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I just want to say that I love you and thank you for all the love and happiness

you've brought to me. you know how hard things have been for me this last year and I know you have been through the same thing, but when I found you I knew I wasn't alone and I did not feel alone anymore. You were there for me when no one else was or when no one else understood. That means more to me than anything, Charlie. I am so lucky that I fell in love with such an amazing person like you. I love you.

1.If only I could have come up with the right words to describe the depth of this beautiful feeling that I have for you, I would have whispered them to you the first time we met. The best thing that I can do is to show you now. I love you so much, Sweetie. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. You are like the best poetry ever composed, the best song ever played, the best picture ever painted. I never thought that someone like me could get so lucky! I love you more than my life, more than my world. I love you more and more each day and that is the most wonderful feeling any man can ever hope to experience. 2. I love you. I love every little thing about you. I love your cute smile, your magical eyes, and the sound of your voice. I love your gentle touch, and I love the warmth I feel when Im by your side. I can't stop thinking about you when we are apart. I need you by my side. You complete me. You mean the world to me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the one I've always wished for. I never thought that I would ever meet someone as special as you. I love each and every moment I share with you. 3. Since day one we've shared something incredible, something that most people only dream of. I had been searching for you all of my life. You have made me the happiest I have ever been. You are sincere, caring, loving man, and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I am so thankful and blessed that you loved me as much as I loved you, and that you made me your wife. We have been married for nine months, and I have cherished every moment since the day we met. I love you more and more everyday. Thinking about our future fills me with anticipation and excitement. We make the perfect husband and wife team, and I cannot wait to bring Vivian into our world, and hopefully a baby boy one day. We are going to have an amazing life together raising a family. All of our dreams are coming true, baby! I just love our new home and want to thank you so much for making it possible for us to live in such a wonderful place! Dont worry about the times that we will be tight on money, I know that we can make it through and get to that place where well have all we ever wanted. Look how much we have already! We have so much to be thankful for! We will just continue to lean on each other, loving and supporting one another with all of the love we have, and we will be just fine.

Our life together is already amazing, and together it will only get better and better. I will forever be grateful that you came into my life and made all my dreams come true. Together we're perfect, and I will enjoy enjoying spending the rest of my life with you. I love you more than words can say. 4. I want to start by saying that I miss you, and you have no idea how much I love you. I know you don't need another reminder because I tell you a thousand times a day how much I love you, but I do and that is my only way to show you. I love the hundred ways you show me how much you love me, and I know my simple words can never compare. From day one, I knew there was something in you that no other guy had. You are the most AMAZING guy I have ever known. Thinking back to the strange way we met, how we grow so close in just a few short days, and how you were the first one to show me the meaning of true love, it makes me smile and fall all over for you again. Baby, you make my heart beat faster each time I see you, and you give me butterflies when you kiss me. You are the one I want to hold for the rest of my life. In your arms is where I belong. You melt me every time you tell me about the future that you want to spend with me and how we could show the world the real meaning of being in love with the right person. I wish the people around me saw you and accepted us being together, because I don't think I could live a day knowing that you are not in my life. I know that anyone that tried to replace you would only be compared to you in my mind, and I know they could never live up to you in my eyes. Every time I look into your eyes I know that is where I want to live and die, and every time you hold me tight I don't want you to let go because that is the only place I feel safest. I know when we first got together everyone wanted us apart. They told us that our relationship would never last, and they still tell us that. But we have proven them wrong and I want you to stay in my life forever, as you will in my heart. I know forever is a very long time but it wont be enough time for me to spend with you, showing you every day how much I love and care about you. I hate being far from you. Knowing that I will only see you on holidays breaks my heart. I pray that you will carry my love for you in your heart while you are gone, and I look forward to the day when we can be together again.

