101.

rat ko Kanao ko samaya pit nao payaa ik p%naI kuC caupcaap AaOr ]dasa saI hO. AaiKrkar ]sanao pUC hI ilayaa ik baat @yaa hO.
“kuC nahIM”‚ p%naI nao kha.
sahmat na haoto hue pit nao ifr pUCa‚ “saca maoM bataAao na @yaa baat hO.”
“tuma sacamauca jaananaa caahto haoÆ zIk hO maOM batatI hUÐ. maOM 15 saalaaoM sao Kanaa banaa rhI hUЂ safa[- krtI hUÐ AaOr [na baccaaoM kao pala rhI hUÐÂ
AaOr tumanao ‘madsa- Do’ ko idna mauJao ek ‘Qanyavaad’ tk nahIM idyaa.”
“maOM @yaaoM dUÐÆ”‚ ]sanao kha. “15 saalaaoM maoM maOMnao ek baar BaI ‘fadsa- Do’ ko idna kuC nahIM payaa.”
“zIk hO”‚ vaao baaolaI‚ “magar maOM ]nakI AsalaI maaÐ hUÐ.”

102.
EaImatI kaohona‚ ek saundr AaOr ]<aojak gaRihNaI‚ [tnao saundr badna kI svaaimanaI qaIM ik TI vaI zIk krnao Aayao maokoinak ]na pr sao ApnaI
naja,roM hTa nahIM pa rha qaa. jaba BaI vaao kmaro maoM AatIM vaao TUTnao kI hd tk ApnaI gad-na maaoD,kr ]nhoM doKta qaa.
kama K%ma haonao ko baad EaImatI kaohona nao ]sao pOsao idyao AaOr baaolaIM‚ “maOM tumasao ek Alaga trh ka kama krvaanaa caahtI hUÐ. laoikna tumhoM vaada
krnaa haogaa ik tuma ]sao raja hI rKaogao.”
maokoinak turMt raja,I hao gayaa AaOr vaao khtI gayaIM. “vaOsao yao AjaIba saa hO yao khnaa magar maoro pit ek AcCo AaOr SarIf [nsaana hOM – Aah –
magar ]namaoM SaarIirk kmaja,aorI hO. ek baImaarI. Aba‚ maOM ek AaOrt hUÐ AaOr tuma ek puÉYa , , , , , “
maokoinak qaUk inagalato hue baaolaa ‚ “haÐ haД.
“AaOr jaba sao maOMnao tumhoM drvaaja,o pr doKa qaa tba sao hI maOM khnao ka saaoca rhI qaI , , , , , “
“haÐ haÐÑ”
“@yaa tuma vaao baD,I AalamaarI iKsakanao maoM maorI madd kraogaoÆ”

103.
ek savao-xaNa maoM payaa gayaa ik ek gaaÐva kI janasaM#yaa vaRiw kI dr bahut j,yaada hO. ek vyai@t kao [sako mauAayanao ko ilae Baojaa gayaa.
“ek rolagaaD,I saubah 4:30 bajao yahaÐ sao gauja,rtI hO.” ek sqaanaIya vyai@t nao samaJaayaa.
“[sa baat ka janasaM#yaa sao Balaa @yaa sambanQa hOÆ”‚ ]sa vyai@t nao pUCa.
“Asala maoM vah samaya ]znao ko ilae bahut jaldI haota hO AaOr ]sa samaya dubaara saaonaa BaI mauiSkla haota hO.”

104.
ek puilasa Aa^ifsar nao ek saundr maihlaa kao toja, rFtar kI vajah sao raoka AaOr SaalaInata sao pUCa‚ ik @yaa vaao ]saka laa[saoMsa doK sakta
hO. vaao qaaoD,a ga,ussao maoM Aakr baaolaI‚ “maoro #yaala sao Aap laaogaaoM kao Apnaa kama ZMga sao krnaa caaihe. yao kla kI hI baat hO ik Aapnao maora
laa[saoMsa mauJasao lao ilayaa qaa AaOr Aaja Aap yao caahto haoM ik maOM ]sao idKaa}ÐÑ”

105.
ek maihlaa Apnao ek Da^@Tr ima~ ko Gar gayaI AaOr Da^@Tr kI p%naI nao ]sako 5 saala ko baccao kao raoknao ka kao[- p`ya%na nahIM ikyaa jaao bagala
vaalao kmaro kI caIja,aoM kao Ast vyast krnao maoM jauTa qaa. laoikna AaiKrkar baaotlaaoM ko Tkranao kI baohd toja, Aavaaja, saunakr ]sao khnaa hI
pD,a‚ “maoro #yaala sao‚ Da^@Tr‚ Aap maoro CaoTU ko yahaÐ haonao pr naaraja, nahIM haoMgao.”
“nahIM”‚ Da^@Tr nao SaaMit sao javaaba idyaa‚ “vaao caup hao jaayaogaa jaba ]sao ja,hr kI baaotla imala jaayaogaI
106.
ek jaapanaIja, pya-Tk Baart kI saOr pr Aayaa huAa qaa. AaiKrI idna ]sanao eyarpaoT- jaanao ko ilae ek TO@saI laI AaOr D/a[var banta isaMh kao
calanao kao kha.
yaa~a ko daOrana ek ‘haoNDa’ bagala sao gauja,r gayaI. jaapanaIja, nao ]<aoijat haokr iKD,kI sao isar inakalaa AaOr icallaayaa‚ “haoNDa‚ vaorI fasTÑ
maoD [na jaapanaÑ”
kuC dor baad ek ‘TaoyaaoTa’ toja,I sao TO@saI ko pasa sao gauja,r gayaI‚ AaOr ifr jaapanaIja, baahr Jauka AaOr icallaayaa‚ “TaoyaaoTa‚ vaorI fasTÑ maoD
[na jaapanaÑ”
AaOr ifr ek ‘ima%sauibaSaI’ TO@saI kI bagala sao gauja,rI. tIsarI baar jaapaanaIja, iKD,kI kI Aaor Jaukto hue icallaayaa ‚ “ima%sauibaSaI‚ vaorI fasTÑ
maoD [na jaapanaÑ”
banta qaaoD,a ga,ussao maoM Aa gayaa magar vaao caup rha. AaOr k[- saarI karoM gauja,rtI rhIM. AaiKrkar TO@saI eyarpaoT- tk phuÐca gayaI.
ikrayaa 800 É , banaa. jaapanaIja, caIKa‚ “@yaaÆ , , , [tnaa j,yaadaÑ”
Aba banta ko icallaanao kI baarI qaI ‚ “maITr‚ vaorI fasTÑ maoD [na [MiDyaa.”

107.
jaba maOM AaOr maorI daost ApnaI kar laonao ko ilae gaOroja maoM phuÐcao tao hmaoM batayaa gayaa ik ga,latI sao caaibayaaÐ kar ko Andr hI band hao gayaI hOM.
hma Andr phuÐcao tao payaa ik ek naaOjavaana maokoinak pUro jaaoSaao KraoSa sao D/a[var kI trf vaalaa drvaaja,a Kaolanao kI kaoiSaSa maoM lagaa huAa hO.
maOM dUsarI trf qaa AaOr yaUÐ hI maOMnao hOMDla kao Kaolanao kI kaoiSaSa kI AaOr payaa ik vaao Kulaa huAa hO. “eo”‚ maOMnao maokoinak kao batayaa‚ “yao Kulaa
hOÑ”
“mauJao pta hO. naaOjavaana nao javaaba idyaa. “maOM phlao hI ]sa trf ka drvaaja,a Kaola cauka hUÐ.”

108.

santa isaMh ek basa maoM safr kr rha qaa jaao kafI BarI hu[- qaI. vaao Apnao baoTo kI faoTao saaqa maoM ilae hue qaa (skUla maoM daiKlao ko ilae ).
iksaI trh vaao faoTao ]sakI jaoba sao naIcao igar gayaI. ]sanao faoTao ZUMZ,naa Sau$ ikyaa AaOr payaa ik vaao fSa- pr igarI hO. ]sanao saamanao KD,I
saaD,I maoM ilapTI maihlaa sao kha “@yaa Aap ApnaI saaD,I ]zayaoMgaI. maOM faoTao laonaa caahta hUM.” ifr @yaa huAa Aap samaJa sakto hOM. vah [sa
kdr ipTa ik ]sao Asptala maoM BatI- haonaa pD,a.
vahaM ]sao yah doKkr baD,a AaScaya- huAa ik ]sako pasa vaalao ibastr pr banta isaMh pD,a huAa hO ijasakI halat ]sasao BaI badtr qaI. banta
isaMh nao Apnaa ikssaa batanaa Sau$ ikyaa. iksaI kama sao ]sao ek dUr ko gaaMva jaanaa pD,a AaOr ApnaI ‘]cca bauiwmata’ ko karNa ]sao samaya sao
pUra nahIM kr saka AaOr vahaM sao jaanao vaalaI AaiKrI basa BaI ]sasao CUT gayaI. vahaM kao[- haoTla tao qaa nahIM [sailae vah ek pasa ko Gar maoM
phuMcaa AaOr Gar ko maailak sao pUCa ik @yaa ]sao ek rat $knao kI jagah imalaogaI. Gar ko maailak nao javaaba idyaa “maorI dao javaana baoiTyaaM hOM.
maOM tumhoM Apnao Gar nahIM rK sakta.”
vaao Agalao Gar maoM gayaa AaOr pUCa ik @yaa vaao vahaM ek rat $k sakta hO. Gar ko maailak nao javaaba idyaa “maorI 3 javaana baoiTyaaM hOM [sailae
mauJao Kod hO ik maOM tumhoM Apnao Gar nahIM raok sakta.”
]sanao Agalao Gar kI Aaor $K ikyaa AaOr [sa baar kao[- Ktra maaola na laoto hue ]sanao pUCa “@yaa Aapko Gar maoM javaana baoiTyaaM hOM.” makana
maailak nao pUCa “@yaaoM “. banta nao javaaba idyaa “maOM ek rat yahaM $knaa caahta hUM , , , , , ,”

109.

jaaona , ek saundr saok`oTrI , nao lagaBaga ApnaI pUrI Cui+yaaM Apnao haoTla kI Ct pr saUya-snaana laoto hue ibatanao kI saaocaI. phlao idna ]sanao
‘baaiqaMga saUT’ phnaa magar dUsaro idna ]sanao saaocaa ik kao[- doKnao vaalaa tao hO nahIM [sailae ]sanao ]sao BaI ]tar idyaa.
]sanao Sau$ ikyaa hI qaa ik ]sao saIiZ,yaaoM pr iksaI ko daOD,kr Aanao kI AahT saunaI. vaao poT ko bala laoTI hu[- qaI [sailae ]sanao kovala ek
taOilayao sao Apnao ipClao ihssao kao ZMk ilayaa.
“maaf kIijaegaa maODma” proSaana laga rho haoTla ko sahayak p`banQak nao Baaga kr Aanao sao hu[- toja, saaMsaaoM pr kabaU pato hue kha. “haoTla kao
[sa baat sao kao[- Aapi<a nahIM hO ik Aap Ct pr saUya- snaana kr rhI hOM. magar hma caahoMgao ik Aap kla kI hI trh Apnaa ‘baaiqaMga saUT’ phnao
rKoM.”
‘[sasao @yaa fk- pD,ta hO.” jaaona nao SaaMit sao pUCa. “yahaM mauJao kao[- nahIM doK rha hO AaOr [sako Alaavaa maOMnao Apnao kao taOilayao sao ZMk rKa
hO.”
“eosaa nahIM hO” proSaana vyai@t nao kha “Aap Baaojana kxa kI pardSaI- Ct pr laoTI hu[- hOM , , , , , , , , ,”

110.
p` , : Aap ek paikstanaI TOMk kao baZ,nao sao kOsao raokoMgao.
] , : ]sa AadmaI kao gaaolaI maarkr jaao ]sao Qakola rha hO.

p` , : @yaa Aapnao kraMcaI maoM hu[- duGa-Tnaa ko baaro maoM saunaa hO.
] , : vahaM ko ek Saa^ipMga ka^mPlao@sa maoM ibajalaI ko calao jaanao kI vajah sao 4 GaNTo tk laaoga ‘eskolaoTr’ maoM ATko rho.

p` , : @yaa Aapnao paikstanaI hOlaIka^PTr kI duGa-Tnaa ko baaro maoM saunaa.

