/truly/ authentically the self-as-it-is in/with the world- as-it-is. So, kids pleasantly surprise and charm us, for we adults have been living in the senseless (so kids would say) world of separation for so long, as to be completely unprepared for such naturalness that is "nonsense" to us. And kids charm us to heal us. For separating things one from another separates oneselffrom the world, and oneself from oneself. This radical separation is existential sickness. Natural spontaneity manifests self-possessed wholeness, and being at-home-in-oneselfis existential health. So, kids, judged as "cute," incite our hearty laughs to heal us whole. Kid-nonsense heals adult- nonsense. All this seems to make sense, but does it, really? We can answer, "Yes," either way, and we would be correct. For first, these stories make a wholesome sense because they actually please, cleanse, enrich, heal, and put us at ease. No proof is more conclusive than actuality. As the proof of the pudding is in the eating, so the proof of kids' profound significance is in their making us laugh, making us pleasantly whole/wholesome. And so the above explanation ofthe kid-stories makes sense. Yet, secondly, after all, kids look forward to growing up, and adulthood completes growth. We cannot so "grow up" and be "improved" to "turn immature again"; we cannot need to be straightened by the previous immaturity of the child we have tried to outgrow, and have succeeded in outgrowing. Creativity, for instance, is what we strive to grow up to. And growth consists in learning how to be logical. Yet creativity allegedly belongs to childish disregard of logical decency (pilot as Pilate, I am Cute), which we must unlearn by learning from the child not to make such childish mistakes. 6 Thus all the above explanation of our pleasure with the kid-stories of nonsense is itself nonsense. We must look elsewhere to explain our pleasure, for instance, our condescending pride/ satisfaction at our improvement over childishness we have outgrown. So both answers, pro and con, make sense. ''Both answers, 'Yes' and 'No,' are correct" shows that this entire situation of adult-child mismatch is nonsense. 7 Thus "the child is father to the man" , who yet fathers the child-and this is nonsense. "Kids" are our root-of-being, so the nonsense shows that we are nonsense at the root, existentially, significantly. Old Age an.d Non.sense A FTER CONSIDERING the child who began/begins our life, we must now consider its other end- old age. Old age has at least three features. (1) "Old age" deserves pondering. (2) The pondering Ageless Nonsense of Our Life 13 7 produces nonsense. (3) We cannot help but ask, "Are both these points connected? How/why?" Yet asking/answering such questions is odd/nonsense. We must elaborate on these points in order. 1. A Jewish friend of mine wisely said that everyone stumbles. Yet after they do, young people say they stumbled, while old folks say it is because they are old. Someone said of Confucius that he was "one who knows it cannot [be done] and [still] does it." He said of himself, "I'm not one born knowing, but one who loves the old [and] is quick to seek it." He also said-at 62, the tradition says- he was "one who, so fired-up, forgets meals, so happy, forgets worries, not knowing old age is about to come."8 All the above amounts to saying that we impose our "age" on us. We really are as young as we feel, and as old as we think we are. There is one thing we are not allowed to think. We should not think we are senile, decrepit, and useless. For we can/ should live happily beyond 97 as a laughing Bob Hope, and then die a young magnificent Mozart. 9 Let us go in the other direction, from feeling young to growing old. We see two related aspects: (a) aging in this life grows into second childhood to life beyond; (b) one's aging is an important community matter that goes beyond the individual. a. First; they say we grow old to return to the child to be cared for. Three points can be seen. One; to "return" here means not to turn back but to turn again into the child. And this means to grow again into childhood for the second time, to grow beyond our first childhood into the second. Senility is second childhood. Two; the second childhood grows beyond the status quo into the "great one" (Mencius 10 ), which can mean "adult" in Chinese. The second childhood grows into the Adult beyond adulthood-in-this-life. Seniors, now senile, are children ready to grow beyond this world, beyond the grave. ll Three; we, their posterity, serve our seniors in second childhood because we respect their future beyond this world, much as we do our posterity because we respect their future in it. Yet these two services also differ. We gladly nurture our kids we love; we gratefully nurture our beloved seniors who parented our growth. b. Thus, secondly, as "old age" grows "up, up, and away" into divine heights, our reverent gratitude grows into veneration. Kemung (1998), the Papuan theologian, reports that old folks' many years of social contributions earn them such "riches" of communal respect that their merits and reciprocal relations with posterity "last forever" beyond their earthly life. They are the apotheosized beyond this side of the grave-to be served/fed! appeased to protect their posterity (pp. 52-53). This theme/sentiment/custom sounds familiar to the Chinese people, whose convention of devout filiality so spreads all over morality and politics as to tip over deep into religion. Just think: By parenting children, we grow and are promoted into the Beyond, persisting/surviving/caring beyond time through time. 2. Now, such claims as the above are extraordinary. They impress us with interest, even awe, and at the same time offend our common sense. They are nonsense in four ways. One; are they correct? Are they incorrect? Both questions can, again, be answered affirmatively, and something that can be both correct and false is nonsense. Thus the extraordinary character of the above claims bespeaks nonsense. But, two; what extraordinary nonsense these claims are! Can we really psychically "beat" physical age? As for parenthood extended to the Beyond, such phenomena may also signifY that the parenthood that towers over us as children of our parents is also immanent among/within us, even part of us as our nature, for without our parents we would not have existed. But how can we be an extension of what is beyond-us (we are children) or how can we extend to the beyond-us (we turn divine when deceased)?12 In short, how can the beyond-us be part of us (we are children, we turn divine)? All in all, old age is extraordinary nonsense. Yet, three; we cannot simply brush these claims aside as "silly," for they enable us-the community-to live richly and happily. They are significant nonsense, then. And yet, obviously, "significant nonsense," meaningful meaningless- ness, is itself nonsense. Four; one can of course object to taking as nonsense the above claims/pondering on aging. For although these claims offend our logical! physiological sense, they are meaningful/ significant as so inspiring an exhortation to our present living, for such logical/physiological nonsense provokes us into thinking afresh, empowers us to live better and richer. Divide and conquer-one meaning of it is senseless logically and physiologically, while the other is sensible, hortatory, and empowering. 138 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 But how could nonsense make us think? How could nonsense enable us to live better? Moreover, the fact that these claims are divisible in meaning-that such nonsensical division in meaning obtains at all-is inexplicable, that is, nonsense. The objection, then, amounts to a powerless/nonsensical quibble against the nonsense. 3. So, it remains that "old age" deserves pondering (1) and the pondering produces nonsense (2). Now, we cannot help but ask here why and how these two strange points obtain and become connected. An obvious answer is: that is the way it is, that the actuality oflife is nonsense at the core, and that the above two points serve to describe, if not explain and reveal, this actuality-as-nonsense. But, as we ask and answer as above, we also cannot help but notice that this very relation of our asking to answering is itself somehow odd, that is, nonsense. For why is it "obvious" that life- actuality is nonsense? Isn't our pondering on "old age" and its resulting nonsense supposed to explain that life-actuality is nonsense? Why is it that, on the contrary, the nonsense character of life-actuality explains our pondering and its nonsense character? How could explanation be explained by what it explains? Turn and twist as we may, we remain deep in the realm of "nonsense." All this of course underscores how significant "nonsense" is, and also that, no less significant, the very possibility of this assertion-that nonsense can be significant at all-is itself nonsense, for how could senselessness be sensible and significant? Life is significant nonsense, because it is nonsensically significant. But all this sounds awfully abstract, to the point of irrelevance. To drive home the nonsensical character of old age ending in death, here is a confessional meditation on my Abu's (Mom's) death at age 90. I Miss Abu My Love Powerful '7J!E CALL from my niece, Jenny, bludgeoned me 1 numb. "Ama (Grandma) went straight Home at 6 p.m.!" I crawled into bed. "No! How can it be! It cannot be! 0 God." I was just puttering around for stuff for tomorrow's hard-won flight to Abu (Mom) in a Long Island hospital. I thought I would bring her home soon. All that was gone, nothing. Pain. But then, strange things kept happening. The next morning I found myselfin a limousine sitting beside an English professor who loved to teach foreigners. Later, I rushed to the TWA ticket line. Then I realized that my jacket was missing. I was too thrilled at our conversation to look around before leaving the car. I was thinking of how to contact the limousine company, when suddenly a man came up to me, saying, "Here is your coat. It's going to be mighty cold in New York." It was the driver. No need to go on. My eye is not the best, but every tearful step of my trip to Long Island and back went incredibly well, without getting lost or stumbling. And, to think of it, I have been taking for granted Abu's protection and guidance all my life, constant and impressive as they were. She has been praying and caring for me every waking minute. Now she is with Jesus. So, she is now more powerful than ever, caring for every loved one- child, grandchild, and great-grandchild. Abu is our Guardian Angel, our Angel guiding / protecting / prospering US. 13 Early in the morning before the visiting night at the funeral home, I dreamed that Abu was a kid climbing up There in the bright morning mist. Her favorite sister, Si-i, favorite brother, Si-ku, and then all her family members-all kids-flocked to her, shouting, "How come you came up here so late? What a slowpoke! What took you so long?" They formed a ring around her and danced and sang. Then they, like kids, for they are kids, pointed fingers at her, laughing, "How come you are still bent over like a hunchback, an ugly hunchback? Funny, funny!" They kept laughing at her so much that she tried hard to stretch up straight, but could not. I sneaked up, whispered to her in English (Why in English is beyond me), "Pray!" "Oh!" she said and prayed. And she jumped straight up andjoined the dance and handclapping and singing. Then I woke up. I told my dream to the first person that I met that morning, A-liong, my youngest brother, and he was awash in tearful joy. For he was worried about Abu, who confided before death, that she did not know if she would recognize her brothers and sisters, when she went up bodiless in thin air to see bodiless loved ones. My dream assuaged A-liong's anxiety. Later, the sleeted wind cut into me. I stood, unfeeling, a stone in the garden, as I watched Abu so low in the ground. Michi, my sister, sobbed, Ageless Nonsense a/Our Life 139 saying, "0 no, it's so chilly here. Abu will catch cold." I softly answered, "The ground and the soil- everything is God's creation. Abu is okay." We hugged in tears. Thus Abu is nestled there in the ground and far high up There in the Heavens. Abu is everywhere alive, now that she is no more in body. Desmond Tutu said that only the wounded doctor truly heals. Kierkegaard said that only the deceased teacher truly teaches. And Jesus said that it is good for us that he goes away, for then his Comforter, his Spirit of empowering care, is in us for us to be in him. Abu is now love-powerful in us, more for us than while she was alive in body, for she is now in Jesus the All-Powerful for us, in us. As for myself, the death of my beloved parent, who gave me life and unconditional support, is my "motherly sickness to death," ever living to drain away all my sicknesses to death. It is a happy twist to Kierkegaard's gloomy "sickness unto death that never dies," that is, despair. Yet in the twist that drains away my sicknesses, this death-sickness remains sickness, now poignantly inducing despair. This love-sickness to death is my love-quicksand sinking me, my black holes ever-hungry, draining me. A dilemma now wrecks me. It is not that I head- know that Abu is in me and heart-miss her. It is that I both gut-know that Abu is in me protecting, guiding, and gut-miss her in wrenching, draining pain. My terrible pain confesses all this paradox, but does not describe it. Strange thus is my Abu Homecoming, my motherly Nothing Alive, my sucking suckling Nothing. I'm cut, drained, and nourished. I miss my Abu so terribly. -Kong-beng, her Kid N ow, let's put all this pain and paradox in our perspective of the Beyond. This is one case where the Beyond impinges on existence. We feel the impact as catastrophic, in the mode of Nothingness. The Nothing is beyond our logic/ sense, and we have it and take it as Nonsense. The pain of paradox in my Abu's death graphically illustrates it. But we may laugh at Nonsense. The laughter either belongs to low people who take it as something beneath them, as Lao Tzu said in the Tao Te Ching (41), "Low people laugh on hearing the Tao. [If] no laugh, [it] deserves no Tao." It is Zen Enlightenment resulting from daring to tread Nonsense as steps-Tetralemma, continuous double negatives frequently through tears-to Parinirvana (Takakusu, 1947, p. 79). Both low- laughter and Zen-laughter are nonsensical, laughing at our life nonsense that is often catastrophic, invariably experienced as an unexpected confrontation out of nowhere, as in death. Such Buddhist Mahaparinirvana is-for us now existing-indistinguishable from plain Nirvana. Inevitably we all bump into it as death, an unbearable Nothing that draws and drains us into wrenching pain. I've met it in my Abu, my significant other, described above, and I will meet it in my own death soon enough. Old age is profound Nonsense. Conclusion W E HAVE gone through our observation and thought experiment on both ends of life- childhood, old age and death. Such specific meditations apply to all other spheres of life between these two ends, and we simply feel refreshed. Such refreshment indescribably quiets, replenishes, and strengthens us, at least while we are attentive and pondering. Our personal life is transpersonal: We are bigger than what we can understand, and such life-nonsense heals. For seeing that life is nonsense frees us to affirm or deny life and death, romping as kids with that Oglala Sioux shaman. Notes 1. We will soon consider how kid-obviousness bypasses adult-judgment ("They are 'mistaken' ") because the kid- world of obviousness has no room for "mistakes." 2. F. S. C. Northrop (1946) used this rather convoluted phrase to characterize the world of the Orient. 3. P and Q can be the same person at different times-P- self judging, later Q-self judging P's judgment. 4. Adults-separate from kids-can and often do pronounce kids to be "mistaken." Such judgment, however, is an adult imposition, an "insult" irrelevant to the kids' world. 5. When this meaning-structure of "cute" is violated, something unpleasant occurs, as expressed in the accusing tone of, "Now, don't try to be cute." 140 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 6. Even a compromise, for example, creativity, combining the logical adult with the illogical child, is nonsense, for combination of the logical with the illogical is an impossible contradiction. 7. One can say that nonsense obtains only when yes and no obtain in the same sense/aspect, and our situation here may well not be such. Instead of tediously examining this claim, however, we can ask why the situation is so complex. The child in us shouts, "What's going on here?" No answer to both questions shows the situation to be nonsense, after all. 8. The Analects 14/38, 7/20, 19. 9. Chuang Tzu (2/52) says that the oldest person alive has lived as long as the baby just born and died, and the baby stillborn is the longest lived of all. Does this mean that our elders are in their second childhood? 10. Mencius (4B12) said, "The Great One is he who loses none of his 'baby's heart.''' I interpret the "Great One" to be the true "adult." We must remember, such a Taoist- sounding saying is Mencius', and Mencius is the second great sage in Confucianism. 11. "Exempt from the complications of life that devolution introduces, ancestors are thought to enjoy a wholeness of character that their offspring lack. The assumption probably arises ... from an instinctive ontological recognition that closer-to-the-source means to be ... better ... Even the childlikeness and naivete of[elders'] later years tends to be regarded as an advance toward the state of paradisiacal rightness that preceded the world's decline. Toward the close of his life, Black Elk, a shaman of the Oglala Sioux, often fell to all fours to play with toddlers. 'We have much in common,' he said. 'They have just come from the Great Mysterious and I am about to return to it'" (Smith, 1991, p. 374). 12. So it becomes very difficult if parents turn unreasonable. While they are alive, we can only respectfully urge/plead/entreat. When they are up There, deceased, we can only offer sacrifices to appease them. 13. Does this feeling-conviction jibe with praying to St. Anthony or Buddha or Jesus for finding things by tuning our brain frequencies into the frequency ofthe things lost? This is yet a matter of course, for Abu is now with/in Jesus our Guardian Lord who, through Abu as Abu through Jesus, impresses on me how protective of me He and she are, together. Referen.ces Kemung, N. Z. (1998). Nareng-Gareng: A principle for mis- sion in the Evangelical Lutheran Church of Papua New Guinea. Erlangen, Germany: Erlanger Verlag fUr Mission und Okumene. Linkletter, A. (1957). Kids say the darnedest things! Englewood Cliffs, NJ: Prentice-Hall. Linkletter, A. (1978). The new kids say the darnedest things! Boston: G. K. Hall. Mackall, D. D. (1994). Kids are still saying the darnedest things. Rocklin, CA: Prima. Northrop, F. S. c. (1946). The meaning of the East and the West. New Haven, CT: Yale University Press. Smith, H. (1991). The world's religions. San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco. Takakusu, J. (1947). The essentials of Buddhist philosophy. Honolulu, HI: University of Hawai'i. Ageless Nonsense of Our Lift 141 142 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 The Backward Glance Rilke and the Ways of the Heart Robert D. Romanyshyn Pacifica Graduate Institute Carpinteria, California, USA This article is a presentation of the backward glance as the gesture of the heart's ways of knowing and being. Drawing on his background in phenomenology and Jungian psychology, the author develops this gnosis of the heart via the poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke. The backward glance is an invitation to linger in the moment in order to recollect what we have lost, left behind, or forgotten. The gnosis of the heart is an act of mourning, which invites us into the terrors andjoys ofloving in the face of death. Loving in this way is our vocation. In the risks and failures oflove, we begin a journey of homecoming. Heartwork is finally homework. Prelude I AM SITTING here at my computer, the day already quite far along in its journey towards the night, and thinking about this article, knowing that the deadline, itself a curious word to describe the art and process of writing, is fast approaching. It is not that I do not know what I want to say, for the backward glance has been a gesture that has haunted me for many years and has been a theme of many lectures and articles. Rather, it is the title as I wrote it just now. It warns me to be wary offollowing dead lines. It makes me pause to wonder who has written those words and who is writing this article. The backward glance presumes a pause, an arrest of one's forward motion in the world, even if only for the briefest of moments. Who makes such a pause now? I do. But who is this "I" who seems so familiar with this gesture? In this moment 1 realize something that I have never seen before. It is myself as phenomenologist for whom the pause is the natural pre-condition for the gesture of the backward glance. What is phenomenology if it is not the art of lingering in the moment? Lingering in the moment is the prelude to the backward glance, and phenomenology taught me this art. Or, perhaps, it is nearer to the truth of the experience to say that, when I encountered phenomenology many years ago in the person of my friend and teacher J. H. van den Berg, it awakened the dormant tendencies of my own heart and soul. To linger in the moment, to be content with idling away an hour or two in reverie (Romanyshyn, 2000a), an attitude that is so easily judged and dismissed as wasting time, even perhaps on occasion to allow oneself to be useless (Romanyshyn, 2000b), is the gift of phenomenology. When one lingers in the moment, mysteries unfold. Each moment becomes a haunting and one begins to experience the invisible and subtle shapes and forms that shine through the visible, that sustain it and give it its holy terrors and its sensuous charms. Lingering in the moment, each moment is stretched beyond its boundaries, until suddenly the moment itself falls out of historical time into some timeless realm. The horizontal line The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 143-150 143 2001 by Panigada Press of time collapses and one falls into vertical time, where moments belong together not by virtue of any causal connection, but because of an emotional affinity and kinship amongst them. So, one day while sitting with my back against the cold, damp, stone wall of an old and ancient French Gothic church in Venasque, a tiny village in the Luberon valley of southern France, the warm sun on my face and the quality of the air and the light opened a portal to another world that I once knew but had forgotten, a world that does and does not belong to my biographical history (Romanyshyn, 1999, pp. 151-155). In such a moment, one is neither in time and space nor outside time and space. Rather one is in a nowhere realm, a no-where world that is now-here. To linger as a phenomenologist in the moment is to open oneself to these breakthroughs ofthe timeless into the timebound, breakthroughs that are experienced as ontological surprises, that is, as breakdowns of our usual and familiar ways of knowing the world and being in it. And in this regard I realize that I am as much a depth psychologist in debt to the work of Carl Jung as I am a phenomenologist so much in debt to myoId friend and teacher J. H. van den Berg. Phenomenologist and depth