5. Ever since you walked into my life I have been smiling. There hasn't been a night when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, and faithful. I wanted someone who would accept me for who I am. I know that Ive found that person in you. My heart told me that my princess was there when I first said hello to you over the phone. I didn't have to think twice when I asked you to be my wife. I knew that you were the perfect match for me. I don't think that there is, or that there ever could be, anyone better than you out there for me. I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometimes I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or let me down in any way. Thank you for everything, honey. I pray to God every day to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time. 6. I want you to know how much I love you. We have been through so much in these last few months, but our love has always come out on top. You mean so much to me, and my only desire is to make you as happy as you make me. With each passing day I fall more in love with you. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me; most of the time you don't even realize it. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart. I never knew that love could be so wonderful until I met you. You have given me a new perspective on so many things. I will always treasure our love and keep it safe. I love you, Baby. 7. I love you more than words could ever express. From the moment I saw you I knew I had to have you. Although I was only a young girl, you taught me how to express myself as a true woman. You taught me everything I know about loving someone. You molded me into something rare and beautiful. In these nine years of marriage, our love has only grown. People look at our relationship and they are jealous because we are an example of pure love, not fleeting lust. When you touch my body, my heart seems to explode and this is just one of the many reasons why I love you. 8. I know this may sound clich' but to be honest you changed my life. From the moment I saw you I knew you were a gift from God. You constantly shower me with unconditional love and you always understand my shortcomings without criticism. Just looking at you is enough to make me happy. My life is now full of promise, every day is worth looking forward to, and its all because of you. You made me become a better person. I never thought I could love someone the way I love you now. I know you hear this all the time, but I want to tell you again and again that I

truly love you and my life would never be the same without you. I miss you every day. 9. "Valuing a relationship is not merely done by seeing each other everyday. What counts is how much in our busy lives we remember each other." --Author Unknown Everything you do for me reassures me that I am appreciated. I want you to know that you mean so much to me. From the first day we met, you were determined to get to know me. At first, I was skeptical about you because of your persistence, but you quickly grew on me. I want you to know that every moment weve spent together since that first day holds a special place in my heart. I was afraid at first that if I let you in Id regret it, but I havent regretted a single moment. I trust you, and I know youll be there for me no matter what. I trust that youll be faithful to me and that you wont hurt my heart. You tell me how you want only the best for me. You tell me how beautiful I am. You tell me how you love every curve of my body. You just make me feel extra special; make me feel a sense of warmth inside. I want you to know that I love you for this! I love you for being so caring and genuine. I love you for everything youve done for me. I love you for the happiness and joy you bring to my life. I love you for you! We dont even need to talk to communicate with each other. By just being together, holding hands, or cuddling, we can sense each others thoughts and inner feelings. I want you to know that I want the best for you as well. I want you to succeed and I want all your dreams and fantasies to come true. I know that in me you see a young woman full of kindness, understanding, and compassion. A young woman with an open-heart. A young woman who puts a smile on your face everyday. I will be that woman whos there for you just as youre there for me, the one who encourages you through lifes ups and downs. But ultimately, I want to be the woman who is your everything. Not an hour goes by that I dont think about you. You have brought so much joy to my life and you give me so much to look forward to when I wake up every morning. I want you to know that I sincerely appreciate you and I can never tell you enough that I LOVE YOU! 10. I am so thankful I met you! You are the most important person in my life. I never thought I would find someone like you to share my life with, and now I don't even want to imagine what my life would be like without you in it. I love the way you make me laugh, how we tell each other everything, how we do everything together. Wherever you are is where I want to be. When we are together I feel like it's just you and me, there's no one else on earth. It feel like we're the only ones here. I fall madly in love with you more and more each day. If theres one thing in this world I know, it's that I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!! 11. I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. You make me feel like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive. You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect

match. Thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me hope that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. I love you because you bring out the best in me. Every time I look at you, my heart skips a beat. You are simply irresistible. You're the one who holds the key to my heart. You always say what I need to hear. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you. And, of course, I know youre intelligent, because you were smart enough to fall in love with me. :) 12. Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. I love you and for you and D. I would do anything, I love you both so much. Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great person, outstanding father and loving husband. I LOVE YOU!! 13. You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, wrapped up in your arms. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're my baby, and will forever be my baby. You'll will always be the love of my life. 14. From time to time you ask me why I chose you? What is so special about you? Well, the reason is simple. I chose you because you are YOU!!! I have never had anyone treat me the way you do. I have never had anyone just look at me and make me feel beautiful. You do that to me! You make me feel special and wanted. As liberal as I can be, I would never do anything to hurt you. You mean more to me than you realize. I am hoping that one day I can prove all of this to you! I want you for you! 15. I wonder why you chose me and why you are with me. I know we've gone through so much. So many hard times but many more good times. We share the same things, we try to understand each other, even try to be there as friends, as soul mates. I even ask myself why you chose to ask me to marry you and I have no answers, only your love. As I look into your eyes I see how much you love me: I really understand how much

you care about me. Yes,it took me this long to see that you do. As you ask me, "Do I trust you," and as I look for the answer, I ask myself: has he given me any reasons why not to? No. We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else. I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. I get upset because all I want are those times with you when we don't have much. As we reach two years together, I see that I do want to spend my lifetime with you, to grow old together to the end of our time. I know I don't tell you that I love you, but as the days go by, my love for you grows, and each day I thank God that I have you in my life. I know I get mad and upset. It is because my heart is so strong in love with you it scares me so. All I want is to take us away, away from the pain and just to share what we have with each other. Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you hold me, I feel safe. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can't find the words other than I am happy we met and have stayed together after all we gone through. From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other's arms. Manny, you are my world I am happy we never walked away from each other. Stay with me and see the world together. I will give you and the kids what I can, and know, I can give you my love. Take my hand as we walk through these pains to the sun shining on the other side where our life begins. I love you very much. 16. I am so happy, I feel complete. You are the piece of the puzzle that was missing in me. I didn't know what would fill that void, but I know now that it was always you. We've become such good friends, I trust you, and I care about you so much and I know that you feel the same way. It is so wonderful to know that you love me as much as I love you. I feel so overwhelmed with emotion that I'm speechless. I really am speechless. I just want you to know that I love you so much. Thinking of how much you love me brings me such comfort when I'm not feeling so great. Everything seems so right these days; everything makes sense. Thank yo 17. I love you so much. You have no idea how much you mean to me. You have always stuck up for me and been there when no one else was. This past year and almost 5 months has been the best of my life. We've overcome

so many obstacles in that time. I never thought our love could survive everything we put it through. You are the sweetest guy I know. I never thought I could love anyone this much or be as close to someone as I am to you. You are my heart, my soul, my world, and finally, I found my other half. I always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought never would get filled. But guess what? You filled that hole. You were the other half my heart was looking for all those years. I've been through a lot in the past 3 years but you never judged me on my past and that means the world to me. I'm glad to know that you can look past my mistakes and see me for who I am now and not who I was back then. You changed me so much. You made me realize that I don't need anyone else's approval for anything in life and that as long as you are happy, that's all that matters. You almost taught me to live life to the fullest. I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I want to be with you forever. I never want to lose you. I know we've had our share of fights and arguments but we never let them get us down. We always overcame them. I know our love is real because otherwise, we wouldn't have made it this far. I love you with all my heart and soul, baby, and nothing will ever change that. Don't you ever forget that either! 18. There are no words that I can speak, no song that I can sing, and no gesture that I can show, to prove my love for you, for the love I have for you has no definition. How can I describe the sheer joy I feel with the very thought of you? How simply hearing your voice causes my heart to beat faster, my pulse to race and my smile to widen. How can just one person give me so much hope for a future I have always dreamed of? You have opened my heart and awakened my soul. You are my one and only true love. That is how I know that our love is everlasting. 19. I am just writing to show the world how much I love you. From the moment that we met, 'til our last kiss I have always loved you... I have never stopped loving you. You are one of the most remarkable people I've ever known. You're kind, caring, compassionate, loving and incredibly sexy. When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness no one else has before. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. I know that I don't want to even imagine. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. My caveman, my sexy monster, there is nothing on this Earth that I could ever give you that would ever come close to how I feel about you. I want to be with you for the rest of your life, and I hope you feel the same. If only you knew how much I want to stay in your life.