] , : payalaT kao zND laga rhI qaI saao ]sanao pMKa band kr idyaa.

p` , : Aapnao kraMcaI ko mau#ya raYT/Iya pustkalaya ko band haonao kI Kbar saunaI.

] , : iksaI nao vahaM kI ‘iktaba’ caura laI.

p` , : Aapnao paikstainayaaoM sao Baro hvaa[- jahaja, ko AphrNa kI GaTnaa ko baaro maoM maalaUma hO.
] , : AatMkvaaidyaaoM nao QamakI dI hO ik Agar ]nakI maaMgao pUrI nahIM hu[-M tao hr GaNTo ek paikstanaI kao CaoD,to jaayaoMgao.

p` , : Aap ek paikstanaI kao DUbanao sao kOsao bacaaeMgao.

] , : ]sa ko isar sao Apnao pOr hTa kr.

111.
ek vyai@t jaba Apnao Gar ja,ra jaldI phuMcaa tao ]sanao Apnao Gar sao AaOrt kI toja, saaMsaaoM kI Aavaaja,oM saunaa[- pD,I. vah Andr Gausaa tao ]sanao
payaa ik ]sakI baIvaI Apnao ibastr pr Ast vyast halat maoM pD,I hu[- hO. ]sao doKkr ]sakI baIvaI caIKI “bacaaAao mauJao idla ka daOra pD,
rha hO.”
pit turnt dUsaro kmaro kI Aaor daOD,a Da^@Tr kao faona krnao ko ilae.
tBaI ]saka ek baccaa daOD,to hue Aayaa AaOr baaolaa “papa papa AalamaarI maoM kao[- Cupa hO AaOr ]sanao kpD,o BaI nahIM phnao hOM.”
pit nao AalamaarI KaolaI AaOr payaa ik vahaM ]saka daost rmaoSa hO.
vaao caIKa “rmaoSa... tuma BaI yaar AjaIba AadmaI hao. vahaM maorI baIvaI kao idla ka daOra pD, rha hO AaOr tuma yahaM baccaaoM kao Dranao maoM lagao hue
hao.”

112.
ek paikstanaI landna ko hIqa`ao hvaa[- AD\Do pr Apnao Gar ravalaipNDI jaanao ko ilae iTkT KrIdnao gayaa. iTkT iKD,kI pr ]sanao payaa ik
ikrayao ko ile ]sako pasa ek paOND kma pD, rha hO. kao[- AaOr caara na pa kr ]sanao baakI yaai~yaaoM sao ivanatI kI “@yaa AapmaoM sao kao[- mauJao
ek paOND donao kI kRpa krogaa.” “yao laao” ek sardarjaI nao Apnao psa- sao 10 paOND ka naaoT inakalato hue kha. “ , , , baakI rK laao AaOr
Apnao saaqa 9 AaOr paikstainayaaoM kao lao jaaAao.”

113.
ek kID,a baIyar ko ek maga maoM igar jaayao tao , , , , ,
AMga`oja, : maga dUr foMk kr vahaM sao calaa jaata hO.
Amaoirkna : kID,a baahr foMk kr baIyar pI jaata hO.
caInaI : kID,a Kakr ifr baIyar pI laota hO.
ihMdustanaI : kID,o kao caInaI kao baocata hO AaOr baIyar Amaoirkna kao AaOr ifr Apnao ilae dUsarI baIyar KrIdta hO.
paikstanaI : ]sako baIyar maoM kIDa Dalanao ko ilae ihndustanaI kao ija,mmaodar zhrata hO. ]sa mau_o kao kaSmaIr sao jaaoD,ta hO. caInaI sao saOinak
madd maaMgata hO AaOr Amaoirkna sao dUsarI baIyar ko ilae ]Qaar maaMgata hO.
114.
baonaja,Ir Bau+ao KrIdarI krnao ko baad ApnaI kar kI Aaor jaa rhIM qaIM ik ]nhoM yaad Aayaa ik dvaa[yaaoM kI dukana pr $kkr gaBa-inaraoQak
gaaoilayaaM tao KrIdnaa vaao BaUla hI gayaIM. saao vaao jaldI jaldI pasa kI maoiDkla sToasa- phuMcaI AaOr pcaI- ]sao doto hue baaolaIM “[sao jaldI sao do dao.
kar maoM laaoga maora [Mtja,ar kr rho hOM.”

115.
ek ihndustanaI AaOr ek paikstanaI ek kpD,o kI dukana pr qao. ihndustanaI nao dukanadar sao 7 AMDrivayar donao kao kha. dukanadar nao
]%sauktavaSa pUCa “Aapkao 7 @yaaoM caaihe.”
ihndustanaI : ek saaomavaar ko ilae ek maMgala ko ile AaOr [sa trh baakI , , , ,
paikstanaI nao Apnaa raoba jamaanao ko ilae kha : “mauJao 12 dao.”
dukanadar : Aapkao 12 caaihe. vaah. magar @yaaoM .
paikstanaI : ek janavarI ko ilae ek frvarI ko ilae AaOr [sa trh baakI , , , , , ,

116.
ek vyai@t marnao ko baad svaga- phuMcaa. yama nao ]sasao kha “hmaaro yahaM kI prmpra ko Anausaar yao doKkr ik laaoga Apnao jaIvanasaaqaI ko p`it
iktnao vafadar rho hOM ]nhoM vaahna ]plabQa krayaa jaata hO. caUMik tuma ija,ndgaI Bar ApnaI p%naI ko p`it inaYzavaana rho hao maOM tumhoM yah ivamaana
dota hUM.”
kuC idnaaoM baad yama nao ]sa AadmaI kao raoto hue doKa.
]nhaoMnao pUCa “maOMnao tumho ek ivamaana idyaa hO. ifr @yaa baat hO jaao tuma rao rho hao.”
]sanao javaaba idyaa “maOMnao ABaI ApnaI baIvaI kao ir@Saa calaato doKa hO.”

117.
ek AcCo haoTla maoM $ko ek vyai@t nao ek saubah mau#ya baOro kao Apnao kmaro maoM baulaayaa.
'gauD maa^ina-Mga sar.'
'gauD maa^ina-Mga. iktnaI AcCI saubah hO naa.maOM naaSto maoM dao ]balao ANDo laUMgaa. ek [tnaa kma pka hao ik ekdma iplaiplaa saa hao AaOr dUsara
[tnaa ]balaa hao ik kzaor hao jaanao kI vajah sao Kato na banao. saaqa hI jalao hue TaosT BaI jaao CurI kaMTo sao CUto hI caUr hao jaayaoM.AaOr ma@Kna
saIQao f`Ijar sao inaklaa huAa hao ik ]sao TaosT pr fOlaanaa lagaBaga AsamBava hao. AaOr ek ibalkula hlkI ka^fI jaao gama- na hao.'
'yah ek AjaIba saa AaD-r hO sar.' BaaOMca@ko sao baOro nao kha. 'yao bahut mauiSkla haogaa.'
vyai@t nao javaaba idyaa 'Aaoh. laoikna yao tao vahI hO jaao mauJao kla imalaa qaa.'

118.
p` , : ek pu$Ya AaOr ek s~I maoM @yaa fk- hO.
] , : ek s~I ek pu$Ya caahtI hO ApnaI hr ja,$rt ko ilae.
ek pu$Ya hr AaOrt caahta hO ApnaI ek ja,$rt ko ilae.

119.
rivavaar kI p`aqa-naa ko baad maorI padrI ko pasa phuMcaI. vaao AaMsauAaoM maoM DUbaI huyaI qaI.
padrI nao pUCa "kaOna saI baat tumhoM [tnaa proSaana kr rhI hO."
]sanao kha "Aaoh fadr. maoro pasa ek bahut Bayaanak Kbar hO. kla rat maoro pit cala basao."
padrI nao kha "Aaoh. yao tao bahut baura huAa. yao bataAao maorI ik @yaa jaanao sao phlao ]sanao kao[- AaiKrI #vaaihSa kI qaI."
]sanao kha "haM. ]sanao kI qaI , , , fadr."
padrI nao pUCa "]sanao @yaa kha qaa maorI."
maorI baaolaI "]sanao kha qaa 'PlaIja, maorI vaao ipstaOla naIcao rK dao , , , , .’"

120.
ek JaUz pkD,nao kI maSaIna KrIdI gayaI. vaao [sa trh sao kama krtI qaI , , , , , Agar saca kha jaayao tao maSaIna kao[- Aavaaja, nahIM krtI qaI.
Agar JaUz baaolaa jaayao tao maSaIna sao Aavaaja, AatI qaI 'Tnaaaaa , , , , '.
Aba ek baMgaalaI ek mad`asaI AaOr ek sardarjaI kao maSaIna ko saamanao laayaa gayaa. Aba doiKe , , , ,
baMgaalaI : Aaima saaocata hUM ik hma ek baar maoM 30 raosaaogaullaa Ka sakta hUM.
maSaIna : Tnaaaa, , , , , ,
baMgaalaI : naaohIM naoahIM. hmaaro #yaala sao hma ek baar maoM 10 rsagaullaa Ka sakta hUM.
maSaIna : kao[- Aavaaja, nahIM. matlaba saca baaolaa gayaa.
mad`asaI : hma saaocata jaI hma ek baar 25 daosaa Ka sakta jaI.
maSaIna : Tnaaaa , , , , , , ,
mad`asaI : nahIM nahIM. hma saaocata ik hma ek baar maoM 10 daosaa Kanao sakta .
maSaIna sao kao[- Aavaaja, nahIM.
sardarjaI : maOM saaocata hUM , , , ,
maSaIna : Tnaaaa , , , , , , ,
sardarjaI : maOM saaocata M , , , ,
maSaIna : Tnaaaa , , , , , , ,

121.
ek puilasa Aa^ifsar tIna 'sayaanaaoM' sao baat kr rha qaa jaao ik 'jaasaUsaI' ka p`iSaxaNa lao rho qao. vyai@t ivaSaoYa kao phcaananao ko ]nako kaOSala
kO prIxaa laonao ko ilae ]sanao phlao 'sayaanao' kao ek tsvaIr 5 saokND tk idKayaI AaOr ifr ]sao hTa ilayaa. "yao saMdohaspd vyai@t hO. Aap
[sao kOsao phcaanaMogao."
phlao nao javaaba idyaa "yao tao Aasaana hO. hma ]sao pkD, laoMgao @yaaoMik ]sakI kovala ek AaMK hO."
puilasa Aa^ifsar nao kha "Aro vaao tao eosaa [sailae idK rha hO @yaaoMik tsvaIr [sa ZMga sao laI gayaI hO."
[sa }TpTaMga javaaba sao qaaoD,a inaraSa AaOr gau,ssao maoM Aakr ]sanao vaao tsvaIr 5 saokND dUsaro 'sayaanao' kao idKayaI AaOr ifr pUCa "yao Aapka
sandohaspd vyai@t hO. Aap [sao kOsao phcaanaaogao."
dUsaro sayaanao nao hMsato hue kha "[sao pkD,naa tao bahut hI Aasaana hO @yaaoMik [saka kovala ek hI kana hO."
puilasa Aa^ifsar nao ga,ussao maoM Aakr kha "tuma daonaaoM ko saaqa id@kt @yaa hO. zIk hO [sa [sa tsvaIr maoM kovala ek kana AaOr ek AaMK idK
rhI hO magar eosaa [sailae hO @yaaoMik yao tsvaIr bagala sao KIMcaI gayaI hO. @yaa yahI tumharI saaoca hO."
baohd htaSa sao puilasa Aa^ifsar nao tIsaro 'sayaanao' kao tsvaIr idKayaI AaOr Apnao kao SaaMt banaayao rKto hue pUCa "yah tumhara ApraQaI hO. tuma
[sao kOsao phcaanaaogao."
AaOr ]sanao turMt jaaoD,a "baovakUfanaa javaaba donao sao phlao AcCI trh saaocaao."
tIsaro sayaanao nao ek xaNa ko ilae tsvaIr kao doKa AaOr kha "hUM , , , , , ApraQaI ka^nTo@T laonsa phnata hO."
puilasa Aa^ifsar stbQa AaOr ivaismat saa hao gayaa @yaaoMik ]sao Kud pta nahIM qaa ik vaao ka^nTo@T laonsa phnao hO yaa nahIM. "yao ek AcCa javaaba
hO , , , , . kuC dor yahIM $knaa tba tk maOM [sakI fa[la kI jaaMca krko maalaUma krta hUM. vah Apnao Aa^ifsa gayaa AaOr kmPyaUTr pr ]sa
vyai@t kI fa[la doKI AaOr ek baD,I saI mauskana ilae vaapsa Aayaa. "vaah. maOM tao ivaSvaasa nhIM kr pa rha hUM. yah sahI hO. ApraQaI
vaastva maoM ka^nTo@T laonsa phnata hO. bahut AcCo. [tnaa AcCo inaYkYa- ka tumanao kOsao Anaumaana lagaayaa."
'yao tao bahut Aasaana hO.' sayaanao nao javaaba idyaa. 'vaao saamaanya laaogaaoM kI trh caSmaa tao phna nahIM sakta @yaaoMik ]sakI kovala ek AaMK hO
AaOr ek kana."