psychologist, then, gather around the title of this essay. They pause there, lingering in the moment that seems to promise some epiphany. Or, perhaps it is better to say that I am drawn here in these two guises, and that I am stopped by some soft whisper, which hints that something more is to come. And there is more. There is Rilke, who is a poet. What does the poet bring to the backward glance, whose prelude is a lingering before a fall? The poet brings the heart and its ways of knowing and being, the heart that Pascal said had "its reasons which reason itself does not know" (Pascal, 1995, p. 158). The heart, too, that the poetry of the Sufi mystics celebrated as the organ of perception for the subtle worlds ofthe imaginal realm that are no-where now- here (Corbin, 1969). The mind races ahead, but the heart waits. It lingers, just long enough on occasion to be penetrated by the mysteries of the world, by the numinous presence ofthe sacred in the ordinary, when, for example, the song of the bird at dawn reveals a great secret of the world: that light and song are one and the same; that the song of the bird is the voice of the morning light. I know this presence of the poet. Having found my way into psychology through philosophy many years ago, I say now that I have found my way out through poetry. Not that I am no longer a psychologist! Rather, along this arc from philosophy to poetry, I have learned that psychology is a way station, a rest stop, at times an oasis, a halfway house between worlds. Rilke, among many others, has been a sure guide here. So too, Kathleen Raine, poet, teacher, friend. So, even here at the beginning, I pause, because the few words that announce the title are themselves a pregnancy of possibilities. Here at this threshold, even before I begin, there is a haunting, as if these three guises of phenomenologist, depth psychologist, and poet are the portals through which the ghostly presences of van den Berg, Jung, Raine, and Rilke come to claim authorship ofthis work. I turn for a moment, glance over my left shoulder, and I feel their presence. They hover here with me, whispering the words that ask to be said, suggesting this or that turn of phrase. This pregnant pause, this brief glance, this dangerous gesture makes me even wonder for whom this work is being done. Whom does it serve? In his autobiography, Memories, Dreams, Reflections, Jung (1961/1989) confesses that, "In the Tower at Bollingen it is as if one lived in many centuries simultaneously." "There is nothing here to disturb the dead," he adds, and in this place the souls of his ancestors are sustained as he goes about the work of answering "for them the questions that their lives once left behind" (p. 237). For Jung it is the ancestors for whom the work is done. It is the dead oflong ago, stretching down the long hallway of time, who ask us to linger in the moment, and who solicit from us this turning. The backward glance is the beginning of a vocation. It is a moment when one can be given the gift of a calling that designs the destiny of a life. This is the sense of Jung's reflections, but I know it, too, in my heart. This is what van den Berg gave to me-questions that have sustained me over time. He also gave me a way of being with these questions, a way of going about this work of being a phenomenologist. He did not teach me merely to look at the world with open eyes. Any phenomenologist could have done that. No! his lesson was far more subtle. To re-gard the world, 144 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 to look again, to linger with open eyes that love the world. This is what he gave me, a way of seeing the world that shifts the locus of vision from eye to heart. In doing so, he prepared me for the poets, who practice this kind of vision. In his poem, "Turning Point," Rilke says, "Work ofthe eyes is done, now / go and do heart-work. .. " (Rilke, 1989, p. 135). This heartwork is a work of transformation, and the heart that Rilke speaks of here is a kind of alchemical vessel whose processes mirror those of the physical heart. Just as the physical heart transforms venous blood into arterial blood with the air of the world, the alchemical heart transforms the dense material of the seen world into its more subtle forms with the breath of the word. This mirroring is, I believe, the secret intuited by the phenomenologist Gaston Bachelard, whose Poetics of Reverie (1969) is a heart's sure guide in the art of lingering. For Bachelard, poetry helps one breathe better because through it word and world flow into each other. "The man who reaches the glory of [this] breathing," Bachelard says, "breathes cosmically" (p. 181). To practice the art of lingering in the moment as prelude to the backward glance is heartwork, which is good for one's physical well- being. For Rilke this transformation of matter into language is the very function of poetry itself. Before the word is spoken, we pause, take a breath, and draw into ourselves the open world that lies there in front of our gaze. And then, in-spired by the world, we speak. But who is speaking in this moment? Is it us or the world? For Rilke there is no doubt. "Earth," he asks, "isn't this what you want: an invisible/re-arising in us?" (1939, p. 77). In the ninth elegy Rilke offers us the image of the wanderer who brings back from the mountain slope not some handful of earth, "but only some word he has won, a pure word, the yellow and blue gentian" (p. 75). Things want to become invisible in this way. They want to realize this destiny of transformation, to become in-spired by the breath of language, to become in words their subtle form. It is through the language of the heart that the world of nature is transformed. It is also through the eyes of the heart that the dead become present to us, and through these same eyes that the dead and the living are changed into the more subtle shapes of an imaginal presence. So van den Berg, who still lives, is already for me also a lingering presence who haunts my work and gives to it its style. So too, Kathleen Raine, who also still lives. In this imaginal landscape, they are kin of my soul whose abode is my heart, and in this way they join the dead, Rilke and Jung, to companion me along the way. The backward glance is a gesture that exposes the heart and opens it to this subtle, imaginal world that is no-where/now-here. To linger in the moment is the prelude to this act, and in this pause you let go of your mind and risk yourself to the heart and its ways of knowing and being. It is a gnosis rooted in the etymology of the word, which relates heart to memory. As an act of heartwork, the backward glance initiates the work ofre-membering, a work that is a journey of homecoming to that no-where/ now-here imaginal place where one's biography falls into the larger stories of creation. The awe- full beauty of this moment, which begins with the pause that lingers, is the discovery that what matters in a human life is not only what we know, or might yet discover, but what we have forgotten, left behind, neglected, marginalized, and otherwise abandoned. And the awe-full terror ofthis moment of the heart's awakening is the realization that we are all pilgrims on a journey to no-where, orphans between worlds on a journey of homecoming. Prelude derives from a root that means to play ahead of or in advance of the opening of a work, usually in the sense of an artistic performance. I want to stay within the mood of this word as this prelude nears its end and the work of this essay is about to begin. I want to keep the spirit of play and the spirit of art in the work, and so I will organize this essay around several scenes of the backward glance. Indeed, in this spirit of play, my intention in what follows is to make a scene, or several scenes. Before, however, the curtain falls on this prelude a final word about it needs to be said. Just as I have lingered for a moment at this threshold to see who accompanies me as the writer, this prelude invites the reader to wonder who is reading, who is present in the moment when one stops along the way and lingers. The invitation is to enter into a style of reading that goes through the heart. As such, this invitation is into a way of knowing that is about neither facts nor ideas, a gnosis that is an aesthetic sensibility, a gnosis that The Backward Glance 145 opens one to feeling those more elusive presences that haunt the imaginal world. It is a gnosis where one is capable of being touched and moved by the otherness of this world where the dead and the living have already been transformed into matters of and for the heart. It is a gnosis whose arc begins in a turning where you lose your mind for the sake of the heart. Scene On.e: The Man on the Hill T HE DUINO ELEGIES is, perhaps, Rilke's most famous poem. Filled with numerous figures like angels and animals, lovers and children who die young, acrobats and wanderers, the figure that captures the essence of this poem is, I believe, the one that appears at the end of the eighth elegy. It is the image of a man on a hill that overlooks his valley, the final hill that shows him his home for the last time. Who is this man? He is each of us, the one who obviously has turned around for the sake of a final glance. All of us know such moments, and we often live them with some passing sense of sorrow. Rilke's poem, however, burns the image of this moment into the soul. His poem turns this gesture into a poetic act through a simple question that he inserts into this turning. ''Who's turned us round like this, so that we always / do what we may, retain the attitude / of someone who is departing?" To underscore the impact of this image-question, Rilke (1939) says that just like this man on the hill "will turn and stop and linger, / we live our lives, forever taking leave" (p. 71). The eighth elegy is a hymn of mourning. There is a very strong feeling tone of lament for something that we have lost along the way, not only in our personal lives, but also in our collective lives as human beings. One reads this elegy and hears a continuous sigh for what we have become, "spectators" who look at the world from a distance, who are never nestled within things long enough in order to look out from them. For us as spectators the world is a display, crowded with "empty, indifferent things, pseudo-things, dummy-life," as he says in a letter a year before his death (1939, p. 129). In contrast with the spectator we have become, Rilke praises the animal, within whom "there lies the weight and care of a great sadness." The curious thing about this praise is that this sorrow of the animal is for us, as ifthe animal somehow knows our spectator condition and mirrors for us what we have lost. Thus Rilke says, "For that which often overwhelms us clings / to him as well,-a kind of memory / that what we're pressing after now was once / nearer and truer and attached to us / with infinite tenderness." Compared to that time and place, a place that Rilke calls our "first home," and which I would call a landscape ofthe soul, that no- where world now-here, this time and place that is our second home where we are spectators "seems ambiguous and draughty" (1939, p. 69). In this elegy the backward glance turns us toward this original home, which the animal remembers for us and which we ourselves dimly recall. This other time and place is what beckons us, this calling of that world that once was but never has been, that no-where now-here, that soulscape which is not for the eyes of a spectator, that homeland of the heart. But who belongs to that homeland ofthe heart? Who dwells there with the power to turn us round and make us aware that we are always looking at things as iffor the last time? These questions take us into the core ofRilke's work and life. To get there, however, we have to go by way of a different question. The gesture itself of a backward glance indicates that there is no direct vision of whoever it is who turns us in this way. The spectator's forward gaze has to be given up for the backward glance. The question of who turns us in this fashion has to yield to the question of who has heart for such a turning. The eighth elegy says that the child does, sometimes. On occasion, the child can get quietly lost within that first home, but he or she is always dragged back again to the timebound world. In some of the other elegies and in other poems, Rilke portrays this quiet presence of the child to this first home as that faraway look that we sometimes see on a child's face. Moreover, he even wonders if the child who dies young preserves something of that first home, which makes the death of a young child even a cause for some sad joy. Rilke challenges us in this way to re-imagine our lives, and as difficult as this image may be, it is not so without merit that we can dismiss it. I do not want to soften Rilke's image by taking it as only a symbol. Rilke is speaking about the actual death of a young 146 The International Journal ofTranspersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 child. Nevertheless, the image does have a symbolic resonance. We are admonished, after all, to become again like children if we are to enter that other time-place, the Kingdom of Heaven. Lovers too may have the heart for this turning, but Rilke is too cautious about love to accept its lasting value. Thus, he rebukes lovers for getting in the way of each other. "Lovers-were not the other present, always spoiling the view!-draw near to it and wonder ... ," he writes. "Behind the other, as though through oversight, the thing's revealed ... But no one gets beyond / the other, and so world returns once more" (1939, p. 69). Although Rilke considers children and lovers as possible candidates for this heartwork of turning, for this change of heart that is the backward glance, the image ofthe man on the hill overlooking the valley for the last time, the one who is always on the verge of departing, cancels these possibilities, or at least postpones them. A poem, like a dream, demands fidelity to the images, especially for a phenomenologist. The one on the hill is a man, not a child. And he is alone, not with a lover. Who, then, finally has heart for this gesture of re-gard, the courage, a word etymologically related to heart, for the backward glance? "Or someone dies and is it" (1939, p. (7). Rilke says this too in the eighth elegy, and the italics are his. Recall Jung's words about the Tower at Bollingen, that place where he did the work of the ancestors. Those words have the same spirit that is present in so much of Rilke's poetry. His work and his life bear continuous witness to the claim that we owe life a death, and that it is only in living life from the side of death that we most truly exist as human beings. Indeed, the Elegies celebrate our place between Angel and Animal and mark that domain as our privilege because, neither like the Angel who is eternal, nor the Animal, which perishes, we die. We perish, as it were, with awareness, a condition which also marks a boundary between the spectators we have become and the innocent child who, in dying young, dies perhaps before knowing what has been lost. This difference is crucial for Rilke, because the awareness of death also deepens love. While Rilke is eloquent about the difficulties oflove, it remains for him our highest calling. He says, "only from the side of death .. .is it possible to do justice to love." He also says, "It lies in the nature of every ultimate love that, sooner or later, it is only able to reach the loved one in the infinite" (1939, pp. 122-123). At the heart of love for Rilke beats a passion, a hunger, a desire for the infinite. Thus, in spite of the rebuke that lovers spoil the view for each other, the paradoxical thing about love is that it is only through the other that we glimpse the divine. So who has the heart for this work of turning? Those who have risked the difficulties of loving, even loving in the face ofloss. That is who we are with the man on the hill, lovers whose vision looks upon the world with the attitude of departing, lovers who see things always as if for the last time. If it is the dead who call us home, then it is lovers who have risked the terrors ofloving in the face of death whose hearts are attuned to those voices that solicit the backward glance. The next two scenes play out this theme through two of Rilke's most compelling poems about love and death. Scene Two: The Return of the Dead "REQUIEM FOR a Friend" is a poem Rilke wrote for Paula Modersohn who died on November 21, 1907, less than three weeks after giving birth to a daughter. Her death disturbed Rilke because he saw in her life and death a vocation that was crushed by the conventional forces of marriage. Paula was a painter, and if it is true that through her Rilke saw something of his own conflict between communal life and the solitude required for creative work, it was still her struggle to hold the tension of work and love that haunted him. In the opening lines of the poem, Rilke makes it quite clear that she is exceptional among the dead. "Only you / return; brush past me, loiter, try to knock / against something, so that the sound reveals your presence." Others who have died seem " ... so contented / so soon at home in being dead, so cheerful, / so unlike their reputation." Paula, however, is not at home in her death, prompting Rilke to say, "I'm sure you have gone astray / if you are moved to homesickness for anything / in this dimension." Addressing her again, he says, "the gravity of some old discontent / has dragged you back to measurable time" (RHke, 1989, p. 73). Her return is an appeal to Rilke, a pleading, he says, that "penetrates me, / to my very bones, and cuts at me like a saw." "What is it that you want?" he asks (p. 75). The Backward Glance 147 The poem, a conversation between the poet who is alive and the failed artist who has died, is whispered in the night, amongst shadows and mirrors. Rilke confesses to Paula that he has in fact held onto her through the mirror, a presence through the image, which is real but free of the weight of earthly life. But that mirror presence is so different from how she is now present to Rilke that he wonders, somewhat angrily, if she has denied herself the fruits of her death. "I thought you were much further on" (p. 73) he says earlier, but her return fragments this hope. He is forced to attend to her appeal. "Come into the candlelight," he says. "I'm not afraid / to look the dead in the face." But this invitation and Rilke's boldly courageous claim does not capture the attitude of her haunting return. On the contrary, Paula's return from the dead requires Rilke to look back in order to understand her appeals to him. In the candlelight, he is silent with her for a time, until an invitation arises from that silence: "Look at this rose on the corner of my desk: / isn't the light around it just as timid / as the light on you?" Bathed in the same subtle light, Paula and the rose share the same tension. "It too should not be here, / it should have bloomed or faded in the garden, outside, never involved with me" (p. 77). But it is here, there on Rilke's desk, and in response to its presence he knows that he is called to let it rise up within his heart and take on its subtle form through the breath of the word. Should we be here? Yes! For being here does matter, and about this fact Rilke has no doubts, as the Duino Elegies make clear. It is only that death reminds us that we have come from elsewhere, that we have fallen into time from some other world, a journey into birth, which death reverses and closes as a homecoming. This memory sits in our hearts as a longing. It sits in our hearts, too, as a calling; " ... time / is like a relapse after a long illness" (p. 81), Rilke says. A relapse, not a recovery! Arelapse into the sickness of forgetting, whose prescription is the vocation to remember. Paula's return from the dead is an appeal for mourning: "That's what you had to come for: to retrieve / the lament that we omitted" (p. 83). This requiem, however, is not just for her. It is also for Rilke himself, and for all of us. The dead return to awaken us and in this return they invite us to re-gard again everything in life that we have just simply passed by. So Rilke wonders whether for the sake of Paula he must travel again. He also asks, "Did you leave / some Thing behind, some place, that cannot bear your absence?" He says, too, that "I will go to watch the animals / ... which hold me for a while / and let me go, serenely, without judgment." And, he adds, "I will have the gardeners come to me and recite / many flowers, and in the small clay pots / of their melodious names I will bring back / some remnant of the hundred fragrances." All this he will do and more: "And fruits: I will buy fruits, and in their sweetness / that country's earth and sky will live again" (p. 75). A catalogue of simple, common, ordinary things and actions. Rilke will do all of this, not just for Paula but also for himself and for all of us. He will return to these things and to these actions that he has done so many times with new re-gard. The dead, like Paula, who have struggled to hold the tension of life and work, return and turn us around, and in their presence we stop for a moment, linger, and take that second look. These dead are our teachers, the ones who initiate the backward glance and inform it as a ritual of mourning. They teach us that we are called to love and to work while knowing that we will and must fail. In this regard, these dead teach us that mourning lies at the core ofthe human heart, that the backward glance envisions the world through eyes of lament. Scene Three: The Rose that Fades O RPHEUS IS the eponomous poet, the one whose name when spoken is the presence of poetry itself. For Rilke, Orpheus is the figure who shows us that eyes of lament exercise the mournful heart. Through Orpheus we see that the backward glance opens the heart to the transitory nature of the world, to the fleeting character of all that we hold close to the heart and cherish. No matter what we do the things that we love pass away. Not even art, with its hopefully timeless forms, can triumph over mutability and the certainty of death. Only in the moment and for the moment do we sometimes create a fragile and temporary haven in the midst of loss. 148 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 In his Sonnets to Orpheus, Rilke (1942/1970) celebrates this paradox of evident mutability and desired permanence that Orpheus embodies. Orpheus is the one who both fades and endures. Thus, in the final sonnet, Rilke says, "And if the earthly has forgotten you, 1 say to the still earth: I flow. 1 To the rapid water speak: I am" (p. 127). Orpheus is who and what he is in his flowing, and in this guise he is emblem for who and what we are called to be. Orpheus: Ich rinne-I flow; Ich bin-I am! Rilke and each of us in the presence of Orpheus: We change, therefore, we are! We die, therefore, we live! This is the Orphic celebration for Rilke, this seed of joy in the heart oflament, this ejaculation ofhfe in the face ofloss. Through Orpheus, Rilke transcends the dichotomy of the eternal and the temporal; he surrenders that longing for the timeless in the midst of the timebound, and that despair in the folds of time for the eternal. Through Orpheus, Rilke celebrates the paradox that we can love the world and others because they do pass away; love the rose, which in its blooming is already beginning to fade. Indeed, even for Orpheus himself there can be no record that fails to honor the tension ofthis paradox. Thus, Rilke says, "Set up no stone to his memory. 