Language as Technical Freedom Pearl was freakishly stirred to feeling concerning her mothers icon.

Unauthorized Pearl is the double of a woman with no hero at hand but her own handiwork as evidence of a dominance retained by the outcast over the society that presumes itself a successful tyrant. Hester and whose Faint Occupations were quilted patched embroidered and monetized as social relations and gender as a definitive destiny, meant one thing that for Pearl was a source of great regard: The letter that gives her mother her pristine status as a scapegoat forms the fashion of Pearls greatest designs: she is her symbol and her symbol is her. There is no equivocation in her relishing of her mothers punishment as her own special inheritance toward what looks as whats most impossible to attain in such circumstances as a child of adultery in a prison society for women: give birth to independence from spiritual bondage into which the newborn is conceived: female, spirited, freakish, precocious, omniscient. So many myths permeate the background of literature that it becomes a grotesque to wonder at how to speak of itself in a moral history as a voice expressing its confounded awakening. There are ages in feelingsthose feelings just as words, possess a lifeform. There is no metaphor that is strong enough to yield all of language as a tenor onto the vehicle of language as speech or as any of the divisible components of language which call to mind: semantics, phonology, phonetics, syntax, grammar, and morphology. Therefore, language becomes a technique that knowledge requires to create foresight where foresight may lead whether it is toward celestial ideals or earthen investments, language has no ulterior motive but to its own best uses. Therefore

language is amoral. It has no desire for tyranny to whatever end it guarantees it privilege. For language is not a body of the mind. It cant be beheld in one moment as a generalization except when it is suppressed yet its suppression speaks often with more efficacy than its freedom does. Suppression has never been statistically or technically efficient. It does not achieve its ends but mightily chases its tail. Theres no need to go on and on about suppression. Not when the deep end of a note suffices recalling Casals.

Lala a freedom of speech is a habit of mine.

It was so funny to hear some rather bright dudes say something like, "she will use the master's tools," with a quirky squeeze of his eyebrows upward in shock, and I think to myself, "rather small expectations I'd have to pursue and imitate with their ilk about me." They think of me physically not in any other way. Thus I am invisible yet I have nothing but what he sees me as a source of being. In other words, I do not exist and try as I might to deduce any other possibility, he will be sure to approach it as an attack against his tools. What tools they were hardly called for an inkling of concern or suspense. Indeed their specter was of dull detritus of power for feeling, seeing, experiencing beauty of thought in its torment or in its foment...While all along I am said to have been better advantaged than he is because his proximity to me suddenly appears to him as a depreciation of him via my comparison, a woman so cheap yet so expensive to his ego that surprising my FB amigos you will not find it when I say that where they believed themselves desirable was when

most satisfied with his blood lust for insipid mandates such as to prove him a hero among others while his most heroic trait was his indifference to the qualities of thought and aspiration which through association has introduced itself into matters heretofore privately held in me and in my entitlements earned, respect, indubitable and non-negotiable. It is poetry and nothing less so it has to be sufficient without evidence or not be an art. It is a bias owing to humanity.

so some kindhearted soul calls me up to ask me if I organized somethign involving students and I thought to myself, "first you say I can' t organize a syllabus or a course" now I can organize a student movement? I doubt your conclusions make much sense. But still I take up the chance to declaim that I've never organized students. Rather they have always organized themselves while I held up the bull horn and recited the lines of the Declaration of Independence which when we did, the police did nothing because they had to grant us our freedom of speech? So if the police recognize civil disobedience then all of authority is authored through the individual asserting himself or herself, in this case, it would be me writing on FB a public memoir as a poem in self defense without evidence, without evidence...So with replete power such as that of a Flag: A Flag on FB that I weave with my fingertips, that I wave in silence made into words, sustained in pure form, sealed with the power of its mandate for freedom. time to cleanse and relax tomorrow out to santa ana oh I need to learn the public transportation because someone likes the new car he said I shouldn't have bought so it's bike or bus or train or desk and that's my only option when I think of

getting about like I'm used to talking to people in public for no other reason than a village scene with live music...Ug i miss exclusive use of my car and changing back to a family in a new different way, I can't get used to the flow of changes but better get over it and start living it instead of thinking of all the definitions of things as I try to live them as I do ..I'm not a writer because a writer uses language, I'm a wordsmith and that means I don't choose to be indentured yet I am to the never-ending toil of making catalogs of words and speech and figure...I might not look like a mechanic in her garage if you happen to notice, I look like a two legged female, but I'm not. I have a library, lab room, lecture hall, and chronicles that describe what I am that has less to do with being a person than it does with being an isolate yet being more than that. I don't really live for any other reason than to transcribe things such as the "heart" and "soul" into the evidence that poetry produces: I give these things names and study them so I can teach others how to find their own school which is their own snowflake in the self. If I am the nucleus of myself am I not also all of the other parts of an atom as well? There is nothing new under the sun but everything that happens the first time, being unique or being original is primary to being independent.