122.
jaba maOM pOda huAa qaa tba 21 taopoM calaayaI gayaIM qaIM.
Afsaaosa² saBaI caUk gayaIM.

@yaa 35 ko baad maihlaaAaoM kao baccao pOda krnao caaihyao Æ

nahIM‚ 35 baccao kafI hOM.

@yaa tuma maorI 18 vaIM saalaigarh pr Aa rho hao Æ

nahIM‚ maOM 5 saala phlao hI jaa cauka hUM.

Aapka BaivaYya Aapko sapnaaoM pr inaBa-r krta hO.

[sailae saaonao jaaAao.

Saraba QaIro QaIro maar DalatI hO.

tao @yaa huAa. jaldI iksao hO Æ

Bagavaana nao irStodar banayao hOM.

Sauk` hO‚ hma daost cauna sakto hOM.

ipClaI saIT pr baccao duGa-Tnaa pOda krtI hO.

ipClaI saIT pr ‘duGa-Tnaa’ baccao pOda krtI hO.
ek laD,kI saD,k kI trh haotI hO.
ijatnao AiQak maaoD,‚]tnaI hI Ktrnaak.

@yaa tuma eosaa kao[- kama kr sakto hao jaao dUsaro laaoga nahIM kr sakto Æ
ibalakula. maOM Apnaa ilaKa huAa pZ, sakta hUM.

maOMnao saunaa hO ik tumharo pasa eosaI iballaI hO jaao Apnaa naama laotI hO²
haM. “myaa}M”.

tlaak [tnao saamaanya hao cauko hOM ik maOM AaOr maorI baIvaI dUsaraoM sao Alaga haonao ko ilae hI saaqa rh rho hOM.

123.

123.
padrI saulaIvaana ek vyai@t ijasaka AMt samaya krIba qaa ko pasa baOzo qao. "SaOtana kao iQa@karao" padrI nao kha. "nahIM" ]sa AadmaI nao
kha. "maOM khta hUM SaOtana AaOr ]sako kamaaoM kI inanda krao." padrI caIKa. "nahIM" AadmaI nao daohrayaa.
"AaiKr @yaaoM Bagavaana ko ilae eosaa @yaaoM." padrI sauilavaana nao pUCa.
"@yaaoMik" ]sanao kha "jaba tk mauJao maalaUma na pD, jaayao ik maOM iksako pasa jaanao vaalaa hUM maOM iksaI kao naaraja, nahIM k$Mgaa."
124.
ek baar laalaU yaadva Amaoirka gayao. vahaM vaao ek sarkarI maM~I ko Gar $ko. ]saka Gar bahut hI AcCa qaa. vaao maM~I ]nhoM iKD,kI ko pasa
lao gayaa AaOr pUCa "Aapkao vaao nadI idK rhI hO."
laalaU nao javaaba idyaa "haM."
"AaOr Aap kao vaao pula idKayaI do rha hO."
laalaU nao kha "haM."
tba maM~I baaolaa "50% (matlaba [tnaa kmaISana Kayaa).
laalaU yao saunakr KuSa hue AaOr ]sa maM~I kao Apnao Gar Aanao ka inamaM~Na idyaa. jaba vaao maM~I kuC samaya pScaat ]nako yahaM Aayaa tao laalaU ko
makana kao doKkr caikt rh gayaa. vaao ]sako Gar sao BaI baD,a AaOr Saanadar qaa. ]sanao laalaU sao pUCa ik ]nako pasa [tnaa pOsaa khaM sao
Aayaa.
laalaU ]sao iKD,kI ko pasa lao gayao AaOr pUCa "@yaa Apkao vaao nadI idK rhI hO."
javaaba imalaa "haM."
ifr laalaU nao pUCa "AaOr Aapkao vahaM pula idK rha hO."
"nahIM" ]sanao javaaba idyaa.
laalaU nao kha "100%".

125.
tIna kOdI jaola sao Baaga inaklao. ek mad`asaI ek baMgaalaI AaOr ek ibaharI. k[- maIla Baaganao ko baad ]nhoM ek fama-ha]sa ko gaaodama naja,r
Aayaa. ]nhaoMnao vahaM ko BaUsao ko kmaro maoM iCpnao kI saaocaI. vahaM phuMcanao pr ]nhaoMnao tIna baD,o baaoro doKo taao ]nhaoMnao ]samaoM Gausakr iCpnao ka
fOsalaa ikyaa.
krIba ek GaNTo baad jaola ka vaaD-na Apnao AadimayaaoM ko saaqa vahaM Aa phuMcaa. ]sanao Apnao ek AadmaI kao BaUsao ko kmaro maoM Kaojanao ko ilae
kha. vahaM phuMcanao pr jaolar nao ]sasao pUCa ik @yaa idK rha hO. ]sa AadmaI nao icallaakr kha "kovala tIna baaoro."
jaolar nao ]sasao kha ik vaao pta kro ik ]namao @yaa hO. ]sa AadmaI nao phlao baaoro maoM ek laat maarI ijasamaoM ik mad`asaI qaa. vaao baaolaa "BaaOM
BaaOM." ]sa AadmaI nao jaolar kao batayaa ik ]samaoM ek ku<aa hO. ifr ]sanao dUsaro baaoro maoM laat maarI. ]sako Andr baMgaalaI baaolaa "myaa}M". ]sa
AadmaI nao jaolar kao batayaa ik ]samaoM iballaI hO. ifr ]sanao tIsaro baaoro kao ek laat maarI ijasamaoM ibaharI band qaa. ]sanao kao[- Aavaaja, nahIM
kI. tba jaolar ko AadmaI nao ifr sao laat maarI magar ifr kao[- Aavaaja, nahIM AayaI. tba ]sanao baar baar maarnaa Sau$ ikyaa. AaiKrkar
ibaharI baaolaa "AalaU."

126.
pOja,lao ko dUsaro ivaBaaga maoM Baojao jaanao ko dao hFto baad ivaBaaga p`mauK ka faona puranao ivaBaaga ko p`mauK ko pasa Aayaa. vaao ga,ussao maoM caIKa "Aapnao
kha qaa ik pOja,lao ek ija,mmaodar kma-caarI hO."
"haM vaao hO." puranao ivaBaaga ko p`mauK nao javaaba idyaa. "ijasa saala vaao maoro ivaBaaga maoM qaa paMca baar hmaara kMPyaUTr Kraba huAa AaOr hmaoM ifr sao
Sau$ sao p`aoga`aimaMga krnaI pD,I. C: baar Kato ko ihsaaba maoM gaD,baD, hu[-. AaOr [na saba kI vajah sao mauJao Alsar hao gayaa. AaOr hr baar pOja,lao hI
ija,mmaodar qaa."

127.
maorI SaadI hue 29 saala hao cauko hOM. 29 saalaaoM sao maOM ek hI AaOrt sao p`oma krta hUM. Agar maorI baIvaI kao yao pta cala jaayao tao vaao mauJao maar hI
DalaogaI.

maOMnao ApnaI baIvaI sao pUCa "[sa baar SaadI kI saalaigarh pr tuma khaM jaanaa caahaogaI." ]sanao kha "khIM BaI jahaM maOM nahIM gayaI hUM." maOMnao kha
"tao ifr rsaao[-Gar ko baaro maoM @yaa #yaala hO."

maorI baIvaI nayaI trh kI 'DayaT' pr hO. kovala kolao AaOr naairyala. ]saka vaja,na tao kma nahIM huAa Alaba<aa Aba vaao poD, pr caZ, saktI hO.
128.

ek kar duGa-Tnaaga`st hao gayaI. AaOr jaOsaa ik haota hO ek BaarI BaID, [kT\za hao gayaI. ek AKbaar ka p~kar kar ko pasa nahIM phuMca pa
rha qaa jaao [sasao ApnaI khanaI banaanaa caahta.
ApnaI haoiSayaarI idKato hue ]sanao ja,aor sao icallaanaa Sau$ ikyaa "mauJao jaanao dao dao. mauJao jaanao dao. ijasaka e@saIDoNT huAa hO maOM ]saka baoTa
hUM.
BaID, nao ]sako ilae jagah banaa dI. kar ko saamanao ek gaQaa pD,a huAa qaa.

129.
ek maOi@sakna DakU nao saImaa par krnao maoM kuSalata haisala kr laI qaI AaOr vaao baar baar To@saasa jaakr baOMk maoM DkOtI Dalata qaa. AaiKrkar
]sako }pr ek baD,a saa [naama rKa gayaa AaOr To@saasa ko ek ]%saahI [Mspo@Tr nao ]sao pkD,nao ka inaScaya kr ilayaa.
ek laMbaI KaojabaIna ko baad ]sanao DakU kao ek SarabaGar maoM pa hI ilayaa. ]sako pICo phuMcakr ]sanao ApnaI ipstaOla DakU ko isar pr rK dI
AaOr baaolaa "tuma igarFtar ikyao jaato hao. bataAao ik tumanao laUT ka maala khaM iCpayaa hO varnaa maOM tumhara Baojaa ]D,a dUMgaa."
laoikna DakU AMga`oja,I nahIM baaola sakta qaa AaOr [Mspo@Tr kao spoinaSa nahIM AatI qaI. saMyaaoga sao ek vahaM ek vakIla qaa jaao daonaaoM BaaYaaeM
jaanata qaa. ]sanao [Mspo@Tr kI baat ka Anauvaad kr ko DakU kao batayaa. Dr ko maaro DakU turnt baaola pD,a ik SarabaGar ko pICo ek Aaok
ko poD, ko naIcao saara maala gaD,a huAa hO.
"[sanao @yaa kha." [Mspo@Tr nao pUCa.
vakIla nao javaaba idyaa "vah kh rha hO 'Baaga jaa baovakUf. torI [tnaI AaOkat nahIM ik tU mauJa pr gaaolaI calaayao."