1 Just let the rose bloom each year for his sake" (p. 25). Rilke's vision of Orpheus is a metaphysics of the heart and its ways of knowing and being, a phrase that I use here intentionally to counter the metaphysics of the mind and its ways of knowing and being. The former embraces death as the other side of life, while the latter flees it. The former nourishes an epistemology of love; the latter spawns an epistemology of power. The lover's lingering backward glance is the emblematic posture of this metaphysics of the heart; the spectator's forward penetrating gaze the posture of the metaphysics of the mind. In "Orpheus. Eurydice. Hermes," Rilke (1989) best sums up his poetic vision. The poem re-tells the classic story of Orpheus' descent to the underworld to rescue his beloved Eurydice from death. With Rilke, however, the tale is told from Eurydice's point of view, and in doing so Rilke allows us to glimpse how the supposed failure of the backward glance is our fate. At the last moment, Orpheus stops, and turns round to see if Eurydice, guided by Hermes, is following. In this turning, Orpheus disobeys the commands of the gods, and he loses Eurydice once again, this time forever. I do not know if it is true that poetry here attains to a unique level of wisdom, but it seems that this tale of disobedience leaves no doubt that the gods wisely forbid the backward glance. They know Orpheus must fail, and that through the failure he, and through him we, will come to know that the timeless is to be made here in the timebound through loving in the face ofloss. Angels are eternal and animals perish, but we die. But because we die we also love in ways that they cannot. In "Orpheus. Eurydice. Hermes," the backward glance reveals that death is the bride oflove. This is why Paula returns. This is why the dead return and solicit the backward glance: to open the eyes of the heart so that we can see through the eyes of love and loss. Scene Four= The Call of Destiny T HE BACKWARD glance is instruction in the art of holding on by letting go. Orpheus' failure to make love eternal is his success in making love a human act that spans the timeless and the timebound, an act that transforms fate into a vocation, an act that releases each lover to his/her destiny and in doing so manifests the eternal no- where now-here. This is why Rilke (1989) says in the "Requiem" that the only thing that is wrong is "not to enlarge the freedom of a love 1 with all the inner freedom one can summon." This is why he says, "We need, in love, to practice only this: /letting each other go. For holding on 1 comes easily; we do not need to learn it" (Rilke, 1989, p. 85). In the moment when Orpheus turns, he lets go of Eurydice, just as in her death she has already let go of him. There are, I think, no other lines of poetry that capture this moment of Eurydice's release better than those that Rilke pens for the moment of Orpheus' turning. In her death she had already passed beyond being Orpheus' possession: "She was no longer that woman with blue eyes 1 who once had echoed through the poet's songs ... " Already in her death, she had closed within herself, " ... had come into a new virginity." Multiplying the images of her intensified, new interiority, Rilke says, "She was already loosened like long hair, 1 poured out like fallen rain, shared like a limitless supply." And as if to underscore the significance of The Backward Glance 149 this transformation into her own destiny, Rilke adds as a single line, set off from the previous lines and those that are to follow, "She was already root" (Rilke, 1989, p. 53). Orpheus had descended into the underworld to rescue from death the woman that he knew and loved. Eurydice, however, is not that woman. When he turns and Hermes puts out his hand to stop Eurydice, and, according to Rilke, tells us with sorrow in his voice that Orpheus has turned, Eurydice, unable to understand, softly whispers, "Who?" (p. 53). Eurydice then turns round and follows her own path into her destiny. She descends with Hermes back into the timeless underworld, while Orpheus returns alone to the world oftime. But he too finds in this return, after the turning round of his backward glance, his own destiny. In the last sonnet of the first part of Sonnets to Orpheus, Rilke tells us that Orpheus outsings the enraged cries of the maenads. Though in the end they do destroy him, the vibrations of his songs linger " .. .in lions and rocks 1 and in trees and birds. There you are still singing" (Rilke, 1942/1970, p. 67). The backward glance-so simple, so fraught with peril! A lesson arranged by the gods! A teaching that humbles the mind by opening the heart to the presence of death. A gift brought by the dead who return to show us how to love the moment because it flows away, like water held in the palm of one's hand. Orpheus is the archetypal image of this gesture: his "failure" our hope; his songs, which linger after his death, our joy. Moreover, in his lingering songs the destiny of Orpheus, which he is given in a backward glance that only seemingly fails, becomes our vocation. "Only because at last enmity rent and scattered you 1 are we now the hearers and a mouth of Nature" (p. 67). In the backward glance we hear through the heart's lament over loss the singing of the world. Then the backward glance becomes a homecoming, homework that is also heartwork, a song of lament that swells into a hymn of joy. Afterword T HE PRELUDE is finished, the scenes are done, the curtain has fallen, the lights have been dimmed. But someone lingers in the corner, inviting a final backward glance. In a letter that he wrote in 1918 shortly after the war, Rilke says, "The scale of the human heart no longer applies and yet it was once the unit of the earth, and of Heaven, and of all heights and depths" (Hendry, 1983, p. 122). We have forgotten the gnosis ofthe heart. Our hearts no longer seem large enough to be the measure ofthe heights and depths that bless and wound a human life. 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Sonnets to Orpheus (M.D. Herter Norton, Trans.). New York: Norton. (Originally published 1942) Rilke, R. M. (1989). The selected poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke (S. Mitchell, Ed. & Trans.). New York: Vintage Books. Romanyshyn, R. (1999). The soul in grief' Love, death and transformation. Berkeley, CA.: North Atlantic Books. Romanyshyn, R. (2000a). The pleasure of reverie. Salt Jour- nal, 2(6), 22-25. Romanyshyn, R. (2000b). Psychology is useless; or it should be. Janus Head, 3(2), 217-236. 150 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 difficulty in assessing a river, a mirror, and a crystal ball as material objects and, with some stretching of our imagination, the chos-sku, longs- sku, and sprul-sku as mental objects. Unfortunately this facile assessment misses the point. The river, the mirror, and the crystal ball are images of movement: the river flows on and on; the mirror ceaselessly reflects and, more importantly, reveals; and the crystal ball never stops shimmering in all the colors of the spectrum. By contrast, the chos-sku, longs-sku, and sprul-sku are images of rest in the sense that they describe our existentiality as remaining the same under all conditions and in all circumstances. Only the third line can be said to be "mental," providing we do not reduce it to something egological and turn it into another thing by our ego's thingifying thinking. The thrust of what is designated by the term ngo-sprod that, strictly speaking, defies any reductionist translation, is in the direction of understanding by coming face-to-face with what we really are and in so doing re-cognizing ourselves. This experience is the dissipation (sangs) ofthe darkness of one's re-presentational mode ofthinking, and as such a spreading (rgyas) of the light of one's Urwissen (ye-shes).42 As an experience, sangs-rgyas is never a commercial Buddhathing (to be roused from its sleep, whatever this and similar slogans may mean); it has no name (ming-med ), and its encounter-cum- re-cognition (ngo-sprod) allows itself to be expressed only in images of symbolic pregnance: 43 There is the profound instruction 44 by way of the symbolically meant statement of five luminescences arising in their irrealizing quality Out of a luminous lantern that is the radiat- ing (of Being's) spatiality; There IS the profound instruction by way of the symbolically meant statement of the darkness becoming completely translucent by the brilliant sun arising in (what is) some pitch-black darkness, which is to say that The totality ofthe phenomenal world with its probabilistic interpretation is filled with a brilliant luminescence. There is the profound instruction by way of the symbolically meant statement of there being two mansions: the one being the di- vine mansion of the luminescence of (Being's) [nirvanicl lighting-up, the other being the samsaric mansion of darkness which is to say that ' Once the door of darkness has been shut, the door through which the originary awareness (modes) will shine, opens, whereby All the sentient beings of (Being's) lighting-up and probabilistic interpretations in terms of samsara and nirvana will be seen in gaz- ing at them as becoming and being erlichtet (alight, sangs-rgyas). After this excursion into the deeper significance of the term ngo-sprod, we may now return to the much favored numerical assessment of its application on the part of the experiencer. Most intriguing in this context is its being ofthe nature of seven varieties. 45 The preamble to these self-encounters is the differentiation between the "elemental forces" ('byung-ba) that are basically luminous, and their "corruptions" (snyigs-ma) that prevent their luminosities from prevailing in what is the joint cosmogony and anthropogony. This differentiation makes it possible to come face-to-face with the three forestructures of our enworlded being (sku-gsum), their five originary awareness modes (ye-shes lnga), and their deterioration into the eight perceptual patterns (tshogs-brgyad ) that we call our mind and/or consciousness, due to the loss of luminosity and the lack of awareness. 46 Within this complexity of encounters that is meant to make us understand (rtogs) ourselves and even further to transcend (la zla) ourselves the exposition of the three forestructures images of what we feel to constitute our wholeness, has been a recurrent theme. Although the relevant literature is enormous, it has been mostly ignored for obvious reasons: the difficulty of a language that reverberates with the immediacy of experience, and the inherent defiance of any reductionism. Two quotations may suffice. The one states: 47 From perspective of (its) ecstatic intensity, a radiance-cum-nothingness, in which its Proto-light and (proto-)turbulence have not yet arisen, One speaks ofthe "stuff" (of which) the chos- sku is made. From the perspective of a stirring (that has occurred in this nothingness and resulted in the) emergence of its proto-light (taking on the character of a) corporeal pattern that together with the spirituality (of the noth- ingness) Forms a whole, (this is what is the) longs-sku. 104 The InternationalJournal ofTranspersonal Studies, 2002, Vol. 21 From the perspective of the (unity of) a corpo- real pattern and a spiritual (quality) one speaks ofthis combination as the sprul-sku. The other has this to say:48 From the perspective of (Being's) ecstatic in- tensity (one speaks of) a chos-sku, From the perspective of (Being's transforma- tion into its) proto-light (one speaks of) a longs-sku, From the perspective ofthe radiance of the five perceptual patterns, this is seen as a stir- ring (in the direction of a) multiplicity, and this very stirring is (what is meant by) sprul-sku. Even more intriguing in this context is the encounter with, and assessment of, the five originary awareness modes. In the epistemology- oriented and speculative texts, these have been dealt with in terms of their being the founded (brten) on the founding (rten), that, is the sku. Here, there are two approaches. In the one approach, (which I shall call the "more or less conventional" one), the interchangeability ofthe awareness modes with the elemental forces, similar to the interchangeability of rig-pa and chos-sku, is stated to be as follows: 49 The mirroring/revealing awareness mode [has its raison d'etre in what is] the water's raison d'etre, The identity-with-itself-and-with-every- thing-else awareness mode [has its raison d'etre in what is] the earth's raison d'etre, The specificity-initiating awareness mode [has its raison d'etre in what is] the fire's raison d'etre, The task-posed-and-accomplished awareness mode [has its raison d'etre in what is] the wind's raison d'etre, The meaning-rich dimensionality awareness mode [has its raison d'etre in what is] the (sky-like) spatium's raison d'etre. Translated into the modern, preeminently rationalistic jargon, this quotation attempts to impress on us the deeply felt understanding of the nature of each element. Water is primarily cleansing and, in so doing, reveals what has been normally hidden from sight: Earth provides a solid ground, on which we, being an identity in the sense of an as yet unbroken symmetry, can stand firmly: Fire is the spark evolving into the blaze of our analytically selective rationality: Wind blows away our laboriously built-up figments: The spatium is an opening-up, as well as the openness in which "things can happen." The other approach reflects Padmasambhava's yang-ti understanding and teaching, that goes far beyond his spyi-ti understanding and teaching. The presentation of this approach is by (or attributed to) a certain Sriratnavajra (about whom nothing is known). It runs as follows: 50 An originary awareness mode (that is Being's) symbolic pregnance (and) no- birth. An originary awareness mode (that is Being's) brilliance (emerging) from the vortex of its proto-light (having become an actual) brilliance, An originary awareness mode (that is Being's) brilliance in its self- originatedness (and) disposition to be luminous, An originary awareness mode (that is Being's) auto-luminescence (and) auto- dissipation (of darkness)-(as a) spreading oflight, . An originary awareness mode (that is Being's) lighting-up by itself and (this lighting-up's) dissolution in its legitimate dwelling. It would exceed the scope of an essay to go into the details of each and every encounter with and recognition of one's "infrastructure." Suffice it to point out and emphasize that this infrastructure's Lichthaftigkeit (alightness), as revealed in its understanding that, however it is prized, is never a speculant's absolute, but a phase in one's growth into one's humanity (so often misunderstood as a regression into some sort of primitivism or an escape from being-in-this-world). Rather, this growing-up is crossing the mountainlike barrier that stands between us as sentient (opinionated) beings (sems-can) and us as sensibly erlichtet (alight) beings. In the words ofPadmasambhava: 51 As long as we are [mere] sentient beings (sems- can) we deal with the five sense objects com- placently, Once we have some deeper understanding (rtogs-ldan), (we deal with them in such a manner) that as (Being's) auto-manifesta- tion we let them dissolve in our no-(longer-) appropriating them, Once we have become erlichtet (sangs-rgyas) we (deal with them) in having become sen- sitively concerned about everything, which means n-o-t-h-i-n-g. The Re-Cognition o/Being's Infrastructure as Self-Completion 105 But this "nothing" is not a nothing; rather, in our having become and being erlichtet through an ongoing process of encountering and re- cognizing this dynamic state's infrastructure, any rigidifying and thingifying trend, positive or negative, has been transcended. This ongoing transcending is a challenge and few will rise to face it. Within our Western world frame I do not know of any better formulation of this pursuit and vision than the one as a postscript to his distich Kenne dich selbst ("Know yourself'), written in 1798 by the German poet N ovalis (Friedrich von Hardenberg): Einem gelang es-er hob den Schleier der Gottin zu Sais- Aberwas sah er? Er sah-Wunder des Wunders- sich selbst (One person succeeded-he lifted the veil of the goddess at Sais- But what did he see? He saw-miracle of miracles-himself ). Notes 1. A very lucid interpretation of intelligence as dynamic and creative and of intellect as static and more or less self- limiting, has been given by Bohm and Peat (2000, p. 114). 2. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ma'i gsang- rgyud, 25: 379ab. 3. rGyud thams-cad-kyi spyi-phud nyi-zla bkod-pa nam- mkha' dang mnyam-pa'i rgyud, 1: 101b. 4. This rather cryptic statement presumes an acquaintance with Padmasambhava's favorite image of a child "returning home" to its mother and, in this reunion with her, recognizing the intimate bond between them that makes the two one, though not in a numerical sense. In the Rin-po-che sNang-gsal spu-gri 'bar-bas 'khrul- snang rtsad-nas gcod-pa nam-mkha'i mtha' dang mnyam- pa'i rgyud, 2: 296b, Padmasambhva tells us: By recognizing (Being's) creativity as one's mother, there is no aversion (and its) Mistaken identification as hell has been eradicated. 5. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ma'i gsang- rgyud, 25: 374a. 6. Rin-po-che 'od-'bar-ba'i rgyud, Taipei ed., vol. 55, p. 404, column 7. 7. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ma'i gsang- rgyud, 25: 353a. A similar passage is found on fol. 380a of the same work. 8. The meaning of this German word as explicated by Karl Jaspers (1883-1969) in his Philosophy, I: Existenz is the never objectified source of my thoughts and actions. It is that whereof I speak in trains of thought that involve no cognition. It is what relates to itself, and thus to its transcendence ... Standing on the borderline of world and Existenz, possible Existence views all existence as more than existence [.J (1967, p. 56) The definition corresponds exactly to what the rDzogs- chen thinkers understood by rgyud. Its Sanskrit equivalent tantra, having the double meaning of being a treatise and an experience of an intrapsychic reality, has nothing to do with what the sex-crazed "Tantrics," be they Westerners or Easterners, have made of it by way oftheir being in the clutches ofma-rig-pa. 9. "Imaging process" is my rendering ofthe Tibetan term sgom, whose Sanskrit equivalent is bhavana, usually rendered by "meditation." What the Tibetan and Sanskrit terms describe is akin to what the late Carl Gustav Jung has called "active imagination." Specifically, the Sanskrit term is a causative noun, meaning "letting and aiding images to come to the fore." As a dynamic process, imaging has nothing to do with what is popularly referred to as "meditation," concerning which its contemporary practitioners are deeply confused due to their inability, or should one say, ma-rig-pa, to distinguish between fixation and concentration. 10. rang-ngo. The use ofthis expression foreshadows the experiencer's coming face-to-face with what he really is in his beingness from a dynamic perspective. 11. These are the immediacy of its felt presence, its growth in intensity, its reaching the limits of its intensity, and its transcending itself. 12. In the above four stanzas the key terms bral and grol highlight the principle of complementarity, characteristic ofrDzogs-chen thinking. Both bral andgrol are "neutral" verb forms (neither transitive nor intransitive according to our verbal categories): bral intimates the feeling tone of "apartness," grol intimates the feeling tone of a "parting." 13. Rin-po-che 'od-'bar-ba'i rgyud, Taipei ed., vol. 55, p. 404, column 7. 14. The Tibetan term zang -thaI is a concept that describes an experience in which one comes to what seems to be an impenetrable wall, that suddenly gives way so that one can go "right through" it. 15. This harsh statement is amply supported by wisdom- crazy cultists and academics (in the West) and their imitators (in the East). The mistranslation of prajiiii by "wisdom" goes back to the late Edward Conze who is reported to have thrown a fit when the word wisdom was mentioned in its Western context, and to have declared that the West has no wisdom, which he then identified with the ordinances ofthe politbureau ofthe former USSR. The perpetuation ofthis mistranslation by academics seems to be due to their being more concerned with proving the dictum (ascribed to Anatole France) "Les savants ne sont pas curieux," rather than with studying the original texts. 1 06 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2002, Vol. 21 16. Nor-bu-rin-po-che'i rgyud, Taipei ed., vol. 55, p. 404, column 4. 17. Ibid., columns 4-5. 18. sPros-bral don-gsal, 1: 7b. 19. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ma'i gsang- rgyud, 25: 350ab. 20. The borderline between the "physical" and the "imaginal" is extremely fluid so that, without taking the context and its linguistic expression into account, under the still prevailing reductionism, the distinct features of these two dimensionalities may simply be ignored or obliterated. Thus the imaginal tsitta (a Tibetanized form of the Sanskrit word citta) may be equated with the "heart" as the seat of dispassionate thinking, mythopoeically assuming the shape of calm and serene "deities." The imaginal dung-khang may be equated with the "cerebrum" as the seat of passionate thinking, mythopoeically assuming the shape of fierce and furious "deities." The imaginal rtsa may be equated with the "veins," mythopoeically assuming the character of the imaginal body's skeleton or, more precisely, its dynamic scaffolding. The sgo may be equated with the "eyes," mythopoeically assuming the character of gates through which, as we might say, the so-called mental-spiritual "goes out" to meet the so-called physical and letting it "come in." The reference to the two eyes implies the other senses as well. This reference to the eyes reflects the fact that in us, as living beings, sight has taken precedence over the other sensory functions. 21. The term, in this spelling, links the more or less concrete body (lus) of the experiencer with its dynamic process character, as experienced in the incipient closure onto itself of Being, and referred to as rin-chen-sbubs "preciousness envelope." In view of the fact that rDzogs- chen thinkers thought of the living individual as being basically spiritual and luminous, it may not be out of place to quote Ernst Cassirer's (1874-1945) similar idea expressed in his The Individual and the Cosmos in Renaissance Philosophy: Every spiritual being has its centre within itself. And its participation in the divine consists precisely in this centring ... Individuality is not simply a limitation; rather, it represents a particular value that may not be eliminated or extinguished, because it is only through it that the One, that which is "beyond being," becomes ascertainable to us. (1964, p. 28) 22. The rendering of this admittedly difficult Tibetan phrase is prompted by the consideration that the term 'od refers to "light" as virtual. It becomes "actual" when it "radiates" (gsal ) and in its radiance comes in distinct colors. This distinction between "virtual" and "actual" calls to mind Thomas Aquinas' (1224125-1274) dictum: color nihil aliud est, quam lux incorporata (color is nothing else but light embodied) quoted in Anita Albus', The Art of Arts - Rediscovering Painting (2001, p. 293). The term thig-le denotes a multifaceted reality in the specific sense of in-forming and organizing the system that it is. This "information" is "light," and just as this light shines in itself and by itself, so also information is not a transfer of information, but the system's information to itself of its dynamic. 