Is it wrong to be so young, yet feel so strong about you? I do not know what love is. But if it means caring for you, respecting you, believing in you and putting your happiness above my own, then I am in love. This is not lust or a silly crush... I really do love you. The past year and a half we have spent together have been incredibly romantic. I hope that there are more great times to come. I love you, Cave. 20. I am glad that finally, I have found someone like you. Now that I have you here with me, I would like to let you know how happy and grateful I am for you... every night I thank God for sending you to me. I may not tell you this as often as you expect me to, but trust me, I love you with all my heart and my soul. You mean so much to me. It is you that I want to see waiting for me at the altar... it is also you that I want to hold my hand in the delivery room and it is you that I want to spend my life with. Now that we're together I promise to be always true to you, to love you and trust you. I love you more than anything this life can offer me. You made me realize that I don't need to wait for everybody's approval for anything... as long as I am happy and as long as it feels right for me. I guess destiny has lead you to me so I guess we're really meant for each other. Now I know everything's going to be okay because I have you with me now.... 21. "Hi, Baby, I love you," that's always how we start. Those five simple words always bring a smile to my face and song to my heart. I am just writing this here because it's the only way I know that I can shout to the world I love you! The day you came into my life a miracle happened. One minute I was resigned to the fact that love was a part of my past, something although painful to think about, was nothing more than mere memory. And then there you were. You opened my heart in ways it had never been opened before. You awakened a part of me that had lay dormant all of life. Although I had loved and been loved before, never had it been so intense and so deep as what we feel for each other. This much I am sure of, we share a love so true that I have never before experienced the true joy of complete empowering, soul-felt love as we share. We have tried to deny our love time and time again to no avail. The comfort I feel in knowing that we can disagree, we can get through the roughest of times and still know in our hearts that we can't live without each other is what makes it even more special. "It wouldn't matter if it didn't matter..." Baby, you matter to me and I know in my heart I truly matter to you. I am secure in your love as I know you are in mine. What more could we ask for than to be truly loved as we do each other and have found the one we have both been searching for all our lives.

So, to all you out there who read this letter of love, if you've found it, hold it tight, cherish, respect, and be kind to each other. This kind of love is rare and special beyond words. For those of you haven't found it yet, don't give up and settle... they're out there and if you're lucky, someday you will know what these words I've just written mean... you'll feel them in your heart. So, in closing, let me shout this to all..., "I LOVE YOU, BABY, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!" 22. You mean the world to me and I care about you so deeply that it hurts for the short time that we are not together each day. My every thought and breath, I draw from you and I truly do love you. I love you and you are my world. You are the most sweetest, most precious man in my life. All my life I prayed for someone like you and I thank God that I finally found you. Love, promise me that you will always be mine. I know in my heart our love will never die. You will always be a part of me and I am a part of you indefinitely. I don't find enough words to describe how I feel about you. You possess all the color and beauty of heavens, lush and satiny. Do you know how much I hunger for your gentle touch and the warmth embrace of your body? I love you; you are my every heartbeat and my every breath. 23. You're the sun behind the cloud, the page behind the book covers. Every part of you is sensational in every way shape and form. I trust in you like soap trusts water. If I was to jump a bridge I know you would be my wings to fly me to safety. If the world was a straight line, we would follow its every move. If the sea were a blanket we would sleep under it. If the clouds were birds we would fly into the sky. At night we would paint our name in the stars, then travel the moon and look down on earth. As we lie next to each other in bed and sleep in each other's arms we will see each other in our dreams. We would travel the world and see the glory of nature. The beautiful flowers in their radiant colors, the different colors of the sea, the wild animals as they live their life. And then silence... it's all gone for we wake up in each other's arms, catching every second as we look at each other in our eyes, and catching every heartbeat that beats. Loving you is easy because... you're the one for me. I trust you, I need you, I want you, and I know I have you. I love you, 24. There is so much I would like to say to you, to tell you what you mean to me... but the words don't ever come.