130.
‘ela ela baI’ kI ek kxaa maoM ek p`aofosar nao Apnao ek yaaogya Ca~ sao pUCa "Agar tumhoM iksaI kao ek santra donaa hao tao tuma @yaa kraogao."
Ca~ nao javaaba idyaa "yah santra laao."
p`aofosar qaaoD,a naaraja, saa huAa. "nahIM nahIM ek vakIla kI trh saaocaao."
tba Ca~ nao javaaba idyaa "zIk hO maOM khUMgaa 'maOM etd\ Wara ApnaI pUrI $ica AaOr ibanaa iksaI ko dbaava maoM yah fla jaao santra khlaata hO
]sako iClako rsa gaUdo Aaor baIja samaot dota hUM AaOr saaqa hI [sa baat ka sampUNa- AiQakar BaI ik [sao laonao vaalaa [sao kaTnao CIlanao if`ja maoM
rKnao yaa Kanao ko ilae pUrI trh AiQakRt haogaa AaOr yah BaI AiQakar rKogaa ik [sao vaao dUsaro vyai@t kao iClako rsa gaUdo AaOr baIja ko ibanaa
yaa ]nako saaqa do sakta hO. AaOr [sako baad maora iksaI BaI p`kar sao [sa santro sao kao[- sambanQa nahIM rh jaayaogaa , , , , , , , , , , , ,"

131.
ek 80 vaYa- ko vaRW nao ek yauvatI sao ivavaah kr ilayaa. kuC samaya baad vaao Da^@Tr ko pasa gayaa AaOr ]sasao kha ik ]sao lagata hO ik vaao
baap bananao vaalaa hO.
Da^@Tr nao kha "maOM Aapkao ek khanaI saunaanaa caahta hUM ek Baula@kD, saa iSakarI iSakar ko ilae jaMgala maoM gayaa. vahaM ekaek ]sako
saamanao ek Saor Aa gayaa. ]sanao ApnaI bandUk inakalaI AaOr payaa ik vaao bandUk ko badlao Cata lao kr Aa gayaa hO. laoikna kuC AaOr na kr
panao kI vajah sao ]sanao Cato kao hI Saor kI trf tanato hue baTna dbaa dI. 'QaaMya' saI Aavaaja, hu[- AaOr Saor mar gayaa."
"AsamBava". vaRW vyai@t nao kha "ja,$r iksaI nao bagala sao gaaolaI calaayaI haogaI."
Da^@Tr nao kha "ibalakula sahI."
132.
icaik%saa pwit ka laGau [ithasa : "Da^@Tr maoro kana maoM dd- hO."
2000 [- , pUva- "yah laao yah jaD,I Ka laao."
1000 [- , pU , "yah jaD,I Qama- ko Anausaar nahIM hO. yah p`aqa-naa krao."
1850 [-svaI "p`aqa-naa krnaa AMQaivaSvaasa hO. yah Gaaola ipyaao."
1940 [-svaI "yah Gaaola tao saaMp ko tola sao banaa hO. yah gaaolaI KaAao."
1985 [-svaI "yah gaaolaI baoAsar hO . yao eMTIbaayaaoiTk laao."
2000 [-svaI "yah eMTIbaayaaoiTk Ap`akRitk hO. laao yah jaD,I Ka laao."

133.

hvaa[- ]D,ana ko AnauBava

lauFqaaMsaa : lauFqaaMsaa ko yaai~yaaoM nao ]D,ana ko daOrana kPtana kI yah GaaoYaNaa saunaI : 'doivayaoMa AaOr sajjanaaoM mauJao bahut Kod ko saaqa yah khnaa pD,
rha hO ik hmaaro saaro [MijanaaoM nao kama krnaa band kr idyaa hO AaOr jaldI hI hma samaud` maoM igarnao vaalao hOM."
ja,aihr qaa ik yaa~I isqait jaanakr icaMitt hao gayao magar ifr kPtana kI AgalaI GaaoYaNaa ikyao jaanao pr kuC AaSvast sao hue.
"doivayaaoM AaOr sajjanaaoM lauFqaaMsaa kI trf sao hma eosaI pirisqaityaaoM ko ilae tOyaar hOM AaOr hma caahoMgao ik Aap laaoga baOznao kI jagahaoM maoM [sa trh
pirvat-na kr laoM ik jaao tOrnaa jaanato hOM vaao dayaIM trf Aa jaayaoM AaOr tOrnaa na jaananao vaalao baayaIM trf."
[sa GaaoYaNaa ko baad yaai~yaaoM nao kPtana ko khnao ko Anausaar ApnaI jagahoM badla laIM.
dao imanaT baad kPtana nao ifr sao GaaoYaNaa kI. "hmaara ivamaana Aba samaud` pr tOr rha hO. saBaI tOrak jaao dayaIM trf hO kRpyaa AapatkalaIna
War KaolaoM AaOr tOrkr jahaja, sao turMt dUr calao jaayaoM. baayaIM Aaor ko na tOrnaa jaananao vaalaoaM ko ilae , , , , Alaivada. lauFqaaMsaa ]D,anao ko ilae
Qanyavaad.

iba`iTSa eyarvaoja, : maOM Aapka kOPTna isaM@laoyar baaola rha hUM. Apnao saaiqayaaoM kI Aaor sao maOM Aapka iba`iTSa eyarvaoja, kI nyaU yaak- sao landna kI
]D,ana k`maaMk 602 maoM Aapka svaagat krta hUM. ABaI hma ATlaaMiTk mahasaagar maoM 35000 fIT kI }Mcaa[- pr hOM. Agar Aap iKD,kI sao
'sTarbaaoD-' kI trf doKoMgao tao Aap paayaoMgao ik daonaaoM 'sTarbaaoD-' [MijanaaoM maoM Aaga laga caukI hO. Agar Aap iKD,kI sao 'paoT-' kI trf doKoMgao tao
Aapkao pta calaogaa ik 'paoT- ivaMga' igar cauka hO. Agar Aap naIcao ATlaaMiTk mahasaagar kI Aaor doKoMgao tao Aapkao ek CaoTI saI pIlaI jaIvana
naaOka idKayaI dogaI ijasamaoM ik tIna vyai@t AapkI Aaor haqa ihlaa rho hOM. yah maOM Aapka kOPTna maora sahcaalak AaOr ek pircaairka hO. yah
ek irkaD- ikyaa huAa saMdoSa hO. Qanyavaad."

namaskar doivayaaoM AaOr sajjanaaoM. maOM banta isaMh pMjaaba eyarvaoja, maoM Aapka svaagat krta hUM.
maOm ]D,ana maoM caar idna kI dorI ko ilae xamaa caahta hUM.
yah na[- idllaI ko ile ]D,ana k`maaMk 126 hO. idllaI maoM ]trnao kI maOM kao[- gaarMTI nahIM do sakta magar hma kaoiSaSa kroMgao ik pUva- kI Aaor hI
khIM ApnaI yaa~a K%ma kroM. AaOr Agar Aapka Baagya Aapko saaqa hO tao hao sakta hO ik hma Aapko gaaMva maoM hI ]troM.
pMjaaba eyarvaoja ka saurxaa ko maamalao maoM ek Saanadar kIit-maana rha hO. vaastva maoM hmaaro saurxaa ko maapdND [tnao ]cca hOM ik AatMkvaadI BaI
hmaaro saaqa ]D,nao maoM Drto hOM.
baD,I KuSaI ko saaqa maOM yah batanaa caahta hUM ik [sa saala hmanao 50 p`itSat sao AiQak yaai~yaaoM kao sakuSala ]nakI maMija,la tk phuMcaayaa hO.
ijanako saaqa eosaa nahIM hao saka ]nako inakT irStodaraoM kao saaM%vanaa donao maoM hmaaro kma-caairyaaoM pyaa-Pt AnauBavaI hOM.
hmaarI pircaairka babalaI kao ' nyaayaalaya ko baahr maamalao kao saulaJaanao ko hmaaro inayamaaoM ' kI jaanakarI donao maoM KuSaI haogaI.
Agar Aapkao hmaaro [Mijana bahut Saaor macaanao vaalao lagaoM tao yaai~yaaoM ko AnauraoQa pr hma ]nhoM band kr sakto hOM.
hmaaro Qaaima-k iksma ko yaai~yaaoM ko ilae hma ekmaa~ eyarlaa[na hOM jaao Aapkao yah ivaSvaasa idlaanao maoM madd krto hOM ik 'Bagavaana sacamauca hO.'
hmaoM yah saUicat krto hue Kod hao rha hO ik hma Aaja ]D,ana ko daOrana iflma nahIM idKa payaoMgao @yaaoMik hma ]sao TI vaI sao irkaD- krnaa BaUla
gayao.laoikna iflmaaoM ko SaaOkInaaoM kao Qyaana maoM rKto hue hma Apnaa jahaja, eyar [MiDyaa ko saaqa saaqa ]D,ayaoMgao ijasasao ik ik ]samaoM idKaayaI jaa
rhI iflma koibana kI iKD,kI sao doKI jaa sako.
saurxaa jaOkoT AapkI saIT ko naIcao hO AaOr iksaI emajao-MsaI maoM kUdnao kI AavaSyakta haonao pr tOrakI kI paoSaak mauFt dI jaayaogaI.
kRpyaa saIt pr baOzo rhoM AaOr baolT baaMQa laoM. jaao laaoga saIT baolT na ZUMZ, paayaoM vaao ApnaI baolT sao hI Apnao haqa kao saIT sao baaMQa laoM.
mauJao Kod hO ik [sa ]D,ana maoM maOM Aapko saaqa nahIM rhUMgaa @yaaoMik mauJao Apnao BatIjao kI SaadI maoM jaanaa hO. laoikna [sao Apnao Gar kI hI trh
samaiJae AaOr ivamaana ]D,anao maoM sahcaalak kI madd kIijae.
pMjaaba eyarvaoja, kao caunanao ko ilae Qanyavaad AaOr SauBa yaa~a.
134.

santa isaMh ApnaI puranaI maa$it baocanaa caahta qaa jaao 100000 ik , maI , sao BaI AiQak cala caukI qaI. caUMik kao[- ]sao KrIdnao kao tOyaar nahIM
qaa vaao Apnao daost ko pasa phuMcaa AaOr ]sao baocanao ko ilae madd maaMgaI.
daost ]sao salaah dI ik vaao kar ko 'spIDaomaITr' kI saM#yaa kao 30000 ko krIba kr do taik vah Apnao iksaI ga`ahk kao kh sako ik gaaD,I
ka [stomaala bahut kma huAa hO.
santa isaMh kao sauJaava psand Aayaa. kuC hFto baad vahI daost ]sasao imalaa AaOr ]sanao jaananaa caaha ik vaao kar inakala payaa yaa nahIM. santa
isaMh nao javaaba idyaa "tuma pagala hao @yaa. kaOna ApnaI kar baocaogaa jaao kovala 30000 ik , maI , calaI hao."

135.
ek ]mmaIdvaar nao ek kmpnaI kao Apnaa Aavaodnap~ [sa trh sao Baojaa :
Aapko Wara idyao gayao iva&apna ko Anausaar "ek Ta[ipsT AaOr eka]nToMT , , pu$Ya yaa maihlaa" kI ja,$rt hO. caUMik maOM k[- saalaaoM sao daonaaoM hUM
AaOr daonaaoM kao saMBaala sakta hUM maOM [sa pd ko ilae Aavaodna kr rha hUM.

ek kma-caarI nao Cu+I ko ilae [sa trh Aavaodna ikyaa :

"caUMik mauJao ApnaI baIvaI ko saaqa ApnaI jamaIna baocanao gaaMva jaanaa hO kRpyaa mauJao ek saPtah kI Cu+I kI Anaumait donao kI kRpa kroM."

ek AaOr kma-caarI nao AaQao idna kI Cu+I [sa trh sao maaMgaI :
"caUMik mauJao SmaSaana GaaT jaanaa hO AaOr maOM vaapsa nahIM Aa pa}Mgaa mauJao AaQao idna ka Aakismak AvakaSa donao ka kYT kroM."