23. The last three stanzas are also quoted by Klong-chen rab-'byams-pa Dri-med 'od-zer (1308-1364) in his mKha'- 'gro yang-tig II, 199-200, forming volume 5 of his sNying- tig ya-bzhi. His version collated with the sDe-dge edition makes it possible to present a correct text. It is this "corrected" version that has been given in translation. The last stanza is particularly difficult to render. The term snang has the double meaning of "lighting up" (as translated), and of "making visible." Similarly, "a shining lamp" may imply a quincunx of lamps. Our language simply cannot cope with the singular and plural as a single "reality." 24. Kun-tu-bzang-mo klong-gsal 'bar-ma nyi-ma'igsang- rgyud, 25: 352a. 25. From a linguistic point of view it is important to notice the difference between 'gyur-ba-med and mi-'gyur-ba. According to our categories the first term is a noun, the second is an adjective. The same holds good for 'gag-(pa)- med and mi-'gag-pa. 26. Ye-shes thig-le zang-thal-gyi rgyud, Taipei ed.,vol. 55, p. 417, column 7. 27. Die asthetische Erziehung des Menschen, in einer Reihe von Briefen. 1795, 15th letter. 28. sPros-bral don-gsal, 1:12a. 29. bDe-ba-chen-po byang-chub-kyi sems rmad-du byung- ba'i le'u, 25: 225b-226a. 30. To the best of my knowledge, the longest and most detailed disquisition is given by Klong-chen-rab-'byams- pa Dri-med-'od-zer in his Grub-mtha'-mdzod, sDe-dge ed., vol. Kha, fols. 122a-127a. 31. It is interesting to note that the Sanskrit language does not distinguish between mtshan-nyid and mtshan / mtshan-ma. It has only one word: laklarta. 32. bDud-rtsi bcud-bsdus sGron-ma brtsegs-pa: 2: 328. 33. sPros-bral don-gsal, 1: 37a. 34. Ibid. 35. In this capacity it is (a) "voiding" (stong-pa) , (b) "unceasing" (mi-'gag), (c) "indivisible" (dbye mi-phyed-pa), (d) ''knowing this to be so" (der shes), and (e) "intangible" (thogs-pa med ). These five qualifiers are the "insubstantial and irrealizing rig-pa's" transformations into originary awareness modes (ye-shes) such that: (a) the "voiding" becomes the awareness mode-qua-dimensionality where meanings are stored as well as being in statu nascendi (chos- dbyings ye-shes), from whose auto-luminescence the voiding is seen and felt as being of a deep-blue color; (b) the "unceasing" becomes the quasi-mirroring awareness mode- qua-dimensionality (me-long lta-bu'i ye-shes), from whose auto-luminescence (unceasingly mirroring the meaning The Re-Cognition o/Being's Infrastructure as Self-Completion 107 Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture Karma Lekshe Tsomo Jamyang Choling Institute D haramsala, India Questions regarding death and the ephemeral nature of life and individual identity have been preeminent in Buddhism for centuries. As Buddhism spread to new geographical regions, it accommodated itselfto the local cultural and philosophical climate, often blending elements of belief about death and dying. When Buddhism entered Tibet in the seventh century, it was understood against a background of indigenous Bon beliefs and cultural practices. In this cultural and philosophical environment, Tibetan scholars and practitioners evolved unique interpretations and practices related to death, the evolution of consciousness, and enlightenment. I examine Buddhist attitudes toward death, rebirth, and the intermediate state between death and rebirth as understood within Tibetan culture. I first describe the cultural milieu within which Buddhist ideas were adopted and recast. Then I explore the centrality of death in the Tibetan Buddhist tradition and the practices that arose to utilize the experience of dying and the intermediate state between death and rebirth (bardo)l as opportunities for psychological transformation. I am not, I will not be. I have not, I will not have. That frightens all the childish And extinguishes fear in the wise. -Nagarjuna (in Hopkins, 1998a, p. 97) S A SMALL child I was fascinated with the question of what happens after death. An aura of mystery, fear, and avoidance seemed to accompany the topic of death. Although I asked one authority after another, the answers did not strike me as satisfactory. The reward of heaven or the threat of hell did not seem satisfactory to explain what happens to human beings after the breath stops and the eyes close. I continued to search and looked further afield to find an explanation to this puzzle. My search led me to many countries in Asia and eventually to the Tibetan refugee settlement of Dharamsala in northern India. After my third serious bout of hepatitis during my studies in Dharamsala, I naively asked a Tibetan doctor, "Am I going to die?" Dr. Yeshi Donden, the private physician to H.H. the Dalai Lama, immediately replied, "Of course, you're going to die! We're all going to die!" Clearly, his personal perspective on life and death was intimately in tune with the descriptions of death and dying I had been studying in Tibetan Buddhist texts. Some years later, as I lay for three months in hospitals in Delhi and then Tiajuana recovering from a poisonous viper bite, the prospect of death loomed very near. Every day death was imminent, particularly in view of the medical care available. The medical staff in Delhi did not expect me to survive and for several weeks after receiving the poisonous bite, I dwelled in a liminal realm between consciousness and unconsciousness that bore little relationship to ordinary waking reality. Mter one particular surgery, the staff saw me turn blue and I awakened in what appeared to be another realm of existence. The experience of living on the edge of death for so long rekindled the questions about death that had fascinated me as a child. The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 151-173 151 2001 by Panigada Press The Tibetan Pre-Buddhist Worldview A LTHOUGH THE Tibetan plateau is situated directly north of India and Nepal, the enormity of the Himalayan mountain range made Tibet practically inaccessible to Indian Buddhist culture until the seventh century C. E. Several miraculous portents had drawn certain Tibetans' attention to Buddhism as early as the first century C. E., but it was not until the reign of Songtsen Gampo (618-650)-through marriage alliances with princesses from Nepal and China-that sacred images and monasteries began to proliferate in Tibet. King Songtsen Gampo sent the scholar Tonmi Sambhota to India to devise a script for the Tibetan language in order to facilitate the translation of Sanskrit Buddhist texts. Subsequent kings continued to send Tibet's brightest young scholars to India to study, to invite teachers, and to acquire Buddhist texts and commentaries. Thus began a centuries- long process of translating the Buddhist canon into Tibetan. The Buddhism that prevailed in India during the period when the tradition was transmitted to Tibet (between the eighth and tenth centuries) included two major discernible streams: the analytical systems of philosophical tenets that flourished in the great monastic universities, and the esoteric Tantric meditation systems that were practiced in great secrecy in mountain caves and other solitary spots. Under royal patronage, the Tibetans exerted enormous energy to import Buddhist texts and teachings of various traditions and lineages, and they spent the next thousand years analyzing and practicing them. Bon Thought and Ritual T HE RELIGIOUS traditions of pre-Buddhist Tibet . are collectively known today as Bon. These indigenous traditions have absorbed so many Buddhist ideas and practices over the course of time that they have in many respects become nearly indistinguishable from Buddhism. These confluences, combined with the lack of early historical documentation, make it extremely difficult to get an accurate idea of Bon civilization as it existed prior to the advent of Buddhism. We do know that pre-Buddhist shamanistic traditions were deeply concerned with the spirits of the dead. Skilled ritual specialists carried out elaborate funerary rites and were believed capable of discerning traces of the dead in substances, after a person's consciousness had departed. Bon priests formulated 360 ways of dying, 4 ways of preparing graves, and 81 ways of taming evil spirits (Bansal, 1994, pp. 41-43). Offerings to the dead, the sacrifice of particular animals, and other rituals were performed to ensure a blissful afterlife for the souls of the dead. It was also believed that souls could be exorcized by funerary specialists to benefit the dead. These early beliefs and practices reveal an interest in the liminal aspects of death and could explain the Tibetan Buddhist emphasis on death and dying in subsequent centuries. Even today, Bon practitioners in some Tibetan cultural areas continue to perform these funeral rites (Bansal, 1994, p. 183). Sky burial, a Tibetan practice still in evidence in Tibet today, most likely springs from the Bon tradition. Disposing of the dead in this manner surely reflects the environment: The earth was too hard to dig graves, and fuel for cremation was scarce and costly. Cremation was only an option for wealthy or illustrious people such as renowned lamas. In sky burial, on a particular day that is determined by divination, the corpse of the deceased is chopped into pieces and fed to the birds. This practice, which may appear disrespectful of the dead, is performed as a fmal act of generosity. Rituals carried out to determine the karmic destiny of a dead person or to exorcize troublesome spirits apparently trace their roots to Bon and similar shamanic practices, and are performed even today. Shamanic practices never died out in Tibetan societies and many complex indigenous rituals for death and other aspects oflife persisted long after Buddhism was introduced. Samuel (1993, pp. 446-447) suggests that prior to Buddhism funerary rituals were focused on protecting the surviving community from the spirits ofthe dead, whereas after Buddhism was introduced emphasis shifted to the welfare of the dead person in the afterlife. Even though Buddhism is famous for rejecting the notion of an enduring soul, Samten Karmay argues that "Buddhism was never able to suppress the concept of soul in Tibet" (in Lopez, 1997, p. 37). The la (bla), translated as spirit, life- force, or life-essence, is not the same as the self, but nonetheless is highly individuated. In Tibet, a person is believed to have an individualla that 152 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 can wander away and be lost, and thus cause psychological disorientation or psychosis. But there are specific rituals that can be performed to lure the la back into the body. La is a concept not only associated with human beings, such as in a personal soul or life force, but also with animals, natural elements, and places. At the time of birth, the la appears in conjunction with five other deities, representing life, female, male, enemy, and locality. Just as Hawaiians plant a breadfruit tree at the birth of a child, in some regions Tibetans plant a tree, usually a juniper, which they call a "la tree" (la shing) (Samuel, 1993, p. 187). The la is related to fortune in this life rather than to liberation, and does not seem to be related to rebirth (Samuel, 1993, p. 187).2 Samuel (1993) says that, "The la can leave the body, weakening one's life and exposing one to harm. It can also be affected by damaging or destroying its external resting-place" (p. 187). The la must be protected from harmful influences and "returned" through rituals if stolen. The fact that rituals such as these continue up to the present day in Tibetan societies is evidence that a covert theory of soul (la) has endured since pre- Buddhist times and continues to coexist with the Buddhist concept of selflessness. With regard to death, there is considerable common ground between Bon and Tibetan Buddhism. Both draw analogies between death and sleep, death and dreaming, and exhort practitioners to maintain total awareness as the internal and external signs of death are encountered. Both Bon and Tibetan Buddhism speak of: (a)phowa ('pho ba) practice (transference of consciousness); (b) visions in the bardo (intermediate state); (c) prayers for the dead for forty-nine days; and (d) liberation in the bardo. But there are also some conceptual differences between Bon and Tibetan Buddhism. For example, Bon speaks of the Six Clear Knowledges of: (a) death; (b) cause and effect; (c) complete knowledge; (d) clear light ofthe bardo; (e) nature of the mind; and (f) trikaya (similar to the Buddhist trikaya, "three bodies of the Buddha"); and the Six Recollections on: (a) past lives; (b) stages of the bardo; (c) consciousness as without support; (d) the master's instructions; (e) visions as mental projections; and (f) the pure essence of mind that opens onto one's yidam ("meditational deity") (Wangyal, 1993, p. 187). Instead offour or six bardos as in Tibetan Buddhism, Bon speaks of three, each of which corresponds to a different level of practitioner: superior, average, and inferior. The superior practitioner is one who dies with total awareness of the absolute view, liberating the mind into the essential nature of reality like "a snowflake dissolving in the ocean" (Wangyal, 1993, p. 187). Despite these differences, there are obvious confluences between Bon and Tibetan Buddhism. The Ephemeral Nature of Life The Tibetan Mode of Dying EWCOMERS ARE often struck by the centrality of death in the Tibetan Buddhist tradition. Images of Yama, the Lord of Death, greet visitors at the door of most Tibetan temples. Beginning meditators are taught to meditate on the impermanence oflife and to reflect that from the moment of birth, death stalks "like a murderer with poised sword" (Wangyal, 1993, p. 187). To visualize one's own rotting corpse and the dissolution of body and mind at the time of death engenders insight into the impermanence of life. This insight then acts as an antidote to laziness and attachment. Through the practice of cho (chod), accompanied by the rhythm of drums and lyrical chanting, one perfects the virtue of generosity by donating one's own severed limbs and internal organs to hungry ghosts and spirits. One learns to direct the 84,000 winds ofthe body into the central psychic channel, through the crown of the head, and toward a rebirth in a Pure Land. Another method of teaching impermanence is the ritual of creating a three-dimensional sand mWJ4ala symbolizing the "pure land" of the enlightened being which all sentient beings are capable of becoming. Mter being carefully constructed, the mWJ4ala is destroyed and thrown into moving water to symbolize the ephemeral quality of all life. Ritual instruments used in the cham (monastic "dance") and other Tantric rituals symbolize cutting through the attachment to self. In various ways, each of these practices offers methods to demolish misconceptions about the self. Symbolically, ego identification is transcended on three levels: (a) the outer, symbolizing external form; (b) the inner, symbolizing the emotions; and (c) the secret, symbolizing the subtle mind and body. Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 153 A huge corpus ofliterature generally referred to under the rubric of Lamrim (The Graduated Path to Enlightenment) arose in Tibet to facilitate study and meditation on key Buddhist concepts; meditation on death and dying is a principal topic. The texts provide instructions for actual meditation practice, including contemplation on the inevitability of death and the stages of the dying process. In the texts are many slogans designed to remind the practitioner throughout the meditation that death is definite, yet the time of death is indefinite, and at the time of death only Dharma practice will be of benefit. These meditations on death and dying are done repeatedly to help practitioners develop detachment and equanimity and to prepare them to meet death calmly and constructively. Death forces us to confront our yearning for immortality, what Wallace (1993) calls "life's oldest illusion," and to recognize how we are "enmeshed in the chain oftrivial concerns that fill daily life" (p. 11). Attitudes toward death are thus closely connected to a sense of personal identity, because death represents the loss of a person's familiar identifications, especially the identification with this body and mind. Strong emotions such as anger or attachment to friends and possessions are viewed as serious impediments to mindful, meaningful dying and causes for disagreeable future rebirths. From a Tibetan perspective, it is assumed that the mental events or moments of mental consciousness that comprise an individual's mental continuum continue to arise after the physical elements disintegrate and eventually assume a new locus of physical components. This cycle repeats endlessly, each successive rebirth bringing a different identity with unique propensities as a result of its karmic ledger. Insight into the nature of consciousness is therefore central to the Tibetan Buddhist understanding of death and its consequences. In the Tibetan Buddhist worldview, the "person" is a concatenation of physical and mental components or momentary events. All functional phenomena belong to one of three mutually distinct yet interrelated categories: matter (Skt: kanthii), consciousnesses (Skt: jiUtna), and nonassociated compositional factors (Skt: v ipray uk ta-sG1!Lskiira) (Perdue, 1992, p. 354). Actions of body, speech, and mind create imprints on successive moments of consciousness, and lie dormant in the mental continuum until conditions are conducive to their ripening, creating the conditions for further actions of body, speech, and mind. Each moment of consciousness conditions successive moments of consciousness. Actions of body, speech, and mind thus generate further actions, whether wholesome or unwholesome. Consciousness does not simply cease at the time of death, but gives rise to subsequent moments of consciousness, which continue into the intermediate state (bardo) that exists between the moment of death and the moment ofthe next rebirth. Because the moment of consciousness at the time of death conditions subsequent moments of consciousness into the next rebirth, the quality of consciousness (or "state of mind") at the time of death is critical for determining the quality of the next rebirth. Consequently, Tibetan practitioners train their minds to remain calm and attentive during the stages of the dying process, throughout the intermediate state, and during the process of rebirth. Rehearsing One's Dying I N THE harsh climate of Tibet, death is a constant threat. Temperatures dip far below freezing and life is generally at the mercy ofthe elements. Tibetan practitioners take the Buddha's teachings on death very seriously. At the portal to the next life awaits Yama, the Lord of Death. Eager to snap up the unsuspecting, he metaphorically weighs the deceased's former actions, punishing evil deeds with terrifying consequences and rewarding good deeds with a happy destiny in the next life. The physical components of the person disintegrate within a given time span, determined by the quality of that person's spiritual practice and the level of realization attained. The consciousness of an experienced practitioner may remain in meditation for some time and delay the decomposition of the body. Mter the physical components disintegrate, what becomes of them is inconsequential, and thus to offer the flesh and ground bones to vultures is not grotesque, but rather a commendable act of generosity. Since rotting flesh is of no use to the deceased or to the continuity of consciousness, it is considered an act of merit to donate the flesh to animals, especially "higher" animals, such as birds. Cho, 154 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, VOL 20 the ritual practice of offering one's body parts to spirits in meditation, appears to be a rehearsal for the dismemberment that follows actual death. Precisely what happens after the moment of death is a matter of ongoing dispute among Buddhists, yet all schools concur that the mental continuum of an ordinary being takes another hirth. Whether the next rebirth is pleasant or unpleasant is the result of one's previous actions, wholesome or unwholesome. For example, Buddhaghosa's Visuddhimagga (1964) relates that when the life-continuum ends, an evil person is enveloped by the store of his or her evil deeds. First, the death consciousness arises and ceases, then the rebirth-linking consciousness arises, and due to the negative karma previously created, the signs of an unhappy destiny (the flames of hen, forests of knives, etc.) appear (p. 632). Conversely, when the life-continuum ends, a virtuous person is enveloped by his or her good deeds. Mter the death consciousness arises and ceases, the rebirth-linking consciousness arises, and the pleasant signs of a happy destiny (pleasure groves, heavenly palaces, wish- fulfilling trees, etc.) appear (pp. 633-634). Buddhaghosa, the foremost commentator in the Hili tradition, describes how like gives rise to like: The material (Skt: mpa, form) gives rise to the material, while the immaterial (Skt: vijfiana, consciousness) gives rise to the immaterial. In accordance with dependent ansmg (Skt: prat'ityasamutpada), the life-continuum begins from the rebirth-linking consciousness and continues until the death consciousness at the end of the lifespan (1964, p. 719). One assumes or "takes up" the corporeal aggregates that begin the life continuum and leaves behind or "puts down" the corporeal aggregates at the time of death. All the "formations" between birth and death-the varied experiences of life-are characterized by impermanence (Skt: anitya), unsatisfactoriness (Skt: dukkha), and selflessness (Skt: anatman). The "formations" are described as being selfless, because of being devoid of self, or "ownerless" (p. 721). The lifespan is divided into ten stages: "the tender decade, the sport decade, the beauty decade," and so on, with the formations disintegrating all the while and life careening uncontrollably toward its inevitable conclusion. The various stages of life are therefore in a ceaseless process of formation and disintegration from moment to moment. The Indian Buddhist perspective on life and death is congruent with its perspective on the bipolar modality of phenomena: a thing can be either permanent or impermanent; there is no third alternative. Therefore, if a self were to exist, it would have to be either a permanent or an impermanent phenomenon. Buddhaghosa vigorously denies that any component of the being is transmitted from one life to the next, and his view is commonly held by Theravada Buddhist practitioners today. The Pali texts go to great lengths to establish that the "self," like all compounded phenomena, is impermanent and lacking in any permanent core. In theAbhidharmakoSa, Vasubandhu describes an intermediate state (bardo) of indeterminate length. A bardo being is said to be: (a) visible only to certain beings; (b) possessed of complete sense faculties; and (c) unimpeded by material obstacles. A bardo being lacks materiality, but nevertheless has a form which, although not visible to ordinary human beings, may be visible to other bardo beings, highly realized beings, and beings with the special capacity to perceive such a form. Because a bardo being is unimpeded by material obstacles, it is able to travel through walls, mountains, and other barriers. Such a being possesses complete sense faculties and is able to see, hear, smell, taste, feel sensations, and cognize. The being lacks materiality (N eumaier- Dargyay, 1997, p. 92), but still has the aggregates which are the basis for imputing the existence of a self. The ultimate destiny of the being is determined by its former actions (Skt: karma) in previous lifetimes, or more properly speaking, the being's destiny arises in dependence upon causes and conditions which propel it to its next rebirth. Only one who has practiced intensively in advance and gained sufficient control over the mind has the power to choose or avoid rebirth. Although the standard Tibetan explication of death and rebirth is somewhat more complex and colorful, it is remarkably similar to Buddhaghosa's explication in the Visuddhimagga. Only the momentary aggregate of consciousness continues after death, with one moment of consciousness giving rise to and conditioning the next. Unless one has achieved a very high level of spiritual attainment, rebirth takes place "at the mercy of karma and delusion." Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 155 All Buddhist schools assert that the mental continuum, being nonmaterial, may travel from one life to the next without any time lapse, especially in the case of a sudden accident. In contrast to Buddhaghosa, who argues that rebirth necessarily takes place immediately, Tibetans believe that the consciousness transverses an intermediate state (bardo) for a period of up to forty-nine days. The bardo being seeks an appropriate rebirth in a series of seven intervals, each up to seven days in length. At each stage, the bardo being assumes an identity that presages that of its next rebirth. At the end of each interval, if an appropriate rebirth has not been found, the being experiences a "small death," takes birth in another intermediate state (bardo), and assumes a new identity similar in form to the identity it will take in its eventual, material rebirth. Rather than appearing in the same form as in the last lifetime, the bardo being resembles the being it will become. These changing identities can be seen as analogs of the series of identities a single mental continuum assumes over the course of many, even infinite, lifetimes. Under the influence of defilements, particularly sexual desire, the mental consciousness of an ordinary being eventually is attracted to a couple in sexual union. As a result of this attraction, the consciousness enters the mother's womb and conception occurs.3 The term bardo (Skt: antarabhcwa) is most commonly used to refer to the intermediate state between death in one lifetime and rebirth in the next. In fact, the term may denote one of six intermediate (bardo) states: (a) birth (skye ba'i bar do); (b) dream (rmi lam gyi bar do); (c) meditative concentration (bsam gten gyi bar do); (d) death ('chi ka'i bar do); (e) the afterdeath state of reality itself (chos nyi bar do, Skt: dharmata); and (f) rebirth or "becoming" (srid pa'i bar do). The bardo of birth includes all the experiences and actions of waking reality from birth until death; the bardo of dream includes all experiences and mental events during sleep; the bardo of meditative concentration includes all mental events and realizations experienced during meditation practice; the bardo of death includes all events during the process of dying and the moment of death; the afterdeath bardo of reality itself includes all the mental events experienced once one regains consciousness after death; and the bardo of rebirth includes all the experiences involved in seeking an appropriate next birth. 4 The bardo of rebirth ceases with the bardo of birth, and the cycle begins again. Enlightened Ways of Dying Navigating the Journey to the Next Life A s DEATH approaches, the dying person is encouraged to reflect on the impermanent, suffering, selfless nature of the mind and all other composite phenomena, as described in the early Buddhist texts. In addition, a person who is sufficiently trained will meditate on the luminous, empty, knowing nature ofthe mind, as described in the Mahayana texts, and be prepared to recognize the clear light nature of the mind when it appears in the afterdeath state. In the Tibetan tradition, a practitioner will also have received instructions and training on the stages of the dying process and how to recognize the physiological, psychological, and VIsIOnary indicators that occur at each stage. If the practitioner has rehearsed these practices and become thoroughly familiar with the stages of dying, it is possible not only to avoid unfortunate "migrations" after death, but also to achieve high spiritual realizations, including enlightenment, during the stages of the dying process and the intermediate state. Tibetan medical lore explains how to determine the time of death by analyzing the urine of the critically ill patient and by reading the death pulse (Donden, 1986, pp. 99-101, 104- 105). Of the four medical tantras, the second describes the signs of death in detail (p. 18). A composite of gross and subtle winds (bar do rlung lus, Skt: antarabhavayukaya) is said to continue during the intermediate state after death. Death is regarded as a process rather than a unitary event. The subtle winds and subtle body that continue after physical death are the basis for the only semblance of identity that survives an individual's death. In his translation of Padmasambhava's Book of Natural Liberation Through Understanding in the Between (Bar do thos grol), Thurman (1994) says: Western science holds that a "flatline" on the EEG means cessation of heartbeat and brain 156 The Internationaljournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, VoL 20 activity, and therefore represents death. The illusion of the subjective "!" in the individual consciousness, assumed by materialists to correspond with the presence of brain wave activity, should cease with the cessation of brain waves. Yet the picture of death as nothing in consciousness is not a scientific finding. It is a conceptual notion. There are many cases of people being revived after "flatlining" for some time, and they report intense subjective experiences. (p. 23) Thurman (1994) applies Pascal's wager: If there is nothing after death, well and good; if there is something, we will not regret being prepared for it. Karma is described by Thurman as a process of psychobiological evolution, and Buddhist practice as the evolutionary technology needed to die lucidly and then to skillfully traverse the intermediate state. Tibetan Funerary Practices A MONG BUDDHISTS, purifying the mind, absolving negative karma, creating positive karma, and loosening the bonds that bind an individual to the world are concerns not only for the living, but also for those in the intermediate state after death. The Liberation Through Hearing in the Bardo (Bar do thos grol), the well- known Tibetan instruction manual for guiding the dying through the bardo between death and rebirth, is often an integral part of funeral rituals. The text, attributed to Padmasambhava and discovered by Karma Lingpa (1326-1386), is an example ofthe hidden treasure text (gter ma) genre of literature associated with the Nyingma tradition. The text guides the dying in: (a) recognizing the fundamental clear light nature of the mind at the time of death; (b) recognizing the true nature of the wrathful and peaceful deities that appear; and (c) achieving liberation from rebirth. Just as a prisoner on death row may experience a spiritual breakthrough, the intensity of the experience of dying can serve as a catalyst for spiritual awakening. It is believed that a highly competent practitioner may even achieve enlightenment in the bardo. The Tibetan Buddhist tradition teaches that no matter how defiled one's ordinary consciousness may be, at its center lies a core ofluminosity-the potential to become a funy enlightened Buddha. To realize the luminous nature ofthe mind at the moment of death is itself a liberation from the delusions that obscure the true nature of the mind. The luminous, ultimately nonconceptual nature ofthe mind is also alluded to in early texts such as the Anguttara Nikaya. Although this understanding may also be developed through meditation practice while one is alive, the dying process presents an ideal opportunity to discover the clear light nature of the mind-the primary identifying aspect of all sentient beings. Without proper preparation, an individual is propelled after death into a new rebirth totally at the mercy of karma and delusion. Therefore, practitioners make efforts to gain control ofthe mind and train in navigating the stages of dying beforehand so as to remain calm and aware during the "journey" and achieve a desirable rebirth. Actual practices vary according to the individual and the lineage. If a person has been a practitioner of a particular meditational deity (yi dam) or lineage of transmission, it is common to incorporate that practice and lineage into funeral proceedings. The goal is to achieve enlightenment "in this life, in this very body," but in case one is not able to accomplish this goal there still remains the opportunity to direct one's consciousness to a Pure Land after death. An extremely proficient adept can effect rebirth in a Pure Land even without experiencing the bardo. Such adepts are said to be "deathless"; the coarse physical body transforms into a pure rainbow body and leaves no corpse behind. When this occurs, rainbows appear in the clear blue sky and the practitioner's hair and fingernails are all that is left behind in the meditation cell. Reports of such phenomena are not uncommon in Tibetan cultural lore. Phowu: Transference of Consciousness T HE UNIQUELY Tibetan meditation practice known as phowa, "transference of consciousness," is a means of preparing for the journey to the next rebirth. By learning to control the winds of the body and consciously direct them through the psychic channels, practitioners also learn to successfully guide their consciousness from this life to a rebirth in a Pure Land at the moment of death. For one sufficiently trained in phowa, death is the culmination of the practice. Not only can one avoid an unfortunate future rebirth, but a competent phowa practitioner is able to collect the 84,000 winds of the body into Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 157 the central psychic channel and direct the subtle mind to a rebirth in a "fortunate migration" or a Pure Land. The Yoga of Consciousness Transference text by Tsechokling Yeshe Gyaltsen, the guru of the eighth Dalai Lama, describes a phowa practice that focuses on Maitreya Buddha "wherein all energies of the body are withdrawn just as at the time of death and a meditational experience equivalent to death is aroused" (Mullin, 1998, p. 175). The practice preliminaries include the elimination of non virtuous mental states and the cultivation of virtuous ones by: (a) generating bodhicitta, the enlightened attitude of wishing to achieve the state of perfect Buddhahood in order to liberate all sentient beings from suffering; (b) accumulating merit; (c) meditating repeatedly on bodhicitta; (d) eliminating negativity through purification practices; and (e) aspiring never to become separated from bodhicitta (Mullin, 1998, p. 177). In the actual practice session, one first visualizes Maitreya Buddha in T u ~ ; i t a Pure Land, surrounded by countless bodhisattvas, and then invokes him to manifest at the place of practice. Next, one recites liturgies of offering, purification, invocation, and dedication, and visualizes a nectar of purification and blessings streaming from Maitreya into oneself. One visualizes blocking the subsidiary pathways ofthe body and invites Maitreya to the crown of one's head. Concentrating on a drop of light in the central energy channel as being in the nature of one's own mind, one invokes Maitreya, who fills the central channel with brilliant light. One then repeatedly visualizes the light drop at one's heart, along with the vital energies, shooting up until it reaches the crown aperture and descending. In order to achieve the signs of perfect accomplishment, the practitioner must bear in mind the illusory nature of the practitioner, the consciousness, and the process of transference-the emptiness of "the three circles" (Mullin, 1998, pp. 181-187). As the actual time of death approaches, one accumulates merit by giving away all one's possessions and then, lying on the right side in the "lion posture," begins the practice. Great care must be taken in the practice of ph ow a, however, to ensure that one's consciousness does not accidently leave the body before one's lifespan is exhausted. Because the practitioner is consciously identifying with the meditational deity, to eject the consciousness from the body and die prematurely is not only equivalent to suicide-a serious ethical transgression-but also slays the deity that is the object of identification. It is a widely shared value that Dharma practitioners should attempt to prolong their lives in order to fulfill their spiritual objectives. Long life empowerments (tse dbang) are among the numerous ritual enactments to prevent untimely death and prolong life. Collectively, these practices are designed to "cheat death" (Padmasambhava, 1998, pp. 196-197). Chi): Deconstructing the Illusory Self T HE MAHAYANA teachings emphasize compassion, bodhicitta, and meditation techniques that erode the self-cherishing attitude. One well- known practice for eradicating self-cherishing and perfecting the virtue of generosity is cho, or "cutting through." In this practice, one visualizes cutting off one's limbs and other body parts, and symbolically offering them to hungry ghosts and other beings in need: The Chad [cho] rites were reputed to have been begun in the eleventh century by the Tibetan female mystic, Machig Labdron. In the myth surrounding her life, a male yogi in India transferred his consciousness into the body of a female foetus in Tibet and she was born with miraculous powers. It was during her reading of the Prajfiiiparamita that she achieved insight pertaining to the emptiness of all things, and developed the practice which uses visualizations of demons to overcome fears and dispel the notion of a belief in a "self." In the practice, the meditator beats the rhythm of the chant with a large hand-held drum and simultaneously rings a bell, which is said to represent the feminine. At intervals a thigh bone trumpet is blown to summon the demons to a feast of the meditator's ego. (Campbell, 1996, p. 209) The practice aims at cutting through the delusions of the mind, particularly attachment to the body and the illusion of an independent self. The practice of cho that developed in Tibet has its roots in early Buddhist texts, specifically the Jataka tales, the past life legends about Buddha Sakyamuni. In a past life as a bodhisattva, the Buddha is believed to have cut off the flesh from his own thigh and given it to a hungry tigress to 158 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 save her and her cubs from starvation. N amo Buddha, the sacred site in Nepal that commemorates this compassionate deed, is a popular destination for Buddhist pilgrims from around the world even today. In one of the few academic studies of eha, Gyatso (1985) traces the practice to four main Indian sources: Aryadeva's Tsigs bead, Naro's Ro sfioms, Orgyan's 'Khrul geod, and especially Phadampa Sangye's Zi byed (p. 325). The practice is traditionally linked with the Prajfiaparamita tradition, wherein offering one's body to sentient beings is extolled as an ideal practice of generosity (Skt: oonapliramita), and generally features Vajrayogini or another female deity or Qiikini. Codified by the Tibetan yogin Machig Labdron (Ma geig lab kyi sgron ma, 1055-1143), eha is a method for severing the tendency to cling to the body and the illusion of self (Powers, 1995, pp.370-374): Through offering up one's body-the focal point of physical attachments-one undermines the tendency to reify such dichotomies as subject and object, self and others, and conventional ideas of good and evil. Thus one recognizes that one's fears are only the result of mental afflictions, which themselves are empty of inherent existence. In order to confront them directly, a cho practitioner enacts a complex drama consisting of visualizations, rituals, and prayers in which deities and demons are initially conjured up, but later found to be insubstantial, utterly lacking inherent existence, and products ofthe mind. (p. 371) Machig's birth narrative recounts her previous life as a brahmin dialectician in India. Advised by a Qiikini to flee his opponents, the purified consciousness abandons the male brahmin body in a cave near Var3J;lasi and takes birth as Machig in Tibet. From early childhood, Machig gains renown as a yogin and eventually becomes the progenitor of the deconstructionist eha rite. As Powers (1995) notes, she "holds the distinction of being the only Tibetan lama whose teachings were transmitted to India" (p. 374). Guru, Deity, and Self T HE TANTRIC path speaks about one's mind becoming inseparable from the mind of the guru and the meditational deity. In the orthodox Buddhist context this is not possible, since each individuated mental continuum evolves independently toward its own liberation or enlightenment. Individual mind streams do not simply conjoin. The statement that "one's mind becomes inseparable from the mind of the guru" therefore represents a conundrum. The most common interpretation is figurative: One's mind becomes enlightened just like the mind of the guru. Because the mind is by nature empty, all sentient beings have Buddha nature, the potential for enlightenment. Because one's mind is empty by nature, one can realize the guru's enlightened state. The Tantric meditations use procreative metaphors to symbolize transformation: the divine conjugal couple as the parents, the mroyjala of the deity as the environment, the womb as the genetrix, and the practitioner as the embryo of enlightenment (Stablein, 1980, pp. 213-226). The Tantric meditations also speak about "generating the pride of being the deity," that is, pride in the visualization of oneself as inseparable from the meditational deity (yidam): Avalokitesvara, MafijtiSri, Vajrapfu;1i, Tara, and others. This identification of oneself with a meditational deity-selected from an infinite number of different manifestations of enlightenment-is not merely symbolic. One takes pride in actually "being" the deity, manifesting all that being's enlightened qualities: compassion, wisdom, power, enlightened activity, and so forth. Since enlightened beings are also individuated, each one being the result of a long process of evolution, the identification of the practitioner with the deity is similarly problematic. In order to be consistent with the Mahayana hermeneutical framework, the identification must, again, be taken figuratively, that is, by juxtaposing the obscured mental continuum of the ordinary being and the unobscured enlightened awareness of the enlightened being. Relaxing identifications: Self as Metaphor T HE BUDDHIST literature that was transmitted to Tibet included extensive discussions on the nature of the self. Misconceptions about the self are among the three fundamental misconceptions that lie at the root of all afflictions: (a) viewing what is impermanent as permanent; (b) viewing what is undesirable as Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 159 desirable; and (c) viewing what is selfless as having self. Clinging to the self is integrally linked with grasping at permanence, and both are causes of suffering. The identities we take from life to life are illusory and the images we have of ourselves are mere projections. Identifying strongly with these ephemeral identities is a source of great suffering and confusion, particularly when they shatter at the time of death. The existence of a person does not require that all five of the psychophysical aggregates (Skt: skandhas) be present, but can be imputed on the basis of one or more of the aggregates: form, feeling, perception, karmic formation, and consciousness. For example, a being in the formless realm who possesses only the aggregate of consciousness may be imputed to exist on the basis of just that one aggregate. Existent objects, including persons, are necessarily the objects of a perceiving consciousness. The existence of a person, therefore, is imputed to exist by a perceiving consciousness that cognizes one or more of the five aggregates, for example, seeing the person's form or hearing the person's voice. It is not necessary to perceive an the aggregates of a person to generate a valid cognition ofthe person; one may validly infer the presence of a person by hearing the person's familiar voice or seeing the person's form. Mahayana texts explain that the theory of selflessness applies not only to persons, but to all composite phenomena. This view is not limited to Mahayana, for the three characteristics of all phenomena are dissatisfaction (Skt: dukkha), impermanence (Skt: anitya), and selflessness (Skt: anatman). Like persons, the other "things" of everyday experience also exist as conventional realities which lack inherent reality. "I," "self," and "person" are mere labels; upon analysis, no ultimate referent can be found. The doctrine of selflessness does not mean that persons do not exist but only that permanent, partless, independent persons do not exist (Perdue, 1992, p. 364). Ultimately, in the Prasangika Madhyamaka definition, "self' denotes inherent existence. Hopkins (1983) enumerates seventeen synonyms of self in this sense: true existence, ultimate existence, substantial existence, objective existence, and so forth (p. 36). Even nonexistent phenomena are said to be selfless, for a self cannot be found anywhere. In the Collected Topics (bsDus grva), the logic primer used in the monastic universities of Tibet, the five psychophysical aggregates (Skt: skandhas) constitute the basis of designation of the person, but the five aggregates are also said to include all impermanent ("functional") phenomena. Impermanent phenomena that do not belong to the categories of form, feeling, discrimination, or consciousness are subsumed in the remaining category, compositional factor. Functional phenomena such as time, directional space, karma, sal?1sara, and persons belong to this category. On the basis of the aggregates, a person can be imputed to exist; without at least one ofthe aggregates (for example, consciousness), a person cannot be imputed to exist. If a person's consciousness can be shown to survive death, it can be concluded that a conventionally operative "person" survives death, even though it will no longer have the same identity as while alive. In addition to the standard Buddhist description of the nature of self and selflessness, Tibetan scholars analyze the self in accordance with the Mahayana doctrine of the two truths. The selfis a functional phenomenon that, like all phenomena, exists at the conventional level of truth, but is empty of true existence at the ultimate level. Conventional and ultimate levels of truth are mutually entailing in the same way that dependent arising (Skt: pratityasamutpada) and emptiness are mutually entailing. That is, each existent (to take the classic example, a vase) is empty and each has its specific emptiness (e.g., the emptiness of the vase). Even permanent phenomena can be termed dependent arisings, in the sense that they arise in dependence on their parts or in dependence on a consciousness that conceives them (Hopkins, 1983, p. 432). The nature of the self is explained in terms of two distorted attitudes to be eliminated: self- cherishing and self-grasping. Self-cherishing denotes cherishing oneself more than others; self- grasping denotes grasping at oneself as being truly existent. The conventional antidotes to self- cherishing are loving kindness and compassion- cherishing others more than oneself. The ultimate antidote to self-cherishing is bodhicitta, the enlightened attitude of wishing to achieve the state of perfect Buddhahood in order to liberate all sentient beings from suffering. The conventional antidote to self-grasping is 160 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 meditation on impermanence-realizing the fragile, fleeting nature of one's own existence. The ultimate antidote to self-grasping is the wisdom (Skt: prajfiii) that directly understands the emptiness (Skt: sunyatii) of all phenomena. This is an awareness of things "as they are," without false projections such as "I," "me," and "mine." The self is mistakenly perceived by ordinary beings as being truly existent, even though it exists in dependence on the five aggregates. 