You have the most amazing way of showing me how much you care; you share things with me that I couldn't share with anyone else. And through everything we have gone through, all I have to do is lean on you and know my heart and soul are safe. There have been a few speed bumps in our road, but we always stay hand in hand, heart to heart and soul to soul. I never knew love until you; I can't imagine life without you. You are my everything and I am so blessed with your love and devotion. I love you, Will, more than I can ever tell you. There are no words for the love I have. It is yours, always and forever, eternity and beyond. 25./ Hello, the future Mrs. McMillan, you just don't know how much I love you. You are the best girlfriend any guy could ever ask for. Whenever I have a problem and need some type of comfort, you are there for me. It is you who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I, one day, wish to be your loving husband. You just don't understand how much I adore you or appreciate you, admire you, trust you, respect you, and over all love you. I believe this is it, you are the one for me. Being away from you drives me crazy and makes me want to be with you right at this very instant. I just think of this separation as a test. I can deal with it. If this is what it takes to be with you then I will go through it. I just want to thank you for coming into my life. You took me by surprise; I wouldn't ever think that I would be as lucky to have you, but now that I have you I don't ever want to let go. You have brought so much love, joy, and happiness that no other woman has ever shown me. I love you so much! You and I have shared so much together, and have been through everything, we have just taken over a special part in each other's lives and can't let go. Happy six months on July 4th, Baby! I love you because you bring the best out of me. I love your terrific sense of humor. Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat. You're the one who holds the key to my heart. You always say what I need to hear. You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you. And, of course, I love your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me. I know that neither one of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the

Internet and fall in love but it has happened. And for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that has ever happened to me in years. For this, and what has happened to us and between us I have you to thank. You have brought so much joy to me that words can never explain. I am sending you this to let you know that I have been sent an angel to be with me, and you are that angel. The day we met is the day I will never forget. Over and over I replay our chat and our first telephone conversation in my mind! You are so amazing you drive me crazy! You make me feel so happy and complete. If I hadn't met you. I know I'd still be searching... searching for you! Although I don't say it as often I want, I do want to say it now or else time will just pass me by again and I'll only keep wondering when. I want to say, "I love you, I need you, and I want you." Thank you for all the beautiful e-mails you've sent me. You are my best friend, my lover, and my soul mate all in one. We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else. From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other's arms. When I say I love you it is truly meant. Of all the people in this world, you're the one I run to. Your name has been inscribed in my heart before I knew your name. In the moment we met all those years ago, I knew you were the one. I whisper your name each morning when I wake, and each night to the stars. I am who I am because of you, and there is no one else I want to be. You have taught me so much about this world, and even through the times when darkness covered my world, you were always the light. So, to all you out there who read this letter of love, if you've found it, hold it tight, cherish, respect, and be kind to each other. This kind of love is rare and special beyond words. For those of you haven't found it yet, don't give up and settle... they're out there and if you're lucky, someday you will know what these words I've just written mean... you'll feel them in your heart. 26./ Baby, from the moment I met you, I knew you were someone special. I knew by the way you looked at me, talked to me and was there for me. I was afraid to love again... afraid of the pain it might bring. But in a short time, you showed me that real love wasn't painful or deceiving. You showed me that I deserved to be loved and happy. You gave new meaning to my life and I could never thank you enough for that! You truly are a Godsend to me! So, for all you've done for me... I promise to always be here for you, to cherish you