136.

santa isaMh jaao ik ek AcCa Kasaa AmaIr qaa kao ]sako Da^@Tr nao kuC idnaaoM ko ilae Aarama krnao kI salaah dI. ]sanao bahamaa maoM krIba dao
hFto Cu+I ibataanao ka inaScaya ikyaa.
]sanao Apnao saBaI jaananao vaalaaoM AaOr pirvaar vaalaaoM kao sa#t inado-Sa idyao ik ]sao Gar sao kao[- BaI Kbar na dI jaayao ijasasao ik vaao proSaana hao.
dao hFto baad hvaa[- AD\Do pr ]saka daost banta isaMh ]sao laonao Aayaa. AaOr ]na daonaaoM maoM yao baatoM hu[-M.
"AaOr Ba[- banta. Gar sao kao[- Kbar hO @yaa. Aba tuma mauJao CaoTI sao CaoTI baat BaI bata sakto hao."
"kovala ek Kbar hO. baD,I Kbar. jaba tuma baahr qao ]sa daOrana tumhara ku<aa mar gayaa. ]sako Alaavaa kao[- AaOr Kbar nahIM hO."
"maora ku<aa mar gayaa. yao tao bahut baura huAa. vaao kOsao mar gayaa."
"ku<ao nao qaaoD,a GaaoD,o ka jalaa huAa maaMsa Ka ilayaa qaa. AaOr [saI vajah sao vaao mar gayaa."
"GaaoD,o ka jalaa huAa maaMsa. ]sao GaaoD,o ka jalaa huAa maaMsa Kanao kao khaM imalaa."
"Asala maoM santa tumharo GaaoD,aoM ka Astbala jalakr raK hao gayaa. saBaI GaaoD,o AaOr gaayaoM BaI jalakr mar gayao. Aaga bauJanao ko baad ku<aa vahaM
gayaa AaOr ]sanao GaaoD,aoM ka maaMsa Ka ilayaa AaOr [saI karNa vah mar gayaa."
"maora Astbala jala gayaa. ]samaoM Aaga kOsao lagaI."
"tumharo Gar sao kuC icangaairyaaM Astbala pr igarIM AaOr ]sanao BaI Aaga pkD, laI. jaba Aaga bauJaI ku<aa vahaM gayaa AaOr ]sanao GaaoD,aoM ka maaMsa Ka
ilayaa AaOr [saI karNa vah mar gayaa."
"maora Gar BaI jala gayaa. maoro Gar kao Aaga kOsao lagaI."
Gar maoM kuC 'idyao' jala rho qao. pdo- ko kafI pasa haonao ko karNa ]na idyaaoM sao pdao-M maoM Aaga laga gayaI. Aaga Ct tk phuMcaI jahaM sao icangaairyaaM
Astbala pr igarIM ijasasao Astbala jala gayaa. Aaga bauJanao ko baad ku<aa vahaM gayaa AaOr GaaoD,o ka jalaa huAa maaMsa Ka ilayaa. AaOr [saI nao
]sakI jaana lao laI.
"sabasao phlaI baat tao yao ik vahaM idyao @yaaoM jala rho qao."
"idyao maRt SarIr ko pasa jalaayao gayao qao."
"maRt SarIr. kaOna mar gayaa."
"tumhara ku<aa mar gayaa. laoikna vaao laaSa tumharI maaM kI qaI. AaOr ]nakI laaSa ko pasa rKo idyaaoM sao Sau$ huyaI Aaga sao Astbala jala
gayaa.jaba Aaga bauJaI ku<aa vahaM gayaa AaOr ]sanao GaaoD,aoM ka maaMsa Ka ilayaa AaOr [saI karNa vah mar gayaa."
"maorI maaM mar gayaIM. eosaa @yaa huAa ik maorI maaM kI jaana calaI gayaI"
"mauJao tao pta nahIM ik iksa vajah sao ]nakI jaana calaI gayaI. laoikna Aasa pD,aosa maoM Afvaah hO ik [saka karNa vah sadmaa hO jaao tumharI
baIvaI ko D/a[var ko Baaga jaanao sao ]nhoM huAa. laoikna [sako Alaavaa kao[- AaOr Kbar nahIM hO."

137.
DakGar phuMcanao pr ek vyai@t nao AcCo kpD,o phnao hue ek p`aOZ, sao gaMjao AadmaI kao ka}nTr pr KD,a payaa. vaao baD,o ZMga sao gaulaabaI baQaa[-
p~aoM pr iTkT lagaa rha qaa. hrok ilafafo pr idla ka inaSaana banaa huAa qaa. ifr ]sanao prFyaUma kI ek baaotla inakalaI AaOr ]na pr sp`o
krnaa Sau$ kr idyaa.
]tsauktavaSa vaao ]sa AadmaI ko pasa phuMcaa AaOr ]sasao pUCa ik vaao @yaa kr rha hO.
]sa AadmaI nao kha "maOM 1000 vaOlaoNTa[na kaD- Baoja rha hUM 'saaocaao kaOna' ilaKkr."
"laoikna @yaaoM" vyai@t nao pUCa.
"maOM tlaak ka vakIla hUM." AadmaI nao javaaba idyaa.

138.

"imasTr @laak-. mauJao Kod hO maoro pasa ek baurI Kbar hO." Da^@Tr nao baocaOna sao marIja, sao kha. "Aap kovala 6 maah AaOr ijanda rh paeMgao."
vah AadmaI kuC dor stbQa saa baOza rha. ifr Apnao kao saamaanya krta huAa vaao maafI maaMganao ko Andaja maoM baaolaa ik ]sako pasa maoiDkla baImaa
nahIM hO. "maOM tba tk Aapkao Aapko pOsao nahIM do pa}Mgaa."
"zIk hO" Da^@Tr nao kha "calaao tba [sao 9 mahInao kr laoto hOM."

139.

ivaSvaivad\yaalaya maoM nayao ivad\yaaiqa-yaaoM kao cayana ko ilae mau#ya prIxaa ka 'saamaanya AMga`oja,I' ka prcaa cala rha qaa. prIxaa hala maoM krIba 800
laD,ko qao. prIxaa dao GaNTo kI qaI AaOr p`Snap~ baaMT idyao gayao qao. inarIxaNa ke rho p`aofosar kafI sa#t qao AaOr ]nhaoMnao laD,kaoM sao kh idyaa
qaa ik kao[- ka^pI jaao ]nakI maoja, pr zIk dao GaNTo ko Andr nahIM phuMcaogaI kao svaIkar nahIM kI jaayaogaI AaOr ]sa laD,ko kao Anau<aINa- maanaa
jaayaogaa.
laGaBaga AaQao GaNTo baad ek laD,ka daOD,to hue Aayaa AaOr p`aofosar sao p`Snap~ AaOr ka^pI kI maaMga kI. "tuma [sao samaya pr K%ma nahIM kr
paAaogao." p`aofosar nao ]sao doto hue kha.
"nahIM maOM kr laUMgaa." laD,ko nao javaaba idyaa. ifr vah baOzkr ilaKnao maoM jauT gayaa.
dao GaNTo ko baad p`aofosar nao ka^ipyaaoM kI maaMga kI AaOr saBaI Ca~aoM nao ]nhoM ApnaI ApnaI ka^ipyaaM ]nhoM do dIM isavaaya ]sa laD,ko ko jaao dorI sao
Aayaa qaa AaOr ABaI BaI ilaKnao maoM lagaa qaa."
AaQao GaNTo baad vaao AaiKrI Ca~ p`aofosar ko pasa Aayaa jaao ApnaI jagah pr baOz kr AgalaI prIxaa kI tOyaarI kr rho qao. ]sanao ApnaI ka^pI
phlao kI jamaa kI hu[- ka^ipyaaoM ko Zor pr rKnao kI kaoiSaSa kI.
"nahIM tuma nahIM rK sakto. maOM [sao laonao vaalaa nahIM hUM. samaya K%ma hao cauka hO."
laaprvaah idKto hue Ca~ nao gaussao sao kha "Aap kao pta hO maOM kaOna hUM."
"nahIM. vaastva maoM maOM nahIM jaanata." p`aofosar nao maanaaoM ]saka maja,ak ]D,ato hue javaaba idyaa.
"@yaa Aapkao pta hO maOM kaOna hUM." Ca~ nao ifr sao qaaoD,I ja,aor dokr pUCa.
"nahIM AaOr tuma caaho kao[- BaI hao mauJao [sakI kao[- prvaah nahIM hO." p`aofosar nao ibanaa p`Baaivat hue javaaba idyaa.
"bahut AcCo" Ca~ nao kha. ]sanao jaldI sao ka^ipyaaoM ka ek baNDla ]zayaa AaOr ApnaI ka^pI ]nako baIca maoM rK kr ]nhMo imalaa idyaa AaOr
kmaro sao baahr inakla gayaa.

140.

iW gaaya tM~
samaajavaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. ek Aap riKe ek Apnao pD,aosaI kao dIijae.

saamyavaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. sarkar daonaaoM gaayaaoM kao lao laogaI AaOr ]sako dUQa kao AapmaoM AaOr Aapko pD,aosaI maoM baaMTogaI.

fasaIvaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. Aap dUQa sarkar kao dIijae AaOr sarkar Aapkao vaapsa baocaogaI.

naaja,Ivaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. sarkar Aapkao gaaolaI maarkr gaaya Apnao kbja,o maoM kr laogaI.
pUMjaIvaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. Aap ]nhoM duihe AaOr Zor saara dUQa naalaI maoM baha dIijae taik kImatoM AiQak banaI rhoM.

]darvaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. Aap ]nhoM duihe AaOr dUQa gaayaaoM kao hI iplaa dIijae.

Arajaktavaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. gaaya Aapkao maar kr ek dUsaro kao duhoMgaI.

p`Saasanavaad laalafItaSaahI
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. Aap 17 fama- tIna p`itilaipyaaoM maoM Barto rhto hOM AaOr Aapkao ]nhoM duhnao ka samaya hI nahIM imalata.

AadSa-vaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. Aap ivavaah kr laoto hOM AaOr AapkI p%naI ]nhoM duhtI hO.

yaqaaqa-vaad
Aapko pasa dao gaaya hOM. Aap ivavaah kr laoto hOM AaOr ifr BaI Aap hI ]naka dUQa inakalato hOM.

141.

saaMi#yakI ko ek Ca~ nao Apnao AaiKrI saala ko p`aojao@T ko ilae ek savao-xaNa krnao ka inaScaya ikyaa. yah saaocakr ik khIM yah ek
]baa} p`aojao@T na hao ]sanao laaogaaoM ko psandIda manaaorMjana ko baaro maoM pta krnao ka fOsalaa ikyaa.
iSaxak ko Anausaar kma sao kma 100 namaUnao haonao caaihe qao saao ]sanao Apnaa kama ka^laoja ko pasa kI ek baD,I irhayaSaI [maart sao Sau$ ikyaa.
]sanao phlao drvaaja,a KTKTayaa AaOr ek AadmaI baahr inaklaa.
"sar Aap ka Aapka naama @yaa hO." Ca~ nao pUCa.
"jaa^na".
"sar maOM ka^laoja kI trf sao ek savao-xaNa pr hUM AaOr maOM Aapko psaMdIda manaaorMjana ko baaro maoM jaananaa caahUMgaa."
"nahato samaya baulabaula kao doKnaa" javaaba Aayaa.
]sanao yah AnaaoKa javaaba psand Aayaa AaOr vah Aagao baZ,a AaOr Agalao drvaajao pr phuMcaa.
"sar Aap ka Aapka naama @yaa hO." Ca~ nao pUCa.
"jaof".
"sar @yaa Aap bataeMgaio ik Aapka ip`ya manaaorMjana @yaa hO."
"nahato samaya baulabaula kao doKnaa" javaaba qaa.
vaao qaaoD,a caikt saa huAa AaOr vaao [maart ko baakI laaogaaoM sao yah savaala pUCta rha AaOr ]na saBaI nao yahI ]<ar idyaa "nahato samaya baulabaula kao
doKnaa".
]sanao [sa [maart kao CaoD,a AaOr saamanao ko Zor saaro CaoTo makanaaoM kI trf baZ,a Apnaa savao-xaNa ja,arI rKnao ko ilae.
phlao makana pr ]sanao dstk dI AaOr ek saundr laD,kI nao drvaajaa Kaolaa.
hmaaro savao-xak nao Sau$ ikyaa "Aapka naama @yaa hO."
"baulabaula".

142.