5 Further, the five aggregates are mistakenly perceived to truly exist, even though they exist on the basis of their constituent parts ("bases of imputation"). This imputed existence (Skt: prajiiaptisat) is then misinterpreted as true existence. 6 Once the practitioner eliminates the misconception ofthe self as existing independently of its bases of imputation, ignorance or "unknowing" (Skt: avidya )-the root of all other delusions-is eradicated. When ignorance is eradicated, the first link in the chain of dependent arising that binds beings within saJ?1sara is simultaneously destroyed. Nagarjuna (2ndl3rd c.) expresses it this way: Having seen thus the aggregates as untrue, The conception of I is abandoned, And due to abandoning the conception of I The aggregates arise no more. (In Hopkins, 1998, p. 97) When the aggregates are no longer conceived as being truly existent, there is no self in which suffering can inhere, hence liberation from suffering is achieved. Persons, Bodhisattvas, and Buddhas A FURTHER TOPIC to consider is what death means to a bodhisattva or a Buddha. Do bodhisattvas and Buddhas die like ordinary mortals or are they beyond death? What does death mean for an embodied Buddha such as Sakyamuni who has transcended conceptual thought? What does it mean for a bodhisattva who willingly defers liberation for the good of the world? Does the bodhisattva ideal contribute to the illusion of self or undermine it? To strive for Buddhahood requires not only much dedication and conviction, but also tremendous self- confidence, even pride: the aspirant must vow "to liberate aU beings without exception, and to take the responsibility for establishing each and every one in the state of perfect Buddhahood." Is the wish to liberate all living beings a form of self- sacrifice or is it, as Trungpa Rinpoche reportedly once said, "the biggest ego trip that ever happened?" In the early Buddhist texts, a Buddha like Sakyamuni is portrayed as an ordinary human being who, through diligent practice, achieves the state of nirvii/Ja and passes away ("enters paranirvii/Ja"), more or less like any other person, although perhaps with more equanimity and wisdom. Prior to enlightenment, a bodhisattva is a selfless practitioner who aims at liberating all sentient beings, but is otherwise vulnerable to death and rebirth, just like everyone else. As the Mahayana teachings evolved, these concepts began to change as the Buddhas and bodhisattvas progressively assumed more mythic proportions. Even in pre-Mahayana texts, a practitioner who successfully attains the state of a fully enlightened Buddha is no longer subject to birth and death and is therefore liberated from cyclic existence (saJ?1sara). The Mahayana texts explicitly state that one who has achieved the status of a bodhisattva has also achieved the power to determine one's future rebirth. Unlike ordinary beings who are "thrown" to the next rebirth "at the mercy of karma and delusion," a bodhisattva achieves the power to emanate multiple bodies in multiple world systems in order to benefit sentient beings. The motivating force behind the bodhisattva's endeavors is not pride or egotism, but boundless compassion. In Tibet, the belief in the bodhisattvas' power to reincarnate intentionally became institutionalized in the tulku system, in which reincarnate lamas are recognized in childhood, revered as being the reembodiments of specific highly realized practitioners, and singled out for special treatment and education. The word "tulku" is the Tibetan translation of the Sanskrit word "nirmf1l:duiya," signifying the emanation body in the trikaya theory of the Buddha. The oldest tulku lineage, that ofthe Karmapas, began with Tusum Khyenpa (1110-1193) and continues until the present, with the 17th Karmapa, U gyen Trinley Dorje, who recently escaped Chinese domination and defected to India. Unlike the bodhisattvas who intentionally take rebirth in saJ?1sara to benefit sentient Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 161 beings, Buddhas are viewed as perfectly enlightened beings who benefit sentient beings through methods that do not necessarily require taking an ordinary birth. For this reason, the texts refer to the ultimate attainment of Buddha hood as achieving "the deathless dharmakaya" (formless, enlightened wisdom aspect ofthe Buddha). These various identities and permutations within the different Buddhist traditions are, like all phenomena, ultimately devoid of abiding identity. Whereas the enlightened awareness of a Buddha is permanent, the Buddhas, bodhisattvas, arhats, and ordinary beings alike are identity-less, operating on a ceaselessly changing, conventional level of reality. Even the bodhisattva who is recognized as the reembodiment of a spiritual adept, manifesting the predispositions of an earlier incarnation, represents simply another phase in a continuous series of conventional identities. Consciously Dying T HE TIBETAN Buddhist tradition has developed a panopoly of methods to cultivate conscious dying. By training in mental discipline, practitioners learn to control their various levels of conscious awareness and reach a point where it is even possible to separate the gross and subtle levels of the mind and the body. Proficiency in controlling the levels of consciousness is specifically useful during the dying process. For this reason, the experience of dying is simulated and rehearsed in meditation practice. Learning to recognize the "clear and knowing" nature ofthe mind enables a practitioner to understand the mind not only while living, but also, and more importantly, while dying, and during the critical junctures between life, death, and rebirth. The preliminaries for conscious dying include a series of reflections on the nature of death, its implications, and its inevitability (Coberly, 2001; Mullin, 1998, pp. 54-58). Meditating on death, one first reflects on the fact that death is definite, by considering that: (a) death comes to everyone; (b) the lifespan is constantly diminishing and cannot be extended indefinitely; and (c) while one is alive, little time is spent on mental cultivation. In the second part of the meditation, one reflects on the fact that the time of death is indefinite, by considering that: (a) the human lifespan is uncertain; (b) the causes of death are many and the conditions for supporting life are few; and (c) the body is very fragile. In the last part of the meditation, one reflects on the fact that at the time of death, only mental cultivation is of benefit, by considering that: (a) friends and relatives are of no further use; (b) possessions are of no further use; and (c) one's body is of no further use. Serious reflection on these topics can motivate a person to abandon worldly concerns and concentrate intensively on spiritual practice. Another method of meditating on death is to visualize the dissolution of the elements of the body and mind that occurs during the stages of dying (Coberly, 2001; Lati Rinpochay & Hopkins, 1979, pp. 32-48). The dissolution ofthe elements of the mind and body (earth, water, fire, wind, and consciousness) occurs in conjunction with the dissolution of the five aggregates, accompanied by specific physical, external, and internal signs. For example, as the earth element, representing the form aggregate, dissolves, the most solid constituents of the body (bones, teeth, and nails) begin to disintegrate, and the body feels weak and heavy; internally, one feels depressed and sees a mirage-like appearance. In this way, a practitioner meditates on each ofthe signs that appear as all of the subsequent elements dissolve in sequence: earth, water, fire, and wind. Next, consciousness dissolves in three stages: the consciousness of white appearance, the consciousness of red increase, and the consciousness of black appearance. As the last ofthese dissolves, the clear light of death appears. The luminous refractions in rainbow colors represent the six realms of rebirth: white for the god realm, green for the demigod realm, yellow for the human realm, blue for the animal realm, red for the hungry ghost realm, and black for the hell realm. At this point, the consciousness of most beings takes rebirth, impelled to one realm or another by familiar longings and projections. A uniquely Tibetan method of death meditation, mentioned earlier, is cho (chad), "cutting through." Other examples are the visualization techniques described in the Tantric texts transmitted from India and still practiced in the Tibetan tradition today. Through meditative experience, imagining oneselfto be an enlightened being, the developing stage of Tantric practice aims at purifYing birth, death, and the intermediate state between death and rebirth (Guenther, 1986, p. 44). The visualization of meditational deities, female and male, consciously and continuously 162 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 during these critical stages has the effect of eliminating unproductive and unwholesome states of consciousness, or "impure manifestations." In this way, "death is not a passage into nothingness, but a way of existing as an end attained; everything that has prevented authentic being, has 'died'" (Guenther, 1986, p. 45, n. 5). During the intermediate state, the aim is to be completely aware when death occurs and to recognize the clear light nature of consciousness when it appears, without fear or distraction. The process of purification and attunement that occurs when one remains alert and fully mindful of the clear light nature ofthe mind during the bardo is an opportunity for successive levels of realization, even liberation. Just as during the dream state between sleep and wakefulness (rmi lam bar do), the subtle consciousness is said to "ride" on a subtle body. Because this state is an opportunity to recognize the "indivisibility of motility and mentality," that is, the changing nature of consciousness, Guenther (1986) calls it an "intermediate state of possibilities" (pp. 83-86). It is not that these subtle states of consciousness are not present during ordinary waking life, it is just that most people are so absorbed with grosser levels of consciousness that they remain unaware ofthem. However, after the gross body disintegrates, along with the grosser levels of consciousness, most people have an increased opportunity to become more aware of these subtle levels of consciousness. Unfortunately, unless people have familiarized themselves with these more subtle levels of consciousness through meditation practice, they will be unable to recognize and work with them during the intermediate state and the opportunities presented at death will be wasted. Person.al Identity in the Mterdeath State Bardo: Between Death and Rebirth A CCORDING TO the historical overview of the bardo by Cuevas (1999), the concept of an intermediate state (Skt: antarabhava) that was originally presented in the Abhidharma literature, especially that of the Sarvastivada school, referred specifically to the intermediate state between death and rebirth (pp. 2-6). In the Abhidharmakosabhar;yam, Vasubhandu (1988) cites mention of the antarabhava as one of seven possible existences (Skt: bhava) mentioned in the Saptabhavasutra, as an incipient being in the Asvalayanasutra (vol. 2, pp. 386, n. 500) and as one type of anllgamin ("non-returner") mentioned in various texts in the Pali canon: The Blessed One teaches that there are five types of Anagamins: one who obtains Nirv8J;la in an intermediate existence (antaraparinirvayin), one who obtains Nirv8J;la as soon as he is reborn (upapadyaparinirvayin),onewhoobtainsNirv3i;la without effort (anabhisaT{tskfiraparinirvayin), one who obtains Nirv8J;la by means of effort (abhisaT{tskfiraparinirvayin), and one who obtains Nirv8J;la by going higher (urdvasrotas). (vol. 2, p. 386, n. 507) A classification of three types of antaraparinirvilyin by duration and place appears in both Pa1i and Sanskrit texts (vol. 2, pp. 386, n. 507). The Marasfltra mentions the case of a negative spirit (Skt: mara) named DUin who, because of his grave transgressions, was reborn immediately in hell without any intermediate (antara) dwelling (vasa) (vol. 2, p. 389). In time, the concept of an intermediate state (bardo; Skt: antarabhava) became elaborated into four stages: (a) birth, (b) life, (c) death, and (d) the interval between death and rebirth. Three ofthese stages gradually became identified with the three bodies (Skt: trikaya) of a Buddha: dharmakaya, sambhogakaya, and nirmanakaya. By understanding the nature of one's own mind as the union of clear light and emptiness, one recognizes the clear light of death as the dharmakaya, or "truth body." By consciously directing the visions and experiences of the intermediate state, one transforms the bardo into the sambhogakaya, or "enjoyment body." And by consciously directing the rebirth process, one transforms birth into the nirmanakaya, or "emanation body" (Powers, 1995, p. 289). The synthesis thus represents an integration of the ordinary processes of death, intermediate state, and rebirth with the generation and completion stages ofTantric practice. Through the practice of "deity yoga," visualizing oneself in the aspect of an enlightened being, one simulates the state of enlightenment. In this way, the adept becomes skilled at closing the door to further rebirth, a practice known as "obstructing the bardo." At the same time, the practice of assuming an alternative, enlightened identity undermines the individual's allegiance to accustomed mistaken Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 163 identifications. By extension, the practice undercuts the individual's customary perceptions of reality in toto. The eleventh-century Indian master Naropa (1016-1100) innovatively drew correlations between several sets of three. He relates hfe, death, and rebirth to the trikaya doctrine, to the three levels of practitioners (dull, medium, and sharp), and to the visions that appear to the dying, in what has become a standard Tantric practice formula in the New Translation Schools of Buddhism in Tibet. Naropa's Tibetan disciple Marpa Lotsawa (Rje btsun lho brag pa, 1012- 1097) further developed this schema by integrating a three-fold doxographical formulation of the bardo into foundation (correct view of emptiness), path (practice method), and fruit (attainment of enlightenment). Marpa's disciple Milarepa (Mi la ras pa, 1040-1123) further elaborated these ideas in The Song of the Golden Rosary. Building on the ideas of Milarepa and others, Yangonpa (Yang dgon pa) arrived at a modified list of six bardos, namely: (a) the natural state; (b) ripening from birth to death; (c) meditative stabilization; (d) karmic latencies and dreams; (e) dying; and (f) becoming. The ultimate objective of the practice is to utilize the stages in the process of dying and becoming to achieve realization and avoid rebirth. The "bardo of reality itself' (chos nyid bar do) began to appear in the twelfth century, apparently derived from the Nyingma (rNying ma) tradition. Grasping is said to be the root cause of continual rebirth in cyclic existence. Two types of grasping are elucidated by the Mahayana tradition: grasping at persons (the "self') and grasping at phenomena as being truly existent, although they are not. To counteract grasping, the Buddha taught the impermanent, unsatisfying, illusory nature of self and phenomena. He taught that all phenomena are empty like foam, water bubbles, mirages, echoes, plantain trees, dreams, reflections in a mirror, and conjurers' tricks. Other means of counteracting grasping at personal identity are found in the visualization practices taught in the Vajrayana tradition. Here, one imagines oneself in the form of an enlightened being (the yidam, or meditational "deity") in a completely pure realm surrounded by other similarly enlightened beings. This type of visualization practice is taught as a means to cut through the habitual tendency to grasp at the perception of a substantial self. Because it accustoms the individual to a different mode of perception and engenders an awareness of the arbitrary and flexible nature of personal identifications, it is recommended in preparation for death: If you gain realization in this practice of the pure body, then during the transitional process following death, it is certain that you will be liberated. It is best if you can be liberated when the peaceful emanations arise and, if not then, when the wrathful appearances arise. CPadmasambhava, 1998, pp. 149-150) To visualize oneself in the form of a meditational deity removes all fear when the peaceful and wrathful archetypes of enlightened mind appear in the bardo. Further, by identifying with the form and enlightened qualities ofthe deity at all times, one actualizes or "becomes" the deity.7 Through a process of simulation, one's ordinary identity and environment become transformed into an enlightened identity and pure environment. Ordinary deluded pride based on self-cherishing and grasping is replaced by the pride of being the deity, based on compassion and the wisdom which directly realizes emptiness. The Profound Dharma of the Natural Liberation Through Contemplating the Peaceful and Wrathful: Stage of Completion Instructions on the Six Bardos, a treasure text (gter ma) attributed to Padmasambhava and discovered by Karma Lingpa (Kar magling pa, 14 c.), names the intermediate states slightly differently than Yangonpa does. s It also lists them in a different order as the bardos of (a) living, (b) dreaming, (c) meditative stabilization, (d) dying, (e) reality itself, and (f) becoming. Yangonpa's description of the bardo of the natural state is roughly equivalent to Padmasambhava's bardo of reality itself. The following discussion will consider these six states one by one. The Bardo of Living T HERE ARE four contemplations that are fundamental for subduing one's mind and attaining liberation: (a) the preciousness and rarity of a human rebirth; (b) death and impermanence; (c) the sufferings of cyclic existence; and (d) the law of cause and effect (Padmasambhava, 1998, pp. 3-51; Dhargyey, 164 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 1974, pp. 39-97). These are known as "the four thoughts that turn one's mind to the Dharma." N ext, one settles into the posture with seven features, and rests the body, speech, and mind in their natural states. 9 While generating the pure motivation of wishing to achieve awakening for the good of all beings, an unwavering awareness that extends beyond the meditation session into the actions of everyday life is cultivated. Some meditation methods focus on a specific object, while others have no focus, like boundless space. Generally speaking, these approaches are typical of the Gelug (dGe lugs) and Nyingma schools, respectively. The Gelug school presents a gradual approach in which the mind is purified of delusion and eventually transformed into the perfectly enlightened knowing of a Buddha; the Nyingma presents a Ch'an Buddhist-like approach in which the mind is regarded as being primordially liberated and the Buddha nature (Skt: tathagatagarbha) as already manifest (Dhargyey, 1974, pp. 103,207). Both schools, and the Sakya (Sa skya) and Kagyu (bKa' brgyud) schools as well, turn their attention to meditation on the true nature of the mind itself. According to Gyatrul Rinpoche, a Nyingma lama, this naturally luminous awareness is "the cause of omniscience." awareness in question is simply natural, ordmary awareness without any type of modification, without any fabrication. It is without beginning; it is without birth remaining, or cessation. Failing to its nature, we enter into dualistic grasping, grasping onto ourselves, grasping onto others, grasping onto our own personal identity, grasping onto the identity of other phenomena. In this way we grasp onto that which is nonexistent as being existent. As a result of that, we continue to wander in the cycle of existence. (Dhargyey, 1974, p. 124) In the words ofPadmasambhava, this awareness is "inseparable clarity, awareness, and emptiness," "the stainless sole eye of primordial wisdom" (Dhargyey, 1974, p. 126). In this view, the present human life is the most precious window of opportunity for manifesting primordial wisdom. By transforming the bardos of living, dreaming, meditative stabilization, dying, reality itself, and becoming, those with sharp faculties are able to manifest enlightened, omniscient awareness in this very body, in this very life. Failing that, the bardo concept may still have practical value in facilitating a positive experience of dying. The Bardo of Dreaming
on dreaming go hand in hand