and to love you whole-heartedly. I promise to be a loyal and loving wife for all the rest of my days. I promise to love you always!! 27. Baby, I am forever devoted to our relationship together. Elliott, you are with every touch everything I have ever wanted. Each and every day I sit and wonder just how all of this came about. We were just carrying on with our lives when all of a sudden it happened; we fell helplessly in love with each other. I still remember the first day you entered my life, I knew right then that there was certainly something special about you, what I didn't completely know yet was that you were the man who would turn my world inside out. I can't wait until we are able to spend each and every moment together. I can't live without my precious Elliott. Thank you for making all of my dreams come true, Baby, you have meant more to me than anyone ever will. I love you because you are the only person who can make me smile when I am having the worst day. I love you because in your eyes I see a man who will Love me more than anyone no matter what. I love you because you will do anything to keep me safe without even thinking twice. I love you most of all because you are my one and only, my soul mate. We belong together, Baby, and I couldn't be any happier. I love you with every breath I take, and every beat of my heart (and when I am standing next to you that is too many beats). 28. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart, that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. 29./ I just wanted to thank you! You know I don't think you realize how much you inspire me. I am so proud of the person you've become and are becoming. I understand you've been through a lot and you've made not the best of choices, but I can see that you have grown. Though truthfully I've always known from the very first time I met you to now, that you were a strong person. You are so full of wisdom about life that when you speak it really makes me think that I could stay there forever just to listen to your open mind, for it is peaceful and inviting. Andreas, you have become my awakening, you have helped me see things in a brighter way, In a happier, enlightening way. For I was once drowning from my own fears, completely cynical about love, about hope and security. I used to think that no one understood me and could ever. Then one day before I knew you personally, you flew into my thoughts and at that moment though I wasn't truly sure why you were there. Suddenly I felt reassured and a smile was brought to my heart. Somehow I believe deep down I knew I loved you then.

When I got to know you a year later I realized I wasn't alone and that something inside of you was hurting similar to what constantly brought tears to my eyes. I went through a time in my life where I felt worthless unloved, continuously searching for happiness. I wasn't getting along with my family, and my friends were all hating each other, leaving me stuck in the middle, stressfully trying to pull things together. But, you made me laugh and forget everything that was going on. That year you became my escape, my survival. I don't think I could of made it through that year as strong as I did if you weren't in my life. Andreas, I thank you for all the fun times we spent together even if they were short lived. Now over the years I have come to this conclusion you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever been able to help me see the light. Clouds of darkness shadowed over me no matter what any other soul would say, but you make me smile with just your presence. You don't have to say a word; everything's okay when you're beside me. You know I thank God every day for the amazing people he has brought into my life because each and every one of them has changed my life in a very beautiful dramatic way. And I believe people are brought into your life for a reason, a way in which to guide you and help you see yourself. I like to call all those wonderful people my angels, my earthly angels. Andreas, you are one, and I thank you once again from the bottom of my heart. And though we may never be, just know you will always live in my heart. 30. I tried to look past what was bothering you. I know the way we met was from my Ex (your friend), but then you tried to warn me about him. You became my best friend. Whenever I needed someone to talk to, no matter where you were or what you were doing, you comforted me. I took advantage of you and took your kindness for my pleasures. When we sat down and had that talk and you told that since I had a relationship with your friend (now my Ex) that you and I could never be, and that you looked at our relationship as a friendship. I did not want to hear that because I already fell in love with you secretly and could not tell you, and so, I had told you to never call me again. I am sorry that I did not understand or didn't even try to understand the way you felt. Now that I've pushed you away, I miss talking and laughing with you, but I am too embarrassed to even call and speak with you. I can never forgive myself for being this way. I am so sorry I've let you, my best friend, go. I hope someday you can please understand me and forgive me. 31. There are no words from which I can say the importance you have in my life, it seems like everything has faded and there is no color in the world for me. My Love, I know we have been through very hard times and I accept that it was all was my fault but I also apologize to you and you also know that I love you very, very much