To@saasa ka ek iksaana Cui+yaaM ibatanao AasT/oilayaa gayaa. vahaM vaao ek AasT/oilayaa[- iksaana sao imalaa. AasT/oilayana iksaana nao ]sao Apnao baD,o
baD,o gaohUM ko fama- idKayao ijasa pr To@saasa ka iksaana baaolaa "Aro hmaaro yahaM tao gaohUM ko Kot kma sao kma [sako daogaunao baD,o haoto hOM." ifr vaao
caaragaah ko caaraoM Aaor qaaoD,a GaUmao AaOr AasT/oilayana iksaana nao ]sao gaayaaoM ka JauND idKayaa. To@saasa ko iksaana nao turnt kha "hmaaro yahaM kI
gaayaoM kma sao kma [na gaayaaoM sao dao gaunaI baD,I haotI hOM." [sako baad daonaaoM ko baIca baatcaIt lagaBaga K%ma saI hao gayaI. tBaI To@saasa ko iksaana nao
kMgaa$AaoM ko ek JauND kao kUdto doKa. ]sanao pUCa "yao kaOna saI caIja, hO." AasT/oilayana nao lagaBaga AivaSvaasapUNa- lahjao maoM kha "@yaaoM
tumharo yahaM iTD\Do nahIM haoto."

143.
ek daSa-inak nao dsa saala tk Apnao Aap kao ek kmaro maoM band saa kr ilayaa [sa savaala pr icantna krnao ko ile ik 'ija,ndgaI @yaa hO'. jaba
vah baahr Aayaa tao vah Apnao ek puranao saaqaI sao imalaa. ]sanao pUCa ik vaao [tnao samaya tk khaM qaa.
"ek kmaro maoM" ]sanao javaaba idyaa. "maOM jaananaa caahta qaa ik vaastva maoM ija,ndgaI @yaa hO."
"AaOr tumanao javaaba pa ilayaa."
"haM" ]sanao javaaba idyaa. "maoro #yaala sao yah khnaa sabasao j,yaada sahI hO ik ija,ndgaI ek pula ko samaana hO."
"yao bahut AcCI baat khI hO tumanao." ]sako saaqaI nao kha. "magar @yaa tuma qaaoD,a AaOr Kula kr bataAaogao. @yaa tuma mauJao bataAaogao ik
ija,ndgaI ek pula ko samaana @yaaoM hO."
"Aaoh" daSa-inak nao kuC dor saaocanao ko baad javaaba idyaa "Saayad tuma sahI hao. Saayad ija,ndgaI pula ko samaana nahIM hO."

144.

ApnaI SaadI ko idna ko ek rat phlao ek jaaoD,a kar duGa-Tnaa maoM maara gayaa. svaga- maoM phuMcanao pr ]nhaoMnao ica~gauPt sao pUCa ik @yaa vao ABaI BaI
SaadI kr sakto hOM. tba Kud Bagavaana nao ]nhoM imalanao kao baulaayaa.
Bagavaana nao kha "maOM tumharI [cCa pUrI haonao ka var dota hUM. magar ABaI nahIM. hao sakta hO [samaoM kuC idna yaa kuC saala BaI laga jaayaoM laoikna
tuma laaoga SaadI kr sakaogao."
paMca saala Aayao AaOr calao gayao AaOr ifr ]nhoM AaiKrkar ]nhoM SaadI ko ilae baulaa ilayaa gayaa. kuC hI idnaaoM baad vao ifr Bagavaana ko pasa
phuMcao yah jaananao ko ilae ik @yaa vao tlaak lao sakto hOM. vao pUrI trh sao inaiScat qao ik ]nakI SaadI j,yaada idna tk nahIM cala sakogaI.
Bagavaana nao kha "mauJao paMca saala laga gayao ek pujaarI kao svaga- maoM laanao ko ilae. @yaa tumhoM Anaumaana BaI hO ik ek vakIla kao yahaM laanao maoM
iktnao saala laga jaaeMgao."

145.

isagnala pr KD,I ra^lsa ra^yasa ko pasa ek eMbaosaoDr Aakr $kI. eMbaosaoDr ka D/a[var iKD,kI sao JaMak kr ra^lsa ko D/a[var kI Aaor
icallaayaa. "haya. Aro yaar tumharI kar tao baD,I Saanadar hO. @yaa tumharI ra^lsa maoM faona hO. maorI eMbaosaoDr maoM tao hO."
ra^lsa ra^yasa ko D,a[var nao ]sakI trf doKa AaOr kha "haM [samaoM faona lagaa hO."
eMbaosaoDr ko D/a[var nao ifr kha "bahut baiZ,yaa. @yaa [samaoM if`ja BaI hO. maorI eMbaosaoDr kI ipClaI saIT maoM ek if`ja BaI hO."
ra^lsa ko D/a[var nao qaaoD,a Jllaakr kha "haM maoro pasa if`ja BaI hO."
ek baar ifr eMbaosaoDr ko D/a[var nao pUCa "Saanadar. AcCa @yaa [samaoM TI vaI BaI lagaa hO. tumhoM pta hO maorI kar maoM TI vaI BaI lagaa hO."
Aba ra^lsa ko D/a[var nao qaaoD,o gaussao maoM Aato hue kha "baoSak [samaoM TI vaI BaI hO. ra^lsa ra^yasa duinayaa kI sabasao baohtrIna AaOr Aaramadoh kar
hO."
eMbaosaoDr ko D/a[var nao kha "bahut hI baiZ,yaa yaar. AcCa tumharI kar maoM ibastr hO yaa nahIM. maorI eMbaosaoDr ko ipClao ihssao maoM ek ibastr BaI
lagaa hO."
[sa baat pr Jallaakr ik ]sakI kar maoM ibastr nahIM hO ra^lsa ra^yasa ka D/a[var tojaI sao vahaM sao calaa gayaa. AaOr saIQaa DIlar ko pasa phuMcaa.
vahaM ]sanao baakayada hu@ma idyaa ik ]sakI kar maoM ek ibastr haonaa caaihe. AgalaI saubah D/a[var nao ApnaI kar laI. nayaa ibastr baD,a hI
Saanadar qaa.
Aba D/a[var nao ]sa eMbaosaoDr kI Kaoja Sau$ kI. vaao pUro idna GaUmata rha. AaiKrkar dor rat ]sanao ]sa eMbaosaoDr kar kao ek jagah KD,a pa
hI ilayaa ijasako Andr maanaaoM Baap saI jamaI qaI. ra^lsa ra^yasa ka D/a[var baahr inaklaa AaOr eMbaosaoDr pr dstk dI. kao[- javaaba na Aanao pr
]sanao baar baar KTKTayaa AaOr AMtt: eMbaosaoDr ko maailak nao Apnaa isar baahr inakalaa jaao pUrI trh BaIgaa huAa qaa.
"maorI kar maoM Aba ibastr BaI hO." ra^lsa ra^yasa ko D/a[var nao gaussao sao kha.
eMbaosaoDr ko D/a[var nao ]sakI Aaor doKa AaOr baaolaa "yao batanao ko ilae tumanao mauJao 'Saa^var' sao baahr baulaa ilayaa."

146.

ek kMpnaI ko baa^sa kao Acaanak iksaI ja,$rI kama sao Apnao ek AQaInasqa kma-caarI kI AavaSyakta pD,I. ]sanao kma-caarI ko Gar faona
lagaayaa tao ]sao ek baccao kI fusafusaatI Aavaaja, maoM javaaba imalaa "hOlaao".
baa^sa nao pUCa "@yaa tumharo papa Gar pr hOM."
"haM" mahIna Aavaaja, nao fusafusaakr kha.
"@yaa maOM ]nasao baat kr sakta hUM." baa^sa nao pUCa.
baa^sa kao baD,a AaScaya- huAa jaba baccao nao kha "nahIM."
iksaI vayask vyai@t sao baat krnao kI saaocakr ]sanao ifr pUCa "@yaa tumharI mammaI Gar pr hOM."
"haM" javaaba imalaa.
"@yaa maOM ]nasao baat kr sakta hUM."
ifr sao javaaba imalaa "nahIM".
yah saaocakr ik [tnao CaoTo baccao kao Akolao Gar pr nahIM CaoD,a gayaa haogaa ]sa vyai@t kao jaao ]sakI doKBaala kr rha haogaa kao saMdoSa donao kI
saaocakr baa^sa nao ifr sao pUCa "@yaa tumharo Gar maoM kao[- AaOr BaI hO."
"haM" baccaa fusafusaayaa "ek puilasa".
[sa baat pr caikt haoto hue ik puilasa vaalaa vahaM @yaa kr rha hO baa^sa nao pUCa "@yaa maOM ]sa puilasa sao baat kr sakta hUM."
"nahIM vah vyast hO." baccaa ifr fusafusaakr baaolaa.
"iksa kama maoM vyast hO." baa^sa nao pUCa.
"mammaI papa AaOr fayarmaOna sao baat krnao maoM." QaImaI saI Aavaaja, AayaI.
icaMitt baa^sa kI icanta AaOr baZ, gayaI jaba ]sanao faona pr hOlaIka^PTr jaOsaI Aavaaja, saunaI AaOr ]sanao pUCa "yao Aavaaja, kOsaI hO."
"hOlaI kapr" ifr sao QaImaa javaaba imalaa.
"vahaM hao @yaa rha hO." Aba baa^sa kafI icaMitt saa hao gayaa.
baccao nao javaaba idyaa " hOlaI kapr sao kuC Kaojanao vaalao laaoga ]tro hOM."
baa^sa nao pUCa "vaao vahaM @yaaoM Aayao hOM."
ABaI BaI fusafusaato hue baccao nao iklakto hue kha "vaao mauJao ZUMZ, rho hOM."

147.

147.
ek maihlaa dukana maoM TI vaI KrIdnao gayaI. saolsamaOna nao ek Kasa TI vaI saoT kI tarIf kI AaOr ]sako saaqa ko irmaaoT kMT/aola sao imalanao vaalao
Aarama ko baaro maoM batayaa. yao saaQaarNa saoT ko maukabalao qaaoD,a AiQak mahMgaa ja,$r qaa magar Aarama kusaI- pr baOzkr Zor saaro caOnalaaoM kao Aarama
sao badlakr doKa jaa sakta qaa.
'saunaao baoTa', maihlaa nao kha ,'mauJao irmaaoT kMT/aola kI ja,$rt nahIM hO. Apnao C: baccaaoM ko haoto TI vaI kMT/aola krnao kI maorI saMBaavanaaeM bahut dUr
kI baat hO. [sailae maOM saaQaarNa TI vaI hI laUMgaI.'

148.
"ivaSva ko p`mauK isawaMt "
saamantvaad : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. Aapka maailak kuC dUQa lao laota hO.
Sauw samaajavaad : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. sarkar ]nhoM Aap sao lao kr dUsarI gaayaaoM ko saaqa gaaOSaalao maoM band kr dotI hO. Aapkao saBaI gaayaaoM
ka Qyaana rKnaa pD,ta hO. sarkar Aapkao ek igalaasa dUQa dotI hO.
naaOkrSaahI samaajavaad : AapkI gaayaoM pUva- mauga,I-paalak ko Wara saMBaalaI jaatI hOM. Aapkao ]na mauiga-yaaoM kI doKBaala krnaI pD,tI hO jaao sarkar
nao maugaI-palak sao laIM qaIM. sarkar Aapkao ]tnao ANDo AaOr dUQa dotI hO jaao inayamaaoM ko ihsaaba sao Aapkao caaihe.
fasaIvaad : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. sarkar daonaaoM lao laotI hO AaOr Aapkao ]nakI doKBaala ko ilae inayau@t krtI hO AaOr Aapkao dUQa baocatI
hO.
Sauw saamyavaad ( kmyauinaj,ma ) : Aap ApnaI gaayaoM Apnao pD,aosaI ko saaqa saaJao maoM rKto hOM. Aap AaOr Aapka pD,aosaI [sa baat pr bahsa krto
hOM ik kaOna sabasao AiQak 'yaaogya' hO AaOr kaOna sabasao AiQak 'ja$rtmand'. [sa daOrana kao[- kama nahIM krta AaOr na hI dUQa pata hO AaOr gaayaoM
BaUK sao mar jaatI hOM.
$saI saamyavaad : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. Aap daonaaoM kI doKBaala krto hOM magar sarkar pUra dUQa lao laotI hO. Aap vaapsa ijatnaa hao sako
]tnaa dUQa caura laoto hOM AaOr ]sao 'blaOk maako-T' maoM baoca doto hOM.
tanaaSaahI : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. sarkar ]na daonaaoM kao laokr Aap pr TO@sa lagaatI hO.
Sauw p`jaatM~ : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. Aapka pD,aosaI yah tya krta hO ik dUQa iksao imalaogaa.
p`itinaiQavaadI p`jaatM~ : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. Aapka pD,aosaI iksaI kao caunata hO yah batanao ko ilae ik dUQa kaOna laogaa.
naaOkrSaahI : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. phlao tao sarkar yah inayaMi~t krtI hO ik Aapkao kba gaaya kao caara donaa hO AaOr kba ]sao duhnaa hO.
ifr ]sao na duhnao ko ilae Aapkao pOsao dotI hO. ifr daonaaoM Aapsao laokr ek kao maar dotI hO AaOr dUsaro ka dUQa inakalakr dUQa naalaI maoM baha
dotI hO. ifr Aapkao KaoyaI gaaya ko ilae fama- Barnao kao kha jaata hO.
pUMjaIvaad : Aapko pasa gaaya nahIM hO. baOMk Aapkao ]Qaar nahIM dota @yaaoMik baMQak rKnao ko ilae Aapko pasa kao[- gaaya nahIM hO.
pUNa- Arajakta : Aapko pasa dao gaayaoM hOM. yaa tao Aap dUQa sahI kImat pr baocato hOM yaa Aapko pD,aosaI Aapkao maarkr gaaya laonao kI kaoiSaSa
krto hOM.