.wllth the mstructions on the illusory body, cultiVated through meditation during the daytime. Retreating into solitude and generating an altruistic motivation, one meditates on the mutable, illusory nature of one's body and all other appearances, and how grasping at these binds beings within cyclic existence. On the basis of this practice, called the "pure illusory body," one also trains in the practice of dream yoga. The first step in dream yoga is to begin seeing the phenomena of everyday waking reality, as well as the one perceiving them, as lacking in any essence and thus not different from a dream or an illusion. Next, one goes to bed in the evening and lies in the "lion posture,"lO while clearly visualizing oneself as one's preferred meditational deity (yidam). The immediate aim is to learn to recognize dream states for what they are, in anticipation of apprehending the intermediate state after death for what it is. A series of visualization exercises are employed to sharpen this awareness. For example, during the dream state, one may imagine jumping into a raging river, then experiencing it as bliss and emptiness. Understanding the illusory nature of the phenomena that appear in dreams, one practices transforming them-multiplying, collapsing, and changing them into various shapes and sizes. Progressively, as one continues to practice, a clear recognition of the dreamlike, illusory nature of all phenomena and all appearances, waking and sleeping, occurs. Central to the practice of dream yoga is vivid visualization on the clear light that appears as one falls asleep, until eventually the clear light dawns naturally, clear and empty, during the dream state: To apprehend the clear light in the nature of reality-itself, you who nakedly identify awareness should position your body as before, subdue your awareness, and in vivid clarity and emptiness focus your awareness at your heart, and fall asleep. When your sleep is agitated, do not lose the sense of indivisible clarity and emptiness. When you are fast asleep, ifthe vivid, indivisibly clear and empty Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 165 light of deep sleep is recognized, the clear light is apprehended. (Dhargyey, 1974, p. 164) The clear light appears to all sentient beings at the time of death, but one must be skilled to recognize it for what it is. The clear light also appears at the junctures between wakefulness and sleep, and sleep and wakefulness; but again, one must be skilled in order to glimpse it (Varela, 1997, pp. 122-130): [The mind of clear light] manifests at periods when the grosser levels of consciousness cease either intentionally, as in profound states of meditation, or naturally, as in the process of death, going to sleep, ending a dream, fainting, and orgasm. Prior to its manifestation, there are several stages during which a practitioner experiences increasingly subtler levels of mind ... The winds (or currents of energy; rlung, prana) that serve as foundations for various levels of consciousness are gradually withdrawn, in the process of which one first has a visual experience of seeing an appearance like a mirage ... billowing smoke ... fireflies ... sputtering butter-lamp ... a steady candle flame. With the withdrawal of conceptual consciousnesses, a more dramatic phase begins, at which point profound levels of consciousness that are at the core of experience manifest. (Hopkins, 1992, p. 244) Even the interval between the cessation of one moment of consciousness and the arising of the next may be an opportunity for glimpsing the clear light. The identification of one's consciousness with the clear light totally supplants identification with ordinary personal identity. Thus dream yoga is an opportunity to rehearse recognizing the clear light that will appear during the bardo. Done well, with perfect wisdom and awareness, the identification of one's consciousness with the clear light will serve as a catalyst for the manifestation of the dharmakaya-the perfectly enlightened awareness of the Buddha one becomes. This obviously is the culmination ofthe practice: the "clear light natural liberation of delusion" (Padmasambhava, 1998, p. 168). One's usual deluded identification is replaced by a thoroughly awakened identification that is beyond the ability of ordinary consciousness to perceive. Whether achieved while awake, asleep, meditating, dreaming, or dying, the dharmakaya is at once an evolution of one's ordinary deluded stream of consciousness and an entirely new, omniscient state of awareness. The Bardo of Med.itative Stabilization A MONG THE five aggregates that comprise the Buddhist sense of self-identity, consciousness is unquestionably central. Consciousness, which is synonymous with awareness, is defined as "clear knowing." Thus, according to the teachings of Padmasambhava, to overcome the instinctive grasping at personal identity, it is necessary to relinquish grasping at awareness itself. This can be accomplished through practicing the bardo of meditative stabilization. No matter how profound the teachings or our realizations, there remains the possibility of pride and attachment, further obstacles to liberation. To prevent pride and attachment from arising, one must go beyond a merely intellectual understanding to a state of direct awareness. Gyatrul Rinpoche comments, "Just as a sword cannot cut itself, and the eye cannot see itself, we have been unable to recognize our own nature" (Padmasambhava, 1998, p. 172). This seems to point to a self-aware consciousness such as is posited by the Yogamra school, but Padmasambhava does not analyze it as such. In any case, the reference is to the unenlightened, untrained mind. It is through training the mind that one becomes aware of one's own mind. Questions about whether a separate consciousness is required to observe mental consciousness and whether the mind resembles a mirror that sees itself are not questions that concern contemplatives; for them, the goal is to go beyond conceptual thought, and experience is the only relevant teacher. The notion of going beyond conceptual thought is not limited to any particular Buddhist school, of course. For example, the rigorously analytical Gelug and Sakya schools acknowledge that direct insight into emptiness is a nonconceptual awareness. In these schools, practitioners on the ten bodhisattva stages from the Path of Insight until enlightenment meditate by alternating theoretical analysis of emptiness with calm abiding (Skt: samatha), using emptiness as the object of meditation. The meditation session begins with theoretical analysis of emptiness that continues until a very clear realization of emptiness IS gained. At that point, the 166 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 practitioner meditates single-pointedly on emptiness itself until meditative stabilization (Skt: samadhi) is achieved. When the power of concentration begins to decline after meditating for some time, the practitioner returns to analytical meditation focused on emptiness. In this way, the two practices are alternated- analysis of emptiness and unwavering concentration on emptiness-for the duration of the session. When the meditation session ends, an intellectual understanding of the empty nature of all phenomena is retained, ordinary phenomena continue to appear on the conventional level. In the postmeditation state, the practitioner accumulates merit through various other means; direct insight into emptiness (Skt: vipWyana) is achieved primarily through formal meditation practice. In Tibet, a doctrinal dispute developed between adherents of two different views of emptiness. The rang tong (rang stong, "self- empty") view, which is prevalent in the more analytical Gelug and Sakya schools, asserts the emptiness of all phenomenon, including emptiness, and denies the existence of an absolute reality. The zhen tong (gzhan stong, "other-empty") view, which is more prevalent in the Kagyu and Nyingma schools, asserts that the "other"-apparent reality-is empty, but there is an ultimate reality (Skt: buddhajiiiina) that truly exists. Adherents ofthe rang tong view interpret tathagatagarbha (Buddha nature) as the emptiness of inherent existence of the mental continuum that enables sentient beings to achieve enlightenment. The tathagatagarbha was taught for non-Buddhists and needs to be interpreted because, if it were taken literally, it would amount to the same thing as a soul (Williams, 1989, p. 106). Adherents of the zhen tong view take the tathagatagarbha teachings literally and accept the existence of an ultimate reality that exists inherently (Williams, 1989, p. 107). The fact that all beings have the tathagatagarbha means that they have the enlightened awareness of a Buddha, which is just temporarily obscured. When the obscurations are removed, the dharmakiiya is revealed; therefore, tathagatagarbha and dharmakaya are identical. While both approaches aim at nondual, nonconceptual awareness, their philosophical differences, especially their articulations of ultimate truth, have crystallized into what IS known as the rang tonglzhen tong debate. The Bardo of Dying F OR THOSE who have not had time to meditate or are not trained in the practices ofthe illusory body, dream yoga, and the clear light, Padmasambhava provided instructions on the bardo of dying. If one engages in the transference of consciousness before actual death has occurred, it is equivalent to committing suicide, therefore it is crucial to ascertain without doubt that death has occurred before phowa is begun. For a practitioner of deity yoga who practices identification with a yidam, to transfer the consciousness prematurely is said to be equivalent to murdering the deity. There are various means of "cheating death"-specific Buddhist practices for longevity such as saving animals' lives and the practices of Amitayus and White Tara-that may be attempted. If these are unsuccessful and death becomes certain, one prepares to experience the stages of dying as the gross body and mind disintegrate.l1 When the clear light of death appears, the gross self imputed to exist in dependence on the gross body and mind has disintegrated, and a subtle selfimputed to exist in dependence on the subtle energy-mind has taken its place (Varela, 1997, p. 125). The practice of phowa (transference of consciousness) begins with a review of the four thoughts that turn one's mind to the Dharma: the precious human rebirth, impermanence, suffering, and the law of cause and effect. After gaining clear insight into the defects of cyclic existence, one develops renunciation-the determination to be liberated from cyclic existence. Sitting in meditation posture, one then visualizes blocking the "apertures of cyclic existence" (anus, genital opening, urinary opening, navel, mouth, nostrils, eyes, and ears), departure through which results in rebirth within the six realms of cyclic existence. One visualizes a central psychic channel extending from below the navel to the crown chakra at the top of the head and flanked by subsidiary channels on the right and left. One then concentrates on forcefully drawing the winds and energies of the body up through the central psychic channel along with a radiant Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 167 white "drop" (Skt: bindu) in the nature of awareness, and directs them out through the Brahma aperture at the crown of the head. Except at the time of death, one then visualizes the white drop descending and coming to rest at a point below the navel. When it becomes clear that actual death is sure to soon occur, it is beneficial to first give away all one's possessions. Whether the generosity is actual or visualized, it creates merit and prevents attachment-the greatest hindrance at the time of death. In fact, objects of attachment or aversion are best removed from a dying person's room, lest they spark unwholesome mental states. Next, one regrets transgressions of the precepts and "restores" them through a ritual confession of faults. Then, sitting in meditation posture, if possible, or in the lion posture, if not, the practice of phowa is begun. One reflects: Now I am dying. So in general in the three realms of the cycle of existence and in particular in this degenerate era, I rejoice that I can transfer my consciousness while having the companionship of such profound instructions as these. Now I shall recognize the clear light of death as the Dharmakaya, I shall send out immeasurable emanations to train others according to their needs, and I must serve the needs of sentient beings until the cycle of existence is empty. (Padmasambhava, 1998, pp. 208-209) If the practice of phowa is successful, a drop of blood or lymph will appear at the crown of one's head. If the practice is not successful, one continues through the visualizations, either summoning the visualizations oneself or by having a spiritual mentor or friend recite the instructions in one's ear. If the clear light of death is recognized as inseparable from the clear light nature ofthe mind or dharmakaya, it is possible to become freed from rebirth once and for all, and to achieve either perfect enlightenment or rebirth in a Pure Land where enlightenment can be quickly attained. This is called "the meeting of the mother and child clear light," because it mixes the "mother" clear light of death with the "son" clear light which dawns, through meditation, during sleep and the waking state (Lati Rinpochay & Hopkins, 1979, pp. 47-48). If this highest "pristine dharmakaya transference of consciousness" is successful, it is confirmed by serene skies and a sustained physical radiance. If the dharmakaya transference is unsuccessful, one attempts the transference of the sambhogakaya ("enjoyment body"), the aspect of an enlightened being that manifests in a Pure Land. Sitting in meditation posture, if possible, one visualizes the meditational deity at the crown of the head and focuses single-pointedly on a white drop (Skt: bindu) or seed syllable at the base ofthe central psychic channel. As in the phowa meditation, the vital energies are driven up the central psychic channel to the crown aperture and absorbed into the heart of the meditational deity visualized there. If the transference is successful at death, one becomes a Buddha in sambhogakaya form, confirmed by the appearance of deities, rainbows, and relics. If the transference is not successful at the moment of death, one continues the practice during the intermediate state. If the sambhogakaya transference is unsuccessful, one attempts the transference of the nirmu:wkaya ("emanation body"), the aspect of an enlightened being that manifests in the desire realm, for example, in ordinary human form. Lying on one's right side, offerings of body, speech, and mind are made to the representation Buddha visualized in front of one. Such a visualization helps to break through the possessiveness that arises from a strong identification with one's ordinary body, speech, and mind. Imagining a red and a white drop in the central psychic channel, one pushes them forcefully upwards until they emerge from the left nostril and dissolve into the heart of the Buddha visualized in front. If the transference is successful, once death occurs one becomes a Buddha in nirmiilJ,akaya form, attested by the appearance of clouds and rainbows in auspicious shapes, and flowers falling from the sky. If the body is cremated, the skull remains undamaged. If the transference is not successful at the moment of death, one continues the practice during the intermediate state. The crown aperture is regarded as the pathway to the Pure Land, whether this be the Pure Land of Amitabha, another Buddha, or the r/iikin"is (enlightened beings in female form), and the departure of the consciousness from this aperture signals the achievement of liberation. 168 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Departure of the consciousness from the apertures in the upper part of the body is said to lead to fortunate "migrations," while departure from the lower apertures indicates rebirth in unfortunate states. Because one's state of mind, especially at the moment of death, is such a powerful indicator of one's immanent destiny, even beginning practitioners are advised to go for refuge (in the Buddha, Dharma, and Sangha), generate the bodhicitta, take precepts, and generate wholesome thoughts as death approaches. Mter a practitioner has died, a companion may even direct the deceased's attention to a Buddha on the crown of the head, touch the crown, or gently pull the hair at the crown aperture to nudge the consciousness toward a higher realm of rebirth. Reciting the names of the Buddhas (RatnaSikhin, Amitabha, etc.) and reading the Liberation Through Hearing (known as the Tibetan Book of the Dead) are also beneficial for helping a person in the bardo achieve liberation or a higher rebirth. The Bardo of Reality Itself T HE FIFTH intermediate state, the bardo of reality itself, is an opportunity to identify the nature of reality itself (Skt: dharmatii) and achieve the natural liberation of seeing. In the Nyingma tradition, this is understood as the practice of Dzogchen, "the Great Perfection." Dzogchen involves prescribed postures and gazes, awareness ofthe outer and inner "absolute natures" (apprehended as the cloudless sky and a lamp), and learning to hold, expel, and stabilize the vital energies ofthe body, aimed at realizing primordial wisdom. These practices cause four visions to arise: (a) the direct vision of reality itself; (b) progressing experience; (c) consummate awareness; and (d) extinction into reality itself (Lati Rinpochay & Hopkins, 1979, p. 243). Unlike the practices discussed earlier that employ extensive visualizations and recitations, these visions arise independently without ideation. Absolute nature refers to primordial wisdom: clear luminous awareness and emptiness. With practice, "bindus of the strand of one's own awareness" appear in the form of primordial wisdom, emanating lights and containing the five divine embodiments of Buddhas with their consorts. Stabilizing a vision of consummate awareness over time, one eventually emanates the sambhogakaya effortlessly. The "vision of extinction into reality itself' is the ultimate attainment achieved through the Tantric tradition of Dzogchen. Proponents assert that this culminating attainment is higher than what is possible in the slUra (non-Tantric) tradition, although the descriptions of omniscient Buddhahood ("knowing all that is, as it is") are identical both in Dzogchen and other Tantric traditions. The Bardo of Becoming T HE FINAL bardo, the bardo of becoming, is for those who have not succeeded in any of the preceding five transitional processes and are therefore subject to taking rebirth. After realizing oneself to be dead and wandering in the intermediate state, one visualizes arising in the form of a meditational deity in a pure Buddha realm where all beings are in the form of the deity and all sounds are the sound of the deity's mantra. Generating a visualization of oneself as the deity, as inthe generation stage of practice, one becomes a vidyadhara ("knowledge holder") in the form of one's yidam. By this practice, one erodes the illusion of a fixed personal identity and learns how to close the door to future rebirth in a womb. As a vidhyadhara, one can travel to any Pure Land or anywhere else. Padmasambhava's text describes several ways of "closing the entrance to the womb": (a) by becoming a divine embodiment; (b) by imagining your spiritual mentor with consort; (c) by the practice ofthe four blisses; (d) by the antidote of renunciation; (e) with the clear light; and (D with the illusory body (Lati Rinpochay & Hopkins, 1979, pp. 257-273). Due to habitual attachments to sexual desire, untrained sentient beings ordinarily and automatically gravitate to situations of sexual activity. One who will take rebirth as a female feels attracted to the male partner and one who will take rebirth as a male feels attracted to the female partner, and due to this sexual attraction one enters the womb of one's future rebirth. However, if one is consciously able to turn away from the womb and visualize oneself in the form of a meditational deity in union with the deity's consort instead, it is possible to "block the entrance to the womb," Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 169 meaning that one will not take rebirth in the ordinary way. Although rebirth may still occur, the practice sows the seeds for the achievement of siddhis (extraordinary accomplishments) both in the present and in future lifetimes, including the supreme siddhi of perfect enlightenment. The practices for closing the entrance to the womb are therefore one last opportunity for attaining realization and final awakening. Analyzing the Bardo T HE CONCEPT of a bardo being who traverses an . intermediary liminal stage between death and rebirth makes sense within a context that accepts karma and the recycling of consciousness as fundamentaL Although Theravada Buddhist adherents deny the existence of such an interval and insist that rebirth occurs the moment after death ("arising-citta immediately follows falling- away-citta"), Harvey (1995) finds evidence in the early texts to support the idea of an intermediate state (Pat;t;hana 1.312-13, in Harvey, 1995, p. 98). In a passage from the S a ~ y u t t a Nikaya, the Buddha refers to a time, fueled by craving, "when a being lays aside this body and is not arisen (Skt: anuppanno) in another body." Harvey shows that the time referred to here cannot be the period of gestation in the womb, because "arising" (Skt: anuppanno) can be distinguished from "becoming" (Skt: bhava), the condition for birth (Skt:jati) in the twelve links of dependent arising (Skt: pratityasamutpada), and therefore refers to conception (Harvey, 1995, p. 99). The Abhidharma literature of early Buddhism asserts that both the mind and body sense bases are present from the time of conception, and therefore conception is clearly the start of new life (Harvey, 1995, p. 99).12 The S a ~ y u t t a Nikaya passage leaves open the possibility of an interval between death and rebirth. Even if the bardo being is impervious to physical harm, Tibetan texts make it clear that the body of the deceased should not be disturbed, since to disturb the body can disrupt the consciousness. Unless the deceased has developed excellent powers of concentration and compassion while alive, this disturbance is likely to distract the mind and can arouse anger that will affect the consciousness adversely and negatively influence the being's future rebirth. Although the term "deceased" indicates that an individual is clinically dead, it should be understood that the consciousness, in this view, may continue to be active. A number of pertinent factors can affect a person's experiences not only at the time of death, but also in the bardo (if there is one), and in the next rebirth. For example: (a) the circumstances surrounding the death; (b) the person's level of mental development; (c) the person's actions in the present and previous lifetimes; (d) the quality of the last moment of consciousness; and (e) the environment surrounding the person during the transition from one life to the next all have an effect. Let us consider these factors one by one. First, the circumstances surrounding the death may be peaceful or traumatic. Many factors determine this, such as whether the death is timely or untimely, or the person is conscious or unconscious, or in pain or not in pain. The most favorable circumstances are a peaceful death that is the result of natural causes and takes place in a pleasant environment. The least favorable circumstances are a sudden violent death that occurs in an angry, fearful, or hateful atmosphere. Second, the person's level of mental development will determine what intellectual resources the person brings to the experience of dying. The level of mental development can also determine, at least in part, whether the person is conscious or unconscious in the moments leading up to death, and whether the person is mindful at the moment of death and during the transition to the next rebirth, if there is one. The optimum circumstance, from a Buddhist point of view, exists for the practitioner who has gained mastery over the mind, eliminated all negative mental factors, cultivated all positive mental factors, and is able to die consciously. The worst circumstance exists when a person has no control over the mind, is thus under the influence of negative emotions (whether conscious or unconscious), and therefore cannot help but generate thoughts of anger and hatred during the process of dying. From a Theravada Buddhist perspective, the skilled practitioner described here will become an arhat without remainder (Skt: nirupadhiSe:;;anirviiJ:w), that is, he or she will achieve liberation from rebirth and leave no aggregates behind. From a Mahayana perspective, the skilled practitioner will die peacefully and be able to concentrate on following the bright 170 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol 20 colored lights associated with the Buddhas, and as a result achieve either rebirth in a Pure Land or attain the perfect enlightenment of a Buddha. A Tibetan Buddhist practitioner can achieve this through such practices as phowa, cho, and various other Tantric practices. All Buddhist traditions agree that a person who has no control over the mind will take rebirth at the mercy of karma and the delusions present in the mind. The bardo texts further state that beings who are unaware or frightened by their experiences will naturally gravitate, in accordance with their karma, to the dun lights associated with the six realms of rebirth. Third, the person's actions in the present as well as in previous