and can't live without you. So, Baby, please accept my apology and come back to me. 32. Hey, Baby, I am sorry that I was an ass to you in the last days that I was with you. I am sorry for that and I hope that you will forgive me. I will write you and call you whenever I have enough time to enjoy talking with you, okay? I just want to explain exactly why I was acting so mad and pissy to you for the last couple of weeks, I know I probably shouldn't but I have to be true to you. To get down to it I was just so cared and worried that you will not have the same love for me when I come home to you, Baby. I know that I shouldn't have acted like that and that is why I am truly and deeply sorry for making you hurt on both the inside and on the outside, but you must believe me that my love for you will either stay the same or grow to be more because without you I am lost. I should have told you all of this before I left but I did not want to see you cry anymore and or be hurt with me watching because I can't even stand to watch that. So for all the pain that I have caused to you I am sorry. Believe me, Baby, I do love you and I never meant to hurt your feelings. I am very sorry for that but right now I can't stop thinking about how much I actually love you. I don't know if you have been thinking about it or not, my guess is that you probably have and you might have even cried about it, to tell you the truth if I could cry about it I probable would because I get watery eyes just thinking about how beautiful you are and how happy I am with you by my side. I love you, Tiffany, with all of my heart and much, much more. I love you so damn much. It hurts me so much to sit here thinking about you and knowing that I will not be able to see you for 12 months. Babe, even after talking to you twice today I came back to my room set out our picture and still I became emotional just looking at your picture and thinking about you. You know what, Babe? I can't even begin to say how much I actually do miss you. My heart knows and can barely stand being away from you but as soon as my brain hears from my heart there is no hope and I just start thinking about how much fun I have had with you even though I never really showed it I really did have fun. 33. Love has taught me and Love has changed me since we've met, when I knew you were the only man I ever really loved and the only man I ever wanted to be with - for life. From the start I could see us together and I heard my heart say, "I am going to marry Mike" (This was even before our first date!) I was shocked, (You were not my type!) but I was happy. Then my head got in the way and my ego and my false pride took over and I played games. I begin to see all the things about you I wanted to change. False pride made me feel afraid that you did not love me and this caused me to feel insecure. Then

ego gave you the "love test" and of course you failed. Now I know why: false pride does not TRUST and ego does not know true love. When expectations grew, my egotistical, selfish personality took over and my love for you became "conditional." I was torn and confused and I did not understand the love/hate relationship that was developing between us, so I broke up with you. (Better I do this then to go through hell with someone who did not love me.) Yet, after breaking up, I hurt every day for so long. I cried every night for several weeks. I hoped by some miracle you might intuitively know this. I did not believe the breakup might hurt you because, falsely, I believed you had no feelings for me. After the break up, I did not know where to go or what to do. Fortunately, Love was still present and finally I did surrender and let it guide me through the hurt and the lessons I needed to learn. Gradually, everything became clearer and with the "ego" and the "false pride" out of the way, I began to grow and I came to realize my mistakes and could see where I went wrong. In retrospect and with clarity, I can see how I actually loved you "just the way you were" - you were being yourself and that is what attracted me to you in the beginning. I wish I had never lost sight of that and I wish I had not tried to change you. If I am ever lucky enough to have you back in my life, I will never try to change you again. I will let true love direct our course. I saw you last night, with someone else. To my surprise, I became aware of the deep admiration and respect I have for you and for myself. I believe this to be an example of the "unconditional" true love I now know. I am truly sorry for the hurt in our relationship and I am truly sorry that I did not know what I did not know. But, perhaps it had to happen in order for us to be where we are now, and for me to grow. Mike, I never want you to be hurt again. I will always believe that true love is our everlasting, unchanging guide. And I trust that it will direct the course of our lives. 34. I am so ashamed of the way I treated you. As I hung your clothes back up in our closet I realized how lucky I am to still have you. I never want to see an empty space where your things should go again. I made a big deal out of nothing. And took the big things we shared for granted. I am so sorry. You have given me so much more than I ever realized. I am so thankful for what we have. And everything we will have. You are the only man I ever want to share my closet with! I know we have to work on some things. I will do my best to make it all better. I will always love you. And you will always be my one and only. 35.