149.
nayao @lak- ko kamaaoM maoM jaja ko ilae idna kI Sau$Aat maoM gama- kafI ka ek kp laanaa BaI Saaimala qaa.
hr saubah jaja naaraja, hao jaata qaa ik ]saka kp kovala dao itha[- Bara haota qaa. @lak- nao samaJaayaa ik ka^fI zNDI na hao jaayao [sailae ]sao
jaldI jaldI Aanaa pD,ta hO AaOr [sa daOrana kuC ka^fI baahr Clak jaatI hO.
jaja kI iksaI caIK pukar AaOr DaMT nao [tnaa Asar nahIM idKayaa ik ]sao kafI ka kp Bara huAa imala jaayao. AaiKrkar ]sanao @lak- kao
Qamakayaa ik Agar yao isalaisalaa ja,arI rha tao vaao ]sakI tna#vaah BaI ek itha[- kaT laogaa.
AgalaI saubah ]saka AiBavaadna ka^fI ko labaalaba Baro hue kp sao huAa. ]sakI AgalaI saubah BaI AaOr ]sakI BaI AgalaI saubah.
jaja ApnaI saflata kao Cupa nahIM payaa AaOr mauskurato hue @lak- kI nayaI 'Toi@nak' kI tarIf kI.
"Aaoh ]samaoM eosaI kao[- Kasa baat nahIM hO." @lak- nao KuSa hao kr kha ,"maOM ka^fI $ma ko baahr Aato hI mauMh maoM ka^fI Bar laota hUM AaOr
Aapko Aa^ifsa ko baahr vaapsa Aapko kp maoM Bar dota hUM."

150.
jaOsaa ik kBaI kBaI TO@saI D/a[var krto hOM Apnaa TO@saI D/a[var BaarI T/Oifk maoM laaprvaahI sao gaaD,I [Qar ]Qar inakala rha qaa. kuC
Ktrnaak hadsaaoM sao baala baala bacanao pr ]sakI savaarI Aagao JaukI AaOr baaolaI "kRpa krko @yaa tuma qaaoD,I saavaQaanaI sao calaaogao. Gar pr maoro C:
baccao hOM."
"maODma" D/a[var baD,baD,ayaa "Aapko C: baccao hOM AaOr ifr BaI Aap [tnaa haOsalaa rKtI hOM ik mauJao saavaQaana rhnao kao khoM ! "

151.
iSakagaao ko p`agaOithaisak saMga`halaya maoM kuC pya-Tk DayanaasaaOr ko hiD\DyaaoM ko ZaMcao pr AaScaya- kr rho qao. ]namaoM sao ek nao gaaD- sao pUCa
"@yaa Aap bata sakto hOM ik yao DayanaasaaOr kI hiD\DyaaM iktnaI puranaI haoMgaI ?"
gaaD- nao javaaba idyaa " yao 30 laaK caar saala AaOr C: maah puranaI hOM."
"yah tao kmaala hO. Aap kao [tnaI sahI ]ma` kOsao maalaUma hO ?" pya-Tk nao pUCa.
gaaD- nao javaaba idyaa " eosaa hO ik jaba maOM yahaM kama krnaa Sau$ ikyaa qaa tba yao 30 laaK saala puranaI qaIM AaOr yah caar saala C: maah phlao
kI baat hO."

152.
ek dsa vaYaI-ya laD,ka gaiNat maoM kmaja,aor haoto jaa rha qaa. ]sako maata ipta nao hrsaMBava kaoiSaSa kI , inajaI T\yaUTraoM sao laokr sammaaohna tk.
magar kao[- fayadanahIM huAa. AaiKrkar Apnao ek ima~ kI salaah pr ]nhaoMnao ]sao ek inajaI kOqaaoilak ivad\yaalaya maoM BatI- krnao ka inaNa-ya
kr ilayaa.
phlao idna ko skUla ko baad ]sako maaM baap ]sako caohro ko inaiScat lagana AaOr laxya kao pa laonao vaaloa Baava doKkr dMga sao rh gayao. vaao saIQaa
Apnao kmaro maoM gayaa AaOr drvaaja,a baMd krko krIba dao GaNTo tk ApnaI gaiNat kI iktabaoM sao jaUJata rha. Kanao ko ilae vah kmaro sao baahr
inaklaa AaOr Kanao ko turnt baad vaapsa Apnao kmaro maoM jaakr pZ,a[- maoM jauT gayaa. yah isalaisalaa ja,arI rha jaba tk ik itmaahI prIxaa ka
prIxaafla ka kaD- nahIM Aa gayaa.
laD,ko nao Apnao ibanaa Kulao irpaoT- kaD- maoja, pr rKa AaOr saIQaa Apnao kmaro maoM calaa gayaa. ]sakI maaM nao saavaQaanaI sao ]sao Kaolaa AaOr caaOMka
donao ko ilae gaiNat ko saamanao laala rMga maoM 'A' ilaKa qaa. baohd KuSa haokr ]sako maaM baap ]sako kmaro kI Aaor toja,I sao baZ,o.
"@yaa yah iSaixaka hO ijasako karNa eosaa huAa ?" ipta nao pUCa.
laD,ko nao kovala isar ihlaayaa "nahIM".
"@yaa yah ek ek laD,ko ko }pr Kasa Qyaana donao ko karNa huAa ?"
"nahIM".
"iktabaoM ? maahaOla ?"
"naa" laD,ko nao javaaba idyaa. "phlao idna jaba maOM saamanao ko drvaaja,o sao Gausaa tao maOMnao doKa ik ]sa AadmaI kao Qana icah\na (+) pr kIlaaoM sao
zaoMk idyaa gayaa hO. maOM samaJa gayaa ik vaao iktnao kD,o hOM ]sa maamalao maoM."

153.
"ip`yao" pit nao ApnaI p%naI sao kha "maOMnao Apnao ek daost kao Kanao pr baulaayaa hO."
"@yaa. tuma pagala hao @yaa. pUra Gar ganda pD,a hO. maOM baaja,ar nahIM gayaI hUM. bat-na Qaulao nahIM hOM AaOr maora kao[- Kasa pkanao ka ibalakula maUD
nahIM hO.
"mauJao yao saba pta hO."
"ifr tuma nao Apnao daost kao Kanao pr @yaaoM baulaayaa ?"
"@yaaoMik vaao baovakUf SaadI krnao kI saaoca rha hO."

154.
sqaanaIya SarabaKanao maoM yao saMvaad saunao gayao :
"Aro saOma. kaSa ik tuma maoro pasa yahaM haoto ! "
"laoikna Ta^ma maOM yahIM hUM. doKao maOM tumharo saamanao baOza hUM."
"nahIM tuma nahIM hao."
"haM maOM yahIM hUM."
"maOM isaw kr sakta hUM ik tuma nahIM hao. 50 $ , kI Sat- rhI."
"zIk hO krao."
"tuma nyau yaak- maoM nahIM hao. @yaa tuma vahaM hao ?"
"yao sahI hO."
"AaOr tuma maa^inT/yala maoM BaI nahIM hao."
"zIk hO."
"AaOr tuma p@kI taOr pr poirsa maoM nahIM hao."
"nahIM".
"Agar tuma nyau yaak- maoM nahIM hao maa^inT/yala maoM nahIM hao AaOr na hI poirsa maoM hao tao tumhoM khIM AaOr haonaa caaihe ?"
"yao samaJadarI kI baat lagatI hO."
"AcCa Agar tuma khIM AaOr hao tao tuma yahaM nahIM hao sakto. tao pOsao inakalao. mauJao 50 $ , dao."
"nahIM do sakta "
"@yaaoM ?"
"maOM yahaM hUM hI nahIM."

155.
ek AaOrt jaao Apnaa vaja,na kma krnaa caahtI qaI nao Apnao if`ja maoM ek dubalaI ptlaI saundr maa^Dla ka ica~ lagaa idyaa jaao ]sao ]sako laxya
kI yaad idlaata qaa. trkIba kama kr gayaI AaOr ]sanao payaa ik ek maah maoM ]saka vaja,na 5 iklaao kma hao gayaa hO.
[sako ivaprIt yah huAa ik ]saka pit vaao tsvaIr doKnao ko ilae baar baar if`ja tk jaayaa krta qaa AaOr ]saka vajana 8 iklaao baZ, gayaa.

156.
banta isaMh ek fOSana kI dukana maoM gayaa AaOr vahaM ]sanao ek e@saro caSmaa payaa. ]sanao ]sao lagaa kr doKa magar vaao pUrI trh saMtuYT nahIM
huAa magar ifr saolsamaOna nao maaolaBaava krko ]sao baoca idyaa.
vaapsa Gar jaato samaya rasto maoM banta nao vaao caSmaa phna ilayaa AaOr kmaala hao gayaa. ]sao saD,k pr saaro laaoga ibalakula naMgao idKnao lagao. ]sanao
ek pla ko ilae caSmaa ]tara AaOr saBaI laaoga kpD,o phnao hue qao. vaapsa phnaa AaOr saaro laaoga ibanaa kpD,aoM maoM. "vaah" banta nao saaocaa.
jaba vah Gar phuMcaa tao vah ApnaI baIvaI kao yah nayaI caIja, idKanao ko ilae ]tavalaa hao ]za magar vaao khIM idKI nahIM. vaao baoD$ma maoM gayaa AaOr
payaa ik ]sakI baIvaI AaOr santa isaMh ibastr pr hOM ibanaa kpD,aoM maoM.
]sanao Apnaa caSmaa ]tara AaOr ifr BaI vaao daonaaoM ibanaa kpD,aoM maoM qao. ifr sao caSmaa phnaa laoikna Aba BaI vaao ibanaa kpD,aoM maoM qao.
banta bahut gaussao maoM Aa gayaa AaOr icallaayaa ,"saalaa. maOMnao [sa caSmao ko ilae 3000 $ , Kca- ike AaOr yao phlao sao hI Kraba hOM."

157.
marIja, : [sa daMt kao inakalanao ko iktnao pOsao lagaoMgao ?
Da^@Tr : 200 $ ,.
marIja, : ja,ra saI dor ko kama ko ilae 200 $ !,
Da^@Tr : Agar Aap caahoM tao maOM QaIro QaIro inakala sakta hUM.

158.
ek baar tIna baovakUf baatoM kr rho qao. ek nao kha Agar samaud` saUK jaayao tao maCilayaaoM ka @yaa haogaa. dUsaro baovakUf nao kha ik vaao poD,aoM
pr caZ, jaaeMgaI. [sa pr tIsara gaussao sao baaolaa caup rhao , vaao gaaya nahIM hOM ik poD,aoM pr caZ, jaaeMgaI.