lifetimes will condition the experiences during the dying process and the bardo. A virtuous person will have accumulated the merit required to be reborn in a fortunate realm, whereas a nonvirtuous person will not have accumulated such merit, and will be reborn in an unfortunate realm. The strongest imprints on the mental continuum are said to ripen first and the imprints that are the most recent are likely to be the strongest. Fourth, the quality of the last moment of consciousness is said to be a decisive factor in determining the quality of the next rebirth. For example, even if the circumstances of death are unfavorable, the person's past actions have been generally negative, and the mind is untamed, there is still a possibility of generating a positive final moment of consciousness that could lead to a positive rebirth. Because each moment of consciousness is conditioned by the moments that have gone before it, the likelihood of an untrained, nonvirtuous person being able to generate a positive moment of consciousness at this critical juncture is extremely unlikely, especially when the death occurs under unfavorable circumstances, such as violence. Still, according to the texts and commentaries, there is a possibility. Finally, the environment surrounding a person facing death can have a powerful influence. Even a skilled practitioner with good karma who is dying a natural death under favorable conditions may experience an unwholesome moment of consciousness at the time of death, due to some unexpected negative circumstance. If a person has developed perfect concentration, completely eradicated all mental delusions, and developed all positive mental qualities, it is impossible for an unwholesome consciousness to arise, for the person is either an arhat or a Buddha and therefore not subject to rebirth, or a bodhisattva and therefore not subject to uncontrolled rebirth. A person who has not attained these qualities, however, is vulnerable to outside influences and it is possible that an unwholesome consciousness may arise. Even a highly skilled practitioner can conceivably be affected by anger, hatred, or desire in the immediate environment and may as a result generate an unfavorable last moment of consciousness. Similarly, a person who has negative karma and an uncontrolled, nonvirtuous mind is vulnerable to outside influences and it is possible that a wholesome consciousness may arise. For example, such a person could conceivably be affected by a calm, loving, and compassionate immediate environment that results in the generation of a positive state of mind at the moment of death. For this reason, Buddhists are concerned with creating a peaceful, loving environment for the dying. A teacher or spiritual friend may be invited to advise the dying person in accordance with the Buddha's teachings, and especially to remind the person that death and dissolution are inevitable for all living beings. Tibetan Buddhists may place images of enlightenment, such as Buddhas and bodhisattvas, within the dying person's range of vision. Family and friends who believe in the efficacy of merit will make offerings to monasteries and the Sangha, donate charity to the needy, chant siUras (scriptures) or prayers or the Buddha's name, and dedicate the merits of these practices to the dying or just deceased person. All these efforts are aimed at creating a favorable environment, accumulating positive karma, and nurturing a positive state of mind to ensure a favorable transition from this life to the next. Even those who are not convinced about the existence offuture lives, the efficacy of merit, the existence of the bardo, or the possibility of attaining higher rebirth and enlightenment generally feel that it is worthwhile to observe these traditions, just in case there may be some benefit. The result of these beliefs and practices is fulfilling, both personally and socially. For Death, Identity, and Enlightenment in Tibetan Culture 171 example, providing a serene environment for a dying trajectory brings a sense of peace and well- being not only to the dying person, but to the family and friends as well. To conduct one's life in accordance with Buddhist guidelines (e.g., engage in wholesome actions, avoid unwholesome ones, cultivate mental discipline, concentration, and compassion) helps to allay everyone's fears about a person's future after death and can put the mind in a positive frame at the moment of death. To engage in positive actions on behalf of the deceased-the practice of generosity, recitation of sfttras, and other meritorious actions-is psychologically beneficial for survivors, and helps to alleviate grief, a sense ofloss, or a sense of remorse. In this way, Buddhist beliefs and practices are of practical benefit for both the dying person and the family. As an added benefit, ifthere is a bardo, the deceased is in a position to negotiate it with maximum skill and benefit. And, if there is a future life, the deceased is more assured of a favorable one. Therefore, quite independently of its ontological status, the primary value ofthe bardo concept may be that it helps to facilitate a positive experience of dying. Notes 1. Italicized words in parentheses are Tibetan unless otherwise noted. 2. Samuel suggests that la (soul) and lha (deity) are related concepts that may have a common source, but according to my sources the two concepts are distinct. While there may be some overlap, la resembles a personal soul whereas lha is an external deity. 3. Birth from a womb is actually only one possible mode of birth mentioned in the Indo-Tibetan tradition, the others being birth from an egg, birth from warmth and moisture, and birth by miracle. 4. The bardos are described variously in a number of books. Tsele Natsok Rangdrol (1994) speaks of four bardos: the natural bardo of this life, the painful bardo of dying, the luminous bardo of the wisdom of great bliss (Skt: dharmata), and the karmic bardo of becoming. Thurman (1994, p. 35) reminds us that these Buddhist schemata of enumeration are heuristic devices. 5. The mistaken sense of a self may also arise in dependence on the six elements: earth, water, fire, wind, space, and consciousness, but the analysis of self in terms of the five aggregates is most common. 6. Here I use the term "true existence" rather than "inherent existence," since the Svatantrika-Madhyamaka school accepts the inherent existence of phenomena but, along with the Prasailgika Madhyamaka, does not accept true existence. 7. The term "deity" is a misnomer. The meditational deities (yidam) visualized in these practices are not denizens of the god realms, but fully enlightened beings such as Amitabha, Ratnasambhava, Hayagriva, Vajrapani, and Yamantaka, or bodhisattvas visualized as enlightened beings. 8. Zab chos zhi khro dgongs pa rang grollas rdzogs rim bar do drug gi khrid yig. Translated by B. 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Mter completing his studies at L'Ecole des Beaux-Arts of La Chaux- de-Fonds, he dedicated himself to engraving and painting. He has been honored with many awards-including the First Prize of the city of Geneva for watchmaking, jewelry design, and dia- mond-setting (1961); the First Prize ofla Palette Carougeoise (1977); and the 1st prize of Aart's Masters Paris Monaco (1996). In 1996 he became Associate Academician in Art at the International Academia Greci Marino. Augsburger's life has been sculpted by a constant drive to travel the world, which has filled him with humorous and poetic anecdotes; including that of a departure from Kenya when he had to pay a tax on his own paintings because, as the custom official declared, "You are taking with you the colors of my coun- try." He has also painted several murals abroad, at home, and on a boat: Mauritius Island, Tahiti, La Chaux-de-Fonds, Basel, and the Transoceanique boat "Le Rousseau." 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A book of essays, Naked at Gender Gap, was published by Birch Lane Press. A selection of his short stories, including "Ad Man Monk," was published in Tranquility Base and Other Stories by Fiction International. He has received several awards for his writing and his work has appeared in various anthologies. Author's address: Playboy, 680 N. Lake Shore Drive, Chicago, Illinois 60611, USA. Elias Capriles was born in 1948 in Caracas, Venezuela. Mter carrying out studies in several disciplines, he dropped out and went to the Indian subcontinent, where he did mind research, wrote on the subject, and ran "spiritual emergency" refuges. Since the mid-1970s he has studied Dzogchen with Thinle N orbu Rinpoche, Dudjom Rinpoche, Dilgo Khyentze Rinpoche, and Namkhai Norbu Rinpoche. From 1977 through 1982 he spent most of the time practicing the Dzogchen Upadesha in retreat in the Himalayas. While in retreat in the Himalayas, he also wrote a book of poetry. In 1983, he returned to Venezuela; then, in the mid-1980s, he invited Namkhai Norbu Rinpoche to Venezuela, as a result of which the Dzogchen Community was founded there. He has written on different subjects, including books and papers on Buddhism and Dzogchen, comparative religion, and the history of civilizations. In a series of other books and papers, Capriles has attempted to express the Dzogchen view in terms of Western philosophy (ontology, philosophy of mind, philosophy of history, philosophy of religion, aesthetics, political philosophy, economic philosophy, axiology, epistemology, philosophy of science), psychology, sociology, politics, and economics. Capriles is one of the three Venezuelans featured in La Philosophie en Amerique Latine (Que sais-je, Presses Universitaires de France); his works have The InternationalJournal of Transpersonal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20, 175-179 175 2001 by Panigada Press been published in South Arnerica, Spain, Italy, and most recently in Russia and the USA. Currently, he teaches and does research both as Chair of Eastern Studies and as a member of the Department of Philosophy at the University ofthe Andes (Merida, Venezuela); he has also taught Namkhai Norbu's gradual Buddhism-and- Dzogchen Santi Maha Sangha training in Peru, Venezuela, and Spain. Capriles has just finished a book in English (for which he is seeking a publisher) entitled The Unthinkable, Being, and the Gradation of Being: Dzogchen and Western Philosophy. Author's address: Apartado Postal 483, Merida 5101, Venezuela. E-mail: eliascapriles@latinmail.com Joachim Galuska, M.D., is a psychiatrist and. psychotherapist and serves as Medical Director of the Heiligenfeld psychotherapeutic hospital in Bad Kissingen, Germany. In 1990, he founded the hospital for psychosomatic diseases and psychiatric rehabilitation based upon holistic concepts, including meditation and transpersonal psychotherapy. The hospital has successfully grown over the years to over a hundred beds. In 1992, Galuska became the cofounder of SEN Germany, the spiritual emergency network in Germany. In 1995, he founded the German journal of transpersonal psychology and psychotherapy (Transpersonale Psychologie und Psychotherapie)- and he continues to serve as its coeditor. In 1999, Galuska became one ofthe cofounders of a German association for scientific exploration in the field of transpersonal psychology and psychotherapy, known as the "Deutsches Kollegium fUr Transpersonale Psychologie und Psychotherapie." Galuska's special interests include the field of transpersonal consciousness, clinical implications oftranspersonal theory, and practice and research in the field of meditation and spiritual emergencies. He has published several articles on such topics in Germany. Galuska is happily married and has two children who are his teachers and healers: Divina, seven years old, and Raphael, three years old. Author's address: Fachklinik Heiligenfeld, Euerdorfer Strasse 4-6,97688 Bad Kissingen, Germany. E-mail: info@heiligenfeld.de Website: www.heiligenfeld.de Herbert Guenther, Ph.D., D.Litt., was born in Bremen, Germany. He received his Ph.D. in In- dian Languages, Philosophy, and Literature from Munich University in 1939, and his Dr. phil.habil. from Vienna University. (This degree was neces- sary for being allowed to teach at German and Austrian universities: the so-called venia legendi.) In 1950 he moved to India to teach at the Univer- sity of Lucknow and at the Varanaseya Sanskrit Vishvavidyala at VaranasilBenares, where he was instrumental in introducing Tibetan studies on a nonsectarian basis. In 1964 Guenther was invited to Canad.a to chair the newly established (now defunct) Department of Far Eastern Studies at the University of Saskatchewan in Saskatoon. In 1966 he was visiting professor at Yale University. In 1983 he was the first scholar to be awarded the degree of D.Litt. from the University of Saskatchewan, from which he retired in 1984 as Professor Emeritus of Far Eastern Studies. In 1987 Guenther became the only non-Indian to receive a citation and a silver plaque and ceremo- nial scarf from the Anantajyoti-Vidyapith Academy at Lucknow for outstanding contribu- tions to Indian culture. In 1999 he was selected as "International Man of the Millennium" by the International Biographical Centre of Cambridge, England, in recognition of his services to educa- tion. He is also listed in Outstanding People of the 20th Century. Guenther continues research in his chosen field of interest. He is married, has two married daughters, one grandson, and two granddaughters, and lives with his wife in Saska- toon, Saskatchewan, Canada. Author's address: 1320 13th Street East, Saskatoon, Saskatchewan S7H OC6, Canada. Charles D. Laughlin, Ph.D., is an emeritus professor of anthropology and religion at Carleton University in Ottawa, Ontario, Canada. His undergraduate work was at San Francisco State College in philosophy and anthropology, and his graduate work in anthropology at the University of Oregon. During his first field.work among the So people of Northeastern Uganda, he came to the conclusion that all states of consciousness and all cultural conditioning involve changes in and development of neural structures. So as a postdoctoral student, he spent a year as senior fellow at the Institute of Neurological Sciences, University of Penn sylva- 176 The International Journal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 nia. learning his way around the brain. During this period he cofounded (with John McManus and Eugene G. d'Aquili) a school of anthropologi- cal theory called "biogenetic structuralism." Laughlin became interested in meditation and consciousness research in the 1970s and began researching Tibetan Buddhist techniques for driving extraordinary states of consciousness. He lived as a Buddhist monk for many years and traveled widely in India, Nepal, and Southeast Asia, living in monasteries and studying under various gurus. During this period he met other like-minded researchers and helped found the field of transpersonal anthropology. Somewhat later he did a stint as editor of Anthropology of Consciousness, the journal of the Society for the Anthropology of Consciousness. In the early 1990s he became interested in the philosophy and religion of the Navajo peoples of the American Southwest, and he has devoted a number of field trips to living with Navajo friends in an effort to understand the relationship between Navajo religious practices, states of consciousness, and the remarkable Navajo philosophy of wholeness. He is a fellow ofthe International Consciousness Research Laboratories (ICRL) group, and is the coauthor of Biogenetic Structuralism (1974), The Spectrum of Ritual (1979), and Brain, Symbol and Experience (1990), all published by Columbia University Press. Author's address: Department of Sociology and Anthropology, Carleton University, Ot- tawa, Ontario K1S 5B6, Canada. E-mail: claughlin9@aol.com Website: www.neurognosis.com Vassily Vassilievich Nalimov (1910-1997), D.Sc., Professor, a self-made person, Ugro-Finn by origin, managed not only to survive the gruelling regime ofthe Gulag (1936-1954)-when hell pursued people-but to oppose it by his "courage to be," his way of mind, and his devotion to the meanings which created his anarchistic personality: love for freedom and nonviolence. He insisted upon being a "free thinker" and proved it by the pioneer character of his works, both in science and philosophy. It was Nalimov, who by probabilistic inspiration, shifted the paradigm of cause-and-effect, revealing the continuity of meanings and the voice of eternity. He created a national school of mathematical methods of experimental design; formulated the conception of Scientometrics, including coining the very term; elaborated a probabilistically oriented model oflanguage, consciousness, and evolution viewed as a self-organization process; and elaborated the integrated world outlook based on Plato's philosophy. He made a critical analysis of modern science, raising the issue of what "scientific" means in modern science-which contains both rational and irrational elements within it. Nalimov's books were translated into several European languages; five of them were published in the USA, and two more were translated and kept as microfilm in the Library of Congress (USA). His name was in the list of "Citation Classics," due to his contribution to the application of mathematical statistics. Mathematics and philosophy for him were closely combined: Since his youth he had been convinced that philosophic comprehension ofthe world was only possible by means of mathematical language. He loved "thought as it is," and he worked until the last day of his life. His last words addressed the Universe: "I wanted to look through the open window, behind the window of the whole Universe, and that very Universe to grasp." Robert D. Romanyshyn, Ph.D., is a core faculty member in the Clinical and Depth Psychology programs at Pacifica Graduate Institute in Carpinteria, California. In addition to his most recent book, The Soul in Grief' Love, Death and Transformation, he is the author of Technology as Symptom and Dream, and Psychological Life: From Science to Metaphor, which is scheduled to be republished in September of 2001. A collection of some of his essays written in the last ten years is also scheduled for publication in the winter of 2001. The major theme of these essays is the journey of the soul in search of home. Romanyshyn is currently also finishing a book of poems entitled Dark Light. He travels widely to lecture and give workshops on the grieving process, and the healing power of poetry. He lives with his wife, Veronica, and two of their four children in Summerland, California. Author's address: Pacifica Graduate Institute, 249 Lambert Road, Carpinteria, California 93013, USA. E-mail: romany@pacifica.edu About Our Contributors 177 Carl Sesar is the author of Hey, a book of short poems printed by hand under the imprimatur of One Shot Press, which, with two stamp pads, red and black, plus 102 rubber stamps, is the smallest press in the world. Other books are typed, or put on slides and projected on a screen for the audience to enjoy while silently sitting together reading in the dark. His Wang Wei translations and rubber-stamped book of poems were recently on display in Massachusetts at the Fitchburg Art Museum exhibition, "Poetry & Painting, East & West." Sesar is also translator of the modern Japanese tanka poet Ishikawa Takuboku and the ancient Roman lyric poet Catullus. He holds a degree in Greek and Latin from the City College of New York, a Ph.D. in Chinese and Japanese from Columbia University, and was founder and chair of the Department of Asian Languages and Literature at Wesleyan University, where he taught from 1967 to 1975. Author's address: 7 Bardwell Street, Florence, Massachusetts 01062, USA. E-mail: sesar@noho.com TonuR. Soidla, Ph.D., D.Sc., was born in the small town of Rakvere in Estonia as a Gemini (a twin cat/rabbit in his case). He spent most of his conscious life in St. Petersburg, a magical city in the northwestern corner of Russia, a strange traditional attractor for both the Russian and Finno-U grish psyche. A geneticist by training, he is a transpersonalist at heart, a Christian involved in Advaita Vedanta practice along the lines of Sri Ramana Maharshi, and a natural dualist in search of nondual experience. Soidla lays claim to be the author of fifteen or so irresponsible essays on transpersonal matters, mostly based on idiosyncratically treated personal material. Author's address: Institute of Cytology, Tikhoretsky Avenue 4, St. Petersburg 194064, Russia. E-mail: tsoidla@link.cytspb.rssi.ru Stuart Sovatsky, Ph.D, has degrees in Religion from Princeton University (where he received the Timothy Leary Award) and Psychology from the California Institute for Integral Studies, where he is a trustee and faculty member, as well as being on the faculty of John F. Kennedy University. He wrote the first federal grants to bring Yoga to incarcerated youth and the indigent mentally ill in the mid-1970s, and is convening a conference on "Prison Yoga" at the Institute for Noetic Sciences in 2001. Together with Robert Thurman and Rajiv Malhotra Sovatsky, he is also convening a think tank conference at Columbia University in 2002 on "Global Renaissance & Indic Wisdom." Sovatsky was recently elected co- president of the Association for Transpersonal Psychology. Since 1984, he has directed the first- ever "spiritual emergence" service (founded by Lee Sannella), while his clinical work focuses on saving marriages using forgiveness and admiration. He recently coauthored the business plan for the largest, "greenest," urban complex in the USA. Sovatsky is the author of Words From the Soul: Time, East / West Spirituality, and Psychotherapeutic Narrative (State University of New York Press) and Eros, Consciousness and Kundalini (Inner Traditions), and articles on suicidal linguistics and impermanence, eros as mystery, and gender. As lead vocalist for Axis Mundi on the compact disk, Mystery School, he has been called the "John Coltrane of Sanskrit chanting," and is a twenty-five-year practitioner of kundalini yoga. Author's address: 1951 Oak View Drive, Oakland, California 94602, USA. E-mail: stuartcs@jps.net Karma Lekshe Tsomo, Ph.D., is a faculty member in Theology and Religious Studies at the University of San Diego (USA) and Director of the J amyang Choling Institute of Buddhist Studies in Dharamsala (India). In addition to a doctoral degree in Comparative and Asian Philosophy, she holds degrees in Asian Religion, Asian Studies, and Oriental Languages, as well as having completed a six-year program in Prajiiaparamita at the Institute of Buddhist Dialectics, Dharamsala. An activist in the international Buddhist women's movement, she has served as secretary of "Sakyadhita: International Association of Buddhist Women" for many years and has helped found eight education programs for women in the Indian Himalayas. In 1994 she coordinated the visit of H.H. the Dalai Lama to Hawai'i and produced a compact disk based on his talks. In 1995 she directed the award- winning community education project "Living and Dying in Buddhist Cultures" and produced an associated series of educational videos. In addition to articles, she has published the following books: 178 The InternationalJournal of Trans personal Studies, 2001, Vol. 20 Sakyadhita: Daughters of the Buddha; Buddhism Through American Women's Eyes; Innovative Buddhist Women: Swimming Against the Stream; Sisters in Solitude: Two Traditions of Monastic Ethics for Women; Buddhist Women Across Cultures: Realizations; and Living and Dying in Buddhist Cultures (with D. W. Chappell). 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