ATTENTION: STEVE THOMPSON

FROM: DR. PAPILLON

DECEMBER 30/ 2011

I am very sad for the family of Peggy. I am aware that Peggy's death signifies an end to any suffering Peggy might have had and perhaps provides peace that passes all human understanding for all who grieved for her for these many years, especially the family. The truth is - all of us have suffered in one way or another. I'm not saying the same as Peggy or the family. I do know that no one can really measure suffering everyone who suffers, suffers in their own way. I have suffered, you, the reader, have suffered, and she of course has. We have all suffered in this horrible tragedy

that has lingered for almost 25 years. Peggy meant and naturally still means as
much to so many as she did before the tragedy. Through a letter 25 years ago, that unfortunately Peggy never had the opportunity to read directly, I asked her forgiveness for the extramarital affair, I know that God works in ways, that are not our ways humanly, to communicate. So maybe Soul to Soul Peggy heard me.

1absolutely know that prayer works and God is the Healer of all who ask. For
your sake, let Peggy not die in vain but rather may it touch your life such that there is a greater opening for each of you to have a personal healing which only God can provide.

Did this whole experience starting nearly 25 years ago change me? Yes,
profoundly. I now am a psychologist who must integrate Spirituality with every psychological issue I address with patients or during my ongoing radio show or at speaking engagements - every day in every way I speak of Spirituality and Psychology together as the healing agents in onels life, which I didn't do explicitly
25 years ago.

I also made peace with the notion that others may think 1 know about how

Peggy's horrible tragedy occurred. I know nothing about that, then or now. Nothing. Did this horrible tragedy change you?

My prayer is that Peggy's death be an avenue for transformation of all who have
kept anything unresolved in their hearts. No one need hold resentments and bitterness when LOVE is what God is and invites us all to be. I hold the faith that all will receive what they need to receive for God to work in their lives, unblocking anything negative that anyone holds concerning the enormous trauma that Dallas endured almost 25 years ago. Let God's power and grace continually give us all greater wisdom and courage to use this time to move towards living life freer and in a more abundant way - not because of Peggy's death but because traumas and horrendous horrors and unexpected and unexplained tragedies can be openings for a more Spiritual Journey, a deeper and closer walk with God. That's the gift in this tremendously painful experience for all. A trauma can close us up OR deepen our Spiritual walk with God. I know a more powerful way of walking Spiritually in the world and with people, whoever they are, because of this tragedy. I invite others to deepen their walk with God and see where it leads them. For example, my walk includes thanking all who have hated me, despised me and passed terrible judgments on me. I can only bless them for they created an opportunity for me to have to go to a much deeper Spiritual place inside. I am not the same person I was nor do I seek to compare Peggy's suffering to mine. I just know ALL fades into God and ultimately God is the refuge and strength that I daily lean on for I know of myself I could and can do nothing but with God -.2!! things, ~ healing is possible.