159.
ek pit ]na laaogaaoM sao bahut icaZ,ta qaa jaao ]sako ihsaaba sao bahut baaolato qao. hala hI maoM ]sanao gava- sao ApnaI p%naI sao kha ik ]sanao saunaa hO
ik pu$Ya ek idna maoM 2200 Sabd [stomaala krto hOM jabaik AaOrtoM 4400.
p%naI nao ek pla saaocaa Aar baaolaI ,"eosaa [sailae hO @yaaoMik AaOrtaoM kao ApnaI hr baat duhranaI pD,tI hO jaao vao Apnao pit sao khtI hOM."
yah saunakr BaaOMca@ko sao pit ko mauMh sao inaklaa ,"@yaa kha ifr sao khnaa."

160.
ek laa^ND/I dukana pr baaoD- TMgaa qaa ijasa pr ilaKa qaa "hma Aapko kpD,o maSaInaaoM sao nahIM faD,to. hma yao haqa sao krto hOM."

baa^sa nao Apnao Aa^ifsa maoM kama kr rho @lak- sao pUCa "tumanao ipClao saala kI pUrI Cui+yaaM @yaaoM nahIM laIM ?"
"vaao [sailae , sar" @lak- nao javaaba idyaa "@yaaoMik maOM Aarama krnaa caahta qaa."

Baart ka sabasao baD,a roD laa[T eiryaa kaOna saa hO ?

'idllaI'
@yaaoM ?
@yaaoMik mauiSkla sao Aaqaa ik , maI , kao[- calata hO ik ifr sao ek roD laa[T Aa jaatI hO.

161.

162.
ek AadmaI ek dukana maoM gayaa AaOr ]sanao p<aagaaoBaI ko AaQao ihssao kI maaMga kI. ]sa ivaBaaga ko laD,ko nao kha ik vaao kovala pUrI gaaoBaI baocato
hOM AaQaI nahIM. laoikna vaao AadmaI ApnaI baat pr AD,o rha ik ]sao pUrI kI ja,$rt nahIM hO AaOr ]sao kovala AaQaa ihssaa hI caaihe. laD,ko nao
kha ik vaao Apnao maonaojar sao pUC kr bataegaa. laD,ka pICo ko kmaro maoM gayaa AaOr maOnaojar sao kha "vahaM ek baovakUf AadmaI Aayaa hO jaao
gaaoBaI ka kovala AaQaa ihssaa caahta hO." jaOsao hI ]sanao yah khkr K%ma ikyaa ik ]sanao payaa ik vahI AadmaI zIk ]sako pICo KD,a huAa
hO. tba ]sanao turnt jaaoD,a "AaOr yao sajjana baakI ka AaQaa ihssaa KrIdnaa caahto hOM."

163.
pit p%naI Saanadar baaoT maoM Cui+yaaoM ka Aanand ]za rho qao AaOr pit baaoT kI sToyairMga saMBaalao huAa qaa. vah yah saaocakr icaiMtt qaa ik iksaI
duGa-Tnaa kI isqait maoM @yaa haogaa. [sailae ek idna JaIla ko baIca maoM ]sanao ApnaI p%naI sao kha "ip`yao yao pihyaa saMBaalao. yao saaoca laao ik mauJao
idla ka daOra pD,a hO. Aba tumhoM yah baaoT iknaaro tk saurixat lao jaanaI hO". tba p%naI baaoT kao iknaaro tk lao kr AayaI.
baad maoM ]sa rat kao p%naI D/a[Mga$ma maoM AayaIjahaM ]saka pit TI vaI doK rha qaa. ]sako bagala maoM baOzkr ]sanao TI vaI ka caOnala badlaa AaOr
pit sao baaolaI "ip`ya ja,ra rsaao[- maoM jaaAao. saaocaao ik mauJao idla ka daOra pD,a hO. tumhoM Kanaa pkanaa hO , Tobala lagaanaI hO AaOr bat-na Qaaonao hOM."

164.
ek baar ek AadmaI nao mahsaUsa ikyaa ik ]sanao k[- saaro pap ikyao hOM AaOr [sailae ]sao caca- jaakr Apnao pap svaIkarnao caaihe.
vah caca- phuMcaa AaOr padrI sao baaolaa "fadr maOMnao pap ikyao hOM."
"zIk hO baoTo. mauJao bataAao AaOr Bagavaana tumharo pap maaf kr dogaa."
"fadr maora ApnaI p`imaka sao 3 saala sao sambanQa hO AaOr ko[- gaMBaIr baat nahIM GaTI. kla maOM ]sako Gar gayaa AaOr payaa ik Gar maoM ]sakI bahna
ko Alaavaa AaOr kao[- nahIM hO. hma Akolao qao AaOr maOM ]sako saaqa hmaibastr hao gayaa."
"yah baurI baat hO maoro baoTo. AcCa huAa ik tumhoM ApnaI ga,latI ka ehsaasa huAa."
"fadr ipClao hFto maOM ]sasao imalanao ko ilae ]sako Aa^ifsa gaya AaOr vahaM pr BaI kao[- nahIM qaa isavaaya ]sakI ek saholaO ko. AaOr maOM ]sako
saaqa BaI hmaibastr hao gayaa."
"yao tumanao AcCa nahIM ikyaa."
"fadr ipClao maah maOM ]sao doKnao ]sako AMkla ko Gar gayaa . vahaM ]sakI AaMTI ko Alaavaa kao[- nahIM qaa AaOr maOM ]sako saaqa BaI saaoyaa."
"fadr fadr , , , , , ," Acaanak ]sa AadmaI nao mahsaUsa ikyaa ik padrI kI trf sao kao[- javaaba nahIM Aayaa. vaao Aagao gayaa AaOr doKa ik
paadrI vahaM nahIM hO. tba ]sanao ZUMZ,naa Sau$ ikyaa "fadr fadr , , ". ]sanao [Qar ]Qar ZUMZ,a AaOr AaiKrkar ]sanao padrI kao ipyaanaao ko
pICo vaalaI maoja, ko pICo iCpa payaa.
"fadr Aap yahaM @yaaoM iCpo baOzo hOM."
"maaf krnaa baoTo laoikna Aacaanak mauJao yaad Aayaa ik yahaM pr BaI Aasapasa kao[- nahIM hO mauJao CaoD,kr."

165.
"]h Aaoh" ek navayauvak nao ek p~ pZ,to samaya kha.
pasa baOzo ]sako ima~ nao pUCa "kao[- baurI Kbar".
"haM eosaa hI kuC hO." navayauvak nao javaaba idyaa. "iksaI nao ilaKa hO ik Agar maOM ]sakI baIvaI sao dUr nahIM rhUMgaa tao vaao mauJao maar Dalaogaa."
"eosaI isqait maoM Agar tumharI jagah maOM haota tao ]sakI baIvaI sao dUr hI rhta."
"KuSaI sao. magar iksasao. [sa p~ maoM naama tao ilaKa hI nahIM hO."

166.

ek CaoTo Sahr maoM ek puilasa Aa^ifsar nao ek yauvak kao raoka jaao toja,I sao gaaD,I lao jaa rha qaa.
"laoikna Aa^ifsar" ]sanao khnaa Sau$ ikyaa. "maOM samaJaata hUM."
"caup rho." Aa^ifsar nao DaMTa. "maOM tumhoM puilasa sToSana lao jaa rha hUM jaba tk ik caIf vaapsa na AajaayaoM."
"laoikna Aa^ifsar maOM kuC khnaa caahta hUM."
"AaOr maOMnao kha na ik caup rhao. tuma jaola jaa rho hao."
kuC GaNTaoM kao baad Aa^ifsar nao kOdI kao doKa AaOr kha "tuma BaagyaSaalaI hao @yaaoMik Aaja caIf kI laD,kI kI SaadI hO AaOr jaba vaao vaapsa
AayaoMgao tao AcCo maUD maoM haoMgao."
"yao ibalakula mat saaocaao. yauvak nao javaaba idyaa. "dUlha maOM hUM."

167.
ek idna dadI nao Apnao paoto CaoTU sao kha ik vaao Kanaa banaanao ko ilae naIcao baavaD,I sao paanI Bar kr lao Aayao. jaba vah baalTI panaI maoM Dubaa
rha qaa tao ]sanao dao baD,I baD,I AaMKaoM kao doKa jaao ]sao hI GaUr rhI qaIM. ]sanao baalTI vahIM CaoD,I AaOr vaapsa dadI ko pasa rsaao[-Gar maoM phuMcaa.
"panaI khaM hO AaOr maorI baalTI khaM hO" dadI nao pUCa.
"maOm ]sa baavaD,I sao kao[- panaI nahIM laa sakta" CaoTU nao kha. "vahaM ek ek baD,a magar maora [Mtjaa,r kr rha hO."
"tuma ]sa baUZ,o magar pr kao[- Qyaana mat dao CaoTU. vaao vahaM k[- saala sao hO AaOr Aaja tk ]sanao iksaI kao nauksaana nahIM phuMcaayaa hO. AaOr
Saayad vaao BaI tumasao ]tnaa hI Dra hogaa ijatnaa ik tuma ]sasao."
"dadI jaI" CaoTU nao javaaba idyaa "Agar vaao ]tnaa hI Dra huAa ijatnaa ik maOM tao vaao panaI pInao laayak nahIM hO."

168.
ek AadmaI nao Apnao drvaaja,o pr ek dstk saunaI. ]sanao Kaolakr doKa AaOr vahaM kao[- nahIM qaa. ]sanao [Qar ]Qar doKa AaOr AaiKrkar
payaa ik ek CaoTa saa GaaoMGaa drvaaja,o pr baOza qaa.
]sanao ]sao ]zayaa AaOr saD,k ko par dUr foMk idyaa.

ek saala baad ]sanao Apnao drvaajao, pr ek dstk saunaI. ]sanao Kaolakr doKa AaOr vahaM kao[- nahIM qaa. ]sanao [Qar ]Qar doKa AaOr
AaiKrkar payaa ik ek CaoTa saa GaaoMGaa drvaaja,o pr baOza qaa.
GaaoMGao nao kha "vaao @yaa baovakUfI qaI haM."

169.
ek AadmaI raoja, rat maoM ibastr pr jaanao sao phlao ivhskI ipyaa krta qaa. k[- saala baad ]sakI baIvaI nao ]sasao yao Aadt CuD,anao kI kaoiSaSa
kI. ]sanao dao igalaasa ilae. ek igalaasa maoM ]sanao paanaI Bara AaOr ek maoM ivhskI. ]sanao Apnao pit ko maoja, ko pasa baulaayaa.
vaao baaolaI "maOM caahtI hUM ik tuma [sao doKao." ]sanao ek kID,a panaI maoM Dalaa AaOr vaao tOrto rha. ifr ]sanao ek kID,a ivhskI maoM Dalaa AaOr
vaao kID,a mar gayaa.
p%naI nao pUCa "tao [sa p`yaaoga ko baaro maoM tuma @yaa khnaa caahogao."
SaaMit sao pit nao javaaba idyaa "Agar maOM ivhskI ipyaUMgaa maoro poT maoM kID,o nahIM haoMgao."

170.
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yao va@t nahIM hO raonao ka yao va@t hO baccaa haonao ka

]sa idna @yaaoM nahIM raoyaI qaI jaba icapk icapk kr saaoyaI qaI.
saItajaI ko gahnao
ek caaor nao
maindr sao
saItajI ko gahnao caurayao
]sanao ]nhoM
ApnaI p%naI kao phnaayao
saIta jaI ko gahnaaoM nao
Apnaa p`Baava idKlaayaa
pD,aosa ko ravaNa nao
]sakI p%naI kao ]zayaa.
kbaD\DI caOimpyana
navaivavaaihta navaolaI nao
pD,aosana sao
mana kI vyaqaa batayaI
saKI
maOM ek kbaD\DI caOimpyana sao
SaadI kr ko pCtayaI
vao hU hU kr ko
maoro pasa Aato hOM
mauJao CUkr
Baaga jaato hOM.
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Kaoyaa
hlavaa[- nao kivata ilaKI
tumharo $p kI caaSanaI maoM
mana kao Dubaaoyaa hO
maaKna saa SarIr malaa[- saa rMga hO
mana “Kaoyaa Kaoyaa” hO.
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